spend some cozy autumn days with me ༄ │ tw ed │ WIEIAD vlog style
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- Опубліковано 21 лют 2024
- Hey little bones~
Yeah, I gave all 300 of you a nickname, isn't that cute?
I promised to be back waaayyyy earlier than this AND I TRIED OK but UA-cam would not for the life of me let me upload this thing.
Third time's the charm!! Hopefully...
I AM NOT GLORIFYING NOR ENCOURAGING THIS BEHAVIOR OKAY geez I'm just trying to say that we live a lonely life and if I can make someone feel less alone with my videos, then I have achieved my goal here.
Your triggers are your own responsibility, watch from a stable place of mind.
Anyway, old but cozy clips of my life for you to sit and enjoy ❤
Music used in the video:
(Intro) Music by Bmyshadow - Dreamy Loop - thmatc.co/?l=4D5EA3CD
Music by Blue Sirens - Ghost Lullabies - thmatc.co/?l=4E52AE24
Music by Blue Sirens - Go Away - thmatc.co/?l=186D11F2
Music by Blue Sirens - Swing Set
edyters just randomly live in the most stunning mysterious areas ever
That is so accurate lmao the town I live in I hadn’t even heard of before my mom and I moved here because of her boyfriend and now I have to say this tongue twister that almost no one ever heard of when asked where I live😂
NO FR HAHA
id kill to live in a place like this.....
You know, hearing this breaks my heart, I wish we could all live in places we feel comfortable and at home, sometimes I even think I don’t appreciate it enough✨
The pickles is very real. I ate two of those large gas station pickles one time and went on a run the next day. I literally felt like my hole was going to explode and the closest bathroom was a porta potty a mile away. Moral of the story Hot Mama gives no mercy to calorie counters.
Omg I’m so sorry that happened to you😭😭
I guess we sometimes have to learn the really hard way eh🥲
Is it mean if I laugh at this, even kf it's cause I relate
Gloomy autumn ❤ absolute best. Still warm but with the ocasional colder winds blowing into hair, still sunny, but with the ocasional thunderstorm just casualy breaking in out of nowhere, the colorfull trees and the sunsets....thats heaven for me. ❤
Ugh you get me😩✊🏻💛
@@tatsnbones do you have a public IG i could follow?
@@teresasvk2443 I have one! @4hpe
But I’m so lazy to keep it up I almost never post on there lol
I found your channel tonight, I watched the only 2 videos that were on it. I went back to your home page after finishing the last video that was from 4 months ago.. then I see you posted a video 1 minute ago? Maybe the most serendipitous thing that has ever happened to me, hope you’re well ❤️
Well bestie let's hope and pray it stays up then!!!🥲
Makes me happy to hear this love, hope you'll enjoy it more once it finishes the HD upload (takes like 30mins ugh)💜
Haha my eyesight is pretty tragic so it doesn’t bother me. Also love the stardew valley!
@@missovierush Stardew is such an autumn game🤭
that kitty was so cute aww
Had a cute voice too. Cats are awesome
SO. PRETTY~!
❤
Hi! I usually never comment, especially not on these types of videos. What should I even comment??! "Wow! Good job for not 3ating 3nough!!"? I usually watch these videos to fill that empty void and collect ideas on how to... yk. basically d3stroy myself! But I NEVER encourage this on other ppl (pro for me not for thee type of shit, iykwim). Youre one of the few people who say "dont do this kids, it destroys you!!11!" on here and thank you for not encouraging this behaviour. i watched your two other videos and I remember you said you stopped this?? I thinK? at least i hope so, because you seem like a LOVELY person and i hope youre happier now. I watched plenty of these shitty 3d videos but yours are my favourite. and no im NOT saying you should start these unh3althy habits again!! I really hope youre in recovery now and im not going to start saying sht like "dont do this youre beautiful just the way you are!!1!!1" because it basically does nothing to an 3d person and youve probably also heard this a lot (that doesnt mean that i think there is no truth in tht message ofc). anyway i got a bit (LMAO A BIT?) of track, but i think thats all i wanted to say. in what part of germany do you live cuz gurl that place looks BEAUTIFUL (coming from a Baden-Württemberger, MOOOIN) like if i lived there i would do 20.000 step walks there everyday. Und mein Beileid wegen deiner schönen Katze :(( anywho, i hope youre on your way to recovery now and wish you the best in life. if you still have some footage from the "golden days" I would watch them if you posted them (dont feel forced though, your health comes first. Being absorbed sm in how you l00k is a pain...). I highly believe youd be a SUPER DUPER COOL Person to hang out with. sorry for the long rant OOPS you dont have to read allat ö. Sending you lots of love from my bed XDD Buh-byee
Ugh, bestie, I SO get your thought process here🫠
We’re all the same in that way lmao I think that’s how this space started out, with our broken brains wanting to seek more iNspO💀
You’re so lovely and kind tho🥹❤️ I didn’t really go into recovery in that sense, I have a very weird relationship with my ed, we are like an on-and-off again kinda thing, so the usual awful thoughts around food, eating and my body are always there, but I go through phases were I just… ignore it?? And live normal? Idk its strange, I’m still constantly weeping after the me in those old clips and wanting to get back to that but recently it’s more healthy, I want to eat normally but get back into walking, running and working out~
You’re right though, I would NEVER post these with the intent to give someone ideas on how to do it “right”, that’s hella fucked up. I often feel that we do need some kind of sense of community though, I’m a whole ass adult living miserably, NO WAY would I wish this upon anyone😡
Okay imma stop my words from flowing out now, I could write you a whole essay here in response to everything😂
I do definitely have more from that time and I’m working on editing them together but they get more and more boring as I slowly moved away from that life so I hope you’ll stick around!!
Love you darling, stay safe out there in this scary world❤️❤️
hi!! weird question but i love your running shoes, what brand are they? x
Oh not weird at all!! xx
I’ve had those old flaps for close to 10 years or so now but I believe they are Free’s from Nike, something along the lines of Nike Free Run series??
Mine probably don’t exist anymore but they have a ton of them in their range, I personally really like them☺️
What country (or state) is this? This is so beautiful omg
Germany! 🇩🇪
Specifically West Germany North Rhine Westphalia🥰
what happened to the kitty????
Other than being a very old lady she had extremely sudden kidney failure that caused her to have painful seizures and thus we made the decision to end her pain and rest in peace😔❤️
I know this is a while ago but I need help as someone who wants to make content similar to this.
I tried posting a video yesterday (i was eating healthy and it was more vlogging my day than eating) but UA-cam took it down. I tried to appeal and they said it still violated their self harm policy. How does you get your video(s) to stay up? 😭
Btw great content :)
Thanks love, I try
@@tatsnbones Thank you so much! I’ll be trying to upload it again 😭
@Dragon_The_Slayer See,, there’s the reality of this world because my safe foods and obsessions video with 6k views from a month ago just got removed and i probably won’t get it back, that’s how UA-cam works sadly and my channel by far is one of the tamest ones so we are all just playing Russian roulette here🥲
What country is this?? So pretty
Germany!🇩🇪
Niche rural West Germany🤭
@@tatsnbones beautiful!! Thank you
What country do you live im? its so pretty :0
Germany!! 🇩🇪
Granted, it’s more rural Germany but that’s where our nature is like super gorgeous🥰
@@tatsnbones oo I love Germany! I live in America but I've wanted to move there someday when I can afford it
@@depressedavocado Our quality of life truly isn’t even comparable to the US, we have it so good despite our own flaws but I truly wish you the best and maybe you can visit or eventually live here one day❤️
Face reveal?
Lmao it’s literally in the title of the very next video on my channel?😂
My two newest videos also feature my face
@@tatsnbones oh my bad
@@tatsnbones you're so pretty
@@user-db4hw7cz7z no worries, thanks love ❤️