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  • Опубліковано 31 сер 2021
  • In this exclusive interview with the four 19 year-olds featured in the new Magnolia Network documentary, 'Rebuilding Hope: The Children of 9/11', Jamie Gartenberg Pila, Gabriel Jacobs Dick, Ronald Milam Jr., and Alexa Smagala open up about being born after losing their fathers during the September 11th terrorist attacks, how they’ve found inspiration in the fathers they never met, and how they’ve tried to honor them in their daily lives.
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 252

  • @cameroncalzone8860
    @cameroncalzone8860 2 роки тому +967

    they actually all four look EXACTLY like their fathers. like you can completely tell that they are their children

    • @miranda13c
      @miranda13c 2 роки тому +44

      The two guys definitely do, but I agree that all four resemble their fathers. I imagine that their mothers found both comfort and sadness in that.

    • @corduerorose9747
      @corduerorose9747 2 роки тому +13

      They could have been recarnate into them 💖👍🙏

    • @jrmetmoi
      @jrmetmoi 2 роки тому +5

      Yeah they do look like their fathers

    • @Maryaliece
      @Maryaliece 2 роки тому +3

      I was thinking the same thing! Crazy!

    • @camillevote7901
      @camillevote7901 2 роки тому +4

      Hard not to tear up at that …

  • @yeoisa
    @yeoisa 2 роки тому +302

    they resemble their fathers so much. how comforting for their families

  • @aawillma
    @aawillma 2 роки тому +474

    How strange to grow up living in the shadow of someone you never knew, of an event you have no memory of. As a millennial American, my generation is defined by our collective loss of innocence on that day. Their generation was spared from experiencing that tragedy first hand but these kids are unique amongst their peers in that they can never escape it. Bizarre.

    • @elsafralves
      @elsafralves 2 роки тому +7

      Well this phenomenon happened a lot in human history (wars) so I don't think it is special in a macro level of course. It is definitely special for each one of them

    • @coreyjacq
      @coreyjacq 2 роки тому +4

      We see these themes amongst adoptees who were taken from their mothers at an early age.

    • @user-rw2dr5my1s
      @user-rw2dr5my1s 2 роки тому +7

      Well put, these kids are connected to an event that they have no recollection or experience first hand, it must be weird.

    • @jarredkennedy6131
      @jarredkennedy6131 2 роки тому

      I'm Australian but also a millennial (I'll always remember when I first heard the horrific news) and that was brilliantly said.

    • @ashleyrodriguez8156
      @ashleyrodriguez8156 Рік тому +1

      My sister was 9 months old when our dad died. She says it's very strange but she loves the stories it's hard for my mom cuz she looks exactly like him.

  • @California265
    @California265 2 роки тому +226

    Absolutely astonishing how much these kids look like their fathers. Striking resemblance with all four.

    • @momof4kids735
      @momof4kids735 2 роки тому +1

      Holy cow I know! I was just thinking the same thing, so I went to the comments to see if anyone else thought the same. It’s incredible. ♥️

    • @California265
      @California265 2 роки тому +4

      @@momof4kids735 maybe they were chosen for that reason. Whatever this was an incomprehensible tragedy. Too much pain

    • @Yuhon100
      @Yuhon100 2 роки тому

      I think that their fathers would be proud of them.

  • @gilabrat
    @gilabrat 2 роки тому +306

    I still have the magazine from when they were babies

    • @Carriehammer718
      @Carriehammer718 2 роки тому +14

      I remember that

    • @volcrazy89
      @volcrazy89 2 роки тому +14

      IKR? I'm only 32 but I'm feeling quite old right now haha

  • @sanginguy1289
    @sanginguy1289 2 роки тому +154

    Their fathers are definitely living through all of them. RIP to those heroes. 🙏🏽

    • @maximusw01
      @maximusw01 2 роки тому

      Indeed. They would be so proud

  • @rphillips500
    @rphillips500 Рік тому +12

    The blonde girl is the image of her dad. Made me cry

  • @linedancer23
    @linedancer23 2 роки тому +50

    They all look like their Dad’s.♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @aileenmccarthy8660
    @aileenmccarthy8660 2 роки тому +68

    This is so sad these kids got robbed their fathers for nothing more than hate. I can’t believe what people can do to other people, it’s so scary.

    • @BettyMareeHOHCountry
      @BettyMareeHOHCountry 2 роки тому +3

      sad that none of their fathers will ever see them get married or walk them down the aisle on their wedding day. this event is horrible in every way its worst than the Manchester arena attack i was 2 when this happened and i have no memory of the actual day but i do remember hearing that the leader that planned this attack was found and killed in 2011. its crazy to think that these kids will forever be motherless and fatherless.

    • @ILovefood92
      @ILovefood92 2 роки тому +1

      Ikr 😞

  • @ScaryBoomBoomGun
    @ScaryBoomBoomGun 2 роки тому +108

    I can't get my head around what these families must go thru every year on 9/11. To be bombarded with the loss over and over again. ☹

    • @beckyc3127
      @beckyc3127 2 роки тому +9

      Obviously they have to relive it again on a more public basis, but I wouldn’t think it’s much different than what anyone goes through on the anniversary of a loved one’s passing.

    • @flamingmidas
      @flamingmidas 2 роки тому

      @@beckyc3127 22.24 16

  • @ramonagaerin258
    @ramonagaerin258 2 роки тому +119

    God bless these amazing children and their families. Their fathers gave the ultimate sacrifice for others.

  • @corrynthiaiam9205
    @corrynthiaiam9205 2 роки тому +97

    I remember Jim Gartenberg the most on 9/11. I was in 11 grade here in Miami, Fl in my Economics Class, my teacher had the TV on and he was on the phone speaking to an a news anchor & saying that they were ok & something was blocking them from going downstairs. I remember when tower fell thinking: I wonder if Jim & them got out in time.

    • @Palikroked87
      @Palikroked87 2 роки тому +4

      Woow that's so terrible!

    • @SelinaBeana
      @SelinaBeana Місяць тому

      @@Palikroked87There’s a good documentary that focuses quite heavily on Jim. It’s called “voices from the towers”

  • @dpbarbie9560
    @dpbarbie9560 2 роки тому +56

    Their fathers would be so proud of them all!
    Cant believe its been 20 years!
    I visited New York few years after this happened and it is amazing there a very special place ❤

  • @mimigrabner4486
    @mimigrabner4486 2 роки тому +60

    Hugs and lots of love to all children that lost a parent on 9/11

  • @meghanxox
    @meghanxox 2 роки тому +27

    These kids look just like their parents. ❤️

  • @MooCorvillo
    @MooCorvillo 2 роки тому +24

    This made me cry .. Just wow. NEVER FORGET

  • @rachelv8970
    @rachelv8970 2 роки тому +64

    Their souls reincarnated into their kids❤

  • @SihayaWasHere
    @SihayaWasHere 2 роки тому +43

    I was born the day before 9/11, remembering the lives that were lost ❤️

    • @josephstevens9888
      @josephstevens9888 2 роки тому

      Happy 20th birthday Sihaya! I hope you live the rest of your life in a time of peace.

    • @WickedlyMe328
      @WickedlyMe328 4 місяці тому

      My niece was born 18 days later…her dads birthday is 9/11

  • @denisefrandsen5106
    @denisefrandsen5106 2 роки тому +16

    I have a book with the pictures of each of the new York first responders. I look through it every September 11. Saying a prayer for their families and children. And making a point to look at each one of the faces of the first responders. It's the smallest way, I can honor that they are not forgotten. God bless each of you. 🙏💗🇺🇲

  • @mattg5195
    @mattg5195 Рік тому +10

    Rest in peace to their fathers, and may they never be forgotten. Happy 21st Birthday to them too!

  • @mjarboesdf
    @mjarboesdf 2 роки тому +42

    Aww such wonderful, intelligent, beautiful and handsome young adults! Hope you all know that all you're fathers passed as HEROS! Thank you for being so brave and letting us into your lives, sharing this video with us! ❤🤍💙

  • @darkspring9815
    @darkspring9815 2 роки тому +23

    R.I.P. to the fathers 💔 :(

  • @MarianaRojas171
    @MarianaRojas171 2 роки тому +18

    This is incredible. I loved the fact that all of these children of 9/11 are grateful of this life that we have.

  • @sherriweber7105
    @sherriweber7105 2 роки тому +34

    Many love and blessings for the children and families of 9/11. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @Sariah
    @Sariah 2 роки тому +84

    I really enjoyed watching this documentary. I felt like I just wanted to hug Gabby as he was going up that elevator. My son is the same age as them. He was born early 2002, so I always knew how old they were and thought of them often. I even dedicated a section in my sons senior yearbook to the children of 9/11. I had wondered if any of them are friends now. It seems as though some of them are and Im so glad!!! That is a bond they can all share. They have all lost their fathers but gained brothers and sisters. 🤩🙌

    • @TheClassictvfan
      @TheClassictvfan 2 роки тому +1

      I was in a full blown sports crouch watching that man. Like come on man you can do it!!

    • @josephstevens9888
      @josephstevens9888 2 роки тому +1

      I hope your son and his classmates live in an time of peace.

  • @MichaelPark21
    @MichaelPark21 2 роки тому +28

    Much love and blessings to these beautiful children of remarkable human beings ❤️❤️❤️

  • @davmets86
    @davmets86 2 роки тому +12

    These young adults are quite amazing and somehow People Magazine managed to find the most telegenic ones. I wish them all well.

  • @volcrazy89
    @volcrazy89 2 роки тому +19

    These were all on a 9/11 special ten years ago on ABC along with several other kids whose moms were pregnant with them on 9/11. Good to see how they are doing ten years later!

  • @devonthemaskeddevonaire9471
    @devonthemaskeddevonaire9471 2 роки тому +22

    all their dads would be really proud their dads legaceys live on

  • @TraumaSurvivorCynthia
    @TraumaSurvivorCynthia 2 роки тому +25

    Hugs to each of you. 🤗 My Stepdad, teacher, coach and Hero 🏀 Dave Sanders😇 was murdered at Columbine High school on April 20,1999 in Littleton Colorado💙.... ...... My lesson learned that day was to live everyday to the fullest because you never know if it will be your last.✝️ Appreciate life and don't take it for granted because we only get one life. 🙏 #davesandersstepdaughter

  • @ava-jl1ll
    @ava-jl1ll 2 роки тому +27

    God bless them.

  • @EaZeeE2004
    @EaZeeE2004 2 роки тому +11

    4 more days and it will be 20 yrs still remember this as if it just happened I was in gym class on the football field when the 1st plane hit the towers I didn't find out what was going on til my next class which was math and the principal made a announcement on the pa system and said if your classroom has a tv turn it on one of the towers was hit by a plane In NY and I remember the teacher was 20 min's late which wasn't normal for him

  • @chloe_3787
    @chloe_3787 2 роки тому +14

    It’s weird to think that I’m only a year or less younger than them. But our worlds are so wildly differently.

  • @RowdyProwdy
    @RowdyProwdy Рік тому +4

    THEY LOOK SO SO SO SO MUCH LIKE THEIR DADS, it’s wild!!!

  • @amrose4214
    @amrose4214 2 роки тому +11

    20 years so long ago but yet it seems like it just happened yesterday.

  • @MooCorvillo
    @MooCorvillo 2 роки тому +3

    I was in 6 grade gym class when I a teacher told us .. this is sad & yet refreshing to see these kids flourish

  • @dalehoward3704
    @dalehoward3704 2 роки тому +16

    It's Good to see the children of the heroes growing and thriving 💕💓

  • @30somethingg
    @30somethingg 2 роки тому +3

    These babies look just like their dads. Amazing.

  • @shannon_w.
    @shannon_w. 2 роки тому +30

    You know it is so sad to see where we are as a country today. As much pain as there was that day, the one thing that did come out of that is how United we were as a country! Today ALL of that is gone!!!! It’s as if these men, women and children died in vain! To see us on such a United front on that day is what I wish we could have today! Bless all these young adults that lost their fathers on that day and your Dad’s would be soooo please our of who you have become 😊❤️

    • @raleemay
      @raleemay 2 роки тому +6

      I agree. We were all so united back then. Now very divided.

    • @cayden6807
      @cayden6807 2 роки тому +4

      @@raleemay that’s what they want you to think . We’re really not. I mean we definitely have some kinks to work out. But we would be just as United today as if it was 20 years ago. No one can break America. Even the loud mouths in the White House.

    • @jasmin7463
      @jasmin7463 2 роки тому +1

      United? I wouldn't call hate crimes against poc as united tbh

    • @josephstevens9888
      @josephstevens9888 2 роки тому

      shannon w - please don't give up hope. There are still many, many people who are good, decent souls. I don't believe the FDNY firefighters died in vain that day; they died performing their duty to save their fellow citizens. We must not ever forget their sacrifice.
      Yes, there are many angry voices out there that create terrible divisions among us today, however I think this is temporary. I have hope in what I see in the young people today - which is clearly demonstrated by the four beautiful young souls interviewed in this video. Don't give up hope; the voices of love, compassion, and tolerance will win over the darkness.
      Take care and God bless.

  • @blkyogi999
    @blkyogi999 2 роки тому +7

    Wow… goosebumps. Prayers 🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @angelaphipps6463
    @angelaphipps6463 Рік тому +3

    You 4 young adults are amazing. You are so strong & brave..how far you have come. Amazing.

  • @crissranger8925
    @crissranger8925 2 роки тому +6

    I was 9 years old :( I remember that day so well. . so sad.

    • @BettyMareeHOHCountry
      @BettyMareeHOHCountry 2 роки тому

      oh i was 2 years old but 12 but i do remember the day of when Bin laden was found and shot and just hearing obama say that justice has been served but ever since learning about 9/11 in school i will never ever forget the video that we had to watch in Humanities it was a news broadcast and they were showing images or videos of the planes hitting the towers and the pentagon and that was in high school. that has never left my mind.

  • @danushaforknneer2749
    @danushaforknneer2749 2 роки тому +8

    God bless all of these wonderful young adults and their families. I was 4 months pregnant with my first and only child. It was difficult because I wasn’t sure if there would be a world for my child once he was born and for all of the children.

  • @sarahrowley6812
    @sarahrowley6812 2 роки тому +2

    I'm so sorry for your losses! Sending so much love and hugs your way!

  • @pme8370
    @pme8370 2 роки тому +2

    Wow I was 13 and I remember starting at 9 months after they were talking about babies. And now those children are young adults. Time marches on and fast!!

  • @BaiBailey22
    @BaiBailey22 2 роки тому +8

    Their parents are smiling down on them😥

  • @imagine9265
    @imagine9265 Рік тому +1

    My father a retired firefighter 🚒volunteer in for years and took visitors on tour even in his early 80s and two titanium knees. He's my hero. Keeping the memory alive..

  • @cassandralake7989
    @cassandralake7989 Місяць тому

    I was going thru a very rough patch in my life & was packing to go to inpatient rehab.
    My life was in chaos.
    As strange as it may sound, i made the decision THAT day that life is too short & i needed to get help for my depression & stop using drugs as an escape.
    I totally turned my life around.
    I completed rehab, completed nursing school graduating w/ honors.
    Got married had a set of twins & went on to have a good life.

  • @ladyindaroom
    @ladyindaroom 2 роки тому +4

    God bless these children. They really had great fathers. 🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿

  • @justjess6
    @justjess6 2 роки тому +20

    Looking forward to watching this

  • @mattschinsing1281
    @mattschinsing1281 2 роки тому +1

    All of the September 11th videos on UA-cam I cry like a baby it hurts so bad my heart goes to all who lost loves ones

  • @sashamulligan2993
    @sashamulligan2993 Рік тому +2

    What great young people! I salute their moms/families for keeping their memories alive.

  • @Anne-ot8gq
    @Anne-ot8gq 28 днів тому

    I would feel so blessed if my children looked this much like their father.

  • @jill5006
    @jill5006 2 роки тому

    Such special and wise words. I wish them all the best

  • @rosesanderson306
    @rosesanderson306 2 роки тому +8

    Such beautiful reflections of their Dads.

  • @cayden6807
    @cayden6807 2 роки тому +13

    Thank you for deleting the lady’s rude comment! People magazine. Everyone’s feelings are valid, and important, for this horrific day. Whether you where born after or before 9/11. Rip to every soul who lost there lives that day, and after. You all are true hero’s! ♥️❤️🇺🇸

  • @AlexisAdrian0621
    @AlexisAdrian0621 2 роки тому

    May these teenagers always be blessed

  • @lopuyh
    @lopuyh 2 роки тому

    Our heartfelt sympathies to the families .

  • @TheLeah2344
    @TheLeah2344 2 роки тому +2

    I can only imagine watching your father you never met die over and over again every year. I was 5 years old in 2001. 😞

  • @daniellemarie6059
    @daniellemarie6059 2 роки тому +1

    I was 8 years old. Never forget ❤️🙏🏻

  • @jamesmichaelwalker683
    @jamesmichaelwalker683 Рік тому

    The Best Responce ever: Hope and Love!

  • @clairem730
    @clairem730 2 роки тому

    Such thoughtful, articulate people.

  • @debifox5780
    @debifox5780 2 роки тому +1

    Loving prayers and thoughts to all of you 🙏

  • @WilliamHollinger2019
    @WilliamHollinger2019 2 роки тому +1

    I was 7 months old when it happened. It hurts to my core about 9/11. my heart goes for 9/11 who lost their loves ones.

  • @juliaweber212
    @juliaweber212 2 роки тому +2

    I think it’s important to hear how they handled it

  • @peachesandqueen7640
    @peachesandqueen7640 2 роки тому +4

    Their parents must be very proud both in heaven and the ones left here to raise them

  • @chris_stoller18
    @chris_stoller18 2 роки тому +1

    Absolutely love this. ❤

  • @33gorman
    @33gorman 2 роки тому +5

    God bless you all!!!

  • @tinacarmody761
    @tinacarmody761 Рік тому +1

    They all look exactly like their beloved father's. ❤❤❤❤

  • @sugarmcdoodles8462
    @sugarmcdoodles8462 8 місяців тому

    Omg these kids look just like their parents. You really see it in their adulthood. Much love and respect to those who lost their lives on 9/11

  • @tristanrodenhauser5267
    @tristanrodenhauser5267 2 роки тому +8

    I lived outside DC as kid, was in 6th grade then. Kids were being picked up from school right after the Pentagon was hit.
    The school bused everyone else home home quickly.
    No teachers said anything that morning. Right before leaving my maths teacher found a tv.
    I was home when the first tower fell because we were first kids dropped off.

  • @ahendrikse7053
    @ahendrikse7053 10 місяців тому

    I couldn’t imagine what this kids are going though after their dads died in the 9/11 attack 2001. So heartbreaking 💔 😢

  • @bengosling4606
    @bengosling4606 2 роки тому +3

    May everyone find happiness and peace 💛🙏✌️
    Through tragedy strength emerges

  • @madisonharrill1935
    @madisonharrill1935 2 роки тому +11

    It’s crazy to think this happened when I was alive

    • @emmas5000
      @emmas5000 2 роки тому +1

      Ikr. I was 12. I had no real idea what it meant despite going in my first trip to america to see NY the year before from the uk. Only now do I really understand the tragedy and hell that people went through and continue to do so today. I think about everyone involved often .

    • @ava168
      @ava168 2 роки тому

      Right? I was 2 so obviously I don’t have any memory of that day but it’s just crazy to think this happened in a time where I was already existing. Seems like such a different wold.

  • @motorola1543
    @motorola1543 2 роки тому +2

    Rest in peace

  • @sallycapili8046
    @sallycapili8046 2 роки тому +1

    God bless you all.

  • @jarredkennedy6131
    @jarredkennedy6131 2 роки тому +8

    Ronald's voice is like a stereo with the bass button pressed.

  • @thegrumpyhorticulturist
    @thegrumpyhorticulturist 2 роки тому +7

    Your father's are proud of all of you.
    I know that if I were half as lucky to have any of you as my kids I would be.
    In light of everything going on surround the US and Afghanistan-
    We will never forget.

  • @giselestrauch5146
    @giselestrauch5146 2 роки тому

    what a remarkable story

  • @helenmary9628
    @helenmary9628 2 роки тому

    Very good story!

  • @tinyteesforafrica9050
    @tinyteesforafrica9050 2 роки тому +1

    God bless all of you ❤️🇺🇲

  • @carinaarguelles4546
    @carinaarguelles4546 2 роки тому

    We will never forget.🙏

  • @lorettadaniels4095
    @lorettadaniels4095 Рік тому

    Yes Anniversaries is very important 👏

  • @miguelpaolodomingo1589
    @miguelpaolodomingo1589 2 роки тому

    Stay strong kids

  • @Carriehammer718
    @Carriehammer718 2 роки тому +2

    This comes out on my birthday

  • @TheNaturalwoman221
    @TheNaturalwoman221 2 роки тому +12

    I bet there's handful of kids that aren't turning out ok and another handful not doing ok because the family left behind couldn't handle the loss

  • @ainelawlor5755
    @ainelawlor5755 2 роки тому

    Beautiful children ❤ now adults there parents would be proud of them

  • @ellaeadig263
    @ellaeadig263 2 роки тому +1

    Wow - they all look identical to their fathers!

  • @vet-7174
    @vet-7174 2 роки тому +1

    RIP to the HEROES of 9/11 and the Families, Never Forget 🇺🇸

  • @leandrasmith825
    @leandrasmith825 2 роки тому +1

    The goal of the terrorists is reduced to nothing from the beauty and character of these children to live with love and compassion. They are proof that America is brave and beautiful, God Bless America, love an Australian xx

  • @9windy9
    @9windy9 2 роки тому

    communications live witnessing i can never forget spirits put to rest from my walks.

  • @Carriehammer718
    @Carriehammer718 2 роки тому +2

    Wow

  • @ademirsegura6307
    @ademirsegura6307 2 роки тому +25

    One didn’t live to see 20
    Her name is Christina-Taylor Green

  • @rybread6791
    @rybread6791 2 роки тому

    My. Cousin is Alexa. Love you Uncle Stan 🕊❤️

  • @anovemberstar
    @anovemberstar 2 роки тому

    iimgine thwre is a lot of pressure placed on theri shoulders to live up to everyone elsews great hopes... growing up in the shadows of their fathers. Obviously thee young adults are happy with the way things are, but i imagine some of the other young adults feel resentful and want to be seen as their own person, with their own talents, and own dreams for their lives - which may be very different to what the peple around them want or expect.

  • @lulahbelle970
    @lulahbelle970 2 роки тому +8

    He doesn't want to be seen as a child of 9/11 yet this is literally titled The Children of 9/11...

  • @jason8952
    @jason8952 Рік тому +1

    "Children are the embodiment of what people in live create". Beautiful thought. However, unfortunately, it's not always true.

  • @jessicala9782
    @jessicala9782 2 роки тому

    🥺

  • @nillyk5671
    @nillyk5671 Рік тому

    So everyone was a good person...

  • @Eve_Y
    @Eve_Y Рік тому +1

    The sad part about Jamie’s dad Jim was that he had stopped working at the towers. He just went in to clean up his desk😢