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What is it that a 12th house Sun understand that is deeper? Everything is energy. Everything is happening because of the flow of energy that is undercurrent to the physical level . We can't see it; but it's there. We as people think we know everything and that we are in control; but in reality there is no such thing as control. It does not matter at the end of our lives what we learned, what knowledge we carry, what we purchased, who we married, what our career was. The ego is temporary just like everything that was ever born through time. We are so worried about ourselves but one day our ego won't live on. All that will be left of us is what we gave back into life. The 12th house Sun is like subconsciously knowing how vulnerable we truly are and coming to terms of just how miniscule our life truly is compared to the greater whole of the universe. Knowing that, I find it's it's hard to be selfish. To hurt others and feed the "ego" is a pain inside my soul that feels pointless. Why should I gain so someone else can suffer? Knowing that I am causing suffering to another so I can prevail in my temporary body feels like a crime that is unexplainable. But when I help people who need guidance to find purpose or a greater understanding of life, that is when I knew my birth had meaning. I may not make any money and I may be poor (always hungry) but least my life will of passed by leaving some kind of positive energy people can pull from what I leave behind. That's Sun in the 12th house.
This touched my soul with a depth that’s inconceivable by human perception. I appreciate being innerstood in THIS type of way - signed a 12th house Scorpio stellium 🧿🧿🧿
12th house Scorpio Sun...this was really good, you certainly were channeling the right words cuz you were quite accurate. It’s strange because you conjured up some emotion or something that reminds me why this is such a difficult, lonely, aspect to have. we are basically just channels, vessels or doorways for healing, inspiring, uplifting, helping others... growing up and all the way up to nearly my Saturn return recently, I was mostly lost, confused, and misunderstood alien-like human that didn’t seem to fit anywhere or with anyone (also have a 1st house Uranus) But once I put the self work/love into myself, got out of negative thought patterns, got stronger physically/mentally and started guarding my energy (epsom salt/sea salt baths do rejuvenate my energy and clears negative energy and music/meditative breathing helps to unblock stuck energy as do walks in nature)...we do come into our own and realize we do hold some kind of power. I’ve read that we have potential access or communication with God or can be vessels for others spiritually?. It’s interesting that Jesus Christ was a Pisces, and had a lot of Pisces energy... But yes this is a self-sacrificing aspect and “others” is the key word. We are meant to heal/show others the path/way and give up our selves/ego selflessly and its true...I get more satisfaction helping/healing others with little or no praise in return and we tend to want to stay in the shadows, but that too could be due to my dominant Scorpio energy/rising. Reminds me of something out of the Bible about “not letting your left hand know what your right hand is doing or has done”...that pretty much sums it up, haha. Also I’ve noticed since I’ve cleaned up myself and built up my strength/confidence along with healing my past....I see a lot of angelic patterns and numbers throughout the day, to the point it gets creepy...not sure what that means just yet. While I believe we do miss out on a lot of normal life things/milestones, or what others get to achieve here on earth...we get rewarded spiritually what others here on earth get rewarded materially, if that makes sense. Great work and I hope this long-winded comment helps you understand or relate to this a bit more. (let’s face it, we 12th housers don’t get heard often by others, so when we do like you just intuitively did, we gonna go off and unload all our hidden Piscean thoughts in the comment section, haha. I have 4 planets in this house including my mercury and Pluto, so this house/topic really interests me to learn more. you should do a part 2 on this aspect cuz I really enjoyed it ;)
Wow! I have been told that I am a natural psychologist. People always want to unload their problems to me. I never feel like I belong. Not even with my own blood relatives. I can read people like a book. Even when I first meet them. It is really my best skill set and has been so beneficial to me throughout my life. I’ve never studied the house placements in my chart until now and boy does it explain SO much more than what I already knew about my chart. This video is VERY accurate for what I experience.
You said it - Knowing the feeling but being unable to define it or establish concrete manifestations. This e x a c t l y how the sun in the 12th h feels like.
It certainly sounds like you did some serious meditating for this video. You did a fantastic job I always think of an iceberg when i think of the 12th house in that the pieces that are shown are much smaller than the pieces that stay hidden. So inherently there is going to be a shroud of mystery over any planet in that house. For example i cannot remember a time in my life where i felt even slightly sure of who i am, what im capable of, or of what roles i fill in society. I get the sense that im rarely in control of where im going or whats happening around me; like im aware that i have free will and that im an autonomous individual but everyday i feel increasingly more dissipated and disolved by my environment. Ive also found that the more i discover about who i am the harder it is to make sense of any of it - like answers to questions only lead to more questions. Speaking as a sun & merc in the 12th house
@@emluarca same I really dont feel like a person. But it feels creepy to say that to people. It's hard to describe Its kind of like being aware of the separation between my soul and my body. Exercise and yoga helped me to feel more connected to my body and less like a ghost lol.
Do not apologize you were so spot on you were basically in the 12th house you're literally in the 12 house explaining helping us to understand what the 12th house is thank you so much you was spot on that was really nice
Libra sun in 12th house here, im so happy I came across this video because this is me to a tee. Everything you said I understood and what I pretty much feel every day and im just glad I know its not just me. Thank you for channeling our energy.
Thank you so much I try very hard to make my videos in a way that people will feel understood in this fucked up world. Thank you for your comment because it gave me insight on my own knowledge and journey. ❤️
I'm a sun/ rising leo... I have never felt like a Leo, till a reader pointed out that I have sun in the 12th house and now all makes sense 😧 in a way... 30 years to find out 😂
This is one of the most accurate descriptions I have heard, and I think the acknowledgment that it’s such a vast energy helps with dissecting the energy without embodying it. I feel my entire experience of the world is abstracted but in a way that allows me to perceive the world as it is (beyond the veil) as opposed to the mundane, illusions that exist in the material world.
This is the best interpretation of how it feels to have Sun in the 12th house. I am a Pisces with Pisces rising and gave this placement. With Mercury in Pisces in the 12th house…. I “see” and “hear” and “feel” ALL. Isolation is helps me reflect and refresh.
"I'm trying to verbalize this." Oh, trust me. YOU HAVE!!!! THANK YOU FOR THIS VIDEO!! Literally life changing. No one has described it better, and I've studied astro for about 10 years now. ❤ ❤ ❤
So intuitive you are; so on point. You answered it. We're unsatisfied because we know consciously or unconsciously " anything " here is not going to fulfill. It's not the oceanionic state we all came from. We're everyone and no one at the same time.
At the end you felt the angst I feel every day living with a 12 house sun (along with the struggle between time and space). My Moon and Jupiter are also in the 12 house in the sign of Leo. Im considering starting a UA-cam station and wrote a poetry book last year. My UA-cam station will be called 'Temple JohnJohn' and my book Waterslide Time Machine Portals is on Amazon.
Sun in leo in the 12th with mercury in cancer on 12th cusp. I understand your notion of having a vague sense of identity. I often experience psychic phenomena almost against my will. It's like information comes to me without trying and it can seem very strange yet familiar at the same time. I find that my life works better when I just let go.
First of all, you did a great job describing 12th house suns for not being one- a lot of astrologers dont do well with the 12th house/Pisces/Neptune energy- I can say after you go through your Saturn return or even while you go through it- your mind opens about your 12th house energy - including sun in 12th 12th house suns are literally tired. you're right we are not lazy- the sun represents vitality and our vitality is in the house of the unknown. 12th house suns are naturally empathic so similar to sun conj neptune or pisces sun- we get exhausted from naturally picking up energy that is not our own, both seen and unseen. Also, we are unsatisfied with this dimension- 3D is WWWAAAAACCCCCKKKKKKK. society is so low vibrating and it just makes us sad- thats why we dont confront- cause the universal consciousness wont get it anyway. 12th house suns know themselves but they know they change often and are open to changing often - I like to use this example. People love to say "if i was in this situation I would do ...." I would never know what I would do because it truly depends on how Im feeling- most 12th house suns get that quicker than most. It's like how Jesus was trying to tell ppl what to do to get to God and salvation but til this day- we still got it all wrong. We feel like "whats the point if yall are not gonna get it or listen anyway". Perfect example is when Jesus was walking on water and Peter wanted to too and Jesus was like you can do what I can do, try it. Peter did and was walking on water but got scared and almost drowned. We feel like Jesus and everyone else is Peter. Not even in an elitist way but basically people know how to be good people but they dont want to. They get suck in logical and practicality. Also, we actually like to be seen but we dont at the same time- its that mutable water thing. it depends how we feel at the moment. If we can be famous and then not when we get tired of it and then get famous again when we change our minds- then we would be happy. lol. Just as long as we can switch it up a bit lol 12th house suns are similar to pisces suns- we like to be the martyr even tho we hate it too. Its a crazy placement and is a lot but i like it :)
Sun in Pisces 12th house Mercury in Pisces 12th house Venus in Pisces 12th house. Jupiter in Pisces 11th house This was beautiful. I shed some tears of gratitude for growth. It’s so hard for us when we don’t know our energy but once we find out. It’s sooo empowering. I don’t feel understood by anyone! I’m only my true self with my youtube 12th housers or Pisces people that I come across. I value my alone time I love it. The pressure to be human is gone.
It was great to see you enter our mindset lol confused is a common feeling especially in teen years. I think 12 house suns father’s absence is a key factor in this placement. It’s like you missed out on that fatherly security, support, teachings, self worth, etc. You feel you’ve been thrown out into the world without a solid understanding of yourself but you crave being 1 solid whole person; you want all your layers of s e l f to be o n e and you admire those people who are true to themselves. That’s why it can feel so draining to be amongst others because you mirror them and what they want rather than be yourself- but how can you be yourself when you don’t know yourself *insert tears lol*. Honestly just imagine how a Leo personality would feel without other people’s gratification of how “great they are” lol 12th house sun placement is a huge paradox and hard to live with and gives me anxiety lol I recently started taking cbd oil tincture (Veritas Farms, Colorado) about a month ago and it’s been working wonders on my anxiety and helps my days feel better- I’ve noticed people say living with this placement gets better after the Saturn return - I look forward to it and the boundaries I establish for myself by then !!
Unsatisfied by the monotony of all of our endeavours will be met with misunderstanding, yet the thieves in the temple will try to copy ,, Johnny cash put it best for me ,, born two hundred years too late and two hundred years too soon , our brilliance is not understood while we are alive xx
Yes. You hit the nail right on the head. I am very aware of other people's boundaries and make sure I respect them. But my boundaries are constantly being crossed. My mercury is also in the 12th house so when I vocalize my frustrations concerning this, it goes over their head and I then feel like I am invisible or just taking space. Edit: But my Taurus sun is squared by my Leo mars so I feel like a warrior that's sleeping.
mmm so much truth in this. I have a 12th house Scorpio Sun part of a stellium. I look at you and your the astrologer I wish i was helping people, guiding them and giving them power. With Mercury in the 12th I am always at a loss of words and I just day dream my life away. I feel i have no purpose or physical anchor on this planet. I imagine there is a better place for me one day.
Scott Lewis hey man, I feel ya here. Also 12th house Scorpio Sun with stellium. Got the ole mercury, Pluto, Saturn in here too. On the bright side, it makes us the least boring type of people, that is if another person can break through our barriers. And it’s said that we tend to have better 2nd half’s of our lives then our first half, which is completely opposite the norm. Practice gratitude, pray, reinforce positive affirmations daily, clear negative/stray energy from people and electronics as we tend to be sponges, and most importantly actively seek/ask how you can help others that day, even if it’s little things like making others laugh, listening, complimenting/motivating others is the key and I think us having mercury in here makes our words extra powerful to others....I’ve noticed a HUGE improvement with my health, confidence, relationships and overall happiness since starting doing this...it’s powerful man and consider it a gift to positively influence others and be healing vessels for the lost and weak. Obviously, you have to build yourself up first and become strong before you can do this for others...abstinence and /or retention speeds up this process
@@nightsky199 Wow those are exactly the 4 planets i have in the 12th house...Including having a 29th degree pluto in Libra. Hope you don't have Moon conjunct Chiron too? How does one clear stray energy? I studied astrocartography for quite a while to learn about the energy of places and found it's pretty important for giving me focus. Don't feel any energy where I live rite now and am just a drifter. How do i find gratitude my node is in the 8th and and I don't comfort in surviving?
Scott Lewis crazy man, I too have same Pluto placement on same degree and 8th house NN...my moon isn’t conjunct Chiron but I do have moon in 8th house. I do have my venus conjunct mars in Virgo nearly on same degree, so that helps ground this 12th house energy and the conjunction gives me some extra drive and passion. Read my other comment above for the stray /negative energy...also be careful of the type of people, music, movies, thoughts you expose yourself too...they can become apart of us and influence our psyches without us realizing
@@nightsky199 Ya I was born october 24th .33 degree scorpio sun and 20 degree Scorpio Rising. I do realize now that I am older how truly "mutable" I am. If I spend my time around a certain group of people I want to become those people...But then when I am alone by myself I realize I am not those people and find they have taken all my energy away. I dreamed amd aspired to go a specific astrology school in my life; but rite now that is not realistic. I watched a lot of spiritual videos and am trying to train myself to take the "I" out of my perspective in life so I can be more present in the moment instead of being selfish.
Scott Lewis yep, I’m just a few days after you. October scorps are the best in my biased opinion ha. Yeah man I hear you, it’s been some kind of life, lots of pain, disappointments and transformations. But I guess that’s how it’s meant to be, otherwise we wouldn’t be Scorpios. We just gotta find our power/confidence in a non-selfish way, and I think that’s when our lives truly begin. Adding the 12th house energy on top of our double Scorpio is even more a challenge...but I believe the reward is GREAT. Good luck on your journey my 12th house Scorpio brother :)
That legit was the most sun in 12th like explanation (especially at the end) ever!! 😩😩 spot on! I think we can all agree you channeled our essence more and more into your speech. I covered my face a billion times, smiled, grinned, ear to ear, laughed and was overall mortified as all of my secrets were being played (me alone in a dark backyard smoking a blunt) out loud for no one else to hear. Spot on though for sure, like everything, everything which makes us seem ok (maybe?) on the outside but intimately we are kinda crae but more like a stone wall, too? It’s also sad as hell and lonely. I’m learning to channel the ever flowing darkness with my light and try to win this one. Anyway, I’m sure we all have awesome versions of sun in twelfth!!!! I’m ♍️ Sun. I have also Mars in twelfth and I’m ♐️moon ♎️cuspy rising. I’ve been trying to “realize my destiny” as many people tend to do maybe. I hope 🤞 and wish for success in it just as I would for all of you guys 💞🥰
OMG. That was excellent. And spot on. I have this placement. Most astrologers lose their way trying to explain it…same when they try to explain Pisces and/or Neptune. But not you. Bravo.
Wow! So resonant. You lost track of time, because you successfully embodied Sun in the 12th. You fell into our black hole. Sun conjunct Neptune in Scorpio. SN and IC in Pisces. I would've been happy if you went longer.
During the second part of the video, you start channelling the 12th sun better and I feel like you've gotten the broad gist of it. I have sun in 12th and yes, most of the things you said are true. You feel lost, confused, almost like your purpose isn't entirely your own, like it's of somewhere else. You don't know why you feel certain things that others don't. You feel like you know more than others and especially when someone tells you something about them you immediately know it's false, and that's not them, its who their personna thinks they are. If not channelled properly, it can sound arrogant and egotistical, but like you said, it's just what it is. It's kind of sad to see people think things about themselves that aren't true, and as a 12th house sun you're like "This is not you." So almost like you cut right at the core of people and then you what the boundaries are and aren't. The other thing that made sense is the invading thing, people thinking they can use you for healing, for wisdom, for advice, for kindness. And you having to basically turn on the locomotive and tell them it's not ok to do that. As a 12th you basically have to forcefully put people on a leash because your emotions and knowledge looks like a buffet for other people to use, like a moth going towards a light that they cannot touch. Thanks for the video - it definetly says a lot.
you did such an amazing job on this. i’ve never heard someone speak on this in this way , sooooo many different points made i feel like you got everything on this... although this house is so inexplicable, THANK YOU you made me feel seen for once in my life wow
I have the sun and moon in the 12th, I feel sometimes unsatisfied and like my life ins't going anywhere. I have a sens of a higher purpose too. But most of the time i understand myself (came with time) but i love socializing, partying etc .. and it also true that i'm kinda satisfied (my ego) when i'm helping someone it's kinda weird to understand
Although I have Leo Sun in the 12th house, I was never lost in being a Leo Sun, people had a hard time accepting my Leo traits. To this very day, people still give me a hard time with my strong characteristic of being Leo Sun. As a result, I have learned to be in my power/elements behind the scenes.
i love all your videos in general...but this one specifically you were communicating some higher self words, channeling some straight up knowledge. this was bad ass! THANK YOU
I’m a Capricorn sun in the 12th house and I feel so many things so clearly or not that clearly but I can’t explain or express the feelings in my word, in my head there’s so many things I want to say but I can’t say it and I don’t know why I feel so uncomfortable expressing it or why it’s so difficult to express it.
This is a blessing because in my birth and draconic chart have all my Sun and mercury, Uranus,Neptune in 12th house so this is my destiny to be 12th house person
The way you snapped out of that trance xD "They don't know if it's their intuition or their paranoia" GIRL YOU DESCRIBED ME TO A TEEEE "A feeling of not belonging" Girl. For the past 5 years it's like I forgot how to Human. The most mundane tasks have become so difficult. Common sense? Don't know her. "You think you know more than them." Look. I've had a person call me out all the time for saying things that they deem stupid and they insult my intelligence so often that I just let them run their mouth because they're never going to understand. All they want is for me to follow orders while looking like Ms. Universe. "It can be interpreted into laziness by regular people" GIRL I SWEAR STAHP ITTT. The #1 insult I endure daily "Be consistent for once" THE SLANDER "Being hurt boost their ego" uhm no I believe you meant something like an invisible guiding hand. "Run away from the person they love" uhm no I will stomp away in anger and workout to expel that extra energy before coming back "Identity crisis" YES omg 12H Cancer stellium: Sun, Moon, Jupiter, Chiron. What I've seen is people think they have me figured out. They tell me how to think/feel/react because how I actually think/feel/react is "wrong". Everything I do and don't do, everything I am is "wrong". Idk if this is a 12H thing but learning how to do mundane tasks is so taxing TT_TT. Isolation is where I've been for the past 5 years--not complete isolation but I don't have an offline social life. Boundaries are not respected :( Is it a 12H thing to feel anger coming towards me from others?
I haven’t heard someone speak about this placement in this way yet and you got it spot on - saying that as someone with their sun (conjunct with Jupiter and mercury) in Pisces in the 12th house. I want to specifically point out “knowing but not being able to explain”. I can “download” extremely complex and detailed information within a split second. And it’s been extremely difficult to explain those feelings, especially when I was a child to about 20. At this point, I’ve gathered a lot more knowledge and through hearing other people describe the phenomena I’ve always known I have developed somewhat of a vocabulary for these things. From an astrological aspect I like to think that my Jupiter (4 degrees) attracts the information, the sun (4 degrees) illuminates/discerns it and then passes it on to mercury (5 degrees) who interprets it. With venus transiting these positions recently (and venus being friends with mercury, despite being enemies with sun and Jupiter) I’ve felt my communication of the occult and the ability to connect with others through my knowledge increase. I feel I can also understand people because I too have lived many lives (this could have to do with my Saturn also being in my first house. Delay of solidified identity). I’ve definitely been overwhelmed by this confusion between intuition and paranoia to the point of experiencing psychosis (also experiencing gaslighting and manipulation quite often throughout my early years). I about threw all of spirituality and the occult out of the window. As I’m about to reach 25 this month I feel myself solidifying more. I’ve felt my communication with the universe has gotten better. We have an understanding of each other now. My guides and the universe know that I won’t take anything wishy washy anymore - it has to be undeniable. And they’re funny too! I wish I could think of an example but there’s so many that I’ve forgotten at this point. I genuinely feel the world as an extension of myself and every day there’s conversations between us. When you were saying lack of boundaries I feel this but not on the 3D general social idea of boundaries. I mean in the “I am one with everything around me. And as other people are reflections of me, I also reflect them. We are all flowing together through life like the tides in a river, sometimes switching and changing course but still dancing together with the ebb and flow whether we all recognize it or not.” To know the other is to know thyself.
Also thank for for my Aries rising and Capricorn moon/venus because otherwise I would be drowning in my own world. I also have my north node in Virgo. These things help me pull myself out of my own world/slumps. I used to be absolutely terrible with accountability, self care and routine until I really recognized the value of it. I live in a state of organized chaos and I’ve accepted it. And despite feeling the initial scorn of criticism, I really appreciate it once I cool down.
This was incredible. I have sun Mercury Mars and Pluto along with some asteroids in the 12th in Scorpio and I gotta say... Most accurate description of this energy I've ever heard.
Yes..multiple realms.huge past lives.intuitive as the veil is thin between realms.Scorpio stellium in 12th..just started utube channel..all 12th housers welcome..Margo Rowe
I have a Aries 12th house stellium and that’s already hard enough. I can only imagine what a Scorpio 12th stellium is like. Did you also go through a stage of life in complete isolation? How do you deal with these confusing energies?
Yes.art.music.church.astrology.writing..many don't understand our need for solo time..aries is cardinal fire..more outward directed.but big boundaries need to be in place.
Girl!!!! Watching threw to the end,,,, you didn't remember what you said for 20 mins...lol.... You TOTALLY just channeled 12th house energy! You hit that house dead on the nail! Thank you so much for making this...im going to forward it to my daughter to watch... Both of us have stelliums in this house... Sun, Venus, uranus..., and I must admit... I have always longed for a place I can't seem to find...my love life is horrendous..(over giver)...i have visions (that come to play out) most I never tell (no social life). It feels like being force fed the pain of humanity, with no way to desolve it in ourselves...
I have my sun and mercury in Virgo in the 12th house and this definitely fits, but I feel like because of my mercury in the 12 I also just feel... disconnected from that knowledge even though I know I have it and it comes through but in a way I don’t quite understand
"Need to be alone." "Invaded if not protected." On point message -- using Epson Salts... a good tip for those with this placement. Right, I don't like this reality. Never a carefree child, not really... never fit in with other children, too mature. Out of sync with this realm. Thank you, you where really in the flow for those twenty minutes.
just wow. your very best video (for me). nice to see you be in that meditative and open to inspiration state. you are not sun 12 but went into that constellation deep. thanks
this was more accurate than accurate. thank you 🙏 i think we have to get more mindful how we perceive because at least i thought for so long this was normal😂 like everybody has this. is there anybody with sun, venus, mercury and uranus in the chart?
Omg you can tap in to energies of houses... that's what happened.. spiritual stuff make you lose sense of time.. I've been reading and trying to tap into houses energy .. this is 12th house vibe knowing but can't express! Feeling like they ruin everything.
Pretty accurate I’m 12 house sun Yea it’s like I feel peoples emotion and I also can make some mad depending how toxic they are and also I was able to calm down people by hugging them or touching them
Thank you so much for sharing your knowledge on Theo’s I am a 12th sag sun with a stellium in the 12th of Neptune mercury sun Uranus and black moon Lilith 😅 really resonates with so much in this video x thank you 🙏🏻
So I’ve been studying astrology for a while now. And I’ve known that Pisces the sign likes to be taken care of,And is comfortable being a dependent person emotionally in a man to woman relationshipBecause for a Pisces it just feels nice. And I know the opposite sign in the astrological chart is Virgo and Virgo doesn’t like to be taken care of and likes to take care of others but that’s the zodiac sign I never actually compared the 12th house in that Way to the Pisces zodiac sign when you asked why as a 12th House sun We are unsatisfied when we are isolated and alone I came to the realization that it’s because I want to be taken care of emotionally I want my ego to be cared for emotionally I want my self-esteem to be cared for emotionally I want that deep profound love.There’s a lot of things that makes a persons day and if you think of interest things that they want to achieve and go after, But now that I think about it I think having the 12th house as my sun gives me that sensitive aspect just like a Pisces naturally feels mutable water always changing emotions but in this case always changing ego that is highly sensitive to the outside world and it’s very visible because the sunshine is the masculine outward part of our chartAnd it’s the first thing people feel and it’s our ego defense mechanism so our ego is always changing Like mutible water.
Yess! Wow you understand ♎ 12th house sun. And for some reason i feel the truth is we are leaders of the house's but its ower fight with ower self to become that leader people learn from us
Yeah sometimes i find myself 👂 stuff on my head and i be like in thats probably not me thats not me its someone around me it makes me no wanna be around a lot of people for to long and my life path is 7 as well
I have Venus,Sun,Mercury,Mars in 12th house. It's like having several different radio stations on......all at the same time. I'm scattered going in many directions, nervous energy all the time.
spot on, wooow. taurus sun in the 12th house. i can’t even define who i am and it’s the most frustrating thing ever. i have a pisces moon too so it’s a lot of mutable energy. very difficult energy to live with. i feel like no one will ever understand because i can’t even understand myself 😔
Sorry, I just had to add as I watching... I had SUCH a big disconnect with my physical body. For a very long time when I was in my tweens and as as toddler I'd remember just pinching my skin trying to make sense of skin, a physical body. I just couldn't
I had the same thing happen around the same age- I literally think I gained consciousness a lot later in life then other kids and that was my first experience then it started happening regularly for a while when I got older- I just felt so uncomfortable
I love your videos so much , I think you have a gift for channeling ! 90% of the video was spot on &’ I actually felt understood for once ! Plus girl , towards the end what you felt is what we feel on a daily basis ! 😂 but thank you , I wish you continued to make videos 😭 also personally I don’t like to be seen for my talents or knowledge I think bc it goes back to feeling invaded &’ me not having a complete understanding of myself so why let others see that ? Idk I’m a 12H stellium &’ I also have 3 Taurus placements &’ Scorpio is my descendant so I’m very private &’ don’t like people knowing my business . But I think we go back &’ forth from wanting to open &’ share our gifts while not wanting to bc of the complexity &’ confusion . It’s all so difficult to explain 🤣
“They know the secular world just isn’t it.” And “Be consistent for once in your life!” 😅 Grateful for your advice and admiring of for your efforts and beautiful countenance 🙏
It mostly feels like others can’t unite their human and soul . But I see me as one, I feel no need to separate them but I can because others entirety is one or the other
What I tell my husband, is that there's this weird in-between spaces and spiritual or soul things happening that I am aware of at the very same moment I am aware of the 3D thing that is happening. I'm a Leo sun in the 12th house. Mercury cancer, Jupiter Pisces. I also have Chiron in Gemini along with this placement and it's hard. I'm trying to find the light of this. My moon was also in the teacher phase on my birth chart. I've done plr and learned of the multidimensional, and the places I am already, and it's like I can tap into that and bring it here. It's so hard to explain. I'm a massage therapist, but am like a psychologist too. I think my north node Aries was to help me preserve myself with this high level of giving constantly. Anyone have any insight? I struggle with the "system" of things and see such a vacancy in it all. Nature helps so much. I want to create a life where I can live in it's rrythyms and beauty. The system robs us of that. We are born to this system that is just beyond crazy controlling and taking the life force and free will out of us for money and survival. Mammon for Babylon. I try to think of it in other ways, but it's extremely difficult and it makes no sense to me at all why it's like this. At times I tap into such off the wall things I'm scared I'm crazy. I can look at a picture and kno so much about someone it's scary. My creativity is off the charts and I find it interesting Leo being the most masculine sign , and Pisces being the most feminine and both known for insane creativity. I don't want this to go to waste because I don't understand it! Thank you for an awesome vid!
49yo, Libra Sun 12 houser here at 9° something.First everything is a OK. Since childhood we are a walking mystery to ourselves and it's Ok really. Early interest in Psychology, Occult &Mysticism, Some 12houser can really have a fucked up natal chart yes become drug addicts, alcoholic etc (I'm still hooked on cigs but I know I can stop again). Incense like palo santo, sage, crystals, tarot cards, Astrology,Numerology, Metaphysics most of us knows we need it and I bet most got spiritual altars. It"s more like we choose very powerful ascendants to protect us (got Scorpio Rising, Aquarius Moon and Master #11 in Numerology). You probably got Pluto strongly to tap most of who we are, ur quite good. I just Wana say don't worry about us, everything about how we are is all part of the story. May the force be with you and your viewers who passby here. And to all my Libra 12th housers out there u know u can always laugh when it gets too heavy around this realm. Oh, and we don't die that's how special we all are and it's freaking amazing adventure waiting for all of us on the other side. See u all there one day. More power to ur. channel.Love love love. Namaste y'all. ❤️🙏
Having 4 planets in the 12th house, the frustration to understand Sun in 12th is..because you're defining an ego. We don't live in the ego..Let's just say there's something beyond what you percieve as physical reality, beyond your mind and body.. where you just are. what you percieve as an ego, is just a tool to use for us..
like youe senses are focused to experience the outside world and not the inner workings of your own body, similarly, fousing on other people comes easy .. 19:50
Separate yourself into two, one bieng the accumulation of all the males you have been in your past life and all the females you have been in your past life...then take a step back and see through your spirit eyes for it is the same eyes that you have seen through all of them, surround them with a thousand perspectives and analyze there details. Do they seem young? Or do they seem ancient? With your intuition you will understand when I say that you can use this technique to measure a souls reincarnation status. Not just on your self but others as well. I say this because in the 6th universal law of circular motion, reincarnation is patternized within it. Only the strong and wise would be able to convert there circle into an upward like spiral. As ancient mystics we have come to find out that the spiral can only be achieved through self less acts on a universal scale. We cannot heal the world hands on it's to slow it must be done through mental substance. I cannot speak on it anymore. Take caution when vibrating on high dimensional plains call upon your higher self , I can tell that she is a high mage who is able to walk on many different plains of existence, I say she because you favor more feminine, so that's basically how you Invision yourself. She's going to help you through your shadow work it must be undertaken in order to achieve true balance. Stay within the middle never choose a side light or dark, have the up most respect for both energies and understand that all is necessary within the cosmos.
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What is it that a 12th house Sun understand that is deeper? Everything is energy. Everything is happening because of the flow of energy that is undercurrent to the physical level . We can't see it; but it's there. We as people think we know everything and that we are in control; but in reality there is no such thing as control. It does not matter at the end of our lives what we learned, what knowledge we carry, what we purchased, who we married, what our career was. The ego is temporary just like everything that was ever born through time. We are so worried about ourselves but one day our ego won't live on. All that will be left of us is what we gave back into life. The 12th house Sun is like subconsciously knowing how vulnerable we truly are and coming to terms of just how miniscule our life truly is compared to the greater whole of the universe. Knowing that, I find it's it's hard to be selfish. To hurt others and feed the "ego" is a pain inside my soul that feels pointless. Why should I gain so someone else can suffer? Knowing that I am causing suffering to another so I can prevail in my temporary body feels like a crime that is unexplainable. But when I help people who need guidance to find purpose or a greater understanding of life, that is when I knew my birth had meaning. I may not make any money and I may be poor (always hungry) but least my life will of passed by leaving some kind of positive energy people can pull from what I leave behind. That's Sun in the 12th house.
Lost for words thank you!
This touched my soul with a depth that’s inconceivable by human perception. I appreciate being innerstood in THIS type of way - signed a 12th house Scorpio stellium 🧿🧿🧿
we are unsatisfied with the machinations of consciousness - the matrix is boring - we see beyond it @ every moment of the day
Yes we do..Scorpio stellium..12th
Tell me about it!
Exactly
@Gehn Saavedro I agree to some extent but the KARMA as a 12th house person is fucking real!
@@margorowe9052 sounds powerful
12th house Scorpio Sun...this was really good, you certainly were channeling the right words cuz you were quite accurate. It’s strange because you conjured up some emotion or something that reminds me why this is such a difficult, lonely, aspect to have. we are basically just channels, vessels or doorways for healing, inspiring, uplifting, helping others...
growing up and all the way up to nearly my Saturn return recently, I was mostly lost, confused, and misunderstood alien-like human that didn’t seem to fit anywhere or with anyone (also have a 1st house Uranus) But once I put the self work/love into myself, got out of negative thought patterns, got stronger physically/mentally and started guarding my energy (epsom salt/sea salt baths do rejuvenate my energy and clears negative energy and music/meditative breathing helps to unblock stuck energy as do walks in nature)...we do come into our own and realize we do hold some kind of power. I’ve read that we have potential access or communication with God or can be vessels for others spiritually?. It’s interesting that Jesus Christ was a Pisces, and had a lot of Pisces energy...
But yes this is a self-sacrificing aspect and “others” is the key word. We are meant to heal/show others the path/way and give up our selves/ego selflessly and its true...I get more satisfaction helping/healing others with little or no praise in return and we tend to want to stay in the shadows, but that too could be due to my dominant Scorpio energy/rising. Reminds me of something out of the Bible about “not letting your left hand know what your right hand is doing or has done”...that pretty much sums it up, haha.
Also I’ve noticed since I’ve cleaned up myself and built up my strength/confidence along with healing my past....I see a lot of angelic patterns and numbers throughout the day, to the point it gets creepy...not sure what that means just yet.
While I believe we do miss out on a lot of normal life things/milestones, or what others get to achieve here on earth...we get rewarded spiritually what others here on earth get rewarded materially, if that makes sense.
Great work and I hope this long-winded comment helps you understand or relate to this a bit more. (let’s face it, we 12th housers don’t get heard often by others, so when we do like you just intuitively did, we gonna go off and unload all our hidden Piscean thoughts in the comment section, haha. I have 4 planets in this house including my mercury and Pluto, so this house/topic really interests me to learn more.
you should do a part 2 on this aspect cuz I really enjoyed it ;)
Wow! I have been told that I am a natural psychologist. People always want to unload their problems to me. I never feel like I belong. Not even with my own blood relatives. I can read people like a book. Even when I first meet them. It is really my best skill set and has been so beneficial to me throughout my life.
I’ve never studied the house placements in my chart until now and boy does it explain SO much more than what I already knew about my chart. This video is VERY accurate for what I experience.
For not being a sun in 12th, you got it so right. Never heard it explained so beautifully.
Thank you- I’m so glad you found a video that resonates with you. I appreciate your support and kindness. Thank you❤️
Right I was just about to comment that exact thing, even the talking in circles part. Lol ❤
yes we have to remember that we are physical not just spiritual - easily we can just let ourselves go
absolutely, i have to constantly remind myself i am here to learn earthly lessons. its like a snap back into my body, its draining though
You said it - Knowing the feeling but being unable to define it or establish concrete manifestations. This e x a c t l y how the sun in the 12th h feels like.
It certainly sounds like you did some serious meditating for this video. You did a fantastic job
I always think of an iceberg when i think of the 12th house in that the pieces that are shown are much smaller than the pieces that stay hidden. So inherently there is going to be a shroud of mystery over any planet in that house. For example i cannot remember a time in my life where i felt even slightly sure of who i am, what im capable of, or of what roles i fill in society. I get the sense that im rarely in control of where im going or whats happening around me; like im aware that i have free will and that im an autonomous individual but everyday i feel increasingly more dissipated and disolved by my environment. Ive also found that the more i discover about who i am the harder it is to make sense of any of it - like answers to questions only lead to more questions. Speaking as a sun & merc in the 12th house
It feels like im living in a Series of Unfortunate Events
@@emluarca same I really dont feel like a person. But it feels creepy to say that to people. It's hard to describe Its kind of like being aware of the separation between my soul and my body. Exercise and yoga helped me to feel more connected to my body and less like a ghost lol.
Nokx Official same
Emmy Luarca ily emmy❤️
Do not apologize you were so spot on you were basically in the 12th house you're literally in the 12 house explaining helping us to understand what the 12th house is thank you so much you was spot on that was really nice
We are super special we just don't always grasp it!
Stanley Burnette I agree
Stanley Burnette u are ❤️ I Love to be around this 12th house dominant girl
Libra sun in 12th house here, im so happy I came across this video because this is me to a tee. Everything you said I understood and what I pretty much feel every day and im just glad I know its not just me. Thank you for channeling our energy.
Your intuition is incredible. Your knowledge was pouring out like it came from a deep understanding. Very accurate!
Thank you so much I try very hard to make my videos in a way that people will feel understood in this fucked up world. Thank you for your comment because it gave me insight on my own knowledge and journey. ❤️
my leo sun hates being in 12 house it's radical
geneiuspower I rather like it and with a Leo rising too.. I feel I’m not all about me
I'm a sun/ rising leo... I have never felt like a Leo, till a reader pointed out that I have sun in the 12th house and now all makes sense 😧 in a way... 30 years to find out 😂
@Derik Jackson I have that placement lol
This is one of the most accurate descriptions I have heard, and I think the acknowledgment that it’s such a vast energy helps with dissecting the energy without embodying it. I feel my entire experience of the world is abstracted but in a way that allows me to perceive the world as it is (beyond the veil) as opposed to the mundane, illusions that exist in the material world.
This is the best interpretation of how it feels to have Sun in the 12th house. I am a Pisces with Pisces rising and gave this placement. With Mercury in Pisces in the 12th house…. I “see” and “hear” and “feel” ALL. Isolation is helps me reflect and refresh.
Sorry for the errors 😊
"I'm trying to verbalize this." Oh, trust me. YOU HAVE!!!!
THANK YOU FOR THIS VIDEO!! Literally life changing. No one has described it better, and I've studied astro for about 10 years now. ❤ ❤ ❤
So intuitive you are; so on point.
You answered it. We're unsatisfied because we know consciously or unconsciously " anything " here is not going to fulfill. It's not the oceanionic state we all came from. We're everyone and no one at the same time.
At the end you felt the angst I feel every day living with a 12 house sun (along with the struggle between time and space).
My Moon and Jupiter are also in the 12 house in the sign of Leo.
Im considering starting a UA-cam station and wrote a poetry book last year. My UA-cam station will be called 'Temple JohnJohn' and my book Waterslide Time Machine Portals is on Amazon.
Sun in leo in the 12th with mercury in cancer on 12th cusp. I understand your notion of having a vague sense of identity. I often experience psychic phenomena almost against my will. It's like information comes to me without trying and it can seem very strange yet familiar at the same time. I find that my life works better when I just let go.
First of all, you did a great job describing 12th house suns for not being one- a lot of astrologers dont do well with the 12th house/Pisces/Neptune energy- I can say after you go through your Saturn return or even while you go through it- your mind opens about your 12th house energy - including sun in 12th
12th house suns are literally tired. you're right we are not lazy- the sun represents vitality and our vitality is in the house of the unknown. 12th house suns are naturally empathic so similar to sun conj neptune or pisces sun- we get exhausted from naturally picking up energy that is not our own, both seen and unseen.
Also, we are unsatisfied with this dimension- 3D is WWWAAAAACCCCCKKKKKKK. society is so low vibrating and it just makes us sad- thats why we dont confront- cause the universal consciousness wont get it anyway.
12th house suns know themselves but they know they change often and are open to changing often - I like to use this example. People love to say "if i was in this situation I would do ...." I would never know what I would do because it truly depends on how Im feeling- most 12th house suns get that quicker than most.
It's like how Jesus was trying to tell ppl what to do to get to God and salvation but til this day- we still got it all wrong. We feel like "whats the point if yall are not gonna get it or listen anyway". Perfect example is when Jesus was walking on water and Peter wanted to too and Jesus was like you can do what I can do, try it. Peter did and was walking on water but got scared and almost drowned. We feel like Jesus and everyone else is Peter. Not even in an elitist way but basically people know how to be good people but they dont want to. They get suck in logical and practicality.
Also, we actually like to be seen but we dont at the same time- its that mutable water thing. it depends how we feel at the moment. If we can be famous and then not when we get tired of it and then get famous again when we change our minds- then we would be happy. lol. Just as long as we can switch it up a bit lol
12th house suns are similar to pisces suns- we like to be the martyr even tho we hate it too. Its a crazy placement and is a lot but i like it :)
AstroDim 7 beautiful description, I love ur intellectual input. Thank you❤️
hi astrodim7 sorry ❤️❤️
The Best Breakdown that I have heard so far on this!!!Thank you 👍
pisces sun in the 12th, pisces mercury in the 12th, aries venus in the 12th, and aries jupiter in the 12th
Sun in Pisces 12th house
Mercury in Pisces 12th house
Venus in Pisces 12th house.
Jupiter in Pisces 11th house
This was beautiful. I shed some tears of gratitude for growth. It’s so hard for us when we don’t know our energy but once we find out. It’s sooo empowering. I don’t feel understood by anyone! I’m only my true self with my youtube 12th housers or Pisces people that I come across. I value my alone time I love it. The pressure to be human is gone.
It was great to see you enter our mindset lol confused is a common feeling especially in teen years. I think 12 house suns father’s absence is a key factor in this placement. It’s like you missed out on that fatherly security, support, teachings, self worth, etc. You feel you’ve been thrown out into the world without a solid understanding of yourself but you crave being 1 solid whole person; you want all your layers of s e l f to be o n e and you admire those people who are true to themselves. That’s why it can feel so draining to be amongst others because you mirror them and what they want rather than be yourself- but how can you be yourself when you don’t know yourself *insert tears lol*. Honestly just imagine how a Leo personality would feel without other people’s gratification of how “great they are” lol 12th house sun placement is a huge paradox and hard to live with and gives me anxiety lol I recently started taking cbd oil tincture (Veritas Farms, Colorado) about a month ago and it’s been working wonders on my anxiety and helps my days feel better- I’ve noticed people say living with this placement gets better after the Saturn return - I look forward to it and the boundaries I establish for myself by then !!
Unsatisfied by the monotony of all of our endeavours will be met with misunderstanding, yet the thieves in the temple will try to copy ,, Johnny cash put it best for me ,, born two hundred years too late and two hundred years too soon , our brilliance is not understood while we are alive xx
i think we can easily put all the things that people don't pay attention to together - makes us seem psychic or in tune to the subconscious
Your description of 12 house energy is spot on. So hard to describe but MUST be felt first. You do good explaining tho.
Yes. You hit the nail right on the head. I am very aware of other people's boundaries and make sure I respect them. But my boundaries are constantly being crossed. My mercury is also in the 12th house so when I vocalize my frustrations concerning this, it goes over their head and I then feel like I am invisible or just taking space.
Edit: But my Taurus sun is squared by my Leo mars so I feel like a warrior that's sleeping.
mmm so much truth in this. I have a 12th house Scorpio Sun part of a stellium. I look at you and your the astrologer I wish i was helping people, guiding them and giving them power. With Mercury in the 12th I am always at a loss of words and I just day dream my life away. I feel i have no purpose or physical anchor on this planet. I imagine there is a better place for me one day.
Scott Lewis hey man, I feel ya here. Also 12th house Scorpio Sun with stellium. Got the ole mercury, Pluto, Saturn in here too. On the bright side, it makes us the least boring type of people, that is if another person can break through our barriers. And it’s said that we tend to have better 2nd half’s of our lives then our first half, which is completely opposite the norm.
Practice gratitude, pray, reinforce positive affirmations daily, clear negative/stray energy from people and electronics as we tend to be sponges, and most importantly actively seek/ask how you can help others that day, even if it’s little things like making others laugh, listening, complimenting/motivating others is the key and I think us having mercury in here makes our words extra powerful to others....I’ve noticed a HUGE improvement with my health, confidence, relationships and overall happiness since starting doing this...it’s powerful man and consider it a gift to positively influence others and be healing vessels for the lost and weak. Obviously, you have to build yourself up first and become strong before you can do this for others...abstinence and /or retention speeds up this process
@@nightsky199 Wow those are exactly the 4 planets i have in the 12th house...Including having a 29th degree pluto in Libra. Hope you don't have Moon conjunct Chiron too? How does one clear stray energy? I studied astrocartography for quite a while to learn about the energy of places and found it's pretty important for giving me focus. Don't feel any energy where I live rite now and am just a drifter. How do i find gratitude my node is in the 8th and and I don't comfort in surviving?
Scott Lewis crazy man, I too have same Pluto placement on same degree and 8th house NN...my moon isn’t conjunct Chiron but I do have moon in 8th house.
I do have my venus conjunct mars in Virgo nearly on same degree, so that helps ground this 12th house energy and the conjunction gives me some extra drive and passion.
Read my other comment above for the stray /negative energy...also be careful of the type of people, music, movies, thoughts you expose yourself too...they can become apart of us and influence our psyches without us realizing
@@nightsky199 Ya I was born october 24th .33 degree scorpio sun and 20 degree Scorpio Rising. I do realize now that I am older how truly "mutable" I am. If I spend my time around a certain group of people I want to become those people...But then when I am alone by myself I realize I am not those people and find they have taken all my energy away. I dreamed amd aspired to go a specific astrology school in my life; but rite now that is not realistic. I watched a lot of spiritual videos and am trying to train myself to take the "I" out of my perspective in life so I can be more present in the moment instead of being selfish.
Scott Lewis yep, I’m just a few days after you. October scorps are the best in my biased opinion ha. Yeah man I hear you, it’s been some kind of life, lots of pain, disappointments and transformations. But I guess that’s how it’s meant to be, otherwise we wouldn’t be Scorpios. We just gotta find our power/confidence in a non-selfish way, and I think that’s when our lives truly begin. Adding the 12th house energy on top of our double Scorpio is even more a challenge...but I believe the reward is GREAT.
Good luck on your journey my 12th house Scorpio brother :)
That legit was the most sun in 12th like explanation (especially at the end) ever!! 😩😩 spot on! I think we can all agree you channeled our essence more and more into your speech. I covered my face a billion times, smiled, grinned, ear to ear, laughed and was overall mortified as all of my secrets were being played (me alone in a dark backyard smoking a blunt) out loud for no one else to hear.
Spot on though for sure, like everything, everything which makes us seem ok (maybe?) on the outside but intimately we are kinda crae but more like a stone wall, too? It’s also sad as hell and lonely. I’m learning to channel the ever flowing darkness with my light and try to win this one.
Anyway, I’m sure we all have awesome versions of sun in twelfth!!!! I’m ♍️ Sun. I have also Mars in twelfth and I’m ♐️moon ♎️cuspy rising.
I’ve been trying to “realize my destiny” as many people tend to do maybe. I hope 🤞 and wish for success in it just as I would for all of you guys 💞🥰
You're growing, as a person, a gifted person, youtuber, female. Sending my gratitude and love for you
OMG. That was excellent. And spot on. I have this placement. Most astrologers lose their way trying to explain it…same when they try to explain Pisces and/or Neptune. But not you. Bravo.
We see the greatest potential of people even tho they might not see it in themselves.
100 percent and they may not ever live up to their potential
Wow! So resonant. You lost track of time, because you successfully embodied Sun in the 12th. You fell into our black hole.
Sun conjunct Neptune in Scorpio. SN and IC in Pisces.
I would've been happy if you went longer.
Im a 12 house sun, I felt this!!! Definitely can relate and I’m only 8 mins in... #OnPoint💯
During the second part of the video, you start channelling the 12th sun better and I feel like you've gotten the broad gist of it. I have sun in 12th and yes, most of the things you said are true. You feel lost, confused, almost like your purpose isn't entirely your own, like it's of somewhere else. You don't know why you feel certain things that others don't. You feel like you know more than others and especially when someone tells you something about them you immediately know it's false, and that's not them, its who their personna thinks they are.
If not channelled properly, it can sound arrogant and egotistical, but like you said, it's just what it is. It's kind of sad to see people think things about themselves that aren't true, and as a 12th house sun you're like "This is not you." So almost like you cut right at the core of people and then you what the boundaries are and aren't.
The other thing that made sense is the invading thing, people thinking they can use you for healing, for wisdom, for advice, for kindness. And you having to basically turn on the locomotive and tell them it's not ok to do that. As a 12th you basically have to forcefully put people on a leash because your emotions and knowledge looks like a buffet for other people to use, like a moth going towards a light that they cannot touch.
Thanks for the video - it definetly says a lot.
you did such an amazing job on this. i’ve never heard someone speak on this in this way , sooooo many different points made i feel like you got everything on this... although this house is so inexplicable, THANK YOU
you made me feel seen for once in my life wow
I have the sun and moon in the 12th, I feel sometimes unsatisfied and like my life ins't going anywhere. I have a sens of a higher purpose too. But most of the time i understand myself (came with time) but i love socializing, partying etc .. and it also true that i'm kinda satisfied (my ego) when i'm helping someone it's kinda weird to understand
Olli Assrm girl I felt that on a spiritual level
Although I have Leo Sun in the 12th house, I was never lost in being a Leo Sun, people had a hard time accepting my Leo traits. To this very day, people still give me a hard time with my strong characteristic of being Leo Sun. As a result, I have learned to be in my power/elements behind the scenes.
i love all your videos in general...but this one specifically you were communicating some higher self words, channeling some straight up knowledge. this was bad ass! THANK YOU
I’m a Capricorn sun in the 12th house and I feel so many things so clearly or not that clearly but I can’t explain or express the feelings in my word, in my head there’s so many things I want to say but I can’t say it and I don’t know why I feel so uncomfortable expressing it or why it’s so difficult to express it.
This is a blessing because in my birth and draconic chart have all my Sun and mercury, Uranus,Neptune in 12th house so this is my destiny to be 12th house person
Ditto..feel the same..Scorpio stellium 12th..no invaders here..sag rising..Leo mars.Leo north node
The way you snapped out of that trance xD
"They don't know if it's their intuition or their paranoia" GIRL YOU DESCRIBED ME TO A TEEEE
"A feeling of not belonging" Girl. For the past 5 years it's like I forgot how to Human. The most mundane tasks have become so difficult. Common sense? Don't know her.
"You think you know more than them." Look. I've had a person call me out all the time for saying things that they deem stupid and they insult my intelligence so often that I just let them run their mouth because they're never going to understand. All they want is for me to follow orders while looking like Ms. Universe.
"It can be interpreted into laziness by regular people" GIRL I SWEAR STAHP ITTT. The #1 insult I endure daily
"Be consistent for once" THE SLANDER
"Being hurt boost their ego" uhm no I believe you meant something like an invisible guiding hand.
"Run away from the person they love" uhm no I will stomp away in anger and workout to expel that extra energy before coming back
"Identity crisis" YES omg
12H Cancer stellium: Sun, Moon, Jupiter, Chiron.
What I've seen is people think they have me figured out. They tell me how to think/feel/react because how I actually think/feel/react is "wrong". Everything I do and don't do, everything I am is "wrong". Idk if this is a 12H thing but learning how to do mundane tasks is so taxing TT_TT. Isolation is where I've been for the past 5 years--not complete isolation but I don't have an offline social life. Boundaries are not respected :( Is it a 12H thing to feel anger coming towards me from others?
Taurus sun in 12th that's me this lady is so accurate at what she's said it's shocking
I haven’t heard someone speak about this placement in this way yet and you got it spot on - saying that as someone with their sun (conjunct with Jupiter and mercury) in Pisces in the 12th house.
I want to specifically point out “knowing but not being able to explain”. I can “download” extremely complex and detailed information within a split second. And it’s been extremely difficult to explain those feelings, especially when I was a child to about 20. At this point, I’ve gathered a lot more knowledge and through hearing other people describe the phenomena I’ve always known I have developed somewhat of a vocabulary for these things. From an astrological aspect I like to think that my Jupiter (4 degrees) attracts the information, the sun (4 degrees) illuminates/discerns it and then passes it on to mercury (5 degrees) who interprets it. With venus transiting these positions recently (and venus being friends with mercury, despite being enemies with sun and Jupiter) I’ve felt my communication of the occult and the ability to connect with others through my knowledge increase.
I feel I can also understand people because I too have lived many lives (this could have to do with my Saturn also being in my first house. Delay of solidified identity). I’ve definitely been overwhelmed by this confusion between intuition and paranoia to the point of experiencing psychosis (also experiencing gaslighting and manipulation quite often throughout my early years). I about threw all of spirituality and the occult out of the window. As I’m about to reach 25 this month I feel myself solidifying more. I’ve felt my communication with the universe has gotten better. We have an understanding of each other now. My guides and the universe know that I won’t take anything wishy washy anymore - it has to be undeniable. And they’re funny too! I wish I could think of an example but there’s so many that I’ve forgotten at this point. I genuinely feel the world as an extension of myself and every day there’s conversations between us. When you were saying lack of boundaries I feel this but not on the 3D general social idea of boundaries. I mean in the “I am one with everything around me. And as other people are reflections of me, I also reflect them. We are all flowing together through life like the tides in a river, sometimes switching and changing course but still dancing together with the ebb and flow whether we all recognize it or not.”
To know the other is to know thyself.
Also thank for for my Aries rising and Capricorn moon/venus because otherwise I would be drowning in my own world. I also have my north node in Virgo. These things help me pull myself out of my own world/slumps. I used to be absolutely terrible with accountability, self care and routine until I really recognized the value of it. I live in a state of organized chaos and I’ve accepted it. And despite feeling the initial scorn of criticism, I really appreciate it once I cool down.
this video brought me to tears thank you for sharing your gifts
This was incredible. I have sun Mercury Mars and Pluto along with some asteroids in the 12th in Scorpio and I gotta say... Most accurate description of this energy I've ever heard.
This is my fav video, I feel it really resonates. Not people get me but this made alot of since. Thank you.
Sun, venus, jupiter and pluto in 12 house in scorpio. Accurate.
Yes..multiple realms.huge past lives.intuitive as the veil is thin between realms.Scorpio stellium in 12th..just started utube channel..all 12th housers welcome..Margo Rowe
I have a Aries 12th house stellium and that’s already hard enough. I can only imagine what a Scorpio 12th stellium is like. Did you also go through a stage of life in complete isolation? How do you deal with these confusing energies?
Yes.art.music.church.astrology.writing..many don't understand our need for solo time..aries is cardinal fire..more outward directed.but big boundaries need to be in place.
I'm sag rising..easy to put on happy face..help folks.
Thank you. As a 12th house Sun, I really appreciate this. You channeled this well. Thank you, spirit
Girl!!!! Watching threw to the end,,,, you didn't remember what you said for 20 mins...lol.... You TOTALLY just channeled 12th house energy! You hit that house dead on the nail! Thank you so much for making this...im going to forward it to my daughter to watch... Both of us have stelliums in this house... Sun, Venus, uranus..., and I must admit... I have always longed for a place I can't seem to find...my love life is horrendous..(over giver)...i have visions (that come to play out) most I never tell (no social life). It feels like being force fed the pain of humanity, with no way to desolve it in ourselves...
My sun sign is Aquarius 12th house. And you put it into words pretty well. Yeah very spot on every aspect of what said.
I have my sun and mercury in Virgo in the 12th house and this definitely fits, but I feel like because of my mercury in the 12 I also just feel... disconnected from that knowledge even though I know I have it and it comes through but in a way I don’t quite understand
Same
Sameee!!!
"Need to be alone." "Invaded if not protected."
On point message -- using Epson Salts... a good tip for those with this placement.
Right, I don't like this reality.
Never a carefree child, not really... never fit in with other children, too mature.
Out of sync with this realm.
Thank you, you where really in the flow for those twenty minutes.
Hit the nail on the head. Best vid. seen on Sun in 12th. ty.
your personality is so gracious we love you by golly .
One of my favorite for Sun in the 12 th 🎉
Totally agree...I also have exalted Mercury in the 12th house
just wow. your very best video (for me). nice to see you be in that meditative and open to inspiration state. you are not sun 12 but went into that constellation deep. thanks
this was more accurate than accurate. thank you 🙏 i think we have to get more mindful how we perceive because at least i thought for so long this was normal😂 like everybody has this. is there anybody with sun, venus, mercury and uranus in the chart?
Sun & mercury 12th house here. my face when you said "voices in your head" 😂 i felt that.
Your eyes. Beautiful StarSeed. 💜
Sun , moon and mercury in Leo in the 12th, thank you for this explanation 🙌🏽
Omg you can tap in to energies of houses... that's what happened.. spiritual stuff make you lose sense of time.. I've been reading and trying to tap into houses energy .. this is 12th house vibe knowing but can't express! Feeling like they ruin everything.
12th house Cancer sun with a Scorpio moon .
Pretty accurate I’m 12 house sun
Yea it’s like I feel peoples emotion and I also can make some mad depending how toxic they are and also I was able to calm down people by hugging them or touching them
Thank you so much for sharing your knowledge on Theo’s I am a 12th sag sun with a stellium in the 12th of Neptune mercury sun Uranus and black moon Lilith 😅 really resonates with so much in this video x thank you 🙏🏻
Amazing. Thank you for helping me to have a better understanding of my nature ✨
So I’ve been studying astrology for a while now. And I’ve known that Pisces the sign likes to be taken care of,And is comfortable being a dependent person emotionally in a man to woman relationshipBecause for a Pisces it just feels nice. And I know the opposite sign in the astrological chart is Virgo and Virgo doesn’t like to be taken care of and likes to take care of others but that’s the zodiac sign I never actually compared the 12th house in that Way to the Pisces zodiac sign when you asked why as a 12th House sun We are unsatisfied when we are isolated and alone I came to the realization that it’s because I want to be taken care of emotionally I want my ego to be cared for emotionally I want my self-esteem to be cared for emotionally I want that deep profound love.There’s a lot of things that makes a persons day and if you think of interest things that they want to achieve and go after, But now that I think about it I think having the 12th house as my sun gives me that sensitive aspect just like a Pisces naturally feels mutable water always changing emotions but in this case always changing ego that is highly sensitive to the outside world and it’s very visible because the sunshine is the masculine outward part of our chartAnd it’s the first thing people feel and it’s our ego defense mechanism so our ego is always changing Like mutible water.
I have this on my birth with moon in my first, on my draconic I’m a Pisces moon. Everything you said was insanely on point.
Yessssssss thank you for putting it into words
Yess! Wow you understand ♎ 12th house sun. And for some reason i feel the truth is we are leaders of the house's but its ower fight with ower self to become that leader people learn from us
Yeah sometimes i find myself 👂 stuff on my head and i be like in thats probably not me thats not me its someone around me it makes me no wanna be around a lot of people for to long and my life path is 7 as well
I have Venus,Sun,Mercury,Mars in 12th house. It's like having several different radio stations on......all at the same time. I'm scattered going in many directions, nervous energy all the time.
spot on, wooow. taurus sun in the 12th house. i can’t even define who i am and it’s the most frustrating thing ever. i have a pisces moon too so it’s a lot of mutable energy. very difficult energy to live with. i feel like no one will ever understand because i can’t even understand myself 😔
Sorry, I just had to add as I watching... I had SUCH a big disconnect with my physical body. For a very long time when I was in my tweens and as as toddler I'd remember just pinching my skin trying to make sense of skin, a physical body. I just couldn't
I had the same thing happen around the same age- I literally think I gained consciousness a lot later in life then other kids and that was my first experience then it started happening regularly for a while when I got older- I just felt so uncomfortable
Hot damn.
My sun is 11th in Placidus but 12th in whole sign. Can see/relate to both, though ALOT of what’s in here feels VERY accurate. ⭐️
I love your videos so much , I think you have a gift for channeling ! 90% of the video was spot on &’ I actually felt understood for once ! Plus girl , towards the end what you felt is what we feel on a daily basis ! 😂 but thank you , I wish you continued to make videos 😭 also personally I don’t like to be seen for my talents or knowledge I think bc it goes back to feeling invaded &’ me not having a complete understanding of myself so why let others see that ? Idk I’m a 12H stellium &’ I also have 3 Taurus placements &’ Scorpio is my descendant so I’m very private &’ don’t like people knowing my business . But I think we go back &’ forth from wanting to open &’ share our gifts while not wanting to bc of the complexity &’ confusion . It’s all so difficult to explain 🤣
I just started making them again!!! So there’s more coming
Pisces here , it’s down to a connection with source , really good video xx
“They know the secular world just isn’t it.” And “Be consistent for once in your life!” 😅
Grateful for your advice and admiring of for your efforts and beautiful countenance 🙏
I’m waiting on the Sun ☀️ in the 11th house. I’ve my Sun, Venus, and Mercury all in Cancer and all in the 11th house.
Laziness comes because we’re forced to wait on others to catch up, to have a full filling conversations
It mostly feels like others can’t unite their human and soul . But I see me as one, I feel no need to separate them but I can because others entirety is one or the other
This is the best explanation! Thank you
Very accurate aproach and expenation
What I tell my husband, is that there's this weird in-between spaces and spiritual or soul things happening that I am aware of at the very same moment I am aware of the 3D thing that is happening. I'm a Leo sun in the 12th house. Mercury cancer, Jupiter Pisces. I also have Chiron in Gemini along with this placement and it's hard. I'm trying to find the light of this. My moon was also in the teacher phase on my birth chart. I've done plr and learned of the multidimensional, and the places I am already, and it's like I can tap into that and bring it here. It's so hard to explain. I'm a massage therapist, but am like a psychologist too. I think my north node Aries was to help me preserve myself with this high level of giving constantly. Anyone have any insight?
I struggle with the "system" of things and see such a vacancy in it all. Nature helps so much. I want to create a life where I can live in it's rrythyms and beauty. The system robs us of that. We are born to this system that is just beyond crazy controlling and taking the life force and free will out of us for money and survival. Mammon for Babylon. I try to think of it in other ways, but it's extremely difficult and it makes no sense to me at all why it's like this. At times I tap into such off the wall things I'm scared I'm crazy. I can look at a picture and kno so much about someone it's scary. My creativity is off the charts and I find it interesting Leo being the most masculine sign , and Pisces being the most feminine and both known for insane creativity. I don't want this to go to waste because I don't understand it! Thank you for an awesome vid!
3d world means very little to 12th house folks..we are rich in past lives..rainbow bridge..higher realms..your video is just stellar🎆🎆🐦🐦
We are excellent conduits.channelers.manifestors..but we must serve others..share the gift.🐦🐦🌄🌄
New guy here. Thank you for the info! 12 house Libra. Sun, Venus in my 12th. Scorpio rising with mercury and Pluto and On the cusp. Really resonates!
49yo, Libra Sun 12 houser here at 9° something.First everything is a OK. Since childhood we are a walking mystery to ourselves and it's Ok really. Early interest in Psychology, Occult &Mysticism, Some 12houser can really have a fucked up natal chart yes become drug addicts, alcoholic etc (I'm still hooked on cigs but I know I can stop again). Incense like palo santo, sage, crystals, tarot cards, Astrology,Numerology, Metaphysics most of us knows we need it and I bet most got spiritual altars. It"s more like we choose very powerful ascendants to protect us (got Scorpio Rising, Aquarius Moon and Master #11 in Numerology). You probably got Pluto strongly to tap most of who we are, ur quite good. I just Wana say don't worry about us, everything about how we are is all part of the story. May the force be with you and your viewers who passby here. And to all my Libra 12th housers out there u know u can always laugh when it gets too heavy around this realm. Oh, and we don't die that's how special we all are and it's freaking amazing adventure waiting for all of us on the other side. See u all there one day. More power to ur. channel.Love love love. Namaste y'all. ❤️🙏
Also, please check out my videos if you're keen. I talk 12th house stuff mostly
Omg this on point, this is exactly us, i resonated with everything you said, thanks i feel you see me❤️
Having 4 planets in the 12th house, the frustration to understand Sun in 12th is..because you're defining an ego. We don't live in the ego..Let's just say there's something beyond what you percieve as physical reality, beyond your mind and body.. where you just are. what you percieve as an ego, is just a tool to use for us..
Virgo ☀️ mercury in Virgo, and Chiron in Virgo in the fucking 12th house
This is soooooo true .
Honey, you are wise beyond your years.... You have just summed up my entire life. 🤍🤍 Thank you.
You explained it perfectly
cancer sun pisces house 12th house sun Capricorn moon 6house Leo rising mc Aries Gemini mars 11th house. Scorpio 4th house north node jupiter pluto
like youe senses are focused to experience the outside world and not the inner workings of your own body, similarly, fousing on other people comes easy .. 19:50
Separate yourself into two, one bieng the accumulation of all the males you have been in your past life and all the females you have been in your past life...then take a step back and see through your spirit eyes for it is the same eyes that you have seen through all of them, surround them with a thousand perspectives and analyze there details. Do they seem young? Or do they seem ancient? With your intuition you will understand when I say that you can use this technique to measure a souls reincarnation status. Not just on your self but others as well. I say this because in the 6th universal law of circular motion, reincarnation is patternized within it. Only the strong and wise would be able to convert there circle into an upward like spiral. As ancient mystics we have come to find out that the spiral can only be achieved through self less acts on a universal scale. We cannot heal the world hands on it's to slow it must be done through mental substance. I cannot speak on it anymore. Take caution when vibrating on high dimensional plains call upon your higher self , I can tell that she is a high mage who is able to walk on many different plains of existence, I say she because you favor more feminine, so that's basically how you Invision yourself. She's going to help you through your shadow work it must be undertaken in order to achieve true balance. Stay within the middle never choose a side light or dark, have the up most respect for both energies and understand that all is necessary within the cosmos.
🤣🤣🤣 12th house sun here ... you’re spot 🎯on beloved 🔫🔫🔫🧲🧲