Learning to Talk Again...

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  • @krsandberg
    @krsandberg 7 років тому +2020

    As a speech therapist, this video is amazing, inspiring, educational, and I am AMAZED at your resilience and patience with yourself with your word finding difficulties. You have me in awe right now!!!

    • @cerigyn
      @cerigyn 7 років тому +28

      Kelconlain RTP I'm a soon-to-be Speech and Language graduate, I too find these videos amazing! So impressed to see how much progress you've been making in your therapy sessions and how hard you're working -- gives me hope that one day, I'll be able to help people in a similar situation!

    • @JessieUsry
      @JessieUsry 7 років тому +7

      Kelconlain RTP I'm an SLP too ! I find her videos so insightful and inspirational !

    • @kaylar.7645
      @kaylar.7645 7 років тому +1

      Also an SLP. Love watching her videos.

    • @brittdallas7149
      @brittdallas7149 7 років тому +37

      GI GGIE She had a brain tumor removed and the tumor was in the portion of the brain that controls speech and language. Speech therapy is helping her grasp/relearn how to communicate what she is trying to get across. For instance, she seems to know what she is trying to say but the wrong word is coming out. She's doing an A+ job and has come so far since her surgery!

    • @amandadunagan274
      @amandadunagan274 7 років тому +2

      Also an SLP grad student and watching her videos warms my heart. She is truly doing so amazing and I am so proud to see her strength and perseverance!

  • @Nomzi
    @Nomzi 7 років тому +698

    My heart hurts when she sounds frustrated over her speech lapses. :(

  • @carroteal9109
    @carroteal9109 7 років тому +3498

    She honestly looks like if the ocean was a person. Those fabulous freckles, and mesmirizing eyes.

    • @SkyRied1
      @SkyRied1 6 років тому +27

      Carroteal
      And an amazing personality!

    • @camila-ys7tg
      @camila-ys7tg 6 років тому +6

      You should make that into a niche meme

    • @Kpmomof4
      @Kpmomof4 6 років тому +16

      Carroteal agreed! That is such a perfect analogy! She is gorgeous!!!

    • @nikkimitchell00
      @nikkimitchell00 6 років тому +10

      You win perfect comment. She seriously does

    • @understatedfloss8407
      @understatedfloss8407 6 років тому +2

      Carroteal yes she doessss

  • @gailcomiskey3041
    @gailcomiskey3041 7 років тому +3563

    It makes me so sad when she gives that disappointed look when she mispronounces a word.

    • @mihikaadewoo2439
      @mihikaadewoo2439 6 років тому +39

      Why cant she talk properly. I am new here

    • @RadicallyDark
      @RadicallyDark 6 років тому +25

      Gail Comiskey I can really relate to her because I have a stutter and I can get really low I struggle with words, especially when I film youtube videos and have convosations with people who don't know I stutter

    • @keiraadamsxx4723
      @keiraadamsxx4723 6 років тому +16

      Radically Dark I know how you feel!! I have a stammer/stutter! I get low confidence and feel embarrassed and angry when I stutter

    • @momoftwo782
      @momoftwo782 6 років тому +90

      Mihilaa Dew I think she had a brain tumor, had surgery and now has to relearn how to speak.

    • @jenniviiv
      @jenniviiv 6 років тому +18

      Same. But when she finally gets it, I get so happy.

  • @LephizK
    @LephizK 7 років тому +1527

    The disappointment on your face when you say something wrong breaks my heart. Just the fact that you're trying is the most stunning thing. Everyone is so proud of you. You'll get there, so don't worry. All my love. X

    • @sherriemorrison1478
      @sherriemorrison1478 7 років тому +1

      awwww what a sweet lady u r candicegeorge !! and I feel the same too! hugs to u court!

    • @AyeJaeBaby88
      @AyeJaeBaby88 7 років тому +10

      CandiceGeorge Thank GOD someone was able to say what I was about to comment. I'm with you! It's so weird because I've never felt SO proud of a complete stranger ( barely found her channel a month ago). She is so freaking amazing! Can not wait for the next video to see how much better she's doing. I hope she leaves in all the "mess ups"...seeing her stop and figure it out and keep going is so beautiful. I'm so proud!

    • @sherriemorrison1478
      @sherriemorrison1478 7 років тому +2

      HERE HERE!! I 2nd that! amen!!

    • @LephizK
      @LephizK 7 років тому

      Sherrie Morrison Thank you very much :)

    • @LephizK
      @LephizK 7 років тому +4

      Aye Jae Exactly the same as me too! I only found her when she uploaded the "I have cancer" video. Been hooked on to her ever since. It is so weird to think that we are proud of a complete stranger but every time I watch her I get teary-eyed! I see her as part of my family when I watch her videos, haha. Thanks for your lovely comment :)

  • @cyberspaceout
    @cyberspaceout 7 років тому +1563

    I will remember never to complain about my life ever again. You're one lovely creature I am giving you a major huge hug. Lovin you lady. You are inspiringly graceful and strong.

    • @Tata-iu3fy
      @Tata-iu3fy 7 років тому +1

      cyberspaceout right

    • @juliacochrane7760
      @juliacochrane7760 7 років тому +8

      I get what you're saying but there are other things to complain about besides a brain tumor .

    • @kimlvspizza
      @kimlvspizza 7 років тому +14

      You can complain about your life all you want to, no one has a monopoly over issues in life. But it's good to also be grateful

    • @kaylynjones3298
      @kaylynjones3298 7 років тому +6

      Julia Cochrane .... I'm sorry but I really hope I read your comment wrong, I'm extremely sorry if I misunderstood it, but you saying that there are other things to complain about BESIDES a BRAIN TUMOR, I'm sorry but I cannot fucking believe what you said, do you not know how serious that is?? But who am I to say your wrong right? But really that is extremely ignorant of you to say something like that, she has come a long way, and I am extremely happy for her and that she is done with radiation, this is the first video that I've watched of hers , and I understand where she's coming from because my little sister went through something like this, but you know what, she never made it so for you to say something like this to this beautiful strong lady?? You should be ashamed! Many other things to worry about than a Brain Tumor.. wow...🙄 I can't even. But like I said before I'm TERRIBLY sorry if I misunderstood your comment and I will feel extremely bad and look like a huge fucking dummy, but if I didn't then wow....

    • @unwhoretunately6077
      @unwhoretunately6077 7 років тому +25

      Kaylyn Jones She's saying you can complain even if your problems are less significant than this. She's not saying that her brain tumor isn't a problem lmao

  • @Kamc000
    @Kamc000 7 років тому +1893

    While she was talking, I was getting lost in her eyes. She’s so beautiful.

    • @delanijoubert3939
      @delanijoubert3939 7 років тому +10

      Kamyah Curry so are you!

    • @Kamc000
      @Kamc000 7 років тому +4

      Delani Joubert thank you! ❤️

    • @JeromeBill7718
      @JeromeBill7718 7 років тому +6

      Lite aqua. They look like the sea.

    • @kristinns19
      @kristinns19 7 років тому +4

      Kamyah Curry I love this comment. Youre amazing for saying that. I got lost in her eyes too! Shes amazing!

    • @o.799
      @o.799 7 років тому +3

      And me too!

  • @brookeasha2396
    @brookeasha2396 6 років тому +491

    Broke my heart every time she scolded herself or she looked down in disappoint when she messed up her words and sentences, such a strong brave and beautiful woman!!! Keep going you’re doing great😊💕💕

  • @rebeccarurka71
    @rebeccarurka71 7 років тому +845

    I love how you kept all of the takes in for certain phrases you had trouble with. You're so honest with your viewers. Thank you for that.

    • @tracimclaughlin6943
      @tracimclaughlin6943 7 років тому +22

      Rebecca Rurka I loved that too!!! So awesome!!!

    • @spink177
      @spink177 7 років тому +1

      Rebecca Rurka wait why does she struggle with speech?

    • @urbeautiful6698
      @urbeautiful6698 7 років тому

      Rebecca Rurka I feel like she was trying to get attention but I swear I'm not a bitch I feel bad 😔 that she got brain surgery I really do!

    • @keirramacleod1983
      @keirramacleod1983 7 років тому +8

      robbie roscoe she was showing people what it's lik living with these effects of a brain tumor. What you said was ignorant and I hope you realize that. You need to think about what you're writing before you post your comments because you never know how the words you say could affect a person.

    • @nickybee800
      @nickybee800 7 років тому

      Rebecca Rurka same!!!

  • @chrystalpowell7546
    @chrystalpowell7546 7 років тому +1713

    I love how she keeps going even when she has trouble so inspiring

    • @madkatnz3820
      @madkatnz3820 6 років тому +1

      I hate it :(

    • @sarahchatwin9401
      @sarahchatwin9401 6 років тому +4

      Chrystal Powell of course. She is so inspiring for everyone. I love her so much. I know how frustrating it can be.

    • @user-ke4hi2el5k
      @user-ke4hi2el5k 6 років тому

      What trouble? ??

    • @zoebentz406
      @zoebentz406 6 років тому

      I'm new what happened

  • @TheSweetBritt
    @TheSweetBritt 7 років тому +1737

    I really love that you didn’t edit out the “mistakes” and just corrected yourself as many times as it took! You’re incredible!

    • @dannisolis7625
      @dannisolis7625 6 років тому +5

      Cat 24 yes I love that she kept them too. It just so informative in a positive way. Being a psych major it’s great to see her mishaps and her improvements to see how great she is doing.

    • @brittanypemberton1086
      @brittanypemberton1086 6 років тому

      I’m new here why does she struggle with words and speech?

    • @dannisolis7625
      @dannisolis7625 6 років тому +1

      Brittany Pemberton she had a brain tumor, and it was probably near the part of the brain that deals with speech such as her frontal lobe

    • @KLASSCULTURE
      @KLASSCULTURE 5 років тому

      👍🏾💞💃🏻

  • @mjk237
    @mjk237 7 років тому +635

    Hey I just turned 14 and a month ago I had a tumor in my brain called Medulloblastoma, I had a surgery on 8th Nov, I'm starting radiotherapy in a week and chemotherapy 2 months after radiotherapy. To be honest I'm upset but I don't want to show it to others. I'm kinda afraid for everything and tbh I need support emotionally to keep me smiling

    • @JennyOwnzable
      @JennyOwnzable 7 років тому +28

      MJk Stay strong sweetheart. Eveything will be okay.

    • @laurenroy248
      @laurenroy248 6 років тому +12

      Just keep smiling and keep being positive :)

    • @cleof1503
      @cleof1503 6 років тому +18

      You hang in there. Don't hide how you are feeling from people, talk to you family and friends. It's okay to be afraid 😘😘.. If you need to go to a counselor ask your folks for one BUT don't keep all your fear and worries inside. Trust me. My heart and and thoughts are with you. ❤❤❤❤

    • @autumnblossom00
      @autumnblossom00 6 років тому +5

      Smile ! Youll be okay stay strong

    • @TotalFuckingTwat
      @TotalFuckingTwat 6 років тому +11

      if you’re on instagram shoot me a DM @dg80808 if you want a friend or somebody to talk to! fear isn’t a weakness 💛

  • @jiminism1617
    @jiminism1617 7 років тому +257

    That's a really strong girl right there. I want to see her 100% healed, such an inspiration.

  • @Kaitlynbantz
    @Kaitlynbantz 7 років тому +363

    I’m so glad you didn’t cut out all your talking mistakes. Everyone would cut them out, but you didn’t and that inspires me. You’re so strong ❤️

  • @kyaberry
    @kyaberry 7 років тому +1486

    My dad had radiation he has had brain cancer for 14 years but is recovering everyday. I'm so happy that thing's are going we'll for you!

    • @miraclehanna2504
      @miraclehanna2504 7 років тому +16

      your dad has been thru alot and other ppl have to thank god ppl r alive ￶😄

    • @Samuel115s
      @Samuel115s 7 років тому +9

      Kya Berry 14 years 😨😨😨😨 I did not even know that was possible.

    • @anniebill7361
      @anniebill7361 7 років тому

      I'm so sorry

    • @marleneaguilar6441
      @marleneaguilar6441 7 років тому +5

      Kya Berry god bless your father he’s very strong

    • @ellanatti1989
      @ellanatti1989 7 років тому

      Kya Berry o

  • @graydoesntcare420
    @graydoesntcare420 6 років тому +257

    Your so strong! My mom has stage 4 brain cancer and she has trouble talking a lot and she’s had it for 4 years
    You are incredibly sweet and beautiful!!! Stay strong!!

    • @bluexberriesx
      @bluexberriesx 6 років тому +4

      Grace doesn't care I hope your mom gets better 🙏🙏🙏

    • @graydoesntcare420
      @graydoesntcare420 6 років тому +1

      Nazlıgül Coşkun thank you it means a lot :)

    • @TheConfusedhead
      @TheConfusedhead 6 років тому

      Has she tried: dmso,msm and d3? Please search for that on youtube, it will help her so much 🌱💫much love

    • @supercalifragilisticexpial922
      @supercalifragilisticexpial922 6 років тому

      🙏🙏

    • @jewelskramer1190
      @jewelskramer1190 6 років тому

      stay strong I know that can be hard on you as well

  • @ArisaStudios
    @ArisaStudios 7 років тому +1647

    She left all the misstalked talked sentences in, everyone else would have cut out and its quite adorable

    • @BriiBriiAdams08
      @BriiBriiAdams08 7 років тому +21

      ArisaStudios I noticed that and I absolutely love it

    • @FlawlessLauren
      @FlawlessLauren 7 років тому +16

      ArisaStudios she said its raw barely unedited:)

    • @MessyBuninthSun
      @MessyBuninthSun 7 років тому +44

      ArisaStudios it sucks she gets upset about not being able to talk. She has every right to have problems or issues with sentences. She had a tumor in her brain, she's obviously going to have problems.

    • @ArisaStudios
      @ArisaStudios 7 років тому +10

      Are you attacking me, because I think it's good, that she didn't cut all her mistakes out like other youtubers would, or is it because I called it adorable? When did I said she doesn't has the right to have issues which her speach? Did you even read my comment?

    • @MessyBuninthSun
      @MessyBuninthSun 7 років тому +16

      ArisaStudios you took my comment completely wrong actually. I was agreeing with you. I was just making an agreeing comment to yours. No need to be so harsh.

  • @infinity2864
    @infinity2864 7 років тому +1006

    Your such an inspiration, seeing you getting frustrated because you can't think of the right words, stopping then trying again really warms up my heart. Your gorgeous, get well soon xx

    • @bendover8509
      @bendover8509 7 років тому +2

      infinity 2 *you're

    • @cherrywhinee
      @cherrywhinee 7 років тому +5

      Dawn Day Dude shut the fuck up with your grammar patrol ass.

    • @bendover8509
      @bendover8509 7 років тому +2

      Exothixa PG and why should I do that?

    • @valerypichilla6842
      @valerypichilla6842 7 років тому +8

      Exothixa PG yeah man he/she is trying to say something really really nice and you're here checking everybody's grammar when you should be checking yours

    • @infinity2864
      @infinity2864 7 років тому +1

      Ben Dover You shouldn't start a sentence with "and", and you should put a full stop at the end of the sentence, and a capital letter at the beginning, just saying x

  • @Renbow81
    @Renbow81 7 років тому +3237

    Your perseverance is inspiring. Seeing you get frustrated but continuing to find the right word was making me so proud! You are doing so awesome & I love watching your vocabulary grow in every video! You are amazing Courtney!!

    • @matthewjmontalvo
      @matthewjmontalvo 7 років тому +29

      Ren Bow She really is doing so well, in her bio she said after surgery all she knew was her name! So the fact that she is pushing herself is inspiring.

    • @chickenlover7558
      @chickenlover7558 7 років тому +3

      Ren Bow completely agree.

    • @Fashioniml
      @Fashioniml 7 років тому +15

      Linda Obrien can you not

    • @sixfifththree
      @sixfifththree 7 років тому +17

      Linda Obrien you are insensitive and rude advertising on her channel

    • @kurtk6153
      @kurtk6153 7 років тому +3

      Linda Obrien 🖕

  • @hatesBarney4life
    @hatesBarney4life 7 років тому +822

    Talk talk talk
    Nope.
    This this
    Nope.
    Thi-
    Nope.
    This. Yes this.
    Love that. True grit

    • @evanchiladas9929
      @evanchiladas9929 7 років тому +25

      Rebecca Terrones every time id get so happy when she found the word or phrase jajfjd

    • @starrjhasmine5803
      @starrjhasmine5803 6 років тому

      Beckie 4

  • @rachelmallory2990
    @rachelmallory2990 7 років тому +223

    I LOVE that you kept it raw! Showed us what you're dealing with and how much you struggle to make these videos for us. You're real and genuine and I love that. You're doing awesome girl keep it up !

  • @randomname9709
    @randomname9709 7 років тому +1157

    I'm glad she didn't cut out her mistakes

  • @jalynvanessa
    @jalynvanessa 7 років тому +498

    You said radiation and certificate well! So glad to see you improving, don't be hard on yourself-- you got this!!! 💖

    • @stylezbylily2164
      @stylezbylily2164 7 років тому +8

      Jailene Vanessa girl yes towards the end she was rocking it wasn't she. Certificate and Radiation double wammy!

    • @jailenetorres4076
      @jailenetorres4076 7 років тому

      omg, you're the first i've seen with the my name and spelled the same way!

  • @halleguilliam2997
    @halleguilliam2997 7 років тому +69

    Hi my name is Halle I am 10 years old I had brain cancer I had to go through radiation too I had to do it for 30 days after radiation I had to go through chemo and after chemo I got to ring the bell too. Please read and reply

    • @lizlalajazzi1881
      @lizlalajazzi1881 6 років тому +5

      Halle Guilliam omg congrats

    • @sandi1263
      @sandi1263 5 років тому +3

      Hang in there Halle. Your attitude plays a big part of healing. That’s what my surgeon told me. And he was right.

  • @Imnotboring
    @Imnotboring 7 років тому +1061

    girl.. this isn't really relevant but your eyebrows are ON POINT! Keep the good stuff up- you're a real inspiration :)

    • @supergirlysofia3054
      @supergirlysofia3054 7 років тому +6

      What I was thinking exactly. Makes me wonder if artists forget everything they knew about how to draw or paint after surgery or if passions always push through no matter what.

    • @JaymiLei
      @JaymiLei 7 років тому +2

      For real tho!!! Eyebrows look fantastic !

    • @brebre1366
      @brebre1366 7 років тому +7

      Alice Nucifora why do people look at the eye brows?

    • @daughteroftheking2200
      @daughteroftheking2200 7 років тому

      Alice Nucifora ,, I agree! ❣

    • @macaronicheese8721
      @macaronicheese8721 7 років тому

      KOOKIE MONSTER it's hard to not notice eyebrows imo

  • @jodi9361
    @jodi9361 7 років тому +354

    I was crying when you rang the bell! Thanks for being so raw and real about it, so proud of you!

  • @LindsayAdkinson
    @LindsayAdkinson 7 років тому +4165

    You are seriously so beautiful and so so strong!

    • @tragediezz614
      @tragediezz614 7 років тому +4

      Lindsay Marie LINDSAYYY OMG I LOVE YOU BBG

    • @nataleighperea9912
      @nataleighperea9912 7 років тому +3

      Lindsay Marie im new here could she not even talk bcause of the tumor

    • @karleighrose0328
      @karleighrose0328 7 років тому +63

      Nataleigh Perea She has difficulty talking because of her brain surgery. Her tumor was rather large and was (I'm assuming) near some area of her brain that deals with speech/communication. Even if that isn't the case, brain surgeries are always difficult to come back from, and most of the people who undergo them will require some sort of speech therapy. Watch some more of her videos to get some more info!

    • @peepeepoopoo6017
      @peepeepoopoo6017 7 років тому +5

      Love from Sam Puckett herself

    • @zuzanaliscinskaa
      @zuzanaliscinskaa 6 років тому

      exactly ❤ I admire her so much

  • @drillercrysti
    @drillercrysti 6 років тому +10

    This is the most real video I've ever seen about cancer, and cancer treatment... I'm just in awe with your realness! Thank you so much for not editing out the moments when talking became more difficult!

  • @kathy3726
    @kathy3726 7 років тому +456

    It was so hard to watch you struggle to find your words, and I could see the pain in your eyes every time you messed up. Your strength is so inspirational.

  • @jalishiaellis
    @jalishiaellis 7 років тому +1264

    i saw the title before i clicked and said "me at school" not knowing what the video was about but then i watched it and i love her personality and confidence. she's great

    • @espynsem8441
      @espynsem8441 7 років тому +20

      I'm sorry I'm laughing so hard.😂 I looked at the thumbnail and started dieing.😂

    • @naiii8133
      @naiii8133 7 років тому +8

      Espyn Sem how is that even funny?

    • @espynsem8441
      @espynsem8441 7 років тому +14

      Holy shit guys I'm not laughing at her.😑 I looked at the thumbnail and laughed because they said "me at school". Obviously I hate school and school sucks ass. I wasn't laughing at her or making fun of her in any way damn. I think she's a sweet and strong person and she doesn't deserve to be going through this. Please don't respond to me if you're just going to get pissy because I laughed at a joke. NOT her.

    • @djchaosmaria
      @djchaosmaria 7 років тому

      melspilots I-/ do you like TØP

    • @jalishiaellis
      @jalishiaellis 7 років тому +9

      Espyn Sem ignore people. if they're that sensitive that they think you would laugh at that let them. you did nothing wrong

  • @Wrennyyy
    @Wrennyyy 7 років тому +142

    It makes me cry to see you get frustrated at yourself for your speech. -Though completely understandable. You're an absolutely incredible, beautiful, kind, and STRONG individual. Things will come back with time and work. Regardless you are loved and have a strong support system behind you. I have always admired your intelligence and kind disposition. You're amazing girl!

  • @kristinajockel3767
    @kristinajockel3767 6 років тому +247

    I just stumbled upon this video...You are beautiful and such an inspiration to many! God bless you! Many prayers for you! 🙏🏻

  • @briannamackenzie6601
    @briannamackenzie6601 7 років тому +223

    I have soooooo much love for this girl and I don't even know her. She's a living reminder of the saying " Never give up" 💕

  • @NadjiaLemo
    @NadjiaLemo 7 років тому +1946

    You started saying "radiation" correctly!!! Yaaayyy!!! You are beautiful inside and out. Keep fighting love!

    • @BloomingRose5
      @BloomingRose5 7 років тому +4

      AutySav she had brain surgery for a tumor.

    • @janetatum8966
      @janetatum8966 7 років тому +4

      Nadjia Lemo yes! That's an accomplishment! You know you're getting better when you start getting more perfectionistic about it. Yay Courtney!

    • @jordanrini7325
      @jordanrini7325 7 років тому +18

      Nigga Walsh no, being encouraging to a person is never the wrong thing to do. Please have some respect and get a life.

    • @Jewels_8404
      @Jewels_8404 7 років тому +3

      ᄋᄉᄋ하루 I think she said it correctly too. Not sure what's wrong with NIGGA 😒

    • @NYandAZ
      @NYandAZ 7 років тому +6

      Jordan Rini He didn't say anything wrong! Stop starting drama. That is how she has said it in the past. He didn't say that she said it like that during this video. Leave him be! I thought his comment was both polite, but correct. Geez. People please stop fighting. We're all here to support her!

  • @beepboop9976
    @beepboop9976 7 років тому +356

    I have selective mutism, so I physically can’t talk to most people but knowing all this about your speech makes me so grateful that I can speak. I’m proud of you

    • @adamthiel42
      @adamthiel42 6 років тому +6

      Anonymous Girl i’m so sorry if this is rude but i’ve never heard of his condition before so i just wanted to know if you can control when you talk like what is the selective part

    • @emmamartine6923
      @emmamartine6923 6 років тому +17

      adam thiel i had selective mutism growing (only happens sometimes now) and it's not like you choose not to speak, so i'm not entirely sure why it's called selective but i'm gonna assume it's bc you go mute in selective situations like usually people with it talk fine at home and then can't speak at all in school or with certain people or situations. so for me when i grew up and there were situations i wouldn't be able to speak i had things i wanted to say and i knew perfectly well how to say them but my mouth wouldn't even move let alone make any sounds so i couldn't even mouthe words if i had a problem, i would even be dead silent when i got hurt and was in a lot of pain
      i hope that maybe explains a little???

    • @adamthiel42
      @adamthiel42 6 років тому +8

      Emma Martine thanks for explaining it i went to a special needs school for a little bit when i was little and it was mostly down syndrome and stuff like that but i was best friends with someone who had mutism and we did sign language but i had just never heard of it so thanks for explaining to me

    • @freckles1185
      @freckles1185 6 років тому

      I HAVE IT ALSO

    • @nettemo5690
      @nettemo5690 6 років тому +1

      Anonymous Girl my niece had selective mutism when she was younger. We just thought she was really shy around people she didn't know. She is fifteen now and had gown out of it. She had therapy for it and also a really great teacher who was happy to work with her in ways that helped. I think the teacher had her keep a journal type thing that she could write instead of talk.

  • @kjones3340
    @kjones3340 7 років тому +334

    I have serious eyebrow envy right now 😩❤️

    • @carpenterflorence5958
      @carpenterflorence5958 6 років тому

      You are amazing and an inspiration. Love your eyes you are beautiful

  • @mosicas6754
    @mosicas6754 7 років тому +151

    So incredible to watch you automatically know when you've said something incorrectly. To watch you walk through the problem solving on how to find the right word and change the sentence structure if needed. Awesome girl! Completely amazing 😉!! You are doing great! I 💜 how open you've been and that you let us in to watch how you problem solve to work through your speech rather that editing it out. I watch you in awe!! You truly are fabulous, strong and beautiful inside and out 😍😍😍😍

  • @makkenziebeer214
    @makkenziebeer214 7 років тому +727

    i love how she told us over and over that you had to lay back for about 10 minutes, because it shows that she truly isn't scared that people will criticize her 😊❤️

    • @serafrancis642
      @serafrancis642 7 років тому +45

      Makkenzie Beer its not the fact that she told us. its the fact that she left it in the video.

    • @ashlayyy4118
      @ashlayyy4118 7 років тому +18

      Sera Francis ... That's what she said...

    • @mangosbruh8243
      @mangosbruh8243 7 років тому +6

      ashley betts she means that it wasn't edited out. She left it in the video.

  • @GirlAboutLibrary
    @GirlAboutLibrary 7 років тому +124

    I can not imagine how hard it is for you to struggle with your speech- BUT you are doing an excellent job catching yourself! To me that looks like a huge improvement in your speech from your earlier videos!

  • @carlsbarkley2731
    @carlsbarkley2731 7 років тому +25

    It's truely admirable how patient you are with yourself, I don't think I'd be able to keep myself together ❤️❤️❤️so incredible

  • @janellesmith3644
    @janellesmith3644 7 років тому +188

    I know it's hard to lose your hair,as a woman that's our security. But at the end of the day.......its just hair! It will grow back,and what's important is that you're alive and talking and getting better day by day. God has a purpose for all that you're going through and I pray for you everyday.You are an inspiration to so many and will keep you in my prayers. So happy you're done with radiation, one step at a time,you will come out of this stronger and more compassionate for others bc of the journey you have gone through.💞💛💜💙💚

  • @685JONESY
    @685JONESY 7 років тому +105

    My son still struggles with reading. You are so amazing he is so amazing.i hope he gets his skill back.

  • @rissarose3423
    @rissarose3423 7 років тому +794

    I'd love to see anyones reactions if they make fun of her speach and she tells them it's because she had a brain tumor. makes you think twice before you ever say anything negative to someine

  • @heatherbogle2003
    @heatherbogle2003 6 років тому +2

    I love that you don't edit out the struggles. It's heartbreaking but real AF and I'm here for it. You're so strong and incredible

  • @Jackiiblue
    @Jackiiblue 7 років тому +1148

    I will be starting radiation treatment in the near future 😢, just had surgery on July 26. Trying to stay strong but this is really hard. you are younger than I but you're still an inspiration 😍 God bless

    • @depression8100
      @depression8100 7 років тому +12

      Jackie Blue stay strong! I hope all goes well 😇😌

    • @eveycardona7986
      @eveycardona7986 7 років тому +7

      Praying for you stay strong ❤️

    • @KayciazWorld
      @KayciazWorld 7 років тому +5

      Jackie Blue Keeping you in my prayers❤

    • @courtneygoines5306
      @courtneygoines5306 7 років тому +5

      Prayers your way mam. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

    • @ItGirlAri
      @ItGirlAri 7 років тому +3

      Prayers your way beautiful 💓

  • @umumaesaroh775
    @umumaesaroh775 7 років тому +339

    Woman, you are strong.

    • @1jazzyphae
      @1jazzyphae 7 років тому +22

      Umu maesaroh isn't she tho. Amazing

  • @derpderp6219
    @derpderp6219 7 років тому +420

    I love how positive she is ❤️❤️ stay strong

  • @annastratz3698
    @annastratz3698 6 років тому +30

    It’s so fucking cool how she doesn’t edit out her mistakes

  • @LB-wc2hi
    @LB-wc2hi 7 років тому +29

    This video brought back so many memories from when my brother was on his brain cancer journey. He still has his radiation mask too! He also had to learn to talk again, and he's still doing really well. I don't know you, but I just wanted to say that you are so strong and amazing. You're so positive and I admire you for that. Stay strong, keep going and laugh at the funny little things in life X

  • @aleanaandbailey3456
    @aleanaandbailey3456 7 років тому +655

    Girl eyebrow tutorial! Please?!!

  • @teresabarajas1930
    @teresabarajas1930 7 років тому +164

    Im watching this in tears ! You're so strong ! Courageous! So brave ! & you edit videos but you don't take of the parts you repeat almost everything, its the real thing ! Thankyou for being you genuinely you ! Praying for you ❤️

  • @ashleyeklund.586
    @ashleyeklund.586 6 років тому +2

    Stay strong sweetheart.
    I can see the pain in your eyes and it’s breaking my heart. You’re trying so hard to be positive.
    You’re beautiful and everything will get better!💕

  • @user-fq9cd1ns2b
    @user-fq9cd1ns2b 7 років тому +374

    Wow, I feel so grateful after watching this video!
    My mother is 45 and she got a brain tumor 10 years ago, she got surgery , and the procedure was them removing 3/4 of the tumor, and everything was fine until 8 months ago when she went to get an x-ray and doctors found out that the tumor was growing again, so her only option was radiation, but the good thing is she didn't lose a single hair and she was so energetic and normal! She didn't even get headaches or anything like that! So grateful!!

  • @jameson9948
    @jameson9948 7 років тому +231

    My mom has glioblastoma, which is a type of brain cancer and had a brain tumor the size of a lemon I think,,,and she had to go through the same thing as you every single day. I'm so proud of both of you💕you both made it and it's so inspiring to me :) stay strong princess

    • @xxonionbreathxx9312
      @xxonionbreathxx9312 7 років тому +16

      Space Owl Wow! Give my best wishes to your mother, hope you and her both are doing well, seeing as you've both been through a lot!

  • @brooklynambet8891
    @brooklynambet8891 7 років тому +764

    I really love when she messes up but doesn't cut it out like other ppl who wanna be perfect like we all have flaws

    • @killerRED09
      @killerRED09 7 років тому +60

      Brooklyn Ambet mainly to show how the brain tumor affected her.
      And how she I still trying to learn on how to speak again.

    • @brooklynambet8891
      @brooklynambet8891 7 років тому +1

      Oh

    • @brooklynambet8891
      @brooklynambet8891 7 років тому

      killerRED09 oh thx

    • @ActingAndy
      @ActingAndy 7 років тому +44

      Brooklyn Ambet its not that they wanna be perfect lol it's that they're trying to give us content without repetition or interruptions

    • @Bambilandxxx
      @Bambilandxxx 7 років тому

      Its her raw video . Read the description

  • @6ixConfessions
    @6ixConfessions 6 років тому +3

    Hang in there gorgeous girl you're doing just fine. Thank you for being so courageous and sharing your story and your progress. You're an inspiration xxx

  • @taylorgayhart9497
    @taylorgayhart9497 7 років тому +3011

    I can't imagine what this will end up costing you in the end, so please let us know how we can help! I don't know if it helps but I watched the ad all the way through, and watched this video twice to try to add to your view time.

    • @0623Valentina
      @0623Valentina 7 років тому +110

      Taylor Butler exactly! i think we can help her out watching her videos and sharing

    • @Aqswdefrgthyjukilopzxcvbmm
      @Aqswdefrgthyjukilopzxcvbmm 7 років тому +59

      Taylor Butler so lovely from you. I'll do the same!

    • @arceliagutierrez9202
      @arceliagutierrez9202 7 років тому +82

      Taylor Butler I did not even think about that before! that is a great idea, I will start doing the same, thank you!

    • @Bixxblue
      @Bixxblue 7 років тому +30

      Brilliant! Doing the same!!

    • @meghankane8566
      @meghankane8566 7 років тому +60

      I have her gofundme. Her aunt made it. Her father ended up having heart surgery a few days after her brain surgery. I've been in touch with her mom and I've shared it on a few of her views and will post here if you'd like to donate!

  • @teeeeeee1708
    @teeeeeee1708 7 років тому +37

    Youre so inspiring. I've watched you since you first found out you had a tumour and seeing your journey is heartbreaking but you are nothing but positive. Absolutely amazing

  • @livslife2220
    @livslife2220 7 років тому +104

    You are so strong! Your spirit comes through my computer screen. Your progress is insane... great job girl! If you ever get tired with making videos, do not worry about us. Make whatever videos you can/want, please take your health and sanity into consideration first!

  • @Helen-hq8vu
    @Helen-hq8vu 7 років тому +19

    I love how you leave in a lot of the edits that you could take out in

  • @NiaMSnow
    @NiaMSnow 7 років тому +40

    First time watching you and I am just moved by your story. I have a friend who has cancer and he thinks he's on his death bed so he was married to his gf this past week and it was sad, but about you I will pray for you, that you may be healed by the Lord and to have many Angels to watch over you. The Lord is close to the broken hearted and is with you. love you and I will be subbing, you're an inspiration & strong.
    💛

  • @h22nn22h
    @h22nn22h 7 років тому +33

    Such a beautiful human being inside and out. So much love and good thoughts headed your way. Breaks my heart anyone has to endure any of this.

  • @maddiesalazar4891
    @maddiesalazar4891 7 років тому +55

    I am so overwhelmed with feelings when I watch your videos. I pray that you are improving and you beat Cancer! You are so strong and I am honestly so proud of you. ❤️❤️❤️

    • @ICHope2007
      @ICHope2007 7 років тому +1

      MaddieKay I know I well up with tears and just wish I could give her a hug. But hopefully she knows just how LOVED she is by her UA-cam family ❤️

  • @Justexisting25
    @Justexisting25 6 років тому +3

    This was so sad to watch but your strength is amazing . I'm so glad you're okay and able to stay positive !

  • @nataliep6046
    @nataliep6046 7 років тому +521

    Why are people so mad in the comments when people ask questions? She has put this online for information purposes I'm sure it's only human nature for us to ask questions if she has made this public you have to expect questions.

    • @zazzycatlady
      @zazzycatlady 7 років тому +9

      Natalie Gayle the only questions we are annoyed with are the ones asking "why does she keep messing up?" When it's been spoken about in the video and noted in the description. It's frustrating to see hoards of people ask questions about things clearly stated in the video they're supposed to be watching before they comment

    • @tragediezz614
      @tragediezz614 7 років тому +10

      Madeline Emory Some people dont have time to watch the whole video so the next best thing is to ask questions I guess

    • @karleighrose0328
      @karleighrose0328 7 років тому +8

      Tragediezz There is no excuse for complete and utter ignorance displayed in this comment section. The "is she gonna die" crap is so rude and not at all what she needs to hear during this difficult time. If you are curious, then take literally 10 minutes out of your way to watch some of her videos, rather than being so childish.

    • @clementine8186
      @clementine8186 7 років тому +7

      You people replying are the angry people this comment refers to, how ironic.

  • @adayofkate
    @adayofkate 7 років тому +198

    The way you keep going even when you get frustrated and can't find the words is so inspiring. Your strength is amazing and you've already come so far 💕

  • @KweenKimberly
    @KweenKimberly 7 років тому +29

    I'M SO HAPPY YOU'RE DONE WITH RADIATION!!!! I'm smiling so big right now! You said radiation & certificate & SO MANY OTHER WORDS! You look beautiful & I'm so proud of you. I continue to pray EVERY SINGLE DAY! Love you TONS
    ♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼♥️

  • @aaps8814
    @aaps8814 5 років тому +6

    A warrior with a smile. Beautiful in and out. God bless you

  • @JaneD559
    @JaneD559 7 років тому +676

    I’ve never seen CouteLizz’s videos before and this is my first video I’ve seen of her, at first I was wondering why she kept repeating herself but now I think I realised why she is. Im so glad she is now recovering and finished radiation! Well done !

    • @GraceCutie_
      @GraceCutie_ 6 років тому +13

      emilymsymons yeah same this my first video watching her and I was "why does you keep putting the same things in" and then I was like AWWWW

    • @karahe1139
      @karahe1139 6 років тому +2

      So why does she repeat her self? D::

    • @slvbeauty1401
      @slvbeauty1401 6 років тому +1

      Karahe 113 It's a raw, unedited video

    • @Vanessa-nu7xt
      @Vanessa-nu7xt 6 років тому

      That comment could be mine

    • @delaneywaid5054
      @delaneywaid5054 6 років тому +6

      Sissi it’s definitely not unedited. i saw some cuts here and there.

  • @ilfioredeldeserto-gk3mg
    @ilfioredeldeserto-gk3mg 7 років тому +1690

    why would people dislike this

    • @RachelDex
      @RachelDex 7 років тому +45

      miss atomic bomb Don't be so quick to assume the dislikes are for negative reasons. Maybe people disliked it because they dislike the difficult time she is having to endure? After all Courtney is going through, i doubt she gives a crap about the dislikes.. you shouldn't either :)

    • @ilfioredeldeserto-gk3mg
      @ilfioredeldeserto-gk3mg 7 років тому +17

      Rachel •Farmiga Fan• ik I'm just wondering cause this woman is amazing

    • @RachelDex
      @RachelDex 7 років тому +11

      miss atomic bomb I don't see any comments that say she isn't amazing?! When i watch videos like this, even though things aren't great for me right now, I'm thankful I'm not in this position. And it makes think twice about complaining about trivial things. I'm pretty sure Courtney would trade having Cancer for a billion dislikes...

    • @ilfioredeldeserto-gk3mg
      @ilfioredeldeserto-gk3mg 7 років тому +12

      Rachel •Farmiga Fan• ok ok

    • @fakeswan2752
      @fakeswan2752 7 років тому +26

      Rachel •Farmiga Fan• If they don't like the difficult time she's having they still wouldn't dislike the video. They would thumbs up to give her some support. to Dislike the video isn't for feeling bad for someone it's for not liking the actual content. If you felt bad you will thumbs up and encourage them in the comment section. The majority of people who disliked either have no souls or it just wasn't their cup of tea they're used to so they weren't feeling the video. I know this is 4wks ago you wrote this but I just came across this video. Just wanted to give my opinion. >>miss atomic bomb I get what you meant don't worry :)

  • @s.o.sangel1172
    @s.o.sangel1172 7 років тому +151

    Honestly you are so inspirational to me I have dyslexia and a stutter I forget and get frustrated with things I say I’m very thankful for people like you and my boyfriend he’s very patient with me and even calms me down when I get upset and can’t speak at all your amazing and I’m very happy to see ur doing this I would never have the guts to

    • @itshxjaaa7984
      @itshxjaaa7984 6 років тому

      jackson eddsworld my friend is dyslexic, what is it like?

    • @hibafarooqi_
      @hibafarooqi_ 6 років тому

      I feel you. You have an amazing boyfriend and keep going! You are your own warrior❤️

  • @aqualiz
    @aqualiz 6 років тому +2

    "I did it!" - Made me smile. Don't know you, this is actually the first video I have seen of yours...but I am proud of you. You're an inspiration. :)

  • @artsyputsy
    @artsyputsy 7 років тому +53

    You are so strong and inspiring. It is hard enough to open up about yourself on UA-cam. But you just keep going. Making videos, talking to us and keep us updated, and edit this video. I know it is a lot of work. You're getting better but it is still a struggle for you to talk but here you are. Not complaining and just inspire me to work even harder. You will get better and better. I'm praying for your health and happiness. You deserve it 💕

  • @Jenniferh0221
    @Jenniferh0221 7 років тому +24

    You're such an inspiration. You're going through the hardest time of your life and yet you still push through! I know we only see a glimpse of your life and I'm pretty sure you have breakdowns but thank you for showing me that life shouldn't stop . May god keep blessing you and give you health! ❤️ ❤️❤️

  • @dee_vdv
    @dee_vdv 7 років тому +47

    I just fractured and dislocated my ankle, feeling so sorry for myself and seeing this video made me realize that I have something so minor and if you can be so happy and inspiring there's nothing stopping me.. thank you, you're a role model ❤

  • @kaitlynvan-look2018
    @kaitlynvan-look2018 6 років тому +128

    To everyone who disliked, you should be ashamed

  • @selftaughtgymcorner9417
    @selftaughtgymcorner9417 7 років тому +398

    And then I saw you take your hair down I just cried 😭😭 GOD BLESS YOU 💕😘💚

    • @heatherryan5880
      @heatherryan5880 7 років тому +8

      Self Taught Gym Corner hair grows back. its hard but shes a gorgeous positive young woman.

    • @kaildozulnisha8631
      @kaildozulnisha8631 7 років тому +7

      Self Taught Gym Corner God doesn't give a shit.

    • @lucysmith6296
      @lucysmith6296 7 років тому +2

      Jake Stansbury good one

    • @kaildozulnisha8631
      @kaildozulnisha8631 7 років тому +2

      Yeah and my belief is that he is shit so I'm allowed to speak my mind that's why freedom of speech is for 🖕🏻

    • @bhadshawty2018
      @bhadshawty2018 7 років тому +2

      Jake Stansbury blah blah blah

  • @hannahfosh
    @hannahfosh 7 років тому +32

    Every single video you improve so much!! i can't imagine how frustrating it is for you to make these but it is INSPIRING to watch, you are smashing it girl xxxx

  • @jai5311
    @jai5311 7 років тому +82

    *Please like this so everyone knows*
    She keeps messing up, not only from her surgery, it's because (She said this in the description box) people wanted to see a "raw" video without her cutting of the mistakes

  • @cleotaylor1860
    @cleotaylor1860 7 років тому +15

    you are doing amazing. my family will keep you in our prayers.

  • @jenf836
    @jenf836 7 років тому +280

    I have to reevaluate my whole fucking life after watching this. People are going thur some real shit.

  • @shrine17
    @shrine17 7 років тому +694

    my mom had brain cancer as a teenager and she had radiation therapy done as well, the base of her head is completely bald and it never grew back. my moms cancer affected her hearing instead of her speech, though. she's been cancer free for almost 30 years now, but she's been going deaf as well, which just shows the lasting effects of cancer on its victims.

    • @fatimata9401
      @fatimata9401 7 років тому +15

      moonstarangel i'm so sorry to hear that. God bless

    • @Doyoulikewafels
      @Doyoulikewafels 7 років тому +30

      Im sorry she's going deaf :( But I'm really happy she's cancer free !! Best of luck ^^

    • @fdustwings1
      @fdustwings1 7 років тому +12

      My mom also had a brain tumor. I was 8yrs old when she was diagnosed. She fought for a few years but lost the battle when i was 14. Im now almost 40 n the pain is still there. But i want to be more like her everyday. She was an amazing mom, wife, Angel on earth.

    • @Dana-em6vx
      @Dana-em6vx 7 років тому +5

      belinda connor I'm crying bc of your comment right now, I could never imagine going through what you had to, im so sorry💜

    • @AFMilano727
      @AFMilano727 7 років тому

      moonstarangel God Bless her ♥️

  • @niyabre3055
    @niyabre3055 7 років тому +164

    I'm so glad you're doing better 💓 you're so strong 👑

  • @verapaiz411
    @verapaiz411 7 років тому

    What a strong & amazing young woman. I love how she never gave up in trying to find the right words to say and including those clips in her video. You go girl!!!

  • @slaiidaily4939
    @slaiidaily4939 7 років тому +183

    I was so proud when she said radiation properly 🎊🎊🎊🎊

    • @beepboop9976
      @beepboop9976 7 років тому +2

      Slaii Daily I felt the same when she said certificate!

  • @rons1542
    @rons1542 7 років тому +342

    I just found you today, I don't ever comment on videos but I just had to say I have watched a few and you have already had a huge impact on my life. You are such a beautiful, strong, positive and inspiring woman ❤ thank you for sharing your experience. Big hugs, prayers and best wishes to you and your family ❤️❤️❤️

    • @lilhunnypup2821
      @lilhunnypup2821 7 років тому +2

      Tiffany Miller Same!! Well I mean I just found her today too

    • @Mel-jy5sw
      @Mel-jy5sw 7 років тому +3

      Tiffany Miller me too. she seems like a total badass and im def subscribing

  • @CapysGardenShop
    @CapysGardenShop 7 років тому +132

    Imagine for a moment that you're outside & it's a beautiful summer day & kids just got out of school. You know your place in time. You then walk inside a building, see a friend, & you remember she is a teacher. So your mind is then focused on kids & excitement, as....something....(now this is where things start to get hazy)...has changed. Your mind suddenly feels like it must be Fall. Because why not, kids are mostly excited to go back to school. So you ask your friend if the kids are excited to go school supply shopping. 🤷🏻‍♀️ Yep, I asked that. She was nice & said, you mean that the kids are excited to be out of school?... So she knew of my 3c cancer & 6 mos. of chemo. Nine yrs later I still get chemo brain, hardly recognize my life in old pics, time & seasons (cognitive) are sometimes hard to grasp. You think you know your place in time, but think again! 🤔

    • @PrimateProductions
      @PrimateProductions 7 років тому +2

      HaveFaith33458 must be very hard at times but so lucky still

    • @supergirlysofia3054
      @supergirlysofia3054 7 років тому

      Huh, I never really thought those kind of things can happen after surgery but that makes sense. You probably have memory loss as well. It's really interesting to see life through someone else's point of view.

    • @sofialopez9061
      @sofialopez9061 7 років тому +7

      Wow this must be super hard. Kudos to you for being so strong and living through this. You're such an inspiration

    • @StillVoice_
      @StillVoice_ 7 років тому +1

      HaveFaith33458 💖Blessings to you💖

  • @veronicagammage5140
    @veronicagammage5140 6 років тому

    This popped up on my home page feed. I watched it and I have to say I'm really proud of you. You look beautiful and strong! ❤ It wasn't to the same degree as you but when I was younger I had a hard time speaking and trying to say what I wanted to in a way that made sense and conveyed what I wanted to say. I hope things go well moving forward and even though I've only watched this one video of yours, I'm really proud and happy for you. So strong and brilliant and you correcting your mistakes was amazing. Keep up you perseverance and it will take you so far on life. I see a bright future for you! ❤❤❤

  • @kielablackford483
    @kielablackford483 7 років тому +159

    My mum was diagnosed with a brain tumour about 3 years ago and went through radiation chemotherapy and had loads of MRI scans sadly she was not as lucky as u and passed on the 12th of august 2017 😢

    • @emmamealey7773
      @emmamealey7773 7 років тому +18

      Annasatsia Tourletar I'm so sorry for you :( I hope you and your family are going to be okay. Stay strong

    • @kielablackford483
      @kielablackford483 7 років тому +5

      Emma Mealey thank u we r all doing going okay but devastated that such a lovely lady has passed Xxx

    • @delanijoubert3939
      @delanijoubert3939 7 років тому +5

      Annasatsia Tourletar I'm so sorry for your loss and heartbreak 😥. My prayers are with you and your family for healing and comfort xx

    • @kmoellski
      @kmoellski 7 років тому +6

      I am so so sorry you had to go through this... my mom got diagnosed with a brain tumour last year and got surgery just a few weeks after because it was slightly bigger than a golfball. luckily she's doing a great job recovering but for I was so scared to lose her and cried 24/7 so I feel your pain so much. wish you all the best for the future!

    • @laurjj715
      @laurjj715 7 років тому +1

      Annasatsia Tourletar I am thinking of you and your family. You are not alone ❤️

  • @nikkitronvold7606
    @nikkitronvold7606 7 років тому +134

    You are an AMAZING human being!!!!!! I'm SOOOOOOO impressed with your honesty, intelligence, beauty (inside and out!!), and your joy for life!!!! Thank you!!!! Thank you!!!!! Thank you!!!!!

    • @victoriaduran4500
      @victoriaduran4500 7 років тому +4

      Nikki Tronvold Such sweet words Nikki! I agree one hundred percent

    • @livindailylife5016
      @livindailylife5016 7 років тому +2

      Nikki Tronvold my feelings exactly, she is such an inspiration

  • @marianataliasaezsampson1021
    @marianataliasaezsampson1021 7 років тому +282

    Looking and sounding so good!!! So proud of your growth and resiliency!

  • @morgan1022
    @morgan1022 6 років тому +3

    No one sooooo beautiful should EVER go through this! ❤️ Stay strong!

  • @Ca_1021
    @Ca_1021 7 років тому +304

    Thats so interesting how the hair is only gone from that certain part. Thats nice you can cover it with the top layer. I'm so proud of you for how far your speech has come!!! Congrats on completing your radiation. We love you! xo

    • @summerh.6286
      @summerh.6286 7 років тому +16

      The hair is only gone from the parts that were penetrated by radiation. :)

    • @gia9551
      @gia9551 7 років тому +4

      Summer H. I thought she had that part shaved from her surgery? could be wrong lol

    • @Jade-5713
      @Jade-5713 7 років тому

      I just found her channel, what happened to her ? I hope she's ok

  • @MDHammond92
    @MDHammond92 7 років тому +74

    Your patience for yourself is astounding :) It's so great that you're persevering through everything!
    You probably think it's nothing and everyone would cope, but I'm pretty sure I wouldn't!
    Keep on keeping on!

  • @AyannaActing
    @AyannaActing 7 років тому +4262

    I love how she edits her videos and leaves in the parts where she messes up.

    • @Kimmy476
      @Kimmy476 7 років тому +43

      the description literally says she didn't edit it at all lol

    • @paigeblack5000
      @paigeblack5000 7 років тому +35

      Ayanna Cash She only edited it to be shorter 😊

    • @AyannaActing
      @AyannaActing 7 років тому +39

      quack so that flash of light and it skipping forward @ 0:09 happened naturally :) yeah ok

    • @anahithakobyan4399
      @anahithakobyan4399 7 років тому

      Ayanna Cash she didn't edit it read the description

    • @AyannaActing
      @AyannaActing 7 років тому +44

      Anahit Hakobyan girl I read it. It is edited tho. "It's not 100% raw". Did u even read it??

  • @corarberry
    @corarberry 6 років тому

    I just stumbled upon your channel in my recommended and you probably have a million comments that say this but you’re so fucking strong. This is so real and unedited and that puts you in a vulnerable place which is why i think it’s so amazing that you posted this. Thinking about you and sending you all the best of thoughts!!

  • @logang4life901
    @logang4life901 7 років тому +546

    U are most definitely an inspiration. I love how u kept in the part where u were having trouble saying something instead of cutting it out.💜 u just don't give up and it's amazing!

  • @luvabsta
    @luvabsta 7 років тому +100

    “I know it’s doesn’t look to good right now, cause it’s not”. Me everyday

  • @awalkthroughtorah6897
    @awalkthroughtorah6897 7 років тому +33

    Congratulations! The word issues get better. :) My dad had traumatic brain injury and he was able to get back to normal. You did great! Even if you miss a few things we know what you are communicating. Praying for you!

  • @WhatsForDin
    @WhatsForDin 7 років тому

    You are so amazing. I got teared up when you struggled with your words. The fact that you continued without getting discouraged is incredibly strong. You are so beautiful!