EMAIL-EMILY-PT@HOTMAIL.CO.UK INSTA-EMILYHAYWARD.PT TWITTER-EMILYHAYWARDPT This video was made for Emily's funeral, which was this morning. She will be dearly missed.
I come back to watch this from time to time. Emily still gives me so much motivation to live life to the fullest. She was such an inspiration and still is today. She lives on in all of us! Love to everyone reading this!
It’s a shame Aisha didn’t come back to update us from time to time but fully understandable, she will have moved on with her life by now and that will be hard to do routed in a past she can’t recapture again.
vickie g she was indeed a beautiful soul. There are great souls all around the world. But unfortunately humans are so self destructive and awash with depressing situations. But in every bad situation a beautiful soul emerges. If only these things were news and not war famine and politics. The world would be a far better place.may her soul have a riot of a time wherever it may be. I don't think she gonna be a rest in peace type of girl 🤗
IS 💖a beautiful soul. our souls live on forever. I hope she knows the impact she’s made and that she will forever be in our hearts. I’ve never felt such love for someone I’ve never met like I do for Em and Aisha. I’m forever changed for all they’ve taught me..even at the age of 35, as mom who thought she already knew who she was- I’m forever changed and inspired. I wish we could have watched their story for years to come but they lived such an awesome, loving life together in the time they had. Perfect soulmates. God knew they needed each other. I hope Aisha keeps us updated as well. ♥️♥️
vickie g she still exists because she is a soul that still has energy. Take heart, everyone gets to recognize her after they progress to the next world. This world is temporal. Think about it man.
It’s May 20th 2023, and I have finished watching every single video. I have laughed, cried and being inspired by Em’s Journey. I have never watched such an inspirational story, it was not about the cancer but the person and the journey. Emily you have made me see life in a different way, for that I will always be grateful. To Aisha I can only say thank you for being you, a legend. Em, may you be in heaven, happy, healthy and making those angels sweat with your workout trainings. May you fly high and be forever happy, I will come and watch your videos again when life hits me hard and I feel I can’t move forward, because if there is someone that can convince me otherwise, it would be you ❤
She may have loved making these vlogs, but I don’t think she really knew to what an extent she was loved and treasured by us all, she was utterly selfless and a wonderful girl. Aisha, you should be so very very proud of yourself girl, the love and support you gave Emily was so touching to witness, thank you both for sharing your love and journey with the world. We will never forget 😇 xxx
It's funny you say that but I truly believe she meant she wouldn't have changed a thing including that. As someone who has suffered my own form of heartbreak in the midst of diagnoses, I had all the expected emotions of self-pity, why me and life's not fair. It was a rough couple of years but when I came around the other side I realized that without walking that path I wouldn't have been the same person and had the same appreciation for life. Yes, cancer sucks and I am sure near the beginning she would have changed it but so many things in her life came from the diagnosis. She truly had a zest and appreciation for life and was surrounded by immense amounts of love and support that may not have had the same impact on her without cancer. She lived her life to the fullest and went out truly smiling not everyone can say that.
What is your point Linda? The essence of a person comes to the fore when they face huge challenges in life. All I saw when watching Emily was her beautiful soul. Only small minded people focus on judgement and punishment.
Still made a difference in my life today, 5 years later! I have no friends or family, but watching Emily made me get out of the house and go for a walk. I got lots of weird stares because I was listening to my favourite music and dancing Thank you! 💕🌈
I've watched a lot of people fight cancer, but I have never seen the level of Fight she had within her, with her illness. I truly believe that your love, and her being so health-conscious kept her going as long as she did. Resit in peace, If Aisha reads these, congrats on your baby (I know it's been a while). I also hope Aisha knows that we were inspired by her as well as Em, with her fortitude, and for exemplifying what true love means.
You know what? This video made me look on her death differently. Remembering what a happy soul she was, I'm happy she made it so far, she lived 7 years longer than expected and that's amazing. I'm proud of you Ems, rest in peace ❤
I know I’m just a name on a vlog posting comments but I am really having a hard time understanding how such a Beautiful, Bright, Loving, Courageous and Talented young woman whom So Many Ppl Absolutely Adore could be taken away from us. I miss Emily. Her bubbly personality, her witty comments and her strength. 😢😢 ❤️❤️❤️❤️. We miss you Em. Nuff said.
How naturally beautiful was Emily?! She was so stunning on the inside and outside and she was such an amazing human being overall. I have tears coming down my face because it makes you realise how life comes down to these last little moments x
Aisha I hope you read this. I am a 70 year woman whose husband died 2 years ago from GBM Brain Cancer. The lead up was challenging so I nursed my mate of nearly 50 years for nearly 3 years. It has taken me 2.5 years to feel like I am recovering. Em was an inspiration to me and motivated me to begin exercise and regain strength. I don’t expect to ever really ‘get over it’ but I feel that I am starting to live again. So thanks to you both for your inspiration. I hope you are coping ok at this early stage. Ok is good. Know that you will in time also regain strength gradually with your own precious memories of Em. All the very best Jan
Tom Allan so sorry about your husband. Im glad you are feeling better these days. Hope you can smile and laugh when you think of him and not cry. 50yrs was an incredible journey. Some never find love. So glad you did.
I’ll say this is true for now, and I’m sorry for you, but I’ve yet to meet a women named Tom, who’s let alone 70 years old and using technology better than me
Thank you so much for posting this. It needs to get 20 Million Views in my opinion. Emily touched so many people. I am a 52 yr old Army Veteran from Tennessee and this young girl showed more courage and determination than anyone I have ever known. God bless you Aisha. Thank you.
Tim R . Well said Brother. I’m a 52 year old Army Veteran from Scotland and I agree with you wholeheartedly. I have learned a lot about life and what is truly important, by being invited to share in Emily and Aisha’s story.
Hello Emily , obviously I know you won't see this but I wanted to let others know how much you have inspired me to change my life.today I went to the gym and I shall go tomorrow and the next day,when I was on the treadmill I thought of you ,am so sorry you didn't make it but you will live on in peoples hearts ,god bless you Em you are missed xx
What a day. Couldn't sleep last night. Lit a candle at 9.30am. You've been on my mind all day sweetheart, and you will be in my heart forever. Still can't believe that your journey came to an end. Love you. PEACE xxx
I've followed her for along time before she died, literally cried when she died. I'm coming here in remembrance, 1 year later, that's how awesome she was.
Her laughing in this video makes me laugh out loud. The comment, reaction..and then the expression on Aishas face …when she suggested a hat with hair……I’m hysterical. I thank God these two had time together. Such a blessing for both.
Impossible not to cry. But at the same time I'm so happy for her. She spent the time she did have living life to the full, with a smile on her face whenever she could and also spent it with one the most kind hearted people I've ever come across, Aisha. Not many of us at all will ever be that blessed in 90 years of living, let alone 24. Emily, you are at rest now. Thank you for being an inspiration to so many on how to live life.
Tammy Earrye i have been lost in a way with her passing. Like what don't know what to do now, she had a piece of my heart and always will.(not meant in a weird way) she touched so many people and it will remain so. It's surreal, painful to see her smiling face in the video. My heart keeps breaking.
I get what you mean. I was sitting home and decided to check her Instagram the day she passed, I saw that she had posted 1 minute ago and read the caption. I cried for an hour. I really hope Emily know the impact she had on all of her viewers.
Tammy Earrye I really think she did in a way but not the full impact our positive comments,love and support to her and Aisha. That she had and will continue to have on us as well. Not to mention an absolutely amazing wife(Aisha). The true meaning of In sickness and in health to death do us part.
2018 was a very sad year. We lost Sophia gall june 1st. Then we lost Emily hayward june 26. Then we lost claire wineland sept 2. Then we lost dan aka peeweetoms Sept 28. They were like our family . Each one had a Unique quality. That will last forever in our hearts. Love from earth. Xoxo
Sophia the shinning angel lots of people die of cancer every day. Most of them are not telling their stories on social media. Until scientists find a cure, every year is a sad year.
@@lizdonnelly2124 Yeah, no shit. It's important that people tell their stories on social media or elsewhere because unless you're in the healthcare business, you have no way to experience the triumphs and tribulations of people who are ill and you don't feel invested.
why chooose a user name ? Exactly, these channels aren't just people recording their lives. They're educating us all, not just from the medical standpoint, but from the human standpoint. They are also a wealth of information for the unfortunate people recently diagnosed. A lot of the time it's not pretty, but cancer isn't pretty. Everyone chooses how/if they chart their journey. I thank each person you named and many more for sharing their lives with us and when we lose them, it IS like losing a friend or loved one because they share pretty much everything in their lives. They aren't just a name in an obituary, here, we see them full of life and the people they were. It must be incredibly hard, in those days after diagnosis, after radiotherapy, after chemo, after scans, after results and after consultations, but they carry on documenting, either good or bad, for themselves, their families and supporters and it sadly far too often becomes their legacy. In their own ways they're all inspirational, how they deal with their disease, how they react, they show everyone is different. After following Emily, I think about her and Aisha often, like heading back today. I hope Aisha is doing as well as she can be. The days and weeks will have many anniversaries, good (being in each others lives, holidays, wedding), bad (progression, palliative) and the day she lost her.. I hope she comes back occasionally and sees we all still think about her (and I fully understand if it's still just too painful)and the force of nature that was her Emily Hayward. Rest In Peace you wonderful young woman, you will never be forgotten ❤️💔⭐️
Chronically Jacquie was an extremely popular in the States. She passed away April 29. She had 11 chronic illnesses . Apparently her feeding tube got wrapped around her intestines and she passed away within 1 day. We really think we know these people in a sense and it is hard for us to take the loss. I missed seeing Emily's face after a year and just had to see her. I bet she is keeping everyone in great physical shape in heaven
The community she left behind is kinda a reflection of who she was. There is SO much love and positivity in the world and we just need to embrace it. Whoever is reading this - do something nice today, for Emily and Aisha`s sake. Sending everyone (especially Aisha) SOSO much love x
DomVlogs I really find it hard to believe that she's dead I really thought she would beat it.. Condolences to aisha, and their respective family members! 💗
Olivia Kelly Yeah I understand. She was a strong fighter who never gave up. She taught me how to keep fighting and to be motivating and let nothing hold you back. Sending my love Aisha. ❤️
Dear Emily you are such a massive inspiration.. I've had 2 different cancers twice in the last 20 years and I hope I can handle it like you if I ever become terminally ill sleep well
Here I am rewatching Em’s vlogs again in September 2023 and I can’t believe it has been 5 years but whenever I need some motivation or I need a cry or laugh this is where I still come and it reminds me how precious life is 💜💜
Aisha thank you for posting this video of Emily 💕She was truly an inspiration to know. Life isn’t fair when it comes to cancer, but like Emily said life is short and you need to live it. You should start a cancer charity in her name and memory and make her journey a legacy. God bless you and your family ❤️🙏
Seeing them makes me realize how much I miss them. I don’t understand how I can feel so strongly about a complete stranger, but I did. I could watch them all night long. I just feel there has been a serious mistake! She should not be dead! She had so much to give! RIP dear Emily. ❤️🌿❤️🌿❤️🌿
That’s great. I would love to know what happened to her wife. She really touched a lot of people. I can’t imagine if I feel this bad and lost without her upbeat wonderful outlook how bad those who knew her in person feel
@@Alwayslearnimg Aisha is doing wonderfully considering she lost the love of her life. She's clearly grieving and missing Emily greatly but she's living life as they would have together, she has a lovely little 15mth old boy and a new home. It's lovely to see the progress she's making... she deserves every happiness after what she's been through. She's a very inspiring girl in her own right, and was definitely sent by someone into Emily's life where her support love and encouragement made her life full and happy. Unconditional love is awe inspiring .... we witnessed it in abundance through the vlogs.
I know today was the day. I hope you had many people turn out to tell you stories of how much Emily meant to them. I have been going over all of Emily's videos. I watch them daily as if somehow she will be in a new one. In my mind I form this montage of how inspiring she was. Always I watch, thinking, in this video she had 9 months left, in this video she had 3 months left, but in no videos did I see Emily showing that time had a hold on her. The tick tock of the clock wasn't going to stop her from living her best life. I don't know why Emily, who was so bright and kind, didn't get thirty years while I am 50. Why did she get two married months and I have had 22 with my husband, and got to see our son grow up? I cannot explain these inequities but I will think of Emily often, watch her videos, especially when I don't want to drag my fat arse to the gym, and I'll make sure I don't take a day for granted. That's all I can do for her but if there is one thing I've learned from watching you both, everything we get, must be enough. love from Ohio
Whenever I’m sad I rewatch all her videos. She still inspires me and makes me smile. She sure was determined to live life her way. Gone to soon still never forgotten. God bless Emily, Aisha and Raif ❤️
I am not sure if it was ever possible to miss someone that I didn't even know but I genuinely sit and think about Emily and her videos and how much they meant to me , so I can definitely say I do miss her and Emily's daily vlogs , she put so much effort and enthusiasm into them and I will carry this sentiment and positivity in my life as much as I can . Peace xx💖💖
Bethany Leigh I totally agree! I’m sat here in tears watching this... the heart stopping shock when her passing was announced was just awful. I cannot imagine what the hole must be like that’s left in the lives of those she knew & loved. This is her legacy & she had a friend in all of us. I think we all fell a bit in love with her & her honesty, her comedy & most of all, her journey as a whole. She was bloody incredible.
this channel showed up in You Tube’s recommended list. i watched the episode. i was so taken with Emily that i had to start from the beginning. Emily was a life force. she embraced her days and faced the adversity with remarkable strength and grace. i will miss her “What’s going on you lot…”
I still catch myself looking for a new upload every day. She had such an affect on me. I hope you are getting through this Aisha. You brought Emily through, I hope someone is there to support you. She was amazing, and Im better for watching her.
Crying but smiling because I know Em wouldn’t want us to be sad, she’d want us to go out there and smash our lives doing what we love. It’s so hard to grieve for someone you’ve never even met but I miss her. And I’ll never forget her 💜💕💜
You know...I keep coming back and watching this again and again and I finally realized something. When Em said Aish asked her what she would change about her life, if she could change something and Em's response was "I wouldn't change a thing"... just sent a chill over me. I know she meant every word. You are missed.
I keep coming back to this video when I'm down. I miss Em so much. I watch and I wonder why. There are horrible people in this world who are never sick, yet here's an amazing person who was taken way to soon. I still cry. I lost my mom 2 yrs before we all lost Emily. This has been so hard.
Never been so touched by the loss of someone I’ve never met. I’ve been watching a vlog every day just because I can’t believe there won’t be any more.. what a fabulous life she had amongst the bad!
Something was missing in my life. I suffered a strong fear of dying and there were days I could not even get up. After getting to know Emily and you Aisha I got stronger and stronger. I did not need to look for a doctor or anything else my rock, my treatment was you. You saved my life. Thank you.
i'm sure she is doing well , She has got a kid if you follow her on instagram , and she still works in the same job i'm sure , but she still missing emily to this day , but it also shows why Aisha is no Golddigger , That would horrified emily hayward to the core that would
Tears flowed again and l didn't think l had any left. I have never cried so much for someone l had never physically met or known personally. I still watch her vloggs every day even if l have seen them before. Her legacy will live on in them. Her number of subscribers has grown since her death and I'm sure it will continue to do so. Bless you Emily for what you did for your you tube friends and bless you Aisha for allowing us to be a part of her goodbye. Fly high beautiful girl. You will be sorely missed. Love from down under xxxx💕💖💞
Emily was one of those extraordinary people that while on earth made a huge impact on sooo many. Her time was so short but she put more effort in that time than most of us do in 60/70 yrs. And Aisha, u showed us all a LOVE so great. I miss Emily greatly. I pray for u, her wife, family, friends. Thank you so much dear Aisha for this video. Love & Peace.
She was and is my inspiration. Em ❤️ from the bottom of my heart i am thanking you that i had the strength to survive my cancer treatments. After almost two years i am in remission and when i was at my lowest and in a very dark place and i hated everything i kept remembering you and i kept telling myself that you would be still fighting so i can not give up. I've always pictured you smiling and being strong. Thx Aisha and Emily's family for not deleting Ems videos you guys literally saving lives.
This is how I will always remember you, sweet Emily. Laughing, fighting and loving. Peace. Thanks Aisha. You went through so much with amazing strength, love and attitude. Big hug and stay strong!
This made me cry! I am born with a congenital heart defect, and watching how she was able to keep her spirits up during such hard times is so inspiring! Thank you Emily. Rest in peace.
Klossmajor I was born with some bad genes too. My heart is bad (1 major heart attack at age 47) and a year later another blockage had to be removed. And 3 months ago I had open heart surgery with a double by-pass.) I’m afflicted with so many terrible diseases that have no cure and they keep getting worse. Besides my bad heart I also have Common Variable Immune Disease, Lupus (SLE) , Sjogrens Syndrome, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Fibromyalgia, Acute Pancreatitis and this list was is goes on and on. None of my issues are contagious. I’m praying for you you too Aisha!!
chellbie same. I know technology and social media take up a lot of our time, sometimes too much, but I'm thankful for it because through it we have been able to meet one of the most inspiring people on the planet🙏🌍💖
The laughter, the tears! We miss you dear Emily so much! But your enthusiasm for life, your love of life and living in the moment and to just get on with it will inspire anyone who even takes a quick glance at this video. Thank you to you beautiful, wise and the love of Emily’s life, Aisha. Come on everyone here’s to a million likes! Peace, the Emily way.
I have been thinking about Emily a lot these last few days. Especially today, her funeral. She will be missed and loved by her You Tube community. Peace.
Aisha thank you for posting this. Emily Hayward changed peoples lives, she changed mine. She taught me to live an active positive life even in you are in chronic pain. What a STAR !!!
It's been over 2 years and I still think of her, this total stranger that I only "knew" through her blog for the last couple of months she was among us. She inspires me to take care of myself more than I did, she inspires me to be more positive and to live fuller. Will always be grateful for stumbling over this channel. 💞
Ugh she was amazing! She truly had a beautiful spirit that we should all strive to have. I certainly take life for granted and will try my best to live life like her
Aisha. I hope you keep us posted on how you and everyone are getting along. Watching these videos and reading through all the comments, you are SO loved too. Love and light to you dear and the rest of the family/friends. Thank-you for sharing the love of your life with us.
Sarah Howard I’m not sure what you’re going through right now that would cause you to say such horrid things, but I pray you find peace. Merry Christmas!
I revisit this, and many other of Emily's videos, yearly. Emily says we gave her so much life but I think the reverse is true as well. She may be gone but surely not forgotten.
These videos were always the highlight of my day. Id get my notification, curl up, and watch. The fact that Emily and Aisha managed to turn what, on paper, were terminal illness vlogs, into the highlight of so many of our days is something i think Em would be proud of. Id never think of her as dying because her attitude and actions were ALWAYS the ones of someone truly LIVING their life.
Aisha: “as I always say, you’re the same person leaving the hospital as you were going in” .... so taking that through my life ❤️ I miss you Emily 😰❤️ what a stunning video ❤️❤️
This was soooo uplifting! I really expected a downbeat--emotional video but I left feeling super motivated and inspired. It felt like a video praising life and how good it is. I know she went through so much but even now, it feels like she's so grateful for the life she was handed. Cancer or not.
I hope this video will have the same impact for others as it has for you. Certainly Emily would be proud of how this tribute honours her. Wonderful women she was.😊
Thinking of you Aisha, you are such a role model, you've shown us it's beþer to have loved and lost than to never know the beauty of being loved without condition. May you find comfort in the magical moments you shared, the priceless snapshots of experiences shared and the love that reaches from beyond the grave. Shè will be fondly remembered by all who knew her.
Feeling so sad, but I felt I needed to watch my Favourite Video, for the umpteenth time, I've lost count. That pretty face, so positive, fully of enthusiasm, so mischievous & such a hilarious person. Emily you have no idea how many people you inspired & how much you are missed. 🌹❤🌹
I come back to watch this from time to time. Emily still gives me so much motivation to live life to the fullest. She was such an inspiration and still is today. She lives on in all of us! Love to everyone reading this!
Same, she crossed my mind today …
Same…I think of her often,and Aisha. Beautiful women…
It’s a shame Aisha didn’t come back to update us from time to time but fully understandable, she will have moved on with her life by now and that will be hard to do routed in a past she can’t recapture again.
@@Dessan01 she does post on instagram, she hasn't forgotten Emily ☺
@@PikaPluff Not a big social media user so I missed that, but good to know 🙂 I hope she is doing well.
man she was such a rare a beautiful soul
vickie g she certainly was...I still can’t believe she’s gone 😭
They both are, unbelievable the impact these girls have had on everyone 💖💔
vickie g she was indeed a beautiful soul. There are great souls all around the world. But unfortunately humans are so self destructive and awash with depressing situations. But in every bad situation a beautiful soul emerges. If only these things were news and not war famine and politics. The world would be a far better place.may her soul have a riot of a time wherever it may be. I don't think she gonna be a rest in peace type of girl 🤗
IS 💖a beautiful soul. our souls live on forever. I hope she knows the impact she’s made and that she will forever be in our hearts. I’ve never felt such love for someone I’ve never met like I do for Em and Aisha. I’m forever changed for all they’ve taught me..even at the age of 35, as mom who thought she already knew who she was- I’m forever changed and inspired. I wish we could have watched their story for years to come but they lived such an awesome, loving life together in the time they had. Perfect soulmates. God knew they needed each other. I hope Aisha keeps us updated as well. ♥️♥️
vickie g she still exists because she is a soul that still has energy. Take heart, everyone gets to recognize her after they progress to the next world. This world is temporal. Think about it man.
Im in the middle of an Emily and Aisha marathon. She was just the best.
It’s May 20th 2023, and I have finished watching every single video. I have laughed, cried and being inspired by Em’s Journey. I have never watched such an inspirational story, it was not about the cancer but the person and the journey.
Emily you have made me see life in a different way, for that I will always be grateful. To Aisha I can only say thank you for being you, a legend.
Em, may you be in heaven, happy, healthy and making those angels sweat with your workout trainings.
May you fly high and be forever happy, I will come and watch your videos again when life hits me hard and I feel I can’t move forward, because if there is someone that can convince me otherwise, it would be you ❤
What lovely sentiments.
Aw this made me cry
She may have loved making these vlogs, but I don’t think she really knew to what an extent she was loved and treasured by us all, she was utterly selfless and a wonderful girl. Aisha, you should be so very very proud of yourself girl, the love and support you gave Emily was so touching to witness, thank you both for sharing your love and journey with the world. We will never forget 😇 xxx
'I wouldn't change anything'
There it is. There is Emily, in those four words.
Jo Cannon So true😌
It's funny you say that but I truly believe she meant she wouldn't have changed a thing including that. As someone who has suffered my own form of heartbreak in the midst of diagnoses, I had all the expected emotions of self-pity, why me and life's not fair. It was a rough couple of years but when I came around the other side I realized that without walking that path I wouldn't have been the same person and had the same appreciation for life. Yes, cancer sucks and I am sure near the beginning she would have changed it but so many things in her life came from the diagnosis. She truly had a zest and appreciation for life and was surrounded by immense amounts of love and support that may not have had the same impact on her without cancer. She lived her life to the fullest and went out truly smiling not everyone can say that.
What is your point Linda? The essence of a person comes to the fore when they face huge challenges in life. All I saw when watching Emily was her beautiful soul. Only small minded people focus on judgement and punishment.
Linda Steele I’m sorry but this comment is so far below my intelligence level that I just don’t understand it. 🤷♀️
A truly remarkable person. X
Still made a difference in my life today, 5 years later! I have no friends or family, but watching Emily made me get out of the house and go for a walk. I got lots of weird stares because I was listening to my favourite music and dancing Thank you! 💕🌈
I've watched a lot of people fight cancer, but I have never seen the level of Fight she had within her, with her illness. I truly believe that your love, and her being so health-conscious kept her going as long as she did. Resit in peace, If Aisha reads these, congrats on your baby (I know it's been a while). I also hope Aisha knows that we were inspired by her as well as Em, with her fortitude, and for exemplifying what true love means.
Beautiful sentiments bro. I pray she is happy in heaven 🙏💕💕
Even though she had a short life, she lived the heck out of it. 💜
You know what? This video made me look on her death differently. Remembering what a happy soul she was, I'm happy she made it so far, she lived 7 years longer than expected and that's amazing. I'm proud of you Ems, rest in peace ❤
Anybody watching dear Emily in 2021 during pandemic? X
2 years later and I still come back for that fill of Emily positivity every few months. What a light she was 💛
me too 💙
me too
Same here.
I know I’m just a name on a vlog posting comments but I am really having a hard time understanding how such a Beautiful, Bright, Loving, Courageous and Talented young woman whom So Many Ppl Absolutely Adore could be taken away from us. I miss Emily. Her bubbly personality, her witty comments and her strength. 😢😢 ❤️❤️❤️❤️. We miss you Em. Nuff said.
How naturally beautiful was Emily?!
She was so stunning on the inside and outside and she was such an amazing human being overall.
I have tears coming down my face because it makes you realise how life comes down to these last little moments x
Re-watching in April 2022. Your legacy lives on. Emily, you are a true legend. Rest in Paradise girl.
Aisha I hope you read this. I am a 70 year woman whose husband died 2 years ago from GBM Brain Cancer. The lead up was challenging so I nursed my mate of nearly 50 years for nearly 3 years. It has taken me 2.5 years to feel like I am recovering. Em was an inspiration to me and motivated me to begin exercise and regain strength. I don’t expect to ever really ‘get over it’ but I feel that I am starting to live again. So thanks to you both for your inspiration. I hope you are coping ok at this early stage. Ok is good. Know that you will in time also regain strength gradually with your own precious memories of Em. All the very best Jan
Tom Allan so sorry about your husband. Im glad you are feeling better these days. Hope you can smile and laugh when you think of him and not cry. 50yrs was an incredible journey. Some never find love. So glad you did.
Sorry to hear that. Take care of your good self x
I’ll say this is true for now, and I’m sorry for you, but I’ve yet to meet a women named Tom, who’s let alone 70 years old and using technology better than me
TooManyTaco 2000 Maybe she’s using his account.....
@@Lat3xE4teR at the end she signs off Jan!
Thank you so much for posting this. It needs to get 20 Million Views in my opinion. Emily touched so many people. I am a 52 yr old Army Veteran from Tennessee and this young girl showed more courage and determination than anyone I have ever known. God bless you Aisha. Thank you.
Tim R And God bless you too, sir.
Tim R . Hi Tim I'm from Tennessee
Tim R . Well said Brother. I’m a 52 year old Army Veteran from Scotland and I agree with you wholeheartedly. I have learned a lot about life and what is truly important, by being invited to share in Emily and Aisha’s story.
Tim R
Eric Harris you’re welcome. Credit where credit’s due.
Don't cry because its over but smile because it happened....Thanks Em for everything! 💛💙💜💚💗
Lau Fitz lovely 😊 this made me smile!
Lau Fitz Kinda like that saying🙂
So true. Thank you for saying this.
Lovely just lovely x
RIP dear Emily. You remain an inspiration. I know you are always with Aisha and Raif in spirit. You truly rocked, girl!!!!
❤
Hello Emily , obviously I know you won't see this but I wanted to let others know how much you have inspired me to change my life.today I went to the gym and I shall go tomorrow and the next day,when I was on the treadmill I thought of you ,am so sorry you didn't make it but you will live on in peoples hearts ,god bless you Em you are missed xx
What a day. Couldn't sleep last night. Lit a candle at 9.30am. You've been on my mind all day sweetheart, and you will be in my heart forever. Still can't believe that your journey came to an end. Love you. PEACE xxx
"I'll see you in the next vlog guys, peace" 😭😭😭 my heart hurts
Sar
I’ve literally only just found this channel. Such a shame and a lovely girl!
PRETTY THANG same!
Same
PRETTY THANG for real. So upset
Same here. I can't believe how strong she was throughout everything, incredible.
I've followed her for along time before she died, literally cried when she died. I'm coming here in remembrance, 1 year later, that's how awesome she was.
Her laughing in this video makes me laugh out loud. The comment, reaction..and then the expression on Aishas face …when she suggested a hat with hair……I’m hysterical. I thank God these two had time together. Such a blessing for both.
Impossible not to cry. But at the same time I'm so happy for her. She spent the time she did have living life to the full, with a smile on her face whenever she could and also spent it with one the most kind hearted people I've ever come across, Aisha. Not many of us at all will ever be that blessed in 90 years of living, let alone 24. Emily, you are at rest now. Thank you for being an inspiration to so many on how to live life.
I miss her videos every day. Emily was my go to positivity, and still is.
Peace, Em.
Same
I think she always will be. Days I’m feeling low, I still come here.
Tammy Earrye i have been lost in a way with her passing. Like what don't know what to do now, she had a piece of my heart and always will.(not meant in a weird way) she touched so many people and it will remain so. It's surreal, painful to see her smiling face in the video. My heart keeps breaking.
I get what you mean. I was sitting home and decided to check her Instagram the day she passed, I saw that she had posted 1 minute ago and read the caption. I cried for an hour.
I really hope Emily know the impact she had on all of her viewers.
Tammy Earrye I really think she did in a way but not the full impact our positive comments,love and support to her and Aisha. That she had and will continue to have on us as well. Not to mention an absolutely amazing wife(Aisha). The true meaning of In sickness and in health to death do us part.
2018 was a very sad year. We lost Sophia gall june 1st. Then we lost Emily hayward june 26. Then we lost claire wineland sept 2. Then we lost dan aka peeweetoms Sept 28. They were like our family . Each one had a Unique quality. That will last forever in our hearts. Love from earth. Xoxo
Sophia the shinning angel lots of people die of cancer every day. Most of them are not telling their stories on social media. Until scientists find a cure, every year is a sad year.
@@lizdonnelly2124 Yeah, no shit. It's important that people tell their stories on social media or elsewhere because unless you're in the healthcare business, you have no way to experience the triumphs and tribulations of people who are ill and you don't feel invested.
@@whychoooseausername4763 well said user name. At least we have a heart. Thank you.
why chooose a user name ? Exactly, these channels aren't just people recording their lives. They're educating us all, not just from the medical standpoint, but from the human standpoint. They are also a wealth of information for the unfortunate people recently diagnosed. A lot of the time it's not pretty, but cancer isn't pretty. Everyone chooses how/if they chart their journey. I thank each person you named and many more for sharing their lives with us and when we lose them, it IS like losing a friend or loved one because they share pretty much everything in their lives. They aren't just a name in an obituary, here, we see them full of life and the people they were. It must be incredibly hard, in those days after diagnosis, after radiotherapy, after chemo, after scans, after results and after consultations, but they carry on documenting, either good or bad, for themselves, their families and supporters and it sadly far too often becomes their legacy. In their own ways they're all inspirational, how they deal with their disease, how they react, they show everyone is different. After following Emily, I think about her and Aisha often, like heading back today. I hope Aisha is doing as well as she can be. The days and weeks will have many anniversaries, good (being in each others lives, holidays, wedding), bad (progression, palliative) and the day she lost her.. I hope she comes back occasionally and sees we all still think about her (and I fully understand if it's still just too painful)and the force of nature that was her Emily Hayward. Rest In Peace you wonderful young woman, you will never be forgotten ❤️💔⭐️
Chronically Jacquie was an extremely popular in the States. She passed away April 29. She had 11 chronic illnesses . Apparently her feeding tube got wrapped around her intestines and she passed away within 1 day. We really think we know these people in a sense and it is hard for us to take the loss. I missed seeing Emily's face after a year and just had to see her. I bet she is keeping everyone in great physical shape in heaven
Literally no one will replace Em and her amazing positivity and energy. Months later I still come back to watch her videos. You are missed Em.
I do too 💔❤
The community she left behind is kinda a reflection of who she was. There is SO much love and positivity in the world and we just need to embrace it. Whoever is reading this - do something nice today, for Emily and Aisha`s sake. Sending everyone (especially Aisha) SOSO much love x
She will be truly missed. She was such an amazing addition to youtube, I loved watching her vlogs. May she rest in peace. ❤️
DomVlogs I really find it hard to believe that she's dead I really thought she would beat it.. Condolences to aisha, and their respective family members! 💗
Olivia Kelly Yeah I understand. She was a strong fighter who never gave up. She taught me how to keep fighting and to be motivating and let nothing hold you back.
Sending my love Aisha. ❤️
Dear Emily you are such a massive inspiration..
I've had 2 different cancers twice in the last 20 years and I hope I can handle it like you if I ever become terminally ill sleep well
It's called mans not hot by big shaq I hope that helps 😊
Here I am rewatching Em’s vlogs again in September 2023 and I can’t believe it has been 5 years but whenever I need some motivation or I need a cry or laugh this is where I still come and it reminds me how precious life is 💜💜
*I JUST CRIED MY EYES OUT. IM SO UNGRATEFUL. I GOTTA DO BETTER.*
You're in good company there.
you will and hopefully some of the rest of us will too. peace strength and happiness
Aisha thank you for posting this video of Emily 💕She was truly an inspiration to know. Life isn’t fair when it comes to cancer, but like Emily said life is short and you need to live it. You should start a cancer charity in her name and memory and make her journey a legacy. God bless you and your family ❤️🙏
💯💯 👏👏👏 Beautiful comment! 💕
Sara G that would be great, but her journey already IS a legacy😊💖
If I remember right, they have I believe it’s on Aisha instagram
if i can achieve half of Em's posotivity and love of life, i would consider myself blessed.
i will never forget this amazing soul.
PEACE
❤
Even after all these years i still come back to watch all of her videos, She will always be in my heart
What a one in a million person. An inspiration. Hope you are flying high, wherever you are. #Aisha is a Legend too!
I hope whoever did the work in creating this vlog knows how much it is appreciated. They captured the overall tone in perfection. Peace.
Robin Garrett I think it wa sthe editor from channel 4 that worked on the programme Emily was on x
Thank you.
Seeing them makes me realize how much I miss them. I don’t understand how I can feel so strongly about a complete stranger, but I did. I could watch them all night long. I just feel there has been a serious mistake! She should not be dead! She had so much to give! RIP dear Emily. ❤️🌿❤️🌿❤️🌿
A bit of lovely news today... Emily's sister Kate has a new baby boy.... congratulations to her and the family.
That’s great. I would love to know what happened to her wife. She really touched a lot of people. I can’t imagine if I feel this bad and lost without her upbeat wonderful outlook how bad those who knew her in person feel
@@Alwayslearnimg Aisha is doing wonderfully considering she lost the love of her life. She's clearly grieving and missing Emily greatly but she's living life as they would have together, she has a lovely little 15mth old boy and a new home. It's lovely to see the progress she's making... she deserves every happiness after what she's been through. She's a very inspiring girl in her own right, and was definitely sent by someone into Emily's life where her support love and encouragement made her life full and happy. Unconditional love is awe inspiring .... we witnessed it in abundance through the vlogs.
@@ronanwalsh7024 That’s wonderful. I need to Google her name. So sad all of it. So young. But definitely both of them: inspirational.
Yeah..Emily and Aisha became parents together after Emily's passing..what a legacy !👍
@@sophiew1967 that's nice but ermmmm untrue
She is still helping and inspiring people around the world!
I know today was the day. I hope you had many people turn out to tell you stories of how much Emily meant to them. I have been going over all of Emily's videos. I watch them daily as if somehow she will be in a new one. In my mind I form this montage of how inspiring she was. Always I watch, thinking, in this video she had 9 months left, in this video she had 3 months left, but in no videos did I see Emily showing that time had a hold on her. The tick tock of the clock wasn't going to stop her from living her best life.
I don't know why Emily, who was so bright and kind, didn't get thirty years while I am 50. Why did she get two married months and I have had 22 with my husband, and got to see our son grow up? I cannot explain these inequities but I will think of Emily often, watch her videos, especially when I don't want to drag my fat arse to the gym, and I'll make sure I don't take a day for granted. That's all I can do for her but if there is one thing I've learned from watching you both, everything we get, must be enough. love from Ohio
Nosy Hausfrau...... everything we get must be enough......that is profound👍
Wonderful positive comment.
Thank you 💞💞Love you
Nosy Hausfrau beautiful comment. Yes, everything we get must be enough. Wow. As Emily would say-“BOOM!” XXX
Everything you wrote is so beautiful.
Hilarious when Aisha suggested a hat with hair and Emily’s quick NO! Wonderful senses of humor 😂
Teri M loli loved that too. She was not having it 🤣
Whenever I’m sad I rewatch all her videos. She still inspires me and makes me smile. She sure was determined to live life her way. Gone to soon still never forgotten. God bless Emily, Aisha and Raif ❤️
I will never forget you
Never. ❤️
I am not sure if it was ever possible to miss someone that I didn't even know but I genuinely sit and think about Emily and her videos and how much they meant to me , so I can definitely say I do miss her and Emily's daily vlogs , she put so much effort and enthusiasm into them and I will carry this sentiment and positivity in my life as much as I can . Peace xx💖💖
Bethany Leigh I totally agree! I’m sat here in tears watching this... the heart stopping shock when her passing was announced was just awful. I cannot imagine what the hole must be like that’s left in the lives of those she knew & loved. This is her legacy & she had a friend in all of us. I think we all fell a bit in love with her & her honesty, her comedy & most of all, her journey as a whole. She was bloody incredible.
It is possible! Most of us feel the same way. She and Aisha have touched many ❤️💞
A-freaking-men...I feel the exact same....hope all went well with her memorial today and wishing Aisha all the best.
Bethany Leigh me too
Bethany Leigh Perfectly worded. I couldn't have said it better myself. I really do miss her. :(
When I get to Heaven, the first person I want to hug, after my parents, is Emily. Rest peacefully sweet girl.
Diane Baugher Agree 100%
Why do you think she's in heaven?
Because this women deserves to go nowhere but heaven after her struggles
@@ashdoesstuff7719 why? I don't understand. Is she without sin?
this channel showed up in You Tube’s recommended list. i watched the episode. i was so taken with Emily that i had to start from the beginning. Emily was a life force. she embraced her days and faced the adversity with remarkable strength and grace. i will miss her “What’s going on you lot…”
When I feel sad , I watch one of her video's to see her beautiful smile
I still catch myself looking for a new upload every day. She had such an affect on me. I hope you are getting through this Aisha. You brought Emily through, I hope someone is there to support you. She was amazing, and Im better for watching her.
Ginger Kirby I think what you wrote echoes all of our feelings. So well written, couldn’t have put it better myself ❤️ xx
I keep looking for a new post every day also, I miss her a lot, she was so positive. I don’t want her to leave this earth but I know she’s in heaven!
Crying but smiling because I know Em wouldn’t want us to be sad, she’d want us to go out there and smash our lives doing what we love. It’s so hard to grieve for someone you’ve never even met but I miss her. And I’ll never forget her 💜💕💜
Was watching that n didn't even realise I was crying 😢 such a beautiful girl and soul xx
You know...I keep coming back and watching this again and again and I finally realized something. When Em said Aish asked her what she would change about her life, if she could change something and Em's response was "I wouldn't change a thing"... just sent a chill over me. I know she meant every word. You are missed.
I keep coming back to this video when I'm down. I miss Em so much. I watch and I wonder why. There are horrible people in this world who are never sick, yet here's an amazing person who was taken way to soon. I still cry. I lost my mom 2 yrs before we all lost Emily. This has been so hard.
You will be sorely missed but never forgotten Emily! Sleep well beautiful x
💖Aren't we lucky to have shared her light? Thanks so much for posting. Hugs to you sweet, Aisha. x
Gina Burlovich-Dicker that’s a lovely thing to write. Beautiful xx
She was a rare beauty. Positive and smiling most of the time. She’s gorgeous. She should be here.
Still watch and rewatch these videos. Such an inspiration to us all.
Same 💖
❤️
Never been so touched by the loss of someone I’ve never met. I’ve been watching a vlog every day just because I can’t believe there won’t be any more.. what a fabulous life she had amongst the bad!
Prettywildthings me too :(
Prettywildthings same here 😢🌹🙏
Same...
Tears and smiles.
Something was missing in my life. I suffered a strong fear of dying and there were days I could not even get up. After getting to know Emily and you Aisha I got stronger and stronger. I did not need to look for a doctor or anything else my rock, my treatment was you. You saved my life. Thank you.
Still coming back. I guess she touched my soul. I hope Aisha is doing well.
i'm sure she is doing well , She has got a kid if you follow her on instagram , and she still works in the same job i'm sure , but she still missing emily to this day , but it also shows why Aisha is no Golddigger , That would horrified emily hayward to the core that would
I loved this. At the end where Emily said see you in the next vlog I was choked right up.😓😓😓😓
Debra Boyea that was were my tears fell
Me too!
Tears flowed again and l didn't think l had any left. I have never cried so much for someone l had never physically met or known personally. I still watch her vloggs every day even if l have seen them before. Her legacy will live on in them. Her number of subscribers has grown since her death and I'm sure it will continue to do so. Bless you Emily for what you did for your you tube friends and bless you Aisha for allowing us to be a part of her goodbye. Fly high beautiful girl. You will be sorely missed. Love from down under xxxx💕💖💞
same...
Debra Boyea Same! 😭
.. and at the same time my heart grew bigger. It does every time I watch Emily. She was a SuperStar. ❤️
Emily was one of those extraordinary people that while on earth made a huge impact on sooo many. Her time was so short but she put more effort in that time than most of us do in 60/70 yrs. And Aisha, u showed us all a LOVE so great.
I miss Emily greatly. I pray for u, her wife, family, friends. Thank you so much dear Aisha for this video. Love & Peace.
She was and is my inspiration. Em ❤️ from the bottom of my heart i am thanking you that i had the strength to survive my cancer treatments. After almost two years i am in remission and when i was at my lowest and in a very dark place and i hated everything i kept remembering you and i kept telling myself that you would be still fighting so i can not give up. I've always pictured you smiling and being strong.
Thx Aisha and Emily's family for not deleting Ems videos you guys literally saving lives.
She was an amazing human being. The energy she radiates! A gorgeous lady in every way.
That was so beautiful! We will all miss her spirit and her lovely smile!! Rest in peace sweet girl!!
Only those who have been born again will enter into the kingdom of heaven, seek Jesus now while he may still be found.
This is how I will always remember you, sweet Emily. Laughing, fighting and loving. Peace. Thanks Aisha. You went through so much with amazing strength, love and attitude. Big hug and stay strong!
I watch these videos & want to make her be here again. We miss all miss you Emily.
Just remembering Emily today, RIP🙏🏼❤️!
This made me cry! I am born with a congenital heart defect, and watching how she was able to keep her spirits up during such hard times is so inspiring! Thank you Emily. Rest in peace.
Klossmajor I was born with some bad genes too. My heart is bad (1 major heart attack at age 47) and a year later another blockage had to be removed. And 3 months ago I had open heart surgery with a double by-pass.) I’m afflicted with so many terrible diseases that have no cure and they keep getting worse. Besides my bad heart I also have Common Variable Immune Disease, Lupus (SLE) , Sjogrens Syndrome, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Fibromyalgia, Acute Pancreatitis and this list was is goes on and on. None of my issues are contagious.
I’m praying for you you too Aisha!!
Emily...the best friend I never had. RIP🌻
sexysergeant123 exactly I think she found a friend in all of us. I feel like I’ve lost a best friend.
chellbie same. I know technology and social media take up a lot of our time, sometimes too much, but I'm thankful for it because through it we have been able to meet one of the most inspiring people on the planet🙏🌍💖
This woman is an inspiration RIP Emily Hayward
I miss her and never met her. I wish I had.
The laughter, the tears! We miss you dear Emily so much! But your enthusiasm for life, your love of life and living in the moment and to just get on with it will inspire anyone who even takes a quick glance at this video. Thank you to you beautiful, wise and the love of Emily’s life, Aisha. Come on everyone here’s to a million likes! Peace, the Emily way.
Lovely tribute to Emily. What an amazing woman she was.
She was such a talented filmmaker and had such a beautiful spirit.
February 1st, 2023 how do I miss someone I never met? ...she's unforgettable 💚
Emily, without a doubt the world is a better place because you were here. Peace ✌🏼
PugsInARug This song will always remind me of Emily. ua-cam.com/video/TZ0pXUb5jVU/v-deo.html
I have been thinking about Emily a lot these last few days. Especially today, her funeral. She will be missed and loved by her You Tube community. Peace.
Watching it for the first time in April 2023. This is powerful. Thank you! RIP
Still watching Emily 3 years on
Love bless xx
Aisha thank you for posting this. Emily Hayward changed peoples lives, she changed mine. She taught me to live an active positive life even in you are in chronic pain. What a STAR !!!
Last line should read : She taught me to live an active positive life even if you are in chronic pain. What a STAR !!!
Came in with a smile, went out with a smile and ohhh what a glorious smile it was x
It's been over 2 years and I still think of her, this total stranger that I only "knew" through her blog for the last couple of months she was among us. She inspires me to take care of myself more than I did, she inspires me to be more positive and to live fuller. Will always be grateful for stumbling over this channel. 💞
Ugh she was amazing! She truly had a beautiful spirit that we should all strive to have. I certainly take life for granted and will try my best to live life like her
Omg. Such energy in that beautiful girl!! Gone way to soon. Will miss her cheeky smile. RIP Emily. Xxx
Aisha. I hope you keep us posted on how you and everyone are getting along. Watching these videos and reading through all the comments, you are SO loved too. Love and light to you dear and the rest of the family/friends. Thank-you for sharing the love of your life with us.
Sarah Howard Wow.
Sarah Howard I’m not sure what you’re going through right now that would cause you to say such horrid things, but I pray you find peace. Merry Christmas!
What happened to Aisha. I hope she’s doing well.
I revisit this, and many other of Emily's videos, yearly. Emily says we gave her so much life but I think the reverse is true as well. She may be gone but surely not forgotten.
I miss her so bad. RIH Emily...
2023is lonely without you. 😞
These videos were always the highlight of my day. Id get my notification, curl up, and watch.
The fact that Emily and Aisha managed to turn what, on paper, were terminal illness vlogs, into the highlight of so many of our days is something i think Em would be proud of.
Id never think of her as dying because her attitude and actions were ALWAYS the ones of someone truly LIVING their life.
Aisha: “as I always say, you’re the same person leaving the hospital as you were going in” .... so taking that through my life ❤️ I miss you Emily 😰❤️ what a stunning video ❤️❤️
Rewatching June 2023 for motivation during my own health crisis. Emily you are still helping people after all this time. Beautiful soul.
I am still here, Emily.Thinking of you 🥝🥝🥝
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This was soooo uplifting! I really expected a downbeat--emotional video but I left feeling super motivated and inspired. It felt like a video praising life and how good it is. I know she went through so much but even now, it feels like she's so grateful for the life she was handed. Cancer or not.
it made me laugh so much, and then it made me cry. definitely a life celebration. god am i going to miss her.
I hope this video will have the same impact for others as it has for you. Certainly Emily would be proud of how this tribute honours her. Wonderful women she was.😊
Dante it was done brilliantly
Thinking of you Aisha, you are such a role model, you've shown us it's beþer to have loved and lost than to never know the beauty of being loved without condition. May you find comfort in the magical moments you shared, the priceless snapshots of experiences shared and the love that reaches from beyond the grave. Shè will be fondly remembered by all who knew her.
I am from Russia and this is such an... I don't know how to describe my feelings, it's hard you know... Such a beautiful soul...
She was such a force of nature. There will never be another like her❤️
Emily has forever changed my life..
Rip Emily. We all miss and love you 😩💜
Feeling so sad, but I felt I needed to watch my Favourite Video, for the umpteenth time, I've lost count. That pretty face, so positive, fully of enthusiasm, so mischievous & such a hilarious person. Emily you have no idea how many people you inspired & how much you are missed. 🌹❤🌹
Miss her 💔