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I really struggle to express myself, do you have any advice for presenting yourself authentically to the world once you "know" who you are or want to be? I go into a freeze state most of the time In social settings especially when someone holds their attention to me and asks me something I get anxious and end up not answering honestly or saying something to please them. I'm caught in this mindset of I would rather be seen as boring, quit and disliked than having this immediate people pleasing responses as it feels ungenuine and is genuinely unfair to the other person. I want to focus on meaningful connections and just don't quite know how to get there. I think the root problem which is my environment as it's difficult to disagree and take up space to actually be authentic but I know I am more than me and just need to work up some courage. Anyway, I'm sorry for the rant. This video is really comforting so thank you for your words :)

Bro you experienced nothing else as your own hidden idendities. You, the ego the default mode network is dominating as a conscious entity. At night the bain region thalamus is more dominant wich is a entitie not often dominating at day time. As You, Ego= default mode network gets soften out during the trip and ALL other regions getting „depenting on the amount of drug intake“ ativated You might have the impression that a strange out/inne event is happening-> this fact is truh in a sence that stuff is happening around you ego= default mode network. You can call it „awake lucid dreaming“. Please dear psyconauts take care and be aware that tripping want to teach you! You can‘t teach a Trip! 🙏

You may not be Andrew but maybe Andrew is you.

I did 3g today and had this exact same feeling, you put it into words better than I. I was trying to describing to my friend that I realized that the "cavern" or "labyrinth" I found myself in was actually just "me". I was engulfed in my psyche. It felt all-encompassing and vast, neverending. And that's when I realized just how deep "me" really goes. When I had that realization, I got spooked and spent the rest of the trip trying to return back to the surface. After the experience, I'm more grateful than ever for my ego to filter things into a nice clean "reality" for me. I also appreciate how you didn't mention the visuals. They're fun and pretty when you're looking at them on a computer screen but when they're unyielding, and you feel like they might be representations of the fundamental building blocks of reality itself, it gets overwhelming.

Your channel just got suggested to me today… I’m two deep and I’ve already cried … please keep making these videos or at least become my friend so you can tell me these thoughts.

Thank you for sharing😍

This is lowkwey super relatable, love it dude

Hey Andrew! Could you share some of the websites you looked through?? In your job search?

God is your earth, religion your friend and family

Great trip report. It hit on the same beats as my 2g APE trip several months ago. I also hate the word "god" for the same reasons. It's an inadequate word.

Thank you for sharing.....but 3g of what???? GT....PE?

Thank you

I still have allergies-- -- I don’t think it is going to work this time I was a casualty = and I am not going to recover with you all not letting myself survive outside of grunions without ever standing up = I am telling you to investigate casualties because I probably don’t want to lose you as I am sure Amanda would eat you if I lost you = Amanda was my main Mecca Amanda is now an independent lesbians a thing of matter but still a beast of sorts but after being a casualty with all the direct loss I still have the living connections of my world my mythologies my country and my whoring so stay alive until renew those indirect connections from before I was a casualty. I am not a maestro. That’s neat. We are just in different times zones. It’s not that I am a parasite or pin the tail on the donkey, I just let the Mecca of a time zone go and I pick up the remains of the MECCA main time zone where I was a registered death = it is not going to work with a casualty life has carbon dated material because life produces its own bones but I am with the life of my carbon dated materials and I can’t save Amanda and Amanda is an independent lesbian termite now of him non-Irish to him so I can still find Amanda just in cookbook recipes of HIM!!! It’s a whole big thing.

Yup. I could have told you this bloke has done psychedelics before he uttered One Single Word. It's in the eyes and the face and the awe-struck, half terrified perma-smile. I think I can actually see it in people, now.

God is the feeling of love and unity

I met "God" on a 5g heroes dose. It was beyond words ❤ I refer to IT as Source/Spirit/Universe/God/etc. It basically let me know it doesn't really care what we call it, it's just a label. KNOWING it matters most. It showed up as a huge ball of light in the vastness of nothing. Bright white golden rays of light were surrounding me, drawing me closer. As I got closer I was overwhelmed by every beautiful feeling and emotion. I had no body, but I could see everything and feel everything. I was asking in my consciousness, What are you? It answered, "I AM.....Unconditional Love." My life changed forever after this experience. ❤

I enjoy hearing y’all stories ! Because, it’s far too many crazies running around here . I prefer not to gamble with my brain / my mind ‼️🤷🏽‍♀️ You only get one ! The mind controls the body and without tht you’re crazy as a fruitcake running around , here . Like you see when you pull up to a stop Lightz in the hood or the stores in the hood. 🤔Nawl , I’ll pass 💅🏽 That’s a chance I myself just not willing to take 🤔😏 I like to gamble here & ther .. just not with my brain , bru 🤷🏽‍♀️🙄🤔 Mess around and go on a trip & don’t make it bck in your right mind , thO 😏🧐🤔 All for a trip or 2 or 10 🤔🙄🙄🙄🙄🤦🏽‍♀️🧐🧐🧐🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

Too bad you hate the word God. Normally the mushrooms help a ton. In your case somehow it seems that they haven’t helped. You’re back to your old self

If a muslim had this experience, he would've said he met Allah, if a Christian had this experience, he would've said he met Jesus. If a WW2 German had this experience, he would've said he met Hitler

Of of 3 grams cccaaap 🧢🎓🧢🧢🎩🎩🎩

Wow man. Pretty crazy on how you e convinced yourself that there is no God that even under the influence of psilocybin you refuse to open yourself to the concept. I hope you can open yourself up truly.

Look man you are a life changer because I've been listening to ur videos on tiktok and it simply made me happier man thank you so much may allah give you all the goods ❤️❤️❤️❤️

im liking this video because of your cursing, lol! Very realistic video👏👏👏

Everything is your self created😝 Mushroom did nothing to me I'm commenting on 4gms tripping I just heard it's not necessary to get same effect for every human being

I had 40g of mushrooms Saturday night and all that happened was I itched like mad for 4 hour 🤷‍♂️

WE ARE NOT GODS!!! THERE IS ONLY ONE GOD ALMIGHTY CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE & YOU, HE COMMANDS THAT WE KNOW HIM PERSONALLY BEFORE WE DIE, HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF US KNOW HIM PERSONALLY & YOU MUST TOO!

Landscape is so clean; No plastic. Lucky you.

Advaita Vedanta

3 grams is hardly enough for a visually enhanced trip.

18:27 OMG 😱 you explained that so perfectly beautifully!! I am sitting here just in awe of what you described and I am just so impressed! I think I could just listen to you for hours 😊

I took 3.5 last night. It was ok. I talked to my cat.

Essentially he's speaking of true knowledge of self. Good job

Suffering existed before humans did, before any kind of self-awareness. Look out in the world among the wild animals for countless examples. Unless you’re going to say our animal cousins don’t suffer, human suffering can’t be entirely due to dualism, it’s built into all living things that have senses and sensations

I had a spontaneous experience in my early 20's (I am now 55). I felt tired even though I had woken up a few hours earlier and I sat on my sofa and within a few moments a circle of about 3 feet in diameter with a symbol in it appeared on my wall and made a single thump. The symbol was no language I have ever seen, I could only describe it as alien in nature. It was followed by another symbol and another thump, and then another and the frequency increased and so did the thumping which I could feel on my body as a hum and the symbols were now a blur because they were changing so fast. Suddenly it stopped and when it did I saw a flock of white birds as if looking at them from a distance, very small and very fluid movements yet slowly flying across my field of view within a few inches of my eyes. I should mention that when I saw the symbols I tried to stand up but I could only move my eyes and I could see my keys on the table where I left them and I knew I was awake. When the birds flew off and I could no longer see them I suddenly saw deer laying around me, looking at me in a peaceful and gentle manner, appearing and disappearing all around me. Again, I tried to stand, and although I struggled, I was finally able to stand up as a few of the deer faded away. I was left with the feeling that I was a part of everything and everything was me and I was infinite and eternal. I only tried very small amounts of mushrooms only recently, and it made me feel like a kid. Back and knee pains were gone. I took my kids bike and rode it to the neighborhood I grew up in, I stopped riding bikes many years ago! I went to the handball courts like I did when I was 17 and I played a few games and talked to people. I felt amazing! Now I want to up the dosage but with all the terrible things happening with things being laced with Fentanyl I am afraid to buy it even though I knew I will likely be fine, but just I cannot risk not being here for my family, so hopefully I can go somewhere in the USA where it can be legally purchased or I can grow my own.

My experience was mostly identical. Pretty wild.

3g? That's not very much. So God is Hitler? If it's everything and everyone. Ok... This was all in your head and everyone's trip is their own trip but its still what's in your head. Take 5g or more and your ego will be shown to you on a whole other level. You will go through an ego busting ride. The reason the book of Thomas was left out is because it didn't fit any of the other gospels and they couldn't even come close to validating Thomas the apostle wrote it. I'm not catholic.

Appreciate this video man! new to your channel so much great content great advice currently stuggling how I feel lost in what I’m doing with my life and how to have passion to try to make it better.

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Wow this guy is handsome asf

I totally get what you are saying man I always say life is just perception 2 people can have the exact same experience but perceive it in a totally different way, a rollercoaster ride is a good example two people side by side experiencing the exact same thing but one perception can be that he is Loving and enjoying every minute of it the other can be terrified and hating the whole experience, if you can change your perception you can change your reality

You not a tad worried about the oxalates in the spinach eating that much regularly?? i love spinach but hearing about it has put me off abit

Thank you, for this account. Amazing to be able to have these experiences, isn't it!

Ive never heard it explain that way where its always been the NOW. I just realized the grandness of it being Now just… Now.

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Great video, thanks for sharing, the way you described it is similar to what I have been studying for over 10 years, it’s called “A Course In Miracles,” and all the other books about the course, it came out in the 60s and is about different teachings from Jesus. There is an expert on the course named Kenneth Wapnick that has lots of videos about the course. What Jesus teaches in the course is totally different than the Bible and it’s more similar to how you described your experience.

That's really fascinating, thanks for sharing. This all makes a lot of sense and I'm glad you scoped out the suffering question because that's always such a sticking point. Also that particular question is never tackled adequately by religion because they simply don't have an answer for it! No this all makes a great of sense and you've done well to even put this all into coherent words - it must have been pretty intense with the information and understanding flow! Cheers

Darpan explains it nicely. ua-cam.com/video/Esp760UEH0o/v-deo.html