@@l3r4vegaming15 I am so sorry I cannot understand what you are going through right now and I can't tell you that it will surely get better but you need to have hope and belive it'll get better someday. Please keep going, stay with us and get up every day. I am really sorry for your loss.
Thanks. Life's just been hard for me lately. Especially with this whole pandemic thing. I've been lonely my whole life. So it won't make much difference, what hurts is that I think no one would bother to even know how I'm actually doing. Even my own damn parents won't care if I just suddenly disappear. And yeah, I'm not a minor who's complaining about depression even though he's got a house to live in. Ffs I don't know what I'm living for anymore. The only stuff keeping me alive is music and the urge to keep going. I hate the painful reality, So I listen to this type of music to drown it out. No one would care.
"I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone." - Robin Williams. RIP
Everyone whose liked this and sees this comment: I love you all. Troubles will arise but you will overcome them. You are so strong. I love you all, beautiful strangers 💕💕
I’m the only one in my friendship that reaches out,, I’m the only one that calls them that ask to hang out to checks up on them if were still going to hang out if I didn’t do any of this reaching out none of our friendship would stay afloat and it would just stay on text I feel like I’m the only one who cares to hang out or call them who enjoys talking and hanging out and it hurts that my best friend doesn’t put in the effort that I put in for them… to me that’s worse then being …. Alone..
@@MargotZollingerreligion is man made. All 4,000+ of them with each and every one of their "gods". Now which God is the true God? Each one of them will say theirs of course 🤣
none of us will ever meet each other, and yet here we are, gathered in a moment of self-initiated hurt. we are together, despite how lonely our individual moments may feel. what a beautiful thing…
Ngl, of all the comments I loved urs!! It’s true and yet we try to help the others struggling even though we’re struggling like them and can’t even help ourselves!!
I feel like I’m slowly becoming emotionless. I have cried so many times that and no matter how much I cry, it never stops. But now, my sadness is so deep in me that it doesn’t even come out.
Ay bro I hope ur doing better now and if not just know that theres nothing to worry about, life has its ups and downs but in the end everything will work out. I know everyone has felt like this in their life but just know in time u will be healed. Have faith and never give up❤️
It's funny how people say the internet has made us less connected to others when there's places like these where complete strangers find comfort and solace in the words of another wandering soul. May you find rest, peace, and love on your journey, no matter where that journey may take you.
Your pain is gonna hurt for quite some time, my friend. The upside is that no matter what, there WILL be a point in time we'll learn how to deal with it better and it gets a bit duller day by day.. Best of wishes to you& your heart's healing
me too, i get exactly what you are saying. i thought that all the mess that happened in school before lockdown was a thing of the past, but turns out i was wrong. i hope you start feeling happy again, however that may be x
This is the one for me. But, unfortunately, it just reminds me of someone I gave my all to and never got it back. Was but a dream, wasn't who she actually was.
i hate feeling like this, i hate feeling so alone. it sucks. edit: last month and before that, i was very depressed. i didn’t feel like eating, locked myself in my room. distances myself from family and friends. letting go of my appearance, didn’t shower for days. found myself sobbing at night to this song. feeling alone and just broken inside... recently I’ve been feeling better. i wash myself up. wake up in the morning to have breakfast with my family. talk to my mom, play with my younger siblings. feeling confident. once you let that thing go that’s holding you back. it feels so amazing to have the weight lifted from your chest. please believe me. everything will get better. don’t end it. the pain is temporary. there is a plan for you. you were meant to exist. life will surprise you in the unexpected ways.
honestly i want this played at my funeral, it's so sad yet calming, it makes me hurt a little bit right now, but it makes me feel like i'll okay in the end you know? it's how i want people to feel if they lose me, i want them to know they'll be okay. stay safe everyone, you're loved and wanted. www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
if someone is reading this. I just wanna say that you're enough, n Jesus loves you n will always love u even if you don't belive in God. ALWAYS WILL HAVE SOMEONE WHO LOVES U. I love you and i'm soo proud of you
Just played this song and it's rainy and stormy day, smoking some pot and looking drops becoming pools of rain water, looking at grass and flowers bending from the big drops falling thunders in the distance becoming louder and louder rain starting to fall down faster and looking hevier and angrier but yet they are so calm and beautiful, begining to make my brain and body feel such serenity. I finaly realized life is not that bad you just have to learn to enjoy small things in life.
i don’t understand why people think depression and anxiety are a trend like it is literally the worst and most terrible feeling that someone can have, it kills you from the inside out until you can’t take it anymore. you can’t sleep until 4am then once you finally do before you know it you’ve slept in till 2pm, you have no energy whatsoever to get up. you just feel... *alone*
Yes 5 year old me would say to my current self to man up because I thought you had to be like a loser to be sad but now I understand that it doesn’t matter who you are anyone can be sad
@@kaiwastired i don't know the problems you are going through, but I know and hope with all my heart that everything goes right with you. You can't change the past, but I hope you come to peace and terms with everything.
people who's going through breakups. well at least you know what it is like to be loved, people who are suffering from loneliness and never experienced what its like to be and feel loved like that hurts even more.
remember when we said 2020 was gonna be our year? Look at us now. edit: thank you for allll the likesss omg u guys r the best 💞💞💞💞 good wishes for u all✨
hate it when people let a year decide how there gonna act. Like got 6 more months to do some amazing stuff. Why should I let covid and crap get in my way. Sure it sucks but sometimes trials are when you learn the most...
i don’t have depression but it’s just so hard to make friends cause of my social anxiety. i went out with my friends the other day and it was hell even tho i knew them for a while and now that i’m going to 9th grade/high school this is gonna be pain /:
High school is hard. Try to enjoy it as much as possible. Believe me it doesn't last long and then you would have wished you did more with your time there. ❤
when I was really little, my dad would drink his hot coffee on the back porch in the morning and he would play this song. i would go outside and sit with him on the rocking chairs, just listening peacefully and admiring our simple yet somehow perfect lives. i remember the weeping willow tree in our backyard. the cloudy skies. the crisp, cool air. the smell of hot coffee drifting through the morning air. but no matter how hard I try, life will never be as easy and simple as it was then. i listen to this song at night. i close my eyes and I try to imagine those times when i listening to this song, but it still feels hazy. it feels like a dream. a dream i wish I had never woken up from. appreciate the simple things in life, because those are the ones that are most worth remembering.
I would say COVID woken up everyone to realize the things they were looking forward to doing or accomplishing needs to be held off for a little longer and to enjoy what you are or have right now
hey, how are you? i just wanted to check in on you and see how you’re doing. i promise everything will get better, you just have to take things one step at a time. don’t rush it. i’m here for you anytime, you got this.
I tried to explain this feeling to my friend. But I don’t think she really got it. It sounded like she was just think I was faking or couldn’t fake cry but I just feel empty, I have hardly any emotions anymore. I’ve felt sadness for so long I can’t feel anything.
I’m not depressed, I’m just tired..exhausted. Edit: thanks for all the likes guys, most i’ve ever gotten. And remember you are loved, stay strong and keep fighting ❤️
i’m so sorry love, i know what you’re saying, as i have gone through the same thing. everything eventually gets better. you go through Hell to get to Heaven. Remember that for me. I love you so so so so so much. get some sleep. get rid of that toxic person in your life. chin up smile and walk away.
@@sungirl765 i honestly dont know i just started trying to sleep and taking care of myself and being with the people i loved and trying to be productive and that helped me a lot, plus im muslim so i also turned to god.
*_everyone is sad cause of other people, but im sad cause of the person i have become_* edit: i had to come here and edit this because i've cried just looking at comments and the replys and i just wanted to say we r all either here because we r mentally and physically drained and hurt and i just wanted to say i understand and don't be afraid to talk to someone, i love you all and stay safe
Me listening to this song, thinking back when i was a kid, seeing how different i looked, looking at myself now and realizing how much i changed, i hardly even recognize myself when looking at old pictures from when i was a kid.. its crazy just how much one single bad day can change someones entire life so much that they aren't even recognizable..
i feel trapped in this body that doesn’t even feel like it’s mine, i’m scared of myself and like somethings taking over that isn’t me. what’s wrong with me. someone please help.
I feel like depression is becoming a trend, and those who are truly depressed fall deeper into the abyss while the other fake it and get the attention.
I hope you find peace in your life and the thoughts that you are worth it. Just because someone gives you the feeling that your worthless, doesn't mean you are... ): ❤ wish i could hug you, good luck in your life
No you’re a bunch of 15 year olds thinking they got rough in their 1st world country, rough is living in a mudhut in a desert in kenya with no safe water, let alone no bloody phone to listen to this on.
Be proud of yourself. You went through every type of pain, family issues, trust issues, heartbreak, insecurities, depression, etc. You went through it all alone, but never gave up
When you’re beat up so bad with what feels like everything lost, the bottom of the pit, when you feel there’s nothing left, just turn to god, pray with faith, he will light your way, I promise, may god be with you
The whole world is one big dark place. But we only get one chance at life and then it's over in a flash. Try to find something healthy that gives you joy. Make it a quest! Everybody loves a quest ❤
These comments make me want to hug each and every one of you. I just want to say.. I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. IM PROUD OF YOU. Have a good day❤️
I've never been as happy as I was when I had my sister by my side,the abuse physically and mentally from home are killing me but I'm here for you guys truly
Twilight Saga is so underrated. It has the best soundtracks, the cast is incredible, and the character development is fantastic. The first twilight movie is so relatable except for the supernatural part. I mean to say the awkwardness between teenagers and high schoolers' Dumbness is so realistic. I will not be able to die peacefully if I do not get another one from this movie. periodt.
the pain of wanting to stay but wanting to go. the tears that stream down our faces as we think of what we’d be losing, but thinking of what we’ve already lost. the irony of feeling so much pain but not feeling anything. the sick, numb feeling in our stomach. the tears that soak our pillows at night. the sleeves that hide our arms. oh what a life we live....
The easiest way to explain the way this song makes me feel is that it speaks volume on the feeling of how empty my heart feels. It isolates me from everything around me. I can’t cry, I can’t smile I can’t think. Just this, and thinking about how the music is explaining what words could never about the way I feel. LOL. 😊
Everyone wishes they could be younger no matter how old even some 15 year olds wish they could be younger, but Rn however old you are ‘’live your life to the fullest so you don’t regret it’’ who said u cant be young now ? what’s holding you back? age is just a number.
i miss when things were easier. i miss when i made my parents proud. i miss being a kid. i miss being me. don’t let it end like this, please. i’m praying. praying for a life i’m never going to live. but. *hope’s a beautiful thing, ain’t it?*
just realized everyday is such a emotional rollercoaster for me. in the morning im tired, then im hyped af, then i am chill, vibing, then im tired again but in a hyped mood then im happy and chill then after midnight I get depressed.
This started playing as I had a panic attack two years ago, it’s crazy that 2 years later I come back to listen to it and just want to cry. This song just brings me so much pain but happiness that I’m better now :)
100 reasons why you should stay alive -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your mom's smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as your heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. What if Heaven isn’t real? 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late-night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Traveling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee/Tea 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating your house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED
it's quite funny really, how a lot of us are hypocrites. we say " Don't hurt yourselves, it will be alright, you will be alright." yet we feel like we are lying to ourselves... we convince others and help others, when we need it ourselves but we just don't feel it...
K A L F A T A please don’t say stuff like that in a comment section. you can trigger a lot of suicidal people with that. if you are really struggling please call the suicide hotline in your area or talk to a professional (like a doctor, psychiatrist, therapist, etc.)
K A L F A T A don’t 😔 nothing is temporary, it will get better hang in there even if it feels your on a thread, everyone feels depressed sometime in there life I got through mine, go in the mirror everyday and say, “I got this I can do this” even if you don’t mean it, it does something. you will get past this keep pushing.
Alina Shade hey, I don’t know what’s going on but I hope things get better, they always do. Currently what happened to me is coming to an end and I hope yours does too❤️
*”people die because they just wanted to live”*
What’s with all the facts 🗣
oh wow.
Just lost a good girl-friend to an abusive mother 😔
@@l3r4vegaming15 I am so sorry I cannot understand what you are going through right now and I can't tell you that it will surely get better but you need to have hope and belive it'll get better someday. Please keep going, stay with us and get up every day.
I am really sorry for your loss.
Wow.
To everyone scrolling down
Let's cry together
as im crying 😩
Fuck i said i wont cryyy... I just wanna feel num again
It's okay guys, cry all you want haha. I cry to this every other night too. Whenever I feel like I should let the tears run down my cheeks.
@@miguelgenovata6250 damn you know im here if you wanna talk? Like im not jk.. We can just tell oir whole pain to each other
Thanks. Life's just been hard for me lately. Especially with this whole pandemic thing. I've been lonely my whole life. So it won't make much difference, what hurts is that I think no one would bother to even know how I'm actually doing. Even my own damn parents won't care if I just suddenly disappear. And yeah, I'm not a minor who's complaining about depression even though he's got a house to live in. Ffs I don't know what I'm living for anymore. The only stuff keeping me alive is music and the urge to keep going. I hate the painful reality, So I listen to this type of music to drown it out. No one would care.
"I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone." - Robin Williams. RIP
Everyone whose liked this and sees this comment: I love you all. Troubles will arise but you will overcome them. You are so strong. I love you all, beautiful strangers 💕💕
@@bethanyvili4097 thx
I’m the only one in my friendship that reaches out,, I’m the only one that calls them that ask to hang out to checks up on them if were still going to hang out if I didn’t do any of this reaching out none of our friendship would stay afloat and it would just stay on text I feel like I’m the only one who cares to hang out or call them who enjoys talking and hanging out and it hurts that my best friend doesn’t put in the effort that I put in for them… to me that’s worse then being ….
Alone..
true. but Jesus is with you every second of the day, he doesn't need to come back he's always with us duh.
@@MargotZollingerreligion is man made. All 4,000+ of them with each and every one of their "gods". Now which God is the true God? Each one of them will say theirs of course 🤣
none of us will ever meet each other, and yet here we are, gathered in a moment of self-initiated hurt. we are together, despite how lonely our individual moments may feel. what a beautiful thing…
Why so green and lonely?
Ngl, of all the comments I loved urs!! It’s true and yet we try to help the others struggling even though we’re struggling like them and can’t even help ourselves!!
You listen to this song because you’re “sad” I listen to this song because it makes me sleep. We are not the same
bro give us your insta
Yes
If I don’t see you again
good afternoon, good evening and goodnight
🥺💞
Don't go dude...
Jim carrey is the best for this line
You got this , dont go . I love you
don't leave please 🥺❤️
the sad thing is, our parents still don't know that they lost their happy, fun kids a long time ago and still put us under a lot of pressure
It hurts so much that I can’t even talk to them because they are part of the reason I’m sad.
:/
They hurt me so much but yet I don’t let them see my tears because I don’t want to hurt them
My family is realizing slowly
they still don’t understand me
I feel like I’m slowly becoming emotionless. I have cried so many times that and no matter how much I cry, it never stops. But now, my sadness is so deep in me that it doesn’t even come out.
Same..
It will all get better.
Same
Ay bro I hope ur doing better now and if not just know that theres nothing to worry about, life has its ups and downs but in the end everything will work out. I know everyone has felt like this in their life but just know in time u will be healed. Have faith and never give up❤️
@@maxd1321 thank you so much ❤️
It's funny how people say the internet has made us less connected to others when there's places like these where complete strangers find comfort and solace in the words of another wandering soul. May you find rest, peace, and love on your journey, no matter where that journey may take you.
Out of all the comments this one got me to cry ❤️
you ever wanted to hug a whole comment section?
Charity Nolff yes, please
Charity Nolff idk who you are but I really really need a hug omg
Charity Nolff yup
gimme a hug :((
i'll hug you virtually🥺
It’s like you’re screaming and no one could hear
so true. its like im all alone and no one will listen. its a feeling i cant really explain but i hate what im feeling
its EXACTLY like that
mia martinez nostalgia
I’ll see y’all in a group therapy
ミカ ye no
Today was a bad day.
I'm on my bed with nothing left to do.
Music is the only medicine to cure my broken heart.
I feel you :(
yea,i can relate.
Hope you're doing good tho
I'm sorry honey how are you now it's been five months I'm so proud of you how is everything I hope it's going okay ily
me too :/
Your pain is gonna hurt for quite some time, my friend. The upside is that no matter what, there WILL be a point in time we'll learn how to deal with it better and it gets a bit duller day by day..
Best of wishes to you& your heart's healing
Listening to this in bed, it’s raining and for once I’m at peace because the world is crying with me. And somehow I don’t feel so alone.
I hope you feel better 🤍
Hope you’re doing better, a random stranger on the internet wishes you the best❤️
Sameeee🌌
A moment of silence for those who haven't found this song.
Their loss✨
I pray for them every night before sleeping
5:36 of silence for them
oof-
Definitely! They are missing out
Thought this feeling was gone... I hate that it’s back... I hate it here.
me too, i get exactly what you are saying. i thought that all the mess that happened in school before lockdown was a thing of the past, but turns out i was wrong. i hope you start feeling happy again, however that may be x
felt:(
Literally same
You can be with Jesus he will never leave you or forsake you
me too
This sounds like a waking up from a dream with your person that you never wanted to end
this comment tho
This is the one for me. But, unfortunately, it just reminds me of someone I gave my all to and never got it back. Was but a dream, wasn't who she actually was.
@emilyfeldman7487 ikr
Yep happened last night
exactly, like the lyric "dont let it fool you"
I wish all the sad, depressed, anxious and lonely people could meet and somehow help one another cure this global wound.
i hate feeling like this, i hate feeling so alone. it sucks. edit: last month and before that, i was very depressed. i didn’t feel like eating, locked myself in my room. distances myself from family and friends. letting go of my appearance, didn’t shower for days. found myself sobbing at night to this song. feeling alone and just broken inside... recently I’ve been feeling better. i wash myself up. wake up in the morning to have breakfast with my family. talk to my mom, play with my younger siblings. feeling confident. once you let that thing go that’s holding you back. it feels so amazing to have the weight lifted from your chest. please believe me. everything will get better. don’t end it. the pain is temporary. there is a plan for you. you were meant to exist. life will surprise you in the unexpected ways.
hey, wanna talk?
Your not alone we are all here for you 💕
Hey bro keep your head up king let me know if you need to talk I have the same feeling:(❤️❤️
i will kill myself :x
K A L F A T A don’t say that. Although you may feel like that right now I promise you things will get better 💕
if this isn’t played at my funeral, i’m not going
honestly i want this played at my funeral, it's so sad yet calming, it makes me hurt a little bit right now, but it makes me feel like i'll okay in the end you know? it's how i want people to feel if they lose me, i want them to know they'll be okay. stay safe everyone, you're loved and wanted. www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
yeah i wont be attending if it isnt
Thanks I laughed 💀
Thanks I needed a laugh. Hope your ok tho
Reaper wait...💀
This song is so soothing that it let's you release your emotions.. I love it.
This is the kind of song that plays in the background of those memories you would give anything to go back to while you relive them. 💔
Why is everyone here depressed I don’t understand? Just be greatful you guys are alive
This songs can either make you feel like your endlessly drowning and no one is noticing or make you feel at peace with everything no in between
Then i must be insane cause my emotions are crying and swaying to the music back and forth
@@thisyofavoritesng well those are technically actions not emotions but I still understand
DayDay i mean like your sad and then calm and your emotions repeat that
DayDay I’ve had both feelings multiple times over 2019-2020
Yep 10/10
Everyone be missing their exe's or their best friends and im just here missing my old, confident , better, happier self... old me
😔your not the only one..I can’t even remember the last time I felt happy when I wasn’t experiencing this feeling
@@jayda7276 lets hope that it would be okay 🥺
Same....
You are not the only one
same ..
Someone stole my tears. I can’t cry
Good
if someone is reading this. I just wanna say that you're enough, n Jesus loves you n will always love u even if you don't belive in God. ALWAYS WILL HAVE SOMEONE WHO LOVES U.
I love you and i'm soo proud of you
“Don’t take life to seriously, nobody makes it out alive”
wise words of alex the goat
Oh ouch yeah :(
Your wrong, life should be taken seriously because you don't make it out alive, you only get one chance, so make that chancs count
I just found my life qoute jsjslmao
Take the guy with the lil peep profile picture seriously lol
I like being alone. I just don’t like feeling alone.
Damn I didn’t thing I would get this many like ty you all.
Wow MEEEEEE I always say I like being alone because I’m afraid of being hurt over and over again but I HATE being alone :(
Woah. I’ve never had someone describe this so perfectly
I like being sad... Just that😔
Meeee
woah
Just played this song and it's rainy and stormy day, smoking some pot and looking drops becoming pools of rain water, looking at grass and flowers bending from the big drops falling thunders in the distance becoming louder and louder rain starting to fall down faster and looking hevier and angrier but yet they are so calm and beautiful, begining to make my brain and body feel such serenity. I finaly realized life is not that bad you just have to learn to enjoy small things in life.
This reminds me of rainy/foggy days at school where I listen to this, while on the bus as I look at the slightly frosted window.
i don’t understand why people think depression and anxiety are a trend like it is literally the worst and most terrible feeling that someone can have, it kills you from the inside out until you can’t take it anymore. you can’t sleep until 4am then once you finally do before you know it you’ve slept in till 2pm, you have no energy whatsoever to get up. you just feel... *alone*
I don’t to this cuz it’s a trend. I have a lot of pain and this is helping me to get it out slowly. I wish I was happy all the time but I cant💔
Fr
Woah, are ok man?
Currently 1:15 can’t sleep anymore
I guess that means I'm still depressed 😔
my 5 year old self would be so disappointed with myself rn...
they would be proud, i’m proud
Yes 5 year old me would say to my current self to man up because I thought you had to be like a loser to be sad but now I understand that it doesn’t matter who you are anyone can be sad
I wish i could tell 5 year old me to choose dad instead...
@@kaiwastired i don't know the problems you are going through, but I know and hope with all my heart that everything goes right with you. You can't change the past, but I hope you come to peace and terms with everything.
@@nethmawaduge3197 thank you so much, its very kind of you
When music is your only friend that’s there for you and relates to u
This song makes me hurt so much that my knees gets week and my stomach drop, yet it’s so addicting and beautiful…
"We didn't know we were making memories, we just thought we were having fun" -Winnie The Poo
😭😭
Poo
*pooh
you need God repent
DONT DO THIS TO ME THIS IS MAKING ME THINK OF 2012-2016
It’s funny how we tell others to stay strong yet we can’t do it ourselves
ミカ HONESTLYYY WTF AHAHA
yeah
r/im14andthisisdeep
*Me reads this during a depressive episode* (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)
Yah ik & it hurts
every year i come back to this, and every year it never fails to make me feel things i never believe i could feel
people who's going through breakups. well at least you know what it is like to be loved, people who are suffering from loneliness and never experienced what its like to be and feel loved like that hurts even more.
remember when we said 2020 was gonna be our year?
Look at us now.
edit: thank you for allll the likesss omg u guys r the best 💞💞💞💞 good wishes for u all✨
it feels like everything’s just going further down than we all expected
2020 is no one's year.
hate it when people let a year decide how there gonna act. Like got 6 more months to do some amazing stuff. Why should I let covid and crap get in my way. Sure it sucks but sometimes trials are when you learn the most...
never said that i knew it was going to be a bad year
Kenyon Childs I truly learned who rlly wanted to be in my life and who didn’t this year it’s crazy how people are man
I really miss the feeling of being in love...
u just had to say that and make me cry
I’m in love at the minute, but I’m in love with someone who can’t love me back, love destroys us. This feeling is suffocating me
Never been in love but somehow miss this feeling too
The feeling of being wanted
A piece Of Cheese ok bts stan
i don’t have depression but it’s just so hard to make friends cause of my social anxiety. i went out with my friends the other day and it was hell even tho i knew them for a while and now that i’m going to 9th grade/high school
this is gonna be pain /:
I feel u everything I go out with my "friends" it's like m social anxiety makes me feel left out and I feel like I'm being left out of everything 😕
High school is hard. Try to enjoy it as much as possible. Believe me it doesn't last long and then you would have wished you did more with your time there. ❤
when I was really little, my dad would drink his hot coffee on the back porch in the morning and he would play this song. i would go outside and sit with him on the rocking chairs, just listening peacefully and admiring our simple yet somehow perfect lives. i remember the weeping willow tree in our backyard. the cloudy skies. the crisp, cool air. the smell of hot coffee drifting through the morning air. but no matter how hard I try, life will never be as easy and simple as it was then. i listen to this song at night. i close my eyes and I try to imagine those times when i listening to this song, but it still feels hazy. it feels like a dream. a dream i wish I had never woken up from. appreciate the simple things in life, because
those are the ones that are most worth remembering.
Aw that was beautiful
No more energy
No more motivation
No more dreams to run after
Too numb
Too tired to stay
Too afraid to go
Felt this
please stay.
I felt this on another level
Just desire to be happy again
i love you
This song makes me want to go out while its raining and listen to it on repeat and cry .
Incognito, same I just wanna listen to this and forget everything and everyone. And be alone forever
I do that all the time 😭💔
@@jihannie.9555 i have no clue why but that sounds so good to me.😔😔
RIP to lil peep ☹️
Yeah just cry
i’m sick of being forgotten.
Who else thinks COVID Made everyone depressed and lonely
I would say COVID woken up everyone to realize the things they were looking forward to doing or accomplishing needs to be held off for a little longer and to enjoy what you are or have right now
@@MandoThingz covid woke me up to things I’ve been burying for years. All the emotions came flooding out at once, i didn’t know how to deal with them
Everyone is talking about how this song makes them cry.
I can't cry anymore. I'm just numb and sad and there's nothing I can to do help it. I'm stuck.
hey, how are you? i just wanted to check in on you and see how you’re doing. i promise everything will get better, you just have to take things one step at a time. don’t rush it. i’m here for you anytime, you got this.
@@randycabbage5163 thank you that means a lot ❤ I'm ok Its just hard
Ellen Rose no problem! i know it can be hard but i know you can get thru this.
stay strong bubs
I tried to explain this feeling to my friend. But I don’t think she really got it. It sounded like she was just think I was faking or couldn’t fake cry but I just feel empty, I have hardly any emotions anymore. I’ve felt sadness for so long I can’t feel anything.
I’m not depressed,
I’m just tired..exhausted.
Edit: thanks for all the likes guys, most i’ve ever gotten. And remember you are loved, stay strong and keep fighting ❤️
i’m so sorry love, i know what you’re saying, as i have gone through the same thing. everything eventually gets better. you go through Hell to get to Heaven. Remember that for me. I love you so so so so so much. get some sleep. get rid of that toxic person in your life. chin up smile and walk away.
@@kamkam5002 thank you so much, That means a lot to me. Have a nice day and stay safe ❤️❤️
@@sungirl765 yeah but i’m much better now and i hope you will get better soon too, remember that it will get easier one day so stay strong! ❤️
@@sungirl765 i honestly dont know i just started trying to sleep and taking care of myself and being with the people i loved and trying to be productive and that helped me a lot, plus im muslim so i also turned to god.
@@sungirl765 yes try going back to work and interacting with people but make sure to stay safe!! And ofc, have a great day/night 💜
Miss you dad... Things aren't the same since you left... I'm looking after mom... Love you❤️
Been listening to this song for 2 years now. Love so play it full volume when my “family” gets to much. 💜
knock knock.
who's there?
your emotional support.
come here sweetheart
🥺✨
I dont have any emotional support. It's just me and my feelings alone :)
Annie Mayo i will support you friend
@@anniem08 I'm here for you. If you need to vent or anything, that's why I'm here ❤
I just want to cry in a girls arms knowing everything is going to be okay, but through the endless loop of pain it’s hard to cry.
*_everyone is sad cause of other people, but im sad cause of the person i have become_*
edit: i had to come here and edit this because i've cried just looking at comments and the replys and i just wanted to say we r all either here because we r mentally and physically drained and hurt and i just wanted to say i understand and don't be afraid to talk to someone, i love you all and stay safe
Same
Same, I really made bad choices. For what? Nothing.
it's okay girlie, ily and other people do to
hi fellow samantha !! i love u please take care of urself n stay safe.
same
Me listening to this song, thinking back when i was a kid, seeing how different i looked, looking at myself now and realizing how much i changed, i hardly even recognize myself when looking at old pictures from when i was a kid.. its crazy just how much one single bad day can change someones entire life so much that they aren't even recognizable..
ooouw🥺
Just be kind to yourself. We are our own worst enemy. ❤
Happy, sad, alone, whatever. This is the greatest song ever written. No matter how you are feeling. Art.
pov: you’re so lost and confused, knowing that your entire life just changed and you dont even know who you are anymore.
How’d you know
hannah may true
scratch the pov, make it say : how you're actually feeling.
i feel trapped in this body that doesn’t even feel like it’s mine, i’m scared of myself and like somethings taking over that isn’t me. what’s wrong with me. someone please help.
Kendall Trainor my instagram is hannaheeast, dm me to talk abt some things :)
I feel like depression is becoming a trend, and those who are truly depressed fall deeper into the abyss while the other fake it and get the attention.
Yes I’ll tell my friend and try to talk to her and she’s like “omg same ahaha”
😔 it hurts bc i dont wanna go places and everytime i have to go i wanna die..😔
and i feel so bad for my parents.
yup
@@katieheinlin4893 I hope you're okay and find better friends
there is a huge difference between being depressed and having depression, people who say they are depressed never understand the feeling of depression
Tell me!
happy new year, so proud of everyone for making it this far :)
This covid break from school got me realizing how school is kinda like my safe place😕 and being home makes me feel unwanted and useless
You are not useless. You have a purpose, you have talents, you have so much to give. Trust me! ;) 💓
@@tamaradimarco878 I wish I could
I hope you find peace in your life and the thoughts that you are worth it. Just because someone gives you the feeling that your worthless, doesn't mean you are... ): ❤ wish i could hug you, good luck in your life
we all felt this tbh :(
for me it’s the contrary lol
“I’m alive but I’m not living”
hru now love
@@lizziegacha5683 wow thank you I’ve not really been checked up on before I’m fine and you x
@@kaydenpickering9523 im good,
@@lizziegacha5683 nice to hear well I wish you and your family and friends a happy life and I hope your year goes better than mine so far x
@@kaydenpickering9523 i believe ur year will be good, i believe in u :)
Essa música é forte demais cara, a melodia a letra tudo, ela toca no fundo do coração
No hablo español, así que lo siento si algo de esto está mal, ¡pero estoy totalmente de acuerdo! Esta canción es la mejor y es tan profunda
This song makes me feel free as if all of my problems disappeared
Just because someones cries are silent doesn't mean they aren't screaming for help.
We're all suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids to stay.....let that sink in
Exactly
No you’re a bunch of 15 year olds thinking they got rough in their 1st world country, rough is living in a mudhut in a desert in kenya with no safe water, let alone no bloody phone to listen to this on.
@@cyrusduffy9386 I agree. But just because some of them got it "easy" doesn't mean they're not depressed or suicidal. Regardless of how they live.
Cyrus O’ Dufaigh obviously everyone knows someone always has it worse than themselves, but that doesn’t dismiss or downplay another’s problems
nah fam I’m leaving that sink outside✋😃
Be proud of yourself.
You went through every type of pain, family issues, trust issues, heartbreak, insecurities, depression, etc. You went through it all alone, but never gave up
happy new year for everyone who opened his new year with this song❣💖
This makes me wanna walk to the beach in the rain and just let the waves Take me. U feel me??
I feel you✨
fr yes
Yes I feel that, its mental health isnt
I deeply feel you mate
Almost did that when I went surfing the other day but chose against it so I really feel you
All yall saying you lost loved ones but has anyone else just lost..themselves.
yes.
Yes. And I’m sorry to myself but it’s to late to fix me
by trying to fit in i lost myself i question what MY personality is and how i am
i just did
yes.
This song really just brings it all out. I’m in such a dark place I don’t know if I’m coming back out if this one.
You need to look after yourself because nobody else will
When you’re beat up so bad with what feels like everything lost, the bottom of the pit, when you feel there’s nothing left, just turn to god, pray with faith, he will light your way, I promise, may god be with you
The whole world is one big dark place. But we only get one chance at life and then it's over in a flash. Try to find something healthy that gives you joy. Make it a quest! Everybody loves a quest ❤
I recommend this song to anybody that's worried, it'll get your mind off everything
“Depressed people tend to have the best advice, but they still can't follow it themselves.”
@@mackenzie7102 same
@@mackenzie7102 same-
Woah howd you know😃👌
That hit me hard.
fr.. us depressed people don’t even have that someone to talk to
These comments make me want to hug each and every one of you. I just want to say..
I’m proud of you for waking up.
I’m proud of you for brushing your hair.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for breathing.
I’m proud of you for making your bed.
I’m proud of you for eating.
I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I’m proud of you for drinking water.
I’m proud of you for being here.
I’m proud of you for being you.
I’m proud of you for smiling.
I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for sitting down.
I’m proud of you for defending yourself.
I’m proud of you for believing in yourself.
I’m proud of you for simply trying.
IM PROUD OF YOU.
Have a good day❤️
I love you for this
ily ty
Man I needed to really hear that 😔
Miyannah Morancy I love you too. If you ever need someone to talk to, I could give you my social media.
Chamille I’m sending virtual hugs❤️ if you need someone, I’m here if you wanna talk hehe.
I've never been as happy as I was when I had my sister by my side,the abuse physically and mentally from home are killing me but I'm here for you guys truly
every night I come to this song and play it on loop until I fall asleep. This. this keeps me alive.
i just wanna lay down in the rain crying and letting everything out and listening to this song
can i join?
Mood 😞 just scream and yell
Me to it hurts trying to be happy for everyone all the time 💜
Aaron Sterling yessss
The closest I'm gonna get to lay in the rain is laying down in my bathtub with the shower on :(
*It’s honestly disappointing knowing that as a kid, you were happy, but now you’re just a mess, without anyone knowing.*
I’m still a kid & it hurts badly ...
i’m still a kid lol
when I turned 10 life got bad.
Ikr I keep wanting to go back to being a kid again because everything was much easier then
i wasn't even that happy as a kid, that's the problem...
Twilight Saga is so underrated. It has the best soundtracks, the cast is incredible, and the character development is fantastic. The first twilight movie is so relatable except for the supernatural part. I mean to say the awkwardness between teenagers and high schoolers' Dumbness is so realistic. I will not be able to die peacefully if I do not get another one from this movie. periodt.
This song is a masterpiece.
A moment of silence for everyone crying while listening to this in 2020/2021/2022/2023/2024
Yea❤️
Mhmmm
Yep🥺
This is my second night in a row 😕😞
@@prettykush7924 well get trough this together
I just wanna be friends with everyone who listens to music like this.
U got one now :)
hi there:)
(:
hey lol:)
Hi :)
the pain of wanting to stay but wanting to go.
the tears that stream down our faces as we think of what we’d be losing, but thinking of what we’ve already lost.
the irony of feeling so much pain but not feeling anything.
the sick, numb feeling in our stomach.
the tears that soak our pillows at night.
the sleeves that hide our arms.
oh what a life we live....
The easiest way to explain the way this song makes me feel is that it speaks volume on the feeling of how empty my heart feels. It isolates me from everything around me. I can’t cry, I can’t smile I can’t think. Just this, and thinking about how the music is explaining what words could never about the way I feel. LOL. 😊
pov: you're scrolling through the comments at night, tears rolling down your face...
I literally frozed when i saw this-
@@BandeMoukharba9a :'(
Not a POV tho😖🥺
This is me....wait how do you know?
yeah.
Why did I turn out like this. I wish I could be young again and try again.
same :,(
same.
Me too.
I just want my mommy to hold me again this feeling is terrifying
Everyone wishes they could be younger no matter how old even some 15 year olds wish they could be younger, but Rn however old you are ‘’live your life to the fullest so you don’t regret it’’ who said u cant be young now ? what’s holding you back? age is just a number.
This song makes me feel so tired and makes me cry my heart out.❤️🩹
this song is painfully beautiful
I don’t feel anything. Drill is much better tho👌🏻
i miss when things were easier.
i miss when i made my parents proud.
i miss being a kid.
i miss being me.
don’t let it end like this, please.
i’m praying.
praying for a life i’m never going to live.
but.
*hope’s a beautiful thing, ain’t it?*
just don't lose hope🙏✨
Just smoked trying to vibe while the world falls apart; good luck with COVID-19 everyone.
Well u too
Thanks bro you too 😊
sameeeee
same and you too. hope you all stay safe ❤️
the world has always been falling apart the moment humans got here.
just realized everyday is such a emotional rollercoaster for me. in the morning im tired, then im hyped af, then i am chill, vibing, then im tired again but in a hyped mood then im happy and chill then after midnight I get depressed.
This started playing as I had a panic attack two years ago, it’s crazy that 2 years later I come back to listen to it and just want to cry. This song just brings me so much pain but happiness that I’m better now :)
100 reasons why you should stay alive
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1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach
2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself
3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days
4. Your mom's smile
5. Your best friends laugh
6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you
7. The feeling of the sun against your face
8. Hearing the words “I love you”
9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday
10. Birthdays
11. Quiet late night drives
12. Missed opportunities and adventures
13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day
14. Long hot showers
15. Music that you connect with
16. You have a purpose
17. You can change somebody’s life
18. Snowball fights
19. Concerts
20. Watching people fall
21. As long as your heart is beating, there is hope
22. You will regret dying
23. What if Heaven isn’t real?
24. Marriage
25. You are enough
26. Pain is only temporary
27. Late-night food runs with your friends
28. The sound of rain
29. Reading powerful quotes
30. Eating your favorite foods
31. Stars
32. Good movies
33. Having children
34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them
35. Meeting new people
36. Your struggle will make you stronger
37. You have a lot of people that love and support you
38. Being able to say, “I made it”
39. Genuine smiles
40. Bonfires
41. You matter
42. Time heals most wounds
43. Your first apartment/house
44. The crunch of leaves in the fall
45. Finding your soul mate
46. Meaningful hugs
47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding
48. You are worth it
49. Sunday night football
50. The smell of Christmas trees
51. People care about you; lots of them in fact
52. Sunsets
53. Ice cream
54. You are brave
55. Things really do get better
56. Dogs
57. Cats
58. Pets in general
59. Rainbows
60. You are amazing
61. The city
62. Traveling
63. Vacations
64. Road trips
65. Hearing awesome stories
66. Inside jokes
67. Coffee/Tea
68. Snowmen
69. Your talents
70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win
71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness
72. You will be happy one day
73. All-nighters with your friends
74. Cuddling
75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college
76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years
77. Smiling
78. Seeing someone else smile
79. You are beautiful
80. Decorating your house/apartment
81. Capturing perfect moments on camera
82. You would be missed
83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants
84. Your favorite hobby
85. Swimming on a hot day
86. Being cozied up with blankets
87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap
88. Helping other people
89. Watching the people you love become successful
90. Becoming successful yourself
91. Babies/little kids
92. Cute old people
93. Love stories
94. You are strong
95. You will be proud that you continued to live
96. The feeling of grass under your feet
97. Telling crazy stories
98. The smell of rain
99. Watching lightning
100. YOU ARE LOVED
@gabriella awww I'm so glad you did that, I'd love to help anyone I can ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for this message I really needed it
@@KaiCenatttFunnyClips awwww, I'm so glad it helped ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ stay strong, you're doing amazing 🙌
I cried ahah ^^' tysm you'r amazing ♡
@@fanycro716 awwwww, thank you!!! ☺️ So are you!! 💖
it's quite funny really,
how a lot of us are hypocrites.
we say " Don't hurt yourselves, it will be alright, you will be alright."
yet we feel like we are lying to ourselves...
we convince others and help others, when we need it ourselves but we just don't feel it...
i will kill myself :x
KALFATA, Please don’t. I don’t want you to die
K A L F A T A Just dont do it. everything will be okay even if it will take time. But its worth it and you will thank yourself later
K A L F A T A
please don’t say stuff like that in a comment section. you can trigger a lot of suicidal people with that. if you are really struggling please call the suicide hotline in your area or talk to a professional (like a doctor, psychiatrist, therapist, etc.)
K A L F A T A don’t 😔 nothing is temporary, it will get better hang in there even if it feels your on a thread, everyone feels depressed sometime in there life I got through mine, go in the mirror everyday and say, “I got this I can do this” even if you don’t mean it, it does something. you will get past this keep pushing.
thank you for all good and bad memories that you gave me
This comment section is nicer than my friend I've known for years.
Damn same.
I am a fallen member of this club.. I lost a lot from one person. My brother I called him.. gone..
We can all relate... it’s uniting I guess
Never related to a comment more
@@michaelglebisjr.6760 i love yu ❤️
You know what, Kid?
We're gonna be alright.
Stay safe. Stay strong.
I love you.
thank you..
thank you.
:(
Im waiting for Almost a year and nothing happened how long do i have to wait till smth changes
johnnymx504 I've been waiting for two years, and I think I still have a long way to go
This song is such a vibe! I imagine myself on a rainy day slowly driving through a redwood forest as I make my way to the foggy ocean
The saddest thing is seeing is seeing the people you made memories with slowly become memories
Is anyone
Sitting in a room
Crying
Wiping the tears way so your parents don’t see
Acting fine, when really you’re hurting...
No? Just me? Great...
ella siplyak me too 😔🥺
Same hmu on insta @l.mcmillion if u wanna talk🙃
Hope you get better ❤️
Alina Shade hey, I don’t know what’s going on but I hope things get better, they always do. Currently what happened to me is coming to an end and I hope yours does too❤️
Lydia Mcmillion thank you
This comment section is helping me more than my therapist...
Ikr😅🥺
ong
And we pay money for theripist✋😪
At least u have a therapist...
@@ayla3348 oh god its the edgy billie eye lash fan
I needed this so ty
imagine standing on the edge of a roof and screaming at the top of your lungs, letting everything out while this song blasts in your ears.
“without the dark, we’d never see the stars”
I want to be a star
@@lillystauffer2846 you are✨
That’s beautiful 💯
in Ikol's words: "A light is easier to see in the dark. Remember this, for when all the lights go off."
I wannna huggg you so bad