My mother once told me she had done a lot of nasty things to other people growing up. She said the road to self forgiveness was going back to every single one of those people, being honest with them and saying sorry. Most people never heal because they stay in their heads replaying corrupt scenarios. Let it go. The truth is unless you let it go, unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation, unless you realise that the situation is over, you will never move forward. You will rot. And you will die rotting. This is me also talking to myself.
this is pretty inspirational to me, i’ve done some similar stuff in the past that i beat myself up over every single day. im 17 and i am trying to better myself but the guilt sticks with me
brother, the amount of courage it takes to record this and upload it is absolutely admirable and inspiring. We all do and have done fucked up things, what matters is that you walk the path of truth. I hope to achieve this level of truth within myself. Thank you for sharing
Dont give up hope brother, we are more than the worst things we have done. It can't have been easy to confess yourself to the world, but it shows that you still have the integrity and will power to do the right thing. I believe guilt is a good thing because it reminds us we are truly human, instead of a soulless husk walking around inflicting harm with no thought to consequences. I have been there and its no way to live. All that being said, don't let the guilt bury you. Use it as a tool to remind yourself how easy is to fall into evil. The devil or whatever evil entity rules this earth will use the guilt to try to drag you back into the old ways, but clearly, based upon you posting this video and desiring to clear your conscience, you are not that person anymore and you will never have to be again. One step at a time man, just remind yourself that there is usually a better choice than the first one that presents itself. God bless you and good luck brother. May the Lord have mercy on us all
im only 16 and have done some evil shit man, its extremely brave that you recorded this and reflecting upon yourself. I need to go on a journey of self reflection and self improvement as you have. we will get through this together. good luck man
The older sister things real af, I get why you start w that. A lot of guys don’t grow up in an environment where they’re the junior of most of the women around them, so you don’t necessarily learn the “patriarchal” qualities a lot of guys learn through family. You end up much more cautious
I know you feel bad dude but at some point you're gonna have to let go. All you're doing is holding a gun up to your head (spiritually speaking). For all intensive purposes your past isn't real so therefore the only person reinforcing the past you is you. You might think your current circumstances are a curse but you actually have a lot of legroom to redefine yourself and craft a very beautiful character. Trust me it's never as serious as we make it out to be and some day it'll all be fine.
This comment right here 🙌 dude is reinfecting himself with the past. He really needs to read the works on Neville Goddard otherwise he is going to destroy his life with his self-hatred.
Not trying to be a sneering pedant here, but I hate when I realise I've been using a term or phrase wrong and no one made the time to correct me. So that said: The phrase is "for all intents and purposes"
It takes a lot for someone to not only come to terms with their dark past let alone share it with the whole world. You are not alone many people struggle with the same subjects
Bravest video on the internet. Sibling naked isn't crazy. Young male coming of age has curiosities about the opposite sex. As far as our species goes it's very normal. Not too long ago families were butt ass naked around each other a lot.
Romans 5:8: "But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." Ephesians 1:7: "In whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of his grace;" 1 John 4:10: "Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that he loved us, and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins."
If we were all only as good as our past, we'd ALL be fucked. You'd be surprised how many people have the same things, but just wouldn't admit to them. Growing up and being human are extremely difficult things to do, and it's made all the more difficult with all of the virtue signalling moral high horse folk on the Internet that enjoy pretending they're perfect whilst attacking those that are genuinely sorry and capable of change enough to admit they aren't and aren't perfect. Folk claiming to be perfect are usually the very people that just haven't experienced every or guilt BECAUSE they're completely okay with what ever it is they've done. They don't feel bad, don't have remorse, and therefore, in their eyes, are perfect. Meanwhile, the folk being judged and mocked are only in that position usually because they were regretful enough and remorseful enough to admit to their shortcomings, and vow to be better. To live better, and to focus on living a life that leaves a positive impact on those around them rather than on themselves. To the people judging and taking this opportunity to hurt you and attempt to make you suffer through further guilt, i say, nobody wants you here and we all know for sure you're just as imperfect as the rest of us. To everybody else, i say, we are all gunna make it. One day at a time, doing better a little bit with each of those passing days. I'm here for any of you wanting to speak, without judgement. We can help eachother. Believe it or not, despite what the Internet might have you believe, humans are capable of more than just leaving harmful, brutal comments without second thought and then dipping. We CAN be there for eachother, instead. And i will be, for whoever wants or needs me to. Just drop a comment here and we can figure out a way to talk. ❤
So, I guess I'm not getting doxed. This comment is important, a necessary commentary regarding our knowledge of a goodness that upholds rather than conforms. Most of these perfect people see goodness as a conformity, rather than a necessity. I like how there wasn't really anything religious about what you said, that's really powerful.
You seem like an honest person, and you should nourish those parts of you. It's honorable that you would confess to your sins, especially on the internet. This was a fascinating watch. We've all done things that we aren't proud of (to put it lightly). All we can do is try and make better choices.
Most people have done a lot of bad things in their life. The most important thing is that you realize these things were wrong, and you truly change. Thats all that matters.
I have no idea why this random video crossed my path. But, I have witnessed your confession. You are at a critical crossroads of self reflection that only comes from courage and a willingness to reflect. This is not a normal experience because most humans prefer to indulge their animalistic tendencies and skate through existence without accountability. You choosing to reflect and confess as a form of accountability is the measure of your humanity. Doing stupid things because you did not have enough knowledge and wisdom to know better is a part of what enriches the human soul. Including having a wake of chaos that stems from poor choices. That reality is not unique to you, but your willingness to reflect and grow is unique to your individual existence. We are a duality. We are animals that are a direct result of complex emergence from happenstance, and we are also spiritual beings that exist across time, which is why we have memories and remember things that aren't currently happening. That time-relative existence can plague us if we are not brave enough to face it, but you are displaying the necessary bravery and it is honorable. Well done. Our animal instincts and animal behaviors are our baseline functionality; our spiritual instincts and spiritual behaviors are how we contend with the other half of us. Allow your reflections to be the foundation of your growth as a self aware spiritual being, and through that self awareness... forgive yourself. It is through the forgiveness that you will discover love and compassion, and in knowing you have forgiven yourself you will be mindful of being the best human you can be going forward in order to avoid instances of decision making that could create a need for new forgiveness. That as a guiding principle will take your courage and self awareness to the next level, where you will become a witness of the same duality playing out in others around you endlessly. You will be a witness of the human condition, and you are clearly capable of being that witness. And you are in good company. I am a wandering philosopher, with an astute understanding of many things. From my capacity to see and articulate, I give you permission as a witness to your confession to forgive yourself and grow. Sometimes it takes someone giving us the permission to do so to allow our spiritual being to forgive our animalistic nature. Give praise where praise is due. You know this already, as a person that knows how to make people happy. When you see the depths of the human condition playing out in others, witness it. And when things happen that deserve praise, praise those things. The praise of the goodness will be you delivering love that you have found through your self forgiveness, and these components together will be you quietly encouraging others to endure the battle with the human condition they themselves are facing alone too. Find peace there. From within yourself. You are aware of your primal animal nature, and you know it confuses you because it isn't rational. It is no different than the primal animal nature of most animals manifesting around us. You can contend with it through your gift of awareness that led you to the need to confess. Your courage to do so, as a willful act, is your spiritual being actively engaging your duality to counterbalance the cognitive dissonance that comes from being animal and recognizing animalistic behavior is opportunistic and self serving. You are crossing the great divide, and in doing so you are reconciling the torment within that comes from the human condition. Forgiveness is the last step, so take it and become your best self from there. You deserve that as a badge for your courage. This existence journey does not get any easier. But with your capacity for insight and your willingness to face things, it will be a journey full of wonder and discovery. Let it be that, and experience gratitude for being able to witness it. That gratitude will serve as the undercurrent of the experience, so let it fill your heart with love for getting to exist at all. From there you will derive wisdoms, and from your wisdoms you will be able to help others see too. I wish you well on your journey.
when i was about 7-8 years old i remember following mama ducks to their nest and then once i found out where the nest was, i would wait for the mama duck to leave. soon as she's gone i run towards the nest and grab as many eggs as i can, most of the time i would just throw them as far as i can into the lake, but there would be other times where i would just slowly break one open and insepct. now that i look back at it ( i am 22 now ) that was really fucked up. but in the moment i didn't feel like i was doing anything wrong, i didn't know i was killing, idk just thought id share idk. i always remember that feeling of throwing those eggs, and just having a fucking blast. i didn't feel evil or wrong, for at the time i did not know what it is.
Mistakes are only bad if you don't change. Want your flaws and actions to continue to haunt you, want to keep making the same regretful mistakes? Learn from your mistakes
So here's what I did. When I was young I did something really weird to my older ASD brother when I was like 5. I learned how to tie the knot with myself at age 5 I pretended to be a girl (anthro female bunny) online so that I could project onto others the mother that I never had, to no avail (like, wanting to be someone's virtual mother when I'm actually a guy). This was on Emerald chat. This has been going on for 14 days and ended just yesterday. Please don't dox me I'm sorry.
Confession can be a powerful tool when shared with a supportive community that knows and loves you unconditionally. It allows you to take responsibility for your past actions. However, what seems to be missing here is an explanation of why you chose to confess now and how you have changed since those events. What steps are you taking to be a better person today? Everyone is deserving of love, including you. But it's important to consider whether this confession is a genuine act of taking responsibility or merely a way to offload guilt and seek catharsis. While your regular viewers might offer sympathy and compassion, the internet can be a harsh place, full of people quick to judge. Unlike Jesus, when the internet crucifies you, it won't be for a higher purpose. It will be a warning to those who would harm society not to do it again. In today's interconnected world, potential employers or partners might come across your confession without understanding the context, and may only remember the worst parts, which could affect your opportunities. Whether this act is brave or reckless will be revealed with time. Best of luck on your journey.
Acceptance is necessary for growth. It seems you’re on that path. Keep God close, all Things are possible through God. Fear God, love God and let him help guide you in your future actions.
Don’t think you’re the worst person out there…I’ve done worse not trying to one up you. just saying there is worse people out there Great video your being reborn
Ain't no competition bro. No single human is perfect. Nobody is. The Internet and anonymity may allow people to PRETEND they're perfect moral entities with immaculate conscious, but i can guarantee you. None of them, NONE of them, actually are. The ones pretending and leaving judgemental comments are usually the ones hiding the most.
You seem like youd be a cool homie, calling people brother and saying you love them all peace n love like, but also having some fat clips posted. Let me know if you need another friend g
Romans 3:23-31 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, 24 being justified [a]freely by His grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus, 25 whom God set forth as a [bpropitiation by His blood, through faith, to demonstrate His righteousness, because in His forbearance God had passed over the sins that were previously committed, 26 to demonstrate at the present time His righteousness, that He might be just and the justifier of the one who has faith in Jesus. John 3:16 For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.
You're still young, these things might not be the worst things ever... yet. If you still remember it, there is a strong likelihood that they still remember it. I think you should look for videos that may explain what narcissism is because you have it. You may be helped by learning about Ego, the demiurge, how rhetoric is used. Compassion, empathy, remorse are emotions that any person and most persons develop over time in practice through their experiences. I don't have the authority to judge you. I think you could be hanging out with morally and ethically bankrupt people. You will know them by their rhetoric.
You cannot fight the past so give yourself grace to accept the things you can't change. Give yourself the grace to move on and be responsible for your future as well. Better days ahead. God bless.
@@pedrinhosangrento a mentally mighty monkey man. truly wise. he has a channel. you should take a wander into his work. I will be seeing him at estuary northwest in september. May god bless you in your creating music. You ARE the sound
I pray you come to know the grace--excess worth and payment that overrides just blame. Say a judge pardoning you and training you too to become a lawyer and judge. This is the gospel when it comes to us. We're remade and are being made functional and developed to completion from the inside out. I wish you'd focus more on Yahweh's love and forgiveness, and would forgive yourself and take that wealth of love (for)given to you and give to others so they too can become wealthy. Which is the mission of the Priest-King(What "Christ" means). I get how you feel about yourself but I'm getting a sense of He who loves best and is thoroughly just and covers all wrong if we sell the debts of our lacking lives and selves to Him to be overcompensated.
"At the federal level, there is no statute of limitations for child pornography, meaning a person can be charged at any time. The 2006 Adam Walsh Child Protection and Safety Act codified 18 U.S.C. § 3299, which eliminated the statute of limitations for child pornography cases."
Islam came to preserve five things 1. Your religion (as we should be grateful to God and we should worship him how he wants us to worship not how we want. Islam focuses on strict monotheism and we follow the way of the prophets and messengers including Jesus to worship God alone without any partners and not ascribe his attributes to others.) 2. Your lineage/family (prohibition of fornication and adultery) 3. Your intellect (prohibition of alcohol and drugs) 4. Your wealth (prohibition of gambling, interest, theft, and income tax) 5. Your life (the prohibition of killing people and abortion unjustly, and suicide) All these are accompanied by different prevention mechanisms. It aims to remove all the harm from the society and these laws are inline with your natural inclination and sound reasoning. I hope that you can look more into it.
James 5:16 Therefore, confess your sins to one another, and pray for one another so that you may be healed. A prayer of a righteous person, when it is brought about, can accomplish much.
This is an interesting concept of public confession and a solid content idea Why confess to a pagan p e d 0phile in a booth when you can just unload on the globe Takes a pair of brass balls I respect this 100pct I hope more people follow Unloading baggage w honesty is what purifies the human spirit❤
@0:37 we all deserve the worst. Believe that Jesus Christ was crucified for your sins, was buried and rose again on the third day and you will be saved. Ask God for His Holy Spirit with faith which will lead you into all truth
I haven't heard anything terrible, a bit perverted and exploitative, and not showing remorse for the disrespect towards your sister is even worse...you just need to rearrange your priorities and start putting others before your own selfish desires, do some more self exploring and find out why you don't take others feelings and privacy into consideration, these are questions worthy of answers.
Sexual escapades is what humans are most ashamed of this is why penthouse forum thrives Porn is the inversion of love I was a porn addict Once I became a believer in christ I was able to see w different eyes Once I was able to tell someone else 10 million pounds of shame and baggage vanished from my shoulders Sexual abuse is perhaps the most vital topic of confession a human can reveal to another Once I finally faced it and confessed a literal spell was broken I've had a Lotta shit happen in my life I was depressed all my life Jesus christ gave me eyes to see I respect others religious beliefs only here to encourage more people to confess and cleanse the soul ❤
actually it wouldve been worse if you stuck with her and its still horrible and the fact u think its "only bad because you didnt stick with her" makes you actually horrible probably irredeemable edit: just watched past that point, what the fuck, accept jesus into your heart and never talk to another person or post again for the sake of basically everyone
I guess thats fair in a way. It would be different if it was a more anonymous confession. I also respect that he has chosen to see to it as his fate, and accept this is who he is. It takes a lot of strength, but i can see the argument to be made for stupidity as well
Damn bro. Now, I’m not a Christian myself, but everything they say about nobody being irredeemable… not everyone can be redeemed, but redemption can come from anywhere. And you can attribute that to religious stuff, but it seems many people don’t really care about a heaven when they already face their own hell on earth, so I’d say it’s more about living the rest of your life in a way you can be proud of. I only bring that up because it seems like you yourself are religious. You have had a dark soul for a while. But what matters is owning up to it now. It’s good to have a moment of anguish with your own guilt, but I’ve seen people carry the guilt with them their whole life and never even try to change their path, so if you want your apologies to be meaningful, you need to build yourself back in a way that matters, and you can’t really do that if you’re busy self-loathing. It’s counterintuitive, but not acknowledging the chance to hate on yourself and instead filling that time thinking about something productive is necessary. Maybe take a break from any relationship/coitus stuff for a while. You seem very ashamed of your own sexuality, and, I know it’s gauche to go all psychoanalytic on people out of the blue, but not liking gay and trans stuff and whatever and feeling that boiling anger towards those people is often a symptom of that guilt that you show, since people will often judge others based on their own perceived shortcomings. So take a step back and try and think of how to be a good partner to someone who deserves it… you will someday, so might as well get started learning it right now. And remember, you are only human, and sometimes we do shameful things for no logical reason, even the good people. Also, take a break from the weed, I’d say. It’s not a good way to spend your time, and you seem to be expressing some shame to doing it yourself. Try and get yourself off it slowly, and don’t be discouraged by small relapses. Don’t build an aura of shame for yourself, and don’t keep a laundry list of your failures handy at all times mentally. These things are NOT a part of your character, actions are not personality, even if personality is shown by actions. IF YOU HAVEN’T READ ANYTHING ELSE, PLEASE READ THIS: Look, I’m sure you’re fine wasting away, rotting into the earth as time goes by, to be forgotten. But you need to get yourself better. You need to take care of yourself, improve yourself, find some solace and contentment for your life. But this is the part where people get it wrong; “I don’t deserve it, so I shouldn’t do it.” Wrong. But half right. Yeah, obviously you don’t deserve any of this. Even if I were your greatest of allies I wouldn’t try and fool you into thinking you deserved it, or you owed it to yourself. No, you owe this to the people who have yet to meet you. You owe this to anyone you may end up loving in the future. Anyone you pass on the street l, engage in conversation with, etc. making yourself better is more about making the world around you happier than making yourself happier. If you’re a good person though, you will find some satisfaction in the joy of the world smiling back at you. This has been really long winded and I have no idea why I wrote it but I commend you if you got through it all. Also, watch dry creek wrangler school’s videos on self help as a start. Old cowboy gives manly-style life advice, but smart stuff, not foolish. That’s all.
Thank you for the prayers and good will. It means very much. I hope you are able to get something from this. I’m doing very well.
My mother once told me she had done a lot of nasty things to other people growing up. She said the road to self forgiveness was going back to every single one of those people, being honest with them and saying sorry. Most people never heal because they stay in their heads replaying corrupt scenarios. Let it go. The truth is unless you let it go, unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation, unless you realise that the situation is over, you will never move forward. You will rot. And you will die rotting. This is me also talking to myself.
Took a dump on my wife last week.
100pct ❤
Brah, you’re in the clear. I couldn’t even make a video like this. My past is too dark to share. Respect.
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this is pretty inspirational to me, i’ve done some similar stuff in the past that i beat myself up over every single day. im 17 and i am trying to better myself but the guilt sticks with me
brother, the amount of courage it takes to record this and upload it is absolutely admirable and inspiring. We all do and have done fucked up things, what matters is that you walk the path of truth. I hope to achieve this level of truth within myself. Thank you for sharing
Dont give up hope brother, we are more than the worst things we have done. It can't have been easy to confess yourself to the world, but it shows that you still have the integrity and will power to do the right thing. I believe guilt is a good thing because it reminds us we are truly human, instead of a soulless husk walking around inflicting harm with no thought to consequences. I have been there and its no way to live. All that being said, don't let the guilt bury you. Use it as a tool to remind yourself how easy is to fall into evil. The devil or whatever evil entity rules this earth will use the guilt to try to drag you back into the old ways, but clearly, based upon you posting this video and desiring to clear your conscience, you are not that person anymore and you will never have to be again. One step at a time man, just remind yourself that there is usually a better choice than the first one that presents itself. God bless you and good luck brother. May the Lord have mercy on us all
im only 16 and have done some evil shit man, its extremely brave that you recorded this and reflecting upon yourself. I need to go on a journey of self reflection and self improvement as you have. we will get through this together. good luck man
The truth shall set you free. Much respect, takes a lot of courage.
The older sister things real af, I get why you start w that. A lot of guys don’t grow up in an environment where they’re the junior of most of the women around them, so you don’t necessarily learn the “patriarchal” qualities a lot of guys learn through family. You end up much more cautious
I know you feel bad dude but at some point you're gonna have to let go.
All you're doing is holding a gun up to your head (spiritually speaking).
For all intensive purposes your past isn't real so therefore the only person reinforcing the past you is you. You might think your current circumstances are a curse but you actually have a lot of legroom to redefine yourself and craft a very beautiful character. Trust me it's never as serious as we make it out to be and some day it'll all be fine.
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This is pretty epic, needed that.
This comment right here 🙌 dude is reinfecting himself with the past. He really needs to read the works on Neville Goddard otherwise he is going to destroy his life with his self-hatred.
Not trying to be a sneering pedant here, but I hate when I realise I've been using a term or phrase wrong and no one made the time to correct me. So that said:
The phrase is "for all intents and purposes"
Lust is meaningless without someone you care deeply it’ll never satisfy the void .
tantric (true) vs. propagative (fake). facts. also don't dox me ty.
never too late to be better, a VAST majority of people could NEVER do this. keep going and be who you wanna be in this world.
It takes a lot for someone to not only come to terms with their dark past let alone share it with the whole world. You are not alone many people struggle with the same subjects
Damn bro came out the gate witta bombshell
Word is bond
I feel you man. It’s okay❤️
Bravest video on the internet. Sibling naked isn't crazy. Young male coming of age has curiosities about the opposite sex. As far as our species goes it's very normal. Not too long ago families were butt ass naked around each other a lot.
Romans 5:8: "But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us."
Ephesians 1:7: "In whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of his grace;"
1 John 4:10: "Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that he loved us, and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins."
If we were all only as good as our past, we'd ALL be fucked. You'd be surprised how many people have the same things, but just wouldn't admit to them. Growing up and being human are extremely difficult things to do, and it's made all the more difficult with all of the virtue signalling moral high horse folk on the Internet that enjoy pretending they're perfect whilst attacking those that are genuinely sorry and capable of change enough to admit they aren't and aren't perfect.
Folk claiming to be perfect are usually the very people that just haven't experienced every or guilt BECAUSE they're completely okay with what ever it is they've done. They don't feel bad, don't have remorse, and therefore, in their eyes, are perfect. Meanwhile, the folk being judged and mocked are only in that position usually because they were regretful enough and remorseful enough to admit to their shortcomings, and vow to be better. To live better, and to focus on living a life that leaves a positive impact on those around them rather than on themselves.
To the people judging and taking this opportunity to hurt you and attempt to make you suffer through further guilt, i say, nobody wants you here and we all know for sure you're just as imperfect as the rest of us. To everybody else, i say, we are all gunna make it. One day at a time, doing better a little bit with each of those passing days. I'm here for any of you wanting to speak, without judgement. We can help eachother. Believe it or not, despite what the Internet might have you believe, humans are capable of more than just leaving harmful, brutal comments without second thought and then dipping.
We CAN be there for eachother, instead. And i will be, for whoever wants or needs me to. Just drop a comment here and we can figure out a way to talk. ❤
So, I guess I'm not getting doxed. This comment is important, a necessary commentary regarding our knowledge of a goodness that upholds rather than conforms. Most of these perfect people see goodness as a conformity, rather than a necessity. I like how there wasn't really anything religious about what you said, that's really powerful.
2:58 “not me jo(h)n” stares at the camera. “I’m not crazy like that.”
You seem like an honest person, and you should nourish those parts of you. It's honorable that you would confess to your sins, especially on the internet. This was a fascinating watch. We've all done things that we aren't proud of (to put it lightly). All we can do is try and make better choices.
i feel a piece of your poison brother. we persist
we persist
Most people have done a lot of bad things in their life. The most important thing is that you realize these things were wrong, and you truly change. Thats all that matters.
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I have no idea why this random video crossed my path. But, I have witnessed your confession.
You are at a critical crossroads of self reflection that only comes from courage and a willingness to reflect. This is not a normal experience because most humans prefer to indulge their animalistic tendencies and skate through existence without accountability. You choosing to reflect and confess as a form of accountability is the measure of your humanity. Doing stupid things because you did not have enough knowledge and wisdom to know better is a part of what enriches the human soul. Including having a wake of chaos that stems from poor choices. That reality is not unique to you, but your willingness to reflect and grow is unique to your individual existence.
We are a duality. We are animals that are a direct result of complex emergence from happenstance, and we are also spiritual beings that exist across time, which is why we have memories and remember things that aren't currently happening. That time-relative existence can plague us if we are not brave enough to face it, but you are displaying the necessary bravery and it is honorable. Well done. Our animal instincts and animal behaviors are our baseline functionality; our spiritual instincts and spiritual behaviors are how we contend with the other half of us. Allow your reflections to be the foundation of your growth as a self aware spiritual being, and through that self awareness... forgive yourself. It is through the forgiveness that you will discover love and compassion, and in knowing you have forgiven yourself you will be mindful of being the best human you can be going forward in order to avoid instances of decision making that could create a need for new forgiveness. That as a guiding principle will take your courage and self awareness to the next level, where you will become a witness of the same duality playing out in others around you endlessly. You will be a witness of the human condition, and you are clearly capable of being that witness. And you are in good company.
I am a wandering philosopher, with an astute understanding of many things. From my capacity to see and articulate, I give you permission as a witness to your confession to forgive yourself and grow. Sometimes it takes someone giving us the permission to do so to allow our spiritual being to forgive our animalistic nature.
Give praise where praise is due. You know this already, as a person that knows how to make people happy. When you see the depths of the human condition playing out in others, witness it. And when things happen that deserve praise, praise those things. The praise of the goodness will be you delivering love that you have found through your self forgiveness, and these components together will be you quietly encouraging others to endure the battle with the human condition they themselves are facing alone too. Find peace there. From within yourself.
You are aware of your primal animal nature, and you know it confuses you because it isn't rational. It is no different than the primal animal nature of most animals manifesting around us. You can contend with it through your gift of awareness that led you to the need to confess. Your courage to do so, as a willful act, is your spiritual being actively engaging your duality to counterbalance the cognitive dissonance that comes from being animal and recognizing animalistic behavior is opportunistic and self serving. You are crossing the great divide, and in doing so you are reconciling the torment within that comes from the human condition. Forgiveness is the last step, so take it and become your best self from there. You deserve that as a badge for your courage.
This existence journey does not get any easier. But with your capacity for insight and your willingness to face things, it will be a journey full of wonder and discovery. Let it be that, and experience gratitude for being able to witness it. That gratitude will serve as the undercurrent of the experience, so let it fill your heart with love for getting to exist at all. From there you will derive wisdoms, and from your wisdoms you will be able to help others see too.
I wish you well on your journey.
I think duality is the lesson of this life and that’s what our souls come here to learn
Its extremely easy to spiral into sickness, you won't even realise it.
when i was about 7-8 years old i remember following mama ducks to their nest and then once i found out where the nest was, i would wait for the mama duck to leave. soon as she's gone i run towards the nest and grab as many eggs as i can, most of the time i would just throw them as far as i can into the lake, but there would be other times where i would just slowly break one open and insepct. now that i look back at it ( i am 22 now ) that was really fucked up. but in the moment i didn't feel like i was doing anything wrong, i didn't know i was killing, idk just thought id share idk. i always remember that feeling of throwing those eggs, and just having a fucking blast. i didn't feel evil or wrong, for at the time i did not know what it is.
damn ;(
Damn bro thats fucked up but I respect the honesty
Str8 to hell...oh wait we're already there.....or here
thanks man for your honesty, God Bless you.
I appreciate the honesty. off topic tho: low key, you look like sneako but less toxic.
He looks like a crack head Sneako
Thanks for sharing crodie, much love 😊
Mistakes are only bad if you don't change. Want your flaws and actions to continue to haunt you, want to keep making the same regretful mistakes? Learn from your mistakes
most of these aren't even evil, its just weird shit.
He never said anything about 'evil'
I very much agree this is not at all that bad of shit and most people in the comments need to get more honest with them selves.
Is insane how i was thinking about to make the same video me too, props to you brother
Dude this is not bad at all. This is really normal guy shit for sure. More people need to be more honest with themselves about shit they’ve done.
It’s okay man
Confessin' is hard as shit. Godspeed fam.
So here's what I did.
When I was young I did something really weird to my older ASD brother when I was like 5.
I learned how to tie the knot with myself at age 5
I pretended to be a girl (anthro female bunny) online so that I could project onto others the mother that I never had, to no avail (like, wanting to be someone's virtual mother when I'm actually a guy). This was on Emerald chat. This has been going on for 14 days and ended just yesterday.
Please don't dox me I'm sorry.
Confession can be a powerful tool when shared with a supportive community that knows and loves you unconditionally. It allows you to take responsibility for your past actions. However, what seems to be missing here is an explanation of why you chose to confess now and how you have changed since those events. What steps are you taking to be a better person today?
Everyone is deserving of love, including you. But it's important to consider whether this confession is a genuine act of taking responsibility or merely a way to offload guilt and seek catharsis.
While your regular viewers might offer sympathy and compassion, the internet can be a harsh place, full of people quick to judge. Unlike Jesus, when the internet crucifies you, it won't be for a higher purpose. It will be a warning to those who would harm society not to do it again.
In today's interconnected world, potential employers or partners might come across your confession without understanding the context, and may only remember the worst parts, which could affect your opportunities.
Whether this act is brave or reckless will be revealed with time. Best of luck on your journey.
Acceptance is necessary for growth. It seems you’re on that path.
Keep God close, all
Things are possible through God. Fear God, love God and let him help guide you in your future actions.
Man I'm sorry sir it's okay.
Don’t think you’re the worst person out there…I’ve done worse not trying to one up you.
just saying there is worse people out there
Great video your being reborn
Ain't no competition bro. No single human is perfect. Nobody is. The Internet and anonymity may allow people to PRETEND they're perfect moral entities with immaculate conscious, but i can guarantee you. None of them, NONE of them, actually are. The ones pretending and leaving judgemental comments are usually the ones hiding the most.
Takes strength to admit all the wrongs youve done
you are very self-aware. keep your head away from darkness. i love you, brother
You seem like youd be a cool homie, calling people brother and saying you love them all peace n love like, but also having some fat clips posted. Let me know if you need another friend g
Romans 3:23-31 for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, 24 being justified [a]freely by His grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus, 25 whom God set forth as a [bpropitiation by His blood, through faith, to demonstrate His righteousness, because in His forbearance God had passed over the sins that were previously committed, 26 to demonstrate at the present time His righteousness, that He might be just and the justifier of the one who has faith in Jesus.
John 3:16 For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.
Honest man. Good vid👍
You’re very brave but also congrats u look like the dude from prison break
You're still young, these things might not be the worst things ever... yet. If you still remember it, there is a strong likelihood that they still remember it. I think you should look for videos that may explain what narcissism is because you have it. You may be helped by learning about Ego, the demiurge, how rhetoric is used. Compassion, empathy, remorse are emotions that any person and most persons develop over time in practice through their experiences. I don't have the authority to judge you. I think you could be hanging out with morally and ethically bankrupt people. You will know them by their rhetoric.
Just put my fries in the bag bro 😂
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The day ur sis sees this video 😭🙏
You already ARE better 🎉
The elder sister thing is completely normal by the way, it's apart of psychological development in childhood called the "physchosexual stages".
These stories seem more like a brag then a confession
Diary of an 8 outta 10 Chad.
I hate this reality.
What
mad respect
People make mistakes, people do the wrong thing and that's just human, but seriously dude fix yourself and become someone you can actually respect.
Do you live in Indiana?
You cannot fight the past so give yourself grace to accept the things you can't change. Give yourself the grace to move on and be responsible for your future as well. Better days ahead. God bless.
did you say you are Rafe Kelly at the end there? thats dope. hes a cool guy. may you evolve, move, and play
Who is Rafe Kelly
@@pedrinhosangrento a mentally mighty monkey man. truly wise. he has a channel. you should take a wander into his work. I will be seeing him at estuary northwest in september.
May god bless you in your creating music.
You ARE the sound
@@repton007 Heyy thank you! You are so kind! Hope you have an amazing day!
I pray you come to know the grace--excess worth and payment that overrides just blame. Say a judge pardoning you and training you too to become a lawyer and judge. This is the gospel when it comes to us. We're remade and are being made functional and developed to completion from the inside out. I wish you'd focus more on Yahweh's love and forgiveness, and would forgive yourself and take that wealth of love (for)given to you and give to others so they too can become wealthy. Which is the mission of the Priest-King(What "Christ" means). I get how you feel about yourself but I'm getting a sense of He who loves best and is thoroughly just and covers all wrong if we sell the debts of our lacking lives and selves to Him to be overcompensated.
"At the federal level, there is no statute of limitations for child pornography, meaning a person can be charged at any time. The 2006 Adam Walsh Child Protection and Safety Act codified 18 U.S.C. § 3299, which eliminated the statute of limitations for child pornography cases."
Islam came to preserve five things
1. Your religion (as we should be grateful to God and we should worship him how he wants us to worship not how we want. Islam focuses on strict monotheism and we follow the way of the prophets and messengers including Jesus to worship God alone without any partners and not ascribe his attributes to others.)
2. Your lineage/family (prohibition of fornication and adultery)
3. Your intellect (prohibition of alcohol and drugs)
4. Your wealth (prohibition of gambling, interest, theft, and income tax)
5. Your life (the prohibition of killing people and abortion unjustly, and suicide)
All these are accompanied by different prevention mechanisms. It aims to remove all the harm from the society and these laws are inline with your natural inclination and sound reasoning.
I hope that you can look more into it.
are you okay?
You have a lot of balls.
Never once in my fucken life have i ever thought about doing any of this & theses comments are disgusting asf . You ALL should be on a list
Why upload this? Just curious
James 5:16
Therefore, confess your sins to one another, and pray for one another so that you may be healed. A prayer of a righteous person, when it is brought about, can accomplish much.
Enlightenment
He's probably paranoid that one day his life would be ruined by someone "exposing" him so he's getting ahead of it lol
This is an interesting concept of public confession and a solid content idea
Why confess to a pagan p e d 0phile in a booth when you can just unload on the globe
Takes a pair of brass balls I respect this 100pct
I hope more people follow
Unloading baggage w honesty is what purifies the human spirit❤
@0:37 we all deserve the worst. Believe that Jesus Christ was crucified for your sins, was buried and rose again on the third day and you will be saved. Ask God for His Holy Spirit with faith which will lead you into all truth
You don’t go to hell for that but karma will get you soo don’t stress it
I haven't heard anything terrible, a bit perverted and exploitative, and not showing remorse for the disrespect towards your sister is even worse...you just need to rearrange your priorities and start putting others before your own selfish desires, do some more self exploring and find out why you don't take others feelings and privacy into consideration, these are questions worthy of answers.
Yall thought Diddy was bad
this guy is cooked ngl
Brah, you’re just a narcissist, no big deal.
Sexual escapades is what humans are most ashamed of this is why penthouse forum thrives
Porn is the inversion of love
I was a porn addict
Once I became a believer in christ I was able to see w different eyes
Once I was able to tell someone else 10 million pounds of shame and baggage vanished from my shoulders
Sexual abuse is perhaps the most vital topic of confession a human can reveal to another
Once I finally faced it and confessed a literal spell was broken
I've had a Lotta shit happen in my life
I was depressed all my life
Jesus christ gave me eyes to see
I respect others religious beliefs only here to encourage more people to confess and cleanse the soul
❤
bro can’t stay away from minors
Virtue signaling
wtf
actually it wouldve been worse if you stuck with her and its still horrible and the fact u think its "only bad because you didnt stick with her" makes you actually horrible probably irredeemable
edit: just watched past that point, what the fuck, accept jesus into your heart and never talk to another person or post again for the sake of basically everyone
why would you upload this? the Internet is not a therapist for your own sake please dont compromise yourself like this publicly
I guess thats fair in a way. It would be different if it was a more anonymous confession. I also respect that he has chosen to see to it as his fate, and accept this is who he is. It takes a lot of strength, but i can see the argument to be made for stupidity as well
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First
First is the worst
Good for you for confessing but yeah you're a really bad person
You too
Damn bro. Now, I’m not a Christian myself, but everything they say about nobody being irredeemable… not everyone can be redeemed, but redemption can come from anywhere. And you can attribute that to religious stuff, but it seems many people don’t really care about a heaven when they already face their own hell on earth, so I’d say it’s more about living the rest of your life in a way you can be proud of. I only bring that up because it seems like you yourself are religious.
You have had a dark soul for a while. But what matters is owning up to it now. It’s good to have a moment of anguish with your own guilt, but I’ve seen people carry the guilt with them their whole life and never even try to change their path, so if you want your apologies to be meaningful, you need to build yourself back in a way that matters, and you can’t really do that if you’re busy self-loathing. It’s counterintuitive, but not acknowledging the chance to hate on yourself and instead filling that time thinking about something productive is necessary.
Maybe take a break from any relationship/coitus stuff for a while. You seem very ashamed of your own sexuality, and, I know it’s gauche to go all psychoanalytic on people out of the blue, but not liking gay and trans stuff and whatever and feeling that boiling anger towards those people is often a symptom of that guilt that you show, since people will often judge others based on their own perceived shortcomings. So take a step back and try and think of how to be a good partner to someone who deserves it… you will someday, so might as well get started learning it right now. And remember, you are only human, and sometimes we do shameful things for no logical reason, even the good people.
Also, take a break from the weed, I’d say. It’s not a good way to spend your time, and you seem to be expressing some shame to doing it yourself. Try and get yourself off it slowly, and don’t be discouraged by small relapses.
Don’t build an aura of shame for yourself, and don’t keep a laundry list of your failures handy at all times mentally. These things are NOT a part of your character, actions are not personality, even if personality is shown by actions.
IF YOU HAVEN’T READ ANYTHING ELSE, PLEASE READ THIS:
Look, I’m sure you’re fine wasting away, rotting into the earth as time goes by, to be forgotten. But you need to get yourself better. You need to take care of yourself, improve yourself, find some solace and contentment for your life. But this is the part where people get it wrong;
“I don’t deserve it, so I shouldn’t do it.”
Wrong. But half right.
Yeah, obviously you don’t deserve any of this. Even if I were your greatest of allies I wouldn’t try and fool you into thinking you deserved it, or you owed it to yourself.
No, you owe this to the people who have yet to meet you. You owe this to anyone you may end up loving in the future. Anyone you pass on the street l, engage in conversation with, etc. making yourself better is more about making the world around you happier than making yourself happier. If you’re a good person though, you will find some satisfaction in the joy of the world smiling back at you.
This has been really long winded and I have no idea why I wrote it but I commend you if you got through it all.
Also, watch dry creek wrangler school’s videos on self help as a start. Old cowboy gives manly-style life advice, but smart stuff, not foolish. That’s all.
Confess your sins and Lord will bless you. God Bless you man