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  • @jodjam
    @jodjam 3 роки тому +3539

    He died not too long after this performance, I feel like he was saying goodbye to the fans in such an intimate way. RIP Chester, cant believe it's nearly 3 years.

    • @rodavich7778
      @rodavich7778 3 роки тому +141

      I agree if you watch some of his last performances when he has these close crowd interactions you can just see the look in his face its like he knows what is coming and he wants to say goodbye rather haunting.

    • @stevengrantofthegiftshop1549
      @stevengrantofthegiftshop1549 3 роки тому +45

      I don't think it was planned, he must have been overwhelmed and gave up in the moment. Can you honestly say he said to himself "On the 20th of July, 2017, I'm gonna do it?"

    • @TheHopson
      @TheHopson 3 роки тому +6

      Braum could not have said it any better! Agree 💯

    • @mattwest411
      @mattwest411 3 роки тому +5

      insert name here Please no prob not but he could kept telling himself I’m getting closer I can go anytime just happened that was the day he took his life

    • @bourne641
      @bourne641 3 роки тому +25

      @@stevengrantofthegiftshop1549 I don't know if it was planned or he was just overwhelmed like you said, but the date he did it was significant. July 20th was his good friend Chris Cornell's birthday, the first one that Chris was no longer around for after committing suicide himself earlier that year.

  • @felipeberner9107
    @felipeberner9107 3 роки тому +1359

    He saved millions, but millions couldnt save him. RIP

    • @arshaddahlan
      @arshaddahlan 3 роки тому +25

      That's pretty similarly to how I feel! It's still unbelievable to me how Chester took his life, when he was one of the very few people who helped me not take my own life! 😢

    • @DavId-ig2xk
      @DavId-ig2xk 3 роки тому +11

      His voice gave him a kind of immortality, we can love, remember and listen to this troubled young man for whoever long were hear, God bless anyone who reads this whoever your God maybe take care people🙏❤️🤟

    • @calyrexcolress2088
      @calyrexcolress2088 3 роки тому +3

      Wow haven’t heard this comment a million times on a million other songs by several artists that passed 🤦‍♂️

    • @jamiehannigan4440
      @jamiehannigan4440 3 роки тому +3

      thats a fecking comment mate so true

    • @sjgavenger37
      @sjgavenger37 3 роки тому +4

      The Clinton's have a very long reach don't they.

  • @DerpyDerp254
    @DerpyDerp254 3 роки тому +433

    "Oh God, help him!"....that sentence speaks more now then ever before....

  • @jeffyb1709
    @jeffyb1709 3 роки тому +481

    Sings like an angel, screamed like a demon. Never gonna be another like Chester

    • @davidjasso7251
      @davidjasso7251 2 роки тому +2

      Corey Taylor

    • @caseybridgett9015
      @caseybridgett9015 2 роки тому +7

      @@davidjasso7251 Corey doesnt have a angelic voice.

    • @craighenry2351
      @craighenry2351 2 роки тому +6

      That is sooo true. Even Chris Cornell didn’t contrast quite that much. He was unique.

    • @kurtmorgan7748
      @kurtmorgan7748 Рік тому

      you could not have said it any any better.

    • @andyvin777
      @andyvin777 Рік тому

      @@caseybridgett9015 Yes he has

  • @amazingnothingness
    @amazingnothingness 3 роки тому +1545

    What killed me about this performance was there was a finality in the way he sang it. Like he was defeated and just wanted to connect with his fans one more time.

    • @AndyProper
      @AndyProper 3 роки тому +30

      It’s sad Chester left us, hopefully he’s in a better place.

    • @ishsharma5627
      @ishsharma5627 3 роки тому +20

      I never can not cry when i listen to him . It is so wondrous that how much we all can relate to their songs and his voice just made it so much better. " Soooooooo Insecureeeeeeee"
      RIP Chester We all Love You

    • @chrisstorm4883
      @chrisstorm4883 3 роки тому +8

      Well this comment made my eyes sweat

    • @yuklz247
      @yuklz247 3 роки тому

      😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @jamiehannigan4440
      @jamiehannigan4440 3 роки тому +8

      after chris passing , chester was never the same i think that they must of been a support for each other maybe even more than either realised

  • @louiza596
    @louiza596 3 роки тому +3216

    I always tear up when I hear his voice. I miss him a lot. He was a hero of mine.

    • @avalonstad5371
      @avalonstad5371 3 роки тому +13

      I feel you ❤️

    • @MrLoveLP
      @MrLoveLP 3 роки тому +13

      I have same feeling. I miss Chester

    • @Lewythefly
      @Lewythefly 3 роки тому +21

      I'm torn in two directions, was a huge LP fan. But as a dad my sons life comes before mine

    • @catkinney479
      @catkinney479 3 роки тому +12

      Agreed, there's always a lump in my throat, tears in my eyes and I feel my heart is being crushed. #RIPChesterBennington

    • @tomnohmy22
      @tomnohmy22 3 роки тому +4

      Totally agree. Talked about this today.

  • @demetriuscooksey7147
    @demetriuscooksey7147 3 роки тому +82

    Been fighting depression since I was a young child, 40+ years. Anyone who has struggled with it understands where this man is coming from. Depression is a monster, insidious and relentless.

    • @drewcifer8489
      @drewcifer8489 Рік тому +2

      Your comment is 2yrs old but as a 50+ year old guy, you hit the nail on the head

    • @demetriuscooksey7147
      @demetriuscooksey7147 Рік тому +1

      @@drewcifer8489 thanks. I forgot about this comment.

    • @flujab1707
      @flujab1707 10 місяців тому +1

      Its true. Ive been fight 23 years, lost twice but saved. Its a never ending battle.

  • @user-om1cn7ni1k
    @user-om1cn7ni1k 3 роки тому +170

    The pain in Chester's voice is filled with so much passion. This song he must have sung thousands of times and even in this, one of its final performances, you can see what it means to him. His death genuinely depresses me. Such a loss.

  • @MrGlennJohnsen
    @MrGlennJohnsen 3 роки тому +280

    Chester's passing was the first celebrity death that really hit me hard, devestating pain for weeks after and still gets me so bummed out when I remember it. Linkin Park and Chester made extremely deep and emotional music, they brought the ART to what makes artists different to musicians in general and that's the best thing about their music.

    • @JessiHdez
      @JessiHdez 3 роки тому +4

      Same here. I grew up with LP since I was like 9-10 years old and I'm 22 now and I can't listen them without crying. LP wasn't my fav band but I had a long story with them

    • @slicklol
      @slicklol 3 роки тому +2

      Me too and then add on top of that his great friend Chris Cornell. That was tough.

    • @Emil_Stoltz
      @Emil_Stoltz 3 роки тому

      Same. When he passed I was down for a long time.

    • @joshuaha7661
      @joshuaha7661 3 роки тому +1

      Helped me through so much, from a young kid to a teenager and young adult. His death really didn't hit me at first. I guess I was in denial.
      Until I was driving home after work that day, listening to Hybrid Theory and I honestly broke down crying. Shit hit me hard once it did.

    • @lisaluvsmusic2603
      @lisaluvsmusic2603 2 роки тому

      I still feel like my brother (Chester) just passed....almost 4 years later.

  • @izzysharpe
    @izzysharpe 3 роки тому +351

    I've had a really exhausting day, and hearing Chester's voice opened the floodgates lol
    I can't hear his voice without crying. Him and his music were such a big part of my life growing up. I miss him so much.

    • @evabakker
      @evabakker 3 роки тому +6

      Same.. I've had such a shitty day and I'm on a train and watching this. Tearing up as I'm watching this. ❤️

    • @yuklz247
      @yuklz247 3 роки тому +2

      Oh man I hope you girls are in a better place now... But I cry listening to him too, especially knowing he's gone 😭

    • @strikergamer2979
      @strikergamer2979 3 роки тому +1

      @@yuklz247 me 2 buddy

  • @joeybenedetto9419
    @joeybenedetto9419 3 роки тому +221

    You feel like tearing up cause you realise how he isn't there anymore, his lyrics and voice touches your soul. Wether you have been a life long fan or just started listening.

    • @ashwean
      @ashwean 3 роки тому +1

      Amen brother amen

  • @Sorenzo
    @Sorenzo 3 роки тому +418

    If Bennington had lost his voice but was around again, I'd still pay a thousand dollars to watch him sing.

    • @audreymota3067
      @audreymota3067 3 роки тому +4

      nah the dude could still sing with a very unique voice

    • @DrWarcloud36
      @DrWarcloud36 3 роки тому +17

      Id pay to watch him sing in goddamn sign language 💯❤ i promise i would.

    • @ravivishwamitra723
      @ravivishwamitra723 3 роки тому +1

      He didn't needed more money!

    • @mxt217
      @mxt217 3 роки тому +1

      he didn’t lose it. He came off a metal song recoding b4 he went live on tour. So it was hard.

    • @HideMyStuffPls
      @HideMyStuffPls 3 роки тому +8

      @@mxt217 He didn't say he lost his voice. He was just saying he wants him back and would pay to see him in concert even if he lost his voice if that meant he wasn't gone.

  • @tonksnjoysatan8503
    @tonksnjoysatan8503 3 роки тому +424

    I miss Chester everyday... Sing like an angel, scream like the devil
    Rip

    • @nigelgatwood9986
      @nigelgatwood9986 3 роки тому

      We all do my friend. ❤️

    • @ChristinaWoodall
      @ChristinaWoodall 3 роки тому +3

      The screaming was what I wanted to do for so long. So instead I listened to LP. It used to help a lot. Difficult to scream out your pain when live in apartments.

    • @echtwaarhe6417
      @echtwaarhe6417 3 роки тому

      How original

    • @luciferluci4570
      @luciferluci4570 3 роки тому +1

      @@echtwaarhe6417 But how true!!

  • @stevebroughton4787
    @stevebroughton4787 3 роки тому +1042

    Such a loss.....hope you found peace Chester.
    Depression is still laughed at and ignored....it isn't fun, it kills......anyone reading this, if you're struggling..reach out please.
    You do matter, we all matter.
    I tried to let go once, a moment of madness....but never again, it's not worth it.
    Thank you Rebecca, you are never alone either. I know I usually joke....but these songs take me into the dark...and allow me to see I got though the bad shit.
    Love you so much hun, you know that.....I need you, we all do.
    I know you have you fights too.....never feel the need to leave us.
    ❤❤❤🌹🌹🌹

    • @rva
      @rva  3 роки тому +115

      We all matter. Agreed. Thank you 🙏

    • @stevebroughton4787
      @stevebroughton4787 3 роки тому +21

      @@rva you're a special girl....never be ashamed of showing your emotions....you reach out to us, I like to return it in kind xxx

    • @brandongrayson456
      @brandongrayson456 3 роки тому +12

      @@stevebroughton4787 I'm still skeptical of his and Chris Cornell's death. There are alot of coincidences and oddities with both of them. If you decide to go down that rabbit hole it's interesting if nothing else.

    • @concertfanatic3664
      @concertfanatic3664 3 роки тому +9

      Dont think it was suicide it was a cover up look it up so as chris Cornell

    • @concertfanatic3664
      @concertfanatic3664 3 роки тому +5

      @@brandongrayson456 me to i read that chester was about to relese something about child predators and bill clintons name was on it and then he commited suicide thats fishy

  • @Justignorekas
    @Justignorekas 2 роки тому +30

    first listened to this the day i found out he had passed. cried like a child who lost an old friend on the bus to work that day. Linkin Park was the band i listened to while in pain from my undiagnosed fibromyalgia and resulting psychosis. They help me survive I know I wasn't alone in my fear and pain.
    RIP chester and good wishes for his bandmates and family left behind. ♡

  • @stareton1
    @stareton1 3 роки тому +231

    I was there for his last ever show the birmingham performance and i remember when mike and chester sang papercut like brothers in arms and it felt like a farewell moment. I remember the sinking feeling i got when that show ended and i remember saying how unusual it was that chesters vocals weres so much more on point than ever before and how much more soulful that show was than the previous 2 times i had seen them and obv the numerous live recordings i had seen. I remember feeling like something wasnt right and i think alot of people felt an atmosphere of foreboding that night...he died 2 weeks later.

    • @lavatun
      @lavatun 3 роки тому +19

      Then take comfort in the fact that you were there to see him, to hear him in person.. As short as it was, it was a blessing that you were there..

    • @JuanLopez-qx5zz
      @JuanLopez-qx5zz 2 роки тому +14

      One of my biggest regret is not going to that Birmingham show. I thought there was no point given I didn't understand their new direction. Wish I would have gone...

    • @hashslingingslasher3083
      @hashslingingslasher3083 2 роки тому +9

      @@JuanLopez-qx5zz same it was the only performance I could’ve gone to at the time and I was like “there’ll be more performances in the future”

    • @jgee4199
      @jgee4199 Рік тому +2

      I didn't know I was the only one feeling this way. When I left that gig, something didn't feel right and I literally couldn't put my finger on it, I still can't. I had seen them twice prior and never left the concert feeling that way.

  • @gabriellajim3906
    @gabriellajim3906 3 роки тому +72

    When he hugged that woman in the crowd at the end, I wanted to cry. I remember the moment I found out. I miss him so much. Rest In Peace, Chester ♥️

    • @mattburnyourbridgesguitar286
      @mattburnyourbridgesguitar286 3 роки тому +1

      Me too. Me too. Three years later and my heart still hurts. Never met him, but it feels like we were all his family.

  • @gibson953
    @gibson953 3 роки тому +117

    He was so intimate with the crowd at a time where he was probably hurting the most

  • @LarutanAK
    @LarutanAK 3 роки тому +24

    I cannot hold my tears for more than 10 seconds into this performance.

  • @pandadncr4825
    @pandadncr4825 3 роки тому +84

    3:18 "I literally wanna break down and cry“ well that's what I'm doing rn 😅😭

  • @TS040q9q
    @TS040q9q 3 роки тому +71

    Chester had such a great unique voice and was a great songwriter as well. I feel very blessed, that I'd been able to see them in concert.

  • @vijayta3117
    @vijayta3117 3 роки тому +59

    Linkin Park were my first rock band (i'm from India). i remember being little, listening to their songs and wondering how can someone write what he wrote. and then soon after Chris Cornell, the news of Chester dying came. i cried my eyes out and I still tear up everytime I think of him. i hope they're rocking it out together, wherever they are now ♥️

    • @riteshshah726
      @riteshshah726 3 роки тому +4

      Relatable! I was soo shocked and dint believe the news of him passing by, it was at night when the twitter flooded with the news, nd next day I woke up with tears in my eyes, as i remb those lyrics of heavy, 'why is everything soo heavy' line was playing in my mind before waking up. And they both must be rocking the heavens together ♥

    • @wellido4134
      @wellido4134 2 роки тому

      True bhai 🤍

  • @shescountry0916
    @shescountry0916 3 роки тому +14

    If only this performance wasn't taken as his cry for help. There's a huge difference between the album version and this version. He is very much missed. RIP Chester 🥺

  • @BidensHairyLegs69
    @BidensHairyLegs69 3 роки тому +34

    People were holding on to him for help. Little did they know he was holding on to them for help.

  • @MariskeHarmse
    @MariskeHarmse 3 роки тому +155

    This week I finally told a friend that I am not okay. It wasn't easy, as speaking about what I feel does not come naturally to me. The conversation started with the sharing of a song. Music is an incredible tool that opens the door for conversations and healing. Chester was an incredible artist and person, and he is missed daily. LP got me through High school and varsity, and still helps me today. I am grateful for Chester, and I really hope he found the peace he was looking for. I know the feeling of not wanting to continue with life.
    And thank you Rebecca, for just being you and brightening our days with your videos. You are a wonderful human being. Lots of love

    • @rva
      @rva  3 роки тому +16

      💙🌺

    • @gibster17472
      @gibster17472 3 роки тому +2

      Mariske Harmse - Hope you are doing ok. Telling someone how bad things are is one of the hardest things you will ever have had to do. Been there myself. But once it is out in the open it makes it easier to talk about how it is every other time you let people know. It will only get easier from that point on. Seeing someone and talking through everything saved my life 100%. Stick with it and hope you get better soon. Much love to you.

    • @MariskeHarmse
      @MariskeHarmse 3 роки тому +2

      @@gibster17472 Thank you so much for the encouragement. I'm doing okay, taking life one day at a time. Yes, it is one of the hardest things I've ever done. Telling someone really did help a lot more than I thought it would. I am still working on gathering enough courage to see a professional. Much love to you too.

    • @leenahbean
      @leenahbean 3 роки тому +1

      @@MariskeHarmse I hope you're doing alright. Life is hard, and LP helps me get thru the shit. Scream, cry, and come back again, because you, and I, and everyone reading this, we are all important to someone. We are not alone.

  • @stellat9083
    @stellat9083 3 роки тому +185

    Damn, this is still so hard to watch. Listening to their songs is so different after what happened, it feels so powerfull and so helpless at the same time

  • @davidmackeown5496
    @davidmackeown5496 3 роки тому +15

    Will always say Chester in my opinion had one of greatest male singing voices of all time. Grew up listening to linkin park when I was going through dark times. Rest In Peace Chester . Gone but never forgotten

  • @rodmorris2825
    @rodmorris2825 3 роки тому +162

    Chester struggled so much after his great friend Chris Cornell Died

    • @V1CT1MIZED
      @V1CT1MIZED 3 роки тому +9

      And before, this is something that built up over many years

    • @Mayonegg85
      @Mayonegg85 3 роки тому +5

      His entire career is basically the soundtrack to his suicide. Even back in Grey Daze. It wasn’t something that just happened

    • @craighenry2351
      @craighenry2351 2 роки тому

      Yeah, you have to think since he died so soon after, that Chris’s death maybe that was the final straw. That 2 1/2 month period really sucked for deaths in hard rock-metal. Paul O’Neill, the producer for my favorite band Savatage died on my mom’s birthday, April 4th. Paul not only produced, he wrote a lot of Savatage’s lyrics, as well as being the co-inventor/founder of Trans Siberian Orchestra. He even played guitar in one of the touring groups for TSO. I hated those three months of 2017.

    • @rbworleywrites
      @rbworleywrites 2 роки тому

      Both he and Chris were killed because of a movie they were making called The Silent Children about child porn and sex trafficking.

  • @timinglis340
    @timinglis340 3 роки тому +27

    What a beautiful reaction Rebecca. This song just walked up and punched me right in the feels. As someone who has battled constantly with depression, along with the anxiety and panic attacks, this was incredibly touching. RIP Chester.

  • @KainzMusic
    @KainzMusic 3 роки тому +253

    Chester was performing from his soul. Too little of that going around. Mental health is cruelly overlooked and, more often than not, shoved aside with "man up" and "get over it".

    • @mydogeatspuke
      @mydogeatspuke 3 роки тому

      He was tired of performing the song he sang at his best friend's funeral every single night, a constant reminder of his loss. And he hated Crawling.

    • @thamp3dude
      @thamp3dude 3 роки тому

      @@mydogeatspuke what rubbish !!!!

    • @mydogeatspuke
      @mydogeatspuke 3 роки тому

      @@thamp3dude nah you can verify it with all the videos and interviews online. He frequently spoke of how Crawling was his least favourite to perform because "It's the same note over and over." And if you think the constant replaying of one of the biggest losses of his life every single night wasn't traumatising him then you're not very bright.

  • @shortmaster8285
    @shortmaster8285 3 роки тому +16

    The saddest part for me about this song is that we've lost such an incredible vocal artist.

  • @816gaming9
    @816gaming9 3 роки тому +6

    A broken man who helped heal so many.....wanted to be better, get better and help others. You certainly left your mark, my friend. We love you❤️

  • @L0vac
    @L0vac 3 роки тому +170

    I know how he felt and I'm avoiding LP songs even though I love them. Every song he sang about depression and for years I was thinking "Chester isn't happy and this won't end up well". I was crying when I heard the news. Now imagine all the people that aren't famous and we don't know about them. Don't be angry or mock people with depression, it's the heaviest cross a person can carry. Hell that's very real.

    • @ChristinaWoodall
      @ChristinaWoodall 3 роки тому +1

      I've avoided them too. Maybe avoided a lot of stuff.

    • @Johndoe-sy2bu
      @Johndoe-sy2bu 3 роки тому +1

      Do you think he would have wanted you to avoid his songs.

    • @sofiaaaaa.h
      @sofiaaaaa.h 3 роки тому

      Same, it’s hard to listen LP songs now, I’m avoiding them to:(

    • @dontworryaboutit5989
      @dontworryaboutit5989 3 роки тому +5

      What people don't realize is that depression isn't always logical. There may NOT be a reason behind it. I've been severely depressed for over 1.5 decades. And I'll be honest I have no clue why. I've pulled the trigger even but it was a dud round. I can tell you now, alot of people that ARE seriously considering it will NEVER tell you that they are. Some will but not all. Only reason I'm saying this now is because first you don't know who I am. Second is because maybe it'll make someone take a closer look at someone and maybe see and be able to help. But do not beat yourself up if it happens and you think you could have stopped it. You can't always stop them. When someone is done, they're done. Beating yourself up doesn't help. All you can do is just pay attention. Do they not enjoy things they used to love? Are they always sad? Maybe things make them cry/choke up/tear up more than usual? Have they started focusing on darker/death-relating things? These are some things you can watch for. This man was a great singer. He will be missed. But everyone who does end it is missed by someone.

    • @L0vac
      @L0vac 3 роки тому +1

      @@dontworryaboutit5989 I wish I had a coffee alone with him or with you. Would just hug you. Some of us feel that pain, fighting, you don't have to say a word... :'(
      I don't know what to say man... But with all that happens in between happy moments, every day above the ground is better than no day at all. You won't feel that relief. Thing is people with severe depression want a different life, they can't live like that. Stopping it will pass the pain somewhere else/to other people.
      If you can, they can (it'll take time to guess the right one) give you meds that works for you and then when you're artificially better, time is bought. Sure, sometimes there's no apparent reason, but in those cases a true professional will teach you how to live with it. And some thinking patterns just won't make sense any longer
      Take care bud. Wish you all the happiness in the world

  • @gamerclips1882
    @gamerclips1882 3 роки тому +34

    May he Rest In Peace. Chester was one of a kind and I hope he found his peace. He was an icon of my childhood and hearing his music brings back memories to a simpler time. Thank you for everything you’ve done Chester, you will always be missed and loved.

    • @stevyluv743
      @stevyluv743 3 роки тому

      Yup its just Sad toknow about his death But Like Paul walker & others His spirit Will Always Be with us for a long time

  • @anidiotplayslivestream5206
    @anidiotplayslivestream5206 3 роки тому +9

    I've been saddened by celebrity deaths before, but to this day Chester Bennington's is the only one that has genuinely hurt me. I don't mean to disrespect the band or his family when I say this, because I know it was worse for them; but after I heard the news, I fell into the exact same pattern of behavior that I did when I was grieving the loss of my grandparents. He wasn't my family, but his work's had such a profound impact on me over the years that he *felt* like family. And I didn't even have my favorite band to help me process it this time, because it hurt so damn much to hear him sing and know this was all that was left of him. It took me the better part of a year to be able to listen to Linkin Park again. Sometimes, I still break down - especially on songs like "Shadow of the Day" and "The Messenger," or these more mellow takes on their louder material.

  • @twiztidmomma22
    @twiztidmomma22 2 роки тому +4

    Just watching all those people in the crowd in front of him brings me to tears. Just to feel that surge when the lights go down, the crowd explodes and they play the first riff again... I would do anything I think

  • @ChrisPage68
    @ChrisPage68 3 роки тому +31

    When I first heard it, it was the first time I had what I was feeling inside repeated back to me. It made me confront my own Depression. Chester helped me. I'm sorry that no one could help him. 😢

  • @idiotoncamera
    @idiotoncamera 3 роки тому +28

    I cried my heart out when he passed away. Now, all LP songs bring up sadness.

    • @Lyander25
      @Lyander25 3 роки тому +1

      Same. But sometimes I want to visit them because the music was a constant feature in my life for a very long time, and there's occasionally a beauty in feeling things normally kept down.
      Be well, dude.

    • @jonathanbroetz1945
      @jonathanbroetz1945 2 роки тому

      Same here, but sometimes they can bring a bit of joy too, rememering the good times with friends. One more light always brings me to tears because of remembrance of friends and family members who have passed.

  • @djentleman8116
    @djentleman8116 3 роки тому +4

    this was a great and proper appreciation of this legend of a vocalist. I can never hear his voice without breaking out in tears and your acknowledgment of his emotional connection with the fans and the energy he exudes is spot on

  • @mattsbrumtown
    @mattsbrumtown 3 роки тому +7

    When you said “help him” I was thinking the same thing RIP Chester “I am he as you are he and you are me an we are all together”✌🏼❤️

  • @CourageCoreTV
    @CourageCoreTV 3 роки тому +16

    this whole song shows how chester was feeling all along shame no one noticed, RIP chester

  • @yssanne24601
    @yssanne24601 3 роки тому +6

    Chester's voice is otherworldly... So much feels.

  • @nickstaley7421
    @nickstaley7421 2 роки тому +7

    RIP Chester. You were one of the greats. I feel you in so many levels. Always have, always will. You're up there in top 5, with Layne Staley, Chris Cornell, and a few other choice musicians. You sung from the heart.

  • @wisdomandy9361
    @wisdomandy9361 2 роки тому +4

    This actually made me cry. This was my childhood and to see this after all that's happened.

  • @CaramelSauce24
    @CaramelSauce24 3 роки тому +4

    I'm on the verge of tears again. Thanks for keeping Chester's memories alive.

  • @mhochoa
    @mhochoa 3 роки тому +11

    I connected a lot with Linkin Park's music as a veteran there was a time that I was walking down a very dark path and I almost didn't make out of the other side on several occasions. This song in particular really resonates deep down with me. Even after 20 plus years I'm still dealing with those demon's and I refuse to let that monster win. I love your videos by the way. Take care and stay safe beautiful lady😷

  • @countrysidecoffins2925
    @countrysidecoffins2925 3 роки тому +2

    When you get goosebumps from a live version video, or song in general, you know it’s good and emotional 💜

  • @jesslytton2058
    @jesslytton2058 3 роки тому +87

    Some people dont realize that sometimes that mental illness literally can just take over in an instant. I myself attempted suicide multiple times because sometimes your body just decides to quick fighting and decides thats the best thing for you. Everyone who knows me knows that I'm one of the happiest and jokes filled people on the planet and strive for a bright future. I love making lists and daydreaming about what it could be. But my mental illness sneaks in and tears me up from the inside out till I can barely breath. Unfortunately most of the time you have to continue with a smile on your face to not let anyone else know the pain. So he may not have specifically chose that date to end it all but it might of just been the day he just couldn't pick himself back up. As for the fans I do feel he was trying to say goodbye but mainly showing them how much love he had for them incase something were to happen so they knew he appreciated them for everything.

    • @ThaCrustyOne
      @ThaCrustyOne 2 роки тому

      Right here with you…nice to know we’re not alone 🍻

    • @jesslytton2058
      @jesslytton2058 2 роки тому

      @@ThaCrustyOne 🍻 hope all goes well for you !!

  • @jasonfontana8393
    @jasonfontana8393 3 роки тому +11

    Fear and Depression is no laughing matter, Depression took my uncle's life and tried to take mine 3 times. Like you Rebecca I read most of the songs to help me push through, to keep living life. Pain i can handle, being a prisoner of fear and constantly being beat down left with a feeling of being forgotten and unwanted or unloved....nobody can handle that. Thank you Chester for your songs you will always be remembered by all of us. ♥️✌

    • @enednas801
      @enednas801 3 роки тому

      I struggled too with depression and I wanted a "vacation" from this reality so I did som psycedelic mushrooms. it helped me clear out my tormented soul of anger,fear,helplessness. It did improve my life alot for the better. It know people see it as just another drug but it helped and healed me mentally in ways i never would imagine. a huge weight got lifted off my shoulders for just this on trip. but it takes a couple weeks after the trip for the changes to come. but when they did It was as I was reborn with a new fire in my belly and a healed soul. all these expensive anti depressive medecine made by big pharma dealt out by ur doctor never fix the problem,they just numb the pains. this natural mushroom heals and fix the issues once and for all. such a shame mainstream media has villified it. in my country they are an illegal drug like weed.

  • @carinawright420
    @carinawright420 3 роки тому +64

    Hindsight is 20/20. Hearing these lyrics before his death is so different from hearing them after.

    • @MrGlennJohnsen
      @MrGlennJohnsen 3 роки тому +4

      I was so in love with Linkin Parks latest album, I was jamming to the album for weeks and weeks to all the great lyrics. In hindsight all the songs and the titles of them ...even the title of the album seemed like a goodbye message. I don't know if it was intended to be that by Chester and I don't want to speculate too much on it, I wept and wept during the concert they held for Chester ...just thinking of it makes my skin crawl.

    • @Cerrydwenn
      @Cerrydwenn 3 роки тому +1

      ​@@MrGlennJohnsen I doubt that, since most of the songs on 'One more light' are written by Mike. Chester is only listed as a writer on 'Heavy' and 'Halfway Right'. I remember watching an interview once where he mentioned this about some of the older songs. That ppl always assume theyre about him and his past, when those specific songs were written by Mike. 'Breaking the habit' specifically i believe. Mike was writing that song even before he knew Chester.

    • @grams18
      @grams18 3 роки тому

      But most of the songs are about Chester and the things he have been through. In the end it was all a story of his life but nobody was listening or realized it.

  • @neilsimkins4074
    @neilsimkins4074 3 роки тому +3

    He opens his soul for everyone to hear. What a beautiful and intimate moment for all of us to share and how very, very sad.

  • @blazemontoya6500
    @blazemontoya6500 3 роки тому +3

    when she says "some body save him" i broke out in the heavieat tears. we all miss you chester.

  • @thatdudekyle5690
    @thatdudekyle5690 Рік тому +3

    One thing about Chester is…he was ALL about his fans. He wanted them to know that each song he sang was for them. This video is a testament to that.

  • @19CheF87
    @19CheF87 3 роки тому +6

    There are some songs, where there is no point what so ever trying to hold the tears back
    This is one of these songs
    You put a generation of human being's feelings into lyrics❤
    So sad you couldn't save yourself the way your music saved so many others

  • @melaniejordan1199
    @melaniejordan1199 3 роки тому +2

    What an incredible honor it must've been to be present during that intimate performance. I'm bawling! I hope you're in a better place without pain, Chester. RIP

  • @karenglenn6707
    @karenglenn6707 3 роки тому +2

    This is still so hard to watch without wanting to cry. Flying free now, no more suffering Chester, you’re a beautiful beam of love and light. You know how loved you are.

  • @pondersome
    @pondersome 3 роки тому +4

    You know what I love about this is the arena is filled with close friends holding each other and singing along. Even when you think about the upsetting lyrics which you read and how loud and hard Linkin Park can get, this is such an intimate moment for everyone.

  • @mickpuckeridge
    @mickpuckeridge 3 роки тому +4

    His voice makes me cry every time

  • @rhiannaigglesden3939
    @rhiannaigglesden3939 3 роки тому +1

    I was in tears! This song is so emotional! It made me go all hot. His voice makes the lyrics seem more powered and heard. So amazing! Thank you so much for sharing! Incredible🌟💚💚xxxx

  • @Peter-hd2oe
    @Peter-hd2oe 3 роки тому +2

    This live performance gives me chills. Chester was a blessing to the music world and all of us as music lovers. Such a great voice. Still can't believe he's gone and it's already been a few years. RIP Chester :(

  • @gokberkmusic6865
    @gokberkmusic6865 3 роки тому +18

    Hey coach that was a emotional performance. Thank you but ıf you want to make him proud, there are lots of monster performances. For ex ;
    1.faint live 2007 rock am ring
    2. Given up live aol
    3. Paradise city 2006 camp freddy
    4. Whole lotta love 2006 camp freddy
    4.highway to hell 2006 camp freddy

  • @evalynn1863
    @evalynn1863 3 роки тому +4

    I remember the first time I'd heard this. I'd spent months fighting tooth and nail against my illnesses. I'd really gotten back into listening to LP after some distance from their music for a few years because of a relationship that ended poorly. It was actually pretty close to 3 years ago exactly, I had been in a horrific manic episode for 6 weeks feeling absolutely nothing but irritation and anger, could not feel another emotion no matter how hard I tried. Then I watched one of the concerts that LP streamed live from their OML tour and this was what broke me. I sobbed for hours and made myself a promise, no matter what happened I was going to see them when they came to my state. It still hurts. I still miss him.

  • @mcorriette1
    @mcorriette1 3 роки тому +1

    I have absolutely no idea what you’re on about 90% of the time, but the passion you have for voices is beautiful

  • @davidmackeown6773
    @davidmackeown6773 Рік тому +1

    I get goosebumps watching this. I went through 10 years serious depression and Chester helped me massively get through it . Listened to linkin park loads of times and their music was upbeat and made me happy. To think no one could help him and yet he helped me , leaves me numb. R.I.P Chester. Will always say one of the greatest male vocalists of all time.

  • @andy150383lsd
    @andy150383lsd Рік тому +2

    I was lucky to see LP when toured the UK in 2003 and it's still the best concert/live show i ever went too they sounded better live than on CD etc, Loved LP and Chester ever since i was devasted when he passed RIP

  • @nep_viu8291
    @nep_viu8291 3 роки тому +5

    Their music has helped me through so much shit in my life. His voice is truly unic and iconic. God I miss that man, he left our world too damn soon.. but I hope he is doing better wherever he is now😔

  • @snicklefrits92
    @snicklefrits92 2 роки тому +2

    Seeing and hearing his voice makes me want to cry unlike when I was a kid and he was literally saving my life and giving me strength. Gone way to soon. :-/
    R.I.P. Chester

  • @senjikryomasa9264
    @senjikryomasa9264 3 роки тому +2

    I love this man!, he really made impact on us that have mental issues.hells never be forgotten. He was one of the most powerful vocals.

  • @patrickmundhenk-koch7407
    @patrickmundhenk-koch7407 3 роки тому +4

    LP was my vent with all the depressed anger and rage inside of me.
    The finality of CB's death seriously hit me. It took me 2 years to listen to LP again.
    It's been a deep and dark hole I was in but I believe and I know there is one more light to guide me out of that place.
    Never stop searching for that light. It is there, even if you can't find it on your own. Get help and talk about it. It helps. I know that from experience.

  • @stanleyashby5405
    @stanleyashby5405 3 роки тому +31

    one of my old girlfriends went to high school with him and had a tough time in high school. alot of teasing.

    • @rva
      @rva  3 роки тому +6

      Awful :(

    • @Noor6848
      @Noor6848 3 роки тому +6

      Wow .. your friend should tell this story somewhere

    • @eternity68
      @eternity68 3 роки тому +2

      Who was teased? Your friend or Chester?

  • @vogonsrock
    @vogonsrock 3 роки тому +1

    Such a voice, such a musician, his music just perfect. Can't hear him now without tearing up

  • @jaquelinenunez5445
    @jaquelinenunez5445 3 роки тому +1

    I still can’t believe it, he was so talented and he change so many lives with his talent. I miss them so much. Thank you for reminding us how special he was.

  • @smitty7532
    @smitty7532 3 роки тому +11

    I used to love his voice and their music and I left it behind until recently. i wish i hadn't. my life has dramatically changed recently as i had a number of medical problems including an amputation and i lost a lot of myself. watching this with you broke me a bit. i just starting weeping. i think i really needed that. thank you rebecca for being a warm, empathetic voice of music. i really enjoy your digital content. this really helped today.

    • @M9Diry
      @M9Diry 3 роки тому +1

      Hope you’re ok 👌

  • @_stars_at_nite_7184
    @_stars_at_nite_7184 3 роки тому +3

    Well crap! 😭 Don’t know how you kept it together but kudos.
    Chester is LEGENDARY. I remember watching their first music video thinking “who are these guys?!” Never would have thought 21 years later I’d be crying watching a reaction video of him perform a song so profound and heartbreaking. Definitely a flame that burned out to soon. Thank you Chester and LP for the impact you have been in my life, and the worlds.

  • @potatolew4495
    @potatolew4495 3 роки тому

    I know the feeling you got while watching this, there are no words to describe what you took from this video. I felt totally emotional watching this as well, he was reaching out looking for anyone to acknowledge the true pain he was feeling not raving and screaming you are so great. Has opened my eyes and will be more "AWARE" at shows and concerts. I have been blessed to have met and jammed and did some studio time with some cool cats from the 80's, a couple you did reviews on.

  • @breezy_007_6
    @breezy_007_6 3 роки тому

    Loved the vid as always

  • @AgunziLFC
    @AgunziLFC 3 роки тому +8

    It took me a long time to be able to listen to Chester sing after his death. Now im not one that gets overly emotional over a celebrity death, but his hit me hard, i have no idea why and cant explain it. But his hit me bad, even now i still get emotional when i hear his vocals, knowing we'll never get to hear it live again, or hear any new music from him.
    I was in my late 20's when Linkin Park came on to the scene, and loved them ever since. And when i heard of his death, i was devastated and had no idea why. But i digress, his vocals were the best in rock bar none. He could do the rock god belt, but his tone and control was stunning, its a huge loss not only to rock, but to music in general. ;(

    • @ninadjambova
      @ninadjambova 3 роки тому

      I feel the same way...

    • @Vrodriguez2088
      @Vrodriguez2088 2 роки тому

      I also was devastated by Chester’s death. He saved my life with his singing, and the things he said in interviews, and what he stood for, which to me was hope. My biggest regret is that I never got to meet him in person and tell him any of these things. When he left us I couldn’t function for weeks. I still tear up when I hear him sing. One More Light, Crawling, In the End, Leave Out All the Rest, Castle of Glass, Waiting for the End, and Somewhere I Belong are the songs that make me cry the most. Today, I have a tattoo of Chester on my right leg to always remember the man that helped me to keep going. I wish I could have done the same for him. 😭

  • @hesamhaddadi321
    @hesamhaddadi321 3 роки тому +7

    Great reaction Rebecca. They have a live version of this song featuring Chris cornell. That's a masterpiece and now both of them left us :(

  • @memoirsofamusicfreak2208
    @memoirsofamusicfreak2208 3 роки тому

    I always cry listening to this version 😭 His voice was so amazing 😭 Great reaction and breakdown Rebecca! 💙

  • @thulfiqarhusain806
    @thulfiqarhusain806 3 роки тому

    Thank you for breaking it down keep going love ur reactions so informative

  • @Wordsmith00
    @Wordsmith00 3 роки тому +15

    "Can't get closer with your fans, can you ?"
    Reminds me of (Beth Hart, Am I the One live). She did way more than get closer 😂😂😂

  • @sticktoyourdrums8177
    @sticktoyourdrums8177 3 роки тому +4

    I’m a bearded manly man and I weep like a baby when I watch this. I saw someone had posted this on FB a couple days after he passed with the caption RIP Chester. At that moment it had really sank in the loss. Thinking of his friends and family. I just lost control and started balling. They led me through some really dark times during high school and into adulthood. I don’t know if he truly knew how much he meant to his fans, until you see this video and then you realize that he really did know. You see the love he had to others. Just not himself.

  • @BratatoChip
    @BratatoChip 3 роки тому +1

    One of the best singers of all time . Thanks for all the memories and helping me through a lot of tough times Chester ❤️❤️❤️

  • @KarleeP17
    @KarleeP17 3 роки тому

    Omg I’ve been wanting this for so long

  • @JohnHyujinCaroEmo-dgy
    @JohnHyujinCaroEmo-dgy 3 роки тому +4

    He motivates us to keep holding on but he's the one who is given up

  • @K1nG_SiMp
    @K1nG_SiMp 3 роки тому +7

    Chester’s voice helped me throughout the darkest days of life.
    It still hurts knowing he’s gone now 💔
    I’m so grateful that I’ve seen Linkin Park.
    Great video Rebecca 🖤🖤🖤

  • @heyyou5801
    @heyyou5801 3 роки тому +1

    I never was a person who cared too much about celebrity things and lifestyles. But I remember exactly where I was when I heard the news of his passing. I didn’t know it but his passing hit me harder than I ever thought possible. I regret not going to more of their shows.

  • @rafanj824
    @rafanj824 7 місяців тому +1

    What a performance. Intimate in the truest level. So much love for the fans and so much love of the fans to him. So touching, made this legendary song even more legendary.

  • @daratorsdottir
    @daratorsdottir 3 роки тому +9

    Chester is a legend and we will forever carry on with his legacy. Future generations will know him, his work, his voice, his passion and how he saved us so many times. I miss him every day of my life :(
    Mental health is as important as physical health. Please reach out to your family, friends, loved ones if you are struggling with anxiety and or depression. You matter, you are loved, you are not alone.
    xo

  • @ScWeeGeeBoyReacts
    @ScWeeGeeBoyReacts 3 роки тому +3

    I loved this man 😔 His voice and his music held me thru some of the hardest times of my life.
    I love your reviews Rebecca, you’re so open and honest.
    I discovered a band called Dynazty recently, I would love to hear what you think of their song “ The Human Paradox”. I think you would absolutely love them!

  • @dualdodgeownerlift5795
    @dualdodgeownerlift5795 Рік тому

    I love your realization, and comments.
    Thank you.

  • @PaulDige
    @PaulDige 2 роки тому +2

    I've never heard this particular version before.
    Mike killed it by keeping the piano simple.
    RIP Chester

  • @yugmanhazowary2763
    @yugmanhazowary2763 2 роки тому +3

    I don't think if I have ever connected to any other artist the way I connected with Chester or linking park for that matter
    The lyrics, the music it's just perfect 🖤

  • @quefiaz
    @quefiaz 3 роки тому +4

    Linkin Park's Hybrid Theory album was the last cassette tape I bought before everything was replaced by CDs.

  • @tonyingham8204
    @tonyingham8204 Рік тому

    Your reaction videos are so informative. Thank you

  • @Sol-cf9ko
    @Sol-cf9ko 3 роки тому

    you're just such a beautiful person lol thank you so much for going deep into the lyrics ♥️

  • @TheHeath68
    @TheHeath68 3 роки тому +27

    Can you please check out Alter Bridge- Words Darker than their Wings live at the Royal Albert Hall ft the Parallex Orchestra!? Im telling you, you'll absolutely love it!

    • @rva
      @rva  3 роки тому +3

      I probably will but One vid I did of theirs was blocked so apprehensive

    • @TheHeath68
      @TheHeath68 3 роки тому

      @@rva dang, i hope that wasnt the one!

    • @Nightmare1z
      @Nightmare1z 3 роки тому

      @@rva awww, did they really block your "Watch over you" reaction video? I absolutely loved that video of yours, it's what got me hooked on your channel.

    • @TheHeath68
      @TheHeath68 3 роки тому

      @@rva anyway you could post the words darker than their Wings reaction on patreon? :) i really want to see you listen to it!

  • @dawnmeek7875
    @dawnmeek7875 3 роки тому +9

    Chester was very intamant with his fans that’s what we liked

  • @ClintMVasquez
    @ClintMVasquez 3 роки тому

    Enjoy your reactions so much!!

  • @DFinFracFort
    @DFinFracFort 3 роки тому +2

    This man was the only reason I felt comfortable taking the role of a vocalist, not just an instrumentalist. His lyrics spoke to the struggles I suffered through in High School. His voice made me want to learn how to be a diverse vocalist, not just a one trick pony. This man was the most ideal vocalist, and to lose him when we did, was FAR too soon. I lost a part of my vocal confidence when he passed on. I've since learned to take his passion for music and use that to drive my confidence behind the microphone. Chester will forever be a legend. His impact will forever be felt.