Note to self: May 29, 2020 Life’s been dull. Quarantine is boring and I’m just tired all the time. Losing track of the days. Its been raining in Miami often this week. Its brings me peace. Been pondering life, recently started listen to speeches from Alan Watts. Anyway, I’m sure I’ll return to this video and see this comment. Maybe in a week, a month, soon. Take care future me. I hope you find what you’re looking for. ♥️
Love from another FL person keep it up I understand what your saying days are one for me sleep is restless I ponder life i miss rain it has rained here in a week or sooth just the burning heat good luck my friend and god bless your days
@@trishaulatan7851 Bro look for some serious help, like, if you can afford try a terapist. Or write to someone of your friends or if you want, there's me. I do not know you but we all have to support each other ;)
Its beautiful, but whats even more beautiful is the supportive replies to the sad comments. Hope you all have a good day/night and that you have the best sleep tonight. (๑･̑◡･̑๑)
I think that when we think of Miami, a lot of images come to our mind, except for this one, we tend to think that there are places in earth where everyone is happy and everything is good, but the reality is completely different. Even the richest, healthiest, more handsome and most sociable man gets sad sometimes, it doesn't matter how "perfect" your life is, there are ups and downs and there is nothing that we could do about it. So just live your life the way you want and don't pay attention to other people's opinions and you should be fine.😛
When we were smoking there, She didn't even know that the real high was being with her. Now She's gone, and I can't get either. And when I exposed myself to her, Explaining my feelings, and how she's the only one who has reminded me this much of my own humanity and how when I see her I see perfection and grace. That was my greatest mistake. Now my humanity is pain. And she only hates herself even more. Her feelings for me existed. But I was too late to catch the ride. I was too stupid to realize that I hurt her. My arrogance lead to my one source of good feelings to be cut off. Now it's replaced with a consuming vacuum that has rendered me a warm husk which doesn't appear to be damaged but on the inside has been turned completely vacant. My very soul screams at the sight of her lovely visage, the one she can't stand, and I fight and fight again. But what do I know? I'm just that guy that makes jokes, and gives good hugs, I'm the funny guy, I can't be sad. I'm not allowed to be.
Xekratos you are allowed to feel your sadness, and all your emotions. the choice to feel is in your hands. I send you love and heart healing my friend. 💜
Being the fool in the story is the hardest role of them all cause all your doing is putting on a show for the people around you, that fake blood in your latest performance may not have been so fake after all...but the onlookers didn't know you were slowly dieing right in front of them... And when you tell them? its just another joke of your's another joke to make them laugh but when you tell them it wasn't a joke? "wow look at that attention seeker" etc etc...Feels bad man and when you mess up your performance no one can look at you the same after that even if they tell you there alright with you thats probably not how they really feel as they listen to your thoughts and sadness saying its okay you can talk to me... they subconsciously drift away further and further till there gone... i know its happened to me, ive failed my performances, and let people listen to my sadness and now? we barely talk anymore and im labeled toxic be the people i once adored as my very best friends until there's only one person left...but hey its fine, anyway its almost time for my next act so ill see you around this time im playing the "Hero" to people in need.
Well, see it this way. The Sun doesn't disappear the Earth just rotates. So, your happiness is still there you just need to find it again like when you side of the planet faces the Sun again.
Bro the more you think into everything the sadder you feel. There’s a whole world out there you’re yet to explore. An abundance of memories you can only look at as memories now. They’re in the past. An artifact of your time in this cruel world. Time that we have taken for granted. We all miss these times. But that’s not all of it. With time passing, we lose more and more opportunities. As time passes, opportunities decrease, and regrets mount. As time passes, happiness of your past is now just your past. As time passes, you look back on yourself. You look back on everything you love. And you just have to feel happy for what you have. You don’t live once. You die once. It is your choice upon how much you “live”.
I’ve been really depressed and my anxiety has been through the roof and listening to this made me cry for once in quite a while and it felt good to let it go so I know it’s weird to say but thank you for making this
I imagine parking my car in the parking lot, checking in one of the rooms, putting my watch on the nightstand, taking a shower, listening to lofi on the bed, and slowly drifting into sleep.
Imagine this: You're at a vacation. Nothing to bother you. You're at a smooth and safe highway to Miami and you're driving the car with lofi on the radio alone with the lights on in the car at midnight when it's raining with a comfortable grin on your face. You drive to your 5 star hotel and check in, get a shower, lie on the bed and look out the window seeing Miami in rain shining with the lights of the skyscrapers, billboards, taxis, cars and so many things. You turn the AC on, listen to more lofi and go to sleep.
The rain makes me happy. I've been through some hard times, I wanted to die, I wanted the pain to end, but I made it through, I knew I couldn't leave my mom, so I pushed through it, and I made it. I'm my happiest I've ever been.
been 3 months and still my favorite mix. something about it is just so damn melancholic cause i've listened to it on days when it was raining, when it was 3am, when i was tired, lonely, angry... and times when i was low enough to simply want to die. thank you so much for making this mix man, bless.
@@anis-pras Holy crap 5 years! Still love this. I have listed to this many times bc of beowulf and the visuals. And wow I was so sad back then, I don't even talk like that anymore!
How did we come to this why all of us so sad? Did we just reached to the point that we don't have any one in our life that would simply comfort us during hard times.. It's like as if we are just getting lost in this bubble of separation all away.
E I S.U - We Are Born alone and we will die alone - This is amazing! I've been a big fan of Peacock Affect for ages, and it's great to see his work being used as variation. Great stuff.
life is too short, you may think to yourself now that it’s all worthless, but it’s worth so much more, you are worthy. i don’t want to sound corny and all but find happiness in your life. fuck everything else in my opinion... and you are the difference in this world, to someone you’re unique, just wait my friend :)
i absolutely love your raining in series, the visuals are so calming and the music is soo soothing especially the rain sounds in the background...... pls make more of these!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know I come back here often sometimes I'm depressed sometimes I'm just lonely but this helps me feels not so alone when dealing with these thoughts life's getting better one day at a time
"the easiest feeling is to feel loved. The hardest feeling is knowing you're loved..." "so what now. Do I go get a girlfriend?" "Let her come to you. Then you know it's right."
I live in Miami. Usually rains every day BUT we haven't had rain in months! Thankfully we had a big thunderstorm last night. It was lovely. I sleep better during thunderstorms.
After loosing my second daughter this song helped me get through it and realize I need to keep going for my girls, the grief never goes away but it does get better. I had wanted to end my life at multiple points because I missed her so much and I wanted to be with her. Stay strong kings it gets better no matter what your going through.
One day I had a depression episode. I simply felt miserable that day. So I went to UA-cam to listen some Lofi to try to relax. I found this playlist between my first results, I enter and... Man... The first track just left me feeling even worse. I end up crying *"I'm just wondering, what's the point? Would it make any difference at all if I never existed?"* Those words hit me like a full speed train
Sometimes it’s true. Wondering if you never existed..would anyone care? Would anyone miss you? Would the ones who showed so much anger or gave so much hurt or anxiety be sorry for being so excessive? These are daily thoughts. This music carry’s next through most the time. Thanks bootleg boy for creating this channel. Some days I wonder what is the point of even existing anymore...? Everyday is a struggle. When will the sun come out again?? Crazy it’s pouring right now in philly
dang D E P R E S S I O N hit me hard. I'm really struggling on whether I should still live or not. My parents don't acknowledge mental health, and I seem to be hit on the hardest crossroad in my life. Maybe all I want is just attention, but I can't seem to find it. Sorry if I had to rant, the song is just beautiful. Makes me see the sad truth of reality. :(
hey thanks for the replies. Wow i seriously forgot that I made this comment, but these seriously made my day. I'm feeling quite better right now actually :)
A new RAINING IN mix ☔
Listen on Spotify - sptfy.com/raininglofi
the bootleg boy little late but notification squad!!
Very nice!!!
❤️❤️
My oh my how I fucking love these❤️
love you.
Damn, the visuals are insane
Look up simon stalenhag, his Electric state paintings follows the same style + retro sci-fi themes.
Feardog eee!
@@stuffystuff1661 good looking found a new favorite artist ! thanks (:
oh my gosh it's feardog!
Very cozy
I made track number 1 ❤
beowulf great work !,love it .
It was good.
d e p r e s s i o n that means a lot to me 😀
💕
How can you make music? ~ I want to do it ~ please help
it’s constantly raining in my heart.
Same..
it can't rain in heart, heart blood pumps
so emo
we have
umbrellas.
It's aching here, also my mind is not raining, it's crazy as storming, making everything so hard to look straight or be who I actually used to be.
🌧🌧🌧Gotta love those dark, grey, bleak, rainning day's. 🌧🌧🌧
Alejandro Castillo Jr.
I Do 😏
Jessica J. I baisiclliy fell in love with those days since most of the days if the year are sunny and hot....😧
Alejandro Castillo Jr. hi
Caner Erten hello
Alejandro Castillo Jr. Do you like to take a walk in rainy days
Note to self:
May 29, 2020
Life’s been dull. Quarantine is boring and I’m just tired all the time. Losing track of the days. Its been raining in Miami often this week. Its brings me peace. Been pondering life, recently started listen to speeches from Alan Watts.
Anyway, I’m sure I’ll return to this video and see this comment. Maybe in a week, a month, soon.
Take care future me. I hope you find what you’re looking for. ♥️
How are you now?
Love from another FL person keep it up I understand what your saying days are one for me sleep is restless I ponder life i miss rain it has rained here in a week or sooth just the burning heat good luck my friend and god bless your days
Its been a month now... i hope your doing fine and i wish nothing but the best for you! 😊
c a n i g e t a d a m n h u g ? Are you doing well now?
here is a like for you, to remember. How are you now?
Is someone depressed now? Whatever it is, it shall pass. We’ve got a lot to do in this lifetime. Make it a meaningful one. ❤️
thanks
my life is almost up and i done nothing
Thank you. That's exactly what i needed to hear
Help
@@trishaulatan7851 Bro look for some serious help, like, if you can afford try a terapist. Or write to someone of your friends or if you want, there's me. I do not know you but we all have to support each other ;)
Its beautiful, but whats even more beautiful is the supportive replies to the sad comments.
Hope you all have a good day/night and that you have the best sleep tonight. (๑･̑◡･̑๑)
Only love!
LOVE DEATH ROBOTS
You to!
I think that when we think of Miami, a lot of images come to our mind, except for this one, we tend to think that there are places in earth where everyone is happy and everything is good, but the reality is completely different. Even the richest, healthiest, more handsome and most sociable man gets sad sometimes, it doesn't matter how "perfect" your life is, there are ups and downs and there is nothing that we could do about it. So just live your life the way you want and don't pay attention to other people's opinions and you should be fine.😛
Amen my guy
There's just something beautiful but sad about the rain!
Don't know what exactly but it's kinda addicting.
Where you from bruh?
i feel like my whole life is written in these mixes
love, depression, life and death all together
same
Starting at 2:17, that song is from spongebob (episode 20, season 5) after Ms. Grizzlepuss blows the whistle, you can hear a version of it
When we were smoking there, She didn't even know that the real high was being with her. Now She's gone, and I can't get either. And when I exposed myself to her, Explaining my feelings, and how she's the only one who has reminded me this much of my own humanity and how when I see her I see perfection and grace. That was my greatest mistake. Now my humanity is pain. And she only hates herself even more. Her feelings for me existed. But I was too late to catch the ride. I was too stupid to realize that I hurt her. My arrogance lead to my one source of good feelings to be cut off. Now it's replaced with a consuming vacuum that has rendered me a warm husk which doesn't appear to be damaged but on the inside has been turned completely vacant. My very soul screams at the sight of her lovely visage, the one she can't stand, and I fight and fight again. But what do I know? I'm just that guy that makes jokes, and gives good hugs, I'm the funny guy, I can't be sad. I'm not allowed to be.
Xekratos you are allowed to feel your sadness, and all your emotions. the choice to feel is in your hands. I send you love and heart healing my friend. 💜
I so needed to read this. Thank you Taj Madsen
Xekratos hey man if you still there, have you gotten over her?
Being the fool in the story is the hardest role of them all cause all your doing is putting on a show for the people around you, that fake blood in your latest performance may not have been so fake after all...but the onlookers didn't know you were slowly dieing right in front of them... And when you tell them? its just another joke of your's another joke to make them laugh but when you tell them it wasn't a joke? "wow look at that attention seeker" etc etc...Feels bad man and when you mess up your performance no one can look at you the same after that even if they tell you there alright with you thats probably not how they really feel as they listen to your thoughts and sadness saying its okay you can talk to me... they subconsciously drift away further and further till there gone... i know its happened to me, ive failed my performances, and let people listen to my sadness and now? we barely talk anymore and im labeled toxic be the people i once adored as my very best friends until there's only one person left...but hey its fine, anyway its almost time for my next act so ill see you around this time im playing the "Hero" to people in need.
not a white knight though fuck that shit.
I just love reading books while I listen the music of this channel, it makes me feel so good.
I read fanfic will this is on ◇
Ironic! I'm writing my novel as this was on! ^.^
*The sun is like my joy..It dissapears and then the tears roll down my cheek..*
Well, see it this way. The Sun doesn't disappear the Earth just rotates. So, your happiness is still there you just need to find it again like when you side of the planet faces the Sun again.
Kyle Alford thanks bro
And the storms and clouds are my shade from the unmerciless restless Sun.
@@bluemarvel5970 Whoosh
Raining in Atlanta. Bootleg boy I love you 💞
I’ll never forget when I first discovered this masterpiece… thank you.
I haven’t listened to this for forever but my brain still somehow recognises these songs, pretty crazy lol
Why is every mix you make so magnificent?
The people who actually make the music are the real deal ✨
It’s so crazy that forever ago I was listening to this every night, wanting to feel better yet I still feel the same. I’m tired.
same bro
One day, you’re going to wake up and realize
That everybody likes you
But nobody loves you
And that
Is the loneliest feeling in the world
Nah your loved and if you don’t think so then everyone in this comment section will.
-Bojack Horseman
Shit,noone even likes me but it's okay just gotta live life to the fullest
@@gero3015 ofcourse there are people who likes and love you, and I'm not talking just about parents. You should open your eyes widely and see it.
Nobody? What about you? Love your self, we come alone and we live this world alone too)
It will always make a huge difference if you never existed. The world needs more people like you, not less.
so nobody is gonna mention that bomb ass spongebob sample at 2:28 i️ can’t be the only one who noticed that
Orange true SKSKSSK
Bro the more you think into everything the sadder you feel. There’s a whole world out there you’re yet to explore. An abundance of memories you can only look at as memories now. They’re in the past. An artifact of your time in this cruel world. Time that we have taken for granted. We all miss these times. But that’s not all of it. With time passing, we lose more and more opportunities. As time passes, opportunities decrease, and regrets mount. As time passes, happiness of your past is now just your past. As time passes, you look back on yourself. You look back on everything you love. And you just have to feel happy for what you have. You don’t live once. You die once. It is your choice upon how much you “live”.
I’ve been really depressed and my anxiety has been through the roof and listening to this made me cry for once in quite a while and it felt good to let it go so I know it’s weird to say but thank you for making this
💜
How’re you now?
_Rain is one of the wonders of the world.☁️💫_
you're literally my favorite channel. you post the dopest music.
love from germany
love from New Zealand
Love from the Caribbean
love from Germany too
Thank you bro...
I imagine parking my car in the parking lot, checking in one of the rooms, putting my watch on the nightstand, taking a shower, listening to lofi on the bed, and slowly drifting into sleep.
Imagine this:
You're at a vacation. Nothing to bother you. You're at a smooth and safe highway to Miami and you're driving the car with lofi on the radio alone with the lights on in the car at midnight when it's raining with a comfortable grin on your face. You drive to your 5 star hotel and check in, get a shower, lie on the bed and look out the window seeing Miami in rain shining with the lights of the skyscrapers, billboards, taxis, cars and so many things. You turn the AC on, listen to more lofi and go to sleep.
Great to just stare at the ceiling with
The rain makes me happy. I've been through some hard times, I wanted to die, I wanted the pain to end, but I made it through, I knew I couldn't leave my mom, so I pushed through it, and I made it. I'm my happiest I've ever been.
I’m so happy for you keep killing it and living life because you have so much to do and so much life to live
13 yo girls: ugh im so depressed
Lofi mix comment section: hold my beer
...hello this is a 13 year old girl that is depressed
*14 year old boy. This explains alot.
Hi. Im a 13 yr old girl. I guess im not like the rest.
@@caterpurrler6356 good
imagine gatekeeping depression.
also most of the people in this comment section really look like theyre looking for attention more than anything.
@@megafro6999 sounds like you want attention bud, come play destiny with me
been 3 months and still my favorite mix. something about it is just so damn melancholic cause i've listened to it on days when it was raining, when it was 3am, when i was tired, lonely, angry... and times when i was low enough to simply want to die. thank you so much for making this mix man, bless.
been 5 years now, pinging you to surprise you.
@@anis-pras Holy crap 5 years! Still love this. I have listed to this many times bc of beowulf and the visuals. And wow I was so sad back then, I don't even talk like that anymore!
Do RAINING IN ＮＥＷ ＹＯＲＫ plz....
gr8
anybody can say
''they care"
but Watch their Actions, not their words.
Ｒｅｍｅｍｂｅｒ ｎｏｔ
ｔｏ ｆｏｒｇｅｔ
but i forgot how to forget..
Oof I thought of deltarune "don't forget"
Lofiers are truly legends
R A I N I N G I N A M S T E R D A M ?
yes please!
yes please
HELL YES
420 blaze it broooooooooo
im amsterdam
This is my favorite 'Raining in' mix so far. It's just so good, so calm, so serene. I love the vibe that it gives me.
De-stressing my 3:00am study sessions
Me too
Your RAINING IN compilations gotta be my favorite lofi/chillhop mixes on UA-cam. Keep it up.
2:18 is whenever that sad Mr.Krab’s song play 😭😭😭
Victoria Nanthavong D
damn, hits hard bro.
It's 2:30 a.m. and i'm listening to these songs, not a bad place to be.
This vibe was really strengthened by having “O-REILLY” screamed at me before the vid even started
I love walking at night in the rain through the city watching these beautiful neon lights
Listening to this from Miami 👌🏼✊🏼✋🏼❤️
s o c a l m i n g.
Where are you from bootleg boy? I wanna know the person behind the genius that gives me peace ✌️
A minute in and I'm lovin it!
Track number 5
i'm enjoying this after solving a big trouble with my headphones, is so beautiful
How did we come to this why all of us so sad? Did we just reached to the point that we don't have any one in our life that would simply comfort us during hard times.. It's like as if we are just getting lost in this bubble of separation all away.
In my opinion one of the best “series” on the channel
Just what I needed
it’s just getting worse sometimes, but these OG mixes keep me afloat
The second track hits me hard with the clarinet
E I S.U - We Are Born alone and we will die alone - This is amazing! I've been a big fan of Peacock Affect for ages, and it's great to see his work being used as variation. Great stuff.
Im just wondering what’s the point would it make any difference at all if I never existed
XXX TENTACION "...if I never existed "***
yazid asri thanks I wasn’t sure if it was never or ever
XXX TENTACION np
life is too short, you may think to yourself now that it’s all worthless, but it’s worth so much more, you are worthy. i don’t want to sound corny and all but find happiness in your life. fuck everything else in my opinion... and you are the difference in this world, to someone you’re unique, just wait my friend :)
cloudy thanks:)
listening to bootleg boy while doing homework for the next day at 5 am
2:16 lmao, the original track is from Spongebob. The name's "Lonely Heart's Club A". Nice remix.
i absolutely love your raining in series, the visuals are so calming and the music is soo soothing especially the rain sounds in the background...... pls make more of these!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
perfect mix! thank you
This will always be my favorite lofi hip hop mix
Chill vibes
this channel is a real shoulder to cry on
i miss my old self 😌😌😌
Recently discovered Bootleg Boy. I don't know how I was making it by without this music...
i need love so bad
yungxdicaprio i Love u fam
I feel ya
It will come eventually love just don't give up.
One day you will find and it will never leave ♥️
You *are* love. Our true nature.
You know I come back here often sometimes I'm depressed sometimes I'm just lonely but this helps me feels not so alone when dealing with these thoughts life's getting better one day at a time
"the easiest feeling is to feel loved.
The hardest feeling is knowing you're loved..."
"so what now. Do I go get a girlfriend?"
"Let her come to you. Then you know it's right."
I live in Miami. Usually rains every day BUT we haven't had rain in months! Thankfully we had a big thunderstorm last night. It was lovely. I sleep better during thunderstorms.
“Think about the reason you’re committing suicide”
I don’t think that’s gonna help son
State the reason*
After loosing my second daughter this song helped me get through it and realize I need to keep going for my girls, the grief never goes away but it does get better. I had wanted to end my life at multiple points because I missed her so much and I wanted to be with her. Stay strong kings it gets better no matter what your going through.
Fun fact, starlike hotel is actually a hotel in miami
raining in Berlin would be absolutely lovely!!
I can’t get enough
I would like to say that you are one of the best UA-cam channels that knows art
nobody:
*Me, liking comments from 2 years ago:*
me liking your comment 2 months later
Me liking ur comment from 4 months ago.
Me liking your comment 5 months ago
One day I had a depression episode. I simply felt miserable that day. So I went to UA-cam to listen some Lofi to try to relax. I found this playlist between my first results, I enter and... Man... The first track just left me feeling even worse. I end up crying
*"I'm just wondering, what's the point? Would it make any difference at all if I never existed?"* Those words hit me like a full speed train
Rest in piece X Miami was your home! We all miss you!
this is my favorite mix of all time.
i cried to it, vibed to it. i just love it.
About to drop my own Vapor beattape.. Wish I could be supported by a channel like this!
Sometimes it’s true. Wondering if you never existed..would anyone care? Would anyone miss you? Would the ones who showed so much anger or gave so much hurt or anxiety be sorry for being so excessive? These are daily thoughts. This music carry’s next through most the time. Thanks bootleg boy for creating this channel. Some days I wonder what is the point of even existing anymore...? Everyday is a struggle. When will the sun come out again?? Crazy it’s pouring right now in philly
this makes me feel numb
i feel you fam
I'm I the only one that is not feeling lonely under this rain? It's just serenity) ☔💜
i was waiting for this!
Whole thing gave my high that special kinda feel. Thank you my man.
I love this chanel so much
man...you and NEOTIC keep me alive
“State your reason for calling the suicide hotline I got nothing to live for nothing and no one.” “Hi.” 💕
The best study music in my opinion
dang D E P R E S S I O N hit me hard. I'm really struggling on whether I should still live or not. My parents don't acknowledge mental health, and I seem to be hit on the hardest crossroad in my life.
Maybe all I want is just attention, but I can't seem to find it.
Sorry if I had to rant, the song is just beautiful. Makes me see the sad truth of reality. :(
I love you..I know it's a year later but wherever you are in the world, I love you
I hope you're ok now.
hey thanks for the replies. Wow i seriously forgot that I made this comment, but these seriously made my day. I'm feeling quite better right now actually :)
2:17 squidward finally became a lofi artist
Thanks for the pick me up
@@NamaDoodoo no probs :3
RAINING IN S E A T T L E
Layla Maghakian its always raining in Seattle
this is 100% the city mood
Layla Maghakian fuck you, your videos are stupid
Layla Maghakian idiot, loser,freak. I hope you self work goes down
Layla Maghakian
im making a list of places to visit. im never this productive, this music is magic i swear
Love from france👊
Reminds me of rainy nights I’ve spend by the window pane, smoking and watching as her memories bled outta my heart like an open wound ✨♥️
I feel like running away, anyone wanna join me? Jk nah I can't just run away from my problems
Raquel B. True
Wish we could tho
i want to..
@@breezytheanimator1386 lets do it :(
@@qz0370 i hate 2020, everything keeps getting worse my anxiety has been driving me crazy
Gorgeous as always...but this one matches perfectly with my soul. Thank you for your amazing posts.