My Quest to Find the Weirdest 90s Toy Ever

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  • Last year I saw a commercial from 1999 for a product called "The VideoGear Command Center" and I immediately set out on a quest to track one of them down...here's what happened.
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 13 тис.

  • @jessberch7041
    @jessberch7041 Місяць тому +21069

    The fact that they replied to the email when the company doesn’t even exist anymore is impressive. I don’t even reply to emails and I currently exist.

    • @BexMcInulty
      @BexMcInulty Місяць тому +879

      I mean I know what you mean but the implication that the people who responded don't exist is cracking me up.

    • @SorrowAvenue
      @SorrowAvenue Місяць тому

      @BexMcInulty Who the h**l responded?

    • @AmyAberrant
      @AmyAberrant Місяць тому +58

      Lmao that’s so funny 😅

    • @Hellens.melons
      @Hellens.melons Місяць тому +165

      That’s so real like at least 50% of my phone storage is taken up by unread emails

    • @markipliertrash1562
      @markipliertrash1562 Місяць тому +19

      That's so true and relatable

  • @Shaddowkhan
    @Shaddowkhan Місяць тому +10845

    Fuck me, a one hour video about a 90s video game chair ending with a unexpected reflection on grief is fucking wild.

    • @da1zed
      @da1zed Місяць тому +288

      And is one of my favourite videos ive seen ever, its so interesting, and refreshingly vulnerable

    • @alephzero1984
      @alephzero1984 Місяць тому +63

      I wasn't expecting that part tho
      Side note: "Fuck me" aight oil up

    • @slimygastrodon
      @slimygastrodon Місяць тому +58

      ‘Fuck me’
      Say less 🫦

    • @shaun2463
      @shaun2463 Місяць тому +42

      I started this video earlier and scrolled to this comment when I was halfway through. I read "...ending with an unexpected" and quickly scrolled up to avoid the spoiler. Now I've just finished the video and thought I'd come back to finish the comment. I 100% agree! We've been M. Night Shyamalan'ed.

    • @XxtshirtgamerxX-fw7jl
      @XxtshirtgamerxX-fw7jl Місяць тому +22

      "No, that's a chair."

  • @breenotcheese746
    @breenotcheese746 Місяць тому +3343

    the commitment to including the "No, THAT'S a chair" every time he calls it a chair, even through the last act, is commendable

  • @carpathianspaceprincess
    @carpathianspaceprincess Місяць тому +451

    My grandpa was born in the 1930's and I was the one who introduced him to UA-cam because he didn't know what it was. He was so excited that you could search up any song and he spent hours showing his favourite ones to me. When he died I was devastated. I started using Twitch because I cried every time I opened UA-cam. It's been 5 years, and it doesn't go away, but every now and then something on here will remind me of him - like he's still here watching UA-cam with me. Today it was your video. Thank you and may your stepdad's memory be a blessing to you, as my grandfather's is to me. Love never dies, and in that way, i think no one is ever really gone.

    • @OnceMoreWithLove777
      @OnceMoreWithLove777 11 днів тому +10

      i am so sorry for your loss. my grandfather passed away a few years ago. i was never too close to him but he was still a strange old man that i really loved. his last words were to my mother: "don't let (my name) go out of her weight class" because he was convinced i should be a wrestler. about a week after he passed away, i was talking to online friends about something unrelated, they didn't even know that my grandfather had died and much less so about what his last words were. someone made a joke about me fighting them, and then said "but with that diet, i guess you won't be in my weight class". in retrospect, it was a really silly thing. but i cried for a long time after that and told them about my grandfather and his last words. to make a long story short, i very much agree with you, love never dies. may both of our grandpas, and anyone else's loved ones, be resting in peace.

    • @angryviolentwitchqueen6633
      @angryviolentwitchqueen6633 Годину тому

      I’m in the gym tearing up y’all 🥺😭

  • @prenzea
    @prenzea Місяць тому +2800

    my therapist says that grief never gets smaller, you just grow your life around it. and that also works for the video gear command center

    • @MarekKafarek-o2p
      @MarekKafarek-o2p 26 днів тому +6

      true... :D

    • @HeyItsIDK
      @HeyItsIDK 5 днів тому +1

      Or you die inside and become inable to feel grief loll. tmi, tmi

  • @YoshimiMilk
    @YoshimiMilk Місяць тому +4995

    Saw a tiktok about a 90's chair, proceeded to make a 1 hr documentary about it... Now that is what we call 10% Plastic, 90% Attitude moment right there

    • @That_droper
      @That_droper Місяць тому +36

      Bro it’s not an hour what are you talking about it’s 58mins and 58seconds

    • @fizzycoral
      @fizzycoral Місяць тому +54

      no, that’s a chair➡️🪑

    • @fortniteballls69420
      @fortniteballls69420 Місяць тому

      THAT'S NOT A CHAIR R U DUMB OR SMTH BRO

    • @kingeryck1
      @kingeryck1 Місяць тому +6

      Now that's 90s X-TREME ATTITUDE

    • @sillyman357
      @sillyman357 22 дні тому

      Erm... its the command center, not a chair, doofus

  • @keithmichael112
    @keithmichael112 Місяць тому +31737

    I love the 90s advertising tactic of vaguely insulting you

    • @SparrowSprings_
      @SparrowSprings_ Місяць тому +398

      vaguely?

    • @goldensloth7
      @goldensloth7 Місяць тому

      especially the Daikatana ones... JOHN ROMERO'S GONNA MAKE YOU HIS BITCH. chill...

    • @goldensloth7
      @goldensloth7 Місяць тому +465

      and i remember other ads calling you gay if you didn't buy them, lol.

    • @GeteMachine
      @GeteMachine Місяць тому +216

      My house is full of stuff I was bullied into buying through the TV. 😥😥

    • @Alucard-A-La-Carte
      @Alucard-A-La-Carte Місяць тому +267

      People wonder why kids who grew up in the '90s got so tribalistic about the dumbest shit, and there it is. Everything, EVERYTHING was sold to us as "IT'S YOU VS THEM! BOYS VS GIRLS! NINTENDO VS SEGA! WCW VS WWF! WITH US OR AGAINST THEM!"

  • @josielake9906
    @josielake9906 Місяць тому +130

    I loved this. The twists. The turns. The heartfelt emotion. The wide shot to reveal the chair? Cinematic. Bravo Kurtis.

  • @thenameslauren55
    @thenameslauren55 Місяць тому +17583

    i couldn't have expected so much humanity from a video about a 90s gaming chair. the joy, the pursuit, the grief, the 10% plastic and 90% attitude

    • @w花b
      @w花b Місяць тому +101

      These kinds of videos like the McDonald's training game on the DS are amazing. It's always an adventure

    • @dipbert
      @dipbert Місяць тому +26

      @@w花b That video goes so hard.

    • @ssfbob456
      @ssfbob456 Місяць тому +36

      ​@@dipbertDid you see Defunctland's search for the creator of the Disney Channel theme?

    • @SorrowAvenue
      @SorrowAvenue Місяць тому +18

      If you don‘t know it, YOU DON‘T BELONG HERE!!!

    • @DistantLoner
      @DistantLoner Місяць тому +12

      ​@@ssfbob456
      There's also Jeffiot's video on finding who made the doot doot trumpet skull.

  • @julietbeckton6501
    @julietbeckton6501 Місяць тому +48983

    I love how during the interviews Kurtis pretended like he didn’t know the exact lines of the ad

    • @_Kuma_
      @_Kuma_ Місяць тому +2324

      They’re ingrained in the recesses of his memory for the rest of his life at this point.

    • @iminyourwalls03
      @iminyourwalls03 Місяць тому +3982

      “i think it said..” nah you got that ad memorized💀

    • @Gubster_Animations
      @Gubster_Animations Місяць тому +1233

      Uh yeah I think it was at aboutttt… 36secs into the commercial whenn 5 yellow circles hilight parts of the chair while one of the kids says something about “it’s loaded with tons of cool stuff”

    • @ORANOID
      @ORANOID Місяць тому +441

      It's like when you stalk someone and you know what they've done and when, but you pretend you hear the information the first time when they tell you (it's not from my experience, but from the book "Ready player one". The book is shit, but I've read it as a kid and remember for some reason)

    • @wandawhale3568
      @wandawhale3568 Місяць тому +2

      😮​@@_Kuma_😅😮😢

  • @nevermind3013
    @nevermind3013 Місяць тому +6289

    I ACTUALLY SCREAMED OUT LOUD WHEN IT ZOOMED OUT TO SHOW THE CHAIR I FELT ON TOP OF THE WORLD

    • @fishixee
      @fishixee Місяць тому +196

      I ACTUALLY GASPED

    • @gracieguerrero9578
      @gracieguerrero9578 Місяць тому +35

      SAME

    • @Zoe-Jewel
      @Zoe-Jewel Місяць тому +97

      WHY DID I READ THE COMMENTS I SHOULD KNOW BETTER AUGH

    • @ShallowVA
      @ShallowVA Місяць тому +39

      I CLAPPED WHEN I SAW IT

    • @bustin9549
      @bustin9549 Місяць тому +30

      I fr cackled, I can't believe he found it lol

  • @lostcatz5482
    @lostcatz5482 Місяць тому +358

    hi Kurtis, i know the chance of you seeing this comment is slim to none, but i wanted to thank you for including that segment at the end of the video about loss. i lost my mom almost a year ago now and it still feels like it was yesterday. i am seventeen and about to start my senior year of highschool. all the work i have done to get to that point feels like a distraction from grieving, too. having someone i greatly admire mention the ups and downs of death makes me feel seen in the loss of my mom. you’re amazing Kurtis!! Thank you so much!!

    • @anndresvyankina7387
      @anndresvyankina7387 22 дні тому +15

      I’m so sorry for your loss, darling ❤️😢 good luck with high school, you got this!

  • @Spritzzzie
    @Spritzzzie Місяць тому +5930

    The way this went from “silly retro chair haha” to crying in the club 😭 great video kurtis and you keeping it so real means a lot

  • @dekucake4395
    @dekucake4395 Місяць тому +3512

    "UA-camr talks about an odd or obscure topic, only to dive into a wild and elaborate rabbit hole that leads to solid 90s treasure" is a genre of video I am so happy is becoming more common lmao

    • @martinn.6082
      @martinn.6082 Місяць тому +17

      Are we still talking about the Roblox oof sound?

    • @dingletun
      @dingletun Місяць тому

      @@martinn.6082apparently its vintage now 😭

    • @superhellcitizen
      @superhellcitizen Місяць тому +4

      oh? do share more🙏🙏

    • @AutumnSun140
      @AutumnSun140 Місяць тому +19

      Yes, it's like that guy who found a way to play the old McDonalds Nintendo ds game for training their employees

    • @foxinabox5103
      @foxinabox5103 Місяць тому +3

      ​@@AutumnSun140whose video is this?

  • @lilahmanzanares710
    @lilahmanzanares710 Місяць тому +3489

    during both interviews kurtis pretending he didn’t know the commercial by heart is such a funny underlying aspect

    • @sheridanfrancis4814
      @sheridanfrancis4814 Місяць тому +163

      “I think it says ‘fully loaded with cool stuff’”

  • @deuceydee3506
    @deuceydee3506 23 дні тому +47

    This video should be eligible for an award, because it was a journey in every way except physical.
    And we all appreciate that you left in the emotional part at the end. That's what sets you apart from a lot of content creators and influencers: you're not afraid to genuinely humanize yourself, and you're not in anyone's face about it, either.

  • @Marzi29
    @Marzi29 Місяць тому +5860

    My favourite grief analogy is that grief doesn't go away, or change. It stays where it is, and you grow around it. It still hurts just like it did before, but you become a different person in response.
    Also that not-chair should for sure be in a museum or something lmao

    • @deriendarling
      @deriendarling Місяць тому +139

      This is a very comforting way of putting it. Sometimes i feel like I shouldn't be this broken anymore, since it's been 5 years since I lost my mom. But it still feels the same, awful, all consuming way most of the time, and then I feel like I'm doing something wrong in the way I'm grieving. It's fuckin hard.

    • @faesylara
      @faesylara Місяць тому +46

      I like a line that says grief is love, adjusting

    • @_honnehbee
      @_honnehbee Місяць тому +38

      @@deriendarlingI think since it was your mother someone your close to the moment your born, it makes the grief a thousand times harder. But look at you, you’re still here living breathing and able to tell us your emotions. I find that beautiful

    • @Enfjscrolling
      @Enfjscrolling Місяць тому +32

      ​@deriendarling five years is also pretty recent in my opinion. 2019 is like a flash, considering what happened with the pandemic. Regardless ... You're entitled to your emotions, and nobody has the right to rush your healing. Please be gentle with yourself.

    • @baronessunicorn8208
      @baronessunicorn8208 Місяць тому +39

      I've heard it described like a ball in a room. At first the ball is really big and bumps on the walls constantly. As time goes on, the ball gets smaller and the moments of it bumping on the walls is less and less. The ball doesn't go away fully and you still have those moments when it hits you at random times, but it bounces away and you don't think of it for a long while. This has always felt so true for my grief journey.

  • @levelessa
    @levelessa Місяць тому +3118

    That sweet woman who sent you the chair and didn’t ask for anything broke my heart in a good way. That’s so kind.

    • @maggiebottoms6526
      @maggiebottoms6526 Місяць тому +63

      Fuckin spoiler alert man

    • @nana_2354
      @nana_2354 Місяць тому

      ​@@maggiebottoms6526uuh ppl will ofc comment about what happens in the video, maybe don't come down to the comments if you don't want spoilers

    • @mebrychi6504
      @mebrychi6504 Місяць тому +185

      @@maggiebottoms6526if your worried about getting spoiled why’d you check the comments?

    • @imdaisybtw
      @imdaisybtw Місяць тому +52

      ​@maggiebottoms6526 lmao i know u joking but i spoiled a video to myself too many times. there's smth great about the delayed gratification of winning over my adhd and not looking at the comments before i finish it, recommend 10/10 it's worth it

    • @SasukeUchihaOfTheSound
      @SasukeUchihaOfTheSound Місяць тому +7

      ​@@mebrychi6504 C'mon man they're obviously joking

  • @Shrubbery130
    @Shrubbery130 Місяць тому +12457

    Danny: haha, that thing is weird. Kurtis: I MUST FIND OUT EVERTHING ABOUT THIS command center AND ATTAIN IT FOR MYSELF

    • @Me-vn3gz
      @Me-vn3gz Місяць тому

      very autistic coded (im autistic)

    • @Nandini_k03
      @Nandini_k03 Місяць тому +210

      Bro and he also already posted a video on the chair like 4 years ago😂

    • @Kellyeeeee
      @Kellyeeeee Місяць тому +541

      THANK YOU I just spent like 5 minutes trying to remember who I had just seen talk about this thing.

    • @redninjared
      @redninjared Місяць тому +187

      And Drew just buys it because why not

    • @kkatgurl
      @kkatgurl Місяць тому +16

      @@Nandini_k03what video?

  • @kathrynz.6612
    @kathrynz.6612 Місяць тому +166

    I love how he spent months trying to hunt down the chair and I found a Facebook listing for one after about 2 minutes of googling... rip him

    • @yuria_lu
      @yuria_lu 26 днів тому +1

      Are you from Canada?

    • @kathrynz.6612
      @kathrynz.6612 26 днів тому

      ​@@yuria_luNope, US

    • @kathrynz.6612
      @kathrynz.6612 24 дні тому

      @@yuria_lu nope, US

    • @hhhnnn-bw9vm
      @hhhnnn-bw9vm 23 дні тому

      @@kathrynz.6612 kurtis wouldve had to get a friend to buy it then, he's Canadian

    • @ChaoticMatters
      @ChaoticMatters 18 днів тому

      Ooof lol

  • @davidholm4999
    @davidholm4999 Місяць тому +4992

    Imagine making a commercial for some random toy in 1999 and then in 2024 some youtuber asks to interview you for a video about it. That would literally be the highlight of my life if it was me.

    • @heywoodjablome5380
      @heywoodjablome5380 Місяць тому +112

      Same vibes as the "Lostwave" artists who find out their song is being searched for after all the years

    • @calmonnier2512
      @calmonnier2512 Місяць тому +79

      Especially with how much she enjoys being on camera. The daughter too. Like it’s peak for them

    • @justanothergamer64
      @justanothergamer64 Місяць тому +44

      Imagine being the daughter and having that same youtuber say multiple times how he talked to your mother and you can't say anything about it because he's not lying

    • @nexaentertainment2764
      @nexaentertainment2764 Місяць тому +8

      Reminds me of the Defunctland Disney Channel Theme video, where he tries to find who created the famous jingle. Good video if you're into that stuff.

    • @chimmychonga40420
      @chimmychonga40420 9 днів тому +1

      You can tell this meant alot to her.

  • @gabrielazarate7865
    @gabrielazarate7865 Місяць тому +10731

    Catherine: *talking about her success as a film maker*
    Kurtis: yeah super cool....sooooo about the VIDEOGEAR COMMAND CENTER

    • @jacobfrias7478
      @jacobfrias7478 Місяць тому +208

      Lmao he looks stoned throughout the whole thing

    • @craigchaytor9109
      @craigchaytor9109 Місяць тому +221

      I'm glad I'm not the only one that thought it felt weird. I really hope the interview focused longer on that so he's not being a dick to the nice lady.

    • @cielfuntomhive
      @cielfuntomhive Місяць тому +618

      @@craigchaytor9109to be fair, i’m sure she was told not only by her daughter, but also by kurtis of what the interview and the video was about lol

    • @MelissaLawrence2002
      @MelissaLawrence2002 Місяць тому +33

      ​@VVilllewhat happens if my mom's been dead for years, bot?

    • @dogexe
      @dogexe Місяць тому +411

      @@craigchaytor9109 he asked to interview her specifically about the chair though lmao

  • @starophie
    @starophie Місяць тому +1090

    it's not a chair, it's a fucking beautiful video about love and loss

  • @Maddythiede36
    @Maddythiede36 Місяць тому +51

    I lost my mom at the end of 2021 and my dad just got diagnosed with terminal cancer in March of this year. I can say that now the smallest things can set me off and I see my parents everywhere now. So, honestly you losing it to enjoying something that makes you feel nostalgic made so much sense to me lol. I hope your grief lightens, even though it never leaves you.

    • @jonnnnniej
      @jonnnnniej Місяць тому +3

      Sending you and your father much strength and love ❤❤

    • @Pepesmall
      @Pepesmall 14 днів тому +1

      All the best to you and your family.. I hope things get better.

  • @DoodleDemon69
    @DoodleDemon69 Місяць тому +1035

    Went from ballin to bawlin real quick with that ending.

  • @whimzery
    @whimzery Місяць тому +3444

    Grief is weird, a year after I lost my Papa I thought of a dumb joke that I knew he would like and it made me break down crying. Thanks for keeping it real, Kurtis!

    • @kyluvsgyu
      @kyluvsgyu Місяць тому +10

      relatable

    • @G00dTaste
      @G00dTaste Місяць тому +15

      Help ur the 2nd person I’ve seen in this comment section randomly talking about a dead grandparent

    • @PartyTimePPLZ
      @PartyTimePPLZ Місяць тому +65

      @@G00dTaste I just went to my grandfather's funeral a few days ago. The part in the video where Kurtis talked about him dealing with the loss of a loved one really caught me off guard but it did make me feel less alone. My heart goes out to everyone else who just lost a grandparent.

    • @G00dTaste
      @G00dTaste Місяць тому +3

      @@PartyTimePPLZ omg ur the guy :O (also srry about ur grandma, ik I'm kinda being silly around a tough subject)

    • @pvic6959
      @pvic6959 Місяць тому +10

      man. the part in the video about his grief and your comment are making ME tear up. im so sorry for your loss

  • @viedal
    @viedal Місяць тому +4842

    i love that you included the extra yapping about the neon green platform sketchers, it has nothing to do w the videogear command center but they're so hyper specific to the time and era that it just adds that little bit of extra 90s to the whole saga

    • @GrayWoIf
      @GrayWoIf Місяць тому +282

      Seeing it I was like yep that's is pure millennium esthetic. That girl was probably the coolest in school when she walked in wearing those.

    • @cecemimi101
      @cecemimi101 Місяць тому +355

      I was literally in tears laughing because when she said she had an extra bit of info Kurtis looked so exited and when she started talking about sketchers the happiness drained from his face and he looked so upset he just disassociated realizing the info would not help him at all 😂😂

    • @viedal
      @viedal Місяць тому +128

      @@cecemimi101 okay! but he listened! as any man should!!

    • @momerathsoutgabe-mt1gc
      @momerathsoutgabe-mt1gc Місяць тому +32

      Those Skechers are actually really cool. But, I was a 90s kid, and I do miss those vibes.

    • @nhnnj
      @nhnnj Місяць тому +185

      i was wondering where she was gonna go with that bit of the story. and it was absolutely nowhere. she was just excited to share something nice that her mom got her. so sweet

  • @thebob723
    @thebob723 Місяць тому +35

    Did not expect the emotion at the end. I lost my grandmother earlier this year and she had lived with us since I was 3. Grief is really difficult, but also it is a big part of life that we all go through. Praying for your healing and happiness Kurtis ♥️

  • @zikhg9777
    @zikhg9777 Місяць тому +977

    The ending reminded me of that story on reddit where the guy replayed an old racing video game that still had the ghost car that kept the record his dad's loop around the track. after his dad passed away the guy didn't play the game for ages. and upon replaying it years later he raced against his dad again and stopped right before the finish line so his dad's memory was stored in the game

    • @koutsioj4762
      @koutsioj4762 Місяць тому +67

      I actually think about that story from time to time... I think I teared up the first time I saw it

    • @shivanihdesai
      @shivanihdesai Місяць тому +42

      Crying rn omg

  • @marla0412
    @marla0412 Місяць тому +1448

    Thanks Kurtis. My dad passed away almost 3 years ago and the other day I was listening to one of my favorite bands from back when I was a teen for the first time in a while and suddenly felt like crying and really missing my dad out of nowhere. He drove me to my first ever concert (of that band) when I was 13 and it is one of my favorite memories. I hope you're doing well!

    • @k.k.7797
      @k.k.7797 Місяць тому +65

      I received an old nightstand from my mamaw after she passed. Ive kept it in storage for the past year, and just recently found a place for it in my bedroom. I opened the nightstand’s drawer for the first time since the estate sale, and out came the smell of their old Kentucky home. It was the same smell I remember when I was a kid and spent my birthdays there, the same smell as when I hugged her. Made me start crying then & there. I’m sorry for your loss, hope I didn’t take away from your story by sharing my own, just wanted to share a similar anecdote! Grief is a strange thing, but it helps us remember how much we loved them & they loved us

    • @catfreak613
      @catfreak613 27 днів тому +6

      As someone who also lost their dad around that time (2020) I completely relate. Sometimes it feels like just yesterday that you were at the funeral or even the day it happened but then when you really think about it you realize how much has really happened during that time. I was a freshman in high school and it’s crazy to think It’s already been a year since I graduated. Time is so weird. Sorry if I overshared and wishing you the best! Grief is horrible but we learn to live with it over time so I hope things are better now. 💗

  • @__AbAbe
    @__AbAbe Місяць тому +1760

    footage of him crying with the abrupt cuts to "no, that's a chair!" had me dying bro

    • @SilkyLew
      @SilkyLew Місяць тому +65

      I felt so bad laughing my ass off during this man's grieving lol

  • @fiannanimhurchu79
    @fiannanimhurchu79 Місяць тому +29

    I’ll keep it short n sweet, but as somebody who is also grieving a very special loss, thank you for including that part. Grief is so messy but it makes you feel more normal to hear other people’s experiences of it

  • @Tronatello420
    @Tronatello420 Місяць тому +1382

    Man I did not expect to cry while watching a video about a gaming chair from the 90s. Grief is weird, one minute you can feel awesome and the next it feels like your world's ending. I lost my mom almost 4 years ago and I'm still messed up, this made me think of her in the best way possible.

    • @bicuriousdirtbikeboi2594
      @bicuriousdirtbikeboi2594 Місяць тому +4

      I’m sorry dude. I hope you’re doing well ❤

    • @curlycocoanut
      @curlycocoanut Місяць тому +11

      literally same. anytime anything happens to me that’s stressful, it makes it worse- i always keep thinking how “damn, I can’t even talk to my mom about this”… right now I was just possibly given news regarding my health and I genuinely don’t know who to talk about it with. I have a ton of friends and loved ones and I’m an oversharer, but for once, I really can’t find the right person to talk about it with. All I can think of is my mom. She was seriously everything to me. Over 3 years later, same thing you and Kurtis said: still getting those moments of just breaking down after a good period of time. I hope you’re doing okay, and like Kurtis said, we’re not alone 🤍

    • @bicuriousdirtbikeboi2594
      @bicuriousdirtbikeboi2594 Місяць тому +2

      @@curlycocoanut You can talk to us 💜

    • @Qwertzuioyxcv
      @Qwertzuioyxcv Місяць тому +2

      Same with my dad

  • @trish6847
    @trish6847 Місяць тому +2710

    Your ability to make an analogy between finding the Command Center and navigating grief is why you were probably your English teacher's favorite student lol

  • @sophiem399
    @sophiem399 Місяць тому +1878

    grief is so strange. you started talking about your stepdad and the chair bringing up those memories, and it immediately brought up memories of playing video games with my dad as a kid and I started crying too. thank you for keeping it in the video, it’s always comforting to know you’re not alone in grief

    • @ella.04
      @ella.04 Місяць тому +11

      So sorry for your loss.❤️

  • @rociovillarreal9298
    @rociovillarreal9298 25 днів тому +13

    Yesterday was the 1 year anniversary of my best friend's death and when I tell you that I really needed to hear those words, I mean it. I know how vulnerable this must've made you feel but from the bottom of my heart, thank you. Hearing and seeing someone else talk about this has me crying while washing dishes, but it's a good cry because I feel seen. Need me a video gear command center to cry in tbh.

  • @anasemelianova5759
    @anasemelianova5759 Місяць тому +1123

    the ending being grieving a father while crying and sitting in an obscure 90s video game chair was too fucking relatable. this year will be the 10 year anniversary of my dads death and tbh that’s the vibe that’s the mood every year.

    • @GoofyMcGooberton
      @GoofyMcGooberton Місяць тому +4

      Yea man next year it will be the 10th anniversary of my grandfather passing but kurtis town is here with ypu man god bless you

    • @GoofyMcGooberton
      @GoofyMcGooberton Місяць тому +1

      Yea man next year it will be the 10th anniversary of my grandfather passing but kurtis town is here with ypu man god bless you

    • @dragonfly._.doodles
      @dragonfly._.doodles Місяць тому +1

      I’m so sorry for your loss, I hope this video brought you comfort💛

    • @dragonfly._.doodles
      @dragonfly._.doodles Місяць тому +1

      @@GoofyMcGoobertonI’m so sorry for your loss as well. But Kurtis Town has got your back💛💛💛

  • @anjanaaaaaa
    @anjanaaaaaa Місяць тому +1119

    the utter joy I had when the camera pointed towards him and the video gear command center 😭😭

    • @arichanrainbow
      @arichanrainbow Місяць тому +25

      i would never have felt complete again if he hadn't got one in the end

    • @annabelleharrison5908
      @annabelleharrison5908 Місяць тому +14

      The way I had to pause the video... I for real screamed

    • @zcythegeist
      @zcythegeist Місяць тому +6

      I for real thought it was edited till he picked it up.

    • @MisaMisaIsOnTop
      @MisaMisaIsOnTop Місяць тому +1

      I was so close to tears thinking he wouldn’t get one 😭🙏

  • @user-pd3vg5io2t
    @user-pd3vg5io2t Місяць тому +9411

    Honestly, respect for allowing yourself to be vulnerable on camera. Its something a ton of people cant do, so I always appreciate it when people dont act perfect on camera

    • @azazazz099
      @azazazz099 Місяць тому +278

      this is wut i thought when i saw his posture fr
      edit from after watching the entire video, i saw this comment before he talked about his dads passing. i was not trying to be insensitive at all, i actually really appreciate him including that segment of the video. even more so because i relate heavy with the passing of my own mother

    • @Bunny_Bill
      @Bunny_Bill Місяць тому +117

      Fr. I noticed he dealt with the same initial downplaying of emotions that I do, but then to allow himself full vulnerability felt really eye opening to me.

    • @he.said.teenjiejer
      @he.said.teenjiejer Місяць тому +148

      @@azazazz099 it is honestly kinda funny to me that that’s what you thought they meant

    • @azazazz099
      @azazazz099 Місяць тому +74

      @@he.said.teenjiejer yea his posture made me feel better ab myself so i genuinely assumed that’s what the og commenter was also talking about 😭🤣

    • @Z0mbiepawzzz
      @Z0mbiepawzzz Місяць тому +1

      @@he.said.teenjiejerhi

  • @chuuuulvr
    @chuuuulvr 23 дні тому +5

    one of my best friends passed away last year, and the way you described the grieving process really nailed it! I've been struggling with grief a lot, since I either feel like I'm not sad enough or I'm too sad, so hearing you talk about it really helped a lot

  • @morganl6249
    @morganl6249 Місяць тому +2478

    this video is officially kurtis's first detective movie. it had it all: a case, extensive research, interviews, dead ends, plot-twists, emotional turns, and 10% plastic & 90% attitude. genius idea kurt 👍🏼. don't think you could hide your plan from us.

    • @StarZInSp_ce
      @StarZInSp_ce Місяць тому +23

      He would’ve liked this comment but it would give away his plans to agree

    • @_ken0
      @_ken0 Місяць тому +6

      if he gives away his plans then someone could steal the vid idea and get a vgcc before kurtis does

    • @natas3301
      @natas3301 Місяць тому

      He is training to this job 💀

  • @janderbiorjille1400
    @janderbiorjille1400 Місяць тому +2052

    I don't expect Kurtis to read this but I really appreciate that he left in the last part. I lost my dad last month and the message about grief and needing to feel it hit home. It was very big of him to show that side of himself and it's important for men to know that we're supposed to feel the full range of our emotions. Thank you little guy stuck in my phone.

    • @MariaAlex2018
      @MariaAlex2018 Місяць тому +52

      i’m really sorry to hear about your father, however i’m also glad you were also able to get some sort of enjoyment or general advice from this video. please know that you can AND WILL get through this, to lean on your support system, and to give yourself grace. 🤍
      from, someone who lost their mother a few years ago

    • @ryanrosevest2006
      @ryanrosevest2006 Місяць тому +22

      i’m so sorry about your dad. i lost my mom a few years ago and it’s the hardest thing to get through without wanting to give up. you got this ❤️

    • @emilyables5608
      @emilyables5608 Місяць тому +3

      🩵

    • @divinestxr_
      @divinestxr_ Місяць тому +4

      I’m so sorry to hear about your loss I’m glad you can find a way too relate to him

    • @colepearson4389
      @colepearson4389 Місяць тому +9

      I had to pause to reply to this, I lost my Dad a year ago in April, and what I can say from personal experience, and it may not be the best thing to hear but it will help prepare you, The pain never TRULY goes away, It gets easier to deal with as time goes on and those moments of extreme grief will fade, The thing that helped me the most was knowing that he wasnt going through the pain he was when he was here anymore, Keep your head up and know your Dad was proud of you! Hope you are able to get through this.

  • @kimberlyblackwell3324
    @kimberlyblackwell3324 Місяць тому +3239

    When you said NINE people lied about having one just to get you to respond, I lost more faith in humanity, but the woman you got it from helped restore it. She's amazing. I'm so happy you got it!

    • @FlyingManBaby
      @FlyingManBaby Місяць тому +90

      @VVillle you made it worse 💀

    • @astrobookwormsinger
      @astrobookwormsinger Місяць тому +212

      ​@VVillle screw you for posting this in a video that talks about grief and losing loved ones

    • @harlomints7727
      @harlomints7727 Місяць тому +107

      @@astrobookwormsingerits a bot bruh dont respond

    • @iclynnx
      @iclynnx Місяць тому +62

      But hey, at least it's only nine out of all the Kurtistown citizens =)

    • @karkatavantas
      @karkatavantas Місяць тому +4

      wait where does he say that I missed it sorry

  • @Usernamesweresrsbsns
    @Usernamesweresrsbsns 12 днів тому +5

    dude, i love you for posting your vulnerable self grieving when those nostalgic thoughts opened up those feelings. people focus so much about hiding all these raw moments we go through. it was important to leave in your video, thank you.

  • @jjuIiana
    @jjuIiana Місяць тому +1108

    49:26 “Call me a dog in a car on a hot day.. cause I’m LOCKED in” *bark* *bark* “let me out..“

    • @juzs8238
      @juzs8238 Місяць тому +5

      he's a genius.

  • @fernpelt54
    @fernpelt54 Місяць тому +818

    thank you for including the grief segment. it takes guts to be vulnerable about that type of thing, and death manages to burn us all, but we aren’t alone. I’m surrounded by grief and death these days, so really, thank you Kurtis

  • @wayamy27narf
    @wayamy27narf Місяць тому +1001

    11:57 THAT WAS MY CHAIR!!!!!!!!
    The built in speakers were great because you could plug it into the auxiliary port of your gameboy! Plus, the bottom folded out so you lounge like the above picture or fold it in and use as a rocker.
    I got it for Christmas in 2000, it was the last present from my dad. He died earlier that December, so it very jarring to his scrawl on the gift tags.
    I thought about him pretty much every time i sat in that chair. It's gone now, but I've never forgotten it, just like how I'll never forget my father.

    • @DavidTennantEnjoyer
      @DavidTennantEnjoyer Місяць тому +13

      RIP

    • @Poopypanties
      @Poopypanties Місяць тому

      W father, may he rest in peace 🙏

    • @awholelotofdoubting4880
      @awholelotofdoubting4880 Місяць тому +16

      This chair continues to help people who have lost father figures grieve. Nice feature! In all seriousness, glad to read it brought you good memories

    • @LucidNitemare22
      @LucidNitemare22 Місяць тому +3

      Awh my heart is with you, it seems like your dad loved you very much and wants you to be happy.

  • @moonorphan
    @moonorphan Місяць тому +4

    I lost my stepdad back in 2016. Sometimes, especially in the first year or so, I randomly cried because of something on tv or I'd hear a song he liked or even just doing something as a parent that he'd do or say. His house phone is literally the only number I still have memorized from childhood. But then I think about goofy and insane shit he did or said, and I talk about them to my sister. It's nice to reminisce, and I still miss him a lot.
    This video is a roller coaster. gee THANKS for making me feel things other than 90's nostalgia, Kurtis. Gah. hahaha

  • @aubrey3040
    @aubrey3040 Місяць тому +716

    I love how kurtis casually started the video by dissing the whole commercial and then started talking to the director of the commercial

  • @eirinnskecomics
    @eirinnskecomics Місяць тому +1284

    As someone who lost their father 18 years ago, grief still rears its ugly head at the most seemingly random times. I really appreciate you sharing that moment with us.

    • @Megan-ef1ml
      @Megan-ef1ml Місяць тому +29

      I lost my mom nearly ten years ago now, and it’s still shocking how it can hit so hard all at once. I’m so sorry for your loss.

    • @UnicornsPoopRainbows
      @UnicornsPoopRainbows Місяць тому +24

      I lost my mom 12 years ago now and it randomly hits me with a bag of bricks. She passed before I had kids and there are so many things I wish I could talk to her about her grandkids. I can imagine her goofy amused face too, my youngest has all over her silliness ❤

    • @monikabeachy778
      @monikabeachy778 Місяць тому +19

      Same here; my dad has been dead about 16 years now and he died pretty young, and realizing that he will be forever 35 and I’ll one day be older than him is just… yeah. I’m going to get to a point in life he never got to experience and it hurts to think about sometimes lol

  • @TeeklGrey
    @TeeklGrey Місяць тому +777

    I liked the part about grief, it just makes the video more human. Plus I feel like grief and nostalgia are very closely intertwined. Whether you're grieving the loss of your childhood or the loss of a loved one or both.

    • @GloballyAware2
      @GloballyAware2 Місяць тому +1

      Such a great point

    • @jamesclawson9243
      @jamesclawson9243 Місяць тому

      Recently broke down to my therapist about losing my friend, not to death, but distance. Then it brought up "losing" my brother when I got married. Again not really losing but the end of an era. A permanent change in the day to day reality of our relationship.
      Not sure why I felt like sharing other than yeah grief is weird. And it's absolutely possible to grieve a loss of how things were, happier times, closer connections.

  • @abbielong2225
    @abbielong2225 21 день тому +5

    I really appreciated that you kept in the part about grief, it really does come over you all at once at really strange times. My dad passed away 3 years ago and his birthday is coming up, you’re right that it doesn’t get easier, but it’s like they say, grief is just love with nowhere to go. ❤️ Stay strong mr. mayor

  • @michellesaavedra1092
    @michellesaavedra1092 Місяць тому +920

    a year after my grandma died, I made enchiladas...I broke down. something so simple and I was immediately teleported to her and tbh that's beautiful. how awesome that a simple dish can remind me of someone so great who made me feel so much love. I was so lucky to experience that type of love. I'm glad you got to feel like a kid and address some pushed away feelings

    • @8ismyluckynumber
      @8ismyluckynumber Місяць тому +10

      this comment is beautiful. I’m so sorry for your loss ❤

    • @michellesaavedra1092
      @michellesaavedra1092 Місяць тому +17

      @@8ismyluckynumber Thank you, I appreciate it🤍 Its been 3 years now but the grief journey is long, as Kurtis talked about in the video. But man, how lucky we are to grieve, it’s just a reminder of how amazing that person was, whoever they might be🤍

    • @ilovefrogs3141
      @ilovefrogs3141 Місяць тому +2

      ❤❤❤❤

  • @itsLaura896
    @itsLaura896 Місяць тому +2183

    This was an emotional rollercoaster, who would've thought that the search for a 25 year old Chair (yes, I said Chair) would become such a journey of ups and downs, wins and losses and the realisation of how your own mind processes grief.

    • @FantasticAlbum77
      @FantasticAlbum77 Місяць тому +88

      No! THAT'S a chair

    • @itsLaura896
      @itsLaura896 Місяць тому

      @@FantasticAlbum77 👉🪑

    • @petra._
      @petra._ Місяць тому +34

      no silly this is a chair 🪑

    • @arik.3745
      @arik.3745 Місяць тому +17

      I’m still young, none of my closest family are dead but this is making me cry because i love them so much and i know I’ll have to let them go one day. Maybe i should also try to get this control deck in case i need to confront my emotions as well lol

    • @Arkyn.h
      @Arkyn.h Місяць тому +1

      😡 No, that’s not a chair. THIS 🪑 is a chair! Smh this is obviously a command centre.

  • @Rafviel
    @Rafviel Місяць тому +743

    10:51 that’s my husband, Nervous Nick, in the Video Game Command Center video! He started with Screw Attack in the early days and was there when Rooster Teeth acquired them.
    It doesn’t happen a lot, but he’ll still get recognized sometimes by a fan when we go out either from Screw Attack or Rooster Teeth. I like to think I’m his biggest fan now :)

    • @Edgardx
      @Edgardx Місяць тому +50

      NO WAY, Nervous Nick? He was my favorite from Screwattack back in the day, the sketches he was in were the best ones! Cheers for both of you, tell him he has at least one fan in Brazil!

    • @Rafviel
      @Rafviel Місяць тому +41

      @@Edgardx I will absolutely tell him! He is always so touched to hear from people who supported Screw Attack and him. Thank you so much for your support and be well in everything you do!

    • @jonnnnniej
      @jonnnnniej Місяць тому +1

      This is so wholesome ❤ thanks for making me smile!

  • @janio_o
    @janio_o Місяць тому +4

    Thank you for leaving the part about grief in. I lost my mother a few years ago, and even though now I feel okay about it most of the time, it sometimes just jumps you out of nowhere- I guess I just felt really seen…. So thank you

  • @blacksabbitha
    @blacksabbitha Місяць тому +937

    this might be my favorite video kurtis has ever made. the storytelling is immaculate and i loved watching this journey of not just finding a video gear command center but coming to terms with the death of a loved one as well. this felt like a movie and i hope to see more long form stuff like this from kurtis in the future!

    • @Audrey_1110
      @Audrey_1110 Місяць тому +9

      Same!! I love his other videos too but this is by far the best one ever. I hope he makes more like this occasionally!

    • @jihyosspicytoenail9921
      @jihyosspicytoenail9921 Місяць тому +12

      @@Audrey_1110 I hope so too! Hopefully without losing another loved one 😅 I loved everything about this video and really appreciated how Kurtis was comfortable enough to show us his vulnerability, but it genuinely hurt to see him cry. I seriously wish nothing but the best for him.

    • @davidalvarado9957
      @davidalvarado9957 Місяць тому

      This one and the speedrunning video are some of my favorites on the platform.

  • @WhatsBliss
    @WhatsBliss Місяць тому +1170

    Dude I’m 2 years out from the death of my parents and I’ll be walking through the grocery store and just get randomly sad about cereal or something. It’s bizarre what triggers grief… but it’s part of healing

    • @Froghater69
      @Froghater69 Місяць тому +62

      I feel sick whenever I think my parents will pass one day I can't even comprehend how it feels to lose a loved one I hope your healing process is going well have a good day or night

    • @cowboy_like_sophia
      @cowboy_like_sophia Місяць тому +24

      i am so so sorry for what you have been through.

  • @lilyannajoy4942
    @lilyannajoy4942 Місяць тому +956

    Kurtis talking about avoiding confronting his grief, and distracting himself, until he could no longer outrun it and it caught up to him when he was no longer overwhelmed with tasks reminded me of this quote:
    How do you process grief? "By running from it until it finds me in the middle of a sunny street on a beautiful day."
    I lost my dad 3 years ago, and I related to him crying while playing a video game. I find myself crying while doing simple things that remind me of being young and happy, and having my dad around. I love and admire you more and more every time you post Kurtis. Never stop being real 💚

    • @ehkbv
      @ehkbv Місяць тому +18

      i cried reading your comment. thank you for being a kind person

    • @blackberryink4962
      @blackberryink4962 Місяць тому +16

      I had lost my dad about 11 years ago now, and when I say grief never goes away but it does get easier I mean that. I was talking to my boyfriend last night about fond childhood memories and then I just stopped because I still miss my father so much

    • @TessaNabby
      @TessaNabby Місяць тому +4

      Beautifully put.. My condolenes Lily

  • @goboreal
    @goboreal Місяць тому +10

    I appreciate the message at the end, I lost my grandma earlier this year. thanks for keeping it real man

  • @emma-pd8ce
    @emma-pd8ce Місяць тому +1493

    dude the grief hitting you SO randomly is so real. my dad died last year so I’m in the early stages of lifelong grief too. It sucks so so so unbelievably bad, and the most random things will make the grief take over my whole body for a bit even if I’ve been doing pretty much fine for weeks. Burying yourself in tasks and then the grief catching up to you when you have a break is very real. This video was such a wonderful hyperfixation journey, and I aporeciate you sharing the FULL experience you had. Grief is so weird and truly truly horrible, but it makes it just slightly easier when others are open about their experiences too.

    • @niki9185
      @niki9185 Місяць тому +8

      So so sorry for your loss. ❤

    • @queenedsheeran581
      @queenedsheeran581 Місяць тому +7

      Your so right I lost my dad aswell a year ago and I had so many breakdowns in school bc there would be a word or a song that would take over body in grief too just everything you said is so true

    • @LynnAgain83
      @LynnAgain83 Місяць тому

      *Lifelong* is so true.
      The thing is, you learn to live with it, and then one da,y, you're crying over photos.
      Miss my dad.❤️‍🩹💔❤️‍🩹💔

    • @potatoman7028
      @potatoman7028 Місяць тому

      My dad died a year ago but i for some reason aren't feeling that crazy sad he was a good person and all too i just think it is what it is and don't think about it somehow

    • @sinkandbath
      @sinkandbath Місяць тому +8

      @@potatoman7028Grief is very complicated and different for everyone. Grieving doesnt really have a set form it should look like.
      For me I didn’t really grieve the loss of someone I cared deeply about for almost half a decade; it may just take some time for your heart and mind to catch up.
      Maybe you could look into ”absent grief”. But if you are happy with not grieving then that is perfectly fine, I’m happy for you

  • @Derailian
    @Derailian Місяць тому +1179

    Grief is like a ball bouncing around a box with a button that makes you sad. Its a big ball at first that gets smaller with time. It can still hit the button at anytime; but its a beautiful thing to remember the good times.

    • @laurencollins29
      @laurencollins29 Місяць тому +44

      I just found out about my friend’s death a couple days ago. I needed to hear this. Thank you

    • @ashanddoodles13
      @ashanddoodles13 Місяць тому +25

      it'll be a year since a friend of mine died in a few days so this helped. thanks random internet person, i hope you're doing well

    • @gracewalter6766
      @gracewalter6766 Місяць тому +11

      Watched this vid the day after my grandmas funeral for some light curtis content. Hit so hard but so good.

    • @BrianStorm742
      @BrianStorm742 Місяць тому +3

      That's such a beautiful analogy!

    • @markipliertrash1562
      @markipliertrash1562 Місяць тому +3

      @@laurencollins29Sorry for your loss :(

  • @Koijn2K
    @Koijn2K Місяць тому +562

    Appreciate the vulnerability dude, putting yourself out there like that to so many people is hard AF. Bet your step dad would be hella proud.

  • @lbg9060
    @lbg9060 24 дні тому +2

    Seriously one of Kurtis' best videos and I've been watching for 5 years. The commitment to this piece of 10% plastic (and to keeping it real) is crazy and I'd expect no less.

  • @_kellyfurman
    @_kellyfurman Місяць тому +357

    i love that whenever kurtis interviews someone about his hyper fixation he pretends like he's chill about it.... "i think it said something like * quotes commercial perfectly *"

  • @EliseBrayA
    @EliseBrayA Місяць тому +642

    Ok I didn’t think a goofy ass video about a gaming not a chair would make me cry, but I lost my dad a year ago on July 9th and your grieving process section got me so hard. My dad is who got me into video games, I played them with him all the time. Our weekends usually consisted of going to Blockbuster and picking out a movie and a game to play all weekend, ordering a Pizza Hut pizza and a Mountain Dew, and just hanging out. Any time I do any of those things now I think of dad. Thanks for the big laughs, all the effort you put into this, and your heartfelt message, it helps to know I’m not alone in my feelings.

    • @chenobujr
      @chenobujr Місяць тому +7

      Yep I know that feeling... It was just hit after hit after hit for my family. Lost my grandpa last September (30th). Five days later, my childhood dog passed away (same day as grandpa's funeral) at the age of 16. If that wasn't enough, my uncle, grandpa's son, was suddenly hit by a car and killed about 2 weeks later. That may be TMI to share, but Kurtis was able to be vulnerable so I thought I could be too lol. I noticed you said you lost your dad on July 9th and realized that was the day my niece was born! Except she was just born, so she's 2 weeks old now! I remember last Christmas Eve, when my brother and his wife announced they were having a baby and after having such an awful October, it was so relieving to finally have some good news. I'm so sorry about your dad, but you're exactly right, you aren't alone in those feelings!

    • @marmarmar316
      @marmarmar316 Місяць тому +1

      holy crap, i relate to this almost exactly except my dad passed away on june 21st of last year and instead of blockbuster and pizza hut, we would get nachos and a red box from the gas station. my brother and i have decided that every year on his birthday, we’re going to get 7-11 nachos and a redbox to celebrate the memories that he left us with.

  • @lamsmiley1944
    @lamsmiley1944 Місяць тому +4

    As a 90's kid this video is perfection. the quest to find an obscure item from that time, the joy that follows and the pain from nostalgia and loss. I don't think I've ever seen any of your content before, but this was an hour well spent. Thank you

    • @jonnnnniej
      @jonnnnniej Місяць тому

      Welcome to Kurtistown! 🎉

  • @donkbonkbing
    @donkbonkbing Місяць тому +633

    38:31 A message on halloween from a company that no longer exists lamenting on the past? I think that was a ghost... I think Kurtis made contact with spirits from another realm

    • @lillyhaun4959
      @lillyhaun4959 Місяць тому +2

      no literally exactly what I was thinking why else would a dead company respond

  • @skrounst
    @skrounst Місяць тому +668

    43:43 THATS WHAT THEY CIRCLED BACK THERE IN THE AD! You couldnt figure out why the rear was circled, it was OBVIOUSLY specifically designed to lean a chip bag against it. They really did think of everything!

    • @bazahaza
      @bazahaza Місяць тому +6

      He didn't show us what that back part of the chair does. Looks like the purple wheels bring down feet to stop it rocking?

    • @OrigamiMiku
      @OrigamiMiku Місяць тому +3

      ​@@bazahaza definitely looks like a stopper

    • @lizproctor7640
      @lizproctor7640 Місяць тому

      i was actually gonna comment this loll

    • @rizgriz3956
      @rizgriz3956 Місяць тому +1

      ​@@bazahaza it's probably "wheels" so you could tip it back and move it without having to drag the rocking part

  • @CurlyWeiner
    @CurlyWeiner Місяць тому +858

    My mom and I were literally just discussing grief and she told me this analogy of how grief is like a stone you carry with you. Sometimes it hurts you, some days you can’t stop touching it, sometimes you forget it’s there, but it’s always with you. Even in happy times (when we finally sit in our VGCC) we might brush against the stone and be reminded of our grief and it suddenly feels wrong to be smiling. It’s difficult and painful and complicated.

    • @whatwhale5888
      @whatwhale5888 Місяць тому +21

      I love that analogy. I'm just now learning to live with my stone, but I'm worried I'll soon have more stones to carry....

    • @clivebixby206
      @clivebixby206 Місяць тому +4

      this is beautiful

    • @tricia7261
      @tricia7261 Місяць тому +6

      Very well said! My father’s 6th death anniversary is in a few weeks and this resonates with my journey of grief so deeply.

    • @UnicornsPoopRainbows
      @UnicornsPoopRainbows Місяць тому +4

      This is so accurate. Your mom is a smart lady ❤

    • @Staggs2200
      @Staggs2200 Місяць тому +4

      ​@@tricia7261 same. My dad died when I was 19 and it'll be 7 years next month. I still think about him pretty much every day. It does get easier but it never goes away.

  • @ashlynadami1605
    @ashlynadami1605 23 дні тому +4

    Thanks for posting this video, it hit way harder than I expected a video about an old video game accessory to.
    I also recently lost a loved one (my father passed away from cancer complications in February) and it's been really tough moving forward. I definitely understand how sometimes the grief can sneak up on you when you're just trying to keep living your life.
    I'm sorry for your loss, I hope you're doing alright.
    Thanks for posting the video! I really appreciated the effort you put in, it's impressive you actually managed to find the chair. I hope you can find a way to put it to good use now that the video is over xD

  • @anncrim7852
    @anncrim7852 Місяць тому +691

    Not me LITERALLY SOBBING when Kurtis cried. I’m also still dealing with a few people’s deaths and it means a lot that you can show your grieving process and show that it’s normal. (Also it’s totally not weird to cry over a “chair”…because it’s not really a chair. It’s a Control Center.)❤️❤️❤️

    • @project_letters
      @project_letters Місяць тому +27

      *command centre 😒
      No but seriously, it was heart warming and important that he was brave enough to show a vulnerable moment like that. Massive props to him

    • @CzarSanders
      @CzarSanders Місяць тому

      Same. But it 100% is weird to cry over a chair, not a command center that’s 10% plastic and 90% attitude, but a chair? Lame.
      Kurtis is really uniting a community of us dealing with loss in the best possible way.

  • @mtchellie
    @mtchellie Місяць тому +363

    THE DEDICATION OF THIS MAN IS UNBELIEVABLE 😭😭

  • @ComicDrake
    @ComicDrake Місяць тому +2984

    Hey there, former member of ScrewAttack here. Slight correction on that. We were bought by Fullscreen and then later that year, Fullscreen bought Rooster Teeth. When Rooster Teeth got shut down, a lot of old ScrewAttack videos were lost for good including a couple that I don't have backups for. :/

  • @carlymckenna
    @carlymckenna 22 дні тому +2

    kurt i'm so happy that you were able to find this and sort of use it as a bookend (bookmark? perhaps?) in your grieving process. sending u love and good rocks in this not-chair

  • @peach6200
    @peach6200 Місяць тому +720

    as someone who lost their dad nearly 3 years ago I just wanna thank you for keeping in the bit of you grieving the loss of your stepdad, it really hit home when you explained what life is like after losing a loved one and also when you said "it never gets easier". It still hurts me to go past where my dad used to live and i just wanna thank you for talking about it and im sorry for your loss

    • @mothmansuperfan7513
      @mothmansuperfan7513 Місяць тому +21

      Hell, I'm coming up on 10 years and I still have my moments. Appreciate the vulnerability

    • @lucyfer6g6
      @lucyfer6g6 Місяць тому +9

      Yup, my coming up on 4 years (2020 ..)
      My brother in 2012
      Grandparents...
      I cry and am reminded so randomly of my childhood and them everyday ...
      You just have to start living your life in a way that you know they would be proud ... For me , that's the only way to stay sane
      Well, and medication & therapy..lol
      I hope for the path of grieving to be as smooth as possible ...and lives of happiness and peace, still holding your lost loved ones hand along the way 🖤

    • @beatokach1573
      @beatokach1573 Місяць тому +6

      i hope you’re doing well, losing someone close hurts so bad for so long

    • @peach6200
      @peach6200 Місяць тому

      @@beatokach1573 thank you, I’m currently doing well currently but ofc it comes and goes, my relationship with my dad was a bit complicated due to him struggling with addiction ever since I was born so I feel that has added a lot of complicated feelings to my grief but I’m just kinda allowing myself to feel those feelings rather than trying to ignore them

  • @carolinacamposp_
    @carolinacamposp_ Місяць тому +547

    literally cried my eyes out with the ending, i could tell you tried to keep it fun and light but grief is just a sneaky little bitch like that. being vulnerable is scary and doing so on the internet in front of millions is incredibly brave. thank you for keeping it real and for showing this side of you, kurtis. this video was really great, i loved it and im really sorry for your loss 🥺💜

  • @theovenisfrozen5345
    @theovenisfrozen5345 Місяць тому +463

    I expected a funny video about a silly gaming chair and I got a metaphor for grief and healing.
    I've been dealing with death a lot lately. It was recently the 5th year anniversary of my childhood best friend passing away. This video suddenly means so much to me. Thank you, Asstits.

  • @tyunsimp885
    @tyunsimp885 21 день тому +2

    Thank you so much for your transparency and acknowledgment of grief in this video. It's easy to get caught up in your internet personality but this was a refresher. My father passed away two months ago and seeing someone I look up to talking about grief is just so helpful. Thank you so much for including that in the video, it means so much to me. I know that I'm not alone in these hard times. You're amazing, Kurtis.

  • @almostkristi
    @almostkristi Місяць тому +367

    i like how kurtis left in the clips about him being so candid about the loss of his stepdad. when i lost my father, i turned to Kurtis’ videos as a form of escape and comedic relief
    so Kurtis, if you see this, I’m sorry for your loss, but thank you for continuing to make content and bring positivity to the lives of so many people

  • @lillagourd
    @lillagourd Місяць тому +697

    this might be lost to the internet void, but hearing you talk about grief and how the smallest things can suddenly thrust you back to those simple moments with those loved ones you miss so much just… hurt, but was comforting. I lost my grandma in September and I think about her every single day. she was the only family member that ever really loved me and was there for me my entire childhood and throughout so much hardship. I miss you so much. I hope there’s UA-cam in heaven too so you’re able to watch compilations of silly animals.

    • @justagirl4828
      @justagirl4828 Місяць тому +5

      Me too

    • @jonnnnniej
      @jonnnnniej Місяць тому

      She sounds amazing ❤ wishing you much strength and love! Big internet hug from the Netherlands

  • @rashelly_v
    @rashelly_v Місяць тому +559

    “miss you a lot…clearly” had me weak 💀 but in all seriousness it means a lot that you included your grieving process in this video. i’m no stranger to grief and i agree that it’s not an easy thing to experience. i, too, will just have moments of remembering and confronting those feelings during odd times. it really sneaks up on ya. don’t apologize for talking about your grief 🫶🏼 love ya kurt

  • @angelvomit777
    @angelvomit777 Місяць тому +4

    Thank you for leaving in the part about grief and sharing that moment. I’ll be doing completely random things like washing dishes, driving down the road, or taking a shower and suddenly I’m hit with the overwhelming weight of remembering someone I loved who passed. It can be such an empty, lonely feeling. And it can also feel embarrassing, like you mentioned here, because you don’t expect yourself to continue to feel so much emotion after significant time has passed.

  • @kelliatlarge
    @kelliatlarge Місяць тому +870

    I lost my dad last year. Most days I'm ok, but every once in a while something seemingly random will make the grief hit me like a thunder crash. Like a smell, or a song, or a quiet moment, or a UA-cam video about a kids' game chair from the 90s.

    • @melonsoepic
      @melonsoepic Місяць тому +13

      I’m sorry for your loss. You are not alone❤

    • @respectyourmilf323
      @respectyourmilf323 Місяць тому

      I lost my sister last summer and I feel the same way watching that part. Sending you so much love. I'm so so sorry for your loss

    • @epitapheulogy
      @epitapheulogy Місяць тому +8

      i'm so sorry for your loss. please know he is still looking after you, you're not alone

    • @zachpullara5048
      @zachpullara5048 Місяць тому +5

      In sorry for your loss *cough*notachairthough*cough*

    • @umkm2k
      @umkm2k Місяць тому +5

      Same here with my mom. It's weird the things that trigger random memories. Hope you're doing well.

  • @bammythegreat
    @bammythegreat Місяць тому +523

    the ending is really touching. im not currently grieving a person, but a loss of the life i had before getting cancer, and almost anything that reminds me of my childhood just brings me to tears.

    • @novaz_
      @novaz_ Місяць тому +16

      you’re really strong, you got this 🫶

    • @LaikasFriend
      @LaikasFriend Місяць тому +13

      oh my gosh, i have the same feeling about my cancer and afterwards disability. i call them "mourning periods" 😭

    • @heyjustj
      @heyjustj Місяць тому +6

      Ugh. Cancer is rough. I often say cancer is merciless. It asks for it all and then once you’ve given it everything you have it asks for more. The loss of the life you thought you’d have is real grief and I feel for you. Hoping you can find the joy in the new different life post diagnosis but I know sometimes moments, days, weeks, or months can be hard. I’m almost on year two of stage 4 terminal cancer with surgeries, procedures, scans, and intense chemo every other week. I’ve lived FAR past the original expectations and while it’s a wild and difficult ride with many new limitations, im here to make the best every moment I can! You keep at it and know there’s a lot of people (even strangers) cheering you on.

  • @jckasz
    @jckasz Місяць тому +663

    grief is one of the most random emotions ever after losing a loved one. some days everything feels fine but some days all it takes to trigger it again is a 58 minute video about a non-chair

    • @Megan-ef1ml
      @Megan-ef1ml Місяць тому +20

      Truly. My moms been dead nearly ten years and everything he said is still true. It’ll never go away, sometimes it feels like I just lost her yesterday, and sometimes it doesn’t… but it’ll always sting.

    • @kelseyferguson1741
      @kelseyferguson1741 Місяць тому +4

      my mom passed a little over ten years ago and it never gets better, just a little easier to handle

  • @3phasefault
    @3phasefault 28 днів тому +2

    Hey man. Thanks for including the last part. I get so wrapped up with whatever little projects I do, my kids, my wife, work etc, and I guess because my brain is always busy, those kinds of feelings I put to the back come literally out of nowhere. Feels nice to know I'm not the only one

  • @cheeseball94
    @cheeseball94 Місяць тому +764

    i’m so jealous none of my chairs have attitude they’re all kind and understanding

    • @macabrehimself
      @macabrehimself Місяць тому +24

      chairs be real woke these days...

    • @spam-el3ee
      @spam-el3ee Місяць тому +21

      i need me a chair that can STAND UP

    • @SorrowAvenue
      @SorrowAvenue Місяць тому +1

      @spam-el3ee I need me a chair that can throw f***king HANDS, BOY/GIRL!

    • @spam-el3ee
      @spam-el3ee Місяць тому +1

      @@SorrowAvenue BATTLE CHAIR GALACTICA, BABEY

    • @boytigerrockin
      @boytigerrockin Місяць тому

      true, they seem incredibly supportive

  • @devynschwettmann228
    @devynschwettmann228 Місяць тому +376

    I heard once that grief is love with nowhere to go. You love something or someone so much that when they leave, the love you got to give them is held inside until it overflows. I wish you all the peace and blessings in life, and thank you for being willing to be so vulnerable about your loss 💞

    • @jjjjohgfg3840
      @jjjjohgfg3840 Місяць тому +2

      This is so beautiful ❤️

    • @aidenpike2480
      @aidenpike2480 Місяць тому +1

      how is this relevant to the video

    • @longdogdot
      @longdogdot Місяць тому +8

      ​@@aidenpike2480 someone didn't watch the whole video lmaoooo

    • @aidenpike2480
      @aidenpike2480 Місяць тому

      @@longdogdot I watched till there was like 5 or 10 minutes left? Is it at the very end or smth

    • @devynschwettmann228
      @devynschwettmann228 Місяць тому +6

      @@aidenpike2480 yeah bro, it's a mild jumpscare. please note that i'm not the only one discussing grief in the comments, so...

  • @mycazglinski2302
    @mycazglinski2302 Місяць тому +474

    It's been over a decade since my dad passed, and I still get those moments where the grief hits. Just remember the fact that you feel grief means your step dad had a major positive impact on your life, and you essentially immortalized him in this video.

  • @WestRipStiker
    @WestRipStiker 21 день тому +2

    That last part hit hard. I lost my mother 2 weeks ago, and it feels bad. The think you're doing fine and then boom, crying, is so real right now. Even though it was hard to watch for me, thanks for leaving it in. Cheers

  • @animepenguin7254
    @animepenguin7254 Місяць тому +1008

    Love the idea of taking to someone who is highly qualified, very professional and does serious work just for Kurtis to talk to her about a 1999 gaming chair commercial lmao

    • @anonymixx8106
      @anonymixx8106 Місяць тому +66

      I'm really glad he made sure to include basically a micro portfolio of hers before it 😂❤️

    • @he.said.teenjiejer
      @he.said.teenjiejer Місяць тому +60

      @@animepenguin7254 i can’t believe you actually just called the command center a chair

    • @riseagainphoenix
      @riseagainphoenix Місяць тому +37

      I know everyone is commenting about the emotional part but this was the part of the video that really got me. I think taking really silly things incredibly seriously is my favourite type of humour, and also at the heart of it she DID do something cool---the decision to include representation of girls in gaming, the total confidence and command she had of her craft, her willingness to play along and do this interview. She's a cool-ass lady and Kurtis really made that part work.

    • @estebanluvs
      @estebanluvs Місяць тому

      @@riseagainphoenixfax

  • @ClownCarCore
    @ClownCarCore Місяць тому +685

    Kurtis being vulnerable on camera is very commendable, it’s normalizing and encouraging confronting grief.

  • @sarahks02
    @sarahks02 Місяць тому +256

    the chair starting as a funny thing you wanted to find that you think you would have enjoyed as a child, and then it becoming a way for you to process feelings that childhood you could have never imagined felt like a full circle moment. and it being a metaphor for grief only to then end on a poem about death and grief felt very touching. 10/10 video, will be watching again

  • @maranzonizonta5826
    @maranzonizonta5826 21 день тому +1

    Man, since I lost my grandpa, I been having issues even accepting his death, I realize that I keep waiting sometimes to show up at my door, like he used to, you never loss the pain tbh, sometimes you just learn to move around every day without letting it stop you, and sometimes, it hits you like a thunder, every nerve of my body miss them and wish I can move time back and be with my grandpa, hug him and never let him go, so I get it, I was with him for the 6 months he was at the hospital until the very last day, and believe me, it takes a huge strength to move on, so I wish for you that strength and peace, to be able to live again.
    Love from Costa Rica.

  • @OhLadyLadyRose
    @OhLadyLadyRose Місяць тому +376

    I lost my mom to cancer 4 years ago and those moments of grief hit you so hard and fast out of no where. Made me cry myself, just wanna hug it out with you. The hurt doesn't go away but it gets easier to hold.

  • @noraeable
    @noraeable Місяць тому +134

    No, but grief hitting you at the most random times is so real. My dad passed over ten years ago, and I still randomly think about him and it'll hit me all over again that he's gone, and I'll cry.

    • @narwhallllll8475
      @narwhallllll8475 Місяць тому +1

      Oh shit, so true. It's been 2 years for me and I still feel random waves of sadness from the passing of my dad. Almost hits you like a truck that you didn't see coming.

  • @palindromechan
    @palindromechan Місяць тому +255

    Hey man, grief is a bitch. I lost my mom very suddenly in 2010 and it still sneaks up on me and punches me in the gut at the most random times. That this reminded you of something so fresh makes so much sense. Grief is just love that doesn't have a place to go, so you put it into this search. Wishing you and your family nothing but peace.

    • @ashrankin7416
      @ashrankin7416 Місяць тому +4

      My dad passed suddenly when I was in high school from an accident and it absolutely finds the strangest times to get you. Sometimes it doesn't feel real still and confronting it is hard, but it helps you grow as a person I think. I'm glad Kurtis got to say thank you as well at the end to his step dad

    • @hilarious557rox
      @hilarious557rox Місяць тому +3

      grief really is so weird. its nice to know other people are reminded of loved ones by strange things and cry like genuinely.

  • @serastarkeeper2402
    @serastarkeeper2402 2 дні тому +1

    Unexpected reflections are honestly the best/worst part of anything in life! I'm so sorry for your loss.
    I remember walking through town one day last summer and hearing my mom's favorite song and I ran back to my car because I had to have a long cry. It's a rough time out here and we're all just trying to survive. You're doin great.

  • @乂
    @乂 Місяць тому +4071

    Kurtis is the only guy who could post an hour long video that feels like 30 minutes 😂

    • @Ghostfoxkori
      @Ghostfoxkori Місяць тому +10

      No

    • @DoloresBTW
      @DoloresBTW Місяць тому +31

      ​@@Ghostfoxkori Yes

    • @Mika_Kagehira.
      @Mika_Kagehira. Місяць тому +16

      ​@@GhostfoxkoriYes

    • @yaku63
      @yaku63 Місяць тому +6

      theres plenty of other youtubers that also do that tho

    • @KingOfGaymes
      @KingOfGaymes Місяць тому +27

      I didn’t even realize this video was almost an hour-