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tatsnbones
Germany
Приєднався 3 вер 2022
I’m just a girl with too much free time and no friends heh
Feb '24 preparations & anxiety │ wieiad │ low res │ tw ed
Welcome back my little bones~
Hope you're doing okay ❤
It's rebranding time!!
Hehe what do you think? Do you like this new style? I've been wanting to change things up a bit, kinda going with the seasons, the Mood™, the vibe, you know?
But more importantly I wanted to actually rebrand this channel slightly...
My content will not drastically change, as I haven't changed either but I do wish to sort of combine our little community with vlogging in general. I don't want to be a faceless nobody whose only personality is their ed, so I'll try and include you more in my life ❤
Questions and comments are welcome, I am an open book with open ears and arms.
As always; I do not condone nor encourage the behavior shown in this video. Not sure if it applies still since this only shows food lol
Please, be responsible for your own triggers and seek the help you need ❤
Music used in the video:
Paperback:
Music by: www.bensound.com/royalty-free-music/track/paperback-inspiring-chill
Sweet:
Music I Use: www.bensound.com/royalty-free-music/track/sweet
Hope you're doing okay ❤
It's rebranding time!!
Hehe what do you think? Do you like this new style? I've been wanting to change things up a bit, kinda going with the seasons, the Mood™, the vibe, you know?
But more importantly I wanted to actually rebrand this channel slightly...
My content will not drastically change, as I haven't changed either but I do wish to sort of combine our little community with vlogging in general. I don't want to be a faceless nobody whose only personality is their ed, so I'll try and include you more in my life ❤
Questions and comments are welcome, I am an open book with open ears and arms.
As always; I do not condone nor encourage the behavior shown in this video. Not sure if it applies still since this only shows food lol
Please, be responsible for your own triggers and seek the help you need ❤
Music used in the video:
Paperback:
Music by: www.bensound.com/royalty-free-music/track/paperback-inspiring-chill
Sweet:
Music I Use: www.bensound.com/royalty-free-music/track/sweet
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Відео
this is the reason I am FAT │ tw ed │ wieiad omad │ I love food :(
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Welcome back my little bones~ Hope you've been well ❤ Today I will show you one of the reasons I just cannot be consistent with losing weight: good frickin food! Ugh I love food too much :( And, um, let's not talk about the portion sizes... no, I cannot finish most of these but I just don't seem to learn??? At least those meals were still omad. Anyway, I fell deeply in love with Asian cuisine, ...
nature, mental struggles and a face reveal? │ tw ed │ OMAD high res
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Hey little bones~ Woah I am fast now! Here's a boring vlog for you all, hope you enjoy ❤ As always; I do not condone nor encourage the behavior shown in this video. This is merely a documentation of a portion of my life from last year and it is not in the slightest sustainable. Please, be responsible for your own triggers and seek the help you need ❤ So tell me my little bones, how are you doin...
spend some cozy autumn days with me ༄ │ tw ed │ WIEIAD vlog style
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Hey little bones~ Yeah, I gave all 300 of you a nickname, isn't that cute? I promised to be back waaayyyy earlier than this AND I TRIED OK but UA-cam would not for the life of me let me upload this thing. Third time's the charm!! Hopefully... I AM NOT GLORIFYING NOR ENCOURAGING THIS BEHAVIOR OKAY geez I'm just trying to say that we live a lonely life and if I can make someone feel less alone wi...
Back when everything was good... | Vlog clips, day in my life & where I have been | tw ed
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Hello everyone ❤ I'm not dead hah I know it's been a year... I'M SORRY :( Hope you still enjoy this one, there's more to come I promise ❤ BIG DISCLAIMER & TRIGGER WARNING If you know that these videos trigger you then please don't watch this! I will mention and show my weight on the scale, I show food and what I eat throughout the day and there is general ed talk. I am not responsible for what ...
Face reveal?
Lmao it’s literally in the title of the very next video on my channel?😂 My two newest videos also feature my face
@@tatsnbones oh my bad
@@tatsnbones you're so pretty
@@user-db4hw7cz7z no worries, thanks love ❤️
Hey! Do you want an intro, outro, banner & exclusive thumbnails?
I know this is a while ago but I need help as someone who wants to make content similar to this. I tried posting a video yesterday (i was eating healthy and it was more vlogging my day than eating) but UA-cam took it down. I tried to appeal and they said it still violated their self harm policy. How does you get your video(s) to stay up? 😭 Btw great content :)
Thanks love, I try<3 Hmm good question honestly but I fear you might not like my answer because there really isn’t a recipe for success in this space :/ I’ve had my first ever video I uploaded removed and then there was one that got denied twice before it also ultimately got taken down but my advice is to have as few “trigger words” as possible within. Sometimes I even censored any ed talk. Really though, when I see some of the other video that have not been taken down I wonder how the algorithm works lol I can’t figure it out either. Also, before you appeal you should more so take it down and re-edit parts of it you think might have caused the violation and then try to re-upload the new version~ Again, I think, and this is completely my personal belief, that the subtitles have to be as censored or subtle as possible. Don’t show calorie counts, don’t comment too much on calorie intake and be very careful with titling too!! Sure we use tw ed in all of them but be careful of what else you put, make sure to title it appropriately and perhaps even smth completely normal, if it is a vlog then call it a vlog!🥰 I hope I could be of help in any way, feel free to shoot me questions you might have~
@@tatsnbones Thank you so much! I’ll be trying to upload it again 😭
@Dragon_The_Slayer See,, there’s the reality of this world because my safe foods and obsessions video with 6k views from a month ago just got removed and i probably won’t get it back, that’s how UA-cam works sadly and my channel by far is one of the tamest ones so we are all just playing Russian roulette here🥲
what happened to the kitty????
Other than being a very old lady she had extremely sudden kidney failure that caused her to have painful seizures and thus we made the decision to end her pain and rest in peace😔❤️
The pickles is very real. I ate two of those large gas station pickles one time and went on a run the next day. I literally felt like my hole was going to explode and the closest bathroom was a porta potty a mile away. Moral of the story Hot Mama gives no mercy to calorie counters.
Omg I’m so sorry that happened to you😭😭 I guess we sometimes have to learn the really hard way eh🥲
Please dont say you’re fat :( you look so skinny, plus nobody’s gonna judge you by how skinny you are :( take care 🫶🏻
Thanks love <3 Its just the voices in my head you know? Objectively I know I’m not fat, I could lose a couple pounds for sure but the term “fat” is just too loud in my brain, I do appreciate your kind words tho xx
Idk why this channel was suggested to me, but it's heartbreaking. As someone who exists on the other side of this kind of struggle (after a long and arduous battle), I genuinely hope you find it in you to love yourself one day. You don't deserve to hurt like this. You are beautiful and deserve to feel comfortable within yourself. I cannot and will not disparage you; I also know I cannot make you change your mind. I just hope peace finds you some day. Hopefully sooner rather than later, and this part of your life becomes a distant memory.
You are now the second person to have said they got my channel suggested and I am really sorry for that, I don't know why the algorithm is doing this lately because I do not wish for my content to appear out of our fucked up bubble but I do appreciate your kind words💙 My mind is always a mess and I truly hope to one day not hate myself as much as I have for all those years on earth but my videos have given plenty of comfort and support to others who are struggling much more than I have ever, so I hope to continue on a better path in the future~
@@tatsnbones I hope that for you too. Take one day at a time and know that this isn’t forever. You will find your peace. In the meanwhile, please be safe. Much love to you.
How many steps a day do you do like that ? I can not eat pasta, rice anymore because once I begin, I can not stop and i do not even chew, I swallow it down. so I skip it as other food too haha. Never meat and really no fried things like that. I always look at what's inside. If I see any kind of sugar, I skip and everything has sugar in industrials things so, I skip many things. So.. vegetables, potatoes (and here too MAX a certain grams because otherwise I would eat kilos - I'm sensitive to pasta, rice, bread, potato and sugar - rare but it exist and we people sensitive to it, when we begin, we can not stop eating it, going till eating a whole bread even if we put protein or vegetables with it - what do make other people stop eating. We can not stop.........) So yeah, i'm scared to eat because I know that I would devour everything in seconds if I would let me go and not control the grams. Even if I'm deadly skinny, I can not let go and I wont. Even if I crave to be normal and eat all those things. Asian food was my favourite food and nope.... can not eat anymore. Save food like you, I had an obsession of yoghurt bowl with apple and some oat but was once sick and stopped eating it and because to many calories, I stopped eating oat too. Nuts like you said in other video may be good for health and body but because of the calories, I don't eat it. Same goes for avocados, and other food. Now my days are 1/2 baguette with ham (because i can not put anything else... oly vegtables I would get a slap from someone and i's boring too and goat cheese i can not eat anymore because of calories). And evening, MAX200gr potatoes and then 200grams vegetables. That's it. I try to eat apple too but it's adding to calories and also, It make me want o eat even more....... Even if I can steal some bread slice in the supermarket left behind in the machine. Or eat sample serve..... I shold stop it though, because it would at least make less calories a day so acceptig more vegetables at evening maybe......
No but same!! I can devour carbs in 0.2 seconds, I LOVE pasta and potatoes and I’d rather die than never have it again
I love your voice
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What country (or state) is this? This is so beautiful omg
Germany! 🇩🇪 Specifically West Germany North Rhine Westphalia🥰
Alergic to fructose? Never heard about someone having that...that unfortunate 😢 did the doctor specify like is it all fruits or you have some exeptions? Im thinking some fruits has lower sugar content than others, maybe kiwi, grapefruit or oranges? Idk, but im sad for ya 😢 Im from Slovakia btw, so almost neighbours yay ❤ ❤❤❤
Oh it’s not so much allergic, more an actual intolerance of the body and enzymes that can’t be processed correctly. Basically my colon reacts poorly to it!! I’m also beginning to thing I have IBS… so yah, not great :( Fruits and veggies (and much, much more foods) have different amounts of fructose so I will have to stay away from some sadly. Also stuff like honey has tons of it!! And sugar in general is made of glucose and fructose :/
@@tatsnbones are you eating regular sugar tho? I use erythritol or xylitol, or stevia. Hope you will be able to have some fruits that you like. Good luck with that :)
Gloomy autumn ❤ absolute best. Still warm but with the ocasional colder winds blowing into hair, still sunny, but with the ocasional thunderstorm just casualy breaking in out of nowhere, the colorfull trees and the sunsets....thats heaven for me. ❤
Ugh you get me😩✊🏻💛
@@tatsnbones do you have a public IG i could follow?
@@teresasvk2443 I have one! @4hpe But I’m so lazy to keep it up I almost never post on there lol
your voice makes me want to sleep. so soothing ❤ but it did scare me at the beginning of the video lol it's the first ed video I watch with a voice over. not complaining, it was good. thanks for this!
Aww you are lovely🥰❤️ Tbh it was only out of sheer laziness even though I knew it wasn’t gonna do that well but I personally enjoy voice overs so maybe they might come back one day🤭 At least now I know it wasn’t all too bad for some of you!
that kitty was so cute aww
Had a cute voice too. Cats are awesome
hi!! weird question but i love your running shoes, what brand are they? x
Oh not weird at all!! xx I’ve had those old flaps for close to 10 years or so now but I believe they are Free’s from Nike, something along the lines of Nike Free Run series?? Mine probably don’t exist anymore but they have a ton of them in their range, I personally really like them☺️
Love your videos <3333
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how did you figure out you were lactose/ fructose intolerant? :O
TL;DR: went to see a gastroenterologist and got a hydrogen breath test done~ Long story of my personal path: I went to get my blood tested at a regular docs office to see for any deficiencies (only B12 because I’m vegetarian) but also told him about my gastric problems and he referred me to a gastroenterologist clinic! There I got a hydrogen breath test done, which is to see if you’re lactose or fructose intolerant. I also got blood work tested for gluten or soy allergy there~
ich bin so dankbar, dass ich deinen account gefunden habe :) Du schaffst es immer mega den Vibe rüber zu bringen und ich finde es auch super, dass du immer die Natur mit zeigst. Aber auch die Gerichte helfen mir sehr und es gibt mir ein bisschen "Frieden" zu sehen, dass ich nicht alleine bin :) Vielen Dank, dass du das so mit uns teilst! Mach weiter so!
🥹💚 Es bedeutet mir wirklich viel zu hören, dass ich bisher erreicht habe, was ich mit diesem Channel wollte, vielen Dank für deine lieben Worte!! Ich hoffe ich kann dir und anderen auch weiterhin zeigen, dass wir nicht alleine sind mit unseren struggles <3
You are the only person i've ever seen eating the same salad as me!!!
Isn’t it so good!!??! Ugh I need me that once I might be able to have tomatoes again😭
Your videos bring me such a sense of peace with knowing im not alone with my struggles and terrible relationship to food. I'm so grateful I've found your channel 💜💜💜💜
No I’M grateful for your presence on this humble earth💚 It truly brings me joy to hear that I have achieved what I wished to with this channel, I’m always here with open arms🩷
@@tatsnbones 🫂🫶🏻
First ❤
Indeed~
All meals looks soo good how old are you if you dont mind
Thank you! They taste very good too🤭 Oh I’m old, I turn 26 this summer👵🏼
@@tatsnbones My older sister is your age and i'm 21, you're not old at all! you are at the peak of your youth!! ;) heh
@@ross6322 Honestly? Thank you for saying this <3 sometimes we forget that being in your 20s is not old at all hahah
@@tatsnbones it's not!! You're welcome, sweetie<3
You have become my new comfort youtuber, going through struggles with ED's and feeling so isolated by my mental health, your channel brings me a sense of calm, I hope that doesn't sound bad because I don't wish these struggles on anyone, but your filming style and everything is so relaxing. 🤍
I might cry you are so sweet🥹💛 Don’t worry about the wording and sound of this, my true intention with this channel has always been to provide a safe environment for our sadly fucked up community, to make others feel less alone with their valid struggles and be a big sister, even if just through the screen, so hear that I have partly reached some of you and made you feel seen and heard and warm makes me incredibly happy💞
@@tatsnbones You're so kind🤍, sometimes I feel like such a failure to still be struggling with this when I should be focused on adulting, but this thing has such a grip on me, I watched the other videos on your channel and honestly it felt so relatable. Also on a positive note all the clips of nature in your videos are so beautiful 🥰
i love your editing style! what programs do you use? :) i want to make my own vlogs
Oh my god can I just say that your profile pic gave me such heavy nostalgia rn?? Back in time when I was a teen and found that drawing online on Pinterest I made it my entire personality for at least two years straight😭 It had such a chokehold on 15 year old me🥹 never even knew who the artist was … Anyway, sorry😂 Thank you! I use the editing software Davinci Resolve, it has a free version and I love it! Lots of tutorials online too~ Shoot me a comment once you start with uploading videos, I will check em out🥰
@@tatsnbones haha that's such a coincidence!! :D thank you, and i will :) i'm editing my first vlog atm actually!
i just uploaded my first vlog video :D@@tatsnbones
oml, you're so gorgeous!! this vlog brought me so much peace, I think I watched it for like four times already!! you seem like a lovely person <33
Ugh this is too much love😭❤️ Thank you beautiful person, it makes me incredibly happy to hear that my video gave you some peace, that is what I was hoping to achieve with all of them🫰🏻
You're so pretty!! I love watching your vlogs, brings me so much comfort! I wish I had woods in my backyard 😭
Thank you my love, it truly brings me joy to hear that I have achieved what I wanted with my videos, hope you’ll enjoy future content just as much❤️ Ugh I get that, I never want to leave this place too it’s such a healing-heart experience to live right by nature🌿
I actually bought tofu today not really knowing how I should turn it into a meal. This video gave me some ideas!! Thank you :D
Ooooh this excites me!!! You can do sooo much with tofu, I have tried and made many different meals with it so I hope you’ll like it!!🥰 You can also ask me for more ideas or recommendations depending on what kind of meals you enjoy ~
You are an amazing cook!! The food looks so delicious ❤
Thank you!!🥹 That is so nice of you❤️
What country is this?? So pretty
Germany!🇩🇪 Niche rural West Germany🤭
@@tatsnbones beautiful!! Thank you
if you like soba and yaki udon you should definitely try yakisoba LOL, it's pretty similar to yaki udon, kind of like if yakisoba and soba had a child!! the noodles are a little different tho
oops i meant yaki udon on the second part 😭 i was so excited i messed up
Hahah you’re too cute 🥰 I loooove so many dishes from Japan but I have never tried to make yakisoba myself cause I’m scared of adding too much oil for frying😩
id kill to live in a place like this.....
You know, hearing this breaks my heart, I wish we could all live in places we feel comfortable and at home, sometimes I even think I don’t appreciate it enough✨
what do you use to edit! its so pretty!
Thank you! I try😅 The program is called Davinci Resolve, it’s a PC video editing software that can be used for free☺️ And if you mean my little cute doodle edits those are Giphys hehe
these meals all look amazing
Now imagine how good they TASTE🤤
I do the exact same thing with adding tofu to every asian dish because I also don't eat meat, but also because tofu is life🙏 and even though my brain also wants me to consider some of these meals as cheat foods I always remember that they can be very nutritious because these recipes don't have that much fat and they're almost always paired with veggies and such, so you're still nourishing your body ❤️ also... "mouth and ass on fire" part made me giggle LMAO
Yes!! My thoughts exactly, we are wayyy to harsh to ourselves up in the head☹️
Your kitchen is soooo pretty!!!!
Thank you!! It is very lovely☺️ If only I could keep it as clean as it is here🙄
ughh i love Rabokki too much.. the on and off thing is so real, it faded last week because I went to a bunch of parties with food and greasy shit, but now its coming back because like.. i gained LMFAOOO
Someone gets me😩🧡 Ugh I feel you SO hard… I just can’t stay consistent anymore, like where did all my discipline go from years ago??☹️ This shit used to be so easy and now I’ve gotten lazy and cave at good food :/
@@tatsnbones YES THE DISCIPLINE BIT!!!! last year i was so consistent.. didn't even think about food.. whats wrong with me now LOL
@@chanellingaura my working theory currently is extreme hunger cause I SWEAR I’ve never been hungrier than now?? Before I could stay consistent cause I was like “hunger? Don’t know her” but for whatever stupid evolutionary reason I get unbearably hungry for, like a year or two now😫
tatsnbones more like tatsnfats 🙃 Do you have any place to contact you privately or social media, or is it just youtube here? cool vid
Wayyy better name😂 I have a dormant Instagram that barely gets used but ey you can try🤷🏽♀️ @4hpe instagram.com/4hpe?igsh=c2xjYXpxOWFuNWZk&
If you're comfortable sharing it, I would like to see more recipes. I like the Asian-inspired ones. :)
There might be some more for a future video but unfortunately I have gotten a food intolerance diagnosis lately and ever since then I couldn’t cook like that anymore and have no idea when I will be able to again😭😩
Don’t be shy drop the recipes Most specifically the first one
Heh, you’re a fast one👀 Though I’m not sure why the first one specifically because the entire recipe is all there as video hah but you just cut up carrots, mushrooms and a spring onion, sauté the carrot in a pan with your preferred oil (mine are sesame oil or peanut oil), add in the mushrooms and let them simmer for a bit meanwhile your rice and eggs boil to finish~ During this you can make your sauce, my favorite is a bit of gochujang, lots of ssamjang, soy sauce, honey and a drizzle of oil, mix mix mix and add it to your rice. Lastly you too it with the stir fried veggies, eggs and some salad and done! Bón Appetit🧡
What country do you live im? its so pretty :0
Germany!! 🇩🇪 Granted, it’s more rural Germany but that’s where our nature is like super gorgeous🥰
@@tatsnbones oo I love Germany! I live in America but I've wanted to move there someday when I can afford it
@@depressedavocado Our quality of life truly isn’t even comparable to the US, we have it so good despite our own flaws but I truly wish you the best and maybe you can visit or eventually live here one day❤️
edyters just randomly live in the most stunning mysterious areas ever
That is so accurate lmao the town I live in I hadn’t even heard of before my mom and I moved here because of her boyfriend and now I have to say this tongue twister that almost no one ever heard of when asked where I live😂
NO FR HAHA
LMFAO little bones!! watching these videos make me not know what to comment rlly cause.. yeah.. but oh my god those flowers were so pretty!!!!
No I SO get it, it even feels wrong to comment but as the one making videos it means a lot to me to receive such lovely comments from my little bones🥰
You’re gorgeous omg
Wahh🥹 No YOU are gorgeous my love❤️
your videos are so peaceful, seems like you live in a storybook!!! I do have to wonder though, if you are an aspiring actress, does being openly disordered not impact your opportunities?? I know many celebrities struggle with EDs, but it always seems so under wraps.
That is a fascinating question to ask!🥰 Now, for one, this channel is still pretty hidden and I’d reckon will stay that way for possibly ever, and seeing as I am not (yet hehe) a famous actress, I wouldn’t fear being “found out” and thus risking a negative impact on my future opportunities. However, I personally stand by the truth that is this life and disorder, even in my actual life I have always been very open and thus welcoming to questions and discussions. I don’t feel the pressure to manically hide my ed from this world because it is part of who I am and it will impact my life and the people around me but all this has never lead me to ask the question you have raised here, and you could be right!! Historically speaking celebs and people in the spotlight would do anything as to not get exposed, there have been maybe less than a handful who have been open about their ed and if I were to ever catch a spotlight myself, would that mean I would get less roles? Less recognition? Would my person, would I be reduced to just that?🧐 I wonder now too😄 In any case, I stand by it and will continue to advocate for more recognition, perhaps even exactly because those doubts could arise. That is the whole entire purpose of my channel actually🥰 I wish to educate and inform, raise and answer questions, bring awareness and perhaps more understanding to one of the deadliest things on earth and how we, as a community, try to cope with it❤️
@@tatsnbones seriously such a thoughtful reply!!
Cool vid, glad you were able to get some content going again since there was some controversy lol Are you on a weight loss journey now and how much are you looking to drop? Summer bodies are made in winter, as they say 😆 thanks for the share, looked like a beautiful trail
Ugh don’t remind me, it’s hard out here😮💨 Hah technically I’m ALWAYS on a weight loss journey😂 But yet I’m actively trying to drop at least 5kgs before Summer really begins🤞🏻 Ofc more would be nice but we gotta keep it realistic here but within the next videos you’ll see how it could be rather easy for me to achieve that since I just got diagnosed with two food intolerances🫠
@@tatsnbones Oh nice, yeah that's a good idea. Lose an easy 5kg, then another 5kg, 5kg, 5kg etc. Just take it one step at a time food intolerances is just nature restricting for you, use it to your advantage 😆
@@Dre2Dee2 You get it! Hahah we alwayssss want moreee
@@tatsnbones Always gotta have more, or maybe we should say gotta have LESS (food) 😆 Perfection was never going to be easy, but you knew that. 😉 May I suggest cutting whatever calories you had planned for tomorrow in half? I think that would be a good boost for you. Good luck!
@@Dre2Dee2 Actually I don’t count calories atm~ I’ve been diagnosed with food intolerances and will have to adjust my diet accordingly with three phases and such and I’ve been busy doing the preparations for that so right now I’m more concerns with healing my gut than counting cals hehe Health always comes first!🫡
your kitty is sooo cute and soo talkative!! omg, i want him/her!! and girl you are beautiful, ok? like stunning, like, absolutely stunning!! ❤❤❤
Oh yes, Gilbert is my childhood menace, he is a very old grandpa who can’t hear anymore so he must scream at all times😂 I love him Omg why are you so cute??😭❤️ Thank you my love🥺 I really appreciate you complimenting my sweaty bare faced self hahah