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Sometimes when I feel lost, I come here to read people’s comments. It almost feels less painful to know that there are just as many people lost in their memories, just like me. Even if we truly are worlds apart...
The bad thing about love is you don't choose to fall in love, you FALL in love. And that really gets us sometimes, we don't mean to fall in love with this person, but we do and it hurts that you know they may not have the same feelings as you.
It's 3 am... Your family is sleeping... You listen to a song... It pulls the trigger... You're sad... You silently cry... You cry out for mercy.... The next thing you know... You're empty again....
She's a surgeon, looks like young Claire Forlani. Has best sense of humor ever and I loved her so much that it hurt. She was my crush since elementary and makes my heart smile every time I see her. Few weeks before we cut ties she said "there will be many more great moments with us involved and I can't wait for it". Then she just faded out on me and went her separate way, never got the "why". All I do now is hope she'll be okay from COVID-19 in hospital and how I miss her every millisecond of every day. There are far worse things than death.
That's called vicarious notalgia. You are experiencing notstalgia vicariously through something else, despite that thing never really existing. Nostalgia is a nice feeling. Thats why I like Boards of Canada. Their music is nostalgic and theyve been doing this since the 90's way before the Vaporwave and Simpsonswave stuff started getting popular. ua-cam.com/video/yT0gRc2c2wQ/v-deo.html
falling in love for the first time , is like unlocking a new character , unlocking new emotions actually . I've always been happy but never imagined that I could be happier thanks to love , I just hope I don't end up here crying someday .
That feeling when the happiness you once felt can never happen again, when you look into her eyes giggling and laughing for no apparent reason, it can change a man you know, then you mess up you get replaced and you realize you can never have moments like those again and that's what really hurts. I miss you so bad...
For a brief moment I felt complete. Intoxicated by the notion of forever I couldn't imagine losing her, though in doing so I found myself. The pain that greets me every morning as I wake from bed to face the lonely morning cold carves an empty space deep within my Soul. Everything reminds me of her. Music doesn't quite sound or feel the same. The nights I spend kept awake by waves of inspiration, nostalgia, melancholy and sadness make me wish I could look her in the eyes one last time and just say goodbye. But we don't talk after that last night we spent together downtown. Years after splitting we briefly reunited, it was magical. I guess that night was goodbye and I didn't realize until now. Now we live thousands of kilometers apart, me on a small Island, her in the big city. It's probably better off that way.
Guys, we are commenting about all these relationship problems, but wake up, we are on a similar song and we like it, and that means we already have one thing in common, relationships in these comments could easily form, stop focusing on one girl from high school and get together on here, because we are all, Very alike here.❤
@Ava & Noelle I love how they're months or even years apart in these comments, but it's wholesome all the way through. Hope all is well with you, been a bit stressed lately, idk.
This hit me so hard. There were this girl I liked but then i figured out that she was kissing and doing stuff with other boys and that kills me and now I'm just sick of love. But this music always puts a smile on my face and makes me escape reality. Thank you
Tobias Jensen trust me, your love life will get better, you'll find something or someone that will make it better. love is difficult when you're young. but once you're older, you'll find your love and live your happy life with them.
I hope she comes back to me. I miss her. I miss everything about her. Her hair, her smile, her eyes, her touch, her everything. It's been half a month and I don't think I can take it anymore.
crazy how this mix is 2 years old.. ill always come back to it -update, it’s 2021 and i have come back to this mix haha- 2022 and i’m back again almost every night, one of my favourite mixes
Man, just listening to this makes me think: why it couldn't happen? Why couldn't she wait for me the way I waited for her? Why did she go with some other dude after everything she told me? Why did she say all those things if she didn't mean it? If she was that afraid of breaking people's hearts, why did she have to break mine... even now?... It's OK that she can be happy, that's good... but why can't I be happy too? Why am I always a lonesome guy? I know happiness must be achieved by oneself... But y'know? Sometimes it's hard to do when there are no results at the end...
Why does this have to be like this? I met a guy who was everything I ever wanted. He has a girlfriend and they've been together for 2 years, and yet he told me that he loved me, that I was special and so beautiful, and that he wished he could be with me... I waited for him a hole year, and nothing ever happened. We don't see each other, we don't even talk anymore, and that hurts so much... I mean, I was his special girl, and he was my everything and we loved each other and still... he stayed with her... Only 4 months we've been apart, and I know he's happy and he'll be happy without me, and I know I'm lost and I'll never be as happy as I was with him...
Ana Pau Vieyra I know, it's awful and now I'm not even sure if it hurts. I'm so used to this feeling but after not quite like this. The girl I talk about is (or maybe not) my best friend from highschool. Without realizing, I fell in love for her, but because of our age differences, I respected that she couldn't have a bf, so I waited. After everything we spoke, I thought we could end up together at the end of highschool... Boy, was I a fool. She ended up going with someone else. Now I can't even hug her like I used to. She acts cold towards me and I always have to call her because she never calls me... But I bet she will soon block me. She barely entered at the university and I have to wait next year to enter. I know I'll become an annoying burden for her, now with university and boyfriend. She doesn't need me, but I need her, because she means a lot to me. Even if I can't be her boyfriend, I want her real bad. Ever since my father passed away due to cancer, I've felt miserable, with fake laughs and whatnot. But when I met her, somehow she made smile for real... Love for real... But she doesn't know it, and I know she doesn't care, because she is fine by herself. I'm not like her. I'm scared of being alone, of being forgotten, of being of no importance for anyone. I have no true friends, and she was the closest I've ever had to a meaningful someone... But eventually she'll move on. Something that I can't seem to do...
i just zone out with music...kinda like with antidepressants but without swallowing anything.this helps me write my diary alot. thankyou bootleg. you helping me open up to the world again. especially after i lost my mum to a heartbrwaking fight to terminal cancer through the blood.lukemia took her from me and listening to this helps me be numb for a while.its hard everyday to wake up and stay in bed because i cant be botherd anymore.but my daD HELPS ME. ty bootleg you are helping alot. xx
yo I'm gonna have to thank you, like I know its weird to like this depressing shit but damn like i have insomnia and all of your videos are like liquid gold flowing in soundwaves.
This is where it all began .its the first lofi video i have ever watched .Now i feel like i need these type of songs .I would never think that i would go so far alongside them.I wonder how would it be if i knew from the beginning...
Ty 19 there's something, you need to find it. i know it sounds cheesy. but search for your true calling. find something that will bring you happiness. start drawing, learn to play an instrument. life isn't about the end. it's about finding who you are and building yourself as a person. you'll find something, friend. you'll find happiness.
Yeah existence is pain, but you know, the struggles make the better person, you need to find yourself, It will be really hard but it is worth it, trust me, you will still feel pain sometimes but not because of your existence. Life is pain, but pain that doesn't kill me makes me stronger.
You may not notice or believe it, but you are worth sooo much. Everyone is. No matter who they are or what they do, we all deserve a place on this earth, to be loved. We all are loved, the problem is we don't believe it. Some people feel alone and empty. You may feel so bad to the point where you just don't want to be alive but trust me, and I mean this... It gets better. Life is such a gift. If you don't think anyone loves you... Someone out there does and will ❤️ it helps to talk about it. Don't be afraid we are all here for you and will support and help you.
Because humans remember and get attached to strong emotions. And the strongest ones are those, which are related to pain and suffering. Thus, some basic feelings + some pain = you're hooked
Last year me and this girl had gym together. I never really thought anything of her but then she was on my team and we started to talk. Once she screamed across the field to show me a dog walking by I knew she could possibly have a crush on me. We talked more in gym but by that time the year was over. I'm not popular either, like at all. I TRY to not be popular so for this chick to come hang with me is pretty wild. Anyway summer break comes and goes now it's time for the next grade. The schedule is super stupid this year so we only have our electives for half the year then two other electives for the other half. Anyway my sixth period was creative writing, the girl sat behind me. We immediately started talking. She's so cool, no other girl would waste time talking to me. This asshole dude who shall be named "D" started flirting with her tons. But not the polite way, more like taking her chair and harrassing her. The way a 4th grader would flirt. She started to like him more so I just gave up and focused on my work and friends more. Until one day outside during lunch she ran up to me and my friend who I always hang out with and asks "I'm just gonna hang out with you two" I got so excited She's usually playing soccer, and everyone up there in the field is always chearing her on, so for her to come hang with me that was a big deal. We start dumpster diving like I always do. (I'm not popular, I already said that) she starts laughing super hard and it was super fun. I'm writing a mural and asked for her to write something on it. She says "ar lath ma vhenan" I had no clue, until she said it was an Elvin language from something. I knew she was playing Dragon Age Inquisition so I looked there. And it turns out it means "I love you" I was star struck. Too bad I didn't do fucking anything. I just kept to the usual day. Talking to her for a second, and then watching D harrass her more. Oh forgot to mention, by some coincidence I was the most popular kid in CW. Mainly because of my WHACK stories me and my friends write. But that has nothing to do with the story. Around winter break I finally ask her for her phone number. Yes just barely. We talk all winter break, but she has a flip phone so she doesn't always text back. (That's my theory at least) Anyway come back from break and it's the last week of creative writing I make sure to be with her more but D had me covered. I really fucking hate him, he has like 20 other chicks, just leave mine along! God damn.... Sorry Back to the story. We arrive at the last day of CW and we get to do whatever we want. AKA complete free time. She moves her chair next to mine, real close. And we start talking. For the entire class she ignores Dylan, and stays with me. All we do is play Super Smash Flash 2 and listen to my friend say a bunch of super edgy dark anti jokes. It was the best day of my life. Then CW ended. She lost her phone so we couldn't text but I still talked to her at school, whenever I could. But I'm a shy piece of shit so I hardly did. Anyway Valentine's roles around and I don't do anything special, just make a paper and draw a bunch of memes and other inside jokes and stuff like that. She thought it was really funny, she told me as I went into my new sixth period (debate) so that was nice. we slowly start to drift apart, since we have no classes together now and her phone is lost. My friends all say to forget her, but I just can't. She's the only girl that's given me attention of day and said she... Loved me. I know what you're all thinking if you read all this shit. She said she loved you just go say the same to her. But... Opinions change and she has so many other bachelors at lunch and probably a whole hell of a lot more within classes. Which is odd because she's super shy. Anyway we're at the present now. Yeah skipping from Valentine's day to April 2nd that just proves how little we've been talking. At the end of March she finds her phone again and we start texting but before, we could have conversations last for hours now they last minutes at most. It hasn't gone sour with us yet.... But.... I just don't know what to do. This took me forever on my tiny phone. I know nobodies gonna read this though. I just really like her. I didn't go into it but literally everything about her is perfect. Ok, buh bye 2 year later update: I posted a follow up comment. I think it’s the 76th reply in case that helps. Hopefully nobody’s comment gets deleted. Thank you all for the support and all the love in the comments. Though it’s two years later I’m incredibly humbled and grateful. I hope all of you find that special person you can love and admire, how I did with that girl. Thank you again ❤️
my dude you need to go after her, love is fleeting and if you actually are there for her instead of D she will take notice and love you moreshe probably wants you to be there for her.
I feel exactly the same bro, there's also a girl I like but I feel like she doesn't feel the same way. In my eyes she's fucking perfect. Your story is amazing and moved me, thanks.
I love a girl. A girl that is..just...I can't even put it into words, seriously. I'm going to be 1200 kilometers away from her for 2 years and I already were away from her for 2 months. Today is our 8th month together and we're getting through..something. She is questioning my love even though I spread all my love into her..because of..something I said while we were debating. And she just like..forgot everything I've done and she got that I don't love her from JUST 1 SINGLE THING THAT I SAID. She blocked my phone and she isn't answering nor texting me back from social media. And here I am. Thanks for the good music bootleg.
I'm going through something similar. I was with my girlfriend of almost 3 years. We had a long distance relationship going on but she went to college in the city which is close to me so we would see each other every weekend through fall and spring. Except that this year her grandmother had died on my birthday, ever since then she has pushed me away and not wanted to talk to me. Said she wanted to be alone and blocked my number and blocked me everywhere on social media.. a week later and I'm still waiting for her to come back. And its so hard letting go knowing I depended on her for almost 3 years.. she was the only happiness in my life
CyberYeti I feel you brother. If she wants to be alone let her be. She'll come back sooner or later if she really loves you, there is a well known saying in Turkey ; "If she comes back she's yours, if she doesn't she was never yours." Hope you will make it up soon.
Umarım ömründe karşılaşacağın diğer insanlar kalbini kırmaz, sen de onlarınkini bu hatıralar yüzünden kırmazsın. Aşk, sevgi, ne olursa olsun affetmektir sonuçta. İnsan sevdiği kendisine ne yaparsa yapsın ömürleri buruk da geçecek olsa da affeder. Eğer yapamıyorsa, sevgisi gururunu yenecek kadar büyük değil demektir. Whatever happens, even it hurts, do not supress your love. A broken heart is better than a loveless one. Feeling hurt what makes us feel like human.
I just feel sad, even doe I am not in a relationship I feel broken seeing the Girl I like with somebody, what humans called jealousy, everytime I had a chance I made the wrong decisions If only I could return back time to the good old days I will make it right this time, our planet is so different that even our planet dosen't want us to have our life, even my family, my life, my moments, and my love..
when i was 13 i loved a girl so hard, she was everything for me then i had to move from home now im 15 and every day just hurts if i think aboute this girl she was perfect :(
Mario Ruiz Two percent of high school relationships last until marriage. Imagine the percentage of middle school relationships. Don't call me wrong just because you can't handle the truth.
Nelson I agree with you because from experience I can say that if you're like 13-17 relationships don't last long and don't expect for you both to be forever together because you will eventually get tired of it, so ye, sorry to be a downer but it's the truth (and my experience)
In 2012 I met my first love, the one fish in the sea who helped me come out of the darkness, I was going through alot with family issues and abuse, he talked me into going to therapy, which ended up in locking up my abuser whom I used to look up to as a father figure. He was there when I needed him, and my loyalty to him became solid. I remember him telling me "Is pain the only thing keeping us together?" I said "no, pain is just one layer of it, we can grow from this together and evolve." In summer of 2013, we both decided to break up because he joined the military. We didn't talk as much then. I was happy when I did hear from him. Part of me still had hope that we'd come back together and live a long happy life. I looked forward to high school graduation so I could go to college at his city. So much for that dream... His character absolutely changed. He would play mind games with me, saying he'd come see me at my city but then laugh about how he'd never waste his time coming. That he'd rather be in a more lavish place. Then he started messaging me about the girls he was messin with, it made me cry alot. I blocked him. I couldn't bear to put myself through that. I remember him unintentionally prophesizing that "I'd meet a guy at the library in my city." Years later 2015 comes and I met someone who truly does love and respect me. AND I MET HIM AT THE LIBRARY IN MY CITY. My military ex tried to get in contact with me again. He wanted to talk like we used to back in 2012 but I already had a soulmate. I told him i had somebody now and "you were right, i did meet him at the library in my city, just like you said, but i bet you never expected it to happen forreal like this." The words shocked him and i know he's now filled with regret for breaking my heart so much. Now he's the one who's lovesick because according to him those girls he was sexing were nobody special. That in the end he wanted us back together. But it's too late now. He's no longer the man i fell in love with, he's given me too much false hope, it broke my heart so much, i couldn't go back. Now I'm still with the man i met at the library .2019 we're still together and happy. It's funny how life works. One moment you're hurting, the next it's the person who hurt you who's hurting. Karma is real.
Haha. Its just funny how Im smoking a bowl thinking about my most recent ex and my phone goes off and it says bootleg boy just posted. I don't know how you do it man but you always come in clutch when I need you to.
omfg i forgot i used to listen to this all the time i know all the beats by heart its so heartwarming, like a glimpse of the past and of nostalgia its incredible
You thinkin about to positivly man. i'M SAD AS HELL because of what a girl did to me. whenever I look at someone in a relationship I don't feel happy, I have flashbacks back to the good ol times with her then to where it all ended
That one girl that makes you feel like you’re on top of the world every time you see her face yet it also makes your heart and stomach suffer since she does not feel the same for you, no matter how hard you try. I have been in love a couple times and every time I fell in love with the girl they fell in love with me too eventually but I was always way too shy to commit and regret having broken two hearts every time although I could have made someone feel loved and made myself happier too. This time it is different though, since she has no interest in me at all no matter how charming I am and no matter how much I smile to her. I feel like I am in a cage under water drowning... this feeling is indescribably painful...but seeing everybody sharing my feelings I feel a bit better now ...thanks everybody
Once my friend told me to not fall in love with someone that I like, but with someone that likes me the most. And u know what's funny? He's fallen in love with me, but i don't feel the same. I broke so many hearts just because I don't know what love is. I don't even know how to love someone. I'm really scared of having relationship, cuz I don't want to hurt people anymore. I feel like I need love so bad in my life, I need someone who cares about how was my day. I need someone who can hug me sometimes and give me this "warm". But anytime I get in relationship... I'm so.... cold...eh.
I never thought i would read something that i relate so much to. I keep hurting people that like me because i don’ know how to love. I don’t understand my feelings. All i know is that i have never met someone i actually like like
This will always be my favorite Lo Fi mix for some reason I just can always smoke to it and just calm down in the world is a chaos my Zaidi feels so tight so it’s so nice to see you there’s a low fi. Family out here who loves this music to listen to before bed or whenever. If you’re hHurting don’t ever hesitate to reach out we’re human and sometimes you just need someone to talk to and listen and if you’re going through something hard remember it’s just a bad day not a bad life and I know that’s easier said than done but take it from someone who’s been suicide and depression and still dealing with anxiety you can get through it it’s all about your mindset and surround yourself in a positive environment blessings love and prayers anyone hurting healing are in need of love and peace please know you’re worth it you’ll find it you deserve it
3.14 Million as of 07/28/2021 Seems people find their way here in a time of need, thank you to the creator for making calming relaxing music I'm sure the majority of us are reminiscing on good times, happy times too; working through whatever you may be going through.
Listening to this mix, wen ur feeling hopeless, an unsure of your feelings, because you’re in a broken state! Makes u feel more vulnerable! Yet it comforts me!
I revisit this spot often, i still remember the first time I heard this song and how it was the lowest time of life. When I listen to it now it just reminds me how far I've come. Everyone deserves happiness an I hope you find yours 🤙
i miss her, everything about her, i loved her and cared for her, she said she loved me and wasnt gonna leave me, after 3 years after saying we wanna have a future it all got thrown away after she met some guy on sc, ever since ive tried to kms and run away, just want to end it all
Rei vizionzzz ! U know what u should do? jus say 'fuck it' n get on yr independent shit. listen to Kanye. get ya weight up. dive into things u love (music, movies, art, etc.) get lost in yr own world. someone's gonna want to be a part of that but do it for yr damn self. listen to 'god bless us all' by n.e.r.d.. good luck homie.
I was faithful to 5 girls and all did me dirty. 1 chose the other cuz he had a car, and she took my heart with it. I did everything for her, she cried on my shoulder, she told me all about her, I was just so happy with her you know .... The second chick got another boyfriend instantly after saying she couldn't live without me. Her excuse" I thought you might get jealous and want me back!" Wow The 3rd one had this popular cousin that would always have guys around, one day she just chose to leave me after everything, all the money spent, all the time, preparations. Gifts . 💔 4th one was wild but not at first, she was also alil popular , and guess what, there was a guy at her house. The 5th girl told me she let another guy kiss her, and she told me (probably letting me know she doesn't want anything with me anymore) I didn't get the message at the time but I hugged her and said it's okai, A week later she was with him, she ended up liking him after that kiss. 4 years later and im still alone. It hurts being alone but being hurt by the person you love hurts even more 💔 Thanks for listening....
Honestly, I am Lovesick. But love is too hard and too much to deal with. I have these emotions and feelings of loneliness but I ignore them because I know dating is just pointless anymore
So like you know when you are single for awhile, you get the feelings of loneliness or you just feel like you're missing out on love. I do not want to date right now because I feel like dating is a waste of time anymore. But I experience the lonely feelings quite often, and I try to ignore those feelings because I want to focus on my life. But yeah that's my issue
Memocynical z yes, I love listening to this music because it lets me think, but sometimes thinking is bad because it makes me realize things and I just wish I were happy
I wonder if she really wanted me to quit drugs or simply manipulated me for the feeling of power.... Rest easy while i carry all this burden of regret just another black void in my heart of repent They ask me how my heart still beating but it can't, my heart's been beaten just another life uselessly spent
Sorry to hear that man.. but honestly I don't see the.. "everything is meant to be.." I believe everythings fated.. but in the sense that everything happens for a reason.. and its up to us to decide what that means to us.. and decide which path to take next.. Don't give up man.. I had a girl.. psychopathic, control hungry manipulative.. B**** by my side.. turned everything back on me.. some people man.. just.. rest easy yourself man.. spark up a joint,(Or whatever) its not wrong too.. just depends who you're talking to.. Follow your own thoughts and needs.. be human man..
I tell myself that I don’t wanna he in a relationship with someone and the majority of the time that’s true. I have plenty of distractions like hanging out with friends doing things outdoors and making money but it’s only at the end of the day when I’m at home smoking a blunt listening to music do I feel lonely or in need of that feeling of being loved and doing it’s reciprocal. It’s the feeling of being vulnerable that mainly keeps me away from sticking with someone the part of the relationship where youre submissive to your counterpart and grow dependent on each other. It’s crazy
There was this guy. I didn't think I could ever open up to someone, but with him, I just dropped my walls and let myself be vulnerable. He left me even after I told him we could work. His religion and our relationship didn't mix he said. I miss the sound of his voice, the way he smiles, the scent of his neck when I hug him. I feel so hurt. I'm glad I enjoyed every moment I had with him because I knew we are never promised anything in life... Now it's time to heal and move on but I don't know where to start...
I like this girl, I'm pretty sure she likes me. She just got out of a relationship. I want to be in a relationship. She said she doesn't. ( I didn't ask her out ) were just talking for now. It hurts so much wanting something so bad but you can't get it. It tears me apart.
Alpha Kenny Buddy a little advice, my man. Don't get your hopes up so much. I know it sounds discouraging, but believe me, just as how she can show she loves you or even tell you that she likes you upfront, the next day she can be with someone else. If you want to remain at her side, do so, but do everything in your power to show her you really like her... And it that doesn't work, I hope you're prepared... as I wasn't...
this is probably lost in the comments and no one will see this but this is one of my longtime favourites, helps with my anxiety, depression & insomnia.. thankyou ❤️
man its so hard so hard. i keep trying and living with it but every other opportunity it fails. everytime... i have lost count. my heart breaks like im made of glass
I met this girl once. We became friends. Had great conversations over facebook. We hanged out several times. One day I finally had the guts to ask her to be my girlfriend. Was friendzoned and ignored after that.
My first gf has commited suicide 3 years ago. My second gf died in accident. Something is wrong with my aura, so it's better to stay alone. But pain will never be relieved.
I personally lost a childhood friend an accident, a few days after sending me a message about how much she cared about me. I miss her sometimes, but I think about how if I could see her one last time, I would like to be able to tell her how much I accomplished while she was gone rather than tell her how fucked up my life got without her. Coming from me (someone who's not mentally all there), maybe you're attracted to girls with issues my dude? I doubt you WANTED your first girlfriend to do what she did and what happened to your second girlfriend was out of your control. If I can give you a piece of advice (you don't have to listen to me), I find I feel better when I let go of any expectations. I don't have bad expectations or good expectations. I just live and try to enjoy the little bit of time I get. Sometimes I fight to be happy knowing I'll fail. Same goes for love.
Савва Кузьмичев I’m so so fucking sorry man. NOBODY should have to go through what you did, and please don’t blame yourself for this. You are loved and I’m certain they loved you too. Stay strong and love is always the answer.
Sad beats and so much better than sad songs, it just feels better, it resonates with you better, it just flows and goes endless, seamlessly into another, rather than words projecting their problems onto you, you get to create your own...
I met this boy, once i started studying at my university. He is warm, and i always love the way he exists. Tho i know his heart is not for me, i know i don't deserve him..
There's always that one you think about, that one that got away , and all y'all can do is think about the great memories y'all once had...our past left us scars in our hearts. If I could go back in time I'd do it right this time. But who knows what is there to come of us..we might get another chance and I promise I'll do it right this time...
Bro love is not a thing to learn maybe you love someone already but the hard thing is to notice this most times you only know you love her when you let her go
It's crazy because your best friend that always makes the jokes, always makes the group laugh, seems like he has no problems, could also be on this same page just hoping that the pain would go away. Check in with your friends every once in a while. You never know how much longer you got with them.
i miss those times. i wish i had cherished them. i would've cherished them so much more if i knew they would vanish in not even a full year. i miss you. even if we still talk. but you're happier. and if you're happier, then i'll be happy for you.
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you are a good guy bootleg boy
the bootleg boy 2 espero que um comentário BR mostre o alcance de seus vídeos. Aprecio muito as músicas poderia fazer um Mix Tape e ouvir durante horas.
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Sometimes when I feel lost, I come here to read people’s comments. It almost feels less painful to know that there are just as many people lost in their memories, just like me. Even if we truly are worlds apart...
Dylan Mclovin same
Same
Same
Currently doing the same
Just found this and.. yeah, me too
I haven't listened to this mix in like 5 years. Time flies. Anyone else still here from then?
You're not the only one. Traveling in time just like you. Take care of yourself man.
Since 2018 🗿🔥
It´s been 5 years and I'm still listening this and the other ones from 2017-2018 haha
Pure nostalgic
Still here 🎉
Still here. Man these take me back to some good times.
Same here mate @@jamesp9485
It hurts when the person that made u feel ''special'' yesterday makes u so unwanted today.
Are you okay? just checking to make sure your still alive and well
it's been a year how do you feel now about it?
U ok
:( i felt that too
I just felt that today
You ever just go on your computer for no reason and search endlessly for a thing that expresses how you feel......
Yes
Thank you for saying that
This is the big red x for me.
me right now
Brandon Blaze almost all the time
The bad thing about love is you don't choose to fall in love, you FALL in love. And that really gets us sometimes, we don't mean to fall in love with this person, but we do and it hurts that you know they may not have the same feelings as you.
LordoftheAsparagus awc love is a beautiful curse.
shut up
Thin line between love and obsession. Almost non existent.
Your so right
King Succ
I usually am regarding sappy shit like this.
7.4 billion people and I love one
is it me??? ;) I'm the squid ward of your dreams.... (ok ill stop ;-;)
aw cmon you're fourteen
Charlie'sEyeball7duh same man, same
Well mostly because you only know about 100 of those now 7.7 billion people lol
@@apolloofficial5447 shut up and don't break our moment
This is THE most wholesome and genuine comment section I've ever seen.
It's 3 am...
Your family is sleeping...
You listen to a song...
It pulls the trigger...
You're sad...
You silently cry...
You cry out for mercy....
The next thing you know...
You're empty again....
Exactly what is happening to me right now.
How do you know
I broke down to tears after reading this comment, i am love sick rn and it feels like shit
Only thing empty is my wallet
She's a surgeon, looks like young Claire Forlani. Has best sense of humor ever and I loved her so much that it hurt. She was my crush since elementary and makes my heart smile every time I see her. Few weeks before we cut ties she said "there will be many more great moments with us involved and I can't wait for it". Then she just faded out on me and went her separate way, never got the "why". All I do now is hope she'll be okay from COVID-19 in hospital and how I miss her every millisecond of every day. There are far worse things than death.
stay strong, one day we'll all meet in the stars :)
The deepness on those words really makes you think life is short and a simple goodbye is not enough.
good comment, made me smile thank you
Bless up homie :')
Thanks for those words
aw cmon you're twelve
i get nostalgic for a place that doesn't exist and that makes me sad.
damn so true
l u c a s * well said *sigh*
That's called vicarious notalgia. You are experiencing notstalgia vicariously through something else, despite that thing never really existing.
Nostalgia is a nice feeling. Thats why I like Boards of Canada. Their music is nostalgic and theyve been doing this since the 90's way before the Vaporwave and Simpsonswave stuff started getting popular.
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Homesick for a place that doesn't exist
i felt that.
Not everything can fix a broken heart.. but music can ❤
Coupie that's the spirit my friend :)
another flower too =)
Coupie it can’t
*Heart Wax* Yes it can
It can't fix it, but it can help it.
It’s one of them lonely nights ....
Armando Brigante every night is a lonely night
@@taylorlysaght1600 Some nights weren't like that for me. But.. after what happened.. I can agree with you.
Yup
I feel it
Shit comes around but dont forget, it goes around, been about 3 Years now, and I'm now finding this comment,,, weird, crazy,,
Time heals wounds. Be glad you spent the time to listen and read this. Have a good day, or night
falling in love for the first time , is like unlocking a new character , unlocking new emotions actually . I've always been happy but never imagined that I could be happier thanks to love , I just hope I don't end up here crying someday .
That feeling when the happiness you once felt can never happen again, when you look into her eyes giggling and laughing for no apparent reason, it can change a man you know, then you mess up you get replaced and you realize you can never have moments like those again and that's what really hurts.
I miss you so bad...
For a brief moment I felt complete. Intoxicated by the notion of forever I couldn't imagine losing her, though in doing so I found myself. The pain that greets me every morning as I wake from bed to face the lonely morning cold carves an empty space deep within my Soul. Everything reminds me of her. Music doesn't quite sound or feel the same. The nights I spend kept awake by waves of inspiration, nostalgia, melancholy and sadness make me wish I could look her in the eyes one last time and just say goodbye. But we don't talk after that last night we spent together downtown. Years after splitting we briefly reunited, it was magical. I guess that night was goodbye and I didn't realize until now. Now we live thousands of kilometers apart, me on a small Island, her in the big city. It's probably better off that way.
My favorite and most nostalgic song. Found at my lowest point in life, and finally coming back now after 4 years
Its painful when your so unsure of someone else emotions toward you, but It weirdly excruciating not knowing your own towards them.
You always upload when i need it the most
Thank you thank you thank you
Anna Belle I thanks to world , i see amazing girl :o
Anna Belle You are beautiful
Guys, we are commenting about all these relationship problems, but wake up, we are on a similar song and we like it, and that means we already have one thing in common, relationships in these comments could easily form, stop focusing on one girl from high school and get together on here, because we are all, Very alike here.❤
this is the new tinder lmao
Ooo
Anyone just wanna talk?
@@maniyamarai6571 Why not. How's ur day goin?
@Ava & Noelle I love how they're months or even years apart in these comments, but it's wholesome all the way through. Hope all is well with you, been a bit stressed lately, idk.
This hit me so hard. There were this girl I liked but then i figured out that she was kissing and doing stuff with other boys and that kills me and now I'm just sick of love. But this music always puts a smile on my face and makes me escape reality. Thank you
Tobias Jensen trust me, your love life will get better, you'll find something or someone that will make it better. love is difficult when you're young. but once you're older, you'll find your love and live your happy life with them.
elizabeth kremers thank you
Yeah man that cheating shit really is something else it makes you sick to your stomach like a knife in your throat
I hope she comes back to me. I miss her. I miss everything about her. Her hair, her smile, her eyes, her touch, her everything. It's been half a month and I don't think I can take it anymore.
I swear the music from 11:20 is just pure emotion. I feel like.. dunno I just feel. All of it.
True love doesn't exist anymore in my eyez
🥀
Ist doch egal ja bei mir auch nicht jetzt ist nur noch ficken weiterschicken echt schade
Ist doch egal it's really hard to believe so isn't it? I feel ya man. Being let down to many times will do that
Ist doch egal in my eyes, it was never existant in the fifst place.
Still got the feels man
@@fightclub4407 da hast du recht..
crazy how this mix is 2 years old.. ill always come back to it
-update, it’s 2021 and i have come back to this mix haha-
2022 and i’m back again almost every night, one of my favourite mixes
2024!🎉 Peace and love
Man, just listening to this makes me think: why it couldn't happen? Why couldn't she wait for me the way I waited for her? Why did she go with some other dude after everything she told me? Why did she say all those things if she didn't mean it? If she was that afraid of breaking people's hearts, why did she have to break mine... even now?... It's OK that she can be happy, that's good... but why can't I be happy too? Why am I always a lonesome guy? I know happiness must be achieved by oneself... But y'know? Sometimes it's hard to do when there are no results at the end...
Abraham Mesraje I'm here for you whenever you need.
Abraham Mesraje I'm going through the same shit right now. But man, you worded it infinitely better than I ever could
Why does this have to be like this? I met a guy who was everything I ever wanted. He has a girlfriend and they've been together for 2 years, and yet he told me that he loved me, that I was special and so beautiful, and that he wished he could be with me... I waited for him a hole year, and nothing ever happened. We don't see each other, we don't even talk anymore, and that hurts so much... I mean, I was his special girl, and he was my everything and we loved each other and still... he stayed with her... Only 4 months we've been apart, and I know he's happy and he'll be happy without me, and I know I'm lost and I'll never be as happy as I was with him...
Ana Pau Vieyra I know, it's awful and now I'm not even sure if it hurts. I'm so used to this feeling but after not quite like this. The girl I talk about is (or maybe not) my best friend from highschool. Without realizing, I fell in love for her, but because of our age differences, I respected that she couldn't have a bf, so I waited. After everything we spoke, I thought we could end up together at the end of highschool... Boy, was I a fool. She ended up going with someone else. Now I can't even hug her like I used to. She acts cold towards me and I always have to call her because she never calls me... But I bet she will soon block me. She barely entered at the university and I have to wait next year to enter. I know I'll become an annoying burden for her, now with university and boyfriend. She doesn't need me, but I need her, because she means a lot to me. Even if I can't be her boyfriend, I want her real bad. Ever since my father passed away due to cancer, I've felt miserable, with fake laughs and whatnot. But when I met her, somehow she made smile for real... Love for real... But she doesn't know it, and I know she doesn't care, because she is fine by herself. I'm not like her. I'm scared of being alone, of being forgotten, of being of no importance for anyone. I have no true friends, and she was the closest I've ever had to a meaningful someone... But eventually she'll move on. Something that I can't seem to do...
Oh man... This is so fucked up... It hurts and it sucks and... agh...
i just zone out with music...kinda like with antidepressants but without swallowing anything.this helps me write my diary alot. thankyou bootleg. you helping me open up to the world again. especially after i lost my mum to a heartbrwaking fight to terminal cancer through the blood.lukemia took her from me and listening to this helps me be numb for a while.its hard everyday to wake up and stay in bed because i cant be botherd anymore.but my daD HELPS ME. ty bootleg you are helping alot. xx
I Was in this beat vibes for over 7 years and it just does not get old. My memories bless me and appreciate enough
lets roll a joint and get a hit while listening to this .. who weed me ?
I'm weed you
im stoned as shit on my bedroom floor
With u.
Big Key á
I appreciate that you at least tied to make this joke. Also appreciate that you made me smile just a little bit
yo I'm gonna have to thank you, like I know its weird to like this depressing shit but damn like i have insomnia and all of your videos are like liquid gold flowing in soundwaves.
Bruce Montgomery you should try listening to ASMR, it might help you
This is where it all began .its the first lofi video i have ever watched .Now i feel like i need these type of songs .I would never think that i would go so far alongside them.I wonder how would it be if i knew from the beginning...
For all you peeps that are deppressed out there just remember you are never alone (:
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS POST!
No prob cx
yes i am
we are all alone
we’re all alone..you don’t feel what I feel nor do you think how I think . we’ll never have anyone by our sides :/
Never stop making these! This takes me back to old Mark's mushroom jazz.
Transcended to my youth.
Thank you.
I dont want to be alive, existence is pain
Ty 19 there's something, you need to find it. i know it sounds cheesy. but search for your true calling. find something that will bring you happiness. start drawing, learn to play an instrument. life isn't about the end. it's about finding who you are and building yourself as a person. you'll find something, friend. you'll find happiness.
Ty 19 it can feel that way *sigh*
Yeah existence is pain, but you know, the struggles make the better person, you need to find yourself, It will be really hard but it is worth it, trust me, you will still feel pain sometimes but not because of your existence.
Life is pain, but pain that doesn't kill me makes me stronger.
Ty 19 tell me about it
You may not notice or believe it, but you are worth sooo much. Everyone is. No matter who they are or what they do, we all deserve a place on this earth, to be loved. We all are loved, the problem is we don't believe it. Some people feel alone and empty. You may feel so bad to the point where you just don't want to be alive but trust me, and I mean this... It gets better. Life is such a gift. If you don't think anyone loves you... Someone out there does and will ❤️ it helps to talk about it. Don't be afraid we are all here for you and will support and help you.
Like before listening
M63 like during the ad
elizabeth kremers XDDDDDD
Why im still in love with the person who make me suffer the most? I can't understand it
XxTheViioPxX me neither man.
me too .
Because you hate yourself
Because humans remember and get attached to strong emotions. And the strongest ones are those, which are related to pain and suffering. Thus, some basic feelings + some pain = you're hooked
Same
Last year me and this girl had gym together. I never really thought anything of her but then she was on my team and we started to talk. Once she screamed across the field to show me a dog walking by I knew she could possibly have a crush on me. We talked more in gym but by that time the year was over. I'm not popular either, like at all. I TRY to not be popular so for this chick to come hang with me is pretty wild.
Anyway summer break comes and goes now it's time for the next grade. The schedule is super stupid this year so we only have our electives for half the year then two other electives for the other half. Anyway my sixth period was creative writing, the girl sat behind me. We immediately started talking. She's so cool, no other girl would waste time talking to me. This asshole dude who shall be named "D" started flirting with her tons. But not the polite way, more like taking her chair and harrassing her. The way a 4th grader would flirt. She started to like him more so I just gave up and focused on my work and friends more. Until one day outside during lunch she ran up to me and my friend who I always hang out with and asks "I'm just gonna hang out with you two" I got so excited
She's usually playing soccer, and everyone up there in the field is always chearing her on, so for her to come hang with me that was a big deal. We start dumpster diving like I always do. (I'm not popular, I already said that) she starts laughing super hard and it was super fun.
I'm writing a mural and asked for her to write something on it. She says "ar lath ma vhenan"
I had no clue, until she said it was an Elvin language from something.
I knew she was playing Dragon Age Inquisition so I looked there. And it turns out it means
"I love you"
I was star struck. Too bad I didn't do fucking anything.
I just kept to the usual day. Talking to her for a second, and then watching D harrass her more.
Oh forgot to mention, by some coincidence I was the most popular kid in CW. Mainly because of my WHACK stories me and my friends write. But that has nothing to do with the story. Around winter break I finally ask her for her phone number. Yes just barely. We talk all winter break, but she has a flip phone so she doesn't always text back. (That's my theory at least)
Anyway come back from break and it's the last week of creative writing I make sure to be with her more but D had me covered. I really fucking hate him, he has like 20 other chicks, just leave mine along! God damn.... Sorry
Back to the story. We arrive at the last day of CW and we get to do whatever we want. AKA complete free time. She moves her chair next to mine, real close. And we start talking. For the entire class she ignores Dylan, and stays with me. All we do is play Super Smash Flash 2 and listen to my friend say a bunch of super edgy dark anti jokes. It was the best day of my life. Then CW ended. She lost her phone so we couldn't text but I still talked to her at school, whenever I could. But I'm a shy piece of shit so I hardly did. Anyway Valentine's roles around and I don't do anything special, just make a paper and draw a bunch of memes and other inside jokes and stuff like that.
She thought it was really funny, she told me as I went into my new sixth period (debate) so that was nice. we slowly start to drift apart, since we have no classes together now and her phone is lost. My friends all say to forget her, but I just can't. She's the only girl that's given me attention of day and said she... Loved me. I know what you're all thinking if you read all this shit. She said she loved you just go say the same to her. But... Opinions change and she has so many other bachelors at lunch and probably a whole hell of a lot more within classes. Which is odd because she's super shy. Anyway we're at the present now. Yeah skipping from Valentine's day to April 2nd that just proves how little we've been talking. At the end of March she finds her phone again and we start texting but before, we could have conversations last for hours now they last minutes at most. It hasn't gone sour with us yet.... But.... I just don't know what to do.
This took me forever on my tiny phone. I know nobodies gonna read this though.
I just really like her. I didn't go into it but literally everything about her is perfect.
Ok, buh bye
2 year later update: I posted a follow up comment. I think it’s the 76th reply in case that helps. Hopefully nobody’s comment gets deleted.
Thank you all for the support and all the love in the comments. Though it’s two years later I’m incredibly humbled and grateful.
I hope all of you find that special person you can love and admire, how I did with that girl. Thank you again ❤️
Harry indeed I read the it all g
Honestly your storytelling was so good i couldn't stop reading it.
my dude you need to go after her, love is fleeting and if you actually are there for her instead of D she will take notice and love you moreshe probably wants you to be there for her.
What a lovely story , I wish you all the best , she sounds like a real catch.All the best.Peace.
I feel exactly the same bro, there's also a girl I like but I feel like she doesn't feel the same way. In my eyes she's fucking perfect. Your story is amazing and moved me, thanks.
When you want someone you can't have💔
Hey most of us have felt that way about someone before you just need to chill and stop looking and it will find you 🕊
Richmond, BC.
Friday night, 7 years marriage over.
this sounds like the perfect soundtrack.
Thanks bootleg boy. Great beats.
Please the bootleg boy, make a account in Spotify and put your mixes there!!!!!!!!!!!
that'll be dope but then it's just stealing other people's content
But he can make a playlist on spotify💕
But you won't get to post and reach comments like this on Spotify
I love a girl. A girl that is..just...I can't even put it into words, seriously. I'm going to be 1200 kilometers away from her for 2 years and I already were away from her for 2 months. Today is our 8th month together and we're getting through..something. She is questioning my love even though I spread all my love into her..because of..something I said while we were debating. And she just like..forgot everything I've done and she got that I don't love her from JUST 1 SINGLE THING THAT I SAID. She blocked my phone and she isn't answering nor texting me back from social media. And here I am. Thanks for the good music bootleg.
I'm going through something similar. I was with my girlfriend of almost 3 years. We had a long distance relationship going on but she went to college in the city which is close to me so we would see each other every weekend through fall and spring. Except that this year her grandmother had died on my birthday, ever since then she has pushed me away and not wanted to talk to me. Said she wanted to be alone and blocked my number and blocked me everywhere on social media.. a week later and I'm still waiting for her to come back. And its so hard letting go knowing I depended on her for almost 3 years.. she was the only happiness in my life
CyberYeti I feel you brother. If she wants to be alone let her be. She'll come back sooner or later if she really loves you, there is a well known saying in Turkey ; "If she comes back she's yours, if she doesn't she was never yours." Hope you will make it up soon.
Umarım ömründe karşılaşacağın diğer insanlar kalbini kırmaz, sen de onlarınkini bu hatıralar yüzünden kırmazsın. Aşk, sevgi, ne olursa olsun affetmektir sonuçta. İnsan sevdiği kendisine ne yaparsa yapsın ömürleri buruk da geçecek olsa da affeder. Eğer yapamıyorsa, sevgisi gururunu yenecek kadar büyük değil demektir.
Whatever happens, even it hurts, do not supress your love. A broken heart is better than a loveless one. Feeling hurt what makes us feel like human.
This is an antidote to the chaos in my mind. How else can you survive a heartbreak?
That "fixh" song is breaking my heart. Please don't stop.
I just feel sad, even doe I am not in a relationship I feel broken seeing the Girl I like with somebody, what humans called jealousy, everytime I had a chance I made the wrong decisions If only I could return back time to the good old days I will make it right this time, our planet is so different that even our planet dosen't want us to have our life, even my family, my life, my moments, and my love..
When the memories start coming back try distracting yourself like cleaning dishes or going for a walk... Booze and pot go a long way as well
Tnx for the guide, still it's hard to accept that I am being friendzoned.
when i was 13 i loved a girl so hard, she was everything for me then i had to move from home now im 15 and every day just hurts if i think aboute this girl she was perfect :(
I don't wanna be a downer, but relationships made when you're in your early teens NEVER last. Even if you think you're going to marry them, you won't.
Nelson welp ur fucking wrong
Mario Ruiz Two percent of high school relationships last until marriage. Imagine the percentage of middle school relationships. Don't call me wrong just because you can't handle the truth.
Nelson I agree with you because from experience I can say that if you're like 13-17 relationships don't last long and don't expect for you both to be forever together because you will eventually get tired of it, so ye, sorry to be a downer but it's the truth (and my experience)
Danielius Sauseris Cheers, at least someone gets it
This reminds me of you Fluffy, a friend that wanted me to let him go. Eventually tho, if you do read this I will let you go forever... 💙
Still coming back after all these years. One of my favorites
In 2012 I met my first love, the one fish in the sea who helped me come out of the darkness, I was going through alot with family issues and abuse, he talked me into going to therapy, which ended up in locking up my abuser whom I used to look up to as a father figure. He was there when I needed him, and my loyalty to him became solid. I remember him telling me "Is pain the only thing keeping us together?" I said "no, pain is just one layer of it, we can grow from this together and evolve."
In summer of 2013, we both decided to break up because he joined the military. We didn't talk as much then. I was happy when I did hear from him. Part of me still had hope that we'd come back together and live a long happy life. I looked forward to high school graduation so I could go to college at his city. So much for that dream... His character absolutely changed. He would play mind games with me, saying he'd come see me at my city but then laugh about how he'd never waste his time coming. That he'd rather be in a more lavish place. Then he started messaging me about the girls he was messin with, it made me cry alot. I blocked him. I couldn't bear to put myself through that.
I remember him unintentionally prophesizing that "I'd meet a guy at the library in my city."
Years later
2015 comes and I met someone who truly does love and respect me. AND I MET HIM AT THE LIBRARY IN MY CITY.
My military ex tried to get in contact with me again. He wanted to talk like we used to back in 2012 but I already had a soulmate. I told him i had somebody now and "you were right, i did meet him at the library in my city, just like you said, but i bet you never expected it to happen forreal like this."
The words shocked him and i know he's now filled with regret for breaking my heart so much. Now he's the one who's lovesick because according to him those girls he was sexing were nobody special. That in the end he wanted us back together. But it's too late now. He's no longer the man i fell in love with, he's given me too much false hope, it broke my heart so much, i couldn't go back.
Now I'm still with the man i met at the library .2019 we're still together and happy. It's funny how life works. One moment you're hurting, the next it's the person who hurt you who's hurting. Karma is real.
🙂im so happy for you..that you met your soulmate
Haha. Its just funny how Im smoking a bowl thinking about my most recent ex and my phone goes off and it says bootleg boy just posted. I don't know how you do it man but you always come in clutch when I need you to.
at the best times when you needed someone the most
omfg i forgot i used to listen to this all the time i know all the beats by heart its so heartwarming, like a glimpse of the past and of nostalgia its incredible
I feel more lost as sick. It confuses me and i dont know what i'm doing. Thank you for the music. It cheers me up.
I really like you but you're happy with him so that technically makes me happy and sad at the same time ☺
I can relate to this comment so hard bro
You thinkin about to positivly man. i'M SAD AS HELL because of what a girl did to me. whenever I look at someone in a relationship I don't feel happy, I have flashbacks back to the good ol times with her then to where it all ended
That one girl that makes you feel like you’re on top of the world every time you see her face yet it also makes your heart and stomach suffer since she does not feel the same for you, no matter how hard you try. I have been in love a couple times and every time I fell in love with the girl they fell in love with me too eventually but I was always way too shy to commit and regret having broken two hearts every time although I could have made someone feel loved and made myself happier too. This time it is different though, since she has no interest in me at all no matter how charming I am and no matter how much I smile to her. I feel like I am in a cage under water drowning... this feeling is indescribably painful...but seeing everybody sharing my feelings I feel a bit better now ...thanks everybody
Once my friend told me to not fall in love with someone that I like, but with someone that likes me the most. And u know what's funny? He's fallen in love with me, but i don't feel the same. I broke so many hearts just because I don't know what love is. I don't even know how to love someone. I'm really scared of having relationship, cuz I don't want to hurt people anymore. I feel like I need love so bad in my life, I need someone who cares about how was my day. I need someone who can hug me sometimes and give me this "warm". But anytime I get in relationship... I'm so.... cold...eh.
I never got in a relationship but, still I relate to you. My freinds say I am emotionless and cold
I once was in love with a girl like you... you´ll find your way.
I never thought i would read something that i relate so much to. I keep hurting people that like me because i don’ know how to love. I don’t understand my feelings. All i know is that i have never met someone i actually like like
That's me too, Even I don't know what love is
Let you go, appreciate his attention to you and dont ask you if is good or is it a bad choice.. juste let you go 😉
Why...why did I fall for her
Abe G10100 Paz exactly
It's just.... love, dude.
Abe G10100 Paz I ask myself that everyday. Reaching for something I can never get *sigh*
you fell for her so you can learn to pick yourself back up.
Biggest question of my life
A fat bowl + *BootlegBoy* = *Hazeyydayyz*
Man hearing some of the love people have for each other really puts my faith back into others. Beautiful community right here!
This will always be my favorite Lo Fi mix for some reason I just can always smoke to it and just calm down in the world is a chaos my Zaidi feels so tight so it’s so nice to see you there’s a low fi. Family out here who loves this music to listen to before bed or whenever. If you’re hHurting don’t ever hesitate to reach out we’re human and sometimes you just need someone to talk to and listen and if you’re going through something hard remember it’s just a bad day not a bad life and I know that’s easier said than done but take it from someone who’s been suicide and depression and still dealing with anxiety you can get through it it’s all about your mindset and surround yourself in a positive environment blessings love and prayers anyone hurting healing are in need of love and peace please know you’re worth it you’ll find it you deserve it
Never stop giving your art to the world, feeling blessed with your videos, cheers from Argentina
5 seconds and I'm already loving it
"L O V E S I C K"
3.1 Million People: *felt that*
3.14 Million as of 07/28/2021
Seems people find their way here in a time of need, thank you to the creator for making calming relaxing music I'm sure the majority of us are reminiscing on good times, happy times too; working through whatever you may be going through.
Listening to this mix, wen ur feeling hopeless, an unsure of your feelings, because you’re in a broken state! Makes u feel more vulnerable! Yet it comforts me!
I revisit this spot often, i still remember the first time I heard this song and how it was the lowest time of life. When I listen to it now it just reminds me how far I've come. Everyone deserves happiness an I hope you find yours 🤙
i miss her, everything about her, i loved her and cared for her, she said she loved me and wasnt gonna leave me, after 3 years after saying we wanna have a future it all got thrown away after she met some guy on sc, ever since ive tried to kms and run away, just want to end it all
Rei vizionzzz ! U know what u should do? jus say 'fuck it' n get on yr independent shit. listen to Kanye. get ya weight up. dive into things u love (music, movies, art, etc.) get lost in yr own world. someone's gonna want to be a part of that but do it for yr damn self. listen to 'god bless us all' by n.e.r.d.. good luck homie.
Been there man gets better but if she was the one she wouldn’t of got on sc it’s okay man you’ll find the one there’s 7.4 billion of us
I was faithful to 5 girls and all did me dirty.
1 chose the other cuz he had a car, and she took my heart with it. I did everything for her, she cried on my shoulder, she told me all about her, I was just so happy with her you know ....
The second chick got another boyfriend instantly after saying she couldn't live without me. Her excuse" I thought you might get jealous and want me back!" Wow
The 3rd one had this popular cousin that would always have guys around, one day she just chose to leave me after everything, all the money spent, all the time, preparations. Gifts . 💔
4th one was wild but not at first, she was also alil popular , and guess what, there was a guy at her house.
The 5th girl told me she let another guy kiss her, and she told me (probably letting me know she doesn't want anything with me anymore) I didn't get the message at the time but I hugged her and said it's okai,
A week later she was with him, she ended up liking him after that kiss.
4 years later and im still alone. It hurts being alone but being hurt by the person you love hurts even more 💔
Thanks for listening....
Epsteins spirit keep your head up chief
Awe :(( I hope one day you’ll meet the right person and be truly happy! Just keep going forward, you never walk alone
@@minarose8723 thanks homies😁 it ain't the end of the world
Some of us aint found that right one yet
Head up big mam
@@bryan1687 I sincerely hope yall find the too
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I have tinnitus all the time. This video makes me feel calm again. The high beep disappears to the background. Thank you so much!
I wasn't depressed because of love but man.. I finally reach that age of what real depression is
Stay strong everyone.. I know you all can pass this 🙁
Honestly, I am Lovesick. But love is too hard and too much to deal with. I have these emotions and feelings of loneliness but I ignore them because I know dating is just pointless anymore
I'm what you call swagger wym
So like you know when you are single for awhile, you get the feelings of loneliness or you just feel like you're missing out on love. I do not want to date right now because I feel like dating is a waste of time anymore. But I experience the lonely feelings quite often, and I try to ignore those feelings because I want to focus on my life. But yeah that's my issue
I'm what you call swagger ohhhh ok I see what you talking
Memocynical z yes, I love listening to this music because it lets me think, but sometimes thinking is bad because it makes me realize things and I just wish I were happy
k
I wonder if she really wanted me to quit drugs or simply manipulated me for the feeling of power....
Rest easy while i carry all this burden of regret
just another black void in my heart of repent
They ask me how my heart still beating
but it can't, my heart's been beaten
just another life uselessly spent
Sorry bro, thats not our life, its the destiny.
There is no chance
everything is meant to be T B H
We have the exact same story
I feel you fam
Sorry to hear that man.. but honestly I don't see the.. "everything is meant to be.." I believe everythings fated.. but in the sense that everything happens for a reason.. and its up to us to decide what that means to us.. and decide which path to take next.. Don't give up man.. I had a girl.. psychopathic, control hungry manipulative.. B**** by my side.. turned everything back on me.. some people man.. just.. rest easy yourself man.. spark up a joint,(Or whatever) its not wrong too.. just depends who you're talking to.. Follow your own thoughts and needs.. be human man..
I mean nothing to her, yet she means everything to me...
same bro you just need some weed the weed never let s you down like clouth girls
I tell myself that I don’t wanna he in a relationship with someone and the majority of the time that’s true. I have plenty of distractions like hanging out with friends doing things outdoors and making money but it’s only at the end of the day when I’m at home smoking a blunt listening to music do I feel lonely or in need of that feeling of being loved and doing it’s reciprocal. It’s the feeling of being vulnerable that mainly keeps me away from sticking with someone the part of the relationship where youre submissive to your counterpart and grow dependent on each other. It’s crazy
There was this guy. I didn't think I could ever open up to someone, but with him, I just dropped my walls and let myself be vulnerable. He left me even after I told him we could work. His religion and our relationship didn't mix he said. I miss the sound of his voice, the way he smiles, the scent of his neck when I hug him. I feel so hurt. I'm glad I enjoyed every moment I had with him because I knew we are never promised anything in life... Now it's time to heal and move on but I don't know where to start...
windrunner
Start by treating yourself how you would treat someone you love.
it hurts when you think about your ex and feel The mood that were with you when you were together
Holy shit I was just talking about that
I lost a love I was not worthy of, she is happy pursuing her dreams, beside someone who can provide all her wants and needs. I wish her all the best.
I like this girl, I'm pretty sure she likes me. She just got out of a relationship. I want to be in a relationship. She said she doesn't. ( I didn't ask her out ) were just talking for now. It hurts so much wanting something so bad but you can't get it. It tears me apart.
Alpha Kenny Buddy a little advice, my man. Don't get your hopes up so much. I know it sounds discouraging, but believe me, just as how she can show she loves you or even tell you that she likes you upfront, the next day she can be with someone else. If you want to remain at her side, do so, but do everything in your power to show her you really like her... And it that doesn't work, I hope you're prepared... as I wasn't...
i felt this
same
Give it a shot.
If she likes you she will want to be in a relationship
this is probably lost in the comments and no one will see this but
this is one of my longtime favourites,
helps with my anxiety, depression & insomnia..
thankyou ❤️
I did, see
It hurts when you cant talk to someone because they have passed on. But it hurts even worse when you cant talk to someone when they're still alive.
man its so hard so hard. i keep trying and living with it but every other opportunity it fails. everytime... i have lost count. my heart breaks like im made of glass
I met this girl once. We became friends. Had great conversations over facebook. We hanged out several times. One day I finally had the guts to ask her to be my girlfriend. Was friendzoned and ignored after that.
davidzactecaz damn sorry to hear that
Sorry to hear this dude, but you will find one for you, that girl was just a lesson
Welcome to the club we’ve all been friend zoned
Same...
Same shit, everything has gone to neutral.
this song makes me miss my ex that I never had
oh god
Boi that epic
Really
yeah i feel that
Minecraft virgins for life
First time coming back to this 5 years later..never thought I’d be in the same spot
Nothing better than rolling one up and letting your mind wander with the music. Thanks for the great mix!
Oh, why I still like the person who hurts me the most? I can’t say really.
me too partner
Same, but she doesn't say anything now. I just follow her. She was very expressive in 2010s. I think she still is but silent.
in a way i'm happy being heartbroken it reminds me i'm human and not a emotionless nothing walking the line with no purpose
My first gf has commited suicide 3 years ago. My second gf died in accident.
Something is wrong with my aura, so it's better to stay alone. But pain will never be relieved.
I personally lost a childhood friend an accident, a few days after sending me a message about how much she cared about me. I miss her sometimes, but I think about how if I could see her one last time, I would like to be able to tell her how much I accomplished while she was gone rather than tell her how fucked up my life got without her. Coming from me (someone who's not mentally all there), maybe you're attracted to girls with issues my dude? I doubt you WANTED your first girlfriend to do what she did and what happened to your second girlfriend was out of your control. If I can give you a piece of advice (you don't have to listen to me), I find I feel better when I let go of any expectations. I don't have bad expectations or good expectations. I just live and try to enjoy the little bit of time I get. Sometimes I fight to be happy knowing I'll fail. Same goes for love.
Савва Кузьмичев I’m so so fucking sorry man. NOBODY should have to go through what you did, and please don’t blame yourself for this. You are loved and I’m certain they loved you too. Stay strong and love is always the answer.
Савва Кузьмичев yes because everything that happens is because of you. You’re a self centered asswipe.
@@falconsfan717 Dude, what the actual fuck ?! Why would you said that ?
@@capralmarines4043 he's mad the falcons blew a 28-3 lead to the patriots in the super bowl
Sad beats and so much better than sad songs, it just feels better, it resonates with you better, it just flows and goes endless, seamlessly into another, rather than words projecting their problems onto you, you get to create your own...
I met this boy, once i started studying at my university. He is warm, and i always love the way he exists. Tho i know his heart is not for me, i know i don't deserve him..
There's always that one you think about, that one that got away , and all y'all can do is think about the great memories y'all once had...our past left us scars in our hearts. If I could go back in time I'd do it right this time. But who knows what is there to come of us..we might get another chance and I promise I'll do it right this time...
"Everybody has this one person in his life, for whom he would give up sleep, every night."
honestly, i don't know how to love.
gotta learn to love yourself first, which in my opinion is one of the hardest things to do
Bro love is not a thing to learn maybe you love someone already but the hard thing is to notice this most times you only know you love her when you let her go
me
too.
you dont wanna learn it
It's crazy because your best friend that always makes the jokes, always makes the group laugh, seems like he has no problems, could also be on this same page just hoping that the pain would go away. Check in with your friends every once in a while. You never know how much longer you got with them.
i miss those times. i wish i had cherished them. i would've cherished them so much more if i knew they would vanish in not even a full year. i miss you. even if we still talk. but you're happier. and if you're happier, then i'll be happy for you.
my heart really hurts sometimes
same
samee
same :(
i hope you're better :)
Same :(
Love doesn't make sense... it gets me sick, and if people ask "oh love isn't a sickness it's a cure" ..... but love isn't a cure to everything.
I dont need her, but i love her
Best music no joke and I live all. From rock to classic music
I love love love these beats. It's so smooth, Mello and just plain awesome. It don't even need no lyrics.
So nice and easy to be carried away on...