Things I didn't Expect HRT to Change - MTF transgender
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Hello Miss Hogberg. Hope you’re doing well
@@makimusic1826 your pfp character isn't trans so delete it
@@silkebroxdude7625 Cool except I didn't ask
@@Salindrastowecroft Congrats
I wish that you and UA-cam were around in the 80s, you might have inspired enough courage in me to become my true self. Keep up the good work and help inspire this generation of Young ladies!❤
Agreed. I'm in my 40s and can't get it out of my head that I've waited far too long
I'm 36 and feel I waited too long to transition. If I'd known I could go on puberty blockers followed by HRT AND the language to express my true self as an adolescent and teen in the late '90s and early 2000s, I'd have already transitioned a long time ago.
@@Kira-zm7vy okay groomer
@@DarDarBinks1986 okay groomer
@@silkebroxdude7625 🤣 pathetic. Come up with some new insults. You lack originality kid.
It's glad to see that we (the trans community) have such representation, regardless of adversity or negativity. Thank you, Mathilda!
🤡😆 boooooo
@@aminata3702 You’re not scary nor funny
@@makimusic1826 You are Scary&Funny
@@aminata3702 I know I am. Thanks. 😉
@@aminata3702 you are cringe
Great video! Since my brother did ftm transition he started to share videos about how easy it is to do a ftm and how mtf trans people should get more attention. I think he noticed some difference after the transition
Always love hearing about your experiences.
I love how you always find evolving ways to introduce and discuss a large variety of topics and love your immersive explanations. Thanks for sharing as always.
It always feels like a close chat rather than being talked at. Stay awesome sweetie.
First! Had my GRS Dec 1, 2022! I'm learning with you! Love you Mathilda!
Congrats girl!!! 😭😭❤️❤️
congrats girl!i have my presurgery consult tomorrow..Im kinda worried about complications after seeing all these people come out saying how they had problems!
@@heavymetalbarbie Know your doctor; ask all the questions you feel like. Look them in the eye and ask how many surgeries fail, and what causes the failures. If you have a good doc, they understand and will answer. If you do not...look for another. I turned off my morphine pump on the second day, it just didn't hurt. It was uncomfortable, but didn't hurt. My doc wasn't shy about pain meds, she understands. Just grill your doc until everything is clear.
@@jeanettewest m friend just had the surgery from the same Dr in sept and she said it wasnt painful just uncomfortable and hers looks amazing!!
Gayyy
I’m so happy you got so much support when you came out. I’ve been very lucky to have a similar experience when I came out and started transitioning. I really relate to the fear of how people would react and because I suppressed my real self for so long and was so scared of coming out that I assumed I would lose a lot of people. Some of my old right wing classmates and my religious conservative family have been accepting. Granted I’m in Australia and some of my family are in NZ but I’m still really lucky.
I HOPE 🤞 I have the same sort of experience
OMG. U hope u have horrible communications? Do u know what ur in 4?
Some of these are very reassuring, looking forward to losing muscles! Happy Holidays, Mathilda!🎉✨💖🔥
Ikr?
Mathilda ... you're certainly right about the T blockers. I have been on Lupron shots for the past several years to treat radiation-resistant prostate cancer. I kind of knew that I was saying bye-bye to sexual function when they put me on that, but I was totally unprepared for the muscle loss. I used to be a pretty buff guy, but I went from that to having to ask my wife to open jars for me! Needless to say, as a cis straight male, this was NOT a happy thing.
Do you think children should be given these drugs?
@@MustyUnderboob No and irrelevant question
@@makimusic1826 How is it irrelevant when children are in fact being given these interventions?
Thank you for sharing your story. You are so beautiful inside and out. You are a guiding light for those thinking and already pursuing their new self. Stay safe and happy , my dear.
I am sosoSO proud of you. Thank you for everything. Please keep being as true to yourself as possible
I'm only a month in on HRT/SPIRO and I'm just like, when the HELL is my muscle mass going to go! lol I seriously can't wait! Glad to know that it will eventually happen. I've lost weight everywhere (seriously, there's like no body fat, etc. left to lose) except my arms are still jacked and it's driving me nuts because it makes me look SO manly and I hate that!
How are you so far
Yet again, thank you for more content on my Sian Diego character! THANK YOU Mathilda! I will be giving you an acknowledgement for your vids in book 7 of my series. I wish I had your channel to reference when I was on book 2 but we do with what we have in hand. Please keep the videos coming and, as a heads up, you are beautiful and have a long happy life ahead of you. We all want to see how it turns out!
Happy New Year Mathilda! The society part really got me without you having to go much deeper haha! I can totally relate. I'm still 'closeted' and trying to explore and 'learn' myself as a potential trans female. But one thing that I think I'm already realizing is that how much my current life, both professionally, and personally, depend (literally) on my 'male privilege' I have by just presenting as a male. For example, tonight is NYE, and I'm definitely trying to 'have fun' to celebrate. But I know for a fact that if I was a girl like I always wish to deep down in my mind, it's probably a horrible idea, for the sake of my personal safety. However I can't imagine living a totally different life, not being able to enjoy what I am enjoying RN
How you talked about meeting your husband made me so happy for you. I have been unsure about my gender and sexuality for over 15 years by now and just started to get into selfdiscovery. This really made me isolate myself.
Your video is really helpful. Godspeed and happiness for you and your loved ones.
So glad you have someone to share this journey of life with, you are really cool
OMG what a great video!!! i have been on hrt for the last two years!!
i am yet to come out to my mom but i have came out to one of my friends and they have been really supportive, you have helped me gain enough courage to think about telling my mom, thank you mathilda! ❤️
Happy Holidays. . . and thank you for your videos!
You're a treasure, Mathilda. I'm on a less conventional means of transition, but have every intention of getting on full HRT, and I want to see what's on the other side of those first few months after I do. What's it going to be like? I've no idea, but to steal a page from the Thirteenth Doctor to my future self, "Tag. You're it!"
Mathilda though I do my own research you are my main source of information thank you for the help and support I'm 19 started at 18 and in a couple months I can start having and planning Surgeries soon thank u for the help I luv u and ur channel p.s. as a Trans-Women you give me hope that I will find someone that'll Loves and sees me as i am as a real woman 💕 🤩😍🥰☺🤗😘😊😁😄😃😀❤❤❤❤❤❤❤💖💕💕💕💕
YOU ARE NOT A WOMAN. YOU WILL NEVER BE A REAL WOMAN. ALL YOU ARE GOING TO DO IS DETERIORATE YOUR BODY LIKE THIS MASOCHIST.
@@vp0617 that's your opinion which means nothing to me even if it did mean anything to me you're wrong I am a real woman despite what you and other right wing uneducated nut fools believe
Think about it more seriously! A friend of my wanted to sterilize herself 2 years ago because she was totally sure she doesn’t want to have children. Today she is 32 and she thinking about getting pregnant... You’re only 18. There is no way back and it’s a very invasive surgery. Anyway, it will never be like the one which grew up naturally. That’s the harsh reality. Now you have a fully functioning and healthy body part. Don’t destroy that. You can accept it for what it is: a part of you.
@@garyrandom7512 Say something original for once, and something truly educated and not straight from the dome. There’s no destruction in the change that you fear.
@@vp0617 boy. mutated pigs like you have opinions.
Hope u have a merry Christmas ahead
Merry Christmas ❤️
Glad you has lots of support,I’m sure things would have been way harder without it. Looking babealicious as always 😊
Thanks for this video!
Mathilda, I'm really happy for you that you found the man for you, never meet him and can already tell his is a great guy, everyone deserves to be happy, you may not be as physically strong as before, but girl you sure have your mental strength together. I have watched a lot of your videos , it would appear you are getting happier, just an observation.
Love the video, obviously 🥰 My order has been so different, skin softened immediately, then hips n boobs early (3 months, and yes so sensitive and painful), and two years in I’m still buff. I have a body like a fitness girl who reeeeeally loves biceps curls lol
Merry Christmas Mathilda 🥰🥰
You present your posts very well. Have a perfect day.
Aww so proud of u babyy🤍 I wish I can someday get on HRT too after my immigration (I’m currently living in Iran which is a really homo/transphobic country, but I’m moving to canada almost 9 months later, when I get 18) I’m just watching my body getting more masc everyday and I just can’t wait to go on hormones and stop it🥹🏳️⚧️✨
Todays my 28th day on e. Im so excited thankä you for the video
Love ur videos thanks for these
I love your sincerity.
for real girl!! 5 years ago i was into bodybuilding (the gym was my escape to keep me alive)i could bench 370lbs..20 months ago i transitioned and today i can barely bench 110!!Which im ok with since i dont wanna be muscular but i couldnt believe how fast i lost it!
You are stil male and a man
If you don't mind me asking, how old were you when you started? I'll be 42 soon and I'm dying inside thinking I'm too old. I don't think I look too bad for my age but still, the testosterone has done its damage
@@Kira-zm7vy you are what you are born as
@@silkebroxdude7625 I know. I was born transgender 🤪. Just a medical affliction that I'm seeking treatment for. No different from anyone else born with some kind of condition that may require medical and surgical intervention. Is that what you mean? Must be. How could anyone be so stupid as to suggest it's a mental disorder or something that should be ignored for the sake of other people? That would just be plain idiotic and ignorant.
@@Kira-zm7vy you are not born transgender
There are either born male or female
You have gender dysphoria
I am so sorry that you have had to endure so much pain in your transition. I hope that all of that has passed by now.
I am surprised your Dr's never mentioned any of this in detail.
I liked and commented because you asked nicely...love you girl
I'm happy you found a guy who will care for you as the pretty girl you are.
He is not a girl nor a woman
@@silkebroxdude7625 Why are you looking at Trans stuff if that is your belief?!
@@rickseconds7676 why you ask?
@@silkebroxdude7625 My question is self explanatory.
@@silkebroxdude7625 Define woman.
You are stunning matilda you are such a lovable person you are beautiful and perfect as you matilda love you so much awesome video you are a sweetheart
I am really really sorry about missing your last few amazing few videos as i love you and your amazing channel please stay safe and strong prayers and thoughts for you and your boyfriend love your family friend and Aussie fan John ❤❤❤Merry Christmas 🎄 for you and your family xxxx
Hey it is me Baden nice to see you ❤️❤️
Yes I love how I "fit in" or peoples acceptance.
Thanks Mathilda, didn't mentioned about voice, your voice is very pretty, did you had practices? I'm going to check your other videos, to see how you did it ☺️😘
Glad you are here now.
Breast grow and BA were painful, did they worth? Thanks for sharing Mathilda!!
Hey Matlida you wonderful ❤️
I was never jacked to begin with but I've lost muscle mass in the two years I've been on HRT. It's become harder for me to lift and carry heavy objects. Since I work in a retail pharmacy, I don't have to do much heavy lifting. But when I do, I often have to commandeer a shopping cart from the front end to make the job easier.
Speaking of work, my current workplace is the first job I've held as my true self. Everybody there has only known me as Daria. The majority of people correctly read me as a woman. Whenever I do get misgendered, it's usually from older people. But I'm swift to correct them and they apologize.
I've tried training my voice since the pandemic but even then, I'm still told I have a deep voice for a girl. On one hand, I think it gives off vibes akin to Dr. Girlfriend from The Venture Bros. On the other hand, it has me wanting vocal feminization surgery.
I know the feeling of boob soreness all too well! Within the first few months, I noticed soreness as my girls started developing. One time, I walked into a wall in my house on my way to the kitchen and smacked my boobs right into that wall. It HURT! Two years later, I'm at a 38D (American bra size).
The name change: Here in the U.S., every state is different about it. I live in Delaware so I was able to do the name change earlier than if I'd lived in Sweden. I had to publish my name change notice in the paper once a week for three weeks after I'd filled out the petition form for it. Name changes are a matter of public record and it's supposedly to make sure you're not trying to evade criminal charges or defraud creditors. That requirement sucks, especially for trans people who want to live stealth, because you have to out yourself to the world. There's been legislation proposed to ditch that requirement but I don't know if it went anywhere in our state legislature. After I got my publication affidavit in the mail along with newspaper clippings of the name change notice, I got my petitioner's affidavit notarized. Then it was off to the courthouse to hand in the petition, both affidavits, and my original birth certificate. When I had my hearing, the judge asked me the same questions that were on the petition and granted my name change. A few business days later, I received the court order for my name change in the mail. Right now, I'm working on getting my birth certificate updated. As it's a Delaware birth certificate, I can go ahead and do it. If I was born in a Southern state, however, it'd be a different story as I'd either have to have bottom surgery first or prove I was born intersex. And I still have yet to update my library card as well. I only haven't done that because I keep forgetting and haven't gone to a library in years.
Dating: I've only had one girlfriend since I started transitioning. "Charlotte" and I met at a TDOR vigil in 2021 and started hanging out since then. We began dating this past June, just in time for Pride Month. Later that month, we went to New York City for the big Pride parade there; that's when we made it official. She's six years into HRT and has had a boob job, bottom surgery, vocal feminization, and a tracheal shave. I'm two years along and still haven't had any gender-affirming surgeries yet. We were together for four months. She dumped me in October, citing fear of commitment due to having lost her wife ten years ago. None of Charlotte's relationships since that loss have lasted any longer than three or four months. She and that wife were together for six years and that marriage produced two kids. I've still been picking up the pieces from this breakup and am scared I won't find another girl like her. When it comes to dating, I've only ever liked girls. Men have never been on my radar at all. Even before transitioning, I never dated girls the same way a straight cis guy would. My attraction to them was always sapphic. I masqueraded as a straight guy pre-transition and with transition, I turned out to be a lesbian. And at 36, I'm not getting any younger. I'm often scared I'll reach 40 still single, with only a parrot and no wife to call my own.
I am a cis-male, 58 yo, and I have never had enough muscle mass. That is my concern. When I got married and was treated for infertility I took testosterone (proviron) for 3 months to boost my sperm count. And the only effect was, that I grew more body hair. No change in the sperm quantity and quality, so we went to in vitro procedure which was successful.
I know the testosterone was not anabolic, rather androgenic only, which makes sense why it did not increase my muscles - I need anabolic steroids obviously. I still cannot find any answer, why am I so weak?
I do not have any muscle diseases, like muscle dystrophy and so on, just less muscle mass for a man than expected. So, this is still a mystery to me.
Unfortunately genetics are detrimental. Just like real life, its just not fair😢 its okay tho! I dont think muscle mass itself is quite relevant exept for aesthetics I guess, muscle mass doesnt determine strength
Ya, the name thing never really ends unfortunately
Released right as a started hrt, no better odds
Grats! I hope it's everything you hope it will be. How's it going so far?
It's so hard to open lids as a woman, it's embarrasing lol, I often have to ask like my dad to open and he's almost 70 and can open them like nothing. Interesting to hear about the chances you have experienced ad a transwoman.
Excellent video Mathilda, you did great. Can you show us how heavy you can lift? Or bring us to the gym. At work, the lifting capability have been controlled, for men the standard is about 66lbs, and for women 40lbs. When you say weak, just how weak? Like 50%? It would be helpful to know because I'm wondering about the pills if they are optimal. Are you taking them with coffee? Coffee causes distorted effects, mostly partial cancelling its effect. Are you taking tums or any antacids before the hormones? Like, can gastric acid burn some effects? If they are synthetic hormones, are they easy to breakdown. Can you tell us? Please.
I have been on m2f HRT for 15 months now and have yet to see or feel any muscle loss. I have not even had any fat redistribution.
u look amazing, very feminine n super beautiful, thx sweetie, in my humble opinion the trans pain u felt was worth it
Thank you for sharing such personal reflections and observations. Do you know - is your HRT estrogen bioidentical estrogen or a synthetic estrogen? Thank you.
Please tell us about the sideeffects of hrt and how long it took for the pain to go away from breast growht
I'm taking small steps and eventually saving enough for an IPL. Many people associate their old name with a dead name. My name was picked as a controversy and fight between my mum and father. In German, it means friends to all. It also has other origins in the Philippines. My name is a rare occurrence in the valley where I live. It has been given to men and women so it has the function of being Unisex. I know I don't speak for others only for myself. It irritates me when people say male pronouns to me even in Spanish. Here in South Texas, it's like they are saying " We can see that you are thinking differently from the rest, but we do not acknowledge you." It's very hurtful. I do feel at times like just taking the leap and transition, but I don't have the finances nor enough support. I'm a suicide survivor and I feel happy that I now know my trueself; that I feel free from expectations and gender roles from society. I can fly free from a cage. I hate that I know I've accepted my trueself, but I have to keep hiding it. I can't wear a blouse top and skirt outside. I can't go to the female side in stores or Walmart (looking at cut-out designs from fabrics). I can't grow my hair out and wear what I want expressing both genders. We need more LGBTQIA+ politicians in the U.S..... Trans and Bigenders need political support. I would like to go maybe in a gender-neutral bathroom or go in the preferred female bathroom, but I can't because people in Texas are ignorant and would rather believe in some religion of a god who didn't even blink to stop slavery or social injustice. I'm so so so sorry you had to read this. I will transition someday, but I just can't at the moment. I guess it's just going to take one step at a time before we can see social and societal changes. Girl thank you so much for the information. I do hope you have a wonderful time with your family this week. Happy Holidays!!
Also... I'll keep looking onward positively. Thank you for the constant inspiration. 😊
You said the hair removal thing can get rid of dark spots? The katch beauty?
@MathildaHogberg i think we are blessed to live in scandinavia, when it comes to acceptance.. I do bot say it is perfect, but it definitly nit as bad as some other parts of the world..
I would not wish the feelings i had before, the transition and the hurdle it is on anyone..
Hmmm
I wonder if age and activity level before transitioning has anything to do with the body response to HRT.
I started HRT five years prior to surgery. So, from now until then has been twenty one years. My testosterone levels today is
I'm at almost 9 months now, I became a lot weaker too and got noticeably smaller. Unfortunately my arms still look kinda big, even though I never work out
I love all those changes that hrt gives me,but I seem to notice that it also make me gain weight really easily.i still eat as much as before and when I’m a boy it’s kinda fine but now I just keep getting fat.any of you other girls have this problem?😢
Get used to it. Who would have know that taking syntethic hormones is bad for your health. You could also get autoimmune disease, beware
@@redberryterf Ogre, do you know that all medications have side effects?
@@redberryterf For some trans people, their gender dysphoria is really bad for their health. Not taking hormones has its health effects, too. The question is which decision is better for one’s health.
No one on E HRT tells you the colour of your privates will change colour. That was a shock to me and I had watched all these "what they don't tell you about being on HRT" videos at the time.
Happens for us all but the speed is very much an inverse function of age.
I still wish I started earlier than I did. Because I felt the same about my family
First of all I will distinguish muscle mass from strength. You can have muscle mass and not have the strength to achieve the same result with someone with less muscle mass. Then, if you engage in some kind of fitness regime and keep your protein intake at proper levels you will regain strength.
I want to transition but I don’t think I’ll pass. It will be a lot of work to anyway.
Yeah don't do it, it is actually dangerous. Watch Shape Shifter.
@@redberryterf opinion invalidated
When I transition I refuse to lose my muscle. I want that strong girl look
I need help with becoming a trans woman especially on the hair removal and voice
More than anything, the voice comes with practice
after watching this, i'm SO glad my name can be used for both genders.
Hello, sorry, I am a trans woman and during the first stages of hormone therapy, my breasts and the bottom of my breasts were hit hard. From that time until now, except for the part I mentioned, my breast has grown and taken a curved shape, and the bottom of it has not grown. Is it because of the damage done to the cinema or is it because it is still in the first stage of growth?
Monty Python did some research on this topic over forty years ago.
There is something I don’t understand: I can barely understanding that a trans woman is a woman but a male woman. A female woman is a cis woman. So I understand that a man can become a woman and a woman become a man but how can a male become female? Excepting intersex people we are male or female.
Well a male can't become female. A man can't become a woman. This man in the video is also just a gay man who takes estrogen and has had cosmetic surgeries. He is not a woman.
@@redberryterf Trans people agree that men can’t become women and vice versa. Because, for example, Mathilda here has repeatedly explained that she has always been a girl/woman, and we use terms like girl, woman, she, and her to refer to someone’s gender identity, which can’t be changed. We don’t use these terms to refer to someone’s sex which, for trans people, doesn’t match their gender identity.
They did good job on transition..yo are beautiful 👍.even your taken and good luck to you both but if you wasn't taken I would say..I would ❤️👍
You can go to the doctor and get laser hair removal it is expensive but at least the facial hair wont grow back
I'm scared to lose my leg strength 🥺
How much it cost to transform?
Me encantas 😍😍😍
Yep. Boobs are painful. Sore when they grow. Sore when we ovulate, menstrate, etc. Pretty normal.
At the very end she’s talking about the disrespect and condescension women face???
What hormones do mtf needs to take
🥰🥰🥰
trans rights :3
Hello Mathilda, interesting video. May we see your dog sometime? Please?
Thank you! Haha of course. I post about it on my instagram sometimes. I have a nightlight called “fluffy friend” ❤️❤️
What does that mean?
How’s the coco tho
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You are endlessly gorgeous! You must have helped so many people; on the transgender spectrum, I am at the autogynaphilic end of the scale - I am in no way homosexual, (I adore girls) but would love to have been born a girl. What a place to be stuck in!
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Hey you beautiful today 😊
How did you get your voice to be so feminine? I'm not sure how I'll be able to do that when I transition.
Really wished i had your life, i lost all my family besides my 2 sisters. And being a lesbian trans woman is a whole other league, my god.
I'm ok losing the mass, I just don't want to gain a ton of body fat.
Do u have any tips for coming out to supportive parents
Cos it just feels like hell being trapped in this male body
@@jamukha9513 That is not the point. The point is the body is causing plenty of distress. And to add on about health, distress negatively impacts health. Worst of all, it can’t just simply be ignored. Action needs to be taken so that the body and soul are as one
@jamukha but if u have the opportunity to change it u should
@@makimusic1826 thx
He is not like us. He can never know
I'm at 10 years and lost almost no muscle lmfao
I enjoy your video’s, thank you. You are so beautiful. I sent you an email about my struggle
I'm so confused Being a transcendent.
Maybe it’s just me but just assuming we know what you’re talking about is the wrong assumption
People shouldn’t spread rumors about him.
what rumours
My kid is 16. What age were you? A teen still?
She started at 17 if il not mistaken, i started at 16. I wouöd say it might be a lil too early for cross Sex hormones at 16 so id stick to puberty blockers/delayers
How much testosterone blocker made you lose so much muscle mass‽ 😯
I've been taking 12.5mg daily for 4+ months (via pill). I've been hesitant because of studies warning about it damaging kidneys if too much is taking. 🤔