@@l3r4vegaming15 I am so sorry I cannot understand what you are going through right now and I can't tell you that it will surely get better but you need to have hope and belive it'll get better someday. Please keep going, stay with us and get up every day. I am really sorry for your loss.
none of us will ever meet each other, and yet here we are, gathered in a moment of self-initiated hurt. we are together, despite how lonely our individual moments may feel. what a beautiful thing…
Ngl, of all the comments I loved urs!! It’s true and yet we try to help the others struggling even though we’re struggling like them and can’t even help ourselves!!
i hate feeling like this, i hate feeling so alone. it sucks. edit: last month and before that, i was very depressed. i didn’t feel like eating, locked myself in my room. distances myself from family and friends. letting go of my appearance, didn’t shower for days. found myself sobbing at night to this song. feeling alone and just broken inside... recently I’ve been feeling better. i wash myself up. wake up in the morning to have breakfast with my family. talk to my mom, play with my younger siblings. feeling confident. once you let that thing go that’s holding you back. it feels so amazing to have the weight lifted from your chest. please believe me. everything will get better. don’t end it. the pain is temporary. there is a plan for you. you were meant to exist. life will surprise you in the unexpected ways.
i miss when things were easier. i miss when i made my parents proud. i miss being a kid. i miss being me. don’t let it end like this, please. i’m praying. praying for a life i’m never going to live. but. *hope’s a beautiful thing, ain’t it?*
"I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone." - Robin Williams. RIP
Everyone whose liked this and sees this comment: I love you all. Troubles will arise but you will overcome them. You are so strong. I love you all, beautiful strangers 💕💕
I’m the only one in my friendship that reaches out,, I’m the only one that calls them that ask to hang out to checks up on them if were still going to hang out if I didn’t do any of this reaching out none of our friendship would stay afloat and it would just stay on text I feel like I’m the only one who cares to hang out or call them who enjoys talking and hanging out and it hurts that my best friend doesn’t put in the effort that I put in for them… to me that’s worse then being …. Alone..
@@MargotZollingerreligion is man made. All 4,000+ of them with each and every one of their "gods". Now which God is the true God? Each one of them will say theirs of course 🤣
me too, i get exactly what you are saying. i thought that all the mess that happened in school before lockdown was a thing of the past, but turns out i was wrong. i hope you start feeling happy again, however that may be x
I feel like I’m slowly becoming emotionless. I have cried so many times that and no matter how much I cry, it never stops. But now, my sadness is so deep in me that it doesn’t even come out.
Ay bro I hope ur doing better now and if not just know that theres nothing to worry about, life has its ups and downs but in the end everything will work out. I know everyone has felt like this in their life but just know in time u will be healed. Have faith and never give up❤️
honestly i want this played at my funeral, it's so sad yet calming, it makes me hurt a little bit right now, but it makes me feel like i'll okay in the end you know? it's how i want people to feel if they lose me, i want them to know they'll be okay. stay safe everyone, you're loved and wanted. www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
Thanks. Life's just been hard for me lately. Especially with this whole pandemic thing. I've been lonely my whole life. So it won't make much difference, what hurts is that I think no one would bother to even know how I'm actually doing. Even my own damn parents won't care if I just suddenly disappear. And yeah, I'm not a minor who's complaining about depression even though he's got a house to live in. Ffs I don't know what I'm living for anymore. The only stuff keeping me alive is music and the urge to keep going. I hate the painful reality, So I listen to this type of music to drown it out. No one would care.
It's funny how people say the internet has made us less connected to others when there's places like these where complete strangers find comfort and solace in the words of another wandering soul. May you find rest, peace, and love on your journey, no matter where that journey may take you.
i don’t understand why people think depression and anxiety are a trend like it is literally the worst and most terrible feeling that someone can have, it kills you from the inside out until you can’t take it anymore. you can’t sleep until 4am then once you finally do before you know it you’ve slept in till 2pm, you have no energy whatsoever to get up. you just feel... *alone*
Your pain is gonna hurt for quite some time, my friend. The upside is that no matter what, there WILL be a point in time we'll learn how to deal with it better and it gets a bit duller day by day.. Best of wishes to you& your heart's healing
I’m not depressed, I’m just tired..exhausted. Edit: thanks for all the likes guys, most i’ve ever gotten. And remember you are loved, stay strong and keep fighting ❤️
i’m so sorry love, i know what you’re saying, as i have gone through the same thing. everything eventually gets better. you go through Hell to get to Heaven. Remember that for me. I love you so so so so so much. get some sleep. get rid of that toxic person in your life. chin up smile and walk away.
@@sungirl765 i honestly dont know i just started trying to sleep and taking care of myself and being with the people i loved and trying to be productive and that helped me a lot, plus im muslim so i also turned to god.
I want to hug my favorite person but I don't know if that is weird I dont know how to act around him I just know I want this. I want to know that he does too. I'll give you a hug cuz I need it too
This is the one for me. But, unfortunately, it just reminds me of someone I gave my all to and never got it back. Was but a dream, wasn't who she actually was.
I hope you find peace in your life and the thoughts that you are worth it. Just because someone gives you the feeling that your worthless, doesn't mean you are... ): ❤ wish i could hug you, good luck in your life
this makes you feel like you're dying, this slow somber tune. it feels like your heart slowing down until an eventual stop. it feels like someone dying too young.
Everything will sort itself out I promise, look for help it'll make a difference. It'll be ok and you'll smile again, you have to work for it a little bit but it'll come. Sending love
hey, how are you? i just wanted to check in on you and see how you’re doing. i promise everything will get better, you just have to take things one step at a time. don’t rush it. i’m here for you anytime, you got this.
I tried to explain this feeling to my friend. But I don’t think she really got it. It sounded like she was just think I was faking or couldn’t fake cry but I just feel empty, I have hardly any emotions anymore. I’ve felt sadness for so long I can’t feel anything.
people who's going through breakups. well at least you know what it is like to be loved, people who are suffering from loneliness and never experienced what its like to be and feel loved like that hurts even more.
This gives me a feeling I can’t explain. Edit: I’ve been thinking for a while and I think I might know how it makes me feel, it’s like looking at memories that you can’t get back (and nostalgia)
This comment- made me think about everything... Ive been insecure for 8 years (im 13) and still am. I’ve wasted time by listening to the voice in my head thats made me feel so judged and weak. I have body dysmorphia, anxiety, and depression (probably other things) and I don’t think I can go on any longer. Sorry for telling you this, fellow stranger. I just needed to tell someone because no one else would listen. 😔👋🏼
@@x_xanxan_x i'm listening, you can get through this. i felt this way a month and a half ago and from time to time i still do. i wrote a note, i went to this big hill and i had to list all the things that make me happy in my head to convince myself to stay. have u ever played this song while it's raining and slow danced, by urself or with someone u love? there are so many things you haven't done, so many places you haven't been, so many beautiful songs you haven't heard and so many emotions you haven't felt. people you haven't met, flowers you haven't smelt, landscapes you haven't seen; from mountains on a starry summer's night to the beach on a stormy winter's day. the best advice i have ever gotten is this: romanticize your life. every rainy day is a moment to stop and listen to this song. the unfortunate pain and sadness you feel is part of what makes you, you. when you look back you can remember how strong you were for beating this, you can follow your dreams, however big or small because you made it through your darkest days. please stay here. for my sake. for the people who care about you. for you. for your future self, shit your current and past selves too. i don't know you but i love you. i know you got this.
yknow- that hurts. i just lost a 10 year friendship and she used to listen to this song all the time. i could look up and her tears would turn into my favorite smile ever. she got so toxic and i hated her for it but i miss her alot. im sorry for venting. i dont know if ill see her again.
I've cried so many times this year that I can't cry anymore. I just sit there listening to this song and feeling like I have to cry but nothing comes out. So fun.
remember when we said 2020 was gonna be our year? Look at us now. edit: thank you for allll the likesss omg u guys r the best 💞💞💞💞 good wishes for u all✨
hate it when people let a year decide how there gonna act. Like got 6 more months to do some amazing stuff. Why should I let covid and crap get in my way. Sure it sucks but sometimes trials are when you learn the most...
i hate how the people who actually care about you are strangers. not your friends. your friends could care less. who wouldve thought strangers would be the ones to care. im sorry. im sorry mom. im sorry dad. i rly try. i do. but its to hard. and i cant try anymore. thank you strangers. youre the ones who helped. ily.
I dont attention when i cry..i just wanna feel whole i dont feel like im alive anymore i mean physically im fine but im mentally drained from the world...
Just played this song and it's rainy and stormy day, smoking some pot and looking drops becoming pools of rain water, looking at grass and flowers bending from the big drops falling thunders in the distance becoming louder and louder rain starting to fall down faster and looking hevier and angrier but yet they are so calm and beautiful, begining to make my brain and body feel such serenity. I finaly realized life is not that bad you just have to learn to enjoy small things in life.
it’s 2:08 am. there’s a thunderstorm outside of my apartment. i’m sitting on the ground, watching the sky light up and rain hit the wooden bench to the side of my front door. this song is playing, i open the door so only the screen door remains. the mist from the rain hits my face. i remember how far i’ve made it in life. i never knew i would make it to this point. update: my peaceful session is interrupted by a lion king ad. i almost punched my screen from the loudness of the ad.
The lion king ad put you back into the reality of life. We all want to escape it but there are things such as that ad in this instance which tells us life will be with us until death.
I feel like depression is becoming a trend, and those who are truly depressed fall deeper into the abyss while the other fake it and get the attention.
Yea. Strangers. Never to be together again. No matter how much you try. All the memories stay within. She wants to move on but I want to be better. Why can’t I be better. Why couldn’t I have more time. I’m sorry
yeah strangers… i don’t think it’s ever going to go back to what we use to be and i’ll miss that forever. you made me so happy but your the one who made me like this. it evens out huh?
This is me right now: Lying in bed listening to depressing music while all my friends have their relationships making me even more lonely and thinking I will be alone forever. This song reminds me of good memories which when you think about it, That special memory, will never ever happen again. It makes me so sad Im sorry this was random if you made it this far, have a good day :(
Me listening to this song, thinking back when i was a kid, seeing how different i looked, looking at myself now and realizing how much i changed, i hardly even recognize myself when looking at old pictures from when i was a kid.. its crazy just how much one single bad day can change someones entire life so much that they aren't even recognizable..
it's quite funny really, how a lot of us are hypocrites. we say " Don't hurt yourselves, it will be alright, you will be alright." yet we feel like we are lying to ourselves... we convince others and help others, when we need it ourselves but we just don't feel it...
K A L F A T A please don’t say stuff like that in a comment section. you can trigger a lot of suicidal people with that. if you are really struggling please call the suicide hotline in your area or talk to a professional (like a doctor, psychiatrist, therapist, etc.)
K A L F A T A don’t 😔 nothing is temporary, it will get better hang in there even if it feels your on a thread, everyone feels depressed sometime in there life I got through mine, go in the mirror everyday and say, “I got this I can do this” even if you don’t mean it, it does something. you will get past this keep pushing.
when I was really little, my dad would drink his hot coffee on the back porch in the morning and he would play this song. i would go outside and sit with him on the rocking chairs, just listening peacefully and admiring our simple yet somehow perfect lives. i remember the weeping willow tree in our backyard. the cloudy skies. the crisp, cool air. the smell of hot coffee drifting through the morning air. but no matter how hard I try, life will never be as easy and simple as it was then. i listen to this song at night. i close my eyes and I try to imagine those times when i listening to this song, but it still feels hazy. it feels like a dream. a dream i wish I had never woken up from. appreciate the simple things in life, because those are the ones that are most worth remembering.
me: has a mental breakdown all afternoon parents: dinners ready me: wipes tears and acts like nothing happened "goes to the dinner table and family has no clue what just happened" just me ?!
I know the feeling and it's like they still have no idea what pain their own child is going through and they sometimes have their own opinions on all this and it sometimes break u down coz they don't understand the kinda hurt u feeling so u just don't tell them anything coz what does it matter I mean they too focused on their boyfriend anyways .I'm sorry for putting that out there guys but I feel like I needed to say it
if there was a song that represented pain the best, it’s this one. the deepness sounds like how low my heart feels in my stomach when someone hurts me again. the slowing of words is like how your words come out when you’ve been hurt beyond repair. explaining your pain is beyond you. you have just come to a point where all of it has become one sole problem that you can’t fix. you’re done trying to fix everyone else’s problems and done trying at all to be happy. that’s this song
I'm currently studying at university🙂 every time I listen to this song it reminds me of how I'm spending the best years of life, chasing a degree so I can live a normal life. All I want is to live far away alone in the forest, watching my plants grow in peace.
i feel trapped in this body that doesn’t even feel like it’s mine, i’m scared of myself and like somethings taking over that isn’t me. what’s wrong with me. someone please help.
i don’t feel sad, i don’t feel alone, i feel empty but i feel like i’m making it all up in my head i hate the feeling when something is off even though everything is right, why do i doubt every sort of sadness i feel? am i really sad or is my problem nothing anymore
i feel the exact same way. it took some therapy to start taking my feelings seriously. thing is, if you were making it up, you could stop feeling this way. depression has no reason and you don’t need any reason to ask for help... sometimes you just need it and you can’t explain why...
when i was little, i thought “i want to be big! i want to be a grown up now!”. i regret that. i should’ve listened to my mom. she said, “enjoy ur childhood.”. now i just wanna be so little again..
I never wanted to grow up. I remember the day that i realized this was when i was five lying outside in my backyard watching the clouds move, i realized that my life will go bye like the clouds, fast but without noticing it.
I hardly ever comment on videos but This song really hits me deep, and I listen to it a lot. I feel so drained. I just want to collapse. Every corner I turn to, there’s some sort of mental or physical issue. Or there’s frustration, anger, yelling, sadness, depression, etc.. I’m just so done with everything and I want to just give up. Give up on everything and just let everything go and be done. I’ve been through and lost so much, it’s not fair. I’m exhausted.
This song makes me feel like screaming. It's so slow and somber but it makes it so that I hear my heart beating out of my chest. It feels like being let go and let down. Loneliness and emptiness. Silent suffering.
amber lynn I’m happy someone else feels the same way I do, I’ve always loved this song cause of how peaceful and beautiful it is but at the same time it always makes me think of sad memories or happy ones that will never come back, it always makes me miss someone too. It sucks
i think it’s just that they understand more. i’m sure that your friends and family care about you deeply, they just don’t know how to react to certain situations because they’ve never felt what you feel.
I find myself so alone that ironically I fantasize about heartbreak. What it would feel like to love and lose. I have no one to love thus I have no one to lose.
Let me say it is the most painful thing to experience. Especially when the person you love suddenly falls out of love. It leaves you confused and lost.
They say your first love is the hardest to get over. I have only had one boyfriend before and we lasted 7 months which is not crazy long but after all that time they are a solid part of your life. When they leave you with nothing but questions, it is torturing. He dumped me after I found out he was cheating and I lost all my confidence, I realised how much time I spent with him and felt incredibly alone and if it was not for my friends, I don't know how I would have gotten through it. It felt like a part of me had been torn away and that the past 7 months had been a lie. I now look back at it as an experience and something to learn from as I find that hating him only made me more upset because I thought I loved him, how can you truly hate someone you loved? You can't, you can hate what they did but not them as an individual connected to those memories you shared with them. I would never go back to him as I have learnt from him but I still cherish the happy memories we had together and it took me months to come to that conclusion.
When you’re beat up so bad with what feels like everything lost, the bottom of the pit, when you feel there’s nothing left, just turn to god, pray with faith, he will light your way, I promise, may god be with you
The whole world is one big dark place. But we only get one chance at life and then it's over in a flash. Try to find something healthy that gives you joy. Make it a quest! Everybody loves a quest ❤
i see you with that fake smile of yours. i hear your cries at night. i see you struggling to love yourself. you are so strong. you made it into a new year. i’m so proud of you. i love you stranger.
These comments make me want to hug each and every one of you. I just want to say.. I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. IM PROUD OF YOU. Have a good day❤️
the pain of wanting to stay but wanting to go. the tears that stream down our faces as we think of what we’d be losing, but thinking of what we’ve already lost. the irony of feeling so much pain but not feeling anything. the sick, numb feeling in our stomach. the tears that soak our pillows at night. the sleeves that hide our arms. oh what a life we live....
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This songs can either make you feel like your endlessly drowning and no one is noticing or make you feel at peace with everything no in between
Then i must be insane cause my emotions are crying and swaying to the music back and forth
@@thisyofavoritesng well those are technically actions not emotions but I still understand
DayDay i mean like your sad and then calm and your emotions repeat that
DayDay I’ve had both feelings multiple times over 2019-2020
Yep 10/10
*”people die because they just wanted to live”*
What’s with all the facts 🗣
oh wow.
Just lost a good girl-friend to an abusive mother 😔
@@l3r4vegaming15 I am so sorry I cannot understand what you are going through right now and I can't tell you that it will surely get better but you need to have hope and belive it'll get better someday. Please keep going, stay with us and get up every day.
I am really sorry for your loss.
Wow.
Sweet Jesus, I am so happy this was made. This is one of the most beautifully haunting songs I’ve ever had the honor of listening to.
Moon Child me too
Moon Child sucks that it was made for a twilight movie tho lol
Savion S why?
David Williams twilight is ass. Shit is made for emotional 14 yr old girls. It doesn’t deserve this masterpiece of a song
Moon Child love the way you describe it took the words right out of my mouth
none of us will ever meet each other, and yet here we are, gathered in a moment of self-initiated hurt. we are together, despite how lonely our individual moments may feel. what a beautiful thing…
Why so green and lonely?
Ngl, of all the comments I loved urs!! It’s true and yet we try to help the others struggling even though we’re struggling like them and can’t even help ourselves!!
You listen to this song because you’re “sad” I listen to this song because it makes me sleep. We are not the same
bro give us your insta
Yes
i hate feeling like this, i hate feeling so alone. it sucks. edit: last month and before that, i was very depressed. i didn’t feel like eating, locked myself in my room. distances myself from family and friends. letting go of my appearance, didn’t shower for days. found myself sobbing at night to this song. feeling alone and just broken inside... recently I’ve been feeling better. i wash myself up. wake up in the morning to have breakfast with my family. talk to my mom, play with my younger siblings. feeling confident. once you let that thing go that’s holding you back. it feels so amazing to have the weight lifted from your chest. please believe me. everything will get better. don’t end it. the pain is temporary. there is a plan for you. you were meant to exist. life will surprise you in the unexpected ways.
hey, wanna talk?
Your not alone we are all here for you 💕
Hey bro keep your head up king let me know if you need to talk I have the same feeling:(❤️❤️
i will kill myself :x
K A L F A T A don’t say that. Although you may feel like that right now I promise you things will get better 💕
i miss when things were easier.
i miss when i made my parents proud.
i miss being a kid.
i miss being me.
don’t let it end like this, please.
i’m praying.
praying for a life i’m never going to live.
but.
*hope’s a beautiful thing, ain’t it?*
just don't lose hope🙏✨
You manifest what you believe, your thoughts shape your future, your options are limitless, life is limitless.
Just because someones cries are silent doesn't mean they aren't screaming for help.
"I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone." - Robin Williams. RIP
Everyone whose liked this and sees this comment: I love you all. Troubles will arise but you will overcome them. You are so strong. I love you all, beautiful strangers 💕💕
@@bethanyvili4097 thx
I’m the only one in my friendship that reaches out,, I’m the only one that calls them that ask to hang out to checks up on them if were still going to hang out if I didn’t do any of this reaching out none of our friendship would stay afloat and it would just stay on text I feel like I’m the only one who cares to hang out or call them who enjoys talking and hanging out and it hurts that my best friend doesn’t put in the effort that I put in for them… to me that’s worse then being ….
Alone..
true. but Jesus is with you every second of the day, he doesn't need to come back he's always with us duh.
@@MargotZollingerreligion is man made. All 4,000+ of them with each and every one of their "gods". Now which God is the true God? Each one of them will say theirs of course 🤣
Thought this feeling was gone... I hate that it’s back... I hate it here.
me too, i get exactly what you are saying. i thought that all the mess that happened in school before lockdown was a thing of the past, but turns out i was wrong. i hope you start feeling happy again, however that may be x
felt:(
Literally same
You can be with Jesus he will never leave you or forsake you
me too
the sad thing is, our parents still don't know that they lost their happy, fun kids a long time ago and still put us under a lot of pressure
It hurts so much that I can’t even talk to them because they are part of the reason I’m sad.
:/
They hurt me so much but yet I don’t let them see my tears because I don’t want to hurt them
My family is realizing slowly
they still don’t understand me
This song makes me want to go out while its raining and listen to it on repeat and cry .
Incognito, same I just wanna listen to this and forget everything and everyone. And be alone forever
I do that all the time 😭💔
@@jihannie.9555 i have no clue why but that sounds so good to me.😔😔
RIP to lil peep ☹️
Yeah just cry
I feel like I’m slowly becoming emotionless. I have cried so many times that and no matter how much I cry, it never stops. But now, my sadness is so deep in me that it doesn’t even come out.
Same..
It will all get better.
Same
Ay bro I hope ur doing better now and if not just know that theres nothing to worry about, life has its ups and downs but in the end everything will work out. I know everyone has felt like this in their life but just know in time u will be healed. Have faith and never give up❤️
@@maxd1321 thank you so much ❤️
if this isn’t played at my funeral, i’m not going
honestly i want this played at my funeral, it's so sad yet calming, it makes me hurt a little bit right now, but it makes me feel like i'll okay in the end you know? it's how i want people to feel if they lose me, i want them to know they'll be okay. stay safe everyone, you're loved and wanted. www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
yeah i wont be attending if it isnt
Thanks I laughed 💀
Thanks I needed a laugh. Hope your ok tho
Reaper wait...💀
Everyone be missing their exe's or their best friends and im just here missing my old, confident , better, happier self... old me
😔your not the only one..I can’t even remember the last time I felt happy when I wasn’t experiencing this feeling
@@jayda7276 lets hope that it would be okay 🥺
Same....
You are not the only one
same ..
To everyone scrolling down
Let's cry together
as im crying 😩
Fuck i said i wont cryyy... I just wanna feel num again
It's okay guys, cry all you want haha. I cry to this every other night too. Whenever I feel like I should let the tears run down my cheeks.
@@miguelgenovata6250 damn you know im here if you wanna talk? Like im not jk.. We can just tell oir whole pain to each other
Thanks. Life's just been hard for me lately. Especially with this whole pandemic thing. I've been lonely my whole life. So it won't make much difference, what hurts is that I think no one would bother to even know how I'm actually doing. Even my own damn parents won't care if I just suddenly disappear. And yeah, I'm not a minor who's complaining about depression even though he's got a house to live in. Ffs I don't know what I'm living for anymore. The only stuff keeping me alive is music and the urge to keep going. I hate the painful reality, So I listen to this type of music to drown it out. No one would care.
It's funny how people say the internet has made us less connected to others when there's places like these where complete strangers find comfort and solace in the words of another wandering soul. May you find rest, peace, and love on your journey, no matter where that journey may take you.
Out of all the comments this one got me to cry ❤️
i don’t understand why people think depression and anxiety are a trend like it is literally the worst and most terrible feeling that someone can have, it kills you from the inside out until you can’t take it anymore. you can’t sleep until 4am then once you finally do before you know it you’ve slept in till 2pm, you have no energy whatsoever to get up. you just feel... *alone*
I don’t to this cuz it’s a trend. I have a lot of pain and this is helping me to get it out slowly. I wish I was happy all the time but I cant💔
Fr
Woah, are ok man?
Currently 1:15 can’t sleep anymore
I guess that means I'm still depressed 😔
“Don’t take life to seriously, nobody makes it out alive”
wise words of alex the goat
Oh ouch yeah :(
Your wrong, life should be taken seriously because you don't make it out alive, you only get one chance, so make that chancs count
I just found my life qoute jsjslmao
Take the guy with the lil peep profile picture seriously lol
If I don’t see you again
good afternoon, good evening and goodnight
🥺💞
Jim carrey is the best for this line
You got this , dont go . I love you
don't leave please 🥺❤️
Same to u mate !
Today was a bad day.
I'm on my bed with nothing left to do.
Music is the only medicine to cure my broken heart.
I feel you :(
yea,i can relate.
Hope you're doing good tho
I'm sorry honey how are you now it's been five months I'm so proud of you how is everything I hope it's going okay ily
me too :/
Your pain is gonna hurt for quite some time, my friend. The upside is that no matter what, there WILL be a point in time we'll learn how to deal with it better and it gets a bit duller day by day..
Best of wishes to you& your heart's healing
A moment of silence for those who haven't found this song.
Their loss✨
I pray for them every night before sleeping
5:36 of silence for them
oof-
Definitely! They are missing out
this song gives me such a horrible nostalgic feeling, i miss being young and having no worries
Wait what, how can you express it(say it in words) , I couldn't even find the words to express and you just did it 👁️👄👁️
Accurate 100%
I’m not depressed,
I’m just tired..exhausted.
Edit: thanks for all the likes guys, most i’ve ever gotten. And remember you are loved, stay strong and keep fighting ❤️
i’m so sorry love, i know what you’re saying, as i have gone through the same thing. everything eventually gets better. you go through Hell to get to Heaven. Remember that for me. I love you so so so so so much. get some sleep. get rid of that toxic person in your life. chin up smile and walk away.
@@kamkam5002 thank you so much, That means a lot to me. Have a nice day and stay safe ❤️❤️
@@sungirl765 yeah but i’m much better now and i hope you will get better soon too, remember that it will get easier one day so stay strong! ❤️
@@sungirl765 i honestly dont know i just started trying to sleep and taking care of myself and being with the people i loved and trying to be productive and that helped me a lot, plus im muslim so i also turned to god.
@@sungirl765 yes try going back to work and interacting with people but make sure to stay safe!! And ofc, have a great day/night 💜
This is the kind of song that plays in the background of those memories you would give anything to go back to while you relive them. 💔
I just want a genuine hug
(⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃
ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ )
hey i hope that you're okay
I want to hug my favorite person but I don't know if that is weird I dont know how to act around him I just know I want this. I want to know that he does too.
I'll give you a hug cuz I need it too
@Adalade Hansen ofc 🥺
I was skating down a hill listening to this and it was the most spiritually insane experiences ever
Would you recommend it?
Flying Fish have a nice day I tried it a skate board and it is so calming
sounds awesome
especially when it’s 2 am and it just finished raining. I skated to the graveyard to see my baby cousin it was very therapeutic.
@@sherlyn7296 I'm sorry
No more energy
No more motivation
No more dreams to run after
Too numb
Too tired to stay
Too afraid to go
Felt this
please stay.
I felt this on another level
Just desire to be happy again
i love you
This sounds like a waking up from a dream with your person that you never wanted to end
this comment tho
This is the one for me. But, unfortunately, it just reminds me of someone I gave my all to and never got it back. Was but a dream, wasn't who she actually was.
@emilyfeldman7487 ikr
Yep happened last night
exactly, like the lyric "dont let it fool you"
“I’m alive but I’m not living”
hru now love
@@lizziegacha5683 wow thank you I’ve not really been checked up on before I’m fine and you x
@@kaydenpickering9523 im good,
@@lizziegacha5683 nice to hear well I wish you and your family and friends a happy life and I hope your year goes better than mine so far x
@@kaydenpickering9523 i believe ur year will be good, i believe in u :)
This covid break from school got me realizing how school is kinda like my safe place😕 and being home makes me feel unwanted and useless
You are not useless. You have a purpose, you have talents, you have so much to give. Trust me! ;) 💓
@@tamaradimarco878 I wish I could
I hope you find peace in your life and the thoughts that you are worth it. Just because someone gives you the feeling that your worthless, doesn't mean you are... ): ❤ wish i could hug you, good luck in your life
we all felt this tbh :(
for me it’s the contrary lol
this makes you feel like you're dying, this slow somber tune. it feels like your heart slowing down until an eventual stop. it feels like someone dying too young.
This song is so soothing that it let's you release your emotions.. I love it.
i just wanna lay down in the rain crying and letting everything out and listening to this song
can i join?
Mood 😞 just scream and yell
Me to it hurts trying to be happy for everyone all the time 💜
Aaron Sterling yessss
The closest I'm gonna get to lay in the rain is laying down in my bathtub with the shower on :(
Music is probably the only thing keeping me alive.
me too
same thing...if video games and music didn't exist, I would be dead probably..
Everything will sort itself out I promise, look for help it'll make a difference. It'll be ok and you'll smile again, you have to work for it a little bit but it'll come. Sending love
Same. Without it the world would be even more horrible
If it wasn't for my mum 🪦💀
This comment section is helping me more than my therapist...
Ikr😅🥺
ong
And we pay money for theripist✋😪
At least u have a therapist...
@@ayla3348 oh god its the edgy billie eye lash fan
Listening to this in bed, it’s raining and for once I’m at peace because the world is crying with me. And somehow I don’t feel so alone.
I hope you feel better 🤍
Hope you’re doing better, a random stranger on the internet wishes you the best❤️
Sameeee🌌
Everyone is talking about how this song makes them cry.
I can't cry anymore. I'm just numb and sad and there's nothing I can to do help it. I'm stuck.
hey, how are you? i just wanted to check in on you and see how you’re doing. i promise everything will get better, you just have to take things one step at a time. don’t rush it. i’m here for you anytime, you got this.
@@randycabbage5163 thank you that means a lot ❤ I'm ok Its just hard
Ellen Rose no problem! i know it can be hard but i know you can get thru this.
stay strong bubs
I tried to explain this feeling to my friend. But I don’t think she really got it. It sounded like she was just think I was faking or couldn’t fake cry but I just feel empty, I have hardly any emotions anymore. I’ve felt sadness for so long I can’t feel anything.
this song makes me want to throw away everythiing and move far away and never look back
I did that 😌🤚 With my bff
honestly. also ur so pretty!
@@samanthaa557 tyyyy i look way different than my vids tho now
same lol :(
@@carissahowell6199 girl ur still gorgeous!!
sad boi hours hit different when they turn to days 😗 ✌️
udontknow me and then they turn into weeks on end 😌
@@laurensmith897 same 😍
udontknow me love that 🥰😌💅
@@laurensmith897 bonus points if you don't feel anything 🤭✨
udontknow me and then you start pushing everyone away even thought you didn't even have anyone to begin with 😌
I wish all the sad, depressed, anxious and lonely people could meet and somehow help one another cure this global wound.
imagine your laying in the middle of the forest, it’s raining and your crying. the song will hit 200x different 🥺
exactly like twilight lol
Bella WHO
"We didn't know we were making memories, we just thought we were having fun" -Winnie The Poo
😭😭
Poo
*pooh
you need God repent
DONT DO THIS TO ME THIS IS MAKING ME THINK OF 2012-2016
i’m a person who hates hugs but i really want to give everyone in this comment section a hug
🥺
Please I need one
I hate hugs, but I also love hugs in times like these.
I don't know how a hug feels 😔
Everything i wanted rn
people who's going through breakups. well at least you know what it is like to be loved, people who are suffering from loneliness and never experienced what its like to be and feel loved like that hurts even more.
This gives me a feeling I can’t explain.
Edit: I’ve been thinking for a while and I think I might know how it makes me feel, it’s like looking at memories that you can’t get back (and nostalgia)
This is my go-to crying at night song.
This comment- made me think about everything... Ive been insecure for 8 years (im 13) and still am. I’ve wasted time by listening to the voice in my head thats made me feel so judged and weak. I have body dysmorphia, anxiety, and depression (probably other things) and I don’t think I can go on any longer. Sorry for telling you this, fellow stranger. I just needed to tell someone because no one else would listen. 😔👋🏼
@@x_xanxan_x i'm listening, you can get through this. i felt this way a month and a half ago and from time to time i still do. i wrote a note, i went to this big hill and i had to list all the things that make me happy in my head to convince myself to stay. have u ever played this song while it's raining and slow danced, by urself or with someone u love? there are so many things you haven't done, so many places you haven't been, so many beautiful songs you haven't heard and so many emotions you haven't felt. people you haven't met, flowers you haven't smelt, landscapes you haven't seen; from mountains on a starry summer's night to the beach on a stormy winter's day. the best advice i have ever gotten is this: romanticize your life. every rainy day is a moment to stop and listen to this song. the unfortunate pain and sadness you feel is part of what makes you, you. when you look back you can remember how strong you were for beating this, you can follow your dreams, however big or small because you made it through your darkest days. please stay here. for my sake. for the people who care about you. for you. for your future self, shit your current and past selves too. i don't know you but i love you. i know you got this.
same! But I've been thinking too, and I think it's nostalgia and longing.
yknow- that hurts. i just lost a 10 year friendship and she used to listen to this song all the time. i could look up and her tears would turn into my favorite smile ever. she got so toxic and i hated her for it but i miss her alot. im sorry for venting. i dont know if ill see her again.
“without the dark, we’d never see the stars”
I want to be a star
@@lillystauffer2846 you are✨
That’s beautiful 💯
in Ikol's words: "A light is easier to see in the dark. Remember this, for when all the lights go off."
I wannna huggg you so bad
i hate how i try to help people when i can't even help myself.
this comment. i’ve never related to anything more in my life.
i hope you’re okay :(. God bless you✝️❤️
-Big hugs!- 💖
This is how I feel most of the time. I'm the friend that's always there for everyone but no one is there for me, there's no one that I can trust :(
@@sour_2159 that one hit hard.
this song is painfully beautiful
It’s funny how we tell others to stay strong yet we can’t do it ourselves
ミカ HONESTLYYY WTF AHAHA
yeah
r/im14andthisisdeep
*Me reads this during a depressive episode* (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)
Yah ik & it hurts
I've cried so many times this year that I can't cry anymore. I just sit there listening to this song and feeling like I have to cry but nothing comes out. So fun.
I hope you are ok
I’m so sorry
Same 🤍
I felt this but ever since my ex cheated I couldn’t cry anymore.. as if I was emotionless
@@JoshJusVibenシ Yeah all my ex's cheated. I've never been in a healthy relationship with anyone. Including my own family
It’s like you’re screaming and no one could hear
so true. its like im all alone and no one will listen. its a feeling i cant really explain but i hate what im feeling
its EXACTLY like that
mia martinez nostalgia
I’ll see y’all in a group therapy
ミカ ye no
Happy, sad, alone, whatever. This is the greatest song ever written. No matter how you are feeling. Art.
remember when we said 2020 was gonna be our year?
Look at us now.
edit: thank you for allll the likesss omg u guys r the best 💞💞💞💞 good wishes for u all✨
it feels like everything’s just going further down than we all expected
hate it when people let a year decide how there gonna act. Like got 6 more months to do some amazing stuff. Why should I let covid and crap get in my way. Sure it sucks but sometimes trials are when you learn the most...
never said that i knew it was going to be a bad year
Kenyon Childs I truly learned who rlly wanted to be in my life and who didn’t this year it’s crazy how people are man
Jonathan Rodriguez saaaammeeeee
I just wanna be friends with everyone who listens to music like this.
U got one now :)
hi there:)
(:
hey lol:)
Hi :)
i hate how the people who actually care about you are strangers. not your friends. your friends could care less. who wouldve thought strangers would be the ones to care. im sorry. im sorry mom. im sorry dad. i rly try. i do. but its to hard. and i cant try anymore. thank you strangers. youre the ones who helped. ily.
Hey are you okay? , probably not but I’m here
@@Emily-nu4xt I dont know what happening anymore
@@vlogswithmongs3889 Ik what you mean, this world got all of us empty minded
I dont attention when i cry..i just wanna feel whole i dont feel like im alive anymore i mean physically im fine but im mentally drained from the world...
@@scoobs4012 I’m counting on you. You can’t leave this like that.
Just played this song and it's rainy and stormy day, smoking some pot and looking drops becoming pools of rain water, looking at grass and flowers bending from the big drops falling thunders in the distance becoming louder and louder rain starting to fall down faster and looking hevier and angrier but yet they are so calm and beautiful, begining to make my brain and body feel such serenity. I finaly realized life is not that bad you just have to learn to enjoy small things in life.
Just smoked trying to vibe while the world falls apart; good luck with COVID-19 everyone.
Well u too
Thanks bro you too 😊
sameeeee
same and you too. hope you all stay safe ❤️
the world has always been falling apart the moment humans got here.
it’s 2:08 am. there’s a thunderstorm outside of my apartment. i’m sitting on the ground, watching the sky light up and rain hit the wooden bench to the side of my front door. this song is playing, i open the door so only the screen door remains. the mist from the rain hits my face. i remember how far i’ve made it in life. i never knew i would make it to this point.
update: my peaceful session is interrupted by a lion king ad. i almost punched my screen from the loudness of the ad.
the update😭
LMFAAOAOAOAO LION KING
I hope it continues to get better
i swear to god that i read this exactly at 2:08 am
The lion king ad put you back into the reality of life. We all want to escape it but there are things such as that ad in this instance which tells us life will be with us until death.
im not even depressed, my soul is just so tired . the type of tired no sleep can fix.
Same I’m just exhausted and the only thing that can help is good cry. I’m not depressed it’s just hard.
This reminds me of rainy/foggy days at school where I listen to this, while on the bus as I look at the slightly frosted window.
I feel like depression is becoming a trend, and those who are truly depressed fall deeper into the abyss while the other fake it and get the attention.
Yes I’ll tell my friend and try to talk to her and she’s like “omg same ahaha”
😔 it hurts bc i dont wanna go places and everytime i have to go i wanna die..😔
and i feel so bad for my parents.
yup
@@katieheinlin4893 I hope you're okay and find better friends
You know what, Kid?
We're gonna be alright.
Stay safe. Stay strong.
I love you.
thank you..
thank you.
:(
Im waiting for Almost a year and nothing happened how long do i have to wait till smth changes
johnnymx504 I've been waiting for two years, and I think I still have a long way to go
“Now we’re strangers again, but this time, with memories.”
Wow this hit me in the heart
Ouch..
Yea. Strangers. Never to be together again. No matter how much you try. All the memories stay within. She wants to move on but I want to be better. Why can’t I be better. Why couldn’t I have more time. I’m sorry
yeah strangers… i don’t think it’s ever going to go back to what we use to be and i’ll miss that forever. you made me so happy but your the one who made me like this. it evens out huh?
@@alyzaarroyo5269 same
every year i come back to this, and every year it never fails to make me feel things i never believe i could feel
pov: you're scrolling through the comments at night, tears rolling down your face...
I literally frozed when i saw this-
@@BandeMoukharba9a :'(
Not a POV tho😖🥺
This is me....wait how do you know?
yeah.
I really miss the feeling of being in love...
u just had to say that and make me cry
I’m in love at the minute, but I’m in love with someone who can’t love me back, love destroys us. This feeling is suffocating me
Never been in love but somehow miss this feeling too
The feeling of being wanted
A piece Of Cheese ok bts stan
This song makes me want to run away during the rain while crying for literally no
reason at all.
Same......
Feel that
I’m sick of being someone I’m not.
Me too
there is a huge difference between being depressed and having depression, people who say they are depressed never understand the feeling of depression
This comment section is nicer than my friend I've known for years.
Damn same.
I am a fallen member of this club.. I lost a lot from one person. My brother I called him.. gone..
We can all relate... it’s uniting I guess
Never related to a comment more
@@michaelglebisjr.6760 i love yu ❤️
This makes me wanna walk to the beach in the rain and just let the waves Take me. U feel me??
I feel you✨
fr yes
Yes I feel that, its mental health isnt
I deeply feel you mate
Almost did that when I went surfing the other day but chose against it so I really feel you
This is me right now:
Lying in bed listening to depressing music while all my friends have their relationships making me even more lonely and thinking I will be alone forever.
This song reminds me of good memories which when you think about it, That special memory, will never ever happen again.
It makes me so sad
Im sorry this was random if you made it this far, have a good day :(
you put my thoughts into works oh my goodness
i feel this way a lot as well. i’d say “it will get better!” but i don’t even know that myself. i hope you’re feeling better tho.
Oh God that “special memories, will never ever happen again” hit me so bad! And I just tearing
The sad part is I'm the only friend in the group with a boyfriend/girlfriend but I still feel alone a depressed
Me listening to this song, thinking back when i was a kid, seeing how different i looked, looking at myself now and realizing how much i changed, i hardly even recognize myself when looking at old pictures from when i was a kid.. its crazy just how much one single bad day can change someones entire life so much that they aren't even recognizable..
ooouw🥺
Just be kind to yourself. We are our own worst enemy. ❤
A moment of silence for everyone crying while listening to this in 2020/2021/2022/2023/2024/2025
Yea❤️
Mhmmm
Yep🥺
This is my second night in a row 😕😞
@@prettykush7924 well get trough this together
All yall saying you lost loved ones but has anyone else just lost..themselves.
yes.
Yes. And I’m sorry to myself but it’s to late to fix me
by trying to fit in i lost myself i question what MY personality is and how i am
i just did
yes.
it's quite funny really,
how a lot of us are hypocrites.
we say " Don't hurt yourselves, it will be alright, you will be alright."
yet we feel like we are lying to ourselves...
we convince others and help others, when we need it ourselves but we just don't feel it...
i will kill myself :x
KALFATA, Please don’t. I don’t want you to die
K A L F A T A Just dont do it. everything will be okay even if it will take time. But its worth it and you will thank yourself later
K A L F A T A
please don’t say stuff like that in a comment section. you can trigger a lot of suicidal people with that. if you are really struggling please call the suicide hotline in your area or talk to a professional (like a doctor, psychiatrist, therapist, etc.)
K A L F A T A don’t 😔 nothing is temporary, it will get better hang in there even if it feels your on a thread, everyone feels depressed sometime in there life I got through mine, go in the mirror everyday and say, “I got this I can do this” even if you don’t mean it, it does something. you will get past this keep pushing.
when I was really little, my dad would drink his hot coffee on the back porch in the morning and he would play this song. i would go outside and sit with him on the rocking chairs, just listening peacefully and admiring our simple yet somehow perfect lives. i remember the weeping willow tree in our backyard. the cloudy skies. the crisp, cool air. the smell of hot coffee drifting through the morning air. but no matter how hard I try, life will never be as easy and simple as it was then. i listen to this song at night. i close my eyes and I try to imagine those times when i listening to this song, but it still feels hazy. it feels like a dream. a dream i wish I had never woken up from. appreciate the simple things in life, because
those are the ones that are most worth remembering.
Aw that was beautiful
Me, age 9: **being a kid**
Parents: You need to grow up.
Me now: **the mature one in the house**
Parents: *Where’s our happy little girl gone?*
I can relate to this so much
Pray for you🙏🏾
THIS
THIS
THIS
me: has a mental breakdown all afternoon
parents: dinners ready
me: wipes tears and acts like nothing happened
"goes to the dinner table and family has no clue what just happened"
just me ?!
Not just you.
All the time :/ at this point for me it's everyday, it feels like everyday the world gets more exhausting and more difficult to deal with
I know the feeling and it's like they still have no idea what pain their own child is going through and they sometimes have their own opinions on all this and it sometimes break u down coz they don't understand the kinda hurt u feeling so u just don't tell them anything coz what does it matter I mean they too focused on their boyfriend anyways .I'm sorry for putting that out there guys but I feel like I needed to say it
§åmê
Well actually. That's not what a mental breakdown is.
if there was a song that represented pain the best, it’s this one. the deepness sounds like how low my heart feels in my stomach when someone hurts me again. the slowing of words is like how your words come out when you’ve been hurt beyond repair. explaining your pain is beyond you. you have just come to a point where all of it has become one sole problem that you can’t fix. you’re done trying to fix everyone else’s problems and done trying at all to be happy. that’s this song
I'm currently studying at university🙂 every time I listen to this song it reminds me of how I'm spending the best years of life, chasing a degree so I can live a normal life.
All I want is to live far away alone in the forest, watching my plants grow in peace.
pov: you’re so lost and confused, knowing that your entire life just changed and you dont even know who you are anymore.
How’d you know
scratch the pov, make it say : how you're actually feeling.
i feel trapped in this body that doesn’t even feel like it’s mine, i’m scared of myself and like somethings taking over that isn’t me. what’s wrong with me. someone please help.
Kendall Trainor my instagram is hannaheeast, dm me to talk abt some things :)
I never knew my real self. I’ve faked being someone I’m not for so long I’ve lost my true self.
The low guitar part is the best sound i have ever heard in my life
i agree. i feel like those notes always arrive when i feel the most numb.
Electric guitar my guy. The best thing ever invented
@@hermano686 They really make me realize that deep down I'm not okay
@@bobrosswouldvelovedminecra3402 exactly, they're there to accompany your deepest thoughts and deepest pains
silently crying to this song in your room at 1:00am really hit different tho
really do
Coral Flores 😪😔✊
i will kill myself :x
I like being alone. I just don’t like feeling alone.
Damn I didn’t thing I would get this many like ty you all.
Wow MEEEEEE I always say I like being alone because I’m afraid of being hurt over and over again but I HATE being alone :(
Woah. I’ve never had someone describe this so perfectly
I like being sad... Just that😔
Meeee
woah
i don’t feel sad, i don’t feel alone, i feel empty but i feel like i’m making it all up in my head
i hate the feeling when something is off even though everything is right,
why do i doubt every sort of sadness i feel? am i really sad or is my problem nothing anymore
I can relate. It’s just that I feel that there’s nothing left from emotions... but there will be a time where we get stronger and meet new people!
i feel the exact same way. it took some therapy to start taking my feelings seriously. thing is, if you were making it up, you could stop feeling this way. depression has no reason and you don’t need any reason to ask for help... sometimes you just need it and you can’t explain why...
@@aidennn7065 hey thanks for that :) it will take time for me to understand but i’m getting there, have a good day
Febreze u good bro
@@teeth_is_missing much better thanks dude 😅 are u good tho?
when i was little, i thought “i want to be big! i want to be a grown up now!”. i regret that. i should’ve listened to my mom. she said, “enjoy ur childhood.”. now i just wanna be so little again..
We all should've listened
Same :(
I never wanted to grow up. I remember the day that i realized this was when i was five lying outside in my backyard watching the clouds move, i realized that my life will go bye like the clouds, fast but without noticing it.
@@margaretz5777 same 😞😞😞
I should have tried my best to enjoy it when it started getting rough
I hardly ever comment on videos but
This song really hits me deep, and I listen to it a lot.
I feel so drained. I just want to collapse. Every corner I turn to, there’s some sort of mental or physical issue. Or there’s frustration, anger, yelling, sadness, depression, etc.. I’m just so done with everything and I want to just give up. Give up on everything and just let everything go and be done. I’ve been through and lost so much, it’s not fair.
I’m exhausted.
Hang in there... We need you
This song makes me feel like screaming. It's so slow and somber but it makes it so that I hear my heart beating out of my chest. It feels like being let go and let down. Loneliness and emptiness. Silent suffering.
Like silently drowning
amber lynn I’m happy someone else feels the same way I do, I’ve always loved this song cause of how peaceful and beautiful it is but at the same time it always makes me think of sad memories or happy ones that will never come back, it always makes me miss someone too. It sucks
It’s like it’s peaceful yet painful and scary at the same time. I don’t know what it is, it’s beautiful
It’s sad that strangers care more then ur family and friends:,)
Yeah ...but mostly because i don’t show them this side of me
i care about you :)
@@avaaa_m02 thank u:)
i think it’s just that they understand more. i’m sure that your friends and family care about you deeply, they just don’t know how to react to certain situations because they’ve never felt what you feel.
I guess because we feel some of what you feel
me: crying
*hears mom coming to my room*
me: *wipes tears*
me when my mom opens the door: 😀
this was too accurate
i wish i din't relate to this
but i do 🥰😔
If this isn’t any truer-
same
ME TOO, if i cry my mom takes my phone.....
Been listening to this song for 2 years now. Love so play it full volume when my “family” gets to much. 💜
dude this is so good. this song is so beautiful and this version just makes it 100x more beautiful oml
I find myself so alone that ironically I fantasize about heartbreak. What it would feel like to love and lose. I have no one to love thus I have no one to lose.
Let me say it is the most painful thing to experience. Especially when the person you love suddenly falls out of love. It leaves you confused and lost.
They say your first love is the hardest to get over. I have only had one boyfriend before and we lasted 7 months which is not crazy long but after all that time they are a solid part of your life. When they leave you with nothing but questions, it is torturing. He dumped me after I found out he was cheating and I lost all my confidence, I realised how much time I spent with him and felt incredibly alone and if it was not for my friends, I don't know how I would have gotten through it. It felt like a part of me had been torn away and that the past 7 months had been a lie. I now look back at it as an experience and something to learn from as I find that hating him only made me more upset because I thought I loved him, how can you truly hate someone you loved? You can't, you can hate what they did but not them as an individual connected to those memories you shared with them. I would never go back to him as I have learnt from him but I still cherish the happy memories we had together and it took me months to come to that conclusion.
JeccaEdits • i love this, thank you
all I’m gonna say is, it’s the worst feeling in the world, be careful who you trust.
Tbh... Amen
i miss feeling alive. im so empty.
samee but we will live again. Trust me :)
I don't think I ever felt alive. Something has always been missing :(
Everything is going to be fine trust me 😊
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@@rosieeason3732 yep
This song really just brings it all out. I’m in such a dark place I don’t know if I’m coming back out if this one.
You need to look after yourself because nobody else will
When you’re beat up so bad with what feels like everything lost, the bottom of the pit, when you feel there’s nothing left, just turn to god, pray with faith, he will light your way, I promise, may god be with you
The whole world is one big dark place. But we only get one chance at life and then it's over in a flash. Try to find something healthy that gives you joy. Make it a quest! Everybody loves a quest ❤
i see you with that fake smile of yours. i hear your cries at night. i see you struggling to love yourself. you are so strong. you made it into a new year. i’m so proud of you. i love you stranger.
@Eternity Edwards keep fighting babe! don’t give up
Thank you 🥺
@@tayyga6111 your welcome luv
@@aly-eb5vh 💖✋🥺
These comments make me want to hug each and every one of you. I just want to say..
I’m proud of you for waking up.
I’m proud of you for brushing your hair.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for breathing.
I’m proud of you for making your bed.
I’m proud of you for eating.
I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I’m proud of you for drinking water.
I’m proud of you for being here.
I’m proud of you for being you.
I’m proud of you for smiling.
I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for sitting down.
I’m proud of you for defending yourself.
I’m proud of you for believing in yourself.
I’m proud of you for simply trying.
IM PROUD OF YOU.
Have a good day❤️
I love you for this
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Man I needed to really hear that 😔
Miyannah Morancy I love you too. If you ever need someone to talk to, I could give you my social media.
Chamille I’m sending virtual hugs❤️ if you need someone, I’m here if you wanna talk hehe.
Mental abuse is one thing, but being afraid to be that person is the worst kind of paranoia.
Nicole Holy shit stop, my heart just sank. omg
;-;
Yikes that hit
feeling like you can’t talk to your parents, or be yourself... yep
iiLazyWeirdo yes
the pain of wanting to stay but wanting to go.
the tears that stream down our faces as we think of what we’d be losing, but thinking of what we’ve already lost.
the irony of feeling so much pain but not feeling anything.
the sick, numb feeling in our stomach.
the tears that soak our pillows at night.
the sleeves that hide our arms.
oh what a life we live....
i. did. not. know. i. needed. thiss.