Mac Miller - Doodling In The Key of C Sharp (prod. Larry Fisherman)
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- Опубліковано 5 лют 2025
- “Doodling In The Key Of C Sharp”, produced by Larry Fisherman, was released December 17, 2012 unofficially while Mac was working on Watching Movies With The Sound Off.
You can find part of the song on TreeJTV’s channel along with a video blog of some sort made by Rex Arrow: • a moment in time vol. 2
Original Video Source: vimeo.com/jake...
Jake Fried (b.1984) began his artistic career as a painter, but as he went through the process of layering and modifying images, he realized what truly interested him was the way the images metamorphosed in the course of making a painting and he changed tracks to become an animator. His experimental films have been widely shown internationally, including at the Tate Modern and Sundance Film Festival. He has created commissioned work for clients including Adult Swim, Netflix and Harley-Davidson. Fried uses ink and white-out, sometimes adding gouache, collage and even coffee to generate hallucinatory vistas, modifying and shooting the images over and over to create mind-bending animations that evolve at a frenzied pace. He currently teaches animation at the Massachusetts College of Art & Design in Boston. More at www.inkwood.net
[Intro]
Check, it's 6:26 in the morning
I just made this beat 'cause I realized that I enjoy playing the piano
Ah, you know, fuck you
No one is in the room with me right now so I'm gonna record myself
I'ma try and do this all in one take, so there's not a lot of editing
'Cause I'm too drunk to edit, and that's just the truth of the matter
Aight, let's go
[Verse]
Uh, I said raps is cold, about twenty below
I just realized I don't give a fuck any mo'
Used to look into the mirror askin', "Where will this go?"
Got big quick, kinda wish that I was takin' it slow
It takes balls to go and break from the mould, I guess I did that
I still got some dumbass fans who want K.I.D.S. back
And I forget that they twelve years old, I must accept that
Should probably stop thinkin' so much and just rap
I wish life was kinda easier to figure out
I wish it was like Ferris Bueller singin' "Twist and Shout"
I got a couple reasons that I'll stick around
But for the most part this shit is foul
I place my hand on a stovetop to see if I'm awake
I heard you takin' bath salts and eatin' people's face
Saw the people I know personally
I see they act a certain way because they workin' for me
And if you take that as a diss it means I'm talkin' to you
Know I never look down, I got knots in my shoe-strings
Made some money, went and bought me a few things
This ain't shit, I'm just doodling, haha
I'm sick of goin' to the movies and people lookin' at me
Inquire 'bout some shit that they know they shouldn't ask me
Hollywood got every girl around the world fasting
Like eatin' was a sin, when really beauty lie within
Guess I wouldn't fuck me a fat bitch
I just disagree wit'chu determining fat is
Wanna go to Israel and see if there's a God there
For now I'm 'bout to smoke some blunts and post in this lawn chair
Could've been the mayor 'cause I'm excellent with politicking
People never say what's on their minds because they on a mission
Who do you think you are?
And may God damn your soul if you forgot tradition
Locked inside a box, a prison, somewhere there I saw a vision
Met this girl with innocence and stole it while on top of linen
Rocket, word to Roger Clemens, that don't mean a thing
I'm in love with makin' melodies but scared to even sing
For you judgmental fuckheads, talkin' 'bout my life
You don't know me, and if you did, you'd say I'm nice
Everyone I see always has some cool advice
'Bout what they'd do if they were me and all the issues they would fight
You could never fathom what this shit is like
And I hope you turn your bitch to dyke
My kryptonite is me
Yeah
MR. Miller. I know you’re alive… I’m nobody, but you are the best.
Salute to you sir. For being so humble and courageous. I know you’ll see this, if you’re around somewhere, which I believe you are…
I left you a comment, my friend
Thanks for the lyrics homie 🙏🏻
Aaah, you know....f*ck you😂😂
@@fruitofthepoisonoustree6562 uh, sorry to inform you but he died 5 years ago.
It’s such a cool feeling, still finding “new to me” Mac Miller music.
Right?! hope I never reach the end 🤙🏽
the guy did so much in 26 years
My favorite thing ever. I pray his fam keeps releasing all his stuff. The legend must live on.
I hope Mac was reborn
I just got done explaining this to my wife. That's how you know an artist is really good. She just rolled her eyes at me
I remember walking to work at 3am playing this song in the winter .Drifting with the lyrics, appreciating the beautiful empty streets like an art gallery, while following the beat, knowing it was going to be a tough day at work.But the moments listening to Mac, it was like Mac and I were struggling together. .Like I wasn’t alone.
You’re never really alone ❤️
Exactly bro, that’s why Mac is so great you can just relate so what he’s saying
Make someone else's struggle about your own. +5 pity points.
@@alexmcdonald9424 yeah and he starts off saying he use to walk then says he drifting through empty streets. Song is talking to him
@@alexmcdonald9424 Criticizing a fan for connecting with an artist on an emotional level. -5 decent human points.
I love Mac’s writing. He very openly talked about feeling shameful and lost and made philosophical evaluations that leave you thinking and it’s all between a lot of vulgar innuendos and incredible instrumentals/mixes. Miss this guy’s perspective sooooo much
Rerrrrr
You summed up why I love Mac so much
feel that 100% perfectly said
For me personally, I relate more when on shrooms. That's when I'm really tapped into Macs songwriting
Beautifully written.
Mac is one of the few artists who absolutely no one talked shit on when he died and I think that says a lot.
Lol goldlink basically said Mac copied his whole album the day he died
@@spencebillz first of all, it was over a year after Mac passed. Second of all, he VERY quickly retracted and clarified his statement.
@@SunsOfTheNight fukk goldlink
@@SunsOfTheNight gold link is a bitch
Goldlink is ass too this niggas albums are so boring
"my kryptonite is me"
shit still hits me even after years later
long live that great
Mac with the Cheesy Raps
i feel liked we'd get along.
Me too. It made me think of the lyrics from Self Care, " Somebody save me from myself"
"can I get a break, wish that I could just... get out my goddamn way, what is there to say, ain't a better time than today" - Good News
54 years old and I listen to Mac daily. So brilliant and so missed.
love u man
One love
We all do no matter the age
One Love 💯
It’s crazy how he literally called him self out over and over and over and over and over again
He was self aware. Which is why his music is so good. He knows who he is and isn’t trying to make music everyone likes, but music that portrays who he really is. It’s why he always grew as an artist and no project was really ever the same. The realest there has ever been.
Self hatred in drug addiction is a bitch bro, trust me. Mac was wrestling with a lot of shit
Music was art before it was a means for sales and mind control. Mac would have not stood out in any other time period prior to this, with that being said. This is the result of art. Not music curated for sales or mind control. Wild concept these days eh 😅 .. RIP Mac
Man these lyrics are so eerie and show how intelligent mac really was and a lot of the existential dread he experienced as a result
Straight up. This felt really personal, even more so than most of his songs. Like a window into his soul.
one of the best songs most of his fans never heard while he was alive. true classic
do most people know Cruisin? i love that one, old as hell
@@5.kc.5 most people don’t know any of his soundcloud only stuff, that’s where all his experimental work with production came
@@chuckie0returns yeah.. i listen to him since 2011 but im over here in Brasil so not many people knew him till he died unfortunately
What year did this song originally come out ?
@@MIMS207 December 2012
2:12 is a crazy switch up
My big bro put me on this song, he past away a couple years ago the same way Mac did. I miss you Cam
yo Cam backwards is Mac....
Rip. ❤
R.I.P ❤️ bro hope your doing ok and Jesus loves you
Lost my brother 3 years ago too. It's hard for me to listen to mac now because we both enjoyed his music so much. Most of the time it hurts too bad to listen to any of it but today is a good day to listen to this song and think of him. Love you Robbie
My heart races every time this song starts. The overwhelming feeling of sadness mixed with emptiness will never leave. Maybe one day I’ll be able to get over it
i got over it, it’s the worst feeling but it’ll go with time.
Everything will work out💖💖💖💖
There is always tomorrow
Came here to revisit this comment to ask for help. How do you guys do it? I can’t listen to any Mac songs without the feelings taking over. Wish I could listen and just be happy
@@thomasoneill747he’s too damn good u can’t ignore ur insides while listening to this mad man
"I'm in love with making melodies, but scared to even sing
for you judgmental fuck heads, talking bout my life
You don't know me, and if you did, you'd say I'm nice."
As someone who loves to make music and loves to rap, but never really had the confidence to just do it, this line is too relatable. He is just so talented and so inspiring. He fearlessly puts his heart on a track and doesn't try to hide it. He was just real. There's a sample of someone talking in some other song I heard years ago, where the guy says "People can say that you left the world just a little bit better than when you found it.," or something to that effect. I feel that Mac did that. He's one of those guys who I look at and say "I understand, I wanna do that too."
Please make your melodies, spit your heat, and sing.
I feel u , ima girl whos been writing music since three yrs ago but too afraid to even release anything cos im worried bout wha ppl will think of my work but who tf is there to judge js focus on wha truly makes u feel happy n fulfilled cos you only live once.🌌
I hate that I want everyone to hear me but I’m afraid of the wrong ears tuning me out . I don’t mind it not being your flavor but you don’t have to spit in it .
@AngelsRockMyWorld I just responding to your comment because it was the last one but take that leap of faith. Disregard what people may say about you. You only live once; if music is what makes you happy, then go for it! I believe in everyone thats tries their best
@@Goddessy That's facts though, people are toxic as fuck, for the most part. But you just gotta ignore their bullshit and eventually you'll find people who connect with you. The other thing too is some people just need time for it to grow on them, perhaps they just weren't in the right mindset for your song to really hit them. I mean, I made this comment a year ago, and just about a month or so ago, we were joking around at work and put on a beat and I spit a verse that I have written from memory and everyone was kinda blown away. I'm kind of a perfectionist so it's hard for me to look at something I made and call it well-done, but it was kinda cool to look up and see people with their jaw dropped. I'm in a spot in life right now where I am simply too tied up in other responsibilities to be able to actually sit down and take the time to record shit, but some day I will actually make a mixtape just for the hell of it. You gotta just block out the haters and go for it. If you flop, then at least you can say you tried. But even then, if I made something exactly the way I wanted it to sound, then I wouldn't care if only one other person enjoyed it - I'll still feel like I accomplished something, and got some weight off of my chest.
They key imo is that you gotta make your music for you, and to hell with whether or not other people like it. Not only does the process feel so much better without that constant stress/weight on your mind, but you end up sounding better and are more able to connect with and relate to the people you want to reach. It gives you more musical integrity, because it seems less artificial. Also, in my personal opinion, it makes you a better artist because you truly expressed yourself, rather than molding what you say to fit somebody else's definition of "good," and expressing yourself is quite literally the entire point of making music.
Its really incredible how well the animation links to the music. For being two extremely freeform styles of art they manage to hit a point of perfect equilibrium and created something entirely new.
2:44 so real, you can feel the pain in his voice and just the transparency in the whole song. macadellic through faces is a cool, sad era. most of his music from macadellic onward is just mind boggling stuff.
my kryptonite is me
There is still no talent today who can match the energy and mind set of Mac. SO unique. This world wasnt ready for Mac. Your where you deserve to be. At rest. Peace. But we sure do miss you.
KAAN is pretty damn great. He's one of a few artists of the younger generation that I think has a similar mindet as Mac
@@theherbpuffer I check him out for sure
@@jfnd1zz would be a disservice not to
Missed Every fucking day like he was my maternal brother and I never even met him. love you Malcom, miss you man.
@@loganbrown2807 bro I feel the same way. The pain just doesn't fade like other artists
man. i miss mac so much. just thinking about the fact that we'll never get any more new mac is enough to break a heart. that being said, thank you so much for posting these songs. it gives me a new feeling of mac music without the worry of the main media liking it, because thats not what its for. these songs are for the mac fans that still listen everyday. for the fans who still wait for new stuff. really, its for the true mac fans who appreciate anything the man did, even the stuff that wasnt as good. its for us, the people who, after almost 3 years since his death, go to youtube just to listen to these rare songs. god bless you guys and RIP MAC
check spotify g
Everyday I miss this man and never even met him but yet feel so connected and attached to him through what he created.
Respectfully I gotta disagree a little. I think Mac made music for him. Not only because he liked it, but because music was his life and his therapy. We just had the privilege of him sharing it with us. That's why his music was so honest and brought us to his soul, he's writing to himself.
@@romanbost4709 i agree completely. i was saying now, long after his death, new music being released isn’t being released to generate profits, it’s for the fans who still listen. and we still listen because of how brutal, and honest, and beautiful it all is
Holy shit when he said "It's 6:26 in the morning" I looked at my clock at IT SAID SIX TWENTY SIX A.M. I'M FUCKING TWISTED RN
Yeah it's a weird feeling to really miss Mac even though i never met him. I cry when hearing just music and even feel a sense of anxiety when i realize he's gone. Rest in peace a pure hearted legend
Timeless. Malcolm made us all feel like him, because he made us feel like he was one of us . Because he was.
There are literally no artists with these lyrics, prove me wrong. I love these, his work.
No
Maybe earl but it’s different. But agree Mac was the real deal goat
Mac you saved my life 10 years ago and I'm so grateful that your music has watered and grown me into the blossom i am today. I remember my heart breaking the day you passed but you are immortal and one day my kiddos are gonna know your name. I love you :(
It amazes me how talented Mac was but yet was somewhat ashamed of his music of what others think as an artist the biggest critic is "you" we judge ourselves to much for the art we create instead of enjoying the things we make take pride in things we make as artist to keep going and creat do more this can also be applied to life if we're feeling a little bit lost don't over complicate things just have a simple view of things for now and as you grow and learn and become more mature we figure things out it just takes time.
a little punctuation goes a long way when you’re trying to express your opinion to other people, friend
@@tommytwo-times9053 I understood perfectly without punctuation, sir.
@@skylersandoval2974 I had a hard time reading it, kinda difficult when it's not your first language.
@@matsvb11 that’s a different scenario
@@skylersandoval2974 i understood it perfectly. but when you type something out without punctuation you sound like a child unraveling an early, half-baked thought
Mac I miss you so much. No artist has ever resonated with me as much as you did. Wherever you are I hope you have found peace.
His passing makes me sad. Makes me wonder... makes me realize how special this person was. Words literally cannot describe how deep and cool his flow is at the same time. This is poetry. I am 42 years old. Been listening to hip hop habitually since I was 13 and take great pride in my taste. Mac miller is timeless and is in my top 3 WITH OUT A DOUBT. RIP. only the good die young.
I feel like he's one of the best of all time but the world hasn't come to the realization. People forget that all of these "non mainstream" songs are produced by him 100%. All of his aliases were genius. Truly one of the greats.
@@truthwatchsociety I agree. His bars be over their head n under their feet.
I used to watch this exact video back in the Fall of 2021 when I first started college. Me and my buddy started smoking a bunch of weed around that time (typical college activites) and we'd get crazy stoned in his attic and come back to the computer in his room with all the LEDs on and this star projector thing on the ceiling. Those opening chords always take me back right to that spot and give me the most overwhelming nostalgia to probably the most exciting time in my life. So thanks for uploading this, I might not have discovered this song if you hadn't.
it’s crazy how music can do that
Hope You and Your Buddy Are Doing Well
This is honestly my favorite song macs ever made. It’s so angelic .
All his songs,feel so personal. Almost like he wrote if for you..beautiful artist.
I’m off the LSDDD lol smoking a joint and appreciating all of the beauty in this video and music when it was created. It’s also hella trippy LOL.
@@Guisk8POA nooooo lmfao it has saved my life I was going through multiple neuroses,and an existential crisis,I would have took my life or even worse continue to live life with no meaningful connection to others and oneself and only get worse,LSD in moderation and micro doses has unexplainably changed the way I view myself and the world around me,I now am able to perceive the world through a lens that allows me to know “I am the thinker of my thoughts,and furthermore the observe”,without this I would still not know to feel the feeling but not become the emotion and I would be impulsive and suicidal once more. But LSD may be different for you :) thanks tho for caring.
@@yqrose happy you’re here
@@brookecooney2228 thank you so much luv.🤍Im happy your here as well.
mushrooms for me love to listen to faces in a trip & it feels like the first time again
@@Guisk8POA what you on about LSD is one of the least harmful drugs you can take (physically at least)
When im down Mac's music always find a way to me, thanks for leaving music that can guide me when I grow up.
This man, is such a beautiful artist/producer. This guy has produced his OWN songs BY HIMSELF, obviously not the case with all his songs. But the fact that this guy, was drunk, possibly stoned out his mind, made a beat, AND rapped (probably) did this all in one take , AND PRODUCED THE WHOLE SONG on his own at 6AM. Like it couldnt get anymore clear than that.
Used to hear this song with my old best friend. He showed me this song and he would rap EXACT like Mac same style and all. Long story short he got hooked and drugs and I tried helping and so would his mom . Now I haven’t spoke to him in YEARS. Every time I hear this song brings back strong memories of my younger days and good times with a true friend .
Find him man ! This is the year you speak to him
Finding new to me mac music is the best thing ever. You could try to do it every day for the rest of ur life. He has so much shit out there. He was and still is incredible to me.
God damn by him is on soundcloud. Heeeat
This visual is dope as hell
mac is the reason i even attempt to make music...his artistry will go down for generations...he was so honest and true to himself while also being cool as fuck....thank you mac from the bottom of my heart
the world needs Mac more than ever right now...
I understand why this song didn’t make it onto balloonerisms. It’s a darker song compared to the official album which seems lighter and more ethereal and peaceful
The raw insight into his mind in this song blows me away every time I listen to it.
use to listen to this song all the time but honestly forgot about it as time went on. Thanks for this upload.
This is one that always seems to find me when I need to hear it
Lyrics are brutally honest as always. Rest easy king
Heard this the day it dropped, makes me think back and I've listened to Mac his whole career, he grew up with me and now I grow without him, but I'll always have his music and memories with it, love you Mac, appreciate everything you've done for me without even knowing
I've never heard this before. The tears just fell out of my eyes
Overthinking life in the middle of the night and then i found this...
Thanks mac
(Never had these many likes i feel like the riff raff meme: My main goal is to blow up...)
welcome bud
And then act like I don’t no nobody hehehehe
My 🥭 is to 💣💥🆙
love 💟
what a trippy ass video, really brings the song to life
This is honestly one of the most beautiful songs ever made, there’s levels to this I can’t even explain.
I Found this on sound cloud and just now remember I listened to this song 3 years ago
3rd shift at Waffle House. 4am in the empty parking lot, smoking a blunt, listening to this song. Wanting my life to be more than what it was but afraid to let go of what I knew. This song brings back some strong feelings.
you are where you are meant to be at the moment. ride the amusement park ride, life is wild. you'll get to your destination.
@@BradenWhite624 bingo
just keep paying attention. No matter where you go, God is there to help you just do your best. Be good to people around you. That’s all life is. You can do whatever you want with it in the meantime. The world still needs waffle house employees after all
This song is so perfect in its imperfect Mac miller way - I can picture every lyric in my head so clearly and actually feel it. Does anyone else ever feel like Mac had a deep, yet beautiful way of connecting his raps/life experiences with others whether dark or light? His constant theme of duality really resonates, and his music was ahead of his time like even before the world got especially crazy, now we are all aware and have a higher consciousness of it. RIP Mac though your an angel, your spirit lives on 9️⃣2️⃣ till infinity, I’ll be on that 🌊 too following my dreams as a writer- music such as his inspires me and makes me want to leave my mark in this strange world too.
💯 🌌🌀♾📓☯️
Need this on Spotify
Mac has been one of my favorite artists and I grew up listening to him. This used to be one of my favorite hidden gems by him, and I'm so glad that its getting the attention that it is. I love that swimming and circles got the response that they did, but it's also nice to know that new fans are experiencing the Mac that I fell in love with.
Every single time I hear a Mac song I wana make music, inspires me everytime. Miss u dude ❤️
Brooo I literally couldn’t find this for the longest. Hearing Mac at the start so surreal now.
This is easily by the the most profound and mind-blowing visual of all time. As expected of one of the goats. Rip Mac
THere's just some kind of medicine in this one that you have to come back to.
got home from first day of sophomore year. don’t know anyone in like half of my classes. i mean i could make friends and shit but i just really don’t like a lot of people some even for no reason. got home and fell asleep listening to this song almost instantly. almost wish i never woke up
damn i really forgot about this comment. it’s 3 weeks later. and i’m a little more social then i was. but i’ve developed an eating disorder i think. i’m 15 years old 120 pounds in the first place and i’ve lost 4 pounds in a week. my stomach just always hurts if i think about food now it sucks. i put just enough food in my body to get me through the day (like half of breakfast). hopefully this just fixes on its own but idk
@@DP-ru1gi damn bro i got some stomach problems too, shit that causes anything i eat to instantly vomit back up, despite the fact that i enjoy every taste of it like i normally do i just cant hold anything in my stomach while other shit occurring in my life was already enough as it is
Video is crazy! song is dope. 👁
Long Live Malcolm. #MostDope 👍🏼
Ive noticed in the songs where Mac is very monotone, he brings out a lot about himself. Wish I could have met you Mac
i wouldn’t be the same person without this guy
r.i.p. mac miller (aka Larry Fisherman)
I remember walking to the store with my boy marc. He was talking about why I didn’t like Mac miller. Told me to listen to Larry fisherman. Said he was rapping about the stuff I was going through. He got killed. I can’t even tell him he was right. Life is kind of fucking wild.
I remember listening to this in middle school. Macs voice brought me warmth in a world so cold. Rest easy Mac
ive heard this song a few times but I needed this tonight. Thanks mac. Love your tunes.
This song is so hauntingly beautiful, you can just feel mac's emotions and pain in his voice
a piece of the world died when he left us…thx for being there for all of us broken and down, you helped me get thru this game called life. gone way too soon r.i.p to the greatest 🤘
mac just made sense lyrics are vivid and real. miss you man.
Love you homie. Thank you for this.
I always felt so good to put my friends on to new music and now it feels so good when my kids put me on to good music..!!
This brings so many memories
i feel like this man work is always so good, watching this vid changed my world for a minute
Reminds me of what’s it’s like to have an ego death or just like dissociation I feel like the video captures what it’s been like for me in the past but couldn’t explain it
R.I.P. mac, you were an amazing person and artist.. We miss you, but we know your jammin in heaven... Much love!
Such a big inspiration ❤️🔥
When mac passed this song made me cry…
This song hit’s very different & i love it so much. I honestly wish there was such a time, i got to spend some time in the studio with him, just to see him do what he was doing in the studio, the conversations etc. love you mac
Appeared in my feed again..something about winter makes this perfect..
Ugh I remember back in like 2015, being so drunk at a party and all i wanted to do was listen to this song on the speakers. I played it & the vibe of the party shifted bc this song is very dark. I still love this song almost a decade later. Thanks for the memories, Mac. We all miss you & love you. Most Dope forever 🕊️
Mac describes the feelings we can’t describe
Used to bump this all the time back in the confusing days right out of high school
One of my favorites from Mac
“People never say what’s on their mind cos their on a mission”
soooo good
Right between GOOD:AM and Faces. Perfect ❤
No, this was between macadelic and watching movies, 2012-2013 timeframe
The soundcloud years lol. Pretty sure this came out right around watching movies. Maybe between movies and faces
I just am crying. RIP Malcolm
such an amazing song and makes me wish mac was back even more, thanks for posting this
RIP Mac ypu absolute legend
You can tell this was made around the time of faces. Asking questions, accepting and deep in drugs, the flows and rhyme patterns. I miss this mac. To a degree, it was liberating hearing him talk about all of the things he was struggling with in such an artistic way. These flows are my favorite
Nope
Wow this video perfectly matches the song and the feeling it gives. Nice job
I remember being almost addicted to Larry Fisherman SoundCloud drops. RIP Ill be listening till i die.
This is very Watching Movies. Love it
Any time he mentions bath salts I know it’s from his watching movies era
breaks my heart
The greatest.
Crazy how many people this is new to
This song takes me back to sitting my living room alone at 5am after everyone is gone and I’m playing music on my Xbox while chopping lines pulling straight from the vodka bottle… so glad those days are over. RIP Mac. Your music helped me do drugs, and you helped me quit them.
For me it was porn at 5 am, and the substance of the lines ended up changing burning my nose
Been a Mac fan for a long time…. Just found this song today and to think of his lyrics and him actually talking about his life 😓😓😓💔💔💔💔 that breaks my heart especially when he said “my krypton is me” he was his own worst enemy and it took the best of him
You can never fathom what this shit is like.
This music will live on forever forever miss this guy
It's always a very emotional moment every time I find a track I haven't heard. I'm not smart enough to express what this man means to me.
oh man haven’t i not seen this yet miss you mac 🥲🙏🏻🔥