what a great gift this video is. as i get older i still don't buy into the falseness of everyday life. and the reasons friends and coworkers all seem to fall away is because i sort of refuse to buy into fads or trends or typical life situations. i will say i hold onto truths and goodwill that i come to understand along the way, but i still feel the same as when i was little. i remember being like 8 and absorbing the adults around me and knowing what they were feeling and being so intune with like simple existence and really taking in everything they had to teach me. cut to now my neices nephews are so completely into their little world, i feel invisible on this end of things as well. and my coworkers trying to put lifegoals, and sports, and corporate crap on me. this video really helped me to take a breathe and allow some more room just for me to be that free and innocent wild card. its like my armor is a water bubble where nobody can really inflict their way onto me, and it does create anxiety for me but i feel like i know how to transcend and let the toxic water flush away so nobody can really affect me. i think i started picking up real things like meditation around 27-28, and before that like i couldn't invest too much into anything! stellium in aries 12th house here. thank you.
Thk you for representing us. I’m a Virgo w/ Stellium in the 12th. Sun, Mercury, Saturn, and NN. In fact, I was conceived in a mental asylum and eventually adopted and raised by a Mexican midwife/Healer. I have lived ALL of which you speak of and am now 42 and am able to pull upon an abundance of strength as my Sun is no longer residing in fog. Once my planets progressed into Scorpio when I turned 40, I was able to really dig deep into personal strength and determination. I am also psychic and yes, I can read others and see them for who they truly are. Many are intimidated by me and just don’t like me. That alone has been difficult to deal with however, I’m ok with that facet of my personality now. I do intend on writing a book about my story. I have lived quite the enchanted tale. Blessing to all of my 12th House tribe!
Other astrologers: 12 house stellium means you must be a selfless servant and will find happiness helping others all the time. Amber: IT'S WHATEVER YOU WANT! YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT! me: :O
SJHDSJFDHDSHFHSDHJsd the 12th house interpretations are usually so false and toxic? Its already overwhelming enough and we have to absorb all this fake info that we only exist to serve and pay our karma lmaooooo
@@julide6846 the karma especially bit is such made up guilt tripping BS, these ppl just repeat like parrots. I don’t believe in past lives. It’s just our mums or whatever going through difficult time while being pregnant diassociating or w/e. No higher made up meaning to it just shit lol.
@@kliljkip3184 I do think there is karma - but it gives it more of a psychological effect. Many astrologers repeat the interpretation as if karma’s a punishment of our “past lives” - which then gets all fucked up because there isn’t many info about past lives besides the fact that its a myth and nothing else. Perhaps the reason astrologers cannot understand the 12th is because that it rules oceans - which is the most mysterious part of our planet. Its got depth more than anything else
Thank you for tackling this subject. I'm a loaded 12th house Leo with squares and oppositions - - not easy. I always felt like the Watcher - - not the participant in life, until I met and married my husband. He opened a world for me I was never included in prior. Knowing what it's like to be excluded, I included everyone in our activities. Sadly, I've lost him almost 2 years now to terrible illness. I've become invisible to others again - - they all forgot my inclusiveness and do not reciprocate. With him I grew and developed. Others did not. I see myself very well - - others do not see or hear me. The 12th is a very strange house - - 12 and 6 not an easy axis. I greatly miss my amazing husband and the life I experienced because of him.
I don’t know if you’ve ever been into astrocartography but sometimes moving far enough to change the axis helps or maybe a 3 months holiday in a different land can give you a taste of what it’s like not to be a 12th house. Being a 12th house stellium harshly aspected by Saturn and Mars in the 9th and 3rd I know this feeling. People can bring out things in us because they combined our chart with there’s into a composite chart. Instead of being viewed as one we are veiwed entirely different as a couple
I am so happy you made this video! I have 1H & 12H Stellium 😩 and lawd simply existing is hard work lmao gotta eat food find a job like whetttt is this life lmao
I'm a 12th house Stellium in Scorpio. We need a community. The world is changing and we know it. We're the ones who will thrive during the change and help the others who will feel how we've been feeling. I need friends and a community and we have to help eachother
Seriously, thank you for this. You see me! 12th house stellium with opposing Saturn. I am the black sheep. My life was planned out for me and I accepted the ebb and flow of society ie; college, marriage, buy a house, and I did that so young. Then I ran away from home and joined the circus! Not a pun! Was on the road for a good while and now I travel south in winter, north in summer and live in a camper and run a business with my horses and home I can take whoever I go. There was definitely some troublesome times but now I’m healing and getting a better sense of self of my own truth. Thank you for this! Truly!
How did you know that I needed this? I have my Moon, Sun, Mercury, Pluto and Ketu in the 12th house, with a Scorpio Ascendant. It’s been quite a ride. I can’t even begin to explain to you the pain and loss that I’ve experienced. I was suicidal at one point but I learnt the lessons and rose from it. I understand now that the 12th house has given me a gift and I will cherish it. Thank you for making this video, most people don’t understand it. I am subscribing.
You read us. That's an apt representation of 12th house stellums. Thankfully I am not alone in this struggle 😊 We are the rare breed in this world and nobidy gets us.
I’m late to this but I’m loving this video. I have Sun, Moon, Venus, Mercury, and Mars in 12th whole sign house with Pluto in the 6th. We understand the psychology of everyone around us better than they can understand their own. The 12th house is the house of the mind and soul. It is the sky just above the Earth, the mind above the body. Personally I spent much of my early life alone with my thoughts left to theorize and conceptualize the reality I find myself in only to realize it may not even exist, yet I have to continue day to day existing in it. There is still much left to uncover, and I may lose my mind uncovering it, but I find great joy in uncovering secrets of the universe.
I was always so confused my this placement and only hear ppl speak of it in a negative way, I thought I was somewhat doomed I needed this more than you know. Thank you for the work you do ! Sincerely a 12 house Taurus stellium
I love this so much!! I have a Gemini stellium in my 12th house including moon, mercury, mars and chiron. Gemini sun, rising cancer and THREE planets in my 6th house. Basically everything about the day-to-day grind makes me uncomfortable. Thanks so much for sharing this with us 🥰
Scorpio is my 12th house. Venus, Mars and Uranus are in my 12th house. My life from 0 to 34 was perfect, I was very successful in a foreign country. I didn't even knew what a depression was. I just turn 45 and the last 10 years it has been isolation years. I know that was it, I feel that now a new cycle is has just began and I'm exited for whats coming. 😊
I have 4 placements in my 12H, sun, Pluto, Chiron, and Mercury. I relate a lot to Scorpio placements because of my Pluto (death and rebirth) and Pisces placements because of the uncertainty of Neptune. I have always struggled to choose between my ego (Leo moon, Venus in 1st House), and my inner cosmic reality. My inner world really lights me up, I feel my inner world when I’m alone, and it terrifies me to express it because I feel shame about showing it. It’s very frustrating because it’s how I feel I am meant to shine to the world. There has always been this opposing energy to me and I have always felt not like everyone else. I relate very much to feeling like an ALIEN!!!! Constantly… especially around other “normal” people. I also have an 8th house moon so I feel like I can see beneath the surface of the deep ocean. I do love it, though. My life feels bigger than life because of my reality and perception. It makes me fulfilled to have my own special perspective, but again that is only when I’m alone. When I am asked to fit in that is when the confusion arises. I feel I have a very exciting life even though it is very confusing and elusive…
Well shit.. one of the best interpretations of the 12th house that iv seen up to date. Stellium here, scorpio in the 12th with sun mercury venus and pluto.. mars in 6th. The death and rebirth/reconstruction of myself seems its going to be an ongoing theme in my life lol. Thank you tons for your insight
This and really helped me !! Recently I have been feeling lost with everything . What I want to be in life , how I want to go about things . I think your thoughts on deception have really helped to clear my mind . Us 12H stelliums have all these brilliant and amazing thoughts and idea , we are all so talented but we become so delusional and caught up in all these perceptions that we forget and waste all that. Having a sun in the 12H especially , I almost wanted to hide who I was , even though what I truly wanted was to be out there seen by others and of course myself. I’ve noticed with having a 12H stellium especially is that my thoughts become a reality and so I think it’s really important to have that positive outlook because when we feel negative and upset with life and ourselves we deceive our thoughts and project it , and so it becomes a part of our reality . This has honestly helped so much ! I’m really glad I watched this video .
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!! i have a stellium of six planets in taurus and gemini and i was so sick of aways hearing about hospitals and things about not having a ego and i never resonate with that, you just open my mind to a thing that was aways here! Thank you again!
This is a great explanation! I have a 12th House Stellium in Leo/Virgo and lots of squares in the natal chart. We definitely do have freedom to do and be whatever we want in life. Customization is a true gift for us 12th housers. At the time of me typing this, 22 years of age, not feeling my best yet part of myself is happy because I've came a long way, will continue doing amazing things in life and I've overcame some major obstacles. Depression and psychological addictions are two things I'm currently dealing with yet at the same time, learning to break through these and channel my inner strength. Still learning how to let go and trust the process, yet I've been told its essential for people with 12th house placements to learn. Thank you and take care!
woww amazing video, thank you! I have a 12H stellium in virgo - sun, moon + mercury so I resonated with like everything you said. I don't think my stellium is badly aspected - it's all trine Neptune in my 4th, so home and my room especially is literally like my temple lmao. It becomes most clear to me who I am when I'm alone in my room. I'm also soooo creative at home. I only really began to start creating myself like you say at 21 (I'm 23 now). My saturn square hit me hard that year and I was forced into serious isolation. It was a super difficult year, but it helped me realize I'm someone who can make art! Lol and ever since then I feel like I have a more tangible sense of who I am. I love what you say about 12H stelliums needing to bring themselves into being - I think that's cool asf. Like we can be anyone we want to be! Literally! It also makes sense why I feel so mutable all the time, like nothing is ever set in stone for me lmao. But yeah, I'm currently calling myself an astro godmother (I offer readings and make astro art), and it's super fun. Like literally wtf is that lmaoo. I love how it's like not a "real" thing at all, it keeps me in a good space. would love to see more 12H videos from you! Literally about anything xxxxx
Hey! My best friend has a strongly aspected stellium in the 12th house. Mars, moon, north node, and Mercury also in the sign Cancer. I’ve been his bff since we were 14, this video was so accurate! Thank you!
Thankyooooooouuuu for touching on how especially in the US it is not normal to live outside of our heads on a day to day. My bf gets annoyed that I’m never on time- I don’t run on time baby I’m at where I’m at and my routine consists of making sure I’m whole, happy and full first :)
hii my gemini is sun, mercury, and venus all in 12 th house. my sun is in opposition to pluto which is in sagittarius in the 6th house. ive had many near death experiences in life brought by the lowest feelings ive ever felt, and even earlier this year. however, im getting my birth chart analysed soon by an astrologer to find out more. and what you said about how those with inner planets in the 12th house, you can be whoever you want to be, was the same thing a therapist used to say to me. it was so spot on. edit: i noticed after i posted this comment that my neptune is aquarius in the 8th house, trine sun and mercury in the 12th.
I intuitive knew what you said that i can be whatever i want to be, but its true that its a super over warming having all the possibilities and have to decide choosing and limit myself in a box to fit with all the labels. Im also very sensitive and a bit like a dreamer who believes that change is posible and i love this wonderful earth and i would love to make a positive change in society to be more responsable, caring and respectful for the planet that we all are! i also love animals and i feel so close to them. I have Mercury conjunct Venus Jupiter conjunct Uranus and also Neptune, all in my 12th house My sun is in the 1st one and the stellium ends there with all these planets in the same sign. Thank you for the video from the other side of the world :) still growing!
Hi, I'm a Virgo stellium opposed by Jupiter conjunct South Node in Pisces in the 6th. I also used to think that I'm incapable of dealing with the 3D because I've been fed that kind of information constantly, people never seem to stop and listen/feel things out. Yet, I've recently found out that the more one puts themselves in 'difficult' situations, the more confidence they build up. It does feel awkward at first, but routines are popular because they limit your daily stimulation so you don't get overwhelmed/overstimulated and with that you can get shit done, be realistic/objective about your own nature, skills. Also, however counterintuitve it may seem to express your 12th house planets(because people deem those parts crazy or too idealistic etc.about you), the more you do it, the more other people will try and understand/match your frequency. Neptune pulls a fast one on you from the beginning in making you think you ought to not occupy space in such a world as this. You gotta define your own worth, then Neptune will be a huge asset you've mastered, waiting neatly to be used in your arsenal of skills/survival tactics.
First of all I loved the video! You are so great at cutting to the chase and getting to the point its exactly what I was searching for. I laughed a bit when you said customization bc I was thinking like the Sims and then you said that, and unironically Ive been on my Sims shit for the last couple weeks XD but anyway I would personally loooove to hear the signs in this house if you felt like doin that! Ive got mine in Leo and even without any planets in there I feel that I struggle with this area of my life SO MUCH but I am trying to wrap my head around it. Much love to you for bringing a voice to this house MUAH
Hello girl!!!You are amazing!!! I have my Mercury and Venus in my 12 house in Capricorn and my Saturn Retrograde in 6th in Cancer.I always had difficulty to speak out loud for what i wanted but not anymore,also for love in the deepest meaning unconditional love looking for it but not anymore.I founded in me and then i give it to others.I speak my truth no matter what.♥️🙏🙏
This. Times one million. Sun, Mercury, Mars, Pluto, Lilith, and Part of Fortune...all in the 12th House. I recently came to the same conclusion that I'm the embodiment of Aether the fifth element (or Zeroth) and I am legit everything. Thus...I'm clear....thus...I can be anything I want. It was further affirmed by this video and the customization of life statement....that hit me so fucking deep in the absolute very best possible way. Thank you so much love...thank you from the bottom of my heart, mind, body, and spirit.
please read my chart i have a 12th house stellium and so many aspects that i don’t understand thank you for making this video it brought me some comfort this morning as the unknown energy has been building up into anxiety lately
This is so refreshing! I've been diving really deep into my natal chart and I have 3 stelliums, one of them being in the 12th house (Sun, Jupiter, and Uranus)... all Sagittarius. I've been changing my public image/persona and how I look my whole life and have always felt like an "alien", like I exist in another realm entirely and trying to understand that and how I relate to society and the world as a whole was always like WOW what a challenge! But everything you said about customization and picking and choosing what you want to be, I feel that! I also have stelliums in the 1st and 10th house with strong Scorpio in my chart, so my natural inclination is towards mysticism, spirituality, and occultism. I also find it interesting that my Sun is in the 12th and my Neptune is in the 1st, so its like my whole identity is just one big fantasy and I love it, I think its great. Anyway, I LOVED this video! Any insight you have into my natal chart is welcome, cause I've been trying to figure it all out! XD
I kind of felt the way you explained it my whole life - what do I want to be - everything. But what exactly- life is too short to be everything. Dreamed 35 years then started going back to the things I once started and enjoyed - currently developing them and love it. And yes - Saturn is in my 6th, I work a lot to afford my dreams.
Thank you for this amazing video!! I also have a 12H stellium. Going through my Saturn's Return, so your perspective on the customized self is extremely helpful.
I'm comment before I finish because most resonates. My neptune in scorpio in 10th. Slow to know what I want to do. Definitely going to listen again. Right now I'm working full time corporate job for 29 years. Just start nursing program in May. I feel I'm here to help people transition. My corporate job was beneficial, yet an illusion.
I just loved your interpretations AND the way you express yourself! So out of the box and yet on the spot, and I love the raw emotion you allow to come through. Revolutionary and empowering. Thank you !!!
I have been trying to understand my 12th House Stellium a little more, having my Sun, Mercury and Saturn all in my 12th house with Aquarius as the ruler. Honestly, this video resonated so hard. Day to day is just lost on me and I auto pilot about 90% of it and just continue to just survive. Trying to change that by learning more about my 12th house and how it relates to my life and myself. Thanks so much for this video! They are always welcome. One of my favorite astrologers to follow!
Tough aspect. I have Sun/Venus/Saturn and Pluto between 27-29 degress of the 12th house in Libra, and also Mercury at 16 degrees at the 12th. Scorpio Rising. When i was 30 (oh dear Saturn) i spent almost 2 months at a clinic for drugs/alcohol abuse (10 years totally clean from everything). But that was rock bottom, when i was back to the world, things started to work. When i was 33 i opened my business (im a pharmacist), but really had a spiritual awakening (left hand path - Uranus 1st house also lol) like 4 years ago. I´m 40 now, on the verge of closing my business (death-rebirth, i can´t resist my ascendant haha) to work with divination, energies and these aquarium era themes. Intuition². I feel that now i understand, accept and enjoy the power it brings alongside with the struggles (thats whats life really all about, it´s not going to be planets aspects dictating my life, i will). My advice would be physical exercises, serious spiritual practices to access, understand and filter that freaking vast ocean of the collective subconscious (whatever youre drawn to ... personaly i identify with luciferianism, but here comes the free will - just follow the path that youre drawn to). And make the meditations and/or rituals a routine, we need it to navigate, otherwise we just sink. Cheers for all 12th house fellas :) Great video btw Amber, thanks for picking up the theme!
Thank you SO MUCH for this video🙏🏼😊I have my moon and sun conjunct in the 12th, opposing Uranus and Neptune in my 6th, so this video was astoundingly affirming. The pizza analogy was also SUPER relatable...one thing I enjoy about my placement is my ability to adapt and make a difference in almost any environment (despite the running internal narrative I have telling me I don’t belong anywhere). This was enormously helpful, and I would love a series on the 12th house!
12th house stellium (sun, mars, and jupiter) in leo and moon + rising + mercury in virgo. I feel like a walking contradiction. I hate how I can never fully understand myself. I tend to lie about certain things not for the sake of being manipulative but just to be accepted by others to figure out who I am and it never works. I’m so unsure and when I actually do make one, I wonder the outcome if I had chosen the other option consistently. Thank you Amber for explaining the 12th house in depth, I really related so much 🙏
My 12th house planets are sun, moon, Mercury, Mars. I feel like this video was made for me lol. I feel like the whole not knowing who you are thing is doubled for me with my Saturn in Aries. Plus Aries starts my 12th house. Also, I love your 12th house videos. I've been subscribed since that first one you did.
And the point you made about mental health being more of an 8th house thing actually sort of relates to me. I deceive myself into having all these serious mental illnesses all the time because I feel like something is seriously wrong with me. Kind of like a hypochondriac of mental disorders. Social anxiety is the only one I would say is accurate. But at the same time, when I'm actually around people, I've never been panicked (until now when there's a pandemic and nobody social distances).
thankyou for your theory!! i have sun, mercury, mars, venus gemini in my 12 house, very much confusion, i hope its like you say' u can be everything you want'
!!!! thhhiiiizzzz !!! I have a 12th house stellium in aries sun, venus, saturn. I'm gonna show this to my boyfriend because I've been tryna explaiinn thizzz
Ah so good to hear! Pisces Moon, Mercury, Venus, and Saturn in a 12th house Pisces really has a wildcard energy to it and I'm always working on finding my place in everything!
Thanks for your video! 5 planets in 12th house here: Sun, Uranus & Jupiter in Aquarius + Venus & Neptune in Capricorn. Would love to know more insights into my chart…
EXTREME FACTS SIS I APPRECIATE YOUR INNERSTANDING UNDERSTANDING & OVERSTANDING OF WHO AND WHAT WE ARE🗣 🙏🏿 salute I am screaming because that’s how much it resonates.. from a Scorpio sun Mercury Venus Uranus & Saturn 12th house stellium 💀
I have a 12th house moon opposing my Venus. I've learnt that maybe because we can't see it, maybe we are not meant to see it. Because seeing is also two dimensional. What we experience is on another realm. It's a feeling all at once, a knowing. It's like water. Not having any form
Thank you for your video. Here, I am considered as one that has benefics in the 12th... Sun, Merc,Ven, Lilith, Fortune ... All in Cancer + moon in cancer. I feel people from another town... And ofc some other planets are aspecting good and bad that stellium there. So no peace of mind. People never understand why am i always tired and sleepy... No wonder why the guideline says that we should retreat to a shrine or a spiritual life. One of the solutions could be focusing on the your Main plannet, if you know which one is your Lucky one. I found out that my main one is Merc... So i speak 5 languages , communication, translating and transfer and flow of information/energy/ feeling or anything else that could be represented by Mercury/ Virgo or Gemini BUT tru cancer energy... Keep your weapons sharp, because we never know when will our sorry ass tell us "time to move to another thing..." and that happens whether we like it or not... Sentence to whom ever might need to read this. Not towards author. Lots of love. Beautiful video.
I have my sun moon venus mercury and pluto in the 12 house and am definitely always in my head thinking about shit way more than it needed to be. I never really resonated with modern society and from a young age questioned why things are why they are. I've felt very connected spiritually since I was young but have gone through a lot of restless personality phases. I always try to make sense of the world around me and have to remind myself often that nothing matters in a good way :) thank you for this video as a way to connect to some other people that r pretty similar
Six 12th house and seven retrograde planets! Thank you 🙏🏽 this explains why every job I have ever had I’ve made it to management... but could never stay there. I’m good at it but it was never my purpose! Today cheese and tomato tomorrow ham and pineapple 🍕🙃
Thank you so much. I needed this inspiration today, and 5 meditations hahaha. You are awesome! I have Venus in 12th squaring Pluto. Moon in Scorpio. Sun Mercury and Neptune in 10th Sag. All My planets are from 7th to 12th. This video highly resonate with my life. Astrology, Spirituality, books and Tarot are saving me.
Hi I have Pluto in conjunction with Uranus in 12th house Virgo, I have never found it easy to balance as in opposition to Chiron in pieces conjunct Ceres, so powerful in my life and so much sadness. I loved your presentation it made me realise that intuitively I'm doing some 12 house work by doing the sadness. Thanks for your honesty and explanation, I've subscribed and look forward to hearing more❤️
I loved this video so much , I’m so in love with your accent as well ! Please continue to make videos! I am a Pisces sun sign with sun, mercury , Mars and Saturn stellium in my 12th house and boy oh boy did you give me such a better insight on the 12th house !!
I have a 12th house stellium in Cancer. Sun, moon, Jupiter and Lilith (in house 1 is my rising also in cancer.) Yup a cancer sun moon and rising. It's A LOT!!! I appreciate this video so much.
Oh wow I am similar, cancer sun, moon, rising here 🙌🏻 I also have my Chiron and jupiter in cancer, I have a 12th house stellium in Pisces. It’s a lot for sure and I don’t really know what it all means but I know that growing up was VERY emotional. I cry less now (I’m 31years old). I have very vivid dreams and a lot of stuff comes true. I also disassociate a lot but I’m practicing staying grounded 🙌🏻 Not sure if if you have had similar experiences?
Thank you so much for this. I relate to much to the part about being overwhelmed with directions to take my life. I feel like my identity is constantly evolving and not in a growth way. It's hard to see where I'll end up. I have my Sun, Venus, Mars, Uranus, and Neptune in my Capricorn 12th house. Haha, I felt screwed before watching this but the anxiety's lessened quite a bit - so thanks again
I am 19 and I am trying to construct my life using my 12th house energy and transition it into the 6th house to manifest my dreams.I struggle with my mercury in the 12th house but I am slowly updating the tool and using it to manifest things bit by bit.
I have sun mars venus mercury Neptune and Uranus in 12th house being aspected by moon in the 6th house. And moreover, the 12th house is creating a planetary exchange with 10th house as well !! So its kinda having 8 planets together!! And i am a super confused person !! I am 27. I dont know when would i know what to do and how to do. I just want to do something !! I am tired of this confusion.
I have my sun, mercury, venus, jupiter & chiron in my 12th house. My sun is in Virgo but my mercury, venus, jupiter & chiron are in Leo. I had a huge spiritual awakening & I definitely feel most myself when I embrace that part of myself. Huge intuitive empath energy. Helping others heal feels like my purpose. Definitely don't fit in with the current structures of corporate society, working 9-5 feels like jail especially if its in a field thats shallow. My chart is pretty strange but its all starting to make sense. Thank you for making this video🙏❤
Wow 😮 I have a 12th house sag stellium in 12th and I have sun mercury neptune Uranus and ceres here 😅 I could relate so much to this 🙏🏻 thanks for putting a positive spin on it as it gets a bad wrap 😂
This made me feel so understood lol! I do not understand day to day life. Why I have to do things a certain way and I seriously do not understand why society does the things it does. I am Libra 12th house with Saturn, Jupiter and Pluto. Jupiter and Saturn are conduct and trine my Aquarius Moon. Pluto is square my Cancer Mars, trine my Neptune in Sagittarius and sextile my Leo Sun, Mercury and MC.
Pausing the video to write this: as a 12th stellium in Capricorn person I feel like I am borderless, undefined... And yes, most of the time I don't know what to do or if I do, I don't know where or how to start... It fucking sucks.
I have my Aries Sun and Mercury there and most of the aspects they have are the conjunction with each other and trines and sextiles. My Libra 6th house is empty. But when you said "when can be whoever we want" that really struck out to me. Like wow. Im spending all this time trying to pinpoint who am I, when in reality I am everything/multiple things. Im not a 12th house stellium but I relate to it since my Neptune is so prominent, its conjunct my MC and Moon. Other than that I don't think any of them have any harsh aspects. Maybe the conjunctions?
Venus and Neptune in Capricorn, Jupiter and Uranus in Aquarius all in the 12th house!!! That’s so crazy I don’t understand myself a lot of the times either or what I want to do because I want to do everything!!
12th house stellium here with 1st house stellium in Pisces loll (I also have stellium in the second house). I got a reading done, and she said I was most likely a spiritual guru in my past life. I actually kind of like it, I find that I have really vivid dreams that feel so realistic. I sometimes wake up and need a second to reorient myself cause I feel like I just lived a second life. I didn’t think of it in astrological terms when I was a kid of course but I used to not like this part of me and would try to hide it, but now, I really learned to embrace it and not go against. The outcome is me being more in touch with the world around me weirdly enough (I have Virgo moon, with a bucket shape chart, the Virgo moon is the handle loll)
I have Neptune, Mercury and Moon in the 12th house, I consider myself an empath, I'm very drained when surrounded by mean and cold people. I actually work at the hospital and the only places I feel safe and at home are museums and churches, I have memories of living in the monastery in the past life.
2:05 funny you mentioned this part. I have my sun in libra and rising in my first and I feel like I have a hard time truly seeing myself/ and hearing especially amongst a group of people and with my mercury and lillith in my 12th house I just visualized how on a car game your just viewing out and seeing your hands and what they touch externally but not being able to FULLY see... hope that makes sense
Is the first video of 12th House I feel easilly connected with the content, beacuse I can relate your words with my experience. I have mars and mercury together conjucted my 6th house with Neptune in Capricorn. Black moon is also in 12 th house..... I have struggle to feel identified with anything, unconsciously I have the need to create my own thouths, my own actions my own way of comunicating and doing things because I just cant identify with the extrenal world.... culture, society. is difficult to have the felling of belonging and ground. sometimes I accepted and sometimes is not possible to me, so I struggle with it. You say in 12 th house you can choose who you wanna be, I agree with you but that makes you even more difficult to work with commitmet in one reality because it seems that in 12 th house you re eassilly to adapt, to live in diferent places at the same time. When a person mature more and more in life, do you think it will be eassier to interact better with those plantes in 12 th house? Thank you for your video
Maturity is a massive thing with the 12th what they call late bloomer planets because they are so hard to identify with at a younger age because we are still figureing ourselves out and obviously the foggy nature that comes with Neptune which is what rules the 12th makes it harder for us to see clearly but as we get older more realism and less fantasy sets in. In some cases that just might happen a little to late. It will depend on your natal chart how the 12th will play out for you Capricorn is rules by Saturn another late blooming sign aswel. The ability to customise your life does not mean it will be easy. In my mind and my own personal theory I do believe that’s the biggest challenge with the 12th. Look at the aspects your planets are making to other houses and planets and most definately look at future transits as to where something might bring change and impact. Thanks :)
I have a stellium in the 12th house (Mercury, Mars and Venus), all conjunct to each other. Don't have hard aspects to them, 2 are trine my Neptune in the 4th house, the 3 are trine my Uranus in the 4th house. Yeah I know I am here to do something but I have so much choices and I have a libra rising 😅... so yeah it's a stellium in virgo opposite my pisces 6th house... 😥 I see myself as upside down and I struggle to find/be myself is this world
Sun - Leo Ascending -libra 12 Mars. -libra 12 Venus - 12 Pluto -12 Trine Neptune in 3rd -ascending-sun 10th Tribe Neptune in 3rd -moon in 1st sun in 10th 4th thru 9th house nothing, so nothing on the eastern part of wheel I feel I’m finally headed towards the right direction. I just found out on how to read this and I’m glad I found this
I have Mercury conjunct Mars and Venus conjunct Juno in the 12 house, in Virgo. As a Libra rising, all my houses are flipped from their original zodiac ruler so my life is a series of smoke and mirrors but I do have a sense that if I can hold on and listen to my body intuition then beautiful things are coming.
This was EXTREMELY helpful, Thank you so much... Going to tune into my moon that is in the first house and check for any asteroids... SENDING YOU ALL MY LOVE! - Gem Sun 12th , Taurus Merc 12th, Aries Venus 12th, & 4 asteroids in 12th house lol
I have a 12th house stellium in Sagittarius, there are no harsh aspects, and almost all of my personal planets are conjunct one another. My birth chart looks like nothing but a straight line. Regardless, I still feel as though this placement dictates my life and I struggle with it immensely in a lot of ways.
thank you, I feel seen. I'm a 12th house Aries Sun, Mercury and Mars, 8th house Sagittarius moon and Neptune, 1st house taurus venus, 7th house Sagittarius jupiter and uranus, 6th house Scorpio Saturn, 6th house Libra Pluto, 2nd house Gemini NN with a taurus rising
Wow! I'm from the mountains. I have moon and Mars in my 12th. I was just talking about this with my friend yesterday. Very well done! I searched this specifically because not much in here. Another one is 8th house stellium. Along with pluto, Uranus, South node and jupiter there. Tight virgo 28 degrees. Am I doomed? Thanks for this! Well done 👏
i just saw this video because i wanted to learn in depth even after watching like tons of videos about 12H placements. i have my sun, moon, saturn, and part of fortune all in the sign of cancer in the 12th house. My 12th house sun is opposing my capricorn chiron.
I’m a 12th and 6th house stelliums lol sun, Mercury, Mars in 12th and Saturn, Uranus, and Neptune in 6th house! I’m trying to understand how it makes sense lol this how been a great 12th house explanation
I can't believe you're saying we have free will. I feel like it's the one placement where I don't have free will BECAUSE of the 12th house. I don't feel like I have any agency at all because everything is constantly changing! And maybe that has something to do with other placements in my chart, such as my mars (will) being ruled by my Sun that's in the 12th. I think your interpretation is of course reductive, it can't be applied to everyone because everyone has different charts and the 12th house doesn't stand alone or act alone it depends on what's in it, whats aspecting what's in it and more importantly the situation of- and aspects to- the ruler of the 12th too. I feel like I have a lot of contradictory placements in my chart for example, one half wants to have a sure and strong solid identity and ego, and the other half wants to dissolve ego in the 12th. I have Sun, Mercury and Venus in Cancer in the 12th. Venus and Mercury are loosely conjunct and oppose Neptune in the 6th (yeah I know poor me!). They both also trine Pluto in Scorpio in the 4th so there is that sense of needing to probe 8th house themes with Pluto in Scorpio trining that 12th Mercury, I feel like I go around in circles though with the probing. Then that 12th house Sun squares Jupiter and Moon in Aries in the 10th. Both Aries and Jupiter like to have some sense of ego. I have Saturn and Uranus in Sagittarius in the 5th and Uranus opposes Chiron in the 11th - wounding around my unique self expression. I then have Mars in Leo in the 1st which squares Pluto in the 4th so I have a mars pluto survival mechanism around my sense of identity (leo) rising. I'm trying to bring a sense of ego and identity out into the world and have a senes if urgency (pluto) around it as if my life depends on it. That Mars also trines my MC in Aries. My whole chart elemental balance is fire and water. I have no earth to speak of so no grounding. So I have this 12th stellium that has no clue who it is and no definitive identity, and then this strong Martian Leo which is about identity, Saturn and Uranus in the 5th which is about identity and Moon and Jupiter in the Aries which is also a sign that wants to define it's identity. Moon in 10th = I need work but it has to be work I feel like doing, stellium in 12th = I want to live in an ashram. Mars in Leo = I want to be seen, stellium in 12th = I want to disappear. Help!!!! Another thing to note is that my whole chart is ruled by the Sun having Leo on the ASC, so I get a whole change of focus and direction to my Mars in Leo everytime the Sun changes sign, AND my Sun is in Cancer which is ruled by the moon so I also get a personality change every 2.5 days when the moon changes sign. Since Mars rules Aries and my Moon is in Aries, and my Moon rules Cancer and my Sun is in Cancer, and my Sun rules Leo and my mars is in Leo, the three rulers and planets are tied into a merry-go-round of triggering experiences. YIPPEE! Talk about feeling like a total fucking nutcase. Put that in your pipe and smoke it. FYI I'm 33, 34 next month so I'm well past my Saturn return and still nothing is coming together.
what a great gift this video is. as i get older i still don't buy into the falseness of everyday life. and the reasons friends and coworkers all seem to fall away is because i sort of refuse to buy into fads or trends or typical life situations. i will say i hold onto truths and goodwill that i come to understand along the way, but i still feel the same as when i was little. i remember being like 8 and absorbing the adults around me and knowing what they were feeling and being so intune with like simple existence and really taking in everything they had to teach me. cut to now my neices nephews are so completely into their little world, i feel invisible on this end of things as well. and my coworkers trying to put lifegoals, and sports, and corporate crap on me. this video really helped me to take a breathe and allow some more room just for me to be that free and innocent wild card. its like my armor is a water bubble where nobody can really inflict their way onto me, and it does create anxiety for me but i feel like i know how to transcend and let the toxic water flush away so nobody can really affect me. i think i started picking up real things like meditation around 27-28, and before that like i couldn't invest too much into anything! stellium in aries 12th house here. thank you.
I no some who has this ❤️
Thk you for representing us. I’m a Virgo w/ Stellium in the 12th. Sun, Mercury, Saturn, and NN. In fact, I was conceived in a mental asylum and eventually adopted and raised by a Mexican midwife/Healer. I have lived ALL of which you speak of and am now 42 and am able to pull upon an abundance of strength as my Sun is no longer residing in fog. Once my planets progressed into Scorpio when I turned 40, I was able to really dig deep into personal strength and determination. I am also psychic and yes, I can read others and see them for who they truly are. Many are intimidated by me and just don’t like me. That alone has been difficult to deal with however, I’m ok with that facet of my personality now. I do intend on writing a book about my story. I have lived quite the enchanted tale. Blessing to all of my 12th House tribe!
I have Virgo in the 12th with mars, Chiron and some other asteroids in there
Other astrologers: 12 house stellium means you must be a selfless servant and will find happiness helping others all the time.
Amber: IT'S WHATEVER YOU WANT!
YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT!
me: :O
Love this!!!! ❤
😂😂 my reaction exactly 👀👀👀
SJHDSJFDHDSHFHSDHJsd the 12th house interpretations are usually so false and toxic? Its already overwhelming enough and we have to absorb all this fake info that we only exist to serve and pay our karma lmaooooo
@@julide6846 the karma especially bit is such made up guilt tripping BS, these ppl just repeat like parrots.
I don’t believe in past lives. It’s just our mums or whatever going through difficult time while being pregnant diassociating or w/e. No higher made up meaning to it just shit lol.
@@kliljkip3184 I do think there is karma - but it gives it more of a psychological effect. Many astrologers repeat the interpretation as if karma’s a punishment of our “past lives” - which then gets all fucked up because there isn’t many info about past lives besides the fact that its a myth and nothing else. Perhaps the reason astrologers cannot understand the 12th is because that it rules oceans - which is the most mysterious part of our planet. Its got depth more than anything else
Thank you for tackling this subject. I'm a loaded 12th house Leo with squares and oppositions - - not easy. I always felt like the Watcher - - not the participant in life, until I met and married my husband. He opened a world for me I was never included in prior. Knowing what it's like to be excluded, I included everyone in our activities. Sadly, I've lost him almost 2 years now to terrible illness. I've become invisible to others again - - they all forgot my inclusiveness and do not reciprocate. With him I grew and developed. Others did not.
I see myself very well - - others do not see or hear me. The 12th is a very strange house - - 12 and 6 not an easy axis. I greatly miss my amazing husband and the life I experienced because of him.
I don’t know if you’ve ever been into astrocartography but sometimes moving far enough to change the axis helps or maybe a 3 months holiday in a different land can give you a taste of what it’s like not to be a 12th house. Being a 12th house stellium harshly aspected by Saturn and Mars in the 9th and 3rd I know this feeling. People can bring out things in us because they combined our chart with there’s into a composite chart. Instead of being viewed as one we are veiwed entirely different as a couple
Sorry for you loss ❤️
I am so happy you made this video! I have 1H & 12H Stellium 😩 and lawd simply existing is hard work lmao gotta eat food find a job like whetttt is this life lmao
I'm a 12th house Stellium in Scorpio. We need a community. The world is changing and we know it. We're the ones who will thrive during the change and help the others who will feel how we've been feeling. I need friends and a community and we have to help eachother
Seriously, thank you for this. You see me! 12th house stellium with opposing Saturn. I am the black sheep. My life was planned out for me and I accepted the ebb and flow of society ie; college, marriage, buy a house, and I did that so young. Then I ran away from home and joined the circus! Not a pun! Was on the road for a good while and now I travel south in winter, north in summer and live in a camper and run a business with my horses and home I can take whoever I go. There was definitely some troublesome times but now I’m healing and getting a better sense of self of my own truth. Thank you for this! Truly!
How did you know that I needed this? I have my Moon, Sun, Mercury, Pluto and Ketu in the 12th house, with a Scorpio Ascendant. It’s been quite a ride. I can’t even begin to explain to you the pain and loss that I’ve experienced. I was suicidal at one point but I learnt the lessons and rose from it. I understand now that the 12th house has given me a gift and I will cherish it. Thank you for making this video, most people don’t understand it. I am subscribing.
That's amazing!! I'm on the road now to undertsanding all this
Thanks for that video ❤
You read us. That's an apt representation of 12th house stellums. Thankfully I am not alone in this struggle 😊 We are the rare breed in this world and nobidy gets us.
I’m late to this but I’m loving this video.
I have Sun, Moon, Venus, Mercury, and Mars in 12th whole sign house with Pluto in the 6th.
We understand the psychology of everyone around us better than they can understand their own. The 12th house is the house of the mind and soul. It is the sky just above the Earth, the mind above the body.
Personally I spent much of my early life alone with my thoughts left to theorize and conceptualize the reality I find myself in only to realize it may not even exist, yet I have to continue day to day existing in it. There is still much left to uncover, and I may lose my mind uncovering it, but I find great joy in uncovering secrets of the universe.
I was always so confused my this placement and only hear ppl speak of it in a negative way, I thought I was somewhat doomed I needed this more than you know. Thank you for the work you do !
Sincerely a 12 house Taurus stellium
I love this so much!! I have a Gemini stellium in my 12th house including moon, mercury, mars and chiron. Gemini sun, rising cancer and THREE planets in my 6th house. Basically everything about the day-to-day grind makes me uncomfortable. Thanks so much for sharing this with us 🥰
Scorpio is my 12th house. Venus, Mars and Uranus are in my 12th house.
My life from 0 to 34 was perfect, I was very successful in a foreign country. I didn't even knew what a depression was.
I just turn 45 and the last 10 years it has been isolation years.
I know that was it, I feel that now a new cycle is has just began and I'm exited for whats coming. 😊
I have 4 placements in my 12H, sun, Pluto, Chiron, and Mercury. I relate a lot to Scorpio placements because of my Pluto (death and rebirth) and Pisces placements because of the uncertainty of Neptune. I have always struggled to choose between my ego (Leo moon, Venus in 1st House), and my inner cosmic reality. My inner world really lights me up, I feel my inner world when I’m alone, and it terrifies me to express it because I feel shame about showing it. It’s very frustrating because it’s how I feel I am meant to shine to the world. There has always been this opposing energy to me and I have always felt not like everyone else. I relate very much to feeling like an ALIEN!!!! Constantly… especially around other “normal” people. I also have an 8th house moon so I feel like I can see beneath the surface of the deep ocean. I do love it, though. My life feels bigger than life because of my reality and perception. It makes me fulfilled to have my own special perspective, but again that is only when I’m alone. When I am asked to fit in that is when the confusion arises. I feel I have a very exciting life even though it is very confusing and elusive…
Well shit.. one of the best interpretations of the 12th house that iv seen up to date. Stellium here, scorpio in the 12th with sun mercury venus and pluto.. mars in 6th. The death and rebirth/reconstruction of myself seems its going to be an ongoing theme in my life lol. Thank you tons for your insight
omg! you have all those planets in the 12th? Only Venus is huge :)
Ah Mars in 6th in Taurus (?) helps you get shit done. At least you have that!
This and really helped me !! Recently I have been feeling lost with everything . What I want to be in life , how I want to go about things . I think your thoughts on deception have really helped to clear my mind . Us 12H stelliums have all these brilliant and amazing thoughts and idea , we are all so talented but we become so delusional and caught up in all these perceptions that we forget and waste all that. Having a sun in the 12H especially , I almost wanted to hide who I was , even though what I truly wanted was to be out there seen by others and of course myself. I’ve noticed with having a 12H stellium especially is that my thoughts become a reality and so I think it’s really important to have that positive outlook because when we feel negative and upset with life and ourselves we deceive our thoughts and project it , and so it becomes a part of our reality . This has honestly helped so much ! I’m really glad I watched this video .
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!! i have a stellium of six planets in taurus and gemini and i was so sick of aways hearing about hospitals and things about not having a ego and i never resonate with that, you just open my mind to a thing that was aways here! Thank you again!
I have it in tarus and Gemini as well
This is a great explanation! I have a 12th House Stellium in Leo/Virgo and lots of squares in the natal chart. We definitely do have freedom to do and be whatever we want in life. Customization is a true gift for us 12th housers. At the time of me typing this, 22 years of age, not feeling my best yet part of myself is happy because I've came a long way, will continue doing amazing things in life and I've overcame some major obstacles. Depression and psychological addictions are two things I'm currently dealing with yet at the same time, learning to break through these and channel my inner strength. Still learning how to let go and trust the process, yet I've been told its essential for people with 12th house placements to learn. Thank you and take care!
woww amazing video, thank you!
I have a 12H stellium in virgo - sun, moon + mercury so I resonated with like everything you said. I don't think my stellium is badly aspected - it's all trine Neptune in my 4th, so home and my room especially is literally like my temple lmao. It becomes most clear to me who I am when I'm alone in my room. I'm also soooo creative at home. I only really began to start creating myself like you say at 21 (I'm 23 now). My saturn square hit me hard that year and I was forced into serious isolation. It was a super difficult year, but it helped me realize I'm someone who can make art! Lol and ever since then I feel like I have a more tangible sense of who I am. I love what you say about 12H stelliums needing to bring themselves into being - I think that's cool asf. Like we can be anyone we want to be! Literally! It also makes sense why I feel so mutable all the time, like nothing is ever set in stone for me lmao. But yeah, I'm currently calling myself an astro godmother (I offer readings and make astro art), and it's super fun. Like literally wtf is that lmaoo. I love how it's like not a "real" thing at all, it keeps me in a good space.
would love to see more 12H videos from you! Literally about anything xxxxx
Hey! My best friend has a strongly aspected stellium in the 12th house. Mars, moon, north node, and Mercury also in the sign Cancer.
I’ve been his bff since we were 14, this video was so accurate! Thank you!
Thankyooooooouuuu for touching on how especially in the US it is not normal to live outside of our heads on a day to day. My bf gets annoyed that I’m never on time- I don’t run on time baby I’m at where I’m at and my routine consists of making sure I’m whole, happy and full first :)
I don’t think I’ve ever resonated with a video on UA-cam so much! Thank you
Best video on Stellium in the 12th. Thank you Amber
when you’re a twelfth AND 8th house stellium…with a leo sun and aquarius moon. yea..i’m on front street with my otherworldly weirdness.
hii my gemini is sun, mercury, and venus all in 12 th house. my sun is in opposition to pluto which is in sagittarius in the 6th house. ive had many near death experiences in life brought by the lowest feelings ive ever felt, and even earlier this year. however, im getting my birth chart analysed soon by an astrologer to find out more. and what you said about how those with inner planets in the 12th house, you can be whoever you want to be, was the same thing a therapist used to say to me. it was so spot on. edit: i noticed after i posted this comment that my neptune is aquarius in the 8th house, trine sun and mercury in the 12th.
I intuitive knew what you said that i can be whatever i want to be, but its true that its a super over warming having all the possibilities and have to decide choosing and limit myself in a box to fit with all the labels. Im also very sensitive and a bit like a dreamer who believes that change is posible and i love this wonderful earth and i would love to make a positive change in society to be more responsable, caring and respectful for the planet that we all are! i also love animals and i feel so close to them.
I have Mercury conjunct Venus
Jupiter conjunct Uranus
and also Neptune, all in my 12th house
My sun is in the 1st one and the stellium ends there with all these planets in the same sign.
Thank you for the video from the other side of the world :) still growing!
Yes yes yes! Nailed it.
Hi, I'm a Virgo stellium opposed by Jupiter conjunct South Node in Pisces in the 6th. I also used to think that I'm incapable of dealing with the 3D because I've been fed that kind of information constantly, people never seem to stop and listen/feel things out. Yet, I've recently found out that the more one puts themselves in 'difficult' situations, the more confidence they build up. It does feel awkward at first, but routines are popular because they limit your daily stimulation so you don't get overwhelmed/overstimulated and with that you can get shit done, be realistic/objective about your own nature, skills. Also, however counterintuitve it may seem to express your 12th house planets(because people deem those parts crazy or too idealistic etc.about you), the more you do it, the more other people will try and understand/match your frequency. Neptune pulls a fast one on you from the beginning in making you think you ought to not occupy space in such a world as this. You gotta define your own worth, then Neptune will be a huge asset you've mastered, waiting neatly to be used in your arsenal of skills/survival tactics.
wow you are rare - relating to you , & all of this truth is highly refreshing :')
Thank you! So much doom and gloom about the 12th house out there and I needed to hear this.
First of all I loved the video! You are so great at cutting to the chase and getting to the point its exactly what I was searching for. I laughed a bit when you said customization bc I was thinking like the Sims and then you said that, and unironically Ive been on my Sims shit for the last couple weeks XD
but anyway I would personally loooove to hear the signs in this house if you felt like doin that! Ive got mine in Leo and even without any planets in there I feel that I struggle with this area of my life SO MUCH but I am trying to wrap my head around it. Much love to you for bringing a voice to this house MUAH
hello. i love you and this. thank you for making me feel seen.
Thank you Goddess
Hello girl!!!You are amazing!!! I have my Mercury and Venus in my 12 house in Capricorn and my Saturn Retrograde in 6th in Cancer.I always had difficulty to speak out loud for what i wanted but not anymore,also for love in the deepest meaning unconditional love looking for it but not anymore.I founded in me and then i give it to others.I speak my truth no matter what.♥️🙏🙏
Love to here it xxx
This. Times one million. Sun, Mercury, Mars, Pluto, Lilith, and Part of Fortune...all in the 12th House. I recently came to the same conclusion that I'm the embodiment of Aether the fifth element (or Zeroth) and I am legit everything. Thus...I'm clear....thus...I can be anything I want. It was further affirmed by this video and the customization of life statement....that hit me so fucking deep in the absolute very best possible way. Thank you so much love...thank you from the bottom of my heart, mind, body, and spirit.
My life is mess amber and you have just brought clarity to it lol! Thank you so much, hopefully one day i get too share my story
please read my chart i have a 12th house stellium and so many aspects that i don’t understand thank you for making this video it brought me some comfort this morning as the unknown energy has been building up into anxiety lately
This is so refreshing! I've been diving really deep into my natal chart and I have 3 stelliums, one of them being in the 12th house (Sun, Jupiter, and Uranus)... all Sagittarius. I've been changing my public image/persona and how I look my whole life and have always felt like an "alien", like I exist in another realm entirely and trying to understand that and how I relate to society and the world as a whole was always like WOW what a challenge! But everything you said about customization and picking and choosing what you want to be, I feel that! I also have stelliums in the 1st and 10th house with strong Scorpio in my chart, so my natural inclination is towards mysticism, spirituality, and occultism. I also find it interesting that my Sun is in the 12th and my Neptune is in the 1st, so its like my whole identity is just one big fantasy and I love it, I think its great. Anyway, I LOVED this video! Any insight you have into my natal chart is welcome, cause I've been trying to figure it all out! XD
I kind of felt the way you explained it my whole life - what do I want to be - everything. But what exactly- life is too short to be everything. Dreamed 35 years then started going back to the things I once started and enjoyed - currently developing them and love it. And yes - Saturn is in my 6th, I work a lot to afford my dreams.
Thank you for this amazing video!! I also have a 12H stellium. Going through my Saturn's Return, so your perspective on the customized self is extremely helpful.
“And welcome to art astro amber astrology muthafukka” 😂😂😂 loving the passion in these videos! Keep it up!
NEVER FELT SO SEEN
Completely spot on and inspiring. Thank you! 🙏
I'm comment before I finish because most resonates. My neptune in scorpio in 10th. Slow to know what I want to do. Definitely going to listen again.
Right now I'm working full time corporate job for 29 years. Just start nursing program in May. I feel I'm here to help people transition. My corporate job was beneficial, yet an illusion.
I just loved your interpretations AND the way you express yourself! So out of the box and yet on the spot, and I love the raw emotion you allow to come through.
Revolutionary and empowering. Thank you !!!
I have been trying to understand my 12th House Stellium a little more, having my Sun, Mercury and Saturn all in my 12th house with Aquarius as the ruler. Honestly, this video resonated so hard. Day to day is just lost on me and I auto pilot about 90% of it and just continue to just survive. Trying to change that by learning more about my 12th house and how it relates to my life and myself. Thanks so much for this video! They are always welcome. One of my favorite astrologers to follow!
Tough aspect. I have Sun/Venus/Saturn and Pluto between 27-29 degress of the 12th house in Libra, and also Mercury at 16 degrees at the 12th. Scorpio Rising. When i was 30 (oh dear Saturn) i spent almost 2 months at a clinic for drugs/alcohol abuse (10 years totally clean from everything). But that was rock bottom, when i was back to the world, things started to work. When i was 33 i opened my business (im a pharmacist), but really had a spiritual awakening (left hand path - Uranus 1st house also lol) like 4 years ago. I´m 40 now, on the verge of closing my business (death-rebirth, i can´t resist my ascendant haha) to work with divination, energies and these aquarium era themes. Intuition². I feel that now i understand, accept and enjoy the power it brings alongside with the struggles (thats whats life really all about, it´s not going to be planets aspects dictating my life, i will). My advice would be physical exercises, serious spiritual practices to access, understand and filter that freaking vast ocean of the collective subconscious (whatever youre drawn to ... personaly i identify with luciferianism, but here comes the free will - just follow the path that youre drawn to). And make the meditations and/or rituals a routine, we need it to navigate, otherwise we just sink. Cheers for all 12th house fellas :) Great video btw Amber, thanks for picking up the theme!
You are my new best friend
thanks so much Amber xxx :)
Thank you SO MUCH for this video🙏🏼😊I have my moon and sun conjunct in the 12th, opposing Uranus and Neptune in my 6th, so this video was astoundingly affirming. The pizza analogy was also SUPER relatable...one thing I enjoy about my placement is my ability to adapt and make a difference in almost any environment (despite the running internal narrative I have telling me I don’t belong anywhere). This was enormously helpful, and I would love a series on the 12th house!
12th house stellium (sun, mars, and jupiter) in leo and moon + rising + mercury in virgo. I feel like a walking contradiction. I hate how I can never fully understand myself. I tend to lie about certain things not for the sake of being manipulative but just to be accepted by others to figure out who I am and it never works. I’m so unsure and when I actually do make one, I wonder the outcome if I had chosen the other option consistently. Thank you Amber for explaining the 12th house in depth, I really related so much 🙏
My 12th house planets are sun, moon, Mercury, Mars. I feel like this video was made for me lol. I feel like the whole not knowing who you are thing is doubled for me with my Saturn in Aries. Plus Aries starts my 12th house. Also, I love your 12th house videos. I've been subscribed since that first one you did.
And the point you made about mental health being more of an 8th house thing actually sort of relates to me. I deceive myself into having all these serious mental illnesses all the time because I feel like something is seriously wrong with me. Kind of like a hypochondriac of mental disorders. Social anxiety is the only one I would say is accurate. But at the same time, when I'm actually around people, I've never been panicked (until now when there's a pandemic and nobody social distances).
thankyou for your theory!! i have sun, mercury, mars, venus gemini in my 12 house, very much confusion, i hope its like you say' u can be everything you want'
!!!! thhhiiiizzzz !!! I have a 12th house stellium in aries sun, venus, saturn. I'm gonna show this to my boyfriend because I've been tryna explaiinn thizzz
Ah so good to hear! Pisces Moon, Mercury, Venus, and Saturn in a 12th house Pisces really has a wildcard energy to it and I'm always working on finding my place in everything!
Thanks for your video! 5 planets in 12th house here: Sun, Uranus & Jupiter in Aquarius + Venus & Neptune in Capricorn. Would love to know more insights into my chart…
EXTREME FACTS SIS I APPRECIATE YOUR INNERSTANDING UNDERSTANDING & OVERSTANDING OF WHO AND WHAT WE ARE🗣 🙏🏿 salute I am screaming because that’s how much it resonates.. from a Scorpio sun Mercury Venus Uranus & Saturn 12th house stellium 💀
I have a 12th house moon opposing my Venus. I've learnt that maybe because we can't see it, maybe we are not meant to see it. Because seeing is also two dimensional. What we experience is on another realm. It's a feeling all at once, a knowing. It's like water. Not having any form
Great video btw. Spot on
Wow wow wow I’m a 12H Taurus stellium including two personal planets (moon and mars) and this is SO SPOT ON....
Thank you for your video. Here, I am considered as one that has benefics in the 12th... Sun, Merc,Ven, Lilith, Fortune ... All in Cancer + moon in cancer. I feel people from another town... And ofc some other planets are aspecting good and bad that stellium there. So no peace of mind. People never understand why am i always tired and sleepy... No wonder why the guideline says that we should retreat to a shrine or a spiritual life.
One of the solutions could be focusing on the your Main plannet, if you know which one is your Lucky one. I found out that my main one is Merc... So i speak 5 languages , communication, translating and transfer and flow of information/energy/ feeling
or anything else that could be represented by Mercury/ Virgo or Gemini BUT tru cancer energy... Keep your weapons sharp, because we never know when will our sorry ass tell us "time to move to another thing..." and that happens whether we like it or not...
Sentence to whom ever might need to read this. Not towards author. Lots of love. Beautiful video.
I have my sun moon venus mercury and pluto in the 12 house and am definitely always in my head thinking about shit way more than it needed to be. I never really resonated with modern society and from a young age questioned why things are why they are. I've felt very connected spiritually since I was young but have gone through a lot of restless personality phases. I always try to make sense of the world around me and have to remind myself often that nothing matters in a good way :) thank you for this video as a way to connect to some other people that r pretty similar
This was an awesome video!! You explained this so easily thank you for this 🙏
Six 12th house and seven retrograde planets! Thank you 🙏🏽 this explains why every job I have ever had I’ve made it to management... but could never stay there. I’m good at it but it was never my purpose! Today cheese and tomato tomorrow ham and pineapple 🍕🙃
Thank you so much. I needed this inspiration today, and 5 meditations hahaha. You are awesome! I have Venus in 12th squaring Pluto. Moon in Scorpio. Sun Mercury and Neptune in 10th Sag. All My planets are from 7th to 12th. This video highly resonate with my life. Astrology, Spirituality, books and Tarot are saving me.
Hi I have Pluto in conjunction with Uranus in 12th house Virgo, I have never found it easy to balance as in opposition to Chiron in pieces conjunct Ceres, so powerful in my life and so much sadness. I loved your presentation it made me realise that intuitively I'm doing some 12 house work by doing the sadness. Thanks for your honesty and explanation, I've subscribed and look forward to hearing more❤️
Great video. Scorpio rising sun,mercury,pluto in Scorpio in 12th house. Venus in Scorpio in first house
I loved this video so much , I’m so in love with your accent as well ! Please continue to make videos! I am a Pisces sun sign with sun, mercury , Mars and Saturn stellium in my 12th house and boy oh boy did you give me such a better insight on the 12th house !!
I have a 12th house stellium in Cancer. Sun, moon, Jupiter and Lilith (in house 1 is my rising also in cancer.) Yup a cancer sun moon and rising. It's A LOT!!! I appreciate this video so much.
Oh wow I am similar, cancer sun, moon, rising here 🙌🏻 I also have my Chiron and jupiter in cancer, I have a 12th house stellium in Pisces.
It’s a lot for sure and I don’t really know what it all means but I know that growing up was VERY emotional. I cry less now (I’m 31years old).
I have very vivid dreams and a lot of stuff comes true. I also disassociate a lot but I’m practicing staying grounded 🙌🏻
Not sure if if you have had similar experiences?
I ave great aspects to my 5/6 planets in the 12th house
Thank you so much for this. I relate to much to the part about being overwhelmed with directions to take my life. I feel like my identity is constantly evolving and not in a growth way. It's hard to see where I'll end up. I have my Sun, Venus, Mars, Uranus, and Neptune in my Capricorn 12th house. Haha, I felt screwed before watching this but the anxiety's lessened quite a bit - so thanks again
I am 19 and I am trying to construct my life using my 12th house energy and transition it into the 6th house to manifest my dreams.I struggle with my mercury in the 12th house but I am slowly updating the tool and using it to manifest things bit by bit.
I have sun mars venus mercury Neptune and Uranus in 12th house being aspected by moon in the 6th house. And moreover, the 12th house is creating a planetary exchange with 10th house as well !! So its kinda having 8 planets together!! And i am a super confused person !! I am 27. I dont know when would i know what to do and how to do. I just want to do something !! I am tired of this confusion.
I have my sun, mercury, venus, jupiter & chiron in my 12th house. My sun is in Virgo but my mercury, venus, jupiter & chiron are in Leo. I had a huge spiritual awakening & I definitely feel most myself when I embrace that part of myself. Huge intuitive empath energy. Helping others heal feels like my purpose. Definitely don't fit in with the current structures of corporate society, working 9-5 feels like jail especially if its in a field thats shallow. My chart is pretty strange but its all starting to make sense. Thank you for making this video🙏❤
Wow 😮 I have a 12th house sag stellium in 12th and I have sun mercury neptune Uranus and ceres here 😅 I could relate so much to this 🙏🏻 thanks for putting a positive spin on it as it gets a bad wrap 😂
I am also a sag stellium 💅😊
This made me feel so understood lol! I do not understand day to day life. Why I have to do things a certain way and I seriously do not understand why society does the things it does. I am Libra 12th house with Saturn, Jupiter and Pluto.
Jupiter and Saturn are conduct and trine my Aquarius Moon. Pluto is square my Cancer Mars, trine my Neptune in Sagittarius and sextile my Leo Sun, Mercury and MC.
Pausing the video to write this: as a 12th stellium in Capricorn person I feel like I am borderless, undefined... And yes, most of the time I don't know what to do or if I do, I don't know where or how to start... It fucking sucks.
I have my Aries Sun and Mercury there and most of the aspects they have are the conjunction with each other and trines and sextiles. My Libra 6th house is empty. But when you said "when can be whoever we want" that really struck out to me. Like wow. Im spending all this time trying to pinpoint who am I, when in reality I am everything/multiple things. Im not a 12th house stellium but I relate to it since my Neptune is so prominent, its conjunct my MC and Moon. Other than that I don't think any of them have any harsh aspects. Maybe the conjunctions?
Thank you
Venus and Neptune in Capricorn, Jupiter and Uranus in Aquarius all in the 12th house!!! That’s so crazy I don’t understand myself a lot of the times either or what I want to do because I want to do everything!!
12 house Sun, Venus, Mars, Mercury, Saturn and Lilith....you nailed it
12th house stellium here with 1st house stellium in Pisces loll (I also have stellium in the second house). I got a reading done, and she said I was most likely a spiritual guru in my past life. I actually kind of like it, I find that I have really vivid dreams that feel so realistic. I sometimes wake up and need a second to reorient myself cause I feel like I just lived a second life. I didn’t think of it in astrological terms when I was a kid of course but I used to not like this part of me and would try to hide it, but now, I really learned to embrace it and not go against. The outcome is me being more in touch with the world around me weirdly enough (I have Virgo moon, with a bucket shape chart, the Virgo moon is the handle loll)
Amber!!!!!!!! Thank you.
I have Neptune, Mercury and Moon in the 12th house, I consider myself an empath, I'm very drained when surrounded by mean and cold people. I actually work at the hospital and the only places I feel safe and at home are museums and churches, I have memories of living in the monastery in the past life.
2:05 funny you mentioned this part.
I have my sun in libra and rising in my first and I feel like I have a hard time truly seeing myself/ and hearing especially amongst a group of people and with my mercury and lillith in my 12th house I just visualized how on a car game your just viewing out and seeing your hands and what they touch externally but not being able to FULLY see... hope that makes sense
Sooo what you're saying is, I should go live on a commune. I knew it!
Is the first video of 12th House I feel easilly connected with the content, beacuse I can relate your words with my experience. I have mars and mercury together conjucted my 6th house with Neptune in Capricorn. Black moon is also in 12 th house..... I have struggle to feel identified with anything, unconsciously I have the need to create my own thouths, my own actions my own way of comunicating and doing things because I just cant identify with the extrenal world.... culture, society. is difficult to have the felling of belonging and ground. sometimes I accepted and sometimes is not possible to me, so I struggle with it.
You say in 12 th house you can choose who you wanna be, I agree with you but that makes you even more difficult to work with commitmet in one reality because it seems that in 12 th house you re eassilly to adapt, to live in diferent places at the same time.
When a person mature more and more in life, do you think it will be eassier to interact better with those plantes in 12 th house?
Thank you for your video
Maturity is a massive thing with the 12th what they call late bloomer planets because they are so hard to identify with at a younger age because we are still figureing ourselves out and obviously the foggy nature that comes with Neptune which is what rules the 12th makes it harder for us to see clearly but as we get older more realism and less fantasy sets in. In some cases that just might happen a little to late. It will depend on your natal chart how the 12th will play out for you Capricorn is rules by Saturn another late blooming sign aswel. The ability to customise your life does not mean it will be easy. In my mind and my own personal theory I do believe that’s the biggest challenge with the 12th. Look at the aspects your planets are making to other houses and planets and most definately look at future transits as to where something might bring change and impact. Thanks :)
I have a stellium in the 12th house (Mercury, Mars and Venus), all conjunct to each other. Don't have hard aspects to them, 2 are trine my Neptune in the 4th house, the 3 are trine my Uranus in the 4th house. Yeah I know I am here to do something but I have so much choices and I have a libra rising 😅... so yeah it's a stellium in virgo opposite my pisces 6th house... 😥
I see myself as upside down and I struggle to find/be myself is this world
Sun - Leo
Ascending -libra 12
Mars. -libra 12
Venus - 12
Pluto -12
Trine Neptune in 3rd -ascending-sun 10th
Tribe Neptune in 3rd -moon in 1st sun in 10th
4th thru 9th house nothing, so nothing on the eastern part of wheel
I feel I’m finally headed towards the right direction. I just found out on how to read this and I’m glad I found this
I have Mercury conjunct Mars and Venus conjunct Juno in the 12 house, in Virgo. As a Libra rising, all my houses are flipped from their original zodiac ruler so my life is a series of smoke and mirrors but I do have a sense that if I can hold on and listen to my body intuition then beautiful things are coming.
I feel you ❤️, thankyou for creating this video, this video moved me 🥺💜🌈
This was EXTREMELY helpful, Thank you so much... Going to tune into my moon that is in the first house and check for any asteroids... SENDING YOU ALL MY LOVE! - Gem Sun 12th , Taurus Merc 12th, Aries Venus 12th, & 4 asteroids in 12th house lol
I have a 12th house stellium in Sagittarius, there are no harsh aspects, and almost all of my personal planets are conjunct one another. My birth chart looks like nothing but a straight line. Regardless, I still feel as though this placement dictates my life and I struggle with it immensely in a lot of ways.
you're a diamond for this
thank you, I feel seen. I'm a 12th house Aries Sun, Mercury and Mars, 8th house Sagittarius moon and Neptune, 1st house taurus venus, 7th house Sagittarius jupiter and uranus, 6th house Scorpio Saturn, 6th house Libra Pluto, 2nd house Gemini NN with a taurus rising
Wow! I'm from the mountains. I have moon and Mars in my 12th.
I was just talking about this with my friend yesterday.
Very well done! I searched this specifically because not much in here.
Another one is 8th house stellium. Along with pluto, Uranus, South node and jupiter there. Tight virgo 28 degrees. Am I doomed?
Thanks for this! Well done 👏
i just saw this video because i wanted to learn in depth even after watching like tons of videos about 12H placements. i have my sun, moon, saturn, and part of fortune all in the sign of cancer in the 12th house. My 12th house sun is opposing my capricorn chiron.
I’m a 12th and 6th house stelliums lol sun, Mercury, Mars in 12th and Saturn, Uranus, and Neptune in 6th house! I’m trying to understand how it makes sense lol this how been a great 12th house explanation
With a Leo moon and a cancer rising 😅
I can't believe you're saying we have free will. I feel like it's the one placement where I don't have free will BECAUSE of the 12th house. I don't feel like I have any agency at all because everything is constantly changing! And maybe that has something to do with other placements in my chart, such as my mars (will) being ruled by my Sun that's in the 12th. I think your interpretation is of course reductive, it can't be applied to everyone because everyone has different charts and the 12th house doesn't stand alone or act alone it depends on what's in it, whats aspecting what's in it and more importantly the situation of- and aspects to- the ruler of the 12th too. I feel like I have a lot of contradictory placements in my chart for example, one half wants to have a sure and strong solid identity and ego, and the other half wants to dissolve ego in the 12th.
I have Sun, Mercury and Venus in Cancer in the 12th. Venus and Mercury are loosely conjunct and oppose Neptune in the 6th (yeah I know poor me!). They both also trine Pluto in Scorpio in the 4th so there is that sense of needing to probe 8th house themes with Pluto in Scorpio trining that 12th Mercury, I feel like I go around in circles though with the probing. Then that 12th house Sun squares Jupiter and Moon in Aries in the 10th. Both Aries and Jupiter like to have some sense of ego. I have Saturn and Uranus in Sagittarius in the 5th and Uranus opposes Chiron in the 11th - wounding around my unique self expression. I then have Mars in Leo in the 1st which squares Pluto in the 4th so I have a mars pluto survival mechanism around my sense of identity (leo) rising. I'm trying to bring a sense of ego and identity out into the world and have a senes if urgency (pluto) around it as if my life depends on it. That Mars also trines my MC in Aries. My whole chart elemental balance is fire and water. I have no earth to speak of so no grounding. So I have this 12th stellium that has no clue who it is and no definitive identity, and then this strong Martian Leo which is about identity, Saturn and Uranus in the 5th which is about identity and Moon and Jupiter in the Aries which is also a sign that wants to define it's identity. Moon in 10th = I need work but it has to be work I feel like doing, stellium in 12th = I want to live in an ashram. Mars in Leo = I want to be seen, stellium in 12th = I want to disappear. Help!!!! Another thing to note is that my whole chart is ruled by the Sun having Leo on the ASC, so I get a whole change of focus and direction to my Mars in Leo everytime the Sun changes sign, AND my Sun is in Cancer which is ruled by the moon so I also get a personality change every 2.5 days when the moon changes sign. Since Mars rules Aries and my Moon is in Aries, and my Moon rules Cancer and my Sun is in Cancer, and my Sun rules Leo and my mars is in Leo, the three rulers and planets are tied into a merry-go-round of triggering experiences. YIPPEE! Talk about feeling like a total fucking nutcase. Put that in your pipe and smoke it.
FYI I'm 33, 34 next month so I'm well past my Saturn return and still nothing is coming together.
12th house Virho Mars, Uranus, Pluto with ascendent in virgo