Here is my twin flame journey: 2 months of bliss followed by over a year so far of obsessive thinking, not being able to eat or sleep, bursts of anger, suicidal thoughts, extreme spiritual/religious awakening, seeing signs non stop, and literal hell. It’s not a cake walk. I finally after 1.5 years realize this is a return to self, spiritual journey. If you think this is a romantic connection and you haven’t gone through crazy pain it’s probably a soul mate and not a twin flame.
I was going to the same I was going to the same hell and it was a karmic partner! It took me 3,5 years to let him go… but all you describe I experienced! After I let him go, 2 week later i met my twin flame… by the first meeting I recognized him… after that 2 dates and now 4,5 month separation! Sometimes I see him, but he feels not comfortable… Now I’m in a good way but sometimes I cand believe, 4 years transformation!!!! Good bless you ❤️
Everyone thinks I’m f*%*ing insane. This is like nothing I’ve ever experienced. It’s everything you just said verbatim. They’re throwing NPD support groups at me. It AIN’T that. I just KNOW. Thank you for this.
@@HappyHeart16 my heart feels for you. It’s incredibly painful. The worst of it for me lasted almost 6 months. I just now came across these videos and FINALLY this makes sense. Trying to explain to others only landed me in a state of more confusion, and it made me feel as if something was wrong with me, which then made me question my sanity. It’s amazing how every single thing Kurt talks about is exactly what’s happened/is happening. I decided yesterday to sign up for this course as it seems I was meant to be pointed in this direction. Thank you for reminding me I’m not alone. I’m sending all the best energy your way 🙏🏻💫
My friend of 30 years called me delusional and said I needed medication and a psychiatrist. She then blocked me. She said it was unhealthy, toxic, and it has completely taken over my life. She said me crying constantly every single day over someone that doesn’t communicate consistently with me is obsessive. Said that I should just get over it and move on. Trying to explain this to someone who is not on this journey is a waste of time. You are not insane. Neither am I even though it feels like we are going insane. No one enjoys going on this journey because it is painful and awful and it feels like we don’t have any control over any of this. I would love more than anything to have a normal life where I can focus on my job and not another person constantly. I don’t think I’m alone in this. 💚
Going thru it right now, two months ago I thought I was finally letting go and it was getting easier, then out of nowhere I’m hit with the emotions like our separation just happened again and I ran into him that week after not seeing him anywhere for months. We only dated two months but its unlike any other connection i’ve had and I’ve felt insane for it feeling this intense. Only just learning about TF now.
This is real!! I went through it five years ago, I remember, feeling doubt, I remember, thinking I was crazy, the obsessive thoughts were insane!, Kundalini, weird stuff, all of it! My twin and I actually look like twin brother and sister, it’s crazy my friends thought he was my brother when we first met! It’s a process, it took a long time for me to realize that the journey was a journey to self, to actually let go of the apparent other! But it’s the best thing that will ever happen for you, the miracles that happen in your life, the manifesting! I’m so glad that I found Kurt right after my apparent twin and I physically separated. I don’t know what I would’ve done without his guidance! My life Has changed almost on every level, like he said, toxic relationships fall away, without drama, and you manifest new People in your life, who you resonate with, family relationships get better, financially, my life is great. I can’t imagine going back to the life I had before, even with my twin! ❤️ it’ll all be ok!
My twin, who I don't believe knows we're twins, literally told me years ago "we have the same eyes" and "you're the female version of me" I didn't know about TFs when he said this stuff. Since I've realized this journey after the constant synchronicities. HOLY COW, you feel crazy, but, you can't make this shit up.
Mine told me the exact same thing.."I'm the female version of him," also "that we're the same, maybe we're twins." Before either of us even knowing about twin flames. 😂😂😂 It's hilarious 😆
Exactly what I'm feeling. I first met her September 24 2024. And when we locked eyes for 3 secs at work I knew it was her. We both were wearing black V neck fitted shirt and blue pants and black with a touch of white sneakers and its like everything is in sync and I'm so distracted as fuck but I love her already. I don't know where this is going and tomorrow marks the 4th week since I 1st met her but I don't want this feeling to go cos I can imagine hugging her in my bed and spending tge rest of my life with her. She is so nice and we had to eat together twice since I first saw her and tgose was the best moments of my life TBH.
That's how it happened with my twin flame and I it was the eyes for him and me we both connected the eyes can't really explain it but we know it was the eyes
He’s told me it was my eyes and smile that attracted him. We were in similar circles online but he was talking to my friend. I would look at his profile a time or two like, he looks familiar, but he can’t, he lives nowhere near here!!! Then one day he messaged me out of the blue and that was it! The roller coaster began!!!
Never experienced the break up because we never got romantic I just know and still went through the obsessive thinking til I finally broke after 4yrs of it and said ENOUGH and surrendered vs constantly wondering if we will ever be together at this point I don’t even care it’s about me not romance it’s got to be one of the most INSANE things I’ve gone through though 😂 the dreams too he’s a frequent visitor in my dreams every couple months there he is when I was in so much doubt I had a dream of him telling me I’m right about what I know in the soul just chill out be patient 😂
Our eyes are identical, even the same color. We have other facial similarities We giggle the same. We walk the same. Our hands look the same only his are much bigger and manly. Our hair color the same except I color mine. He has two boys, as do I about the same age. The funny thing is, I had wanted 4 children but only had two. So, with his that makes 4. I grew up as a farm kid and dreamt I would marry a farmer, I never did but my OS is a farmer... I could go on and on. This TF journey is insane, until you inner-stand the journey. We both have had a lot of trauma in our lives. He through is actions has shown me things I have needed to heal from. We did the runner chaser dance for 5 1/2 years. He is running again and I am just letting him. I am in a much more balanced place with ne. Just enjoying the peace and calm. A much needed break.
OMG the overthinking...it's ridiculous. I can't function but then on the flip side I feel stronger, my charkas are aligning, my heart chakra burns and tingles...this is fuckin nuts! I go back and forth is he real? Is this real? Then something inside me gets peaceful and I hear "yes"...no appetite, feel anxious. Lots of changes. We spent almost a month of the most intense interaction I've ever experienced. Sheesh...this shit lol thanks for all you do to help us understand!!
I relate to you so much, it's so difficult to explain it. If you agree I'd say having another twinflame who knows what's happening cuz they too are going through it will help keep the other from treading too deep into the doubtful waters. Idk where to find such a soul but if you trust yourself to be a true tf then I hope we can just talk. If it's alright with you.
I was terrified of the relationship because I loved her beyond sense. And mentally I thought I mastered “self love” and releasing being broken hearted etc. and in soul maté relationships this worked, but with her? Nothing made sense and all my coping didn’t work. I was fucking sick so I came on UA-cam until I found your videos😂😂😂😂
“The running shit” 😂 I’m so glad I was aware of this once it started. I did some brainspotting to help with detaching myself so it wouldn’t hurt me as much and that has helped me so much during this process. ✨🙏❤️✨
EVERYTHING you say has happened, this all totally relates to me 💯SOOOO VERY TRUE. I can't work, I'm running out of money, I'm going to lose my house and everything I own and my life is falling apart. Having a TF is the hardest thing I have ever been through in my life, I'm surprised I haven't ended up in the mental ward yet but I'm a little stronger than I used to be. No body that I know understands or believes me, everyone thinks I'm just nuts. They've never heard of a TF and don't believe in it, my TF doesn't even believe it either, he thinks I have put some kind of spell on him. I hope I can get my life straightened out and get a job before I lose my house and everything I own. Thank you for this video - you're an angel 🙏❤❤❤
You are so right about this being a whole entirely different kind of break up. I have never experienced anything like this before. I hope I never experienced or go through anything like this ever again. No bueno!
Getting teary-eyed as you explain how it was when you separated cause I can relate. I remember crying so much I thought I'd suffocate. I really felt very depressed for a couple of months and to make it worse I had a new born baby "our second child". I remember wishing I'dbe in an accident or hospitalized just to see if that would make him "come back". I did the whole cyber stalking thing, with the hope that I'dfind something that would make sense of it all but nothing made sense anymore, even food didn't taste the same anymore, it's 5 years later and we still separated. I've even tried dating after but everything takes me back to us 😢.
Love this video!!! Just exactly with the FS in there...😂😂😂😂...but its soooooo mental!!!!! And the worst is you feel everything...and your twin flame doesn't feel a thing like you...but they feel other shit...but they don't believe it when you tell them!!! And all the work is on you.....and at times you just scream to the universe "Fuck this"!!!!! But then you get up slowly again....and face onother day....😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨
I met my TF over two years ago at a Metallica concert in Vegas through a former mutual friend. He lives in LA, and I live in Southern Utah. We exchanged social media and started conversing that way. I was married at the time. We obviously bonded over music, but I also realized he has the same sarcastic sense of humor as me. His mannerisms are very similar to mine. Not sure if it makes a difference, but he is left-handed, and I'm right-handed. He's Mexican, and I'm Caucasian. Yes, I did the eye test, and when I combined his picture with mine, it was my face and his face. I was creeped out. We always felt very comfortable around each other. I used to think it was eerie, but now I know why. Our friends thought it was weird, too. During the first leg of the Metallica tour, my TF and I along with a couple of other friends. We started the bubble phase last year (yes, I was still married, but I had been thinking about divorcing my ex on and off for four years). I asked for a divorce during the bubble phase. I traveled to LA when I could. Our friends soon turned their backs on us after the Metallica Detroit shows. One friend said some horrible things about me, and that's when he ran for the first time. That's when I started my ego death. Major pains in my heart, my stomach was in knots all the time, I couldn't eat, I lost about 15 pounds. I started looking into trying to get him to come back with spells and relationship advice, which worked for a while. He came back, and we were together again for about 8-9 weeks, but he ran again in April when work became too stressful for him. This time, I spiraled out of control. I cried amd cried. I started getting weird sensations in my sacral chakra. I have list an additional 20 pounds. I lost my job, got divorced, and lost friends. My circle of friends is a lot smaller these days, but they love and support me. I've been searching for answers myself, started getting into tarot, and realized my intuition was stronger. After yelling at my TF for the Hell I've been through, I found this video. I've known for a while that my TF is my TF, but this was confirmation. I have consumed much of Kurt's content, watched Samadhi, started meditating, and bought the Power of Now. I should also say that I will be starting a new job soon, and my finances have been improving. I finally feel better! I have been looking for my ideal partner for years, and I realized it was me the whole time. So, here's to doing the soul work. If he comes back, it doesn't really matter because he is me. I am him. He's already with me because we have the same soul. Hoping to start coaching soon once finances improve ❤
You’re so right! I’ve been with my husband for 26 years and when he died I felt pain. But nothing like the pain I feel since I’ve been in this dark night of the soul! The thinking is insane and the love is like I’ve never felt before! It’s crazy. And I feel he’s feeling this too… why can’t this be easy? 😊 I now wish I’d never found him on Tinder 😂😂
Thankyou for giving me the clarity i need . The last five years has been ridiculous. I am in the awakening stage now and finally feeling lighter. Blessings to you and your podcast, we need your wisdom😊
I'm speechless, Thank you for this video. I'm so glad I stumbled upon this video. My twin flame passed away 6/3/22 what now???? I miss him terribly BUT I'm stronger than ever because of everything we went thru. My heart will never be the same I'm sure
24 hrs no tarot and deleted love reading channels. within that time, i feel better. but it was addicting. i'm gonna still keep it up. my feelings have changed. its weird
I found this video in April last year when I had the 2nd separation with the person whom I didn’t understand my connection with him but only knew it was not the usual connections. Honestly, I found this video to be frustrating back then because I was emotional, obsessive with the idea of needing to figure it out, and very impatient. I found your video again today and things made so much sense to me. I just went through the 3rd separation with this same person but I am not crushed or needing to get him back. I’ve come to a realization that if he is or is not my TF, I’ve grown spiritually over the past years since I met him. I’ve gained freedom from anxiety and found peace and love from within. But of course, I still have this curiosity of wondering if he is my TF for real. I’m going to handle this TF journey like a science experiment by continuing to gain my spiritual balance and see from there. Thanks again for the videos!
I had it all except the crying.. I know immediately that I had spiritual awakening. I actually couldn’t cry but I was like fleeting. The obsessive thinking ran till 7-8 mos, I was addicted to watching videos of manifestations and stuffs just to get out of obsessive thinking. It helped though, there was a constant push and pull, he started messaging and back, and pulls away, it’s a cat and mouse game, till I decided to embrace it once and for all.. Then I found this channel. I actually can say that I am awakened, but probably not fully. When I looked back at it now, damned the ego death was the one that’s so painful at all, it’s like a stab wound but bleeding inside.
He and I would say the same things at the same exact time. I would know when he was going to text me prior to him texting me. He and I could feel each other's energies, even though we were 1200 miles apart. I knew something was different after he ended things because I couldn’t stop thinking about him constantly 24/7. I definitely experienced DNOTS. It was hell and then more hell. I would see his name EVERYWHERE all day every day. I constantly saw angel numbers. Then I had a kundalini awakening on 4/11/24. Suffice it to say, he is definitely my twin flame. 😊 Thank you for these videos and the insight and the accurate information.
Absolutely BRILLIANT video, Kurt. This was so relatable and made me laugh. All the signs resonated! ❤ Thank you for also bringing up the sign about the doubting! I noticed i have been triggered a bit before from your videos because you don’t mention much about the twin flames ending up together in the end, but now i also see why you don’t focus on that part too much, because people tend to confuse the term soul mate and twin flame. And it sure is annoying when people describe the twin flame journey as «lovey dovey» and «they feel like home!» because the are clearly leaving out that the journey is PAINFUL AF (especially in the beginning).
I'm so glad I'm not alone going through this (shit/bliss) 💔🌹❤️😓 My Heart is Breaking Open - no mercy. Just a roller coaster of emotions, mindfucks, thinking I've lost my mind, bliss, unconditional love, ethereal connection, anger, frustration, forgiveness and acceptance. I feel both extreme frustration and deep gratitude. Aaaarggh! 😖🤬😫 And Thank You ❤️🙏😇
I wasn’t even dating the person. We worked together for a year before all the craziness started. He is married and for me was absolutely a no go in the beginning. But it started very suddenly I didn’t realized how and when and I found myself in a middle of all the mess and pain you describe.
Well damn. Great explanation. I laughed. I cried. Kind of like in this TF journey. 😂 It clicked for me that he is my TF when the extreme obsessive thoughts were that "I want to absorb him, I want to be him"! 😲 🤯 Thank you! All 5 signs 🎯
ok watching this video clarified a lot for me. Definitely in a Twin Flame situation. The obsessive thinking, emotional turmoil, the doubt, the knowing... and I met him just as I started my accession journey. will do my research from the content you provided and will reach out about further coaching.
OMG! I just compared our eyes and face It is striking on the screen AND we are interratial! Well Kurt, I choose your program!!! Also, thank you to not ask for an insane amont of money for It. ❤
Oh god, Kurt. I do have all these symptoms… even heartache, these numbers, daily!! I thought about his eyes, „wow, his eyes are so special.“ and now you talk about it😆 Also we met in nature in nowhere, and came in the same moments from two different city’s to met at the same second with our cars at the same street to drive together to the same point. Now we are separated. I could not hold on. He is back together with his ON OFF and told me, without feelings, that he is loving her. He sticks in his ego. Especially cause of financial and status but he told me he aldehyde wanted to be a shepherd… and now quess who is having a collie dog and lives with nature? Yes, ME
Wow, this is a good video. Not many people "get" what this is like. My TF and I teleported together, so talk about metaphysical! As for dark night of the soul, I've spent the bulk of my life in a dark night of the soul. When he left it was dark night of the soul #99! Did lose the job, had to move and start all over. Definitely felt physical pain! Heart hurt really bad at the end of every date when we said goodbye. Not sure about the spiritual awakening. I think he had one but I had already awakened early in my life. Once he left, though? I got ripped to shreds. Talk about an ego death! The relationship went from heaven and blissful to total hell! Your video seems like a better one than others I've seen. It has been 8 and a half years since the breakup and I still am heartbroken. But I must carry on!
I haven't compared our eyes on a photo yet (I'm gonna do it 😄) but what's interesting: my TF looks sooo similar to my younger half-brother. Still after 1 year I can get lost in his gaze and I wonder how familiar he is to me. The form of his eyes, how he's staring at me, how I can read from them. Like I was looking into the depths of a strange ocean - that I know so well.... They're really magnetizing me. Thanks for mentioning this, Kurt, it's so amazing!
You're giving a whole new meaning to my journey. Thank you. All signs resonate. Had a roller coaster ride of 2 months and then I ended up in an ashram because of the dark night of the soul I went through as we separated and then a massive spiritual journey. And now I feel whole within myself
20:02 I didn’t even have a date just meeting for the first time in Nov 2022 and phone chatting with him for few weeks . … he attempted to ghost me . 6 months after an misunderstanding argument we stopped talking completely. Found Kurt’s video after 2-3 months of tarot reading, DF and FM , incidentally come upon tf videos… I start watching satori and reading Bible and power of now. So here I am fast forward March 2024 still thinking of him off and on every few days and/ or having some sort of telepathy or energy exchange with him 😬. Just focusing working on myself and priorities and my spiritual journey /awakenings again .
In this lifetime I was fortunate enough to actually be born a biological identical twin. When I found my twin flame the first thing I noticed was his laugh was like mine but his smile was like my sister's :) ❤ however, my identical twin doesn't have a gap between her front teeth and I do, like our mom, but so does my twin flame 😆 he has brown eyes where my biological twin and I have blue but if you put the 3 of us together you would swear we were triplets :) ❤ ❤ ❤
I was convinced the person is my twin until you motioned the eyes. But i have really never paid that much attention. The obsession thinking has gone on for over a year and im just now able to go 3 days in a row without thinking about him. The sleepless nights are starting back up again for some reason
Question… did you get psychic like abilities after meeting your twin flame and spiritual awakening ? Because I did and I don’t know how to feel about it 😅
About the eye ..i dont know if they're similar but there's something so deep and a strong magnetic pull...like i literally get goosebumps when i remember his eyes and the way they look at me...and this person m talking about re entered after 13 yrs mind you...ok..its been 13yrs but those eyes just doesn't stop looking at me,its like everytime,everywhere i go...it follows...
The first 14 years of our relationship were definitely a struggle, and recently going through the dark night of the soul at the same time wasn't great. (Still are) 😂 The mutual growth was worth it though. It's definitely a hard fought battle but a worthy one. The doubt was horrible, but the synchronicities have always showed us the right path. I really think we're coming out the other side as an unbreakable couple. Makes me happy.
Thank you very much for the eye test. My twin is 16 years younger than me and we have the exact same line under our left eyes. It’s like exactly the same❤
Met mine. We dated 4 months but only 3 dates. I have never felt to tied someone and in so much pain once he ran. This pain is worse than divorcing my ex-husband of 22 years, for him cheating on me. I promise, separation from my Twin Flame was HELL. I couldn’t get out of my bed or eat and thankfully I work from home. I have talked to so many readers and psychics too. We have so many issues and traumas to work through that I’ll never know if we will be in union ever again. We are still in contact, but he is emotionally not available. It’s so sad but I know we won’t always end up with our TF forever.
💯 % all kurt says! Ive been around since kurt started this tf channel is when i went through mine just before that.. so yeah its been years.. i was internally shown a ✌ peace sign. Hand is your soul and the 2 fingers are the incarnations, separate but still 1. My spiritual awakening started 2012 met tf 2014 did everything + with my tf and i havnt seen or spoken to tf since 2016 and i dont know if i ever will. I made it clear with the universe that if tf is meant to re enter my life thats fine if not.. thats fine too. No big deal i went my own way with all the knowledge ❤😊
The « after two days » makes sense because it’s not about quantity but QUALITY concentration depth of presence of the connection. I’ve had moments where 3 hours = 7 years worth feeling. Peace and blessings ❤
Woaahhh this is far more crazy than wht i experienced, but maybe because I did have a false twin flame experience for 3 yrs.The obsessive thinking and the hits of crying happened like crazy no doubt..bt the false twin thing did make me used to the weirdness.But thanks to videos that we are already aware of what is happening to us ❤
Kurt, I've watched quite a lot of your videos, about signs, the perception of this phenomenon, etc. And what I want to say is that you're THE ONLY PERSON ON THE WHOLE INTERNET, WHO REALLY GETS IT RIGHT. Keep doing what you're doing, man, you know what you're talkig about. And thank you for the mindblowing hints you give in your free content, they marked a turning point in my journey 3 years ago, when I was like "noo way, this guy can see what I see, the way I see it", then I watched Samadkhi and.... the was no turning back for me 😂 Love and respect to you from the country of Georgia 🤘💕
The obsessive thinking! You try to stop but realize that trying not to think of them means you are still thinking of them! Ahhhh! If I slept, I would dream of him, when I woke up his name was the first I heard... Its crazy cuz 2 months before I met him, I i had a dream of sawing a bunk bed in half to make a set of twin beds and a shadow figure standing by me. This is a sign that I would meet him, separate and face my shadow. I just remembered this. Wow. But yeah, all we did was play pickle ball with each other and a couple conversations, it makes no sense that I would obsessive over this person. I wanted him but was too afraid to reach out, it's like I cant let him know how I feel because it makes no sense. I feel like if I say hi, somehow he will know my obsession. So many dreams and visions from a past life, which I thought were future visions, so I asked for us to be healed to come into union, I didn't know what I was in for. I feel like I've known him my whole life but the truth is I know absolutely nothing about him. Never had one in-depth conversation with him. Idk why this is happening, so many questions, not sure which answers go where... U have no choice but to accept that the more u chase, the further they run. Look inward, heal, strengthen your abilities, find your balance and live your life without knowing whether or not they will return. You have no control of what they do, nor do you want to control. If you do, there is something you need to fix. Right now, I keep wondering why I had to do all this healing and facing all these fears and past traumas... All for a guy? Idk, its like a love/hate relationship. U try to not like them but u think of them and realize u can't stay mad. Again this is all in your head, no actual relationship in the physical, so ya, I feel freaking insane! There's not even a relationship so why do I keep acting like there is?
It feels like a birth It reminds me of when I was going through labor pains but not with the excessive physical pains But the up and down Bracing for the next wave Being excited and fearful at the same time My ego is dying every day and it is hard!! My ego is resisting that my TF is “right” He told me that he came to help me let shit go I told him after a vivid vision, I called with tears in my eyes and told him that I can feel that he was having a hard time with his heart and his head. I didn’t know anything about TF but me actually feeling him in my soul is insane I took the whole week off last week. I saw him on Monday and I woke up, he stayed the night and he left such a sweet gentle presence as he kissed me as he left. I was sleeping very hard but the moment he touched my face I felt him Now, I am accepting that right now we can’t be together but I have seen this scene before It’s such an amazingly beautiful broken feeling The ego death is taking a while to leave bc of the past 3D experiences but it’s difficult to explain I am in the midst of leaving, I left, my husband and after three years of dealing with his pain!!! And I feel so free Last year he came and sweep me away Thinking about it I was like whoa!!! 😮 who are you?!! I don’t want to go but….when the feeling takes control it’s a feeling that will knock you down and make you sit down. The manifestation and awakening is beautiful That is what I chase now But I am recovering from the dark night of the soul but listening to the book and watching the movie is making me a “new person” I feel guarded and open The break up was disheartening and mind blowing Spiritualism is real
I totally love how you said I am fucked😂😂😂😂😂 only because it’s the same I’m going through and I’m happy to have ran into you. It makes this journey so so much easier for me. I love how spot on my symptoms are. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤im laughing hard core as if its a comedy show only because Im glad to hear it’s all part of the twin flame process what im going through and its making this uncomfortable age gap more easier to observe and take in. ❤ it. I know running into you was the universe doing. Thank you UNI😍 thank again.
My TF, we met 9 years ago. I cannot even explain the intensity of the situation. We have a 16 yr age difference and I hear all what you are saying. Like about the total misery and the doubt. But still the knowing and love… I had shit to get out of my system and it’s beautiful what we are on every level of consciousness and I understand 💯 It’s insane as you said. We had years of a separation with constant love during the whole thing. I UNDERSTAND and since you do get it, I don’t need to explain. My ONLY question to you is that how does your counterpart not understand this? How does she not “get it?” The “knowing” you’re explaining I totally get. Literally EVERY aspect of life. “This thought didn’t come from me, it came from the Devine. And I KNOW.” You can’t explain. I’m just confused that your other doesn’t get it. Doesnt know it. Doesn’t feel it. How is that so? Serious question. I’m so blessed that I have and understand EVERY word that you’re saying. Like real deal shit.
Hi I am going through the twin flame journey. Thank you for real explanation and not spiritual. Exactly what I wanted to hear. It’s most painful awakening 😅 but I be never getting back to change a thing. Thank you for sharing your experience
So we started off during college...long story short he proposed i declined. Then we stayed around each other for some time. He married eventually i let him go...over 15 yrs later we both are coming out of relationships at the same time..both rediscovering ourselves and each other as friends...then I start having these signs you mentioned. He upset me after the new year so i totally started detaching which aint easy because I still think about him especially since ive calm down and reflect on the situation. But I just know I am doing things way differently then with anyone else...and luckily I stumbled across this to make sense of what I feel
I cant even tell anyone because I know what they would say and I agree! I shouldn't be thinking of him. I should let it go! I shouldn't hurt but I cannot stop the thoughts, the gut wrenching pain I've never felt before! It's driving me crazy!
Literally thought it was only me that was doubting all of it. Doubting that my twin is actually my twin. I've talked to him about a lot of things that have been going on and went on since we've met each other. It is a crazy rollercoaster of emotions and ups and downs. It's not easy. Going through the ego death right now. It's a process and a half hah. I am a person that needs a bunch of clarity and to try to understand all the things. This is a tough one for me for sure. I hate the unknown, but I know that if I don't do this now, it'll be even harder later.
I’m going through it now, not a good feeling at all and people think I’m crazy! Out of the blue my heart will start racing and I get high anxiety, like a panic attack! I’m not okay !!!!!!!! lol I lost my home, lost my car hitting a deer, it’s been hell!!! I’m going through it, thanks for the enlightenment
I went through this when I was in middle/high school, and she would spread vicious rumours about me, get people to come bully me by lying to them and telling them stories about me (since shes a cute girl with a lot of "guy friends", they would come mess with me while pretending to be my friend, and she got all of the girls to think i was some kind of sexual predator (idk what she told them or why). She was very very mean to me, except from the very beginning (bubble phase or whatever). I wasnt really doing anything to her (wasnt on social media, wasnt talking to her, actually would try to avoid her but she would always become "friends" with my friends, and then i would notice them acting differently and then slowly distancing themselves from me over time. I wasnt really obsessed with her, but i immediately noticed that my mind was going crazy. Its been 13 years since them (i just turned 26), and my mind always finds new ways to torture me. I hear everything you are saying but there really isnt anything i can do. From my perspective, it seems like everyone else has it so easy and i was just being tortured viciously. Nobody understands it or seems to share my experience either. I even took kurts course, and talked to them and stuff, but they dont believe it a twin flame. I would agree (i didnt believe in anything like this until i was in college when the information found me, and i cant believe its her, despite knowing it. I get why even they are doubtful, buf still i dont know what to do).
We both knew right away. For me it felt like meeting him again in this life. We both started smiling, the intensity was insane. One “date” endless talking and “catching up” ..same life events, same food, same drinks, same hobbies,similar professions. Both getting through bad separation/divorce - same length, ended in the same month. Never felt this intense feeling of knowing, obsessive thinking. I run away but tried to come back. Pure hell has started. We both have worked on ourselves… Numbers and signs are off the charts now.. Hopefully we meet again.
If I had a dollar everytime I've shed a tear or thought about him then I'd be eternally rich and out of here. The entire video from the start to the end (including those extravagant reactions of yours in the middle when you try to explain the feeling 😂) has described everything that I've been through. I was nodding along furiously cuz this is fucking it! It's like you explained my entire existence to me lol. And when you said youre not crazy this is actually happening I just wanted to cry bcz it's impossible to explain what I'm experiencing and expecting someone to believe me but who else would if not another twinflame right? I've been listening to Eckhart Tolle for a while now, got a bit sidetracked due to the psychological stuff and doubt. I had convinced myself it's just my cptsd that's causing me all this awful suffering but damn the soul is always there how long will I deny my truth?
You had me in stitches! 😂😂😂 Not because I didn't believe all these things but because I know just how fucking true they are!! We never even met in person! 😁 It just feels good to laugh again, even though the pain sometimes still hits me like a ton of bricks. ❤️🩹
A month or two after my awakening I went back into mind patterns and forgot about my awakening then increasing bad things started happening it started the next day I started making breakfast and dropped and egg and it broke and went down into a vent so I cleaned that up and picked up a plate and it broke into a million pieces so I cleaned that up and got cut. So I went outside and got attacked by some biting insects and started itching bad so I went in and ran a hot bath as I was reaching for a towel I slipped and fell and broke a rib on the tub so I sat there and was in so much pain but I started meditating and going into the pain so I took that as a sign. And life has only got better and better since then
It’s been six years for me and still seeing his name everywhere, he’s in my dreams, my thoughts. But now I’ve learned to balance this out. These videos are a huge help!
My twin Flame broke my heart over and over again. I’ve been crying over him so many times. He just used me. I really thought that he loved me but I just feel so crushed.
You will get past that mine did the same thing to me. He broke my heart so many times and then rejected me and ghosted me. I hurt so bad over it, but then I went through a spiritual awakening and now I feel fine. We don't even talk now but I am wondering if he went through a spiritual awakening too and do wonder if he will ever return. But then again, I have said in the past he will return when he's ready and not one day before, so maybe that was my knowing he would have to go through what I did to make him ready. But, things will get better for you!
The doubt is strong. Despite the ego death, beginning of spiritual awakening and weird metaphysical stuff I feel delusional AF. I wonder if I am just a limerent nut job trying to shoehorn my experience into the twin flame template.
My Twin Flame synchronicities started 16 years after the breakup! We met in 2006. The first time we were supposed to meet up was on Union Street. Neither one of us was looking for a relationship. From day one it was ON! We had 5 and a half months of Bubble Love. There were weird synchronicities then, but I brushed them off as one off coincidences. The day we got into an official relationship-the Bubble Love phase ended. He was still physically present, but he “ran” emotionally. It was still pleasant but we only saw each other about once or twice a week and the fire was just gone. It was like dating a twin brother who was only just kind of into me. We remained like this for a year. Never fought-but also didn’t really grow as a couple. . He broke up with me because he said he wasn’t in love- all the while uncontrollably crying. He cried more than men who were madly in love with me. I felt like there was more to it, but respected his word. I had the dark night of the soul, but I didn’t chase him. I thought about him non stop but was good about not looking him up online. I was very career oriented and had a busy social life. I dated a-lot but never got into another relationship. I even had a false twin flame in 2015. In 2023, the telepathy, repeating numbers, signs and syncs, dreams, messages in songs, astral touch, seeing his name everywhere…. it all came at once. I went down a rabbit hole online and found we had lived parallel lives over the past 16 years. Too many synchronicities to name. I reached out and he was happy to hear from me… but he wasn’t really asking me questions about myself… so I wrapped it up. That was almost a year ago. Hope we can reunite one day… but also knowing that my instincts were correct means a lot. There was more to it all along!
Amd rhe signs! U see double of everything, everyone is talking about twins, u see 2 of the same sign on a building, 2 poles next to each other, 2 of everything! Then when he did text, I knew when he did, and all the tarot, all the videos, I dont have any social mesia but someone happened to show me his, people we both knew would talk about him and I would get nosy. I can easily text him but I dont because I know this is crazy! He can never know this! Its so bad! And I dont do this! Omg ur so on point! Omg, I love you for this video, haha, thank you! Encore!
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! ¡Gracias! ¡Gracias! I kept questioning all of the Twin Flame teachers and then you popped up when I opened this app. I’m an analytical and whimsical Latina and have only believed in Soulmates, until the beginning of last year! You are the only true TF teacher because there’s only one Twin Flame! 🥰
Here is my twin flame journey: 2 months of bliss followed by over a year so far of obsessive thinking, not being able to eat or sleep, bursts of anger, suicidal thoughts, extreme spiritual/religious awakening, seeing signs non stop, and literal hell. It’s not a cake walk. I finally after 1.5 years realize this is a return to self, spiritual journey. If you think this is a romantic connection and you haven’t gone through crazy pain it’s probably a soul mate and not a twin flame.
I was going to the same I was going to the same hell and it was a karmic partner! It took me 3,5 years to let him go… but all you describe I experienced! After I let him go, 2 week later i met my twin flame… by the first meeting I recognized him… after that 2 dates and now 4,5 month separation! Sometimes I see him, but he feels not comfortable… Now I’m in a good way but sometimes I cand believe, 4 years transformation!!!! Good bless you ❤️
Of course you think it’s romantic because the twin flame journey it’s always romantic + it’s about the soul yes but it’s romantic
bulshit
@@rizwana7256 if you don’t believe or resonate with this topic why are you here then?
I’m going through the exact same thing
Everyone thinks I’m f*%*ing insane. This is like nothing I’ve ever experienced. It’s everything you just said verbatim. They’re throwing NPD support groups at me. It AIN’T that. I just KNOW. Thank you for this.
@@HappyHeart16 my heart feels for you. It’s incredibly painful. The worst of it for me lasted almost 6 months. I just now came across these videos and FINALLY this makes sense. Trying to explain to others only landed me in a state of more confusion, and it made me feel as if something was wrong with me, which then made me question my sanity. It’s amazing how every single thing Kurt talks about is exactly what’s happened/is happening. I decided yesterday to sign up for this course as it seems I was meant to be pointed in this direction. Thank you for reminding me I’m not alone. I’m sending all the best energy your way 🙏🏻💫
My friend of 30 years called me delusional and said I needed medication and a psychiatrist. She then blocked me. She said it was unhealthy, toxic, and it has completely taken over my life. She said me crying constantly every single day over someone that doesn’t communicate consistently with me is obsessive. Said that I should just get over it and move on. Trying to explain this to someone who is not on this journey is a waste of time. You are not insane. Neither am I even though it feels like we are going insane. No one enjoys going on this journey because it is painful and awful and it feels like we don’t have any control over any of this. I would love more than anything to have a normal life where I can focus on my job and not another person constantly. I don’t think I’m alone in this. 💚
Same here! I literally can’t talk to anyone about this. They’ll call me crazy.
Me too 😂😂😂
The obsessive thinking is not intentional. I remember when my mind went quiet. I was grateful.
Why is it when im trying to forget my TF, the universe will show me signs and synchronicity that will make me remember him?! 🥺
Because your Soul wants you to remember, so you go and do the work to your awakening.
You are not alone. Every time I try to forget that person, there is a backfire and It hurt me even more
Dude. SAME. I don’t understand. 😅🤦🏼♀️
OMG! Me too! because this journey is meant to be no way of escaping it. 😂😢😂😢😂
Going thru it right now, two months ago I thought I was finally letting go and it was getting easier, then out of nowhere I’m hit with the emotions like our separation just happened again and I ran into him that week after not seeing him anywhere for months. We only dated two months but its unlike any other connection i’ve had and I’ve felt insane for it feeling this intense. Only just learning about TF now.
This is real!! I went through it five years ago, I remember, feeling doubt, I remember, thinking I was crazy, the obsessive thoughts were insane!, Kundalini, weird stuff, all of it! My twin and I actually look like twin brother and sister, it’s crazy my friends thought he was my brother when we first met! It’s a process, it took a long time for me to realize that the journey was a journey to self, to actually let go of the apparent other! But it’s the best thing that will ever happen for you, the miracles that happen in your life, the manifesting! I’m so glad that I found Kurt right after my apparent twin and I physically separated. I don’t know what I would’ve done without his guidance! My life Has changed almost on every level, like he said, toxic relationships fall away, without drama, and you manifest new People in your life, who you resonate with, family relationships get better, financially, my life is great. I can’t imagine going back to the life I had before, even with my twin! ❤️ it’ll all be ok!
this should be HIGHLIGHTED as a twin flame SUCCESS STORY!!!
♥ 👍
My twin, who I don't believe knows we're twins, literally told me years ago "we have the same eyes" and "you're the female version of me" I didn't know about TFs when he said this stuff. Since I've realized this journey after the constant synchronicities. HOLY COW, you feel crazy, but, you can't make this shit up.
I'm right here with you! My TF said the same exact thing to me. I am the female version of him. 🤯
네 제 dm은 우리가 트윈임을 부정하지만 그의 영혼은 이미 아주 오래전부터 알고 있었더라구요. 눈 이야기도 이미 했었고요. 자아와 초자아 불일치가 이렇게 심할수도 있구나 싶었습니다 ㅎㅎ
@@user-db1tk6se2i How do I translate this message?
Mine told me the exact same thing.."I'm the female version of him," also "that we're the same, maybe we're twins." Before either of us even knowing about twin flames. 😂😂😂 It's hilarious 😆
R u girl ? With dm energy before?
Exactly what I'm feeling. I first met her September 24 2024. And when we locked eyes for 3 secs at work I knew it was her. We both were wearing black V neck fitted shirt and blue pants and black with a touch of white sneakers and its like everything is in sync and I'm so distracted as fuck but I love her already. I don't know where this is going and tomorrow marks the 4th week since I 1st met her but I don't want this feeling to go cos I can imagine hugging her in my bed and spending tge rest of my life with her. She is so nice and we had to eat together twice since I first saw her and tgose was the best moments of my life TBH.
I'm laughing because I thought I was going crazy feeling so emotional crying then thinking it's going away but it comes back. I understand now 😢
That's how it happened with my twin flame and I it was the eyes for him and me we both connected the eyes can't really explain it but we know it was the eyes
He’s told me it was my eyes and smile that attracted him. We were in similar circles online but he was talking to my friend. I would look at his profile a time or two like, he looks familiar, but he can’t, he lives nowhere near here!!! Then one day he messaged me out of the blue and that was it! The roller coaster began!!!
Never experienced the break up because we never got romantic I just know and still went through the obsessive thinking til I finally broke after 4yrs of it and said ENOUGH and surrendered vs constantly wondering if we will ever be together at this point I don’t even care it’s about me not romance it’s got to be one of the most INSANE things I’ve gone through though 😂 the dreams too he’s a frequent visitor in my dreams every couple months there he is when I was in so much doubt I had a dream of him telling me I’m right about what I know in the soul just chill out be patient 😂
Our eyes are identical, even the same color. We have other facial similarities We giggle the same. We walk the same. Our hands look the same only his are much bigger and manly. Our hair color the same except I color mine. He has two boys, as do I about the same age. The funny thing is, I had wanted 4 children but only had two. So, with his that makes 4. I grew up as a farm kid and dreamt I would marry a farmer, I never did but my OS is a farmer... I could go on and on. This TF journey is insane, until you inner-stand the journey. We both have had a lot of trauma in our lives. He through is actions has shown me things I have needed to heal from. We did the runner chaser dance for 5 1/2 years. He is running again and I am just letting him. I am in a much more balanced place with ne. Just enjoying the peace and calm. A much needed break.
OMG the overthinking...it's ridiculous. I can't function but then on the flip side I feel stronger, my charkas are aligning, my heart chakra burns and tingles...this is fuckin nuts! I go back and forth is he real? Is this real? Then something inside me gets peaceful and I hear "yes"...no appetite, feel anxious. Lots of changes. We spent almost a month of the most intense interaction I've ever experienced. Sheesh...this shit lol thanks for all you do to help us understand!!
I relate to you so much, it's so difficult to explain it. If you agree I'd say having another twinflame who knows what's happening cuz they too are going through it will help keep the other from treading too deep into the doubtful waters. Idk where to find such a soul but if you trust yourself to be a true tf then I hope we can just talk. If it's alright with you.
I was terrified of the relationship because I loved her beyond sense. And mentally I thought I mastered “self love” and releasing being broken hearted etc. and in soul maté relationships this worked, but with her? Nothing made sense and all my coping didn’t work. I was fucking sick so I came on UA-cam until I found your videos😂😂😂😂
“The running shit” 😂 I’m so glad I was aware of this once it started. I did some brainspotting to help with detaching myself so it wouldn’t hurt me as much and that has helped me so much during this process. ✨🙏❤️✨
Me too😊
A spiritual awakening is not fun!! 😂😂 You’re the best Kurt!! 🙏🌹
does it happends for both or just one of them? it happend to me
@@kristianmalki8367 I’m not sure 🤔 I’m not in contact with my DM at the moment. Kurt explains that in some of his videos though.
@@sararose2646 what happend when you got spiritual awakeining can you explain
@@kristianmalki8367it happened to both of us cause I asked my DM
EVERYTHING you say has happened, this all totally relates to me 💯SOOOO VERY TRUE. I can't work, I'm running out of money, I'm going to lose my house and everything I own and my life is falling apart. Having a TF is the hardest thing I have ever been through in my life, I'm surprised I haven't ended up in the mental ward yet but I'm a little stronger than I used to be. No body that I know understands or believes me, everyone thinks I'm just nuts. They've never heard of a TF and don't believe in it, my TF doesn't even believe it either, he thinks I have put some kind of spell on him. I hope I can get my life straightened out and get a job before I lose my house and everything I own. Thank you for this video - you're an angel 🙏❤❤❤
Feels like I'm going insane sometimes 😂
Me too 🫣
Now I know I am not crazy. 😊
You are so right about this being a whole entirely different kind of break up. I have never experienced anything like this before. I hope I never experienced or go through anything like this ever again. No bueno!
We need to carbon copy this man to have a Kurt in every country of the the world at once, and throughout every future generation of human history
Getting teary-eyed as you explain how it was when you separated cause I can relate. I remember crying so much I thought I'd suffocate. I really felt very depressed for a couple of months and to make it worse I had a new born baby "our second child". I remember wishing I'dbe in an accident or hospitalized just to see if that would make him "come back". I did the whole cyber stalking thing, with the hope that I'dfind something that would make sense of it all but nothing made sense anymore, even food didn't taste the same anymore, it's 5 years later and we still separated. I've even tried dating after but everything takes me back to us 😢.
Jesus! It is deep emotional experience. I just trust the universe give us a meeting soon.❤
Love this video!!! Just exactly with the FS in there...😂😂😂😂...but its soooooo mental!!!!!
And the worst is you feel everything...and your twin flame doesn't feel a thing like you...but they feel other shit...but they don't believe it when you tell them!!! And all the work is on you.....and at times you just scream to the universe "Fuck this"!!!!! But then you get up slowly again....and face onother day....😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨
I met my TF over two years ago at a Metallica concert in Vegas through a former mutual friend. He lives in LA, and I live in Southern Utah. We exchanged social media and started conversing that way. I was married at the time. We obviously bonded over music, but I also realized he has the same sarcastic sense of humor as me. His mannerisms are very similar to mine. Not sure if it makes a difference, but he is left-handed, and I'm right-handed. He's Mexican, and I'm Caucasian. Yes, I did the eye test, and when I combined his picture with mine, it was my face and his face. I was creeped out.
We always felt very comfortable around each other. I used to think it was eerie, but now I know why. Our friends thought it was weird, too. During the first leg of the Metallica tour, my TF and I along with a couple of other friends.
We started the bubble phase last year (yes, I was still married, but I had been thinking about divorcing my ex on and off for four years). I asked for a divorce during the bubble phase. I traveled to LA when I could. Our friends soon turned their backs on us after the Metallica Detroit shows. One friend said some horrible things about me, and that's when he ran for the first time.
That's when I started my ego death. Major pains in my heart, my stomach was in knots all the time, I couldn't eat, I lost about 15 pounds. I started looking into trying to get him to come back with spells and relationship advice, which worked for a while. He came back, and we were together again for about 8-9 weeks, but he ran again in April when work became too stressful for him. This time, I spiraled out of control. I cried amd cried. I started getting weird sensations in my sacral chakra. I have list an additional 20 pounds. I lost my job, got divorced, and lost friends. My circle of friends is a lot smaller these days, but they love and support me. I've been searching for answers myself, started getting into tarot, and realized my intuition was stronger. After yelling at my TF for the Hell I've been through, I found this video. I've known for a while that my TF is my TF, but this was confirmation. I have consumed much of Kurt's content, watched Samadhi, started meditating, and bought the Power of Now. I should also say that I will be starting a new job soon, and my finances have been improving. I finally feel better! I have been looking for my ideal partner for years, and I realized it was me the whole time. So, here's to doing the soul work. If he comes back, it doesn't really matter because he is me. I am him. He's already with me because we have the same soul. Hoping to start coaching soon once finances improve ❤
You’re so right! I’ve been with my husband for 26 years and when he died I felt pain. But nothing like the pain I feel since I’ve been in this dark night of the soul! The thinking is insane and the love is like I’ve never felt before! It’s crazy. And I feel he’s feeling this too… why can’t this be easy? 😊 I now wish I’d never found him on Tinder 😂😂
Thankyou for giving me the clarity i need . The last five years has been ridiculous. I am in the awakening stage now and finally feeling lighter. Blessings to you and your podcast, we need your wisdom😊
I'm speechless, Thank you for this video. I'm so glad I stumbled upon this video.
My twin flame passed away 6/3/22 what now???? I miss him terribly BUT I'm stronger than ever because of everything we went thru. My heart will never be the same I'm sure
24 hrs no tarot and deleted love reading channels. within that time, i feel better. but it was addicting. i'm gonna still keep it up. my feelings have changed. its weird
I found this video in April last year when I had the 2nd separation with the person whom I didn’t understand my connection with him but only knew it was not the usual connections. Honestly, I found this video to be frustrating back then because I was emotional, obsessive with the idea of needing to figure it out, and very impatient. I found your video again today and things made so much sense to me. I just went through the 3rd separation with this same person but I am not crushed or needing to get him back. I’ve come to a realization that if he is or is not my TF, I’ve grown spiritually over the past years since I met him. I’ve gained freedom from anxiety and found peace and love from within. But of course, I still have this curiosity of wondering if he is my TF for real. I’m going to handle this TF journey like a science experiment by continuing to gain my spiritual balance and see from there. Thanks again for the videos!
I had it all except the crying.. I know immediately that I had spiritual awakening. I actually couldn’t cry but I was like fleeting. The obsessive thinking ran till 7-8 mos, I was addicted to watching videos of manifestations and stuffs just to get out of obsessive thinking. It helped though, there was a constant push and pull, he started messaging and back, and pulls away, it’s a cat and mouse game, till I decided to embrace it once and for all.. Then I found this channel. I actually can say that I am awakened, but probably not fully. When I looked back at it now, damned the ego death was the one that’s so painful at all, it’s like a stab wound but bleeding inside.
So how are you doing and feeling right now? I'm not ok with all of this. I now see 2 different therapist. . . .twice a week.
He and I would say the same things at the same exact time. I would know when he was going to text me prior to him texting me. He and I could feel each other's energies, even though we were 1200 miles apart. I knew something was different after he ended things because I couldn’t stop thinking about him constantly 24/7. I definitely experienced DNOTS. It was hell and then more hell. I would see his name EVERYWHERE all day every day. I constantly saw angel numbers. Then I had a kundalini awakening on 4/11/24. Suffice it to say, he is definitely my twin flame. 😊 Thank you for these videos and the insight and the accurate information.
Absolutely BRILLIANT video, Kurt. This was so relatable and made me laugh. All the signs resonated! ❤
Thank you for also bringing up the sign about the doubting! I noticed i have been triggered a bit before from your videos because you don’t mention much about the twin flames ending up together in the end, but now i also see why you don’t focus on that part too much, because people tend to confuse the term soul mate and twin flame. And it sure is annoying when people describe the twin flame journey as «lovey dovey» and «they feel like home!» because the are clearly leaving out that the journey is PAINFUL AF (especially in the beginning).
Yes it's days that I doubt and when I'm calm it's like I know .
I'm so glad I'm not alone going through this (shit/bliss) 💔🌹❤️😓
My Heart is Breaking Open - no mercy.
Just a roller coaster of emotions, mindfucks, thinking I've lost my mind, bliss, unconditional love, ethereal connection, anger, frustration, forgiveness and acceptance.
I feel both extreme frustration and deep gratitude.
Aaaarggh! 😖🤬😫
And Thank You ❤️🙏😇
I wasn’t even dating the person. We worked together for a year before all the craziness started. He is married and for me was absolutely a no go in the beginning. But it started very suddenly I didn’t realized how and when and I found myself in a middle of all the mess and pain you describe.
Dark night of the soul, i call it shitshow of the mind
Well damn. Great explanation. I laughed. I cried. Kind of like in this TF journey. 😂 It clicked for me that he is my TF when the extreme obsessive thoughts were that "I want to absorb him, I want to be him"! 😲 🤯 Thank you! All 5 signs 🎯
After it’s all over it’s not romantic it’s not anything I don’t have any emotions for him I love him but it’s hard to define
ok watching this video clarified a lot for me. Definitely in a Twin Flame situation. The obsessive thinking, emotional turmoil, the doubt, the knowing... and I met him just as I started my accession journey. will do my research from the content you provided and will reach out about further coaching.
OMG! I just compared our eyes and face It is striking on the screen AND we are interratial! Well Kurt, I choose your program!!! Also, thank you to not ask for an insane amont of money for It. ❤
Years before I discovered you. I notice my tf has the same eyes as me.
Oh god, Kurt. I do have all these symptoms… even heartache, these numbers, daily!!
I thought about his eyes, „wow, his eyes are so special.“ and now you talk about it😆
Also we met in nature in nowhere, and came in the same moments from two different city’s to met at the same second with our cars at the same street to drive together to the same point.
Now we are separated. I could not hold on. He is back together with his ON OFF and told me, without feelings, that he is loving her.
He sticks in his ego. Especially cause of financial and status but he told me he aldehyde wanted to be a shepherd… and now quess who is having a collie dog and lives with nature? Yes, ME
Wow! All of the above!
WOW you're describing exactly what I have been going through & still am
Wow, this is a good video. Not many people "get" what this is like. My TF and I teleported together, so talk about metaphysical!
As for dark night of the soul, I've spent the bulk of my life in a dark night of the soul.
When he left it was dark night of the soul #99! Did lose the job, had to move and start all over.
Definitely felt physical pain! Heart hurt really bad at the end of every date when we said goodbye.
Not sure about the spiritual awakening. I think he had one but I had already awakened early in my life.
Once he left, though? I got ripped to shreds. Talk about an ego death!
The relationship went from heaven and blissful to total hell!
Your video seems like a better one than others I've seen.
It has been 8 and a half years since the breakup and I still am heartbroken. But I must carry on!
I haven't compared our eyes on a photo yet (I'm gonna do it 😄) but what's interesting: my TF looks sooo similar to my younger half-brother. Still after 1 year I can get lost in his gaze and I wonder how familiar he is to me. The form of his eyes, how he's staring at me, how I can read from them. Like I was looking into the depths of a strange ocean - that I know so well.... They're really magnetizing me.
Thanks for mentioning this, Kurt, it's so amazing!
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You're giving a whole new meaning to my journey. Thank you. All signs resonate. Had a roller coaster ride of 2 months and then I ended up in an ashram because of the dark night of the soul I went through as we separated and then a massive spiritual journey. And now I feel whole within myself
20:02 I didn’t even have a date just meeting for the first time in Nov 2022 and phone chatting with him for few weeks . … he attempted to ghost me . 6 months after an misunderstanding argument we stopped talking completely. Found Kurt’s video after 2-3 months of tarot reading, DF and FM , incidentally come upon tf videos… I start watching satori and reading Bible and power of now.
So here I am fast forward March 2024 still thinking of him off and on every few days and/ or having some sort of telepathy or energy exchange with him 😬. Just focusing working on myself and priorities and my spiritual journey /awakenings again .
In this lifetime I was fortunate enough to actually be born a biological identical twin. When I found my twin flame the first thing I noticed was his laugh was like mine but his smile was like my sister's :) ❤ however, my identical twin doesn't have a gap between her front teeth and I do, like our mom, but so does my twin flame 😆 he has brown eyes where my biological twin and I have blue but if you put the 3 of us together you would swear we were triplets :) ❤ ❤ ❤
I was convinced the person is my twin until you motioned the eyes. But i have really never paid that much attention. The obsession thinking has gone on for over a year and im just now able to go 3 days in a row without thinking about him. The sleepless nights are starting back up again for some reason
Question… did you get psychic like abilities after meeting your twin flame and spiritual awakening ? Because I did and I don’t know how to feel about it 😅
About the eye ..i dont know if they're similar but there's something so deep and a strong magnetic pull...like i literally get goosebumps when i remember his eyes and the way they look at me...and this person m talking about re entered after 13 yrs mind you...ok..its been 13yrs but those eyes just doesn't stop looking at me,its like everytime,everywhere i go...it follows...
OMG! I SWEAR THIS IS ME!!!! I HAVE BEEN THROUGH EVERYTHING YOU ARE SAYING THE TAROT READINGS, THE TAROT CARD VIDEOS, ALL THE SIGNS….Everything!!!
“Who are you beyond the mind?” This single line just made everything click into place for me with so much clarity. Thank you. ❤
Kurt I'm so grateful for this video ! Thank you for vaildating my experiences 🥺
It’s all a part of the process of the Soul evolution and when both are healed the reconnection can occur!! ❤
It was so intense in 3
Months than he pulled back and be hot and cold… and the blocking and the karmic girl.. aaand the obsessive thinking 🤯🤯🤯
Spot on 5 years into my journey and if I had the courage I would jump into the abyss
Same 5 years this year 🎉❤
Yess! Today is a good day but most days, it is as you described.
Facts! 💯
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Thank you, Kurt Johnson.
The first 14 years of our relationship were definitely a struggle, and recently going through the dark night of the soul at the same time wasn't great. (Still are) 😂 The mutual growth was worth it though. It's definitely a hard fought battle but a worthy one. The doubt was horrible, but the synchronicities have always showed us the right path. I really think we're coming out the other side as an unbreakable couple. Makes me happy.
Thank you very much for the eye test. My twin is 16 years younger than me and we have the exact same line under our left eyes. It’s like exactly the same❤
100%spot on...this started 5-6months ago...I'm still in this phase..this ache ...I just wish i can get it out of my system..
Met mine. We dated 4 months but only 3 dates. I have never felt to tied someone and in so much pain once he ran. This pain is worse than divorcing my ex-husband of 22 years, for him cheating on me. I promise, separation from my Twin Flame was HELL. I couldn’t get out of my bed or eat and thankfully I work from home. I have talked to so many readers and psychics too. We have so many issues and traumas to work through that I’ll never know if we will be in union ever again. We are still in contact, but he is emotionally not available. It’s so sad but I know we won’t always end up with our TF forever.
💯 % all kurt says! Ive been around since kurt started this tf channel is when i went through mine just before that.. so yeah its been years.. i was internally shown a ✌ peace sign. Hand is your soul and the 2 fingers are the incarnations, separate but still 1. My spiritual awakening started 2012 met tf 2014 did everything + with my tf and i havnt seen or spoken to tf since 2016 and i dont know if i ever will. I made it clear with the universe that if tf is meant to re enter my life thats fine if not.. thats fine too. No big deal i went my own way with all the knowledge ❤😊
The « after two days » makes sense because it’s not about quantity but QUALITY concentration depth of presence of the connection. I’ve had moments where 3 hours = 7 years worth feeling. Peace and blessings ❤
Woaahhh this is far more crazy than wht i experienced, but maybe because I did have a false twin flame experience for 3 yrs.The obsessive thinking and the hits of crying happened like crazy no doubt..bt the false twin thing did make me used to the weirdness.But thanks to videos that we are already aware of what is happening to us ❤
Kurt, I've watched quite a lot of your videos, about signs, the perception of this phenomenon, etc. And what I want to say is that you're THE ONLY PERSON ON THE WHOLE INTERNET, WHO REALLY GETS IT RIGHT. Keep doing what you're doing, man, you know what you're talkig about. And thank you for the mindblowing hints you give in your free content, they marked a turning point in my journey 3 years ago, when I was like "noo way, this guy can see what I see, the way I see it", then I watched Samadkhi and.... the was no turning back for me 😂 Love and respect to you from the country of Georgia 🤘💕
The first time I came across information about twin flame is this video. I am so lucky.
The obsessive thinking! You try to stop but realize that trying not to think of them means you are still thinking of them! Ahhhh! If I slept, I would dream of him, when I woke up his name was the first I heard... Its crazy cuz 2 months before I met him, I i had a dream of sawing a bunk bed in half to make a set of twin beds and a shadow figure standing by me. This is a sign that I would meet him, separate and face my shadow. I just remembered this. Wow. But yeah, all we did was play pickle ball with each other and a couple conversations, it makes no sense that I would obsessive over this person. I wanted him but was too afraid to reach out, it's like I cant let him know how I feel because it makes no sense. I feel like if I say hi, somehow he will know my obsession. So many dreams and visions from a past life, which I thought were future visions, so I asked for us to be healed to come into union, I didn't know what I was in for. I feel like I've known him my whole life but the truth is I know absolutely nothing about him. Never had one in-depth conversation with him. Idk why this is happening, so many questions, not sure which answers go where... U have no choice but to accept that the more u chase, the further they run. Look inward, heal, strengthen your abilities, find your balance and live your life without knowing whether or not they will return. You have no control of what they do, nor do you want to control. If you do, there is something you need to fix. Right now, I keep wondering why I had to do all this healing and facing all these fears and past traumas... All for a guy? Idk, its like a love/hate relationship. U try to not like them but u think of them and realize u can't stay mad. Again this is all in your head, no actual relationship in the physical, so ya, I feel freaking insane! There's not even a relationship so why do I keep acting like there is?
It feels like a birth
It reminds me of when I was going through labor pains but not with the excessive physical pains
But the up and down
Bracing for the next wave
Being excited and fearful at the same time
My ego is dying every day and it is hard!!
My ego is resisting that my TF is “right”
He told me that he came to help me let shit go
I told him after a vivid vision, I called with tears in my eyes and told him that I can feel that he was having a hard time with his heart and his head.
I didn’t know anything about TF but me actually feeling him in my soul is insane
I took the whole week off last week. I saw him on Monday and I woke up, he stayed the night and he left such a sweet gentle presence as he kissed me as he left. I was sleeping very hard but the moment he touched my face I felt him
Now, I am accepting that right now we can’t be together but I have seen this scene before
It’s such an amazingly beautiful broken feeling
The ego death is taking a while to leave bc of the past 3D experiences but it’s difficult to explain
I am in the midst of leaving, I left, my husband and after three years of dealing with his pain!!! And I feel so free
Last year he came and sweep me away
Thinking about it I was like whoa!!! 😮 who are you?!! I don’t want to go but….when the feeling takes control it’s a feeling that will knock you down and make you sit down.
The manifestation and awakening is beautiful
That is what I chase now
But I am recovering from the dark night of the soul but listening to the book and watching the movie is making me a “new person” I feel guarded and open
The break up was disheartening and mind blowing
Spiritualism is real
This reminds me of the obsession of “Woogie” in There’s Something About Mary film- haha
I totally love how you said I am fucked😂😂😂😂😂 only because it’s the same I’m going through and I’m happy to have ran into you. It makes this journey so so much easier for me. I love how spot on my symptoms are. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤im laughing hard core as if its a comedy show only because Im glad to hear it’s all part of the twin flame process what im going through and its making this uncomfortable age gap more easier to observe and take in. ❤ it. I know running into you was the universe doing. Thank you UNI😍 thank again.
My TF, we met 9 years ago. I cannot even explain the intensity of the situation. We have a 16 yr age difference and I hear all what you are saying. Like about the total misery and the doubt. But still the knowing and love… I had shit to get out of my system and it’s beautiful what we are on every level of consciousness and I understand 💯 It’s insane as you said. We had years of a separation with constant love during the whole thing. I
UNDERSTAND and since you do get it, I don’t need to explain. My ONLY question to you is that how does your counterpart not understand this? How does she not “get it?” The “knowing” you’re explaining I totally get. Literally EVERY aspect of life. “This thought didn’t come from me, it came from the Devine. And I KNOW.” You can’t explain. I’m just confused that your other doesn’t get it. Doesnt know it. Doesn’t feel it. How is that so? Serious question. I’m so blessed that I have and understand EVERY word that you’re saying. Like real deal shit.
Hi I am going through the twin flame journey. Thank you for real explanation and not spiritual. Exactly what I wanted to hear. It’s most painful awakening 😅 but I be never getting back to change a thing. Thank you for sharing your experience
It is weird we look like a brother/sister combo I've always seen it before I knew all this crazy stuff!!
❤" I felt all that then 💔 I'm strong 💪🏼 enough to know and ever stronger to let it .."❤️ It'll come again 💓💪🏼💓
Everytime that I meet him, I see his photo or synchronicities I have this feeling of knowing, that there is something special, that love.
So we started off during college...long story short he proposed i declined. Then we stayed around each other for some time. He married eventually i let him go...over 15 yrs later we both are coming out of relationships at the same time..both rediscovering ourselves and each other as friends...then I start having these signs you mentioned. He upset me after the new year so i totally started detaching which aint easy because I still think about him especially since ive calm down and reflect on the situation. But I just know I am doing things way differently then with anyone else...and luckily I stumbled across this to make sense of what I feel
I cant even tell anyone because I know what they would say and I agree! I shouldn't be thinking of him. I should let it go! I shouldn't hurt but I cannot stop the thoughts, the gut wrenching pain I've never felt before! It's driving me crazy!
Literally thought it was only me that was doubting all of it. Doubting that my twin is actually my twin. I've talked to him about a lot of things that have been going on and went on since we've met each other. It is a crazy rollercoaster of emotions and ups and downs. It's not easy. Going through the ego death right now. It's a process and a half hah. I am a person that needs a bunch of clarity and to try to understand all the things. This is a tough one for me for sure. I hate the unknown, but I know that if I don't do this now, it'll be even harder later.
Just done the eye thing and it's like we literally have the same eyes.... heart sank 😂
I’m going through it now, not a good feeling at all and people think I’m crazy! Out of the blue my heart will start racing and I get high anxiety, like a panic attack! I’m not okay !!!!!!!! lol I lost my home, lost my car hitting a deer, it’s been hell!!! I’m going through it, thanks for the enlightenment
I went through this when I was in middle/high school, and she would spread vicious rumours about me, get people to come bully me by lying to them and telling them stories about me (since shes a cute girl with a lot of "guy friends", they would come mess with me while pretending to be my friend, and she got all of the girls to think i was some kind of sexual predator (idk what she told them or why). She was very very mean to me, except from the very beginning (bubble phase or whatever). I wasnt really doing anything to her (wasnt on social media, wasnt talking to her, actually would try to avoid her but she would always become "friends" with my friends, and then i would notice them acting differently and then slowly distancing themselves from me over time. I wasnt really obsessed with her, but i immediately noticed that my mind was going crazy. Its been 13 years since them (i just turned 26), and my mind always finds new ways to torture me. I hear everything you are saying but there really isnt anything i can do. From my perspective, it seems like everyone else has it so easy and i was just being tortured viciously. Nobody understands it or seems to share my experience either. I even took kurts course, and talked to them and stuff, but they dont believe it a twin flame. I would agree (i didnt believe in anything like this until i was in college when the information found me, and i cant believe its her, despite knowing it. I get why even they are doubtful, buf still i dont know what to do).
Your hilarius😂 thank you for beeing you and made my day! I think its funny because I been thru it all and resonating
"There's something happening here but you don't know what it is, do you Mr.Jones?"
Is how it's feeling with me.
Thank you!!
I can honestly say I could relate to all of this . I thought I was losing my mind.
We both knew right away. For me it felt like meeting him again in this life. We both started smiling, the intensity was insane.
One “date” endless talking and “catching up” ..same life events, same food, same drinks, same hobbies,similar professions.
Both getting through bad separation/divorce - same length, ended in the same month.
Never felt this intense feeling of knowing, obsessive thinking.
I run away but tried to come back.
Pure hell has started.
We both have worked on ourselves…
Numbers and signs are off the charts now..
Hopefully we meet again.
If I had a dollar everytime I've shed a tear or thought about him then I'd be eternally rich and out of here. The entire video from the start to the end (including those extravagant reactions of yours in the middle when you try to explain the feeling 😂) has described everything that I've been through. I was nodding along furiously cuz this is fucking it! It's like you explained my entire existence to me lol. And when you said youre not crazy this is actually happening I just wanted to cry bcz it's impossible to explain what I'm experiencing and expecting someone to believe me but who else would if not another twinflame right? I've been listening to Eckhart Tolle for a while now, got a bit sidetracked due to the psychological stuff and doubt. I had convinced myself it's just my cptsd that's causing me all this awful suffering but damn the soul is always there how long will I deny my truth?
You had me in stitches! 😂😂😂 Not because I didn't believe all these things but because I know just how fucking true they are!! We never even met in person! 😁 It just feels good to laugh again, even though the pain sometimes still hits me like a ton of bricks. ❤️🩹
A month or two after my awakening I went back into mind patterns and forgot about my awakening then increasing bad things started happening it started the next day I started making breakfast and dropped and egg and it broke and went down into a vent so I cleaned that up and picked up a plate and it broke into a million pieces so I cleaned that up and got cut. So I went outside and got attacked by some biting insects and started itching bad so I went in and ran a hot bath as I was reaching for a towel I slipped and fell and broke a rib on the tub so I sat there and was in so much pain but I started meditating and going into the pain so I took that as a sign. And life has only got better and better since then
Omg 😭 is this fr LOL
Best twin flame Coach ❤
I swore he had put some kind of spell on me! 😂😅 it was insane!
That’s what I was thinking. Showing up in my dreams. Just watching me!
It’s been six years for me and still seeing his name everywhere, he’s in my dreams, my thoughts. But now I’ve learned to balance this out. These videos are a huge help!
My twin Flame broke my heart over and over again. I’ve been crying over him so many times. He just used me. I really thought that he loved me but I just feel so crushed.
You will get past that mine did the same thing to me. He broke my heart so many times and then rejected me and ghosted me. I hurt so bad over it, but then I went through a spiritual awakening and now I feel fine. We don't even talk now but I am wondering if he went through a spiritual awakening too and do wonder if he will ever return. But then again, I have said in the past he will return when he's ready and not one day before, so maybe that was my knowing he would have to go through what I did to make him ready. But, things will get better for you!
Thank you for your kind words. I really appreciate them. @@jilllee2498
Dang really feeling called out watching this 😅 glad to know I’m not alone and it’s real
The doubt is strong. Despite the ego death, beginning of spiritual awakening and weird metaphysical stuff I feel delusional AF. I wonder if I am just a limerent nut job trying to shoehorn my experience into the twin flame template.
My Twin Flame synchronicities started 16 years after the breakup!
We met in 2006. The first time we were supposed to meet up was on Union Street.
Neither one of us was looking for a relationship. From day one it was ON! We had 5 and a half months of Bubble Love. There were weird synchronicities then, but I brushed them off as one off coincidences.
The day we got into an official relationship-the Bubble Love phase ended. He was still physically present, but he “ran” emotionally. It was still pleasant but we only saw each other about once or twice a week and the fire was just gone. It was like dating a twin brother who was only just kind of into me. We remained like this for a year. Never fought-but also didn’t really grow as a couple.
. He broke up with me because he said he wasn’t in love- all the while uncontrollably crying. He cried more than men who were madly in love with me. I felt like there was more to it, but respected his word.
I had the dark night of the soul, but I didn’t chase him. I thought about him non stop but was good about not looking him up online. I was very career oriented and had a busy social life. I dated a-lot but never got into another relationship.
I even had a false twin flame in 2015.
In 2023, the telepathy, repeating numbers, signs and syncs, dreams, messages in songs, astral touch, seeing his name everywhere…. it all came at once. I went down a rabbit hole online and found we had lived parallel lives over the past 16 years. Too many synchronicities to name.
I reached out and he was happy to hear from me… but he wasn’t really asking me questions about myself… so I wrapped it up. That was almost a year ago. Hope we can reunite one day… but also knowing that my instincts were correct means a lot. There was more to it all along!
Everything resonate unless the energy repelling I pushed him because of my fears not intentionally but it was like knowing that he will leave me
Amd rhe signs! U see double of everything, everyone is talking about twins, u see 2 of the same sign on a building, 2 poles next to each other, 2 of everything! Then when he did text, I knew when he did, and all the tarot, all the videos, I dont have any social mesia but someone happened to show me his, people we both knew would talk about him and I would get nosy. I can easily text him but I dont because I know this is crazy! He can never know this! Its so bad! And I dont do this! Omg ur so on point! Omg, I love you for this video, haha, thank you! Encore!
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! ¡Gracias! ¡Gracias!
I kept questioning all of the Twin Flame teachers and then you popped up when I opened this app.
I’m an analytical and whimsical Latina and have only believed in Soulmates, until the beginning of last year!
You are the only true TF teacher because there’s only one Twin Flame! 🥰