Fog Brain While Addicted
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Still here. Even when you're not, you are still helping me
Lifes unfair. Why just why
@@charlesleger6787 how are u?? Xx
@@insolentnik495 day 16. Depressed. No energy. Thanks. And you ?:)
I hope both of you are doing well. I revisit these videos from time to time; especially around the time Ryan passed away. It was 3 years yesterday. It’s easy to pretend that he’s still alive somewhere thriving and super happy being a dad and a husband.
42 days clean today!
This guys saved alot of lives .
You’re greatly missed thanks for all your vids and help , I always remember you as a great man. You fought and you won!! Be in pace Rayan.
Did he die or something?
@@Shmyrk omg that was my question too?! Where did he go? I hope to God he didn’t die! Or even relapse. :(
@@NicholenZoe yeah I found he died in his sleep years ago :( Blood clot I think. Not drug related. Complete tragedy
I’ve watched a lot of videos and you are by far the best man because you keep it real and an inspiration for all
4 months clean, Thank you Ryan
How’s the depression and tiredness at 4 months
It's torture to start off with, I really did struggle but I promise you it's worth every second it took to get my life back. To anyone going through withdrawl or considering it, please seek professional help. It's a long path but the rewards are amazing
Did u know that Ryan died!?!?
@@texastoast2961 huh?
Sanubion Skiwalker He died about 4-6 months ago
Ryan I 100% agree with you about changing the things you do , breaking away from rituals and other habits you have developed during active addiction. Some of these habits can be as hard to break as the pain killers specially when you don't even realize you have developed them. I am a working progress , I have yet to completely kick my habit but I don't give up and I have made huge strides I don't go thru withdrawls anymore because I have little relapses in between weeks of clean time I'm in no way saying I'm doing a great job but I'm still working, I'm now making an effort to change my world people,places and things because we are a product of our environment.
You are so right....I have been watching your videos for like 2 months and even though it's been a little over a year since I stopped messing with the actual opiate pain pills percocets in general but at the same time I was on a maintenance program which was Suboxone so watching your videos you gave me the Hope just to get off of it so my body can be fully clean and sober I'm proud to say that today is my first day was snow Suboxone and even though these five days have been hell through watching your videos you taught me just keep pushing myself and I really don't think I could have done it what about watching your videos so I really want to thank you you will have been such a big help you don't even know how much of a big help you have been even though it's only been 5 days I can see where the fog is starting to be lifted I'm starting to see things completely different than what I did 5 days ago so I just want to thank you
Cameo Littleton, Congratulations on Your Detox! He helped me when I went through it, too.♥️
Thank you, Ryan!
Inspired again. Thank you
Thanks for the video!
Their are periods when I was using that I can't even remember! Even though I thought I was fine at the time. Great video Ryan, love
Hi Ryan thanks for another great informative video. In the last 35hrs my neighbors have targeted my premises to try and obtain my pain medication. It started with them over hearing my discussions with friends regarding my monthly meds dosages,as I live in a unit the 2 units are merely separated by a brick wall. They're meth addicts you can fill in the blanks in what behaviour they are involved in..
This is now a police matter so I've been busy with the associated paper work. I'm leaving to stay with relatives for a week and will email you shortly. Once again i sincerely thank you for your unwavering support for all of us battling through this process of pain medication side effects etc. Kindest regards Matt
Im clean these days thank God. But still subscribed and watch all ur vids.. I always called it being stuck on stupid whenever I'd fog up like that. That's a bad feeling for sure
Rip man
I have PAWS, thank you for the positive inspiration
So true. Good stuff man! Sometimes I forget how bad it was and how twisted my logic was. If I don't keep this "in mind", in recovery, I have and could again revert back to using. Got to stay vigilant. Its a vicious circle. Take care... Be easy bud!
Your not alone buddy. I was the same.
I've been waiting to get seen by a drug worker and the waiting list is huge! I came off it myself a few months back then begun using again and I don't know how to stop. I'm fearful of coming off it, I'm fearful of the aftermath. I'm just fearful. Oh God help me.
Cold turkey, day 2. Thank you!
How did u get on?
@@GlassSuperstar Huh? Like how'd I get hooked on it before? I'm 3 weeks clean now
@@chino4847 sorry meant, was it super tough to withdraw and how are u feeling now? Sorry just curious as I remember withdrawing from tramadol and it was the hardest torturous time.
@@GlassSuperstar worst week I've ever experienced. Sweating, puking, restlessness. I got through it by listening to political podcasts, cigarettes, and weed. I feel alive. I feel great.
@@chino4847 well done. Respect
With a positive attitude.... it will happen. Think negative.. brings negative. Yes! Brain fog. Made a lot of mistakes in brain fog.
It's been a while since you posted and you mentioned things being a bit rough earlier with work and such. Hope everything is ok! If not, my social medias welcome you and if I can offer words of solace or advice I would love to try. We're all people trying to survive up in this bitch. 🧡
You are so handsome!
Great video bro thx again
4 WHEELING, Hey Rusty! Take good care of you.😊♥️
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Rip ryan, its weird how when we are using we have brain fog and dont even realize it
I'm coming of suboxen day 10 and I have brain fog I would explain it more like delirium than thinking clear. I'm coherent but it's almost like I'm under water all the time it sucks
Can you tell me Ryan, what is your definition of addicted?
Ryan .. I hope you can answer this . I have major ptsd . Cancer survivor and other much worse things I can’t get into. I know this sounds like a cop out , but sometimes I get psychotic because of my flashbacks. Sometimes the only thing that pulls me back into reality is opiates . I have gone without and I am a mess .. Have you heard about the ptsd and opiate relief that they can have . Believe me , I have used pot , sedatives and even antidepressants at times and nothing seems to touch the ptsd like a couple norocs . What am I too do ?
You're amazing
I gotta stop blowing for blues
I’m in between rn I try and fail try and fail and I’m on methadone ?? What’s wrong with me !!
Please just keep trying and getting back up. Learn from your slip up and move in a positive direction again. Thanks for sharing that cuz I too am on methadone and I too have been"slipping up" here and there. I just keep getting back up. I always take something from my relapses and use it as motivation to stay clean. Hope this helps you like your sharing helped me. Take care! Your worth it. Dont forget that!
Samantha, Just keep trying. Don’t give up. You’ll get off of it. Never give up, because you deserve a clean life.♥️
Maybe your friends , maybe need support , maybe take a serious decision for your life ...... you must be stronger ... everything is in your mind, ....
Kosmas gr, A lot of the addiction is in the mind, but in the detox from opiates, it’s very physically painful, too. We have to really want it, in order to quit and stay off of it.
@@CMoore8539 i know very well the wdrs of opiates. I stay 45 days inside my home like Hell. No sleeping for the first month then the idiot doctor give me benzos Hypnostedon another hell if addicted ...well after a month i sleeping with benzos but its not only that the symptoms sneezing,diarroia,dont have power to do anything only to stay in your bed ,your legs and bones you feel like going to smashed ..etc.. i understand everyone but first to need is smashed your phonecard and change it and forget your old friends and make new... also you need a support for persons who love you and for your family and must be want to stay clean.. i try many times to stay clean but must be understand to destroy your life and destroy everything with drugs ... i am clean 1 year for everything the first 3 months is not good then you will see another person ... also the feelings change day by day... my english is bad sorry ,i want to tell more things but i dont know the english language very well.. i am from europe. I have one question for persons to leave in usa ,the drugs Krokodil or Shisha is it in usa?
Hey Ryan, can you confirm the account name for donations on PayPal? I sent some change but the LLC was one I've not heard you mention...fort live?
Ryan was looking really rough. I watched his videos in the past and stopped and when I came back he looked really aged.
He died a few months ago due to a heart condition apparently!