**classmates look at you and stare** **teacher stares*** **you are red as a tomato** **teacher asks** “Why you so red?” **you panic** “...uhhhh...... I... ummmm.....” **without thinking you blurt an answer** “Cause I farted and it stinks and I hope nobody heard or smelt it” **you sink into the endless pit below you, curl up and die alone**
Jessica Mungin -- Congratulations. 💙 You're strong, even when it's easier to think the opposite. You're brave; thank you for taking care of yourself! If you ever need to talk... 🤗
Cardlin: Yes I'm crying with you...because your pain is my pain.. Me: Oh my gosh, Cardlin please d-don't cry! I-If you cry, t-then I'll c..c..cry.. *starts crying*
CardlinAudio Thank you for this. I don't cut anymore but I wish that I had something like this when I was cutting or anyone to tell me that I was loved. I didn't talk to my parents about it at all and someone that I considered my best friend for nothing to help me. A really good friend of mine tried to make me feel better but he just didn't know what to do and he shouldn't need to and I really hate that I put him threw that . There was a lot going on at the time and I was at my breaking point and I didn't really want anyone else to know. I was too good at hiding my feelings and cuts and if I hadn't slipped up and someone hadn't saw them I think I might be still cutting now. I never really got any professional help but now I have people around me that will tell me that they love me and the good they see on me when I only see the bad . My current best friend is my rock, my shoulder to cry on and someone to help me drown out my demons when they get to loud. I still have my insecurities but now I don't think about them as much as a used to ~ love you cardibear!😘 Arianna
I dont think its appropiate to make self harm jokes in this situation, if you really are self harming its best if you get help, trust me it really helps
He really is thouuu like why is it most guys dont care about the whole girlfriend wanting to cut themselves or even die like do you even love your girl????
Cardlin, I was at school today and a bunch of girls came over to me and started bullying me. It hurt... then they started physically hurting me.... that hurt more.... I got home and the first thing i did was lock myself in my room. I had my phone.... I looked over at a glass cup i had and threw it on the floor. I went to pick some up bit i stopped. My phone went off and it was this notification to say u posted.... you have helped me and so many others. Thank you! Love from Katelyn! 💙
Cardlin :wht r u doing rn? Me : studying Cardlin : okay, well let's get it away from you Me : Push my books away Cardlin : Is there any drawer tht u can put it in? Me : Oh god how am i suppose to study now
i've been clean for almost three years now and listening to this took me back to those years....where i wish i had someone to talk me out of it like this. im crying so hard right now, thank you so much Cardlin (and the writer!) for this comforting audio, i believe this audio will help your listeners who are going through this struggle. and for those who are going through this, pls don't hurt yourself we love you and we can keep going, one day at a time❤️
At least you didn't burn yourself... It hurts like hell... cutting doesn't always... I'm just doing it for an experiment(cutting) because I never really knew it felt like cutting rubber...
Not sure who'd actually care or read this, but I've been up all night & now writing this at 5 in the morning because I can't sleep. I'm feeling so morbid and crappy again. I wish I found this video sooner because I relapsed again after being clean for 2 weeks. Yeah, not the best record. To Cardlin, I can't tell you how much this is helping me right now, that as I'm typing this I'm fighting through the tears and literally shaking. We may be strangers, but through the power of your oh so gentle and loving voice and tone, you've made me feel cared for than any other person ever did about my self harm. I don't know if you'll ever read this but you're helping so, so many people and making them feel so loved and cared for. Even though it was a written script (thank you to the writer, btw), you read it so beautifully. With every word you spoke, the emotions felt made it so realistic as if you were actually speaking to us & reaching out to us. Oh I could go on all day about it, but I just really needed to say now that I love you so much for using your platform to help us. I can't thank you enough
osnapitzfx please. please don't hurt yourself. I may not even know you. Just please. please don't hurt yourself. we all love you. you. are. beautiful. so very beautiful.
i've been self harming for nearly a decade so wish me luck with this one! this is going to be such a struggle to hear, but whatever you say, i probably need to hear it. x
I was 8 weeks clean, yeah i know it's nog the best record but its my personal best and my godsister left me on my grad to high school and it sent me straight back down that wretched spiral of shitty hell again but hearing this...made me feel safer so thankyou Cardlin xoxo~Mia
Eijirou Kirishima hello there! i had a minor self harm relapse yesterday (lockdown has been very tough!) but ultimately i’m in such a better place- before that, i was nearly a whole year clean of self harm, i lost nearly 70lb in a healthy way, met the love of my life and got engaged, moved out of my house, found a job and am doing so so much better. thank you for asking! i hope you’re doing amazing!!! x
If you made it through this one and need another, here you go. ua-cam.com/video/UxEDTCMTCJk/v-deo.html Also, do me a favor and read the description this time, at least the first part.
I am 23 years old, and i started to cut myself when i was 14. I tried very hard to stop this, but i couldn't, so i live my life dealing everyday with this serious issue. But i am very happy to listen some kind audio about this topic. Thank you. When i think to cut, i listen asmr audios to make me feel better. sometimes it doesnt work, but today i did not cut myself. so thank you, again. love from an old lady in a young body. xoxo
Hai i am 20 I have been doing this since 13 and I want you to know that you are more than your scars and you are not alone. Your story will impact someone one day. So stick around for it The light inside of me loves the light inside of you 🌼✨ my snap chat : fkthisisnotfb
"what are you doing right now?" me: drinking iced coffee "ok lets put that away from you. put it in a drawer." me: "w h a t?" honestly tho this audio is comforting and helpful.
How did you manage to get every point when I started doing something, panic breathing, not working, crying just everything. And thank you for making this long. My head hasn’t stopped for the last 8 hours trying to get me to. I’m gonna have this on repeat, thank you.
I’m almost a year clean! I went through a really tough time stopping and I had been cutting for about 10 months until I was caught. Eventually my friends helped me take my life back and I’ve been getting a lot better. A few times I’ve tried to cut again but I have found that I’ve been making a habit by calling my best friend and telling her. I am so great-full for all my friends help to get though this and these kind of audios that help me fight. Thank you
I really wish I would have found this a few hours ago.... 5 months down the drain and back at square one. I missed too many therapy sessions and I stopped and the 5 months just passed and I really wanted to tell my therapist, and maybe make him proud, but, I guess I have to start back and square one. Thank you Cardlin....... thank you for being there (even if it’s jut your voice) even when i can’t even be there for myself....
1 year clean and I almost gave up 😟 but after listening to this I was able to calm down and breathe. I really wish I had someone that would talk to me like this when I feel like giving in to the urges. What I mean is.. Your audios really help me feel better whenever I feel stressed, anxious or depressed. Thank you so much ♡
You posted this on a perfect day, I haven't been feeling well and I was about to cut but then I went on youtube and I saw that you posted. This video made my heart melt and I can't thank you enough for posting all these sweet and captivating videos.
Nononononononono don't cry! It'll make me feel bad. I'm sorry, Please don't do this to me sir! (Also don't stroke my hair its a mess😊😥) and then he made me smile. TOO MANY EMOTIONS!!
Dear Cardlin, I somehow found you yesterday and I haven't been able to stop listening to your audios, whether it be one of your silly rambles or your erotic roleplays that make, well, *all* of us quiver. You remind me of Cryaotic, the UA-camr. Both of you have nice tones to your voices that give me and many others goosebumps. Please keep up the good work. At this time, I cannot pay to support you on Patreon, but I hope a sub will be good enough for now. Much love.
Hi Cardlin, I know this video is old and I doubt you’ll see it but I just wanted to thank you. You have literally saved my life more than once, I have no one at home that cares about me so having your audios makes me forget about any pain or loneliness I previously felt. I’ve watched most of your comfort audios multiple times and the effects of them never wear off. Thank you, truly for everything. Because of the positivity on your channel I have come out of my depressive state more and more each day. I truly thank you for helping me even though you don’t know me. I used to think my feelings wernt valid or I’m overreacting but because of you I’ve found more confidence In myself and have been able to fight my abuser so he doesn’t hurt me again. I wish you a truly happy life cause that’s the least I can do for saving mine.
I've been clean for almost a year.. I'm really proud of myself. It was really hard getting through not cutting this year because all the bullying and family problems but listening to Cardlin helps me through that and i'm really thankful for him for doing this. also the thank you for the writer.
This actually helped me a lot I was looking for a reason not to relapse i have been clean for 4 months, i was in a really abusive relationship, he would rape me and hit me, he would also call me names and he came into the store I work at today and I was the only one in the store with him and he started to call me names and say he was going to get back at me for going to the police. I was going to relapse and cut once my parents went to bed and my new boyfriend went to bed and this really helped me not to do that. I love these audios, i don't think you guys actually realize how much these help.... they really do help a lot. These videos have saved me in the past that is where I got the idea to come and listen to these videos. Thank you so much you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've self harmed in the past and this hit home for me. This makes me wanna cry. Thank you for making these kinds of audios, it really helps me cope and I'm sure it helps many people too.
I love your videos cause I can’t tell people this kinda stuff. There is literally no reason for me to feel the way I do, or do what I do, but I do. If I tell people they’d probably not take me seriously cause I really wouldn’t have a legitimate reason to give them. Heck, my mom didn’t take me seriously in the middle of a panic attack cause there “wasn’t a reason for it” and kept telling me to stop pretending
I've struggled with anxiety and body image issues since I was little. I have a skin condition called eczema and it itches and looks bad most of the time. I would scratch and pinch the skin on my shoulders and arms, wherever I would find the bumps. Often I would leave my skin more itchy and irritated. I've never cut myself, but I've thought about it. It's pretty scary when my brain goes down that dark path and it takes such a long time to pull myself back. These audio shave helped me so much. Thank you Cardlin.
I was really close to cutting tonight, I felt so guilty about everything. but this actually helped me over come it and keep on going. thank you... so much.
Its been 3 years since this was posted but I keep coming back to it. I'm only 1 day clean but its a start. If anyone sees this we all start somewhere and you are always a valid person
Thanks you so much cardybear, I've been wanting to cut for a while but I have forced myself not to because I have loving friends and this made me convince myself even more not to. So just thank you again and I love your audios so much and each one has helped me more than you could imagine.
It’s been 3 years and I’m now 2 years and 3 months clean :) it gets better! It just takes time patience and acceptance. And if no one has told u today. I love u. I matter and u deserve to be happy💟🌸
This definitely helps I've been struggling with depression. But I'm alot better if anyone is struggling. Please don't give up on life. Your not alone, their is so many like you. Maybe not same situation but still. Reach out to your friends and family. Or you have people here.
Cardlin: *starts to cry* Me: *Chokes on a sob* I-I hope... T-that I'm doing better...I-I think? Thanks again Cardlin and J this is awesome! It-its been a month...since you k-know... *bawls like a baby* the fact I know I will probably never have a bf like this in life even if I keep praying/hoping/wishing for it... 😳😒😭😓💕👏✂🔪💉
the amount of times ive watched this i- its really helped and i thank you for this video. i showed it to my partner and now some of these mechanisms are in our list of coping (such as the drawing on your skin with a red marker) the way we do it, is one of us goes into the bathroom and the other person sits on the other side of the door. the person in the bathroom draws while we talk, and eventually, they come out and we discuss why we would put it there. it helps us bond and also shows each other where the other is likely to do it, so we can check after attacks and stuff. (i wouldn't recommend if you aren't uncomfortable with each other, but we are very close and we both support ourselves on our bad days)
This actually made me cry because no one told me to quit talk about what goes on in my mind. I hide it because people think that I am just wanting attention but I just want someone who is there for me(it made me more distant that I actually did self-harm and actually sad to say i actually tried to starve myself)But this actually helps me
Thanks you so much my Cardlin. You don't know how unhappy I am these days. But watching your videos make me feel so so happy. I'm so glad that a person like you actually exist on this earth...I will love and support you forever Cardibear
I just wanted to say thank you so much. This audio has really helped. I don't physically harm myself but I have endangered myself in the past in other ways. Tonight was a weird night my friends were discussing something one of them did while under the influence of alcohol in a group char and it triggered me. I had to mute the chat and back out of social media for a bit to calm down. I was later listening to this audio and the messages within it and the questions you asked the listener really helped.
No matter what those thoughts are, u are worth it u matter and i love u so much for being able to stop :) make sure to drink some water and have a little snack! I gotta take care of yourself once in a while
this helped me a lot, I was thinking on cutting myself due to very bad anxiety, my depression, also my bipolar disorder, also stress with family issues and it really just hurts to the bone emotionally
Cardlin: How long has it been? Me: says amount of weeks Cardlin: wow! that's great, no seriously! you worked so hard for that. Me: *starts crying happily* thank you so much
Oh man, this is really affecting me today. Lots of tears. But it's a good thing. Sometimes you need a good cry to feel a little better. Thank you, Cardlin.
I was clean for about 2 years until I relapsed sometime in 2020, and then again this year. It sucks, but I'm trying every day to get better. I've been finding healthier ways to cope, and I have an amazing friend group to support me and help me through my ✨trauma✨
I've self-harmed before and sometimes still do but listening to these make me really happy and i don't feel down as much. Thank you for making me smile and want to live a while longer.
Two days clean and I'm surprised by how proud I feel of myself. I had a bit of a relapse but I'm trying again. Two days definitely doesn't sound long but I guess it's two days worth of scares that aren't on my body (if that makes sense) and two days worth of me caring for myself ❤
I was actually cutting a few days ago...I feel so ashamed of the scars on my wrists, arms and thighs. The reason I did it. Well, my cousin lives with me. She yells and screams at me. It scars the crap out of me. She also physically hurts me, like punching, kicking and slapping me. Thank you for this Cardlin and J. It was really nice to listen to this.
I've been clean for gosh I dont even know at this point. Maybe 3 years now. It's a struggle every day. Somedays I dont want to even get out of bed. But things have gotten better. Yeah I'm still depressed but I'm not nearly as bad off as I was 3 years ago. Life is hard and there will always be hard stuff but it does get easier over the years. No one is alone. You can do this. I believe in you. Cardlin has been such a big help. I only have one friend and we dont talk about this kind of stuff. So it really truly helps to have someone I can cry too without shame. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
i’ve been clean for three years and over the past week i’ve been through the lowest lows and think about self harming at every point of my day now. this definitely calmed me down, i’m hoping i don’t slip up :( thank you so much for this audio
Thanks Cardlin for making this because I was about to self harm but I couldn't do it because I know it would just make more pain even thought I self harmed before and the scars will stay as long as I keep doing it the harm that people do to them selves will just make more pain even if it was in the past or now the pain and the scars will stay there. Sry trying not to be all dark right now but thank you Cardlin lots of love to you and to the people who self harm
I just wanted to say thank you, listening to this I was able to cry for the first time in a while, I felt like I finally had someone there for me through all of this, irl, I feel like I have no one I can show, so thank you.
i just relapsed. i’m sorry, i’m sorry to dump this in your comment section. this audio helped me a lot in the past, and the same could be said for right now. thank you for making audios like this, it makes me feel so,, heard. i had to restart my streak on “i am sober”, but that just means the only way from here is up. one minute, one hour, one day. i don’t have anyone to talk to, so this audio helps a lot. not just with the self harm; with the loneliness that comes after it. thank you, truly, from the bottom of my heart for this video. it’s only one of hundreds that you’ve made, but it’s helped me so much. thank you, cardlin. truly.
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"Are you somewhere you feel safe?"
*looks around classroom and classmates*
"...no."
Hope Valentine ok, that's good
Whole bunch of snakes
**classmates look at you and stare**
**teacher stares***
**you are red as a tomato**
**teacher asks**
“Why you so red?”
**you panic**
“...uhhhh...... I... ummmm.....”
**without thinking you blurt an answer**
“Cause I farted and it stinks and I hope nobody heard or smelt it”
**you sink into the endless pit below you, curl up and die alone**
Maddy the Squirtle Me
Hope Valentine
*THATS A TITLE*
I'm 5 months clean from cutting😊💕
Jessica Mungin awesome job! Keep it up! Keep fighting the negative voices
Jessica Mungin -- Congratulations. 💙 You're strong, even when it's easier to think the opposite. You're brave; thank you for taking care of yourself! If you ever need to talk... 🤗
xostrawberry21 -- You're awesome too. ✊
Jessica Mungin congrats :) keep on going
Jessica Mungin congratulations! I'm so proud of you even though I don't know you! You're absolutely awesome for doing that! Keep going!
Cardlin: Yes I'm crying with you...because your pain is my pain..
Me: Oh my gosh, Cardlin please d-don't cry! I-If you cry, t-then I'll c..c..cry.. *starts crying*
Literally, though it always makes me cry harder
Omg same
I'm crying reading this comment XD 😭
Oh my goodness I know same!
yall so cringy oh my god
Huge credit to the very brave J for breaching such a sensitive topic in such a powerful, helpful way.
CardlinAudio Thank you for this. I don't cut anymore but I wish that I had something like this when I was cutting or anyone to tell me that I was loved. I didn't talk to my parents about it at all and someone that I considered my best friend for nothing to help me. A really good friend of mine tried to make me feel better but he just didn't know what to do and he shouldn't need to and I really hate that I put him threw that . There was a lot going on at the time and I was at my breaking point and I didn't really want anyone else to know. I was too good at hiding my feelings and cuts and if I hadn't slipped up and someone hadn't saw them I think I might be still cutting now. I never really got any professional help but now I have people around me that will tell me that they love me and the good they see on me when I only see the bad . My current best friend is my rock, my shoulder to cry on and someone to help me drown out my demons when they get to loud. I still have my insecurities but now I don't think about them as much as a used to
~ love you cardibear!😘
Arianna
CardlinAudio I am in class and I am literally choked up. Thank you and thank you J.
CardlinAudio
I'm the 20th like of this comment, soo...can I have an huge cup of Strawberry Ice cream now?
I need it!
👍👍👍❤
CardlinAudio why'd you have to make m cry today....god dammit
Cardlin:How long is it been since the last time you hurt yourself.
Me:Like 2 Minutes Ago
Cardlin:wow that's great
Me:dafuq
same lmao
Lia every minute counts😁
I dont think its appropiate to make self harm jokes in this situation, if you really are self harming its best if you get help, trust me it really helps
Lia Same
My thoughts too. A minute or two after harming felt silly. Lol. But the breathing excercises helped, and his calming voice. I feel a bit better.
Cardlin is like the amazing boyfriend I'll never have
He really is thouuu like why is it most guys dont care about the whole girlfriend wanting to cut themselves or even die like do you even love your girl????
IllusionBoy 181 cardlin is the only boyfriend I’ve ever had
Yap.....
I hope all of us will get an amazing bf like cardlin someday!
@@bellakiller5880 JUST CALLED MY BOYFRIEND OUT LOL but they kinda really do!
Cardlin,
I was at school today and a bunch of girls came over to me and started bullying me. It hurt... then they started physically hurting me.... that hurt more.... I got home and the first thing i did was lock myself in my room. I had my phone.... I looked over at a glass cup i had and threw it on the floor. I went to pick some up bit i stopped. My phone went off and it was this notification to say u posted.... you have helped me and so many others. Thank you!
Love from Katelyn! 💙
Sparkle Tard -- Woo, that gave me goosebumps. I'm so glad you breached the darkness. 💙
Thank you
People who bully are just jealous. You're beautiful, don't ever think you aren't. You matter. Stay strong 💕
Yeah.. that sounds a little too fake.
I'm glad. Self harm is a mental jail.
😢😢😢
Why can't real people do this? They always give tough time. 😓
Thank you for making so beautiful and pretty soothing video. Bless you dear. ❤❤
Cardlin :wht r u doing rn?
Me : studying
Cardlin : okay, well let's get it away from you
Me : Push my books away
Cardlin : Is there any drawer tht u can put it in?
Me : Oh god how am i suppose to study now
RIp
Hahahaha
Don't then the video speaks for itself
i've been clean for almost three years now and listening to this took me back to those years....where i wish i had someone to talk me out of it like this. im crying so hard right now, thank you so much Cardlin (and the writer!) for this comforting audio, i believe this audio will help your listeners who are going through this struggle.
and for those who are going through this, pls don't hurt yourself we love you and we can keep going, one day at a time❤️
At least you didn't burn yourself... It hurts like hell... cutting doesn't always... I'm just doing it for an experiment(cutting) because I never really knew it felt like cutting rubber...
Cardlin: “Are you some place you feel safe?”
Me: “No”
Cardlin: “Okey, that’s good”
🙃
*When the video doesn't go the way you wanted it to go.*
@@RN_STRM fr 😂😂
Not sure who'd actually care or read this, but I've been up all night & now writing this at 5 in the morning because I can't sleep. I'm feeling so morbid and crappy again. I wish I found this video sooner because I relapsed again after being clean for 2 weeks. Yeah, not the best record.
To Cardlin, I can't tell you how much this is helping me right now, that as I'm typing this I'm fighting through the tears and literally shaking. We may be strangers, but through the power of your oh so gentle and loving voice and tone, you've made me feel cared for than any other person ever did about my self harm. I don't know if you'll ever read this but you're helping so, so many people and making them feel so loved and cared for. Even though it was a written script (thank you to the writer, btw), you read it so beautifully. With every word you spoke, the emotions felt made it so realistic as if you were actually speaking to us & reaching out to us. Oh I could go on all day about it, but I just really needed to say now that I love you so much for using your platform to help us. I can't thank you enough
osnapitzfx please. please don't hurt yourself. I may not even know you. Just please. please don't hurt yourself. we all love you. you. are. beautiful. so very beautiful.
osnapitzfx well done! I’m 2 days but proud! Not amazing but I’m happy cause it was so hard
I hope you are doing well. Please keep your head up. We love YOU!
If u want to cut u can cut ur hair, if u wanna die u Can dye it too! Red and green and purple, blue. Do do do I 💖 you!
Nora McNamara This made me smile
Oh my goodness everyone need to hear this!
i’m bald and blonde however ion feel better 😸😞
Awwww thanks
Tbh I just cut my hair an dyed it to distract myself from ya know.... That.
This is scary good timing, holy crap. I've been really depressed for the past few days >.
Oml same, but on a side note, I hope you feel better and that every day that goes by everything gets better :)
Thanks! I hope the same for you too.
Levi-Ren Taylor *chucks flowers* BE HAPPY NOWWWWWWWW
Haha thank you!
Levi-Ren Taylor hey, you don't know me, but i just wanted to let you know that your awesome and you can make through anything😊💪
I'm not a self harmer but i just wanna hear your voice I'm obsessed with it
Same
Thought this said hammer and may or may not have laughed at midnight. I live with mom, dad, 3 younger sisters (under 11), and pop. God help me.
Same.
i've been self harming for nearly a decade so wish me luck with this one! this is going to be such a struggle to hear, but whatever you say, i probably need to hear it. x
I have the same problem, girly. We'll get through it 😊
I was six months clean then I figured out my senior friend was leaving and that just sent me down the spiral
I was 8 weeks clean, yeah i know it's nog the best record but its my personal best and my godsister left me on my grad to high school and it sent me straight back down that wretched spiral of shitty hell again but hearing this...made me feel safer so thankyou Cardlin xoxo~Mia
Hey, it’s been 2 years... Are you okay? How’s life going? 🙂💗
Eijirou Kirishima hello there! i had a minor self harm relapse yesterday (lockdown has been very tough!) but ultimately i’m in such a better place- before that, i was nearly a whole year clean of self harm, i lost nearly 70lb in a healthy way, met the love of my life and got engaged, moved out of my house, found a job and am doing so so much better. thank you for asking! i hope you’re doing amazing!!! x
i *really* love cardlin
hes my hero
kim karhoshian karHOSHIan omfg ily
*WARNING: THIS COMMENT MAY CONTAIN AUSSIE BEN REFERENCES*
Almost better than BATMAN 😏
he my hero too cherrie
If you made it through this one and need another, here you go. ua-cam.com/video/UxEDTCMTCJk/v-deo.html
Also, do me a favor and read the description this time, at least the first part.
"are you somewhere you feel safe?"
*looks at my door that doesn't lock*
no-
"okay that's good-"
almost a year clean. thank you God.
Great job 👏 👍 👌 🙌 😀
“It makes me sad baby”
Goddamn I broke down in tears right then and there.
Your audios are based about the most different mental illnesses. I love that ❤
me: CardlinAudio posted! Maybe I'll check it out later-
**sees topic**
me: sigN ME THE FUCK UP
**clicks**
I am 23 years old, and i started to cut myself when i was 14. I tried very hard to stop this, but i couldn't, so i live my life dealing everyday with this serious issue. But i am very happy to listen some kind audio about this topic. Thank you. When i think to cut, i listen asmr audios to make me feel better. sometimes it doesnt work, but today i did not cut myself. so thank you, again. love from an old lady in a young body. xoxo
Hai i am 20 I have been doing this since 13 and I want you to know that you are more than your scars and you are not alone. Your story will impact someone one day. So stick around for it
The light inside of me loves the light inside of you 🌼✨ my snap chat : fkthisisnotfb
"what are you doing right now?"
me: drinking iced coffee
"ok lets put that away from you. put it in a drawer."
me: "w h a t?"
honestly tho this audio is comforting and helpful.
How did you manage to get every point when I started doing something, panic breathing, not working, crying just everything. And thank you for making this long. My head hasn’t stopped for the last 8 hours trying to get me to. I’m gonna have this on repeat, thank you.
I’m almost a year clean! I went through a really tough time stopping and I had been cutting for about 10 months until I was caught. Eventually my friends helped me take my life back and I’ve been getting a lot better. A few times I’ve tried to cut again but I have found that I’ve been making a habit by calling my best friend and telling her. I am so great-full for all my friends help to get though this and these kind of audios that help me fight. Thank you
I really wish I would have found this a few hours ago.... 5 months down the drain and back at square one. I missed too many therapy sessions and I stopped and the 5 months just passed and I really wanted to tell my therapist, and maybe make him proud, but, I guess I have to start back and square one. Thank you Cardlin....... thank you for being there (even if it’s jut your voice) even when i can’t even be there for myself....
Thank you... I have been using the rubber band technique today and needed to hear these encouraging words.
1 year clean and I almost gave up 😟 but after listening to this I was able to calm down and breathe.
I really wish I had someone that would talk to me like this when I feel like giving in to the urges.
What I mean is..
Your audios really help me feel better whenever I feel stressed, anxious or depressed. Thank you so much ♡
I'm here for you ❤
"Are you somewhere you feel safe?"
*Depressed Me: No*
"Well thats good!"
*Depressed me: *sigh**
You posted this on a perfect day, I haven't been feeling well and I was about to cut but then I went on youtube and I saw that you posted. This video made my heart melt and I can't thank you enough for posting all these sweet and captivating videos.
Nononononononono don't cry! It'll make me feel bad. I'm sorry, Please don't do this to me sir! (Also don't stroke my hair its a mess😊😥) and then he made me smile. TOO MANY EMOTIONS!!
I know same!
Dear Cardlin,
I somehow found you yesterday and I haven't been able to stop listening to your audios, whether it be one of your silly rambles or your erotic roleplays that make, well, *all* of us quiver. You remind me of Cryaotic, the UA-camr. Both of you have nice tones to your voices that give me and many others goosebumps. Please keep up the good work. At this time, I cannot pay to support you on Patreon, but I hope a sub will be good enough for now.
Much love.
Hi Cardlin, I know this video is old and I doubt you’ll see it but I just wanted to thank you. You have literally saved my life more than once, I have no one at home that cares about me so having your audios makes me forget about any pain or loneliness I previously felt. I’ve watched most of your comfort audios multiple times and the effects of them never wear off. Thank you, truly for everything. Because of the positivity on your channel I have come out of my depressive state more and more each day. I truly thank you for helping me even though you don’t know me. I used to think my feelings wernt valid or I’m overreacting but because of you I’ve found more confidence In myself and have been able to fight my abuser so he doesn’t hurt me again. I wish you a truly happy life cause that’s the least I can do for saving mine.
When cardi crys I cry 😭
TootsiePOP _games saaaame I sob so badly
I've been clean for almost a year.. I'm really proud of myself. It was really hard getting through not cutting this year because all the bullying and family problems but listening to Cardlin helps me through that and i'm really thankful for him for doing this. also the thank you for the writer.
Shanie Peters -- Congratulations on nearly one year in battle! You're courageous. Stay strong. 🙂
Just got out of my second day at a new school, such great timing!
Rae Jae same!!!
Your voice can heal so many broken heart . Thank you so much for your work you deserve a lot more. God bless you . Kiss from Martinique
Claidy Beauty i did my french project on Martinique
it's heartbreaking that people actually go through this..i wish everyone the best. remember you are loved & worth it.
Just when I think your audios can't get any better, you go and record this masterpiece! What a powerful audio! You my friend are amazing!
10:11 .. you made me cry ... I needed this so bad
This actually helped me a lot I was looking for a reason not to relapse i have been clean for 4 months, i was in a really abusive relationship, he would rape me and hit me, he would also call me names and he came into the store I work at today and I was the only one in the store with him and he started to call me names and say he was going to get back at me for going to the police. I was going to relapse and cut once my parents went to bed and my new boyfriend went to bed and this really helped me not to do that. I love these audios, i don't think you guys actually realize how much these help.... they really do help a lot. These videos have saved me in the past that is where I got the idea to come and listen to these videos. Thank you so much you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ily :(
I've self harmed in the past and this hit home for me. This makes me wanna cry. Thank you for making these kinds of audios, it really helps me cope and I'm sure it helps many people too.
I love your videos cause I can’t tell people this kinda stuff. There is literally no reason for me to feel the way I do, or do what I do, but I do. If I tell people they’d probably not take me seriously cause I really wouldn’t have a legitimate reason to give them. Heck, my mom didn’t take me seriously in the middle of a panic attack cause there “wasn’t a reason for it” and kept telling me to stop pretending
Update: So I called my bf... he’s being silent in what I might guess is self pity? I dunno. I’m back to the video~
I was seen om-aaaaaaaAAAAAAA
i just hit 17 mins clean
thank you cardlin
i’m now 8 days clean and this audio still helps me when i feel this way
I was so happy when I woke up and realized it was Wednesday and looked forward to you uploading! Yay!
I've struggled with anxiety and body image issues since I was little. I have a skin condition called eczema and it itches and looks bad most of the time.
I would scratch and pinch the skin on my shoulders and arms, wherever I would find the bumps. Often I would leave my skin more itchy and irritated. I've never cut myself, but I've thought about it. It's pretty scary when my brain goes down that dark path and it takes such a long time to pull myself back. These audio shave helped me so much. Thank you Cardlin.
omg same i started self harming bc of it. my eczema makes me really self conscious.
I was really close to cutting tonight, I felt so guilty about everything. but this actually helped me over come it and keep on going. thank you... so much.
I needed this last night. I'm happy you uploaded today. You're my Most favorite.
Its been 3 years since this was posted but I keep coming back to it. I'm only 1 day clean but its a start. If anyone sees this we all start somewhere and you are always a valid person
Well it's been two weeks since you wrote this, are you still clean?
@@akumainferno5348 it took a while but now I'm only at 10 days but its okay it something to grow from. Thanks for checking. How are you
This calms me whenever I feel like self harming again I always feel better❤️❤️ I’m 1 and a half months clean and I’m proud! You can do it too!
...4 months Clean From Self-Harming the body..And Starting to eat again..Yayy I'm not proud of what i did..but i'm trying
omg i’m so proud of u!!
Thanks you so much cardybear, I've been wanting to cut for a while but I have forced myself not to because I have loving friends and this made me convince myself even more not to. So just thank you again and I love your audios so much and each one has helped me more than you could imagine.
why did this hit me and make me cry
I’m 2 weeks clean IVE NEVER BEEN SO PROUD thank you cardlin you really helped me tonight -love Maya🥺🥰
i’m so proud of u!!🤍
It’s been 3 years and I’m now 2 years and 3 months clean :) it gets better! It just takes time patience and acceptance. And if no one has told u today. I love u. I matter and u deserve to be happy💟🌸
Good job its been 1 year or so for me
omg i’m so proud of u!!
Eri Chan i’m proud of u too!!🤍
1 week clean...
Me it a 1 minute
2 days! So proud!
Congrats!
I'm so proud of all of you, keep going! u got this!! ❤❤❤
This definitely helps I've been struggling with depression. But I'm alot better if anyone is struggling. Please don't give up on life. Your not alone, their is so many like you. Maybe not same situation but still. Reach out to your friends and family. Or you have people here.
Cardlin: *starts to cry*
Me: *Chokes on a sob*
I-I hope... T-that I'm doing better...I-I think? Thanks again Cardlin and J this is awesome! It-its been a month...since you k-know... *bawls like a baby* the fact I know I will probably never have a bf like this in life even if I keep praying/hoping/wishing for it... 😳😒😭😓💕👏✂🔪💉
You put this up at the perfect time.... I was just getting the urge to cut again. Thank you, Cardibear!
the amount of times ive watched this i-
its really helped and i thank you for this video. i showed it to my partner and now some of these mechanisms are in our list of coping (such as the drawing on your skin with a red marker)
the way we do it, is one of us goes into the bathroom and the other person sits on the other side of the door. the person in the bathroom draws while we talk, and eventually, they come out and we discuss why we would put it there. it helps us bond and also shows each other where the other is likely to do it, so we can check after attacks and stuff. (i wouldn't recommend if you aren't uncomfortable with each other, but we are very close and we both support ourselves on our bad days)
This actually made me cry because no one told me to quit talk about what goes on in my mind. I hide it because people think that I am just wanting attention but I just want someone who is there for me(it made me more distant that I actually did self-harm and actually sad to say i actually tried to starve myself)But this actually helps me
4 days 10 hours clean
Thanks you so much my Cardlin. You don't know how unhappy I am these days. But watching your videos make me feel so so happy. I'm so glad that a person like you actually exist on this earth...I will love and support you forever Cardibear
This is great timing. Ive been clean for two years and relapsed three days ago. I loved listening. Great job.
Cardlin reminds me of a journal that loves me the way i am and can talk to me when i need him.
I just wanted to say thank you so much. This audio has really helped. I don't physically harm myself but I have endangered myself in the past in other ways. Tonight was a weird night my friends were discussing something one of them did while under the influence of alcohol in a group char and it triggered me. I had to mute the chat and back out of social media for a bit to calm down. I was later listening to this audio and the messages within it and the questions you asked the listener really helped.
Thank you so much for this If been having problems and these kind of videos really help❤️ thank you so much 😊
ARMYYYYYYYYYYY :3
Armyyy
I don’t know how long I’ve been clean for but I’m watching this because the thoughts came back, thanks for being here
No matter what those thoughts are, u are worth it u matter and i love u so much for being able to stop :) make sure to drink some water and have a little snack! I gotta take care of yourself once in a while
i’m so proud of u!
this helped me a lot, I was thinking on cutting myself due to very bad anxiety, my depression, also my bipolar disorder, also stress with family issues and it really just hurts to the bone emotionally
Cardlin: How long has it been?
Me: says amount of weeks
Cardlin: wow! that's great, no seriously! you worked so hard for that.
Me: *starts crying happily* thank you so much
Oh man, this is really affecting me today. Lots of tears. But it's a good thing. Sometimes you need a good cry to feel a little better. Thank you, Cardlin.
I was clean for about 2 years until I relapsed sometime in 2020, and then again this year. It sucks, but I'm trying every day to get better. I've been finding healthier ways to cope, and I have an amazing friend group to support me and help me through my ✨trauma✨
Cardlin walks in:
Me: 👁👄👁🔪
Him:👁👄👁
I-
i dont think you realize just how much this helped me 🥺 i will be having it on replay for the next few hours maybe days maybe weeks
This Helped Me Not Hurt Myself
I've self-harmed before and sometimes still do but listening to these make me really happy and i don't feel down as much. Thank you for making me smile and want to live a while longer.
Two days clean and I'm surprised by how proud I feel of myself. I had a bit of a relapse but I'm trying again. Two days definitely doesn't sound long but I guess it's two days worth of scares that aren't on my body (if that makes sense) and two days worth of me caring for myself ❤
I was actually cutting a few days ago...I feel so ashamed of the scars on my wrists, arms and thighs. The reason I did it. Well, my cousin lives with me. She yells and screams at me. It scars the crap out of me. She also physically hurts me, like punching, kicking and slapping me. Thank you for this Cardlin and J. It was really nice to listen to this.
2 and a half years clean. 😊
I'm very proud of u!
I've been clean for gosh I dont even know at this point. Maybe 3 years now. It's a struggle every day. Somedays I dont want to even get out of bed. But things have gotten better. Yeah I'm still depressed but I'm not nearly as bad off as I was 3 years ago. Life is hard and there will always be hard stuff but it does get easier over the years. No one is alone. You can do this. I believe in you. Cardlin has been such a big help. I only have one friend and we dont talk about this kind of stuff. So it really truly helps to have someone I can cry too without shame. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Having a hard time today...so listening to this...
1 hour. I... this really helped after, thank you
I just wanna say thank you for doing this audio :)) you really saved me
i’ve been clean for three years and over the past week i’ve been through the lowest lows and think about self harming at every point of my day now. this definitely calmed me down, i’m hoping i don’t slip up :( thank you so much for this audio
Thanks cardlin!! You help so much when I feel down. ❤️
Thanks Cardlin for making this because I was about to self harm but I couldn't do it because I know it would just make more pain even thought I self harmed before and the scars will stay as long as I keep doing it the harm that people do to them selves will just make more pain even if it was in the past or now the pain and the scars will stay there.
Sry trying not to be all dark right now but thank you Cardlin lots of love to you and to the people who self harm
Him: put it in a drawer so your not looking at it
Me: the drawer is TrAnSpArEnT😂
I just wanted to say thank you, listening to this I was able to cry for the first time in a while, I felt like I finally had someone there for me through all of this, irl, I feel like I have no one I can show, so thank you.
Thanks you Cardlin.
20 minutes clean, i feel good about myself 😼
I was like almost a year free from cutting till right now and I saw this in my recommended right now and now I feel bad 😞
From 19 days to 33 minutes, this helps alot thank you cardlin :)
I'm a week from my last cut this is helping a lot tysm
stay strong bby💕
HOW DO YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I NEED ? I LOVE THIS ALREADY! Thanks for recording and thanks for this amazing script J
It was very helpful, thank you Cardlin:)
4 years clean and nearly relapsed today. thank you for helping
OMG YOU CAN READ MY FUCKING MIND THANK YOU💕💕
i just relapsed.
i’m sorry, i’m sorry to dump this in your comment section. this audio helped me a lot in the past, and the same could be said for right now. thank you for making audios like this, it makes me feel so,, heard. i had to restart my streak on “i am sober”, but that just means the only way from here is up. one minute, one hour, one day.
i don’t have anyone to talk to, so this audio helps a lot. not just with the self harm; with the loneliness that comes after it. thank you, truly, from the bottom of my heart for this video. it’s only one of hundreds that you’ve made, but it’s helped me so much.
thank you, cardlin. truly.