"Why are you crying Lain? Because you deleted yourself from everyone's memory? Lain, isn't that what you wanted all along?" "But I'm no where now. If I'm no where then.. who am I? And.. where am I?"
it was just a cycle... you are in a sad arc/moment, a girl comes, you fall in love with her, she loves you back, you are good together, time passes and something happens in your relationship... but you don't you know what... she starts to get cold with each passing day, week, month and she treats you as if you weren't even her friend, almost like a stranger and then via text she tells you that she has lost interest, that she needs of space or something like that... The cycle starts again but with the difference that you are sadder, you will always remember her... but the real question is...? Will she ever remember you again? Probably not. You feel bad for a person who doesn't even think about you anymore and isn't even grateful for your love and time that you gave to her. It's not worth it. I've long since stopped trying, simply because you'll be sadder after a relationship than when you were single. Please don't feel bad for people who don't even want you anymore... it's useless... just as it's useless to have a relationship, the only ones you have to love are yourself, with time you will understand that the love you need is only that of your parents or relatives.
Enjoy solitude. Why seek a relationship to find meaning? Why seek anything outside of yourself. I could give you the best advice but it's a matter of application. You have to apply it. Most of you are young and in a point where you feel alone and don't want to be. You question whether or not you matter, whether your efforts are in vain. Truth is, no matter how big or how small effort is, you're making progress. Learn to be able to watch movies, to enjoy the things you'd enjoy with others and learn how to enjoy them alone. It's not easy especially when you feel that you need or so desperately want someone. You need to be a man. I'm not talking about hiding your feelings, shutting people out.. I'm talking about moving forward, taking breaks when you need them because longevity matters. You have to learn how to be alone. Play games, listen to music, ride your bike, go exploring in the forest or throughout the city or wherever you are. Just do it alone, invite others if possible and if they don't want to go, fuck them. Just go be a kid bro. Eat snacks, eat food, eat a bunch of unhealthy shit and watch movies late at night. Fuck girls. Fuck relationships. They're overrated.
I had enough of games, or when all the mundane life of going home after work and playing games all over again, I had enough of all these unnecessary conversations or life advice and motivation that won't help, it just won't work on me. The thing is I have already been there many times and struggled with this kind of looniness, I can't help but blame myself. I once had a girl but I threw it away because of my addiction to games and then one day someone who has a similar personality of her, I did it again because of playing games, I can't seem to enjoy playing like I used to. I am the problem, I can't fix it or change myself. Sometimes I drink too much and think maybe it would be better if I'm financially stable, I can stay and make her happy because I won't drag someone else with my poor economy. She said it's fine, it's okay that we can do this and just gone and go to someplace and talk about life. It reminded me of my previous ex, the way she said that, and it hurt me cuz I still can't move on. She is a good person, but it won't fit into my life, I want her to be happy with someone else who has everything that I don't. I regret my decision to say all of that because I want her to be with me, I want me to be that someone who has everything and makes her happy, how pathetic I am, I know... It's just that, I've lived all my life with trauma more than people my age can fathom, abused since a young age, my family dry and dead with no harmonies and love in it, comes financial struggle, I had to be like a slave to be able to work it all out and then some major event that led to my early teenage to late teenage life to unhappiness and depressed, I don't want her to know all of that and have to throw it all of my feelings, deep down I know how lonely it is without someone else to rely on or someone to talk to.
I don’t deserve to be alive I’m not special I regret everything I don’t even know who I am anymore or who I was post to be I’m just nobody I don’t wanna end up homeless one day but I can nearly never finish school cooped up in my room crying fearing I will never do my best to achieve something great but in the end I neither was nothing….
I'm sure you won't become homeless, it's okay to feel that way, the world doesn't make sense, nothing does, you are not a failure and you deserve to be alive
You'll be alright. You don’t have to be productive every day, sleep well knowing that your purpose is to simply be, all lives deserve to be lived including yours, even if you are filled with regrets it is much better to still try than give up and never know what could have been and what could have got better.
I loved her with my whole existence I don’t know what went wrong why she got bored of me !! So i let her go but it’s been 6 months the last time I talked with her I don’t know why it’s still hunt me !! I still miss her so much and I hate myself for it !! She was my best friend
o Senhor Jesus ama vocês, quando estiverem se sentindo tristes e vazios falem com Ele contem tudo, ele sabe exatamente pelo o que nós estamos passando, não fique sozinho. você não está sozinho
tôi là người Việt, tôi cảm thấy bài hát này khiến tôi phải làm sao và làm cách nào để dần dần trầm cảm nhẹ hơn. Tôi đã cô đơn, lạnh lẽo và trầm cảm rất nặng, chính vì vậy tôi lại không thể giao tiếp với xã hội. Chỉ mong rằng, nó sẽ có thể giảm dần dần, để một ngày nào đấy tôi sẽ có thể giao tiếp với xã hội đó là điều mong muốn. Dù nó rất mỏng manh.
Confess the Lord Jesus Christ with your mouth and believe in your heart that He died for your sins on the cross and God raised Him from the dead on the third day; repent of your sins and be baptized in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Spirit!
why are you crying? is it because you cut yourself off from the one person who ever got close to understanding you? but isn’t that what you wanted all along?
“Why are you crying lain? Because you deleted your self from everyone’s memory? Lain isn’t that what you wanted? But I’m nowhere now if I’m nowhere then what then who am I? and where am I?”
"Why are you crying Lain? Because you deleted yourself from everyone's memory?
Lain, isn't that what you wanted all along?"
"But I'm no where now.
If I'm no where then.. who am I? And.. where am I?"
the thing is you only existed for yourself but who are you then ever wonder
@@arjavjain5671fuck I'm crying too
what is this from help
Reminds me of something from Evangelion
@@LuhTwin777its the ‘you must take care of yourself’ speech
it was just a cycle... you are in a sad arc/moment, a girl comes, you fall in love with her, she loves you back, you are good together, time passes and something happens in your relationship... but you don't you know what... she starts to get cold with each passing day, week, month and she treats you as if you weren't even her friend, almost like a stranger and then via text she tells you that she has lost interest, that she needs of space or something like that... The cycle starts again but with the difference that you are sadder, you will always remember her... but the real question is...? Will she ever remember you again? Probably not. You feel bad for a person who doesn't even think about you anymore and isn't even grateful for your love and time that you gave to her. It's not worth it. I've long since stopped trying, simply because you'll be sadder after a relationship than when you were single. Please don't feel bad for people who don't even want you anymore... it's useless... just as it's useless to have a relationship, the only ones you have to love are yourself, with time you will understand that the love you need is only that of your parents or relatives.
Sorry for the long text, I hope this is useful🙏
Skill issue
Enjoy solitude. Why seek a relationship to find meaning? Why seek anything outside of yourself. I could give you the best advice but it's a matter of application. You have to apply it. Most of you are young and in a point where you feel alone and don't want to be. You question whether or not you matter, whether your efforts are in vain. Truth is, no matter how big or how small effort is, you're making progress.
Learn to be able to watch movies, to enjoy the things you'd enjoy with others and learn how to enjoy them alone. It's not easy especially when you feel that you need or so desperately want someone. You need to be a man. I'm not talking about hiding your feelings, shutting people out.. I'm talking about moving forward, taking breaks when you need them because longevity matters. You have to learn how to be alone.
Play games, listen to music, ride your bike, go exploring in the forest or throughout the city or wherever you are. Just do it alone, invite others if possible and if they don't want to go, fuck them. Just go be a kid bro. Eat snacks, eat food, eat a bunch of unhealthy shit and watch movies late at night. Fuck girls. Fuck relationships. They're overrated.
@@DeathBeforeGainu suck
I had enough of games, or when all the mundane life of going home after work and playing games all over again, I had enough of all these unnecessary conversations or life advice and motivation that won't help, it just won't work on me. The thing is I have already been there many times and struggled with this kind of looniness, I can't help but blame myself. I once had a girl but I threw it away because of my addiction to games and then one day someone who has a similar personality of her, I did it again because of playing games, I can't seem to enjoy playing like I used to.
I am the problem, I can't fix it or change myself. Sometimes I drink too much and think maybe it would be better if I'm financially stable, I can stay and make her happy because I won't drag someone else with my poor economy. She said it's fine, it's okay that we can do this and just gone and go to someplace and talk about life. It reminded me of my previous ex, the way she said that, and it hurt me cuz I still can't move on. She is a good person, but it won't fit into my life, I want her to be happy with someone else who has everything that I don't. I regret my decision to say all of that because I want her to be with me, I want me to be that someone who has everything and makes her happy, how pathetic I am, I know...
It's just that, I've lived all my life with trauma more than people my age can fathom, abused since a young age, my family dry and dead with no harmonies and love in it, comes financial struggle, I had to be like a slave to be able to work it all out and then some major event that led to my early teenage to late teenage life to unhappiness and depressed, I don't want her to know all of that and have to throw it all of my feelings, deep down I know how lonely it is without someone else to rely on or someone to talk to.
So chill and beautiful
Yeah i agree with u
Only God knows how much i love lain iwakura.
w you
this gave me comfort in discomfort. thank you
this is beautiful 💙 i love lain,we are love lain,lets all love lain
i feel so fucking lost
get unlost
do you really have to hear this from someone else?
stop being lost, there’s no point.
look for christ
They could not beileve in that stuff? @@justgween7573
Only Real Dissociation/Dpdr mfs fw this🗣️🔥💯
This not it.
Perfect 🖤🖤
Beautiful
“ I have so much to say, I just don’t know where to start, who to say it to “
Beautiful. ❤️🩹
This reminds me of my two grandpas died when i was 3 years old
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You know…. I use to think being alive was one thing but all I ever wanted was to be forgotten and drown in an abyss with me fading into the deep
I don’t deserve to be alive I’m not special I regret everything I don’t even know who I am anymore or who I was post to be I’m just nobody I don’t wanna end up homeless one day but I can nearly never finish school cooped up in my room crying fearing I will never do my best to achieve something great but in the end I neither was nothing….
I'm sure you won't become homeless, it's okay to feel that way, the world doesn't make sense, nothing does, you are not a failure and you deserve to be alive
Don't let this world erase your value... You're so much more than everything you're going through. You deserve to live. Everything will be ok
You'll be alright. You don’t have to be productive every day, sleep well knowing that your purpose is to simply be, all lives deserve to be lived including yours, even if you are filled with regrets it is much better to still try than give up and never know what could have been and what could have got better.
Someone put this on spotify
i found one it's a podcast i think so try search it up and just listen to some of them
i hate this pain too…
I loved her with my whole existence I don’t know what went wrong why she got bored of me !! So i let her go but it’s been 6 months the last time I talked with her I don’t know why it’s still hunt me !! I still miss her so much and I hate myself for it !! She was my best friend
Oh
Question is does she miss you?
@@Tiktok-ShadowReunionshe found her own bestie!! It’s okeyy time will heal me !! I hope so ..
@@sus0a dont worry man ur going to find someone else, have faith!
Pov the bros stop hopping on with you anymore
Real
It always happens one day, I guess everyone grows up and forgets about you at the same time.
@@CrashZafqthat's life man
the thing is you never really have "the bros" with you ever ha ha
theres a version of this with a female speaking in japanese, anyone know where i can find that
I have no reasons to be alive anymore 👍❤
Why is that? ik im veryy late
o Senhor Jesus ama vocês, quando estiverem se sentindo tristes e vazios falem com Ele contem tudo, ele sabe exatamente pelo o que nós estamos passando, não fique sozinho. você não está sozinho
tôi là người Việt, tôi cảm thấy bài hát này khiến tôi phải làm sao và làm cách nào để dần dần trầm cảm nhẹ hơn. Tôi đã cô đơn, lạnh lẽo và trầm cảm rất nặng, chính vì vậy tôi lại không thể giao tiếp với xã hội. Chỉ mong rằng, nó sẽ có thể giảm dần dần, để một ngày nào đấy tôi sẽ có thể giao tiếp với xã hội đó là điều mong muốn. Dù nó rất mỏng manh.
Best song ever
beautiful..
idk why this stupid cycle of sadness keeps happening to me. why does everyone have to be rude nd hurt me it really sucks. 🙁
Confess the Lord Jesus Christ with your mouth and believe in your heart that He died for your sins on the cross and God raised Him from the dead on the third day; repent of your sins and be baptized in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Spirit!
i recently turned 18, i feel like im running out of time
there is plenty of time. even for 70 year olds there is plenty of time. just keep doing what you find valuable and it will be time well spent
why are you crying? is it because you cut yourself off from the one person who ever got close to understanding you? but isn’t that what you wanted all along?
what episode does she say this?
Last episode I think
Spiderman no way home be like
My thoughts at 2am
Why lain?
I love you
💔
🙁
im cooked
Who
What does that girl say?
“Why are you crying lain? Because you deleted your self from everyone’s memory? Lain isn’t that what you wanted? But I’m nowhere now if I’m nowhere then what then who am I? and where am I?”