*EVERY WORD OF THIS LETTER IS A SONG AND DANCE ABOUT HOW GREAT HE IS AND ABSOLVING HIMSELF WHILE TORPEDOING HIS WIFE, ITS AN HOMAGE TO HOW FABULOUS HE IS. A LEGEND IN HIS OWN MIND*
This guy is a classic family annihilator. If he hadn't had someone to blame it on I'd be willing to bet the story would have been he killed them all so they wouldn't be subjected to public ridicule when the story of his Medicare and Medicaid scams became public. This evil guy was always inside this man. It just took real stress to bring him out.
The one thing I don’t agree with is the fact his sister Chrissy said Megan had told her about her belief of the end of the world on December 26th, but according to Tony, and the fact that no Christmas was out in the house, Megan was already dead, along with her children. This leads me to believe that Tony was texting Chrissy from Megan’s phone.
Exactly!! I have a feeling Chrissy knew a lot more than she is telling….maybe she was talking to Tony and he was telling her that Meg said that…it’s all crazy… I can’t believe Chrissy is standing by her brother….the Todt Family are seriously sick!
I think he grabbed onto that like a life raft. I doubt if she was planning to kill her family to avoid the end of the world. Remember, he confessed to the murders. And the one that just haunts me is how he killed Zoe. He rolled his swollen body over onto her and laid there until she died. My God. How utterly grotesque. He killed them. There's no doubt.
Even if she did say it- I feel like she was going to leave him after Christmas Day, hence the lack of festive preparation etc. You might call this 'The end of the world' or 'd-day' or 'the beginning of the end' in a colloquial, obv not literal sense. I think he new fine well she would leave him (like literally move out) and it was part of what pushed him to act. Just my (uninformed) opinion! Also I agree that the sister knew more than she admitted.
“I tried to make them look comfortable by closing their mouths, eyes, and opening their nasal passages” ……Disturbing. I can only imagine what their faces looked like after he killed them. Probably frozen in terror, eyes open and mouths agape.
Yes! And WHAT was up with “using a washcloth like you would”. WHAT?!? He’s soooooo insane. This is pitiful, God bless and comfort all family members and friends, in Jesus’s Name, Amen. 🕊🌸💜✝️✡️🙏🌹🙋♀️
This letter is merely practice for his book he was planning to write. Calculated and extremely bad fiction. Why he didn't spill much ink on his dead children was because those lies would manifest to sell his book. Don't want to give the 'good stuff' away for free. Terrible... but I can see him calculating this as he writes. Just another p.s. terrible thought but the description of smothering Megan sounds more like his inner dialogue when he was smothering Zoe. He writes as if he's a martyr... so far from the truth. I'm sure this letter was especially self soothing for him.
I think this was his first try at his "defense" since everything he says in this letter is repeated on the stand during the trial...and it is the exact opposite of his confession to the police after his arrest.
I listened to Todt testify in his trial last week and used the exact words “ pompous” and “narcissistic” to describe it to a friend.Freaky.Brilliant investigative journalism in this series.
I was under the assumption that his sister Chrissy “knew” about her end of the world talk because she was dead and Tony was using her phone. He was texting family and friends as HER.
This letter is such bullshit. This guy killed his family, thought he would get away with it with different stories, whatever fitted his crap. In the end he is just a loser who killed his entire family because he was afraid his wife would find out about his fraudulent behaviours. Period, the end, there is no meaning to any of this. Sadly. Wish there was, but no.
Does anybody know why he didnt kill them and just go on the run??? To stay in the house until the cops come and then act deranged is a very very big chance to take that he would get out of the charges.
You can't close a deseased persons eyes like in a movie. One of my dogs died in my arms and I tried to close her eyes. They stay open. Its one of the most heartbreaking moments of my life. Him saying that is just another one of his lies.
I know it’s a small thing, but I’ve never heard wedding vows, especially catholic, where the husband promises to obey the wife. It’s always the wife promising to love, honor, and obey, and the husband promising to love, honor, and cherish. Him repeating several times that he vowed to obey her is just off. Even if their church was really progressive, I’m pretty sure they’d just take the vow of obedience out completely.
@@mmason9836 Very interesting. Do you remember what kind of a wedding it was? Religious, secular, Catholic etc.? I believe you, I’m just curious. It seems odd to me. Mutual obedience is kind of a strange dichotomy, almost an oxymoron if you will. That’s why it stuck out so much to me.
@@KiKi-tf8rv Protestant. Maybe Lutheran. This would of been back late 70's. Maybe in this particular wedding the bride insisted the groom says it also. Nowadays it seems to be left out for both. Apparently obey was removed from Episcopal wedding vows in 1922. Last wedding I attended was Greek Orthodox and I don't remember any vows being made. I looked it up and in Greek Orthodox wedding you don't make any vows. Interesting.
@@mmason9836 Thanks for your reply, that’s very interesting! I’ve been to a lot of different weddings from different beliefs and cultures, and I like to see and hear the differences. I know that was a very minor part in this story, but I kind of fixated on it.😄
“I started praying for the strength, and the balls, to do it.” Bro, you passed time for prayer three bodies ago. So disrespectful. Pray for strength and balls to be a better father, how about that?
He can't have it both way, either his wife was so sick she could barely take care of herself, but healthy enough to fill out all they paperwork needed to commit fraud. Which is it??
I can’t even listen to this guy anymore. It makes me sick. I hope he finally has a revelation in jail so he can fully feel the heartbreak and devastation he has caused.
He “helped people with their rents”? AHHHHHH, WHAT A STUPID LIE.! THEY WERE FLIPPIN EVICTED!! Oh, he’s too, too much. What a huge liar and jerk. Not to mention murderer. Oh my goodness.......🙋♀️💜💕🕊😘🙏
“This one is out of principle” ???? His dialogue is soooo ridiculous!!!! Nobody speaks like this or acts in this automaton manner-- especially the narcissistic crap with “something he’s not good at is murder”!!? Why did he want her journals so badly?
stabbing is an extremely personal crime as is suffocating. of all the ways he could have killed them he picked the most gruesome and terrible. the constant lying scheming and sheer narcissistic explosion is too much. I think he was full of rage and angry he had a family to care for. instead of running the business the right way he ran it into the ground. smh. given everything and destroys it all
As fat as this guy was/is, he probably would've needed a lot more than the "standard" amount of anything, in order to overdose. However, I don't believe he took any, and I hope they did toxicology bloodwork to confirm/deny his claim of suicide by Benadryl. Also, abdominal wounds are a slow way to die. Slashing the wrists is a centuries old method of bleeding yourself out. I wonder if the scenario FAT man describes has ever been described anywhere in history. It makes absolutely no sense.
It's hard to listen to this BS. As always, the victim is made the perpetrator, nothing new. I hope the jury doesn't fall for it and this monster gets what he deserves. Sickening !!!!
I don't believe anything Tony says,it just seems like he's trying to blame everything on his wife now that she dead she can't talk for herself, he's a heartless coward.
I think he planned this for a long time. His personality is a lot like my ex and I'm lucky to have survived my situation though my little dog didn't. These are well done videos, I just think I need to stop watching, this man is way too much like the person I lived with, a narcisstic psychopath. Who hated me being ill it made him more abusive than ever.
The story he tells in the letter is ridiculous. Irrational. It doesn’t sound anywhere close to true. Personally, I think he’s a psychopath. Psychopaths are not uncommon in the general population.
Nah, psychopaths tend to be much better liars and manipulators. He was just was a 2 bit communal narcissist with BPD whose "such a great great guy" act expired. That's when they get dangerous. Before that, he probably wasn't even that bad behind closed doors as far cluster B's, just a really petulant diva and drove his wife nuts with his premedonna behavior
Thank The Lord for the voices of the narrators! They are much easier to listen to that of Tony Toad (oops, Todt). But come to think of it, doesn’t he sound like a cocaine addict? If anyone saw the trial, and his disastrous personal testimony, you’ll know what I mean! Geeze!
He'd make a great author for fiction crime novels. The man was in the wrong career. Anyway, he got his apocalyptic armageddon now having to live the rest of his life amongst the other vile zombies that have also killed their "loved ones". Too bad Soo sad 😏
I disagree on one point in your otherwise excellent report!🙋♀️ 🕊💜🌹(as follows): FYI: The first COVID-19 outbreak, along with rumors of possible pandemic proportions was published on, NEWSFLASH! ⭐️”DECEMBER 12, 2019. A cluster of patients in Wuhan, Hubei Providence, China began to experience shortness of breath and fever.” - David J. Sencer, CDC Museum, COVID-19 Timeline So, Megan could have known about the possibility of a pandemic earlier than her death. Thank you for all your hard work on this heinous tragedy. And God bless and keep all here, in Jesus’s Name, Amen!🕊🌸🙏💜✝️✡️🌹🙋♀️
This is so sad. And very complicated . There is something about the benadryl pudding pie that leads speculation. I can't imagine Tony baking a pie. Just sayin
*EVERY WORD OF THIS LETTER IS A SONG AND DANCE ABOUT HOW GREAT HE IS AND ABSOLVING HIMSELF WHILE TORPEDOING HIS WIFE, ITS AN HOMAGE TO HOW FABULOUS HE IS. A LEGEND IN HIS OWN MIND*
Absolutely horrific. This vile human actually thought he was going to get away with it. So glad justice prevailed.
This guy is a classic family annihilator. If he hadn't had someone to blame it on I'd be willing to bet the story would have been he killed them all so they wouldn't be subjected to public ridicule when the story of his Medicare and Medicaid scams became public. This evil guy was always inside this man. It just took real stress to bring him out.
Omfg. He even blames the freaking FINANCES on her!! How did she do all this crap if she was nuts and couldn't take care of herself??
Right down to the dates! Come on, Tony! Get real.
This guy is a prime example of why defense attorneys discourage clients from testifying.
I agree he shouldn’t never took the stand.. he mess his own self up
The one thing I don’t agree with is the fact his sister Chrissy said Megan had told her about her belief of the end of the world on December 26th, but according to Tony, and the fact that no Christmas was out in the house, Megan was already dead, along with her children. This leads me to believe that Tony was texting Chrissy from Megan’s phone.
Exactly!! I have a feeling Chrissy knew a lot more than she is telling….maybe she was talking to Tony and he was telling her that Meg said that…it’s all crazy… I can’t believe Chrissy is standing by her brother….the Todt Family are seriously sick!
I think he grabbed onto that like a life raft. I doubt if she was planning to kill her family to avoid the end of the world. Remember, he confessed to the murders. And the one that just haunts me is how he killed Zoe. He rolled his swollen body over onto her and laid there until she died. My God. How utterly grotesque. He killed them. There's no doubt.
Yes, HOW did Megan supposedly say that? In text?
They seemed pretty dead set on retrieving Megan's Diary/journal on the hush didn't they?
Even if she did say it- I feel like she was going to leave him after Christmas Day, hence the lack of festive preparation etc. You might call this 'The end of the world' or 'd-day' or 'the beginning of the end' in a colloquial, obv not literal sense. I think he new fine well she would leave him (like literally move out) and it was part of what pushed him to act. Just my (uninformed) opinion! Also I agree that the sister knew more than she admitted.
This dude is beyond delusional!
This is my 1st time with a many part series. Gotta say it is impressive. Professional, informative, impartial. Greatly appreciated.
He’s throwing his dead wife, the wife he murdered, under the bus. He is vile.
“I tried to make them look comfortable by closing their mouths, eyes, and opening their nasal passages”
……Disturbing. I can only imagine what their faces looked like after he killed them. Probably frozen in terror, eyes open and mouths agape.
Yes! And WHAT was up with “using a washcloth like you would”. WHAT?!? He’s soooooo insane. This is pitiful, God bless and comfort all family members and friends, in Jesus’s Name, Amen. 🕊🌸💜✝️✡️🙏🌹🙋♀️
@@deborahleone4351 he’s not insane. He’s evil.
Agape (wrong term of word to use )smh
@@vanessabrown5551 cool.
For someone who has no memory of these events he has an amazingly detailed recollection of everything that (he claims) happened.
This letter is merely practice for his book he was planning to write. Calculated and extremely bad fiction. Why he didn't spill much ink on his dead children was because those lies would manifest to sell his book. Don't want to give the 'good stuff' away for free. Terrible... but I can see him calculating this as he writes.
Just another p.s. terrible thought but the description of smothering Megan sounds more like his inner dialogue when he was smothering Zoe.
He writes as if he's a martyr... so far from the truth. I'm sure this letter was especially self soothing for him.
I think this was his first try at his "defense" since everything he says in this letter is repeated on the stand during the trial...and it is the exact opposite of his confession to the police after his arrest.
I listened to Todt testify in his trial last week and used the exact words “ pompous” and “narcissistic” to describe it to a friend.Freaky.Brilliant investigative journalism in this series.
Under "pompous narcissist" in the dictionary is that face when he's running his mouth and that woman prosecutor would have the nerve to object
Absolutely agree
I was under the assumption that his sister Chrissy “knew” about her end of the world talk because she was dead and Tony was using her phone. He was texting family and friends as HER.
He’s an evil narcissist through and through.
This letter is such bullshit. This guy killed his family, thought he would get away with it with different stories, whatever fitted his crap. In the end he is just a loser who killed his entire family because he was afraid his wife would find out about his fraudulent behaviours.
Period, the end, there is no meaning to any of this. Sadly. Wish there was, but no.
Thank You and Kudos to THE DAY…spot-on reporting!!!
Another Chris Watts, omg! HOW SAD , I don't even know why I am listening. My curiosity how a human being can do this to a family and their dog. RIP.
Does anybody know why he didnt kill them and just go on the run??? To stay in the house until the cops come and then act deranged is a very very big chance to take that he would get out of the charges.
Who does suicide by Benadryl? 😆
You can't close a deseased persons eyes like in a movie. One of my dogs died in my arms and I tried to close her eyes. They stay open. Its one of the most heartbreaking moments of my life. Him saying that is just another one of his lies.
I know it’s a small thing, but I’ve never heard wedding vows, especially catholic, where the husband promises to obey the wife. It’s always the wife promising to love, honor, and obey, and the husband promising to love, honor, and cherish. Him repeating several times that he vowed to obey her is just off. Even if their church was really progressive, I’m pretty sure they’d just take the vow of obedience out completely.
Yes I noticed that too,,,, and when he is worried about being ‘scolded’ by Meghan. Fits the profile ‘victim mentality.
I heard wedding vows were both say obey.
@@mmason9836 Very interesting. Do you remember what kind of a wedding it was? Religious, secular, Catholic etc.? I believe you, I’m just curious. It seems odd to me. Mutual obedience is kind of a strange dichotomy, almost an oxymoron if you will. That’s why it stuck out so much to me.
@@KiKi-tf8rv Protestant. Maybe Lutheran. This would of been back late 70's. Maybe in this particular wedding the bride insisted the groom says it also. Nowadays it seems to be left out for both. Apparently obey was removed from Episcopal wedding vows in 1922. Last wedding I attended was Greek Orthodox and I don't remember any vows being made. I looked it up and in Greek Orthodox wedding you don't make any vows. Interesting.
@@mmason9836 Thanks for your reply, that’s very interesting! I’ve been to a lot of different weddings from different beliefs and cultures, and I like to see and hear the differences. I know that was a very minor part in this story, but I kind of fixated on it.😄
This letter is as bad as terrible fan fiction.
“I started praying for the strength, and the balls, to do it.” Bro, you passed time for prayer three bodies ago. So disrespectful. Pray for strength and balls to be a better father, how about that?
He can't have it both way, either his wife was so sick she could barely take care of herself, but healthy enough to fill out all they paperwork needed to commit fraud. Which is it??
I can’t even listen to this guy anymore. It makes me sick. I hope he finally has a revelation in jail so he can fully feel the heartbreak and devastation he has caused.
Me too but I keep going on to next episode
He won't
He “helped people with their rents”? AHHHHHH, WHAT A STUPID LIE.! THEY WERE FLIPPIN EVICTED!! Oh, he’s too, too much. What a huge liar and jerk. Not to mention murderer. Oh my goodness.......🙋♀️💜💕🕊😘🙏
What a nightmare. 😔
He "helped people with their rent." That's a good one!
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*MOTOR ONE IS ON THE MOVE* 👮♀️🏛🔫📢 🚔 🏍
Nobody in their right mind would ever write a letter that can forever be used against them to prove their guilt and their lunacy!
For someone who did so much ‘research’ on killing he sure was bad at it
So easy to blame the dead 😔 Shameless murderer 😡😡
Not enough information about sister alleging Meghan talked about apocalypse.
“This one is out of principle” ???? His dialogue is soooo ridiculous!!!! Nobody speaks like this or acts in this automaton manner-- especially the narcissistic crap with “something he’s not good at is murder”!!? Why did he want her journals so badly?
To Anthony Todt: Was it worth it?
I would geniunely want to know?
OMG he is so full of it.
stabbing is an extremely personal crime as is suffocating. of all the ways he could have killed them he picked the most gruesome and terrible. the constant lying scheming and sheer narcissistic explosion is too much. I think he was full of rage and angry he had a family to care for. instead of running the business the right way he ran it into the ground. smh. given everything and destroys it all
As fat as this guy was/is, he probably would've needed a lot more than the "standard" amount of anything, in order to overdose. However, I don't believe he took any, and I hope they did toxicology bloodwork to confirm/deny his claim of suicide by Benadryl.
Also, abdominal wounds are a slow way to die. Slashing the wrists is a centuries old method of bleeding yourself out. I wonder if the scenario FAT man describes has ever been described anywhere in history. It makes absolutely no sense.
I agree. Even if he did, if he was serious on doing himself in he would, he wouldn't have chanced it with benadryl, he would have used Tylenol PM
He will have to answer to GOD.
It's hard to listen to this BS. As always, the victim is made the perpetrator, nothing new. I hope the jury doesn't fall for it and this monster gets what he deserves. Sickening !!!!
He’s already been convicted
I am watching these now after the verdict but still feel sick in stomach
I don't believe anything Tony says,it just seems like he's trying to blame everything on his wife now that she dead she can't talk for herself, he's a heartless coward.
Cannot role my eyes hard enough!!!!🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
I watched in an interview where he said he walked in on Meaghan while she was gutting herself...
I think he planned this for a long time. His personality is a lot like my ex and I'm lucky to have survived my situation though my little dog didn't. These are well done videos, I just think I need to stop watching, this man is way too much like the person I lived with, a narcisstic psychopath. Who hated me being ill it made him more abusive than ever.
Men like this make women ill...literally...a poison personality can be just as bad as a virus
RIP Doggo
I’m sorry for your loss and may you find healing 💜
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I really like your videos but could you do away with the music? It is really distracting. You all have good voices which is enough😊
Watch his interrogation. Definitely.
The story he tells in the letter is ridiculous. Irrational. It doesn’t sound anywhere close to true. Personally, I think he’s a psychopath. Psychopaths are not uncommon in the general population.
Nah, psychopaths tend to be much better liars and manipulators.
He was just was a 2 bit communal narcissist with BPD whose "such a great great guy" act expired. That's when they get dangerous. Before that, he probably wasn't even that bad behind closed doors as far cluster B's, just a really petulant diva and drove his wife nuts with his premedonna behavior
Thank The Lord for the voices of the narrators! They are much easier to listen to that of Tony Toad (oops, Todt). But come to think of it, doesn’t he sound like a cocaine addict? If anyone saw the trial, and his disastrous personal testimony, you’ll know what I mean! Geeze!
The woman narrator has a voice for trlevision
He'd make a great author for fiction crime novels. The man was in the wrong career. Anyway, he got his apocalyptic armageddon now having to live the rest of his life amongst the other vile zombies that have also killed their "loved ones". Too bad Soo sad 😏
Except his command of English is crap
Lol are you kidding? His writing reads like worse than fan fiction written by some edgy 14 year old goth kid
@@lgosuberalles4336
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RIP TO LITTLE ANGEL AND HIS WIFE
Rip megan, and family 👪
Written like a BAD fiction novel.
These letters tho. The horror the sheer horror...please
Can’t listen to the woman with the vocal fry… that’s just unbearable. I fast forward past her reading.
this so hard to listen to what a monster what a liar
If hes so smart how come he couldn't figure how to off himself. Are there no tall buildings to dive off or trees to drive into.
Cringe festival
He is manipulating his dad , lol wow
I disagree on one point in your otherwise excellent report!🙋♀️ 🕊💜🌹(as follows):
FYI: The first COVID-19 outbreak, along with rumors of possible pandemic proportions was published on,
NEWSFLASH! ⭐️”DECEMBER 12, 2019. A cluster of patients in Wuhan, Hubei Providence, China began to experience
shortness of breath and fever.” - David J. Sencer, CDC Museum, COVID-19 Timeline
So, Megan could have known about the possibility of a pandemic earlier than her death.
Thank you for all your hard work on this heinous tragedy. And God bless and keep all here, in Jesus’s Name, Amen!🕊🌸🙏💜✝️✡️🌹🙋♀️
To be honest how does anyone know his wife really didn’t do this the thing is he was the only one left to prosecute let’s be honest here
He was getting high on Benadryl
This is so sad. And very complicated . There is something about the benadryl pudding pie that leads speculation. I can't imagine Tony baking a pie. Just sayin
He and his father are animals.