I’m so, so sorry to hear about your mother, man. I really appreciate how you’ve shared that personal side in this video. Please use this time to step away and spend time with her if need be…we’ll be here when you’re ready again.
Sorry to hear about your parents. Lost both of mine to different types of cancer and it's no easy task watching your loved ones finish out the last stage of life in these ways. Thinking of you. Thanks for bringing joy to us viewers and having the courage to share.
Sorry to hear that. At least you got to be with them and say goodbye when your father is murdered you have no closure especially when the killer is never found.
I rarely ever comment on UA-cam, but hearing you reveal to us the news on your mother had me tearing up. I have been watching you on and off since I was barely a teenager and now, I'm in my mid 20's. The amount of time I would listen to your videos on my phone while working or driving is hard to describe. It felt like listening to a friend and you were always great at telling stories and sharing the emotional side of your memories. In some ways, I would live vicariously through your memories or reminisce on my own nostalgic memories while listening to yours and that really helped me deal with my own personal struggles. I think this all hit me so much, because it is rare to find someone so genuine, open, and appreciative of the simple things in life, nonetheless on UA-cam. I'm so sorry for what you are currently dealing with, Johnny. Your family is in my prayers. Wish you guys all the best.
This was a touching review, man. My late cousin adored the original FF7 and he was so excited for the remake in 2019. He passed a month before the remake was released. I have a brand new copy of the remake in my office and I plan to get an unopened copy of Rebirth as well. I consider those my cousins copies of these beautiful games. Thank you for sharing your experiences with us! Best wishes to you and your family.
@@landusrigsby3776 Thank you. I just got back from helping him with physical therapy. He got weak after taking the medicine that was supposed to help his bones, giving him low calcium. We have been in and out of the hospital. He is now doing much better and gaining his strength back. I will pray for you as well.
This video struck home SO MUCH for me... I lost my dad to cancer too in the same period. But I remember he always saw me playing this game in his last years. He noticed the MUSIC above all else (he was a musician) and for some reason out of all the games he saw me play, he always sat in the couch and watch me play FFVII because he was so intrigued by its music. And now you're focusing just as well on the music, it really reminded me of this bittersweet period where this game gave me comfort and got me through it in a way. I really wish the best for your mom and you and Kim... We'll hear from you when you got the time. Until then take all the time you need to process this. Take care
Man this review was so touching. First, I am so sorry to hear about your mother so my heart goes out to you, your mom, and your family. Secondly, you are probably the only reviewer that can make such a perfect review in a little over 10 minutes while able to touch on deep themes within the game such as loss. Take care and keep your head up.
I'm in similar position. My dad is still around but my mom has stage 4 cancer. Breast cancer that metastasized to the liver. Treatment was working but now has multiple tumors growing fast and i fear this is my last year with the best person i know. Art can both give the feeling that it empathizes the pain and distracts from it. As i get older... i realize how short life is and how we have to show and tell the people we love them as much as possible.
cesium mega dose has been shown to cure cancer its highly alkaline but is not assimilated by body....look into it as this treatment should be by the patient on their own.... most doctors would not prescribe.... has no known negative side effects.... cancer has been cured many times with this....prayer and fasting....
Thanks for this review Johnny. I'm in my mid 30s and grew up with FFVII as well. I'm excited to play Rebirth, but I'm very sorry to hear about your mother. I'll pray for her.
I lost my mom in 2007. My estranged dad last year. I’m 36 now. Sucks man. Thanks for all that you do. Life is beautiful and these games are an art form that changed us forever. I am grateful for that.
Wow. That was the most raw and vulnerable video game review I’ve ever watched. I’ve followed your channel for years - you and your wife always bring the cheers, fun, and escapism to me with every video I watch. I hope you and your mom are able to find peace and comfort in the months to come. Thank you for sharing what FF7 truly means to you and for what you post with every video.
Incredible. Myself I’m 45 and the game came out when I was around 18( September ‘97) and the impact of that game goes far deeper than gaming. Thank you for sharing your story brother. It resonates with me with my own memories around the time that first game came out. The music alone is like comfort food and there are plenty fans that don’t even play the game and have been impacted by this franchise. I’ll keep your mother in my prayers man. Keep doing what yo do ✊🏾
It's great to see the outpour of support in these comments. Sending positive energy your way, Johnny. No one deserves what you have been through, but your strength is truly an inspiration to all of us. ❤
Final Fantasy 7 is a game about loss, and how our characters deal with that loss. Despite being defeated and bested at nearly every point in the game, the ones that live persist until they preserver. I don’t think it’s any coincidence that all these years later you get to revisit these characters again. They serve as a great reminder that no matter what we lose, there will always be something worth fighting for.
There no more "loss" here anymore tho LOL. Every character just got out of the tragidy because Aerith just happen to know the future. Mehhhhhh. This is Nomura delusion now.
Yes, the original is about that. Remake is about multiple timelines where loss doesn't matter. Lose someone? Don't worry, they are alive in another timeline. Does anything matter in that kind of storyline?
@@Olafurh21 you clearly don't understand what is happening in Remake, it's not a different timeline, it's a loop of the original one that's been tempered with.
What are you talking about? There is no tampering with a timeline unless you create another one. Regardless... my point is that death or anything isn't a big deal if you can take it back with timeline shenanigans.@@arfanik9827
What are you talking about? There is no tampering with a timeline without creating another one. Regardless... my point is that death isn't a big deal if you can take it back with timeline shenanigans@@arfanik9827
I know how you feel, Johnny. I few years back, my mom entered hospice care and I was playing Assassin’s Creed Origins at the time as an escape when everything was feeling overwhelming. A few months later, when she passed away, I was playing Bloodstained. I really feel both games kept me sane in those impossible moments. But I could never go back and replay them now. Not because they’re not worth replaying, they absolutely are, but because they put me right in the mindset I was in-drowning in grief. Games are such an amazing medium. They evoke a wide range of emotions in us and can help us cope with some really heavy issues. Truly wondrous.
I have the same experience. A game called Rune Factory 4 helped. It is a memorable game where even the smallest actions of the player can make you feel growth, enjoy communication with people, and overcome the worst situations.
Aww Johnny man, I didn't expect that when I started watching! I've watched your channel for ten years! I'm sorry to hear this brother, max respect and love from North East England!
So many Reviews for Rebirth released today but I knew I wanted to watch yours first and it did not disappoint. Thank you for sharing how great the game is, the connection it has to you as I can relate, and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family through this difficult time. Thank you for all that you do!
Johnny, I’m so sorry to hear this. Hugs to you man. I feel like I know you personally and this news hits me. I shed a tear for you and your family. Power and love my friend. You mean a lot to so many.
I don't comment much on here. I'm not even a Final Fantasy fan. Never played one. I always watch your uploads, even on titles that doesn't align with my tastes, because of how passionate you are about gaming. I'm working, and have this on in the background, then hear your news about your mom. I immediately stopped working to hear your comments. Life always comes full circle, and sometimes, not in the ways you want it to. It's a blessing and a curse that your passion ties to these memories of both your mother, and father. But your passion will always be there for you when you're ready for it again. I am so sorry to hear about your mom.
I’m so sorry to hear about your mother. I lost my father to cancer and just was diagnosed two years ago myself (I’m in complete remission). Sending you good vibes and comfort for your mother and you as well. Thanks for your positive videos. I use to watch them while I was doing chemo treatments, and brought me a lot of calming energy
Sorry to hear about your mother Johnny, your words about your father as well resonated with me, I lost my Dad to cancer, in the space of 2 months he was diagnosed and then gone. I'm thankful I have family, movies and video games to lose myself in during the bad times just like you said about. . Your videos have absolutely been a part of that as well. Your enthusiasm for the games you talk about got me into Ys, Final Fantasy, Ninja Warriors and many more so thank you for all you do.
THIS is why we love your channel so much. Not only are u a good guy but your passion for this, the reflection on the power of games in our childhood, the memories.... it makes us happy. Love the enthusiasm and your excitement you bring to these reviews. This one especially brought back great memories... and I really appreciate it.
So sorry to hear about that Johnny, will be praying for you and your family through this time. ❤ I'm so glad we have art that connects with us like this, at times we need it most. Thank you for sharing about that with us. Much love
Sat here with tears dripping down my face, respect for you for keeping it together! Beautifully put. Thoughts out to you, I’ll think of you when I finally get to play this.
Thank you for sharing your story. I have a similar relationship with playing Octopath Traveler in the months following my mom's passing from cancer. It was a wonderful escape when I needed it the most. And that soundtrack- well you know, you play it in your videos all the time. Cherish the time you still have with your mom. We can wait for new videos.
Its wonderful that we never have to worry about Spoilers with Johnny, We know we're safe with his videos and that he wants us to experience these games ourselves. Much appreciated man, no other Reviews are Necessary imo.
So sorry about your mother. Others have said most I meant to but still wanted to thank you for sharing not just your videos but your feelings and essentially your life with us over the years, that takes a lot of courage. This is one of those moments when I am truly glad that UA-cam gives not just you a platform to share your videos but us too to support you even if it is just a few kind words in a comment.
I'm really sorry about your mother.. I can't even imagine what it feels like to go through any of that. I really wish you the best and all of the strength when going through these moments. Much love man.
Sending love from Liverpool UK I'm sorry to hear about your Mum. This is a very powerful review full of emotion and you always capture perfectly how old games remind us of different times in all our lives and the emotional connection us older gamers have with them. Best FFVII review I've seen!
I’m so sorry to hear about this, Johnny. I’m a longtime subscriber and have seen your lovely mom on videos multiple times. My heart goes out to you and your family. Take as much time as you need, I’ll certainly be here when you come back.
I am so sorry to hear about your Mom and your Dad. My wife is a cancer survivor and it is a very difficult time. My heart goes out to you, your family and your Mom. Games got me through some tuff times and it moves my heart to see your passion for games and you sharing this part of your life with others.
Johnny, thank you so much for sharing those personal connections--both with your dad and your mom. It's beautiful to hear how important the game is but I'm so sorry especially for the new challenge. Please know of my prayers for you and the family right now.
Sorry to hear about your mom and wishing her much love and comfort. Thank you for the game review. Excited to play it soon. FF7 also means a lot to me and I had many fond memories playing it. Keep up the excellent video content.
So sorry to hear about your mom Johnny. I started watching your channel back in 2020 when I was also diagnosed with cancer. Your videos brought me comfort every week and helped me to keep my mind off things and fight through. My heart goes out to you and your family during this time
Horrendous game. Combat is the worst it's ever been. Enemies have super armor and can stunlock the player way too easily, and all enemies have broken tracking hitboxes on all their attacks. The lock on doesn't work properly. This is the worst combat i have ever seen in a game. Square Enix somehow made it worst than the first and that was awful too.
I am so sorry to hear about your mother. From what you've shared about her on your channel, she sounds like an amazing person. I lost my mother last year, and video games have really really helped me through that loss. So I really connected with everything you shared at the end of your review. Can't wait to play Rebirth, stay strong
My dad lost control of his body and has dementia, not many months to live, so I feel you. This game gives me something else to focus on. Great review Johnny, this was 11 minutes of me enjoying you talk about a game I really love.
I'm so sorry to hear about your mom Johnny. You are one of the best parts of the gaming community and my heart goes out to you and your family. Thank you for another great review video and for continuining to make positive content during what I am sure is a difficult part of your life.
Sorry to hear the bad news, my love to you and all the family, thank you for all the heart and energy you put into your videos it has keep my love of gaming alive and makes me feel part of a community!
Thanks a lot for your genuine review and for sharing your story, Johnny. I send you lots of strength to push trough these challenging times. Much love from Germany
Great review. Sorry to hear about your mother. I lost mine last year while playing Remake. I feel bad for people who don't understand how much a game like this can dictate your outlook on life. There are a few pieces of different media that I can say that about. I played the original FF7 when I was 15-16 and I can honestly say no other game has affected me they way it did. I still tear up when I hear Aerith's theme. All the music is hauntily beautiful. If I could erase my memories of all the great JRPG's I've enjoyed and play them for the 1st time again, I would. I'm very grateful for these remakes as it's letting me experience them again without knowing what will happen exactly.
I'm so sorry to hear about your mother. I lost my mom last year. FF7 (and the whole series) has also been a constant in my life and this really hit me and resonated so much. Thank you for everything you do and the grace and love with which you do it, I've been a fan for a while now. My thoughts are with you and your family.
Truly sorry to hear about your parents. I lost both of my parents and I’m not even 40. Glad you have an outlet to help get through this difficult time 😔
Very sorry to hear about your mother, i felt your love for your parents so strongly through this video. I lost my mom a few years ago through cancer myself, so many thoughts came to mind during this video. Very good review, it was filled with emotions.
im so sorry to hear about what your mother is going through. Thanks for sharing such a personal part of your life. Wishing the best for you and your family.
My heart goes out to you brother. Im happy to share this special feeling I have towards this game with you. It shaped my entire life. Growing up in an extremely abusive household it and being locked away it interested me so much because of the character development. To be honest it planted the seed of hope that I could be something great one day just like Cloud. I hope you know that you are not alone, you have all of us here, and we all share the same fire and passion this game has given us. Thank you for being vulnerable and even with everything going on finding time to still make content for us.
I appreciate you being comfortable telling such a personal story. Like many in this chat, I too can empathize. I lost my dad to cancer last year. I hope you cherish all those precious moments with your mom and memories of your father.
Very sorry to hear about the sad news. My Dad and I were very close and he's the reason I got into video games, both as a gamer/collector and into game dev itself. All the NES, SNES and TurboGrafx games were thanks of him. Losing him 17 years ago was the hardest thing and I've never fully recovered. I continue to game and collect because we were best buds and shared in the hobby, it helps me stay connected with him. I know gaming will help keep your love alight for your lost family as well. Thanks for sharing with us. Sending love, game on!
Such an honest and sad depiction of your gaming life and the realities of what we all have to deal with as we go through life. I am very sorry to hear about your mother. I hope your get to spend as much time with her in the final moments so that you don't have the sadness indefinitely. ❤
I’m so sorry to hear about your mum Johnny. Thanks for being so human and honest about something so close to you. It’s a tough time losing our folks and seeing them fade. Take care of yourself and keep focusing on the kindness you share, even when it’s tough.
Man I’m so sorry to hear about your mother. I’m wishing you and your family the best! Try the best you can to stay strong through this awful time because I know it can be very difficult.
Such a heartfelt video... Thanks for this review. I don't have much time to play games anymore with work and family but I recently started collecting games because of nostalgia and I hope later on I will go back and revisit all these masterpieces...
I admittedly haven't watched your channel before, but definitely sending positive thoughts your way. I know how much it can suck losing a family member, but I strongly believe we'll be reunited with them in the lifestream one day....
I’m sorry to hear about your mother!! My heart goes out to you and your family!! Thank you for sharing your heart and soul on this review!! I can’t wait to play this amazing game!!
I'm so sorry to hear about your Mom. I just lost mine last year, and it is a surreal experience along with a sad one. My heart is with you and your family. Love you!
Thank you for opening up about your feelings toward Final Fantasy 7 and your personal connection to its story. I’m truly sorry to hear about your mother, and I can only imagine the depth of emotions you’re experiencing. My thoughts are with you, and I sincerely pray for her health.
Sorry to hear about your mom, Johnny. This really hit home for me and made me reflect on games that I was playing during significant loss in my life. Wishing you and your family the best.
I'm so sorry to hear and see what you and your family are going through ... it's even hard to come up with an appropriate response. Stay strong. Keep positive. Cherish the time you still have. We all walk the long road with you. Peace.
So so sorry to hear this about your mum. I’m from Oldham so live close to where your mum is original from. I loved the video you did with your mum and I absolutely adore her yorkshire/lancashire accent. Thinking of you all ❤❤
I'm so sorry for what you and you're family are going through Johnny. I had a similar experience with The Legend of Dragoon back when it was new and the loss of my grandfather so I have the same mix of emotions about that game.
Sorry to hear about your mom. I lost my mom to cancer too. I remember resident evil 4 had just come out for GameCube. Your story about playing ff7 all those years ago reminded me. Thank you for honesty and passion. I am a person who never beat ff7. I think now is my time to do just that. Thank you for sharing. Wishing you and your family all the best in this terrible time. We will always be here.
Sorry to hear that. I feel for ya bud. My mom passed away 4 years from cancer too. Coincidencely the first time I bet ff7 was during the late 90s. I was playing it with my twin brother who at the time had cancer. Unfortunately he too passed a few months later. It's funny hearing you talk about your time growing up in surrey as I grew up about 20 min away. Keep up the good work. Love the videos. And again sorry to hear about ur mom.
Thanks for the work you do man, it's really apreciated. I'm sorry for the news of your mom, hope you get the most of your time with her and know that you have lots of people from around the world sending you good energy and sympathy.
Been here with you John since near the beginning of your UA-cam career and I am so sorry to hear about your mother. I remember years ago you sharing the story about your dad and I appreciate you being vulnerable and sharing with us. I wish all the best to you and your family. Thank you for always being there for all of us. Although I don’t know you, you feel like a friend and you bring a warm feeling to everyone who watches you. We love you man.
So sorry to hear about your mother. I saw an earlier comment that elaborated after they said they hardly comment, and I would like to second that. I also hardly comment on UA-cam but I have also been watching your videos for years now and always take your opinions into consideration because I have a similar taste in games you do. Very much love to play rpgs and ff has a huge influence on my life so it really does hurt to hear about your mother. Kudos to you for keeping it together in the video. I very much look forward to playing ff7 rebirth and I will do so in honor of you and best wishes to you and your family.
Brother, I’m so sorry about your parents. I lost my dad to cancer as well and I feel your pain. As far as the game, I was a senior in high school when the original came out and it took over my life and its music still haunts me in a beautiful way till today. Keeping you in my prayers man.
Johnny, you are such a positive force in the online space. Your videos always bring a smile to my face and are one of the highlights of starting each new week. I am so sorry to hear about your mom. We are all thinking of you and sending you positive vibes. Thank you for all you do.
I don't know you personally and I'm a very new subscriber, literally a few weeks but I know what courage and pain look like belive me. I have a spinal disability and wasn't always this way, I had an awful accident when I was 27 and I'm nearly 42 in two days, sometimes I ask myself why I carry on trying to smile and fight on and the reason I do is because I'm good at pretending to be okay. I felt that pain and courage, and all I can say is as a stranger, we are proud of you buddy, we are listening and we are here. Whether that's a comment or reply, we feel that pain through your words and many of us can relate to for different reasons. Play that game and smile, smile like you've never smiled before. Don't ever be afraid of letting that happy mask slip... We are human under it. Much respect for this video, felt that hard man. 💙
Awesome review. So sorry to hear about your mom's diagnosis. Love and hugs, to you and your family VII is one of those treasures that connects to us all in so many ways.
Hey Johnny, good to see , glad you got a review out, I'm stoked to play the game soon. I'm just waiting on my copy to get here! I'm so sorry to hear about your mother, I am glad we got to meet her here in the channel, she seemes like an incredible lady. My brother was just diagnosed with terminal cancer as well, I can sympathize with what you are going through. Wish you and your family peace, I'm sure that she is very proud of you. We're here for ya.
Thanks for sharing the ending there Johnny. You are always so open and honest. And it is nice that you have these games that help you mark these milestones in life. I know how that is as well.
That redefined what a game review (and indeed a game) can be to people. Thank you for sharing and I’m so sorry to hear your news. You are loved by a lot of people, man. Take care.
So well spoken and the themes of the game and life are incredibly bittersweet. The music, the memories--all wrapped up in my childhood and getting relived now. I CANNOT believe how much care and love has been done and went into the game and rebirth. Truly grateful for the game, and other fans that are passionate about the game and positive effects it’s had on life. Thanks for your honest share and appreciate your passion.
Can't count the number of times I've re-watched an old video of yours.....and how that got me through some dark days. I'm sure you got many of us through some dark days. The community share your sorrow, and we hope we can even return one ounce of the comfort you've provided us over all these years. Stay strong brother.
Sending you love and strength, Johnny. We appreciate you sharing that and reminding us how important the time we have with each other is. God bless man!
I'm so sorry to hear about your Mom! 😢 I wish you and your family all the best during that challenging and emotional time!!! Videogames have helped me more than once through the hard times in life. FF7 is no exception! I appreciate you sharing this with your community. This is why we love watching your videos. You always keep it real!
I'm right there with you. This game is a part of me. It takes me to childhood with my family. Lost my father as well along with my younger brother and this game makes me think of fond memories of them. Very sorry to hear about your mother. May God bless you and your family. Thank you for bringing joy and laughter to us.
I’ve been watching since the bandana days and I don’t generally comment too much, but I’m genuinely so sorry to hear that your mom is going through that. I hope she’s able to beat it. I’ve always loved how genuine and high spirited you are. Final fantasy 15 helped me through a really tough time in my life so I can relate to your story. Take care of yourself and your mom. Thoughts and prayers from Arizona.
What you said was beautiful. It's having me reflect on my own recent tragedies in a meaningful way. I wish you and your family strength during this time.
Johnny you are a wonderful UA-camr, been a fan for a long time and this was a really good video showcasing the deeper relationship between games and our lives. Video games are not just dumb fun, they can really connect with us on a much deeper level. Thank you for expressing this and everything you do for your community. Wishing you and your family comfort during these troubling times. For as much pain as you are experiencing please know you bring a lot of people happiness on this platform with your videos.
I’m so, so sorry to hear about your mother, man. I really appreciate how you’ve shared that personal side in this video. Please use this time to step away and spend time with her if need be…we’ll be here when you’re ready again.
Sorry to hear about your parents. Lost both of mine to different types of cancer and it's no easy task watching your loved ones finish out the last stage of life in these ways. Thinking of you. Thanks for bringing joy to us viewers and having the courage to share.
my condolences 🤍🕊️
@@TeriyakiDior ❤️
Sorry to hear that. At least you got to be with them and say goodbye when your father is murdered you have no closure especially when the killer is never found.
I rarely ever comment on UA-cam, but hearing you reveal to us the news on your mother had me tearing up. I have been watching you on and off since I was barely a teenager and now, I'm in my mid 20's. The amount of time I would listen to your videos on my phone while working or driving is hard to describe. It felt like listening to a friend and you were always great at telling stories and sharing the emotional side of your memories. In some ways, I would live vicariously through your memories or reminisce on my own nostalgic memories while listening to yours and that really helped me deal with my own personal struggles. I think this all hit me so much, because it is rare to find someone so genuine, open, and appreciative of the simple things in life, nonetheless on UA-cam. I'm so sorry for what you are currently dealing with, Johnny. Your family is in my prayers. Wish you guys all the best.
This was a touching review, man. My late cousin adored the original FF7 and he was so excited for the remake in 2019. He passed a month before the remake was released. I have a brand new copy of the remake in my office and I plan to get an unopened copy of Rebirth as well.
I consider those my cousins copies of these beautiful games.
Thank you for sharing your experiences with us! Best wishes to you and your family.
😢😢Rip to your cousin
@@StillWeRide appreciate it! Thank you!
I would’ve done the same thing!
my gosh that breaks my heart, I wish your cousin could have played them. Your cousin's copies are a real treasure. Best wishes to you.
my condolences 🤍🕊️ i bought both the standard and deluxe edition
So sorry to hear about your mother. I am glad to see you are able to find some joy and some escapism through this tough time.
Brother, my step-dad has stage iv cancer now, and it has been very hard on me and my family. I am so sorry to hear about your mom. Truly. ❤
Hey man. I myself have Stage IV lung cancer. I will keep your stepfather in my prayers.
@@landusrigsby3776 Thank you. I just got back from helping him with physical therapy. He got weak after taking the medicine that was supposed to help his bones, giving him low calcium. We have been in and out of the hospital. He is now doing much better and gaining his strength back. I will pray for you as well.
This video struck home SO MUCH for me... I lost my dad to cancer too in the same period. But I remember he always saw me playing this game in his last years. He noticed the MUSIC above all else (he was a musician) and for some reason out of all the games he saw me play, he always sat in the couch and watch me play FFVII because he was so intrigued by its music.
And now you're focusing just as well on the music, it really reminded me of this bittersweet period where this game gave me comfort and got me through it in a way.
I really wish the best for your mom and you and Kim... We'll hear from you when you got the time. Until then take all the time you need to process this.
Take care
why some comments just end now and you can't read the rest? like this one.
i lost my grandpa a few months ago to cancer.. i recently had cancer myself.. it’s a scary thing… my condolences to your dad 🤍
Man this review was so touching. First, I am so sorry to hear about your mother so my heart goes out to you, your mom, and your family. Secondly, you are probably the only reviewer that can make such a perfect review in a little over 10 minutes while able to touch on deep themes within the game such as loss. Take care and keep your head up.
I'm in similar position. My dad is still around but my mom has stage 4 cancer. Breast cancer that metastasized to the liver. Treatment was working but now has multiple tumors growing fast and i fear this is my last year with the best person i know. Art can both give the feeling that it empathizes the pain and distracts from it. As i get older... i realize how short life is and how we have to show and tell the people we love them as much as possible.
I’ll pray for your Mother and your family. That God sees it to take this from her and allow you all to have many more years together.
I'm so sorry. I will pray for you and your family too ❤
💚💚💚 love to you and your family 🙏
❤❤❤❤❤ I lost my mother the breasts cancer. I'll pray for you.
cesium mega dose has been shown to cure cancer its highly alkaline but is not assimilated by body....look into it as this treatment should be by the patient on their own.... most doctors would not prescribe.... has no known negative side effects.... cancer has been cured many times with this....prayer and fasting....
Condolences regarding your mom’s diagnosis. Sending love and hugs. ❤
Thanks for this review Johnny. I'm in my mid 30s and grew up with FFVII as well. I'm excited to play Rebirth, but I'm very sorry to hear about your mother. I'll pray for her.
I lost my mom in 2007. My estranged dad last year. I’m 36 now. Sucks man. Thanks for all that you do. Life is beautiful and these games are an art form that changed us forever. I am grateful for that.
Wow. That was the most raw and vulnerable video game review I’ve ever watched. I’ve followed your channel for years - you and your wife always bring the cheers, fun, and escapism to me with every video I watch. I hope you and your mom are able to find peace and comfort in the months to come. Thank you for sharing what FF7 truly means to you and for what you post with every video.
My wife just beat cancer. Making me cry, dude. That's rough man, I'm sorry.
Incredible. Myself I’m 45 and the game came out when I was around 18( September ‘97) and the impact of that game goes far deeper than gaming. Thank you for sharing your story brother. It resonates with me with my own memories around the time that first game came out. The music alone is like comfort food and there are plenty fans that don’t even play the game and have been impacted by this franchise. I’ll keep your mother in my prayers man. Keep doing what yo do ✊🏾
It's great to see the outpour of support in these comments. Sending positive energy your way, Johnny. No one deserves what you have been through, but your strength is truly an inspiration to all of us. ❤
Final Fantasy 7 is a game about loss, and how our characters deal with that loss. Despite being defeated and bested at nearly every point in the game, the ones that live persist until they preserver.
I don’t think it’s any coincidence that all these years later you get to revisit these characters again. They serve as a great reminder that no matter what we lose, there will always be something worth fighting for.
There no more "loss" here anymore tho LOL.
Every character just got out of the tragidy because Aerith just happen to know the future. Mehhhhhh.
This is Nomura delusion now.
Yes, the original is about that. Remake is about multiple timelines where loss doesn't matter. Lose someone? Don't worry, they are alive in another timeline. Does anything matter in that kind of storyline?
@@Olafurh21 you clearly don't understand what is happening in Remake, it's not a different timeline, it's a loop of the original one that's been tempered with.
What are you talking about? There is no tampering with a timeline unless you create another one. Regardless... my point is that death or anything isn't a big deal if you can take it back with timeline shenanigans.@@arfanik9827
What are you talking about? There is no tampering with a timeline without creating another one. Regardless... my point is that death isn't a big deal if you can take it back with timeline shenanigans@@arfanik9827
I know how you feel, Johnny. I few years back, my mom entered hospice care and I was playing Assassin’s Creed Origins at the time as an escape when everything was feeling overwhelming. A few months later, when she passed away, I was playing Bloodstained. I really feel both games kept me sane in those impossible moments. But I could never go back and replay them now. Not because they’re not worth replaying, they absolutely are, but because they put me right in the mindset I was in-drowning in grief. Games are such an amazing medium. They evoke a wide range of emotions in us and can help us cope with some really heavy issues. Truly wondrous.
Thank you for sharing
I have the same experience. A game called Rune Factory 4 helped. It is a memorable game where even the smallest actions of the player can make you feel growth, enjoy communication with people, and overcome the worst situations.
Aww Johnny man, I didn't expect that when I started watching! I've watched your channel for ten years! I'm sorry to hear this brother, max respect and love from North East England!
So many Reviews for Rebirth released today but I knew I wanted to watch yours first and it did not disappoint. Thank you for sharing how great the game is, the connection it has to you as I can relate, and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family through this difficult time. Thank you for all that you do!
Johnny,
I’m so sorry to hear this. Hugs to you man. I feel like I know you personally and this news hits me. I shed a tear for you and your family. Power and love my friend. You mean a lot to so many.
I don't comment much on here. I'm not even a Final Fantasy fan. Never played one. I always watch your uploads, even on titles that doesn't align with my tastes, because of how passionate you are about gaming. I'm working, and have this on in the background, then hear your news about your mom. I immediately stopped working to hear your comments. Life always comes full circle, and sometimes, not in the ways you want it to. It's a blessing and a curse that your passion ties to these memories of both your mother, and father. But your passion will always be there for you when you're ready for it again. I am so sorry to hear about your mom.
I’m so sorry to hear about your mother. I lost my father to cancer and just was diagnosed two years ago myself (I’m in complete remission). Sending you good vibes and comfort for your mother and you as well. Thanks for your positive videos. I use to watch them while I was doing chemo treatments, and brought me a lot of calming energy
Sorry to hear about your mother Johnny, your words about your father as well resonated with me, I lost my Dad to cancer, in the space of 2 months he was diagnosed and then gone.
I'm thankful I have family, movies and video games to lose myself in during the bad times just like you said about. .
Your videos have absolutely been a part of that as well.
Your enthusiasm for the games you talk about got me into Ys, Final Fantasy, Ninja Warriors and many more so thank you for all you do.
THIS is why we love your channel so much. Not only are u a good guy but your passion for this, the reflection on the power of games in our childhood, the memories.... it makes us happy. Love the enthusiasm and your excitement you bring to these reviews. This one especially brought back great memories... and I really appreciate it.
So sorry to hear about that Johnny, will be praying for you and your family through this time. ❤ I'm so glad we have art that connects with us like this, at times we need it most. Thank you for sharing about that with us. Much love
Sat here with tears dripping down my face, respect for you for keeping it together! Beautifully put. Thoughts out to you, I’ll think of you when I finally get to play this.
Thank you for sharing your story. I have a similar relationship with playing Octopath Traveler in the months following my mom's passing from cancer. It was a wonderful escape when I needed it the most. And that soundtrack- well you know, you play it in your videos all the time. Cherish the time you still have with your mom. We can wait for new videos.
Its wonderful that we never have to worry about Spoilers with Johnny, We know we're safe with his videos and that he wants us to experience these games ourselves.
Much appreciated man, no other Reviews are Necessary imo.
So sorry about your mother. Others have said most I meant to but still wanted to thank you for sharing not just your videos but your feelings and essentially your life with us over the years, that takes a lot of courage.
This is one of those moments when I am truly glad that UA-cam gives not just you a platform to share your videos but us too to support you even if it is just a few kind words in a comment.
I'm really sorry about your mother.. I can't even imagine what it feels like to go through any of that. I really wish you the best and all of the strength when going through these moments. Much love man.
Sending love from Liverpool UK
I'm sorry to hear about your Mum. This is a very powerful review full of emotion and you always capture perfectly how old games remind us of different times in all our lives and the emotional connection us older gamers have with them. Best FFVII review I've seen!
I got choked up watching this …so sorry to hear about your mother . Thank you for sharing with us!
I’m so sorry to hear about this, Johnny. I’m a longtime subscriber and have seen your lovely mom on videos multiple times. My heart goes out to you and your family. Take as much time as you need, I’ll certainly be here when you come back.
I am so sorry to hear about your Mom and your Dad. My wife is a cancer survivor and it is a very difficult time. My heart goes out to you, your family and your Mom. Games got me through some tuff times and it moves my heart to see your passion for games and you sharing this part of your life with others.
Johnny, thank you so much for sharing those personal connections--both with your dad and your mom. It's beautiful to hear how important the game is but I'm so sorry especially for the new challenge. Please know of my prayers for you and the family right now.
They're sequels disguised as a Remake.
Sorry to hear about your mom and wishing her much love and comfort. Thank you for the game review. Excited to play it soon. FF7 also means a lot to me and I had many fond memories playing it. Keep up the excellent video content.
They butchered Aerith’s Death her death in the OG was more sad and impactful
So sorry to hear about your mom Johnny. I started watching your channel back in 2020 when I was also diagnosed with cancer. Your videos brought me comfort every week and helped me to keep my mind off things and fight through. My heart goes out to you and your family during this time
Horrendous game. Combat is the worst it's ever been. Enemies have super armor and can stunlock the player way too easily, and all enemies have broken tracking hitboxes on all their attacks. The lock on doesn't work properly. This is the worst combat i have ever seen in a game. Square Enix somehow made it worst than the first and that was awful too.
I am so sorry to hear about your mother. From what you've shared about her on your channel, she sounds like an amazing person. I lost my mother last year, and video games have really really helped me through that loss. So I really connected with everything you shared at the end of your review. Can't wait to play Rebirth, stay strong
My dad lost control of his body and has dementia, not many months to live, so I feel you. This game gives me something else to focus on. Great review Johnny, this was 11 minutes of me enjoying you talk about a game I really love.
Much love to you in this tough time, brother. Stay strong. Thank you for your sharing (both gaming and difficult family news).
I'm so sorry to hear about your mom Johnny. You are one of the best parts of the gaming community and my heart goes out to you and your family. Thank you for another great review video and for continuining to make positive content during what I am sure is a difficult part of your life.
Sorry to hear the bad news, my love to you and all the family, thank you for all the heart and energy you put into your videos it has keep my love of gaming alive and makes me feel part of a community!
Thanks a lot for your genuine review and for sharing your story, Johnny. I send you lots of strength to push trough these challenging times. Much love from Germany
Great review. Sorry to hear about your mother. I lost mine last year while playing Remake. I feel bad for people who don't understand how much a game like this can dictate your outlook on life. There are a few pieces of different media that I can say that about. I played the original FF7 when I was 15-16 and I can honestly say no other game has affected me they way it did. I still tear up when I hear Aerith's theme. All the music is hauntily beautiful. If I could erase my memories of all the great JRPG's I've enjoyed and play them for the 1st time again, I would. I'm very grateful for these remakes as it's letting me experience them again without knowing what will happen exactly.
I'm so sorry to hear about your mother. I lost my mom last year. FF7 (and the whole series) has also been a constant in my life and this really hit me and resonated so much. Thank you for everything you do and the grace and love with which you do it, I've been a fan for a while now. My thoughts are with you and your family.
Truly sorry to hear about your parents. I lost both of my parents and I’m not even 40. Glad you have an outlet to help get through this difficult time 😔
Very sorry to hear about your mother, i felt your love for your parents so strongly through this video. I lost my mom a few years ago through cancer myself, so many thoughts came to mind during this video. Very good review, it was filled with emotions.
So sorry for you and your family during this time , but as always your enthusiasm for reviewing a great game is so amazing.
im so sorry to hear about what your mother is going through. Thanks for sharing such a personal part of your life. Wishing the best for you and your family.
My heart goes out to you brother. Im happy to share this special feeling I have towards this game with you. It shaped my entire life. Growing up in an extremely abusive household it and being locked away it interested me so much because of the character development. To be honest it planted the seed of hope that I could be something great one day just like Cloud. I hope you know that you are not alone, you have all of us here, and we all share the same fire and passion this game has given us. Thank you for being vulnerable and even with everything going on finding time to still make content for us.
I appreciate you being comfortable telling such a personal story. Like many in this chat, I too can empathize. I lost my dad to cancer last year. I hope you cherish all those precious moments with your mom and memories of your father.
Very sorry to hear about the sad news. My Dad and I were very close and he's the reason I got into video games, both as a gamer/collector and into game dev itself. All the NES, SNES and TurboGrafx games were thanks of him. Losing him 17 years ago was the hardest thing and I've never fully recovered. I continue to game and collect because we were best buds and shared in the hobby, it helps me stay connected with him. I know gaming will help keep your love alight for your lost family as well. Thanks for sharing with us. Sending love, game on!
Sending love to you and your family
Such an honest and sad depiction of your gaming life and the realities of what we all have to deal with as we go through life. I am very sorry to hear about your mother. I hope your get to spend as much time with her in the final moments so that you don't have the sadness indefinitely. ❤
I’m so sorry to hear about your mum Johnny. Thanks for being so human and honest about something so close to you. It’s a tough time losing our folks and seeing them fade. Take care of yourself and keep focusing on the kindness you share, even when it’s tough.
Man I’m so sorry to hear about your mother. I’m wishing you and your family the best! Try the best you can to stay strong through this awful time because I know it can be very difficult.
Such a heartfelt video... Thanks for this review. I don't have much time to play games anymore with work and family but I recently started collecting games because of nostalgia and I hope later on I will go back and revisit all these masterpieces...
I admittedly haven't watched your channel before, but definitely sending positive thoughts your way. I know how much it can suck losing a family member, but I strongly believe we'll be reunited with them in the lifestream one day....
I’m sorry to hear about your mother!! My heart goes out to you and your family!! Thank you for sharing your heart and soul on this review!! I can’t wait to play this amazing game!!
I'm so sorry to hear about your Mom. I just lost mine last year, and it is a surreal experience along with a sad one. My heart is with you and your family. Love you!
Thank you for opening up about your feelings toward Final Fantasy 7 and your personal connection to its story. I’m truly sorry to hear about your mother, and I can only imagine the depth of emotions you’re experiencing. My thoughts are with you, and I sincerely pray for her health.
I just want to say I always appreciate your joy man. I love taking the time to watch your stuff. God bless you.
Sorry to hear about your mom, Johnny. This really hit home for me and made me reflect on games that I was playing during significant loss in my life. Wishing you and your family the best.
omg i can't wait!!!!!! thank you! im so hyped right now. thanks for your personal story too,
I'm so sorry to hear and see what you and your family are going through ... it's even hard to come up with an appropriate response. Stay strong. Keep positive. Cherish the time you still have. We all walk the long road with you. Peace.
So so sorry to hear this about your mum. I’m from Oldham so live close to where your mum is original from. I loved the video you did with your mum and I absolutely adore her yorkshire/lancashire accent. Thinking of you all ❤❤
I'm so sorry for what you and you're family are going through Johnny. I had a similar experience with The Legend of Dragoon back when it was new and the loss of my grandfather so I have the same mix of emotions about that game.
Sorry to hear about your mom. I lost my mom to cancer too. I remember resident evil 4 had just come out for GameCube. Your story about playing ff7 all those years ago reminded me. Thank you for honesty and passion. I am a person who never beat ff7. I think now is my time to do just that. Thank you for sharing. Wishing you and your family all the best in this terrible time. We will always be here.
Sorry to hear that. I feel for ya bud. My mom passed away 4 years from cancer too. Coincidencely the first time I bet ff7 was during the late 90s. I was playing it with my twin brother who at the time had cancer. Unfortunately he too passed a few months later. It's funny hearing you talk about your time growing up in surrey as I grew up about 20 min away. Keep up the good work. Love the videos. And again sorry to hear about ur mom.
Thanks for the work you do man, it's really apreciated. I'm sorry for the news of your mom, hope you get the most of your time with her and know that you have lots of people from around the world sending you good energy and sympathy.
Sorry to hear about your mother dude. Praying for the best. I’ve been a long time subscriber and have always loved your videos and always will!
Been here with you John since near the beginning of your UA-cam career and I am so sorry to hear about your mother. I remember years ago you sharing the story about your dad and I appreciate you being vulnerable and sharing with us. I wish all the best to you and your family. Thank you for always being there for all of us. Although I don’t know you, you feel like a friend and you bring a warm feeling to everyone who watches you. We love you man.
So sorry to hear about your mother. I saw an earlier comment that elaborated after they said they hardly comment, and I would like to second that. I also hardly comment on UA-cam but I have also been watching your videos for years now and always take your opinions into consideration because I have a similar taste in games you do. Very much love to play rpgs and ff has a huge influence on my life so it really does hurt to hear about your mother. Kudos to you for keeping it together in the video. I very much look forward to playing ff7 rebirth and I will do so in honor of you and best wishes to you and your family.
My prayerrayers go out to you and your family 🙏🏿. Love your content. Thanks for all the work you put in for the community
Brother, I’m so sorry about your parents. I lost my dad to cancer as well and I feel your pain. As far as the game, I was a senior in high school when the original came out and it took over my life and its music still haunts me in a beautiful way till today. Keeping you in my prayers man.
I am so sorry to hear about your mom Johnny. I have dealt with similar loss recently and I just want to wish you all the best.
Johnny, you are such a positive force in the online space. Your videos always bring a smile to my face and are one of the highlights of starting each new week. I am so sorry to hear about your mom. We are all thinking of you and sending you positive vibes. Thank you for all you do.
I don't know you personally and I'm a very new subscriber, literally a few weeks but I know what courage and pain look like belive me. I have a spinal disability and wasn't always this way, I had an awful accident when I was 27 and I'm nearly 42 in two days, sometimes I ask myself why I carry on trying to smile and fight on and the reason I do is because I'm good at pretending to be okay. I felt that pain and courage, and all I can say is as a stranger, we are proud of you buddy, we are listening and we are here. Whether that's a comment or reply, we feel that pain through your words and many of us can relate to for different reasons. Play that game and smile, smile like you've never smiled before. Don't ever be afraid of letting that happy mask slip... We are human under it. Much respect for this video, felt that hard man. 💙
Awesome review. So sorry to hear about your mom's diagnosis. Love and hugs, to you and your family
VII is one of those treasures that connects to us all in so many ways.
Your are such a genuine person and I wanted to thank you for your channel and videos over the years. It has helped me.
Hey Johnny, good to see , glad you got a review out, I'm stoked to play the game soon. I'm just waiting on my copy to get here!
I'm so sorry to hear about your mother, I am glad we got to meet her here in the channel, she seemes like an incredible lady. My brother was just diagnosed with terminal cancer as well, I can sympathize with what you are going through. Wish you and your family peace, I'm sure that she is very proud of you. We're here for ya.
Thanks for sharing the ending there Johnny. You are always so open and honest. And it is nice that you have these games that help you mark these milestones in life. I know how that is as well.
That redefined what a game review (and indeed a game) can be to people. Thank you for sharing and I’m so sorry to hear your news. You are loved by a lot of people, man. Take care.
So well spoken and the themes of the game and life are incredibly bittersweet.
The music, the memories--all wrapped up in my childhood and getting relived now.
I CANNOT believe how much care and love has been done and went into the game and rebirth. Truly grateful for the game, and other fans that are passionate about the game and positive effects it’s had on life.
Thanks for your honest share and appreciate your passion.
Can't count the number of times I've re-watched an old video of yours.....and how that got me through some dark days. I'm sure you got many of us through some dark days.
The community share your sorrow, and we hope we can even return one ounce of the comfort you've provided us over all these years.
Stay strong brother.
Sending you love and strength, Johnny. We appreciate you sharing that and reminding us how important the time we have with each other is. God bless man!
I'm so sorry to hear about your Mom! 😢 I wish you and your family all the best during that challenging and emotional time!!! Videogames have helped me more than once through the hard times in life. FF7 is no exception! I appreciate you sharing this with your community. This is why we love watching your videos. You always keep it real!
i’m so sorry about your mother. This review felt so personal, and i am so grateful you shared that. Your family is in my prayers. Much love.
I'm right there with you. This game is a part of me. It takes me to childhood with my family.
Lost my father as well along with my younger brother and this game makes me think of fond memories of them.
Very sorry to hear about your mother. May God bless you and your family.
Thank you for bringing joy and laughter to us.
I’ve been watching since the bandana days and I don’t generally comment too much, but I’m genuinely so sorry to hear that your mom is going through that. I hope she’s able to beat it. I’ve always loved how genuine and high spirited you are. Final fantasy 15 helped me through a really tough time in my life so I can relate to your story. Take care of yourself and your mom. Thoughts and prayers from Arizona.
Sorry for your terrible news mate. Been watching you since 2008 and you’ve brought me a lot of joy, hope you get through things ok
That's deep, so sorry to hear both of your Dad and your mum's sickness! Sending love to you and yours.
Wow, powerful feelings here. Thanks for sharing, and my sympathies for all you’ve been through and are going through. Much love, man.
So Sorry to hear what you are going through. Praying for you and you and your family
What you said was beautiful. It's having me reflect on my own recent tragedies in a meaningful way. I wish you and your family strength during this time.
Johnny you are a wonderful UA-camr, been a fan for a long time and this was a really good video showcasing the deeper relationship between games and our lives. Video games are not just dumb fun, they can really connect with us on a much deeper level. Thank you for expressing this and everything you do for your community. Wishing you and your family comfort during these troubling times. For as much pain as you are experiencing please know you bring a lot of people happiness on this platform with your videos.