Getting my life together after a very dramatic depressive episode | Mid 20's Diaries
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- Опубліковано 21 чер 2024
- Having a crappy week (thank you PMS) and getting through it to a wonderful weekend!
Thank you as always for watching.
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thank you for sharing - starting to open up about my own recent bpd diagnosis and exploring it in a way that is kind and gracious to myself. since being diagnosed for bpd and anxiety, it's been easy to feel alien and or to nullify all these potential experiences and goals I have for myself, but as a long time viewer, I just wanna express my gratitude for your vulnerability and how much your experiences mirror my own- it really helps. just incase you ever wonder whose watching and feeling deeply validated from you just being authentic- im sure im not the only one xx
Oh my goodness my heart💗 yeah it’s veryyyyy easy to feel alien. I’m right here with you and totally know what you mean. Thank you for your vulnerability too, and for leaving this sweet comment. I see you and wish and hope the best for you in your journey of beginning to open up about it ❤️thank you again for this, my DM’s on IG are always open if you ever want to chat❤️❤️❤️
Hi Bianca, just had to say something because this video made me a little emotional; in a good way! I think it's really cool of you to share those (not so fun) memories of your childhood and your struggles now. In case you didn't know already by now: your videos(and you) are really inspiring and I hope you will have more and more of those happy moments in every week of the month (and not just 2)!!
Thank you for sharing Bianca. This video meant so much to me. I've had similar racist experiences during my childhood that still affect me day to day and how I interact with the world. I've always felt alone in this experience because at our age people like to pretend that racism to that extreme does not happen. Hearing your story made me feel less crazy about the way I constantly feel around people. I really appreciate you 🥲
Yess😭it took me forever to realize I’m not crazy too!!! Thank you for commenting, I’m so sorry to hear you’ve had similar experiences. It’s truly so isolating and frustrating and can often feel like we have no choice but to suppress our reactions 🙃🙃🙃 I appreciate you too
Hi Bianca !!! Girl i appreciate your conversations w us sooo deeply. It’s so frustrating being constantly triggered, and it feels isolating sometimes. Thank you for making me feel less alone ❤
sorry you had a crappy week, can totally relate to the pmdd symptoms :( however this vlog cheered me up after a long, crappy day so thanks for uploading :)
watching your videos is always so calm and healing for me~ sending you all of my love and support, you truly are a gem and deserve the world
Have a happy weekend!
please upload more!!!
Bianca you are a gem! Thank you so much for sharing your life and being vulnerable. There’s something so special about your vlogs that I can’t explain! I always feel excited when you post. Keep up the good work ;)
Thanks for sharing, I am on a trip with my in-laws, husband and mom rn and in my head I’m venting to you and you’re venting to me about our respective struggles this week haha ❤
Hi I’m a new subscriber and I love your videos. They’re so much fun to watch. Thanks for your honesty and insights. I too have abandonment issues as well as fears and anxiety. Counseling is helpful but it does take time. But little by little we will get better. Have patience with yourself and give yourself grace. It took time to get this way so it takes time to heal. Of course prayer and church is always a great choice. I pray and go to church as well. I’m so glad you posted this video. I’m catching up on all of your past videos and hope to see your next one soon. Have a fantastic week
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I truly never comment on people's videos or posts but I can't tell you how comforting these videos are. This video has also come at a good time, as someone who is very reflective and hard on themselves this has acted as a good reminder how normal I am in times where I feel completely disconnected. I just started medication for my mental health, having high anxiety it really can make you feel different but I appreciate how this is an open conversation on your channel. It seems many people in the comments also resonate your experience.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️thank you so much for commenting. Yes we are soo normal! I just started meds too and will be super open about how that’s going in my next vids, I hope your transition onto them is going great:)
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Hey Bianca, I recently got diagnosed with endometriosis and maybe thats something worth looking into!🩷 I had similar symptoms and now that I got treatment I have a very different life quality :) I hope I didn‘t overstepped any boundaries just wanting to help 🩷