reading 'it ends with us' by colleen hoover in one day

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  • brb going to read all of colleen hoovers books!
    It was so funny to edit myself crying, I look terrible! It ends with us by colleen hoover was on my tbr for the longest time and i am finally relieved but also forever heartbroken. I loooove watching reading vlogs and honestly talk to the empty void in my room after reading a really good book (no shame here) now, im so grateful that I can actually talk to you guys about it (even though im still getting used to talking to camera, promise ill get better.)
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    what the book is about (spoiler free)
    Lily hasn’t always had it easy, but that’s never stopped her from working hard for the life she wants. he graduated from college, moved to Boston, and started her own business. So when she feels a spark with a gorgeous neurosurgeon named Ryle Kincaid, everything in Lily’s life suddenly seems almost too good to be true.
    Ryle is assertive, stubborn, maybe even a little arrogant. He’s also sensitive, brilliant, and has a total soft spot for Lily. But Ryle’s complete aversion to relationships is disturbing. Even as Lily finds herself becoming the exception to his “no dating” rule, she can’t help but wonder what made him that way in the first place.
    As questions about her new relationship overwhelm her, so do thoughts of Atlas Corrigan - her first love and a link to the past she left behind. He was her kindred spirit, her protector. When Atlas suddenly reappears, everything Lily has built with Ryle is threatened.
    Trigger Warnings for It Ends With Us: Alcohol abuse, Attempted rape, Depression, Domestic abuse (graphic).
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 688

  • @MariaCabral555
    @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +403

    ahhh did not expect this much love for my first reading vlog! thank you guys so much 💗 just posted my ‘verity’ by colleen hoover reading vlog! let me know what i should read next. hugsss

    • @djkreigline2760
      @djkreigline2760 2 роки тому +1

      Djk33❤😍😘 are you single how old you are

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +10

      lollll after you saw me sobbing like that? im flattered.

    • @eden.7864
      @eden.7864 2 роки тому

      Read Ugly Love, by the same author x

    • @kayetaguiam9010
      @kayetaguiam9010 2 роки тому

      Hi ate, where did you buy your COHO books?

    • @micah112296
      @micah112296 2 роки тому

      Try ugly love or maybe someday. Ganda din 💖

  • @lvtxp8426
    @lvtxp8426 2 роки тому +1026

    "I want a divorce" shattered my heart but lighten it up after lily has made the best decision for her life

    • @VillainessAO
      @VillainessAO 2 роки тому +22

      I literally can't fucking function I just stayed up all night reading it... help

    • @khushboosawool5177
      @khushboosawool5177 2 роки тому +20

      Until that very line, I thought they would give their relationship another chance. And it made me realise how much brave I have to be if ever such a situation occurs in my life. And yes, it was necessary to break that chain of an abusive relationship. It was the best decision she took for Emmy and everyone and it wasn't out of hate for Ryle, but only so that she could protect her daughter's love for her father which she never got to experience. I think every woman should at least once read this book especially before committing their entire life to a man.

    • @lilianaharalambie6389
      @lilianaharalambie6389 2 роки тому +1

      Yeah this scene broke me😭

    • @fernkhaolueang9406
      @fernkhaolueang9406 2 роки тому +1

      That part physically hurt

    • @allyd444
      @allyd444 2 роки тому +1

      yee literally at first i thought she is gonna go back to him bc of her descriptions of ryan and emerson but then i was like omg

  • @zanabrestovci6991
    @zanabrestovci6991 2 роки тому +3145

    Am I the only one who actually loved the ending? I didn't cry, I just got relieved when she ran to Atlas at the end.
    She got back with the right person and she just saved her life and her daughters.

    • @vixmania
      @vixmania 2 роки тому +16

      frrr

    • @poorva.s
      @poorva.s 2 роки тому +4

      Frrr

    • @rizalguleria
      @rizalguleria 2 роки тому +151

      I absolutely loveddddd the ending... They both deserve each others love.. And I'm happy that she left Ryle... He understood his mistake.. She didn't take Emerson away from him.. Everything was just PERFECT..

    • @poorva.s
      @poorva.s 2 роки тому +27

      @@rizalguleria agree it was satisfying and Lily deserves someone better than Ryle

    • @fortress6721
      @fortress6721 2 роки тому +23

      I was crying but it was all happy tears

  • @188senorita
    @188senorita 2 роки тому +1184

    Only part I cried and cried hard was this part:
    “The day you gave your father’s eulogy? I know you didn’t freeze up, Lily. You stood at that podium and refused to say a single good thing about that man. It was the proudest I have ever been of you. You were the only one in my life who ever stood up for me. You were strong when I was scared.” A tear falls from her eye when she says, “Be that girl, Lily. Brave and bold."
    The second I read.. you were strong when I was scared, I bawled.

  • @riyagujare4571
    @riyagujare4571 2 роки тому +183

    I sobbed when Ryle said "I am supposed to save you from monsters not become one" 😭😭

  • @user-ey1ms7dj8i
    @user-ey1ms7dj8i 2 роки тому +1741

    I cried a lot in these book specially lily's last goodbye to Atlas, when she told his mom what happening between her and Ryle and ryle holding their baby crying.😭🥺

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +27

      please don’t remind me 😭

    • @mayluvswn
      @mayluvswn 2 роки тому +79

      atleast you couldve put a spoiler warning 😀.

    • @izziozi
      @izziozi 2 роки тому +6

      @@mayluvswn oh dang, I can relate 🥲 before I started the book I saw a comment that already addressed how Ryle isn’t a likeable person at the end.

    • @indyakiernan9864
      @indyakiernan9864 2 роки тому +23

      I feel so bad for Ryle in a way

    • @aqsa6911
      @aqsa6911 2 роки тому +12

      @@izziozi No, he is not a bad man , it's just he is a perfect example of how our single mistake can destroy ourselves only.

  • @SimGirl00
    @SimGirl00 2 роки тому +229

    The part that made me cry is when she said to her daughter that “it ends with us”

  • @oliviaquin3747
    @oliviaquin3747 2 роки тому +745

    i read this book, and it didn’t make me cry at all, but it did make my heart race, and i had that feeling that i was about to cry.

    • @miaramos2586
      @miaramos2586 2 роки тому +61

      Sameeee i thought there was something wrong with me cause I didn’t cry at all i loved the book and its so life changing but i never cried because since the first accident happened i already wanted her to leave him

    • @prachiwahane680
      @prachiwahane680 2 роки тому +4

      Yes i didn't cried a bit.

    • @matilda.0diary470
      @matilda.0diary470 2 роки тому +2

      @@miaramos2586 same!!

    • @myriamhaddad7062
      @myriamhaddad7062 2 роки тому +1

      Same

    • @bloopers8100
      @bloopers8100 2 роки тому +1

      I only cried a bit in the ending because I got happy that she got with Atlas

  • @naniitzel8297
    @naniitzel8297 2 роки тому +991

    I love how we witnessed your transition from "i'm so in love with him, he's so straightforward" to actually crying and loudly sobbing. CoHo made such a great job on showing us how do the victims feel. I kept looking for excuses for Ryle because I fell in love with him so badly, and I wanted Lily to stay with him and Emerson to grow up on that perfect-appearing family. I turned into a blind victim, and once I realized it, I kind of understood everyone who goes through this in real life.
    Anyway, I hope you enjoy Ugly Love. I loved it even more than It Ends With Us.

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +77

      same! leaving ryle was the obvious thing to do but i found myself making all these excuses for lily to stay. i’m so happy with the way it ended tho.
      i’ve read ugly love and i LOVED it so much! 💙

    • @aspenisthebest
      @aspenisthebest 2 роки тому +13

      Not me I was begging her to leave him right from the beginning of his abuse I loved atlas

    • @gracele5222
      @gracele5222 2 роки тому +12

      At some point of the book before the abuse, I started to realize that I became SO invested in this couple but everytime atlas showed up I felt guilt. They never had a closure or any problems between the two. I cried so much when she was deny the fact that she was like her mom, denying his abuse. I put myself in her situation every single time and sobbed when he apologized, but then it made me mad. I made so may excuses but always had a soft spot for atlas. I finished it in 2 days and sobbed during class, which freaked my teacher out. First book I read from Colleen hoover and definitely not the last. This set my bar high to any romance novel in the future

    • @aspenisthebest
      @aspenisthebest 2 роки тому +4

      Grace Le I felt almost the exact opposite. I want her to drop that sadistic doctor and be with atlas from the first time she saw him in the restaurant. It was such a satisfying ending like I was begging her to leave him through the book to be my boy

    • @ryleydelbrey8963
      @ryleydelbrey8963 2 роки тому +1

      @@MariaCabral555 so i’m not the only one that tried to justify lilly staying with ryle cause i fell in love with him in the beginning of the book. but the book couldn’t of ended in a more perfect way 💗 and i’m so excited to read ugly love

  • @brisabello1642
    @brisabello1642 2 роки тому +137

    AHH I LOVE THIS BOOK "In the future.... If by some miracle you ever find yourself in a position to fall in love again... Fall in love with me." -A

  • @rupalpriya7189
    @rupalpriya7189 2 роки тому +453

    It's been 3 months, I read this book but still can't get over from it......🥺

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +16

      it still hurts

    • @a.sydney5036
      @a.sydney5036 2 роки тому +2

      This is literally the most overrated book ever! Had to return. This is a teen book.

    • @arianabajra7837
      @arianabajra7837 2 роки тому +1

      Man its been 2 years since i read it and i STILL cant get over it😩💔

    • @angelicasapuan3831
      @angelicasapuan3831 2 роки тому +1

      It's been 5 years and I'm still not over it!

    • @leaglavan6218
      @leaglavan6218 2 роки тому +1

      @@a.sydney5036 well it is for teens/young adults

  • @celebritieseditz993
    @celebritieseditz993 2 роки тому +738

    It’s hard when you fall in love with a character but then you gotta hate them due to stuff they have done but you can’t

  • @Evaraisawara
    @Evaraisawara 2 роки тому +39

    I cried so much when ryle held his baby for the first time and lily asked him what he would do if his daughter is in such a relationship 😭😭😭😭

  • @mehakchatlani672
    @mehakchatlani672 2 роки тому +221

    i didnt cry when i finished this book but it truly has been an eye opening experience. Colleen has approached this sensitive topic so beautifully ,it makes my heart clench. Shes definately my favorite author. 5 stars.

    • @helenarichard
      @helenarichard 2 роки тому

      That's because there is a happy ending!

  • @jaylah5790
    @jaylah5790 2 роки тому +269

    spoiler warning !!
    i was so upset the whole book , especially when she asked ryle what he would do if his daughter came to him asking him for help , if she was in an abusive relationship , while ryle was crying with the baby in his hands.
    i was so relieved with the ending because ryle was a red flag for me the whole time.

    • @queenbless7787
      @queenbless7787 2 роки тому +14

      For real I didn’t like Ryle -too many red flags even before the first incident

    • @rosie9000
      @rosie9000 2 роки тому +2

      Lily was a red flag for me .

    • @yewyeewei4935
      @yewyeewei4935 Рік тому +2

      me too, especially in the first few chapters. I was thinking who in the hell would go down on their knee (one knee) to beg for sex from a girl? He was being so so creepy + ridiculous and him kicking the chair the first time they met? Super red flag for me

  • @kamakeii
    @kamakeii 2 роки тому +75

    The way i forgave ryle the second time he hit her because of lilly’s explanation.. i honestly hated myself because thats exactly how it starts..

  • @notyours.1558
    @notyours.1558 2 роки тому +84

    I love this book so much. it made me cry a lot and made me realize how hard it is for others to realize their partner is straight up abusive and not the person they appeared to be. the line that made me cry more was towards the end when lily was saying stuff like "what would you do if she came up to you and said.. daddy, my husband hit me. daddy he threw me down the stairs" I don't have the exact words but oh my God that part made me cry so much.

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +3

      SAME I LOST IT AT THAT EXACT LINE

    • @notyours.1558
      @notyours.1558 2 роки тому

      @@MariaCabral555 OMG THE QUEEN RESPONDS AND AGHHH SAME IM STILL NOT FUCKING OVER IT AND HOW HES CRYING WHILE LOOKING DOWN AT EMERSON IM IN SM PAIN

  • @olamidesalami181
    @olamidesalami181 2 роки тому +138

    When I read this book, I got so heartbroken I didn't even want to read any other book again for a while.
    It's just so heartbreaking but at d same time, it made us understood how hard it is for people to leave an abusive relationship esp when they love each other and how good people do bad things but it doesn't necessarily make dem bad people 🥺
    You can read the seven husbands of Evelyn Hugo next

  • @sampurna21
    @sampurna21 2 роки тому +88

    More than the book itself, it was COHO's own story at the end of the book which made me bawl.

  • @showhardoahmed2146
    @showhardoahmed2146 2 роки тому +49

    I just finished this book last night and it tugged my heart and made me feel so many different things at once. Colleen Hoover is an absolute genius with her words and how she's able to chanel emotions within you.

  • @varshini4805
    @varshini4805 2 роки тому +112

    I finished this book last midnight and I just couldn’t breathe for a while and once I finished it, tears were streaming across my face and I felt too many emotions at once oof

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +4

      oh nooo hope you feel better now! ❤️‍🩹

    • @varshini4805
      @varshini4805 2 роки тому

      @@MariaCabral555 aww thank you!!! I feel better now 🥰

    • @gaigongmeilu1014
      @gaigongmeilu1014 2 роки тому +1

      @Varshini
      Same here... all the emotions hit me at once after I finished the book...

    • @elizapaulson9491
      @elizapaulson9491 2 роки тому

      me rn...

  • @shrishtisaha7004
    @shrishtisaha7004 2 роки тому +62

    ryle has been creepy from the start… i don’t know how it skipped my mind. i loved atlas and i love lily’s character so much!! also lily’s mum telling her that she knew lily didn’t freeze up during the eulogy had me crying

    • @jarbincks6715
      @jarbincks6715 Рік тому +1

      Ryle was soo creepy fr, I hated him from the very start. When he hung up that picture he took of Lily in the apartment that made me so uncomfortable

  • @abbyreyes8604
    @abbyreyes8604 2 роки тому +105

    Love Colleen Hoover’s books! “All your perfects” is one of my favorite

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +7

      on my tbr! heard it’s painful as well.. i mean it’s colleen hoover 😅

    • @justinedg432
      @justinedg432 2 роки тому

      SAME, this book was so sad but the ending was very worth it

    • @drinakujtila8294
      @drinakujtila8294 2 роки тому

      Im going to read this one because it ends with us was one of my favourite

    • @VillainessAO
      @VillainessAO 2 роки тому

      PLease tell me... is all her books heartbreaking because I'm too weak bruh

    • @adang.889
      @adang.889 2 роки тому

      Loooooooove that one

  • @twelveassassins4397
    @twelveassassins4397 3 роки тому +120

    Been watching a lot of reading vlogs and this one is by far the best! would love to see you read song of Achilles and a room tour ❤️

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  3 роки тому +2

      🥺🥺 thank you so much! soa has been on my tbr since January 😅

    • @milkabago3580
      @milkabago3580 2 роки тому

      Achilles is more heartbreaking than this book in my opinion.

  • @eden.7864
    @eden.7864 2 роки тому +28

    I was sobbing reading this book, this book was so well written and it was an emotional rollercoaster, but the end was so heartwarming xx

  • @ameena9298
    @ameena9298 2 роки тому +15

    When atlas said "in the future if by some miracle you ever find yourself in the position to fall in love agin, fall in love with me" broke me in every ways possible..... it's been 1 week since i finished the book and still haven't been able to move on🙃

  • @nananoona3530
    @nananoona3530 2 роки тому +76

    I finished reading it months ago and I always go back ONLY to read her story with "atlas"...my only wish now is LILY ATLAS NOVELLA Like PLEAAAASEEE😭😭😭💘

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +6

      i’m definitely not ready for the movie! 😭

    • @ItisMOI
      @ItisMOI 2 роки тому +25

      I cried when Atlas said ‘Lily, in the future, if by some miracle you ever find yourself in the position to fall in love again…fall in love with me.’

  • @amberclopedia8338
    @amberclopedia8338 3 роки тому +71

    Ughh the editing + the energy of this video! I love this sm 🥺

  • @Alisha04
    @Alisha04 2 роки тому +38

    It’s sad how Most people who read the book went through a lily and Ryle endgame stage because he was such a good character until he wasn’t anymore. I didn’t necessarily bawl my eyes out with this book but I was definitely on the verge of tears a few times

    • @malakalaa7683
      @malakalaa7683 2 роки тому

      i bought this book ,but the order not arrived yet.
      I'm so excited.and i don't speek English
      pov you English it easy or not

    • @Alisha04
      @Alisha04 2 роки тому

      @@malakalaa7683 I’m sorry that I don’t entirely understand what you’ve said but if you’re asking if it’s easy to read/understand then yes I personally think most of Colleen hoover books are easy to read :))

    • @malakalaa7683
      @malakalaa7683 2 роки тому

      @@Alisha04 that's what I mean
      Thank you 😊
      i say that becaus English it is not my mother language

    • @malakalaa7683
      @malakalaa7683 2 роки тому

      would you like to be a friend with me?

  • @myg07
    @myg07 2 роки тому +7

    I just finished reading it yesterday and I was crying like hell.. And we both felt the same..
    Love is really something.
    Love didn't even spare a homeless boy, a girl from an abusive family, a neurosurgeon, a florist and the owner of the best restaurant in Boston..

  • @nurdinibatrisyah9051
    @nurdinibatrisyah9051 2 роки тому +11

    cried when lily ask for a divorce and ryle was begging her to change her mind but when lily uses their daughter to show ryle that if their daughter goes through the same thing ryle would also never forgive the person who will hurt their daughter. but the end was unexpected and im glad everyone is happy at the end as the person they love the most was finally happy.

  • @swarada994
    @swarada994 2 роки тому +23

    I love this book. I completed it at 2am, bawling my eyes out, because it was just a little too relatable

  • @turtlesweets7173
    @turtlesweets7173 2 роки тому +15

    I love how it's not the typical prince charming or bad boy type of story. It's more realistic

  • @CarolineSurface
    @CarolineSurface 2 роки тому +18

    when she said “i want a divorce” i was so proud and literally cheered for her and the strength it took in breaking that awful cycle!❤️

  • @wasgucci1237
    @wasgucci1237 2 роки тому +45

    Just finshed reading this book. Oh my god i cried so much!! specially during the ending. And its been like an hour but im still sobbing 😭😭

    • @wasgucci1237
      @wasgucci1237 2 роки тому +1

      Btw your vlog is so cozy & cute

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +1

      thank you so much!!! its been a month and it still hurts 🥲

  • @timtim2247
    @timtim2247 3 роки тому +52

    I just finished the book so I came here to find some videos about it and I LOVED yours!! 💗💗

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  3 роки тому +2

      yay!! thank you! how'd you like the book?

    • @timtim2247
      @timtim2247 3 роки тому

      @@MariaCabral555 I gave it 4 stars! I quite liked it and it actually thought me something at the end ^v^

    • @sanusingh5628
      @sanusingh5628 2 роки тому +1

      Was this a tough read please tell me cause I am not too good in english

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +2

      @@sanusingh5628 yeah lol i’m literally sobbing

    • @kymah2689
      @kymah2689 2 роки тому

      @@sanusingh5628 imo no

  • @mariajosebellidogonzales7846
    @mariajosebellidogonzales7846 2 роки тому +43

    As many people I believe that the book hurts more if you fall in love with Ryle , and yeah I did , I’m so grateful that a I have the full experience because many people told me not to read the synopsis or knowing anything about it ♥️🥺
    It keeps hurting

  • @delightful999
    @delightful999 2 роки тому +33

    I recently finished reading this book and I need to vent. This book shattered me. I fell in love with Ryle. Like, I really fell in love with the character. But, as the book progressed it broke my heart to know that his character had abusive traits. In the end, I really wanted Lily to forgive Ryle and reconcile, but, at the same time I knew leaving him was the right thing to do for Lily. She broke the cycle of domestic violence.
    Also, I did not want Lily to end up with Atlas. And that is because I personally felt no chemistry between them. I felt that Lily and Atlas would be very boring together, but that is just my opinion.

    • @lii2582
      @lii2582 2 роки тому +7

      honestly same i finished it today ad cried sm ryle was my absolute favorite and it was so heartbreaking reading the incidents,especially the second one and personally i felt SO SO, uncomfortable with the idea of atlas and lily especially considering her history with Ryle, regarding atlas before.

    • @ArushiAggarwal
      @ArushiAggarwal 2 роки тому +7

      Atlas was probably because of her memories of him during their youth + the fact that he stood by her when Ryle was being abusive towards her. Anyways, the story isn't about her forgiving Ryle or her staying with Atlas - it's about her breaking the cycle of abuse for her daughter.

    • @Melissa-rb6ct
      @Melissa-rb6ct 2 роки тому

      Same

  • @QueenElizabethII420
    @QueenElizabethII420 2 роки тому +19

    I dont get it, why doesnt this video have more views? It‘s so aesthetically pleasant, and there are literally 0 spoilers, not the slightest!!
    Sooo beautiful, keep going you little star

  • @Jeynifrncsc12
    @Jeynifrncsc12 2 роки тому +2

    indeed, chapter 1 is captivating. the way lily described ryle feels like he is so damn drop dead gorgeous

  • @hannispho
    @hannispho 2 роки тому +51

    I don’t think any book I read after will ever beat this book. It was the one that got me out of reading slump!!

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +4

      this book put me in a reading slump 😭 but definitely a really good read

    • @adoleynmai5361
      @adoleynmai5361 2 роки тому +1

      Try reading 'the idea of you' by robinne lee and lets see if you stand by your statement.🤧

    • @rurubal7389
      @rurubal7389 2 роки тому

      no bc i thought i was the only one :'(

  • @jenelle6970
    @jenelle6970 2 роки тому +5

    legit just binge read this whole book for the day and omg the emotions that come with this book is speechless

  • @miavictoria9058
    @miavictoria9058 2 роки тому +21

    I just finished this book 5 minutes ago n I’m hurt.... I freaking love this book

  • @bluecaramel3746
    @bluecaramel3746 Рік тому +1

    Oh I love to see how people experienced this book. And at the end, when Maria explained about the abuse. She made it sound so professional and put such a deep meaning to it, she used such a great explaination. Wow. The impact this book has had on our jeneration, special during 2022. 💓💓

  • @salmaa222
    @salmaa222 2 роки тому +8

    it hits even harder when it’s literally about your life trust me.. i start crying every time I even think about that book

  • @TheAuroraGalore
    @TheAuroraGalore 2 роки тому +5

    Am I the only one that hated Ryle from the opening scene? I completely understood the tension between them but I knew he was bad news.
    I kept getting confused reading it because I didn't know why I was reading about an awful character being let into Lily's life. When the story with Atlas unfolded, it started to make sense and that made me feel so many emotions.
    Amazing book, it has really stuck with me but I honestly don't understand why anyone liked R & L as a couple. It was an awful match! I kept getting mad at her for being excited about his texts! 😅

  • @lilylovesdoggies9027
    @lilylovesdoggies9027 2 роки тому +6

    i cried so hard when lily just had emmy and was like giving the what ifs to ryle. i had to put the book down and breath. i read it in one night bc it was so hard to put down i just wanted more of that adrenaline feel i got from the anxiety it gave me. its so beautifully written and just ah...

  • @its.madikinz
    @its.madikinz 2 роки тому +5

    THIS BOOK BROKE ME BUT ALSO I LOVE IT SM AND I REALLY SATISFIED W THE ENDING !!!!

  • @muzarrahchisty
    @muzarrahchisty 2 роки тому +6

    It hit me when i found out that ryle was abusive and idk why but i forgave him just like lily did, after the second one- it tore me apart after hearing his backstory cause i loved him, lily loved him.
    I know, i know there was always a chance, a pretty big one after their daughter was born that ryle would get better but sometimes the risk is to big to take and as lily saw her father being abusive she didnt want her child to go through the same thing
    I cried my heart out when she said she wanted a divorce, he lost the love of his life on the day he was supposed to he the happiest, him crying got me literally sobbing (sometimes the people u love hurt you the most, this goes for both sides) but again i was proud of lily. So proud.
    Lily- i’ll always love him but i can never be with him.
    Ryle- i always love her and I just wish i didn’t do what i did
    P.S- i’ll still remember the time when ryle said that there are no bad people, there are people who do bad things sometimes (i was happy and heartbroken at the same time)

  • @irishd7831
    @irishd7831 2 роки тому +12

    I didn’t cry during this book but I was certainly upset. I was very upset about what she was going through and the things that were happening. I really enjoyed this book and I read it in one day because I was very invested and wanted her to end up with atlas.

  • @kaitlyn8155
    @kaitlyn8155 2 роки тому +5

    Honestly I didn’t like ryle all that much even before I knew he was abusive… there relationship was sweet but too sexual for me… and from I’ve learned is when a relationship starts like that it never works out wether it’s abusive or not. He didn’t want a relationship and all this crap… I’m heartbroken at this book because of what could have been… what if Atlas just walked over to her at college and forgot she had a boyfriend… she wouldn’t have met ryle she would’ve been happy… what if atlas didn’t say he had a girlfriend.. because lily admits she would choose him over ryle any day… I’m heartbroken because of what could have been… but I’m so happy she’s with the right person or even just a better person who ADORES HER and actually loves her… he loved her enough to let her go until she was ready. that’s true love

  • @Koko._.pebbles
    @Koko._.pebbles 2 роки тому +8

    I didn’t cry that much tbh, I’m not a cryer. I think it was slightly overhyped in that department, but I loved it.
    SPOILER WARNING ⚠️
    But I semi cried when Ryle was holding their baby, and lily asked him what he would do if his daughter came home saying her husband hit me but he said it was an accident, or daddy my husband tried to rape me, and Ryle started crying. That shit hurted! 😭 it lives in my head rent free tbh. I think abt that scene all the time.

  • @nixekexiej2921
    @nixekexiej2921 2 роки тому +6

    “In the future... if by some miracle you ever find yourself in the position to fall in love again... fall in love with me.” - Atlas

  • @srijitanandi7303
    @srijitanandi7303 2 роки тому +1

    I'm a sucker for novels and I usually avoid books with too painful of a story. But my friends suggested this book so many times and I saw this book on my bookstagram so frequently, I had to give it a try. And I am SO glad I did. I needed to read it. The book was like a mirror for me. I saw myself in Lily in several moments of the book. But, I learned so much from it too.
    Oh, Ryle! These are the moments when I wish mental issues could be cured permanently just like physical illnesses. That would make so many people so much happier. This book wounded me but it healed something in me as well. I'll really hold it close to my heart this day forward.

  • @ralusa6970
    @ralusa6970 2 роки тому +26

    i dont want to seem the odd one out but am i the only one that hated ryle from the beggining ang just wanted him gone? i just didnt connect with him at all and it made me not like the book as much as everyone else seemed to like it.. i really wanted this book to hurt my soul more, but nope, i just didnt feel anything for anyone except atlas which i loved sm

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +4

      girllll.. you were one step ahead of all of us. your senses on point 😪

    • @michelle-qk2vd
      @michelle-qk2vd 2 роки тому +6

      i hated ryle from the start too! i never liked him 😭

    • @swarada994
      @swarada994 2 роки тому +5

      Girl same. I was 110% done when he pushed her the first time. It is NEVER a mistake.

  • @alina-jc3rq
    @alina-jc3rq 2 роки тому +23

    I feel kinda bad for saying this but when i read the book I didn’t cry at all. I was so mad and yea i was very sad but for some reason i didn’t have to cry. The book was very great dow

    • @ariannedigs
      @ariannedigs 2 роки тому +6

      same!! i kinda got an idea what the book was all about so i was fully prepared on what’s going to happen 😭

    • @alina-jc3rq
      @alina-jc3rq 2 роки тому +2

      @@ariannedigs oh no! Well that must’ve been annoying but reading it is a whole different story.

    • @User28109
      @User28109 2 роки тому +3

      Me too! I even cringed at some parts when it describes Ryle but whenever it's Atlas moments to shine I Bawleddddddd 'cause his situation is so heartbreaking 😭

    • @alina-jc3rq
      @alina-jc3rq 2 роки тому +1

      @@User28109 true i get what u mean! the whole situation with his dad like nooo

  • @kiiidlm5173
    @kiiidlm5173 2 роки тому +20

    I finished the book just a few minutes ago…
    I feel so losttttt like I don’t know what to do now after reading it bc it was soooo good and just UGHH-Colleen you are one of a kind. Phenomen of a writer. Chefs kisses.

  • @luisamaria5586
    @luisamaria5586 2 роки тому +2

    when i first read the book never expected to be what it was it shocked me bc that was the only book that i've read about that and made me think a lot, by far one of my faves forever, loved your video so glad that i bumped into it

    • @malakalaa7683
      @malakalaa7683 2 роки тому

      would you like to be a friend with me?

  • @reimm9094
    @reimm9094 2 роки тому +7

    Omggg that book broke meeee I just sat there debating with myself abt if I should still love Ryle Or just accept that he is toxic. She really did put me her shoes I just felt everything in the book
    I Adore The boook

  • @laura.a3545
    @laura.a3545 2 роки тому +1

    I just finished reading this book and it holds a special place in my heart now. It was painful it was beautiful and I'm a crying mess now. The book shattered my heart into million pieces, but what hurt the most was authors note that i could relate to in the slightest bit

  • @nazneenislamfariha2758
    @nazneenislamfariha2758 2 роки тому +1

    This book was one hell of an emotional roller coaster. It was the first book that i have read of Colleen hoover. And Dang! Ever since i have seen obsessed with all of her books. Love her books a lot ❤️

  • @azelia3713
    @azelia3713 2 роки тому +1

    The ending broke me even though it ended out good. Atlas has my heart

  • @RR-wt8vy
    @RR-wt8vy Рік тому +1

    The moment she met Atlas in the restaurant and her mouth didn't have words to speak and she was in a trance!! Good thing Ryle wasn't there..Ryle's character isn't completely horrible; his line in the beginning of the book "There is no such thing as bad people. We're all just people who sometimes do bad things" is so heart touching and it shows that Ryle wasn't a bad person but just did the bad thing.

  • @vandyke777
    @vandyke777 2 роки тому +1

    I love the vibe in this video AHHHH

  • @y4ngz_30
    @y4ngz_30 2 роки тому +5

    what a coincidence, i was writing a book review on it bc my teacher told me to. loved it

  • @audimasc
    @audimasc 2 роки тому +4

    You should do more of these LOVE them!

  • @exzeycampos9917
    @exzeycampos9917 2 роки тому +1

    I cried a lot 😭 the endinggg..... I can't move on..

  • @Amber-bf1ek
    @Amber-bf1ek 2 роки тому +1

    no bc when he said “whered you get the magnet lily” i started crying😭

  • @rainbowhoseok801
    @rainbowhoseok801 2 роки тому +1

    I cried too much to the point I can’t cry anymore with this book 😭😭

  • @Queenfifss
    @Queenfifss 2 роки тому +3

    When I read this book, I was in love with Ryle and lily, the fist time he hit her, I stopped reading the book cause i felt lily’s pain and I loved Ryle, and I knew she was going to leave him, I was preventing myself from more heartbreak, but eventually I continued reading the book and i fell in love with atlas with the way he handled the whole domestic violence issue, I was sad and happy that she filed for divorce, and I love how she didn’t keep Ryle away from their baby.

  • @kymah2689
    @kymah2689 2 роки тому +60

    spoilers////
    i loved the way the book was written, each time she gave him a chance it was so frustrating as a reader cause it felt like we could see everything bad abt this ryle but lily couldnt - guess that’s how colleen hoover wanted to portray the whole subject of dv. the end was definitely the perfect resolution just wish we could have seen more of atlas n lily :(( i was rooting for atlas all along

  • @paulinamarmir8786
    @paulinamarmir8786 2 роки тому

    This video is so aesthetic and beautiful! Your editing is at another level 💕 and that book... Changes completely the way you see this situations irl

  • @a-gatavictoria8850
    @a-gatavictoria8850 2 роки тому +10

    "é assim que acaba" acabei ontem! não chorei em nenhum momento, mas fiquei boquiaberta como a colleen faz a gente amar ryler e depois faz a gente se decepcionar com ele.
    também ensina como não podemos julgar as mulheres que sofrem abuso doméstico e continua com o marido.
    amo atals com todo meu coração.

    • @vixmania
      @vixmania 2 роки тому

      exatamente isso

  • @TaraLeemi
    @TaraLeemi 2 роки тому +3

    I’m so happy to see someone other than me crying..I almost believed that I was going crazy..here

  • @lek.r9965
    @lek.r9965 2 роки тому +6

    Ordered the book last week🥺🥺. I really hope that I love the book 🥺

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +2

      sending u love while reading it ! 😌

    • @lek.r9965
      @lek.r9965 2 роки тому

      @@MariaCabral555 thank you so much❤️

  • @jessicaghattas6388
    @jessicaghattas6388 2 роки тому

    the last journal entry, before part 2, shattered me.

  • @with.tatumm
    @with.tatumm 2 роки тому +6

    ryle really had us in the first half hnsggks recently read this book and it was so heartbreaking that it made me come back to reading. alsooo, book reco: every last word by tamara Ireland!!

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +2

      it made me stop reading for a month! haha also thank you for the recommendation 💗💗

  • @sassyreaderj
    @sassyreaderj 2 роки тому

    I love your reading vlogs! I went thru and watched them all. I enjoyed watching your real reaction to parts of the book. Thank you so much for posting, please keep them coming!

  • @dineshkumar-mt6or
    @dineshkumar-mt6or 2 роки тому +1

    I cried by just seeing you cry.....this book is a mf-ing heartache....i can't get over it....it hurts....it still does....a lot😭😭😭

  • @editstuxck
    @editstuxck Рік тому +1

    Spoilers ahead: Throughout the novel I was screaming, "there is nothing to cry about in this." But the moment I heard "I want a divorce". I had these feelings of sadness and happiness. It was as though I had fallen in love with Ryle as much as lily had.
    My eyes teared up but hearing lily's conversation with her daughter was the final straw. I cried and I cried and I cried.
    This novel highlights an important concept. Sometimes the truth hurts like said in the novel "naked truths aren't always pretty". As a reader it was hard to accept Ryle and Lucy not being together but deep inside it was what was right and it is what ever girl should know. Every girl deserves better.

  • @beatriceorsi5239
    @beatriceorsi5239 2 роки тому +2

    Honestly one of the most heartbreaking parts was the note from the author at the end. It really changed my opinion on the book, it was the perfect way to end it.

  • @oa0311
    @oa0311 2 роки тому +2

    Spoiler/Unpopular opinion ..
    Am I the only one who cried for Ryle at the end ? I was definitely happy for Lily for taking that difficult decision and saving herself and her daughter, I just couldn't help but wonder what's gonna happen for Ryle next. Lily reunited with her childhood love again, but what about Ryle ? is he gonna heal ? is he gonna go to therapy and get better ? is he gonna find love again ? who will he turn to when he needs help ? what is he gonna feel when he finds out about Lilly and Atlas getting back together ? so many questions that kept my heart aching for Ryle. after all, he's a good person who does bad things, he deserves a chance at happiness as well.

    • @eg4514
      @eg4514 2 роки тому

      I felt the same way and still liked Ryle, however he DID get many chances, and his personal problems are not Lily’s problems anymore.

    • @chilling_koala
      @chilling_koala Рік тому

      He is a good person. He just hits his wife

  • @slowlymelanie
    @slowlymelanie 2 роки тому

    This video is aestheticly pleasing

  • @celina1932
    @celina1932 2 роки тому +1

    Your reading vlogs are the best! This books DESTROYED me.

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому

      that means so much! thank you thank you thank you!! ❤️❤️

  • @thecreativeone1832
    @thecreativeone1832 2 роки тому +1

    The ending was so depressing, I wanted her to end up with Ryle. But she did what was best for her. I was really sad about how Ryle turned out

  • @marianariveromendoza4158
    @marianariveromendoza4158 2 роки тому +2

    I literally read the book in 6 ish hours without even noticing until I had 50 pages left, that's when it hit me. I'm so happy with the end tho Lily and Atlas deserve to be together.

  • @kellyzhenn
    @kellyzhenn 2 роки тому

    the way i read it in a day as well amazes me bc you were in my recommendation!

  • @alizaakhtar9630
    @alizaakhtar9630 2 роки тому +1

    Just read this book..and i loved it!! Its painful yet bold and beautifully wriiten.and i love atlas so much..it is fiction but yet realistic..I was sad with what happened to Lily but i always had some doubt when it came to Ryle.so was always rooting for Atlas.i cried man!!

  • @sriyadonepudi1752
    @sriyadonepudi1752 2 роки тому +1

    for me. just understanding the meaning of the title at the end when i finished reading really struck a chord. the story was just so nuanced and complex. im still struggling to process it and its been a week.

  • @natashalouise4601
    @natashalouise4601 2 роки тому +2

    I just finished reading this 4 hours ago and ive been crying none stop. 💔😭

  • @Vale-s08
    @Vale-s08 Рік тому +1

    It ends with us made me sob aggressively. Once the plot began to thicken i just got so hurt its as if I fell in love with the characters and watching everything unwind and the story twist in ways I never imagined made me feel connected to this book and so emotional. I really loved the ending *SPOILERS* At first I thought she was going to get back together with him at the end and got scared but once she said I want a divorce my heart literally floated out of the room and all the heavy scenes with the @b*se just touched me AND THE STUFF SHE SAID TO HIM AT THE END ABT THE DAUGHTER OMG it was overall a great book and I hate that there was a bunch of drama revolving around her this was my first colleen hoover book ever read and i must say I LOVED IT and I will most def starting looking into more. (if anybody has recommendation's please please reply and lmk)

  • @seleneherrera1859
    @seleneherrera1859 2 роки тому +1

    omg your editing style is simply beautiful

  • @seharriaz8051
    @seharriaz8051 2 роки тому +1

    This happened to me..like literally this is one of the most beautiful books I've ever read

  • @milalalalal
    @milalalalal 2 роки тому

    music in this video.. and you.. and this book.. everything is perfect, i think that’s my favourite video in the whole world now

    • @MariaCabral555
      @MariaCabral555  2 роки тому +1

      wow thank you so much! that means a lot 💗

  • @heena5916
    @heena5916 2 роки тому

    just finished this book 2 days back and i am searching same new story to read cant get over this

  • @kittensarelove
    @kittensarelove 11 місяців тому

    It shattered my heart when Lily says “I want a divorce”. I felt bad for Ryle because it was his mental condition and truma, not him as a person neither his intentions nor his lack of love. I felt like crying thinking about how those words felt to a man who’s holding his daughter for the first time, who’s already working on his anger issues, who also wants best for his daughter and at last who agreed to Lily’s decision as he loves her and his daughter so much. You know, the pain, that he’s losing everything because of something he can’t control that came out of his past trauma. Lily got Atlas at last, Lily got Ryle’s love in initial chapters but what about Ryle? He fell in love with her at first place, he tried his best to be a good husband, good father, good brother. As a matter of Fact, he is not TOXIC, it was his fear of losing Lily that leads to his anger lashes in most cases. I feel pity for him. Everything I mentioned, is not an excuse for his behaviour and the times he attacked her and sufferings, both mental and emotional Lily went through but this is the other side of the story. Atlas, at the end got my blessings and appreciation and he deserves the love, his love, he got at last. ❤After all, he worked so hard and waited so long for that. Lily made the right decision as a mother, keeping the light on his childhood.

  • @sizzlinslay
    @sizzlinslay 2 роки тому +1

    aaaaaand i’m crying over this book again

  • @tatenda__
    @tatenda__ 2 роки тому +1

    This was probably the most beautiful book I’ve read I loved atlas so much❤️

  • @slgadgematicbro5401
    @slgadgematicbro5401 2 роки тому

    Order your book now from the link below
    It Ends with Us by Colleen Hoover
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  • @terezyajreag1963
    @terezyajreag1963 Рік тому

    The way he was wearing the onsie and said (nice to meet you Lily 😂)