I watched this the first time when it was first uploaded after sitting in the hospital with my dying mum. Now watching it again 48 hours after her death after sitting by her side for two days in the hospice. So many things you have said resonated with me, fear of forgetting the small things and being left with the weight of what to do next. I’m 22 and left to finish raising my younger siblings, thank you so much for the comfort this has brought me 🤍
Honestly the best way for me to spend my Monday morning gets me ready for the week- I feel like I’ve dealt with grief all my life losing my dad as a child/toddler. Navigating it as an adult has been so much harder. Sending love to all of those dealing with grief 🤍
On Sunday night I had 2 panic attacks breaking my heart with grief and on Monday morning you posted this… it was almost like a sign from the universe reassuring me that I am going to be okay!❤ here I am again on Wednesday re-listening 😊
Your podcast is brilliant!👏🏼 I lost my mum when I was 19 it’s been five years since then and grief is definitely an on going journey that everyone deals with differently 💕
Thank you so much for opening up about your greif, Elle. I lost my mum 6 months ago but we didn't have a normal relationship (she treated me badly) so it's been so difficult navigating all of the emotions. I'm sad but I can't help but feel the anger especially now I'm a mother myself. I'm so glad that this is completely normal as I've not yet heard someone grieve the same way that I am ♥
I lost both of my Nans over Christmas week last year and I have really been struggling with my grief. I have been having counselling since December and thats really helped me but Ive got to say your podcasts especially this one have helped me so so much to not feel alone. Ive been a follower of yours for so many years its amazing to see how youve grown as a woman. Thank you for creating these podcasts 🤍✨️
I need this today. I haven’t listened the episode yet but I lost my grandad a few weeks ago and have his funeral next week. So thank you in advance for this. 💕 lots of love
Thank you so much, I really needed to hear this! I lost my mum when I was 7 months pregnant. I'm mum of two boys now 3 years and 8 months and still struggling coming up a year next month. Your comforting words really helped and to relate. You're an amazing person🎉 Xxxxxx
I lost my dad suddenly when i was 24 weeks pregnant with my little girl the week do father’s day. June is going to be a really hard month with his anniversary. It’s also the same month i turn 30 (which was my life expectancy when i was born) so a very triggering month and time. But i know he is with me, and i have to keep strong for my two beautiful babies x
I needed this… I’m 2 years out from losing my dad and wanting to relive and remember the pain when I lost him is excruciating but I feel like it’s the only way to believe he was real, raising my daughter and feeling the guilt that he is missing every moment. I also have so many questions from when i was a child, trauma that I TOO wish I could ask why and I’m just left, empty, trying to be strong. I’m 28 and feel so lost and the GUILT is so real. Thank you Elle for being so real, like you said grief has no end and I’m just waiting for one day to feel like i’m okay and accepting it but we have been cheated to lose a parent so young. Thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤️
Wow, Elle, this episode! Thank you! I lost my Dad in October 2020 and it would have been his birthday today. This couldn't have come at a better time. Sending you lots of love 🤍
I could see the pain on your face throughout this convo. U are just amazing, keep going strong for your boys and just to remind you, you’re a fantastic mum ❤❤
Wow! This episode got me in tears! I can relate so much to this and thankyou so much elle for opening up about your grief and how you've dealt with grief. I lost my mum when I was 5 and I've just lost my dad 8 months ago and I'm in the stage of cant handle my grief and crying everyday. The angel cards spoke alot to me as I want to be happy and to make my dad proud. I dont like it when people say you've just got to live with it or time is a healer I'm like I dont want to live with it. The hardest thing I'm facing is how to live my life without my dad as he was my rock and best friend and we did everything together and I feel lost. I want to get to a stage where the horrible memories of seeing my dad die in the last few days haunts me and I cant stop remembering them and I have so many regrets that I cant change. Grief is the worst pain ever and my dad died 3 days before Father's Day so now Father's Day isn't the same anymore and never will. Your podcast helps me so much Elle not just in grief but with anxiety too you make me feel calm and in a safe place. Your voice is so calming . I think your amazing and your mum would be so proud ❤ would love to see a podcast on any advice on family members not understanding that your grieving and not the same anymore and keep blaming things on you how do you deal with a situation like that
Such a lovely podcast I’m obsessed ❤ I totally relate to that maternal feeling towards younger siblings. I’m the eldest of 5 and my siblings and I have been through so much together. I feel as though I can’t show to them when I’m emotional because I am their shoulder to cry on. They need me more than I need them, and I have sacrificed so much for them to the point where I haven’t seen them for months to protect them. I know I shouldn’t have to and I need support as much as them but I can’t bring myself to care more about myself than I do them. On another note, I am obsessed with this podcast! It’s my favourite part of the week and I find myself actually excited for Mondays 😂
As our dear queen said Grief is the price we pay for love so very true too 😢❤ I’m older than you Elle and have lost both mam n dad not a day goes by without thinking of them or having a few tears on special days such as yesterday but just know they are always with us and your mum would be so proud of you and your lovely family xx❤
Loved this I lost my husband and my son 5 days apart in October my son was only 43 yrs old losing my husband of 38 years was bad but losing my boy was the worst thing that ever happened to me so I get grief you have done the best thing ever going to visit your mum it’s really sad and heartbreaking but worth it so we’ll done you’re not alone we all have our moments but we have to stay strong
Thank you for showing up and sharing such a raw and vulnerable part of life. We recently lost our family dog and although it hurt so bad the love I felt was phenomenal. I understand this is very different to a parent and I can’t even bare to think about the pain. I felt like I took away some hope from this 💚
I have been listening to your podcasts on Apple and have absolutely loved them. Feels so personal, like you are a friend talking to me. You have such a beautiful soul. I would really love an episode on meditation. You mentioned you had a meditation coach? I would love to get into meditating and hear you’re experience. Love x
Thank you so much @Elleswift ❤ I really needed this 💗 I've lost my mum back in 14th October 2022, I've been struggling so much but hearing you speak you about all this really helped ❤
Love your pod casts Elle , this one in particular I could really relate to as I lost my mum to cancer at the age of 12 ( I’m almost turning 30 ) me and my friends all listen every week and we have also made a little tradition to send each other in our watsapp group our growing & glowing moments of the week , every Monday ❤ you are so very inspiring!
I'm praying you pre record episodes before bubs is here to continue uploading. I'm 3 weeks postpartum at the moments and the baby blues are settling in and these podcasts are such a great outlet 💕
Honestly I wish I had this when my nan died I’m 25 and she was the only person I have lost in them whole 25 years it’s still only been 8/9 months but I miss her more than anything❤
I lost my mum 3 months ago, completely unexpected, and I held her hand as she died. 💔 It has been horrific to deal with, thank you for sharing this! Your podcast episodes resonate with me so much with all the spiritual stuff its everything I love, I helped you and Connor pack all your orders for your first Angelle collection launch 😅
Really needed this today, its coming up to the 1 year anniversary of my Dads death which was very sudden and unexpected and I have been struggling alot to come to terms with it still. He didnt even know anything was wrong, he just didnt wake up one morning so a massive shock for us all. Thankyou for doing this, as it really does help ❤
From someone who has just lost their bestfriend to suicide, thank you elle, you’ve helped more than you’ll ever know 💞
For those of us who have lost a mother who is still alive, you are not alone ❤
I watched this the first time when it was first uploaded after sitting in the hospital with my dying mum. Now watching it again 48 hours after her death after sitting by her side for two days in the hospice. So many things you have said resonated with me, fear of forgetting the small things and being left with the weight of what to do next. I’m 22 and left to finish raising my younger siblings, thank you so much for the comfort this has brought me 🤍
Elle, your a Ray of sunshine in difficult times of grief. Keep spreading love, support and kindness you beautiful soul❤
Honestly the best way for me to spend my Monday morning gets me ready for the week- I feel like I’ve dealt with grief all my life losing my dad as a child/toddler. Navigating it as an adult has been so much harder. Sending love to all of those dealing with grief 🤍
On Sunday night I had 2 panic attacks breaking my heart with grief and on Monday morning you posted this… it was almost like a sign from the universe reassuring me that I am going to be okay!❤ here I am again on Wednesday re-listening 😊
Your podcast is brilliant!👏🏼 I lost my mum when I was 19 it’s been five years since then and grief is definitely an on going journey that everyone deals with differently 💕
Thank you so much for opening up about your greif, Elle. I lost my mum 6 months ago but we didn't have a normal relationship (she treated me badly) so it's been so difficult navigating all of the emotions. I'm sad but I can't help but feel the anger especially now I'm a mother myself. I'm so glad that this is completely normal as I've not yet heard someone grieve the same way that I am ♥
Love and light to you 💚
I lost both of my Nans over Christmas week last year and I have really been struggling with my grief. I have been having counselling since December and thats really helped me but Ive got to say your podcasts especially this one have helped me so so much to not feel alone. Ive been a follower of yours for so many years its amazing to see how youve grown as a woman. Thank you for creating these podcasts 🤍✨️
This was incredible as are all your growing and glowing and your other youtube channel! ❤
I need this today. I haven’t listened the episode yet but I lost my grandad a few weeks ago and have his funeral next week. So thank you in advance for this. 💕 lots of love
Thankyou Elle💗amazing and comforting podcast 💗
Just awake with my cup of tea and my toddler, listening away, starting the week right💗💗
Thank you so much, I really needed to hear this! I lost my mum when I was 7 months pregnant. I'm mum of two boys now 3 years and 8 months and still struggling coming up a year next month. Your comforting words really helped and to relate. You're an amazing person🎉 Xxxxxx
I lost my dad suddenly when i was 24 weeks pregnant with my little girl the week do father’s day. June is going to be a really hard month with his anniversary. It’s also the same month i turn 30 (which was my life expectancy when i was born) so a very triggering month and time. But i know he is with me, and i have to keep strong for my two beautiful babies x
Stay strong mama ❤
I needed this… I’m 2 years out from losing my dad and wanting to relive and remember the pain when I lost him is excruciating but I feel like it’s the only way to believe he was real, raising my daughter and feeling the guilt that he is missing every moment. I also have so many questions from when i was a child, trauma that I TOO wish I could ask why and I’m just left, empty, trying to be strong. I’m 28 and feel so lost and the GUILT is so real. Thank you Elle for being so real, like you said grief has no end and I’m just waiting for one day to feel like i’m okay and accepting it but we have been cheated to lose a parent so young. Thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤️
Wow, Elle, this episode! Thank you! I lost my Dad in October 2020 and it would have been his birthday today. This couldn't have come at a better time. Sending you lots of love 🤍
Mum died just after mothers day 2020 in Ireland, still grieving, hope you're OK ❤❤
I could see the pain on your face throughout this convo. U are just amazing, keep going strong for your boys and just to remind you, you’re a fantastic mum ❤❤
Wow! This episode got me in tears! I can relate so much to this and thankyou so much elle for opening up about your grief and how you've dealt with grief. I lost my mum when I was 5 and I've just lost my dad 8 months ago and I'm in the stage of cant handle my grief and crying everyday. The angel cards spoke alot to me as I want to be happy and to make my dad proud. I dont like it when people say you've just got to live with it or time is a healer I'm like I dont want to live with it. The hardest thing I'm facing is how to live my life without my dad as he was my rock and best friend and we did everything together and I feel lost. I want to get to a stage where the horrible memories of seeing my dad die in the last few days haunts me and I cant stop remembering them and I have so many regrets that I cant change. Grief is the worst pain ever and my dad died 3 days before Father's Day so now Father's Day isn't the same anymore and never will. Your podcast helps me so much Elle not just in grief but with anxiety too you make me feel calm and in a safe place. Your voice is so calming . I think your amazing and your mum would be so proud ❤ would love to see a podcast on any advice on family members not understanding that your grieving and not the same anymore and keep blaming things on you how do you deal with a situation like that
Such a lovely podcast I’m obsessed ❤
I totally relate to that maternal feeling towards younger siblings. I’m the eldest of 5 and my siblings and I have been through so much together. I feel as though I can’t show to them when I’m emotional because I am their shoulder to cry on. They need me more than I need them, and I have sacrificed so much for them to the point where I haven’t seen them for months to protect them. I know I shouldn’t have to and I need support as much as them but I can’t bring myself to care more about myself than I do them.
On another note, I am obsessed with this podcast! It’s my favourite part of the week and I find myself actually excited for Mondays 😂
As our dear queen said Grief is the price we pay for love so very true too 😢❤ I’m older than you Elle and have lost both mam n dad not a day goes by without thinking of them or having a few tears on special days such as yesterday but just know they are always with us and your mum would be so proud of you and your lovely family xx❤
Loved this I lost my husband and my son 5 days apart in October my son was only 43 yrs old losing my husband of 38 years was bad but losing my boy was the worst thing that ever happened to me so I get grief you have done the best thing ever going to visit your mum it’s really sad and heartbreaking but worth it so we’ll done you’re not alone we all have our moments but we have to stay strong
I have been grieving since 2016 and i have lost lovedonce in 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021 and 2022 and im a shadow from my former self 😔
Sending you love, storms eventually run out of rain beautiful soul 💚
@@healthyfutureuk Thank you so so much for this ❤️🥰❤️
Thinking of you today Elle your mum will be so proud how much an amazing mum you are yourself x
Thank you for showing up and sharing such a raw and vulnerable part of life. We recently lost our family dog and although it hurt so bad the love I felt was phenomenal. I understand this is very different to a parent and I can’t even bare to think about the pain. I felt like I took away some hope from this 💚
Such a lovely start to the morning. Thank you x
I have been listening to your podcasts on Apple and have absolutely loved them. Feels so personal, like you are a friend talking to me. You have such a beautiful soul. I would really love an episode on meditation. You mentioned you had a meditation coach? I would love to get into meditating and hear you’re experience. Love x
Thank you so much @Elleswift ❤ I really needed this 💗 I've lost my mum back in 14th October 2022, I've been struggling so much but hearing you speak you about all this really helped ❤
Love your pod casts Elle , this one in particular I could really relate to as I lost my mum to cancer at the age of 12 ( I’m almost turning 30 ) me and my friends all listen every week and we have also made a little tradition to send each other in our watsapp group our growing & glowing moments of the week , every Monday ❤ you are so very inspiring!
Elle, this has easily become my favourite podcast and I love you
I'm praying you pre record episodes before bubs is here to continue uploading. I'm 3 weeks postpartum at the moments and the baby blues are settling in and these podcasts are such a great outlet 💕
Honestly I wish I had this when my nan died I’m 25 and she was the only person I have lost in them whole 25 years it’s still only been 8/9 months but I miss her more than anything❤
I lost my mum 3 months ago, completely unexpected, and I held her hand as she died. 💔 It has been horrific to deal with, thank you for sharing this! Your podcast episodes resonate with me so much with all the spiritual stuff its everything I love, I helped you and Connor pack all your orders for your first Angelle collection launch 😅
Really needed this today, its coming up to the 1 year anniversary of my Dads death which was very sudden and unexpected and I have been struggling alot to come to terms with it still. He didnt even know anything was wrong, he just didnt wake up one morning so a massive shock for us all. Thankyou for doing this, as it really does help ❤
my goodness, i'm so sorry! may peace and love be with you 🤍
Thankyou lovely ❤
Forgot to say thank you for this Elle great comfort❤
I need this topic today, it’s now exactly one year today since my grandad passed away. I’m just gonna get cosy and listen❤❤
🙋🏻♀️I love angel cards
thank you for this 💗
please can you link your angel cards! I would love to get into stuff like that but i have no idea where to start. Please help xx
I would love to know more about how you parent yourself ❤
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i hope you know how many people you’re going to help with this podcast🤍