You aren't being humble of heart, you gotta be humble of heart. You gotta accept grace and to earn it you gotta be humble so you can't be like Judas who was proud of heart.
“It’s easier for a camel to go thru the eye of a needle than a rich man to enter into the kingdom of Zion.” Too much time being rushed away by other people makes you forget that you’re in control and there’s only one you should answer to.
@@aqfj5zy Where do you think people got their sustanance if not from long hours of hard work? Do you really believe that labor was expensive back in the day? Even if you didn't have to work for someone, you had to work on your farm and do all sorts of things all day, without the aid of modern machinery. The idea that it was easier back in the day is highly historically illiterate. Unless you were in the very small minority, life was constant toil.
@@aqfj5zy illiterate /ɪˈlɪt(ə)rət/ adjective adjective: illiterate ignorant in a particular subject or activity. "the extent to which voters are politically illiterate" Go to Africa and enjoy your toil-free life of the past.
@@fahrenheigh That is not true. In the 'old world' style of living, the amount of work required to thrive fluctuated with the seasons and there are many tasks that require you to sit and wait, doing effectively nothing. That's one of the meanings of downtime in that context. For example, when you are grazing a herd of animals, you need to keep watch over them, but can't really do much else. Many people subsist on fish. What is the stereotypical image of fishing? Waiting. Also, one of the main incentives of having large families was to reduce everyone's workload; the more children you had, the less everyone had to work. Because of the way modern society is structured, we have inverted that incentive so that Western (white) populations tend to view large families as financially burdensome, which is one of the reasons European populations are in decline. From an economic perspective, most peasants of medieval Europe had much lower taxes than we do today.
In the old world, people like Terry would have become monks, and lived in monastic communities, where they could be taken care of, and lived full lives.
I noticed the other day while driving that as soon as myself and the other cars around me got to a red light, EVERYONE immediately picked up their phone and started scrolling. People can't simply sit at a red light and wait in peace for two minutes. They need to be distracted as soon as there's a second of down time. Just look at the trees, look at the people passing by, relax for a minute. I dunno, I thought it was an interesting moment.
My question is, why be a defeatist? Why don’t you make it hip to do outings with people where you leave your phones at home? Nobody can look up a restaurant or google a question they have- it would be super fun and it would be like a group experience for your friends. “No phone night” or something. Like why just roll over and be sad about something so myopic and insignificant? If it bothers you that much, do something else. We live in the golden age of self agency. In a few years, you might not even have the opportunity to put down whatever technology you’re bitching about in this decade. Do something about it. Generate your own New Culture. People in the 1920s and 30s got bored of traditional architecture so they made Art Deco. You’re a Christian, right? Start a new religious movement that regards the sacrosanct nature of Christ. Sell your shit and move somewhere where there aren’t any stoplights. Anything except perpetuating this techno-depressive ca-ca I see all over UA-cam comments. Eat a banana and get some sunshine.
The more videos I watch of him the more understanding I am and the worse I feel for how his fate turned out. At first I just saw memes and him saying slurs and stuff, I used think that’s all there was about him until recently reading up on him and looking into his life some more ….
Somehow.... I think I've found the most humanitarian, soulful place & people online, right here in this comments section. Haven't found anywhere online with truly reflective and pensive people in a looong time. Faith in humanity restored? Perhaps not. But there's (maybe) some hope.... ...And that's a beautiful thing. I've never heard of Terry Davis before tonight, whatever happened to him... RIP. 💚
the truth is he accomplished things most of us could never hope of doing. in fact, it's more than that, 99.99% of people, and thats including most people with educations in computer science, cannot even being to imagine the depths of his technical genius. what he did with TempleOS is equitable to building something the size of the Golden Gate bridge with only hand tools
Coming from an operating systems engineer he was one of the greatest of all time. If he hadn't struggled so with his mental health theres no telling what he could've done
@@bobhopeless4106he had lots of mental health issues that led to him eventually being homeless off and on for a long time. But he also vlogged and talked about an operating system called TempleOS that he built himself. Very sad to watch such a genius deteriorate in real time
I agree with this dude completely. I kinda isolated myself in the last few years too. Everyone is running into nowhere. Everyone’s life is revolving around addictions that’s being pushed on you so corpo sell products which gives people jobs to make money so they can support their own addictions. It’s a vicious cycle and I think everyone knows that it will end horribly but unless you move into the woods and live off the land,you have no choice but to participate. I personally think it will end in a collapse and humanity will have to start all over again just like it happened before over and over again
@@semaph0re there’s a lot of assumptions coming from a complete stranger meine freunde. I retired at 45 and moved back to Europe into a remote village. I did realize what an absolute disaster the western system is at 20 something though so you’re right about that at least.. what else?
@@semaph0re they’re not evil,they’re greedy and greed is being forced upon people like it’s the best thing ever. It’s not. I got lucky because i was able to buy a property 17 years ago. Today,it would be impossible to do the same as i was able to do. There’s overproduction on every single product. Ads are flowing into your mind from left and right and everything is monetized while middle class slowly fades and life becomes increasingly difficult but yeah.. glorious capitalism
He’s absolutely right about the old world. I was reading an article recently that said contrary to our modern image of medieval peasants toiling and suffering out these sad, short lives, they typically worked 5 or 8 hours a day in the morning and did this for only 5 months out of the year. Humanity, at least historically, spent a LOT of time doing whatever we wanted to do in our free time. We were left to social devises. I think there is a direct correlation to the loss of culture and the hyper-fixation on individual schedules in modernity. We all bustle about from dawn to dusk, we delegate the education of our fucking children to the state, we have day-cares and after-school programs for kids that would’ve basically been wandering around in pre-modernity or developing interpersonal relationships on their own terms… everything is very facilitated and manufactured and arranged these days. I’m not sure how much longer humanity is going to persist as it has historically, as the regime we currently live under in the West attempts to dissolve things like gender and language to permit more of this giving-up-of-all-self to work, education, facilitated media entertainment, video games etc. Everyone integrates into their little niche entertainment subculture. Communitarian values are being replaced with atomic individualism.
@@hammurabii.3173this is a comparison to the old world, what you think of as socializing is only a fraction of what it used to be. We never had cars where we are locked away from the outside world, only the wealthy had carriages like that. We dont socialize with random people as much, even if you try your absolute hardest you wont be able to socialize in most places when people have their phones in their face or are at home staring at screens. And now there are multiple generations where the majority of people have significantly less socializing skills and abilities, this is a well known fact, just look at the statistics of depression among young people since the invention of smart phones
@@chumbucket6184Sure theres a loneliness epidemic, but unless your struggling with servere anxiety or some sort of mental illness that seriously makes it hard to socialize, thats partially on you. You have the option to make choices now that we are at this point in history. Sure is life great? Fuck no, but we have choices. You can choose to go get a job and waste away working. You can choose to go homeless and off the grid into the woods. You can make your own choices, and you have the responsibility to take care of your self.
I don't think that loneliness makes you a visionary. I think being a visionary makes you lonely. Nobody every understands you and you never understand why everybody else can't understand.
I find that if you're different people think you're dumber. Look at the Big Bang Theory, people who demonstrate knowledge appear as buffoons for demonstrating knowledge. Of course it doesn't help that the jokes were really lame; the comedic premise of this very successful show was based on these quantum physicists and being smarter than eveyone else.
@@jordil6152 not dumber, they simply consider it "knowledge with no practical use in daily social/work life". To some degree they are correct, if you are a wagies and you understand at least an entry degree of quantum physics, you'll still be a wagie and have no practical use for that knowledge, and when you discuss it with others who do not understand, they'll consider you "a snob who thinks he's smarter than everyone else". Meanwhile you just want to discuss things you're interested in because you find it interesting.
Yeah but it’s not just that. We can’t just revert to an older and simpler time, even if we all collectively agreed that that is what we wanted. I mean, it seems like that is what A LOT of people want already. But we just can’t do it. Why? Well because the environment that we exist in incentivizes technology usage and makes it nearly impossible to live without it. Phones are used for hyper connectivity within the workplace, making it a VITAL thing for nearly all professions. It’s far too integrated to go back now. The only way we can revert or divert our path away from phones, social media, and the like is to have government mandates against phones or something similar to that.
there exists entire apparatus designed to prevent this from happening in any meaningful way. expect even the amish to be dealt with before its all said and done
@@ghostlight69420 An easy search: BIBLE + FREEMASONRY, through which lies and truth becomes easy listed. So far i have listed 28 lies and 28 truth. Have you started to dig? What have you found? What do you know about masonry club?
The deepest conversations I've ever had were with older homeless people that nobody ever talks to. The closest thing to God on Earth, is a homeless vagabond suffering from schizophrenia.
@@desmonides I've already read it 3.5 times myself. Gotta read the New Testament one more time, in order to make it a full 4 times through. What's your point?
@@ShangaelThunda222his point probably was that in terms of what constitutes divine revelation in this world, a homeless man is not comparable with the word of christ himself. im curious as to what these men told you, though.
@@white6505 1. I never said anything about "Divine Revelation", neither did he. 2. I've read the Bible. But that's not a conversation lol. Reading the Bible is not the same thing as having a conversation with an actual person. So his point makes no sense and has nothing to do with what I said about conversations with homeless vagabonds. And let's not forget, Jesus was a homeless vagabond lol, so he may very well be agreeing with me in his own weird Christian way. It would be more obvious if he said more than "read the holy bible" and actually explained himself like an adult. 3. I said "on Earth", very specifically. Even if you believe in "The Christ" previously walking the Earth, he's not on Earth NOW lmao. So ya, his point makes no sense and really has nothing to do with what I'm saying, unless he's attempting to agree with me, based on Jesus being a homeless vagabond. Either way, folks should really read and comprehend what's written, before ignorantly replying like weird cultists. Context goes a long way online. It's ALWAYS the Christians.... 🤦🏾😂
“What’s reality? I don’t know. When my bird was looking at my computer monitor I thought, ‘That bird has no idea what he’s looking at.’ And yet what does the bird do? Does he panic? No, he can’t really panic, he just does the best he can. Is he able to live in a world where he’s so ignorant? Well, he doesn’t really have a choice. The bird is okay even though he doesn’t understand the world. You’re that bird looking at the monitor, and you’re thinking to yourself, ‘I can figure this out.’ Maybe you have some bird ideas. Maybe that’s the best you can do.” ― Terry A. Davis
Society failed you Terry. We lost one of the greatest minds this world will ever see. A true loss for us all. The world is a lesser place without Terry in it.
He served his purpose , only when you suffer are you blessed with the true reality of our being. He was able to develop a connection with the divine and put out his truth into the world. And no matter what it can't be destroyed. That knowledge exists now in the human consciousness as a whole and it can never be destroyed. He is now one with the creator until he is needed again !
Solitude is the pressure that forms the diamond, and complete honesty with ourselves is the furnace that burns away all delusion. The path of authentic wisdom is walking on the edge of a sword, but its fruit is liberation, nirvana, waking up from the dream. Here one moment and gone the next, like the wafting of a flame, or cloud dissolving into the boundless sky.
@@bunny_apocalypse it is not for the people who foresaw power, and how much they can enforce/impose their plan, vision and whatever they see fit into the world. In the grand scheme of things... it is that simple.
Before we had cell phones, there was alot of downtime. I wish everyone could have lived during that time, when things were slower and people were patient.
Lonliness brings vision is true. The more lonely I got, the better I could see the world. I became more understanding, but have lost the ability to appear in public. It's over
When I stopped hitting my friends up and started doing solely what I wanted to I started to grow. Self isolation is necessary. People are never alone with their own thoughts anymore.
I don’t believe you choose to be isolated. Those who do, don’t tell the world. Most of society are unable to produce higher thoughts then themselves, Many have the god given right of free thinking taken from them.
@@Asterion_Mol0cI do have to admit. Chris Chan is one of the lol cows that I care the least for. I’m not attempting to defend him. But rather acknowledge that he was manipulated and his situation was worsened by other people. For this reason I feel indifferent to him. As for people like DSP who has every reason to be something and flopped, no sympathy.
distracting yourself is there for a reason. most of us live a traumatizing or sad lives. many of us just can't face that. but perhaps its the best case of action...
Being isolated makes you go insane. The outside world moves on, progresses in somewhat one direction, while the isolated person moves towards another direction.
I really like Terry a lot. I identified with him heavily in my youth and still kind of do. I think it's the marriage of intellect and psychological torment. Thanks for uploading these. I pray that his faith was genuine and that he now has peace with Christ.
@@javier251505 I'm a muslim too but I was born into a muslim family by chance. I find it hard to imagine that Allah wouldn't reward good people who didn't believe in the exact same religion or have the knowledge to even consider it. What do you say to that?
The reference to that passage in Daniel where "iron is mixed with clay" is a reference to Man becoming one with Machine. And being so glued to our TVs and Smartphones is detrimental to us as humans. I dont think many really understand how profound this is. Terry may not have been sane, but he had the wisdom of God many "sane" people could never dream of possessing. I will see you in the Kingdom one day my brother.
It’s not profound. We are not made of clay and actually there are many surgeries where we mix with various materials like silver filling. Just some biblical nonsense idiots cling to
"But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God has chosen the weak things of the world to confound the mighty; and base things of the world, and the things which are despised, has God chosen, yes, and the things which are not, to bring to nought the things that are:" -1 Cor. 1:27-28 "But we speak the wisdom of God in a mystery, even the hidden wisdom, which God ordained before the world unto our glory; Which none of the princes of this world knew: for had they known it, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory." -1 Cor. 2:7-8 *It's been written there this whole time, for 2000 years.*
It's easier to believe that, but he died alone and that's the end of it. We don't get to pawn off humanities injustices on a creator. He died alone and abandoned, nothing saved him from that then and nothing has now. We failed a sick man and he is forever failed. Trying to believe that he somehow found happiness even after humanity denied him so is nothing but poor coping skills and makes you as delusional as he was. We can't be alone so we turn to dieties as he did, but the truth is we are alone and we'll never fix the world when we add closure to injustices by pretending that outer space being can do that for us. Terries death has not been avenged society built by the religion that led him to madness still kills and abandons people like him everyday. Grow up and face the world for what it is so we can actually make a difference in it. God didn't save him then and he hasn't now, he doesn't exist and if we keep pretending we'll never take responsibility.
I'm a 26 yo guy and I've been alone my whole life, like literally no friends neither any "common" social relationship whatsoever besides my parents who were always there but pretty much only to provide me food and vent their own problems to me. As should be expected in cases like mine, my mental health is quite fucked up and amongst a lot of things, I can't make meaningful connections with people because I just can't believe it's real, like I truly can't. So, at some point I just stopped caring about social life and stuff, I realized that a lot of my worries about it were actually because everyone seemed to do things that I felt like I should do too but in the end, after isolating myself because I wanted to and not because I failed at doing what the other people do, I realized that I actually like being isolated from society... I often see people saying that social relationships are one of the most important aspects of life, but I can't help but doubt if it's actually true for everyone, since from my own experience I know that I was way more miserable when I was going after that than now that I'm not... Is it really that bad to be alone if you truly enjoy it?
Same age, same situation. The older i get the more i have a negative outlook on humanity. I see a lot of fake lying assholes. If you're a honest non manipulating not oblivious person i think you dislike people
As a veteran in this area I can tell you. It becomes harder and harder with time. No matter how self-reliant you are psycologically, or how rich your inner world is, the human kind is by default tuned into social-mode. Eventually you need a form of connection with others, even if it's a mundane connection. Those who claim to "live in isolation" don't really do. They spend hours and hours everyday watching videos other people made and creating para-social relationships online, which is just a cheap substitute of real human interaction. Is the world we live in currently very degraded on an individual level? Yes. But it is not feasable for most people (that includes self-reliant/introvert/etc) because part of your identity is built by your interaction with others, and lacking that interaction cripples your true identity as an individual. It may seem feasable at 26, but when you're 36 you will most likely feel a lot more burdened and a lot less inclined to believe yoy can sustain that way of life forever.
I was born in 2006 so I wasn't able to catch the time when he was active on social media, I am so sorry I will never be able to see his creations again, what he could have created if he were alive. Rest in peace, the great and terrible King Terry.
I met Terry once on a bus in Portland back in 2016 when i was going to class for, funny enough, an operating systems class, CS304. I wish i knew about him beforehand. I have so many things i wish i could have talked with him about.
@@Aknayelth I asked him to repeast his question and he said you are a CIA agent working for the government, I thought he was your typical Portland vagrant and I tried to say very little and got off at the next stop 'cause he started getting a little more vocal about it and raising his voice. I ended up studying operating systems and about the time I learned how to do stuff at the kernel level is when I learned about Terry Davis and, sadly, around the time when he died. I graduated in 2020, he passed in 2018.
I can relate to this a lot currently. Despite having friends, I’ve been deliberately self isolating the last 2 weeks just to be away from others and the outside world aside from going to work. I totally get the “busy” that he’s referring to with the modern world and I just want a break from it for a while and not worry about it for a bit as I collect myself. That and I’m sick of how vapid and deceptive and fake so much of human interaction tends to be from everything from basic social interactions, to job interviews, to dating, etc. everyone just seems to almost always be engaging in some sort of BSing and I’m just tired of being involved in that facade.
@@jaytera Lol it definitely has enough episodes to last the average human lifespan. Personally I’ve been replaying ES4: Oblivion and trying to draw/write when I rarely feel motivated to do so. Might try one piece though soon as a more idle activity.
Despite years of isolation due to mental disability, opportunities worth millions await. Despite lack of sympathy and forced isolation since teens, finding solace in spirituality suggests ability to overcome and thrive.
If you are in darkness for two weeks, your brain activates dmt and you experience a trip. That’s the purpose of solitary confinement. God embedded us with visions upon darkness and isolation.
I've been pretty lonely my whole life and after a while you get used to it which is scary because in 15 years when people have their families and careers, theyre gonna have their set of friends that they've known for years and stop seeking nee relationships... im scared im gonna be left to rot if i dont make a change
The later stages of life tend to be lonely. Your time has past you, and the word is forgetting you. It is just part of the human life cycle. I see it happening to my parents. It doesn't even matter what you do. It can't be prevented. Why do you even want loads of friends? Usually that's something only vain self-absorbed people want in conjunction with an unyielding craving for attention.
I’m working being content with being a loner instead of shaming myself for not having loads of friends or a “normal” family life. It’s definitely okay to be lonely and sad but I’ve realized that I have to do shit on my own and take responsibility of my life and stop the vicious cycle of self doubt that’s always been there. I want to blame everybody else but that’s not the way to go , even if there’s some truth in that. We hurt each other and talk bullshit because of our own problems. I’m very dependent on what others think and feel about me, a desperate need to be heard and understood. I’ve come to terms with that people generally are absorbed with themselves, sort of narcissistic behavior that’s a result of how modern society works. I don’t fit in, but at the same time I don’t want to. A simple life with authentic love and letting go of what once was. Forgive people, forgive yourself and let go. You don’t have to like them just forgive them. I want a peace of mind and put it up to god, it’s so easy too doubt any sort of belief in a higher power when you’ve been down and empty for a long time, and at the same time follow the crazy world from different social media platforms. It doesn’t make sense that god would let all of these bad stuff happen but a nihilistic world view is so toxic and drains you of any kind of meaning. I personally believe that god is love. At the end of the it’s that easy. We need to know what hell and pure evil is to know heaven and pure love is. You kind of owe yourself a life that you’re okay with, and not a life that’s based on what others think is good. It’s hard work with yourself and finding strategies to cope with life. Finding out who you truly are! Hope you’re having a decent day today!
I watch this video every single day while rotting in loneliness and stress, but I am not Terry. I'll never be him, I'm just a worthless piece in this world. Rest in peace Terry
Brother, you should not compare yoursef to anybody in this world. You just have to be yourself - that's it, and thats how God created you. Every human being has it's purpose in life and so have you. And even if you're not sure on what that purpose is for you - it's ok, just remember that its here and trust Him and live your life to the fullest.🙏
I relate. I’ve always been a loner and I always will. I used to be sad about it but now I’m just accepting my nature. It kinda sucks because I know many things went wrong for me to end up like this, but who cares anyway. Can’t really fight against that anymore. I’m not saying I can’t be social. I just know I will never fit in no matter what I do.
I miss him man. I don’t think I ever knew him before he died but he was still a profound man. And still a man with a clear vision even if he wasn’t right in the head. Hell you have to know a damn lot to make an os all just for fun
I’ve been getting into works on metaphysics over the past several years. There’s a consistent theme in practically every book I’ve read where silence of mind is key to higher states of consciousness. The book “The Law Of One” explains it most comprehensively, IMO. It explains that the Source is an infinite being, containing all potentialities simultaneously in perfect unity. The created universe is an exercise in the concepts of limitations and boundaries. In this universe, consciousness pretends it is not infinite and unlimited. For example, you pretend you are one single human rather than all things. Thoughts fixated on specific concepts ultimately fixate on limitation. If your thoughts fixate on the human experience, you reinforce to yourself that you are merely human. Silence of mind, the ceasing of thought, overcoming the desire to speak in the silence, frees the consciousness from the limitations of the human experience. Emptiness is a form closer to infinity than the limitations of specific fixations of thought. Emptiness is like a canvas where all things have the potential to manifest. It reflects the nature of the Source. When embracing emptiness of mind, one can more easily connect to the Source.
@@circleinforthecube5170 I enjoy aspects of being human too, despite how almost incomprehensibly painful it can be at times. It’s important to remember that all those concepts of the human experience that are beautiful and meaningful won’t be lost from your awareness as it expands to higher realities. You’ll still be able to experience, express, and refine those things via different mediums in different realities. If you admire engineering marvels here, you’ll also be able to admire them elsewhere, and usually in greater depth.
The more you give away, the more you gain. The less attachments you have, the more free you are. The less you own, the less you're owned. The less you do, the more you achieve. The more still you are, the more powerful you become. This world is upside down, inside out & backwards. The more opposed to it you are, the more Spiritually aligned you become.
In the old world we looked at the sky and wondered. We looked at the ground with patience. We looked at the clouds with hope. We looked at the sunrise with gratitude.
I was born in 1997. I started isolating myself when I was in the 4th grade of middle school. And what helped me continue to isolate myself further were people telling me I was too old to play video games, basically... Now I'm 26, I've got a stupid ass job that allows me to live and a pretty decent gaming pc bought with the money I earned. It's very sad but this tehnology became like a life support. But despite how sad it is, I'm happy that I'm able to enjoy it the way I do. And it's all thanks to my divorced parents not paying enough attention to me, and bullies. You guys rock! ❤🖕
@@melu0o God I hate that term... Some of us WERE victims. But it's not like I let that stop me. Like I said, I've got a stable job and even help out my mom and grandma financially... What you're reffering to are probably those tik tokers that cry on video over anything that slighty bugs them.
I don't even know how I'm not this guy yet.. all the jobs I've had I've felt miserable. I can't play corporate politics. I see through people and their intentions. Their auras drain me from my light. These systems are hell, my dream since I was 13 was that somehow one day I could live an ascetic life with a small garden and few animals.
When a schizophrenic speaks facts and done more than you or 60% of society. What does it tell about our society? We failed this man and we should never ever be forgiven for that. "In the old days you had downtimes"
When was the last time you felt there a source of meaning in your life, point blank? Meaning needs to be there for us to have a meaningful conversation.
I Find it genuinely beyond that people have any audacity to believe you cant help a man that doesnt want help, he had bipolar disorder, and probably other issues which made him refuse help, it wasn't his true self
So this guy is saying that the modern world keeps you busy from sitting back alone in the dark thinking (and that is when a vision hit & you suddenly get an idea and a whole new meaning to live. Cool.
Learned it with my old Swiss friend. Apple... Max from Gmod as well.. the beach photo.. StAnne Fqo.. you unlocked memories for me sorry for the rambling.
Hermit mode really does this. Clowns in power want you all to be group thinkers, live by their rules, not ones that have been instilled on you by the Creators. Group think, social norm, team player, etc...these words are dangerous.
There’s only one Creator. Anything that is physical is a creation, not the source of life. The source is beyond comprehension, but the eternal energies that flow from him in the Holy Spirit are how we know The Father by. The Son is the eternal focal point of the Creator. 💠
@@KeepItReal1 Jesus was a bloke, a seed planter, active principle. The Universe is the feminine aspect, passive and nurturing principle. The microcosm of this is Mary the Mother of Christ, she represents the Church and the New Eden, as opposed to the present universe which is tied to the first, Eve, who is redeemed but the present universe still carries on the fallen nature.
@@KeepItReal1 Continued.... “Jesus saith unto her, Woman, why weepest thou? whom seekest thou? She, supposing him to be the gardener, saith unto him, Sir, if thou have borne him hence, tell me where thou hast laid him, and I will take him away. Jesus saith unto her, Mary. She turned herself, and saith unto him, Rabboni; which is to say, Master.” - John 20:15, 16.
@JamesE1 Nope. Everything has a masculine/feminine side. Everything in the Bible is allegorical or symbolic. Nothing in it is of external or physical form. everything in it is within. As above, so below. It says it repeatedly in the Bible. Stop believing how the external churches are teaching it.
I was alone and tried to avoid reality, but it always comes back like a circle. So, I exercise every day and try to maintain a positive mindset, even though I have nothing. But it can't bring me what I want, and that's okay. I'm alone, so I can go anywhere, be anyone. I have no reason to wear a mask.
The fact that this Guy was just abandoned by society and died on the streets will never be forgiven to humankind.
You're blinded by your own hateful ego.@@SMFWhoopee
@@SMFWhoopeegod is a snarling, stinking animal with no concept of self awareness or good and evil.
@@SMFWhoopeeit's a solid comment
whos to say it wasnt his choice? you cant help someone if they dont want help
You aren't being humble of heart, you gotta be humble of heart. You gotta accept grace and to earn it you gotta be humble so you can't be like Judas who was proud of heart.
"You had downtime in the old world" he's on to something with that
“It’s easier for a camel to go thru the eye of a needle than a rich man to enter into the kingdom of Zion.” Too much time being rushed away by other people makes you forget that you’re in control and there’s only one you should answer to.
In the old world, you constantly had to work, so no, there was not more downtime then, only more work hours.
@@aqfj5zy Where do you think people got their sustanance if not from long hours of hard work? Do you really believe that labor was expensive back in the day? Even if you didn't have to work for someone, you had to work on your farm and do all sorts of things all day, without the aid of modern machinery. The idea that it was easier back in the day is highly historically illiterate. Unless you were in the very small minority, life was constant toil.
@@aqfj5zy illiterate
/ɪˈlɪt(ə)rət/
adjective
adjective: illiterate
ignorant in a particular subject or activity.
"the extent to which voters are politically illiterate"
Go to Africa and enjoy your toil-free life of the past.
@@fahrenheigh That is not true.
In the 'old world' style of living, the amount of work required to thrive fluctuated with the seasons and there are many tasks that require you to sit and wait, doing effectively nothing. That's one of the meanings of downtime in that context. For example, when you are grazing a herd of animals, you need to keep watch over them, but can't really do much else. Many people subsist on fish. What is the stereotypical image of fishing? Waiting.
Also, one of the main incentives of having large families was to reduce everyone's workload; the more children you had, the less everyone had to work. Because of the way modern society is structured, we have inverted that incentive so that Western (white) populations tend to view large families as financially burdensome, which is one of the reasons European populations are in decline.
From an economic perspective, most peasants of medieval Europe had much lower taxes than we do today.
In the old world, people like Terry would have become monks, and lived in monastic communities, where they could be taken care of, and lived full lives.
They can still do that today, the church still exists. Monastic communities are actually everywhere even in the US.
In the old days he probably would have died of either cholera or dysentery
He definitely seems to have the calling of monasticism. Love for God and isolation with no care of material things. Lord have mercy on his soul.
In the old world Terry would have still been homeless, medieval Europe wasn't exactly kind to the mentally ill
Terry was like, insane wasn't he?
I noticed the other day while driving that as soon as myself and the other cars around me got to a red light, EVERYONE immediately picked up their phone and started scrolling. People can't simply sit at a red light and wait in peace for two minutes. They need to be distracted as soon as there's a second of down time. Just look at the trees, look at the people passing by, relax for a minute. I dunno, I thought it was an interesting moment.
Only read half the comment cause more UA-cam videos to watch!
Wow, I feel it. But I am not so different because if I’m at a red light I might turn on my car radio.
@@josueramirez7247 you don't listen to music most of the time while driving? That's strange to me. I like listening to a good album while driving
@@nicknickson3650 sometimes I do, but other times I like to focus on just driving.
My question is, why be a defeatist? Why don’t you make it hip to do outings with people where you leave your phones at home? Nobody can look up a restaurant or google a question they have- it would be super fun and it would be like a group experience for your friends. “No phone night” or something. Like why just roll over and be sad about something so myopic and insignificant? If it bothers you that much, do something else. We live in the golden age of self agency. In a few years, you might not even have the opportunity to put down whatever technology you’re bitching about in this decade. Do something about it. Generate your own New Culture. People in the 1920s and 30s got bored of traditional architecture so they made Art Deco. You’re a Christian, right? Start a new religious movement that regards the sacrosanct nature of Christ. Sell your shit and move somewhere where there aren’t any stoplights. Anything except perpetuating this techno-depressive ca-ca I see all over UA-cam comments. Eat a banana and get some sunshine.
The more videos I watch of him the more understanding I am and the worse I feel for how his fate turned out. At first I just saw memes and him saying slurs and stuff, I used think that’s all there was about him until recently reading up on him and looking into his life some more ….
Mourn not the dead that rest, but the living that endure.
Somehow.... I think I've found the most humanitarian, soulful place & people online, right here in this comments section. Haven't found anywhere online with truly reflective and pensive people in a looong time.
Faith in humanity restored? Perhaps not. But there's (maybe) some hope....
...And that's a beautiful thing.
I've never heard of Terry Davis before tonight, whatever happened to him... RIP. 💚
the truth is he accomplished things most of us could never hope of doing.
in fact, it's more than that, 99.99% of people, and thats including most people with educations in computer science, cannot even being to imagine the depths of his technical genius.
what he did with TempleOS is equitable to building something the size of the Golden Gate bridge with only hand tools
Coming from an operating systems engineer he was one of the greatest of all time. If he hadn't struggled so with his mental health theres no telling what he could've done
@@bobhopeless4106he had lots of mental health issues that led to him eventually being homeless off and on for a long time. But he also vlogged and talked about an operating system called TempleOS that he built himself. Very sad to watch such a genius deteriorate in real time
I agree with this dude completely. I kinda isolated myself in the last few years too. Everyone is running into nowhere. Everyone’s life is revolving around addictions that’s being pushed on you so corpo sell products which gives people jobs to make money so they can support their own addictions. It’s a vicious cycle and I think everyone knows that it will end horribly but unless you move into the woods and live off the land,you have no choice but to participate. I personally think it will end in a collapse and humanity will have to start all over again just like it happened before over and over again
ah, the "I am 20 something years old and have just discovered capitalism and now I want to live in the woods" pseudo-intellectual makes an appearance.
@@semaph0re there’s a lot of assumptions coming from a complete stranger meine freunde. I retired at 45 and moved back to Europe into a remote village. I did realize what an absolute disaster the western system is at 20 something though so you’re right about that at least.. what else?
@@semaph0re they’re not evil,they’re greedy and greed is being forced upon people like it’s the best thing ever. It’s not. I got lucky because i was able to buy a property 17 years ago. Today,it would be impossible to do the same as i was able to do. There’s overproduction on every single product. Ads are flowing into your mind from left and right and everything is monetized while middle class slowly fades and life becomes increasingly difficult but yeah.. glorious capitalism
@@cicakaki6587Never mind him, he just likes to be a contrarian
@@semaph0re So counter the sentiment then. What can you say to convince other readers this isn't the only reasonable course of action?
He’s absolutely right about the old world. I was reading an article recently that said contrary to our modern image of medieval peasants toiling and suffering out these sad, short lives, they typically worked 5 or 8 hours a day in the morning and did this for only 5 months out of the year. Humanity, at least historically, spent a LOT of time doing whatever we wanted to do in our free time. We were left to social devises. I think there is a direct correlation to the loss of culture and the hyper-fixation on individual schedules in modernity. We all bustle about from dawn to dusk, we delegate the education of our fucking children to the state, we have day-cares and after-school programs for kids that would’ve basically been wandering around in pre-modernity or developing interpersonal relationships on their own terms… everything is very facilitated and manufactured and arranged these days. I’m not sure how much longer humanity is going to persist as it has historically, as the regime we currently live under in the West attempts to dissolve things like gender and language to permit more of this giving-up-of-all-self to work, education, facilitated media entertainment, video games etc. Everyone integrates into their little niche entertainment subculture. Communitarian values are being replaced with atomic individualism.
@@hammurabii.3173Yea no offense dog but I dont live like that and nobody I know does either
I think you just need to get out more
@@hammurabii.3173this is a comparison to the old world, what you think of as socializing is only a fraction of what it used to be.
We never had cars where we are locked away from the outside world, only the wealthy had carriages like that.
We dont socialize with random people as much, even if you try your absolute hardest you wont be able to socialize in most places when people have their phones in their face or are at home staring at screens.
And now there are multiple generations where the majority of people have significantly less socializing skills and abilities, this is a well known fact, just look at the statistics of depression among young people since the invention of smart phones
@@jessegauthier6985there is a loneliness epidemic, maybe if you haven't left your mom's basement you haven't figured out how lonely life can be
@@chumbucket6184Sure theres a loneliness epidemic, but unless your struggling with servere anxiety or some sort of mental illness that seriously makes it hard to socialize, thats partially on you. You have the option to make choices now that we are at this point in history. Sure is life great? Fuck no, but we have choices. You can choose to go get a job and waste away working. You can choose to go homeless and off the grid into the woods. You can make your own choices, and you have the responsibility to take care of your self.
@@y0h0p38 uh huh, and have you made one of these difficult choices ?
I don't think that loneliness makes you a visionary.
I think being a visionary makes you lonely.
Nobody every understands you and you never understand why everybody else can't understand.
Exactly!
Or you can't understand everybody who take life so seriously
I find that if you're different people think you're dumber. Look at the Big Bang Theory, people who demonstrate knowledge appear as buffoons for demonstrating knowledge. Of course it doesn't help that the jokes were really lame; the comedic premise of this very successful show was based on these quantum physicists and being smarter than eveyone else.
@@jordil6152 not dumber, they simply consider it "knowledge with no practical use in daily social/work life". To some degree they are correct, if you are a wagies and you understand at least an entry degree of quantum physics, you'll still be a wagie and have no practical use for that knowledge, and when you discuss it with others who do not understand, they'll consider you "a snob who thinks he's smarter than everyone else".
Meanwhile you just want to discuss things you're interested in because you find it interesting.
some people were born to be lonely and find ways to be creative instead. it's perfectly fine
god bless
If you are isolated from people you think differently to them.
The truth is the "old world" still exists, but we're too addicted to our addictions to pursue it
Yeah but it’s not just that. We can’t just revert to an older and simpler time, even if we all collectively agreed that that is what we wanted. I mean, it seems like that is what A LOT of people want already. But we just can’t do it. Why?
Well because the environment that we exist in incentivizes technology usage and makes it nearly impossible to live without it. Phones are used for hyper connectivity within the workplace, making it a VITAL thing for nearly all professions. It’s far too integrated to go back now.
The only way we can revert or divert our path away from phones, social media, and the like is to have government mandates against phones or something similar to that.
there exists entire apparatus designed to prevent this from happening in any meaningful way. expect even the amish to be dealt with before its all said and done
@@ghostlight69420 An easy search: BIBLE + FREEMASONRY, through which lies and truth becomes easy listed.
So far i have listed 28 lies and 28 truth.
Have you started to dig? What have you found?
What do you know about masonry club?
No, it really doesn't. To say it does invites the worst indulgences of the nostalgic.
Sure but I desire home, this isn’t it.
The deepest conversations I've ever had were with older homeless people that nobody ever talks to. The closest thing to God on Earth, is a homeless vagabond suffering from schizophrenia.
Read The Holy Bible
@@desmonides I've already read it 3.5 times myself. Gotta read the New Testament one more time, in order to make it a full 4 times through.
What's your point?
@@ShangaelThunda222his point probably was that in terms of what constitutes divine revelation in this world, a homeless man is not comparable with the word of christ himself. im curious as to what these men told you, though.
@@white6505 1. I never said anything about "Divine Revelation", neither did he.
2. I've read the Bible. But that's not a conversation lol. Reading the Bible is not the same thing as having a conversation with an actual person. So his point makes no sense and has nothing to do with what I said about conversations with homeless vagabonds. And let's not forget, Jesus was a homeless vagabond lol, so he may very well be agreeing with me in his own weird Christian way. It would be more obvious if he said more than "read the holy bible" and actually explained himself like an adult.
3. I said "on Earth", very specifically. Even if you believe in "The Christ" previously walking the Earth, he's not on Earth NOW lmao. So ya, his point makes no sense and really has nothing to do with what I'm saying, unless he's attempting to agree with me, based on Jesus being a homeless vagabond.
Either way, folks should really read and comprehend what's written, before ignorantly replying like weird cultists. Context goes a long way online.
It's ALWAYS the Christians.... 🤦🏾😂
@@ShangaelThunda222 what are some insights from these convos you had with these men? schizos seen to have some pretty unique understandings at times
Terry’s life story needs to be told as a feature film. Terry, played by Daniel Day-Lewis. I had a vision of this, and hope it comes to pass.
He looks like him too
That's a good choice, emaciated Christian Bale would also work.
It sure might
Fucking dystopian
Daniel Day Lewis is a jew. Terry would never want a jew to play him.
“What’s reality? I don’t know. When my bird was looking at my computer monitor I thought, ‘That bird has no idea what he’s looking at.’ And yet what does the bird do? Does he panic? No, he can’t really panic, he just does the best he can. Is he able to live in a world where he’s so ignorant? Well, he doesn’t really have a choice. The bird is okay even though he doesn’t understand the world. You’re that bird looking at the monitor, and you’re thinking to yourself, ‘I can figure this out.’ Maybe you have some bird ideas. Maybe that’s the best you can do.”
― Terry A. Davis
Society failed you Terry. We lost one of the greatest minds this world will ever see. A true loss for us all. The world is a lesser place without Terry in it.
Terry simply left one kingdom for another.
You don't even know this man. Stop being cringe.
He served his purpose , only when you suffer are you blessed with the true reality of our being. He was able to develop a connection with the divine and put out his truth into the world. And no matter what it can't be destroyed. That knowledge exists now in the human consciousness as a whole and it can never be destroyed. He is now one with the creator until he is needed again !
@@LX.Zandaaa62 Very deep man. 👍🤍
Being intelligent and being able to apply it are 2 different things
Solitude is the pressure that forms the diamond, and complete honesty with ourselves is the furnace that burns away all delusion. The path of authentic wisdom is walking on the edge of a sword, but its fruit is liberation, nirvana, waking up from the dream. Here one moment and gone the next, like the wafting of a flame, or cloud dissolving into the boundless sky.
That's a cool comment.
Yet we wasted it all in our pursuit of infinite growth, vroom vroom cars, malls and parking lots.
@@bunny_apocalypse it is not for the people who foresaw power, and how much they can enforce/impose their plan, vision and whatever they see fit into the world.
In the grand scheme of things... it is that simple.
@@bunny_apocalypse You have to build something futile to become unfulfilled by it.
Before we had cell phones, there was alot of downtime. I wish everyone could have lived during that time, when things were slower and people were patient.
Lonliness brings vision is true. The more lonely I got, the better I could see the world. I became more understanding, but have lost the ability to appear in public. It's over
Sover indeed.
It's never over brother. You'll come back out one day. I'd love to see you.
@@jackberdine ah to have that blind optimism again...
"Greater is he that is in me then he who is in the world." - Jesus Christ the King of kings.
the bp?
When I stopped hitting my friends up and started doing solely what I wanted to I started to grow. Self isolation is necessary. People are never alone with their own thoughts anymore.
stolen valor
@@etasjoor I just actually lived it and people have more similar experiences than different ones.
idk, being alone is probably one of the worst pains you can experience
@@txkillersnow you pretend to be one of us but you will never achieve the genuine agony of societal outcasts
I don’t believe you choose to be isolated. Those who do, don’t tell the world. Most of society are unable to produce higher thoughts then themselves, Many have the god given right of free thinking taken from them.
People will only start to care about you after your death, at the time when you don't need it
Robin Williams....
@@bard634he suffered from mental illness cut him some slack
I support chris chan now.
No@@alexthegreatestmusic
@@Asterion_Mol0cI do have to admit. Chris Chan is one of the lol cows that I care the least for. I’m not attempting to defend him. But rather acknowledge that he was manipulated and his situation was worsened by other people. For this reason I feel indifferent to him. As for people like DSP who has every reason to be something and flopped, no sympathy.
I love how he prefaced his statement with, “this is profound”…a kind soul he is
distracting yourself is there for a reason. most of us live a traumatizing or sad lives. many of us just can't face that. but perhaps its the best case of action...
Being isolated makes you go insane. The outside world moves on, progresses in somewhat one direction, while the isolated person moves towards another direction.
Exactly
I really like Terry a lot. I identified with him heavily in my youth and still kind of do. I think it's the marriage of intellect and psychological torment. Thanks for uploading these. I pray that his faith was genuine and that he now has peace with Christ.
He probably isn't, sadly. Allah knows best. There's no god but Allah and Muhammad is His messenger
@@javier251505I disagree
bruv kek@@javier251505
@@javier251505 I'm a muslim too but I was born into a muslim family by chance. I find it hard to imagine that Allah wouldn't reward good people who didn't believe in the exact same religion or have the knowledge to even consider it. What do you say to that?
you're describing it as if he died generations ago....
The reference to that passage in Daniel where "iron is mixed with clay" is a reference to Man becoming one with Machine. And being so glued to our TVs and Smartphones is detrimental to us as humans. I dont think many really understand how profound this is. Terry may not have been sane, but he had the wisdom of God many "sane" people could never dream of possessing.
I will see you in the Kingdom one day my brother.
It’s not profound. We are not made of clay and actually there are many surgeries where we mix with various materials like silver filling. Just some biblical nonsense idiots cling to
Technology bad
"But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God has chosen the weak things of the world to confound the mighty;
and base things of the world, and the things which are despised, has God chosen, yes, and the things which are not, to bring to nought the things that are:"
-1 Cor. 1:27-28
"But we speak the wisdom of God in a mystery, even the hidden wisdom, which God ordained before the world unto our glory;
Which none of the princes of this world knew: for had they known it, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory."
-1 Cor. 2:7-8
*It's been written there this whole time, for 2000 years.*
@@Chreeeis when dependant on it yes
@@bobhopeless4106when you grab a book of fairy tales you can find a verse to fit any desired meaning.
He’s not lonely anymore he’s with Jesus.
no, hes with god, not jesus
@griefer5846 they're one in the same. The holy trinity. God (the father) Jesus (the son) and the Holy spirit. So he is correct
It's easier to believe that, but he died alone and that's the end of it. We don't get to pawn off humanities injustices on a creator. He died alone and abandoned, nothing saved him from that then and nothing has now. We failed a sick man and he is forever failed. Trying to believe that he somehow found happiness even after humanity denied him so is nothing but poor coping skills and makes you as delusional as he was.
We can't be alone so we turn to dieties as he did, but the truth is we are alone and we'll never fix the world when we add closure to injustices by pretending that outer space being can do that for us. Terries death has not been avenged society built by the religion that led him to madness still kills and abandons people like him everyday.
Grow up and face the world for what it is so we can actually make a difference in it. God didn't save him then and he hasn't now, he doesn't exist and if we keep pretending we'll never take responsibility.
Yes ! The god who put him in that beautiful situation on the planet to suffer ! :)
i met jesus. he’s mexican
I feel you brother. You and Uncle Ted knew what's up.
Uncle Ted was also a raging neo-nazi. 🤨
Nah, Ted was more like a manchild, who was angry at the world. Nevertheless his story definitely was full of frustrations, delusions and helplessness.
@@PrismaticCatastrophismHe had a fair point though.
@@PrismaticCatastrophism Ted was also a racist.
@@TactileCoder you say it like it's a bad thing
Man. These short moments of mental clarity for Terry were pure genius, pure gold. RIP
I'm a 26 yo guy and I've been alone my whole life, like literally no friends neither any "common" social relationship whatsoever besides my parents who were always there but pretty much only to provide me food and vent their own problems to me.
As should be expected in cases like mine, my mental health is quite fucked up and amongst a lot of things, I can't make meaningful connections with people because I just can't believe it's real, like I truly can't. So, at some point I just stopped caring about social life and stuff, I realized that a lot of my worries about it were actually because everyone seemed to do things that I felt like I should do too but in the end, after isolating myself because I wanted to and not because I failed at doing what the other people do, I realized that I actually like being isolated from society...
I often see people saying that social relationships are one of the most important aspects of life, but I can't help but doubt if it's actually true for everyone, since from my own experience I know that I was way more miserable when I was going after that than now that I'm not... Is it really that bad to be alone if you truly enjoy it?
This is one of the biggest problems today. Millions of guys who can't even bother. If someone could fix it they would generate billions in wealth.
I think some people get jealous of somebody who can have a good time alone. Because they can't do it.
Same age, same situation. The older i get the more i have a negative outlook on humanity. I see a lot of fake lying assholes. If you're a honest non manipulating not oblivious person i think you dislike people
if you are a good person with morality and help other people when possibly with compassion, your life is better than 90%
As a veteran in this area I can tell you. It becomes harder and harder with time. No matter how self-reliant you are psycologically, or how rich your inner world is, the human kind is by default tuned into social-mode. Eventually you need a form of connection with others, even if it's a mundane connection. Those who claim to "live in isolation" don't really do. They spend hours and hours everyday watching videos other people made and creating para-social relationships online, which is just a cheap substitute of real human interaction. Is the world we live in currently very degraded on an individual level? Yes.
But it is not feasable for most people (that includes self-reliant/introvert/etc) because part of your identity is built by your interaction with others, and lacking that interaction cripples your true identity as an individual.
It may seem feasable at 26, but when you're 36 you will most likely feel a lot more burdened and a lot less inclined to believe yoy can sustain that way of life forever.
"All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain"
I was born in 2006 so I wasn't able to catch the time when he was active on social media, I am so sorry I will never be able to see his creations again, what he could have created if he were alive. Rest in peace, the great and terrible King Terry.
It makes me happy the next generation knows who he is
This literally hurts your soul
*hugs you*
cringes.@@karlhans6678
Brolaire
It's me in a few months. The only difference is that he's smarter than me.
He was a tortured genius. RIP.
I met Terry once on a bus in Portland back in 2016 when i was going to class for, funny enough, an operating systems class, CS304. I wish i knew about him beforehand. I have so many things i wish i could have talked with him about.
And yes he did ask me if I was a fed
@@antimitsuand what you said? 🤣
@@Aknayelth I asked him to repeast his question and he said you are a CIA agent working for the government, I thought he was your typical Portland vagrant and I tried to say very little and got off at the next stop 'cause he started getting a little more vocal about it and raising his voice. I ended up studying operating systems and about the time I learned how to do stuff at the kernel level is when I learned about Terry Davis and, sadly, around the time when he died. I graduated in 2020, he passed in 2018.
This man was such a genius. It’s terrible we lost him so early.
I can relate to this a lot currently. Despite having friends, I’ve been deliberately self isolating the last 2 weeks just to be away from others and the outside world aside from going to work. I totally get the “busy” that he’s referring to with the modern world and I just want a break from it for a while and not worry about it for a bit as I collect myself. That and I’m sick of how vapid and deceptive and fake so much of human interaction tends to be from everything from basic social interactions, to job interviews, to dating, etc. everyone just seems to almost always be engaging in some sort of BSing and I’m just tired of being involved in that facade.
yea just watch one piece. one piece is all anyone needs. enough of this social crap. only one piece please.
2 weeks?! Ive been isolating myself for 2 fkin years
@@jaytera Lol it definitely has enough episodes to last the average human lifespan. Personally I’ve been replaying ES4: Oblivion and trying to draw/write when I rarely feel motivated to do so. Might try one piece though soon as a more idle activity.
2 weeks? Lol try 10 yrs
@@thefuck1742 Yeah I’m an amateur lol.
Terry was too pure for this world, he left us with a golden gift
"Is this you in 20 years?" This is me now...
I feel like this guy often, wherever you are, love you man.
Hes in heaven now
GOD I hope no one takes the title seriously. That line of thought leads to three things:
Regret, regret, and more regret ⚫️
Im in my thirties and im alone. Single, with difficult of making friends, and i can relate to this guy directly.
me too :/
for the second sentence
"A calm sea, does Not make a skilled sailor."
Still come back to his videos even today guy was a complete legend hope your resting easy brother❤
Back again miss you Terry!
Good old "life was easier back then". Repeated time and time again throughout history.
Rest in Peace, legend! You inspired so many people and we will never forget you!
90% of the people will click on another video after watching this one. No downtime, no thoughts.
But thanks for helping that 10%, Terry.
Just remember, Life is never a singleplayer game.
Death will make all of us equals eventually anyways.
@@rachardwhy not?
As a person who feels lonely and alone most of the time I can confirm what this guy says is true
want to be friends? I am also lonely
Despite years of isolation due to mental disability, opportunities worth millions await. Despite lack of sympathy and forced isolation since teens, finding solace in spirituality suggests ability to overcome and thrive.
He inherited the earth, well done kind spirit you did good🙏
Rest in peace, king terry
How do I find more videos of this guy? Terry who?
Terry A. Davis
I'm sorry terry. I wish I could've been there for you when you were alive. I'm crying.
If you are in darkness for two weeks, your brain activates dmt and you experience a trip. That’s the purpose of solitary confinement. God embedded us with visions upon darkness and isolation.
I've been pretty lonely my whole life and after a while you get used to it which is scary because in 15 years when people have their families and careers, theyre gonna have their set of friends that they've known for years and stop seeking nee relationships... im scared im gonna be left to rot if i dont make a change
Don't be scared dude.It's with yourself that you'll live the most with.People come and go,that's just how life is.
The later stages of life tend to be lonely. Your time has past you, and the word is forgetting you. It is just part of the human life cycle. I see it happening to my parents.
It doesn't even matter what you do. It can't be prevented.
Why do you even want loads of friends? Usually that's something only vain self-absorbed people want in conjunction with an unyielding craving for attention.
I’m working being content with being a loner instead of shaming myself for not having loads of friends or a “normal” family life. It’s definitely okay to be lonely and sad but I’ve realized that I have to do shit on my own and take responsibility of my life and stop the vicious cycle of self doubt that’s always been there. I want to blame everybody else but that’s not the way to go , even if there’s some truth in that. We hurt each other and talk bullshit because of our own problems. I’m very dependent on what others think and feel about me, a desperate need to be heard and understood. I’ve come to terms with that people generally are absorbed with themselves, sort of narcissistic behavior that’s a result of how modern society works. I don’t fit in, but at the same time I don’t want to. A simple life with authentic love and letting go of what once was. Forgive people, forgive yourself and let go. You don’t have to like them just forgive them. I want a peace of mind and put it up to god, it’s so easy too doubt any sort of belief in a higher power when you’ve been down and empty for a long time, and at the same time follow the crazy world from different social media platforms. It doesn’t make sense that god would let all of these bad stuff happen but a nihilistic world view is so toxic and drains you of any kind of meaning. I personally believe that god is love. At the end of the it’s that easy. We need to know what hell and pure evil is to know heaven and pure love is. You kind of owe yourself a life that you’re okay with, and not a life that’s based on what others think is good. It’s hard work with yourself and finding strategies to cope with life. Finding out who you truly are! Hope you’re having a decent day today!
Terry was very connected to god you can see he was a pure soul you dont see them very often but sadly they are most depressed lonely people
Hes right, God bless his soul
This video made an impact on me since I saw it yesterday. This guy was definitely a genius and a visioner. RIP Terry Davis
What a beautiful soul in a sick mind. May he rest easy.
I watch this video every single day while rotting in loneliness and stress, but I am not Terry. I'll never be him, I'm just a worthless piece in this world. Rest in peace Terry
Brother, you should not compare yoursef to anybody in this world. You just have to be yourself - that's it, and thats how God created you. Every human being has it's purpose in life and so have you. And even if you're not sure on what that purpose is for you - it's ok, just remember that its here and trust Him and live your life to the fullest.🙏
@@user-um3dj8gg5k Wow thanks a lot I really needed to hear that appreciate you a lot.
You’re right. But hey at least you got that going for you
Then do something about it instead of complaining
Stop shitting on yourself man. It gets you nowhere
Iron mixed with clay. Ai mixed with humans, transhumanism. Beware of the black cube.
Black cube?
I relate. I’ve always been a loner and I always will. I used to be sad about it but now I’m just accepting my nature. It kinda sucks because I know many things went wrong for me to end up like this, but who cares anyway. Can’t really fight against that anymore. I’m not saying I can’t be social. I just know I will never fit in no matter what I do.
I miss him man. I don’t think I ever knew him before he died but he was still a profound man. And still a man with a clear vision even if he wasn’t right in the head. Hell you have to know a damn lot to make an os all just for fun
I love being alone going on night drives and being in vast open fields
Make sure to bring protection, preferably gun, people are setting up spike traps and blowing tires out, and robbing them at that.
@@escomape5390 I’m from Alaska also I’m getting stationed in Okinawa for the time being. I’m safe plus back home I always carry my P99
I’ve been getting into works on metaphysics over the past several years. There’s a consistent theme in practically every book I’ve read where silence of mind is key to higher states of consciousness. The book “The Law Of One” explains it most comprehensively, IMO.
It explains that the Source is an infinite being, containing all potentialities simultaneously in perfect unity. The created universe is an exercise in the concepts of limitations and boundaries. In this universe, consciousness pretends it is not infinite and unlimited. For example, you pretend you are one single human rather than all things.
Thoughts fixated on specific concepts ultimately fixate on limitation. If your thoughts fixate on the human experience, you reinforce to yourself that you are merely human.
Silence of mind, the ceasing of thought, overcoming the desire to speak in the silence, frees the consciousness from the limitations of the human experience. Emptiness is a form closer to infinity than the limitations of specific fixations of thought. Emptiness is like a canvas where all things have the potential to manifest. It reflects the nature of the Source. When embracing emptiness of mind, one can more easily connect to the Source.
That book sounds exactly like what I've realized in my years of isolation, and also very autistic.
although, something about being merely human is amazing, humans invented cool shit like postmodern architecture and computers
@@circleinforthecube5170 I enjoy aspects of being human too, despite how almost incomprehensibly painful it can be at times.
It’s important to remember that all those concepts of the human experience that are beautiful and meaningful won’t be lost from your awareness as it expands to higher realities. You’ll still be able to experience, express, and refine those things via different mediums in different realities. If you admire engineering marvels here, you’ll also be able to admire them elsewhere, and usually in greater depth.
Nice comment however expect plenty of materialists to shit on your comment for scientism. If there are some.
No doubt monks are more advanced than us and had spiritual awakenings. They understood life.
We live in a world where quick fixes of dopamine bridge the gap of reality and despair. Eventually just leading to more despair.
I feel him he's right. Down time and time with loved ones repurposes you and gives you identity.
The more you give away, the more you gain.
The less attachments you have, the more free you are.
The less you own, the less you're owned.
The less you do, the more you achieve.
The more still you are, the more powerful you become.
This world is upside down, inside out & backwards. The more opposed to it you are, the more Spiritually aligned you become.
I don't get any point you made besides number 2, mind explaining?
Just because you are lonely doesn't mean you are a visionary, but if you are a visionary you will definitely end up lonely.
I ALWAYS find these great people right after they pass.
Terry Davis, 2019.
Kim Clement, 2016.
In the old world we looked at the sky and wondered. We looked at the ground with patience. We looked at the clouds with hope. We looked at the sunrise with gratitude.
Loneliness and choosing to be alone are two completely different things.
In 20 years?
Dude I'm already there.
May this man rest, I just relate to him so much 💔
you're blessed my man!
BGM: Øneheart, reidenshi - distorted memories
thanks man
Thank you!
Powerful mind.
I can admire his conviction, that I'm certain.
He is so visionary that i could see his visions in the end
I was born in 1997.
I started isolating myself when I was in the 4th grade of middle school. And what helped me continue to isolate myself further were people telling me I was too old to play video games, basically...
Now I'm 26, I've got a stupid ass job that allows me to live and a pretty decent gaming pc bought with the money I earned. It's very sad but this tehnology became like a life support. But despite how sad it is, I'm happy that I'm able to enjoy it the way I do.
And it's all thanks to my divorced parents not paying enough attention to me, and bullies.
You guys rock! ❤🖕
I feel you man, same here.... We got this, YOU DON'T NEED *PEOPLE*, you need human beigns. Much love man!
It's all thanks to your divorced parents and bullies?
You're 26, take some responsibility for your life choices
@@AP-qu2li What do you think I'm talking about here exactly?
Sounds like more of a victim mentality situation going on. I suggest doing research on Marcus Aurelius
@@melu0o God I hate that term... Some of us WERE victims. But it's not like I let that stop me. Like I said, I've got a stable job and even help out my mom and grandma financially... What you're reffering to are probably those tik tokers that cry on video over anything that slighty bugs them.
He died alone like Nikola Tesla :(
Alone and penniless, just like Telsa.
they do so much and get nothing in return
I don't even know how I'm not this guy yet.. all the jobs I've had I've felt miserable. I can't play corporate politics. I see through people and their intentions. Their auras drain me from my light. These systems are hell, my dream since I was 13 was that somehow one day I could live an ascetic life with a small garden and few animals.
I feel the same
God bless your soul, rest in peace🕊️
Rest in heaven king 👑
When a schizophrenic speaks facts and done more than you or 60% of society. What does it tell about our society? We failed this man and we should never ever be forgiven for that.
"In the old days you had downtimes"
When was the last time you felt there a source of meaning in your life, point blank? Meaning needs to be there for us to have a meaningful conversation.
Albert Camus already answered that question. @@SC-gw8np
I would say that all of this was planned
Sorely missed and never forgotten
I Find it genuinely beyond that people have any audacity to believe you cant help a man that doesnt want help, he had bipolar disorder, and probably other issues which made him refuse help, it wasn't his true self
Very epic.
Terry really had a hard life.
Some people sleepwalk through life while others live in their dreams.😂
THIS is divine intellect
music is oneheart x reidenshi - distorted memories
Im sorry Davis, we have failed you
“To live alone one must be an animal or a god”
Fly high, our hero.
So this guy is saying that the modern world keeps you busy from sitting back alone in the dark thinking (and that is when a vision hit & you suddenly get an idea and a whole new meaning to live. Cool.
The depth of schizophrenic people is hard to reach for the average Joe, issue is that once you dive into that depth it's really hard to get out.
Learned it with my old Swiss friend. Apple... Max from Gmod as well.. the beach photo.. StAnne Fqo.. you unlocked memories for me sorry for the rambling.
Terry was a treasure we did not deserve.
Requiest Aeternum
Terry was a truly free man
Hermit mode really does this. Clowns in power want you all to be group thinkers, live by their rules, not ones that have been instilled on you by the Creators. Group think, social norm, team player, etc...these words are dangerous.
There’s only one Creator. Anything that is physical is a creation, not the source of life. The source is beyond comprehension, but the eternal energies that flow from him in the Holy Spirit are how we know The Father by. The Son is the eternal focal point of the Creator. 💠
@@James.E41 OK, you're brainwashed into thinking it has a male or female identity. Source is a what, not who and yes it's beyond our innerstanding.
@@KeepItReal1 Jesus was a bloke, a seed planter, active principle.
The Universe is the feminine aspect, passive and nurturing principle. The microcosm of this is Mary the Mother of Christ, she represents the Church and the New Eden, as opposed to the present universe which is tied to the first, Eve, who is redeemed but the present universe still carries on the fallen nature.
@@KeepItReal1 Continued.... “Jesus saith unto her, Woman, why weepest thou? whom seekest thou? She, supposing him to be the gardener, saith unto him, Sir, if thou have borne him hence, tell me where thou hast laid him, and I will take him away.
Jesus saith unto her, Mary. She turned herself, and saith unto him, Rabboni; which is to say, Master.”
- John 20:15, 16.
@JamesE1 Nope. Everything has a masculine/feminine side. Everything in the Bible is allegorical or symbolic. Nothing in it is of external or physical form. everything in it is within. As above, so below. It says it repeatedly in the Bible. Stop believing how the external churches are teaching it.
why ain’t i a visionary then
"You had downtime in the old world" that hits hard
I was alone and tried to avoid reality, but it always comes back like a circle. So, I exercise every day and try to maintain a positive mindset, even though I have nothing. But it can't bring me what I want, and that's okay. I'm alone, so I can go anywhere, be anyone. I have no reason to wear a mask.