I just want to say that even though you are going through alot of bad stuff and these videos arent always pleasant, they do fill a kind of void that I can't explain.. Just know that I care about You and what You are going through and I hope so much that Your life improves enough for You to stop considering these drastic decisions. Im so sorry that You are so alone in your life with these struggles and most arent taught how to deal with this stuff especially on their own. Atleast you are giving yourself a reasonable amount of time, a couple of years alot can happen. Just try to remember there is always a chance for things to get better no matter how bad things get. Much love dude, love your videos and again sorry You are going through such a rough time right now. Good work distracting yourself a bit, do whatever llmakes you feel better it doesnt matter what when You are this deep in the hole brother. Take care
Don't forget you have study years, by that you have worked hard TO GET the good job that requires less effort but more priored AQUIRED efforts or skills (or both). Even if you didn't need that much skills to do the job, the diploma (past high school) shows that you can strive toward a goal without seeing the direct results, which a job in its own can rarely proove. Anyway, if i was you i would get back to that big paying job and be miserable there instead of being miserable and poor. Who knows? maybe you will have more spare time to do things you will end up liking or what you already like...Remember, Albert Enstein develops most of his work doing a job he thought was easy for him, below his pedegree for that exact reason. For the mental thing, i have nothing concrete since i would do the same as you. Life isnt perfect but sometime having money first is better for your mental health (for one you will think better of yourself because others will even if you don't think you are better, its going to have an effect either way). May god bless you in this hell we are collectively living.
And seriously don't I am not one to say but many people go trough all kinds of shit and make it Even after years of struggle It jus't aint worth quitting like that
I just want to say that even though you are going through alot of bad stuff and these videos arent always pleasant, they do fill a kind of void that I can't explain.. Just know that I care about You and what You are going through and I hope so much that Your life improves enough for You to stop considering these drastic decisions. Im so sorry that You are so alone in your life with these struggles and most arent taught how to deal with this stuff especially on their own. Atleast you are giving yourself a reasonable amount of time, a couple of years alot can happen. Just try to remember there is always a chance for things to get better no matter how bad things get. Much love dude, love your videos and again sorry You are going through such a rough time right now. Good work distracting yourself a bit, do whatever llmakes you feel better it doesnt matter what when You are this deep in the hole brother. Take care
I believe in you!
Don't forget you have study years, by that you have worked hard TO GET the good job that requires less effort but more priored AQUIRED efforts or skills (or both). Even if you didn't need that much skills to do the job, the diploma (past high school) shows that you can strive toward a goal without seeing the direct results, which a job in its own can rarely proove. Anyway, if i was you i would get back to that big paying job and be miserable there instead of being miserable and poor. Who knows? maybe you will have more spare time to do things you will end up liking or what you already like...Remember, Albert Enstein develops most of his work doing a job he thought was easy for him, below his pedegree for that exact reason. For the mental thing, i have nothing concrete since i would do the same as you. Life isnt perfect but sometime having money first is better for your mental health (for one you will think better of yourself because others will even if you don't think you are better, its going to have an effect either way). May god bless you in this hell we are collectively living.
You have a real gift at drawing
Thank you 😊, still have a long way to go though 😎
the only thing in your way is yourself
Do you post your art?
I am new here?
And seriously don't
I am not one to say but many people go trough all kinds of shit and make it
Even after years of struggle
It jus't aint worth quitting like that
I added a link to my Reddit page where I post my artwork
It’s in my channel description
Watch some Andrew Tate and listen
Andrew taint?
worst advice ever dude