What I understand: Oliver,a 12-yeared old boy,was bullied on his school for many various reasons.That caused him to start hating himself and harming himself in a feeble attempt to make himself feel better.However,that ended up being an addiction to him and finally goug out his eye.His mother and friends try to comfort him,but he refuses to accept it.
Really good song, I recently started listening to Oliver songs and they're always so good! *screams because the bandage is supposed to be on Oliver's left eye*
This song paired with many others I heard helped me make the decision to become a mental heath doctor and to travel to places with low mental heath care ( If I don't get married).
This so far is one of the most twisted and horrific song I've heard. Good thing no small boys were harmed in the making of the video. That's not vomit. That's a pile of string.
im wasting time It’s not really scary. It’s just about hating yourself enough to enjoy pain, which… I guess can be scary to someone who has never encountered these types of feelings.
I know that you posted this comment a year ago but I feel the need to tell you why your eye hurts or stings when you see that scene your brain sends a wave that simulates what it would feel like to be in that situation
The hatred perished as I once again To find myself, adicted to darkness Far away from sanitys guide Where lay the answer To my twisted self If not here Among these dainty scars?
I really like this song *0* And to everyone who says this song explains their life/personality: There's always someone who cares about you, even if you don't think so. You deserve to be respected and loved by others and yourself :)
S/h tw Not to be an edgy child, but i relate to the pain addiction part, i get so happy when i bleed from self harming for some reason, also this song had become 9 years old, and so has Oliver!!! My boys gonna be 10 soon!! :D
If you love pain then your a Masochist. If you enjoy giving pain to others, then your a Sadist. Which one am I.. isn't it obvious?... Sadist of course.
It has been 10 years huh, and i still love this song. It reflect nicely for people who are suffering with self harm. I used to make cuts on arm, shoulder, thigh back in high school. now finishing my degree and this song still hits me hard cuz now always fighting the urge to cut again. But this song comfort me cuz i know there are people who stuffering with this too.
Wonder what the world would be like with no stigmas, or reduced stigmas on certain subjects. Like self harm, suicide, not going with the flow of the system(born, school, college, work). I wonder if anyone would be happier in a world like that. No judgment or special treatment towards any "abused" group, all equals.....That'd be kinda disgusting in reality, but justified. True equality - shitty living for all. Inequality - horrifying living for a lot of the world, unappreciated luxury for the other parts.... I think I love the world just how it is~
I mean....what if someone just really wanted to die? Like a cancer patient who doesn't want to bankrupt their family and live in agony the last year of his/her life. Or someone in an abusive situation too tired to go on or fight anymore and doesn't want the abuser to win by their submission? Or heck - someone who is just too lazy or doesn't have enough ambition to live in a world like this. If there were no stigma - could they have some sense of peace?
Same for self harm really....if someone wants to do that - why must we always tell them not to? They're gonna anyway. If they don't wanna die - people should educate on where not to cut, and limits to avoid death or major injury. Everyone acts like it's some taboo disgusting thing. It's not. Heck - tribes still use cutting to create decorative scars. Bleeding in general has been both ritualistic and medicinal for many centuries - not particularly "healthy" - but heck they survived somehow.
this song helps me control my insanity. i watch this and realize "At least i dont do that to myself..." thank you for making this you have saved a life with this song.
***** it's not, but you don't know if that person actually is going through that, being judgmental is no better than a faker, it may be worse because you make false accusations about said person who may not be said faker
Oh. WOW. This song means a lot more than I thought it did. Damn... It is a really great and almost true metaphor to so many people with mental health issues. I had no idea it wasn't just an edgy thrown-together song like my teenage self wanted to believe it was.
When you have mental illness it’s so FRIKEN hard to convey what you’re feeling to others. I saw another comment saying the lyrics and pictures make no sense or whatever. But the point of the song got through to me. I understand the feeling of anguish that Oliver is feeling
Actually, i LOVE dark songs for him, i mean, he was intended to be alittle scary, with all his bandages and stuff. You did a really great job with Oliver! I really wanna see more stuff like this!
+Joanna Taracena Yeah... People would look at me weird if I stabbed my eyeball out and they knew... I'd probably be seen as someone with a mental disability.
Cierra Fisher Hmm, well, I had something happen in my life that I blamed myself for, and got to the point where bullying myself over it became habitual, so this song came about when I was trying to recover from that. ^^ Though for actual song writing, everyone has a different way of going about it. The advice I would give is to make sure you have a clear idea of what you're trying to convey with the song before starting it. :D I didn't with this song tbh, and it came out... quite differently than what I had planned, hahaha. But people seem to like it, so that's good. c:
MystykNess If I was able to make oli make the same tone like I want I would make a song about my state like here is a song about what you were going through.
this song is about how abuse affects people, you don't have anyone except your abuser because they've pushed everyone away from you. anyone who tries to help is wrong because there's no way this is wrong. well, it is wrong. you know it's wrong. but it's all you have and all you think you deserve. it's a sad song and very relatable as an abuse victim.
Hello people. I really liked this song and felt like I could relate to it as I'm going through some tough times for me but half way through the song when I was feeling sad I realised that I'll never be like that because God is with me. Because even if I hate myself and everyone's words are powerless there will be a piece inside me created by god full of hope and love. have you ever felt like everything is in vain but somewhere deep inside u feel like u have to still hold on. It has to be there even if a tiny flicker. so to everyone who feels like they can relate to this song I just want you to know that I know ur feeling and just as I believe that God is with me He is also with you. so never lose hope and always treasure the tiny flicker of hope inside you because it is the miracle thay will save you :)
I found this song as a depressed 13 year old and thought this was like speaking to my soul or whatever. Honestly it's still a bop, just for different reasons now.
I cried when the eye part came... for some reason, I'm terrified of being stabbed in the eye and it's the only time when I look to pain and almost feel it...
Ayuka Viator not really, it's im plied that they neglect him constantly throughout all his songs and that they are never here for him when he needs them
first 2 lines of the song that Oliver sings is my life just there.... but honestly i love this song so much.it kinda relates to my life except the pain physical its mostly mental pain.....
ya thanks I just lost my best friend and honestly am not even to be seen by other people as human just because I act weird. sorry about my bad English im not good at speaking it
no one knows why Ollie has those bandages and its been left a mystery but the English vocaloids have a Halloween theme going on and stitches didn't suit Ollie so they chose bandages instead but they left the 'why' up to the fans' minds so it could very well be that or he could have been in an accident or he could even be hiding some secret like half of his face being scaly or furry (its weird how I only found him the yesterday and I already know all this XD)
I've always been a big Oliver fan, this is probably one of the best videos I have ever seen, you have definatly used him well. Not only that, he's understandable. Alot of the time, it get's slightly hard to understand him. :)
2023, and the memories of my "living hell" from 2015 comes back to me. I'm only able to be glad, that I was able to overcome those problems from those times. Though for someone else ( a important person, all I can say randomly in a UA-cam comment ) it was also the last song they ever heard in their life. If thinking of his "final moments" while listening to this song's lyrics, his final moments must've been horrible. Makes me wonder, if finding this song is like "his final message" to me, or something. I absolutely fucking love this song. Touches my guts unlike songs normally would.
Man. Bravo, dude, bravo. I love this so much that I despise it. It exactly matches what it's like. I can't even properly explain "it" with words, but *this song*. This song is *"it"*. I can't pick out some mental disorders to describe it. "It"'s just *"it"*. Rambling aside, thank you so, so much for this.
I have two questions: 1. Why is nobody questioning the scream after he cut* his eye? 2. Why is nobody talking about how much this song can relate to bdsm?
._. i hate to say it, but this song describes me. if anyone tries to show me a sense of niceness i just completely reject it...and i have a weird enjoyment of being hurt, whether physical or mental...im having a relating-to-song moment dont judge me youtube cause i sharing it apparently.
((Same! It's really weird, I also like to be called names and be bullied. Is that weird? But whenever my friends or siblings hurt me (mentally or physically) then I will start laughing. I also cut so... YEAH))
Cupcake Productions Same. I drink the blood from my bleeding lips when I cut them as a sort of pleasure. The blood tastes good and the sensation of pain feels wonderful. I always reject niceness, too. I almost always fake my emotions.
It's so weird to see Oliver with two eyes.
Whitewolf dont worry they solved that
@@francesmurry6986 NOOOOOOOOOOOO xd
I didn't notice at first but I felt like something was off
Whitewolf I seen oliver with two eyes before (in fanart it’s red) but I don’t know the real color of it
Sometimes when I draw him I accidentally make his 2 eyes instead of bandage 😭😭😭😭
Oliver's songs tend to be so meaningful I love everything about him
"Always love yourself, i like people with both eyes, thanks" xD
+Rubius Gurl wow
so you like his song gay sex too?
@@selineyongkahngie3373 OH LORD *Gets silver cross* AHHHHHHHHHHH
@@selineyongkahngie3373 i heard that wha a social experiment to see if its got more wiew
why does poor Oli get all of the sad, twisted songs?
Josh Kinnard bacause it fits him aandtheey made him sing those songs, also i heard he is like a demon or something
しゅん x not a demon.
しゅん x there are rumors that the eye patch seals a demon that lives in his eye... but that is all I have heard concerning oliver and demons
Josh Kinnard any rumors you heard are not official
***** as i said before, any rumors are not official.
" and that kids is how I ripped out my eye... "
Lol
😂
Ya he's only 12 ;w;
@@6Snake6Eyes666 Its never too early to start!
@@ransom2610dude that's fcked up
What I understand:
Oliver,a 12-yeared old boy,was bullied on his school for many various reasons.That caused him to start hating himself and harming himself in a feeble attempt to make himself feel better.However,that ended up being an addiction to him and finally goug out his eye.His mother and friends try to comfort him,but he refuses to accept it.
I hope things do turn out ok, we can be friends if you want 💝
yeah
Sounds like me...(except for the eye-gouging part)
the eye makes lots of sense, because having only one eye or one of them hurted means that you dont accept reality
What I understand:
He was a normal boy until demons turned him into a slave
If you use headphones and listen to the background. You can hear his bird every now and then.
I can hear it without headphones. But thanks for telling me.
yes you can! (i am listening with headphones and didn't realize his bird was making sound in the background)
Really good song, I recently started listening to Oliver songs and they're always so good!
*screams because the bandage is supposed to be on Oliver's left eye*
Haruhi Chan YOU FEEL ME
The Banana Girl YESS IKR!!
The Banana Girl IKR?! FINALLY SOMEBODY ELSE GETS IT!!! :D
yesss!!! plus I love all his songs too
YES!!
I found this as an edgy 12 year old and I said I related then but oh boy did I have no idea what was about to go down
mark wylie literally me when I was like 14
Lmao me when I was 14 years old
bruh me when i was 16 lol
M e
Found this when I was a young teen aswell. Glad I'm not as selfish petty and resentful as I use to be.
This song paired with many others I heard helped me make the decision to become a mental heath doctor and to travel to places with low mental heath care ( If I don't get married).
It makes me really happy to hear that. ;u;
+intothekey Luck be with ya
I think I'll see you soon
I think Ill see you some day.
^u^b
versión de Len: addiction to die
entendí la referencia XD
Xd, Len muere si canta, no por cantar, si no por la canción.
XD
Me 7 years ago: "Oh yeah, now this hits hard."
Me, a full grown ass adult: "Mm yes, still hurts."
This so far is one of the most twisted and horrific song I've heard. Good thing no small boys were harmed in the making of the video.
That's not vomit. That's a pile of string.
+IAmAVocaloid! So you're a Yandere?! I AM TOO! YAY SONGS ABOUT KILLING AND HORRIFIC THEMES
+TWO PurplePandas I agree too much for my own good. I need to work on that ;__;
+Rida Akhlaq nope your fine!!
Look up Willows of Wysteria.
+Maria Hiplav Secrets not Willows!
And now we know what happened to his eye....
Amber Schelling but it's the wrONG EYE
You know what screw it it's a good song I'm willing to let it go
+Ali River Oliver's like "Fuck,I stabbed the wrong eye"
We may never know.
Hi it's been 3 years I am back now that this song does not make me fear slightly for my life
no wait still terrified
good song yo
im wasting time It’s not really scary. It’s just about hating yourself enough to enjoy pain, which… I guess can be scary to someone who has never encountered these types of feelings.
WHEN I WATCHED THIS MY EYE THAT HE STABBED STARTED HURTING
URM IS THAT NORMAL?
Could be empathy pains. Relatively normal. ^^
***** lol
I know that you posted this comment a year ago but I feel the need to tell you why your eye hurts or stings when you see that scene your brain sends a wave that simulates what it would feel like to be in that situation
+SunnyBunnysGaming lol
I said a smart xD
I don't know why but at 3:59 when it draws that frowny face and labels it "SIN", I can't help but laugh
I found it funny too. Now me and my friends have a joke which is "the sin arrow"
I freaking love Oliver's voice! If I ever get Vocaloid, I'm using him in, like, all my songs XD
true so TRUE
+Kathryn Williams me to!
*sees bubble when Oliver took out his eye*
0-0"
That's the wrong--
//SHOT//
Great song btw. I just think Ollie sounds a bit....mechanical
Isn't he already mechanical?
Considering there was a British voice actor voiced him and then use some computer to alter the voice or something
The hatred perished as I once again
To find myself, adicted to darkness
Far away from sanitys guide
Where lay the answer
To my twisted self
If not here
Among these dainty scars?
This song goes back so far, glad its still here
Oliver is litteraly my favorite Vocaliod
Yes mine too
I found Oliver from steampianist, and I’m so happy other people have found him and used him to make their own music!
Steampianist is wonderful
*Secrets of wisteria flashbacks* F***
Addiction to this song
Poor Oliver Q^Q he's so cuuuute-
btw the bandage is on the wrong eye-
oh well
The creator is well aware and now you have made her shoot herself by posting that 0_0
Evelynn Peters Eh.. He? idk the creator lets stick with that.
uuuuuuh... 0^0'
Bandage is probably on that eye for the purpose of video art ^^
Yeah.... besides, I always do errors, eg: forgetting the Bass/Treble clef on the Kagamine twins...
Ok, am I the only one who thought Oliver looked a bit like Crona here?
This is really late but YESSSSS
My god he did...
OH MY GOD, NO ONE KNOW SOUL EATER ANYMORE!!!
my 2020 ass: c o r o n a?
@@vevr.a I see it.
'Addiction to pain'
Um honey, I think it's called 'Masochist'-
I want to comfort this scared boy. Poor little thing.
why do I enjoy hearing Oliver's little scream I found it cute 😐
Pretty. Odd Killjoy Sinner in the Clique Because you care... probably.
tbh the scream was a bit cute. Or us two are just messed up.
It is Cute, you're not alone
Is it weird that I like this song?
Not at all.
nope
It must be more weirder that I'm addicted to this song?
You see, don't worry! ^ ^
Confused Bunny ／(≧ x ≦)＼ I am both addicted to this song and it helps me deal with my problems.
Yes 🙂
I really like this song *0*
And to everyone who says this song explains their life/personality: There's always someone who cares about you, even if you don't think so. You deserve to be respected and loved by others and yourself :)
S/h tw
Not to be an edgy child, but i relate to the pain addiction part, i get so happy when i bleed from self harming for some reason, also this song had become 9 years old, and so has Oliver!!! My boys gonna be 10 soon!! :D
legit, i know its bad, but still...
Even his screaming is on pitch .
Damn Oliver is perfect.
Ikr
This was the song I listen to when I'm in 'that mood'
If you love pain then your a Masochist. If you enjoy giving pain to others, then your a Sadist. Which one am I.. isn't it obvious?... Sadist of course.
It has been 10 years huh, and i still love this song. It reflect nicely for people who are suffering with self harm. I used to make cuts on arm, shoulder, thigh back in high school. now finishing my degree and this song still hits me hard cuz now always fighting the urge to cut again. But this song comfort me cuz i know there are people who stuffering with this too.
wrong e- *hears gunshots*
AWSOME! *backs away slowly*
Oliver's bandages are supposed to be on his left eye ;3;
Wonder what the world would be like with no stigmas, or reduced stigmas on certain subjects. Like self harm, suicide, not going with the flow of the system(born, school, college, work).
I wonder if anyone would be happier in a world like that. No judgment or special treatment towards any "abused" group, all equals.....That'd be kinda disgusting in reality, but justified. True equality - shitty living for all. Inequality - horrifying living for a lot of the world, unappreciated luxury for the other parts....
I think I love the world just how it is~
I mean....what if someone just really wanted to die? Like a cancer patient who doesn't want to bankrupt their family and live in agony the last year of his/her life.
Or someone in an abusive situation too tired to go on or fight anymore and doesn't want the abuser to win by their submission? Or heck - someone who is just too lazy or doesn't have enough ambition to live in a world like this.
If there were no stigma - could they have some sense of peace?
Same for self harm really....if someone wants to do that - why must we always tell them not to? They're gonna anyway. If they don't wanna die - people should educate on where not to cut, and limits to avoid death or major injury. Everyone acts like it's some taboo disgusting thing. It's not. Heck - tribes still use cutting to create decorative scars. Bleeding in general has been both ritualistic and medicinal for many centuries - not particularly "healthy" - but heck they survived somehow.
stratazing well said *slow claps*
You know something is wrong when you get this in your suggested.
Am I the only one that thinks of the game Fran Bow whenever I hear this song?
2013 me in the bus line is shaking, its been years since ive heard this it feels like no time has passed icant believe i t
this song helps me control my insanity. i watch this and realize "At least i dont do that to myself..." thank you for making this you have saved a life with this song.
***** your right it probably only makes it worse and im just thinking it helps oh well ¡▼¡
***** I know what you meant thats why I said it....
***** lol btw love foxy from FNAF the 2nd one scares me tho
im a rare kind, and im too young to go in a mental asylum but they might make an exseption either way lol oh well im ready if they come! ^.^
***** it's not, but you don't know if that person actually is going through that, being judgmental is no better than a faker, it may be worse because you make false accusations about said person who may not be said faker
Me:
Addiction to watching Oliver’s songs
When Oliver screamed I laughed and now I feel like a monster. 😭
I'M SO SORRY, OLIVER, ONG
Fun fact! This was the first original vocaloid song i ever heard.
IS IT BAD THAT I LAUGHED WHEN HE SCREAMED?
Uhm. Well if youre laughing at his pain, yes, but if its cause you dont expect a vocaloid to scream then.. eh
Yes. And I got scared at that moment. We just dont except vocaloids to scream. If you laughed at his pain then its even worse.
I laughed as well, don't feel bad XD
Naegii
My kouhai-chan!
Why!
The background song is really good
So is the whole song I'm just saying so is the background music
This is a sad song.. but I laughed when Oliver screamed.. sorry son.
@ 2:14
Oliver, don't. No no no no! Dang it, Oliver!
I was literally saying that when the knife was getting closer to his eye xD
Oh. WOW. This song means a lot more than I thought it did. Damn... It is a really great and almost true metaphor to so many people with mental health issues. I had no idea it wasn't just an edgy thrown-together song like my teenage self wanted to believe it was.
When you have mental illness it’s so FRIKEN hard to convey what you’re feeling to others. I saw another comment saying the lyrics and pictures make no sense or whatever. But the point of the song got through to me. I understand the feeling of anguish that Oliver is feeling
This is like my anthem thank you for creating such a work of art and please make more like this
Is it bad that this song fits my personality perfectly?
tetram tod No. It does not resemble my personality but my state tho. It is ok that it fits or resembles your personality.
So that's why Olvier wears an eyepatch? Holy cow.....!
Actually, i LOVE dark songs for him, i mean, he was intended to be alittle scary, with all his bandages and stuff. You did a really great job with Oliver! I really wanna see more stuff like this!
I always thought of stabbing my left eye out when I was suicidal... But I would never do such a thing. Holy carp, Oliver. ouo'
+Joanna Taracena Same! ouo'
+Joanna Taracena Yeah... People would look at me weird if I stabbed my eyeball out and they knew... I'd probably be seen as someone with a mental disability.
Joanna Taracena Oh my o-o I'm so sorry
Ehh I still want to gouge my eye out. I would feel better about my apperance
Joanna Taracena actually, I would just act like it was still there just it looked weird or something so I cover it up. That sounds logical... Does it?
I like the creepier sounding ones so that's why i really like this ^^ my favorite vocaloid genre, they tend to sound the best. Good job!
*cries because bandage is on the wrong eye*
*GOD DAMNIT WHY!???*
Amazing! Might I ask, What inspired you to write this? I wish to try and write a song down, but I don't really know how. Sorry! And I love Ollie~ >3
Cierra Fisher Hmm, well, I had something happen in my life that I blamed myself for, and got to the point where bullying myself over it became habitual, so this song came about when I was trying to recover from that. ^^ Though for actual song writing, everyone has a different way of going about it. The advice I would give is to make sure you have a clear idea of what you're trying to convey with the song before starting it. :D I didn't with this song tbh, and it came out... quite differently than what I had planned, hahaha. But people seem to like it, so that's good. c:
Ah, I see. Well, I hope you're alright. But, I love how you made this song!
MystykNess If I was able to make oli make the same tone like I want I would make a song about my state like here is a song about what you were going through.
this song is about how abuse affects people, you don't have anyone except your abuser because they've pushed everyone away from you. anyone who tries to help is wrong because there's no way this is wrong. well, it is wrong. you know it's wrong. but it's all you have and all you think you deserve.
it's a sad song and very relatable as an abuse victim.
*hugs creator* I love you...
I wish I was special
You're so fuckng special (radiohead LUL)
O_O
Hello once again...
Oliver Vocaloid Hai old friend~!
:)
:D
*meows* the creator is special I wish I can also create original songs rather than do covers
Still a banger
somehow, i can relate to this song. mostly cause i have a slight case of self-hate myself...
Can't. Stop. Listening. Creepy, but catchy.
Oh, so THAT'S what's under the bandage.
James saved him QwQ
Hello people. I really liked this song and felt like I could relate to it as I'm going through some tough times for me but half way through the song when I was feeling sad I realised that I'll never be like that because God is with me. Because even if I hate myself and everyone's words are powerless there will be a piece inside me created by god full of hope and love. have you ever felt like everything is in vain but somewhere deep inside u feel like u have to still hold on. It has to be there even if a tiny flicker. so to everyone who feels like they can relate to this song I just want you to know that I know ur feeling and just as I believe that God is with me He is also with you. so never lose hope and always treasure the tiny flicker of hope inside you because it is the miracle thay will save you :)
Did u actually cut yourself
Nice you didn't lose all you're hope and sanity like I did, be happy that you're thinking like that
Throughout reading this I was like: But what if I like Satan? Then made weird demonic noises....I think I need help.
I found this song as a depressed 13 year old and thought this was like speaking to my soul or whatever. Honestly it's still a bop, just for different reasons now.
I remember when you could say anything on UA-cam.
Hear about vocaloid: FREAKING DOPE
Hear about Oliver: I THINK I FOUND MY SPIRIT ANIMAL
I cried when the eye part came... for some reason, I'm terrified of being stabbed in the eye and it's the only time when I look to pain and almost feel it...
Bro... Esta canción la escuche cuando tenian como 13 o 14
the chorus is amazing
Oh shit, i'm back here
r/im12andthisdeep
Hey . . Eheh . . Dude . . Guess what. . . Wrong eye. Eheh . . . Someones gonna shoot me now, Huh?
Clone Shell That profile picture I swear to god. The terrible memories of that video.
Rin Kagamine >8-D Soo sorry. EHEHHEH . . ;-; Dun kill me.
*Kills you* Fuq da police.
My dear lord.
These comments REALLY suit your profile picture. xD
I'm so addicted to this song...
I low-key feel bad for his parents😂
Ayuka Viator not really, it's im plied that they neglect him constantly throughout all his songs and that they are never here for him when he needs them
why u no on Spotify vocaloids ;_;
first 2 lines of the song that Oliver sings is my life just there.... but honestly i love this song so much.it kinda relates to my life except the pain physical its mostly mental pain.....
Self-inflicted pain,mental or physical, can still inflict scars. The difference is the mental scars stay fresh longer..
ya thanks I just lost my best friend and honestly am not even to be seen by other people as human just because I act weird. sorry about my bad English im not good at speaking it
It's ok :)
im getting through it.. honesty I don't care what people think.
love this song
Am I a psychopath for wanting to do a parody of this and call it addiction to memes?
...I'd like to help
@@NoPersona so does that mean im normal
@@sirlundythetoonbint2247 guess so
@@NoPersona 😄yeah
@@sirlundythetoonbint2247 👍
no one knows why Ollie has those bandages and its been left a mystery but the English vocaloids have a Halloween theme going on and stitches didn't suit Ollie so they chose bandages instead but they left the 'why' up to the fans' minds so it could very well be that or he could have been in an accident or he could even be hiding some secret like half of his face being scaly or furry (its weird how I only found him the yesterday and I already know all this XD)
I've always been a big Oliver fan, this is probably one of the best videos I have ever seen, you have definatly used him well. Not only that, he's understandable. Alot of the time, it get's slightly hard to understand him. :)
Poor Oliver!!! I feel so bad for you! If only you knew then how many people loved you!
I actually understand. And it’s heartbreaking. But true.
2023, and the memories of my "living hell" from 2015 comes back to me. I'm only able to be glad, that I was able to overcome those problems from those times. Though for someone else ( a important person, all I can say randomly in a UA-cam comment ) it was also the last song they ever heard in their life.
If thinking of his "final moments" while listening to this song's lyrics, his final moments must've been horrible. Makes me wonder, if finding this song is like "his final message" to me, or something.
I absolutely fucking love this song. Touches my guts unlike songs normally would.
Man. Bravo, dude, bravo. I love this so much that I despise it. It exactly matches what it's like. I can't even properly explain "it" with words, but *this song*. This song is *"it"*. I can't pick out some mental disorders to describe it. "It"'s just *"it"*. Rambling aside, thank you so, so much for this.
I have two questions:
1. Why is nobody questioning the scream after he cut* his eye?
2. Why is nobody talking about how much this song can relate to bdsm?
Never thought id relate to this vocaloid so much 0.0
This song is totally fine
._. i hate to say it, but this song describes me. if anyone tries to show me a sense of niceness i just completely reject it...and i have a weird enjoyment of being hurt, whether physical or mental...im having a relating-to-song moment dont judge me youtube cause i sharing it apparently.
((Same! It's really weird, I also like to be called names and be bullied. Is that weird? But whenever my friends or siblings hurt me (mentally or physically) then I will start laughing. I also cut so... YEAH))
Tino Väinämöinen o3o i cut to. lol my brother beats the shit outta me and im just like c: yay pain~
masochists ;D (not that i judge, i'm just a bit of a sadist so i'm just trying to point it out lol)
This song pretty much explains masochists in a nutshell. I'm not judging either, seeing as how I'm a masochist myself.
Cupcake Productions Same. I drink the blood from my bleeding lips when I cut them as a sort of pleasure. The blood tastes good and the sensation of pain feels wonderful. I always reject niceness, too. I almost always fake my emotions.
His scream is so sad but cute at the same time ;;
Bro I use to listen to this so much as an edgy middle schooler
Me too
I CRIED SO MUCH TO THIS WHEN I WAS A CHILD 😭
Soy la única persona que le pareció muy Kawaii el grito de Óliver?😥😥 Pero enserio ese grito fue muy tierno como el Vocaloid en si😍😍😍
MY LIFE IS A LIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oliver is everything to me.
i like oliver in this song. lol he is cute
this was one of the first vocaloid songs I've heard, as well as the first Oliver song I've heard
Well that's amazing
I remember seeing this on UA-cam Kids.
It was a wild year.