She said radiation correctly at 4:59!! She's doing so good, I hope everything works out for her and she keeps progressing with her speech. Stays strong girl 😊💪🏼
Today I was stressing because my hair was bothering me. I had been painting my room and had gotten paint in it, it's been a weird texture lately, my roots were coming in, my hair color had gotten really weird looking and I was stressing so much that I was actually close to tears. I've been laying in bed stressing over my hair and then came across this video. I guess this is just a reminder to never take anything for granted and that there will always be someone with bigger issues, that it's not the end of the world. She is such an amazing person and is helping people in more ways than she knows. She is so beautiful inside and out and I'm so grateful I came across her channel. Please keep doing what you are doing, you're absolutely incredible.
I had childhood brain cancer too, I did not have Kemo tho, I had two surgeries and had to remove my pituitary gland so I take A LOT of meds, I can't smell, I overheat, and I lost a lot of vision, I also gain weight rapidly, but I am happy with how I am doing... I mean I feel way better than I did when I had cancer. Good luck ❤️ I wish u the best
I don't know if you noticed while editing (or whoever is editing your videos) but you said 'radiation' correctly a few times!! I'm so proud of you and I cry every time I see an update from you. Praying for you ❤️❤️
Caroline oh okay, I thought that but I wanted to make sure and she's done very well I didn't notice anything wrong with her speech unless she pointed it out. She's so strong! 💗
my dad had a brain tumor removed last summer and had to get radiation after as well. his hair had been curly and turning gray (he was 54 at the time) and after radiation it came back dark brown again, no grays, and a different hair texture (it was softer and a little bit straighter than before). side note: my mom is jealous of his hair haha
Ryn Barrett That is so amazing that it came back even more beautiful than before! "Through the rain, comes a rainbow!" 💕 Hope his tumor is completely gone! Hugs
I'm a stage 4 Hodgkin's lymphoma survivor with 7 months chemo and it was so so so hard but I managed it and got there in the end. Luckily I didn't need radiation but it was mentioned. I got the all clear in March this year. I'm so proud of you, your always in my thoughts. Lots of love xxx
Charlee Farrow I had the exact same thing! Tomorrow Im going in for my 6 months of being ned scans, and I can’t lie, I’m nervous as hell! Hope you’re still doing great!
I'm so sorry you have to go thru this! Our 6 year old has been fighting stage 4 & 5 cancer since Halloween 2015. She was diagnosed with bilateral wilms tumors or kidney cancer. She went thru chemo & radiation. I love that you are able to educate others thru your journey! Our family sends love & prayers your way!!
I'm so sorry . I just wanted to say that I'm sending prayers your way. I have a 2 and a half year old little girl and I can't even imagine. I don't know how people are so strong. Praying for your baby . 💕
Hannah webb thank u so much! That means a lot! "You never know how strong you are until being strong is your only choice!" Bob Marley. That's exactly how we felt! Our now 6 year old is our HERO! It makes me so sad to see the devastation that cancer does to families and until we were faced with the nightmare I never really knew much about cancer but childhood cancer. I've just realized this last 2 years that life is too fragile and to LOVE one another as much as we can! Thank u again 😙❤
I can tell your speech is improving so much! I'm so proud of you! I know you said you don't feel confident, but you are looking great and we all care about you!!
I'm a 4th stage ovarian cancer survivor (pretty rare) and just know that your testimony will help others! You are so strong and you are always in my prayers ❤️
Joanna Fischer I don't think she/he meant that it is going to kill this sweet girl who survived. But it is true, it is rarely found early and that is why "silent killer". I am so glad that she is healthy now!! ❤
I'm praying for you!!! I'm an 8 year brain cancer survivor and I promise that you will get through this. What matters most is that you are fighting! Never give up!
Please, please, please guys. If you want to buy from any of the brands in her description, please use her code. I can totally understand that every dollar counts in her situation.
Good point, I totally agree!! I'm also making sure I let all the ads run fully before her videos, I'm not skipping anything to make sure she gets her adsense money!!
Thank you Cheyanne. I didn't even realise this is how it works. By the way, George is short for Georgina. Must change that. People are wondering lol :) x
Hello Hun, I am so sorry you are going through this. My Son was diagnosed with Glioblastoma Multiforme stage 4 in July 2011. 2 surgeries, radiation and chemo followed. Short story he's still alive and working and driving. Keep your hope alive. You are so full of life and beautiful inside and out. Love to you.
Cancer does suck.. my oldest brother just recently passed away with a brain tumor after fighting for over 12 years. We weren't expecting it and it has been so different ever since without him :/ I miss him every single day. I do know if he was here though he would be saying to fight strong and hard because you can do it. It was so hard to trust in God, when I thought God was the one who took him away.. still am struggling to be honest to know why it happened, but now I have a beautiful guardian angel looking over and protecting me :) You got this girl, get ready to kick cancer's ass!!!
Hey girl , I'm studying radiotherapy at the moment and everything you are describing is totally normal for radiotherapy. The pain you feel on the other side of the head will be because of something called exit dose which basically that because of the radiation beams you are being treated with some of the energy will be going straight through your head causing the pain on the other side of the head. Regards to your side effects cancer related fatigue is such an issue which is why you are soo tired and the best thing you can do which I hate saying to people is to keep moving do little and often , rest when you need to rest, and with the food you should have high calorie shakes if you can get them from your doctor. Keeping your weight up especially for head and neck cancer patients really helps with your recovery time so hang in there. Your hair should grow back as normal so don't worry about that but I can understand that it is difficult to deal with. You are doing fantastic it's so hard. I hope this helps at least to make you feel you are not alone and everything you are experiencing is totally normal. Love yah xxxx
I didn't know radiation was painful.😞My mom had chemo and radiation for her breast cancer, I remember her head broke out in a sore. Ugh little did I know that was a burn/reaction from the radiation. You're right, cancer sucks...even the name is just horrible. I am so sorry, love. I will pray for you.
nikkiah123. Me either 😕. My partners father has had cancer twice(bowel and prostate) and had radiation for both of them. I thought 'oh good, as long as he's not getting chemo' because that's what you always hear is super painful not radiation
You are SO INCREDIBLY brave and BEAUTIFUL girl! Been following you for a couple of months now, before all this happened and all I can say is , STAY STRONG! 💕 God's got you. I will keep you in my prayers EVERYTIME I pray. You will overcome this. !!!! You will.
I've never came across someone so positive in such an awful situation. Your positivity is just so inspirational. You've already come such a long way in such a short space of time! One of my favourite UA-camrs by far. Sending love on your road to recovery ❤️
You are so strong Court!! I had a brother who passed away from cancer when he was 13 and this was in 1995 so I was very very young. I didnt understand everything that was going on with him @ the time. Your story has enlightened me and educated me on what its like and I just think you are so brave for sharing your story!! Keep your head up 😁 You have an amazing testimony that will give others so much hope!! ❤❤❤
rule of thumb number one when talking to sb who goes through chemo: do not talk about your family member/friend/acquaintance who also had cancer and died because of it. not helpful in any way.
palmtreeparadisee I think it was just the expression you used..kick cancer in the butt sounds funny. I don't feel it was meant in any other way. I hope i'm right cos if not:-(
I'm in tears...I was looking at one of your older videos looking for makeup tips for teachers and came across your more recent brain tumor and cancer videos. You are such a bad ass with an incredible personality with all the things you are going through. I will keep you in my prayers...You'd rock a half shaved head by the way! You will beat this!
your speech just keeps getting better!!! you can do it! I love how positive you are! my mom had an amazing attitude with her cancer and it made a world of difference!!
We are here for you Courtney! You are handling cancer with such grace and courage. Thank you for being so transparent and sharing this journey with us 💕
Your speech gets better and better with each video! You are such a strong inspiring person. Thank you for sharing all of this with us. I'm learning so much from you. Stay strong girl sending love and prayers ❤️
I'm a 3 time cancer survivor I love all your videos that you share with us you are doing an amazing Job you are a super strong 💪 girl god bless you you will look beautiful with or without hair it doesn't matter 💕💕💕💕💕💕❤️
I haven't kept up with all of these videos but I did see the initial brain tumor video and I can confidently say that you are still one of the most BEAUTIFUL girls I've seen on youtube! I'm sure losing your hair is a difficult change but hair will always grow back and with or without it you are stunning inside and out. Please don't lose sight of that
Hi! Sorry, at first I thought this channel was about a heath problem and since I lost my mom from cancer, I was curious and got into your profile just to see how this developed, I found out that you started youtube a while ago and with other purposes and now I just see things so differently, first of all, I admire you so much for sharing your life with us even in such difficult times. Even if it has nothing to do with beauty, it shows us how beautiful inside and brave you are. You are doing so good through this, I send you my best wishes and hope the best for you and all your family. Hugs!
My Cousin was diagnosed with Leukemia 3 months ago, he was fighting the Leukemia & while fighting Leukemia he got a infection while being in the hospital, which began to shut down his organs. He was sedated for weeks but never gave up & continued fighting Leukemia & his Infection. His heart had stopped and the doctors revived him, the doctors told us he had less than a week to live so we continued praying but as we kept our faith, we began preparing for his funeral. Slowly but surely he started feeling better and better each day they moved him from ICU to a regular cancer floor. Now he is our miracle ❤️ he was released from the hospital yesterday and is now home recovering. The doctors said somehow his organs are okay and they can't seem to find the cancer anymore. The moral of my story is never give up fighting even when things seem to be getting harder, just keep fighting harder! The power of prayer is amazing doesn't matter the religion or beliefs. I pray you beat cancer and have the strength you need for this difficult chapter in your life, you will get through this Miracles do happen ✨❤️
The fact that you have so much bubbliness and positivity beaming through your videos despite all the hardships you're going through is truly inspiring. You're a freakin' fighter and we're all here for you rooting you on! Kick cancer's butt babe!!! Sending all my love and prayers ❤️
I'm sorry you're going through this! My mom went through it too. You are so brave to put yourself out here on UA-cam and share the nitty gritty of life with cancer. It does suck! You are strong, and beautiful, and a shining light to others! Praying for you!
+Andrea Tobin she basically knows what she wants to say, but when she is actually about to say it, her brain doesnt know what word to use. i know i sound so confusing u can just check one of her previous videos
I admire you so much. Stay strong you're almost done with chemo. You're also doing so well with your speech. About the hair, you would totally rock the shaved side look, it looks badass!
Have you tried flipping your part to the other side? It may work! Secondly you are doing AMAZING your speech and positivity is incredible! Huge love from the U.K. X
You are truly an inspiration!!! You display an incredible amount of respect, dignity, strength and courage!!! You are fighting the most horrific battle and all with a smile on your face!!! You should be an International Poster Patient against cancer!! I would vote for you in a millisecond!! You have come such a long way in such a small amount of time. Keep working at it because it shows just how hard your working l!! Thank you for the awareness you are spreading. You are what we all should strive to be!!!
My mom had cancer stage 3 breast cancer and it was really hard on us she has been cancer free for 6 years and you always stay strong and never loose hope you will win the battle I know it's hard but you're doing great !!!! 💞💞💞
I can't get over how quickly you're rebuilding your vocabulary. You always got your point across but every time I see your videos it's like looking thru a mirror that gets clearer and clearer.
Girl!!!! You are so strong and SO INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL!!!! You could slay the head half shaved look harder than any other person on earth! We all love you and are praying for you every single day! Keep pushing through, kicking cancer's ass, and inspiring so many people! You are a warrior! xoxo from Ohio
Thank you so much for having the courage and strength to document and share this journey with us here on UA-cam. Although I have not had any personal struggle with cancer or anything of that nature, I find your videos EXTREMELY insightful and inspiring. You've been able to shed a light on something that is very difficult to be open with, and I am so proud to see how far you've come already. You are brave. You are strong. You are beautiful.💕
Your speech keeps emproving, yes girl! You will win this battle and you will come out so much stronger from her. You are such a beautiful soul! Praying for you and sending you love
Alyssa Marie i actually had radiation I kinda felt it just once but like in general you feel the effects of it such as sensitive skin and you can have burns i personally didnt feel pain but my skin had turned dark brown
You Can't Feel Radiation. I work with Radiation in a Cardiac Cath Lab. What you do feel, if it happens down the road, are the Latent Effects (skin burns, eats)
you are so beautiful and so strong, from one cancer survivor to another, when my hair started to fall out i didn't feel the least bit confident. you are so strong and brave to be even sharing your experience on youtube. keep fighting and all will be well, i promise.
your speech is so much better! nice work!! you'll be all back to normal in no time!! stay strong and just get through this cancer treatment and hopefully that will be the end of it!!! lots of love to you and ur family ❤
I admire you! You are a very strong person! Still absolutely gorgeous, may God keep you safe and keep helping you by being strong and very positive beautiful!!!
I just have to say that you have such a beautiful soul. From one teacher to another, I can say that you are an inspiration for your students to not only show the good times on your youtube channel but also to show this very difficult situation and how you are turning it positive and educating others. I admire you for being very real and honest but also putting your smile on and working your butt off to beat cancer! Keep fighting and you're in my thoughts and prayers xoxo
Thank you for sharing your story, I know how hard chemo and hair loss can be as I lost my hair and shaved the rest of after less than a month of chemo when I was 12 after being diagnosed with cancer ( Hodgkin's lymphoma ) I'm in remission now but it was very hard. You are so inspiring 💕💕💕💕
I've followed you for so long, and seeing you make these videos just makes me admire you so much more! You're so brave sharing your story, and I really hope things go smoothly for you. Your speech seems to be improving so much! You're an inspiration to all of your future students! Much love from Australia ^_^
I have a non cancerous brain tumor. I found out back in june 2014. had one bad migraine and it got to the point where I was screaming so I went to the hospital the Dr took a CAT scan and he said that the fluids in my brain was blocked and my brain was swollen. they out me in an ambulance and took me to a higher level hospital and they did surgery that day. it took 8-9 yrs long and they could only remove 50% meaning I would have to do chemo after. I did 4-5 cycles of chemotherapy and they had to stop the pill and IV chemo treatments because of all the weight I had lost. I was never hungry. and when I did eat I would always throw it up. the chemo stripped my body of nutrition and it was killing me. I to lost alot if my hair and I still have the scaring from surgery but I embrace it and show my battle scares. they currently found another spot near my brain stem. and they have no idea what it is but they are thinking it's another tumor. but it hasn't changed so they aren't classifying it as anything as of now. I still have the brain tumor I had in the beginning it is also still shrinking. I hope it gets better for u because I know your strong
Alyssia Shreve have you suffered from migraines before you had the migraine attack, because i suffer from migraines really bad and have been for a while and i worry. did you have symptoms, hope you okay💛💛
you are so strong making videos about this i never knew anything about cancer or tumors but after watching your videos ive learned sooo much more!! you are the strongest and prettiest girl EVER and i hope your recovery keeps running smoothly!❤️❤️
I know cancer sucks... I was also diagnosed with breast cancer in Feb 17 I just had my last chemo treatment I lost my hair, my nails changes colour basically my body is been through a lot so I'm glad if done. So I would like to give you some encouragement reminding you that cancer is NOT the end you are a survivor you are inspiring so many people including me and this will be a greater come back for you because you will inspire so MANY people in the years to come!! "you look beautiful" keep your head up up high keep picturing yourself speaking to thousands of people "you're inspiration" WE ARE SURVIVORS GIRL, cancer is messing with the wrong girls we are beat this together xxxx
Girl im balling my eyes out right now because i just lost my brother to brain cancer last year. You're so brave my brother lived with it for 14 years. Girl you got a new subscriber for sure. I watched my brother go through it every single day it was so painful to watch. You're such an inspiration to many people with cancer. Good for you not letting it get in your way. "Still crying " Girl i am just so happy to see you still being able to make videos and not letting it see you down. You're so beautiful and stunning Hair is just hair it doesnt define your beauty.
You are so right, Cancer does suck, but you've got this and you can beat this. I know the process is difficult (had my last chemo treatment for lymphoma 2/10/17) but know that it will soon be over. You're strong and beautiful. I think it's wonderful that you're doing these videos to educate not only those dealing with cancer, but the general population.
Thank you for making these videos. For me, I am inspired by you and love watching your progress. However for some other people, these videos probably mean a lot. People who either are in a similar situation or know someone with a similar situation, these videos would help them get through it all mentally. I would know to add: *i have a lot of respect for your mom.* I know your dad is going through his own thing, and your mom must have to be so strong to be there for both of you. What a wonderful woman. I wish you and your loved ones nothing but good health from now forward.
1. Please do not take random medical advice from youtube. you have an oncologist and a surgeon to help you. Frankinsense oil does not cure cancer. 2 I am a cancer survivor (breast). I was completely bald and did IV chemo, and had surgery and the dreaded steroid from hell. I was not always compliant about taking it bc it made me CRAZY. 3. Cancer is a whirlwind. Let everyone who can love you through it. when you get to the other side...and you will...you will have time to process all you have been through. 4. Cancer is not without gifts. At least not for me. I lost a breast but got closer to G d. I stopped letting stupid things worry me. I stood outside in the rain bald to feel the water on my head. I found joy wherever i could. 5. When you are done and your energy slowly creeps back, your appetite returns, your hair starts coming in like down, it is like being reborn. It is a beautiful thing to watch and feel your own body heal. 6. You are strong. You are beautiful. You will win. xo
so well said. i'm also a fellow cancer survivor. can totally agree that you worry less about the petty stuff and you feel like you have a completely new chance at life. do whatever makes you happy and fuck everything else, life is too short.. you conquered such a horrible disease and now could do anything you set your mind to.
Frankensence has definitely helped my breast cancer. I have a very rare breast cancer and until I started using frankensence my dr can't believe the difference.
A solution to the hair loss on the one side would be to switch your part over to the other side and flip some of the hair on the other side over to cover up the places that have no hair if that is something you're concerned about. super proud of you courtney keep up the good work!! you're improving so well!
Since you aren't shaving your head you might want to look into the colored hair powder that makes your scalp look the same color as your hair so you can hide it more and have more options! But you are absolutely beautiful with or with out hair!!
Lisa Bannon She's so brace to watch her hair fault out. Idt I could do it, if I was ever in a situation like that, I would've just shaved my head and then wore beanies all the time lol
You are doing so GREAT!!! Love that your mom is making sure you get adequate nutrition! And reading all the messages with you - it just feels good to know that you are being care for at home so well! Good job, Mom!!! You have raised a Warrior Princess!!!
I admire your courage to show your most vulnerable moments on camera! I cannot imagine what you're going through.... you're such a source of inspiration and strength! Thank you for being so real and raw! I know you will recover from this disease very soon! Much love and light to you! ❤
Your speaking is so much better 😀 your beautiful and hair will grow back! Keep your positive attitude the best you can and it will give you strength to get through all of this. I'm praying for you sweetie ❤️ HUGS 🤗
First God bless you. I went through my own situation and had my entire ovary removed. One of your other amazing subscribers stated this to shall pass and it is absolutely true. With faith and love everything will subside. By you sharing your story, it helps others to understand what it feels like. In the end, I know you will be perfectly fine. God speed❤️And by the way, when you were talking about your hair, I didn't see what you saw because I simply saw you, beautiful you💝
you are so naturally beautiful, and I cannot describe how inspiring you are. Seeing how strong you are is VERY encouraging. I know there have to be times when you feel sad and scared or lost , but your speech is getting better so quickly, and all your hard work is paying off! Never give up, you are brilliant beyond what my words can even say! even when you feel like your progress has slowed, remember how VIBRANT you are to everyone watching!
I battled cancer in 2011 and this made me so emotional. I think it's so inspiring that you're sharing your story! You're beautiful Courtney and you will get through this!!!
Thanks you so much for making this video. You are amazing! My cousin has recently been diagnosed with a brain tumour. She did have surgery but told she had 6 months to live! Everyone was absolutely devastated! She will be starting radiation to hopefully increase her survival rate. I am planning to shave my hair to honour her and anyone else out there suffering. Please keep making these videos your are an inspiration and I am absolutely positive you help so many people going through this extremely tough time. Keep fighting everybody loves you and to anybody out there keep fighting and never give up!! 🖤🖤😔
I'm so so sorry you're having to go through this awful situation, it's honestly horrible, but your courage and positivity is to be admired, praying you have a full recovery, sending you so much love ❤️
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Stay strong baby. I love you . 💜
Karlee Steel yesss !!
Mackenzie Corbin you are beautiful
i love how she is so stong and positive thoughout her journey. love you 💕
Karlee Steel omg hiiiiiiii
Karlee Steel favesssss
She said radiation correctly at 4:59!! She's doing so good, I hope everything works out for her and she keeps progressing with her speech. Stays strong girl 😊💪🏼
Kinda stumbled across this vid so im sorry but what do you mean?
Melek xo she had a tumor removed not so long ago and it messed up her speech a little, she explains it better in one of her videos
Melek xo she's never able to say radiation after her surgery so it's a huge step that she's able to say it.
Your speech sounds amazing!! And that's coming from a speech therapist. Stay strong!! You are wonderful
Sarah Belcher second year grad student here! Would you say this is an aphasia?
Today I was stressing because my hair was bothering me. I had been painting my room and had gotten paint in it, it's been a weird texture lately, my roots were coming in, my hair color had gotten really weird looking and I was stressing so much that I was actually close to tears. I've been laying in bed stressing over my hair and then came across this video. I guess this is just a reminder to never take anything for granted and that there will always be someone with bigger issues, that it's not the end of the world. She is such an amazing person and is helping people in more ways than she knows. She is so beautiful inside and out and I'm so grateful I came across her channel. Please keep doing what you are doing, you're absolutely incredible.
I had childhood brain cancer too, I did not have Kemo tho, I had two surgeries and had to remove my pituitary gland so I take A LOT of meds, I can't smell, I overheat, and I lost a lot of vision, I also gain weight rapidly, but I am happy with how I am doing... I mean I feel way better than I did when I had cancer. Good luck ❤️ I wish u the best
Elissa Loock you are so strong god bless ❤️
she really has borderline personality disorder. not funny. no cancer. maybe personality cancer.
Elissa Loock do you have an instagram? You seem like an amazing girl
paris girl wtf please just leave
I don't know if you noticed while editing (or whoever is editing your videos) but you said 'radiation' correctly a few times!! I'm so proud of you and I cry every time I see an update from you. Praying for you ❤️❤️
Michaela Keast She really did say it correctly! Kicking butt and taking names with the speech! :)
Michaela Keast She's doing so well!!! I'm so proud of her💕💕🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Michaela Keast I don't mean to be rude but how come she can't say some words x
Katie Xx she had brain surgery that affected the speech & language part of her brain :(
Caroline oh okay, I thought that but I wanted to make sure and she's done very well I didn't notice anything wrong with her speech unless she pointed it out. She's so strong! 💗
Girl, you said radiation almost correctly so many times in the beginning of the video. You've come so far. I'm so proud of you sweetheart.
my dad had a brain tumor removed last summer and had to get radiation after as well. his hair had been curly and turning gray (he was 54 at the time) and after radiation it came back dark brown again, no grays, and a different hair texture (it was softer and a little bit straighter than before). side note: my mom is jealous of his hair haha
Ryn Barrett did he take nutritional supplements?
Ryn Barrett My sister was terrified hers would change, but she only had one part come back totally white.
MzClementine I'm not sure! would that have to do with his hair coming back different?
Ryn Barrett That is so amazing that it came back even more beautiful than before! "Through the rain, comes a rainbow!" 💕 Hope his tumor is completely gone! Hugs
Ryn Barrett I really hope your dad is better... 🙏🏼
I'm a stage 4 Hodgkin's lymphoma survivor with 7 months chemo and it was so so so hard but I managed it and got there in the end. Luckily I didn't need radiation but it was mentioned. I got the all clear in March this year.
I'm so proud of you, your always in my thoughts. Lots of love xxx
Charlee Farrow I had the exact same thing! Tomorrow Im going in for my 6 months of being ned scans, and I can’t lie, I’m nervous as hell! Hope you’re still doing great!
I'm so sorry you have to go thru this! Our 6 year old has been fighting stage 4 & 5 cancer since Halloween 2015. She was diagnosed with bilateral wilms tumors or kidney cancer. She went thru chemo & radiation. I love that you are able to educate others thru your journey! Our family sends love & prayers your way!!
I'm so sorry . I just wanted to say that I'm sending prayers your way. I have a 2 and a half year old little girl and I can't even imagine. I don't know how people are so strong. Praying for your baby . 💕
Hannah webb thank u so much! That means a lot! "You never know how strong you are until being strong is your only choice!" Bob Marley. That's exactly how we felt! Our now 6 year old is our HERO! It makes me so sad to see the devastation that cancer does to families and until we were faced with the nightmare I never really knew much about cancer but childhood cancer. I've just realized this last 2 years that life is too fragile and to LOVE one another as much as we can! Thank u again 😙❤
I can tell your speech is improving so much! I'm so proud of you! I know you said you don't feel confident, but you are looking great and we all care about you!!
I'm a 4th stage ovarian cancer survivor (pretty rare) and just know that your testimony will help others! You are so strong and you are always in my prayers ❤️
Michelle Mizery this is amazing 💙 I lost an amazing lady in my life to 3rd stage ovarian cancer, she fought so hard for 7 years.
Cheryl Smith what a terrible thing to say to someone who just said she had ovarian cancer
Michelle Mizery WOOOOW that's a miracle :O
Joanna Fischer I don't think she/he meant that it is going to kill this sweet girl who survived. But it is true, it is rarely found early and that is why "silent killer". I am so glad that she is healthy now!! ❤
Michelle Mizery you are amazing 😙
I'm praying for you!!! I'm an 8 year brain cancer survivor and I promise that you will get through this. What matters most is that you are fighting! Never give up!
M Reid 💕💕💕💕💕💕
heyyy, congrats 💞💞
M Reid Happy for you 💖👏🏼👏🏼💖
Amen!!! God is good!!
How are you doing now? I wish you the best!!!
Please, please, please guys. If you want to buy from any of the brands in her description, please use her code. I can totally understand that every dollar counts in her situation.
Good point, I totally agree!! I'm also making sure I let all the ads run fully before her videos, I'm not skipping anything to make sure she gets her adsense money!!
Thank you Cheyanne. I didn't even realise this is how it works. By the way, George is short for Georgina. Must change that. People are wondering lol :) x
Hello Hun, I am so sorry you are going through this. My Son was diagnosed with Glioblastoma Multiforme stage 4 in July 2011. 2 surgeries, radiation and chemo followed. Short story he's still alive and working and driving. Keep your hope alive. You are so full of life and beautiful inside and out. Love to you.
Hi Lisa is your son still doing ok ?
@@vanessapattison933 Hi Vanessa, yes remarkably he is coming up to 10 years post diagnosis/treatments in July 2021.
@@LisaFrancesJudd my daughter just had brain surgery at 22 chemo and radiation will start shortly I will pray for him also xxx
Stay strong Courtney! We love you ❤️
i am a cancer survivor and love that you are sharing your experience. this too shall pass! xoxo prayers for a full recovery :)
Veronica Flores congratulations, so cool you can share your experience with others!! Xo
Veronica Flores exactly my darling this to shall pass❤️
It breaks my heart that you have to go through all of this but your attitude and outlook on it all is really inspiring!!!
Cancer does suck.. my oldest brother just recently passed away with a brain tumor after fighting for over 12 years. We weren't expecting it and it has been so different ever since without him :/ I miss him every single day. I do know if he was here though he would be saying to fight strong and hard because you can do it.
It was so hard to trust in God, when I thought God was the one who took him away.. still am struggling to be honest to know why it happened, but now I have a beautiful guardian angel looking over and protecting me :)
You got this girl, get ready to kick cancer's ass!!!
katieag1998 I am SO sorry for your loss. I will be keeping you and your family in my prayers. Hang in there!
What was the grade of ur brother
I’m sorry 😢
You can rock the Cassie hair cut 😍😍😍 half shaved and half long. It'll be bomb and you can get a design put into it! ❤❤❤
I love the way you say radiation it's so adorable. I wish you didn't have to be going through this. You're such a strong beautiful girl 💜
Hey girl , I'm studying radiotherapy at the moment and everything you are describing is totally normal for radiotherapy. The pain you feel on the other side of the head will be because of something called exit dose which basically that because of the radiation beams you are being treated with some of the energy will be going straight through your head causing the pain on the other side of the head. Regards to your side effects cancer related fatigue is such an issue which is why you are soo tired and the best thing you can do which I hate saying to people is to keep moving do little and often , rest when you need to rest, and with the food you should have high calorie shakes if you can get them from your doctor. Keeping your weight up especially for head and neck cancer patients really helps with your recovery time so hang in there. Your hair should grow back as normal so don't worry about that but I can understand that it is difficult to deal with. You are doing fantastic it's so hard. I hope this helps at least to make you feel you are not alone and everything you are experiencing is totally normal. Love yah xxxx
I didn't know radiation was painful.😞My mom had chemo and radiation for her breast cancer, I remember her head broke out in a sore. Ugh little did I know that was a burn/reaction from the radiation. You're right, cancer sucks...even the name is just horrible. I am so sorry, love. I will pray for you.
nikkiah123. Me either 😕. My partners father has had cancer twice(bowel and prostate) and had radiation for both of them. I thought 'oh good, as long as he's not getting chemo' because that's what you always hear is super painful not radiation
Same... my mom had chemo and radiation... little did I know it hurt 😭
You're such an amazing person. I'm sorry you are having to go through this. You are strong!
You are SO INCREDIBLY brave and BEAUTIFUL girl! Been following you for a couple of months now, before all this happened and all I can say is , STAY STRONG! 💕 God's got you. I will keep you in my prayers EVERYTIME I pray. You will overcome this. !!!! You will.
I've never came across someone so positive in such an awful situation.
Your positivity is just so inspirational.
You've already come such a long way in such a short space of time! One of my favourite UA-camrs by far. Sending love on your road to recovery ❤️
You are so strong Court!! I had a brother who passed away from cancer when he was 13 and this was in 1995 so I was very very young. I didnt understand everything that was going on with him @ the time. Your story has enlightened me and educated me on what its like and I just think you are so brave for sharing your story!! Keep your head up 😁 You have an amazing testimony that will give others so much hope!! ❤❤❤
rule of thumb number one when talking to sb who goes through chemo: do not talk about your family member/friend/acquaintance who also had cancer and died because of it. not helpful in any way.
alice hasenkohl She will be okay so I don't think I saif anything out of line. Thanks for your input 😁
I've been thinking about you everyday! You are beautiful with or without hair! You're going to kick cancers butt ❤
palmtreeparadisee Lol yes she will
Jaelynn Porter what's with the lol?
palmtreeparadisee I think it was just the expression you used..kick cancer in the butt sounds funny. I don't feel it was meant in any other way. I hope i'm right cos if not:-(
palmtreeparadisee lol= lots of love
Umm..the expression of 'kicking cancer's butt!'. That's the lol!
Geez. And I hope she does! We love you, Courtney!!❤❤❤❤
I'm in tears...I was looking at one of your older videos looking for makeup tips for teachers and came across your more recent brain tumor and cancer videos. You are such a bad ass with an incredible personality with all the things you are going through. I will keep you in my prayers...You'd rock a half shaved head by the way! You will beat this!
your speech just keeps getting better!!! you can do it! I love how positive you are! my mom had an amazing attitude with her cancer and it made a world of difference!!
We are here for you Courtney! You are handling cancer with such grace and courage. Thank you for being so transparent and sharing this journey with us 💕
Your speech gets better and better with each video! You are such a strong inspiring person. Thank you for sharing all of this with us. I'm learning so much from you. Stay strong girl sending love and prayers ❤️
I'm a 3 time cancer survivor I love all your videos that you share with us you are doing an amazing Job you are a super strong 💪 girl god bless you you will look beautiful with or without hair it doesn't matter 💕💕💕💕💕💕❤️
makeupbysheaa All my love 😍
makeupbysheaa woahh! that's amazing!! you're so strong !! people like you are amazing
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makeupbysheaa Warrior
makeupbysheaa God bless your beautiful soul. I absolutely love your channel 😊
I haven't kept up with all of these videos but I did see the initial brain tumor video and I can confidently say that you are still one of the most BEAUTIFUL girls I've seen on youtube! I'm sure losing your hair is a difficult change but hair will always grow back and with or without it you are stunning inside and out. Please don't lose sight of that
Hi! Sorry, at first I thought this channel was about a heath problem and since I lost my mom from cancer, I was curious and got into your profile just to see how this developed, I found out that you started youtube a while ago and with other purposes and now I just see things so differently, first of all, I admire you so much for sharing your life with us even in such difficult times. Even if it has nothing to do with beauty, it shows us how beautiful inside and brave you are. You are doing so good through this, I send you my best wishes and hope the best for you and all your family. Hugs!
My Cousin was diagnosed with Leukemia 3 months ago, he was fighting the Leukemia & while fighting Leukemia he got a infection while being in the hospital, which began to shut down his organs. He was sedated for weeks but never gave up & continued fighting Leukemia & his Infection. His heart had stopped and the doctors revived him, the doctors told us he had less than a week to live so we continued praying but as we kept our faith, we began preparing for his funeral. Slowly but surely he started feeling better and better each day they moved him from ICU to a regular cancer floor. Now he is our miracle ❤️ he was released from the hospital yesterday and is now home recovering. The doctors said somehow his organs are okay and they can't seem to find the cancer anymore.
The moral of my story is never give up fighting even when things seem to be getting harder, just keep fighting harder! The power of prayer is amazing doesn't matter the religion or beliefs. I pray you beat cancer and have the strength you need for this difficult chapter in your life, you will get through this Miracles do happen ✨❤️
Gillian Ocasio Yes he is ❤️
Lorah Cruz
Wow this is Beautiful . God really is Good 🙏🏼✨
AMEN! 🙏🏼 GOD IS GOOD♥️
Lorah Cruz you should thank the doctors as well, moron
Lilly Love ❤️🙏🏻
The fact that you have so much bubbliness and positivity beaming through your videos despite all the hardships you're going through is truly inspiring. You're a freakin' fighter and we're all here for you rooting you on! Kick cancer's butt babe!!! Sending all my love and prayers ❤️
I am sorry your going through this. I have a chronic illness so in someways can relate but in other ways I can't. I am thinking of you
Hello again!
I'm sorry you're going through this! My mom went through it too. You are so brave to put yourself out here on UA-cam and share the nitty gritty of life with cancer. It does suck! You are strong, and beautiful, and a shining light to others! Praying for you!
This may sound cheesy or empty, but, genuinely, she is *so* inspiring. Praying for you.
Your speech has come so far in such a short amount of time. I have no doubt you'll make a full recovery!
Floralisa I'm new to her channel, what happened with her speech? Or did she make a video about it?
she had surgery to remove a tumor and because of the surgery her speech was affected.
I'm really glad she's doing better
Andrea Tobin she made a few videos. Just go to her channel. First video is captioned "I have a brain tumor"
+Andrea Tobin she basically knows what she wants to say, but when she is actually about to say it, her brain doesnt know what word to use. i know i sound so confusing u can just check one of her previous videos
I admire you so much. Stay strong you're almost done with chemo. You're also doing so well with your speech. About the hair, you would totally rock the shaved side look, it looks badass!
Have you tried flipping your part to the other side? It may work! Secondly you are doing AMAZING your speech and positivity is incredible! Huge love from the U.K. X
Charlie Taylor great idea! I think that would work!
You are truly an inspiration!!! You display an incredible amount of respect, dignity, strength and courage!!! You are fighting the most horrific battle and all with a smile on your face!!! You should be an International Poster Patient against cancer!! I would vote for you in a millisecond!! You have come such a long way in such a small amount of time. Keep working at it because it shows just how hard your working l!! Thank you for the awareness you are spreading. You are what we all should strive to be!!!
My mom had cancer stage 3 breast cancer and it was really hard on us she has been cancer free for 6 years and you always stay strong and never loose hope you will win the battle I know it's hard but you're doing great !!!! 💞💞💞
I can't get over how quickly you're rebuilding your vocabulary. You always got your point across but every time I see your videos it's like looking thru a mirror that gets clearer and clearer.
Girl!!!! You are so strong and SO INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL!!!! You could slay the head half shaved look harder than any other person on earth! We all love you and are praying for you every single day! Keep pushing through, kicking cancer's ass, and inspiring so many people! You are a warrior! xoxo from Ohio
Courtney ❤️❤️ keep going!! You're so strong 🙏🏻 and your speech is getting so good!!
Thank you so much for having the courage and strength to document and share this journey with us here on UA-cam. Although I have not had any personal struggle with cancer or anything of that nature, I find your videos EXTREMELY insightful and inspiring. You've been able to shed a light on something that is very difficult to be open with, and I am so proud to see how far you've come already. You are brave. You are strong. You are beautiful.💕
Your speech keeps emproving, yes girl! You will win this battle and you will come out so much stronger from her. You are such a beautiful soul! Praying for you and sending you love
I applaud your mama. She sounds like quite the awesome/supporter. ♥️
wow i did not know you could feel radiation. thanks for educating us ! God bless you your speech is so much better !
Alyssa Marie You cannot 'feel' radiation. It's the Latent effects, like burns, that you feel.
It depends where it is I guess. I've never heard of it hurting while it's happening.
Alyssa Marie i actually had radiation I kinda felt it just once but like in general you feel the effects of it such as sensitive skin and you can have burns i personally didnt feel pain but my skin had turned dark brown
You Can't Feel Radiation. I work with Radiation in a Cardiac Cath Lab. What you do feel, if it happens down the road, are the Latent Effects (skin burns, eats)
You are so strong, you're a beautiful person and we are all rooting for you! thanks for the updates xo
you are so beautiful and so strong, from one cancer survivor to another, when my hair started to fall out i didn't feel the least bit confident. you are so strong and brave to be even sharing your experience on youtube. keep fighting and all will be well, i promise.
your speech is so much better! nice work!! you'll be all back to normal in no time!! stay strong and just get through this cancer treatment and hopefully that will be the end of it!!! lots of love to you and ur family ❤
I admire you! You are a very strong person! Still absolutely gorgeous, may God keep you safe and keep helping you by being strong and very positive beautiful!!!
Your speech has improved sooooo much. You should be very proud of yourself 💖
You're doing amazing love! Your speech has improved so much. You look gorgeous as always sweetheart. Praying for you always!
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Your speech is getting so much better. You are in my prayers
I just have to say that you have such a beautiful soul. From one teacher to another, I can say that you are an inspiration for your students to not only show the good times on your youtube channel but also to show this very difficult situation and how you are turning it positive and educating others. I admire you for being very real and honest but also putting your smile on and working your butt off to beat cancer! Keep fighting and you're in my thoughts and prayers xoxo
Thank you for sharing your story, I know how hard chemo and hair loss can be as I lost my hair and shaved the rest of after less than a month of chemo when I was 12 after being diagnosed with cancer ( Hodgkin's lymphoma ) I'm in remission now but it was very hard. You are so inspiring 💕💕💕💕
Your spirit has risen so much! God is taking care of you. I am so glad to see you are doing better :)
Sending you love & strength! You documenting such a hard time in your life is amazing and inspiring ❤️
Your speech is sounding so good!! I'm so proud of you! Keep kicking cancers ass. Love you, sweet girl ❤️
It breaks my heart that you have to go through all of this you're a beautiful person and everything will be okay. I'm so proud of you❤️
Love you so much, still beautiful inside and out. Keep strong ❤️
I've followed you for so long, and seeing you make these videos just makes me admire you so much more! You're so brave sharing your story, and I really hope things go smoothly for you. Your speech seems to be improving so much! You're an inspiration to all of your future students! Much love from Australia ^_^
I have a non cancerous brain tumor. I found out back in june 2014. had one bad migraine and it got to the point where I was screaming so I went to the hospital the Dr took a CAT scan and he said that the fluids in my brain was blocked and my brain was swollen. they out me in an ambulance and took me to a higher level hospital and they did surgery that day. it took 8-9 yrs long and they could only remove 50% meaning I would have to do chemo after. I did 4-5 cycles of chemotherapy and they had to stop the pill and IV chemo treatments because of all the weight I had lost. I was never hungry. and when I did eat I would always throw it up. the chemo stripped my body of nutrition and it was killing me. I to lost alot if my hair and I still have the scaring from surgery but I embrace it and show my battle scares. they currently found another spot near my brain stem. and they have no idea what it is but they are thinking it's another tumor. but it hasn't changed so they aren't classifying it as anything as of now. I still have the brain tumor I had in the beginning it is also still shrinking. I hope it gets better for u because I know your strong
Alyssia Shreve have you suffered from migraines before you had the migraine attack, because i suffer from migraines really bad and have been for a while and i worry. did you have symptoms, hope you okay💛💛
Stay strong
+Brooke Marie I did not. I had some headaches but they were not bad at all. I had no other symptoms except that one horrible migraine.
+Serene Dia thank you.
I wish you the best life has to offer when your battle is over you are a fucking trooper stay strong ❤
Keep fighting baby ❤️ I got cancer at 7 in my right eye, and survived. I am now 12. Keep going !! 😻
you are so strong making videos about this i never knew anything about cancer or tumors but after watching your videos ive learned sooo much more!! you are the strongest and prettiest girl EVER and i hope your recovery keeps running smoothly!❤️❤️
You are in my daily prayer. Please be strong and God is with you!!
Piya Michelle i
Love you babe 💜 your speech is SO GOOD! You've improved 110%! Keep up the good work xoxoxox prayers coming your way
Shannon Wynne ya ,the truth iswhats up but to share that so suddenly is something u should have thought of.
joyce lopez what does that even mean?!
I know cancer sucks... I was also diagnosed with breast cancer in Feb 17 I just had my last chemo treatment I lost my hair, my nails changes colour basically my body is been through a lot so I'm glad if done. So I would like to give you some encouragement reminding you that cancer is NOT the end you are a survivor you are inspiring so many people including me and this will be a greater come back for you because you will inspire so MANY people in the years to come!! "you look beautiful" keep your head up up high keep picturing yourself speaking to thousands of people "you're inspiration" WE ARE SURVIVORS GIRL, cancer is messing with the wrong girls we are beat this together xxxx
stay strong girl
mimin ame nisa 👍🏾👍🏾👍🏾
Girl im balling my eyes out right now because i just lost my brother to brain cancer last year. You're so brave my brother lived with it for 14 years.
Girl you got a new subscriber for sure.
I watched my brother go through it every single day it was so painful to watch.
You're such an inspiration to many people with cancer.
Good for you not letting it get in your way.
"Still crying "
Girl i am just so happy to see you still being able to make videos and not letting it see you down.
You're so beautiful and stunning
Hair is just hair it doesnt define your beauty.
Your speech is so much better! Stay strong, love your positivity and you are truly inspiring. Sending all my love!
You are so right, Cancer does suck, but you've got this and you can beat this. I know the process is difficult (had my last chemo treatment for lymphoma 2/10/17) but know that it will soon be over. You're strong and beautiful. I think it's wonderful that you're doing these videos to educate not only those dealing with cancer, but the general population.
Thank you for making these videos. For me, I am inspired by you and love watching your progress. However for some other people, these videos probably mean a lot. People who either are in a similar situation or know someone with a similar situation, these videos would help them get through it all mentally.
I would know to add: *i have a lot of respect for your mom.* I know your dad is going through his own thing, and your mom must have to be so strong to be there for both of you. What a wonderful woman. I wish you and your loved ones nothing but good health from now forward.
1. Please do not take random medical advice from youtube. you have an oncologist and a surgeon to help you. Frankinsense oil does not cure cancer. 2 I am a cancer survivor (breast). I was completely bald and did IV chemo, and had surgery and the dreaded steroid from hell. I was not always compliant about taking it bc it made me CRAZY. 3. Cancer is a whirlwind. Let everyone who can love you through it. when you get to the other side...and you will...you will have time to process all you have been through. 4. Cancer is not without gifts. At least not for me. I lost a breast but got closer to G d. I stopped letting stupid things worry me. I stood outside in the rain bald to feel the water on my head. I found joy wherever i could. 5. When you are done and your energy slowly creeps back, your appetite returns, your hair starts coming in like down, it is like being reborn. It is a beautiful thing to watch and feel your own body heal. 6. You are strong. You are beautiful. You will win. xo
Andrea Harris thank you for sharing. :)
I'm happy you kicked cancer's butt 👊
so well said. i'm also a fellow cancer survivor. can totally agree that you worry less about the petty stuff and you feel like you have a completely new chance at life. do whatever makes you happy and fuck everything else, life is too short.. you conquered such a horrible disease and now could do anything you set your mind to.
Frankensence has definitely helped my breast cancer. I have a very rare breast cancer and until I started using frankensence my dr can't believe the difference.
Andrea Harris Wow such beautiful words 😍
I teared up reading this. You're such an inspiration.
Wow her speech is soooo much better already! Keep going girl! You're fantastic!!!!
You are so strong! Prayers your way. Keep fighting
your speech was so great this video! 💪🏼
I've been watching your videos for awhile now and I'm soo impressed with how much your speech has improved since your surgery! So proud of you! 💕💕
A solution to the hair loss on the one side would be to switch your part over to the other side and flip some of the hair on the other side over to cover up the places that have no hair if that is something you're concerned about. super proud of you courtney keep up the good work!! you're improving so well!
Holy crap, your speech has improved SO much! You are an inspiration to so many people. Thank you for sharing your story. Best wishes to you!
your speech has improved so much! really proud of you and im sending you so much love
I'm shocked at how far your speech has come is such a short amount of time!!! Amazing. keep fighting
Since you aren't shaving your head you might want to look into the colored hair powder that makes your scalp look the same color as your hair so you can hide it more and have more options! But you are absolutely beautiful with or with out hair!!
Lisa Bannon that's a good tip :)
Lisa Bannon She's so brace to watch her hair fault out. Idt I could do it, if I was ever in a situation like that, I would've just shaved my head and then wore beanies all the time lol
Stay strong, your doing so well - we are all so proud of you
You are doing so GREAT!!! Love that your mom is making sure you get adequate nutrition! And reading all the messages with you - it just feels good to know that you are being care for at home so well! Good job, Mom!!! You have raised a Warrior Princess!!!
I admire your courage to show your most vulnerable moments on camera! I cannot imagine what you're going through.... you're such a source of inspiration and strength! Thank you for being so real and raw! I know you will recover from this disease very soon! Much love and light to you! ❤
you look beautiful!! and youre speech is sounding amazing!
Your speaking is so much better 😀 your beautiful and hair will grow back! Keep your positive attitude the best you can and it will give you strength to get through all of this. I'm praying for you sweetie ❤️ HUGS 🤗
First God bless you. I went through my own situation and had my entire ovary removed. One of your other amazing subscribers stated this to shall pass and it is absolutely true. With faith and love everything will subside. By you sharing your story, it helps others to understand what it feels like. In the end, I know you will be perfectly fine. God speed❤️And by the way, when you were talking about your hair, I didn't see what you saw because I simply saw you, beautiful you💝
you are so naturally beautiful, and I cannot describe how inspiring you are. Seeing how strong you are is VERY encouraging. I know there have to be times when you feel sad and scared or lost , but your speech is getting better so quickly, and all your hard work is paying off! Never give up, you are brilliant beyond what my words can even say! even when you feel like your progress has slowed, remember how VIBRANT you are to everyone watching!
I battled cancer in 2011 and this made me so emotional. I think it's so inspiring that you're sharing your story! You're beautiful Courtney and you will get through this!!!
girl this is my first video about you, and I can tell you you're adorable and I love you !
Good luck!!! I'm so glad you are getting better. In 16 more days we declare health and victory. Hope to keep hearing from you warrior.
Wishing you the best and quick recovery....stay strong.
Thanks you so much for making this video. You are amazing! My cousin has recently been diagnosed with a brain tumour. She did have surgery but told she had 6 months to live! Everyone was absolutely devastated! She will be starting radiation to hopefully increase her survival rate. I am planning to shave my hair to honour her and anyone else out there suffering. Please keep making these videos your are an inspiration and I am absolutely positive you help so many people going through this extremely tough time. Keep fighting everybody loves you and to anybody out there keep fighting and never give up!! 🖤🖤😔
I'm so so sorry you're having to go through this awful situation, it's honestly horrible, but your courage and positivity is to be admired, praying you have a full recovery, sending you so much love ❤️