EARNING A NARCISSIST'S LOVE
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- Опубліковано 5 сер 2023
- #narcissist #narcissisticrelationship Narcissists will condition you into chasing after a love that is a cold, shallow version of real love should be like. Learn to stop chasing love that someone is convincing you to jump through hoops to earn.
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An A.I. has more love than a narcissist.
If you can’t do anything that they expect from you , even if you are in medical crisis , they will make you do reverse discard in the worst possible time of your life ! I was feeling so vulnerable and alone while taking that step at the peak of my symptoms , but she left me with no choice . To make sure she is aware of how her dismissive behavior is hurting me emotionally , I even poured my heart out to her , and she had absolutely no compassionate response to that . So I cannot even fool myself that perhaps she didn’t know how much emotional hurt she was causing me on top of the physical pain she had already caused . It’s very painful to accept that I fell in love with a person like that , who literally almost killed me, and each day is a struggle for me
There's no good advice when your dealing with a narcissist. Nothing makes sense.
Only good advice is to get rid of them.
😂
After FORTY years, gone bad in the last 5, separation for two years now. He IS a quiet, sneaky, underhanded, lying freak of nature. The LIES ARE HORRENDOUS to keep up with.
aka passive aggressive covert narcissistic personality disorder. I cannot diagnose, but surely can read and understand the DSM of mental health. He fits this description, 2 years on average, 40 hours a week studying the faults in his brain, I have learned a lot! I only came across one pushy lawyer who toots her own horn loudly about slaying a narc. After SEVERAL attempts to unsubscribe, she sold the list of unsubs, at that point, I got into legal terms, and "CEASE AND DESIST ALL CONTACT" was finally what stopped RZeeeee from her ruthless sales tactics, they are not tips to remove yourself safely, you must pay for a course on exit strategy. Way too many creators willing to help on their channels out of compassion, not $$$. So glad I FINALLY GOT HER TO STOP. Her arrogance which implies you won't succeed w/o her, i.plying she only handles RICH PEOPLE. This is her offer rather than legal assistance for a lesser cost. Rioch biotch
Only makes sense to RUN ASAP & in all seriousness PLAN your SAFE ESCAPE, don't underestimate if you feel they are not a danger to you.
No, there isn’t, because you can do absolutely nothing that you know of to piss them off, so why even try in the first place. There are plenty of people out there who are much easier to be friends with.
Mine was being skinny enough. I don’t understand what the big deal is about whether or not you’re skinny when it comes to your mother. That makes absolutely no sense to me. However, I felt like no matter how much weight I lost it was never enough. She bullied me about my weight to the point where I got pissed off enough to do something about it, but when I did, I didn’t receive the validation that I wanted from her. Some of my other family members did it, too. I know now that it was just part of the game of control. They didn’t care. They just wanted something to control me with. I’m no contact with them now, and I’m not overweight anymore, so I guess I won.😂
This whole video was like my ex GF who dumped me in a reverse discard 10 months into the “relationship”. Virtually on a monthly basis she would threaten to end everything over the most minor of things. Felt like love could end at any moment. She would say why isn’t it the same as at the beginning and I’d say well the infatuation stage comes to an end and you get to know the real person over time. This was an idea she completely rejected which puzzled me in a 35 year old woman.
I would rather listen to people who have been there than a so called professional. I've been to so called professionals and albeit they are nice, they look at me like a deer in headlights when I mention the word narcissist.
Only one I saw even remotely partially understood what narcissist really meant.
She said, oh, no, you mean, they have TRAITS of a narcissist.
I said, okay, and stopped going to her and sought out another.
Because, even professionals think you are off when describing the horrible things they do.
My core belief is you must have experienced one to actually understand it.
Today I am okay but, the truth is only one who has experienced it really gets it.
Thumbs up for pointing out all these imbalances and subtle ( sometimes, not so subtle) abuses in a Narcissistic relationship. The empathic side of me cringes for those trapped and are unaware. Your presentations are clear and well thought out. It takes a certain kind of analytical mind that can remember how you felt, step back for a wider
perspective with emotions healed or in check. Added, with a good playback memory for details.
I have that kind of playback memory too ( once the fog lifted ). It took a long time to see what happened clearly, but I won't forget ...
My heart breaks for those who are trapped/unaware too & I DO NOT not hold back when I see stranger's in it, I say something.
One was a phone call from a lady in Arkansas where I'm selling a piece of property and I had my phone number on the FSBO sign. She called to ask what's it like living in my (home) area code, mentioning her husband is abusive and cheats. I asked her if she knew what a narcissist was, said please look into it, to just ID if that was what her husband is. Later that same night she called back to say, I was right in picking up on it & thanked me.
Recently while standing outside a grocery store, pregnant lady on phone walks past saying to whomever was on the other end of phone
"you always giving me the run a round and doing everything for you".
I happend to still be in same spot when she exited, and she was not on the phone, so I said.
"Excuse me, do you know what a Narcissist is" ?
She & I ended up talking well over an hour, she had been onto thinking him a narcissist but admitted she was in denial prior to my approaching the conversation.
I work in a Goodwill store, where (also recently) a older lady... really stressing over exchanging two skirts, was almost like she was trying to tell me her turmoil & begging for someone to understand the madness.
"I can't find anything that will work, I can't get anything that's like something the other person would wear, I've got to find something to replace these skirts, someone (a female "friend") bought me these and they're going to be really upset with me if I don't find something else".
Prior to her telling me these things, as the cashier, I had called for my manager to help w/the exchange & paperwork end of it, as she did not even have a receipt, and she had already been to the store prior to this visit to exchange the original gifted items for the skirts that the gift giver had given her, and the skirts were unsatisfactory - as per the gift giver yet the gift giver did not hand over the receipt....
Of which as policy one must have, however my manager was allowing a exchange. Keeping in mind the only way to get refund is w/ the reciept.
After the distraught customer being in the store about hour & half, is when she expressed all these things to me, getting near store closing hour.
I carried on with my sidework but I got to thinking... AND I went back to her to asked her some questions about what she'd expressed.
I ended up telling her I was raised in a home with people who have the personalities that you are describing as the person who gave you this gift. And I have studied this subject VERY very extensively for over 7 years, I know this subject very well and explained as a healing modality and understanding what happened to me and what these people are about is why I study.
Then, I asked her permission to tell her something, I said "I don't want to get in trouble, I really need my job, dont want to offend, you said this is a friend of yours, and this is not a family member ? So she's JUST a friend and NOT EVEN a family member" ?...
I reinterated.
I said "from what you're telling me and from what I have studied, I have a strong feeling that this person is a narcissist and the only option that people have in being involved with people like this is to cut ties completely and immediately. You can just walk away from all of this, You don't ever have to speak to her again"
Immediately, when I said narcissist, She said "yes", shaking her head, yes, and listening to me.
Next, I had to get back to my closing sidework.
And when I looked around just a few minutes later, she was gone.
Here was a older lady, very quiet soft spoken, meek and mild, being given the run - around via a "gift" by a
🤡💩👺 who was getting a cheap thrill out of what probably was some hideous/wrong size/ second hand clothes disguised as a kind gesture. And the narcissist having a good old laugh while putting the kind lady through the run around of going back-and-forth, apparently admonishing to 'not copy my style'
wasting time and ⛽fuel/ ? bus fare to the store trying to please the narcissist🤬
All This
Soooo the narcissist can be happy with the gift that the kind lady receives.
Yeah, this is exactly the BS a narcissist will do. And if somebody doesn't study this and know WTF is up😱 They're easy prey. And it boils my blood that people get targeted out there & don't know about this even though, the word is getting out verses back in the day...
Even still, It just can't happen fast enough.
@@selfesteem3447 Good. You picked up on that woman's worthless "friend" and did all you could. We don't know how deep the woman is ensnared ( she might have really needed any kind of companionship), but
you did the right thing. 👍
She Destroyed My & Our Lives, Killing My Not So Softly!
Nothing is Enough or Good Enough, Greedy and Self Serving!
It's not so much the disrespect, It's the Intentional Disregard & Disrespect!
I know that feeling. He is showing hate, ignoring, and then taking my ideas, but I am smart, so intellectually I know he loves me...or he wouldnt stay...so we're good...
Deserving love just for who we are could perhaps sound so obvious, but it's not, not on that deeper level, so thank you so much for spelling it out loud in this great video! I think this is foundational for any meaningful healing and growth, and once we understand this truth and integrate it into our belief system, the freedom it opens up within us is one of the most beautiful and empowering experiences a person can grow to enjoy. And no narcissist can take that away from us any more.
Very good. Only since i have started to understand what may be behind the mirror of the child now 25 . appreciate the poetic and insightful commentary on the subject. there is a continuous heartache about her and even now with 6 month on no contact struggling still to come to terms with the reality . Second video. Have been on three or four channels on the narcissism reality since discovery. I hope to enjoy and heal and help her . Peace.
Another lovely and insightful video. Thanks so much!
I have an idea for a future video-I observed that the narcissistic person I was with seemed to be unable to experience joy (excitement and happiness at times, yes, but not really joy). I’d be very interested in your take on this!
This is the most insightful video I have ever seen on this topic. God bless 🙏🙏
Thank you. I’m glad I could be helpful. Thanks for watching!
Been watching your videos, helping me get out of this relationship, very toxic relationship!!
Thanks Again!!!❤❤
This fits my father in law to a T
Perfectly said 💜
U got me at 18:41. I feel the same way. I made it to the other side. Thank u 😊
I ised to tell my.mom that sje never seems to care unless I'm doing something good amd when I really needed her it was u made ur bed now lay in it or so what are you gonna do now instead of oh I'm sorry your boyfriend os abusing u is there anything I can do?? Also the money my mom os so materialistic and thinks I'm out to get her money and my stepdads they both are drunk miserable fake people it's so gross to watch them be so fake amd then drove away and listen to them trash tje people they treated like gee idk like I wish they treated me
And as a kid especially at 11 your not a baby and u go around and listen to the hate then you stand there in bazzarronworld over and over