school rooftop intro but it's sadder (1 hour loop)
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- school rooftop intro but it's sadder...
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I wish i was free. no school. no family. no friends. just free in the world doing whatever i want.
me too :(
me too i hate my life :/
:((( I want to live in japan alone without my family or anyone
same
Everyone here in this comments reply’s... let’s run away and start our own space. Completely secluded and away. All of us together but alone, truly free. Not that USA bullshit freedom. Real true freedom... peace, rest, and contentment...
ever fall in love with someone you can’t be with :/
every time
In this exact moment
I fell in love with a person who dosnt exist, just one imagination of her hand on my chest whoever she is she fkd me up lmao
2D anime men
@@AsahiSann Yes... ;-;
"The saddest people are always the nicest because they don't want other people to feel how they feel"
-Robin Williams, The GOAT
Thats why he is the goat!
😢
Yeah and listening to this 440hz shit all day is gonna do that (now imagine the whole wold doing this exact thing what do you think)
Dude, I have a whole bunch of pain that I want to release, but no, but at school, I was the happiest kid, the funny one, but on the inside, I am sad and mad and play games to get out of reality
Edit, that is what a boy feels like women have such a hard but men do you can't cry you get called names and when women cry everyone is there that Is why the happiest people is that saddest
@hunterquast1317 Sadly your so true man
The worst thing is when someone you made memories with becomes a memory.
an infinite cycle. all of our memories will eventually cease entirely. keep creating new memories so that in your last moments there is fulfillment.
they will always be inside your heart.
It happened for a reason, they already completed their mission in your life and life keeps going. Let it go ❤️
❤
yea your right i remember my uncles now haha i miss them sorry im just crying a little
Bro named hiMself “the sad monkey” 😭😭😭🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
"People's lives don't end when they die. It ends when they lose faith." -Itachi Uchiha
itachi is daddy
naruto be teaching us life lessons
Ah yes, a person of culture I see. Thank you for this
People's lives do not end ofc, but they reincarnate...It's when you have faith or courage in God, not god, but God...see the difference? god is a made up god, but God is our true heavenly father up above us. He will decide if you have a chance of becoming a human or animal again...(I rlly hope if I reincarnate I turn into a boy lol, just wanna experience) But....Nice comment tho
i am more dead than ghosts themselves lol
"You were having fun, but didn't realize you were having memories."
cool m8
And how bad I wish to go back.
That’s the beauty of it
Yep I feel like I'm lonely like no want like to friends with me
@@lynndaiana8702 lets be friend
This melody makes those childhood memories just a bit clearer..
🎯
so empty I can’t even cry.
Like sitting in an empty room, watching everything else happen through a window.
You wanna talk about it?
I couldn't have described it better myself, and I've been here for a while...
Sometimes I just want to jump off a building and fall forever. Like...
No pain
No worries
No problems
Escape reality
Just...
Comfort
me too
Same
You should try VR. I know this is kinda random but people have said video games are so fun because you can experience something without actually able to experience it. But with VR. You could technically design your own dream house and walk around in it. Maybe it's a bad suggestion because some people can get lost in that life style, but I rather that then someone take their own life. Live a fake life like you already do. You tell people that you're fine but your actually not. Maybe you're already lost in this world, and it's time to start a new one.
Same...falling sometimes make you think about your life a lot. So you don't worry when you jump off a tall bridge or building. You fall really, really fast, so that makes pressure to your mind. I would like to fall forever, so I don't have to worry, but it can be scary sometimes...falling forever, and you can't get out. It might be frustrating or dizzy tbh. But nice comment tho!
same. and never hit the ground
Funny how strangers on the internet are more relatable than everyone around you..
u tired of being here too?
Yeah that’s true and maybe, just maybe you become friends or best friends online or in real life but if your parents or anyone that says this to you “strangers, you can’t talk to them” if they are strangers then how the heck are we supposed to make friends or communicate, talk with someone or have relationships or be social to a person who is a stranger? Think about that.
Its because its harder to express your feeling in real life. Your parents might be more relatable than people in the internet but you never really know cause its hard to express in real life than in the internet
Cause we persue friends here in an attempt to find someone relatable, wich is much easier since i can mett someone like me on the other side of the world.
Yeah
"behind all the jokes, all the laughs, there's just a boy trying to make everyone smile."
Story of my life.
relatable.
Real
Same the smiles make my meaningless life a little bit better
Same
I don't want to be alone anymore.
I feel you bro😢
i’m with you ❤
I'm fine with being alone when I look at others
What I want is to be content
womp womp- i mean were here for you bro ( •̀ ω •́ )✧
don't we all man, don't we all...
anyone still here?
Yeah bro wyd?
yo
still here :)
yessir
Hey man. Here as always
didn’t think it was possible to make this song sadder
Could never agree more...
The change in tone suggests that the original song is meant to represent a façade, and this is their true personality- sad, lonely, miserable
@Erin Kormany It isn't just the rain it's the warped sound. Like a song from your saddest dreams.
I never quite saw as this song as something sad. It was always more of just a being in the moment and having a liveliness to it and its so calm it’s kind of just like that neutral feeling you feel when you feel nothing but everything at the same time So no I don’t think it’s sad at all. if I could put this song into an action it would be a comforting but cold hug.
Yup I agree
You have survived every worst day of your life. At an age where you should have felt safe and stable, you formed coping mechanisms and survival skills to endure the storm around you. You built a home within yourself. You hold a power that most do not have and take decades to learn. You’ve mastered the art of being grateful for the little things (like the way it smells outside after it rains, having a genuinely good laugh, or the chills you get from your favorite music), to be alive and get through another day, while other people have everything and are still not happy. You are stronger and more capable than you’ll ever know. The demons that hurt you? Live on and prove them wrong. Don’t let them win.
But I can't, I had big dream like you're talking about cause I got a big scar on my arm
“Hope is something you give yourself,That is the meaning of inner strength”
-Uncle Iroh
Guys, I'm here to say that i finally found her. She is so beautiful and kind, I'm very happy with her. I genuinely hope we will last for so long. Keep your heads up kings, things will become better for sure!
i wish i were you
i just have a couple questions if your okay with that.
how did you fall in love with her and how did you express yourself get together
"hey man wanna play some games?"
"Sorry man my mom is calling me to eat"
"Ok see you later."
Last online 8 years ago
:(
My homie on Xbox360 bubbleraps 🙂 hopefully he doing good
:/
out of all the comments here this was the only one to give me shivers
dam
This isn’t a song it’s a feeling.
Yeah man......
that feeling: laying in bed at 3 am as a gentle fan blows on you and you only stare at the ceiling, feeling disconnected from the world.
@1354 I would love to see it!
The Best kind of Music are the ones that make you feel something
@@whovianmaverick6348 damn you said it better than I did
This song makes me feel that it's ok to be not loved and depressed because no matter what I'll always be sad
Real.
It's ok to be sad. But i can promise you, someone loves you. Your are loved, even if it's by strangers. Someone sees you, and they will notice your absence.
True.
Jesus loves you
"boys want only one thing and its disgusting"
i just want a hug and a person that i can trust and love...
honestly bro 😕
Wish I could give you a hug.. I hope you found/find someone :)
Real
You can always trust Jesus and he loves you more than anyone
@@linguinitini im not trying to be rude or anything but i dont belive in any gods
“People cry, not because they are weak,
It’s because they have been strong for to long “
Sorry for the off topic but ur pfp looks like my cat
@@lizzy_bizzyy I like your high rise invasion pfp also what’s your cats name
@@oliverrobinson4265 cat
@@lizzy_bizzyy cat is a good name ngl
@@cely1442 like fr tho
I miss my family
I miss my friends
I miss my old self
I miss all the good times
I miss the *happiness*
I like how the happiness stands out its like its calling you know
I miss the feeling of not having a single care in this world not being judged by anyone and living freedom as a child
Same
Miss my old myself
i know it won't help but i love you things will be good again. they may be different but they will be good. better than you could ever imagine
sounds like life's game over theme.
everything's done. you did what you could. experienced, saw, felt, and learned a lot of things. but as your eyes fade to black, this lullaby attempts to comfort your soul, bring peace to you before you leave your body as thousands upon millions of moments flash before your eyes.
it just tells you.
it's over.
its okay to let go.
Ty
You don’t know how desperately I need someone to tell me, “it’s okay to let go. You did your best. I’m proud of you.” And just let me put myself to rest. I need that so bad.
I’m listening to this in the dark, and it started to softly rain outside against the roof and autumn leaves of the branches. It’s pretty nice.
"I don't wanna get attached to anyone anymore, it only destroys me in the end."
-Anonymous
Wow that hit
Yup. That Disney movie shit ain't real. 9/10 times they don't love you back. And your unrepricated emotions just eat away at you
I had 2 friends and they were like a part of me, then we lost contact and I guess the ones we love most are the ones who betray and hurt us the most.
it’s not late
tbh, i can relate to that
Pov: your slowly letting go of everything..
please don't. You'll miss so many people you don't even know yet. I know it's not easy in this situation with the virus and stuff, but it won't always stay like that. As an adult, you may not be able to do things as easily as you did as a child, but you can do things you weren't able to do as a child too. Then you alone can choose who to be with and trust me, it's worth the wait. I hope you're doing well and stay safe
Yeah I know
But I'm still here
Both of us are here! Why r we here?
Why am I here? I'm waiting for the better to come my dear. I wanna see what happens after I do everything I suppsoed to do! I want everything to happen to I could go somewhere else and have a better life, a peaceful one. I wanna see what my right person looks like!!! I want someone to teach me how to cook! I still haven't had my first kiss. I want someone to think they're special to have me. I want to be the special thing someone thinks about. I wanna have all the pets I've ever wanted to have and my parents didn't allow me to have! I wanna tell someone how much I love coconut ice cream! I want to live somewhere with someone who walking around them, with jsut shorts and a t-shirt not baggy clothes wouldn't lead em to judge my body..
I still haven't woken upppp in someone's arms. I still didn't check up on the people who I'm here because of. I want them to see how far I've came thanks to them. :))^^
Make your own reasons to stay here. Please
Because once you do., no person on this earth will ever be able to trigger the thought of dear inside you. They'd only trigger the thought of not being here. But it's exactly not being here. It's being invisible and having the perfect peaceful I've with someone . The life i mentioned before. Love u
U got this
@@lina8586 please...
Teach me how to be like you
I want your mind
Your thoughts
Mine are so corrupted I can't sit down with myself without hating what I've done and who I am
Never let go, stranger
Because your who I want to be
It's a beautiful thing
maybe i already let go. maybe i'm just waiting for the slow realization.
I used to laugh at the sad Tiktoks until I really became sad myself, I never once thought I would be listening to this type of music while just sitting on my bad at 1am thinking to myself how I could have possibly made it where I am now, what went wrong? what caused everything to go south? I still don't know to this day, so I still sit here in my bed, in silence, alone with nothing or nobody but my own thoughts.
Hi Hug 🫂
Hope you’re doing better bro, i mean it ❤
I know exactly why my life turned out the way it did
The worst part is knowing things could have been better had I made another decision
Now, I have to live out the rest of my life knowing that I made the wrong choice
I could not agree more. When you are happy, you feel good but when you’re sad and alone with nothing but your own thoughts, things take on a whole new look. Trust me when I say that I am seeing this look now. To any and all people who are struggling, don’t give up. We can rise above this if we try.
i wish tiktok was banned it is one of the things that actually ruined my life
"i love you, im going to bed"
"okay, i love you too"
*wakes up to find ive been blocked*
Im sorry to hear that. Stay strong ❤
Sorry but can we get a bit more context also has the person unblocked you?
"The mirror is my best friend because when I cry, it doesn't laugh"
Or judge me:)
🙁💔💔💔 Damn this made my heart sink bro, I felt this on a whole other level.
i wish i had that, the mirror judges me when i cry.
Bro the saddest thing is realizing that u are growing up and ur parents ar getting older and they won’t be here one day It’s a simulation but with memories and lots of sadness
-Stranger
-Charli Chaplin
I'm trying my best. But "my best" will never be enough. Why couldn't I have been smarter?
update: ive gotten better, my self esteem has gotten better and im getting healthier. i have new friends that genuinely appreciate me. i have a long way to go but knowing what im worth is something that motivates me. i just want to tell you all it does get better, it just takes time :)
Is okay sweet heart
dont worry, thats not the reason why u are here
I feel your pain
being smart is really just someone else's definition of smart
You are incredibly smart
A little over a year ago I had a very painful situation happen to me. I listened to this entire thing for and hour walking until my feet hurt on that warm but cloudy day. I felt upset but also very at peace
Hope your better now brother 🤍
"The worst part about nostalgia is knowing you're never going back."
Your right man. It hits diffentent
anyone else just wanna be in the video, sit in the rain with wet clothes, think about life, watch the train, feel the wind gently going thru your body, and listen to this song in your headphones with your pet together?
Yes nothing is better than this
Honestly...yep, I would love to be in this screen rn. Nice comment tho!
Not wet clothes but like a raincoat yes
i feel like it would be a great place to just let everything out
You ok?
I just want to be a kid again. I didn’t have a care in the world, it was so peaceful to have to worry about anything… if only it lasted longer.
You could fantasise about everything, even the worst situations were a breeze to deal with. Now, whenever I think about the future, not even my future bit the future of humanity, I only see darkness... I wish I could go back, but instead of reliving my past I would love to have a different childhood. One in which my parents loved me unconditionally. One in which I wasn't bullied.
It’s sad, knowing that I’m turning into a teenager in about 2 months. Everything before covid was amazing and I just wish I was able to enjoy the last moments of Yr6 without the virus ruining my memories. Secondary school is very stressful, I’ve got anxiety now and everyone in the school hates me. I just wish I was able to go back a few years and just enjoy my childhood a bit more. 💔
@@rarebear76 secondary school isn’t that bad I’m yr9 and it’s ok yiu can do it
Same
@@daddylonglegs772 Thank you 💞 It’s not secondary school itself that I don’t like, it’s the people who think they’re grownups and try to act like they’re the boss of the school.
Man, just reading a lot of these comments, i know deep down all of you are wonderful people and only deserve the best. I'm listening to this and want to burst into tears, but deep down, i know life goes on without or without that special someone. Stay strong, guys, and continue pushing through it even if it feels like it's not worth it anymore. I know one day we are all going delevop that state of mind that envokes happiness for all of us.
MY favorite little song i know i dont have much time left. I been diagnosed with hypoglycemia and its getting bad they say im getting better but in reality im actually dying so whoever sees this just know i hope you have a great day :)
hope u lived a decent life at least
Thank you. I hope you had a good day
Hey, you still here? :(
Live it good, man. Live it bold.
rest in peace. you deserve it ❤
This song plays in my mind in the middle of the night, staring at the ceiling, putting up my fake personality, and cry.
This also plays in my mind buddy, I stare at the ceiling rethinking all my life choices and thinking about people. Do you ever think about that one girl or boy that you did never have any good interactions with or didn't get to know really well, do you think about they thinking abou you on this right moment? I get some... unexplainable vibes from this, it's like falling into a gray desert in the night and walking towards the moon
One of the sounds in this song makes people depressed. I'm one of the people who has had a sad life for a while, and I was no where near depressed but this song ruined my life, and my childhood. so this song just creates depression and I don't know how but if you have ever saw or thought of anything sad while or after listening to this song your life already feels dry but after a few weeks you will realize that you will never be remembered. Only for a few years then your just nothing,nothing to anybody and I really wish more people would realize this but there's one phrase that doesn't make sense until after listening to this song"Whatever happens, happens
@@Hawkard how u can exactly describe my feelings bro i’m serious how
@@cuh7573 haha, quite surprised to see someone who felt the same, I can't really tap into how I would explain more about it, but I just feel disconnected from the world and I join my own, thinking about things that could happen, or just thinking about people
I like to wonder about the thought of someone thinking about me, or missing me, so I gather all these thoughts around and just float in my mind, somewhat lonely but not quite, I would rather say solitary, I am alone but accompanied by myself, it is like a dose of good melancholy
All while wandering that desert towards the moon, it kinda feels good actually lol, it is very relaxing
@@Hawkard yeah i can relate, like now it’s 5 am and i got lesson in 3 hour but thinking about any stupid things, also little things or decision that i made in my life keeps me awake, every night. Anyway i got a nice and friendly family and a lot of friends and all material shit but you know i just feel empty...and the worst thing its that i can’t run through again those years i’ve wasted. I hope i make it understandable cuz my english is not perfect
I hate knowing that I won't be able to reach everyone's expectations.
It’s true
Same
Yea you do one good thing and they want more and more
well if you couldn´t reach their expectations then you don´t them they are just toxic and selfish if they have expectations about people that they think people need to reach for their needs. thank you for reading this goodbye.
@@BURDNSMCRATN Well, it's more like I'm so burnt out from trying. I can't get to bar that's been set for me and I hate feeling like I'm disappointing them. But yes, I absolutely agree with you.
calmed me down during my mental breakdown, this song really keeps me away from doing bad things to myself.
One Word...
Islam
I'm so proud of you!! You're doing amazing!
whereas, this caused me to have one…
@@animateyou7077 i even failed the lord bro.
I wanna go back, back in time, i dont care about what type of childhood i had or could have it was perfect, I was happy everyday felt golden now everyday feels like a burden.
"The shatter of a heart is the loudest silence to be ever made"
this is true. it goes through the whole body, followed by your whole heart, mind and eyes.
even from a distance it sure be hearable...
Damn.
I wish someone would check up on me
But no one cares because I'm a guy
"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called present."- Master oogway.
Im your 100 like and 1 reply ✨
@@vvvrt585 nice
If thou cheats on you with another their is always her mother -me high asf
Damn
im your 200 like and fith reply 😁😄
This song is what I listen to when I’m at my lowest. It doesn’t make me feel better but it feels like what I’m feeling is understood. That, in some of my worst moments as a person I’m recognized. Seen. This understanding is what keeps me seeing the next day. Thank you.
There’s a lot going on rn for me and I’ve always been a happy person but now I just broke down crying , so Much stuff builds up and just comes out
Hope you a great Day bro ❤
This makes me feel like sitting on a school rooftop all alone all dark and its raining.....while realizing life
here i am, 4 am, i have school tomorrow, and unfortunately it’s not online, i’ll have to see real people lol, i can’t sleep, my mind won’t shut up, my hand is all red because i keep punching the walls, i honestly don’t know what to do anymore
Same men
please hold on Im struggling too but I always try to be the best of me, seek the happiness in every small detail... Don't fall just yet ... don't you want to be the star of your life? hold on...
@@nourelxhouda101 damn l’an you just made me overthink about this for Like an hour
I hope you get better soon💔
it’s okay we all go through hard times, time were we feel tired not only physically but mentally.. I’ve been dealing with it myself but I’m here to tell you it’s gets better, just know that God loves you and cares for you... and He can take away all that burden and unease feeling.. if you just let Him! God is there for you if you just let Him in! I hope the best for you ! :)
“A soldier fights not because he hates what’s in front of him, he fights because he loves what’s behind him”
True facts my guy
And a [hurt] person isn't trying to survive because they love what's infront of them, but because they hate what's behind them and just hope for the better.
ur pfp
they said "Believe in your dreams" but were also the same people who told me they were stupid
Reading all the interesting comments and listening to this track is the best
real
Have you ever felt so alone to the point it feels like reality isn’t really reality at all? Like you are almost trapped in a glass box, spectating everything that goes on in life. That’s how I feel.
bro same…. :(
BRO BRO, THATS ME WTF....
Moments then i think my life isn't real, someone is controling, idk... :(
me too. i’m not real, my friends and family aren’t real, and to me, i feel like you probably aren’t real either. but hey, i can’t say it will get better, bc it hasn’t for me, but all i can say is i’m going through the same thing everyday and even though i don’t know you, i’m here
@@larissalittzi5813 Posible u aren't real.... But it's ok...
Same
“Life is like a book, I guess this is the last chapter.”
Bro are you ok? Maybe get help or something. Just don't make it the last chapter. Life is more than a book. It's a movie. People will come and go. But remember the ones that love you the ones that care for you
I hope your okay !
@Matias Garces XD
Don’t make it last chapter! Break the book and separate into a series! A better way of going is to have everything you have gone... Secrets, status and suffering will lift when you finally talk to someone deeply and open up. It will hurt, but there’s a light at the end of the tunnel! 💖👑✨😔🌈
if this is srs plz dont :( go get help from someone you've been with for a while or someone you're close to, well maybe not ur family because from our experience family isnt alwayz the best option, go speak to a close friend or your lover, idk!
(edit) i have started therapy!! ive gotten coping skills and ive been working on myself!!!
this is really personal and mentions thoughts of dying + sh
the other night, for the first time ever, i cried my heart out at like 1:30 am because i really wanted to die. i know i could never actually attempt because i’m too scared to, but god i really wanted to go.
i don’t want to go because i think no one will care, i KNOW people will care, i want to go because i’m starting to give up.
i’ve been going through it for so long.
it feels like no matter what i do i’ll never be enough. not for my parents. not for my family. not as a daughter, a human, a friend, i’m just not good enough.
maybe if i disappear for just a little bit things will feel better, no worries, no anxiety, no stress, i’ll just be okay.
i’ve thought i wasn’t good enough since i was either 6 or 7.
my parents are split so whenever i’d go to my dads house at that time, i’d put on my best behavior.
one time my mom and stepdad asked why i was perfect over there and not with them, and my little like 1st grader self said “i want to be the perfect daughter for him” while in tears.
i’ve lost motivation to do well in school, it’s not because i don’t care, i DO care, i just, i don’t have motivation.
i constantly feel stressed and i’ve done a form of sh since elementary school, no i do not cut, if i get to mad at myself i will bite my hands, arms, and knees because after a couple of minutes the marks disappear, so no one knows.
my life is okay, but sometimes i really want it to end.
Maybe your just too tired of trying to meet everyone's expectation, Your worried of how differently they will view you and how they will change around you, your comfortable with the ways things are right now, but it's not the way you want them. I suggest finding your true identity first before trying to resolve anything. And Besides, I felt this way too, I found myself through Jesus and maybe you can find yourself through him too, and if not. there are many ways you can and I will always believe in you. You have your own special place in my heart now.
@@rookie9357 thank you so much it really means a lot to me:)
i’ve been in a better headspace and haven’t felt the need to commit lately, i’ve been trying to find myself and i have a lot of people here to help me
again, thank you:)
Well, I'm really happy for you and I'll pray for your happiness to grow exponentially. You might not feel like it, but you deserve happiness, and you deserve to be yourself around others, we are all happy for you. Every single one of us (Jesus Included) and we wil be happy watching you journey on.@@pon_ponyo
This hit home.. the exact situation. I’m so sorry you had to go through it too.
Sometimes I like to remind myself that I’m worth it, even if it’s just because of liking how my hair or clothes look in the morning. I can be okay. Even if I’m not right now, I can be okay.
@@pon_ponyoit's good to see you're doing better now, keep pushing on ❤
This song feels like the musical embodiment of "I miss the times when we were all truly happy. Those were good times."
But hey, remember, the good times may be gone, but they won't be gone forever. Things will never be great forever, but there will be good times in the future. Keep on going and being strong. I'm proud of all of you.
What tf does that flag mean?
@@Chillico It’s the nonbinary flag
@@COOLNINJA7 are u non-binary?
@@Chillico yes
@@COOLNINJA7 so u don’t have a gender?
'''Im sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry. Stay here until you stop crying.''
"I love you, so come sit and let's watch the stars."
I am not able to cry but this has got me on the virge of tears thank you for this
@@darkinsanity6438 I would love to do that right now but it's sleepy time heh-
@@Beesbumble346 Goodnight sweet stranger
why are you all so menacing to me. i was just being appreciative.
This song makes me want to sit in a quiet room and wish I was a kid again. Life was so simple back then.
Yea bro I feel u
The sun shone brighter back then, didn't it? The world seemed more colourful back then, didn't it? Our eyes used to glisten with hope, with awe, with magic. Now all they glisten with is tears, sobbing silently in a darkened bedroom over where the years have gone. Over a time where the sun shone brighter. Over a time where the world was more colourful.
Over a time that we can never get back.
@@gifflebunk7272 I wish we could go back
You can. But in a different way. Have fun, hang out with you friends. Go swimming at the beach and make sand castles. Explore the world.
@@comakiller2264 I can't, im always pilled with school homework or just crowded with work. I never ever have time to go out, even if it's family.
If I’m nice to everyone why do they still hate me? I just want a shoulder to cry on and make that hug last forever. Or give me a room to sit and cry in reminiscing my life but only reminiscing the bad things, but I still put everyone before me. They deserve it more than I.
I always laughed at the people making these comments and videos. It just never occurred to me that eventually i'd be one of them.
I feel like I’m just sitting at the edge of a building watching people be happy while I sit alone looking at the city lights
You feel as your a cloud wishing to be everywhere you wont vanish you wont fear anything but youll still see the ones you love you know them but they dont know you they wonder why is the sky so blue and why are the clouds so beautiful? Its cause they see you:)
I hate watching people seem so happy with there family, and friends, and stuff, while I sit alone with a unfunctional family, Im not happy, but I'm not depressed, I just feel empty and bored of life, I just hope that someday, someone will make me feel happy ;(
@@kokoboy3114
Do you have friends?
@@camilo_fb668 no :(
$WERVE - CITY LIGHT$ reference?????
"You'll never be old enough to understand until it happens to you"
- A dude with great eyes
I’m sitting on my bed crying I’m not even 14 yet and this just brings back to many memories of my old friends… the only friends I ever had.
This will sound so childish but I’m crying in bed thinking about playing fortnite and roblox with my friends in 2019, everything was easy, no stress, no exams, just pure happiness..
Scrolling through the comments and most of them are just people venting or commenting their problems or straight up emotions, even if no one sees it, it just feels good to know that u wrote it somewhere in the world and let everything out.
Honestly
i suppose so. stay safe stranger
It's just a comment among millions, cast out with desperation to a dying world.
What I broke can never b replaced :/ :(
yeah :(
Sometimes I wonder, if I were to shove headphones onto someone, and tell them that this is how I feel. Would they understand?
I think so this song is fucking depressing me
Positive
i would most likely hug them
If you did that to me I would understand you but also fall inlove with you :)
Who knows, might be angry if you "SHOVE" the headphones right in, and say "this is how I feel", they would probably be angry, confused, hurt, or just nothing at all, but dead silence. But, I know what you mean....I don't know how they would feel. Maybe I should try it. I mean I'll give it a try?...But,....(Nice comment tho!)
The worst thing is to have no friends. I lost nearly anybody I like. They just drift away. And finding new friends is for introverts like me really difficult. Joining a bobble of people where they allready know each other or even be like classmates, get accepted by them and get you friendship on the same level to dont get left behind is nearly impossible. Life is not easy. Live to work and work to live. Its now like 1 year that Im 99% allone when I play videogames and I notice that games are becoming less and less fun.
I hope you guys dont run in the same problem. Love you all.
I am the exact same, I hope everything becomes better, stay strong brother and keep on going ❤
Ey thanks man. If you want we can do something together. Like playing games or just talking.
Thanks man love you too
I feel that to be honest, I'm autistic and its always been hard to form bonds with people and keep them. Never been able to fit in, always been seen as the weird kid and in general just struggle socialising.
I made real friends for the first time in almost my whole life and after less than a year they already stopped caring, always ignore me etc and i'm always quiet around them because they never care about what i have to say. Im just a ghost to everyone around me.
Sorry about the small vent, just glad to know I'm not alone and other people struggle with the same stuff as well. Hope you have a good day/night
@@parrotblossom Don't worry bro we're all here for you, also, you're not alone, many of us have been through situations like that.
When I started school I didn't hang around anyone real, I just kinda moved around like a puzzle piece that didn't fit in but trust me, one day you'll find a real true friend, i can assure you that.
Have a great day bro,
Love from Australia ❤
You know, at my lowest point i listened to this exact video a lot. I could scroll through the comments and see my old likes on 2-3 year old comments. Thanks
"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live."-Norman Cousins
Wow...but I'd rather die to end with this pain inside me
@@varenzer_h8jk425 The pain doesnt stop. it gives it to someone else.
@@varenzer_h8jk425 I took the pain of 7+ people, im still a child.
@@shadesofgrey7522 After you die, it doesn't matter if someone else is gonna suffer.
What you say is true, but doesn't help at all
@@varenzer_h8jk425 i know. im just saying. if you commit suicide. you'll give more pain to your love ones.
The five words I wish I didn't say "I wish I was grown". Man the things I would do to go back, and actually be happy.
same bro ..
just the only thing i don't really like being a kid is that sometime people just don't belive you becase you are a kid and they will just say ''is only your imaganation''
Things you wish you didn’t say in the past were things you said about the future. Yesterday is gone, so love Today as He is, and Tomorrow will great you ready
too loud.
i remember i said this to my godfather and he said “no you don’t when you grow up you’ll regret it”
I met someone very special to me just last year, and the fact that she's a senior means I don't have much time to see them during school. She is a reminder that good people do exist and that I'm never alone. It's people like her that helped me really live. even if I might not see her again after summer, I'll know that she finally helped me shed my tears.
Hurt
Sitting in the dark on my phone just relaxing with the natural light from the window at 6pm when it gets dark early..:
I feel like every single person that comes to these kinda safe spaces on the internet, either vents, shares positive affirmations, or just sits and listens for the vibe. Sometimes I imagine all of us ending up in the same room and just sharing each others company. I'm getting too exhausted and drained from being alone.
That would be nice
Ssme
That would be very nice. And I feel you about being alone and numb. I hope you are alright.
that will be the best.
I wish
Who else wanna have this playing when you review the memories you cherish when you die?
I’m currently listening to this while saying goodbye to everyone I know
@@alexpalmytelsa pls dont do that, i'm sure if you stay patient, someone will find you and save you, if you've given up never stop trying, have hope.
but i think i'm gonna say goodbye too...
@@D7A1 I should’ve been more specific my friends are going to a different highschool
@@alexpalmytelsa oh, ok, i thought it was something way worse...
...
I lost a friend of 4 years I will probably never see him again. He was a good friend too helped me with my homework we played roblox together. The memories...
The problem with hapyness, is we realize we got it only when we lost it.
~Kellog, Fallout 4
Fr
she attempted suicide yesterday. she didn’t succeed, but i couldn’t stop it. i went to her house, but i wasn’t let into her room. she’s still alive, but it’s been on my mind. i love her. i’ve known her since i was 3 days old. all of this at 15 y.o.
im sorry
I send my condolences to you and her... I'm so sorry
I hope she is doing better, let her know that you will always be there for her no matter what... I’m praying that she gets better and I hope she will see that she has a purpose and that she has many people that love her... :)
first of all, I hope you and your friend are feeling well and second of all: It's not your fault. I know it may feel like it, that you could have shown her more how much she's worth to you, but I can assure you, you didn't "love her not well enough". I myself had suicidal thought before and when you think of it, you don't think of it, because you feel like you don't have people that care about you. for me it was more like I don't want to be here even though I have people that deeply care about me. I don't know if it's the same for your friend, but if it is, then you can hardly do anything against it by yourself. I know it feel terrible to not be able to do anything, but you're doing good with just being her friend. You are enough to be who you are and if that's not enough, that's not your fault. I hope your friend will be able to live through this hard time and I'm 100% sure, with a little of your help, it will be much easier. this doesn't mean, you have to do anything to make her feel better, because that can drag you down with her. take care of yourself and I wish you the best of luck for your future. much love.
Lmao internet fucking broke me im sorry man...
school rooftop is the song that started my passion for lofi. i luv escapism :)
it's what made me start producing man.
I'm...I don't know, honestly. I'm pretty numb right now, cause of the alcohol, but I'm trying so hard to keep moving forward.
But it's hard...but I have to try...I have to try...
I feel hollow, like i am missing something important. Regardless, i push fowards while not knowing why i do it
I too feel like there's something wrong with me. I'm different in some way. At school, at home, everywhere. The only escape is online. Online, I can relate to people. Online, I can enjoy hanging out with other people. Online, I am accepted. In the real world, I am hated and I don't know why. In the real world, people use me. In the real world, I suffer.
What is it that we are missing?
Even though we are missing something, we keep going. We keep moving on through our life without exactly knowing why we keep going through a life of abuse, mistreatment, hate, and sadness.
the most painful thing in life is to see people moving forward while u are still stuck at past with memories all alone
Fr
No point in looking back. No one is there. So make new memories even if it’s painful. It will be euphoric.
Never lose yourself because everybody was born without purpose but with that they built their lives from ground up, the greeks though they were a weak country they built the most beautiful,
Remember that you are alive, life is meaningless but with your experiences you make meaning, your friends are happy, you shouldn’t be jealous, find a hobby that makes you somewhat happy, its okay that you don’t have a partner but you can walk a path alone, its not a need to do basis that you need children, children is just another thing that makes you happy and to make you work hard, “you should be happy in the darkest times, because that is what gives us importance”
Hey, I understand. But you know what ? Just move.
@@NyctusD LOW TIER GOD
POV: it’s the middle of the night, you lay on you’re bed, unable to sleep, when this song starts to play. Instead of just laying there you get up and mindlessly walk outside and sit on a chair outside. The moon gently illuminates the scenery around you, the sky adorned with millions of shining gems, the world around you slowly fades off and now it’s just you, you’re thoughts and the song, playing over and over, and just for a moment you feel a sense of calm, as if you’re finally home, just you, the music, and the stars...
Indeed, it's like you just read my whole scenario tbh...Calmness, and relaxation does sound peaceful tho, to bad we don't have none of that here. I hope you have all of that tho. This song does have a connection with me and life I guess, it's like a memory card, and it can't get out. But Nice comment tho!
Thank you
that was most beatiful thing iv ever readed in my whole entire life, it was so beatiful it maked me cry
this song reminds me of ripples on the surface of water. extending outwards over and over. eventually it returns to the same state as before. feels like there's no way to move past this, to start anew. just keep going forward, knowing you're the same.
I've never felt so comfortable, and safe as when I listen to this song, it brings be peace in a way I can't explain. It brings back bad memories, but it also brings back good memories. Life feels so much more real when listening to this.
To who ever read this, I wish you only happiness and good in your future, take care dear stranger.
this song makes me feel like i need to make up for all the years i lost. sneaking out, doing things i want, being impulsive, not caring, going out at night. just feeling free. the feeling that everyone longs for.
i can totally relate, i’ve wasted so much time doing nothing because i didn’t think i was capable. it’s so unfortunate but i can still make it happen. hope you can too :)
@@yumyum6450 thank you so much.
Yes
Yup
Hru now
Laying in bed , thinking of what I should've done, why I didn't , what to do now, and why these memories and thoughts keep me up at night.
Bro I get it, but you can’t keep doing this to yourself. You have to move on. The past is In the past and you can’t change it and you can’t worry about the future because it hasn’t happened. You have to live in the present and do what you do best and just maybe just maybe you’ll get something you want but sadly life isn’t about what you want. And somethings things aren’t gonna play out like you want them to. So if you life life without a plan you can never fail. But remember things happen for a reason you may not know now but sum day you will understand why. I don’t even know what things happened how they happened for me but I know one day I’ll look back in a way better position and be thankful it didn’t happen like that. But yes I know the feeling of just laying in bed in the middle of the night thinking about what you’ve should’ve done and the little fantasy that play in your head. I personally believe that I am my own worst enemy and I hurt myself the most. But anyways have a good one stay blessed.
@@samuelgallegos5107 true… if you remain plagued with the thought of the past, what you could have done different, how will you ever think of your future? Ask yourself not what you could have done, but what you can do.
@@samuelgallegos5107 if you could not fail, how high would you jump
@@samuelgallegos5107 ty for this
Same
My two grandparents and my uncle passed 3-2 years ago... My uncle died from an overdose, i remember being on the balcony of his apartment, the way the breeze smelt was insane.. My grandma started drinking alot due to my uncles death, and my grandpa's machine that helped his kidneys keep moving failed and the last thing i remember of him was him acting drunk and the paramedics helping him on the stretcher, he died like a day after. My grandma drank heavily and we had to cancel our christmas gathering due to it. She later died of a heart attack and my mom found her, she was cold at that point. she's been dead for hours, i miss my grandpa. he made the best pancakes and waffles.
Doc: "I'm sorry but..you only have 1 hour left to live."
"Can i have some earbuds?"
real.
When I was a kid, I went to a daycare. There was a man at this daycare, he made everyone so happy, he made them smile and laugh. He was an excellent man. His name was Freddie. He'd do anything to put a smile on our faces. Honestly, he seemed happy himself. But now, I can very clearly see that isn't the case. Freddie killed himself. I have no idea why. He seemed so happy. For the most part, people aren't the same on the inside as they are on the outside. I don't know why I'm typing this. I'm sad. Don't kill yourself, please.
Dam that hit hard..
i am writing my suicide letter rn and now im thinking.
@@hako964 Please keep thinking, throw those thoughts away. Whether you know it or not there are people out there who care for you. Don’t be so selfish as to kill yourself. Do you even know how it would affect the people around you? Sorry, I got carried away. Please, don’t do it.
@Khandro Tashi Thanks
@@mr.ferrari9550 i think he/she already doesnt care about others, life, friends, or future and other things. he/she just want to not feel this pain anymore. i feel the same. that's why i understand him/her. sorry if i seemed rude, but.. whats how we, suicidal and depressed people think.
good luck in the future :)
... why am i even writing this, no one cares about me either. thats how it was for all of my life
this doesn’t get me sad or anything, it just reminds me of an empty space, like i’m nothing and i don’t even exist. it’s scary but a comforting feeling.
but yeah this makes me feel like i’m not at all real and i’m just something in the middle of nowhere in space
OMORI. That's all I'm going to say. (try looking it up :))
exactly
@@unclebenzo Please, avoid any and all OMORI media online. I already got spoiled. 😭😭 (and BTW I'm glad you're enjoying it!)
I find it comforting, that’s what I believe lays in death. I feel like it’s the ultimate freedom, you aren’t bound to anything anymore not even your own flesh or ability to make decisions you have no choice other then to be calm and that’s freeing
Why can i relate with almost every single person in these comments, but i cant find a shoulder to cry on in real life without that person thinking I'm overreacting or dramatic or just seeking attention.
Feeling, but they don’t feel what you do. It’s always the looks you get…
I've shut all of the mirrors in my house so I wouldn't have a mental breakdown. It's bad when no one else takes you seriously, but what about when you don't even take yourself seriously? I'm not the only one like this, am I?
“Ur too young to be depressed u haven’t matured yet” maturing isn’t abt age it’s abt experience
for real.
It's partly about age as well, your brain isn't done developing yet until you reach a certain age. I'd say it's probably like 30% age, 70% experience
thats what my parents told me "you cant be depressed, your too young!"
You're right. People look at me and assume that I'm some ignorant 11 yr old. I'm not 11, --far from it, actually, despite my looks.
It doesn't mean I've never sat alone in a dark room at 2 am with my head to my knees, crying my face out. Even though I have childish roundness to my face doesn't mean that I've never experienced depression. It doesn't mean I've never lost someone...
If they're so experienced, maybe they should know by now that a smile means nothing. It rarely does, anyway...
I am not underestimating how they feel. I'm accepting that it goes both ways, really...
Just because the world hit you, doesn't mean that the world hasn't hit anyone else harder, after all.
Don't assume things; just know that we're all just minds with varying experiences. And we're all real... we're all real...
right?
I feel like I‘m standing on the edge of the depression pool, which is probably why I came here. Hope I won‘t fall in again..
Bruder alles wird gut 😞
Stay strong, friend.
bro du hast uns allen eine gute Kindheit beschert, bleib stark
@@matveimuller3385 🤝👑
Einfach Galileel der echte
my house has never been my home
I’m in 12th grade atm and listening to this makes me remember all the fun times i had in school and it is kind of weird tbh ,leaving something that’s been with you for 12 years is kind of sad and depressing since i dont have any social life outside of school its kind of scary, but i hope it will be fine even tho i know it will be hard from now on ,it feels like ending a game you have been playing for 12 years with all the hardships and fun times and then leaving it for good ,it’s funny how your life can change in a moment and you can not do anything about it , but I don’t think that it is necessary bad just weird.
I really like the community here, all the comments, everyone here seems to relate to one another; if only we could all gather together and talk, a lot of us are suffering in silence and nobody realizes it.
really
I wish we could. At least i would feel like i'm not alone, but the thing i wish the most is to be loved, to be needed the way i need the others.
We could make a discord server and be able to join in call to be able to express what we feel
i just wanna make my momma proud man but i cant even do that right:(
@@marco-em4il i'm sorry for you, i'm sure you are a beautiful person, you should be proud of you before making the others proud. I'm not really good for advices since i don't even do what i say '^^ but i'm proud of you :)
i just feel that i'm waisting my life everyday and i can't change it
Fr
I just can’t get up to not waste it
Yeah! I wish I could just DO something, but there’s nothing I can DO! Like, I’m too young to do anything to “forward my career,” but school’s out right now, so I can’t even do that
this made me think fr..
Do you want to change the World?
When your day is going good but your mom gets home from work.
its okay to feel sad. for a long time too. but when you’re ready, do something about it.
"most of those who start with you will not always finish with you."
that rlly hit me hard. . .
Just the felling that they don’t care anymore
Damn.. that hits hard bro..
and they don’t sucks having to learn it the hard way
Mom: I want you to meet the boy next door!
Me: Okay! I think we'll be good friends
this was the conversation when I made my best friend!
I just lost him last week to suicide.
I watch people's stories and they tag their besties and share pictures, and im like damn and get on with life because i dont have a bestie that i talk to everyday.
me too I wish I had a friend to talk to instead of being alone all the time
me too. it’s been over 3 years since i’ve made a new friend. and you know who always manages to make friends? my brother. and you know what else? they like the same stuff that he does. my childhood “friend” only hangs out with me when her mom forces her to come, and she spends the entire time talking about bts, her boyfriend, and how fun school is. she knows that my parents are over-protective of covid and that i haven’t gone to in person school in almost 3 years. i hate it. i want my own friends who are my age and who like what i like. i’m tired of being alone.
I'm with you bro
It’s a simulator honestly in my life
@@mirabell. exactly what im going through
You know what's a great emotion we've all felt? NOSTALGIA, yes, time is limited, but yet you make great memories. It's a bittersweet feeling that can simultaneously bring tears to your eyes and a smile to your lips. Nostalgia has a unique way of tugging at the strings of our hearts, reminding us of moments long gone, and filling our souls with both sadness and happiness.
When we think about nostalgia, we often associate it with the past, those moments that have slipped through our fingers like grains of sand. It's the laughter of childhood friends, the warmth of a long-lost summer, and the innocence of days gone by. Nostalgia transports us to a place where time stands still, allowing us to relive cherished moments, even if just in our minds.
There's a profound sense of melancholy that accompanies nostalgia. It's the realization that those beautiful moments, like the vibrant colors of a sunset, are fleeting. We can't turn back the clock, and as the years pass, those memories can become more distant, faded, and sometimes even embellished. The people we once knew may have moved on, the places changed, and the world transformed. Nostalgia, in its purest form, is the manifestation of longing for a time and place that can never be recreated.
Yet, there's also an undeniable happiness that nostalgia brings. It's in the tears shed for loved ones no longer with us and the smiles exchanged with old friends. Nostalgia is a reminder that life is a beautiful, complex tapestry woven from experiences, and it's a testament to the joy we've experienced along the way. The sadness of nostalgia is like the shadow behind the sunlight; it enhances the beauty of the memories.. Dont be sad that it's over, smile because it happened.
With that being said I wish you all the best, peace.
Do not cry because it has passed...but rejoice because it has happened...Live in the present and live in the moment...we only live once
I’m still young. I’m only 13, I don’t want to grow up everyday it feels like I’m loosing grip and one day I’m going to let go and keep falling until I reach the end. And nobody knows what happens at the end so it’s like life is just aimlessly falling. Until, you don’t :(
Choose to be happy in some point of life,life is short you are draining the times that you're happy;)
I guess its true, But lets just say some advice, Since your young you can still have fun, Common saying that still have it while it lasts, Spend more time with your family, even if it seems impossible, Try start some routines like fitness and stuff, Next. Focus on your relationships, Your a little to young to have a boyfriend which is okay, try not to let people bully you okay? Try be the nicest you can. Focus on your work last, care for your mental state, try not to think to deep, Trust me, you won't know what happiness is then. Always listen to your parents.
@@somefneark5976 Lol imma boy btw 💀. Anyway yeah I’ll try I know I still have a lot ahead of me but everytime adulthood comes up it has something to do with misery, no enthusiasm and just plain old repetitive days and I don’t wanna sit here and just wait here knowing there’s nothing I can do about it and that I’m just inching closer to that miserable repititive lifestyle and there’s nothing I can do
@@Blue-xt4tp choosing to be happy is a lot easier said than done. When things get tough you can’t just simply “choose” to be happy when your surrounded by unhappy things.
You’re right, nobody knows what happens at the end so all you can do is live while you live and make the most of it. The bad times are just as much a part of life as the good times, it’s how you take them that makes the difference. Fear for instance is something you can learn from and sadness is something you can gain empathy from. The bad times allow you to truly appreciate the good times for without bad there can be no good and vice versa. It might be bad right now but just know that things will get better, because you will work with those you care for to make them better. If you don’t believe me then reflect on human nature and ask yourself, do humans adapt to their environment or do they force the environment to adapt to them? I think humans adapt the environment to fit themselves, so if you aren’t happy then change what’s around you so you can be happy