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  • @AkaAislinn
    @AkaAislinn  3 роки тому +337

    You guys always make me feel so much better about everything in life. It’s so nice seeing other people relate and have the EXACT same issues I do. I love seeing every one support each other in the comments, it really warms my heart and makes me think there might be hope for the world 😭 I wish we would all go start our own country together 🥲 you guys are the best and I wish I could get to know every one of you in real life and support you the way you support me and to give you my thanks and appreciation 🖤🌈

    • @Ernarox
      @Ernarox 3 роки тому +6

      We love you more! Stay weird 👽

    • @VM_116
      @VM_116 3 роки тому +3

      I know exactly how you feel. I've literally shut the world out and live in my bubble. People that do things like that need to be Deleted! Should be sent into a black hole or something
      I also wish people were better and cared more.. It's really sad to still se so many bad people out there.
      Why don't you go to Canada?

    • @Vikki089
      @Vikki089 3 роки тому +2

      We looooveeee you to!!! 👏👏🥰🥰

    • @anthonyberube946
      @anthonyberube946 3 роки тому +3

      Thank you so much for talking about your paranoia situation. Much love from Massachusetts

    • @anthonyberube946
      @anthonyberube946 3 роки тому +2

      ❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️

  • @katburg2630
    @katburg2630 3 роки тому +471

    Way more invested in this mouse story than I should be😂😂🤷🏻‍♀️

  • @ajpetrone8653
    @ajpetrone8653 3 роки тому +354

    Why would someone bully you? You’re cool AF. Remember, people will try and hurt you when you’re doing good. Do you girl, we like you just as you are. 🌈💖💥

    • @AkaAislinn
      @AkaAislinn  3 роки тому +58

      I think people are just miserable so they take it out on others but it just makes me so sad they Are hurting and feel the need to lash out like that 😭🖤

    • @ajpetrone8653
      @ajpetrone8653 3 роки тому +6

      @@AkaAislinn the life of an empath is hard, but it also helps us show others a better way. You’re strong and good and you can lead by example. People like you can make change happen! 🌈💖

    • @ajpetrone8653
      @ajpetrone8653 3 роки тому +5

      @@AkaAislinn also, I just have to say, there are tons of people doing what you do, but you’re original, not another remix. THAT Aislinn is going to bring out fear and feelings of inadequacy in some, and that comes out in the form of hate. You bring me hope that women can still be themselves and that my dear is beautiful 😉

    • @amandasinger5745
      @amandasinger5745 3 роки тому +1

      Like her?!? WE LOVE A RAINBOW QUEEN 🌈🖤👑

    • @ajpetrone8653
      @ajpetrone8653 3 роки тому +1

      @@amandasinger5745 word. I do too. I be using them emojis. 😎😊😘

  • @0oKAYMULAHo0
    @0oKAYMULAHo0 3 роки тому +125

    The fact that you used the t-18, and brad mondo in the same video.... 🤣🙌🏼🤣 the universe just brings them together

    • @0oKAYMULAHo0
      @0oKAYMULAHo0 3 роки тому +3

      Also, your self-talk is soooo powerful!! I am happy to hear you are exercising this as a tool to help you navigate your fears and anxiety 🤍✨

  • @marysimmons874
    @marysimmons874 3 роки тому +142

    If you need a break then do it. Your fans will still be here and love you

    • @AkaAislinn
      @AkaAislinn  3 роки тому +32

      No I’m doing okay 🥰 I wouldn’t let them stop me, that’s what they want 🖤🖤

  • @izzybitsyspider03
    @izzybitsyspider03 3 роки тому +156

    I'm from Chicago and I literally asked my mom, "what if we moved to a country like denmark?" And I was seriously contemplating life in another country. You are a sweet and empathetic person.

    • @AkaAislinn
      @AkaAislinn  3 роки тому +8

      Thank you 🖤🖤

    • @crystalf7841
      @crystalf7841 3 роки тому +9

      I feel safer since me moved to Canada. After the San Bernardino California and then the school shooting in 2017 Stoneman Douglas high school high school in Florida. They started having the kids do mass shooting drills. At the time my girls were in kindergarten and first grade and my son was in 6th. I'm thankful we don't have to deal with that here.

    • @aaanaanaas4597
      @aaanaanaas4597 3 роки тому +7

      You're so welcomed here! It is so safe here, no mass shooting has never happened here🤞🏼. And the news doesn't make a big deal off the shootings in USA. So I doesn't encourage others or make people afraid 🇩🇰

    • @micherx3
      @micherx3 3 роки тому +7

      Denmark is great and safe 😅 coming from a danish person 💝

    • @izzybitsyspider03
      @izzybitsyspider03 3 роки тому +2

      @@micherx3 yes I hear it's wonderful 👏 how I wish to be you lol

  • @joyinstitches456
    @joyinstitches456 3 роки тому +88

    I was watching this on TV, my daughter just came in (elementary school age) and said "Look at that lady, she looks majestic!"

  • @ishbryonnanicole
    @ishbryonnanicole 3 роки тому +63

    Rainbow Rainbow Rainbow Rainbow Rainbow RAINBOW HAIRRRRRR IS COMING BACKKKKKK😁😁😁🌈

  • @lucygresham3012
    @lucygresham3012 3 роки тому +96

    When I had 9 cats a mouse came in...i heard frantic squeaking..ran into kitchen to see a very loud peed off mouse stood on back legs yelling at 9 terrified cats ...yup..all just watching it with no clue what it was and why it was yelling...i scooped mouse up and he didn't care..vry brave lil dude! I popped him outside and he never returned lol my cats are lazy rapscallions x

    • @AkaAislinn
      @AkaAislinn  3 роки тому +15

      I love cats! They are the best 🥰🥰

    • @lucygresham3012
      @lucygresham3012 3 роки тому +5

      @@AkaAislinn they can also be major idiots lol currently got a 15kg maine coons with the zoomies!xx

    • @TracyD2
      @TracyD2 3 роки тому +6

      Aww poor thing. I had a mouse on my counter run back and forth back and forth confused. Then it stopped stood on its hind legs and jumped straight at me and landed on the floor. It came for me I couldn’t believe it. I was just standing there watching it. I’m glad someone else witnessed it. I’m telling you these animals are changing.

    • @evelynvslife
      @evelynvslife 3 роки тому +5

      One time one of my cats found baby mice. Let’s just say “she loved them to pieces” 😥 but just the other week she found an adult mouse after looking funny at my bathroom for a few days. I found her staking around the washing basket and behind was a mouse. We tag team chased it back into the bathroom and when it ran in the shower she grabbed it and gave it to me. Dropped him about 100m from the house and he didn’t come back. He probably was eaten by a snake or owl but that one isn’t on me 😅 I like to think he’s out there making babies and spreading the word not to enter my house.

    • @TracyD2
      @TracyD2 3 роки тому +4

      @@evelynvslife I need a cat desperately. My mothers cat used to line up all the mice in a perfect row for them. As presents. 😂

  • @LT-vu5pt
    @LT-vu5pt 3 роки тому +88

    I feel it on the anxiety from mass shootings, just so many public things like that happening every day its so hard to not focus in on it and dwell and feel some type of way all of the time...I appreciate you for sharing it because it makes me and Im sure a lot of people feel not so alone and understood and not so jaded on it. Thanks for being there for us and letting us be there for you too 💙💙

    • @AkaAislinn
      @AkaAislinn  3 роки тому +6

      😭 you’re sweet 🖤🖤

    • @earmilybird
      @earmilybird 3 роки тому +4

      I am a teacher and mass shooting give me so much anxiety. It's such a problem that continues and is so awful.

  • @chelseah5362
    @chelseah5362 3 роки тому +104

    I like when you talk about mental health, it helps me to get a different view on how people deal with it. I struggle sometimes and have been going through some stuff as of lately and really enjoy being able to hear other people. Your videos are honestly very helpful and a great distraction. I love them

    • @AkaAislinn
      @AkaAislinn  3 роки тому +12

      I’m so glad they can help in some way 🖤🖤

  • @ginny534
    @ginny534 3 роки тому +53

    I enjoy these types of videos a lot, just sitting down listening to what you talk about. I put it on when I do my makeup or clean :)

    • @AkaAislinn
      @AkaAislinn  3 роки тому +6

      Yes! I love watching these types of videos too 🥰

    • @alwaysandforever3260
      @alwaysandforever3260 3 роки тому +2

      Lol I was just folding laundry watching this

    • @ashabahn
      @ashabahn 3 роки тому +2

      @@alwaysandforever3260, ayyy I'm doing the same too!

  • @savannah.serendipity
    @savannah.serendipity 3 роки тому +32

    I totally feel you with the anxiety around mass shootings. My university sent an email about preparations for mass shootings and it sent me into a full panic. Doesn't help that this past year has just been covid panic *sigh*

    • @AkaAislinn
      @AkaAislinn  3 роки тому +7

      It seems to never end 😞🖤

    • @Abaddon533
      @Abaddon533 3 роки тому

      Agreed. This sounds like something my school would help to expand information on. I’ve found (even at 28) that schools are so much more information accomplished at dealing with the struggles of the pandemic and the social injustices occurring. Maybe that’s just certain schools, but I’m thankful for those accepting and inclusive schools!! 💜💕❤️

  • @VanillaBean1
    @VanillaBean1 3 роки тому +29

    Omg how cute he caught him for u like, “ here mom this is for u.” ☺️❤️
    I live in Colorado and these mass shootings have also been tough on me. I am so anxious going to the grocery store I try to get them delivered as often as I can. I had literally just left the Walmart that had a shooter in Thornton a couple years ago. I haven’t been to the movies since the Aurora shooting here either.😔

  • @haileyjademarshall6611
    @haileyjademarshall6611 3 роки тому +69

    When I get high anxiety, I throw up and it sucks. I have bad social anxiety and one time when I went to visit my ex-boyfriend, I got so anxious and threw up in his neighbors yard😂😂 He still doesnt know cause I covered it with snow😂😂😂😂

    • @AkaAislinn
      @AkaAislinn  3 роки тому +11

      Oh no 😭😂

    • @alyshaa2711
      @alyshaa2711 3 роки тому +4

      Girl why do I have the same story only I hid it in the bushes 😂 😂 😂 😂

    • @haileyjademarshall6611
      @haileyjademarshall6611 3 роки тому +3

      @@alyshaa2711 we are legends😂

    • @janarpilv
      @janarpilv 3 роки тому +1

      Hahahaha

  • @selenapinto147
    @selenapinto147 3 роки тому +26

    Girl don‘t let other people bring you down!! Talk about whatever you want it‘s your channel✨💕💕💕

  • @jamie505
    @jamie505 3 роки тому +5

    Who the hell would ever bully you? You’re like the sweetest person and your hair dying videos are informative and relaxing. It’s crazy that there’s so many people out there without a life 😞

  • @therandomhammonds6682
    @therandomhammonds6682 3 роки тому +75

    Please collab with Brad Mondo and use his hair dye to give him rainbow hair!!! 🌈

  • @juliesmoochy3996
    @juliesmoochy3996 3 роки тому +5

    I have severe bipolar and you are so beautiful inside and out.
    Please don't worry.
    Love to you from the UK. 💖

  • @marysimmons874
    @marysimmons874 3 роки тому +12

    You should feel very proud of yourself for getting yourself calm. I am so glad you opened your self up. You are beautiful and it's ok to have not ok days.

  • @brendabillings7607
    @brendabillings7607 3 роки тому +2

    I am a grandmother of a 13 year old that started me watching you. You are such a brave wonderful woman that I am so proud of for sharing such personal feelings. Thank you. We love you and your videos.

  • @ashabahn
    @ashabahn 3 роки тому +39

    Aislinn: 3-5 miles!! Whoo road trip!!
    Me, driving 20 miles to and from work 5 days a week: 😭 😭 😭

    • @elliottknapp6653
      @elliottknapp6653 3 роки тому

      Me too 😂

    • @rosyposy888
      @rosyposy888 3 роки тому +1

      I drive 50 miles to and from work 🙂

    • @rosyposy888
      @rosyposy888 3 роки тому +1

      And that’s on living in CA

    • @claire7004
      @claire7004 3 роки тому +1

      Mine was 25 with a sporty car and the amount I’d spend on fuel a week was crazy 🥲

  • @kimikohide6940
    @kimikohide6940 3 роки тому +8

    I know that you said you don't want to talk about this anymore, but I really feel you and what you said. Expressing your fears an struggles makes me feel much better and "normal" since I've been experiencing something similar to what you described.
    Thank for sharing your feelings with us.

  • @killedbymistake
    @killedbymistake 3 роки тому +1

    The oil is literally a life saver because every time I have gone to bleach my hair the breakage was intense so I would end up losing a lot of hair and with recently having black box dye along with brown it’s protected and lifted really nicely !!! Left me a little shook.

  • @hellurgoodbur8230
    @hellurgoodbur8230 3 роки тому +9

    Even though we dont know eachother, your words have impacted me because I have anxiety as well. As much as the world seems to suck, if you stick with people who love and support you, it will become brighter 💜💙💚💛🧡❤

  • @ashtonlopata1997
    @ashtonlopata1997 3 роки тому +2

    I’ve been platinum for like 10 years (done professionally in a salon I can’t bleach my own hair have tried few times and failed miserably each time) and have always used Wella blondor bleach to bleach my roots which works really well at lifting in one try (I have light/medium level 6/7 brown hair) but it always ALWAYS burns my scalp. Like leaves chemical burns. I’m so gonna try this Schwarzkopf blond me the bond enforcing has me sold this will be perfect for my hair I’m ordering ASAP 😌❤️

  • @gerardmendez7538
    @gerardmendez7538 3 роки тому +23

    I usually am a sucker for your hair videos, but in this one I didn't pay attention at all at you bleaching the hair as I was listening and applauding all the heavy truths you were spitting. (P.s: Glad you are doing okay with you mental health👐🏼)

  • @xxsefiv
    @xxsefiv 3 роки тому +1

    Omg, ever since covid started I've had this anxiety with going to stores too, that I never had before, but I started listening music while shopping it's helped me a lot too!

  • @Catmesp
    @Catmesp 3 роки тому +3

    Girl I feel your same struggle with paranoia. I’ve been diagnosed with paranoia since 14. I didn’t leave my room besides the bathroom and kitchen for 2 years. The only thing that got me better was going to an everyday intensive outpatient therapy. It was really a lot at first but now I’m able to be around more than just one person without wanting to flee the situation. You got this! There is always a better life to live once you can find the right help for you ❤️

  • @SelinaENTE
    @SelinaENTE 3 роки тому +5

    Hello. I just wanted you to know that you have my respect for talking about your mental health and opening up about your thoughts and feeling abou the shootings. I really hope that the they will fix the gun problems in your country.
    I really love to watch your videos. ♥️

  • @amylawrence9457
    @amylawrence9457 3 роки тому +1

    I transport kids to psychiatric hospitals and wish that I could show them some of your videos about how you deal with your mental health issues. You are an inspiration and so brave to share yourself so candidly and publicly. Don't listen to the haters! If they're going to be so negative, why are they even watching your videos? Only people that want to get hair tips or that love you for who you are should watch your videos! ✌️🌈

  • @isabellacabrera7334
    @isabellacabrera7334 3 роки тому +4

    Hii, where i live there's always mouses, like everywhere. Their mecanism is like this: there's always an explorer that comes always alone and search for food, so if the explorer doesn't come back it's family assume that the food was poisened, if the explorer comes back THE WHOLE FAMILY go to the place, and that includes The queen, and let me tell you, you don't want to see her. Sorry if my english is not good I'm from Chile in south america

  • @kcob643
    @kcob643 3 роки тому +1

    Screw anybody that bully’s you or is mean!!!! People who do that are unhappy with themselves! I feel so much of what you are saying to my core. And you talking about it helps me. You are awesome. I love your videos. Thank you so much ☺️!

  • @zelll5938
    @zelll5938 3 роки тому +1

    Normally I never comment on any videos in fact this is my first! But I had to, to thank you for speaking out about mental health and mass shootings. Its been an issue for me for years to the point where all I focus on are exits and nothing else. It's so sad to know its become the norm.

  • @WolfGirlSav
    @WolfGirlSav 3 роки тому +4

    I'm so glad that someone is finally talking about this. I too suffer from social anxiety, and have trust issues with people, also paranoia of being killed and/or shot, especially now. It is harder for me to go places, I have worked on it a lot. I do best when stores aren't very busy and my anxiety is also much lower. It makes me really sad that this is the world we live in. I still have hope that this could change in the future, it really needs to! Our world needs to become a safe, and happier place to live in!

  • @sarafray
    @sarafray 3 роки тому

    Hey Aislinn, I understand your anxiety. I was nearly a shut-in and trips to the grocery store would cause me to spiral into an anxiety attack, my younger sister would have to coach me and calm me down enough to finish the shopping so I could drive us home. I sought therapy and made drastic routine changes to help myself. Everyone's journey is different and I hope that you're soon able to leave your home with peace of mind. You are a lovely human being. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability with us.

  • @kaitiemarie9572
    @kaitiemarie9572 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you for being vulnerable about how the mass shootings really affect you. I suffer from agoraphobia and mass shootings always really shake me up too. Thanks for helping me feel less alone.

  • @samt523
    @samt523 3 роки тому

    I appreciate you talking about your mental health. I’ve barely left my house in the last year, so it’s really relatable. But I get not wanting to give the internet jerks fuel. 💚

  • @theresacraft3839
    @theresacraft3839 3 роки тому +1

    You are loved. Your heart is pure and I love you for that. Keep in mind that it’s only a very small percentage of people on this earth that are so damaged that they could take another life. For the most part, humans are kind or neutral.

  • @SamitheeKins
    @SamitheeKins 3 роки тому +5

    I am so glad you talked about your social anxiety! it made me feel less alone. I went into a depression last week because my fam was watching that new ocean doc, I accidentally watched the worst part thinking I was strong that day. I was seriously fucked up after, sometimes you have to know the limits you have and protect yourself.

    • @AkaAislinn
      @AkaAislinn  3 роки тому +3

      Yup I watched that too. It’s so hard to try and stay informed and advocate while having mental illness. I will destroy my mind if it means I’m knowledgeable and can try to help other people and the world but maybe I shouldn’t do that anymore 😑🖤

    • @SamitheeKins
      @SamitheeKins 3 роки тому +1

      @@AkaAislinn I think the average person needs to see explicit imagery to have it “sink in” but I think I should stick to the reading material lol love you sweetie hope you’re having a good day!

    • @blackenedfeatherz9503
      @blackenedfeatherz9503 3 роки тому +1

      I just like to think of it like this... I don't need to view something traumatic or subject myself to that to care about it. I know I care so why consume content like that? Its basically trauma porn anyways. Not sure what doc you're talking about since I haven't heard about it but yeah idk.. I have never watched Dont Mess With Cats or that orca doc either for the same reason. Gotta protect yourself..

  • @helenhermann9546
    @helenhermann9546 3 роки тому +4

    That mouse story was a freaking wild ride of emotions 😭😭😭😭

  • @abigrace8701
    @abigrace8701 3 роки тому +4

    I just bleached my roots today! Thank you for giving me the confidence to do my own hair I feel amazing xx

  • @mellyboo513
    @mellyboo513 3 роки тому +1

    I'm a 38 yo mom of 3. I suffer from alot of mental health issues. And your vids always make me smile. I suffer from alot of the same things... but you will find as you get older your mental reserves help alot more. It's a balancing act daily but you got this. ❤

  • @rosiesaikaly1178
    @rosiesaikaly1178 3 роки тому +13

    lmaooo you had a real life tom and jerry situation at home

  • @dajonee06123
    @dajonee06123 3 роки тому +3

    I love videos with wells T18. Apparently people use it without looking up toners and always fail, but now I get to see my favorite UA-camr use it! I love this channel🟣🔵🟣🔵🟣

  • @kathleen_ryan
    @kathleen_ryan 3 роки тому +1

    I honestly feel like the Wella T-18 is awesome at creating a nearly blank canvas when you have those last bits of color that wont go away.

  • @PandsloveWaffles
    @PandsloveWaffles 3 роки тому +3

    My cats would bring us little “presents” all the time. 😂😂 It makes me really happy how careful and gentle you were with the little cutie. My family were always so cruel when we had mice, but anyway I loved the mouse story. So wholesome 🥺❤️

  • @reneewilson9026
    @reneewilson9026 3 місяці тому +1

    Girl you owe nobody anything. You're beautiful. No worries

  • @amandasinger5745
    @amandasinger5745 3 роки тому +5

    Also, whatever lights you turned off made the clarity of the video look really great! It literally looks like you’re sitting in front of me telling tales of hallucinating stove cats 🐀👁🐈

  • @XxDreamlightDemon90xX
    @XxDreamlightDemon90xX 3 роки тому +26

    when your cats hallucinating but its really a mouse poor babies XD

  • @lacoyote9871
    @lacoyote9871 3 роки тому

    You are the only person that has given me the strength to start a youtube channel! I hope u find peace with your anxiety, it is not a fun or easy thing to talk about with loved ones especially on the internet. We love you!! ❤ 🤍 💙 🧡 🖤

  • @mrsp4720
    @mrsp4720 3 роки тому +2

    My heart goes out to you, Aislinn. You are strong, and brave. Thank you for sharing your story.

  • @AdderallStriptease
    @AdderallStriptease 3 роки тому +1

    I have a lot of issues and I typically skip anything with a trigger warning because of how easily I spiral (I'm in therapy and working on it) but I'm SO glad I listened to you because I feel the exact same as far as being a hermit and being afraid of leaving my house. I used to be ok with listening to music and then I was told that people could target me and my toddler if they see me wearing headphones and that absolutely ruined what coping mechanism I had. I am so sorry you or anyone else has to feel this way.

  • @patriciayohe
    @patriciayohe 3 роки тому +1

    That iroiro pink is insane!! I used it before. It's great if you want to be pink for life!!

  • @woodswitchprints
    @woodswitchprints 3 роки тому

    Ok, your mouse story had me DYING!
    I used to throw up (or almost throw up) in grocery store parking lots because I was so terrified of leaving my house for anything. I didn't have a specific fear, my anxiety would just go from 0-100 if I had to go out in public, so part of my progress was just building up exposure. But I don't even know how I could have done that if I'd had something so horrifically violent to specifically be afraid of that I was always fixated on. I'm incredibly proud of your progress, regardless of how it's been set back, and impressed that you're determined to gain back control over your fear so soon after a triggered event. You've got this

  • @Abbiemgreen
    @Abbiemgreen 3 роки тому

    I agree with you love...people need to express love and not hate. With more people like you the world will get better

  • @jasminecortes410
    @jasminecortes410 3 роки тому +1

    You are literally amazing and gorgeous! I’m proud of anyone who feels safe to share their struggles! It’s motivating! ❤️

  • @unicornofthesea927
    @unicornofthesea927 3 роки тому

    I loooove you and I loooove listening to you talk about YOU. It makes me happy that there’s another person out there that I can relate to. 💖

  • @SehrKhan
    @SehrKhan 3 роки тому +1

    that story was so damn wholesome...livin his best country life

  • @MrsAxelAlex
    @MrsAxelAlex 3 роки тому

    You’re such a strong person! It really helps to have someone that is a public figure talk about mental health struggles because it does help those of us who struggle as well. I admire you so much 💕

  • @xRiniX666x
    @xRiniX666x 3 роки тому +12

    As someone with extreme agoraphobia, i feel you so much

  • @thandiwolfe813
    @thandiwolfe813 3 роки тому

    I watch your videos when I need someone who understands what it’s like to get stuck inside your own house because of what’s going on in your brain. I’m going away for 10 weeks to somewhere I’ve never been before because I’ve taken a contract there and the pharmacy messed up my medications, which caused a panic attack and a meltdown while I was in the pharmacy getting it fixed. I deeply appreciate hearing your experiences with similar struggles.

  • @amandapickney588
    @amandapickney588 3 роки тому +4

    I feel this so much! I struggle so badly with anxiety daily! I hate leaving my house I start to get angry if I have to go out and be in the public because of it. I don’t ever want you to feel like you can’t talk about these things. It really breaks my heart to see you upset’ 💕

    • @AkaAislinn
      @AkaAislinn  3 роки тому +1

      That’s exactly how I feel too 🖤

    • @amandapickney588
      @amandapickney588 3 роки тому

      @@AkaAislinn I hate that I get that way. I try so hard to stay calm but it doesn’t matter. 😞 I don’t mean to get angry or upset though....

  • @_cherrydrpepper1617
    @_cherrydrpepper1617 3 роки тому

    Girl you don’t know how good it feels to find someone that UNDERSTANDS EXACTLY WHAT YOU’RE GOING THROUGH !!!! Everything related to your mental health is stuff that I also deal with on the daily and is such a struggle but thanks to ppl like you it gets easier to deal with :) love u and your videos !!!!

  • @elizabethlevenhagen8126
    @elizabethlevenhagen8126 3 роки тому

    Girl every time I watch your videos and you talk about you health it makes me feel reassured. I love that you are strong and it makes me want to take what you show and apply it to my mental health. Thank you so much for all your content.
    I’m also very sorry that some people are rude to you it’s uncalled for. But so you know you help a lot of people as well and the ones you help we appreciate it. Thank you

  • @loucosmic76
    @loucosmic76 3 роки тому

    I totally understand and sympathise with the anxiety you are feeling. For about 25 years I have suffered various anxieties and panic attacks when in public spaces and I have never really been able to fully deal with it apart from using avoidance of trigger situations. Obviously the Lockdowns have forced us all to stay home and I have to admit I am not coping well with the thought of having to go back out there now restrictions are lifting. Thank you for always being open and honest about your struggles with MH. It certainly makes me feel less alone and I’m sure there’s many other who would say the same ❤️💪🏼

  • @DaraM111
    @DaraM111 3 роки тому

    You are gorgeous and successful and sometimes people try to find something to complain about just because they are jealous or unhappy in life. Stay strong ! ♡ you are amazing

  • @VanillaBean1
    @VanillaBean1 3 роки тому +1

    Bullying is not okay in any way shape or form & I am sorry people have been shitty to you lately because you are super awesome, I love your channel and you don’t deserve it. ❤️

    • @AkaAislinn
      @AkaAislinn  3 роки тому

      Thank you so much 🖤💚

  • @lizstockton8028
    @lizstockton8028 3 роки тому

    Hello I just wanted to say thank you and I love your videos especially your mental health updates. You have help me so much this year. I lost my husband last year and just seeing you be so brave as to tell people how your are doing and dealing with things has help me so much. You are fun to watch and give great advise on hair and doing my hair in fun colors with the knowledge you bring has help me feel joy. Keep putting your self out their to us. It helps those of us who need to see that their are others dealing with these issues.

  • @lindseyschwendiman9917
    @lindseyschwendiman9917 3 роки тому

    You are a wonderful person! Don’t let anyone put you down. I love your videos and your personality. You are amazing. We all have fears and anxiety. It’s okay to deal with what you’re going through your way. You are so sweet and empathetic. I feel for you truly! ❤️❤️

  • @FlawlessNonsense
    @FlawlessNonsense 3 роки тому

    21:00 I live in El Paso Texas and I will NEVER FORGET the way the air outside felt that day. I still have yet to go to that particular Walmart. As soon as you started talking about this it hit home and then when you said El Paso I broke out in goosebumps. It gets better but that day will haunt me forever.

    • @FlawlessNonsense
      @FlawlessNonsense 3 роки тому

      Also. I'm at 26:50 and that day that's exactly what I had to do. I texted everyone I loved and made sure they were safe and then I gave my boyfriend my phone and he wouldn't let me on it unless my mom text me

  • @WolfGirlSav
    @WolfGirlSav 3 роки тому +1

    Also this mouse story made my day!! I am glad that he was able to live! Mice are adorable to me! 🖤🥰

  • @irianem2095
    @irianem2095 3 роки тому

    I love that you talked about adulting with regards to ordering matching jewelry for all your piercings. I like all my metals to match too, so I recently invested in rose gold jewelry for all my piercings and made sure they were made of material i could tolerate (i have skin sensitivity/allergies) and now I feel so put together and pretty.

  • @_.WildMoonChild
    @_.WildMoonChild 3 роки тому +1

    I don't live in the US, but I have friends who do... and I have GAD and Panic Disorder etc. and I am in a constant state of worry/panic anyways, but seeing what happens there always gets me down for the people who are there and who I love.
    I also never leave my house, except to pick up my meds or to drive my mom/gramma somewhere they need to go (I stay in the vehicle)... The struggle is REAL!
    Ps. We love you! 🤍❤🧡💛💚💙💜🖤

  • @skybreecole3579
    @skybreecole3579 3 роки тому +1

    If you have a problem with mice coming in your house you can put peppermint oil soaked sponges in your vents and spray the oil in places they like to hide and it will keep them away because the smell will suffocate them

  • @spreestar643
    @spreestar643 Рік тому

    OMG Aislinn, thank you for everything you give me & all of us & for sharing yourself & your beauty, your knowledge, & always, but most especially this day, your awesome wonder-full heart!!!!!!!💜💜💜

  • @Mommyauthor84
    @Mommyauthor84 3 роки тому

    Very big of you to talk about your mental health. I have OCD with intrusive thoughts 💭. I also have anxiety and anytime I hear about mass shootings or apocalyptic discussions, I get so scared and fear day to day life so I have to try and tune it out and stay away. I have tough skin like you too but things can affect me to the core. I admire you and praise you for being brave enough to share with everyone. People are always going to be judge mental unfortunately but I’m sure most are just hurting deep down and choose to portray it by hurting others instead of embracing love. God bless you and your family. I love watching you and you just seem like such a caring person. ❤️

  • @tiffanyc566
    @tiffanyc566 2 роки тому

    That just shows you has sooooo much compassion for everyone! I love you and wish you were my friend in real life ! You are an amazing person please believe and know that ! Anxiety sucks I know a lot of ppl who have that and talking is great to help .

  • @Lowrunnn
    @Lowrunnn 3 роки тому +1

    I relate to your anxiety so much. After the Pulse shooting I couldn't even walk my dogs, and then Vegas. They seem never ending here. I would have extreme panic attacks and get dizzy and nearly pass out. I'm also mortified of break ins and struggle to sleep at night as well. Its comforting (although shitty) knowing that other people can relate!

  • @madelinelyles7942
    @madelinelyles7942 3 роки тому +1

    I never comment on any videos I watch, but I had to. You're so relatable, so honest, transparent with your feelings, and it's appreciated. Keep doing you 🙌🏻🖤

  • @graceefaceee6429
    @graceefaceee6429 3 роки тому

    I currently live in El Paso and took me about 9 months to be able to go to Walmart by myself... I did not want to take my kids to Walmart either I was so paranoid for so long too and still am some days. I love how open and honest you are about your feelings, it really helps me feel like I am not alone in these fears and anxiety attacks I feel. Thank you so much for your content I love you! You're my bestie and you don't even know it!

  • @tiffanysmith1475
    @tiffanysmith1475 3 роки тому +1

    I usually don’t comment but your story of anxiety resonated with me for some reason. I’ve been dealing with anxiety super bad and everything goin on in the world doesn’t help. I completely understand how you react to these situations. Recently my twin sister was raped by my roommate and I have to live with the man because of circumstances. I am so frustrated with my situation and I know your situation isn’t the same but being scared in certain spaces has been a real struggle so I truly wish the best for you. It really does feel like evil wins but I hope we can all overcome our issues and I hope you overcome your anxiety aislinn

    • @justjoannak
      @justjoannak 3 роки тому

      I'm so sorry your sister went through that :(

  • @janaeivory7914
    @janaeivory7914 3 роки тому +5

    I remember a few years ago there was a shooting at the garlic festival here in California I was suppose to go that weekend but I took a trip to San Diego instead. It’s just crazy to think I was literally suppose to be there

  • @jo-eo9ld
    @jo-eo9ld 3 роки тому

    Living for the dramatic grunge goth look. you’re gorgeous

  • @CRMediaGal
    @CRMediaGal 3 роки тому

    The internet bullying is so toxic. I've had my fair share of that over the years - I still go through it - and it really sucks. :( I'm sorry that you're going through that; it's so unnecessary.
    The bullies are the ones with the real issues and while it's important to remember that, it doesn't make the fact that they impose their own suffering on anyone else acceptable. I hope that that gets better for you soon. 🖤

  • @samanthawrench2025
    @samanthawrench2025 3 роки тому

    Unfortunately there is some people that have a horrible ugly side. We can't control what they do or say. But don't ever let them make u feel like you can't do you. I love your honesty and how genuine you are its what keeps me coming back. I love you and u have no idea how much u help people. your videos are my escape like a comfort blanket when I'm feeling crappy. So Thank you for being there for us thank you for being the fabulous you ❤🌈 x

  • @emilygreen7449
    @emilygreen7449 3 роки тому

    I'm so proud of you that you shared your weight online. I do not have the courage to do that at all. And the fact that you're trying to make yourself healthier and setting goals and losing weight is fantastic. You are an amazing human! Thank you so much for sharing that it makes me feel braver about things like that. Love your content!

  • @ChristenMestre
    @ChristenMestre Рік тому

    YES!!! I used T35 Wella Color charm toner over lightened but stubborn IroIro pinks and lavender and leaving it in for 20 mins nearly took it all out. Not totally, but if I wanted to go green over it now it would work.Thanks for the suggestion.

  • @casswilliams4601
    @casswilliams4601 3 роки тому +4

    I can't wait to see the xmondo colors on you!! I've heard nothing but good things about xmondo dye. It's next on my list to try 😃

    • @AkaAislinn
      @AkaAislinn  3 роки тому +2

      I used them and my hair turned out great 🥰🌈🖤

  • @nicolepotterarts9840
    @nicolepotterarts9840 2 роки тому

    I can really relate to the spiraling and overthinking about things im powerless over. I appreciate you sharing that. Much love. Love will conquer evil.

  • @makeupbyashley7090
    @makeupbyashley7090 3 роки тому

    You give me all the good vibes! Legit went on a weight loss journey because of you! Lost 20 in a few months! Thank you for everything you do! Love you and hope to get to your status on YT! Love your makeup and hair! Stay weird!

  • @casi4167
    @casi4167 3 роки тому +3

    i love your make up! you’re so gorgeous aislinn 🖤

  • @yvancheese4296
    @yvancheese4296 3 роки тому

    you are such a beautifull person! the world needs more of these mindsets

  • @Chorkymom
    @Chorkymom 3 роки тому

    I follow the bleaching tutorial and my hair always turns out great! Thanks for you being you. You’re awesome.

  • @KATnerd1121
    @KATnerd1121 3 роки тому

    I completely understand being afraid to go out and about to stores with all of these shootings. I get some anxiety going to stores as well. I try to just get in and get out as fast as I can. I even start making mental notes on the nearest exits so I can get out. It's rediculous. I grew up not in the best areas of town and drive by shootings were so common and it creates that anxiety. Completely understand how you feel

  • @paigegibbard5051
    @paigegibbard5051 3 роки тому

    Cats are so smart. My cat knew about a water leak in our apartment before we even knew it was there... He randomly started laying on this specific part of our tile that was really warm, and my boyfriend and I thought nothing of it until we woke up one morning to 2inches of standing water in our apartment and it was coming from the exact place he was always laying at! So crazy!

  • @supaminny
    @supaminny 3 роки тому

    As an Australian you’re more than welcome here haha
    I think it’s so great and important that you do share how you’re feeling and doing mentally.. your videos are always the ones I go to when I’m come back down from panic attacks or I can’t sleep from my anxiety and I want to thank you coz your channel always feels like a safe space to be not okay 💜💙💚💛❤️

  • @GalacticGoddess46
    @GalacticGoddess46 3 роки тому

    That looks so pretty. I've never toned my hair, it's amazing the difference that makes!

  • @christinewelch3280
    @christinewelch3280 3 роки тому

    You are so amazing and I love watching you. Don't let anyone get you down. I know how you feel and I truly understand how how you feel. I was bullied most of my life and till this day it still bothers me. Just remember that you are amazing and never let anyone get you down and all keep your head up high in pride never in fear. You are amazing and the best and congratulations on hitting 199 on your weight loss am so very proud of you and you are gorgeous and amazing and don't you ever forget that!!

  • @kirstenines514
    @kirstenines514 3 роки тому

    Just remember those who bully are the weak ones, usually they had the shit upbringing, abuse etc. Your a beautiful strong lady, just laugh them off and know they are only jealous xxxxx