After listening to almost every song that Ren has released and even the unreleased songs, I can confidently say that I have never encountered a musical artist with such an incredibly broad spectrum of genius level talent. Ren is a once in a lifetime musical prodigy.
This Ren rabbit hole is crazy. This song completely destroyed me. I've suffered from depression for 36 years now, not knowing how I've been able to survive. Two months of hearing this guy's music and damn near every song touches my soul. This one was tears from the beginning. It's good to know someone out there truly understands and can actually put the feelings I feel every day to words in a way I never could. Thank you Ren.
Just found this song, im 19, i can't recall a time where i wasn't depressed, no matter how hard i try to find an escape, nothing helps, but atleast i now know I'm not alone, but still, life's hard and trying to hang on cost's a lot of energy
you both are nor alone! i got the demons for 12 years now, and its getting harder every day to fight them. Not only depression, but kind of schizophrenia sufferers me. since i hear ren, my life got a bit better... i can deal with it, it gives me Power. HE gives me power. and this power is not only for me, its for all of us, who know how it is to fight the demons, to get out of this blackhole called depressionphase... Share this power, share this music. But most importantly is, share a smile. Everyday. ;)
I'm 55. Like Ren, I've been sick more than half my life. Some things only diagnosed a few years ago. Ren reminds me I'm not alone. His fans are like me. We're ill, but we are strong, and we have each other.
🤍 Thank yourself, for doing the very thing the whole world should be doing.. Just speaking your truth... Giving yourself a voice, may not get you answers or a quick fix, it has endless potential, to encourage others to do the same, humanise yourself, help others too also.. You are human, we all are.. Our greatest weaknesses, may hurt and be so cruel, imprisoned in self silenced, personal hell.. That pain that struggle though, a moment later, minute, hour day or year.. Is a fight won, over and over again.. Just by being alive, your winning this fight, it gifts you back, with raw true, real insight of life.. A heart that hurts so hard is a heart that loves th hardest.. So, even when you can't love your self, your mind or physical strains and worries too.. Think about that torn heart of yours, and how beautiful it truly is, however menacing your own unique mind may be, love that too, for all the knowledge and understanding, thats truly unique to you, for you to have and able to use... Love your heart, love your mind, that's loving who you are.. No greater strength, than that.. If you can't stay hopeful, just try to stay well.. If you're feeling unwell, then just try to stay safe.. If you're feeling like giving up.. Give up, on exactly that, it's not so easy to give up, after all to speak on here, to know yourself so well, there's no way you would be giving up.. On yourself!! As you do, day in and day out.. You're not ' a survivor', you're surviving!! YOU alone, are the reason that you are!! I wish you well, thank you for being so brilliant and bold, to share your moment and your story.. You just don't know, who or how many others you can, will and could still help, do the same... Even for the breath of relief to simply just state your own statement... Just continue to be, exactly what you are, and all are.. We are, "human-kind", your own unique human, And always be kind...
I just posted this to my FB and Instagram with this message.... I am struggling to find the words. Tears are streaming down my face. Ren was just awarded BEST ALBUM in the UK without ever having a record deal! He has been described as Eminem, Beethoven and Shakespeare packaged into one very talented soul. He is the voice of all those who have dealt with long term, chronic illness whether it be mental, physical, or both. He tackles difficult subjects in his music. He allows those who haven't been able to find the words to use his. He has left his handprint on my soul. Yes, he uses foul language in some of his songs and shocking images in his videos at times, but I believe he has had the courage to voice what many think and is helping create a world where we will no longer turn a blind eye to things we have been previously unwilling to address.
I have never had an artist make me feel more understood than anyone I've ever met. I cry not only for our shared pain, but also because I know I am not alone. Thank you from the bottom of my heart, Ren ❤️
Same. Couldn't have input this more accurately. Feels like every song is talking about me, or i could have written them, but not as perfectly as he does :) Kinda love u Ren, thanks so much !
This is insane, I have never connected so much with an artist who seems to write such thought provoking lyrics and banger songs. Anytime I am struggling with the monotony of my long-term illnesses, a new Ren song to me, pulls me out of my melancholy. He is such a deep thinker and I know he has become a voice for those who feel discarded and neglected by the medical profession. 20 years of fighting, some times I feel like throwing the towel in, but listening to Ren makes me appreciate how lucky I am. I have managed to hold down a full-time job even though I don't have a social life due to the unrelenting body aches and fatigue and mental brain fog. I got ill at 33/34, turn 54 next week but to see someone like Ren cut down in their prime at such a young age is beyond awful. I have food issues where I have a list of foods I can't touch, about 1 or 2 antibiotics I can tolerate. My mind can't comprehend the insanely limited diet Ren has had to endure for years. To see him celebrating being able to eat a rice cake was both happy and exceptionally sad at the same time. I pray that Ren's future self continues to put his health first and that it continues to improve and that he gets more rewards musically when his next album drops.
7 years into the Ren rabbit hole and I'm beginning to think he's not real. Every song speaks to me and feels like I've been listening to it my entire time.
Chorus: Melanie Safka] Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind [Verse 1: Ren] Dear future self, I hope you're in good health I'm writing 'cause I'm frightened, I've been fighting with myself I wake up in the morning Rain is poring but I don't mean outside I mean a storm is roaring in the corners deep in my mind And I've been funding my friends for advice to break the ice How would you? [Verse 2: Ren] Yeah I'm nice Actually, I'm fucking sore inside I'm border lined to a side But I'm really trying to try and shine in this dark, dark life of mine The film "Life of Brian", I watched it 50 times Because I'm always searching for the brighter side of life And maybe one day the thoughts will pay off But 'til then, my future self, I'm feeling lost, ha [Chorus: Melanie Safka] Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind [Verse 3: Ren] Dear future self, why am I unwell? Will I ever find a way to climb right out of this hell? Will I ever find a way to leave my demons? Find a breath that keeps me breathing? Find a hope to keep believing? Find the way out? Huh [Verse 4: Ren] 'Cause something funny happens when you're always sick When you wake up every day praying that day might be it That you might turn a corner into life or into death 'Cause you hate that state of limbo 'Cause you hate that state of stress [Verse 5: Ren] And many lessons I have learned Being burned by the fires of depression as they scorch up my earth I have learned that I'm stronger than I ever thought I was 'Cause I'm still here and breathin', my heart's beating blood But I'm a paradox, I feel so alone Yet I isolate myself, it's no ones fault [Verse 6: Ren] But my own heart is broken 'cause of the friends that I've had to have died Heart is broken 'cause I've been sick for a third of my life Heart is broken 'cause we live on a planet that values money more than life And we're damaging that planet that we need to survive My broken heart, it breaks every time I feel the breaks on my brain when it aches [Verse 7: Ren] Bringing the bruises back to faith, feeding my demons while they wait Ask my angels why for sake have faith Take away this pain in my brain And bring the rain, rain on my soul Future self, could you put me out this hole, ha? [Chorus: Melanie Safka, Ren] Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my, my, my, my mind
Ren fills my heart. These old songs give me goose bumps everytime. My 18 month son loves the sound of Rens voice and his guitar playing. He will stop whatever he's doing to listen to his music💙
I'm 57 and I have never become so enamoured of a musician after a random view.Everything has been quality and full of talent and honest emotive storytelling.He is a wizard.and his collabs.
Every time I listen to a new song I think it’s my favourite. Then I listen to the next one and boom he blows your mind all over again. DO YOU BELIEVE is pure poetry.
I have been exploring your music for a month- I cannot recall when an artist last moved me, intrigued me like this. Ren, it is beautiful, and meaningful and absorbing. You are amazing.
I’m 61 and owner of 25,000 records from all music style but this artist got a very special place in my brain cause there’s more in one of his songs then in all the top forty’s of the last 50 years.
Yes!! So true One great verse in some of the best music ever made in this world has fed our souls but in Rens songs the entire song envelopes his talent all the way throughout!! my favourite artist ever!!
From Michelle: I believe you are literally Heaven sent. I'm a Brit in Calif. living with Lyme's for most of my life. If it wasn't for the Love of God and the music here on Earth, I'd be gone...the pain, depression and insomnia...I Love You REN. You're a brilliant and beautiful artist. Don't let the Industry take your amazing soul. It's a stunning soul and heart! We need you to stay you sweet Angel! Nothing will ever top 'Hi Ren' or this.
I have auto immune diseases, double heart transplant, numerous surgeries,ex addict, dealt with depression, isolation, lost all my family to illness and then I find REN and I’m sobbing while I’m connecting with this unmatched talent. I’m 45 and I never heard such a talented person! His song HI Ren opened up the flood gates of his talent and made want to hold on during a night I was very sick with my disease.
Had triple bypass, cancer, lost the girl i loved to a brain bleed, my money and my company to government blunders, I"m always in pain, all before the age of 50. I feel you. Listened to Hi Ren a half dozen times and cried every time. "I was made to be tested and twisted. I was made to be broken and beat. And you know me my will is eternal". The fight is worth fighting.
@@ProYada you are worth it ,youve come through so much ,REN,has opened the worlds eyes ,to so many,so many unheard,are now heard,keep taking it ,doesnt matter how ,YOU know ,I send strength,and a better tomorrow,and brighter today.
I've literally NEVER felt more stable than I have for the past 3 months, since I found Ren. The struggle doesn't seem quite as harrowing, knowing that I'm not walking this path alone. Things that would have had me saying, "No, not something else. I can't take anymore!" now initiates more of a, "I've survived worse. It's not that big a deal anyway." type response instead. He's just what we all needed, right when we needed it. I think we'd all gotten uncalibrated & Ren tapped "tare." 💪🏼❤️✌🏼
A fan for life when Cobain and Cornell passed I honestly didn't think I would care for any musician the way I loved them..... you ren are the only one to break through that barrier for me. Keep yourself true to yourself always my brother
this artist is one of the greatest talents of our time. Every single song is a testament to their ability to convey profound and beautiful messages, touching the hearts and souls of listeners. As an independent artist who has faced and overcome numerous struggles in life, their journey is a beacon of hope and resilience. Their music not only inspires but also motivates countless individuals to persevere through their own challenges. Truly, this artist's work is a gift to the world, and their influence is a powerful reminder of the strength of the human spirit.
I knew in a second I was hearing Melanie's voice. REN and Melanie Safka... perfect sound - gorgeous collaboration. This is just breathtaking. I don't cry like I used to. REN's music opens a place in my heart and the tears begin to fall. Thank you REN and Melanie. True perfection.
Same, how cool that such a legend as Melanie is & the youngins like Ren & also Hilltop Hoods with her in" Nose Bleed Section/ I fell in love with the people in the front row, totally get it🖤awesome .
"Heart is broken 'cause we live on a planet that values money more than life And we're damaging that planet that we need to survive" Hits home so hard every time, it's rare to find people that share this sentiment. Brings tears to my eyes but, in a good way because it's both empowering and relieving to hear someone else say it. As always, thank you Ren.
This much talent in one man is staggering. The story surrounding Ren is truly poetic, his struggle has played its part in his music and elevated it to some truly mind-blowing heights. I'm in awe of Ren.
I know everybody keeps saying this... But I'll add another. You have given so many a voice, a friend in pain, you forced the world to shine light on the the dark corners they try to ignore because it's too uncomfortable. Just not being the only one, feeling understand. You're not just making incredible music. You are saving lives. I hope you know that.
I've been downloading all of this all day listening to the stories he has to tell and relating to my own. I fell in love with this man. He is amazing. That's an understatement. He's the dogs barking at me in the morning. The country roads I take. The dirt in my feet. The cold air blowing and the birds flying through my neighborhood. The moon is bright above me and I see everything around me and love my family. I'm a little broken. My hands are cold. But I enjoy the rain and sunshine
I've listened to this five times in a row, and I now hear it as a prayer. Ren, thank you for having the courage to use your pain both mental and physical to bless those who hear and SEE you. You have a beautiful soul. You are going through the fire and coming out finest silver.
Maybe I am a pessimist but I hate when someone says you got this. I struggle with mental illness and addiction and sometimes when I'm doing ok they say you got this and next thing I know I'm relapsed and all messed up in my head again. It's a jinx. Nobody has got this. It's a constant battle. Sorry if you don't understand my viewpoint.
@@angeladawn72 Speaking as a former addict who relapsed many times, I think that's more a case of self-sabotage and not feeling worthy /deserving of a good life so anytime I started doing well or things were getting better I'd relapse or create /attract chaos to keep me stuck where I felt comfortably uncomfortable. Sometimes it would take someone else to point out that actually things aren't as bad, I'm doing well etc for me to realise things were "too good" for me. I didnt feel safe trusting they could be good. I don't blame the person giving me words of encouragement in those downfalls, the responsibility lies with myself for not believing I deserve it. It was only when I did that inner healing work that I was able to find my way out of that dark cage I kept myself in...
I just discovered you, Ren. The first video I watched was Violet's tale, and it blew me away. This song in particular resonates with my chronic illness. You are amazing, Ren Never give up. You are needed in this world.
Sad that I heard an amazing artist like you just yesterday. Guess I've been living under a rock. I haven't stopped listening to your music. I haven't listened to a bad song yet
@@edwardh9457 hey buddy it's ok to live under rocks sometimes... it protects us. Thankful for light in all sources and those who lift us up. Violets tale found me too!
Its actually heart warming reading some of these comments. Isnt it just amazing how music can sooth, heal, and warm someones soul. Its like pure magic when a talented artist like ren comes along ❤❤❤❤
SEVEN years ago he created such a masterpeice, and its just heartbreaking that the pain and agony continued after this. The lyrics in this gives a real insight into the tough life he had and ... yeah - its a powerful portrait of someone in pain looking forward in life and at the same time thinking about just ending it...
Lyrics Do You Believe Lyrics [Chorus: Melanie Safka] Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind [Verse 1: Ren] Dear future self, I hope you're in good health I'm writing 'cause I'm frightened, I've been fighting with myself I wake up in the morning Rain is poring but I don't mean outside I mean a storm is roaring in the corners deep in my mind And I've been phoning my friends for advice to break the ice How are you? [Verse 2: Ren] Yeah I'm nice Actually, I'm fucking sore inside I'm borderline suicide But I'm really trying to try and shine in this dark, dark life of mine The film "Life of Brian", I watched it 50 times Because I'm always searching for the brighter side of life And maybe one day the thoughts will pay off But 'til then, my future self, I'm feeling lost, ha [Chorus: Melanie Safka] Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind [Verse 3: Ren] Dear future self, why am I unwell? Will I ever find a way to climb right out of this hell? Will I ever find a way to leave my demons? Find a breath that keeps me breathing? Find a hope to keep believing? Find the way out? Huh [Verse 4: Ren] 'Cause something funny happens when you're always sick When you wake up every day praying that day might be it That you might turn a corner into life or into death 'Cause you hate that state of limbo 'Cause you hate that state of stress [Verse 5: Ren] And many lessons I have learned Being burned by the fires of depression as they scorch up my earth I have learned that I'm stronger than I ever thought I was 'Cause I'm still here and breathin', my heart's beating blood But I'm a paradox, I feel so alone Yet I isolate myself, it's no ones fault [Verse 6: Ren] But my own heart is broken 'cause of the friends that I've had to have died Heart is broken 'cause I've been sick for a third of my life Heart is broken 'cause we live on a planet that values money more than life And we're damaging that planet that we need to survive My broken heart, it breaks every time I feel the brakes on my brain when it aches [Verse 7: Ren] Bringing the bruises back to faith, feeding my demons while they wait Ask my angels why forsake? Have faith Take away this pain in my brain And bring the rain, reign on my soul Future self, could you put me out this hole, ha? [Chorus: Melanie Safka, Ren] Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my, my, my, my mind Written By Ren Release Date January 7, 2016
Well. I went down that rabbit hole Ren, and it lead me here. Jesus Christ. I am sitting here crying. This is so powerful! By the end of the song, I felt seen! I am chronically ill with Lupus. I was bedridden for months. In pain. Struggling with the anxiety and depression that comes with it. This song stripped my soul bare, and then pieced it back together. Better. Being understood by someone so eloquently, so painfully honest...is a gift. Every one of us here feel seen! I needed this today. So glad to have found your art. Thank you. Many blessings.
This really deserves some sort of official release, it's so beautiful. It's brought a tear to my eye on more than one occasion. Great music and real words always feel personal. As well as deserving it; it would also save me the hassle of opening youtube 53 times a week to hear it ha.
I was studying with youtube songs running in the background, it recommended me this song and suddenly from the half of the song i start crying, idk why i was crying, but then i finally noticed the song, while i was not paying attention to the song, some part of my brain registered it and became emotional, i listened to it again and now i know the reasons for these tears, the constant boring loop of life, entrapped in a bubble which you can't break away from, unintentionally hurting others, choosing isolation but regretting it, want to open up but can't, want to stop but forced on going, want to break the loop but these chains strengthen. My future self if you ever decide to check your comments and find this, i hope your doing ok, i hope your in your dream position and respect your family and friends, i hope you had the opportunity to open up and i hope that you cry to this song no longer because you can relate but laugh to your miserable past self who's writing this to you and finally thank you ren i wish i had found you sooner
Hehe almost 3 years later, now in uni and still fighting on, Im doing much better, I still accidentally hurt others and fuck up a lot but its better than before, and now along all this I have someone to call my own, I love them from the bottom of my heart and this has made my days even better, idk if she saw this or not but I love to be your big black cat. I cant wait for my future self in next few years to come here and tell me how hes doing then, I really hope hes ok cause this feels like the best part of my life till now.
Don’t know why it has taken me so long to listen to this one. It’s simply beautiful and heart breaking at the same time. Your future self has come so far, and has so much love and support.❤
By 16 I thought I had lived through the biggest era defining artists I would ever experience, Eminem, Oasis,....here I am at 38 and listening to Ren is like watching Lionel Messi, if Lionel Messi was playing for a 10th tier Club and you just wanted to tell the world where to find him. Never been a 'follower' but I'm a sucker for an underdog, feeling like driving 200 miles to Brighton every weekend to be able to say I've seen him. Rens music pierces the soul and binds us all together. There is now, never has been and might never be anyone like Ren. God bless this talent
Oh gosh - the sample of Melanie on this has brought memories flooding back. My Dad (who is now 80 and very frail) used to play music all the time and had such eclectic tastes, but I definitely remember Do You Believe. My Dad doesn't play music any more, since he had a stroke - not sure if it's because there are so many memories attached to each song and he doesn't want to be reminded...But thanks Ren for reminding me of this song...
just when I thought I had heard all of Ren's music, this one pops up. absolutely love it. There isn't one song of yours that isn't great. The Big Push. you and Sam. all of it. please get better and keep making great music.
Damn, i keep finding my new favorite. Is this what it feels like to discover a legend? I'm sorry you've gone through so much pain in your life, I really hope that you're starting to feel better inside and out. Thank you for these songs, and letting so many people know they're not alone. I hear the pain in all your songs, and I hurt for you. You definitely deserve happiness, I'm so glad you're finally getting the recognition that you deserve. 🖤
Im in a clinic at the moment and found this song, it gives me much strength, especially in the mornings here. But also the rest of the day, I listen to this on repeat. I feel so seen and understood in this, thank you so much for this, ren.
I first heard of Ren about a week ago from a random reaction video. I have sense gone down the Ren rabbit hole and OMG it's the most spectacular experience. Pure Brilliance. I've been sharing the videos constantly. The world needs to hear all of these songs.
I've been listening to this song nonstop since I found it it resonates so much with how I've been feeling for years now idk how but this man explains my feelings I cannot put into words. Thank you ren.
This guy is a diamond in the mud!!!, his music is words of poetry, it shows that if ur feeling shite, psycho, schyzo or lonely, there's a voice 2 relate to ur feeling.
Love this. I don't listen to radio anymore. I don't even listen to music anymore. But finding your songs have touched alot of people. This is real life that you go through. And that has connect me to your music. Thanks Ren
This song brought me comfort and honestly was my friend all the way through the most sad 4 months of my life and guess what…my future self found out I really am strong🩷Thanks Ren for the best music ever! Huge fan here in Canada🇨🇦
I relate to you so much Ren. I have fibromyalgia and a yet to be diagnosed muscle disease. I lost my best friend of my entire 41 years and I am so so broken. I wake up every day in pain, anxious, depressed and lonely. My house is my prison alongside my mind. You make me feel less alone through your words, your perspective and perseverance. I am so so happy you’re in Canda getting the treatment you need and deserve so much. You are a true inspiration and wish you every success and happiness in everything you do. You dear Ren are a legend and I thank you ❤
Absolutely love this song. Can't believe it's 7 years old and I only heard it today for the first time. Only discovered Ren recently as I saw so many reactors doing Hi Ren.
I knew this beat before and never knew Ren used it. When I heard the beat I cannot believe my ears! Ren & Melanie together on a song 🤩🥹. Great lyrics you future-self must be proud. Now make a song Ren called : "Dear old-self" speaking about all you went throught and that you've made it. A song about resilience, courage and never given up. Sending love ❤️🩹
Wow Ren, this just came on after another song of yours and it looks like your future self you are addressing in this song is coming through! What a journey you have been on! What a future awaits!
I’ve made it so far. Some close calls but life found me every time. Some mornings are harder than others yep. Adore this little clip of art. It’s perfect.
ive never resonated so much with any song until now. this song feels almost like a step forward for me. This is what it sounds like when pain turns to gold.
Binging Ren. Great Sunday spent in my room. May be ok if I never leave it. Addicted and appreciate the therapy. Praying Canada gives you and your body peace and health. You deserve it, and the world needs to hear more on the other side of breaking the chains of pain. You're a new discovery for me. I've been needing something like this for a while now. Refreshing. Get well soon ( I love sik Boi, by the way. That song with me big time. Hopefully, some doctors and big pharma awaken if they come across your song . I pray especially for your healing in Canada that they get to the root of issues ND not try and bandaid you up for later prophet. You are a warrior and blessed with your pain. Guess God keeps the rain pouring heavy on shoulders strong enough to pour out the world just like you. As you heal, the world is too.
This is brilliant. I been listening to all of the music by Ren and im just blown away even my 64 year old mother loves this song and others as well. Well done
This song really speaks to me. I was ill for 6 years of my life, with my illness gradually getting worse. I know what it's like to push for a diagnosis for years just to be sneered at by some ignorant doctor who is unwilling to use resources to try and help you out. I know what it's like to be falsely diagnosed for years and put on all sort of treatments that aren't actually effective. It makes everything feel hopeless eventually and you even start to doubt yourself and start to believe that maybe you're over reacting and that it's all normal. I missed years of school and had to put my boxing career on hold (since I was young it was always my dream to be a great boxer. I spent hours a day training) for 4 years. Luckily now I am stronger than ever and happier than ever and I see what happened as an opportunity to become more resilient. I can't count how many times a doctor has blankly told me that I am wrong or tried to assure me that their explanation of my illness was wrong, or even look at me as if I was lying. I think in Ren's case you can see that no matter how hard a period of your life is, it always has a silver lining. For Ren it seems to have conditioned and guided his love for music and made him lust for a career in it. If you are reading this then know that you can make it through anything and be stronger and better because of it. Know that no great person ever came from a life without adversity and struggle. Try and view it as an opportunity and strive to be better each day because of it. If you can do that then you can truly be proud of yourself :)
I just cant get enough of your songs and only found you yesterday and you have blown my mind just how you connect and make me feel emotions I cant explain with each new track I hear . Stay strong and stay safe and thanks for your amazing work ❤
What an incredible journey it has been to find this incredibly talented young man. Never has music been so impactful. I keep finding more gems...just wow - check out Melanie Safka - Do you Believe - That is the song sampled here.
The more I explore Ren's discography the more amazed I am. We have needed Ren's music for a LONG time now. I am sorry it took so long for us to find him. I feel so horrible that he was misdiagnosed for so long, but I fear if he did not go through his trials, he would not be the musical genius that he is. Much love to you, Ren Erin Gill. Thank you for finding a way to express your pain and struggles in a way that allows us to access our own.
I'm so sad! I looked up the chorus singer bc I love discovering new artists. It's Melanie Rafka. And she just recently passed away! 😢 I'm so sorry, Ren and for all of her loved ones and fans 🤗.
After listening to almost every song that Ren has released and even the unreleased songs, I can confidently say that I have never encountered a musical artist with such an incredibly broad spectrum of genius level talent. Ren is a once in a lifetime musical prodigy.
This song is perfect
Couldn't say it better.
Hear, hear!!!!!!!!!🙌
I'm addicted
Agree
Having nearly died in such a gruesome way, I’m struggling with terrifying memories. This song hits so perfect.
I'm not entirely sure this world deserves this extraordinary man but it certainly needs him.
My thoughts exactly. He's a fucking wizard and he's raised the bar beyond anything I thought I might witness in this lifetime.
Love your words
So perfect formulation!
He's found a word for every thought I think I've had
Same for me too...
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RIP Melanie. It's a beautiful sample Ren.
Thank you
This Ren rabbit hole is crazy. This song completely destroyed me. I've suffered from depression for 36 years now, not knowing how I've been able to survive. Two months of hearing this guy's music and damn near every song touches my soul. This one was tears from the beginning. It's good to know someone out there truly understands and can actually put the feelings I feel every day to words in a way I never could. Thank you Ren.
Just found this song, im 19, i can't recall a time where i wasn't depressed, no matter how hard i try to find an escape, nothing helps, but atleast i now know I'm not alone, but still, life's hard and trying to hang on cost's a lot of energy
you both are nor alone! i got the demons for 12 years now, and its getting harder every day to fight them. Not only depression, but kind of schizophrenia sufferers me. since i hear ren, my life got a bit better... i can deal with it, it gives me Power. HE gives me power. and this power is not only for me, its for all of us, who know how it is to fight the demons, to get out of this blackhole called depressionphase...
Share this power, share this music. But most importantly is, share a smile. Everyday. ;)
i feel yea
I'm 55. Like Ren, I've been sick more than half my life. Some things only diagnosed a few years ago. Ren reminds me I'm not alone. His fans are like me. We're ill, but we are strong, and we have each other.
🤍 Thank yourself, for doing the very thing the whole world should be doing.. Just speaking your truth... Giving yourself a voice, may not get you answers or a quick fix, it has endless potential, to encourage others to do the same, humanise yourself, help others too also.. You are human, we all are.. Our greatest weaknesses, may hurt and be so cruel, imprisoned in self silenced, personal hell.. That pain that struggle though, a moment later, minute, hour day or year.. Is a fight won, over and over again.. Just by being alive, your winning this fight, it gifts you back, with raw true, real insight of life.. A heart that hurts so hard is a heart that loves th hardest.. So, even when you can't love your self, your mind or physical strains and worries too.. Think about that torn heart of yours, and how beautiful it truly is, however menacing your own unique mind may be, love that too, for all the knowledge and understanding, thats truly unique to you, for you to have and able to use... Love your heart, love your mind, that's loving who you are.. No greater strength, than that..
If you can't stay hopeful, just try to stay well.. If you're feeling unwell, then just try to stay safe.. If you're feeling like giving up.. Give up, on exactly that, it's not so easy to give up, after all to speak on here, to know yourself so well, there's no way you would be giving up.. On yourself!! As you do, day in and day out.. You're not ' a survivor', you're surviving!! YOU alone, are the reason that you are!!
I wish you well, thank you for being so brilliant and bold, to share your moment and your story.. You just don't know, who or how many others you can, will and could still help, do the same... Even for the breath of relief to simply just state your own statement... Just continue to be, exactly what you are, and all are.. We are, "human-kind", your own unique human, And always be kind...
I have NEVER in my 49 yrs. , Loved every single song of any artist except REN!!!
Me too. Every one so fascinating and 👌🏼❤️
Agreed!! 49 here and finding every song I can!
Because it's truth from the heart and resonates with your heart 💖😊
same… became totally obsessed within a short time… love the variety of his art and I feel like I want to breathe in the lyrics ❤
68 yo, I feel the same ..every song a gem with feelings
I just posted this to my FB and Instagram with this message.... I am struggling to find the words. Tears are streaming down my face. Ren was just awarded BEST ALBUM in the UK without ever having a record deal! He has been described as Eminem, Beethoven and Shakespeare packaged into one very talented soul.
He is the voice of all those who have dealt with long term, chronic illness whether it be mental, physical, or both.
He tackles difficult subjects in his music.
He allows those who haven't been able to find the words to use his.
He has left his handprint on my soul.
Yes, he uses foul language in some of his songs and shocking images in his videos at times, but I believe he has had the courage to voice what many think and is helping create a world where we will no longer turn a blind eye to things we have been previously unwilling to address.
Very well said.
Well said
So beautifully worded ❤
I have never had an artist make me feel more understood than anyone I've ever met. I cry not only for our shared pain, but also because I know I am not alone. Thank you from the bottom of my heart, Ren ❤️
On that we cherish Ren...🌟💃👍
Same Ren has soothed my broken soul & Lyme ridden body the last few years. 💚
Same. Couldn't have input this more accurately. Feels like every song is talking about me, or i could have written them, but not as perfectly as he does :)
Kinda love u Ren, thanks so much !
❤️🙏🌈
Same here I blubbed.So nice to be understood.
This is insane, I have never connected so much with an artist who seems to write such thought provoking lyrics and banger songs. Anytime I am struggling with the monotony of my long-term illnesses, a new Ren song to me, pulls me out of my melancholy. He is such a deep thinker and I know he has become a voice for those who feel discarded and neglected by the medical profession. 20 years of fighting, some times I feel like throwing the towel in, but listening to Ren makes me appreciate how lucky I am. I have managed to hold down a full-time job even though I don't have a social life due to the unrelenting body aches and fatigue and mental brain fog. I got ill at 33/34, turn 54 next week but to see someone like Ren cut down in their prime at such a young age is beyond awful. I have food issues where I have a list of foods I can't touch, about 1 or 2 antibiotics I can tolerate. My mind can't comprehend the insanely limited diet Ren has had to endure for years. To see him celebrating being able to eat a rice cake was both happy and exceptionally sad at the same time. I pray that Ren's future self continues to put his health first and that it continues to improve and that he gets more rewards musically when his next album drops.
How the hell did I miss this guy everything he touches is pure gold!
Exactly....Tesla would be proud of this true Genius. Paradox
I feel the same way
killing with ambition
Demolition, a magician turning tracks to gold
7 years into the Ren rabbit hole and I'm beginning to think he's not real. Every song speaks to me and feels like I've been listening to it my entire time.
Sheer genius tends to have that effect lol
Chorus: Melanie Safka]
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
[Verse 1: Ren]
Dear future self, I hope you're in good health
I'm writing 'cause I'm frightened, I've been fighting with myself
I wake up in the morning
Rain is poring but I don't mean outside
I mean a storm is roaring in the corners deep in my mind
And I've been funding my friends for advice to break the ice
How would you?
[Verse 2: Ren]
Yeah I'm nice
Actually, I'm fucking sore inside
I'm border lined to a side
But I'm really trying to try and shine in this dark, dark life of mine
The film "Life of Brian", I watched it 50 times
Because I'm always searching for the brighter side of life
And maybe one day the thoughts will pay off
But 'til then, my future self, I'm feeling lost, ha
[Chorus: Melanie Safka]
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
[Verse 3: Ren]
Dear future self, why am I unwell?
Will I ever find a way to climb right out of this hell?
Will I ever find a way to leave my demons?
Find a breath that keeps me breathing?
Find a hope to keep believing?
Find the way out?
Huh
[Verse 4: Ren]
'Cause something funny happens when you're always sick
When you wake up every day praying that day might be it
That you might turn a corner into life or into death
'Cause you hate that state of limbo
'Cause you hate that state of stress
[Verse 5: Ren]
And many lessons I have learned
Being burned by the fires of depression as they scorch up my earth
I have learned that I'm stronger than I ever thought I was
'Cause I'm still here and breathin', my heart's beating blood
But I'm a paradox, I feel so alone
Yet I isolate myself, it's no ones fault
[Verse 6: Ren]
But my own heart is broken 'cause of the friends that I've had to have died
Heart is broken 'cause I've been sick for a third of my life
Heart is broken 'cause we live on a planet that values money more than life
And we're damaging that planet that we need to survive
My broken heart, it breaks every time I feel the breaks on my brain when it aches
[Verse 7: Ren]
Bringing the bruises back to faith, feeding my demons while they wait
Ask my angels why for sake have faith
Take away this pain in my brain
And bring the rain, rain on my soul
Future self, could you put me out this hole, ha?
[Chorus: Melanie Safka, Ren]
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my, my, my, my mind
Thank.
You.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
These words … I don’t know how but they come from deep inside my soul … thank you Ren ❤️💕❤️❤️❤️
And another, Slowburn.
I dont care how old Ren is, he deserves a Lifetime achievement award right now!
100% he does. Let’s make that happen!
💫
Yessssss. He's safe now. Don't let fame hurt him. Hope the press are kind. He will be like Bo Burnham and Tim Minchin. Enlightenment
Amen!!!
Ren fills my heart. These old songs give me goose bumps everytime. My 18 month son loves the sound of Rens voice and his guitar playing. He will stop whatever he's doing to listen to his music💙
So this hits home... crying on the toilet at 5 am.... i fought my battle and sort of won. 42 years old now. Pure poetry
Mooi man! Dikke duim
Hetzelfde ❤
I'm 57 and I have never become so enamoured of a musician after a random view.Everything has been quality and full of talent and honest emotive storytelling.He is a wizard.and his collabs.
Ditto. And I'm 76.
Same.
Enamored is a beautiful word..I second that..
❤️❤️❤️
I'm 56 and it amazes me how many of these kind of comments I see from 50-70 year old people.
He definitely transcends age and genre.
Every time I listen to a new song I think it’s my favourite. Then I listen to the next one and boom he blows your mind all over again. DO YOU BELIEVE is pure poetry.
Same❤
the guy is unreal the level of talent
I have been exploring your music for a month- I cannot recall when an artist last moved me, intrigued me like this. Ren, it is beautiful, and meaningful and absorbing. You are amazing.
I’m 61 and owner of 25,000 records from all music style but this artist got a very special place in my brain cause there’s more in one of his songs then in all the top forty’s of the last 50 years.
Sorry I pressed the down button in error. I big you up
Yes!! So true
One great verse in some of the best music ever made in this world has fed our souls but in Rens songs the entire song envelopes his talent all the way throughout!! my favourite artist ever!!
From Michelle: I believe you are literally Heaven sent. I'm a Brit in Calif. living with Lyme's for most of my life. If it wasn't for the Love of God and the music here on Earth, I'd be gone...the pain, depression and insomnia...I Love You REN. You're a brilliant and beautiful artist. Don't let the Industry take your amazing soul. It's a stunning soul and heart! We need you to stay you sweet Angel! Nothing will ever top 'Hi Ren' or this.
Good rays to you for health...
❤
ditto, not a brit but a black girl from east coast. lyme sucks
I have auto immune diseases, double heart transplant, numerous surgeries,ex addict, dealt with depression, isolation, lost all my family to illness and then I find REN and I’m sobbing while I’m connecting with this unmatched talent. I’m 45 and I never heard such a talented person! His song HI Ren opened up the flood gates of his talent and made want to hold on during a night I was very sick with my disease.
You are amazing ,just realise your own strength ,just to be here ,keep holding on I know you are worth it ,such courage ..PEACE.
Had triple bypass, cancer, lost the girl i loved to a brain bleed, my money and my company to government blunders, I"m always in pain, all before the age of 50. I feel you. Listened to Hi Ren a half dozen times and cried every time. "I was made to be tested and twisted. I was made to be broken and beat. And you know me my will is eternal". The fight is worth fighting.
@@ProYada you are worth it ,youve come through so much ,REN,has opened the worlds eyes ,to so many,so many unheard,are now heard,keep taking it ,doesnt matter how ,YOU know ,I send strength,and a better tomorrow,and brighter today.
Music is the ultimate healer ❤️
I've literally NEVER felt more stable than I have for the past 3 months, since I found Ren. The struggle doesn't seem quite as harrowing, knowing that I'm not walking this path alone. Things that would have had me saying, "No, not something else. I can't take anymore!" now initiates more of a, "I've survived worse. It's not that big a deal anyway." type response instead. He's just what we all needed, right when we needed it. I think we'd all gotten uncalibrated & Ren tapped "tare." 💪🏼❤️✌🏼
Been a fan of Ren for about 5 years now but seeing how his music affects new fans has been really astounding. And humbling.
Welcome aboard! Lol
A fan for life when Cobain and Cornell passed I honestly didn't think I would care for any musician the way I loved them..... you ren are the only one to break through that barrier for me. Keep yourself true to yourself always my brother
Cornell, Chester, Bowie 😢
Exactly
Really
The wall most fall
this artist is one of the greatest talents of our time. Every single song is a testament to their ability to convey profound and beautiful messages, touching the hearts and souls of listeners. As an independent artist who has faced and overcome numerous struggles in life, their journey is a beacon of hope and resilience. Their music not only inspires but also motivates countless individuals to persevere through their own challenges. Truly, this artist's work is a gift to the world, and their influence is a powerful reminder of the strength of the human spirit.
I knew in a second I was hearing Melanie's voice. REN and Melanie Safka... perfect sound - gorgeous collaboration. This is just breathtaking. I don't cry like I used to. REN's music opens a place in my heart and the tears begin to fall. Thank you REN and Melanie. True perfection.
Same, how cool that such a legend as Melanie is & the youngins like Ren & also Hilltop Hoods with her in" Nose Bleed Section/ I fell in love with the people in the front row, totally get it🖤awesome .
"Heart is broken 'cause we live on a planet that values money more than life
And we're damaging that planet that we need to survive"
Hits home so hard every time, it's rare to find people that share this sentiment. Brings tears to my eyes but, in a good way because it's both empowering and relieving to hear someone else say it.
As always, thank you Ren.
When Ren beats this shit i would love to hear a letter to his past self a response of sorts a thank you for being so strong and fighting so hard.
This much talent in one man is staggering. The story surrounding Ren is truly poetic, his struggle has played its part in his music and elevated it to some truly mind-blowing heights. I'm in awe of Ren.
I know everybody keeps saying this... But I'll add another. You have given so many a voice, a friend in pain, you forced the world to shine light on the the dark corners they try to ignore because it's too uncomfortable. Just not being the only one, feeling understand. You're not just making incredible music. You are saving lives. I hope you know that.
I've been downloading all of this all day listening to the stories he has to tell and relating to my own. I fell in love with this man. He is amazing. That's an understatement. He's the dogs barking at me in the morning. The country roads I take. The dirt in my feet. The cold air blowing and the birds flying through my neighborhood. The moon is bright above me and I see everything around me and love my family. I'm a little broken. My hands are cold. But I enjoy the rain and sunshine
❤️❤️❤️
I've listened to this five times in a row, and I now hear it as a prayer. Ren, thank you for having the courage to use your pain both mental and physical to bless those who hear and SEE you. You have a beautiful soul.
You are going through the fire and coming out finest silver.
'' I'm not entirely sure this world deserves this extraordinary man but it certainly needs him.''
"I'm a paradox i feel so alone ..yet I isolate myself it's no one's fault but my own " ❤
Ren, your future self got the message and he's working hard for you.
💖
❤❤
❤
Maybe I am a pessimist but I hate when someone says you got this. I struggle with mental illness and addiction and sometimes when I'm doing ok they say you got this and next thing I know I'm relapsed and all messed up in my head again. It's a jinx. Nobody has got this. It's a constant battle. Sorry if you don't understand my viewpoint.
@@angeladawn72 Speaking as a former addict who relapsed many times, I think that's more a case of self-sabotage and not feeling worthy /deserving of a good life so anytime I started doing well or things were getting better I'd relapse or create /attract chaos to keep me stuck where I felt comfortably uncomfortable. Sometimes it would take someone else to point out that actually things aren't as bad, I'm doing well etc for me to realise things were "too good" for me. I didnt feel safe trusting they could be good. I don't blame the person giving me words of encouragement in those downfalls, the responsibility lies with myself for not believing I deserve it. It was only when I did that inner healing work that I was able to find my way out of that dark cage I kept myself in...
New Renegades are still being born daily. What a place the world is when the Reniverse engulfs you. ❤
Daaaang 😱. I keep discovering more songs and I keep being blown away! 🤯 So many good songs! Excited to discover more of them 😁🙌🏼.
I just discovered you, Ren. The first video I watched was Violet's tale, and it blew me away. This song in particular resonates with my chronic illness. You are amazing, Ren
Never give up. You are needed in this world.
Ohhhh same here , he should become famous 😢
Sad that I heard an amazing artist like you just yesterday. Guess I've been living under a rock. I haven't stopped listening to your music. I haven't listened to a bad song yet
@@edwardh9457 hey buddy it's ok to live under rocks sometimes... it protects us. Thankful for light in all sources and those who lift us up. Violets tale found me too!
Its actually heart warming reading some of these comments. Isnt it just amazing how music can sooth, heal, and warm someones soul. Its like pure magic when a talented artist like ren comes along ❤❤❤❤
SEVEN years ago he created such a masterpeice, and its just heartbreaking that the pain and agony continued after this.
The lyrics in this gives a real insight into the tough life he had and ... yeah - its a powerful portrait of someone in pain looking forward in life and at the same time thinking about just ending it...
Ren please please please release this on itunes so I can put it on repeat. Been a renagade for a while now and can get enough of your music ❤
Lyrics
Do You Believe Lyrics
[Chorus: Melanie Safka]
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
[Verse 1: Ren]
Dear future self, I hope you're in good health
I'm writing 'cause I'm frightened, I've been fighting with myself
I wake up in the morning
Rain is poring but I don't mean outside
I mean a storm is roaring in the corners deep in my mind
And I've been phoning my friends for advice to break the ice
How are you?
[Verse 2: Ren]
Yeah I'm nice
Actually, I'm fucking sore inside
I'm borderline suicide
But I'm really trying to try and shine in this dark, dark life of mine
The film "Life of Brian", I watched it 50 times
Because I'm always searching for the brighter side of life
And maybe one day the thoughts will pay off
But 'til then, my future self, I'm feeling lost, ha
[Chorus: Melanie Safka]
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
[Verse 3: Ren]
Dear future self, why am I unwell?
Will I ever find a way to climb right out of this hell?
Will I ever find a way to leave my demons?
Find a breath that keeps me breathing?
Find a hope to keep believing?
Find the way out?
Huh
[Verse 4: Ren]
'Cause something funny happens when you're always sick
When you wake up every day praying that day might be it
That you might turn a corner into life or into death
'Cause you hate that state of limbo
'Cause you hate that state of stress
[Verse 5: Ren]
And many lessons I have learned
Being burned by the fires of depression as they scorch up my earth
I have learned that I'm stronger than I ever thought I was
'Cause I'm still here and breathin', my heart's beating blood
But I'm a paradox, I feel so alone
Yet I isolate myself, it's no ones fault
[Verse 6: Ren]
But my own heart is broken 'cause of the friends that I've had to have died
Heart is broken 'cause I've been sick for a third of my life
Heart is broken 'cause we live on a planet that values money more than life
And we're damaging that planet that we need to survive
My broken heart, it breaks every time I feel the brakes on my brain when it aches
[Verse 7: Ren]
Bringing the bruises back to faith, feeding my demons while they wait
Ask my angels why forsake?
Have faith
Take away this pain in my brain
And bring the rain, reign on my soul
Future self, could you put me out this hole, ha?
[Chorus: Melanie Safka, Ren]
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind
Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my, my, my, my mind
Written By
Ren
Release Date
January 7, 2016
Well. I went down that rabbit hole Ren, and it lead me here.
Jesus Christ. I am sitting here crying. This is so powerful! By the end of the song, I felt seen! I am chronically ill with Lupus. I was bedridden for months. In pain. Struggling with the anxiety and depression that comes with it.
This song stripped my soul bare, and then pieced it back together. Better.
Being understood by someone so eloquently, so painfully honest...is a gift.
Every one of us here feel seen!
I needed this today.
So glad to have found your art.
Thank you.
Many blessings.
Sending love and prayers my friend. Get well soon 🥀♥🙏💕
@@Kimellis0 aw. Thank you. I really do appreciate that.
Im glad i decided to live long enough to hear this....❤
let's hope you live a bit longer then, there's lot's more music still to be heard, can't do it all by myself
Glad you’re here
i hear yea hope your ok and well
same
This really deserves some sort of official release, it's so beautiful. It's brought a tear to my eye on more than one occasion. Great music and real words always feel personal. As well as deserving it; it would also save me the hassle of opening youtube 53 times a week to hear it ha.
I was studying with youtube songs running in the background, it recommended me this song and suddenly from the half of the song i start crying, idk why i was crying, but then i finally noticed the song, while i was not paying attention to the song, some part of my brain registered it and became emotional, i listened to it again and now i know the reasons for these tears, the constant boring loop of life, entrapped in a bubble which you can't break away from, unintentionally hurting others, choosing isolation but regretting it, want to open up but can't, want to stop but forced on going, want to break the loop but these chains strengthen.
My future self if you ever decide to check your comments and find this, i hope your doing ok, i hope your in your dream position and respect your family and friends, i hope you had the opportunity to open up and i hope that you cry to this song no longer because you can relate but laugh to your miserable past self who's writing this to you
and finally thank you ren i wish i had found you sooner
how is your future self?
Agniva
Such a beautiful considered comment straight from your heart .... I really hope you are doing well.
Go easy
Step lightly
Stay free!
I hope your future self is living their best life today. You are an absolute legend.
Hehe almost 3 years later, now in uni and still fighting on, Im doing much better, I still accidentally hurt others and fuck up a lot but its better than before, and now along all this I have someone to call my own, I love them from the bottom of my heart and this has made my days even better, idk if she saw this or not but I love to be your big black cat. I cant wait for my future self in next few years to come here and tell me how hes doing then, I really hope hes ok cause this feels like the best part of my life till now.
@@agnivalahiri9347mate you found him in time, seems like love at first sight/hear
Don’t know why it has taken me so long to listen to this one. It’s simply beautiful and heart breaking at the same time. Your future self has come so far, and has so much love and support.❤
By 16 I thought I had lived through the biggest era defining artists I would ever experience, Eminem, Oasis,....here I am at 38 and listening to Ren is like watching Lionel Messi, if Lionel Messi was playing for a 10th tier Club and you just wanted to tell the world where to find him. Never been a 'follower' but I'm a sucker for an underdog, feeling like driving 200 miles to Brighton every weekend to be able to say I've seen him. Rens music pierces the soul and binds us all together. There is now, never has been and might never be anyone like Ren. God bless this talent
Oh gosh - the sample of Melanie on this has brought memories flooding back. My Dad (who is now 80 and very frail) used to play music all the time and had such eclectic tastes, but I definitely remember Do You Believe. My Dad doesn't play music any more, since he had a stroke - not sure if it's because there are so many memories attached to each song and he doesn't want to be reminded...But thanks Ren for reminding me of this song...
Bloody hell Ren...your lyrics never fail 🤯
but his voice and articulation are often like a child who is crying
Keep on making magic. You are a genius artist.
This is one of my favourites as it talks a lot about the struggles I go through each day ❤❤
Dear past ren, you have hit 1 million views congratulations... you have so many fans and we all adore you xxxx
just when I thought I had heard all of Ren's music, this one pops up. absolutely love it. There isn't one song of yours that isn't great. The Big Push. you and Sam. all of it. please get better and keep making great music.
Damn, i keep finding my new favorite. Is this what it feels like to discover a legend? I'm sorry you've gone through so much pain in your life, I really hope that you're starting to feel better inside and out. Thank you for these songs, and letting so many people know they're not alone. I hear the pain in all your songs, and I hurt for you. You definitely deserve happiness, I'm so glad you're finally getting the recognition that you deserve. 🖤
Dear Ren's past self... the future is here, and it's triumphant ❤ You got a number one album and the whole world is discovering your genius.
Ren is a true genius, love him
Ren! You sir is what makes🇬🇧 the musical inspirationin and innovation are little island is known for
Ren, this is so beautifull, thank you. I Still cant really move, etcetera, but your music creates mental energy and hope.
Ren is the most amazing artist i never heard a bad song I can relate I'm disabled n have been sick I completely relate he's a survivor.
Can be the best song ever written.
Thank you Ren.
My you be blessed. Like you blessed me.
And beyond.
Im in a clinic at the moment and found this song, it gives me much strength, especially in the mornings here. But also the rest of the day, I listen to this on repeat.
I feel so seen and understood in this, thank you so much for this, ren.
I first heard of Ren about a week ago from a random reaction video. I have sense gone down the Ren rabbit hole and OMG it's the most spectacular experience. Pure Brilliance. I've been sharing the videos constantly. The world needs to hear all of these songs.
I've been listening to this song nonstop since I found it it resonates so much with how I've been feeling for years now idk how but this man explains my feelings I cannot put into words. Thank you ren.
This guy is a diamond in the mud!!!, his music is words of poetry, it shows that if ur feeling shite, psycho, schyzo or lonely, there's a voice 2 relate to ur feeling.
Love this. I don't listen to radio anymore. I don't even listen to music anymore. But finding your songs have touched alot of people. This is real life that you go through. And that has connect me to your music. Thanks Ren
Stay blessed an keep safe
This song brought me comfort and honestly was my friend all the way through the most sad 4 months of my life and guess what…my future self found out I really am strong🩷Thanks Ren for the best music ever! Huge fan here in Canada🇨🇦
I relate to you so much Ren. I have fibromyalgia and a yet to be diagnosed muscle disease. I lost my best friend of my entire 41 years and I am so so broken. I wake up every day in pain, anxious, depressed and lonely. My house is my prison alongside my mind.
You make me feel less alone through your words, your perspective and perseverance.
I am so so happy you’re in Canda getting the treatment you need and deserve so much. You are a true inspiration and wish you every success and happiness in everything you do. You dear Ren are a legend and I thank you ❤
Absolutely love this song. Can't believe it's 7 years old and I only heard it today for the first time. Only discovered Ren recently as I saw so many reactors doing Hi Ren.
Love this song. Just discovered it - and I've known Ren for years.
A song to ponder on, as usual. I hadn't thought about Melanie in a long time. She was a great artist. Thank you, Ren!
I knew this beat before and never knew Ren used it. When I heard the beat I cannot believe my ears! Ren & Melanie together on a song 🤩🥹.
Great lyrics you future-self must be proud.
Now make a song Ren called : "Dear old-self" speaking about all you went throught and that you've made it. A song about resilience, courage and never given up.
Sending love ❤️🩹
Aww that would be amazing!!!
This song is great. Ren is medicine.
I have been depressed for years, but through Ren and spirituality I am great. I wish this for everyone. Happy New Year
Why did it take me this long to find you... Ren you are a genius
I lack the ability to convey the emotional experience you endure listening to any of Ren's songs....
In love with this music; any song all are amazing
Loooovvvvvveeee this song....fellow lymie! Your music speaks to my soul.
Wow Ren, this just came on after another song of yours and it looks like your future self you are addressing in this song is coming through! What a journey you have been on! What a future awaits!
I’ve made it so far. Some close calls but life found me every time. Some mornings are harder than others yep.
Adore this little clip of art. It’s perfect.
He is otherwordly..he so amazingly talented
Wish this was on Spotify.
ive never resonated so much with any song until now. this song feels almost like a step forward for me. This is what it sounds like when pain turns to gold.
Binging Ren. Great Sunday spent in my room. May be ok if I never leave it. Addicted and appreciate the therapy. Praying Canada gives you and your body peace and health. You deserve it, and the world needs to hear more on the other side of breaking the chains of pain. You're a new discovery for me. I've been needing something like this for a while now. Refreshing. Get well soon ( I love sik Boi, by the way. That song with me big time. Hopefully, some doctors and big pharma awaken if they come across your song . I pray especially for your healing in Canada that they get to the root of issues ND not try and bandaid you up for later prophet. You are a warrior and blessed with your pain. Guess God keeps the rain pouring heavy on shoulders strong enough to pour out the world just like you. As you heal, the world is too.
Fukkin GENIUS!!!! And then the wutang beat!!!
Man, I really love this song. You continue to impress me bro.
This is brilliant. I been listening to all of the music by Ren and im just blown away even my 64 year old mother loves this song and others as well. Well done
Seriously, I couldn't listen right through to the end the first time. this made me so choked up.
Absolutely haunting
Banger!!! Why isn't this on Spotify 😭
@REN.... FIRE! THAT SAMPLE. I swear every day, I stumble upon another MASTERPIECE!
This song really speaks to me. I was ill for 6 years of my life, with my illness gradually getting worse. I know what it's like to push for a diagnosis for years just to be sneered at by some ignorant doctor who is unwilling to use resources to try and help you out. I know what it's like to be falsely diagnosed for years and put on all sort of treatments that aren't actually effective. It makes everything feel hopeless eventually and you even start to doubt yourself and start to believe that maybe you're over reacting and that it's all normal. I missed years of school and had to put my boxing career on hold (since I was young it was always my dream to be a great boxer. I spent hours a day training) for 4 years. Luckily now I am stronger than ever and happier than ever and I see what happened as an opportunity to become more resilient. I can't count how many times a doctor has blankly told me that I am wrong or tried to assure me that their explanation of my illness was wrong, or even look at me as if I was lying.
I think in Ren's case you can see that no matter how hard a period of your life is, it always has a silver lining. For Ren it seems to have conditioned and guided his love for music and made him lust for a career in it. If you are reading this then know that you can make it through anything and be stronger and better because of it. Know that no great person ever came from a life without adversity and struggle. Try and view it as an opportunity and strive to be better each day because of it. If you can do that then you can truly be proud of yourself :)
Thank you for your words! All the best wishes to you and I hope you'll be able to follow your dream now
This song is a banger. Perfect Ren
Bro... I mean come on... every track I hear from ya just keeps Raising the bar!!
I just cant get enough of your songs and only found you yesterday and you have blown my mind just how you connect and make me feel emotions I cant explain with each new track I hear . Stay strong and stay safe and thanks for your amazing work ❤
The world is made of two sorts of people;
People who relate to Ren, and people who haven't heard him yet.
Can't believe this is already 6 years old... Keep on rockin' it Ren. Stay strong, we love you.
I feel so seen and heard with this song and pretty much all that Rens creations. Thank you Ren.
O M G his music catalogue is incredible!
Wow ren i found you on UA-cam 2 days ago and i can't stop listening to your music 🎶. You are a real Artist with so many faces. Love it🤜🤛
What an incredible journey it has been to find this incredibly talented young man. Never has music been so impactful. I keep finding more gems...just wow - check out Melanie Safka - Do you Believe - That is the song sampled here.
The more I explore Ren's discography the more amazed I am. We have needed Ren's music for a LONG time now. I am sorry it took so long for us to find him. I feel so horrible that he was misdiagnosed for so long, but I fear if he did not go through his trials, he would not be the musical genius that he is. Much love to you, Ren Erin Gill. Thank you for finding a way to express your pain and struggles in a way that allows us to access our own.
I feel like finally, someone can actually articulate how I feel. Every song you have.
Pipe up
Tonguing sheep
I'm so sad! I looked up the chorus singer bc I love discovering new artists. It's Melanie Rafka. And she just recently passed away! 😢 I'm so sorry, Ren and for all of her loved ones and fans 🤗.
Just realised she sung Brand new key