My breath is truly taken away by your grace, dignity and compassion. Not just in this video, but throughout the whole journey. So much love to you, Aisha xxxxx
I can't say I'm surprised that Emily's channel is still growing and being viewed, even after over 4 years. She's such a powerful force of nature. Nothing will ever truly stop her from inspiring and educating us.
I don't know after almost 5 years if Aisha still has Emily Haywood's youtube login so you can upload videos onto Emily Hayward's youtube channel. I'm guessing the reason why Aisha can't upload stuff is because she works in a school. So i'm sure you are please that you are rewatching Emily taking Aisha out for a date night such as nando's etc
Ah, gosh Aisha. What a brilliant tribute. I know UA-cam was Emilys passion but I really hope you drop in and see us from time to time. We really love you both and YOU BOTH have been inspiring. Your love and positivity has encouraged everyone. Please consider vlogging from time to time in Emilys honour. We will just miss you both too much. Thank you for taking care of Emily you did such a great job being a wife and best friend to someone unforgettable. Xx
PhilippaHanna I was pleasantly surprised to see you commenting on Emily's vlogs. You came to Champion's Church in Dudley and you were brilliant. I yes I agree it would be good to see Aisha from time to time doing vlogs going to miss them 💖
You never had to post a video but I just want to say that all 53,498 of your friends appreciated it. It wasn’t only Emily who had an impact on our lives but you as well. You were always there by her side. I want you to know that not all of us will be at the funeral but we will 100% be right by your side. Sending love and hugs your way ❤️
Just recently found Emily’s channel, years too late. What an inspirational badass. Quick witted with a wonderful sense of humor. Binged her entire library and she has inspired to take better care of my health so many years later. Such a legacy she left. Aisha, if you ever have the strength to go back and re-read these comments, your wife was one of a kind, which I’m sure you were well aware of. I do hope your new chapter in life with your son is getting on well Lot’s of love from the Midwestern, USA. ❤️
I too found her channel just recently and I am just speechless at what an incredible person she was. One of a kind for sure. She had a light that shined unlike anything I've ever seen. I hope and pray that Aisha and her family are doing the best that they can. 💕
And me. She was such a beautiful girl. Gutting. Cancer is so evil. Emily was such a little warrior. I had been thinking about her and popped backed for a few videos.
I'm in tears listening to this beautiful tribute. Life was not wasted on Emily Hayward. I know these videos of her will continue to inspire for many years. Thank you so much for sharing this information. sending my deepest condolences
Sacha Stevenson my sentiments too, completely lost for words, seemed like we all knew her, hope she's in peace now and hope Aisha, family and pets will continue on their life path with love and hope.
She lived right up until she died. Exactly like you said. Aw Aisha am so sorry for your loss. She was such an amazing inspiration to me and many others. You are an inspiration as well, Aisha! All you did for Em physically and emotionally, you have carried yourself so beautifully through all of this. Emily was loved by many. I am so thankful for her presence in my life❤️ RIP Em
Diagnosed with uterine cancer a month ago. Thought of Emily. Her strength, positivity and passion for life continue to be inspiring, even more so now! ♥️
That’s really sweet. I think it’s amazing how people still watch her vlog daily including myself. I think it’s incredible how many peoples hearts Emily and Aisha touched xx
VLAD, that's awesome, I so wish I could join you, I would if I could, trust me, maybe you could look up Aisha and take her out to Waggaman's for all of us 🇺🇸.
That was a heartfelt and emotional video to do Aisha. I’m sure I speak for everyone when I say we are proud of you and Emily and the way you both view life. She will never be far away I’m sure. Always in your heart. Lots of love to you and your families and all the best for the future. We are going to miss Emily but I hope you carry on popping on to UA-cam and sharing your positivity with everybody just like Emily did. Xx
I'm a cancer survivor and I used to watch her story and Dan Thomas' story from my hospital bed...I'm so sorry about Emily and everyone else who didn't make it... I'm really sorry.
You should definitely consider interminent and longer term fasting to keep cancer at bay. Minimize sugar, gluten and processed foods consumption. Sauna to detox and ozone therapy
@@undeuxtrois123 If this was the way you keep cancer out of people, everyone would survive. This is great advice for people not touched by cancer. But for those of us who already went thru this, it's just a matter of when. I'm ready for round 4.
Aisha. No words, I just recently found you and Emily, and your videos together are so inspiring. Her legacy lives on in the people she touched. Thank you for taking time in your grief to reach out to us and let us know. All the love in the world.
What an amazing tribute to your wife. I visit this again during the covid19 lockdown. Emily was the bravest person I have ever known. How she motivated herself to still go to the gym is just astounding to me.
I wanted you to know that because of this post, I began watching all of Emily’s posts. You two inspired me to finally go to the doctor to get checked out. They found a skin cancer. But because of you both, they think it was found early enough. I feel guilty typing that. It’s not fair to you. But, I just wanted to thank you.
Love you, Aisha ❤❤❤❤ Thank you for this video. You are so strong . I am at a loss for words. The pain that Emily's passing has caused for so many is just the indicator of how much of an impact she had and will continue to have with her life. Sentences both of you have said in the videos will stay with me and lift me up. And so will your wedding video. To be allowed to witness such love, determination, strength and dedication in you two beautiful women has been a gift, a blessing. Thank you. Rest easy, dear Emily. You have done good.
Dearest Aisha; Thank you for letting us know the saddest of news. You appear so calm, collected and articulate when we know that you are devastated by heartbreak. Em would be so very proud of you, her stunning wife, my lovely!! You kept it together so amazingly well.It's some comfort to know that Em's passing was peaceful, quick and she was aware that she was surrounded by all the people who loved her May she rest in perfect peace 💙 I'm sure that you are so busy sorting out formalities and making arrangements but please take the time to look after yourself and please ask for whatever help you need in the coming months Thank you to the both of you for being such an inspiration, for allowing us into your lives and showing us all the meaning and power of true love. I shall never forget either of you ( I am an RN and I remember patients / families from 25 to 30 years ago just as though it's only a few days since I've seen them). It's early days, you be kind to yourself too Just do what you have to do.. In time I reckon that Em would want you to go forward and live life for the both of you. My sincerest condolences to both families and all your friends. With all my love, prayers and thoughts to you, wonderful Aisha.
Actually so gutted. I found Emily's when I got my diagnosis of ovarian cancer in March and there were days were I had absolutely no strength and I'd watch a video of her at the gym and it would motivate me to even just get out of bed and do some housework or something active. She was truly an amazing woman and my heart goes to you Aisha and her family and friends. Looking to get some flowers sent over as I live in Ireland and won't be able to travel but I'll be thinking of you all ❤️
Laura McCabe I am being under the care of our local hospice and that’s when I found Emily’s vlogs, I also found Emily’s vlogs gave me motivation and inspiration when I was struggling to find those things for myself, how are you doing now?
I'm slowly getting things back to "normal". Started back to work last month and I'm studying for my repeat exam to go back to Uni in September. Had a CT scan last Wednesday to see if I am still NED 3 months post debulking surgery and haven't heard back from them yet, so gonna give the doctors a phone this afternoon to see if there are any results back. How are you keeping?
While Emily taught a lot of people a lot of things I would say that I have learned the most from you, Aisha, on how to be a more patient and loving spouse. Thank you for that and I am so sorry for your loss.
I saw it on stand up to cancer gogglebox and her story made me cry so i did some research and now i watched all her vids she is so throng rest in peace Emily
Aisha you’re so brave coming here to give us all closure! You are such a beautiful soul... it is the saddest thing in all the world seeing you sat alone on that sofa! So so much love to you ❤️
Aisha, thank you so much for taking the time to create this video. It means a lot. I'm from Margate, so I'm going to try my best to make it to the funeral. I really appreciate you making it open to the public and to all of those who loved Em. It is good to see your face again, and to have more info on how everything went. To know she went peacefully is such a comfort. Sending you lots of love. xxxxxx
Thank you so much Aisha for assuring us that Emily was ok at the end. We cared so much about her in life and 3 years later I still find myself watching her videos if I need encouragement. I saw your beautiful baby on Instagram. I’m so happy for you.
Thank you for adding a closing video. i didn't know her but i fell in love with her the minute I started watching her videos. she helped me appreciate life and the little things so much more. i haven't cried like this in a long time, and I've lost a lot of people in my life. Aisha, vlog please, we've become attached to you now too :) xoxo - Victoria
Emily reminded me how important optimism is. Her genuinitey is what I will miss the most. She changed my perspective on my own problems, and the beautiful thing is she will always be here when I need a reminder. Thank you Aisha. Not sure if you will start vlogging yourself, but the energy that Emily had is not lost on you. I wish I could be at the funeral, but Australia is that little bit too far away. 💓
Emily isn’t dead! My husband and I just got to know her and travel with her through her struggles. Isn’t it amazing? Two more people just met her. Thank you so much for keeping this vlog up. We are 70 and still love meeting new people.
Ohh Aisha, my heart is breaking for you. You could not have loved her more, or taken better care of her. She will be watching over you forever. She was an amazing woman and she will be sorely missed. 🙏😚💕💕
Em, I know you are watching over Aisha's shoulder as she is recording this, so I want you to know how very proud of her I am and I know you are too. I want to say "thank you" to you both for showing me beyond the certainty of the fear and grief that death brings with it. I know now that we all have a time, and if we have an inkling of whenever that time my be, we can face it with dignity and grace and positivity and love. Thank you Em. Thank you Aisha.
Aisha, Thank you, UA-cam wasn't your thing, you didn't have to tell us anything, but true to your nature you did. I worried about you and Emily's final days. This video has given me a sense of closure. Thank you. You have two have touched my heart in a way that I could not imagine possible. I truly believed she would beat this. And, in hind sight, maybe the fact that she beat the odds for so long is beating it. Now like the mom I am I find my myself worrying about you Aisha. I hope you can find a way to let us know you are getting on in the future. I truly admire and respect you as a woman, and a wife. Emily was blessed for having your and vice versa.
I am just so heartbroken by this. I wasn’t ready to stop learning all the lessons she was teaching me, about strength; perseverance; positivity; bravery; and chief of all, how to truly embrace life, live it, and love it for all that it is. We all still had so much more to learn from her :( Aisha, thank you for being such an inspiration in all that you also showed and taught us about love, bravery, and unwavering support. You have given me a lot to think about when it comes to supporting my own spouse. ❤️
I still think of Emily almost every day. I'm so proud of you Aisha, and instead of wallowing, as many rightly may, you continue to celebrate her life. You've bought a home of your own and now you're a new mom. I can't think of many times where' you've shown yourself without a smile. You are just as inspirational as Emily.
I sometimes think about Aisha, and wonder how she’s doing. What a fabulous & supportive partner and wife she was to Emily. What a woman. I hope she’s made her way through the worst of the grief and can find happiness again.
Aisha, thank you so much for making this beautiful video 🙏. I actually have been waiting for it. Since Emily passed away my heart has been broken because the both of you became part of my every day. Emily made me believe in Hope again. You and Emily were a match made in heaven. Aisha I just wanted to thank you 🙏 and Emily for showing us what true love ❤️ is all about again because you both were the true example of it. Aisha the way you stood by Emily through her cancer journey is truly remarkable and genuine. Sadly when I went through my own journey with cancer a few years ago my partner would just drop me off at the hospital. My mom who I thank God for every day was the one ☝️ who helped me. She is my best friend ❤️. So what I am simply trying to say is, Ashia you were a God send for Emily to help her in her own cancer journey and that the both of you together were a God send to all of us because you both helped me and many others learn how to have faith in love again. So thank you Aisha and Emily for being so very inspirational 🌺 God bless you both. 🌹
Sara G I don't know or ur situation at all and I'm really sorry u had to go through it. Maybe ur partner just couldn't deal with the reality of the situation. It can be super overwhelming for not just the people its directly affecting but their loved ones to. Anyway I hope ur all good now. And we should all live the way Emily did, to the fullest. X
pobtrons thanks for your advice. My partner never really supported me. I was always alone. My mom was my everything. But maybe you are right, maybe it was to hard of a situation. It’s just so hard as positive as you try to be❤️
Im really sorry u were alone...but thank god u had ur family around. If a love one is going through something so terrifying..you just have to be strong for them, i could never let a loved one go through it alone but that's just me, everyones diff i guess. How are things with you now Sara if u don't mind me asking?x
pobtrons I am ok....they removed my right ovary with the felopian tube with the mass on it. I am being monitored every 6 months by a wonderful doctor. I had no symptoms and they found it on a random ultrasound because I was trying to get pregnant. My partner is a good person, but not like Aisha. Aisha was the best partner anyone could of had because that’s what I would have done. My radiologist asked if she could use what she found in me to discuss at a huge seminar and I said absolutely to help any research for ovarian cancer for all women. God bless you, you seem like a beautiful person ❤️
Sara G Again Sara, I'm so sorry u had to go through it, I get so angry when I see such wonderful, caring, genuine people having to go through such awful things, it just seems so unfair. I think one part of Em legacy is that we shouldn't be afraid reach out and talk to each other and not feel like ur alone when theres hundreds and thousands of people that Em brought together who care for each other. Sara if u ever want to chat or just say hello....pobtron@gmail.com. xoxo.
Emily changed my life. I was battling a bad depression when I found her. Her positivity and light gave me hope for recovery. She is still a superhero for fighting the way she did. I consider this a great loss to the world, but I also consider her life such a blessing. She has changed so many lives and will continue to do so. Stay strong, I know this is a difficult time but I am so happy she had a partner like you! Some of us are never so lucky, so she was very blessed💙💙💙
An absolutely incredible girl. I still come back to Emily's page every other month. Taken far too soon but what an incredible life she led. Love to you all from glasgow xxx
Emily kept me sane for the last sixth month since my Stage 3 melanoma - mole on my calf, just like Em. Her humor, strength, constant informative, inspiring vlogs - have empowered me more than anything else. Seriously, Aisha - she's been my true north with this disease. I'm doing well so far... Keeping positive, like Em and Aisha always say! I still watch and learn every day so please leave this site live -- PLEASE. God bless, and much Love from Austin, TX.
Aisha, I am blown away by you - you are carrying Emily's positivity and love and it's shining out of you. Thank you for this video, thank you for everything. I will never forget Emily, ever. Before I watched her videos I was bedridden with a progressive illness and sorry for myself and came across her channel by total fluke - that fluke changed my life. I am up and about now, doing really well and never feel sorry for myself anymore, ever. My friends are shocked (in a good way) at the differene in me and I always tell them my improvement is nothing to do with me and everything to do with Emily Hayward. God bless you, Aisha - you are one of the most inspiring women I have ever come across. Thank you.. thank you so, so much. x
Thank you so much for your lovely message. I reckon Emily is looking down on thousands of people whose lives she changed. An incredible person who I will never, ever forget.
I have a severe chronic disease (pancreatitis). On bad days, I watch Emily’s videos. She inspires me to keep fighting, and to live life to the fullest. And kudos to you, such an amazing supportive caregiver, wife, and friend for Emily.
Hey Aisha I don’t know if you check the comments on this video very often, I just want to say that I just discovered this channel and wow what a woman Emily was So inspirational and full of joy til the end. Hope you‘re doing okay right now in this difficult time Much love from Germany
Oh Aisha...to the very end, you were such a positive, gentle , calming and supportive soul. I’d always thought you were the strength, calmness and in fact the reason Emily continued to beat the odds over and over, and I think this vlog update proves that to me. Emily was an amazing human being, together you were spectacular and the epitome of pure unconditional love 💕 Thank you for the update I have thought of you every day since the news and it’s nice to have an idea of how everything happened. It sounded, as you said, very peaceful and calm. Please, consider writing a book down the track on how to support a loved one going through cancer, as you, YOU Aisha, have such an important message to share. Love to you, family and Emily’s everlasting memories xxx
The world got a little less bright when Emily left it, but the sparkle that she added to so many peoples life, left a light in this world that nothing will ever extinguish. She is up there now and will see just how loved she was, no, still is and always will be. Much love to you Aisha.xx
Jane Russell We all do. At least her physical presence, but as long as we have pass along her loving being she will always be around. Have a good night 💕.
I wish I met her in real life- 2 years on and I’ve just discovered this channel and can’t take my eyes off her, she’s such an inspiration and someone I aspire to be such a beautiful soul
Thank you Aisha ❤️ There are so many people vlogging their cancer journey but I cannot bare to watch them all......there was just something special about Emily that drew me in and had me hooked! You were an amazing girlfriend and wife, supportive, loving and always finding the positives. Thank you for letting us into your lives to join you on this journey through good times and bad. Stay strong 💪🏻❤️
I only recently discovered this channel through UA-cam showing a video on my feed. I’ve since watched so many of the videos and have fallen in love with how strong and inspiring the both of you were/are. The worlds loss of someone as amazing as Emily is truly tragic. The way you loved her and kept positive and smiling even in the hardest times is a testament to what love should always be. I can’t help but want to ask you to do an update on how you are doing, Aisha. I think many of us who’ve watched these videos have come to have a warmth in our hearts for you both and would love to see how you are doing all this time later ❤️
You were Emily's angel by her side. She was truly blessed & loved by having such wonderful people in her life. God bless you for everything you did for your dear sweet friend Emily. Grieve but be happy you knew her and cherish her memories forever. She is no longer suffering she is at peace.Be happy live life she would want you to live out your dreams.
Aisha your a natural on camera and Emily would be amazed and so proud. I don't go far from my home but I'm sending flowers 🌺 and have booked my first ever Nando's on that day . Love for you both entered our hearts and will stay forever. Thanks for all the tears , laughter and out standing kindness you have shared over the years . Love and hugs always. Take care everyone 😉
Poor sweet girl , it was her time , she was SO exhausted and had no more fight left ... wish I had found her sooner . Damn cancer , life can be so cruel ..
i still think of her Emilys videos are always on my recommended home page 🥰 and i wouldn't have it any other way i will never forget Em...the strength and volubility she showed on her channel was/is inspiring to say the least
She may have left but she’s certainly not gone, she lives on in so many hearts across the world 💛 thank you for making this video Aisha, it’s been a privilege to know you both in some small way.
Having worked with many families at the end of their loved ones life, I have rarely seen a partner be so supportive, loving and able to face things head on as you have and still are. You are amazing and I hope you have lots of support in this difficult time.
So very sorry for the loss of your love! What an amazing support you were to her! Your strength is inspiring and I hope time has healed your heart even just the tiniest bit. Your amazing! ❤️
Unbelievable strength and class in one so young Aisha it shames me as I sit here bawling over you, Emily and my loved ones I've lost. I dont know how you can handle life so gracefully. God bless you and thank you.
Dear Aisha, I came across Emily's videos in trying to deal with my friend's death from breast cancer. I have found them truly life-affirming and inspirational. Even though that beautiful lady is gone she continues to touch people around the world (I am in Australia) and I think that is pretty awesome. Love to you and I hope you are happy and loved in your life. You are amazing and so was Emily xx
Oh Aisha I was so happy to see this today. I miss you guys. Emily's passing affected me more then I ever thought possible. It felt like a punch to the chest. But I know you took very very good care of her and the love you shared is something you will have forever. I do hope you will continue vlogging ! I am a 66yo mother of one and you girls were (are) very special.❤❤❤❤❤
Wow, just Wow! I just happened to come across Emily’s channel. I am dealing with a rare form of cancer that has slowly closed in my world. I am a 40 yr old male with a Masters Degree, now unemployed, living with my mother and just put on palliative care. I have been feeling so down, and to come across this channel at this time has been nothing short of miraculous for me. I feel as though Emily is speaking to me. Both her spirit and yours Iasha, Wow! Even though I have watched all of her videos, I still find myself starting each day with both of you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Dear Mathew, I hope things go well for you, and I hope by watching Emily's vlogs, her dignity and courage can give you strength and hope, fight buddy, fight, don't give in fight all the way! Best
Sorry to hear your situation! Jus stay focused on your goals to the Lord as well! These worldly accomplishments are great but we all should also have spiritual goals! (Not saying u don't!) Life is short & precious! I'm on dialysis myself 3 days a week! Make sure u put God 1st in your life! Matt 6:33 acts 20:7 Go worship the Lotd on Sunday & try to bring others to Christ Church (Acts 20;28) Rev 2:10 Romans 16:16 Colossians 1:18 Ephesians 4:4 May God Bless ya & keep ya!
Matthew O'Neill It seems so unfair , when you’ve worked so hard at your education. Anything that lifts your spirits is good. I hope that the treatment is not too sore on you. Best wishes 😘
I just knew that you would do this! Well done Aisha 🙂 I’m so very sorry for your loss, she was a wonderful girl and you were everything she needed and then some! Please know that we so appreciate you putting this vlog out for us, and that we support and love you too. You are so strong and will never forget your wee angel 😇 Em but please enjoy your life too. Thank you Aisha xxx P.S. don’t forget we will always be here for you Aisha, always if you need us x
This Aisha.... this^^^^^^^^^^^. I remember one day Emily said she hoped you would vlog when she was gone. You did and it means so much to all of us. We needed this. I feel so calm now about her passing knowing all her family and friends were there to send her off, showing her how much she was loved and what an impact she made on all of us. Also sending much love and comfort to her mom, I cant imagine having to go through all she had had to. Mum... hugs from California, your daughter was and is STILL an amazing presence!! ~ Debbie
Diana Murray I agree, Diane, I'm glad Emily stayed 'Emily Hayward' right to the end. She fought hard and was determined to live her life being 'Emily, who has cancer' and not 'cancer who has Emily'. I don't think this is the last we'll hear of her or her life. If hundreds or thousands turn up to her funeral (in gym gear, I love that idea) then it/Emily will get a mention on the news. I think, in time, it would be a lovely idea (if it's in Em's or Aisha's or her family's wishes, of course) to set up a charity or a foundation in her name. I hope all her videos remain on youtube, so many people would find them helpful.
Claire Connatty yes Claire I really hope Emily and Aisha’s videos stay on UTUBE forever so we can look back and remember! I wish I could make it down to pay my respects but cannot, I’m sure many thousands will turn up though and isn’t that something? She was so loved xxx
Emily's story still comes to my mind now and then and I can't help but revisit this channel to be reminded of her story, the person she was and the way she lived with such positivity. What a beautiful, fun loving soul. I hope she is at peace.
I just came across this and had to track back to the begining. I watched every video and Im so touched and heart broken by you and Emily's story. I live near Bromley and I feel humbled by Emily's strength and determination through every single things she went through. I see the love you have for her your a blessing and her angel because your love shines Aisha. Emily lives in you and her family and will never be forgotten, she has passed to be the courage to fight for life no matter what we have ( i have MS) and I Thank her for giving me that will to push forward. Blessing and love to all effected by this horrid disease, peace 🎈🎀🙏🏾💝
So sorry for your loss, Aisha. ❤️ As you said, Emily will be missed. I don’t think there could have been anyone better than you to stick by her side until the very end. You always encouraged her to live even when she was dying and your love and positivity, I’m sure, is what kept her going for so long. Emily inspired us in so many ways, but so did both your love for each other. Aisha, you are an amazing, strong woman and the best wife ever for Emily. When you said “What’s going on guys?” I immediately cried. Thank you for keeping the fire of Emily alive for a little while longer. I’m sure you will continue to do so in your heart and we will too. 🔥❤️🔥R.I.P. Emily and thank you so much, Aisha for sharing the final moments of Emily’s life here on earth. (The soul never dies!) You’re both loved so much. Peace and love to you both. ❤️🕊❤️
Beautiful. I'm crying like a baby again. I think these two girls were sent and for a reason. Thank you to Aisha you have been amazing and are very much cared for 💜
Could I also please say Aisha a very Huge Thank You ever so much for all the fantastic videos, that you & Emily made. You are the most beautiful kindhearted young lady that I have ever come across in my 57 yrs of living. I don't know you personally but just by watching all off you're videos made me feel like I know you. I'm so so very sorry for your loss of Beautiful Emily.i do hope that you continue to make you're videos of how you yourself are keeping. Take good care of yourself sending you love and hugs from Steph in Stockport Cheshire. .❤️❤️🌹🌹🌹🌹xxxxxxxX
What incredible human beings. It took me one 14 minute video to fall in love with the way Emily lived her life. It’s been a year now, but I am so sorry for your loss and know you’re still grieving. I wish you nothing but the most love and healing I can. Thank you for sharing your lives with us. You’ve both frisky touched mine.
We will all face death - the question is how will we face it. Emily was a warrior and as sad as it is that she had such a short time here, how wonderful that she took full advantage of every moment. She will be missed - but more importantly, she will be REMEMBERED!
I’m still trying to digest that I won’t be seeing Emily’s uplifting, inspiring, interesting and fun videos. I use to wake up every morning to see she had uploaded her daily vlog... I’m so grateful that I was able to get to know apart of Emily through her vlogs. My heartfelt sympathy to you Aisha and Emily’s family and friends, she will be missed so much ❤️❤️ Love from Australia 🇦🇺 xx
Emily and Aisha, you don't know me. But you inspired me. I am three months cancer free. It was a long and hard fight. I drew strength and inspiration from your journey. Thank you. I think of you often. Be strong, Aisha.
Remembering The Fabulous Emily Today 26/6/19 (1year passed) xx God Bless Eternal Our Angel Thankyou for all your Fantastic vlogs And stories...Sheer Positivity and Never Ending Strength from this Wonderful Human Being x Very Sadly Missed..."peace" Love Always cx
Aisha, thank you so much for sharing the final phase of Emily's journey. Your grieving is so real, and your courage humbling. May angels lift you to soar upon their wings, giving you comfort and healing. May the treasure chest of memories afford you and your kin folk the opportunity to raise a smile, in this devastatingly sad time.
Aisha you are one phenomenal girl..You've just done Em proud with that lovely video...It's so good to know she was peaceful when she passed..She will always be with you and you will feel around you...The love you shared is the kind of love people aspire too. Love to you and the families and friends...RIP Emily...
Back here in 2021...dreading going back to London post Covid...these videos appeared back in my feed randomly and I started to rewatch Emily and Aisha; the idea that you two lived in that terrifying (to me) city reminds me that’s I’ll be okay. Sounds stupid but it really helps ease my anxiety...Emily’s legacy continues even now. I hope you and your son are flourishing Aisha, thank you for sharing Em with us all xxx
Aisha...you are as extraordinary as she was...thank you
Jo Good - Middleagedminx Yes, indeed.❤️❤️🌻🕊
So beautifully expressed.....yes, indeed. 🙏💗
My breath is truly taken away by your grace, dignity and compassion. Not just in this video, but throughout the whole journey. So much love to you, Aisha xxxxx
Jo Cannon Perfectly said.
Alice H. Ditto 💕
Jo Cannon yes totally beautiful
Jo Cannon Aisha truly is an angel on earth
Beautifully said xx
I can't say I'm surprised that Emily's channel is still growing and being viewed, even after over 4 years. She's such a powerful force of nature. Nothing will ever truly stop her from inspiring and educating us.
I don't know after almost 5 years if Aisha still has Emily Haywood's youtube login so you can upload videos onto Emily Hayward's youtube channel. I'm guessing the reason why Aisha can't upload stuff is because she works in a school. So i'm sure you are please that you are rewatching Emily taking Aisha out for a date night such as nando's etc
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2020 and Emily still gets 100 new subscribers a week. She was a gift that keeps on giving.
I'm one for this week. I'm just sad I saw it now.
Same, found them this year 💛
I subscribed 😔
100%
Ah, gosh Aisha. What a brilliant tribute. I know UA-cam was Emilys passion but I really hope you drop in and see us from time to time. We really love you both and YOU BOTH have been inspiring. Your love and positivity has encouraged everyone. Please consider vlogging from time to time in Emilys honour. We will just miss you both too much. Thank you for taking care of Emily you did such a great job being a wife and best friend to someone unforgettable. Xx
PhilippaHanna I was pleasantly surprised to see you commenting on Emily's vlogs. You came to Champion's Church in Dudley and you were brilliant. I yes I agree it would be good to see Aisha from time to time doing vlogs going to miss them 💖
Yes Aisha please stay with us to lose Emily is hard without u losing u aswell I'd love for u to continue her vlogs x
PhilippaHanna yes I second this!!
PhilippaHanna ♥️♥️♥️♥️
I 100% Conquer 👍🏻!!!!! We love you Aisha ❤️, I don’t want to lose both of you at the same time! 🙏🏻😢
You never had to post a video but I just want to say that all 53,498 of your friends appreciated it. It wasn’t only Emily who had an impact on our lives but you as well. You were always there by her side. I want you to know that not all of us will be at the funeral but we will 100% be right by your side. Sending love and hugs your way ❤️
Take my hand
And all of me
And travel throgh the ages
Step witb me througb time and space
And help me turn the paves
Kieran Carr That was the sub count 10 months ago
Beautifully said.
Just recently found Emily’s channel, years too late. What an inspirational badass. Quick witted with a wonderful sense of humor. Binged her entire library and she has inspired to take better care of my health so many years later. Such a legacy she left.
Aisha, if you ever have the strength to go back and re-read these comments, your wife was one of a kind, which I’m sure you were well aware of. I do hope your new chapter in life with your son is getting on well Lot’s of love from the Midwestern, USA. ❤️
I too found her channel just recently and I am just speechless at what an incredible person she was. One of a kind for sure. She had a light that shined unlike anything I've ever seen. I hope and pray that Aisha and her family are doing the best that they can. 💕
Here from the Midwest too ❤ rip sweet Emily
Coming back here to just remember Emily, ❤I hope she rests in peace
And me. She was such a beautiful girl. Gutting. Cancer is so evil. Emily was such a little warrior. I had been thinking about her and popped backed for a few videos.
I'm in tears listening to this beautiful tribute. Life was not wasted on Emily Hayward. I know these videos of her will continue to inspire for many years. Thank you so much for sharing this information. sending my deepest condolences
I can't say anything. My throat hurts down to my heart. I wish you the best and I am glad it was peaceful.
Sacha Stevenson my sentiments too, completely lost for words, seemed like we all knew her, hope she's in peace now and hope Aisha, family and pets will continue on their life path with love and hope.
I watched this an hour ago, I couldn't think of anything to say. This is perfect
Indonesia 😉
Sacha Stevenson Exactly my feelings
i realize Im quite randomly asking but does anybody know a good website to stream newly released series online?
Watching this again in Athens and to let you know she has not been forgotten about x
That is actually a lovely comment ❤ from 🏴
I still think of her. She was so inspirational. Can't believe it has been 2 yrs.🙏 From 🇺🇸
Same for me 🇮🇹 i miss her so much
Same!!
The lovely Emily! Been thinking about her too, such an inspiration!
Same
Now it’s 3 years and Emily has been on mind lately.
She lived right up until she died. Exactly like you said. Aw Aisha am so sorry for your loss. She was such an amazing inspiration to me and many others. You are an inspiration as well, Aisha! All you did for Em physically and emotionally, you have carried yourself so beautifully through all of this. Emily was loved by many. I am so thankful for her presence in my life❤️ RIP Em
‘She was Emily Hayward till the end..and that’s how she wanted it.’ So powerful. I am lost for words.
Diagnosed with uterine cancer a month ago. Thought of Emily. Her strength, positivity and passion for life continue to be inspiring, even more so now! ♥️
How are you doing?
Prayers to you love. I hope your doing well. 💕
How are you doing now? ❤
I hope you’re okay ❤
I’m coming to England from America and I will stop at the Cemetery to lay down some flowers and pay my respects.
That’s really sweet. I think it’s amazing how people still watch her vlog daily including myself. I think it’s incredible how many peoples hearts Emily and Aisha touched xx
@@tarantulagirl I followed then for a long time and still Revisit their vids. What a couple so inspiring ❤️
VLAD, that's awesome, I so wish I could join you, I would if I could, trust me, maybe you could look up Aisha and take her out to Waggaman's for all of us 🇺🇸.
Wonderful
"She was Emily Hayward right till the end" I love that line.
Mike Beale me too ❤️
STILL WATCHING love you guys
Feb 2020 rip angel Alisa how are you xx
That was a heartfelt and emotional video to do Aisha. I’m sure I speak for everyone when I say we are proud of you and Emily and the way you both view life. She will never be far away I’m sure. Always in your heart. Lots of love to you and your families and all the best for the future. We are going to miss Emily but I hope you carry on popping on to UA-cam and sharing your positivity with everybody just like Emily did. Xx
Well said Damon x
I'm a cancer survivor and I used to watch her story and Dan Thomas' story from my hospital bed...I'm so sorry about Emily and everyone else who didn't make it... I'm really sorry.
I’m happy you made it❤️ now go smash life and make all your dreams come true🥳
@@beanieadventures4862 My dream is to do normal things, live a boring life and that's it :)
@@skd i hope your dreams come true !!! Wonderful to know your a survivor 💫
You should definitely consider interminent and longer term fasting to keep cancer at bay. Minimize sugar, gluten and processed foods consumption. Sauna to detox and ozone therapy
@@undeuxtrois123 If this was the way you keep cancer out of people, everyone would survive. This is great advice for people not touched by cancer. But for those of us who already went thru this, it's just a matter of when. I'm ready for round 4.
It's been 5 years and I still think about Emily.
Much love from Las Vegas, NV.
I revisit her channel for inspiration on my journey.
The love these two shared is phenomenal ❤️
She is a legend.
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal but love leaves a memory no one can steal. ❤️ Rest In Peace sweet Emily.
Teri M Love those true words .... 💜
Lovely sentiment
Aisha. No words, I just recently found you and Emily, and your videos together are so inspiring. Her legacy lives on in the people she touched. Thank you for taking time in your grief to reach out to us and let us know. All the love in the world.
What an amazing tribute to your wife. I visit this again during the covid19 lockdown. Emily was the bravest person I have ever known. How she motivated herself to still go to the gym is just astounding to me.
I wanted you to know that because of this post, I began watching all of Emily’s posts. You two inspired me to finally go to the doctor to get checked out. They found a skin cancer. But because of you both, they think it was found early enough. I feel guilty typing that. It’s not fair to you. But, I just wanted to thank you.
wow, stay healthy and strong!
Thank you Katarzyna.
Lulu Colby how are you doing now? Hope you're well x
clear margins - I’m extremely lucky. TY
Don't feel guilty! That's what Emily wanted us to do: go to the doctor and get checked out.
I hope you are doing okay now?
Love you, Aisha ❤❤❤❤
Thank you for this video. You are so strong . I am at a loss for words. The pain that Emily's passing has caused for so many is just the indicator of how much of an impact she had and will continue to have with her life. Sentences both of you have said in the videos will stay with me and lift me up. And so will your wedding video. To be allowed to witness such love, determination, strength and dedication in you two beautiful women has been a gift, a blessing. Thank you.
Rest easy, dear Emily. You have done good.
Thank you so for saying everything I wanted to say.
Dearest Aisha; Thank you for letting us know the saddest of news. You appear so calm, collected and articulate when we know that you are devastated by heartbreak. Em would be so very proud of you, her stunning wife, my lovely!! You kept it together so amazingly well.It's some comfort to know that Em's passing was peaceful, quick and she was aware that she was surrounded by all the people who loved her
May she rest in perfect peace 💙
I'm sure that you are so busy sorting out formalities and making arrangements but please take the time to look after yourself and please ask for whatever help you need in the coming months
Thank you to the both of you for being such an inspiration, for allowing us into your lives and showing us all the meaning and power of true love. I shall never forget either of you ( I am an RN and I remember patients / families from 25 to 30 years ago just as though it's only a few days since I've seen them).
It's early days, you be kind to yourself too Just do what you have to do.. In time I reckon that Em would want you to go forward and live life for the both of you. My sincerest condolences to both families and all your friends. With all my love, prayers and thoughts to you, wonderful Aisha.
17 months gone and this rolled around on my feed. So heartfelt. I hope you're ok.
Every time I feel like crap I always go back to watch Emily’s blogs and she lift me up,just watching how strong she was and never gave up
Actually so gutted. I found Emily's when I got my diagnosis of ovarian cancer in March and there were days were I had absolutely no strength and I'd watch a video of her at the gym and it would motivate me to even just get out of bed and do some housework or something active. She was truly an amazing woman and my heart goes to you Aisha and her family and friends. Looking to get some flowers sent over as I live in Ireland and won't be able to travel but I'll be thinking of you all ❤️
Laura McCabe I am being under the care of our local hospice and that’s when I found Emily’s vlogs, I also found Emily’s vlogs gave me motivation and inspiration when I was struggling to find those things for myself, how are you doing now?
I'm slowly getting things back to "normal". Started back to work last month and I'm studying for my repeat exam to go back to Uni in September. Had a CT scan last Wednesday to see if I am still NED 3 months post debulking surgery and haven't heard back from them yet, so gonna give the doctors a phone this afternoon to see if there are any results back. How are you keeping?
Laura McCabe all my love to you laura. My dad has cancer which is getting worse and worse and we all need each other for support ❤️
While Emily taught a lot of people a lot of things I would say that I have learned the most from you, Aisha, on how to be a more patient and loving spouse. Thank you for that and I am so sorry for your loss.
Allison Smith i
seeing her story on celebrity bake off for stand up to cancer brought me here, watched through her videos. such an inspiration
I saw it on stand up to cancer gogglebox and her story made me cry so i did some research and now i watched all her vids she is so throng rest in peace Emily
Woww
Just realised Emily died exactly a year ago, Aisha I hope you're still that amazing strong and loving woman! Much love from Germany ♡
Aisha you’re so brave coming here to give us all closure! You are such a beautiful soul... it is the saddest thing in all the world seeing you sat alone on that sofa! So so much love to you ❤️
Aisha, thank you so much for taking the time to create this video. It means a lot. I'm from Margate, so I'm going to try my best to make it to the funeral. I really appreciate you making it open to the public and to all of those who loved Em. It is good to see your face again, and to have more info on how everything went. To know she went peacefully is such a comfort. Sending you lots of love. xxxxxx
I don't think I'll ever forget Emily and her story.
Thank you so much Aisha for assuring us that Emily was ok at the end. We cared so much about her in life and 3 years later I still find myself watching her videos if I need encouragement. I saw your beautiful baby on Instagram. I’m so happy for you.
Thank you for adding a closing video. i didn't know her but i fell in love with her the minute I started watching her videos. she helped me appreciate life and the little things so much more. i haven't cried like this in a long time, and I've lost a lot of people in my life. Aisha, vlog please, we've become attached to you now too :) xoxo - Victoria
Emily reminded me how important optimism is. Her genuinitey is what I will miss the most.
She changed my perspective on my own problems, and the beautiful thing is she will always be here when I need a reminder.
Thank you Aisha. Not sure if you will start vlogging yourself, but the energy that Emily had is not lost on you.
I wish I could be at the funeral, but Australia is that little bit too far away.
💓
Emily isn’t dead! My husband and I just got to know her and travel with her through her struggles. Isn’t it amazing? Two more people just met her. Thank you so much for keeping this vlog up. We are 70 and still love meeting new people.
She is not??
Susan Sawe Koech she meant they met her thru her videos.....not in real life. 😑
@@J10969 😏😏
❤❤
Lovely
This just popped up and two years have passed..hope you’re doing ok Aisha.
She is , :) she had the child that EM and her had planned to have , he has both their last names. It's their child , Em did become a mom
@@ichego888 really, how do you know this.
@@sprinklequeen1832 I follow her on inst :)
@@ichego888 do you have the link please. Id love to follow her x
@@lush1276 instagram.com/aishahasan92/
Ohh Aisha, my heart is breaking for you. You could not have loved her more, or taken better care of her. She will be watching over you forever. She was an amazing woman and she will be sorely missed. 🙏😚💕💕
Em, I know you are watching over Aisha's shoulder as she is recording this, so I want you to know how very proud of her I am and I know you are too. I want to say "thank you" to you both for showing me beyond the certainty of the fear and grief that death brings with it. I know now that we all have a time, and if we have an inkling of whenever that time my be, we can face it with dignity and grace and positivity and love. Thank you Em. Thank you Aisha.
I have no idea how this is on my recommended. But I’m so, so so sorry :(
Kristine Gavin right 💁🏻♀️
You were recommended to me also. Weird
I'm just impressed about Aisha's mental toughness. I live with a deep depression and I wish I could be like her.
I hear you. It’s a different kind of cancer.
Still miss her
Same.
You can be too, it’s in you. I too suffer with severe depression but strength can be learned even with it!
Aisha, Thank you, UA-cam wasn't your thing, you didn't have to tell us anything, but true to your nature you did. I worried about you and Emily's final days. This video has given me a sense of closure. Thank you. You have two have touched my heart in a way that I could not imagine possible. I truly believed she would beat this. And, in hind sight, maybe the fact that she beat the odds for so long is beating it. Now like the mom I am I find my myself worrying about you Aisha. I hope you can find a way to let us know you are getting on in the future. I truly admire and respect you as a woman, and a wife. Emily was blessed for having your and vice versa.
Beautifully said! ❤️
I am just so heartbroken by this. I wasn’t ready to stop learning all the lessons she was teaching me, about strength; perseverance; positivity; bravery; and chief of all, how to truly embrace life, live it, and love it for all that it is. We all still had so much more to learn from her :( Aisha, thank you for being such an inspiration in all that you also showed and taught us about love, bravery, and unwavering support. You have given me a lot to think about when it comes to supporting my own spouse. ❤️
Expat Mommy in Sweden You couldn’t have said it any better! I have learned so much from both Emily and Aisha! Much love to you all❤️
Beautifully said expat mommy xxxxxxxxxxxx
I still think of Emily almost every day. I'm so proud of you Aisha, and instead of wallowing, as many rightly may, you continue to celebrate her life. You've bought a home of your own and now you're a new mom. I can't think of many times where' you've shown yourself without a smile. You are just as inspirational as Emily.
Everybody deserves a love that Aisha gave Emily. True Angel.
My thoughts exactly.
They were made for each other ❤
Aisha, you are so very brave, thanks so much for sharing this with us, you are an absolute inspiration. I'm so so sorry for your loss.
Alisha you and Emily gave this old woman a restored faith in the goodness of human love,
One year later.......to every single person who happens to read this...You Are Loved!!!
❤️❤️🙏🏻
I sometimes think about Aisha, and wonder how she’s doing. What a fabulous & supportive partner and wife she was to Emily. What a woman. I hope she’s made her way through the worst of the grief and can find happiness again.
Lucy Hamilton oh wow - a baby! Will head over to Instagram...
Aisha Tyler
Aisha, thank you so much for making this beautiful video 🙏. I actually have been waiting for it. Since Emily passed away my heart has been broken because the both of you became part of my every day. Emily made me believe in Hope again. You and Emily were a match made in heaven. Aisha I just wanted to thank you 🙏 and Emily for showing us what true love ❤️ is all about again because you both were the true example of it. Aisha the way you stood by Emily through her cancer journey is truly remarkable and genuine. Sadly when I went through my own journey with cancer a few years ago my partner would just drop me off at the hospital. My mom who I thank God for every day was the one ☝️ who helped me. She is my best friend ❤️. So what I am simply trying to say is, Ashia you were a God send for Emily to help her in her own cancer journey and that the both of you together were a God send to all of us because you both helped me and many others learn how to have faith in love again. So thank you Aisha and Emily for being so very inspirational 🌺 God bless you both. 🌹
Sara G I don't know or ur situation at all and I'm really sorry u had to go through it. Maybe ur partner just couldn't deal with the reality of the situation. It can be super overwhelming for not just the people its directly affecting but their loved ones to. Anyway I hope ur all good now. And we should all live the way Emily did, to the fullest. X
pobtrons thanks for your advice. My partner never really supported me. I was always alone. My mom was my everything. But maybe you are right, maybe it was to hard of a situation. It’s just so hard as positive as you try to be❤️
Im really sorry u were alone...but thank god u had ur family around. If a love one is going through something so terrifying..you just have to be strong for them, i could never let a loved one go through it alone but that's just me, everyones diff i guess. How are things with you now Sara if u don't mind me asking?x
pobtrons I am ok....they removed my right ovary with the felopian tube with the mass on it. I am being monitored every 6 months by a wonderful doctor. I had no symptoms and they found it on a random ultrasound because I was trying to get pregnant. My partner is a good person, but not like Aisha. Aisha was the best partner anyone could of had because that’s what I would have done. My radiologist asked if she could use what she found in me to discuss at a huge seminar and I said absolutely to help any research for ovarian cancer for all women. God bless you, you seem like a beautiful person ❤️
Sara G Again Sara, I'm so sorry u had to go through it, I get so angry when I see such wonderful, caring, genuine people having to go through such awful things, it just seems so unfair.
I think one part of Em legacy is that we shouldn't be afraid reach out and talk to each other and not feel like ur alone when theres hundreds and thousands of people that Em brought together who care for each other.
Sara if u ever want to chat or just say hello....pobtron@gmail.com. xoxo.
Emily changed my life. I was battling a bad depression when I found her. Her positivity and light gave me hope for recovery. She is still a superhero for fighting the way she did. I consider this a great loss to the world, but I also consider her life such a blessing. She has changed so many lives and will continue to do so. Stay strong, I know this is a difficult time but I am so happy she had a partner like you! Some of us are never so lucky, so she was very blessed💙💙💙
An absolutely incredible girl. I still come back to Emily's page every other month.
Taken far too soon but what an incredible life she led. Love to you all from glasgow xxx
I still come and watch this
Amazing love to you both 1st January 2022 XX
She has crossed my mind recently! I hope you are healing well! We will never forget her!
Emily kept me sane for the last sixth month since my Stage 3 melanoma - mole on my calf, just like Em. Her humor, strength, constant informative, inspiring vlogs - have empowered me more than anything else. Seriously, Aisha - she's been my true north with this disease. I'm doing well so far... Keeping positive, like Em and Aisha always say! I still watch and learn every day so please leave this site live -- PLEASE. God bless, and much Love from Austin, TX.
Sally Jackman You are doing so well Austin! Keep on kicking butt ;)
Love from Sweden
All my love sally. ❤️❤️❤️ we are all here for a reason. I’m struggling with my dads cancer and the hope you all have is inspirational every day.
Wishing you the best, Sally. Keep doing it your way, always
Aisha, I am blown away by you - you are carrying Emily's positivity and love and it's shining out of you. Thank you for this video, thank you for everything. I will never forget Emily, ever. Before I watched her videos I was bedridden with a progressive illness and sorry for myself and came across her channel by total fluke - that fluke changed my life. I am up and about now, doing really well and never feel sorry for myself anymore, ever. My friends are shocked (in a good way) at the differene in me and I always tell them my improvement is nothing to do with me and everything to do with Emily Hayward. God bless you, Aisha - you are one of the most inspiring women I have ever come across. Thank you.. thank you so, so much. x
BackontheBayou - Glad to hear you are doing so much better.
Thank you so very much, BagsComeAndBagsGo (love your channel name btw!) :)
BackontheBayou that's lovely
BackontheBayou ... how wonderful. I’m sure Emily is looking down upon you and sharing in your accomplishments! Good going! All the best! Meggan ❤️🇺🇸
Thank you so much for your lovely message. I reckon Emily is looking down on thousands of people whose lives she changed. An incredible person who I will never, ever forget.
I have a severe chronic disease (pancreatitis). On bad days, I watch Emily’s videos. She inspires me to keep fighting, and to live life to the fullest. And kudos to you, such an amazing supportive caregiver, wife, and friend for Emily.
Hey Aisha
I don’t know if you check the comments on this video very often, I just want to say that I just discovered this channel and wow what a woman Emily was So inspirational and full of joy til the end.
Hope you‘re doing okay right now in this difficult time
Much love from Germany
Oh Aisha...to the very end, you were such a positive, gentle , calming and supportive soul. I’d always thought you were the strength, calmness and in fact the reason Emily continued to beat the odds over and over, and I think this vlog update proves that to me. Emily was an amazing human being, together you were spectacular and the epitome of pure unconditional love 💕
Thank you for the update I have thought of you every day since the news and it’s nice to have an idea of how everything happened. It sounded, as you said, very peaceful and calm.
Please, consider writing a book down the track on how to support a loved one going through cancer, as you, YOU Aisha, have such an important message to share. Love to you, family and Emily’s everlasting memories xxx
Leah 2604 great post! I agree a book would be so therapeutic and also helpful to others.
Coopdizzle(jennys) hubby wrote one.
Leah 2604 perfectly put 💜
Spot on.
Leah 2604 yes!! ❤️
The world got a little less bright when Emily left it, but the sparkle that she added to so many peoples life, left a light in this world that nothing will ever extinguish. She is up there now and will see just how loved she was, no, still is and always will be. Much love to you Aisha.xx
StephieAck
I could not have said it any better.💕
Well said 👍 I know she will be grinning up there and in no more pain xxx
StephieAck beautifully said.. I miss her so much 💔❤️
Jane Russell
We all do. At least her physical presence, but as long as we have pass along her loving being she will always be around. Have a good night 💕.
I wish I met her in real life- 2 years on and I’ve just discovered this channel and can’t take my eyes off her, she’s such an inspiration and someone I aspire to be such a beautiful soul
Just seen Emily’s story on C4 Stand Up to Cancer. She - and you - are true inspirations.
Thank you Aisha ❤️
There are so many people vlogging their cancer journey but I cannot bare to watch them all......there was just something special about Emily that drew me in and had me hooked!
You were an amazing girlfriend and wife, supportive, loving and always finding the positives.
Thank you for letting us into your lives to join you on this journey through good times and bad.
Stay strong 💪🏻❤️
People don't realize how hard it is to be a care giver to someone with cancer. You did good by her
Dave Gordon amen
Dave Gordon so very true
No even the person with cancer realised how hard it is ... especially when they are in remission
Dave Gordon 😭right
ive done it. i did it for my gran with a brain tumour, and after that i became a carer for 2 years as a job. never ever again
I only recently discovered this channel through UA-cam showing a video on my feed. I’ve since watched so many of the videos and have fallen in love with how strong and inspiring the both of you were/are. The worlds loss of someone as amazing as Emily is truly tragic. The way you loved her and kept positive and smiling even in the hardest times is a testament to what love should always be. I can’t help but want to ask you to do an update on how you are doing, Aisha. I think many of us who’ve watched these videos have come to have a warmth in our hearts for you both and would love to see how you are doing all this time later ❤️
You were Emily's angel by her side. She was truly blessed & loved by having such wonderful people in her life. God bless you for everything you did for your dear sweet friend Emily. Grieve but be happy you knew her and cherish her memories forever. She is no longer suffering she is at peace.Be happy live life she would want you to live out your dreams.
Aisha your a natural on camera and Emily would be amazed and so proud. I don't go far from my home but I'm sending flowers 🌺 and have booked my first ever Nando's on that day . Love for you both entered our hearts and will stay forever. Thanks for all the tears , laughter and out standing kindness you have shared over the years . Love and hugs always. Take care everyone 😉
RIP Emily
We will miss you
And she closed her eyes...and she fell asleep.
Poor sweet girl , it was her time , she was SO exhausted and had no more fight left ... wish I had found her sooner . Damn cancer , life can be so cruel ..
i still think of her
Emilys videos are always on my recommended home page 🥰 and i wouldn't have it any other way
i will never forget Em...the strength and volubility she showed on her channel was/is inspiring to say the least
She may have left but she’s certainly not gone, she lives on in so many hearts across the world 💛 thank you for making this video Aisha, it’s been a privilege to know you both in some small way.
emily Thank you for writing those words. I feel the same ❤
Having worked with many families at the end of their loved ones life, I have rarely seen a partner be so supportive, loving and able to face things head on as you have and still are. You are amazing and I hope you have lots of support in this difficult time.
So very sorry for the loss of your love! What an amazing support you were to her! Your strength is inspiring and I hope time has healed your heart even just the tiniest bit. Your amazing! ❤️
This strangely just came up in my recommended. I can’t believe it’s been nearly 3 years - it doesn’t seem that long ago.
Unbelievable strength and class in one so young Aisha it shames me as I sit here bawling over you, Emily and my loved ones I've lost. I dont know how you can handle life so gracefully. God bless you and thank you.
Take comfort in that you are not the only one.
Cindy Horst you are not alone in this! We all cope very differently, I too fall apart at times like these xxx
Before today I hadn't cried in years but seeing Aisha alone really got me.
She lived until she died. What a legacy! I truly hope that you're able to do the same as you move through your grief. Much love to you.
2021 and I'm back to see Emily. Such an inspiration ❤
Dear Aisha, I came across Emily's videos in trying to deal with my friend's death from breast cancer. I have found them truly life-affirming and inspirational. Even though that beautiful lady is gone she continues to touch people around the world (I am in Australia) and I think that is pretty awesome. Love to you and I hope you are happy and loved in your life. You are amazing and so was Emily xx
My heart is broken! I am so sorry for your loss! I would be there if I could. Love and hugs from America! 🇺🇸💕🇬🇧
Me too... RIP Dear Emily, i admire your strenght! you were an example to all of us, my heart is broken, i will never Forget you😥 Love from Belgium ❤️
Oh Aisha I was so happy to see this today. I miss you guys. Emily's passing affected me more then I ever thought possible. It felt like a punch to the chest. But I know you took very very good care of her and the love you shared is something you will have forever. I do hope you will continue vlogging ! I am a 66yo mother of one and you girls were (are) very special.❤❤❤❤❤
Debra Boyea I agree it's lovely to see aiysha xx
She touched my heart. She made me feel and realise a lot of things. Aisha you're a sweetheart ❤️ wishing you all best, you deserve it 💐
Wow, just Wow! I just happened to come across Emily’s channel. I am dealing with a rare form of cancer that has slowly closed in my world. I am a 40 yr old male with a Masters Degree, now unemployed, living with my mother and just put on palliative care. I have been feeling so down, and to come across this channel at this time has been nothing short of miraculous for me. I feel as though Emily is speaking to me. Both her spirit and yours Iasha, Wow! Even though I have watched all of her videos, I still find myself starting each day with both of you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Dear Mathew, I hope things go well for you, and I hope by watching Emily's vlogs, her dignity and courage can give you strength and hope, fight buddy, fight, don't give in fight all the way! Best
Praying for your recovery and thanks for reaching out. Stay out here.
Sorry to hear your situation!
Jus stay focused on your goals to the Lord as well!
These worldly accomplishments are great but we all should also have spiritual goals! (Not saying u don't!)
Life is short & precious! I'm on dialysis myself 3 days a week!
Make sure u put God 1st in your life! Matt 6:33 acts 20:7
Go worship the Lotd on Sunday & try to bring others to Christ Church (Acts 20;28)
Rev 2:10 Romans 16:16 Colossians 1:18 Ephesians 4:4
May God Bless ya & keep ya!
Matthew O'Neill It seems so unfair , when you’ve worked so hard at your education. Anything that lifts your spirits is good. I hope that the treatment is not too sore on you. Best wishes 😘
I'm so sorry for what you are going through....are you still checking youtube?
I just knew that you would do this! Well done Aisha 🙂 I’m so very sorry for your loss, she was a wonderful girl and you were everything she needed and then some! Please know that we so appreciate you putting this vlog out for us, and that we support and love you too. You are so strong and will never forget your wee angel 😇 Em but please enjoy your life too. Thank you Aisha xxx
P.S. don’t forget we will always be here for you Aisha, always if you need us x
This Aisha.... this^^^^^^^^^^^. I remember one day Emily said she hoped you would vlog when she was gone. You did and it means so much to all of us. We needed this. I feel so calm now about her passing knowing all her family and friends were there to send her off, showing her how much she was loved and what an impact she made on all of us. Also sending much love and comfort to her mom, I cant imagine having to go through all she had had to. Mum... hugs from California, your daughter was and is STILL an amazing presence!! ~ Debbie
I was waiting for this, too 😊 I knew she would when she was ready. Cannot believe her strength and calmness. Such nice people.
Claire Connatty my heart breaks for her yet isn’t she so strong? Very sad but I’m so glad it was quick at the end for all their sakes 😢 x
Diana Murray I agree, Diane, I'm glad Emily stayed 'Emily Hayward' right to the end. She fought hard and was determined to live her life being 'Emily, who has cancer' and not 'cancer who has Emily'. I don't think this is the last we'll hear of her or her life. If hundreds or thousands turn up to her funeral (in gym gear, I love that idea) then it/Emily will get a mention on the news. I think, in time, it would be a lovely idea (if it's in Em's or Aisha's or her family's wishes, of course) to set up a charity or a foundation in her name. I hope all her videos remain on youtube, so many people would find them helpful.
Claire Connatty yes Claire I really hope Emily and Aisha’s videos stay on UTUBE forever so we can look back and remember! I wish I could make it down to pay my respects but cannot, I’m sure many thousands will turn up though and isn’t that something? She was so loved xxx
💫✨💫Wonder Woman met another Wonder Woman....they joined hands, they joined hearts, they flew..... 💫✨💫
Luna Moonbaby This is so beautiful.... this is how I'll remember Em and Aisha...
Luna Moonbaby Beautiful ❤️
This is perfect!!!!
Emily's story still comes to my mind now and then and I can't help but revisit this channel to be reminded of her story, the person she was and the way she lived with such positivity. What a beautiful, fun loving soul. I hope she is at peace.
I just came across this and had to track back to the begining. I watched every video and Im so touched and heart broken by you and Emily's story. I live near Bromley and I feel humbled by Emily's strength and determination through every single things she went through. I see the love you have for her your a blessing and her angel because your love shines Aisha. Emily lives in you and her family and will never be forgotten, she has passed to be the courage to fight for life no matter what we have ( i have MS) and I Thank her for giving me that will to push forward. Blessing and love to all effected by this horrid disease, peace 🎈🎀🙏🏾💝
So sorry for your loss, Aisha. ❤️ As you said, Emily will be missed. I don’t think there could have been anyone better than you to stick by her side until the very end. You always encouraged her to live even when she was dying and your love and positivity, I’m sure, is what kept her going for so long. Emily inspired us in so many ways, but so did both your love for each other. Aisha, you are an amazing, strong woman and the best wife ever for Emily. When you said “What’s going on guys?” I immediately cried. Thank you for keeping the fire of Emily alive for a little while longer. I’m sure you will continue to do so in your heart and we will too. 🔥❤️🔥R.I.P. Emily and thank you so much, Aisha for sharing the final moments of Emily’s life here on earth. (The soul never dies!) You’re both loved so much. Peace and love to you both. ❤️🕊❤️
SnazzyBoxx I agree beautifully put such love xx
Beautiful. I'm crying like a baby again. I think these two girls were sent and for a reason. Thank you to Aisha you have been amazing and are very much cared for 💜
Perfect comment x
Could I also please say Aisha a very Huge Thank You ever so much for all the fantastic videos, that you & Emily made. You are the most beautiful kindhearted young lady that I have ever come across in my 57 yrs of living. I don't know you personally but just by watching all off you're videos made me feel like I know you. I'm so so very sorry for your loss of Beautiful Emily.i do hope that you continue to make you're videos of how you yourself are keeping. Take good care of yourself sending you love and hugs from Steph in Stockport Cheshire. .❤️❤️🌹🌹🌹🌹xxxxxxxX
I feel exactly the same,Stephanie. I will miss her so much.
What incredible human beings. It took me one 14 minute video to fall in love with the way Emily lived her life. It’s been a year now, but I am so sorry for your loss and know you’re still grieving. I wish you nothing but the most love and healing I can. Thank you for sharing your lives with us. You’ve both frisky touched mine.
I can’t believe it’s been nearly 3 years since we lost the lovely Emily no matter what we do Emily will be with us in our thoughts.....
We will all face death - the question is how will we face it. Emily was a warrior and as sad as it is that she had such a short time here, how wonderful that she took full advantage of every moment. She will be missed - but more importantly, she will be REMEMBERED!
Such a beautiful positive comment.
I’m still trying to digest that I won’t be seeing Emily’s uplifting, inspiring, interesting and fun videos. I use to wake up every morning to see she had uploaded her daily vlog... I’m so grateful that I was able to get to know apart of Emily through her vlogs. My heartfelt sympathy to you Aisha and Emily’s family and friends, she will be missed so much ❤️❤️ Love from Australia 🇦🇺 xx
Emily and Aisha, you don't know me. But you inspired me. I am three months cancer free. It was a long and hard fight. I drew strength and inspiration from your journey. Thank you. I think of you often. Be strong, Aisha.
Remembering The Fabulous Emily Today 26/6/19 (1year passed) xx God Bless Eternal Our Angel Thankyou for all your Fantastic vlogs And stories...Sheer Positivity and Never Ending Strength from this Wonderful Human Being x Very Sadly Missed..."peace" Love Always cx
Aisha, thank you so much for sharing the final phase of Emily's journey. Your grieving is so real, and your courage humbling. May angels lift you to soar upon their wings, giving you comfort and healing. May the treasure chest of memories afford you and your kin folk the opportunity to raise a smile, in this devastatingly sad time.
Aisha you are one phenomenal girl..You've just done Em proud with that lovely video...It's so good to know she was peaceful when she passed..She will always be with you and you will feel around you...The love you shared is the kind of love people aspire too.
Love to you and the families and friends...RIP Emily...
Fluffy Kitten beautifully put. I so agree! Here's to those lovely, brave girls.❤️❤️🕊🕊
Back here in 2021...dreading going back to London post Covid...these videos appeared back in my feed randomly and I started to rewatch Emily and Aisha; the idea that you two lived in that terrifying (to me) city reminds me that’s I’ll be okay. Sounds stupid but it really helps ease my anxiety...Emily’s legacy continues even now. I hope you and your son are flourishing Aisha, thank you for sharing Em with us all xxx
I looked after my Ma when she had cancer.Was with her until her last breath.I was honored to look after/spend so much time with her.