Depresso Espresso
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Something new about me
Something new about me
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Відео

To my viewers :)
Переглядів 1948 годин тому
To my viewers :)
Update on my day so far
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Update on my day so far
Short morning talk (a busy day of driving for me)
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Short morning talk (a busy day of driving for me)
Driving timeline
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Driving timeline
Adrenaline rush experience
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Adrenaline rush experience
Something I need to move on
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Something I need to move on
Morning talk (weird sleep state)
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Morning talk (weird sleep state)
New PR
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New PR
Morning talk (I look exhausted)
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Morning talk (I look exhausted)
Not a great day
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Not a great day
Morning talk (inside my car)
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Morning talk (inside my car)
Some hard lessons
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Some hard lessons
Morning talk (can’t sleep)
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Morning talk (can’t sleep)
Art series I’m starting on my community page
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Art series I’m starting on my community page
Morning talk (cleaning frenzy!)
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Morning talk (cleaning frenzy!)
Sick day
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Sick day
Scrawny lad almost gets a 415lb triple deadlift at 173 bw
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Scrawny lad almost gets a 415lb triple deadlift at 173 bw
Morning talk (a troublesome thing)
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Morning talk (a troublesome thing)
Pure bliss over the small things
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Pure bliss over the small things
My first good day in a long time
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My first good day in a long time
A topic of interest
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A topic of interest
Morning talk (car shopping today)
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Morning talk (car shopping today)
A very shitty day
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A very shitty day
Morning talk (my 33rd birthday)
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Morning talk (my 33rd birthday)
Bench press (205lbs for 9 reps at 174 bw)
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Bench press (205lbs for 9 reps at 174 bw)
Morning talk (purchasing a car soon…hopefully)
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Morning talk (purchasing a car soon…hopefully)
A key issue with myself
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A key issue with myself
Morning talk (artists meeting tonight)
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Morning talk (artists meeting tonight)
What a mood swing feels like
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What a mood swing feels like

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @EvanZeytinoglu
    @EvanZeytinoglu Годину тому

    Definitely art tutorials and even normal speed art videos would be awesome!

  • @Sleepy_sandy
    @Sleepy_sandy Годину тому

    Videos about handling anxiety stress etc

  • @erroryt886
    @erroryt886 Годину тому

    You can make contact like doing physical and chemical related experiments, like refraction, mix it with some editing and humour, and put it on shorts, you can do simple budget friendly experiments too like how water will flow outwards in rotional motion, which rutherford baased his model around.

  • @UserGoatVibes
    @UserGoatVibes Годину тому

    Minecraft..? :3

  • @Vertical-beak19
    @Vertical-beak19 Годину тому

    Maybe talk about space stuff like newfound planets or something like that

  • @NpcDrippy
    @NpcDrippy 2 години тому

    Hey man Kepp it going can u do some gaming content too if u can?

  • @kingdomedits721
    @kingdomedits721 3 години тому

    Hey, an art tutorial would be lit! I believe the art in your profile picture is yours, and my, it's really good 👍

  • @kingdomedits721
    @kingdomedits721 3 години тому

    Your video kept getting recommended to me, so I thought to myself, it must be fate. Man, that's tough. You look like you need a big hug ): I have never been in a relationship before, so I wouldn't understand your pain. I hope there are people you can talk to. I want you to know you aren't truely alone.

  • @urmomisaguy4825
    @urmomisaguy4825 3 години тому

    Honestly, I'd be interested in day to day activities, I think you'd be interesting if you showed your full package (not like that ;-;).

  • @rickreed9525
    @rickreed9525 7 годин тому

    I would love to see you show us the basic drawing with starting to draw faces of characters like animals / buildings etc. shading coloring and background.

    • @jonathangunther879
      @jonathangunther879 7 годин тому

      I could show ya, it’s a very unconventional way to draw portraits.

    • @rickreed9525
      @rickreed9525 7 годин тому

      @jonathangunther879 I'm looking forward when your time is available please make a video 👌👌👌👌

  • @jacquelinea8719
    @jacquelinea8719 7 годин тому

    im a math person and i've found myself leaning toward learning physics applications like classical and quantum mechanics as well as DSP. i really need to revisit a lot of the basics though especially in multivariable calculus 😅 the vlogs are good anyway

    • @jonathangunther879
      @jonathangunther879 7 годин тому

      Ooo I’ve been going back through my old quantum physics book , maybe I could combine a course of linear algebra with quantum physics

  • @rickreed9525
    @rickreed9525 7 годин тому

    I've been following your channel for a bit now. I think your an awesome fella. I see alot of talented qualities you have set for your self. We all have bad days and good days. I wanted you to know I think your a very stand up young Man willing to share your experiences with your life challenges. I have some small helpful suggestions for you. Best thing to do to keep your Self Esteem together working at your goals and challenges. Your drawings are talented and your weight training is going very well. Their will be days that are tough and we don't think we will make it through them. And those days we have a rough day talking about those rough days helps alot. We keep those thoughts bottled up its a like a tea kettle on stove. Keep doing awesome if your not sure on direction of thoughts ask for helpful thoughts. Take care 👍👍

  • @ChickenChunks
    @ChickenChunks День тому

    you're a math guy? that would be sick. math tutors are always in demand. super useful

    • @jonathangunther879
      @jonathangunther879 День тому

      Evidently not since my last interview I haven’t heard back from an employer…for a part time math tutor position lol

  • @missdaytona22
    @missdaytona22 День тому

    im so scared everytime i take an uber like they can literally take you wherever they want

    • @jonathangunther879
      @jonathangunther879 День тому

      This one definitely takes the cake of scariest moments of my life

  • @katherinnicole6483
    @katherinnicole6483 День тому

    Good luck with the interview!

  • @Untitled.205
    @Untitled.205 День тому

    My ex was abusive, but that aside, I was deeply deeply in love with him. Breaking up with him and blocking him everywhere was very hard. I felt like I had lost everything, and i was grieving. My depression worsened, but as time passed, I started to do some introspection and focus on myself for once. During that time, I found my best friend, my current partner. Considering the dating scene, I was surprised. I'm wishing the same for you, and it sounds like you still have some things to sort out with the passing of your father. All I know is that time really does heal, but you don't have to heal alone or go through mental struggles alone. Don't be afraid to reach out to others. Whether you and your ex rekindle your relationship or not, im wishing you guys the best. I'm rooting for you. c:

  • @ChickenChunks
    @ChickenChunks 2 дні тому

    I know how it feels to still love an ex. Ive done everything to forget about her, move on and such. I got a new job, met new people, got rid of all her stuff, meditated, i even hoed around a lil and slept with someone else. And i regret it all. I miss having the shirt she made me. I shouldnt have been FWB with that one girl, i hated myself after we hung out and did that. It didnt matter what i did or how much time passed, i still had that horrible feeling of missing her. I sometimes wish i had control over my feelings, i feel stupid that i still try to talk to her. Shes told me she doesnt feel the same. But something in my soul says she is the one for me and i cant ignore it. Ive never felt like this with someone ever. Never felt this strength of loyalty and undying love for someone, especially for someone whos done me wrong. Something about me just wont give up on her. Im glad we still talk but if she ever starts talking about someone else she might be seeing idk how i would handle it. As you said, relying on hope is not great (especially with something that seems so futile) but, i really dont know what else to do. Ive lived without her and i hated it. It was the worst ive ever felt in my life. I have love for myself but she understood me in ways no one has and everytime i do something im proud of, or i face a dilemma i dont think my friends can help with, i turned to her. She is so wise, calm, understanding, and beautiful. I hope the wind carries my energy so she can feel it. Maybe then she will realize what she means to me.

  • @Only3PixelsinTotal
    @Only3PixelsinTotal 2 дні тому

    Yo man thanks for sharing your story! I just stumbles upon this video so I don't know a lot besides this video. People can be absolutely nuts when driving. I have been honked at on numerous occations. For being too slow. While I was still learning to drive with my instructor next to me. The car has a sign that shows this is a car used for driving lessons yet some people still honk, as if the instructor won't already try to teach you about driving. To add to that, the intersection was confusing anyways and the situation was confusing for everyone so it's smart of you to learn how to navigate that intersection. They say the longer you don't drive after something scared you off, the harder it is to sit behind the wheel again. Also, cool art!

  • @Isaiah-n5q
    @Isaiah-n5q 3 дні тому

    Its amazing

  • @Isaiah-n5q
    @Isaiah-n5q 3 дні тому

    You have a talent in art

  • @Isaiah-n5q
    @Isaiah-n5q 3 дні тому

    Love your vids the inspire me a lot you r like a role model

  • @Strixs
    @Strixs 3 дні тому

    Hey man, I also just had my first heartbreak 5 months ago. It comes in HUGE waves and last week was the lowest point I've ever been. Keep going. You will get through it and you will feel so good once you did. I know it might not feel like it right now, but shit gets better. You will find peace.

  • @samsonsuku9770
    @samsonsuku9770 3 дні тому

    im a new sub bro, just wondering do you have anxiety driving? Also instead of that harmful anxiety/depression meds have you tried w3ed?

    • @jonathangunther879
      @jonathangunther879 3 дні тому

      I do have anxiety driving but the more I’m driving, the more comfortable I become being on the road but I still have a ways to go. Hasn’t even been a week since I got my car. I do take edibles on the weekends.

    • @ChickenChunks
      @ChickenChunks 2 дні тому

      @@jonathangunther879yeah experience is key. When i first started driving it was scary. Other drivers are unpredictable. Know your limits, take roads you’re comfortable with so you get experience. Give it another couple months and you’ll be a natural behind the wheel. Trusss 🙏

  • @AuzSanchez
    @AuzSanchez 4 дні тому

    Hi....You don't know me but... take some time to reflect and not on the situation but on yourself. Make sure you don't make any extreme changes, but change slowly while trying to move forward. It's a process, don't forget that. Be well friend.

  • @jacquelinea8719
    @jacquelinea8719 4 дні тому

    i've suffered from lifelong, chronic, double, atypical depression and let me tell you, breakups are the *worst* thing i've experienced. breakups mostly seem to be a case of sitting with this almost unbearable pain while you learn a different pattern. i'm also trying my best not to self-harm these days (which is hard as an autistic!) and in a relationship where it's hard not to let my pain just fuck it all up. and wanting to deal with this in a way without anger, self-loathing and transference. thank you for the reality check. it sounds like you two still care for each other, so i'll remind you to value the interactions you still have. i lost a friend recently and the grief is still setting in. peace

  • @aaronrdomanais
    @aaronrdomanais 4 дні тому

    there's a song by troye sivan, called "the good side", it's his perspective on having the better situation of things after a breakup, maybe a listen to it might be cathartic, cry it out so you feel better right after? hope you feel better eventually!

  • @ranch_roach
    @ranch_roach 5 днів тому

    My situation is extremely similar to yours. My ex left because he felt like he had a lot on his plate, but that I had even more so. It was initially a break he proposed but I was stupid and completely broke things off with him due to the opinions around me which wasn't wise. I then went a bit crazy, so I don't think I'll ever hear from him again sadly. Haven't heard from him in four months. I still hope that I will hear from him someday, but I'm doubtful. I'm 28, just got my permit and I'm working towards my drivers license. I too have a job that is part-time but I am hoping to move to full time hours when I get a car and my license. I know this won't bring him back but hopefully if he does decide to make an appearance he will see me in better standing and know that I in fact wasn't finding comfort in the stagnant nature of my life. My point being, you are not alone and there are other's out there, like me, going through the same motions. Try to keep your head up, I know it's hard because it's sure as hell difficult for me but we'll make it through the other side. This is just a time where people in our boat need to focus on themselves, and ride this wave we call life.

    • @jonathangunther879
      @jonathangunther879 5 днів тому

      I’m sorry to hear you’re going through the same thing, honestly given all the downs life has had to offer I find myself questioning if life is really even worth living? I’m trying to keep pushing each day but it sucks being alone and being in the thought that I may be alone for the rest of my life based on how badly I fucked things up.

  • @jasonmaury1189
    @jasonmaury1189 5 днів тому

    have you tried lucid dreaming

  • @lynn8033
    @lynn8033 5 днів тому

    I stay up late too. I just am naturally nocturnal I think. ❤ have an amazing day depresso

    • @jonathangunther879
      @jonathangunther879 5 днів тому

      Thank you, it’s been a day to say the least, next upload will explain that.

  • @sidranati962
    @sidranati962 5 днів тому

    I wish I can cry

    • @jonathangunther879
      @jonathangunther879 5 днів тому

      Me too but it’s very difficult

    • @sidranati962
      @sidranati962 4 дні тому

      @@jonathangunther879 five tears went down from my soul successful today

    • @sidranati962
      @sidranati962 4 дні тому

      @@jonathangunther879 five tears went down from my soul successfully today

  • @noxhsw
    @noxhsw 5 днів тому

    hi dude, im slowly trying to consume more "oldschool" youtube content and this made me so happy to stumble across! it feels good to see people just,,,, talk. and i hope you feel better soon, get well!!

    • @jonathangunther879
      @jonathangunther879 5 днів тому

      Thanks man, I appreciate that, it’ll be a long process before I’m well, mentally speaking, feeling better now physically

  • @Alluringly_Doll
    @Alluringly_Doll 5 днів тому

    Hey, I just wanna share some uplifting bible verses that you might need- Matthew 6:33 "Seek first the kingdom of God and all these things shall be added to you" pertaining that if you seek God first, all you need shall be given unto you. God created you in His very own image He looks past on your mistakes and He looks right at you and says "That's my son" "That's my daughter" so whenever you feel down remember that there is hope in Jesus, may Godbless you and protect you always amen 🙏

  • @trey2214
    @trey2214 5 днів тому

    Good morning!

  • @billyreddthekidd
    @billyreddthekidd 6 днів тому

    Freedom ✊

  • @abbyheckler
    @abbyheckler 6 днів тому

    hi , you are an amazing artist . enjoy the coffee shop!!! and GL at your interview

  • @patthorkelson8
    @patthorkelson8 6 днів тому

    Are you single

  • @noctilucent8241
    @noctilucent8241 6 днів тому

    fuck yeah man, nice job im proud of you!!!

    • @jonathangunther879
      @jonathangunther879 6 днів тому

      Thank you 😊, now just to practice being out on the road more then the highway and finally the heart of my city which is slowly becoming known for awful traffic

    • @noctilucent8241
      @noctilucent8241 5 днів тому

      @@jonathangunther879 Practice makes perfect good sir, and it's definitely a good idea to slowly work your way up to more and more difficult scenarios. I live near Chicago, and drive there frequently. It's definitely a different change of pace, and depending on the size of your city and skill of other drivers around you, you may need to be more of an aggressive driver. It'll all come to you though man, keep at it, it only gets easier from here!

  • @lunarsurfaceproductions
    @lunarsurfaceproductions 6 днів тому

    Happy belated birthday brotha!

  • @mikemassaar
    @mikemassaar 6 днів тому

    Happy Birthday. Well done on the bench press :)

  • @arrozconhabichuela
    @arrozconhabichuela 6 днів тому

    im happy for u !! :) also u didnt ask but your kitchen looks insanely familiar for some reason 😭

  • @Rayhansdan
    @Rayhansdan 6 днів тому

    Ye man i feel you❤ im soo happy to se you happy too

  • @space_1073
    @space_1073 6 днів тому

    That's awesome man. Super happy for you!

  • @deogaaaw.5464
    @deogaaaw.5464 7 днів тому

    awww man, i hope you feel better! sending much love to you!🫶🏾

  • @Untitled.205
    @Untitled.205 7 днів тому

    I'm also scared of driving. Ever since the car accident I was in, it made my phobia worse. But I'm happy to hear you are driving and are no longer reliable on others for transportation. It's motivating me to push myself more to drive. c:

  • @rimayakubu8957
    @rimayakubu8957 7 днів тому

    Hi . I just came across your page now and i love how you share stuff here. You're amazing okay? Everything will be fine, please try to find joy in little things.... Blessings always ❤❤❤

  • @artyawa5704
    @artyawa5704 8 днів тому

    Mood swings are a tough thing to deal with, especially when you're a young man trying to find his way in the world. Life is a whole lot of swinging though and really, it is better than just sitting still in the middle. Be sure to feel your emotions the whole way through. Cry if you need to. Laugh your head off if you feel like it. If you're nervous, if you're envious, if you're angry, whatever the emotion is just be sure to feel it the whole way through. And keep tabs on the thoughts that come with them. They might be good memories, they might be bad memories. They might be thoughts of what could have been and they might be thoughts of what is yet to be. Videos like these are good. It's almost like a bit of a diary I guess (diary might sound a bit girly but hey who cares haha). Don't delete them cos they'll give you a good reference as time goes on. You seem to have a good head on your shoulders mate, so keep it on there. Try to find the little nuggets of commonality between yourself and others and you'll find that, as dark as it can get, you're not as alone as you might think. And I'm sorry to hear about your old man. He might not have been a saint, but few are. Best we can do is learn from them. What to do and what not to do. Be of good heart. The fight is worth it.

  • @eyobbob998
    @eyobbob998 8 днів тому

    I am overjoyed with my progress, feeling a renewed sense of strength and accomplishment. Life's journey is full of ups and downs, each challenge shaping us into who we are meant to be. There were moments when I felt overwhelmed, but I learned that falling is just part of the process. What truly matters is finding the courage to get back up, dusting ourselves off, and continuing to fight. Each step forward, no matter how small, is a victory worth celebrating!