I watch these short films about people finding their own beauty (other than looks because in every one the main character is georgious) and I sitting here like "I have nice eyeballs.....yeah......eyeballs"
(My story is not about a eating disorder) One time I was at a kids party and the party was so long they were serving lunch and dinner. I wasn't expecting to stay long, but because of my patents I had to. They served lunch. It was pizza. I didn't eat, and ended up having only water and a half of a banana for lunch. Then, it was dinner a few hours later. They had more pizza. I didn't eat again. A little boy noticed this and came by my seat to talk to me. He sat down and told me his name, then he asked why I wasn't eating. He asked if I liked pizza. I told him yes, but I can't eat it today. He looked at me and asked why. I told him I was on a military diet and wanted to stick to it to loose weight. He asked me if I was in the military. Of course, I said no. Then, he asked why I want to loose weight. I stood quiet for a few then answered "because I'm over the weight I'm supposed to be. He said something that changes how I view diets and myself. He said that the doctor said the same thing about him and asked if he should do the diet also, I said no it would be too hard because you're always hungry and have a loss of energy. Also this kid looked fine to me. Then he asked me if that is what happens then why do I do it? I was speechless. After that I didn't care about the eight pounds extra and loved myself for who I was. Thank you Ronan, thank you a lot.
RM lover learning to love yourself is a tough journey but just know that you are beautiful inside and out and there are people who love and care for you. Never belittle yourself because of your size or your looks. When you are beautiful on the inside this radiates and shines through
@aliciabea1598 😢 you are just enough the way you are, yk God created you in this world cause he said it wouldnt be the same without you in it he has a purpose for you , anyways just got this thought while reading have a nice day ❤
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I always see this kind of take on eating disorders, where there's diet plans and models that they aspire to be, plus exercise. My experience was completely different though. Great film nonetheless ❤️
I have to disagree my babygirl is perfect I love her sooo much she is perfect because of all her little imperfections thats what makes her so so so beautiful 😍 - love you babe
This was a really well-made video! I like how you added more and more things over time and put it on almost a loop sort of thing, it represents what body image struggles etc are actually like 😊
NO-ONE should feel like this. We ALL are beautiful just the way we are!! LOVE how you were using your own mini flashcards in order to help represent her feelings. You all put so much hard work and effort into this film.
This is true. I liked everything about this film aswell. The cast, plot, camera work. (she looks like the girl version of kim namjoon XD) im the only one amazed in here :
I was in class and this girl told me how ugly I was in front of everyone. They laughed. I started trying to lose weight. I thought of plastic surgery. But it wasn't enough. I compared myself to other girls on Instagram. Seeing myself as ugly. I tried bleaching my skin. Everything. I begged for a glow up. Still wasn't enough. That's when I got depressed at 14. I hate myself
so yk you can try doing it on your own quiting insta trying to mediate live life in color not in black and gray and the be honest for a while it will work but in the end you need to put down these things and the cross cause its way to much for anyone to handle themselves and ik now you may be thinking im insane and tbh I dont care and I hope you dont think that , but really you cant do this alone but you dont have to do it alone just ask for help wholeheartedly and it will come ❤ hope you have an amazing day
Girl you're like me. Even the teacher bodyshames me. And do you know more? He does social work . How funny. Body shaming your own students and then changing the society for good . These type of people really irritates me .
I feel I’m not good enough to my family. My mom is mad all the time because I have straight A’s but one is 96 instead of 100. I spend my free time drawing instead of studying or reading. When I clean, something isn’t good enough. My dad on the other hand loves my half-brother more than me when he is with MY mom. Hell, he’d do anything for my brother but not me. My sister constantly calls me fat and overweight, so has a ‘friend’ of mine. I tried out for basketball and I overheard a girl gossiping saying, ‘Why is [my name] on the team? She can’t even play.’ I have stared at a knife and wondered, should I? I never did though. I know some people care for me. I have friends who are funny and amazing. Stay strong guys.
Aw I’m so sorry. It’s really hard when close relatives like that make us feel less than. They’re the ones who should build us up. But Jesus died on the cross for your sins so that you could be free from sin and that you could live an abundant life. He made you beautiful ❤️
ow really sorry you sre going thru this and yk you can do it on your own for some time it can be days weeks months even years but the sad part is at some point you will just lose grip of the situation but there is hope , you just need to put your life into his hands and he will take care of this im sure of it cause I'm living proof he did it with me, dpnt give up ask and you will be given , anyways have a great day / night ❤
Women put too much pressure on themselves. They don't understand how much they are loved. The media is not real. Most of it is photoshop images because I had a job photoshop'n magazine image back in the early 90's. before then it was airbrushing photos. just be you. Any decent portrait artist finds beauty in everyone and always make a perfect picture from everyone.
I don’t really like the way my body looks But I Could never hurt him by starving.I mean I know that my body loves me and I Hope one day I will learn to love it too.Until that day comes I’ll keep working out and Eating healthy
glad to hear that and yk its okay to fall we are humans and we fail but one thing you can try to do is not do it on your own but ask for help we shouldnt do these hardships alone and yk who is the best person to ask for help the one who died on the cross cause who else knows whats it like to suffer better than him, so just ask for help and you will be given ❤
Nooooo girl I'm 5,9 and I'm so skinny omg I way to skinny I'm here trying to gain weight wanting to cry bc the crap never works and u beautiful girls that are thick wanna be skinny😭Fat shouldn't even be a word u girls are thick and I find that's so beautiful udek
As you described ur height & figure, I envy you. I remember my cousin who got like yours which affected my self-esteem & made my heart with hatred for many years until now despite that I lost lots of weight because I can't stand whenever I see my cousin's figure especially when I was overweight before. I struggled lots of strict diet, exercise with pain & agony... 😭
but you dont have to just try to chnage your mindset also try detoxing from all social media and ik its hard and your friends will ask you why are you not on insta or snap or whatever but its for your own good and also remember its okay to fail we are humans but yk whats great that you dont have to suffer with this alone yk someone loved you so much that he died for you so that if you belive that you will be saved , and who else knows suffering more than him it was unimaginable what he went thru so you and I can have a choice to make cause yes in the end it is still your choice but I think its pretty simple which to chose hope you chose it too and have an amazing day / night ❤❤
because you wont and thats fine its her you are you stop comparing youself and go into the real life read some books delete insta and most importantly you will fail and its okay but if you can put your life into his hands he will be there for you when you fall and you will hear a person shouting over your head your not enough you are this and that but you just need to look forward and see who is down in the dust with you and when you see him there with scars and bloody hands with holes thru them he will help you get up qnd he will make you do amazing things you never though you will do ❤❤
Oh my god eating 300 calories a day can’t make you faint and it’s highly dangerous!!!!! , about less than 910 calories a day is what I normally use to reduce weight
Im sorry you are going thru this but you dont have to just try to change your mindset also try detoxing from all social media and ik its hard and your friends will ask you why are you not on insta or snap or whatever but its for your own good and also remember its okay to fail we are humans but yk whats great that you dont have to suffer with this alone yk someone loved you so much that he died for you so that if you belive that you will be saved , and who else knows suffering more than him it was unimaginable what he went thru so you and I can have a choice to make cause yes in the end it is still your choice but I think its pretty simple which to chose hope you chose it too and have an amazing day / night ❤❤
First of all,I l think if this young lady was really Asian she'd NEVER USE CHOPSTICKS like FORKS - KNIVES MANNER You may as well have shown her eating American style then. As I think this is totally ridiculous Anyway not the best film, But the young lady was quite lovely🕊 Please don't assume I am anti Asian! The opposite! My BFF is Chinese & would laugh at that eating scene ( w the food portrayal & chopsticks)
I don't get the point of hurting someone's feelings I don't get the point of making someone feel like they don't belong and out of the whole world that they just make it worse I don't get the point of of saying your friends but then say something so rude I don't get the point why people can be such jerks I don't get the point why you would make some one cry in the bathroom for hours twice not once I don't get the point of why you would make someone feel this bad I don't get the point why you would act like you did nothing when you really did everything I don't get the point of trying to make someone feel better when at first you made them feel terrible I don't get the point of being friends with someone who doesn't care about your feelings I don't get the point why I thought we could be friends I don't get the point why I would have to try to look pretty I don't get the point why I wear clothes to make me look skinny I don't get the point of covering my natural beauty up with makeup because of you don't get the point of looking at what's on the outside and not on the inside I don't get the point of making fun of people I don't get the point why people have to be beautifull for you when ur ugly yourself I don't get the point of bullying I don't get the point of making someone feel so bad they run into the bathroom crying then they go outside and they have nowhere to go and they feel surrounded they feel like falling and they can't breathe I don't get the point of them going jnside and all of a sudden you care I don't get the point of saying something that rude and expect them not to feel hurt I don't get the point why u would call someone ugly I don't get the point why you would call someone fat I really don't.. Send this to everyone you know who is struggling your amasing just the way u are.I've learned to love myself perfect or not. You should too
Well I really like this but she was sticking things on her mouth 👄 so that she can throw up what she ate. Ur a leader she was working g out and keeping track
Can you stop? You're such a hater. That's her style. The insults as small as this is what causes these types of things. Didn't they teach you in Kindergarten that if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all?
The literal first rule of hiding an ED is don't put the thinspo on your wall.
Thx for the tip
dont hide ED , BEAT IT, and not by your strength but by HIS 🩸
I watch these short films about people finding their own beauty (other than looks because in every one the main character is georgious) and I sitting here like "I have nice eyeballs.....yeah......eyeballs"
you are beautiful.
Eli Trixx thats me.
She ate those strips of paper like a champ lol. Loved it !! 👍🏻
This is so good, would be perfect if you could have some instrumental music to break the awkward silence at times :) But it's amazing nontheless
Ahh, thanks so much for your feedback! :) Will consider your suggestions for future works, haha.
(My story is not about a eating disorder)
One time I was at a kids party and the party was so long they were serving lunch and dinner. I wasn't expecting to stay long, but because of my patents I had to. They served lunch. It was pizza. I didn't eat, and ended up having only water and a half of a banana for lunch. Then, it was dinner a few hours later. They had more pizza. I didn't eat again. A little boy noticed this and came by my seat to talk to me. He sat down and told me his name, then he asked why I wasn't eating. He asked if I liked pizza. I told him yes, but I can't eat it today. He looked at me and asked why. I told him I was on a military diet and wanted to stick to it to loose weight. He asked me if I was in the military. Of course, I said no. Then, he asked why I want to loose weight. I stood quiet for a few then answered "because I'm over the weight I'm supposed to be. He said something that changes how I view diets and myself. He said that the doctor said the same thing about him and asked if he should do the diet also, I said no it would be too hard because you're always hungry and have a loss of energy. Also this kid looked fine to me. Then he asked me if that is what happens then why do I do it? I was speechless. After that I didn't care about the eight pounds extra and loved myself for who I was. Thank you Ronan, thank you a lot.
TheEighthMemberOfBTS no matter what i can't love my self people call me skinny but when i look in the mirror i see my self as a. Fat person
RM lover learning to love yourself is a tough journey but just know that you are beautiful inside and out and there are people who love and care for you. Never belittle yourself because of your size or your looks. When you are beautiful on the inside this radiates and shines through
❤
Awww that's so sweet
@aliciabea1598 😢 you are just enough the way you are, yk God created you in this world cause he said it wouldnt be the same without you in it he has a purpose for you , anyways just got this thought while reading have a nice day ❤
"I need to eat better"
Eats strips of paper
Natalie Aerni There used as a figurative meaning
@@cadance8539 yes but It just looks weird xd
Throws out diet book, takes down a picture and boom she’s cured.
Then there’s me still struggling with my eating disorder 20years later
You can beat this you are a warrior
Yes, that was very unrealistic.
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Liu is Jeffs Brother
gemini marie encarnacion jeff really has a brother Liu 😱
Kansas Escalante this isn't the Creepypasta group!
Emily Mei Liu she remembers me of rap mon i think is the glasses
New here. I experienced this in my teens and 20's. At 44 I am taken back at this film. Beautiful portrayal of ED.❤
I always see this kind of take on eating disorders, where there's diet plans and models that they aspire to be, plus exercise. My experience was completely different though. Great film nonetheless ❤️
Hi Fatimah! Thank you so much for your insightful comment. :) Glad you enjoyed the film.
Both actors are beautiful!! Very well made film, congratulations!! Lovely
" A real girl isn't perfect and a perfect girl isn't real"
- Harry Styles
I have to disagree my babygirl is perfect I love her sooo much she is perfect because of all her little imperfections thats what makes her so so so beautiful 😍
- love you babe
This was a really well-made video! I like how you added more and more things over time and put it on almost a loop sort of thing, it represents what body image struggles etc are actually like 😊
Glad you enjoyed it and caught on to the subtle things I added :)
NO-ONE should feel like this.
We ALL are beautiful just the way we are!!
LOVE how you were using your own mini flashcards in order to help represent her feelings.
You all put so much hard work and effort into this film.
well done! really well thought out idea to show such as current and modern issue!
Thank you so much! :)
When she ate the strips of paper! Ohmygod it moved me to tears💔
Wow. This said so much without much dialogue. 👏🏽
This is true. I liked everything about this film aswell. The cast, plot, camera work.
(she looks like the girl version of kim namjoon XD) im the only one amazed in here :
I WAS JUST ABOUT TO SAY THE KIM NAMJOON PART SKSM
She's really beautiful. I really do love her
❤beautiful. hope oneday nobody feels like this.
I was in class and this girl told me how ugly I was in front of everyone. They laughed. I started trying to lose weight. I thought of plastic surgery. But it wasn't enough. I compared myself to other girls on Instagram. Seeing myself as ugly. I tried bleaching my skin. Everything. I begged for a glow up. Still wasn't enough. That's when I got depressed at 14. I hate myself
God made you. He loves you the way you are. The outside is not who you are.
@@cynthialewis6854 да какой блин нафиг бог
so yk you can try doing it on your own quiting insta trying to mediate live life in color not in black and gray and the be honest for a while it will work but in the end you need to put down these things and the cross cause its way to much for anyone to handle themselves and ik now you may be thinking im insane and tbh I dont care and I hope you dont think that , but really you cant do this alone but you dont have to do it alone just ask for help wholeheartedly and it will come ❤ hope you have an amazing day
Girl you're like me. Even the teacher bodyshames me. And do you know more? He does social work . How funny. Body shaming your own students and then changing the society for good . These type of people really irritates me .
This was a really good vid with a beautiful message, nice job! :)
3:41 if I knew other p pole like me were going through the Same thing I'd feel more okay about myself
❤
OMG she is soo pretty...
she is fucking perfect💗💗💗
Wow you look stunning with those blue contact lenses
this was amazing ;)
This is what internet sould be for💜
I feel I’m not good enough to my family.
My mom is mad all the time because I have straight A’s but one is 96 instead of 100. I spend my free time drawing instead of studying or reading. When I clean, something isn’t good enough. My dad on the other hand loves my half-brother more than me when he
is with MY mom. Hell, he’d do anything for my brother but not me. My sister constantly calls me fat and overweight, so has a ‘friend’ of mine. I tried out for basketball and I overheard a girl gossiping saying, ‘Why is [my name] on the team? She can’t even play.’ I have stared at a knife and wondered, should I? I never did though. I know some people care for me. I have friends who are funny and amazing. Stay strong guys.
Aw I’m so sorry. It’s really hard when close relatives like that make us feel less than. They’re the ones who should build us up. But Jesus died on the cross for your sins so that you could be free from sin and that you could live an abundant life. He made you beautiful ❤️
ow really sorry you sre going thru this and yk you can do it on your own for some time it can be days weeks months even years but the sad part is at some point you will just lose grip of the situation but there is hope , you just need to put your life into his hands and he will take care of this im sure of it cause I'm living proof he did it with me, dpnt give up ask and you will be given , anyways have a great day / night ❤
who else loved her leggings...pretty much every outfit she wears...I love this video...it's pretty accurate...
She is preettyy❤❤
Women put too much pressure on themselves. They don't understand how much they are loved. The media is not real. Most of it is photoshop images because I had a job photoshop'n magazine image back in the early 90's. before then it was airbrushing photos. just be you. Any decent portrait artist finds beauty in everyone and always make a perfect picture from everyone.
We should more make like this video because we are good enough and we have to believe that we are. I loved it. Thanks
I'm glad you enjoyed it
I spent way too long wondering if those were chopsticks or tongs....
I don’t really like the way my body looks But I Could never hurt him by starving.I mean I know that my body loves me and I Hope one day I will learn to love it too.Until that day comes I’ll keep working out and Eating healthy
glad to hear that and yk its okay to fall we are humans and we fail but one thing you can try to do is not do it on your own but ask for help we shouldnt do these hardships alone and yk who is the best person to ask for help the one who died on the cross cause who else knows whats it like to suffer better than him, so just ask for help and you will be given ❤
That shojo anime music at the end tho👍🏾👍🏾
I love this video!
why are asians so perfect :((
Great video. 👌🏻
she's so beautiful I hope she knows that
How did I get to these videos again..
Seeing those statistics, it's just so sad. I think Asian women are very pretty. And it's just so sad that a lot of those women don't feel that way😞
She is literary pretty 😊😊
Youre both so pretty!!!!!!
One word beautiful 💖
It isn’t that easy
BUBBLE TEAAAA
HOW DID SHE WEIGHT HERSELF WITH ALL THE CLOTHES ON PLUS CLASSES
WHEN I WEIGH MYSELF EVERYTHING COMES OFF INCLUDING MY RINGS AND SMALL STUFF LIKE THAT
I tried telling my mom I have an eating disorder....It didn't work like i had hoped...now all I do is keep it inside. but I have friends that help me.
Emily Taylor just know God loves you and cares about you
Loved your film! I would also recommend an instrumental or song in the background, maybe as an intro. Check out mine?
Amazing girl respect ❤
Find own inner beauty learn to appreciate your self first just look at yourself if the tell your self I'm healthy I'm unquie
Just so everyone’s aware eat a little something every two hours if you’re trying to lose weight you actually gain weight by not eating❤️❤️
0:28
WHOOO DOEEES THAAAAT?
skipping meals is not key for desired body shape. ok.
Pragya Vashishtha ok
Ye but this is what girls nowadays feel or think
Nooooo girl I'm 5,9 and I'm so skinny omg I way to skinny I'm here trying to gain weight wanting to cry bc the crap never works and u beautiful girls that are thick wanna be skinny😭Fat shouldn't even be a word u girls are thick and I find that's so beautiful udek
As you described ur height & figure, I envy you. I remember my cousin who got like yours which affected my self-esteem & made my heart with hatred for many years until now despite that I lost lots of weight because I can't stand whenever I see my cousin's figure especially when I was overweight before. I struggled lots of strict diet, exercise with pain & agony... 😭
Great movie 😍😍
Thank you :) I'm glad you enjoyed it!
She right but when I get older I no I'm going to go threw this 💩
but you dont have to just try to chnage your mindset also try detoxing from all social media and ik its hard and your friends will ask you why are you not on insta or snap or whatever but its for your own good and also remember its okay to fail we are humans but yk whats great that you dont have to suffer with this alone yk someone loved you so much that he died for you so that if you belive that you will be saved , and who else knows suffering more than him it was unimaginable what he went thru so you and I can have a choice to make cause yes in the end it is still your choice but I think its pretty simple which to chose hope you chose it too and have an amazing day / night ❤❤
This was me 1 month before..😪
This was made 6 years ago... dang
Y do i feel like im not ever going to get to where she did at the end????
because you wont and thats fine its her you are you stop comparing youself and go into the real life read some books delete insta and most importantly you will fail and its okay but if you can put your life into his hands he will be there for you when you fall and you will hear a person shouting over your head your not enough you are this and that but you just need to look forward and see who is down in the dust with you and when you see him there with scars and bloody hands with holes thru them he will help you get up qnd he will make you do amazing things you never though you will do ❤❤
aww imagine having to eat the paper.... so awrkward.
Oh my god eating 300 calories a day can’t make you faint and it’s highly dangerous!!!!! , about less than 910 calories a day is what I normally use to reduce weight
i only eat like 800 or less calories
I am showing all of these things except makes my slef throw up
Im sorry you are going thru this but you dont have to just try to change your mindset also try detoxing from all social media and ik its hard and your friends will ask you why are you not on insta or snap or whatever but its for your own good and also remember its okay to fail we are humans but yk whats great that you dont have to suffer with this alone yk someone loved you so much that he died for you so that if you belive that you will be saved , and who else knows suffering more than him it was unimaginable what he went thru so you and I can have a choice to make cause yes in the end it is still your choice but I think its pretty simple which to chose hope you chose it too and have an amazing day / night ❤❤
I'm not enough.
This video if a good reminder to not punch you'er self to hard
Ps how did the paper taste 😂😂😂😂
Did anyone notice her muji notebook just me ok I'm sorry I'm a stationary freak
Hehe! Yes that was my muji notebook good eye!
Awesome
Now I am hungry...
I always think I am ugly idk y I hide my face to not to see me by people in public 😭 I guess I hve bdd syndromes 😢
awesome messege ☺👍
The title describes me 'cause i'm so ugly
Hallie Green God loves you and cares about you. Jesus died so you can be free from sin. When you accept Him, you can understand who you are in Him
@@KS-rd6sf :3
Hallie Green Wait what does that mean?🤔😂
@@KS-rd6sf thanks
Hallie Green No problem
I know this is way off topic, but do Asian cultures actually use metal chopsticks as their silverware?
Not sure if it's a cultural thing, but it's definitely an option!
Let me just say....
METAL CHOPSTICKS SUCK! Everything just slips out of them!
it's not that easy DUH.....
Me too.
wait a minute... is this who i think it is?
I hate myself anyways.
Girl, you're perfect just the way you are :)
Thank you 😏 btw LOVED your video because the story makes me feel better about my self-estime 😊
Hey, you are stunning, i am serious
I’m 5’5 and I’m 115 pounds, that’s fat right?
First of all,I l think if this young lady was really Asian she'd NEVER USE CHOPSTICKS like FORKS - KNIVES MANNER
You may as well have shown her eating American style then.
As I think this is totally ridiculous
Anyway not the best film,
But the young lady was quite lovely🕊
Please don't assume I am anti Asian!
The opposite!
My BFF is Chinese & would laugh at that eating scene ( w the food portrayal & chopsticks)
👍👍👍
I don't get the point of hurting someone's feelings I don't get the point of making someone feel like they don't belong and out of the whole world that they just make it worse I don't get the point of of saying your friends but then say something so rude I don't get the point why people can be such jerks I don't get the point why you would make some one cry in the bathroom for hours twice not once I don't get the point of why you would make someone feel this bad I don't get the point why you would act like you did nothing when you really did everything I don't get the point of trying to make someone feel better when at first you made them feel terrible I don't get the point of being friends with someone who doesn't care about your feelings I don't get the point why I thought we could be friends I don't get the point why I would have to try to look pretty I don't get the point why I wear clothes to make me look skinny I don't get the point of covering my natural beauty up with makeup because of you don't get the point of looking at what's on the outside and not on the inside I don't get the point of making fun of people I don't get the point why people have to be beautifull for you when ur ugly yourself I don't get the point of bullying I don't get the point of making someone feel so bad they run into the bathroom crying then they go outside and they have nowhere to go and they feel surrounded they feel like falling and they can't breathe I don't get the point of them going jnside and all of a sudden you care I don't get the point of saying something that rude and expect them not to feel hurt I don't get the point why u would call someone ugly I don't get the point why you would call someone fat I really don't.. Send this to everyone you know who is struggling your amasing just the way u are.I've learned to love myself perfect or not. You should too
Not bad reality
omg
Well I really like this but she was sticking things on her mouth 👄 so that she can throw up what she ate. Ur a leader she was working g out and keeping track
❤
But I think I’m fat..... I think you’re skinny!!! 😭..., I had fats on my thigh, my belly, my cheeks and my arm and my butt
Ado•kuree 104 God thinks you’re beautiful
很好看
👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻
I love you ❤️
is that how you hold chopsticks? ;/
Why does she eat paper
Hey there! The paper represents what she feels about her body when she's consuming her meal.
1:04 😮😮😕😕😕
Did she ate paper?
Eat*
This is anorexia.
wtf she was already skinny af
her writing is so bad
girl, if you picked out those glasses by yourself...you need help
Tessa Johnson ikr
Can you stop? You're such a hater. That's her style. The insults as small as this is what causes these types of things. Didn't they teach you in Kindergarten that if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all?
Tessa Johnson you are a bitch !
I liked them actually.
> out here with anime pic
I always think I am ugly idk y I hide my face to not to see me by people in public 😭 I guess I hve bdd syndromes 😢