Like A Satanic Ritual: Dad & His FRIENDS Did THIS to Me
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- Опубліковано 13 лип 2024
- Nina Aouilk takes us through the treatment at the hands of her Punjabi Sikh parents in the UK. She had one of the most awful upbringings imaginable. On this episode of the On the Edge with Andrew Gold podcast, she tells her story, and she is brave and eloquent in telling it - remarkably, today she is a life coach, and helps others!
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Chapters:
0:00 Girls are BAD in her culture
3:00 Shocking Punjabi culture
5:10 Nina was an 'EVIL' baby
7:00 Why they hate women
10:00 Nina's AWFUL childhood
14:50 Why some parents hate their kids
18:35 Worst thing I've ever heard
25:00 Finally allowed a shower
27:20 Mums seeing daughters as threats
29:43 Thoughts on India & violence
31:30 Was the attack planned?
33:00 Things get WORSE / EVIL SPIRIT
35:30 Where were social services?
38:20 Arranged marriage...to THIS guy
40:00 What they did to her ankles!
44:00 BACK to her evil family
46:20 What they DID to her
49:50 ESCAPE: They tried to ... her
51:30 Her dog saved her
53:20 Police didn't help
55:10 Fear of offending culture - Розваги
Did this story make you as furious as it did me? I was shaking afterwards. Anyway, to address some comments, the title is currently 'satanic' because I didn't want to write Sikh or Punjabi - I didn't think it was relevant, because she said her family distanced themselves from the rest of the community. The only word then that came to mind was Satanic. I don't mean it in the sense of devil-worshipping...because this case is far worse than something Satan could come up with. Love to you all, thank you for the kind words, I am sure Nina feels that support. Andrew
The most insane story I've heard in my 56 yrs. Heartbreaking over and over. And to think it's cultural so happening within many families. And police worldwide turn their backs on them for no reason.
This is one of the reasons, that "self defense tools" should be legal for anyone. Isn't in "my" Denmark either - resulting in the strongest always winning.. How is that smart??????????????????
Iy's NOT bcz people don't understand it - iy's bcz everybody is scared shirtless by certain groups. Be honest - not PC..
@@WillieWeed "no reason" - yeah right.....
PLEASE have her back! I want to hear the rest of her story.
I'm sitting here just numb. I can't wrap my head around the fact that there are people who could do this to a child. 😢
I just wish all these twisted abusers could be legally held accountable. Makes me so angry.
Imagine if Police, and hospitals, and schools and child services ACTUALLY did THEIR JOBS!!
That would be a good start.
@@marangthesun true 😢
Same here 😭
@@marangthesun Easy to say, but there are numerous well meaning idiots in the media and in society in general who characterise any interference as xenophobia, racism, police brutality etc. Of course, that is the line that the abusive communities push themselves, and the abused women and girls usually will not speak up for themselves. Total can of worms.
Same here twisted abusers are that...They are in most cultures you just don't hear about them on news channels...great interviews for awareness.
My brother was raped and molested by clergy at Catholic boarding school. It made him go schizophrenic. It happened between the ages of 9 to 13. He struggled to recover but he couldn't. He committed suicide on August 5, 1977. It's been 46 years, but I still cry and miss him so much. Now I know why he couldn't recover. Thank you Nina. I miss my brother and mourn all our missed time and holidays that we could have shared. It's so sad that evil triumphs so often. He was such a beautiful person and didn't deserve this as Nina didn't deserve it. A lot of these religions are cults.
I really do not know what to say. Everything I think to say sounds so trite and woefully inadequate. I'll just say that your love for your brother is deeply affecting and the evil he experienced is very painful to contemplate.
I’m praying for you. I know the grief only gets managed. It’s always there.
those demonic priests will face the wrath of God. No one , no one escapes God's Justice. Your brother is in Heaven with the angels, his suffering is over and the evil pedophiles are burning in hell.
The RCC is the absolute synagogue of satan, the Holy See Jesuits reign atop the NWO. I am so sorry for what happened to your brother.
I was schizophrenic after sexual molestation it passes on these demons unto you of so much darkness especially when people support this perpetuator rather no body believes you or calls you weak and sadly feminine or somewhat stupid
I am the mother of 14-year old twin girls. Never in my life have I wanted to reach out and hug someone, stroke her hair and just let her cry on my shoulder more than this brave lady. I was in tears listening to this. I simply cannot understand how anyone can do this to anyone else, let alone a parent to their own child.
I feel exactly the same way! brings me to my knees with sadness for this woman and the pain she carries!
Same, I cried and wanted to hold her
This is so tragic and unfortunate ....shes v brave to come out n have courage to be vocal abt her evil parents ..heartbreaking 😢
Nina, you are an incredibly courageous and beautiful woman. My heart breaks at what you had to endure and you are truly a walking miracle! You should have died so many times but God obvisoulsy had an important plan for your life! You are bringing so much hope to others in the same situation and you are showing us all how to endure and rise above the most atrocious of circumstances. Thank you for never giving up. Thank you for your bravery. Thank you for being a light in this.dark world!!!
@@joannachampagne3836 where was God during this poor woman's life??
I’m shocked that people who would know her family and those people are not exposing the names of these evil individuals
Every one of them needs arrested for what they've done to this woman. I don't cate WHAT their nasty culture teaches them, God gave them a CONSCIENCE, and how can they live within themselves and do such things? It's sickening that '[ep[le' cam allow themselves to be so demon controlled.
@@kellycarver2500 agreed
They're all like that in the Hindu/Sikh religion, possessed, they won't rat each other out they pat each other on the backs. One of them pulled that crap on a white girl here, he got a heavy jail sentence and massively ostracized from every one in the city. Those men and the women that look away and don't help other females bring nothing but dishonor to that entire culture of people.
These communities are very insular, everyone knows what's going on and the status quo is followed, these things are easy to hide from authorities. Pair that with the fact this happened in the UK, and law enforcement doesn't particularly care about brown children.
NINA YOU ARE A WARRIOR LIKE MANY AND KNOW ONE THING PROPHETS ARE THE MOST HATED PEOPLE ON EARTH ONLY BECAUSE WE SPEAK THE TRUTH WE HAVE TO PAY WITH OUR LIVES BUT GREATER IS HE WHO IS IN YOU THAN HE WHO IS IN THE WORLD ,AND YOU SPOKE TRUTH ABOUT THE POLICE THEY DONT PROTECT PEOPLE LIKE YOU AND ME THEY RATHER PROTECT CRIMINALS LIKE THEMSELVES SHAME ON THEM ,JUST KEEP DOING WHAT YOUR DOING AND GOD IS RAISING MORE WOMEN LIKE YOU TO SPEAK THEIR TRUTH NOT ONLY FOR THEM BUT TO HELP PROTECT CHILDREN AGAINST ANY KIND OF ABUSE
As someone who was born as a wanted girl baby, this is so freaking mind-blowing and shocking. I mean I knew about the preference for boy babies, but people have to realize that you don't get any people without girls. Girls need to be valued! So heartbreaking!!!
When China had the only one child allowed policy, many girl babies were thrown into the river.
This is beyond preference for gender this people are fkn sick
Delusional, demon-filled people who hate those with wombs. They love death and hate life.
Yup goddesses giving life???
Andrew, this is the first interview I've seen from you that made me cry. My heart goes out to her. No one should ever have to experience so much torture and suffering. No one.
OMG, that poor woman😢😢❤
Thank you Andrew I love each of your shows Thank you for sharing the truth with us (South Africa)
I couldn’t hold back my tears when I first listen to her story about a month ago and til this day it moves me to tears, she as a biological women has gone through this, so imagine what we have to go through when men being transgender is making it so much harder for us, their is so much troubles coming from every angle when it comes for us women 🙏🏻 God bless 🙏🏻
I agree. Unfortunately, there are many girls just like Nina, living through the exact same thing this very moment, here in England. It's horrifying.
Same. This is the most difficult interview I think, of anyone I've learned about.
What a warrior. Forged in fire. Can you imagine how much anguish this took prior to it being even formed into words. Then to speak it out loud? Astonishing. She even seems to be manifesting love, it's radiating from her. Wow. Sending Loving energy...
Warrior? Wrong terms. SURVIVOR and a woman who shares their perspective journey of her race and culture and there are soo many stories like this and even worse in other countries, some documentaries esp. in Middle East, Africa where I cannot watch it due to the horror of violence and murdering where family members being a child(children) witnessing it, genitalia mutilation on girls, all kinds of sickness. To survive all of this including Nina is awareness!! Very important, to know what goes on in an Indvidual's world.
Even in the US, what goes on behind closed doors of abuse, cruelty, neglect, etc. Happens everywhere, culture or not.
Humans are fundamentally insane human beings can be. It's insane and being fortunate is like being in the lottery to have a decent normal life while others never had that. Knowing each other's life and story is everything, connection.
We are beings like some others that are meant to connect!
By far situations like this has played out since the dawn of mankind and worse because there were no rules and laws. Culture dominating I'm sure our entire existence back then and the word and idea of "moral" probably didn't exist.
How can a father do this to their own daughter? 😢 And the mother just closed her eyes and pretend nothing happened?
treating females as objects suits a very large percentage of men,
Says she went from a happy go lucky innocent child... Which one is it?
@@xziztortheeternal6471 Well probably I am going to take a guess and say by the time she was being raped was no longer happy go lucky? They must be all inbred down there just like the Arabs? Scary people....
What the fuck is wrong with you?? Why dont you post your comments under your real name?? Or are you just a little scared boy?e@@xziztortheeternal6471
@@xziztortheeternal6471what do you mean?
The image of how this beautiful woman was treated as a child is a nightmare. I am incredibly impressed with the person she has become in spite of the abuse and neglect. Nina, I celebrate you and the impact you have on the world ❤
Poor young lady. She is so brave. What wicked parents. What a terrible culture that does not love girls. Where did these awful men think future babies were going to come from without girls. Bless her❤😢
Yeah that's what am saying wow
she mentionned in another video that her father raped her with her future father in law and others at the age of 14, was it once? because she later said that at 15 she was pregnant and forced to abort. during this one year was she still raped. by them? or was it one time? then after 4 years of being sold and raped by her father in law, she returned to her rapist father house , how do you explain it? why would she return to her rapistt father and sick family? when she was actually working and earning good money. it does not make sense to me to be that weak broken. who would go back to his rapist!
MANIPULATIVE CONNIVING
SOCIOPATH
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I had a difficult time watching this. I had to do it in sections. I am a survivor of child abuse, physical, sexual, and emotional. I do not share my story unless I feel intensely convicted to share it with someone. but you have shared your story with so many. you are brave, kind, and beautiful in every way. thank you for reliving this as many times as you have.
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Me too I'm a child abused since I could remember by my stepfather but never till my story until got older because I couldn't bare the pain anymore everytime I remember it til now every time I remembered what he'd done to me I still kept crying the pain still here don't go away and really destroy my life but God Help Me He Never Left Me Until My Life Is Fix Still hurting but I can breathe now because Of My Beloved Father Lord Jesus Christ
@@adelynsalcedo5208amen! Prayers for healing 🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️!
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Cry out to JESUS.
HE completely healed my broken heart when I was 26 yrs old... 47 yrs ago.
HE cares and will show Himself STRONG in your favor. I promise!
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In the Philippines, girls are taken cared of and protected. And, in our sociology class, the Filipino family is classified as a matriarchal family. I am so sad and disgustedhow Nina was treated by her own family. May she have a blessed and happy life.
it's okay to be proud of your culture but mentioning it in in the comment section of a video like this almost seems like rubbing it in and is a bit distasteful and insensitive
One of my college professors was a Philippina woman. She taught child. development classes. She grew up in the Philippines. She told us that her step father, a Philippino man, sexually assaulted her since she was about 4 until she was 9. She had siblings and he took turns with all the children. She also shared with us that all sorts of child abuse are prevalent in the Philippines. So I didn't understand your comment nor the purpose of your comment.
Not the poor children. There are poor children in the Philippines being abused by Australian pedophiles. Its in the news that Aussie pedophiles being charged with child abuse in the Philippines.
Yet in the Philippines women earn 78% of what men make and in the rural areas only 43%. There's always work to do no matter what kind.
I take this with a grain of salt. There’s a lot of trafficking and sex tourism that occurs in the Philippines.
Nina, as a counselor, I have worked with adult women who have had similar stories about abuse from their fathers/uncles while mom stood by. I agree with your comments that it sounds like these "mothers" are threatened by pretty daughters, but I can't wrap my head around the lack of the parents love and protection of their offspring. I can't understand how a parent/mother/father could abuse their own daughters. My heart breaks hearing your story..I have no words. Just know, you and some of my past clients, are the strongest women I have ever had the privilege of knowing/hearing the story. God bless you as your journey improves.
Look into narcissistic mother's. It's a cult of its own. At 62 I have contact with one family member. The son of my oldest sister. She was my protector.
@@annem7806 I hear ya. I'm nearly 61 & have no contact with family at all. I have forgiven my mother but can't let her into my life. She still blames me for everything that ever happened to her including the SA that she knew about & stayed with that man. But apparently it was my fault that he turned away from her to me when I was 7yrs old. And she hated me for it instead of protecting me.
@@donnaroberts4565 💙
@@annem7806 🧡
You know it's only relatively recently that parents raised their own children from birth to adult. The nuclear family is new too. it doesn't look like it's going to remain much longer either..
This is not just a Punjabi issue. This has happened to many women, also many of my own family, and cousins. We are Canadian. From British, Scottish, and Irish decent. The women and children were not anything but owned. I grew up knowing never to be alone. I know how hard this is for this amazing woman to talk about, and tell her story.
This story is heartbreaking. As a child I’ve always wondered why men treated women so disrespectfully. As a child I felt many of them didn’t know how to be real men and I wondered why? Why? Bless this young lady. This wonderful lady.
I always tell my girls and granddaughters dont allow yourself to be alone with any man.
Actually Celtic culture was neither patriarchal nor matriarchal-It was cooperative until mainstream organized religion entered our respective cultures!
In your case, it’s an individual family’s legacy of generational abuse, NOT cultural. Your cultural heritage did not endorse this. In her case it certainly IS culture. You can relate to an individual for having suffered similar abuse. But it’s wrong to try to say the cultures are equally culpable.
@@kathyborthwick6738yeah, tell yourself that story.
Omg I’m so so sorry Nina that you were subjected to such brutality, I read a book when I was a young girl it was about a young girl who was from a Punjabi family same story as yours , unwanted girl, slave ,raped beaten poisoned in her own home was forced into a marriage and her treatment continued until ,like you ,she escaped with broken bones ,black swollen face ,broken skin, she eventually escaped ,found a refuge eventually married a man who loved her, she spent her life helping other girls to escape their family. This book broke my heart and later as I grew and trained as a nurse I was always aware of the Indian / Punjabi girls I came across who were reluctant to talk or explain their injuries, I quickly realised how little doctors or police helped these girls and refused to get involved . I moved away after my marriage but I did help one girl I met and she got away , it was terrifying and I wonder even now if she managed to totally escape ❤
What was the book called?
name of book?
I was abused by family and teachers and took so long to overcome this but still it is always with me and yet my story is nothing compared to Nina. God bless you for your courage, I love you in the right way and you are pretty.
I had seen her telling the whole story and believe me, it is much worse than this. She is resilience itself. Absolutely beautiful human being. As a survivor of domestic violence myself, I thought my own story was horrible enough. I was wrong.
Me too, I watched her whole story. It was one of the most horrendous shit I've ever watched and I couldn't stop crying through the interview... 😢
Where did you both watch her full story? I don’t want to know more but we owe it to Nina to hear her story.
I hope she can one day beat the feeling. Somewhere else peacefully.
With all due respect to our beautiful guest, we are not one! I'm not one with those rapists. I'm not one with the murderers. I'm not one with Putin, Biden , Zelenskii , etc. I'm wonderfully and fearfully made by my God. Each one of us have a free will to do evil or good. Her statements about all of us being energies full of love is refuted by her own story. We are not love. God says that our hearts are wicked. That's why we shouldn't listen to our hearts , but God, Who says that we should love Him and everybody else! If we don't, we will be judged. May God bless the host and his guest.💖🙏💖🙏💖
@@csmovilesGod never said that. Your heart is your connection to God and others. Men wrote the Bible and men decided what went in and what didnt. You have been lied to.
God doesn't write books. He is the source of everything. He can inspire people to write but He does not do it Himself and i would hope that most people can see that. Thats why there are versions of the Bible.
The story is absolutely horrific. It’s insane how many people let her down! And yet, her light is strong as is her message. ❤
Thank you
Mental illness and paranoia are reality? How educated are you?
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This is one of the worst stories of abuse I have heard. Nina you are amazing to have survived that hellish childhood 😢💜
I'm so sorry, so sorry, Nina. I can't stop crying. How can someone do something like this to another human being?!
This lady is absolutely amazing. I am humbled by her bravery to share her story. And to help others.
She's a liar and you have been duped.
@@chickenlover657 What's the matter with you 🙄
@@carolynq1487 I should ask you that. Since truth obviously bothers you.
@@chickenlover657 Well you are the one claiming she is a liar. Prove it.
@@carolynq1487 Body language, intonation, grimacing, choice of words...Have you never heard of profiling? Do you think the police, courts, or any institution just take your word for it?
Every judiciary is familiar with these stunts. FYI, the rate of perjury and false accusations remains highest in abuse cases - a whopping 84% - as stated by the International Registry of Exoneration (this includes accusations made by a child towards a parent(s), a parent towards a child, sibling against sibling, spouse against spouse, gf/bf against partner, daughter in law against mother in law or father in law, worker against boss, etc) . Furthermore, according to global statistics, women make the most false allegations worldwide - 62%.
This is why in the civilized world NO CASE is ever taken at face value without adequate forensic evaluation. But obviously the average internet consumer does not fall under either civilized or intelligent enough to avoid being susceptible to gullible foolishness.
As being a abused child and blamed for the terrible things my father did, it took me over 40 years to start forgiving. Her story is a million times worse, how she is so kind and caring is amazing. Being abused by your family takes a terrible toll on your soul
How can I forgive my father who refuses to apologize .. it was more important to forgive myself.
@@joaninflorida3486 Thank you for your kind words ☺️
God will see you through! Just ask!💕
@@wendijones5942 Where was "God" when this was happening? What am I missing?
Yes. My family life broke me by the time I was 15, and it was twenty years before I started to recover. I understand the cruelty and rejection she suffered. No-one deserves that.
When I was an 18 year old girl in college in the 90’s . We had many foreign students that were there to go to school at my college in the us. We had to grab beakers out of a box in chemistry class and these 2 young guys from I think Pakistan yanked the beaker out of my hand. I said excuse me give that back and get your own! They were stunned and maybe had been raised to think that girls were beneath them. I had never thought about that before and at the time just thought they were rude jerks and grabbed it back from them. They looked shocked like it was normal to take it from a girl. I had never been treated like that so I remembered that incident but never thought it could have maybe been a culture thing towards women.
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Andrew, you are an amazingly sensitive and compassionate interviewer, her story is truly heart wrenching, she is so courageous to tell her story, what strength she has, congratulations o=for being able to rise above all the pain she endured, how despicable is her father and frankly all her family to have simply been able to sand there and watch her being abused, very sad that people can't defend their own children.
Her father is an animal. And ten times worse then his friends that night, he allowed his child to be assaulted all night,heart breaking. Nina, you are amazing.
Her father is a disgusting piece of crap.
Please stop insulting animals.
@@beltigussin81 lol
That's not how animals behave! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Her mother isn't any better than the father and their "friends" either !!!
Fu&% them...
their karma is to be able to live with themselves,............. and hopefully die alone one day, since their energies are so low that no one can voluntarily care about going about these shitty energys
....And the worst part is almost, and something I will never be able to understand, how the hell ...can a whole group of people agree to do this together???? AND what about those who went their way, and did NOT participate in the rape, but saw the father rape his child, before they left????? Why the hell did none of these people stop him/them??? or called the police ???? And the parents are obviously aware of how wrong and sick their actions are, since she was not allowed to talk about it
@@Vib.H shoot, I still don’t think I can talk.
What was the most shocking to me was the fact that a person, who never knew love as a child, had so much horrific abuse in her life can come out the other end projecting so much love and compassion. You are a most beautiful angel, thank you so much for your life and service to our collective consciousness. I love you.
She is AMAZING!
I can tell u coming from a family with 5 children and enduring that type of abuse for 14yrs that there are 2 outcomes and both are pretty extreme,, I'm the only one outta the 5 of us that it made such an impression on me I have huge empathy love and compassion and am the polar opposite towards my child and other people than thee example set,, however my siblings have a deep hatred in their hearts, a 'I'm gonna screw u b4 u screw me' approach to all relationships, selfish, angry, NO compassion or empathy and they'll tell u 'bc I went through worse so get over it', friendships and family mean nothing to them, they change and drop friends like u change ur underwear, destroy relationships within the family instead of promoting support and being there for one another, if u can't do anything for them than ur not ever gonna hear from them,,,,,, and I understand why bc I saw how they were treated for all their childhood years BUT they're continuing the abusive behavior rather than stopping it,,,, but I saw them slowly become these people growing up, I saw how it was making them hateful and replicate the same behavior,, where I was at my window at night begging God to not let me be evil like them,, my first prayers to God were for Him to please not let me be like them. I'm happy Nina she was able to choose to end this
Sometimes women are womens worst enemies. You are a brave woman Nina and by sharing your experiences will help so many other people. Families at times hurt us the deepest and they are not safe places. Watching your testimony reminded me of some of the ways my mom had behaved towards me over the years e.g. in an effort to try and control me she got my younger siblings to stop talking to me. She demanded 100% loyalty and obedience. But i rebelled and would not submit to her. She even cursed me for not agreeing to an arranged marriage. I have known from a very young age that i could never depend on my parents for anything and thank GOD my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ saved me. GOD helped me out of her control and into a blessed free life. 🙏
It's internalised misogyny.
Andrew, watching this video, I can’t help to not notice how disturbed you looked and how much shock you’re experiencing hearing Nina’s nightmare of a childhood and adulthood. Nina, you are a survivor it’s just within you and your inner voice gave you the courage to survive and tell your story to heal your soul and heal others. Time of reflection for me and I wish I was brave enough to share my story… maybe one day. Lots of love, clarity and peace to you Nina.
It’s heart breaking to hear her story. Her father and mother are terrible people. Everyone around her were awful.
Yes the whole system is flawed. I speak from experience but I thank God that there are people out there who are stepping up to help fill that gap in the system. We all need to try harder to help one another in our communities.❤😎
@@stephenuhe9229 so sorry to hear that. Not as common to hear about men abused. I wish you healing and happiness!
Spot the paranoid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@@stephenuhe9229 Christian paranoids struggle with mental illness challenges daily! That's so adorable!!!!!!!! Do your invisible friends help you, Cupcake?
The horrific sexual, physical & emotional abuse that Nina had to endure is heartbreaking. What a wonderfully brave woman to open up the way the did; I have nothing but love for her xXxXx
Thank you for letting her talk, Andrew - you handled this situation well whilst respecting Nina in the process xXxXx 😊xXxXx
Claire, I totally agree with everything you said. I had never even heard of honor killings, but it's just another way of saying murder. I admire this young woman so much because I honestly don't think I could have survived all she went through.
Andrew, to you I want to say that your kindness and compassion that you showed this young woman tonight was amazing. I could see the hurt and anguish you felt for her as she told her story. You are always so sincere and I absolutely love your podcasts ❤️. May God bless you always for the wonderful man you are!!
I agree! Great job! You're what she needed at this time and probably felt safe with you! Those are huge issues with abuse victims.
This woman is remarkable. The people who are supposed to protect her become the abusers is unfathomable.
Thanks for letting her share her story on your channel. It's heartbreaking to think that little girl was treated that way by her own family. There are people who can't have kids who would love to have a little girl like that.
My God, how much can a person take. I’m not a man that cries, but my lips are wet with tears for this poor woman.😢
I really hope she can find comfort and peace in her life.🌹👍 She’s a real survivor.
Absolutely soul destroying listening to this. Having never being in a situation like that you want to ask "why didn't you do x.y.z?" a lot, but when you realise why she couldn't it breaks your soul all over again.
You are an absolute warrior Nina. ❤❤
I had to pause the interview when she described the gang r⛔pe. As an autistic with complex PTSD, I have a very creative visual mind : I pictured her ordeals, I heard her tremble in her voice & certain aspects of her repeated abuse by family members, I can personally related to : my biological mother was a very violent alcoholic sex worker who used me as a domestic slave & violently attack me until I bled & urinated out of fear, her brother held me at knifepoint at 6 years old & r⛔ped me, her second husband want me to be his secret " girlfriend " at 14 knowing what had happened at 6, other male associates also did things to me they shouldn't have. I was put into four foster homes in the course of two years, exposed to more sexual and physical abuse. Social services moved me into independent living at 16 into a red light area, where I was a target and victim of a sex trafficking gang, going through more abuse beatings drugged forced termination. I was suicidal before my 18th birthday. I'm now in my 40s, there's a police investigation being carried out as I type this... They found and are interviewing my mother's brother who held me at knifepoint, he's a notorious paed⛔phlie who has been doing this for decades. Just like Nina, I had no faith in the justice system, but I do believe there is a higher power giving me the strength to see justice prevail. Out of all the interviews Andrew Gold has done, Nina's disclosure has personally impacted my life. Nina, if you read this, I want to say thank you for your resilient loving spirit and at some point I want to support your charity. May you receive ALL the love you rightfully deserve, may you also receive the justice which is owed to you, much love angel ❤
@@alphafemme8154 OMG, another horror story that almost made me cry again... Please don't ever give up and continue to fight against these monsters!
Much love, huge respect and continued strength to you sweet lady. Who needs family when we have our sisterhood right here!! 💚
She couldn't do xyz because the torture and rejection, such children go through almost from their birth time, make them loner. They don't get opportunity to mix up with others and to realise that that there can be help too.
@@alphafemme8154 hugsss❤
I empathise with her situation. I can relate to feeling similarly because I was also subjected to mistreatment due to a perceived curse that was believed to have brought ruin upon my family.
Trying to hold the tears back… this world is full of sick people, I am so so sorry Nina.
I was greatly affected by Nina’s story. After the horrible things that were done to her, she is still a loving person. Instead of being full of rage & a thirst for vengeance (as I would have been had this been done to me), she is full of love.
May she have a fullfilling, successful life with lots of love.
Rage & prayers for vengeance inevitibley will come after shes finished "processing"downloading"all the events. At present nina is kind of "detached"from her body- spirit as this helps to survive such horrendous ordeals,as her self esteem is so low leaving her with zero self worth her "self"cannot comprehend this actually really happened to her at the hands of her insanely cruel "soul less"monstrous parents brothers and strangers plus friends.Nina IS an incredibly STRONG willed woman however cannot quite SEE-FEEL this aspect for herself just yet.... however it WILL come & i sincerely HOPE & PRAY she seeks justice in a legitimate court of criminal Law to bring these vile sadistic low vibing dirty scumbags to account for thier actions. Seems her ONLY TRUE LOYAL ENCOURAGING LOVING trustworthy friend was her Dog, Bless x
@@wendyturner4631 That may have been your response, but rage and vengeance isn't everyone's response - she is an amazing woman who is coming to her own conclusions.
The bravest person I have ever witnessed
She is an INCREDIBLE HUMAN BEING 😭❤️
so hard to listen to. Incredible is a understatement
Exactly my sentiments
I’m proud of her. Her abuse was horrific. She healed to the extent she is comfortable disclosing her inner journey and then has opened a non profit organization to help other survivors get the help and services they need. ❤️
So well put how can one find out this smiling beautiful woman has such a horrible things done to her
I hope her soul can get the deep healing she deserves. People who treat others this horribly will answer eventually if not to prison to a higher power.
Nina, thank you for being so open to share your past extreme traumas. Hearing your interview moved me deeply. I live with past trauma and you have shown a profound ability to embrace peace, love and truth. Much love 💚
This life story is so incredibly sad. I am so sorry she was treated so inhumanely ! I hope she is living a much happier life!! I hope she is now LOVED and APPRECIATED!❤
I am a father of one daughter and two boys. It is so appalling to hear this. My heart goes out to this woman and all the other victims of abuse.
Human resilience is an incredible thing! This brave woman is a warrior! Those who abused her are barely human!
I have watched your story on another channel and I appreciate you so much! You’re so strong and using your tragic story to show abused women, like yourself, that your tragedy can be used for the greater good. Giving them a strong voice. Please, keep up the great work. You’re so beautiful, strong and loved!
This poor lady, her story is so horrific, how can anyone treat an innocent, beautiful girl like this, I felt pain for her, my chest tightened listening to this, it's wretched, Nina, if you see this message, you are a truly amazing, beautiful, intelligent brave survivor, you deserve a good life and I pray you will have it,💕
She is a light! The lotus blossom grows from the mud. What an inspiration for many who are in the same situation. Thank you for having her on your show.
You put that so beautifully ❤️
🙏🏼💗
One of the tragedies of these kinds of attacks is that authorities are unwilling to intervene for fear of racism accusations.
I've just finished watching this now and checked in with my own daughter to tell her how beautiful, special, and loved she is. Listening to Nina's story had a profound impact on me emotionally. The recurring thought I had while watching was, "Oh my God, this woman amazes me." Her ability to be so full of loving energy in the face of such recurring trauma is incredible and so inspiring. I intend to move forward, being more proactive, aware, and hopefully making it easier for those around me to either ask for help or recognize when they can't. Thank you for sharing this remarkable woman's journey. I wish Nina happiness and a future filled with joy. Sorry this comment has become so long. :)
I was cooking and this video started playing, I was listening to it as a podcast... then it became really, really dark! I stopped everything and ended up crying so much!!! What a horrid story!!!! Nina Aouilk, I wish I could give you a deep, long, warm hug with all my love! I am sorry that humans so close to you, disappointed you so badly, people that were supposed to love and protect you did the worse to you! You are brave, beautiful and very strong!! Thank you for being so brave and telling your painful story!
Girls are super important. Where are such cultures going to get their children from? Women should be highly respected and valued. Men can't give them sons and without the daughters no children would be born!
Yeah, I'd like to see one of these Punjab "men" bear a baby. It's only due to women that families are made.
@@Madmarsha and men
All humans are important
Facts 💛✨
@@BuddhaWho777I don't think she's a man hater. I think the story shows the emphasis on men in her environment growing up.
How she’s so strong, composed, and articulate despite what she’s been through is amazing ❤️🙏❣️
My God Nina, my heart is broken for you, listening to your story. You’ve come so far despite everything that has been done to you. I’m from an Irish family. Youngest of 13 children. Grew up with 4 sisters. My father and mother never behaved like some have commented. I’ve lost brothers and sisters tragically, and it can drag you into the mire or make you stronger, as I can see this has done to you. You are a force to be reckoned with. Love from Devon UK.
Monarch Programming: always on edge, dissociation, childhood trauma on a global scale - the children who were betrayed by their own guardians. It's time to expose this and every story matters 🦋 Thank you for sharing yours! I've started documenting in my videos how Monarch Programming affects us on a societal level
Thank you! Yes this is a HUGE phenomenon on Earth. Every human needs to understand this and how it debilitates our society. Nothing will change until
@@kingsdaughter9849 what was done to Nina is absolutely demonic it’s not even Monarch programming. This was a demonic attack and whatever demons were inside those people that did that to her things if you’re
I’m sorry, but I actually am furious at her family. I was abused growing up, but nothing like this. I remember, at 11 years old, making the conscious decision to NOT let my father win. That was when my love for him died. For Nina, culture is NOT a valid reason for treating anyone this way. Honour killings are illegal in Canada: they’re seen as murder, pure and simple. I hope her family is/has been brought up on charges.
It's illegal everywhere, but some cultures think they're above it.
Sorry to hear you were abused while growing up. I can relate to your feeling of having your love die.
How did this beautiful woman survive all this? I come from abuse as well, but not like this. This is unfathomable. I hope and pray that her life is happy and filled with light going forward. This breaks my heart. Nina you are a soldier.
Why can't we give these ppl the death penalty
@@cameronmohebbi8825I feel the same as you. It’s a fitting punishment for the cruelty they do to these women because of their sickening cultural practices!
@@chickenlover657 Which are you, the abused, and still think it was your fault or the abuser who despises women(or males). Either way, your self-loathing is front and center.
@@m.a.sperry3424 What I am is none of your business. But I can tell YOU are delusional. Keep projecting if that helps you sleep at night.
Totally agree with you
Thank you for giving a voice to all the victims of horrific family abuse, cultural or not. So many people don't believe people who try to get help for things like this, and even more never dare call for help, so it continues to go on hidden. Your courage is amazing.
Nina is one of the most beautiful, empathetic souls ever - thank you Andrew for this interview - it left me in tears but also in such admiration of Nina & her dauntless courage in the face of such inexplicable cruelty!!!!!
Nina - what an incredibly woman you are. I'm so incredibly sorry for all you went through. Wishing you every happiness for the future. Words somehow seem inadequate when you've been through so much. The woman that birthed you was no mother.
When Nina was taking a shower, she felt like the water was a mother. I also never had affection from my mother. When I felt the warmth of the sun, it felt like a hug. The wind blowing my hair, felt like a mother stroking my hair. The sound of nature was like being encouraged and praised. It came from my Holy Spirit God Mother.
So touching...😔
I know what you mean, Mary. 💖When I was in a hospital once, the nurse wrapped me in a warm soft blanket, and I imagined that is what a loved baby feels when it is held. I held and loved my babies and my grand babies, but was never hugged except by an unrelated aunt/friend of my grand mother. Once a year. 🙄🙏🏼🤍 God Bless and Protect All the Children of this world. Jesus Loves You. 🙏🏼⚖️🤍🕊
Yes it was your holy mother ❤
I KNOW JUST WHAT YOU MEAN. I FELT THAT TOO.
@@christinalw19 I received so few hugs. I can count them on one hand... to the point~I Didn't Know How to give hugs to others. I had to teach myself..took a long time.
I thank this wonderful, strong, beautiful, courageous human for sharing such an horrendous life. The pain of reliving it every time she shares her story. I pray that her torture and scars would melt away and that many find strength to walk away and get the help they need. I send lots of love and healing prayers her way. Blessings from South Africa 🙏
Thank you for you courage to come onto this platform and speak your truth for others to hear, learn, and grow from. You're amazing!!!
I've never felt so angry and disgusted. You are so extremely brave.
And you do nothing?
@martinkent333 my job is kids in care . I m whistleblower who took evidence to to the Lincolnshire police as an ofsted outstanding professional. I worked for Lincolnshire County Council Debbie Barnes voa her spouse she has one level below and previously been an award winner. I have failed to release evidence even on Twitter. To not get no response is horrendous not even nor investigation
The real worry is there are maybe thousands of women like her going through the same thing in the UK right now. We know about the grooming gangs and that the UK police look the other way and the media simply don't report it. It's a society so paralyzed by political correctness they can't even protect the most vulnerable.
Right when you think Nina will get help after a terrible tragedy, it happens again, and again, repeat...
From the people you want to trust the most.
One thing I have noticed is often those who carry trauma in childhood tend to have the biggest hearts once they’re out of the trauma and a compassion that is almost as if they have all the compassion they wished they’d been given for others in the world 😢❤
Nina, I admire you more than any other person on the planet. You have lived through the most vile abuse imaginable at the hands of your own family and you are today so filled with love and bravery to share your story and help others. I am in awe and gratitude for you 🙏🏼
When she said that she didn't like the police and the response was laughter...I am still crying. I know what she means. Thank you to Nina. We are all one. Thank you Andrew for tackling such a painful interview. You showed great compassion. We are all one.
you didn't have a father, you had an anti-father. You didn't have a mother, you had an anti-mother. I'm so sorry for your pain, you did not deserve that betrayal and abuse. May God heal you abundantly.
@AndrewGold + @NinaAouilk - I am listening to this episode with awe. I have been through some similar issues as Nina and can also attest to feeling as if it was my fault when it wasn't and also the school not picking up on issues when they were present; In my case because my mother worked in the school and "arrangements" were made to coast me through as I wasn't causing trouble in class. I had my life competently destroyed but I have survived and managed to create a life for myself, I still live with after affects and internalised shame, the nagging voice in the back of my head that I try to ignore but am not always successful at. I wish you all the best and thank you for speaking out Nina.
Prayers for you but also much and many thanks for your sharing your story / testimony for your honesty. May God bless you or sharing this and caring so much for others who may have been affected in this way or other ways like this. You are a hero, courageous ,and a blessing
Nina is truly brave. Weirdest thing was I thought I’d seen her talking to you already, it may have been someone else, but I knew that horrific story with her Dad and the Uncles was coming up and I still cried. Those evil disgusting mongrels and I put the mother in the same category! Nina had never know anything except abuse, torture, rape, humiliation and brutality. All she ever wanted was love, compassion, kind human touch and acceptance.
I’m so glad she’s spending her time educating LE and others that come into contact with those that are escaping honour killings. They should be called dishonour killings publicly. I did see a guest recently, I’m not sure if it was here or with Shelise, where a British mum had sent her daughter to Pakistan for an arranged or forced marriage. The girl managed to borrow a phone and sneak photos to a friend at home. The British Government got the girl home safely and charged the mother. Let’s hope they do better with Nina’s cause. She deserves it after all she’s been through.
Thanks for doing this interview with Nina, Andrew. 🙏❤️
I grew up in Texas. I lived the same nightmare. My dad was a pedophile. He also told me that boys were better than girls. I relate to everything you describe here. Everything.
I m so very, very, very sorry for what you endured.
You deserved & deserve, were & are worthy of only kindness, compassion, care, nurturing, nourishment, Light, Love, Beauty, Peace, & Joy. 💗
I wish you SAFETY, SECURITY, FREEDOM, comfort, healing, strength, support, help, Light, Love, Hope, Beauty, Peace, & Joy unbounded.
God be with you. ♥️
Bless you, Dear Nina. ♡ Your story, while important, was difficult to hear. I'm so grateful what you are doing for other victims now. You're giving them hope while flooding them with love. You ARE loved, appreciated & making a HUGE difference in the lives of others! ♡ Much Aloha sent your way!! ♡
Thank you for being so vulnerable. I feel so much anger. You are so strong, and now helping others.
Andrew, you look totally spent after hearing this horrific story. Thank you for bringing this to light. This abuse of women needs to be severely dealt with. What a beautiful, brave lady. My heart breaks for her. 💔
Sending Nina the hugest healing hug. I’m so so sorry she was so badly let down. She should at least name and shame these vile families, as repeatedly as they hurt her. They have no honour, what a joke!
Not effective.
Need to be there to hug her.
HOW can anyone threaten her? These vile scum have NO humanity!
God bless you Nina. You're an amazing survivor. I can't believe how terribly they treated you. Thanks god you got out. The work you are doing is amazing. God bless you and your own family
My mother treated me as the other woman and would tell me get over it . Just listen to this brings up all kinds of emotions and flash backs . My father stood over me naked and told me that was the reason he had me at that moment I realized that everything was premeditated even before I was born. It was much harder for me because I was born into a family of pastors and preachers that were pedophiles in name of God I was abused. I’m in my late 50’s now and still suffer from the tram-a.
I'm so sorry that happened to you. And thankyou for sharing your story, I'm sure not many people would have ever have imagined that religious leaders could do such a thing.😢
I love you sis.
@pstubbs23 religious people are the first ones I look at suspiciously. I was born about 30 years ago though. things were different back in the day.
terrible terrible terrible
That is atrocious and those who abused you are evil especially religious folks that hold power over children. It was not your fault. Those people are sick and never let them take away the beautiful person you are.
This lady articulated the pain and suffering she endured so so well. Horrifying. Her mother should be ashamed of herself being a woman and allowing the evil psychopaths like her father to do this to her child who should have been protected. By surviving and telling her story she will help others like her. Kudos to you and Thank you. You and people like you are truly awe inspiring. Xxx
Subhuman people, from subhuman culture and subhuman faith.
Highly superstitious and avid liars.
She's from that country. All this is very common there.
That's why so many Indians run away from there and come to west and works so hard so that they don't go back to their shitpit of a country.
As a Mom A Mother I fail to comprehend that Mother doesn't didn't.protecttp their Child Chidren I know that there can be dire circunstances
But her Mothers Instinct is to Protect . My point is from this video that her Motjer didn't at least.try😢 Incomprehensible for a Mother who carried her child for 9n gave birth Mindset can be dangerous bcuz what you belive can hurt harm nd distroy You can hear her pain yet she shines nd her gentleness n grace is radient😊
@@phabebarcelona863 They still prefer boys over girls there in India.
Recently their religious leaders have been going around announcing that all Hindu women should give birth to 3 boys and 1 girl.
Do you know how many girls get aborted in India? the number is astronomical.
@@phabebarcelona863 Women are worse kind of abusers in India.
They'll gladly throw another female under the bus so that they don't get targeted by their man as a punching bag.
Her mother is that type, even though she's living in a free country, she chose to not help her daughter.
Because life's good, she doesn't have to work and mooch off her man.
If she helped her daughter then she will be abandoned or worse, so bye bye good life, it ain't worth it to help.
Nina, thank you for breaking the silence. It comes at such a huge cost to you, every time you tell your story. You are so unbelievably brave. You are such an amazing human.
Oh I am absolutely so sorry you had to endure any of this. My heart goes out to you! Your sharing this horrible story with such courage makes me want to go back to that small child and whisk you away! Much love and blessings to you!
Thank you so much to Nina and you for bringing this horrific story to your audience. Sadly, this is very common in Asian community. Many Asian parents treating their children with guilt, violence, pressure, and control. Bad things are the hush hush in our family. I didn’t know that I physical+emotional+verbal abused by my mother till I had my first daughter. I couldn’t see myself to hurt my children like my mom did. After many years of blaming myself for not having a better relationship with my mother, my daughter’s arrival in my life was the answer of my depression. I cut all ties w my mother, and it was the best decision I ever made for my own family. Children are the precious creatures in this planet, I’d protect my kids at all costs including to cut ties w my mother.
I’m so sorry, what a horrific life this poor woman had, and yet what a beautiful gentle soul. Also mortified that no one asked her what was wrong.😔😢
Dearest Nina, you are such a strong beautiful lady. My heart ❤️ broke 💔 hearing your story. I want to send you a big warm hug and tell you you are not alone. I too have lived a life feeling completely abandoned and let down by those who were supposed to love me. I was abused instead. Thankfully I didn't have all the sick physical abuse, but what I went through broke me emotionally and mentally. I too know the intimate way the UniVerse reaches out to help me and I'm deeply touched that you were able to experience that truest love and trust with your dog. I wish you every happiness in the rest of your life. ❤️
Great journalism mate. Lots of pieces to the puzzle.
Beautiful, brave articulate woman. Standing up..heartening to see. Keep going...thansk for sharing.
I keep seeing links between childhood trauma and tooth disease.. have you ever looked at anything like that?
What is wrong with those people??? How could they do this to another human being let alone their own family.
I cannot fathom how articulate and incredible she is.
Their religion is to blame. If you worship demons, this is what you get.
I thank Nina, for continuing her life with Love and Light in her soul . 🙏 Her resilience is astounding ! Seriously can't help but to know from personal experience that its easy to continue these terrible things some of us are taught as children and how easy it can be to stay in that mindset of abuse. It takes a very strong individual to decide I'll never continue that and ppl like her are to be commended in my eyes for stopping this abuse in its tracks! I applaud you Nina and Bless you in all you're future has to offer ! 🙏 ❤ ✌️ .
Omg Nina, I‘m so sorry you had to go through this😢 I experienced some of this too but compared to your horrible situation for years it was almost nothing…It made me literally sick to listen to your story, almost paralyzed.. I really hope you‘re as well as possible now and that you can have a somewhat ok life and some good years ahead of you with love respect and anything else you need and do you good ❤
You‘re a beautiful wonderful person and woman who deserves the exact same as any human being! I‘m sure you know that but there might be still moment‘s when you don‘t feel it, so remember these words until you feel valuable and valued again!
This is so so heartbreaking 💔 For your own parents to do this to their own child is so unacceptable. Being Chinese, I understand the favouritism towards having a boy. I'm lucky nothing like this ever happened to me, but I know this happens alot. I pray that you and every girl/woman who has ever been abused like this can truly heal and recover from this trauma. Thank you for sharing your heartbreaking story 🙏❤️
My heart and prayers to Nina. She is a Saint. May God bless her, and may she know justice and happiness for the rest of her life.
Wonderful interview, Andrew. One of your best.
I can't stop crying...never heard anything so horrific in my life. Nina, you are so brave and are absolutely amazing. So, so sorry you had to bear so much in your life.
Thank you Nina for coming forward and talking about things that noone else talks about. Thank you for touching my soul. Thank you for shinning your light upon this world. I wish you good luck. I wish you find someone who will love you and you will have a kid of your own. And you will experience the love you desperately deserve.
Please have Nina on again! This happening in the UK is inexcusable!!!
We love you, Nina❤Love and light to you. The fact that you are now helping others after ALL you have been through, says so much about your strength and courage!!!! ❤
It’s hard to mark the “like” button for stories like this but it’s so important for these stories to be told. Thank you Nina for your courage and thank you OTE for bringing light to the dark subjects.
To me you have survived where Jyoti Singh couldn't.. the same level of horror and everything else that was stolen from you Nina.. you are a warrior.. tears flowed hearing this. I'm so sorry you had to go through this. Sending you love and healing wishes xxx ❤❤❤
What an amazing lady you are, great respect to you, keep up the great work and fight. Those who did these treacherous things to you deserve no speaking of. You are an inspiration to those you are helping and those you have helped. God bless you.
I had tears in my eyes listening to this story. What Nina's family did to her was evil and how so many let her down is also wrong and sad. This woman's courage and resilience is inspiring and I am thankful that she is highlighting what happens behind closed doors in these families. Nina your strength of character is beyond words.
Oh my God, this poor woman. Horrible, how a parent could do this to a child.
This sweet ladies compassion and will to get thru the trauma and great abuse and still come thru such a kind and forgiving young lady displays such strength and resilience this truly touched a place deep within me. I admire her courage and strength and how much understanding is within her even when she had noone amc the fact she was the only savior she had besides the one couple who she crawled to for help after her own family had broken her inside and out just says so much about her. Im glad she was able to find her way to save herself just to move onward to help ithers like herand to try and find justice against the ones whos choices and mentallities xause this situation to still remain a threat yo more just makes me resldct and admird the beautiful loving soul she still remains after going thru years of the things dhe was made to suffer and endure. I see a strong bright living caring compassionate and loving soul though im sure there are days she may not feel so strong at times but id hust lihe to see d her a huge hug and tell her shes the kind of friend woman and sister ud be proud to know andbe a friend to . I know in my life talking about these things is dometimes mote help and therapy for me than to the ones i tell my story to
I'm in absolute awe of this remarkable woman. How anyone can still decide after all she had been through that she still wanted to live... Wow wow wow. Her strength is beyond measure.
I couldn’t help but wonder if these men are not aware of the fact that THEY are the ones who determine whether the baby will be a boy or a girl! So if they are going to torture someone because the baby was a girl and not a boy then they should be torturing THEMSELVES not the child!
This truly hurts my soul!😢
So true
That's assuming they have logic...they'd rather believe someone else is the 'problem'
EXACTLY!!! POS LUNATICS
They don't. Many are very uneducated.
Thank you! That's the first thing I thought. Women are creators. You could say we are Godlike. We are a threat to many men especially the spiritual cult situations because they overstand women are truly the superior.
I've been following Nina everywhere I can , and I think I can call her my hero ❤! I have no words to describe the respect I feel for her for what she endured with so much dignity of a loving child and now having the force to put it so peacefully ! ❤
Thank you tones , for this , Andrew ❤!!