Losing myself after 1 year on Youtube

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  • Опубліковано 1 жов 2024

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  • @angel-c2n1r
    @angel-c2n1r 8 днів тому +1

    Keeping it Real 💯🎯🎊i admire you you do inspire me and keep me going your an amazing person in & out hugs 🫂 Prayers going up have Faith my sis I know exactly what Your saying & going thru 🫶🏻🙏🙌🕊️😇✊👑🕊️🪽🪽🪽🫶🏻🌸🌸🌸🎀💖 be youuu do you your Worthy Deserving Beautiful Appreciated & Loved 🥰 Your created and magnificent made by our Father God💖🎀🎯 I see you 👀 I Hear you I wish I can see you Don’t give up stay strong Hard Strong

  • @simplyAyaann
    @simplyAyaann 8 днів тому +1

    I was also doing UA-cam for about 8 months and it got too exhausting for me trying to keep up with everything and everyone and over consuming I got too tired.. so I completely stopped making videos. Thanks for sharing this made me feel so much better about my decision

  • @pusopuso
    @pusopuso 8 днів тому +1

    Thank you for being real! I watch your videos not because of what you buy but because of your personality and joy. No one can take that from you. Come back when you're ready!

  • @camiisnowfox
    @camiisnowfox День тому

    You’re doing GREAT! Yeah I just started YT and it’s hard to be vulnerable and just be you! Don’t worry about the algorithm! Be yourself! That’s what the people LOVE ❤️

  • @lovealways.natalie
    @lovealways.natalie 8 днів тому +1

    Thank you sis for making this video. Thank you for being open about these topics that most would never discuss truthfully. As a UA-camr, it is so hard to just keep up with it sometimes. You really do get caught up in analytics, and chasing after what others are doing, when in reality and especially for us smaller creators, we JUST WANT TO FILM WHAT WE LOVE AND BE OURSELVES. But I truly believe when we dive into doing that, the right people will find us and stay in our communities because I know a lot of us out here want relatability. I will always support you girl, and I love your fresh content plan for your channel moving forward when you’re ready! I love you so much sis 💗 blessings - Nat 💕

    • @Tonimarie333
      @Tonimarie333  6 днів тому

      Thank you love, I love you guys and appreciate you so much. Life is a whole journey on it’s on but when you lose sight of God and what really matters it’s time to retreat for a bit. Thank you for always being here. 🤎🥹

  • @DannyReadss
    @DannyReadss 8 днів тому +1

    I’m so happy you picked yourself !!!!!!!!! I applaud you!!!!! I always believe being yourself will work it always does ! I preach I don’t buy ALOT of books ect even though those videos get views it’s not about that for me I have to be true and authentic for me!! I am happy for you !

    • @Tonimarie333
      @Tonimarie333  8 днів тому +1

      @@DannyReadss thank you love 🫶🏾 you’re so so right authenticity is key no matter what. Thank you for still being here. 🤎

  • @LochsLibrary
    @LochsLibrary 8 днів тому

    sending you love my girl 💚

  • @mattcarreon95
    @mattcarreon95 8 днів тому +1

    Staying here for the long run sister! Natalie and I are incredibly proud of how far you’ve come. The UA-cam journey isn't for the faint of heart, but you're killing the game! Watching you grow into such an amazing UA-camr has been inspiring, and you've always been my favorite. I’m truly excited to see the new content you’ll be creating, especially as it brings more fulfillment to you personally. It reminds me of Matthew 6:19-21, where it talks about true treasure not being in the things we accumulate, but in living with purpose and meaning. I’m looking forward to seeing how this new direction brings even more of that to your work. Keep shining-you’ve got this! Your bro - Matt

    • @Tonimarie333
      @Tonimarie333  6 днів тому +1

      Thank you so much Matt. 🥹 I swear when you comment I cry EVERY time because you’ve literally been here since my 3rd video always being so supportive and the odds I found Natalie are insane! I’ll forever keep that verse with me. 🤎 I can’t thank you both enough for being here thru my whole journey. 🥹

    • @mattcarreon95
      @mattcarreon95 6 днів тому +1

      @@Tonimarie333 So proud of you! Keep it going sis!

  • @johnneladderley03
    @johnneladderley03 8 днів тому

    Oh my darling Toni, I wish I was there to give you a big hug💗.
    I am so sorry you had lost yourself while doing UA-cam, but I am thankful you recognized that you were not being your authentic self and made the decision to leave the platform to heal and find yourself again.
    I am going through a similar journey where I'm working on my self confidence by trying not comparing myself to others. Building a stronger relationship with God and learning to love myself.
    I appreciate you so much for sharing Toni. I will be praying for God to continue to guide us to our purpose. Love you always Toni, take care and I will see you soon 🙏🏾 🤗 🧡 🍂.

  • @TyeashaElizabeth
    @TyeashaElizabeth 8 днів тому

    I totally understand the obsession with analytics. They can kill the creator’s high. The influencers world makes it so hard to be a “normal” person on social media. I can really relate to you throughout this entire video. I stopped posting on my channel and turned a ton of videos to private all because they weren’t doing well. I just found your channel a few weeks ago and I’ve checked in on it. It’s purely because I think you’re relatable. I feel like we could be friends and I enjoy watching you and your husband interact. I wasn’t suggested your channel because of hello kitty or reading btw. I love thrifting! I have a similar body style as you and I enjoyed finding someone that looks like me doing it. Although I just subscribed after watching this it’s because you’re speaking to the choir. UA-cam isn’t fun if aren’t trying to be YOU. Maybe I should start posting again because it’s really not that serious. It’s supposed to be fun. ❤

  • @Jasminemakeupxoxo
    @Jasminemakeupxoxo 8 днів тому +1

    we are here for you always !! please always prio yourself we just want what's best for you :(

    • @Tonimarie333
      @Tonimarie333  8 днів тому

      I will I promise. 🥹 Thank you love. 🤎

  • @JacquelineR1
    @JacquelineR1 8 днів тому

    Congratulations on going back to school! I'm glad you're strong enough to step back and taking the time and get back to yourself. I anticipate your future content.

  • @LexieFreya
    @LexieFreya 7 днів тому

    I'm so proud of you. I'll will definitely stay subscribe to your channel 🥰 take your time and take care ❤ sending love from Canada

  • @ambershalom33
    @ambershalom33 8 днів тому

    I was just talking about this the other day with my husband about overconsumption. Whether it be books, hair stuff, whatever. I honestly wish there were more UA-camrs like you who are transparent and real. Everything that you are saying makes sense, but a lot of people would not have the guts to say it because they don't want to lose views and they want to keep up with everyone else like you said. But you are not afraid to tell the truth and become your true self. And that's what I like about your channel ❤️

  • @cathyg.9996
    @cathyg.9996 7 днів тому

    I’m here for you no matter what you bring to us. You should be very proud of yourself for being so open and honest about what you’re going through. That takes a lot of strength and courage. Prayers and much love to you on your journey beautiful lady! 🩷🌷

  • @BanterWithBubu
    @BanterWithBubu 8 днів тому

    Toni, you are so real. I told you in the beginning, I am here for you - who you are. I am not go anywhere sweetie. Sending hugs and luv to u and Jess 🩷 I just luv watching you guys just having fun.

  • @KaySoBlessed1
    @KaySoBlessed1 8 днів тому

    I understand Toni! Sending prayers and hugs! 😊💙🙏

  • @angelaholmes8888
    @angelaholmes8888 8 днів тому +1

    It's okay to take a break and do what's best for you i hope you're doing better

    • @Tonimarie333
      @Tonimarie333  8 днів тому +1

      You’re right. I am feeling a lot better just not 100% yet. 🫶🏾

  • @veiledheart0
    @veiledheart0 8 днів тому

    Life is too short to spend your time unhappy. Do what you love and enjoy your life. *HUGS*

  • @ambershalom33
    @ambershalom33 8 днів тому

    Unfortunately a lot of people go through this with the analytics and monetization. It wears out the soul to try to keep up with people 😮 it's easy to compare your life to others and get depressed over it 💔

  • @angeliquegraves5881
    @angeliquegraves5881 8 днів тому

    So very proud of you bestie 🤍🤍🤍

  • @AP-di2pp
    @AP-di2pp 8 днів тому

    @Toni I came in for my hug giiiiiirl! Much love ❤

  • @LaurStar25
    @LaurStar25 8 днів тому

    We ❤ you Toni! Take your time and be true to yourself!

  • @brandiboyd6390
    @brandiboyd6390 8 днів тому

    We love you for you bestie! ❤

  • @CreativelyBria
    @CreativelyBria 8 днів тому

    💙💙💙💙💙💙

  • @ambershalom33
    @ambershalom33 8 днів тому

    🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

  • @helloheshvah
    @helloheshvah 8 днів тому

    sending you love!

  • @donnabatten8796
    @donnabatten8796 8 днів тому

    Hugs 💝

  • @lenasmidsmagnusson5984
    @lenasmidsmagnusson5984 8 днів тому

    Big hug to you☺🍁

  • @TkTkayy
    @TkTkayy 8 днів тому +1

    Do what you love ok? No matter the views! Take your time to heal girl! The people who enjoy it will make their way to you! I’ll be here waiting ❤

    • @Tonimarie333
      @Tonimarie333  8 днів тому

      @@TkTkayy absolutely!!! Thank you for watching love and taking the time to comment such kind words. 🤎🥰

  • @scorpioqueen3538
    @scorpioqueen3538 8 днів тому +2

    Always protect your peace! I appreciate your transparency and vulnerability. Nonetheless, I understand your sentiments. I support whatever path you choose. I hope to see you back sooner than later🙏🏽🫶🏾

    • @Tonimarie333
      @Tonimarie333  8 днів тому +1

      I truly appreciate your kind words! I’ve missed you all so much and I pray I’m back sooner than later as well. 🫶🏾🥹

    • @scorpioqueen3538
      @scorpioqueen3538 8 днів тому +1

      @Tonimarie333 I am happy to hear it. Your words have not fallen on deaf ears. I am in a period of transition myself. Sometimes, it's important to know that you are not alone in this journey called life. I wish the best for you and your family! Take your time, allow yourself grace, and know that you are an important entity in the world. Take care of yourself 🫶🏾

    • @Tonimarie333
      @Tonimarie333  8 днів тому

      @@scorpioqueen3538 you do the same Queen. I appreciate at that more than you know and I wish you the best of luck on your journey and just know I’m here if you need anything. 🤎

  • @tierraspot
    @tierraspot 8 днів тому

    I’ve been following you from the beginning. I’ve been here for the same wyldeheart that I met a year ago. 🤍 love you and I’ll be praying for you.

  • @angel-c2n1r
    @angel-c2n1r 8 днів тому +1

    It’s better to Give then receive fills your soul ❤I do my best daily to help others loving 🥰 me First ❤🎀💖🫶🏻🪽🪽