On the last trip I had I definitely reached the understanding that we are all the same and the only difference between us is our DNA and experiences, but when you take that away we are all one at our core. However, I also learned that we are all connected as well, so next time you trip with someone else you might notice that you can literally read and feel their energy and it just reinforces the idea that we're wayyyyyy more than our physical bodies and there are other ways to communicate than just words and language.
I did a 3g trip yesterday and it was my first time with psychedelics i Felt the exact same thing as you did having my ego death. I literally felt connected to everyone else in the world and I felt a certain burst of love and empathy. That is still with me even though I completely came down. I'm totally convinced psilocybin is really a miracle drug. This was definitely a life-changing experience.
I feel like I feel connect to people more times often than not if I allow myself.. I feel their energy, hear their thoughts , and sometimes it's very overwhelming and painful - I work in Healthcare. But most often it's helpful . It really is beautiful more often than not....but I am so curious as to what a mushroom trip would enhance in my own human experience . Thanks for sharing this "Andrew".
I had a similar experience but was from almost dying. My heart stopped and I went to the other side. It was a short time but felt like an eternity! Luckily I came back and recovered. Too many things happened to mention in this comment. We definitely would need to sit and go through it! The main correlation is that time does not end. I was transported to another place with fog, shimmering beautiful light, and a release of all pain. But I was not over and time did not end!! And incredibly I was sent back to my body and my heart Started up again! So here I am 23 years later and strong as ever (and not scared of dying)! If we ever meet in person I will tell you the entire experience! It changed my life!
@Mitch Bateman. You died that day but we're a stubborn soul so we created a tangential portal for you...Its so you wouldn't suffer. Everything since has been a simulation.
I did 5gr of cubensis last Sunday, and I'm amazed I had almost the same experience as you and everyone in the comments. For anyone with curiosity reading this, do it! Do it in a safe environment, an empty stomach and an open mind. We are leaves of the same tree.
It's often said that you cannot describe what the experience is like, however, I think you nailed it. A very eloquent description of what a mushroom experience can be like. I have a very good friend who uses mushrooms and from them is able to balance his life and put things into better perspective.
As I was talking to “god” or my higher consciousness I kept finding myself in this cloud of information. It was like every thought I had I could see the words forming right before my eyes and literally inserting into my head. It was like I could see how information flows in the brain
I’ve been watching folks’s testimonies on their experiences dying. I think there’s a lot of connection between what you saw and felt and what countless others saw and felt after legitimately dying . Thank you for your content because I appreciate the explanation on wtf is going on rn haha
18:27 OMG 😱 you explained that so perfectly beautifully!! I am sitting here just in awe of what you described and I am just so impressed! I think I could just listen to you for hours 😊
Man the first real mushroom trip I had gave me this exact same realization. Everything you just said in this video I completely understood at the time of my realization. Except for me it was this complex floating entity that morphed and changed was basically telepathically feeding me the ideas and realizations that this never ends, we are all one true being living different experiences in different temporary consciousnesses. And of course, time is a very human construct.
I love your observation that our beliefs and conceptions of what's "real" or spiritual shapes what you see during the trip. People like to project that they seen beyond themselves, when in reality they are just seeing a part of themselves
I did 3g today and had this exact same feeling, you put it into words better than I. I was trying to describing to my friend that I realized that the "cavern" or "labyrinth" I found myself in was actually just "me". I was engulfed in my psyche. It felt all-encompassing and vast, neverending. And that's when I realized just how deep "me" really goes. When I had that realization, I got spooked and spent the rest of the trip trying to return back to the surface. After the experience, I'm more grateful than ever for my ego to filter things into a nice clean "reality" for me. I also appreciate how you didn't mention the visuals. They're fun and pretty when you're looking at them on a computer screen but when they're unyielding, and you feel like they might be representations of the fundamental building blocks of reality itself, it gets overwhelming.
Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it’s just so hard to source here
Psychedelics are the reason why i didn’t take my life when i was at my end. I was stripped of my ego and saw the beauty of life and interconnectivity and even though i still battle anxiety and depression, I’m doing better everyday and will never think in such a self destructive way again.
LSD and mushrooms completely changed my whole outlook on life. I became a better version of myself This experience gave me a lot of confidence about my self and my body. A bunch of bad thought / behavior patterns were broken. One of these was pretty bad OCD that made me wash my hands a lot. It gave me a lot of hope that things will be fine, this is the one thing that I heard throughout the trip: Everything is alright. The main reason for the trip was my severe depression and it definitely helped me (although it's not gone). Before all I could do was lay in bed. Now I am trying to rebuild my life one step at a time which wasn't possible before."
Relative perception is a huge thing! Westerners think that people with different views on life are unhappy because they don't have Starbucks and a iPhone.
Westerners always get a bad wrap, and its also inaccurate to label humans by global hemisphere, as that doesnt denot their real attributes. Actually westerners make up alot of the people who spiritually woke up over the last hundred years or so of entheogen use expansion. having been to dubai, to oceanic asia etc. I can say people over there are even more obsessed with having phones and social media etc than the west. Hence tik tok , bigo etc. Humans like to be materialistic. The west advanced with technology and industry and such faster than the rest of the world in a sense, so thats why westerners encountered the issues that come with technology first, and others onlooking judge them. But when the same advancement came to those other nations, they call acted the same to each their own. So its not your hemisphere but your cultures point on the line of progress etc
I can believe it. Dubai had the opportunity to build a beautiful Arabic city! Yet it built another concrete jungle using slavery and destroying coral leafs.
I had a similar experience on my last trip. Asking what I called my higher self if my boyfriend was there and if they were together and the answer was that he was there but they did not have relationships like we do. That they would collaborate for us (the human us). Rather than it making me sad it made me understand why we are in this form here to have these experiences. Because they cannot be had the same on other planes. I also asked how manifestation works and I/me answered and said basically once you decide you want something they (higher selves) rarely intervene and they’re not exactly watching us but will coordinate to make things happen for us. My only way to understand what this means is we have a link to them through our emotions or desires or consciousness and they some how help us but it’s also not super important to them. It’s hard to describe. So I appreciate you trying also.
@@botezsimp5808 well it’s not my desire so ask some one else that question because I don’t have all the answers. Obviously there are murderers in the world I’m not one of them.
very well said mate that made a lot of sense, in our most pure form we are all and nothing at the same time, consciousness experiencing itself in the present moment
Love your work Andrew, just arrived here from Tik Tok. I can relate to everything you are describing. I spent most my youth tripping and chasing source...which after years led me to the amazon jungle for an Ayahuasca retreat. DMT should be your next challenge, sounds like you are ready :)
@@The_three_egos it affected very differently because I had already gone through schizoaffective and chronic psychotic episodes, and my brain healed from that before I took shrooms. I can see why people who havent gone through mental illness are blown away my shrooms and have experiences like this guy.
i've heard that the more "peeled back" you live your day to day life and the less identified as this human that you are, the less shrooms you'll need to experience things like this. I have a friend who can now have the same experience on 0.5g that he used to have on 8g
@@notandrewmurnane Interesting. Makes sense. Also, the less attached you are to your ego constructions, the easier the transition must be to the other states of awareness.
I met "God" on a 5g heroes dose. It was beyond words ❤ I refer to IT as Source/Spirit/Universe/God/etc. It basically let me know it doesn't really care what we call it, it's just a label. KNOWING it matters most. It showed up as a huge ball of light in the vastness of nothing. Bright white golden rays of light were surrounding me, drawing me closer. As I got closer I was overwhelmed by every beautiful feeling and emotion. I had no body, but I could see everything and feel everything. I was asking in my consciousness, What are you? It answered, "I AM.....Unconditional Love." My life changed forever after this experience. ❤
I've tried all the regular psychedelic....acid, mushrooms they're fun or interesting but the 2 times I did DMT Trips were another level altogether.it can barely be put into words , it's like a while awake dream where anything is possible an you're never the same.😤😤👍
I strongly believe on MDT, I treat just other time I had 45grams to my friend who stays on Colombia,🇨🇴 Santos. Then he was worthy and proud of psychedelic trip's what a great magic stuff so... Incredible 🤯🤯
i've known every single little thing you said for about 5 months now and i haven't met anyone else that knows all of this until now. Would love to have convo if you're ever free! Keep up the great content man!
Thank you! You should definitely check out my other channel linked in my profile. It’s also a podcast called Dualistic Unity, I think you would really enjoy it!
Same here man, I’ve realized that not everyone can accept this truth… main reason is because once it gets out our mouth it’s diluted and personalized by how it goes through our own perceptions of it.
Focus on the breath in a dark room you will automatically dissolve, the one who thinks he is dying does not exist. Have experienced it a few times and the fear is always there, but then... really mindblowing😉
It felt like listening my own experience from you , also it made me very happy that I am not the only one and this video is excellent description, thank you 😊
Your channel just got suggested to me today… I’m two deep and I’ve already cried … please keep making these videos or at least become my friend so you can tell me these thoughts.
I totally get what you are saying man I always say life is just perception 2 people can have the exact same experience but perceive it in a totally different way, a rollercoaster ride is a good example two people side by side experiencing the exact same thing but one perception can be that he is Loving and enjoying every minute of it the other can be terrified and hating the whole experience, if you can change your perception you can change your reality
I had a spontaneous experience in my early 20's (I am now 55). I felt tired even though I had woken up a few hours earlier and I sat on my sofa and within a few moments a circle of about 3 feet in diameter with a symbol in it appeared on my wall and made a single thump. The symbol was no language I have ever seen, I could only describe it as alien in nature. It was followed by another symbol and another thump, and then another and the frequency increased and so did the thumping which I could feel on my body as a hum and the symbols were now a blur because they were changing so fast. Suddenly it stopped and when it did I saw a flock of white birds as if looking at them from a distance, very small and very fluid movements yet slowly flying across my field of view within a few inches of my eyes. I should mention that when I saw the symbols I tried to stand up but I could only move my eyes and I could see my keys on the table where I left them and I knew I was awake. When the birds flew off and I could no longer see them I suddenly saw deer laying around me, looking at me in a peaceful and gentle manner, appearing and disappearing all around me. Again, I tried to stand, and although I struggled, I was finally able to stand up as a few of the deer faded away. I was left with the feeling that I was a part of everything and everything was me and I was infinite and eternal. I only tried very small amounts of mushrooms only recently, and it made me feel like a kid. Back and knee pains were gone. I took my kids bike and rode it to the neighborhood I grew up in, I stopped riding bikes many years ago! I went to the handball courts like I did when I was 17 and I played a few games and talked to people. I felt amazing! Now I want to up the dosage but with all the terrible things happening with things being laced with Fentanyl I am afraid to buy it even though I knew I will likely be fine, but just I cannot risk not being here for my family, so hopefully I can go somewhere in the USA where it can be legally purchased or I can grow my own.
move to colorado. psychedelics are now decriminalized and it’s fully legal to grow shrooms in your private residence. in a couple years they will have treatment centers where you can go if you are 21+
Love this content. Have never done shrooms but have very deep inward experiences with my Higher self during meditation. I receive insight and guidance through what my Guru calls "telepathically". Can totally relate to how our perceptions of what we are experiencing will come through to us in the familiar way we learned about spirituality. What is so cool is that there has been a huge explosion of this awareness coming through to sooo many in all these different avenues. There is no wrong way to find the Truth!💗
Hi Andrew, thank you for sharing! That was beautiful! I would like to recommend that you read the Bhagavat Gita. After my first psychedelic experiences that book gave me a whole new perception of reality. This book is not a religion. It even said one should give up all kinds of religions and concepts. After hearing your talk, I think you will truly enjoy it! I Wish you a good journey!❤️
Great trip report. It hit on the same beats as my 2g APE trip several months ago. I also hate the word "god" for the same reasons. It's an inadequate word.
Yup. I could have told you this bloke has done psychedelics before he uttered One Single Word. It's in the eyes and the face and the awe-struck, half terrified perma-smile. I think I can actually see it in people, now.
That's really fascinating, thanks for sharing. This all makes a lot of sense and I'm glad you scoped out the suffering question because that's always such a sticking point. Also that particular question is never tackled adequately by religion because they simply don't have an answer for it! No this all makes a great of sense and you've done well to even put this all into coherent words - it must have been pretty intense with the information and understanding flow! Cheers
I almost didn’t watch this video because I thought you were going to talk about ‘god’ in the human constructed sense. But it was interesting and refreshing to hear the universal oneness. I think mushrooms could be a portal to entering the multiverse and connecting to your true authentic self.
Thank you for describing the ineffable. I came to the same conclusion after lots of meditation with some weed high, which kinda solidify. It’s just a knowing you get. ❤️
I've tried all the regular psychedelic....acid, mushrooms they're fun or interesting but the 2 times I did DMT Trips were another level altogether.it can barely be put into words , it's like a while awake dream where anything is possible an you're never the same.😤😤👍
I strongly believe on MDT, I treat just other time I had 45grams to my friend who stays on Colombia,🇨🇴 Santos. Then he was worthy and proud of psychedelic trip's what a great magic stuff so... Incredible 🤯🤯
However. The gospel of Thomas wasn’t discovered until 1945. So while I agree with you that the church left things out intentionally, this particular incident does not match up.
I have litterally attained this type of experintial mystical dialoge through my meditiations alone. Entheogens are not a nescesity for this experience, but not all people are meditators. We are atman. I once asked in this dialoge who am I talking to, 'she' said I am that part of you which connects your concious mind to your subconcious and everything in the entire universe.
First time listener here...i'm finally in a position to take the dive but am working up the courage...I can relate to a lot of what you're saying, great video thank you! (you may like Lao Tzu/Tao Te Ching :) “The Tao that can be told is not the eternal Tao. The name that can be named is not the eternal name. The nameless is the beginning of heaven and earth. The named is the mother of ten thousand things. Ever desireless, one can see the mystery. Ever desiring, one can see the manifestations. These two spring from the same source but differ in name; this appears as darkness. Darkness within darkness. The gate to all mystery.”
Nice trip report. The interesting thing is that this self deceptive illusion of existence is a necessary part of existing infinitely. The illusions are infinite manifestations of awareness existing. It's truly spectacular and mind-blowing - an infinite cosmic joke in the best way possible.
Thank you for sharing this understanding/experience. During a meditation, I’ve also experienced a knowing similar to what you describe: there is only consciousness-awareness and the now, and empty nothing-everything is all we’ve (I’ve) ever been. My experience was spectacularly ordinary as it is what we all are and ever have been and will be, yet from the point of view of the “relative” individual self that I thought I was (and that doesn’t actually exist), it was profound and life-changing. And what followed was a lot of laughter because the habitual mind was still operating at the level of the illusiory separate self and its thoughts were hilarious and ridiculous. And a deep sense of peace came as well. After that came a roller-coaster ride of believing in the separate self alternating with knowing myself as vast, spacious awareness. Ultimately, it doesn’t matter because we can’t NOT be what we truly are, the Knowingness, but when we know we are that Awareness then suffering ends. The great teachers of nonduality I listen to are a wonderful help in this regard ~ Rupert Spira, Joan Tollifson, Francis Lucille, Adyashanti, Mooji, Gangaji…and many more. Cilocybin mushrooms (and psychedelics) are a wonderful gift toward bringing humanity to this understanding quickly and directly and has been responsible for awakening many people to True Nature. I’m seeking a source of mushrooms to experiment with this, combining it with meditation. Again, thank you for sharing this.
I was confronted with a profound love that was the essence of God and I desperately collapsed into love. Literally the world around me was a tapestry of life and the music I was hearing was a symphony of all. This was off of 2.5 g. I also havnt done shrooms since 2008 after a horrible trip on 4g. I did this last Monday. It is one of the most outstanding moments I ever had in life. I also asked what is the point to life as well… the voice in my head answering was literally the voice of a man from India “the point to life is there is no point.. it just is”.
Its always great to listen to someone else realize the truth of this crazy reality we live in. Also very comforting that I'm not the only one that thinks this. I was born into a Christian home and grew up Christian for half my life. Then fell out and became a hard-core atheist only to be agnostic now. All thanks to these little Miracles that come from the earth
Some of these insights and understandings that you describe are products of a detached “above the fray” perspective that does not map well to our experience of everyday life. On the topic of suffering, for example, if I have just been in an auto accident and I am bleeding out from my injuries, I cannot conjure away the pain of the situation by reminding myself that I am “too steeped in dualism” or that life should not be taken so seriously.
@Andrew thank you so much for sharing your story. When you was describing the meaning of being here, you was completely right, it is just an experience of ourself and ourself is so interesting and amazing so we need millions of those experiences to understand who we really are. But it is one ingredient that makes this experience even much interesting and profound and it is a deep consciousness to feel the experience with all your soul and heart. To feel the deep experience without any substance is the key, to develop this sensitivity is the key and when we are able to feel this beat of life with all the flavours and colours, then our experience is something magic and we don’t have more questions rather than trying to maximise this experience of being god and being love. ❤️ Saying that, I’m writing to myself 😄 not to you now.
we all are :) didn't jesus say something like put no god before "me"? i dont think he was talking about himself, i think he was talking about each of us as our own "me"
Cool trip report bro and I totally get you on all those aspects you brought up. I haven't done psychedelics in quite a while, but have been really wanting to do a heavy dose of 5 Meo DMT. I live in tucson, AZ and we have the Sonoran toads here. I was able to get one, but it was fairly young and didn't produce much venom. I smoked what I got out of it and only got up to the edge of something, not really to the point of breakthrough. So I'm hoping now that we're in the monsoon season I might come across an older one that I can carefully Harvest some Venom from and release. I've always been into psychedelics and entheogenics, etc. I used to experiment with Salvia extracts and that scared me pretty hard into not touching psychedelics anymore lol. Every time I would blast off I would encounter the lady Salvia entity and appeared as a black hole in the shape of something the size of say Yoda and it would just kind of come towards you slowly. Only it was terrifying and you couldn't escape it even if you closed your eyes or went into another room, it saw through your soul and decided whether you were ready to go through the entity into the next level. And unfortunately I was never ready, each time I would try I would encounter the center to you and get terrified and try and hide. One time I took a huge hit and collapsed on my bed and was staring at the plaid pattern on my bedspread and basically became the bedspread and saw life through the perspective of that plaid pattern and seemed like it went on for years and years in the time of just a couple minutes tops. Salvia can be pretty extreme so I have lately been leaning towards wanted to delve back into mushrooms and possibly some of these other new compounds. I've never got to try pure mescaline or ayahuasca (DMT) or any of its compounds. I just wish I had a giant walk-in closet with every type of psychedelic and mind altering substance known to man so I could experiment with all of them! Anyhow started rambling there haha thanks again for the video my friend!
I've tried all the regular psychedelic....acid, mushrooms they're fun or interesting but the 2 times I did DMT Trips were another level altogether.it can barely be put into words , it's like a while awake dream where anything is possible an you're never the same.😤😤👍
I strongly believe on MDT, I treat just other time I had 45grams to my friend who stays on Colombia,🇨🇴 Santos. Then he was worthy and proud of psychedelic trip's what a great magic stuff so... Incredible 🤯🤯
@@FernandezJose-nt9fu That sounds amazing! I've heard of things turning very badly for people as well on DMT and the right surrounding and people would probably be necessary. Especially having some trip killers on hand just in case. I definitely want to try it and it's sub varieties sometime soon in my life.
Suffering existed before humans did, before any kind of self-awareness. Look out in the world among the wild animals for countless examples. Unless you’re going to say our animal cousins don’t suffer, human suffering can’t be entirely due to dualism, it’s built into all living things that have senses and sensations
Thank you, Andrew! Best explanation to date! It’s all just an experience! Enjoy the ride! As Ram Dass said, we are all walking each other home…back to truth, oneness, being present, here and now. ✨
I understand what you are saying. But our higher self wants to have the human experience so it’s totally ok to have all those human feelings and perceptions. Just when we suffer from being human (as I do often) it’s really helpful to remember who we are and it’s ok how it is.
You are your “higher self” now. The idea that you are in any way separate is just an illusion and another story you’ve been told. There’s nothing to reach for and nowhere to get that isn’t here and now
@@southlondon86 strive because you can! the here and now is the only thing that ever exists, so there's no where else you can ever be anyway. most people strive because they feel a sense of lack that they think will only be fulfilled by accomplishing/achieving/becoming more. Once you realize that you're perfectly whole and complete exactly as you are right now and any feelings of lack are a made up illusion, you will be able to live and experience true freedom rather than constantly trying too fulfill this sense of lack
@@southlondon86 that is the case :) well I enjoy hanging with friends, making content, filming videos, doing podcasts, working out, going on walks, cooking, being with my family, and traveling so I do all of those things. I also have a full time job in digital advertising which isn’t my favorite thing in the world but it allows me to fairly easily fund everything else I do enjoy doing
I dopped 10 grams last Friday, let me just say, damn what an experience. A spirit of my deceased auntie came upon me with such vibrant energy...sexual energy, it blew my fucking mind. She explained the evolution of religion based on humanl sexual instinct and its relation to the growth of society and consciencness.. Definitely ready to do this again to see what I learn next.
I've benefited so much from psychedelics. My depression, anxiety, insomnia and also psychedelics has improved my creativity and focus. I got my stuffs delivered discreetly,
Wow thank you for answering some questions I have been wondering about life. Very insightful. My husband passed away and I want to connect to him. You definitely eased some pain for me. 🙏❤
I grew up in a Christian family and i always try to put psych experiences in the context of Christianity. The gospel of Thomas is interesting, i need to look into it
I've heard a lot of tripping stories, and they are very exciting,I would love to try magic mushrooms but I can't easily get some, Is there any realiable source I can purchase from??
Sound like dmt . I was autistic a d I. Slow slow classes . So. Summer 8th grade year . Camping lots of festivals. So freshman. Made varsity hockey . And 3.5 gpa. . honor roll . . I drank 2 vials of the lysergic s d 25 It was at a greatful dead festival on the fourth of July ... 1.5 months later I barely saw anything different. Day 2 drove home .47 -53 on a highway 45 minuets. Not even a scratch. I did park it entire next month
I share similar views with you regarding the Catholic Church, I’m kind of scared to shroom since I was caught in a very suspicious hurricane at the beach the last time I did. The beings that you speak of remind me of my personal experience with the Arcturians, more specifically, the neurodivergent “Octohedhed” faction which to me are the peacekeepers of the universe and are needed to elevate human kind in this age of evolution. How do you feel about our sense of individuality vs being one combined whole? Do you think that We are all just meant to be just one entire borg collective in 2022? The songs that came to mind during this session were The Vampire Weekend - Ottoman and Free by Emeli Sande during this UA-cam. You’re doing a great job :) Thank you, Andrew 🖖🏼🤦🏻♂️🤗
Thanks for the info but I’m in a mushroom community and also grow my own . I wish everyone that suffers form depression could experience them Hopefully it will be legal everywhere soon
I've benefited so much from psychedelics. My depression, anxiety, insomnia and also psychedelics has improved my creativity and focus. I got my stuffs delivered discreetly,
I've benefited so much from psychedelics. My depression, anxiety, insomnia and also psychedelics has improved my creativity and focus. I got my stuffs delivered discreetly,
Hello Andrew, visit Alba Weinman's channel, she is a student of Dolores Cannon. In Dolores Cannon books trips like that are normal and you want to also study The Law of One and listening to Abraham Hicks every day.
Psychedelics have helped people to change their Lives but one doesn't need to take something outside of one's self to have A Spiritual Awakening. All one needs to do is Look Within. Its a Seeing. Psychedelics are pretty powerful but these experiences come and go like clouds. However The Spiritual Experience that comes Straight Directly from Spirit is way more Powerful and more Overwhelming. Its Beyond words. And all we have to do is Be Still and Know.
Well described Sir! I find it is hard to share psychedelic experiences without bringing up god and that makes people uncomfortable and GOD is a challenging word to talk about because of how religion has corrupted the word GOD. I like the CTMU's description of GOD : Global operation distributor.
this resonates so well with me! i have just begin my journey with self awareness but not quiet sure how to elevate my awareness and how I can have "an experience".. is it through mediating? is it through knowledge? is it through listening to others? not quiet sure........
So glad! The beautiful thing is there is no “correct way” to do any of it! The here and now is all there is, the future is completely uncertain. Do whatever you want with that information! I think my podcast Dualistic Unity might help you too though!
@@notandrewmurnane listening now! I don't have anyone around me who is on the same journey so I'm hoping I get to make friends and have meaningful conversations. ☺️
You can’t describe a mushroom trip in words. You had a wonderful trip, but sadly, that’s why mushrooms are illegal. People being awoken isn’t something everybody wants. So sad. Eyes closed laying down in a dark quiet room is the best.
You unlocked partially. There's more to experience. You don't need mushroomz to get to higher dimensions. Good way to experiment with the powers within tho.
Fascinating and similar to mine. Interesting to know that the word GOD does not exist in the Bible, that mentions ELOHIMS (plural, then translated erroneously into a unique god. Also Jesus is a transformation of JVH, one of the Elohims. But as you said our knowledge and culture influences the visions.
I’m not disagreeing with anything you’re saying but I’m always back to the same place saying to myself “this is awesome, I finally have an understanding. But it still doesn’t explain my 1 true burning question, why? Why does reality exist? Why do we exist? What created everything? Because having these experiences is incredible and having an insight to what reality is and what spirit is is amazing but it never answers my question of why… why is there consciousness?
On the last trip I had I definitely reached the understanding that we are all the same and the only difference between us is our DNA and experiences, but when you take that away we are all one at our core. However, I also learned that we are all connected as well, so next time you trip with someone else you might notice that you can literally read and feel their energy and it just reinforces the idea that we're wayyyyyy more than our physical bodies and there are other ways to communicate than just words and language.
definitely! love to hear that thanks for sharing
I did a 3g trip yesterday and it was my first time with psychedelics i Felt the exact same thing as you did having my ego death. I literally felt connected to everyone else in the world and I felt a certain burst of love and empathy. That is still with me even though I completely came down. I'm totally convinced psilocybin is really a miracle drug. This was definitely a life-changing experience.
I’m a empath so I feel people energy naturally & man it’s exhausting lol
Energy is our first language.
I feel like I feel connect to people more times often than not if I allow myself.. I feel their energy, hear their thoughts , and sometimes it's very overwhelming and painful - I work in Healthcare. But most often it's helpful . It really is beautiful more often than not....but I am so curious as to what a mushroom trip would enhance in my own human experience . Thanks for sharing this "Andrew".
I’m jealous of how well you can put your thoughts together, especially post trip. Love your vids bro
Appreciate that! I’ve def improved a lot over the past year, just about doing it over and over again
I had a similar experience but was from almost dying. My heart stopped and I went to the other side. It was a short time but felt like an eternity! Luckily I came back and recovered. Too many things happened to mention in this comment. We definitely would need to sit and go through it! The main correlation is that time does not end. I was transported to another place with fog, shimmering beautiful light, and a release of all pain. But I was not over and time did not end!! And incredibly I was sent back to my body and my heart Started up again! So here I am 23 years later and strong as ever (and not scared of dying)! If we ever meet in person I will tell you the entire experience! It changed my life!
wow thats incredible!! such a freeing realization
@Mitch Bateman. You died that day but we're a stubborn soul so we created a tangential portal for you...Its so you wouldn't suffer. Everything since has been a simulation.
I did 5gr of cubensis last Sunday, and I'm amazed I had almost the same experience as you and everyone in the comments. For anyone with curiosity reading this, do it! Do it in a safe environment, an empty stomach and an open mind. We are leaves of the same tree.
It’s amazing to see how so many of us come to the same understanding. You worded this explanation of your experience so well!
Appreciate it! 🙏🏼🙏🏼
It's often said that you cannot describe what the experience is like, however, I think you nailed it. A very eloquent description of what a mushroom experience can be like. I have a very good friend who uses mushrooms and from them is able to balance his life and put things into better perspective.
I love the fact that you understand every single word is an concept/idea
As I was talking to “god” or my higher consciousness I kept finding myself in this cloud of information. It was like every thought I had I could see the words forming right before my eyes and literally inserting into my head. It was like I could see how information flows in the brain
I’ve been watching folks’s testimonies on their experiences dying. I think there’s a lot of connection between what you saw and felt and what countless others saw and felt after legitimately dying . Thank you for your content because I appreciate the explanation on wtf is going on rn haha
you're welcome! yes i can imagine those experiences might be similar
18:27 OMG 😱
you explained that so perfectly beautifully!! I am sitting here just in awe of what you described and I am just so impressed! I think I could just listen to you for hours 😊
This is my podcast channel where i do talk for hours haha so i think you'd enjoy it!
Man the first real mushroom trip I had gave me this exact same realization. Everything you just said in this video I completely understood at the time of my realization. Except for me it was this complex floating entity that morphed and changed was basically telepathically feeding me the ideas and realizations that this never ends, we are all one true being living different experiences in different temporary consciousnesses. And of course, time is a very human construct.
I love your observation that our beliefs and conceptions of what's "real" or spiritual shapes what you see during the trip. People like to project that they seen beyond themselves, when in reality they are just seeing a part of themselves
I did 3g today and had this exact same feeling, you put it into words better than I. I was trying to describing to my friend that I realized that the "cavern" or "labyrinth" I found myself in was actually just "me". I was engulfed in my psyche. It felt all-encompassing and vast, neverending. And that's when I realized just how deep "me" really goes. When I had that realization, I got spooked and spent the rest of the trip trying to return back to the surface. After the experience, I'm more grateful than ever for my ego to filter things into a nice clean "reality" for me. I also appreciate how you didn't mention the visuals. They're fun and pretty when you're looking at them on a computer screen but when they're unyielding, and you feel like they might be representations of the fundamental building blocks of reality itself, it gets overwhelming.
Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it’s just so hard to source here
Psychedelics are the reason why i didn’t take my life when i was at my end. I was stripped of my ego and saw the beauty of life and interconnectivity and even though i still battle anxiety and depression, I’m doing better everyday and will never think in such a self destructive way again.
LSD and mushrooms completely changed my whole outlook on life. I became a better version of myself
This experience gave me a lot of confidence about my self and my body. A bunch of bad thought / behavior patterns were broken. One of these was pretty bad OCD that made me wash my hands a lot. It gave me a lot of hope that things will be fine, this is the one thing that I heard throughout the trip: Everything is alright. The main reason for the trip was my severe depression and it definitely helped me (although it's not gone). Before all I could do was lay in bed. Now I am trying to rebuild my life one step at a time which wasn't possible before."
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Relative perception is a huge thing!
Westerners think that people with different views on life are unhappy because they don't have Starbucks and a iPhone.
Westerners always get a bad wrap, and its also inaccurate to label humans by global hemisphere, as that doesnt denot their real attributes. Actually westerners make up alot of the people who spiritually woke up over the last hundred years or so of entheogen use expansion. having been to dubai, to oceanic asia etc. I can say people over there are even more obsessed with having phones and social media etc than the west. Hence tik tok , bigo etc. Humans like to be materialistic. The west advanced with technology and industry and such faster than the rest of the world in a sense, so thats why westerners encountered the issues that come with technology first, and others onlooking judge them. But when the same advancement came to those other nations, they call acted the same to each their own. So its not your hemisphere but your cultures point on the line of progress etc
I can believe it. Dubai had the opportunity to build a beautiful Arabic city! Yet it built another concrete jungle using slavery and destroying coral leafs.
So this is what non-westerners think of westerners, interesting
All I can say is you just get it. It is an energetic knowing . Thank you for sharing
Wow! these words just made me cry and realize so much. I felt your experience as if I was there with you. Thank you!
You were there though 👀❤️
True! ❤️
Brilliant description. This was stated so perfectly, thanks!
I had a similar experience on my last trip. Asking what I called my higher self if my boyfriend was there and if they were together and the answer was that he was there but they did not have relationships like we do. That they would collaborate for us (the human us). Rather than it making me sad it made me understand why we are in this form here to have these experiences. Because they cannot be had the same on other planes.
I also asked how manifestation works and I/me answered and said basically once you decide you want something they (higher selves) rarely intervene and they’re not exactly watching us but will coordinate to make things happen for us. My only way to understand what this means is we have a link to them through our emotions or desires or consciousness and they some how help us but it’s also not super important to them. It’s hard to describe. So I appreciate you trying also.
What if your desire is to kill?
@@botezsimp5808 well it’s not my desire so ask some one else that question because I don’t have all the answers. Obviously there are murderers in the world I’m not one of them.
very well said mate that made a lot of sense, in our most pure form we are all and nothing at the same time, consciousness experiencing itself in the present moment
Essentially he's speaking of true knowledge of self. Good job
Finally the UA-cam algorithm is giving me the videos I long for. Thanks for sharing. I have also experienced something similar. 😊
@Spiders thanks man
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Love your work Andrew, just arrived here from Tik Tok. I can relate to everything you are describing. I spent most my youth tripping and chasing source...which after years led me to the amazon jungle for an Ayahuasca retreat. DMT should be your next challenge, sounds like you are ready :)
glad you made it! I'm definitely interested
It affects everyone differently, I no longer want to do shrooms because I have a bad aftermath emotionally every time. Glad you had this experience.
I'd like to hear about your experiences if you don't mind sharing.
@@The_three_egos it affected very differently because I had already gone through schizoaffective and chronic psychotic episodes, and my brain healed from that before I took shrooms. I can see why people who havent gone through mental illness are blown away my shrooms and have experiences like this guy.
All of this jam packed wisdom on 3 grams?!? Wow. Some very good shrooms! Thanks for sharing the unsharable!
i've heard that the more "peeled back" you live your day to day life and the less identified as this human that you are, the less shrooms you'll need to experience things like this. I have a friend who can now have the same experience on 0.5g that he used to have on 8g
@@notandrewmurnane Interesting. Makes sense. Also, the less attached you are to your ego constructions, the easier the transition must be to the other states of awareness.
I met "God" on a 5g heroes dose. It was beyond words ❤
I refer to IT as Source/Spirit/Universe/God/etc. It basically let me know it doesn't really care what we call it, it's just a label. KNOWING it matters most.
It showed up as a huge ball of light in the vastness of nothing. Bright white golden rays of light were surrounding me, drawing me closer. As I got closer I was overwhelmed by every beautiful feeling and emotion.
I had no body, but I could see everything and feel everything.
I was asking in my consciousness, What are you?
It answered, "I AM.....Unconditional Love."
My life changed forever after this experience. ❤
Took 2g last week and had a very similar experience as you. Great video! Thanks for sharing :)
I've tried all the regular psychedelic....acid, mushrooms they're fun or interesting but the 2 times I did DMT Trips were another level altogether.it can barely be put into words , it's like a while awake dream where anything is possible an you're never the same.😤😤👍
I strongly believe on MDT, I treat just other time I had 45grams to my friend who stays on Colombia,🇨🇴 Santos. Then he was worthy and proud of psychedelic trip's what a great magic stuff so... Incredible 🤯🤯
Off only 2 grams??
i've known every single little thing you said for about 5 months now and i haven't met anyone else that knows all of this until now. Would love to have convo if you're ever free! Keep up the great content man!
Thank you! You should definitely check out my other channel linked in my profile. It’s also a podcast called Dualistic Unity, I think you would really enjoy it!
Same here man, I’ve realized that not everyone can accept this truth… main reason is because once it gets out our mouth it’s diluted and personalized by how it goes through our own perceptions of it.
Great attempt to describe the indescribable! Makes higher doses seem a little less scary. My ego is terrified to go past 2g.
Focus on the breath in a dark room you will automatically dissolve, the one who thinks he is dying does not exist. Have experienced it a few times and the fear is always there, but then... really mindblowing😉
Was that way now I can handle and be saine on 7+g hard comeup on those g but the breakthrough is amazing
It felt like listening my own experience from you , also it made me very happy that I am not the only one and this video is excellent description, thank you 😊
Your channel just got suggested to me today… I’m two deep and I’ve already cried … please keep making these videos or at least become my friend so you can tell me these thoughts.
My thoughts exactly. You are the universe exploring itself. Great trip report.
I totally get what you are saying man I always say life is just perception 2 people can have the exact same experience but perceive it in a totally different way, a rollercoaster ride is a good example two people side by side experiencing the exact same thing but one perception can be that he is Loving and enjoying every minute of it the other can be terrified and hating the whole experience, if you can change your perception you can change your reality
The best comment I have read so far outstanding
I had a spontaneous experience in my early 20's (I am now 55). I felt tired even though I had woken up a few hours earlier and I sat on my sofa and within a few moments a circle of about 3 feet in diameter with a symbol in it appeared on my wall and made a single thump. The symbol was no language I have ever seen, I could only describe it as alien in nature. It was followed by another symbol and another thump, and then another and the frequency increased and so did the thumping which I could feel on my body as a hum and the symbols were now a blur because they were changing so fast. Suddenly it stopped and when it did I saw a flock of white birds as if looking at them from a distance, very small and very fluid movements yet slowly flying across my field of view within a few inches of my eyes. I should mention that when I saw the symbols I tried to stand up but I could only move my eyes and I could see my keys on the table where I left them and I knew I was awake. When the birds flew off and I could no longer see them I suddenly saw deer laying around me, looking at me in a peaceful and gentle manner, appearing and disappearing all around me. Again, I tried to stand, and although I struggled, I was finally able to stand up as a few of the deer faded away. I was left with the feeling that I was a part of everything and everything was me and I was infinite and eternal. I only tried very small amounts of mushrooms only recently, and it made me feel like a kid. Back and knee pains were gone. I took my kids bike and rode it to the neighborhood I grew up in, I stopped riding bikes many years ago! I went to the handball courts like I did when I was 17 and I played a few games and talked to people. I felt amazing! Now I want to up the dosage but with all the terrible things happening with things being laced with Fentanyl I am afraid to buy it even though I knew I will likely be fine, but just I cannot risk not being here for my family, so hopefully I can go somewhere in the USA where it can be legally purchased or I can grow my own.
beautiful story! check out the telegram link in my friend's bio on ig and tiktok. his username is stanhappening and he'll be able to help!
move to colorado. psychedelics are now decriminalized and it’s fully legal to grow shrooms in your private residence. in a couple years they will have treatment centers where you can go if you are 21+
Love this content. Have never done shrooms but have very deep inward experiences with my Higher self during meditation. I receive insight and guidance through what my Guru calls "telepathically". Can totally relate to how our perceptions of what we are experiencing will come through to us in the familiar way we learned about spirituality. What is so cool is that there has been a huge explosion of this awareness coming through to sooo many in all these different avenues. There is no wrong way to find the Truth!💗
I took 3.5 last night. It was ok. I talked to my cat.
Hi Andrew, thank you for sharing! That was beautiful! I would like to recommend that you read the Bhagavat Gita. After my first psychedelic experiences that book gave me a whole new perception of reality. This book is not a religion. It even said one should give up all kinds of religions and concepts. After hearing your talk, I think you will truly enjoy it! I Wish you a good journey!❤️
Great trip report. It hit on the same beats as my 2g APE trip several months ago. I also hate the word "god" for the same reasons. It's an inadequate word.
Yup. I could have told you this bloke has done psychedelics before he uttered One Single Word. It's in the eyes and the face and the awe-struck, half terrified perma-smile. I think I can actually see it in people, now.
no shit you could have... its in the video title 🤣
@@notandrewmurnane Good point! :D
Thank you, for this account. Amazing to be able to have these experiences, isn't it!
I really enjoyed that mate it’s nice to listen to
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I'm watching you-me explaining awareness to me-me.
Thank you for letting me know that my experience was valid bro
That's really fascinating, thanks for sharing. This all makes a lot of sense and I'm glad you scoped out the suffering question because that's always such a sticking point. Also that particular question is never tackled adequately by religion because they simply don't have an answer for it! No this all makes a great of sense and you've done well to even put this all into coherent words - it must have been pretty intense with the information and understanding flow! Cheers
I almost didn’t watch this video because I thought you were going to talk about ‘god’ in the human constructed sense. But it was interesting and refreshing to hear the universal oneness. I think mushrooms could be a portal to entering the multiverse and connecting to your true authentic self.
Thank you for describing the ineffable. I came to the same conclusion after lots of meditation with some weed high, which kinda solidify. It’s just a knowing you get. ❤️
I've tried all the regular psychedelic....acid, mushrooms they're fun or interesting but the 2 times I did DMT Trips were another level altogether.it can barely be put into words , it's like a while awake dream where anything is possible an you're never the same.😤😤👍
I strongly believe on MDT, I treat just other time I had 45grams to my friend who stays on Colombia,🇨🇴 Santos. Then he was worthy and proud of psychedelic trip's what a great magic stuff so... Incredible 🤯🤯
This was very well said!! Good job man.
However. The gospel of Thomas wasn’t discovered until 1945. So while I agree with you that the church left things out intentionally, this particular incident does not match up.
I have litterally attained this type of experintial mystical dialoge through my meditiations alone. Entheogens are not a nescesity for this experience, but not all people are meditators.
We are atman.
I once asked in this dialoge who am I talking to, 'she' said I am that part of you which connects your concious mind to your subconcious and everything in the entire universe.
And not all people can handle drugs
Great video! Thanks for sharing your experience
First time listener here...i'm finally in a position to take the dive but am working up the courage...I can relate to a lot of what you're saying, great video thank you! (you may like Lao Tzu/Tao Te Ching :)
“The Tao that can be told is not the eternal Tao.
The name that can be named is not the eternal name.
The nameless is the beginning of heaven and earth.
The named is the mother of ten thousand things.
Ever desireless, one can see the mystery.
Ever desiring, one can see the manifestations.
These two spring from the same source but differ in name;
this appears as darkness.
Darkness within darkness.
The gate to all mystery.”
Nice trip report. The interesting thing is that this self deceptive illusion of existence is a necessary part of existing infinitely. The illusions are infinite manifestations of awareness existing. It's truly spectacular and mind-blowing - an infinite cosmic joke in the best way possible.
Thank you for sharing this understanding/experience. During a meditation, I’ve also experienced a knowing similar to what you describe: there is only consciousness-awareness and the now, and empty nothing-everything is all we’ve (I’ve) ever been. My experience was spectacularly ordinary as it is what we all are and ever have been and will be, yet from the point of view of the “relative” individual self that I thought I was (and that doesn’t actually exist), it was profound and life-changing. And what followed was a lot of laughter because the habitual mind was still operating at the level of the illusiory separate self and its thoughts were hilarious and ridiculous. And a deep sense of peace came as well. After that came a roller-coaster ride of believing in the separate self alternating with knowing myself as vast, spacious awareness. Ultimately, it doesn’t matter because we can’t NOT be what we truly are, the Knowingness, but when we know we are that Awareness then suffering ends.
The great teachers of nonduality I listen to are a wonderful help in this regard ~ Rupert Spira, Joan Tollifson, Francis Lucille, Adyashanti, Mooji, Gangaji…and many more. Cilocybin mushrooms (and psychedelics) are a wonderful gift toward bringing humanity to this understanding quickly and directly and has been responsible for awakening many people to True Nature. I’m seeking a source of mushrooms to experiment with this, combining it with meditation. Again, thank you for sharing this.
@Hillary Curtis thank you for the recommendation, I’ll definitely have a look 🙏😊
I was confronted with a profound love that was the essence of God and I desperately collapsed into love. Literally the world around me was a tapestry of life and the music I was hearing was a symphony of all. This was off of 2.5 g. I also havnt done shrooms since 2008 after a horrible trip on 4g. I did this last Monday. It is one of the most outstanding moments I ever had in life. I also asked what is the point to life as well… the voice in my head answering was literally the voice of a man from India “the point to life is there is no point.. it just is”.
Thank you so much for sharing this with us. 🙏♥️
Its always great to listen to someone else realize the truth of this crazy reality we live in. Also very comforting that I'm not the only one that thinks this. I was born into a Christian home and grew up Christian for half my life. Then fell out and became a hard-core atheist only to be agnostic now. All thanks to these little Miracles that come from the earth
Some of these insights and understandings that you describe are products of a detached “above the fray” perspective that does not map well to our experience of everyday life. On the topic of suffering, for example, if I have just been in an auto accident and I am bleeding out from my injuries, I cannot conjure away the pain of the situation by reminding myself that I am “too steeped in dualism” or that life should not be taken so seriously.
@Andrew thank you so much for sharing your story. When you was describing the meaning of being here, you was completely right, it is just an experience of ourself and ourself is so interesting and amazing so we need millions of those experiences to understand who we really are. But it is one ingredient that makes this experience even much interesting and profound and it is a deep consciousness to feel the experience with all your soul and heart. To feel the deep experience without any substance is the key, to develop this sensitivity is the key and when we are able to feel this beat of life with all the flavours and colours, then our experience is something magic and we don’t have more questions rather than trying to maximise this experience of being god and being love. ❤️ Saying that, I’m writing to myself 😄 not to you now.
I think you found yourself on the trip and answered your own life doubts, that’s good!
You’re your own master 🙌🏻
we all are :) didn't jesus say something like put no god before "me"? i dont think he was talking about himself, i think he was talking about each of us as our own "me"
Great report. Thank you
My experience was mostly identical. Pretty wild.
Cool trip report bro and I totally get you on all those aspects you brought up. I haven't done psychedelics in quite a while, but have been really wanting to do a heavy dose of 5 Meo DMT. I live in tucson, AZ and we have the Sonoran toads here. I was able to get one, but it was fairly young and didn't produce much venom. I smoked what I got out of it and only got up to the edge of something, not really to the point of breakthrough. So I'm hoping now that we're in the monsoon season I might come across an older one that I can carefully Harvest some Venom from and release. I've always been into psychedelics and entheogenics, etc. I used to experiment with Salvia extracts and that scared me pretty hard into not touching psychedelics anymore lol. Every time I would blast off I would encounter the lady Salvia entity and appeared as a black hole in the shape of something the size of say Yoda and it would just kind of come towards you slowly. Only it was terrifying and you couldn't escape it even if you closed your eyes or went into another room, it saw through your soul and decided whether you were ready to go through the entity into the next level. And unfortunately I was never ready, each time I would try I would encounter the center to you and get terrified and try and hide. One time I took a huge hit and collapsed on my bed and was staring at the plaid pattern on my bedspread and basically became the bedspread and saw life through the perspective of that plaid pattern and seemed like it went on for years and years in the time of just a couple minutes tops. Salvia can be pretty extreme so I have lately been leaning towards wanted to delve back into mushrooms and possibly some of these other new compounds. I've never got to try pure mescaline or ayahuasca (DMT) or any of its compounds. I just wish I had a giant walk-in closet with every type of psychedelic and mind altering substance known to man so I could experiment with all of them! Anyhow started rambling there haha thanks again for the video my friend!
I've tried all the regular psychedelic....acid, mushrooms they're fun or interesting but the 2 times I did DMT Trips were another level altogether.it can barely be put into words , it's like a while awake dream where anything is possible an you're never the same.😤😤👍
I strongly believe on MDT, I treat just other time I had 45grams to my friend who stays on Colombia,🇨🇴 Santos. Then he was worthy and proud of psychedelic trip's what a great magic stuff so... Incredible 🤯🤯
@@FernandezJose-nt9fu That sounds amazing! I've heard of things turning very badly for people as well on DMT and the right surrounding and people would probably be necessary. Especially having some trip killers on hand just in case. I definitely want to try it and it's sub varieties sometime soon in my life.
Suffering existed before humans did, before any kind of self-awareness. Look out in the world among the wild animals for countless examples. Unless you’re going to say our animal cousins don’t suffer, human suffering can’t be entirely due to dualism, it’s built into all living things that have senses and sensations
Thank you, Andrew! Best explanation to date! It’s all just an experience! Enjoy the ride! As Ram Dass said, we are all walking each other home…back to truth, oneness, being present, here and now. ✨
appreciate it! thanks for watching :)
Thank you for sharing this beautiful experience 🙏🏼
I understand what you are saying. But our higher self wants to have the human experience so it’s totally ok to have all those human feelings and perceptions. Just when we suffer from being human (as I do often) it’s really helpful to remember who we are and it’s ok how it is.
You are your “higher self” now. The idea that you are in any way separate is just an illusion and another story you’ve been told. There’s nothing to reach for and nowhere to get that isn’t here and now
@@notandrewmurnane Sir if there is nothing to reach for what is the point in striving for anything in this human experience?
@@southlondon86 strive because you can! the here and now is the only thing that ever exists, so there's no where else you can ever be anyway. most people strive because they feel a sense of lack that they think will only be fulfilled by accomplishing/achieving/becoming more. Once you realize that you're perfectly whole and complete exactly as you are right now and any feelings of lack are a made up illusion, you will be able to live and experience true freedom rather than constantly trying too fulfill this sense of lack
@@notandrewmurnane True but what would you spend your days doing if that’s the case?
@@southlondon86 that is the case :) well I enjoy hanging with friends, making content, filming videos, doing podcasts, working out, going on walks, cooking, being with my family, and traveling so I do all of those things. I also have a full time job in digital advertising which isn’t my favorite thing in the world but it allows me to fairly easily fund everything else I do enjoy doing
I dopped 10 grams last Friday, let me just say, damn what an experience. A spirit of my deceased auntie came upon me with such vibrant energy...sexual energy, it blew my fucking mind. She explained the evolution of religion based on humanl sexual instinct and its relation to the growth of society and consciencness.. Definitely ready to do this again to see what I learn next.
I've benefited so much from psychedelics. My depression, anxiety, insomnia and also psychedelics has improved my creativity and focus. I got my stuffs delivered discreetly,
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Very articulate. Happy discoveries. Trip suggestion. Listen to a Grateful Dead show 😉
thank you!! they're one of my tripping go to's! them and the beatles
Thank you for sharing😍
when you trip so hard that you find out that you actually are on this side of the dimension of life, and its just a trip from the other dimension!
Good words, great smile. Thank you. Yup… it’s a pretty effing good illusion. You take care, man.
2 years ago I've had 5g trip, and exactly the same answer on question why are we here, its to experience material world
Wow thank you for answering some questions I have been wondering about life. Very insightful. My husband passed away and I want to connect to him. You definitely eased some pain for me. 🙏❤
So glad ❤️ I think you’d really enjoy my podcast Dualistic Unity as well
If you dnt mind me asking how did u realize u were talking to yourself? Im confused on that part. Also I like your podcast. Thank you
@@hanifsworld9525 when you recognize that there is no division, you see that its all you! so really im always just talking to myself
Very interesting insights, thanks for getting me thinking
thanks for watching!!
I grew up in a Christian family and i always try to put psych experiences in the context of Christianity. The gospel of Thomas is interesting, i need to look into it
its a great read! pretty short too
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I've heard a lot of tripping stories, and they are very exciting,I would love to try magic mushrooms but I can't easily get some, Is there any realiable source I can purchase from??
I'm so interested in the experience but am terrified of having a bad trip
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This whole thing is pretty new to me, can I try 3grams?
@Angela carter Yeah, he's got magic mushrooms, LSD, dmt etc
@@stephaniemorgan6284 alright, I'll reach out to him immediately to get some
Interesting. Thanks for sharing your experience. Just curious, what type of mushroom did you do?
I love mushrooms as well. Been following you from tik Tok and enjoy your UA-cam channel too.
appreciate it!!
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God is the feeling of love and unity
I’m shocked your just now coming to this realization
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Sound like dmt . I was autistic a d I. Slow slow classes . So. Summer 8th grade year . Camping lots of festivals. So freshman. Made varsity hockey . And 3.5 gpa. . honor roll . . I drank 2 vials of the lysergic s d 25
It was at a greatful dead festival on the fourth of July ... 1.5 months later I barely saw anything different. Day 2 drove home .47 -53 on a highway 45 minuets. Not even a scratch. I did park it entire next month
Bought mine from an online plug *^#
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I share similar views with you regarding the Catholic Church, I’m kind of scared to shroom since I was caught in a very suspicious hurricane at the beach the last time I did. The beings that you speak of remind me of my personal experience with the Arcturians, more specifically, the neurodivergent “Octohedhed” faction which to me are the peacekeepers of the universe and are needed to elevate human kind in this age of evolution. How do you feel about our sense of individuality vs being one combined whole? Do you think that We are all just meant to be just one entire borg collective in 2022?
The songs that came to mind during this session were The Vampire Weekend - Ottoman and Free by Emeli Sande during this UA-cam. You’re doing a great job :) Thank you, Andrew 🖖🏼🤦🏻♂️🤗
I was so, so sad when Tristan recently shared some very sad news with me. I was heartbroken. I admire him so much.
Ive never heard it explain that way where its always been the NOW. I just realized the grandness of it being Now just… Now.
where can I get this mushroom?
Actually made a purchased of mine from online store^^^^^^^
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I learned I was God off of shrooms. About 3 weeks after doing it. It hit me like a ton of bricks and I fell to the ground.
🙌🏼😄
@@notandrewmurnane HAHAHAH
nah bro were not God. he lives within us though.
Love your channel good job 👍🏼
Thanks for the info but I’m in a mushroom community and also grow my own . I wish everyone that suffers form depression could experience them Hopefully it will be legal everywhere soon
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My first was in 1989 . It's a good tool to use throw life . Great video 👍
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Thank you for sharing your story ❤ it was most helpful..
What specific magic mushroom did you use?
I've benefited so much from psychedelics. My depression, anxiety, insomnia and also psychedelics has improved my creativity and focus. I got my stuffs delivered discreetly,
I've benefited so much from psychedelics. My depression, anxiety, insomnia and also psychedelics has improved my creativity and focus. I got my stuffs delivered discreetly,
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Hello Andrew, visit Alba Weinman's channel, she is a student of Dolores Cannon. In Dolores Cannon books trips like that are normal and you want to also study The Law of One and listening to Abraham Hicks every day.
Psychedelics have helped people to change their Lives but one doesn't need to take something outside of one's self to have A Spiritual Awakening. All one needs to do is Look Within. Its a Seeing. Psychedelics are pretty powerful but these experiences come and go like clouds. However The Spiritual Experience that comes Straight Directly from Spirit is way more Powerful and more Overwhelming. Its Beyond words. And all we have to do is Be Still and Know.
Well described Sir! I find it is hard to share psychedelic experiences without bringing up god and that makes people uncomfortable and GOD is a challenging word to talk about because of how religion has corrupted the word GOD. I like the CTMU's description of GOD : Global operation distributor.
👆👆👆👆I recently started microdosing and using psilocybin coupled with therapy. It has helped opened my emotions up
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this resonates so well with me! i have just begin my journey with self awareness but not quiet sure how to elevate my awareness and how I can have "an experience".. is it through mediating? is it through knowledge? is it through listening to others? not quiet sure........
So glad! The beautiful thing is there is no “correct way” to do any of it! The here and now is all there is, the future is completely uncertain. Do whatever you want with that information! I think my podcast Dualistic Unity might help you too though!
@@notandrewmurnane listening now! I don't have anyone around me who is on the same journey so I'm hoping I get to make friends and have meaningful conversations. ☺️
@@nilzwithskillz you’re certainly not alone! Check out my discord in my tiktok or ig bio, lots of people going through what you are in there!
Best way to describe it is like Avatar the last Airbender. The soul or entity known came in multiple forms to the world.
You can’t describe a mushroom trip in words. You had a wonderful trip, but sadly, that’s why mushrooms are illegal. People being awoken isn’t something everybody wants. So sad. Eyes closed laying down in a dark quiet room is the best.
You unlocked partially. There's more to experience. You don't need mushroomz to get to higher dimensions. Good way to experiment with the powers within tho.
Great trip story 👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽
Fascinating and similar to mine. Interesting to know that the word GOD does not exist in the Bible, that mentions ELOHIMS (plural, then translated erroneously into a unique god. Also Jesus is a transformation of JVH, one of the Elohims. But as you said our knowledge and culture influences the visions.
Interesting! Thanks for sharing 🙏🏼
I’m not disagreeing with anything you’re saying but I’m always back to the same place saying to myself “this is awesome, I finally have an understanding. But it still doesn’t explain my 1 true burning question, why? Why does reality exist? Why do we exist? What created everything? Because having these experiences is incredible and having an insight to what reality is and what spirit is is amazing but it never answers my question of why… why is there consciousness?
Why? To exist! What other reason could you possibly need beyond that?
Very interesting 🤔 thanks for sharing ❤️