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After going the this process my theory is when you first meet your twin you have an internal feeling of divine conciseness which gets confused for love of this person which pisses off your higher self so they’re forced to run until you go through full awakening and enlightenment then the divine masculine is magnetically called back to you
Interesting theory!
Spiritual guide from " Hi Vsauce hare" 😂 great video btw
Think I’ve had heart activation, this exactly describes what I’ve experienced, haven’t had kundalini yet, but really looking forwards to it
❤ see you next week!
Yes
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From even before the bubble phase, I have been able to sense my other self's presence which I cannot do with anyone else in the world. I wonder if this is a common thing...
Congrats on 100k! I don’t watch much TF content anymore…. But I still come to check in your stuff every once in while. You’ve really grown as a teacher, and you’ve grown on me too. 🫶
I'm finishing reading the book “The Power of Now” and I've already watched the 3 Samadhi documentaries. This really is changing my whole life. I feel enormous gratitude for you Kurt. I wish I had found your UA-cam channel sooner, because I have been on this twin flame journey for over 8 years, I have gone through many stages of spiritual awakening and only now have I found what I was looking for. I'm from Brazil and my English isn't that good, but I would really like to be able to repay you for your help here with us. Its content freed me from the prison of my mind. Gratitude Kurt, you deserve the world ❤️
Your English is fabulous. ❤
I have been on this pathless path for about nine years, so don't worry about it for you are in the here, and now which all that's matters. I am from Wales and your English is far better than even the English who speak it, half of them don't talk proper English anymore, so good on you.
My TF is from Brazil. Our journey just started last October. Your English is very good!
My absolute favourite was the heart activation sensation, which started happening after 6-8 weeks from the day of meeting my OS and lasted over 7 weeks! I felt sooo much SUPER intense love and felt like being in love and never wanted the feeling to go 😂🥰 I called it 'drunk in love ' 👀♥️✨️
It was very different than anything I’ve ever known. Couldn’t believe it. Magical ✨🌟
@ella2143 divine isn't it 🫶💜✨️
My Kundalini experience was absolutely awful. Im flabbergasted at how so many people find it pleasant. It was like six months of absolute torture. I could barely function as that energy purified my chakras. The kriya was terrible. The strangest thing was that i was one hundred percent protected in the 3D so i was able to go through the difficult process without external stress of having to go out in public. The physical symptoms were insane. I thought i was dying. Ha. So glad to be past that.
What was your symptoms except the pulling feeling.
@@elifyilmaz981 I experienced an increase in body temperature, so I was uncomfortably warm all the time and at night would get overheated which really disrupted my sleep. I also broke out with (seemingly) random rashes but it was always in the area where the energy was clearing. The emotional purging was awful. I bawled my eyes out for six months straight. The kriya/twitching/jerking was debilitating. I felt like I was going to burst out of my skin. I had to meditate for hours and hours a day just to try and function. Symptoms ebbed after six months but continued sporadically for a few months afterwards. I was forced to change my diet as my body completely rejected everything. It was a terrible experience. Had no idea what Kundalini even was. I could feel it working its way through my chakras purifying as it went. Each chakra had slightly different symptoms. When it reached my heart, my chest ached and ached for weeks. Those are just a few of the symptoms I recall.
I, like you, are going through a painful purification process, gradually letting go of my past control. Also protected in 3D so that there is no need to go out. But I have been going on for 16 months and haven't finished yet. I want to ask how to get through this painful process and how it feels when it ends
After my initial dark night of the soul spent a week binge watching twin flame content a
and meditating, twin came back and we were in union, went back to treating like a soul mate and then ran again, basically went through this re separation and reunion cycle like 10 times before realizing that to stay in union have to remember that the source of the addictive energy is really just your soul wanting to connect with divine conciseness and your mind thinks that feeling is from your twin but they just gave you an initial teaser to what enlightenment feels like, when you realize you control that feeling it causes permanent union, just my theory and experience curious if anyone had similar experiences
Good theory
I think it happened. I feel so light all the time. Like i can fly. Feels like i am a feather.
It also feels like i can feel and see people more for who they are. Like i put on differend glasses.
I also feel more Zen. Totaly enlightend. And i Love the feeling! Like all is ok. Even the bad stuf in the world. Nothing can get me!!
Only Love!!!
But still is this parr of the Kundalini?
Hahaha...! During heartactivation I literally thought I was going to explode. Like actually explode. That's how it felt for me. Good luck everybody. This is a beautiful journey ❤
Thank you for these insights!! I think I had Kundalini after our extremely intense intimate (physical) connection. And no, it wasn't a regular orgasm, it was a paralysing tingling pulling energy in my spine for like 20 minutes. I went to a kind of trance, he fell asleep but his breath became accelerated again and it seems we both relived our sexual encounter again. I just kept repeating wtf is this? I think it was the best sex of my life but that energy stuff is real. The feelings around the heart, plus every time he said something hurtful I felt a PHYSICAL pain in my solar plexus. The radiance I maybe don't see it but I feel it I always know when is he coming or going, and some things I just know. When we touch each other (and we pretty much cannot keep our hands off each other) it is warming and electric! Since we live practically together, I started looking more similar to him (we are already physically similar even if we are from 2 various continents). And we have a strikingly similar life story with corresponding years for some events.. it freaks me out..
I get that many twin flames don't have the same experience. But how many do? Mine told me about The Power of Now, knew what I was sick with just by looking at me, he effects lights and batteries. We both know when the other one is going through big suffering. We both are physically drawn in the direction of the other. We talk about the energetic connection to the world around us. I am not sure if he has had the Kundalini Awakening, as once I had mine the running shoes went on, that was not a pleasant experience the first time around. We have both been the chaser and the runner.
I think it’s safe to call the heart feeling (activation) ecstasy in its most natural form.
Thanks for this video. I was confused as to why I am currently so high, having all these sensations and people gravitating towards me, and my TF keeping a watch on me
I want my twin to awaken..why would I not want them to know the joy to be uncovered?
If you WANT your twin or anything for them to experience you're not on the "right way" I guess. They're you but one of your past lives. If you're awakening now do you think they will awaken in their lifetime - while spiritually far behind you? No, it's not likely. 😉 This journey is only about you remembering who you really are. Nothing more or less. That "has to be" the goal.
yeah i was in love in guy when in collage and that energy was strong and we had classes together and we were not talking anymore as he dated other girl - and i was not sure of that then but he was often sitting in front of me or next but the walk way beetween and staring at me and i stared at him- then one time I had such feeling like u describe- that it felt like the beam of energy goes thru me thru body i guess spine but maybe also more front and center parts of body and it was like going up to the sky and I didnt understood it then why i feel this energy beside unconditional love and also i had dream that we met in some other life. Well he married that girl and i saw him on fb but when I sent him friends request he not even add me and whenether i wrote him something or thru text he ignored it. He still married and wants more kids with her. So my kundalini i guess maybe not important to him lol.
That explains why I felt like I was struck by lightning the first time I made eye contact with that person. It was honestly scary. I initially wanted to run because of the intensity
The initial eye contact is incredible!! I felt immense love in his eyes. No one has ever looked at me that way. Then the whole chaser runner thing happened...and yeah here we are. 😅
I had the 5 strange things happened to me... the most unpleasant is heart activation... super intense. On the day I had my Kundulini awaken, the same day my TF had high body temp 🔥 too. And we were reunion😊 now... and my TF is 11 yrs old younger than me☺️
Unbelievable process.
Continue to be in the "being". Self-love & self care.
Kurt, you are awesome❤.
Imagine what your otherself was witnessing a person older than him obsessing and wanting to fk 😂
Sometimes my kundalini will start to awaken in front of him and idk how to tell him because he has a more closed off personality as opposed to me who is open. Is it common for twin flames to be opposites? He is action, I am inaction? I love to cuddle, he loves to conquer?
I see yellow light with my twin. Even ghost like energy coming off her and touches me.
Something big is going to happen in October I’m not sure what. Anyone else feeling that?
Wouldn't surprise me. Whenever the Nefarious Ones" want to steal an election they stage some big fake event.
@@NewWorldAllstar Kurt i got some spam from a poser saying they were you on another post I made
@@NewWorldAllstar I wish more people understood all of that.
It is Jewish new year.
😂😂me too i feel I m with him close between us no space
I have experienced all of them , the insane energy pulling us together and we don’t want to let go of each outher can’t get enough and then the insane separation and then comes back and apologized and then separates again! And I have been seeing all the sequences of numbers all the time every day all day and the the obsession of thinking driving myself crazy until I took control and focused on me and let go as I’m well aware of resist persist and I do my beast to understand what my twin is going through so I let go so they can go through whatever they need to deal with and I have intense intuition and felt that right away didn’t know the name of what it was but knew this is something different big time ! So here I am waiting and bring patient but it hurts yucky !😢 yeah that heavy load of love we were both feeling scared him and overwhelmed him and he told me when he came back the first time and apologized! Even for me I never felt love so fast so intense so fast but it’s do beautiful ❤
Your kundalini is showing xD imma say that from now on!
I felt that pull at the beginning Kurt. I was scared to death of what was happening. I'm married to my sweet soulmate and while laying beside him at night I felt like I was literally being pulled away from him. I held onto my soulmate and begged spirit to not let me separate from him. A month or so later I went through the dark night. My life has never been the same. I feel like I'm not the same person. That old me is gone. I've done the painful work over the years. In separation atm but not for long. I got this now. I let go of control. Whatever is meant to be will be. I feel at peace and in harmony. It's frikken beautiful!!! Thank you Kurt...you're awesome!! ❤ Bless you 🙌
Me n mine have going back n forth since 2019. Dec 2019 is when I met her. She is the masculine I'm the feminine 110%. She was the runner. Everything you said would happen did happen. The ghosting blocking then the obsessive thinking. Dude I shut down for over a yr n half because of her. Thought about her day night for over a yr n half all Day Night. Well when I slowed down with it she came back... that made the 4th time. Well we got married in april... and we are now pregnant we are having twins.... they are due around her bday... I'm a cancer... july 18th 1987 she is a Aquarius feb 15th 1987... we have the same the souls path number ect ect its wild experience. And where best friends on top of everything.
Yes, I experienced overwhelming emotions of love and the shocking power rush through my body, but now I am experiencing a come-and-go ticklish feeling to the right side of my face, ear, and neck that varies in intensity and has been going on for three days now. What's that?
Kurt, can you please talk about the sex twinflames can have telepatically, even if they are not together. Or is that what you call the weird energy shit or twinflame kundalini?
I remember now, before my DM start to run, he texted me that I am high vibrating even we both aren't spiritual after that i found twinflames
Any chance you can have Kundalini in your sleep? I was listening to, probably this video and I dreamed I was having Kundalini.
Can be 3 of "us" in this life time? me + other 3 body = 4 , like a cirkel split in two or 4
I feel dizziness sometime I had to sit and let that go away is that the sign ?
Waves and vibrations rose throughout my body and it was very pleasant. This lasted 2-3 weeks during the period when I took my focus away from other self and meditated intensively 😊
All this weird and intense stuff was happening and we kept acting like it wasnt happening... The pulling energy, intense eye staring ,we kept merging..then trying to act normal.
Hey I have a question- so I’ve reached a point in my journey where I don’t gaf about what happens with her anymore and have been pretty damn happy and feeling content and fulfilled and wish nothing but love and the best for her.
Here’s the question- I still want a loving divine relationship (well “relationship”, you know Eckhart says not to have a relationship with yourself) and am very open to the idea of being with a soulmate instead, but something is telling me she is gonna come back; it’s just a knowing, not an expectation. I actively meditate every morning and night doing visualizations but I don’t do visualizations for an sp or anything because if I do a visualization for love, she shows up in my mind. Should I not be resisting that and just allowing it to happen? I just know we are polarized at the mind so I don’t want my mind to be visualizing her but I still love my meditations and want to be able to visualize a beautiful union with someone special. Thank you for any advice 🙏
I think this video was really one of the better moments when I "sat" with the Kundalini energy that is happening to me right now, and that happened to me before... At the moment I feel it very moderately, and it has been going on for days already... However, I had and experiences of such strong energy from my heart that I literally felt it like a forest fire in my chest... At first I thought that my mind would tell me who knows what in an attempt to "solve" and calm that fire, but it didn't ... I was completely present, without thought and allowed that burning feeling of love to the sky until the energy itself stopped... I don't think anyone who has experienced such experiences can understand the best of what is being said here... Thank you as and always for quality video, it meant to me in terms of additional energy balance 🥰
I am already my twin flame. They and me are same soul. There is nothing to attract toe, because they are me.
I go between periods of intense longing to feeling like I’m ok with the distance between us. One time I was longing for him so bad and he walked through the door to come talk to me. It was crazy timing. My feelings are confusing me because in the past a crush had me crying and heartbroken over someone for 3+ years. I feel like if we ended up together it could be the best thing that ever happened to me however if we don’t I’m ok with that too. This is abnormal as I usually don’t respond to love in this way. I’m confused if he is a twin flame or not?
Kurt can u make a video on akashic records if it is real
I have awakened in March 2023. And I had moments of experiencing myself as the true self;I also had inner peace. And took the focus off my TF,I have the obsessive thinking and ect. But still didn’t have Kundalini. Or any other energy sensations,does that mean he is not my TF??🥴🤔
Do you think one variation of the heart activation could be felt as your entire body filling up with pure love, sooo much love, and then all of a sudden you know that's what love is?
Im ready to let go of this. Whatever im supposed to be, i want to be that so i can stop hurting
Practice being present…put everything else down and be present (exactly what Kurt would tell you)
hey Kurt. in my experience, i met someone similar to a twinflame but really wasn't. I experienced all of the woowoo tell tale signs. when we broke up, i decided to take spirituality more seriously and focus on it as a means of distracting myself rather than facing the breakup. I came across the Ra material and this was my spiritual catalyst for my kundalini awakening. after being hospitalized and going through treatment for "a manic episode" as my family saw it to be, i eventually stabalized and continued my education elsewhere, where i met what i believe to be my genuine twin flame. much more stability and synchronized thinking and much more trauma work to do. I believe kundalini can be caused by many things, even a "false twin" as it may seem. according to the Ra material, dual activated entities pioneer 4th density here on Earth which is akin to the way people who have experienced kundalini and people on the teinflame journey are pioneers for others because of the learning they go through. much love Kurt ❤
I always feel a pressure on my chest like I have my computer or something like that on me , every time I get up or move it stays
My twin and I met in class, so in lectures every time I have my kundalini creeping up my spine my twin sharp focuses on me. So when this energy is on, he’s sharp-sexually -intensely focused on me… it’s as if I control him like a puppet 😅 ❤
May I have, please the link to the samadhi part 1 maya the illusion of the self
ua-cam.com/video/Bw9zSMsKcwk/v-deo.htmlsi=eRbQpjXUluEsoAWj
I’ve been going through this for the last three months. From root to crown now. My chakras are fully activated and I’m focusing on my purpose fully and have withdrawn from my DM. It’s so beautiful
I feel so healed
I saw a blue flash and I felt them and then the crazy tingly twisting feeling shot through my spine and head 😳😊
I’m at the stage where I really don’t care if she shows up or not… thank you 🙏 Kurt and Brittany 🥰
I knew it!! I knew I had done this before!!!! It’s been too easy to figure but harder to embody..and practice
🎉❤
I still do not understand if the heart activation & feeling intense love is part of kundalini or something entirely on its own? Is kundalini always so intense or extra that you remember? It's been two years since the 'big bang' (separation) that I felt coming not understanding but knowing it, what if kundalini was very subtle? Or am I just lying to myself then? I had all the other signs (from 5 signs you met your true twinflame) + the heart activation, feeling intense love. For me the spiritual awakening was very obvious though, and painful with the dark night of the soul.
Kurt, I just want to be thorough and honest with myself here. I can't expect it, but your advice and clarity would help me a LOT.
He is just always there (in the background) and I'm okay with that, recently I have had more and more flashes when it feels like I'm seeing/moving from his perspective in MY body, as in it feels like I KNOW what it's like to be in his body and EXPERIENCING we're energetically THE SAME?!, I can't explain it, IT'S SUPER WEIRD, but at the same time I don't find it weird?
Does kundalini rising happens in meditation or unexpectedly?
it can happen at any time
13:39 right that sucks the most intense feeling ever it started in my solar plexus. He lit up my chakra and now it’s in my heart and head. That’s how I ended up looking up twin flame 🔥
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Can twinflames get having children together? 💖
Of course, we have two bodies... 😉
I do. 😇
Man you do not know how I was thinking I was driving crazy, this was the craziest thing that has ever happened to me my goodness,when we met on this dating app and I started obssesing with him. I was going crazy really nuts I just considered taking a visit to the psiquiatrist.We met on college, then we met again and again then the last time I was like wait there is something going on.I can see it on his eyes is like it is home. Then it was the most shitty and confusing shit on this world. I started being like fuck what the hell is going on with me I tought he put a spell on me and I drove crazy for him on one night I started feeling the pulling energy and fuck I was like what is going on is he doing black magic on me. Then I started feeling my hearth was exploding man I was like I will die I need to get a doctor ASAP and then this fucking crazy obssesion became worst it was like I was magnetized to him and I needed to stop it I read some things about twin flmes but I tought I was losing my mind. Man this is the shtty stuff Ive been tru but now I understand what is going on thanks to god to put on me on your channel.If it was not for today I will just blocked him for eternity
I’m really trying to figure out if the girl in my life is my twin flame. I have all the signs. It ended in a nature that one could call catastrophic. People tell me I should let go, but I literally cannot. I feel like it has Taken over my life. The synchronicity surrounding this relationship is off the charts. Before we connected, I was in a bond with a devilish karmic from hell, surrounded by synchronicity of its own. In one fell swoop, this evil siren of a woman destroyed everything, obliterating the connection with the person I love. It’s all quite a story. One for the record books,almost like a movie, full of romance, comedy, and terror. I fear that she may not even survive, given the traumatic circumstances of everything, and I don’t know what to do about that. I know in my heart what I need to do for her to come back, if she is indeed my twin flame, but what happens when your twin flame doesn’t even live to see union? Am I permanently left with that void? 🥺
Hi Kurt! A few days ago I had a weird experience. I was talking to my friend at a party and I could feel this energy bubble wanting to push onto him. He's not my otherself, for sure. More of a soul mate and for the past 2 days my energy is wanting to go to him. I'm just curious to know why that is happening.
I wasn’t going to comment but the moment you mention Jesus lol but Mary Magdalene and Jesus are twinflames! Thats what the heart represents! The glowing from both of them are the energy force that we experience as in divine/ chakra/ kundalini. When I felt my intense heart pull it caused me to get fired because I ran to an cardiologist on my unit that was across me and I screamed lol mines was TOO STRONG and everyone saw and I was sent to an psychologist and a funny thing is the guy that I went to see was a Buddhist. lol nice try 😂😂😂 I had eco gram and I saw many drs I knew because I thought I was going insane lol but I walked out. But anyway everything you said is correct
I gave you a little shoutout on my channel. Thank you for helping us ✨
I keep on wondering when this kundalini happens as I think I am slowly coming out of my dark night?
He reached out a few times but it is like something inside is blocking me from replying 🤷🏻♀️
Yep, I have definitely experienced the weird, cool energy shit 😎 though, when I first had my awakening I began to remember a past life, only because of my other self who is also a past self of me, huh? I wonder, if this has happened to others but it is interesting maybe, there's is a reason why I do although, it is intense and the visions I have been having lately has been awesome yet at same time like a absolute mad, sugar rush.
I will admit, I have also noticed that my skill in writing and poetry has definitely excelled more so, after my awakening which is amazing looking back on it all.
Thank you!❤
Could you tell me what does that mean when I have vibration below my feet for a week, till now? On the TF journey
Omgoodness I just did human design Saturday, I'm a manifester.
Firstly, I'd like to thank Kurt for your videos, I followed all your instructions on what to watch and what to read. The untethered soul by Michael Singer's was really mind-blowing. I can say I detached somehow from my other self and also got Kundalini . I listened to other audiobook by Michael Singer about Spirituality ua-cam.com/video/7DYPhSTbmY8/v-deo.htmlsi=1toRVM8tW4p3QbbB
I want you to try this if you are walking on this journey the same as me. Right now, after listening to this, my heart is full of love that doesn't depend on anyone ❣️ (don't know how to express it )😂. Want to be present all the time! At the same time, I don't need any validations, begging love from others. I think it aligns with what Kurt says ''You just need to focus on your soul, consciousness". And I changed my lifestyle as well. That's what it is. 🤩🤩🤩 Danke Schön ❤❤❤
This was very insightful, Kurt, thank you. I’m intrigued by Human Design and will probably get a reading done on this to discover more about myself. 😇💗
Hi Kurt How are you? 🙂
I'm doing great, thank you for asking! :-)
Hi Kurt! Thank you for your teaching. I’m not sure I have experienced Kundalini, but I have a lot of different energy sensations. I did reading of mantras, yoga and a bunch of different practices. Remember yourself as a focus, like you are the source of love and everything is happening for you, it’s a very deep insight!
I enlighten him to spirituality.
If they’re much younger than you then are they your past life or are you theirs?
I just went through this a few months ago. Also, I thought it was just me that I can hear other people's conversations
I have are problem with numbness face and kunderlini activation, is there any order to happen.I feel something happen in my body like a thorns sting inside the body or more like tingling and sometimes feel a pressure in my forehead but still I haven't face numbness face
Thanks for the video!! I was waiting for the in-depth kundalini explanation from you!
AUM ✨🌸⚡🔥
I have myself convinced that I have not have a kundalini awakening, but looking back, I"m wondering if at the time, I had no idea what was happening. Lately, I'm trying to tell myself, I didn't have a kundalini awakening, so he can't be my twin flame.... but everything thing else you talk about is so spot on. I know this is the doubt part too, but maybe I'm trying to convince myself so I can just walk away from it all.
that said, i have constant tingling in my third eye so....
Happened with me, initially.. yes, it was around my torso.
Yes! When i had my heart activation it was amazing ❤
For me it was vey painful when it started. I could feel it like energy hiting my closed chackras and it hurt a lot in my plexus area. It was like I was being punched in my plexus over and over again. In some time I realised that I get this punch in my plexus every time I have a negative thought about mysel. Like for example if a thought like I'm not worthy or I am incompetent or something else negative about myself came over my mind I got this big pain and it went away when I let go of that thought or when I turned it around to I am worthy I am great... this pain went on all the time my TF was around so about 8 weeks I guess. I also had a sensation like my brain was flying and it made it tremble inside my head. This was only one night for about 10 minuts or so. Also my heart was racing at night so fast I was afraid maybe I will not survive. I also figure out how to make that stop. Than there was a sensation in my ears chackras 😮 and in my shoulders. Yes there are chackras there too. 😂 when all of them cleared the smoother kundalini rising began which was not painful but it was waking me up at night. Very intensive. I still have it after a year and a half but now I feal it only rising from my heart to my crown.
The pull for me felt more like a big magnet and I could hear a zooming sound when I was near my TF. This does not happen anymore when we are close. We live far apart but it all the time feels like we are together. It would be nice to hear about different telepathic experience also. Can you please make a video on that? ❤
Everytime I have any negative thoughts either in general or about myself I get sick in the guts . It never used to be like that I used to habitually live in hell but nowadays it's very different.
Truth , exactly that.
Thank you Kurt🥰🥰🥰
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UhHas kundaling 2 yrs ago lasted eight months went up my back into the back of the brain and third eye after a while went in my left side knee Felt pain. Felt stiffness in the neck shoulders during this time for eight months Felt blissful energy's loving energy when left Felt negative energys. Still feel the energy in spirals and 8 side to side while meditating now not as intense as the first time a little bit easier to manage now and found out that my goddess she is my grandmother im mostly in the remembering stages every time go though an awakening been though several awakenings in the last two yrs of having a kundaling awakening remember something about myself of who i am everytime that I am having awakening feels more like you're having an ego death every time you experience an awakening. Feel like you dying. My other self is 28 yrs younger and live in the other side of the world so feel I am just met to awaken not be with my TF and really don't feel that intense love anymore or longing to be with him anymore. Have no preference if he comes or goes now. Just doing the journey for me