Cate Blanchett & Rooney Mara on Carol | Film4 Interview Special

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  • Опубліковано 18 лис 2015
  • In this online exclusive 20-minute interview, Cate Blanchett, Rooney Mara, director Todd Haynes and screenwriter Phyllis Nagy talk about making the 1950s-set romantic drama Carol, adapted from the novel by Patricia Highsmith.
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  • @colettetaureau3440
    @colettetaureau3440 7 років тому +1072

    I can't help falling in love with Cate Blanchett's voice

    • @oooodaxteroooo
      @oooodaxteroooo 6 років тому

      Colette Taureau :*

    • @ohthelovelypoems
      @ohthelovelypoems 6 років тому +20

      She went with a deeper register for Carol's voice, another part of Cate's genius, and certainly adds yet another dimension to her insanely brilliant portrayal. My gratitude for all the artists involved in this film for creating this beautiful story of lesbian love that has been in our hearts and minds since the time of Sappho.
      "Someone, I tell you, in another
      time will remember us"

    • @elisejabbour2424
      @elisejabbour2424 5 років тому +17

      Her voice. .... her voice

    • @ikiwindi6215
      @ikiwindi6215 3 роки тому +7

      Owhh Cate Blanchett's voice... It becomes my extacy.

    • @patrislemair1754
      @patrislemair1754 3 роки тому +2

      Who would not 🙃

  • @emanuelespies
    @emanuelespies 8 років тому +696

    That moment Cate looks to the camera, and it is like she is looking at you and you feels like Therese, falling in love instantaneously..

    • @Dee-mv1hg
      @Dee-mv1hg 3 роки тому +33

      This comment 5 years ago i can relate now. Haha just watched Carol 2 days ago & i've always felt like i am Therese & Cate looking at me, falling in love. 🤧💗
      I watched the movie 2 times and i want to watch it again 😅

    • @sharonjohenan790
      @sharonjohenan790 3 роки тому +2

      @@Dee-mv1hg Q, i

    • @VixenValori
      @VixenValori 2 роки тому +13

      and that is how they did a good female gaze~~ emotional and intimate, it's like they're talking/touching just through their gaze
      ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

    • @dianayurohani4774
      @dianayurohani4774 2 роки тому +2

      @@Dee-mv1hg same,July 2021👻*Indonesia

    • @ramabaiapparao8801
      @ramabaiapparao8801 Рік тому +1

      Yes me too in that list .fantastic movie

  • @squatch545
    @squatch545 8 років тому +762

    Cate Blanchett is a force of nature.

    • @boshrasajirati5248
      @boshrasajirati5248 5 років тому +4

      it's 1 month since i've read this comment and still adoring it :)) that was a fascinating description

    • @chuckhiggins15
      @chuckhiggins15 4 роки тому +1

      Assume kate is an lesbian.

  • @gonaarc2612
    @gonaarc2612 8 років тому +533

    I wouldnt mind to see Cate Blanchett with 3 Oscars...

  • @nedflanders2312
    @nedflanders2312 6 років тому +451

    It’s 2018 and I’m still hopelessly in love with this damn film and the damned book. Someone please kill me and put me out of my misery FOR THE LOVE OF GOD

    • @bdtibbs1
      @bdtibbs1 5 років тому +25

      I just saw this movie for the first time about a month ago. Fell in love with both of them. Cate is obviously beautiful but to me so is Rooney. I’ve watched way to many times. A movie you can’t stop thinking about it. Rooney and Todd are so open to everything so Kate was able to get really involved. I believe they loved each other during this because neither one had done this before. They speak very lovingly about each other. I don’t think they’ll forget this movie, but normal life goes on. It’s just us that can’t stop reliving it.

    • @kaprrra
      @kaprrra 4 роки тому +6

      2019 and I steel here!!

    • @williams5464
      @williams5464 4 роки тому +4

      SAME

    • @chuckhiggins15
      @chuckhiggins15 4 роки тому

      This is junk.

    • @rosamariatheresevivet5939
      @rosamariatheresevivet5939 4 роки тому +4

      @@kaprrra me too. I miss them so much.caterooney

  • @BeatriceBrown
    @BeatriceBrown 7 років тому +162

    "The way those women looked at each other" same girl 😭

  • @ax6175
    @ax6175 8 років тому +503

    I like how everyone in these interviews speaks in a very intelligent and thoughtful way. Great interviews!

    • @outwithsara70
      @outwithsara70 8 років тому +8

      I totally agree with you!

    • @dustywings110
      @dustywings110 8 років тому +8

      +Mette Noesgaard The film personified intelligence and grace, yes?

    • @rocky328150
      @rocky328150 8 років тому +14

      most of the gays(Tod the director) and lesbians ( Phyllis the screenwriter) are usually more intelligent and clever! i dont know why, but i am sure!

    • @arjunpal4453
      @arjunpal4453 5 років тому

      AR

  • @mutedworld5717
    @mutedworld5717 8 років тому +190

    "They roared into the Lincoln Tunnel. A wild, inexplicable excitement mounted in Therese as she stared through the windshield. She wished the tunnel might cave in and kill them both, that their bodies might be dragged out together."

    • @Verminreaper999
      @Verminreaper999 6 років тому +5

      Muted World, Reminds me of The Smiths song, There Is A Light

  • @deeh5749
    @deeh5749 8 років тому +219

    Wow. Cate Blanchett just paragons virtue. Incredibly intellectual, could listen to her insights all day, and not to mention, she is drop dead gorgeous. Well done Mother Nature for creating Cate Blanchett.

  • @popculture9991
    @popculture9991 7 років тому +153

    Cate Blanchett's voice... I can listen to it all day!

  • @uhgaming9955
    @uhgaming9955 3 роки тому +72

    i've watched this film about 50 times yet i still get chills every time i hear carol say 'flung out of space'

  • @mariestandish4746
    @mariestandish4746 8 років тому +120

    Cate Blanchett and those looks, OMG!! I wanted to melt!!

  • @Sam-0827
    @Sam-0827 2 роки тому +35

    Cate Blanchett is a wordsmith if I’ve ever heard one. Her manner and vocabulary in terms of speaking is phenomenal

  • @anniewhiteson3736
    @anniewhiteson3736 8 років тому +53

    carol changed my life

  • @scarlett8445
    @scarlett8445 7 років тому +93

    I'm STILL obssessed with this movie. In my opinion, one of the best movies Film4 has ever made.

  • @MilaSmith
    @MilaSmith 4 роки тому +108

    This year, 2020, is when I first saw this film (I’m late I know) it is the BEST film I have ever seen ! Their chemistry is off the charts and it is just beautiful to watch ! Incredible !

    • @angelinajolieforever762
      @angelinajolieforever762 4 роки тому +2

      Same, i agree

    • @manognamatam5720
      @manognamatam5720 4 роки тому +8

      Now you should watch Portrait of a lady on fire
      It will be lovely in its own way

    • @drew6089
      @drew6089 3 роки тому +2

      I'm late too:(

    • @chantald.3202
      @chantald.3202 2 роки тому +1

      Il m'arrive la même chose !!!

    • @Goose9313
      @Goose9313 2 роки тому +2

      Wish I could watch it for the first time again

  • @menchavezmichelle
    @menchavezmichelle 8 років тому +92

    I had a huge crush of Cate Blanchette. She's a flawless woman.

  • @lauragancarz933
    @lauragancarz933 2 роки тому +45

    I have never been in love, nor have I ever been even asked out, and I'm nearly 25. So this movie, for me, was not only incredibly beautiful but also very sad in a certain way. I actually stopped believing in love (however cheesy it sounds) but "Carol" was so touching that it reinforced in me this idea of romance and adventure and I wish to have a chance to experience it at least once in my life.

    • @nilanisiriwardena5019
      @nilanisiriwardena5019 2 роки тому +3

      LAURA I HOPE YOU GET THAT CHANCE. WISH YOU ALL THE BEST.

    • @paofl28
      @paofl28 Рік тому +2

      I'll take you out 😀

    • @laurenmalcom5117
      @laurenmalcom5117 Рік тому +2

      I’ve never been in love either. I know how u feel💕

    • @ellie1597
      @ellie1597 Рік тому +1

      You deserve it and if you haven’t yet, you WILL find it 💗

    • @horaciocapanelli-soto4710
      @horaciocapanelli-soto4710 11 місяців тому +1

      Ohhhh! Don’t get too comfortable not being in love haha ☺️.
      It will come and, it will be a heck of a ride.
      Greetings

  • @yusefendure
    @yusefendure 5 років тому +211

    Rooney Mara made this film. Her anticipation, joy, anxiety, desire, infatuation, hurt, and her sense of withdrawal was conveyed with a look. Therese got used and the audience felt her pain. Mara's expressive, subtle acting felt real. I'm going to read The Price of Salt to get more insight into both characters. Although few will agree, for Therese, she felt the illusion of love. For Carol, this was more about escape from a patriarchal cage and the freedom found in being herself.
    This film is haunting. The cinematography was brilliant. A great film, in fact, a classic was made with Carol.

    • @tatum2739
      @tatum2739 2 роки тому +3

      Well said

    • @chantald.3202
      @chantald.3202 2 роки тому +2

      Il n'y a eu aucun calcul de la part de Carol...de la même façon qu'elle avait à régler son divorce, Thérèse était perdue ... et elles sont justes tombées amoureuses l'une de l'autre avec toutes leurs différences...

  • @ricasrucksack
    @ricasrucksack Рік тому +10

    This film was meant to be - it changed / positively affected many lives around the globe, including mine. It’s 2023 and I’m still watching it and every moment still resonates.

  • @laart_
    @laart_ 4 роки тому +25

    It's 2020, AND WE ARE STILL WAITING FOR A SEQUEL
    THANK YOU TODD, IN ADVANCE

  • @jazzhyde4118
    @jazzhyde4118 4 роки тому +28

    2020 and still obsessed with this film! Resorting to watching it during quarantine
    This film has turned me gay 😂🌈

    • @alfirooz8626
      @alfirooz8626 3 роки тому +3

      A classic movie of the first class, and Blanchett is a great actress. So is Ronnie Mara♥️♥️👌

  • @naishalubega3756
    @naishalubega3756 2 роки тому +6

    As a none native English speaker, Cate Blanchett is a whole dictionary, I highly recommend her interviews

  • @juliacostadossantos4519
    @juliacostadossantos4519 8 років тому +110

    This movie is going to be the death of me!!!!!

    • @cjarrell3443
      @cjarrell3443 6 років тому +2

      Kate is unreal how lucky r we to see her in so many movies LOVE from TEXAS

  • @kerimixerlove5078
    @kerimixerlove5078 8 років тому +90

    Cate and Rooney eyes are so beautiful it looks like the same colour too

    • @artpal7084
      @artpal7084 6 років тому +8

      Cate's blue and Rooney's green both beautiful and soul piercing

  • @susanfix159
    @susanfix159 7 років тому +53

    i like cate's kind of "cosmic" belief that it was meant to be made when all the right people were ready to be blended.

  • @ldylkr
    @ldylkr 5 років тому +60

    I don't understand how Kate doesn't see how beautiful she is. She said in an interview a couple years ago that she's not beautiful in the traditional sense, that people have to really look to see and find beauty within her. I just couldn't believe that someone as perfect as she is would think otherwise. I guess she's kind of a butterfly. Butterflies are beautiful, but they don't know that they are. They don't see themselves. We do. and maybe that's what's going on with her cuz she is definitely beautiful in and out.

  • @sheelazadegan3210
    @sheelazadegan3210 8 років тому +32

    OMG! Cate's voice and Rooney's eyes.... 😍😍😍😍😍

  • @vino140
    @vino140 8 років тому +57

    This film is A work of Art.

  • @leaoluisa13
    @leaoluisa13 8 років тому +67

    her vOICE

  • @hf6248
    @hf6248 8 років тому +43

    Carol is a wonderful love story between two women. Thank you for this great movie. We all love you Cate and Rooney.

  • @KitTaylorMusic
    @KitTaylorMusic 3 роки тому +15

    The way cate talks is just mesmerising to me ✨🥺😻

  • @vmmmmmpira
    @vmmmmmpira 5 років тому +50

    2019 and still obsessed with the movie and the book, just perfect.

  • @Chris-co1vk
    @Chris-co1vk 2 роки тому +14

    Cates always been on my radar but for some reason its like I've rediscovered her. Her beauty is just explosive now. When I see her and listen to her, I'm just so completely captivated. What a gorgeous beautiful sexy intelligent funny goofy... just all the things, woman.

  • @myfavbestsongsever
    @myfavbestsongsever 8 років тому +45

    Excellent movie. I fell in love with the characters. I didn't want it to end. Such a great movie.

  • @casckettfriki
    @casckettfriki Рік тому +9

    I'll never get tired of watching this movie. Both Rooney and Cate performances were amazing. They had such an amazing and beautiful quemistry.

  • @PeterBreum
    @PeterBreum 5 років тому +26

    One of the most wonderful things about hearing and seeing Cate Blanchett like this, sans script, sans lighting, sans someone else's direction, just in the grip of her passion for her art and the piece of art in question, is that I realize that my decade long infatuation with her film persona is not a superficial projection of The Ideal Of The Perfect Woman: She just is.

  • @nataliastornello
    @nataliastornello 3 роки тому +25

    Carol is my all-time favorite movie! It’s spectacular, artful, and I can’t get enough!

  • @hhuiah
    @hhuiah 8 років тому +85

    one of the best interviews on Carol
    well done!

  • @harshwardhanprasad4703
    @harshwardhanprasad4703 4 роки тому +13

    I prefer to read a book before watching the movie on the same so that I can create my own characters and define them, but I'm glad that I watched Carol before reading the book, because the casting couldn't have been more perfect. I still find myself living in the book whenever I'm alone.

  • @ejm3381
    @ejm3381 7 років тому +33

    One of the best films I've seen

  • @Red-sh8wl
    @Red-sh8wl 7 років тому +24

    i wish every person that talks with me ...be blessed with ms blanchett's voice

  • @ahadx4229
    @ahadx4229 8 років тому +81

    I've literally waited 2 years for this!!!

    • @greysfandom5ever
      @greysfandom5ever 8 років тому

      +Ahad S me too! can't wait to watch it january 14th ugh

  • @Beati3
    @Beati3 8 років тому +34

    Best movie about lesbian love ever made. Loved it. And yes, absolutely beautiful.

  • @MOGGS1942
    @MOGGS1942 8 років тому +17

    Ms. Blanchett is such a beauty.

  • @yohandrys
    @yohandrys 5 років тому +17

    How can a woman be so graceful and beautiful?! Blanchett is absolutely wonderful.

  • @ljrich1000
    @ljrich1000 8 років тому +22

    Smart, beautiful, intelligent and timeless

  • @catbwoman7719
    @catbwoman7719 3 роки тому +6

    Cate Blanchett , a bewitching voice, amazing

  • @kathleensilva2414
    @kathleensilva2414 3 роки тому +8

    I have seen hundreds of films in my 64 years.This brilliant work of art is the best I have ever seen.Well done- all of you.Especially Cate and Rooney.

    • @ciaranosullivan9352
      @ciaranosullivan9352 3 роки тому +2

      Same here ,watched hundreds of films/movies in my lifetime (53) and I missed this initially when it was released in cinemas .
      So I finally got to watch it when it got released on Netflix and it's already in my top ten.i just wish I had seen it on the big screen.

    • @Sheren0133
      @Sheren0133 3 роки тому +2

      Ciaran O Sullivan Same here !

  • @natalianogueira3235
    @natalianogueira3235 5 років тому +20

    Cate's voice ❤🎶🌈

  • @aubbib712
    @aubbib712 7 років тому +14

    cate's voice is...... GREAT

  • @chrisjoy9702
    @chrisjoy9702 6 років тому +15

    I love how Cate and Rooney's outfits are similar

  • @simoneguimaraes_art
    @simoneguimaraes_art 8 років тому +13

    Cate's voice... and oh so eloquent! A force of nature indeed!

  • @BettinaNicole
    @BettinaNicole 2 роки тому +4

    I saw this like 10 times in theatres

  • @RosaDulanto
    @RosaDulanto 8 років тому +30

    Brilliant interviews, didn't know Rooney Mara but I think they made a great job with the casting: you can feel the chemistry between both characters. That fact, together with Todd's sensibility and what seems a great story, will give us a jewel of a film.

  • @starnitawilliams2122
    @starnitawilliams2122 4 роки тому +8

    Love this movie can't help but to watch the Waterloo scene every night before I go to bed. You could see the love in their eyes from the getgo

  • @Shanaifan1
    @Shanaifan1 2 місяці тому +2

    The movie is beautiful, Cate is gorgeous and her voice I could listen to her speak forever.
    I have ordered the book, I hope it comes soon.

  • @tintheparktinthepark7976
    @tintheparktinthepark7976 8 років тому +17

    The best interview about this film, unlike the ones from the past festivals, which only had superficial questions

  • @rocky328150
    @rocky328150 8 років тому +19

    omg,,, Todd speaks so passionate!!! love him!

  • @MissMel9110
    @MissMel9110 8 років тому +10

    Cate's face at 18:37 , omg now that I've seen the movie it's giving me goose bumps. It was magnificent, I love it to pieces.

  • @blithespirits7366
    @blithespirits7366 8 років тому +11

    A unique insight into how this film was made. To quote Cate Blanchett ' It was a labour of love'.

  • @anonymouswoman8295
    @anonymouswoman8295 8 років тому +22

    The simplicity between these two characters and the way they performed the pure meaning of love and passion made me feel in love with the movie , their light make up their simple and decent style is just lovely

  • @mordiadarkmoon
    @mordiadarkmoon 7 років тому +16

    OMG, I LOVE CATE SO MUCH, IT HURTS!!... I'M TOTALLY SEDUCED BY HER VOICE!!

  • @tinyslack
    @tinyslack 3 роки тому +3

    interviews like these are very therapeutic especially cate blanchett's voice

  • @1Cyberix
    @1Cyberix 5 років тому +17

    "Well done Mother Nature for creating Cate Blanchett"... Well, Dee H, there is no other way to put it... Thank You.

  • @asteroid684
    @asteroid684 8 років тому +97

    Thank you for the great interviews!

    • @Film4YouTube
      @Film4YouTube  8 років тому +16

      +asteroid684 Thanks for watching!

  • @florenciamoyano9110
    @florenciamoyano9110 3 роки тому +8

    This is of my favorites movies, everything about it is made so beautifully, the lighting, the spaces, the clothing, all in order to create a visual sense of all those feelings the character’s experiences. I never get bored of watching it.

  • @ramabaiapparao8801
    @ramabaiapparao8801 Рік тому +2

    You are the power.cate Blanchett

  • @away3963
    @away3963 4 роки тому +4

    Here i am again after years, falling in love with Cate as if it the first time I see her.

  • @user-tg7ot8jm5h
    @user-tg7ot8jm5h 3 роки тому +6

    everyone in this has so much to say of value
    i could listen to them talk about carol forever i love seeing people so genuinely interested in a project

  • @user-oj1dq4qs6k
    @user-oj1dq4qs6k 8 років тому +17

    The brilliance. ..gem.

  • @Suzfangirl98
    @Suzfangirl98 4 роки тому +4

    The voice of Cate is very calming and relaxing

  • @loganmiddlenamepending5297
    @loganmiddlenamepending5297 6 років тому +37

    It makes me a bit sad that Cate has said that she doesn’t want her sexuality to be addressed, even though I totally understand and appreciate it. But I really just want her to not be straight. I know it shouldn’t be a big deal and shouldn’t matter but I just frankly want everyone to be a little gay. That said, I really like that even though the main characters in Carol being lesbians is such a massive part of the movie, it didn’t really matter, it was really about just about falling love.

  • @EmilyWainwright91
    @EmilyWainwright91 8 років тому +31

    So excited for this film!!

  • @kathleensilva2414
    @kathleensilva2414 3 роки тому +5

    It is a beautiful film.Cate and Rooney are amazing in it.I have the dvd as I do many of Cate's films.She is my favorite actress.

    • @ciaranosullivan9352
      @ciaranosullivan9352 3 роки тому +2

      They will be in a forthcoming 📽️ together. "Nightmare alley" to be released in December.

  • @amandakraka219
    @amandakraka219 3 роки тому +6

    Cate is just too good in this movie

  • @laminage
    @laminage 8 років тому +8

    Ann Bannon who was alo a successful Novelist of Lesbian Pulp Fiction of the 1950's. loved "The Price Of Salt" Carol's "Original" Title.

  • @rach650
    @rach650 3 роки тому +4

    I’m in love with Cate!

  • @laughsngasps
    @laughsngasps 4 роки тому +4

    I’m more in love with this movie than they were in love with each other

  • @Dee-mv1hg
    @Dee-mv1hg 3 роки тому +5

    I can listen to her voice forever💗

  • @tanishawannaminaj
    @tanishawannaminaj 8 років тому +42

    i just cannot wait to see it!

  • @mariahelenacarvalho3897
    @mariahelenacarvalho3897 2 роки тому +5

    Não podemos esquecer da amiga de Carol ela é maravilhosa atriz ...

  • @melizagabrielbueron2360
    @melizagabrielbueron2360 2 роки тому +3

    Cate's voice can literally put me into sleep. I love it.

  • @NeonKodiak
    @NeonKodiak 8 років тому +9

    I hope we can get to look at Todd Haynes' book with all the scenes drawn out I think it would be so interesting. Really excited about this movie. Also Cate Blanchett's voice is so smooth and lovely

  • @breedakennedy3182
    @breedakennedy3182 8 років тому +20

    Stellar cast, stellar film and I loved every gloriously shot minute of it. Loved this interview format too, thoughtful, ambitious and informative with four very relevant points of view. If Cate Blanchett were to do nothing else from now on, she has done the world sufficient service given her interest in this movie project and her acting. Tod Haynes and Rooney Mara were magnificent too. A beautiful endeavour.

  • @keysersoze4322
    @keysersoze4322 8 років тому +6

    Love Todd Haynes. Brilliant, open director.

  • @joanakatniss6515
    @joanakatniss6515 5 років тому +4

    I love this movie sooo much. Hope there's a sequel.

  • @nadiaregencia3626
    @nadiaregencia3626 4 роки тому +3

    im still here going back after watching the movie again and then reading the novel and then watching reactions reading fanfictions and creative visual works of all the adoring fans under the spell of Cate Blanchett

  • @Goose9313
    @Goose9313 2 роки тому +3

    What they have also mentioned is how Therese is highly indecisive about everything except what Carol asks. She...without hesitation...says 'yes'.

  • @coresss19
    @coresss19 8 років тому +11

    Mara's got a kind of Troian Bellisario charm about her!

  • @16tenterden
    @16tenterden 8 років тому +10

    Have just seen the film. Beautiful, go see it.

  • @ramabaiapparao8801
    @ramabaiapparao8801 Рік тому +1

    Look at your smile ..couldn't take my eyes away from your face

  • @roarul
    @roarul 2 роки тому +2

    That is a definition of A MOVIE. One of the best ones I have seen. A poetry. Both actresses are AMAZING. I am in love with both 💗💗

  • @orion8835
    @orion8835 Рік тому +2

    Intense and emotionally repressed film. Beautifully shot and idiomatic of the 1950’s. Many scenes are lonely and yet glamorously raw. They really angled the “criminal angle” of same sex relationships of that time.

  • @tomjr839
    @tomjr839 8 років тому +3

    Not only have I rated this movie as Tom's Music Place's favorite of 2015, but it will be one of my favorite movies ever...it's an amazing film, and kudos to all involved.

  • @kayfrancis4443
    @kayfrancis4443 7 років тому +7

    OMG - i fell in love with this film after watching it. I watched it mainly because of its theme, but also I had been following Rooney's career. Her performance was fantastic. I knew of Cate Blanchett only by name having seen her in "Elizabeth" when I was a kid though I'd never watched any other films of hers. Cate nailed this film. Subsequently, I read "The Price of Salt" and it was hard to envision anyone else playing the character Carol except for Cate. I wanted Rooney to win the Oscar for supporting role, though, after watching "The Danish Girl", Alicia Vikander's performance deserved it. Rooney will get an Oscar if she chooses the right flick, and the distinguished Cate...well, lots more for her.

  • @roopeish
    @roopeish 8 років тому +7

    This movie is so touching and fantastick

  • @cuppycake7387
    @cuppycake7387 4 місяці тому

    My all-time favorite movie and I could listen to Cate's voice all day, love her so much

  • @sageleyendas7632
    @sageleyendas7632 8 років тому +25

    Excellent, thank you!

  • @ayijiang791
    @ayijiang791 3 роки тому +1

    I can't get enough of this book and this movie. Cate has always been my favourite, now she has become some one forever "carol" to me. I wish i could find my " carol" someday.