Longing Ex Reaches Out (He Read Your Poems) [M4A][ASMR][Exes to More]

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  • Опубліковано 28 вер 2024
  • "I…I mean maybe not, sure, maybe it’s normal to feel whatever about your ex, but…I wish you could just…hate me, this would be so much easier. I wish you hadn’t picked up."
    He’s been on your mind recently but you didn’t expect to hear his voice again. Not so soon at least…
    (I don’t even have an excuse anymore. Like I’m just bad at keeping up with deadlines. And regular communication. Period. Just bad at it. Yeah. That’s the Tanuki Cycle I guess. Well regardless, welcome back! It’s been a minute. Unless you’re new, in which case hello, it’s nice to meet you! For the most part, this audio was done in a single take! I only had to do a small handful of cuts, I surprised myself. It's like I'm basically a pro at this point.
    Have you ever chatted with your ex after years have passed? These months have been a bit tiring but then again, which months aren’t? By the way, this one isn’t binaural except for the end, so uh…feel free to use headphones for that part? I just ramble a bunch and play piano. OH! That’s right, I got new piano sounds! Can you hear the difference? I’m tempted to make a piano sleep aid thing with it. Hm, also I really should get a cat though. I think I’d name him Mocha because then I could call him Momo.
    Sleep well and please remember to be kind to yourself!)
    -
    When I say always,
    It’s not a thing I can change.
    It means forever.
    -
    Image credit to Wilmer Martinez on Unsplash
    #ASMR #OldFlame #Confession #Ex #Exes #PhoneCall #Reconnecting #Poetry #Nervous #Rain #Relaxing #RP #Roleplay #Binaural #M4A #M4F

КОМЕНТАРІ • 273

  • @shodo2189
    @shodo2189 Рік тому +39

    "And my fingers still know your number" THE WAY I WOULD CRY??

  • @ollie1439
    @ollie1439 Рік тому +199

    Babe? Wake up, TANUKI POSTED!!!

  • @arcelineenilecra4922
    @arcelineenilecra4922 Рік тому +139

    TANUKI IS BACKKKK 🎉 (it's ok, I'm bad at keeping deadlines too)
    Edit: omg shut up this made me cry. The talk about making it as a poet and publishing and being an author hits so close to home cuz that's what I'm dreaming about doing. I didn't expect this to hit so different omg tysm for the audio and the hard work you do and truly welcome back❤️

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +17

      @arcelineenilecra4922 Eyy represent

    • @arcelineenilecra4922
      @arcelineenilecra4922 Рік тому +11

      @@tanukiaudios thank you for your hard work🌟

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +18

      @arcelineenilecra4922 I try, I try. Keep up with the writing, yeah? I'm sure you've got some amazing stories in you! Thanks for listening

  • @neanahidden
    @neanahidden Рік тому +13

    I am chronologically crown-up but the wonderfully emotional maturity and strength of all Tanuki characters is something I can only aspire to.
    Thank you for coming back to us 😊

  • @ysabellabee
    @ysabellabee Рік тому +12

    Hey, not keeping up with channel deadlines just means that when we get to hear from you again it makes for a lovely little surprise! Whether you post consistently or not at all, I know I speak for a sizable handful of us when I say, we'll be here!

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +5

      @ysab2826 Nice to see you again, and I really appreciate you saying so :) Life is better with happy surprises

  • @astral_bumblebee
    @astral_bumblebee Рік тому +5

    Do I have an ex not really (long ass story behind that answer)
    Am I still gonna listen to this
    HELL YEAH

  • @sydneylynda
    @sydneylynda Рік тому +16

    tanuki!!!
    it’s so nice to hear your voice again. thank you for coming back to the channel and thank your irl friend for convincing you to do so. i can’t wait to see what you do in the future and i’ll support you 100% of the way. thank you for making audios and have a good sleep yourself. you deserve it!!! 🩵

  • @ymara_alethea
    @ymara_alethea Рік тому +18

    WE MISSED YOUUU! 🥹 Glad to know you're okay! Don't worry about the deadlines thing lmao, we all get inconsistent with our schedules (and communication) at some point. Haven't listened to the audio yet, I will be soon after taking a nap 😫 been a tiring morning. But the concept of talking to an ex after months has passed.... I mean I wouldn't really know the exact feeling per se (still single, not available lmao), but I know how it might feel when someone was really close to you at some point, but there was conflict, resulting to the relations being cut off. But then one day.... they just suddenly pop out in front of you so suddenly. The emotions and feelings, man, and it does not sound and feel good. Anyways, excited to listen to this later, and please take care of yourself too, Tanukiii! ✨
    P.S. A sleep aid audio of you playing the piano would be nice!

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +6

      @ymara_alethea Ah if I worried too much about the deadlines, I'd go crazy. I'm trying not to take it too seriously. From firsthand experience, talking to an ex after so much time passed? It's...strange. Feelings you thought were long gone jump right back up in your face and everything gets confusing again. But! Just inspiration for this, I am doing very well and trying my best to take care of me! Thank you so much for checking in, so happy to see familiar faces :)
      Thank you for the vote of confidence on the piano thing too, hehe. A video like that would be fun because I wouldn't need to worry so much about the script. Anyway anyway, hope you enjoy when you get around to it and have a lovely nap!

  • @Yukki._.
    @Yukki._. Рік тому +4

    I am so happy you’re back omg! I was asleep when this was posted so I’m pretty late but oh my goodness this is so good 😭 I usually hate these ex’s ones but somehow this really tugged at my heartstrings 🥲 you’re voice is lovely as usual, and don’t worry, I’m sure we all have extreme lows especially when it comes to motivation. I definitely understand the lack of posting motivation at least. But anyways, I’m glad you’re back and I’ll continue to support you all the way

    • @Nella_nova
      @Nella_nova Рік тому +1

      SAME SAME SAME SAME ARE YOU ME FROM THE PAST???

    • @Yukki._.
      @Yukki._. Рік тому +1

      @@Nella_nova YES I AM >:)

  • @monamochaa
    @monamochaa Рік тому +2

    IM GONNA CRYYYTTTTTTTYYY YOURE BACKKKK AND THIS WAS SOSOSOSO GOOD. i think i’d be soo devastated if u ever left for good like you’re literally the best out there…….

    • @monamochaa
      @monamochaa Рік тому

      would DEFINITELY be interested in a patreon btw

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @TheStardust6000 Aww, thank you so much! It made me sad every time I thought about leaving but then I realized I have an even better space for recording where I'm at now and it made me so excited, I felt like I could put up a new one! Ah also, thank you for the note, I feel like the amount of people who said they'd be interested in a Patreon is enough to make me want to put it together. I'll def have to poll on what I could offer there soon. Thanks for listening :)

  • @Marmar_02
    @Marmar_02 Рік тому +17

    Hii Tanuki, its been a while, I missed u 😭
    The audio is so cute and wtf I actually write some poems🧐
    hope you doing well and taking care of yourself😚🤍

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +6

      @Marmar_02 I am, I'm well! Taking care of myself as best I can :) Hope you are too...keep writing and I hope you have an amazing night!

  • @thenaballerina
    @thenaballerina 7 місяців тому

    PLEASE DONT EVER RETIRE (I MEAN NOT IN THE MEAN TIME), YOUR AUDIOS GIVE ME LIFE.

  • @ew_a_toad7795
    @ew_a_toad7795 Рік тому +1

    I like that Tanuki is this elusive being that really only shows up as society starts to think that he's just a myth, as if he's kind of offended that we would dare say he doesn't exist (we would never forget about you tho)

  • @SeekersCharmVA
    @SeekersCharmVA Рік тому

    The voice acting in this made me forget it was a video and i got all emotional man😭

  • @vanillepudding697
    @vanillepudding697 Рік тому +1

    Ohhhhhh I loved this so much! We love healing and healthy relationships with people yassss!

  • @moonlightbree
    @moonlightbree Рік тому +2

    This is a nice surprise since I never thought that I’d seen a new post from you.😢 It is been a while and I definitely missed your cozy and soft voice and content of this channel. Hope you’re doing well with everything cause you definitely made my day a bit better for this new upload. And yes I miss the piano too. Looking forward to whatever comes from you next. And hope you have a great rest of your day. :D

  • @zepstreamer
    @zepstreamer Рік тому +2

    I do want to say that I love your longer scripts/videos, your voice helps pull me into the story you weave. ❤

  • @summer6565
    @summer6565 Рік тому +1

    Tanuki's Back! Thank you for making these amazing audio~really nice and cozy listening to your voice and these cute stories after work

  • @bidisha20_
    @bidisha20_ Рік тому +1

    AND HE IS BACkkkK ~~~~
    and the audio was amazing as alwaysssssssss Tanuki

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @bidishabanerjee2437 Exactly! See, what's life without a little surprise? Thanks for listening

  • @Nixxin_Everwood-1307
    @Nixxin_Everwood-1307 Рік тому +1

    TANUKI YOURE BACK, WEVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH

  • @bellsringing7142
    @bellsringing7142 Рік тому +1

    Ugh god I guess I’ll just have to stick around till that retirement post ❤️(glad to see you back!)

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @bellsringing7142 I'll hold you to it. Thanks for listening :)

  • @yar1n777
    @yar1n777 Рік тому

    no cause I literally almost cried and screamed when you posted-

  • @Aisodm
    @Aisodm Рік тому +1

    YIPPPIEEEE TANUKI HASS RETURNEDD
    Best cat names (personally): chicken, full name: Chicken from Popeyes
    One of my cat had 4 kittens and my brother was zooned on adult candies so when we were picking names for them he said he wanted to name his Chicken from Popeyes bc he was having the munchies for them 😭

  • @PanDaRi14
    @PanDaRi14 Рік тому +2

    It's been so long since I've been able to see your audios. You've been missed 😊
    "At least I'm not drunk...like last time" sir... I have cider in the fridge.
    Steady transition from nervous wreck to confident support then back to nervous wreck lol he needs a head pat and a hug.
    Your audios are always so fun to listen to. Every story you tell is so interesting to see, imagining the history of the listener with your characters and how they end up where they are now.
    100/10 tanuki is best.
    *How is your music stuff going Tanu?! Got anymore tunes I can take a listen to? Piano to Sleep to would be on repeat for weeks*
    Congrats on the move btw!!!!! Make sure you're taking care of yourself 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +2

      @PanDaRi14 Sugar, hello! Happy to see you back here again as well!
      Ah yeah, the tonal transitions there just kinda happened that way and I only realized after. I thought it was fun for variety's sake. Though...the phone audios I've done before have held many of the same cliches. What can I say, I'm in my niche!
      Unfortunately, the music has been about as productive as things have been on the tanuki side of my creative efforts, so I've nothing much to report. Hopefully more to come soon though on both fronts!
      Thank you much, it's so nice to see a familiar face! I'll take care of myself if you do the same! Hope to have you back soon :)

    • @PanDaRi14
      @PanDaRi14 Рік тому

      @@tanukiaudios I think the niche is good though since it also makes certain characters recognizable ya know.
      And I feel you in the productivity front, art has been next to nothing the last couple months but I'm working in it lol.
      We'll just have to both do our best out here to care for ourselves 🙏🏽 We got this!!!! I look forward to binging the rest of the audios I've missed in my solitude ~∆~✓

  • @lu8179
    @lu8179 Рік тому +1

    sorry if I'm a day late but welcome back Tanuki! we're so happy that you posted again. we missed you a lot

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @lu8179 right on time! Always so excited to post, thanks for listening :)

  • @mud-fm
    @mud-fm Рік тому

    Let me step out of my never-commenting-silent-listener-attitude for a second and say that this one hit my heart.
    The voice, the script, the character, the little after talk (even if its not part of the audio but.. you know), ...
    Not to mention that i am a writer who does poetry and is very timid about showing my work. This was unexpected but very much appreciated.
    And I 'dated' an ongoing musician? With this voice and personality? And BROKE UP with him? I surely was eating the wrong mushrooms.
    The three words at the end had me tear up a little i cant lie..
    Anyway, long story short (i have already been commenting more than i have in the past 5 years): this was an amazing audio, a really really sweet script, the acting was great, the sound quality (even with phone filter on) was just as nice, please don't worry about posting regularly and yes, go get a cat.

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @mud-fm As someone with the same never-commenting attitude outside this channel, I appreciate you. I definitely put a lot of myself in this script and I figured a lot of people would be able to relate to how it feels...knowing someone so intensely or for so long. Agh. Oh my goddd though, what a coincidence hehe, maybe you know how it feels better than most.
      I wish you luck in building up to sharing your work! Art makes the world worthwhile. And I'm sure it could mean so much to someone somewhere. CAT! AH hopefully soon :-: Thank you so much for the lovely words, I always try my best with the little stories

  • @k_kaniku.x
    @k_kaniku.x Рік тому +2

    DUDE IM BEATING MYSELF UP FOR NOT SEEING THE NOTIFICATION SOONER, HEYYYY TANUKIIIII

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @k_kaniku.x Hey hey! Don't worry, my vids will wait for you! Glad you made it in the end, hope you enjoyed

  • @ravenkoz23
    @ravenkoz23 Рік тому +2

    it's nice to see you post again, welcome back!!! we missed you a lot 💗
    wow, another masterpiece of an audio!! lychee is a really good name for a kitty : (( this audio was so good. it was so emotional, in a good way. the new piano sounds sound great!

  • @leenn1148
    @leenn1148 Рік тому

    WHERE HAVE U BEEEEENNNN never go away for this long again omg.

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @leenn1148 Sory! I can't promise but I'll tryyy...it makes me sad to go for that long. Thanks for listening!!

  • @iqra8609
    @iqra8609 Рік тому

    Had to wait for a perfectly quiet night to listen to this and im so glad because this video brought me to tears

  • @crashhdoll6606
    @crashhdoll6606 5 місяців тому

    Thanks for creating these little wordls i can go to when i get tired from life!!

  • @OneOnlyChiho
    @OneOnlyChiho 15 днів тому

    I got a new account and I been trying to re find you for a year or two and I found you again 😭 I’m so happy

  • @xxforgetfulmnemosynexx
    @xxforgetfulmnemosynexx Рік тому +1

    Woooo!! So glad to see you again Tanuki! Such a sweet audio, and as always, your deliveries make it feel so natural and emotionally rich. I’m OBSESSED! I Hope you’re doing well

  • @andressaverdegaes9239
    @andressaverdegaes9239 Рік тому +1

    My god it was so beautiful i loved it i would like a part 2!(i dropped the other video i was watching i was so happy there was a new video,even if youtube didn't NOTIFIED ME! Keep the good work❤)

  • @xuan-1461
    @xuan-1461 Рік тому

    OMG the character is so cute😭

  • @ibei8484
    @ibei8484 Рік тому +1

    Ahhhhhhhhh you've been so missed istg!!!

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @ibei8484 You're so kind, thank youu

  • @ak4l145
    @ak4l145 Рік тому +2

    I HAVE BEEN SUMMONED

  • @blurberry4703
    @blurberry4703 Рік тому

    YOOOOOOO WELCOME BACKKKK TANUKIIIII🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

  • @michaelsstepdad6808
    @michaelsstepdad6808 Рік тому

    TANUKI I’m so glad u posted again😭🫶

  • @olive_garden8718
    @olive_garden8718 Рік тому

    Take care of yourself. We can wait. 🙂 (Also the music at the end is so pretty!)

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @olive_garden thank you so much!! outro music is my favorite part to make half the time

  • @moonlightpumpkin9655
    @moonlightpumpkin9655 Рік тому

    I was just thinking about you when this popped up in my notification. Thank you for the audio and I hope your doing well!

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @moonlightpumpkin9655 I am, I do my best! Thank you for listening

  • @esmatopcu1746
    @esmatopcu1746 Рік тому

    WAIT WHERE IS MY HEADPHONES WHERE ARE THEY!? And also so happy that you are backk 🥺🥺

  • @bokuto3987
    @bokuto3987 Рік тому

    UR BACKKKKKKK WOAAAAAHHHH

  • @daelnightbird6962
    @daelnightbird6962 Рік тому

    It's so good to see that you've returned and to hear you again! I found your channel right when you last stopped posting I think. So glad to see you getting motivation again, and definitely my thanks to The Friend. I also think there'd be a lot of interest in a Patreon if you choose to make one.
    This video is a bit uncanny for me, as an aspiring poet with a partner with a passion for musical theatre. Lots of differences, but lots of similarities as well.
    It's very cathartic to listen to this for other reasons though, with the themes of forgiveness and rebuilding bridges. One of my best friends now and I are technically exes, and we definitely had phases of hatred and no contact. But it's so healing to work through those feelings and the events that caused them, and if both people have grown and worked on themselves enough, a friendship forged out of the ashes of love can be one of the most stable and reliable things you can imagine.
    Also, ngl, when you talked about recognising the way the listener chooses words to talk about things, recognising who the poems are about, that hit me in my feels DEEP for some reason. In my first language I'd say something that literally translates to "it's onioning", as in it stings a little and makes you tear up more than it should.
    All in all, thanks Tanuki!

    • @daelnightbird6962
      @daelnightbird6962 Рік тому

      I did not intend on this becoming an essay, but oh well.

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @daelnightbird6962 Haha "it's onioning" I love it. Ah it makes me so sad to find channels I love right as they stop posting, or when I find out their last video was like a year prior. Happy to surprise you with it :)
      Mm, I mean full disclosure, this audio does bear a lot of similarity to something I've been experiencing recently so I know just what you mean when you talk about friendships forged from ashes. It can be a painful thing, but the growth the has happened throughout the time we didn't talk could not be more apparent. I feel like I know myself better now, after having talked to someone who knew a different version of me years ago. Nice to hear that things could work out with your now best friend. So many complicated feelings. It was fun to try to communicate some of them with this script.
      Best of luck with your poetic aspirations, and I hope to see you again soon!

  • @kristine.h
    @kristine.h Рік тому

    I love the small talks at the end🙈🤍

  • @multifandomCass
    @multifandomCass Рік тому

    Okay im not gonna lie this video is actually inspiring me to write more personal poems cause i used to do that a lot and then i stopped and then i started writing poems for these characters i created and then i stoped for about a year but yesterday i got the motivation to write a poen agaib abd i had a character i had made recently but im thinking if i do more personal poemsthen maybe others. can relate to them in their own personal way which i might end up doing since i am starting a new chapter of my life soon of starting testosterone but yeah this video actually gave me a bit of inspiration and im glad to see you back again

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому

      @multifandomCass Ah I'm so glad to hear it! At the least, it can be so rewarding to explore with poetry...I should get back into it as well. Mm, the new chapter must be scary, I hope the changes treat you well!

  • @Xanimates.
    @Xanimates. 2 місяці тому

    Nah cuz I even didn't know this was posted and the fact
    I've written poems AND my ex read them...
    🧍‍♂️

  • @Otokkeotokke29
    @Otokkeotokke29 Рік тому +4

    YESSSS YOU POSTED BEFORE I WENT TO SLEEP 😭 Now if you’ll excuse me, good night 🤗

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @mils7669 Of course, hope you have a restful night!!

  • @myadee529
    @myadee529 Рік тому

    welcome back!!! was so excited to get the notif! also I think Miso would be such a good cute cat name (esp bc me and my roommate and her pets all have names that start w M)

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @myadee529 Wait, miso is actually perfect. I actually had some miso soup yesterday!! I might just steal that...thanks for listening

  • @idontknowwhyimhere2348
    @idontknowwhyimhere2348 Рік тому

    Amazing work as always.✨️ Forgivness is a huge theme to me and is very important in every relationship. I felt like this was touched on very nicely and i hope these two get to reconnect in the future. 💛

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому

      @idontknowwhyimhere2348 Yes! And communication, oh my goodness! Things we can always get better at! I have high hopes that these two will be friends again soon. Thank you for listening

  • @Lovelivejesus0
    @Lovelivejesus0 Рік тому

    You healed my heart at the beginning. Then, you broke it in the middle of the video. I started to cry Tanuki..... I seriously love your videos. Then the end was a happy ending, so I forgive you for making me cry. Please, please keep making videos. Love you

  • @Strawbryy02
    @Strawbryy02 Рік тому

    YAY HE'S FINALLY BACK!! ONG MISS U SOO MUCH❤, this audio is js french kiss omg

  • @bebacortez8103
    @bebacortez8103 Рік тому

    Absolutely wonderful, I love the concept of the theme and the way this was wonderfully scripted. Thank you Tanuki. Keep up the great work.

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @bebacortez8103 Thank you for saying so! The script on this one flowed so easily as I wrote it, so I was excited to get it out there. I'll do my best :)

  • @sunnycity229
    @sunnycity229 Рік тому +1

    First of all TANUKI!!! WE MISSED YOU AND THANK YOU SM FOR THE UPLOAD!!
    ISTG every audio you do is just amazing and the storylines and the details UGH MY HEART I LOVE IT SM
    Every time I get so immersed and can envision this whole world and it feels like I could actually be in the story. Truly just amazing
    ALSO WHO EVER YOU ARE OUT THERE THABK YOU SM FOR MOTIVATING TANUKI WE LOVE YOU V MUCH TOO YOU BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL SOUL
    Also, I was talking abt this earlier with someone and I would name a cat Manchego, which is kind of funny bc I normally go for more human names typically. Like idk what it is abt this one cheese lmao…
    Anywaaaays, thank you again for the upload and I hope everything in life is going well for you, you beautiful human being❤ Congrats on the move!!

  • @tigerhurd
    @tigerhurd Рік тому

    This was so sweet 🥲 amazing capturing that nervousness and earnestness ❤

  • @Madthedad8
    @Madthedad8 Рік тому

    Super happy to see you're back, and glad you're at a place where you can post again! I really enjoyed this audio, and the single take is very impressive. My ex-story isn't very special because it was a three-month relationship in high school. I am also ashamed to say I still keep up with them on social media. Thank you for the lovely audio🙂

  • @nayanaaaaaa
    @nayanaaaaaa Рік тому

    HE'S BACKKKKK YESSSSSSS. Absence makes the heart grow and I'm glad you've remedied ours by blessing us with your audios again. Your audios are always so amazing in terms of quality and idea. I genuinely love all of them and the work you put into them. Your hard work amplifies the talent and idea you carry with each audio. They're always such a fun and filling experience.
    Now to answer your question, I regret to inform that I have never dated anyone before so I don't have an ex. However, I recently met up with a friend who confessed to me once or twice. He's genuinely a good guy but I really don't feel anything romantic for him. Don't tell anyone but I cried when I had to reject him. Thankfully he was part of the good experience of high school / secondary school love since he already knes I can't accept his feelings. I can't remember if we remained friends after that but from our conversation, I found out that je finally has a gf or love interest (I'M SORRY I CAN'T REMEMBER) but he seems happy and the girl seems to like him as well. I'm so happy for him and I hope he continues to find happiness in the future ^^
    I'm sorry for taking up your time. I honestly forget to hold myself back from texting when I'm typing on my phone :'v

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @nayana9669 Thank you so much!! The absence for sure made me miss this. Geez haha that does sound like high school though, doesn't it? At least he's happy with someone now, best of luck to all our past lovers. Unless they were jerks. In which case fuck em.
      Happy to see you again! I'll be looking for you in the next one

  • @KL-ew8lu
    @KL-ew8lu Рік тому

    It’s so nice that you’re back!!!!!!! This strange feeling towards exes is so true and happened to me as well. Anyway, sooo good to hear from you again, love your works as always. And yes, I think short audios on patreon would be great! Hope you’re doing well and lots of love!❤🎉

  • @panwithnoplan3583
    @panwithnoplan3583 Рік тому

    HOLY SHIT BOYS HES BACK
    So glad to see another upload from you tanu!!! So exited to spend some eepy time listening to this ☺️
    My dream is to get an orange tabby and call him marmalade!!! (Don’t tell anyone though, I have a reputation to uphold they’ll think I’m all squishy)
    Omfg he just said he still loves- and he’s all sad and it’s all sad and but he’s so cute and so pathetic and I love him already
    I LOVE LOVE LOVE the new piano sounds!!!! Makes me feel something! Idk what it is but it’s something! (Have I said that before???) the audio is so good and I feel so at ease now (I didn’t realize I wasnt before???) I should stop editing with new thoughts but it feels important to comment as I go
    I’m trying to figure out what love means to me right now, how it feels with different people and what I want from love and the people I share it with. But somehow I feel more assured that I don’t need to know right now, I’ll keep searching until then ❤

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому

      @panwithnoplan3583 Marmalade is a good name. He could still have a fearsome rep! I think maybe I want a black cat...or a grey one. Ugh I've been playing so much piano with the new sounds, it's great.
      Also y'know, I think that's a great place to be with love. Dunno what it means, cool with figuring it out at your own pace. I wish more people could be that open. It's been redefined for me so many times and at this point I don't even know anymore either.
      Thanks as always for listening, pan

  • @luciessun
    @luciessun Рік тому

    I’ve subscribed to your channel not a long time ago, and I’m happy to hear your voice again! Thank you for this marvelous audio and all the work behind it 💗 Hope you are doing okay and thank you for being you and being here, lots of love!
    (ps : a piano sleep aid would be absolutely perfect)

  • @mika_.g
    @mika_.g Рік тому

    T!! We missed you darling! 🫶 it feels great to hear your voice again. Take care of yourself. This one was so cute I loved how you voiced it as always

  • @realmtraveler3107
    @realmtraveler3107 Рік тому

    I don’t comment much, but I do enjoy your videos every time they’re posted ^u^ Welcome back!! Do know that we’ll be okay with whatever you decide ❤❤ Hope you like your new home!!
    (Ps, I think a patreon would be great, as long as you have the ability to keep up with it :] Just remember to put your needs first ❤)

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @realmtraveler3107 Oh the new home is lovely, thank you for taking a moment to comment! So happy you enjoy ^-^

    • @realmtraveler3107
      @realmtraveler3107 Рік тому

      @@tanukiaudios that’s good, I’m glad!! :DD Ofc, I really enjoy your audios, you have a very soothing voice ^u^

  • @nathaliasec9870
    @nathaliasec9870 Рік тому

    AHHH IM SO HAPPY YOU POSTED AGAIN! Definitely appreciating the person that inspired you to post again. I am a little late though, but still, this audio was of course still the best. I don’t think patreon is a bad idea at all if you think it’d be a good way to push you to post more! Most of it is obviously your decision. Just hoping you’re doing alright!!! 🫶

  • @waffleswaffless
    @waffleswaffless Рік тому

    i just finished the audio and i just wanna say i enjoyed it a lot (as always.) its good to hear about your update and it feels nice knowing that you’re taking a break for yourself. you have no idea how much this just made my day hearing back from you again, tanukiii. looking forward with your updates soon, welcome back again!

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @xone_eonx I appreciate you taking the extra time to say so, glad you enjoyed! Ah, looking forward to it, yes :)

  • @Trans-named-Onyx
    @Trans-named-Onyx Рік тому

    I missed you so much! I enjoyed this video so much, he’s so adorable! I think it’s adorable when he curses ☺️ I hope you’re doing well Tanuki, it’s so refreshing to here your outro, it makes me so unexplainably happy 🥰 also I think a good cat name would be mochi =^•x•^=

  • @vjackson2471
    @vjackson2471 Рік тому +1

    Mochi is a cute cat name (Mocha + Lychee, also the dessert lol)

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @@vjackson2471 AH, MOCHI!! That's way better than Lychee

    • @vjackson2471
      @vjackson2471 Рік тому

      @@tanukiaudios also this audio was really sweet

  • @Rice-A-Roni-Enthusiast
    @Rice-A-Roni-Enthusiast 10 місяців тому

    If you had a cat named Lychee, though, you could call it Chee-Chee and I think that would be super duper cute

  • @vleath1119
    @vleath1119 Рік тому

    I know it's a romantic breakup but the audio is so relatable as a friendship break up too that it's hitting real close to home and I'm trying not to cry😢😢 So well done!! 15:36 and just before is just chefs kiss

  • @chocolatemillk
    @chocolatemillk Рік тому

    omgosh is it tanuki i see!?!?! have quite literally been checking every day for your updates. cant wait to listen to this before i sleep! welcome back 😭

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @chocolatemillk Thank you so much and welcome back to you as well, hope you enjoyed!

  • @mformem
    @mformem Рік тому +1

    way to help me sleep at this time

  • @dukenawo7412
    @dukenawo7412 Рік тому

    TANUKI’S BACK BEACHES!!!!! PREPARE TO GET BLOWN AWAY ♥️

  • @gailburnette
    @gailburnette Рік тому

    I was just thinking about you channel the other day😊 Perfect timing for me because I was looking for something to listen to while relaxing with a cup of tea! Even if you don’t post for a long time, you always come back strong. Thank you as always!

  • @sashiallaodin8650
    @sashiallaodin8650 Рік тому

    Tanuki! You're back! :D :D I missed your soft voice. If you wanna do a piano sleep aid thing, I'd be all for it. Your music is amazing. :D Pls post pics if you decide to get a cat, I love cat pics. :3 I don't have any ex stories romantically, just friends ones and they're all pretty sad, lol. So, I should probably not share them here. XD
    Don't worry about going MIA for a while or missing deadlines. Taking breaks is important for mental health, and you should ultimately always do what makes you feel better and happier deep inside. :) I hope you'll never want to, to be honest, but If you do decide to retire, do pls let us know. I'll be incredibly sad, but I'll understand and wish you well with your life. :)
    But anyways, since you're here again, welcome back! 🎉😊 And, I hope the months ahead get easier and not too busy for ya. :)
    (I use far too many emojis, I know xD)

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @sashiallaodin8650 Maybe it's good I don't have a cat because then all my video backgrounds would be cat pics. Whatever comes, while I'm still here with the channel, I am infinitely grateful for your time!! Fingers crossed you'll come upon more stories soon then.
      If I didn't put my health above the channel's, I probably wouldn't have come back at all, so rest assured! When I've made up my mind to move on, I'll be sure to say so. Thanks for all the kind words

  • @granola306
    @granola306 Рік тому

    I've been thinking about you this week, oh my !

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @granola306 Welcome back granola, hope you enjoyed :)

    • @granola306
      @granola306 Рік тому

      @@tanukiaudios I did !! Thank you

  • @simplysambb
    @simplysambb Рік тому

    yess tanuki with another audio out! i really enjoyed this one :)

  • @txred_fxfa4934
    @txred_fxfa4934 Рік тому

    Oh no i missed your notification 😭 BUT HEY! we misswd you ❤️

  • @moon_light1192
    @moon_light1192 Рік тому +1

    Ahhhhh you postedddd, I loveee your audios!!!

    • @moon_light1192
      @moon_light1192 Рік тому +1

      I hope you have been doing well! 💞

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @moon_light1192 I posted!! I've been doing as well as I can be! thanks for listening, hope you enjoy

  • @CUTDOWNTHEALTAR
    @CUTDOWNTHEALTAR Рік тому +1

    ah! oh em gee i missed seeing ur name pop up in my notifications. welcome back, tanuki!

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому

      @numberoneadelestan Aw, thank you for saying so :) always so happy to be able to post a new vid

  • @soapsoupssk9308
    @soapsoupssk9308 Рік тому

    welcome back! i listened to all your audios, beginning to end, end to beginning while you were gone haha, it was great.
    Don't worry too much about keeping a schedule, i have adhd and believe me, schedules and deadlines are my worst enemy. Thank you so much for the amazing audio! I really love the story being told here, i hope it goes well for both of them haha

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @soapsoupssk9308 Yes, schedules will be the end of me someday. I have high hopes for the two from this audio! All the support means so much, thank you for being here

  • @redcantsleep
    @redcantsleep Рік тому

    omg im five day late but welcome back! ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ we missed you so much ╥﹏╥ so glad that you havent left us lol

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @lesyeuxdelili right on time! Tysm ^-^

  • @stud_mufffin
    @stud_mufffin Рік тому

    Tanuki I'm your new fan :D (btw your one of my fav va)

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому

      @stud_mufffin omg welcome, you're too kind

  • @laurynmedina6785
    @laurynmedina6785 Рік тому

    EEEEE I'm so glad your back your videos always give me that sense of calmness also hope you are doing well 😇☺😌🤍☁🐇

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому

      @laurynmedina6785 AA I'm happy to be here tonight!! Even happier to spread calm vibes, thank you for listening

  • @melissajohn9607
    @melissajohn9607 Рік тому +1

    I'm extremely glad you're back and doing well.❤
    I'm just curious: How did you know I was writing? Have you been spying on me? Lol
    Can't wait to hear your next audio!!

  • @shenaicahh_
    @shenaicahh_ Рік тому

    YOURE BACK!! ❤❤

  • @oven.coven.
    @oven.coven. Рік тому

    YIPPIEEEE I MISSED YOUU

  • @yumi_wumii
    @yumi_wumii Рік тому

    The way I immediately pressed the notification in the middle of playing a rhythm game is embarrassing...

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @msyumi-rb3hq Sorry for breaking your concentrationnn I hope it's worth it

    • @yumi_wumii
      @yumi_wumii Рік тому

      ​@@tanukiaudios it was worth it! I love it and your voice, it's so calming!! 💕💕

  • @girthygear2498
    @girthygear2498 Рік тому

    Hey champ! It's very good to see you back, hope you're doing well! Don't think I've ever listened to an audio about an ex before so I'm definitely interested! And love the poem as always!

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому

      @girthygear2498 AH omg you're still here, welcome back!! Hey we all need a good ex story now and then, come on. I'm good, are you well?? Thank you so much for listening

    • @girthygear2498
      @girthygear2498 Рік тому

      ​@@tanukiaudioscourse I'm still here! I'm always waiting patiently for the next time I'm able to chill out to your voice, you've got one of the most relaxing voices I've heard after all! Anyway it's great to hear that you're doing good, I'm doing pretty good myself, just super tired!

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому

      @girthygear2498 Aw thank you! So happy to be able to spread relaxing vibes. Hope you find some restful sleep soon and I hope to see you again in the next one!!

  • @Lovely.Solaire
    @Lovely.Solaire Рік тому

    - sobs - I missed youuuu

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @Mothy__ I am sending virtual hugs, happy to have you back

    • @Lovely.Solaire
      @Lovely.Solaire Рік тому

      @@tanukiaudios im a ride or die for you Tanuki! Your audios make me feel so much joy and I come to this channel when my mental health is low [today was particularly bad ] but this audio help me feel alot better

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @Mothy__ So happy to be able to spread a little joy, thank you!! Please take care of yourself, you're so important. I'll be looking for you in the next one ^-^

    • @Lovely.Solaire
      @Lovely.Solaire Рік тому

      @@tanukiaudios of course! And same goes to you! You are so important and so,so very special and deserve nothing but the best. And I'll definitely be in for the next video [unless I have work then I might be a bit late b u t i will still be there UvU]

  • @Nella_nova
    @Nella_nova Рік тому

    I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

  • @adlesbiam
    @adlesbiam Рік тому

    and I didn’t even get a notification ? seriously ? that’s rude of you youtube.
    Anyway.
    I’m so, so glad to see you back tanuki. I’ve always waited for THE moment to tell you that, and i feel like today is. I’ve discovered you with your « new year » video and I remember finding myself crying while listening to it. But it was beautiful and happy tears. I was feeling just SO comfortable, and every single one of your video from then had made me feel the same way. I’m so glad you’re there, I’m so glad you just give us the chance to know, even just a little bit, the amazing and pure human you are and sharing your work with us. Thank you, a little million times, for everything that you do in your videos, it’s filled with such comfort and joy. I feel like this comment is quite messy, but i wanted to tell you that. I’m happy you’re here, happy you’re back, even if it’s only for those 30 little minutes

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому

      @manonisboring It means a lot that my videos could have such an impact. Thank you so much for saying so! For all the videos from the community that have brought me comfort, I'm so glad to be able to give a little back. And hey, I'm back for more than just the 30 minutes. I see all the comments, and I'm always thinking of new angles for the next video! I'm around. Manon, I hope you enjoyed the video, and I hope to see you for the next one

  • @mushroomvibe7256
    @mushroomvibe7256 Рік тому

    THANK YOU! I NEEDED THIS! (I MISSED YOU 🥹)

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому

      @mushroomvibe7256 You're welcomeee, I hope you enjoy!

  • @MrsBassett
    @MrsBassett Рік тому

    I MISSED YOU SO MUCH TANUKI

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @MrsBassett THANK YOUU :-:

    • @MrsBassett
      @MrsBassett Рік тому

      @@tanukiaudios STOP I JUST HAD A HEART ATTACK SEEING YOU RESPONDED TO THIS

  • @fatemehmirzayi9668
    @fatemehmirzayi9668 Рік тому

    That was cuteeee

  • @FluffyMochi
    @FluffyMochi Рік тому

    Edits and emotions I've had/made while listening
    "I've been keeping up with the poetry you post an-" okay Tanuki ily but that was creepy n spooky n very red flag of you, SO IRL IF THIS HAPPENS RUN AWAY ‼️ But Tanuki makes it fine
    He,,,oh my GOD OKAY ITS HAPPENING- EVERYBODY STAY CALM
    okay,,, talking about being proud of the poems and congratulating mc OH MY GOODNESS SCREAMING AND SOBBING VIOLENTLY.
    Stop bringing up the breakup hurt me. BYE. Even if it was brief.
    HE'S INTO MUSIC IN THIS THAT'S SO CUTE (I think I remember Main Tanuki plays Piano)
    HIS GROUP NOOOOO AW I FEEL SO BAD, HE IS GOING THROUGH SO MUCH AW NO 😭 I love him.
    The Tanuki in universe is a w (My Tanuki multiverse theory will never go away)
    HE HAS A CAT??? MC TAKE HIM BACK RIGHT NOW. CAT CAT CAT!
    STOPPPP Leave my motherly issues out of this LMAO
    HE PAYS SO MUCH ATTENTION TO ALL THE POEMS AND THE DETAILS OF HOW THEY RELATE TO PEOPLE HE KNEW WITH US OR PEOPLE WE TOLD HIM ABOUT STOP TAHTS SO CUTE AUGAHQU STOP BEING A CYUTIE PATOOTIE
    DTOP THE HATING YOUR EX THING. This is so relatable I'm actually crying so bad WHAT. TANUKI BEING RELATABLE PLEASE PLWASASE STOPPPP
    YES I MEAN IT BABE COME HOME 😭 AND PEOPLE DON'T REACH OUT CAUSE IT'S SCARY!! Stop talking about the breakup and the emotional distress YOU'RE HURTING MEEE
    I FORGIVE YOU TOO AUUGHU I MISS YOU.......STOPPPP THIS US RELATABLE AS HELL I CAN'T DO THIS I CAN'T AUUGHUU. But the rebounding to cope is crazy. Get well soon Tanuki.
    HECWAYT????? WAYT!? WHAT? WYAT!? WHAT? Me too, come home. THIS IS SO CYUTE BUT ALSO AUUGHU HOW DARE YOU! BUT YOU'RE AWESOME TOO RAAAHHH
    Tee hee he wrote songs about me (giggling and kicking my feet)
    POETRY DATE HELL YEA!! OOOHHHH YEA HELL YEA!!
    WELCOME BACK TANUKI! AND YOU'RE SO REAL FOR THAT! Reaching out is hard,,, THE IRL IS A HOMIE FR TY! Mocha for a cat? Giving cats people names like steve or bob is so funny to me. THE TANUKI CYCLE LMAOOO. OMG THE PIANO YES PLEASEE
    This was a rollercoaster of emotions, I'm crying and you're paying for my therapy.
    (Ex story in ny reply because this is long as hell lmao)

    • @FluffyMochi
      @FluffyMochi Рік тому

      One of my ex's reached out and tried to fix things like three separate times but never committed to the change it was just so horrible. We broke up the first time because his mother didn't like me (for a horrible reason I may add) the second time he said something so very disrespectful and never apologized and didn't think he needed too, and then the third time we broke up because he started to talk to someone else for like a whole month and didn't break it off with me 😭 I STILL LOVE HIS DOG THO BECAUSE HIS DOG DID NO WRONG!! If he reached out again I'm not going back but yk block shitty ex's and stay safe y'all 💃🏾🕺🏾

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @FluffyMochi pls i cannot afford your therapy :-:
      Okay but the reactions are so fun for me to read haha thank you. There is so much of real me in this audio it's not even funny. I was in this situation recently, it just didn't go quite like this. Exes reconnecting can be such a cute concept though!! Reaching out to people, old friends, YES DO IT, it's scary but so often they've also thought about reaching out! The script was fun to perform :)

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @FluffyMochi omgggg your ex sounds insufferable. So sorry the dude couldn't commit, like just imagine being that fickle and dishonest!! Dog is good though, just wish dog had better owner. BLOCK SHITTY EXES AND STAY SAFE, YEAH!

  • @cindycao4752
    @cindycao4752 Рік тому +1

    Yes, get the cat, add a picture of them at the end of each video

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @cindycao4752 I hate you for how good your ideas are, AH you're so right

  • @allyn1004
    @allyn1004 Рік тому

    omg tanukii its always a good day to see your post!!! i hope u are doing well these months (during the deadlines)
    i have no words to say about the video, just enjoying the talk from my favorite artist (can i call u that? i really dont know) while working!!
    and yes, keeping deadlines is very hard i understand, but im still very happy to see ur channel's notification tanuki
    and lychee the cat sounds very cute
    ok im done now thanks again tanuki for posting new video

  • @harelda
    @harelda Рік тому

    I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!

  • @331_Amani
    @331_Amani Рік тому

    Omg Hi there!!!?
    Welcome back Tanuki

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому +1

      @Ike.313 Perhaps you did...thank you for sticking around and I hope you enjoy!!

  • @monkeyy.11
    @monkeyy.11 Рік тому

    OMGGG I MISSED YOU SOOO MUCHHHHH 🫶

  • @pleasesayouloveme
    @pleasesayouloveme Рік тому

    awwwww🥹🥹🥹baby i miss u sm!!nice to see you again

    • @tanukiaudios
      @tanukiaudios  Рік тому

      @iikxxvy Thank you, happy to see you again!!

    • @pleasesayouloveme
      @pleasesayouloveme Рік тому

      i love the sound of the piano at the end...that's so beautiful