What happens if Dark Justiciar Shadowheart meets Shar without Tav?

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  • @sarahsander1181
    @sarahsander1181 2 місяці тому +489

    but how come shar looked so cool and god-like and mystra was just an LA yoga teacher

    • @kingofthehill4465
      @kingofthehill4465 2 місяці тому +13

      hahahahahah.. oh,my thoughts exactly.

    • @Tomnessish
      @Tomnessish Місяць тому +80

      Mystra is an ascended human, Shar is an entity from the start of time

    • @chuckchan4127
      @chuckchan4127 Місяць тому +25

      Shar is an actual God, not a mortal that got powered up.

    • @dorianleakey
      @dorianleakey Місяць тому +10

      All LA yoga teachers glow various colours and seem to be made of light. I know where you are coming from, but Mystra doesnt even look solid.

    • @crofoegbu6535
      @crofoegbu6535 Місяць тому +10

      Because Shar is a goth tryhard who everybody hates.

  • @kunalsingh4418
    @kunalsingh4418 2 місяці тому +1545

    In Bg3 power always comes at a price. God Gale loses his humanity. Ascended Astarion becomes just another Cazador. Shar's chosen Shadowheart has to kill her own parents. In comparison, Professor Gale, Vampire spawn Leader Astarion, and Selunite Farm girl Shadowheart, are so much better endings. They all are weaker but also way more happy.

    • @shadowcastyt
      @shadowcastyt 2 місяці тому +213

      Dark Urge is basically owned by Bhaal and can't do squat for him/herself
      Lae’zel is consumed

    • @KeitieKalopsia
      @KeitieKalopsia 2 місяці тому +109

      @@shadowcastyt
      I always knew Lae’zel was a snack

    • @AJS3157
      @AJS3157 2 місяці тому +281

      ​@@shadowcastytWyll becomes a politician, the most evil out of everyone

    • @MushMunkey
      @MushMunkey 2 місяці тому +11

      SH killing the moonmaiden is wild. Wyll sacrifices his father. Lae'Zel ascends and if you're Githyanki you can watch her happily accept lich death. Pretty crazy depth for characters you start the game with.

    • @CheshireDCat
      @CheshireDCat 2 місяці тому +130

      BG3 is basically if the companions get what they thought they wanted, their lives are much worse.
      Gale is as uncaring to his follower's feelings as Mystra (ambition is neutral), Astarion never breaks from the cycle of abuse (he's manipulative and domineering), DJ Shart and Vlaakith Lae'zel (stuck in their Goddess' lie and doomed to be replaced anyway), Wyll is forced to be a corrupt politician with Mizora around. Durge becomes papa Bhaal's meat puppet.

  • @thehippie3610
    @thehippie3610 2 місяці тому +894

    Shar taking a moment to come out of the corner from crying about how much everyone loves her sister so much more.
    Shar really tortued this whole family just because people like Selune better.

    • @shadow_risen
      @shadow_risen  2 місяці тому +155

      Yep, the pettiness is quite remarkable.

    • @shadowcastyt
      @shadowcastyt 2 місяці тому +124

      Selûne: all things considered, one of, if not the best DnD deity as far as respect and kindness to her worshippers is concerned… doesn't seem to be a very high bar unfortunately
      Shar: one of the worst
      Also Shar: “why does everyone like Selûne better!” 😤

    • @deucifer4170
      @deucifer4170 2 місяці тому +13

      Wouldn't you? You are a god, a deity of darkness and deceit demanding the respect and adoration of thousands if not tens of thousands. If Shar would not have their love for simply being as she is, she would most certainly make them fear her for the monster that she could be.

    • @KollbjornYT
      @KollbjornYT 2 місяці тому +45

      @@shadowcastyt Also Shar: Time to manipulate a grieving man who lost his family, brainwash people, steal children, give them a wound that flares when they try to remember things, and make them torture their own family members! That'll make everyone love me and see how much better I am!

    • @jetdathreat
      @jetdathreat 2 місяці тому +47

      Shar is what happens when a Karen gets God powers

  • @peterw2880
    @peterw2880 2 місяці тому +274

    Shar is unreal levels of evil. And for the pettiest reasons imaginable

    • @rustedemotions
      @rustedemotions 2 місяці тому +9

      In this game yes but over the dnd universe there way more and even more evil beings.

    • @ВладиславБулаев-л3э
      @ВладиславБулаев-л3э 2 місяці тому +1

      ​@@rustedemotionsI can only think of Cyric (reminds me of Loki from Norse Mythology), but no one else.

    • @rustedemotions
      @rustedemotions 2 місяці тому +10

      @@ВладиславБулаев-л3э Prince Garloth Pescheour destroyed his comeplete homeworld. Lolth is also even worse then shown in BG3 thats just the scratched surface. Even Tiamat is much worse then shown.

    • @alexandre7950
      @alexandre7950 2 місяці тому +3

      @@rustedemotions No no. Shar is actually more evil alligned than Cyric and Lolth. Both Cyric and Lolth, although have evil in them, they are far more caothic. Cyric and Lolth are both Caotic Evil deities, more caotic than evil. Now Shar is a Neutral Evil Goddes, she cares nothing for Law or Caos, just evil matters. The End of all things.

    • @shabby3340
      @shabby3340 2 місяці тому +6

      @@alexandre7950chaotic you had so many tries to get it right 😭😭

  • @atlasvoidx
    @atlasvoidx 3 місяці тому +538

    This is so interesting to see omg , it’s crazy how without tav it’s a much more willing decision to follow orders rather than an emotional outburst.

    • @shadow_risen
      @shadow_risen  3 місяці тому +115

      The parents also talk less which is interesting, maybe they feel she doesn't have allies and standing up against Shar is impossible and they're resigned to their fates or actually think it's just another trick like Arnell says.

    • @KeitieKalopsia
      @KeitieKalopsia 2 місяці тому +53

      @@shadow_risen I reckon that if Shadowheart comes in alone, they’re more inclined to believe it’s a trick. If she comes in with allies, that feels less like a trick Shar would cook up.

    • @theomnidegenerate5236
      @theomnidegenerate5236 2 місяці тому +13

      That’s because people seem to forget that it’s an RPG and that TAV or urge is considered the main character so with the right choices and the right rolls. You can make any of the companions do whatever u want, but without interference by the player. Shadowheart would fall to darkness and astarion would kill thousands and enslave the world. Which is why I find it so wild that so many people Simp for him.

    • @shadow_risen
      @shadow_risen  2 місяці тому +15

      @@theomnidegenerate5236 Sure, but where's the fun in signing everything off with that? It's more fun to speculate what the characters would do and wouldn't do on their own, even beyond the confines of the game.

    • @shadow_risen
      @shadow_risen  2 місяці тому +9

      @@KeitieKalopsia I don't know if you've seen my Selûne SH meets Shar alone video where the parents talk a lot more and believe she actually is their daughter and not a trick. Maybe they sense Selûne as her clerical patron or maybe it's the new hair color (lol).

  • @ridgecabernet1933
    @ridgecabernet1933 2 місяці тому +40

    Shar: A sacrifice is not a sacrifice without meaning.
    Also Shar: i will take away those memories so you cant remember the sacrifice.
    Haha. Puny god

    • @ImperativeGames
      @ImperativeGames 23 дні тому

      It's like DnD made evil into curated evil.
      Self-contradictory bullshit so people can play clearics of evil gods without thinking too much.

    • @Gal85gal
      @Gal85gal 20 днів тому +4

      Yeah kinda doesn't make sense. However from Shar perspective she now knows her champion will do anything for her so it does make sense to bestow power upon her.

    • @kalentaylor3468
      @kalentaylor3468 20 днів тому +2

      I think it’s more about the degradation than anything else for Shar. She practically taunts Shadowheart with the knowledge that she did it before and she expects her to do it one more time. One more act to spit on who you once were and I will take away all the pain. The audience isn’t Shadowheart, it’s Selune and her parents. Shar is basically showing that “goodness” is fake and that all of existence is avoiding suffering. It’s her way of saying “Ha, told you sister. Love and kinship are nothing compared to the drive to avoid suffering. Still think existence and light are a good thing?”

  • @abcdefghij337
    @abcdefghij337 2 місяці тому +288

    Very much feels like Shadowheart kills them because she doesn’t think she can go back and reverse course. She’s beyond redemption or forgiveness, so she might as well give her parents a mercy killing.
    Weird comparing this to how I played with my first Tav: a Drow and from the Circle of the Spores who found nothing wrong with death but still pushed Shadowheart into the light. Her parents gave a heartfelt farewell and thanked her for the mercy of death, and then they turned into little balls of light and joined Selune.

    • @raeg1100
      @raeg1100 2 місяці тому +15

      I played a half elf druid, and honestly felt the same about letting the parents die, that they were happy with death if it set their daughter truly free from Shar.

    • @cwill6491
      @cwill6491 2 місяці тому +4

      It wasn't really mercy though if they are in shar's domain

    • @raeg1100
      @raeg1100 2 місяці тому +16

      @@cwill6491 If Shadowheart hasn't become a Dark Justiciar, then as the original commenter mentioned the parents go to join Selune. They only get trapped in Shar's realm if Shadowheart kills them in Shar's name

    • @bill_scyther
      @bill_scyther 2 місяці тому

      Wow, I played the same race/class/ personality on my first playthrough, neat

    • @NickR0724
      @NickR0724 Місяць тому +1

      I did an evil play through and at the last minute tried to convince SH to abandon Shar and she was basically like “I’ve done all of this already I might as well kill then, but in a very defeated way like she can’t go back like you said.

  • @ZafiroDoesGames
    @ZafiroDoesGames 3 місяці тому +217

    “There is much She does not tell you. A terrible blood price that may extend far beyond my own death.”
    Can see what Nightsong meant here, it’s a really powerful scene.

  • @Defender1917
    @Defender1917 2 місяці тому +51

    Evil choices in this game, are truly diabolical.

    • @Nazinsky
      @Nazinsky 2 місяці тому +5

      It shows how diverse DnD truly is. It shows how evil people can still be beings with feelings and life and don’t do everything for selfish reasons. I like that.

    • @ВладиславБулаев-л3э
      @ВладиславБулаев-л3э 2 місяці тому +3

      Oh, brother... You haven't seen new endings yet...

  • @ImagineHeroism
    @ImagineHeroism 2 місяці тому +193

    It’s interesting how much Shar seems to directly intervene, but Selune doesn’t.

    • @nerfedirl
      @nerfedirl 2 місяці тому +49

      Selune sent down her own immortal daughter, which let the shar’s general be immortal, and intervene in every fight.
      Shar is there talking and zapping lightly from time to time.
      Whats your definition of intervene again ?

    • @Dullaran
      @Dullaran 2 місяці тому +43

      ​@@nerfedirl as you said: Selune sent her own DAUGHTER, and her DAUGHTER is doing things.
      While Shar is doing things by herself, she is showing herself many times and we can see her power in many moments.
      the point is the word >> directly

    • @kriminal7009
      @kriminal7009 2 місяці тому +53

      It’s actually mentioned if you play as Shadowheart and talk to Dame Aylin. Because Selune is so generous with her offerings, her power, she gives equally to all but in small amount. Shar is selfish, and barely touches her followers unless they prove themselves to her. Seluneites have nothing to prove because they are already loved.
      Edit: If you pray in Shar’s Gauntlet once she doesn’t speak to you unless you prove devotion. When you speak to Aylin once you turn from Shar you already feel something from Selune.

    • @ugh9yearsago884
      @ugh9yearsago884 2 місяці тому +13

      She does tho, maybe not as much as Shar but you can see it when Shadowheart defies Shar and the narrator says that Selune gives her cleric power thereafter. Not to mention the whole Last Light Inn protection thing which was also implied to be of Selune’s help

    • @kiwisocks
      @kiwisocks 2 місяці тому +12

      Shar intervenes is singular, large ways (See: showing up to Shadowheart)
      Selune intervenes in multiple small ways (See: Sending Dame Aylin being sent to the village)
      Although there is the repriocity with divinity interfering in mortal affairs, having a small following like Shar means she can do bigger things for her smaller amount of followers. Unless Selune wants to give Shar more ability to intervene, she has to spread her divine intervention thin among her MANY followers.
      (Some people think this is how the evil gods continue to be worshipped instead of just dying out due to people going 'ew evil'; they have the ability to more directly interfere with their 'chosen few', so desperate people can turn to them and get more results than good gods. It does not explain how evil gods aren't all classified as minor with their small following, though)

  • @mr_jyggalag
    @mr_jyggalag 3 місяці тому +124

    Interesting! It seems that when with Tav, DJ Shadowheart doesn't specifically obey Shar but kills parents "out of stress" or "without thinking" rather than as a conscious decision. Here, she kind of follows her goddess' orders.
    Still, some "without Tav" decisions that companions make don't really make sense (like, Shadowheart would always kill Nighsong without Tav, even if in a normal encounter with Tav she would always spare her).

    • @shadow_risen
      @shadow_risen  3 місяці тому +79

      My headcanon why Shadowheart always kills Nightsong without Tav is that she has been indoctrinated for the cult for 40 years with her memories erased and the shock collar in her hand and in that moment, in her Lady's sacred proving grounds, she doesn't have the willpower to defy her goddess without someone she trusts by her side aka Tav.

    • @PaladinFeora
      @PaladinFeora 3 місяці тому +29

      @@shadow_risen Close to mine. I think all of that combined with the fact that the only feeling, the only vibe, the only voice in her ear telling her what to do is Shar. There is no Selune, there is no one else.
      Which makes sense. Selune is all about "hope you figure it out, Bestie" vibes since she is all about self-reliance and finding your own way.

    • @shadow_risen
      @shadow_risen  3 місяці тому +22

      @@PaladinFeora That too, like Shar is literally in her head, whispering things. If you play Durge and if you romance SH, the butler comments you're the only one she has ever trusted (well at least that she can remember atm), so Tav/Durge's support is a huge deal for her.

    • @mr_jyggalag
      @mr_jyggalag 3 місяці тому +6

      @@shadow_risen I think it's true if Shadowheart comes alone to the Shadowfell. Like, companions' aren't really involved in Origin's choices or say their opinions, but I just write it off as a gameplay thing. I think if Shadowheart had Gale, Karlach, or Wyll, even with Lae'Zel and Astarion, she wouldn't just stay as zealous as if she traveled into Shadowcursed Lands by herself.
      But, honestly, I doubt that there would be a word where my Tav wouldn't be here for Shadowheart.

    • @b.lightyear3455
      @b.lightyear3455 2 місяці тому +14

      The most common reason she defaults to sparing Nightsong is that the MC has 40+ approval with her. A friend outside the cult is all she needs.
      If that friend isn't there...

  • @grimreaperoverlord6225
    @grimreaperoverlord6225 2 місяці тому +49

    Hilarious how the people fall for her being a goddess of "loss" (or how it is framed) , given how it is implemented here she is literally the god of ignorance.

  • @alvercaine8893
    @alvercaine8893 2 місяці тому +27

    Gayle confronts mystra. Laezel confront vlaakith. Shadowhart confront shar. Durge confronts Bhaal. Will and karlach indirectly zariel. Hassin got thaniel, theres just astarion that got his vampire subplot. Most of the cast has some strife with his god.

    • @ikmkr
      @ikmkr 2 місяці тому +10

      zariel and thaniel are not gods.
      zariel is an archdevil, formerly a solar, the servant of a god twisted by the fiendish influence of the hells. and wyll and karlach did not worship her whatsoever.
      thaniel is likely some type of dryad, a nature spirit/fey bound to an environs. halsin’s patron diety is silvanus, a neutral/good-aligned deity who he has no quarrel with.
      astarion worships no gods, but his subplot explains why: when he pleaded for divine intervention, a savior to rescue him from his terrible situation, none answered. the closest way astarion gets divine intervention is through the clerics (shadowheart and possibly tav) he befriends choosing to help free him from cazador.

  • @KollbjornYT
    @KollbjornYT 2 місяці тому +18

    This is way more heart breaking! Thank you for your sacrifice

  • @moneygreen932
    @moneygreen932 2 місяці тому +42

    Damn.. this is some Sith levels of mind manipulation... poor Shadowheart

  • @AngelofAmbrosia
    @AngelofAmbrosia 2 місяці тому +46

    There’s so fucking way I’ll do this.

    • @tranceightseven
      @tranceightseven 2 місяці тому +10

      I can’t either. Not even in a game….

  • @Nyx_Room
    @Nyx_Room 2 місяці тому +37

    I wish she kept the purple eyes...

  • @Korvilon
    @Korvilon 2 місяці тому +12

    Ive done nearly 500 hours in this game and I'm happy I never did this. I will always free them.

  • @JingleJangle256
    @JingleJangle256 23 дні тому +11

    If Shar was an irl person, she’d be one of those creepy girls who wrote love-letters to the Columbine shooters.

  • @AndyMacster
    @AndyMacster Місяць тому +2

    I love how most 'evil' Gods seem obsessed with senseless murder, pain, or brutality, but the angle the creators of Shar went for proved that there are things worse than indiscriminate killing. Manipulating people into subservience through the use of their pain, creating anguish only to feed off of the 'healing' she can provide through robbing people of their memories, and attempting to enforce nothingness in a person's soul so nihilism consumes them.
    Shar is truly, utterly diabolical. For Shar wants you to be left with less than nothing, and even the dead have more than that.

  • @mekillu05
    @mekillu05 Місяць тому +1

    fucking hell shadowheart's story is just too good....

  • @PaladinFeora
    @PaladinFeora 3 місяці тому +27

    Curious if this is with or without parent points!
    Thanks for the content, love testing the game like this. Whether a Tav or other Origin Companion playthrough, they are so important to Shadowheart having a chance to break free and I love that.
    No one else is talking in her ear otherwise, except Shar.

    • @shadow_risen
      @shadow_risen  3 місяці тому +8

      Without the parents points, I never got them work in this playthrough.

    • @KnightDelt
      @KnightDelt 3 місяці тому +7

      ⁠@@shadow_risenhave done this scene with the parent points, can confirm it doesn’t change anything.

    • @PaladinFeora
      @PaladinFeora 3 місяці тому +1

      @@KnightDelt So just like nightsong points, if Tav isn't there... Tav and/or any other Avatar romancing Shadowheart is a vital key.

    • @Mithcoriel
      @Mithcoriel 2 місяці тому

      What are parent points?

    • @KnightDelt
      @KnightDelt 2 місяці тому +7

      @@Mithcoriel If you let Shadowheart decide what to do with her parents at the House of Grief, she will default to killing them. If she has enough parent points, however, she will instead save them. Parent points are acquired by:
      - Finding the grave of Allistair Marnley - Shadowheart’s tutor - in the Baldur’s Gate graveyard and talking to Shadowheart about it
      - Finding the Graffiti Shadowheart drew on the side of Jaheira’s house and talking to Shadowheart about it
      - having a conversation with Shadowheart about her memories of the city, notably its smells, that should trigger after the previous two have been found

  • @aarthurcgs
    @aarthurcgs 2 місяці тому +4

    Shar always delivers! Queen!

  • @lthawkeye1189
    @lthawkeye1189 3 місяці тому +9

    GASP. Bestie content?? 😮 gimme gimme gimme gimme gimme gimme
    SH content is almost always 😋🥳❤ but Besties DJ SH content is 😵🤌😵🤌👌👌😩 Keep up the amazing work, I'm *fucking starving out here*

  • @SebastianTalbierz
    @SebastianTalbierz Місяць тому

    seeing this makes me glad a took her to the light

  • @kittydaddy2023
    @kittydaddy2023 2 місяці тому

    she is now the most powerful trickery cleric in FAY RUN

  • @R_FangZ
    @R_FangZ 21 день тому

    So cutscenes like that can happen even if you don't play as that Origin character? Has this always been a thing? I remember there were times when my Tav and the others were far behind and they still kind of "teleported" to the cutscene when it triggered. Not sure if there was an update since then that changed that

  • @4m4n40
    @4m4n40 2 місяці тому +2

    If you collect enough shadowheart parent points she spares them I think

    • @Mithcoriel
      @Mithcoriel 2 місяці тому

      How do you collect them?

    • @shadow_risen
      @shadow_risen  2 місяці тому

      There's this video about it, but what I've understood, the parent points don't work in this scenario where Shadowheart is meeting Shar without Tav. Here is the video anyway: ua-cam.com/video/4d0zJ4Uy4pI/v-deo.html

  • @JLeeRiddell
    @JLeeRiddell День тому

    Does she still do this if you've accrued enough parent points?

  • @Samlli
    @Samlli 2 місяці тому +1

    You can become a Dark Justiciar and save Shadowhearts parents. It's arguably a better ending.

    • @Mithcoriel
      @Mithcoriel 2 місяці тому +4

      But that means killing Nightsong and everyone in Last Light Inn, except possibly Jaheira.

  • @ocskopf
    @ocskopf Місяць тому +7

    If Shar is objectively evil and Selune loves everyone unconditionally, does that make Selune's aasimar a female Jesus Christ?

  • @favoniu9051
    @favoniu9051 Місяць тому

    I cant get out of mind that there's a problem in Shar's HR department. Even DJ SH is so bad at being evil she needs to be manipulated into it. I cant believe under her rule the Shar church would be at its best (which is a good thing for the rest of Faerun obviously). Would i have been Shar, I'd have chosen Minthara for example :)

  • @NightshadeTS
    @NightshadeTS 2 місяці тому

    Im going to do this in all my runs now, letting her go in alone is so much better. We shouldn't be able to derail moments like these at the last minute.

  • @aistisnarmontas4515
    @aistisnarmontas4515 2 місяці тому

    I liked Shadowheart in her wicked and kinky way. And dark hair suits her truly.

  • @Fajitaman69
    @Fajitaman69 Місяць тому

    All that and you still don't heal your hand wound?

  • @tbun4638
    @tbun4638 2 місяці тому +1

    I didn't make Shadowheart a Dark Justiciar but I did have her go to her parents without Tav. I got click happy on the skip, but it didn't play out like this. I didn't see all the options when it got to the point of sacrificing them for Shadowheart's freedom but the click happy chose to let them go and I do like the outcome of that.

    • @shadow_risen
      @shadow_risen  2 місяці тому +2

      If you let Selûne Shadowheart confront Shar without Tav, she will always free her parents.

    • @tbun4638
      @tbun4638 2 місяці тому

      @@shadow_risen oh, I didn't know that. I only did it once and thought it was cuz I got click happy. Thanks for the info.

    • @becominghero9754
      @becominghero9754 Місяць тому +1

      But if you let them live she has a lovely little cottage and actually heals. Mercy killing is rarely actually mercy, just avoidance.
      Saying this as someone WITH full body chronic burning pain. I would never kill someone to make that go away, and as a physician working in mental health I would never give up on a person who could still be healed.

    • @becominghero9754
      @becominghero9754 Місяць тому +1

      ​@@shadow_risenby free, do you mean kill? Because she can actually actually free them and live happily ever after.

    • @tbun4638
      @tbun4638 Місяць тому

      @@becominghero9754 they mean saving them, not killing them.

  • @Kharmul
    @Kharmul 2 місяці тому

    Interesting that you seem to get the Shar ending only if you actively pursue it. I have my Tav as power hungry necromancer who is neither fully good or evil. I literally said nothing during the Nightsong thing, just let her figure it all out and she still defied Shar.

  • @Spoon199
    @Spoon199 2 місяці тому +1

    That was EEEEEEEEEE..............veeeeeellllll.....

  • @green42oslayer71
    @green42oslayer71 2 місяці тому

    all i gotta say is, if you become a chosen of a god in this game, you should at least be able to go past the 12th level 😭😭

  • @tranceightseven
    @tranceightseven 2 місяці тому

    Amazing.

  • @Him.-xd3jv
    @Him.-xd3jv 2 місяці тому +8

    Guys- it’s ok. If u follow Shar u become super powerful. I loved it. U can cast Shar darkness on urself and kill enemies within the dark. They can’t see anything, but u can 😎 kill them in the shadows. And u also can bestow darkness upon their mind.. and other things too.

  • @allygearmode6335
    @allygearmode6335 2 місяці тому

    I LOVE SHAR

  • @JackMeoff46
    @JackMeoff46 2 місяці тому +1

    Selune never talks to the characters directly, only through her daughter. Shows how weak and desperate Shar is compared to her sister.

  • @Kadir-fw7xm
    @Kadir-fw7xm 2 місяці тому +6

    Why are Sharans always become like Crack addicts ? Like this one dude that transformed himself into many rats xD
    #TeamSelune #WeStandAgainstCrackAddiction

    • @Mithcoriel
      @Mithcoriel 2 місяці тому

      He was a crack addict?

    • @orson1821
      @orson1821 2 місяці тому

      Shar tortures them, physically and mentally. She doesn't care about them it's an act. Shar basically wants nothingness, world that looks like before creation, world where only she and Selune exist and are one god. She really misses that.