I've Been Struggling.
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People like you. They don't need you to pretend to be happy all the time. That's not what they fell in love with! They saw a kindred spirit, and your hope and strength. My advice:
*Keep going.
*Do another Ren interview, about mental health. You could do a series on it! And then write music cos of the muse that still finds a way to amuse you when life is bemusing!
*Take lots of vitamin D.
*Find a hug somewhere, cos I can't give you one from all the way here in England! 💖
*Look up SAD (seasonal affective disorder)
... Are magic mushroom legal in Canada? lol
I don't have any and it's illegal to pick them in the UK, so I think you can only get them into your system legally if you go to a cow field in autumn and eat them off of the ground... Bit late for that. But vitamin D is good!
Always x
An extremely eclectically English set of words of advice!
It amused me as it’s personal choice and I sense the good will in here. I’m in the uk I’m sending tight hugs to surround yourself and your loved ones xxx
Knox, I know how you feel. I lost my sister right before Halloween. She and I were the last people still alive from the family I was born into. Her son passed away from bone cancer when he was 31, and my sis never got over her loss. Now I am here alone. This is a whole 'nother level of loneliness. You do good, Knox, you really do. I understand the feelings, and the anxiety that creeps in at night. You'll be okay, I swear it, and so will I .
Hey man, read your comment. I too am the last living member of my family and it sucks balls. We have to keep on not because of the loss, but in spite of it. We have a whole family name to make proud by ourselves, lets give it our best :)
Stay strong brother 💪🏻
I'm so sorry. My fiancé passed on Sept. 1st. I lost my father 10yrs ago and I thought that there would never be another grief as deep and awful, but now I realize that every person will be different. This time I can barely function outwardly.. I hope that ur doing well and I wish you all of the strength and happiness in the world ❤
@@elsvaughn7959 I'm vey sorry for your loss, @elsvaughn. I cannot imagine losing a fiancé. If something happened to my s/o, I do not know what I'd do. You are brave, and when the time comes, you will know you are stronger than you ever thought you could be. I also wish you all the strength and happiness in the world. It will come. I know it sounds silly, but when I'm feeling down, I listen to Ren's song "Power." It helps me. Take care of yourself!
My 93 year old Aunt gave me good advice. When my 3 siblings died she told me … would they want you to be unhappy? be happy for them and yourself
The more comfortable you are talking about your struggles, the more comfortable people will be talking about theirs. Sending positive vibes.
Ur right,I'm glad he shared. Was good for me
Watched my dad die on the carpet in our home. The feeling of helplessness was overwhelming. We couldn't help him. I still struggle with the visions of that day.
You got this lovely, day by day. Much love ❤
I’m so sorry.❤
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I read this and almost cried. Had a similar experience myself...... That helpless feeling. I can still feel it when I think on it.
Ok, now Imma cry. Thanks for sharing though.
Kiddo.
Overwhelmed is an understatement…
Pressure is an understatement…
Grief is an understatement..
You got hit big with loss..
I’m glad you shared… sending you all the good vibes and healing.
I'm 71 and most of my family is gone now. Wife, Son, and Brother are all that's left of the close part of my family. I understand your pain. Just remember that people out here love what you produce as well as the kind of man you are. Especially sorrowful about your cousin. God bless him and his family. Rooting for you, friend.
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you are strong. I hope I can be as strong when it hits me
I am 61 and all my family is gone. My husband, parents (I had no siblings or even cousins - parents were only children, or children of my own) so holidays especially are hard. Treasure every minute - don’t have any regrets about not spending an enough time with them (even if it’s just the phone). Hugs.
I'm a certified peer counselor. I use you, your story and your music to help others learn to heal.
This story has so much value. Thank you Knox.
Fuuuuuuu. I'm commenting as Im listening.
Bruh im sorry for your loss. The fentanyl is why I'm in school and working with substance use disorder. I got tired of hearing about people dying
Bless you ❤
@@ZeCahli thank you. Our culture is hungry for mental health awareness. True meaning and not labels to wear like badges.
Artists like Knox, Ren, nf and so on are filling that void.
rich guy can eat today. i cant
Is that like a therapist that doesn’t have a degree? I think we are all certified peer counselors 😂
Knox, dude... I love you man! It has to be said... What you have created here on this platform; the community you have built, the honest, insightful, Knox Hill certified, from the heart reactions and the music you create because of your love for music has meant that, those who appreciate those qualities and that kind of content have just naturally gravitated towards you.
I personally found you through Ren reaction videos and I just loved your reactions! I've since watched a lot of other reactions and you just pick up on so much more it really makes me think with a more open mindset for everything. I also love the relationship you have formed with Ren through your love of music and the similarities of your journeys as independent artists.
You and Ren, to me are cut from the same cloth. Your empathy towards others, your connection to your own emotions and your ability to be open and vulnerable, both through videos like this and the music you create, is a real inspiration to those who gravitate towards you Knox! It's a massive, unquantifiable comfort to know people like you are out there making the content you do and music independently because it means its 100% REAL and untainted by big corporate labels. Its true Knox Hill. That goes far deeper than just entertainment for me.
So, I believe it should, and does go full circle Knox. As a fan of yours and Ren's, what your content has done for me personally and to the betterment of my outlook on life, I owe it to you to somehow pay it back!
So, here goes... Remember Knox... You are only human. You are allowed to grieve and to struggle. You are allowed to rely on others when life gets too much. I missed the opportunity to see my Grandma the day before she passed of bowel cancer and it crushed me at the time. That was around 12yrs ago now, it was hard to take at the time but what I'm left with now is purely happy memories of time spent with my Grandma growing up. When the grief subsides, it gets easier because the happy memories remain so strong. At least that's my personal experience.
I think as you get older, it does get easier. You've just had a triple whammy of grief so no wonder you are struggling Knox. Just remember to take time for yourself though Knox to grieve and to heal.
Lastly... Keep being you man and keep doing what you're doing and when times get tough, don't hesitate to lean on us like this because we will always be here for you dude ✌
That was some real a$$ ish right there man. Made me tear up. Well said.
We got love for u Knox and I'm not just saying that to be saying that. I, we mean it my guy.
wow well written and said ❤❤❤
I lost my husband, my mother, my best friend and my cousin in under 18 months. I'll never be the same again. Trying to raise 5 grieving children while I grieve has been the biggest challenge of my life. Losing my husband especially has shattered my life. Repeat losses hit so hard. It is surviving one day at a time.
Wishing you peace, comfort and healing
I can't say anything @kathynicholson103 didn't say but I stand with that comment. Peace, comfort, and healing for your family.
Wow, there are seriously no words to cover your situation. I'm so sorry. Prayers for strength and comfort and growth.
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I am so sorry for your losses 🙏 Yes, day by day is all we can do, especially when others are relying on us. Keep going, keep fighting, keep just being, even if it’s just going through the motions. You are appreciated 🖤
I am sure when I say this, but the entire reaction community is behind you! If there is anything we can do, let us know! Much love Knox. ❤❤
I feel ya brother. This old sailor has been dealing with the death of a daughter in Jan 2021 who died from fentanyl. I’ve been dealing with cancer and how the treatments destroyed me, but I push on, and honestly I don’t know why at times. Im still grieving too. I tell myself a lot, no retreat, no surrender and when going through Hell, keep on going. You got this brother, you can always reach out. God bless.
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Oh, you sweet, sweet man. You’ve always been so honest and genuine. Never feel like you can’t come here for support. I lost my 25 year old husband to a one time relapse, after being clear off heroin for 5 years, in 2015. Lost my dad 9 months before that. And on and on. It’s hard. We can’t get through this alone. You do what you need to do to take care of you and yours. We will be here.
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Big up for speaking out man, you are the voice for thousands. Regroup, reassess, take time out and give yourself space man 💙
Thanks for sharing that! If a psychotherapist can give some advice: Take your time to process thoroughly, Knox! It will pay off. Sometimes the strongest thing is to allow yourself to be weak. In these times, self care is no luxury, its the crucial skill! There's a time to work your ass off and there's a time to be still and process things - for the benefit of yourself and all around you. Also as a role model for your kids... Again: thank you so much for your honesty. Your'e great man! Wish you all the best❣
Well said. We won't go away, Knox.
Well said. I concur. I'd add to it: grief doesn't mean you're going back to depression. Grief is intense emotion you just have to go through. It's like an ocean, which goes over you, time and time again. But you're still on the beach, not in the ocean, let alone the ocean. From time to time, maybe when the wave goes back, try to feel the rock underneath, the rock you are sitting on. And feel yourself. Breathe. The rock will stay. You will stay. And when it is the time, the tide turns. It always does.
But for now: just let the waves wash you. Eventually they carry your tears, so they become parts of that ocean. All humans have some of theirs in it.
Sorry, cannot find right words now. I just send you a big hug, Knox. Give that time to yourself. ❤ And we don't need you to be always positive and have the power and whatever. Just be you.
@@sateentuoksuAs someone who has felt the grief of losing a parent every day and every year since 2007, especially around the important times of the year, including her thannaversary, you found the words beautifully.
@@khills Sorry for your loss and pain. I wish it gets easier each year. The parent is in your heart, always. But pain - I hope it starts to loosen its grip. ❤️
I lost my uncle right before Christmas. That man was like my father. He taught me everything I needed to know to be a man in this world. He was diagnosed with a rare form of dementia. He went from normal, to gone in under 2 years. It hit harder than I could have ever imagined. All we can do is keep moving forward, and do our best to make those we lost proud. Keep your head up, you’re not alone in these battles.
Dearest Knox, I am so glad that you have taken us into your trust to share this with us. Thank you for that. In us you have this massive extended family and so many of your followers including me have sent you so many virtual hugs and so much love. I have been through a lot of relentless stuff the last few years including two family deaths and being executor to both family members and something that is now helping me considerably to move out of negative morning thoughts is the realization that we can change our thoughts and help our situation in 17 seconds every morning. Its hard at first but once it gets going and you see it working in your life it really, really helps. For 17 seconds as soon as possible after waking sit by yourself and think of something that you would like to see in your life such as money or a team or money to pay for a team and all you have to do is imagine that is true for 17 seconds - Feel the feeling you would feel if it did happen. I have manifested amazing things doing this. I hope that helps you Knox and anyone else ❤
Sending love brother - if you need anything at all!... I lost a friend last week from a Fentanyl OD, and I can def understand losing family members. All you can do is celebrate who you've lost and embrace those you have.
So sorry for your loss, too, Zack. So many vulnerable people are lost for good before they can find their way out. Thinking of all those who loved them. ❤
Wow that’s such a powerful statement. I’ve done those things but never really let it sink in til I read it out loud. Celebrate those you’ve lost and embrace those you have. Sorry for your loss. I hope you feel better too🥰🥹
Sorry for your losses. Take care of yourself and your family 1st and foremost. If you are not feeling the reaction stuff please don't fake it on our behalf out of a sense of obligation or responsibility. If you decide you need to take a break to regroup, recharge, and heal we will all be here when you get back.
And also.. i'm thinking if it's really a must to do reactions always like that. (Though they are brilliant and you surely have some special gift in hearing all the things and hidden treasures in music and lyrics). Maybe it is time to let the music just touch and heal you? Carry you and your sorrows. Maybe we as watchers wouldn't wait for you to always do it like you've done before, and have the strength to do so. Maybe just staying together in some emotions the music gives space to, is also valuable. ❤ There's times for this and times for that.
Deepest condolences.
Take your time to go through the motions & to heal.
Hi, Knox. I'm so sorry for your losses. My heart goes out to you more than you will ever know.
Knox, thank you for sharing. I'm 74 next month son and I am here only for those that still need me.. I lost my first and last born sons, made it through open heart surgery and a critical illness. LIFE is an obligation we have to all we hold dear. Some have left us long before they are gone, drifting through existence, and those who survive against all odds, such as Ren. So, you could say I have adopted you and Ren to help me survive my own pain. You both remind me of what I lost and believe it or not, it brings me joy.
Wow. A few things here hit pretty hard. i feel like you've just laid out some hard-earned wisdom.
Rather than giving voice to the half dozen rambling, loosely connected thoughts your comment has sparked in my head, let me confine myself to asking you this:
How are *you* doing, @docdurdin?
God bless you 🙏♥️
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I rarely comment. But this one got me. You are a good man Knox. I’m in my late 30’s and I get the stress of “everyone is counting on you, how do I grieve when everyone needs me to be the strong one?”
You’ve got a stellar community, and I wish I could contribute more than just watching videos and sharing your songs. With that being said, I can say you’ve had a positive impact on my life as a “random internet stranger”. It’s okay to feel down and take a step back, heck maybe you can get some good songs out of the situation. And I’m not saying that in a mean way at all, music heals.
My personal outlet is video games/streaming and it’s fun to interact with my community because I never put on an act. I am me, I’ll always be me. Maybe find a game to play? Hug the family you’ve got.
I’m not going to give ya some Bulls*** reply like “it’ll all get better in the end” or something generic like that. Even the days when you’re just going through the motions; sometimes that’s all you CAN do. You’ve built a wonderful community and I know I can speak for others when I say “We got you, let us know what we can do”. I am in your discord even though I don’t talk much. But at the end of the day all I can say is “keep on, brotha. Hit me (us) up if ya need an outlet”.
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Beautifully said and 100% echo these sentiments - we are all here for you Knox & will support you through these tough times. Take whatever time you need & we’ll be here waiting for you ❤❤❤❤
I'm a month away from turning 50, in the past 15 years I've lost some people very close that caused this statement to even hit harder than it did already. When your other family is counting on you, It feels like it's your time to push harder and fill that void they have. Meanwhile you never get a chance to grieve yourself. Next thing you know you're 50 and there are some close relatives that are having health issues while other younger siblings you can tell are not prepared in life yet. What do you do.... life goes by so fast.
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Well said Katey 💜
I feel you man, we are struggling it's really tough
Such strength in doing this. This too shall pass… I understand how you feel as going though this type of struggle too.
So sorry for your losses. 2023 was unfortunately a year of so much loss for so many people. I lost my son (stillbirth) and my dog on the same day and it crushed me. I'm getting through, but as you said, it's a fight to pull through the grief. My son's name is Casey, which means "brave", so I am sending you a little of his courage and strength to go through this period of grief. Take care my friend.
I am so very, very sorry for both the loss of your son and the loss of your fur baby. Hugs ❤
@@megang.2310 Thank you so much.
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So very Sorry for the losses of your babies. Stillbirth mom here sending you love 💜 I lost my daughter, Emma, at 40 weeks in 2021. It’s a grief battle and we pull through, one day at a time. Sending a big hug 🫂
@@juliaullrich2630 Thank you and so sorry for your loss as well. I've found that there are so many more people that have gone through this than I ever thought. Mine was a second trimester loss due to IC.
You've got this dude, we're here for you man
Sending love and hope from your PG County Fam.
You are Heard Condolences on your lose. Thank you for sharing know so many are going thru the same struggles helps to feel not alone. I needed to hear this today. 😢
Stay strong!
You're in good company, my past few years have been hell and I've barely held myself together. Things will get better, they never feel like it when you're going through it but they do. Everything is a season, there is always sunshine after the rain. I appreciate you and all the work you put in on this channel, I appreciate you getting on here and speaking about not just the positive part of life, we're all here. ❤
Im so sorry for all the loved ones you have lost and all the pain you are going through. Take one day at a time putting your family and yourself first. Sending love and prayers for strength! 🙏
Sorry to hear the sad things you have went through lately my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family, love your videos and reactions and i hope you start feeling better soon i know how it feels.
Authenticity, for an artist, is more important than the loyalty of your fans. You are a shining example of a man dedicated to knowing their true self in a discipline of being genuine🌟
Be gentle with your self, it's the only self you've got!
Love this 😍
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You're not alone, Knox.. being dealt blow after blow is very tough.. we all deal with loss and grief in our own way. Take your time with it.. I remember something your friend Ren stated, and I'm paraphrasing.. if you're angry, understand it, be with it, let it go, and give yourself love. In some cases, I have to believe we can replace keywords in what Ren said with words that fit for you, Knox.. Hugs to you and your family.
Sending the love to you. Thank you for sharing, it does give added perspective. You areally awesome and hope things are way better for this year.love and peace
I am so sorry to hear this. I totally respect your decision to talk about this. Please take all the time you need to heal. Sending much love and strength to you and your family in this difficult time!
If that helps you I've been going through depression for a few years now. I'm 29 right now and your videos are such a relief. It's my confort place so just wanted to say thank you for everything man. You're doing amazing work to many people's mental health
Im struggling too knox my house was broken into and ive lost a lot but im strong imma make it thru. You got this too
Prayers!!! For you and your family.
Be strong sir.support ur channel from philipoines
I once read this and it really stuck with me- "There are three needs of the griever: To find the words for the loss, to say the words aloud, and to know that the words have been heard." Knox, I can't claim to know what you're going through, but I do want you to know that you've got people that both hear you & are here for you. I'm so sorry for your loss. ♡
This may get loss in the wash, and you probably have many followers that feel this way too...but...
I don't really have the biggest social group, and honestly, I probably have more people I follow daily on UA-cam than actual friends.
We may have never met, but I watch a lot of your content. You are a constant in my life, more so than most.
In that weird way, I could say you're a friend to me. As a friend, I get where you are coming from. But you need you time. We, as a community of followers, get that you feel the need to keep working to either distract or emote through these hard times. I'm at a loss of words for your loss. and now I'm fumbling for words. Greive the way you need to. We appreciate you. Take your time. My condolences.
Sending the love and support all the qay from the uk...sometimes i feel im the only one who feels just as you do trapped in my own head with things i cant turn off but watching this makes me realise we are all struggling day to day ...keep it going knox you're doing great holding everything together ...stand up tall push your chest out deep breath and you'll be fine.
Im so sorry man, I've dealt with loss too, but I hope you get better and heal from your losses, I hope things get better
You're not alone, either, Knox.
As Ren said so well, "You won't hurt forever...because life is inconsistent."
Much love to you and your family. ❤
New follower here. Found your channel precisely because I’m having a rough day mentally and needed some relief. As a Swiftie, I love your thoughtful reactions and attention to her lyricism. You’re amazing at what you do!
I’m so sorry for your losses and hope you take all the time you need to sit with your feelings and learn to integrate this grief into your life as move forward, not simply “on”. From a griever to another. One day at a time. Your followers will be here when you’re ready 💜 Take care.
Bro, I am so sorry to hear that. U are an amazing rapper and an amazing person. Keep it up!
Thanks for sharing we all go through rough times & it's ok to take a break & recharge ❤
I hear you Knox…lost my dad on November 21 of last year. He was my rock and my go to when I needed an ear or shoulder to lean on. Stay strong and believe in a higher power. All I can say is, that it does get better with time. Speaking about it does help as well…praying for you and yours. Peace 🙏🏼
So sorry for your loss. Sending hugs💙🤗
Lost my Dad too, in October…He was only 66! Totally unexpected…lot of things were unsaid and now they’ll never be heard.
@@kdub175sorry for your loss brother, take care
@@Cynthiabecker24 thank you very much. 😊
@@kdub175 as a dad myself…we know how our kids feel…no words needed in most cases. I bet your dad was proud of you. 👍🏻
I hope you get better. I’ve been feeling pretty bad too because I’m in the military and I’m very far away from family. I am in Japan while my family is in Texas. I haven’t seen them in over 2 years and I’ve missed so many crucial moments with them. My grandfather passed away in that time and I wasn’t there to support my family through it
As a former Marine stationed at Camp Fuji for 2 years at 19 years old, I feel you dog. Stay strong and enjoy your time when you can!
Thank you for your service and your sacrifice. I hope you get to see your family soon, and that it is amazing.
Army vet here. I feel ya, brother/sister/sib :) and doesn't time seem to move different when you're deployed or doing an unaccompanied tour, and don't words seem totally incapable of giving civilians an actual window into what it's like? It's real damn hard. Hang in there. Two years, damn... so surely you've got some leave or even a reassignment on your horizon to look forward to soon, i hope??
Much love and support to you - hoping 2024 is a kinder year
I’m sorry to hear about your losses bro. I’ve been through similar situations and it’s not easy for sure. Sometimes talking about it will help ease the pain instead of keeping it all in. I’m hoping for a better year for you and keep doing what you love. Which is music. I respect you opening up and know your fans are always there if need to talk.
Big love knox ❤ we don't realise how strong we are until we need to be and you've got this mate ❤
Sadly Grief is painful for the ones left behind..
But you talking is also you slowly healing ...
Sending you love and healing energies knox ❤💫 stay strong my friend ❤️ 🇬🇧
As I’ve learned no matter how many people say they “understand how you feel” nobody will, all we can do is show love and pray for y’all. God bless brother my deepest condolences for your loss.
All power to you knox, you are really one of the most real person in this platform
God bless you
Prayers bro!!! Life is difficult at times and in those toughest times God has been there for me and help me thru those times!
There are thousands of people rooting for you Knox . You have always been a source of strength and positivity. Although you don’t know us personally please gain comfort in knowing we have you in our thoughts and wish things will get better . Thank you for sharing this hard journey .
Love from the UK man… You smash this genre on YT bro. Top boy on the reaction scene. My mother passed at 39 years of age and I was 19 just back from deployment. It’s only now I’m 31 the pain is coming out, your content is an escape and helps people. Trust me 👊🏻👊🏻
Thank you for being so vulnerable with us, keep the strength. You have people to help you through.... luckily.
Lots of love Knox... I can imagine how hard all of that loss is all at once. I have had that issue in the past myself. Sending you lots of love and support in any way I can.
You’re right this isn’t about putting videos like this out there for attention or subscribers, but it’s affirmation to others that it’s ok to be vulnerable and talk.
I’ve got much respect for you, and I’m sorry for your loss. ❤✌️
You, my dear, are such an incredible human. I had noticed a sadness in your eyes, but I thought it was just your grandfather. I'm so sorry to hear about all you and your family's losses. You will always have a community of love and support here ❤
Take care of your babies, your wife, your family, and (most importantly) yourself. I hope you know how much you are appreciated personally and professionally. Keep being the wonderful you that you are, and everything will work out exactly the way it is supposed to ❤
Right now you need to take the time to care for your family and yourself. Don't push yourself into an emotional breakdown by overworking on top of everything going on in your life. If you need to take a break from creating videos then do that. We will all be here when you return. We all need to make time to care for ourselves or we will break and it will take much longer to heal. Big Squishy Hugs from this Big Squishy Grandma in Oregon.
Sending you lots of love and light! Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings. Wishing you lots of blessings for 2024.
Oh Knox. You have really been clobbered. 💔 I can’t imagine how hard it is but I can see the pain in your eyes. Please take as much time as you need to process this. Don’t rush back to reacting. We’re not going anywhere. Make your music and try to rest your mind. I know what it’s like to have a mind that doesn’t turn off easily. Focus on your loved ones and yourself. That is ALL that matters right now. Much love and a big mom hug.
I am struggling right now, too. But you are absolutely right. We're not alone thanks to our loved ones.
As a fan I wanna let you know you don't just create content. You are spreading positivity. Thanks to creaters like you I kept my sanity during the lockdown.
Those who work hard, have to rest more than others. 🙏🏾
Much love from Germany
Lots of love man, nurture your heart mate..feeling for you...we lost slot of loved ones last year too..was really tough
Hey knox I'm so very sorry for your loss positive vibes and prayers to you and your family I'm here if you need to talk I love your reactions and I really love your music it's awesome keep up the great work
Knox, First off, my condolences to you and your family. I am sorry for your losses. I am telling you what I have told my young Soldiers over the years, "No matter what happens, you have to stay alive, live for yourself and your family." That must be at the forefront of your mind. You have to live, you can overcome the grief, but you must live above everything else. Don't fear taking the time you need to heal and to process things. If you don't already, start an excerise routine, it helps 30-50 minutes a day should be enough. Therapy can also help out as well.
God bless, I am praying for you and your family.
It’s a marathon, not a sprint….. live in the moment Knox. The fear of returning to depression is real. Sending you massive hugs and support……. this comment section is full of supportive people….. we are also your family. Take care, you’re doing really well under the circumstances.
Sending you love Knox. Thank you for sharing yourself with us and I am so sorry.
Sir thank you so much for being vulnerable❤ my heart and my prayers are with you..give yourself time to grieve...❤ you are loved!
Much love Knox from Oklahoma.
You are not alone! ❤❤❤❤
I'm really struggling right now too, but you helped me with this video and talking about it. Much love dude, and thank you for talking.
Your absolutely right my dude. We all deal with life. I can relate with you 100%….
Keep your head up brotha!!!
Praying for you Knox. Stay strong brother. Love ya man
Sending e-hugs and much love!!! Thank you for what you do for us even when you’re struggling. Your UA-cam family is here for you! Please take all the time you need or talk to us if needed 🫶🏽
That's so much! Praying for you and your family big time. I know you'll help others who struggle just by your being able to talk about it. Hugs and love from ARMY. 💜
You have so much empathy within you naturally this is why you share your mental health journey.... it's so needed I found when I did that with people around me at first they where unused to this then in later conversations they would tell me about what was happening with them and there struggles I'm so sorry for you and your family's loss take care!! P.s your channel is fire your funny talented and have a deep knowledge base of hip hop and music and technical points of it!!!!
Praying for strength and peace for you Knox! Remember the love we all have for you, too! ♡♡♡
I wish you all the strength you need and just want to tell you - your content is so appreciated, not just because you are extremely talented with your analyses and incredible mind for expression and creativity. But because you have such a great personality. You’re honest, you’re open, you don’t bullshit - with all your work, be it reactions, music, etc.
Losing loved ones is hard, and it’s just as hard to feel all the emotions, it can be overwhelming and exhausting.
But their passing and loss deserves to be grieved. And so do you deserve to feel all the emotions and needing to process. 🖤
Thank you Knox for sharing your struggles my prayers goes out to you keep strong your doing amazing work love your videos 👏❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🇬🇧
Omg, So sorry you and your family went through all this and just know I am here for u. It's definitely important to reach out 💚 Healing takes time and loved ones are never forgotten. Always know that “all on your own pace” your followers and supporters will understand and stand by you 🥰
Thanks for being open and sharing Knox, I’m sorry for you losses. I lost my dad 6 years ago this year and struggle everyday trying to find myself again. He was my hero.
My Nan passed away few months after my dad too so feel the pain of multiple losses.
As a super human by the name of Ren says All we can do is try to Weald the light in the darkness to help us and others.
Stay strong.
Peace
You have a lot going on. I salute you for reaching out to convey 'we all experience hurt', but don't stop to take the time you need to heal. Peace and prayers to you KH.
lost my cousin to a similar way as well back in 2021. my condolences man. sorry to hear about your grandpa too. your missing him is a sign he was a good person.
Thankful to you for sharing. It's soo important that ppl know it's ok to discuss feelings of despair and depression. I take your words and I use them in my life as a, " you know, this is the way I feel and it's ok. We will get through this". Blessings
I tell people all the time be kind to everybody because you never know what their going through. Stay strong knox
Dude, just...wow. That is a lot my friend. My most sincere condolences to you and your family, truly. There isn't any shame in taking time to process, it sounds like you have a pretty good handle on that but I'm telling you...those things echo through time and boy do they hit harder down the line. Take the time to rest when you need to, you'll not regret it.
Rest Well.
Take care of yourself man. ❤
I've been through some sad stuff recently too, and I appreciate the positive message.
Take your time, don't put too much pressure on yourself. One step at a time.
Thank you for sharing. Best of luck with everything you wanna do and take care of your mental. That's also high priority. Sorry for all the things life seems to have thrown your way but better days are coming and in time, we heal. Take. Care. Of. Yourself!
This took a lot of strength to post, I'm sorry to hear that you have been going through it. I know how loss can take a heavy toll on everyone, please don't forget that your words are true for yourself too. You are not alone and to reach out to someone - anyone. Just being able to post this and check in with us shows how strong you are, don't forget that.
Knox, I’m so sorry that you are having a rough go right now. Please be sure to take the time to take care of yourself because that is the most important thing right now.
Your song unbreakable has really been helping me with my own fight against depression. I hope you can continue to heal through writing music or whatever process you need.
Love and strength to you Knox ❤ so sorry you’ve had such a rough time, and really admire your willingness to be open and vulnerable. Remember to look after yourself and be compassionate to yourself too.
I'm new to you and your channel, but I've enjoyed it and you. I've had a lot of the same experiences in losses, so understand. Your loss of the cousin that was like a brother to an OD is ... the same I've seasoned.
Take care of yourself. Kudos to you being honest, and open.
Letting us see the human you are.
It's okay to put all that into writing. Even if it isn't something you want to share, just as personal therapy, but just like this, it could help others k ow they aren't alone.
I'm sorry for your loss Knox. I know how it feels when facing such times, and I'm happy that you opened up about your thoughts and shared them to us. Keeping them to yourself just makes it worse for you. I Hope that you cope up soon, and I hope that 2024 brings you lots of joy. Spend more time with your family and hire some people to reduce the burden. Take care Knox.
I’m so proud of you for reaching out. 💖 It’s such a strong, brave, thing to do in this world where everyone is trying so hard to appear perfect. The truth is, we all have struggles and challenges and the more brave people like you speak out, the more others will feel more comfortable sharing as well, and the more honest we are about how not ok things are right now, the easier it will be to create a better world for us all. 💖💖💖
You're one of the best out here 💯... Keep ur head up & we all got you.
You’re loved all across the world bro. We’re ALL here for you and with you through thick and thin.