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  • @kelocoche
    @kelocoche 4 місяці тому +67

    Honey you're so sweet and strong, and this also shows what a great mother you have. I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm glad you've experienced the genuine love and support of your mom, sending you love!!

  • @silviamunoz6863
    @silviamunoz6863 4 місяці тому +42

    My condolences for your lost, dear girl. Good to know you had, no, have a beautiful relationship with your mother... it means you are plenty of sweet memories that will majke her live eternally in your heart. You'll see! You'll feel her presence every single day, like I feel mine (I'm 66 and lost her almost 24 years ago).
    Stay strong, my dear. She didn't leave you, on the contrary, now she can be with you everytime, everywhere. ❤❤

  • @Lia-hl3kg
    @Lia-hl3kg 4 місяці тому +53

    I am so sorry for your loss. Please accept my deepest condolences. Just console yourself that your Mom is no longer in pain and will keep on looking out for you even if she is no longer in this world. Hold your head up and keep on living your best life to make your Mom and family proud. We will always be here to support you! Sending you a big warm virtual hug. Hang in there and let yourself grief. Rest in peace Mama 🙏

  • @marqabernathy4412
    @marqabernathy4412 2 місяці тому +2

    Having lost my mom in 2008 and my sister in 2021, I understand. You are very brave. Thank you for your courage and this video. Much love. ❤️

  • @ayunirwani3928
    @ayunirwani3928 4 місяці тому +8

    Deeply condolence for your lost.. 😔🙏

  • @user-yy6no5gl8j
    @user-yy6no5gl8j 4 місяці тому +7

    My deepest condolences for the loss of your mother.
    Please take care of yourself. We are always with you in your channel.

  • @jazsanc82
    @jazsanc82 4 місяці тому +1

    My condolences. Stay strong friend.

  • @katjalovesmusicals4337
    @katjalovesmusicals4337 4 місяці тому +3

    Thank you for being do open. What an awful.thing to have to go through. No matter what, how or when...the loss of your mother is always so hard. Wishing you strength...or maybe not.. sometimes its good not to be strong. I am glad you also have so many good and happy memories.

  • @Methos9396
    @Methos9396 3 місяці тому

    So sorry for your loss ❤
    I'm going through something similar with my dad. We recently put him in hospice for his copd.

  • @karinekotokoirie
    @karinekotokoirie 4 місяці тому

    I am really sorry for your loss, my heart goes to you

  • @tiffanygolden9935
    @tiffanygolden9935 4 місяці тому +2

    I'm so sorry for your loss. I appreciate you sharing and being so vulnerable with us by talking about your mom. Sending you Love and Light☺️✨️

  • @coffeelover1025
    @coffeelover1025 4 місяці тому +1

    I'm so sorry Katriinka, your such a beautiful soul, sending all my love xx

  • @rosaliakd4223
    @rosaliakd4223 4 місяці тому

    I am deeply sorry to hear about the passing of your loved one.
    May happy memories of your mother bring you comfort at this sad time.
    I'm wishing you and your family courage and peace during this time of mourning.

  • @forestr5808
    @forestr5808 4 місяці тому +3

    I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my Dad on 12/22/23. He was one of my most favorite men in this world. Everyday at 7:00 p.m. I talked to him on the phone. Struggling not having that anymore. I know it gets easier as I lost my mom 9 years ago but you never forget. I still think, oh I have to tell Mom... but I can't. I think it's especially hard when you lose your last parent. I also worry that I will lose the ability to speak Hungarian as my siblings and I pretty much speak English when together. Sending you hugs ❤

  • @jamespyper571
    @jamespyper571 3 місяці тому

    So sorry for your loss I know what your going through having lost both of my parents so huge hugs

  • @azabache1525
    @azabache1525 4 місяці тому

    Im so sorry, girl she is your angel now she will always be with you in your heart

  • @Feistiness
    @Feistiness 4 місяці тому +1

    So sorry for your loss. Sending you love and light. ❤🙏🏻

  • @tintat2
    @tintat2 4 місяці тому +1

    So sorry for your loss.

  • @d.s.19
    @d.s.19 4 місяці тому +1

    My condolences. Thank you for sharing this with us.

  • @kevinkaurin8383
    @kevinkaurin8383 4 місяці тому +2

    Katriinka, thank you for your message. It is so important for ladies to be aware of this.
    My empathy for you and your family. She is in mother Mary's arms. Pax et Bonum

  • @forthemusic2037
    @forthemusic2037 4 місяці тому +2

    I'm so sorry for your loss. As someone who lost her mother last year due to cancer, please know she is not in any pain now. The grief is for us to carry that get left behind. Please take it one day at a time..sending you strength. And here if you ever want to talk.

  • @torkawhitworth1966
    @torkawhitworth1966 3 місяці тому

    My heart goes out to you. May you find firm footing for 2024 building on the foundation of love, determination and support your mother has provided you. And may you have great success with these new projects you've planned out. We'll be watching and loving you in her stead.

  • @user-ce1vr1ev1u
    @user-ce1vr1ev1u 3 місяці тому

    Quiero hacerte llegar mis condolencias por tu perdida- Eres una persona muy dulce y talentosa . Mucha fuerza y animo. Tu madre siempre estara contigo, en tus recuerdos y en tu corazon. Animo.

  • @milachilla
    @milachilla 4 місяці тому +1

    My deepest condolences, coincidentally yesterday I rewatched your svt reactions and went to check your patreon just out of curiosity and came across your post about your loss.
    In a way, you posting this today, feels to me like a sign from the universe and your mom - for me to check on you, even from afar. Even if I’ve not been here that long or interacted with you many times.
    I hope working and being in touch with your community (us!!!) will help you in any way. Please take care, do what you need to do and we’ll be here supporting you. Sending lots of love and light for you and your family.

  • @siniestra__
    @siniestra__ 4 місяці тому +2

    I send you a big hug, hope that little by little you can deal with this pain and get to have lighter days 🤍

  • @user-jt8ku1bn4x
    @user-jt8ku1bn4x 4 місяці тому +1

    Thank you for making Sohyang pretty.

  • @lixixixi
    @lixixixi 4 місяці тому +1

    I am so sorry 😭 My deepest condolences!!! take care of yourself!!!

  • @-tish-1376
    @-tish-1376 4 місяці тому +1

    Girl, your Mom sounds so lovely and amazing! Im so sorry for your loss. Please take your time! Its really really hard, but you'll get better, specially if you do what she loved you do.
    I, myself have endometriosis (and yes, its a bitch), so im really happy to see awareness about it, bc sadly not enough women know about it.
    Im waiting patiently for yout next content, but pls dont rush, take care of yourself first!
    I wish you and everyone a happier new year! Stay healthy!

  • @evelynwiberg1955
    @evelynwiberg1955 4 місяці тому

    I'm so sorry for your loss sweetie. Sending strength, love, and prayers to you and your family

  • @sleeplessnight8796
    @sleeplessnight8796 4 місяці тому +3

    heartfelt condolences ❤ Sending you positive thoughts and lots of prayers🙏 katrinka.

  • @snowflakeCVLM
    @snowflakeCVLM 4 місяці тому +2

    I was asking myself many days ago where you were :(, I had no idea about this, and it really touched me, it made me very sad, and I really send you all my love and affection from my home, a giant, tight hug, and I understand you perfectly , I have not had any luck with people either... I am very happy that you can feel all the love from strangers and also from those close to you,so it can help you to be better in this journey, I am very sorry for your loss and well... we will all be here waiting for you, watching your videos and giving you love or a like, but know that many of us appreciate you

  • @nita9984
    @nita9984 4 місяці тому +1

    Im so sorry for your loss, may your mom rest in peace 🕊

  • @danielriz
    @danielriz 3 місяці тому

    Sending virtual hugs your way Katriinka. Prayers for your Mom🌷

  • @redcomputfox
    @redcomputfox 3 місяці тому

    I can strongly simpathise with you and your family. A few years ago I lost a matrionly freind to the same thing. And she was a very strong and passionate singer in our church, a strong gospel singing background. And no matter when her treatments were or the complications she had the eventually claimed her you knew whereever she was she had a large smile and a beautiful voice ready to sing anything. And as the sound tech at our church I always was ready to listen to her perfect voice over the microphone and the one mic she used will always be hers to me.
    RIP Michelle.

  • @sweetteahyung6351
    @sweetteahyung6351 4 місяці тому

    I'm so sorry for your loss, especially right before Christmas :c my dad had a nearly 3 year fight with rectal cancer and passed in october of 2022. He was the kindest, gentlest person I've ever known and so much of what I am is from him. I miss him every second of every single day and I wish he was still here. It's been over a year and it hasn't gotten any better, but I'm trying to hang in there. I hope you're doing as okay as you can and that you have friends and family who are there for you when you can't keep going like normal for a little while.
    it's really just terrible either way :c cancer is so awful. Seeing them slowly decline and waste away is awful, but losing them so suddenly is also very bad. My dad did alright until about a month before he passed. My mom called me in the middle of the night to tell me that my dad had fallen off the couch and she couldn't get him back up, so i went to try and help her but my dad was a big guy and even together we weren't able to get him back up. We had to call 911 and they sent some really nice first responders to help him and take him to the emergency room. He was in the hospital for a while, but he continued to decline and was moved into a hospice facility, where he passed away a few days later. Throughout the entire thing, until they had to keep him on some very strong pain medicine that just made him sleep, he was 100% my dad. He was so kind and always joking with the nurses and doctors and caretakers despite being in so much pain. Even when he was so heavily medicated, he still managed to wiggle his eyebrows in that silly way he always did at me when i was sitting with him.
    It's so so hard, losing them. I'm not doing so great even over a year out from his passing, but i'm always happy to talk or listen if you ever need to talk about it to someone who understands :c you're in my thoughts, and i hope this new year treats you kindly!

  • @dab0802
    @dab0802 4 місяці тому

    You have my sincere and deepest condolences. I’m so sorry for your loss.

  • @T_kats
    @T_kats 4 місяці тому

    Sending my condolences. I hope you and your family are coping well. Rip to her 🙏🏾❤️

  • @K750Ric
    @K750Ric 4 місяці тому

    My sincere condolences 🙏 for your loss.. stay strong and remember that you are valued.. she will watch over you and know that she wants you to be happy and loved.

  • @ladygoanga
    @ladygoanga 4 місяці тому

    My deepest condolences and I hope you will continue to do what you love and makes you happy. Looking forward to your content, I've always enjoyed watching your videos.

  • @tonysmith3775
    @tonysmith3775 4 місяці тому +1

    Sorry for your lose Condolences to you and your family my thoughts are with you 🙏😢😘💐

  • @paulsha8dow496
    @paulsha8dow496 4 місяці тому

    Condolences to you and your family 😢😢

  • @jasonwilliams2588
    @jasonwilliams2588 4 місяці тому

    I’m so sorry for your loss. God bless you and your family.

  • @meggoodmanson5920
    @meggoodmanson5920 4 місяці тому

    I'm so, so sorry for your loss. She sounds like she was a wonderful human being. Sending you so much love❤

  • @renedavids6154
    @renedavids6154 4 місяці тому +1

    My condoleances. I know what it means to loose somone you love. Warm hug from me. I'm lucky to survive prostate cancer (male problem).

  • @danielchia1848
    @danielchia1848 4 місяці тому +1

    Deepest condolences for u and ur family. God bless u, sending a lots of love

  • @stevegoebel5362
    @stevegoebel5362 4 місяці тому

    To see you share your grief on your channel gives people hope that they too can work through their personal tragedy. Thank you for sharing.

  • @ones.mp3
    @ones.mp3 4 місяці тому

    im truly sorry for your lost, u have our back

  • @katharina2870
    @katharina2870 3 місяці тому

    I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️

  • @flyorburn2036
    @flyorburn2036 4 місяці тому

    I am so sorry for your loss, your mom was so strong and so are you ! I send you all my love and support ❤

  • @MsJC525
    @MsJC525 3 місяці тому +1

    Sending hugs, condolences and much love to you, Katrinka. I lost my mother last year and my brother a couple of months after Mom's passing. The past holidays were the toughest for my family, so I know what you went through/what you are going through. Each day can be a struggle, but please take comfort and solace in knowing that she is free from pain and is now in a good place. I believe that there is a heaven and that she is watching out for you from up there. Please do not forget to take care of yourself, I'm sure your Mom would want you to continue doing what you love.

  • @KrunoslavStifter
    @KrunoslavStifter 4 місяці тому +1

    My condolences for your loss.

  • @merrillpayton
    @merrillpayton 4 місяці тому +9

    My heart breaks for you Katrina. Please accept my deepest heartfelt sympathies and condolences. I know your loss. We all deal with these things in our own way, so, lean on those whom you love and those who love you. It will take time dear.

  • @Ash-nk8lk
    @Ash-nk8lk 4 місяці тому

    Oh no I’m so sorry girl😣

  • @flozbi4401
    @flozbi4401 4 місяці тому +1

    All my love and support Katriinka. I lost my mum last October, same cancer. I wish you all the best for 2024, hoping the worst is really behind us 🙏

  • @jamesbushman8463
    @jamesbushman8463 4 місяці тому

    I am so sorry for your my thoughts and prayers are with you ❤

  • @gsrnitro1639
    @gsrnitro1639 4 місяці тому

    Condolences to you and your family.

  • @yiyi4252
    @yiyi4252 4 місяці тому +1

    My condolences 🤍 the love and light your mother shone upon you and the people around her is not lost, you carry it with you and in turn shine brightly for everyone around you, may 2024 be a year of more love and healing for all of us

  • @ohyoureapproachingme
    @ohyoureapproachingme 3 місяці тому

    sorry for your loss hope ya doing better. take care

  • @sarahluix
    @sarahluix 4 місяці тому +3

    Sending you and your loved ones lots of love and strength for the upcoming time! I hope you allow yourself to grieve and don't feel pressured to upload when you are not ready to come back yet. We will always wait and welcome you back with open arms! Take care! 🤍

  • @Antzcarb
    @Antzcarb 4 місяці тому

    Condolences ❤ we love you mom, we’ll continue to support your girl as you have

  • @SaverioP
    @SaverioP 4 місяці тому +1

    So sorry for your loss. Those of us who have lost a parent have somewhat of a sense of what you're going through, and it's not easy. Especially when you were very close like it seems you and your mom were.
    There will always be a big hole, but in time it won't hurt so bad.
    Lots of people care about you, and that will be a big help while you are healing.

  • @kaestchen72
    @kaestchen72 4 місяці тому

    I'm sorry for your lost. I know exactly how you feel. ❤

  • @AnnaTurner-yy2mc
    @AnnaTurner-yy2mc 4 місяці тому +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss! ❤

  • @rickymartin4682
    @rickymartin4682 4 місяці тому

    I am so sorry praying for you and your family

  • @danellwein8679
    @danellwein8679 4 місяці тому +1

    nice to see you again .. Katriinka .. sorry to hear about your Mom

  • @k8tastrophe
    @k8tastrophe 4 місяці тому +1

    Your mother sounds like she was a really beautiful person and she certainly passed that down to you. I'm so sorry for your loss and I hope you know you know you can take as much time as you need to recover if that will make the healing process easier. Much love to you and your family, and we'll have your back in the future as much as you need us 💜

  • @TheSawdustChronicles
    @TheSawdustChronicles 3 місяці тому

    I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my mom to cancer February of 2018, then lost my dad October of the same year. The hole in your heart never goes away, but the pain fades. Remember the happy times, think of her love of you.

  • @armandobuenavista9178
    @armandobuenavista9178 4 місяці тому

    my deepest condolences to your family..🙏

  • @AndoughPanda
    @AndoughPanda 4 місяці тому

    Oh, I'm so sorry. I can't even imagine what you must be going through. Cancer is awful and I'm sorry that you and your mom had to experience it. Every memory and moment that you two shared together will transcend time and they get to be yours, always. ❤

  • @alefr8469
    @alefr8469 4 місяці тому +2

    We love you!

  • @18becbec
    @18becbec 4 місяці тому

    We're all so sorry for your loss. Please post here as much or as little as you'd like, whatever feels most therapeutic for you ♥️ It's good to know that you have supportive people around you, too.

  • @user-hp7wp8hw7m
    @user-hp7wp8hw7m 4 місяці тому

    My condolences for your loss Kat the same as yours my sister also passes away last month b4 Christmas I'll pray also for your Mom sending ❤

  • @eunkiimm
    @eunkiimm 4 місяці тому

    Sending u so so much love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @bennyboman6570
    @bennyboman6570 4 місяці тому

    ❤ My condolences to you and the rest of the family.
    Cancer is a terrible sickness.
    All strength to you all.

  • @IaniK927
    @IaniK927 4 місяці тому

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Know that you're loved and not alone in this journey. Be back when you're ready, take the time you need, don't rush yourself. We'll be here waiting for you. All my 💙💙💙🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @kipzonderkop7061
    @kipzonderkop7061 4 місяці тому

    my deepest condolences for your loss! Take care and as much time as you need to get back to making videos!

  • @laboniakter4896
    @laboniakter4896 4 місяці тому +1

    I'm so sorry for you...I want to comfort you but I don't know how because I know what you have lost. Please be strong and take care of yourself.

  • @elenaekanathapetrova2282
    @elenaekanathapetrova2282 4 місяці тому

    Thank you! For loving words about Ado.. it was one of the reason i finally jumped into this rabbit hole. Her music supports me now.

  • @C-Locke
    @C-Locke 4 місяці тому

    I'm so sorry Katriinka. It doesn't matter if it was expected or not, it's still so difficult losing someone you love, especially a parent you are close to. Of course it would be hard doing videos again when she was so involved and a part of it for you. ❤ Please give yourself grace and allow yourself time and space when you need it.

  • @owl9704a
    @owl9704a 4 місяці тому +4

    WOW! You are special. I lost my significant other on 12/27/20 at 527AM. I know all of thie because she passed away at home with me holding her hand. Ironically from The same miserable cancer! Your mother was a super woman, she produced a talented, beautiful and caring daughter. She will be at rest now so she can be with you in your heart ands mind even more! Please stay strong and please take care of yourself this is a very difficult time for you. This is from someone that has been there. TAke a break and rest! Your fans and friends will always be here for you!

    • @mel_g6794
      @mel_g6794 4 місяці тому

      I’m sorry to hear of your loss. Thank you for sharing your experience. Bless you and all those who loved her as you move through the grief from her loss.

    • @owl9704a
      @owl9704a 4 місяці тому

      You stay strong you are a beautiful person. It gets a little better with time. But It sure does cause us to hate the holiday season. Stay safe and healthy. Your friends will always be here to support you no matter what.@@mel_g6794

  • @meira682
    @meira682 4 місяці тому

    My condolences for you and your family. Take care! Sending you lots of love from indonesia 🤍

  • @Liriqos
    @Liriqos 3 місяці тому

    Loss my father too, it will never vanished but you can make it as an inspiration to do better just like how your mom would want it. So keep going, praying & enjoying, i'm sure she'll be happy in heaven. 🎉❤

  • @Psych0Mat
    @Psych0Mat 4 місяці тому

    I hope she's in a better place! And I hope you stay strong! If you need more time to get back into things I'm sure me and your fans will understand if you take it easy for awhile!

  • @venerac2759
    @venerac2759 4 місяці тому +1

    Thanks for the update video, Kat, and thanks for sharing how much your Mom enjoyed your videos and reading the comments. Sending you love and support and looking forward to all of your ideas for the channel! Take care❤❤‍🩹❤💌

  • @ako8357
    @ako8357 4 місяці тому

    My heart goes out to you, your family and everyone who loved your mom ❤ I hope 2024 is a kinder, brighter year for all of you!

  • @markfogerty5232
    @markfogerty5232 4 місяці тому +1

    💔love to you and your family 💕

  • @markjosephgicain3160
    @markjosephgicain3160 4 місяці тому

    Strangers or not, we are one complicated big family! Condolences to your loss. I lost my dad to the big C too. May you be filled with much love in these trying times. Don't pressure yourself to going back to work again unless you think it helps you to mourn but I do hope you take time as well. Mourning does not end so yes, just take it one day at a time. You are highly appreciated! Take care of yourself always! hug*

  • @jeanospalestrinos
    @jeanospalestrinos 4 місяці тому +3

    Que Deus conforte seu coração, tenho certeza que ela está em um lugar muito bom e olhando por você. Um grande beijo no seu coração.

  • @lipasketch
    @lipasketch 4 місяці тому +1

    I hope good things come to you ❤

  • @arshiarfi3497
    @arshiarfi3497 4 місяці тому +1

    Rest in peace 🖤🙏🏼

  • @davidjmaggs
    @davidjmaggs 4 місяці тому +7

    Please accept my most profound and deepest sympathies for your loss. Losing a parent is one of the hardest things that can happen to anyone.

  • @zolotozvezda5278
    @zolotozvezda5278 3 місяці тому

    Dear Katriinka. May God bless her soul, and May God makes her an angel to watch over you for eternity.

  • @rennelentienzaskewlaccount3100
    @rennelentienzaskewlaccount3100 4 місяці тому

    my deepest condolences for you, im very sorry your biggest supporter has passed away and that might have been the worst christmas in your life. Rest in peace mother

  • @dodieballesteros
    @dodieballesteros 4 місяці тому

    Sorry for your loss 😔

  • @sparky74uk
    @sparky74uk 4 місяці тому

    Sorry for your loss :(

  • @maikvogel6632
    @maikvogel6632 4 місяці тому

    Mein herzliches Beileid! 😥

  • @CristineAkemi
    @CristineAkemi 4 місяці тому

    My condolences for you and your family ✨ Your mother is very proud of you and is looking for you every time now ❤ we are excited for the new content but we will understand if you need some time to be back here. thank you for bringing joy and light to our days!

  • @emilysanders5020
    @emilysanders5020 4 місяці тому +1

    I send you biggest virtual hug there can be

  • @kaiknudsen3875
    @kaiknudsen3875 4 місяці тому +1

    Did not know,i m sorry for your loss. Kai

  • @mel_g6794
    @mel_g6794 4 місяці тому

    I am so sorry for your loss. My mom passed 16 years ago 2 days before Thanksgiving. She was amazing and I was blessed to have her as my mom and best friend. Her birthday is in 2 days and will celebrate her life as I always do on that day.
    Your mom will be with you always as she is such a huge part of who you are. My thoughts and prayers are with you, your family and all those touched by the loss of your dear mother.