Sleeping At Last - "Saturn" (Official Music Video)

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  • Опубліковано 27 чер 2016
  • Directed by Tom Shea (tomfoxshea.com)
    Director of Photography Michael Means (meanstoalens.com)
    Edited by Tom Shea & Michael Means
    "Saturn" is from "Atlas: I" by Sleeping At Last
    Spotify: spoti.fi/291ne5p
    iTunes: bit.ly/1mDritn
    sleepingatlast.com

КОМЕНТАРІ • 32 тис.

  • @roocarr3679
    @roocarr3679 4 роки тому +7619

    Remember when we were kids and we didn't feel like this?

    • @thomascoble3741
      @thomascoble3741 4 роки тому +128

      remember. Ah. the word of tomorrow. so luring, so intrigueing. but why woud we please thy name unbecomith?
      not let that remember thy name.

    • @alexkay9860
      @alexkay9860 4 роки тому +101

      this hit me hard

    • @mega_chaos4426
      @mega_chaos4426 4 роки тому +162

      Yea I remember back then when I didnt want to die

    • @zenitsu6852
      @zenitsu6852 4 роки тому +198

      When we were scared of death, but now we seek it.

    • @idkanymore9812
      @idkanymore9812 4 роки тому +12

      sun salutations damn I don’t

  • @mhabemotungoe1548
    @mhabemotungoe1548 2 роки тому +36683

    This masterpiece is worth every reminder. Leave a comment, remind yourself as well.
    Edit- thanks for all the reminders.
    P.S- ignore negativity, acknowledge positively.

    • @sadweeb35
      @sadweeb35 2 роки тому +228

      genius idea!! :)

    • @RedstoneMiner18
      @RedstoneMiner18 2 роки тому +537

      Imma reply so i get reminded aswel

    • @larac5213
      @larac5213 2 роки тому +198

      hey listen to it again

    • @kenbe7822
      @kenbe7822 2 роки тому +60

      🤣

    • @eden356am4
      @eden356am4 2 роки тому +142

      You need to hear this again

  • @skylark521
    @skylark521 10 місяців тому +1114

    ❤ It is August 7, 2023. I'm 82. In 7 years, I'll be nearing 90. I've had a great life even though I don't understand the marvels of life and the miracle that is life.

    • @elsapadilla2897
      @elsapadilla2897 4 місяці тому +39

      You are a miracle ❤

    • @roshannababy559
      @roshannababy559 4 місяці тому +22

      i hope you are doing well❤

    • @2367igi
      @2367igi 4 місяці тому +10

      John 3:16

    • @lit2190
      @lit2190 4 місяці тому +21

      As a teen myself, I'm praying thay you'll live more than 100 years with lot of happiness❤. I hope all the senior people are living happily.

    • @ifeoluwasamuel3709
      @ifeoluwasamuel3709 4 місяці тому +9

      For no reason, in my mid 20s, I connect with you...... Stay loved, stay blessed. Praying with you that you may thrive in good health. ♥

  • @user-kw5fj2dt6t
    @user-kw5fj2dt6t 4 місяці тому +1067

    i lost my daughter 5 months ago she was 24 yrs old I miss her so much .She left me her phone and i went into her music she had been listening to your albums Saturn was the last song she played. I have played it every night since tears streaming like a river, thank you for your music it cuts deep into the soul and i know it will help me heal and i know it brought her peace in her final days.God bless you @SleepingAtLast1 I miss you Grace fly free beautiful girl enjoy all the surprises of Heaven!
    To everyone who has left a comment thankyou so much from my mama heart ❤️ it's now been 8 months without beautiful Grace and the grief is deep but reading these comments when I'm struggling really lifts my spirit and this incredible song and music so connects me to her..love you forever Grace 👑 💜

    • @shantanu9975
      @shantanu9975 4 місяці тому +41

      I can't imagine what you are going through now. Sending lots of love and hugs from my side.

    • @user-kw5fj2dt6t
      @user-kw5fj2dt6t 4 місяці тому +20

      @shantanu9975 thank you that means a lot ❤️

    • @debbiedavis3337
      @debbiedavis3337 4 місяці тому +14

      I am sorry for your loss. Xx

    • @hirweirenee6285
      @hirweirenee6285 4 місяці тому +15

      May Her Soul Rest in eternal peace 🙏🏽

    • @ryguy1755
      @ryguy1755 4 місяці тому +11

      You are not alone in your fight

  • @grakiez
    @grakiez 3 роки тому +10072

    *The saddest part of life is when the person who gave you the best memories becomes a memory*

    • @theninthmarauder
      @theninthmarauder 3 роки тому +114

      My face is just like Draco's face in your profile when I listened this song and read your comment

    • @marshall1003
      @marshall1003 3 роки тому +269

      “The worst day of loving someone is the day that you lose them.”
      - Elena Gilbert

    • @sarahsahara3342
      @sarahsahara3342 3 роки тому +191

      “There is no greater sorrow than to recall happiness in times of misery.” ― Dante Alighieri

    • @lordgrimixb
      @lordgrimixb 3 роки тому +48

      That hurts really bad

    • @lukundosinkala1183
      @lukundosinkala1183 3 роки тому +10

      @@sarahsahara3342 correct

  • @zackaryzimmerman3100
    @zackaryzimmerman3100 5 років тому +7799

    “They say you die three times. Once when you stop breathing. Once when the last person to know you dies. And once when what you created is forgotten.”

  • @kendals1522
    @kendals1522 7 місяців тому +921

    My dad died just a little over a week ago. Suddenly. My whole world stopped. I’m 22. I don’t know how to live without my dad. This song has been with me through so much, but nothing as hard as this. I miss him. Thank you for writing this song. It’s beautiful. He was beautiful.

    • @lemnpievalentine
      @lemnpievalentine 7 місяців тому +29

      Mine too. He left me yesterday morning

    • @user-zb3ln2gj3c
      @user-zb3ln2gj3c 7 місяців тому +19

      I will be praying for peace in your soul. Never give up and know he's watching you and is proud of you, I Love you -A Stranger. Jesus Loves you

    • @antoniomaldonado7341
      @antoniomaldonado7341 7 місяців тому +12

      @@lemnpievalentineim sorry for your loss, but remember he will always be with you, protecting you, taking care of you. Even though not physically, he is with you spiritually. When ever you feel alone, remember he could hear you, and will always be there for you. In this lifetime and the next. ✨

    • @antoniomaldonado7341
      @antoniomaldonado7341 7 місяців тому +4

      Im sorry for your loss Kendal, he with you always and forever

    • @gunterkase6387
      @gunterkase6387 7 місяців тому +11

      mine too, I understand your pain, it feels like the world stops spinning and nothing makes sense anymore

  • @ireniakristina
    @ireniakristina Місяць тому +95

    I'm losing my battle with Cancer after 13 years later. After all the fight and warrior spirit I have nothing left but to leave this earth next week with the help of maid. Greatful for the life I had. Be Love 💚

    • @TheOnlyKataklysmAroundHere
      @TheOnlyKataklysmAroundHere Місяць тому +5

      I wish you a peaceful journey.

    • @ramonalexandermanueles3122
      @ramonalexandermanueles3122 Місяць тому +1

      Wow, lamento mucho eso, ánimo, al fin podrás descansar, mucha suerte en el más allá pronto todos estaremos allí, fuiste un gran guerrero, Dios esté contigo.

    • @maricarmen9901
      @maricarmen9901 Місяць тому +3

      El padre azul te espera con todo su amor...feliz viaje💗

    • @Varadin1993
      @Varadin1993 24 дні тому +4

      Trust in Jesus and you will live forever !

    • @lidianisilva5605
      @lidianisilva5605 23 дні тому +1

  • @sunepchangtzar7594
    @sunepchangtzar7594 3 роки тому +26892

    *I'll be back after 10 years...till then take care of this comment for me please*

    • @ballsinmymouf4524
      @ballsinmymouf4524 3 роки тому +847

      Week 1 check up, comment looking good

    • @toszatesze3796
      @toszatesze3796 3 роки тому +449

      @@ballsinmymouf4524 How many helpful cute people there are in this world! ❤️

    • @lunam9291
      @lunam9291 3 роки тому +316

      Of course, I'll wait for you to come back

    • @kaden795
      @kaden795 3 роки тому +403

      We got you, i have a timer set for 10 years, when it goes off I’ll know when it’s time to check the comment section

    • @nebula_onyx5749
      @nebula_onyx5749 3 роки тому +216

      I’ll make sure to check up on you every year, amazing human! I have the date set on 2021!

  • @joannahovey1870
    @joannahovey1870 4 роки тому +11637

    ***TW: mention of suicide and self-harm***
    My boyfriend of 5 years died by suicide last week, he was only 20 years old. He loved this song so much he got "how rare and beautiful it is to even exist" tattooed over his self-harm scars. This song, as well as all of Sleeping at Last's songs, kept him going for a long time. The first two lines hold a new meaning for me now: "You taught me the courage of stars before you left/How light carries on endlessly even after death." These lyrics give me hope that his light will continue to shine in my life even after he has died.
    He was the most beautiful person to ever walk this Earth. He was kind to everyone no matter how well he knew them. He had a pure soul and a heart of gold. The world didn't deserve him.
    ***Edit*** Wow, I am overwhelmed at the huge amount of love and support I have received from strangers on the internet!! I have been periodically liking uplifting comments and replying to a few, but mostly I have wanted to keep my privacy about the situation (aside from what I already shared). I was not expecting to get so many likes and comments! I wrote this comment on impulse when the wound was fresh and I was in immense pain, and I expected it to get lost in the sea of other comments. So thank you for your support and kindness!! You all have restored my faith in humanity.
    ***Update*** It has now been almost six months since he passed away and I have been successfully dealing with PTSD from the trauma I experienced. I am in a much better place now then I was when I wrote this comment, and I thank you all for keeping me going during such a difficult time in my life. I’m glad my words mean something and can move others.
    ***Update #2*** It’s been one year since he passed. I’m now able to look back on our memories and be happy, but I miss him every single day. His memory will live on with me and those whose lives he impacted. I really appreciate everyone’s kind words and I hope his story inspire others.
    If you’re struggling with suicidal thoughts, please reach out for help! You can do this, and you are never alone. You are loved and wanted and needed. The world needs you.
    Here are some resources:
    Trevor Lifeline: 1-866-488-7386
    National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255
    The Trevor Project is an amazing resource for LGBTQ+ youth. You can use their services even if you aren’t in crisis! Their lifeline has helped me get through some really tough stuff.
    Please check on your friends and family members!! This pandemic has been tough for all of us but those with mental illness need a little extra care. We need to acknowledge secondary deaths caused by Covid and do what we can to help prevent them.

    • @luckywuckysucky
      @luckywuckysucky 4 роки тому +255

      Omg I’m so sorry for your loss, stay strong ❤️

    • @sarahkiani4694
      @sarahkiani4694 4 роки тому +114

      Oh my baby darling..I am sorry for your loss..I am going through a really hard time myself..but we can keep going just thinking about our dear ones right?he must've been an awsome pure soul

    • @fahbabini
      @fahbabini 4 роки тому +61

      I'm so sorry, darling. Keep holding on. Love makes us strong. ❤️

    • @indiarock4574
      @indiarock4574 4 роки тому +42

      Joanna Hovey I am so so incredibly sorry for your loss :( ❤️

    • @henriquesilverio6252
      @henriquesilverio6252 4 роки тому +98

      Hey Joanna
      Your words about your deceased loved one touched me. It is very rare to see a pure love like this these days. I am so glad that he had an angel like you in his life. I wish you strength. Better days will come, i promise.
      Stay strong. My sentiments for your loss.
      Henrique

  • @IMCYT
    @IMCYT 3 місяці тому +113

    My girlfriend of a few years died exactly a month ago. This hits hard, because out of both of us, she is the wiser and more experienced one. She always taught me how special the universe and our circumstances are, and how lucky we are. It was beautiful and I always listened to her.
    Everything went well until around June 2023, her best friend stole her life savings and ran away. It hits her like Hell and on one of her manic episodes, she hits her head too hard and suffers from a major TBI that renders her in a severe chronic headache and tons of problems, it was too much for her since she also had an underlying genetic heart problem. She held out until near midnight on 12th Feb, two days before valentine.
    Even so, while she was dying slowly. She tried her best to push herself to do everything with me, so I don't have any regrets. So I could be happy without her once she's gone.
    Rest in peace Mei.
    27th July 2004 - 12th February 2024
    You've done your best. I'll do my best to make you proud too.

    • @elerachu5639
      @elerachu5639 Місяць тому

      Im so so so sorry my friend, i cannot imagine the grief you must feel. i really do hope you get strength and grace to handle this. I have a girlfriend as well, and i worry for her safety every day she's diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I will never understand the pain you're going through, and i really do pray that you Get better

    • @abrammampa916
      @abrammampa916 Місяць тому

      Rest In Peace To To Her Man 😢

    • @thecrazygermanss3500
      @thecrazygermanss3500 22 дні тому

      My fiancé has bpd she’s tried to od twice and secondly she’s having a health problem where she can’t eat and is sick she’s fading slowly and I believe dying slowly and I feel your pain

    • @Benny_AUT
      @Benny_AUT 21 день тому

      My condolences, from a stranger on the internet.

  • @sadgorl
    @sadgorl 7 місяців тому +160

    it’s 2023. this is going to be my wedding song. it was the song that brought my only son into this world. i hope it’s the song i hear going out of this plane of existence. it will be my funeral song. don’t bury me. plant a tree for me instead. give back to the earth. ❤ i’ll be back every year from today. let’s see what happens. i’ll be writing updates until the end. sending love and light to whomever reads this. *remember: if you can’t find the light - become it.* take love where it doesn’t exist and spread it as much as you can. i believe in you.

  • @irish7533
    @irish7533 3 роки тому +4062

    we didn't find this song, this song found us

    • @haleylouw648
      @haleylouw648 3 роки тому +12

      True .

    •  3 роки тому +7

      truee

    • @judy051310
      @judy051310 3 роки тому +19

      So true, it reached out to me when my depressions acted up.

    • @saadidrissi1115
      @saadidrissi1115 3 роки тому +4

      true :)

    • @Invictus-on2ie
      @Invictus-on2ie 3 роки тому +3

      quite literally in my case. I had a harp cover of Secundi up and was on another tab, and this autoplayed.

  • @davidefermo1466
    @davidefermo1466 3 роки тому +7330

    “How rare and beautiful it is to even exist”
    You’ve saved lives.

    • @wolfdontcare3980
      @wolfdontcare3980 3 роки тому +102

      He did 😭

    • @hiddenbiss
      @hiddenbiss 3 роки тому +51

      this.

    • @supertrooper3438
      @supertrooper3438 3 роки тому +102

      he has indeed, mine being one of them..

    • @pranavcu5788
      @pranavcu5788 3 роки тому +78

      I listen to this song again and again just to listen to that sentence ,and it comes only twice .

    • @smythmaya
      @smythmaya 3 роки тому +33

      One of mine.

  • @mijail619
    @mijail619 9 місяців тому +496

    You taught me the courage of stars before you left
    How light carries on endlessly, even after death
    With shortness of breath
    You explained the infinite
    And how rare and beautiful it is to even exist
    I couldn't help but ask for you to say it all again
    I tried to write it down, but I could never find a pen
    I'd give anything to hear you say it one more time
    That the universe was made just to be seen by my eyes
    I couldn't help but ask for you to say it all again
    I tried to write it down, but I could never find a pen
    I'd give anything to hear you say it one more time
    That the universe was made just to be seen by my eyes
    With shortness of breath
    I'll try to explain the infinite
    And how rare and beautiful it is to even exist
    With shortness of breath
    I'll try to explain the infinite
    And how rare and beautiful it truly is that we exist

  • @-Bella.Rae-
    @-Bella.Rae- 3 дні тому +4

    I lost my great aunt Grace today. She was 78, and had immigrated from Italy to the States when she was young. As her name tells, she was filled with God's grace and love, and she always made sure her grand-nieces and nephews always knew her love for them. She'd always stand at the end of her driveway and wave until we couldn't see each other anymore, and I'll never forget the last time we did it. It's good to be sad because it's over, but remember to smile because it happened.

  • @Ozymandias-
    @Ozymandias- 2 роки тому +9304

    A message to the future generations. Don't let this song die.

  • @OwlsV
    @OwlsV 4 роки тому +7072

    "How rare and beautiful it truly is that we exist"
    This line makes me extremely happy and sad. Anyone else?

    • @isabellefain705
      @isabellefain705 4 роки тому +25

      But what if we don’t..

    • @ivanreyes6824
      @ivanreyes6824 4 роки тому +62

      Is it not "How rare and beautiful it is to even exist"? Please correct me if I need to be.

    • @Corviidei
      @Corviidei 4 роки тому +15

      Ivan Reyes that’s the last line :)

    • @cnacma
      @cnacma 4 роки тому +6

      Yeah but what if we live in a simulation.

    • @TheILoveRbd
      @TheILoveRbd 4 роки тому +18

      i feel like crying of happiness every time i hear this line

  • @cristinaanamaria877
    @cristinaanamaria877 8 місяців тому +197

    Thank you Lord. What a miracle to be alive even when it hurts.

  • @myaelursolino
    @myaelursolino 9 місяців тому +467

    this space here in the internet is a rare one. i'm glad i got to exist with all of the amazing people that share the same love for this wonderful masterpiece. i hope we all find comfort, peace, and safety here

    • @michaelmatthews8327
      @michaelmatthews8327 9 місяців тому +2

      Amen to that

    • @IgnisInvicta
      @IgnisInvicta 8 місяців тому +1

      So true

    • @aouatif1083
      @aouatif1083 8 місяців тому +1

      Amiien ... same wishes for You

    • @stevenolvera06
      @stevenolvera06 8 місяців тому +1

      I was thinking the same thing. Lots of good people.

    • @lesleywarnock228
      @lesleywarnock228 6 місяців тому +1

      I'm hearing this song for the first time, I was completely transfixed and now reading your comments I couldn't help but agree❤ sending warm greetings from Canada 😊😊😊😊❤

  • @tustinyang698
    @tustinyang698 3 роки тому +2804

    "The loneliest people are the kindest,
    the saddest people smile the brightest,
    and the most damaged people are the wisest.
    All because they don't wish to see others suffer
    like they do." -Someone from UA-cam comments

    • @mutsagir2408
      @mutsagir2408 3 роки тому +25

      this hit hard......

    • @laurencemoore3042
      @laurencemoore3042 3 роки тому +19

      that s beautiful, and true.

    • @WillyWillBoy
      @WillyWillBoy 3 роки тому +5

      💜💜💜 On you someone

    • @equestrian.1577
      @equestrian.1577 3 роки тому +38

      That's how I always know the answer to everyone's problems because I've been through it all before. I'm already broken by 14. People always ask how do u give such good advice your so wise, its because I've lived all that pain already

    • @tustinyang698
      @tustinyang698 3 роки тому +14

      @@equestrian.1577 I hope you are okay

  • @kaycieromano2689
    @kaycieromano2689 5 років тому +10451

    May sound odd, but I feel like this is what being in love sounds like.

    • @eel000
      @eel000 5 років тому +167

      Kaycie Daisy no, it makes a lot of sense

    • @ant0_alwin
      @ant0_alwin 5 років тому +69

      I think so too

    • @frontporchsitting1332
      @frontporchsitting1332 5 років тому +369

      Love is a wonderful thing, but it’s also the most detrimental thing you will go through. Being in love with someone who you thought was your forever, just to get let go. That is a terrible pain. It’s almost like you have to learn how to live again.

    • @VyLe-dc9ct
      @VyLe-dc9ct 5 років тому +150

      it's fair. though i do think this song speaks for all of kinds of love, not just romance

    • @fredmesley3051
      @fredmesley3051 5 років тому +24

      Nothing to do with love (romance), just be happy to be on this earth (MGTOW)

  • @heidicommack-1556
    @heidicommack-1556 10 днів тому +4

    This song brings me to tears everytime,lost my sister to cancer almost 2 years ago 😢😢😢think her every time after suffering for her years she’s sleeping at last..

  • @jadoi1669
    @jadoi1669 10 місяців тому +106

    "how rare and beautiful it is to really exist" saved lives man and mine is one of them. I'll never be able to thank you enough for this.

  • @codywotring8973
    @codywotring8973 3 роки тому +1874

    To my girlfriend, I will carry you with me forever. May you now rest in peace

    • @mansourr
      @mansourr 3 роки тому +103

      god bless her soul man

    • @angelesponce1799
      @angelesponce1799 3 роки тому +94

      To my boyfriend too. I feel you. I'm with you. May they rest in peace.

    • @MilicaM99
      @MilicaM99 3 роки тому +27

      God bless her! ❤🙏🕊

    • @MedPerspect
      @MedPerspect 3 роки тому +31

      Rip
      More power to you! ❤️

    • @haileycousino72
      @haileycousino72 3 роки тому +17

      ❤️❤️❤️

  • @temporaryrelief2981
    @temporaryrelief2981 3 роки тому +3368

    This song should be the closing remarks when our world ends.

    • @abduldanish9953
      @abduldanish9953 3 роки тому +69

      do you even have any idea that this comment is so underrated

    • @nephele2365
      @nephele2365 3 роки тому +18

      Well said

    • @sunet_vinyls
      @sunet_vinyls 3 роки тому +27

      this is the best comment ever on any song video

    • @aja8010
      @aja8010 3 роки тому +17

      i dont know who you are but u jist changed my entire point of view

    • @NorthernGreenEyes
      @NorthernGreenEyes 3 роки тому +6

      🥺

  • @isb6533
    @isb6533 8 місяців тому +60

    I don’t know what to write but this song has compelled me to share my feelings with you. I have recently completed my graduation, am now looking to go abroad for further studies but I am going through the worst phase of my life, struggling financially, afraid of the future, have no idea when this pain will go away from my life. It hurts so much. Before going to bed I always come here to listen to Saturn and read the comments of the people. Reading the comments makes me happy somehow as i feel like i am not alone in struggling. Last but not least, I have faith in the GOD i know this is all his plans. Whoever reading this comment May GOD have mercy on you!

    • @user-wf2mo7wd3j
      @user-wf2mo7wd3j 24 дні тому +2

      God bless you and keep you.
      He said,
      "I will never leave you nor forsake you. "❤

    • @user-hx2il6hq3x
      @user-hx2il6hq3x 4 дні тому

      Дорогой автор этого комментария. Пишу из России. Я переживала худшие моменты, но всегда верила во Всевышнего, чувствовала его присутствие в моей жизни…., иногда даже разговаривала с Ним! Делилась переживаниями, просила облегчить жизнь, благодарила за все. Бог никогда не оставит! Верь и не сдавайся! Никогда!

  • @TR-Graybles
    @TR-Graybles 6 місяців тому +131

    I come back to this song so often...
    I truly envy people hearing it for the first time!

    • @brianmboya8203
      @brianmboya8203 6 місяців тому +5

      This song is a masterpiece of its kind❤😢
      It reminds me a lot of my aunt😭

    • @annakinskywalker
      @annakinskywalker 3 місяці тому +2

      I heard this song for the first time today, and I will be forever grateful for that. I will never heard it for the first time again, but I hope that you can live vicariously through me right now, in this moment

  • @nicoleprince9090
    @nicoleprince9090 3 роки тому +6554

    I'll be back in 10 years and I'll edit it when I'm back to tell you how life is going for me. :)

    • @deadastrophysicist3452
      @deadastrophysicist3452 3 роки тому +485

      I wanna see you so happy.

    • @avasolar282
      @avasolar282 3 роки тому +69

      @Backpacking wizard me too!!

    • @demi3895
      @demi3895 3 роки тому +208

      Remember to reply to me in 10 years.
      😌

    • @Tushinho
      @Tushinho 3 роки тому +115

      Will reply in 10 y, don't forget us

    • @goisgabs
      @goisgabs 3 роки тому +69

      Remember to reply me in 10 years too please✨

  • @RichardFeynmanRules
    @RichardFeynmanRules 6 років тому +4985

    "Saturn"
    You taught me the courage of stars before you left.
    How light carries on endlessly, even after death.
    With shortness of breath, you explained the infinite.
    How rare and beautiful it is to even exist.
    I couldn’t help but ask
    For you to say it all again.
    I tried to write it down
    But I could never find a pen.
    I’d give anything to hear
    You say it one more time,
    That the universe was made
    Just to be seen by my eyes.
    I couldn’t help but ask
    For you to say it all again.
    I tried to write it down
    But I could never find a pen.
    I’d give anything to hear
    You say it one more time,
    That the universe was made
    Just to be seen by my eyes.
    With shortness of breath, I’ll explain the infinite
    How rare and beautiful it truly is that we exist.

  • @fabianjeschke4642
    @fabianjeschke4642 5 місяців тому +31

    One of my best friends has died.....at 35.....
    He had finally found the love of his life and cancer took him away.....
    I hardly saw him the last few years.....was no longer a part of his life....
    Yes, I regret it, but I'm glad I had many great years with him......
    His song of choice at his funeral was this song....I didn't know it before..... so I will forever associate this song with him.....Curse and Blessing.....
    Take care my friend.... I love you.....We'll meet again in another time!!!! R.I.P.

  • @v1cferr
    @v1cferr 5 днів тому +5

    Today is June 7, 2024. I'm leaving a comment to commemorate this divine song. I hope that in a few years, I will be enjoying prosperous times and programming to support my family.

  • @KnightDaylight
    @KnightDaylight 3 роки тому +3046

    Dec. 21, 2020 is the Saturn and Jupiter conjunction, they will be the closest they have ever been visually since 1623.

    • @deannajolie2488
      @deannajolie2488 3 роки тому +25

      thanks for letting me know, really cool stuff

    • @Willowgirlgamer1456
      @Willowgirlgamer1456 3 роки тому +7

      @Squoose yea it did

    • @rini6847
      @rini6847 3 роки тому +27

      I missed it :( but at least i saw the images

    • @briannataylor8046
      @briannataylor8046 3 роки тому +10

      I saw it my dad has a telescope we took out in the back yard and saw it

    • @b_f_d_d
      @b_f_d_d 3 роки тому +1

      @Squoose yes

  • @baibaeleonora7756
    @baibaeleonora7756 3 роки тому +4525

    My husband committed suicide last year. He had depression. I was six months pregnant at the time and we already had a three year old son. There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think about him. Now I’m alone with my kids and it’s really hard emotionally. I just found this song and I’m happy I did. It’s like he sent me this. It’s exactly what I needed. I feel so heartbroken and alone but this song gives me hope.

    • @mariangeorgel5569
      @mariangeorgel5569 3 роки тому +189

      Omg im so sorry for you, you are a strong women, head up darling and rise you're child, you are a really, really strong woman, i believe you, have a good day ! ❤

    • @eileentan6332
      @eileentan6332 3 роки тому +46

      Hugs

    • @daniellek5238
      @daniellek5238 3 роки тому +67

      I hope you find peace. Praying for you and your family

    • @funandlala
      @funandlala 3 роки тому +22

      I'm thinking of you guys ♡ :'(

    • @driss3456
      @driss3456 3 роки тому +29

      I'm so sorry for your lost and I wish you all the best in your life

  • @RufaroJoanne
    @RufaroJoanne 15 днів тому +2

    How rare and beautiful it is to even exist

  • @madbadger6016
    @madbadger6016 Місяць тому +6

    I'm searching to say something profound. Something that will be uplifting. But all I feel when I listen to this is gratitude. Rich or poor, young or old, we have been given and chose this life. And what a truly spectacular gift it is to take a chance to create a long side the Great Creator.

  • @shannon9164
    @shannon9164 4 роки тому +3728

    This has to be the most supportive comment section I’ve ever seen.

    • @brokbombadil2557
      @brokbombadil2557 4 роки тому +59

      It's refreshing isn't it?

    • @shannon9164
      @shannon9164 4 роки тому +61

      brok steele definitely. I’ve been going through it mentally lately and it’s nice to read a comment section where people are actually being decent human beings to each other.

    • @charliec5913
      @charliec5913 4 роки тому +11

      This magnificent song! Truly.

    • @zaghibatistuzzo6425
      @zaghibatistuzzo6425 4 роки тому +18

      Right?! Looks like a safe haven on the internet!

    • @boitata2617
      @boitata2617 4 роки тому +6

      Check Everything is Connected, posted by Tom Dyson, you don't have to wacth the video If you don't want to, but the comments there are just wholesome

  • @mathildeantoine662
    @mathildeantoine662 4 роки тому +3245

    I just want to write this there. I do not know if someone is in the same situation as me, but I will say it anyway. My life is not that bad. I have not lost a loved one, I live comfortably, I have a stable situation. At home, I guess everything is going pretty well, despite the problems that everyone has. Only, I never felt like I was as alone as I am today. I do things, I watch things, I occupy myself, I work a little, and I live quietly, but nothing seems to fill the void that I feel. I feel like I'm doing everything, but nothing is useful, I'm just empty. And I feel so weak to feel that, because I have what you could call "the good life". I cry sometimes, but I don't know why, because nothing should make me cry. It is said that the most important thing is to do your best, to always try as much as possible. But I do not go to the end, I stop in the middle, and I can not do more. I have no passion, no talent, I live to live and that's it. I never confided in this way, I have no one close enough. Do I really have friends? No. I listen to them chat, and that's it. They talk, and I listen, but I never answer. And it's horrible, because people live in situations so much worse than me, but I just feel sad. All the time. and alone. finally here, I spoke and I said what I felt. (By the way, sorry for my english not always good, I don't speak fluently.) With that, have a nice day. If you don't feel well, cry, it doesn't make you weak. Kiss on your cheek, sweety.
    "Kind of an update, I guess?
    It's been 7 months since I first wrote this comment, and as you can see, i'm still not over this song haha.
    I don't think that the people who first read my comment will find this again, but after all this time, I feel like writing again.
    In general, I'm still the same, and I still feel the same. My life hasn't change, neither my feelings about it. But I think it's gonna be long until I can finally say that, yes, I've found myself, and I feel happy. But i'm not here to talk about me again. I just want to thanks every people who commented until this day. Even if not all of them were adapted to me, it really made me happy. I felt like I was not alone, and I even cried while reading some of them because I just want all those people to be happy. Even if you're all strangers to me and won't pass through that comment again, thank you. Thank you so much, and I hope from the bottom of my heart that one day you will finally feel happy, as you deserve.
    (Sorry again, in seven months, I didn't get to be fluent x))
    "you know what? why not. Today we are the 18th of february 2024 and it's been three years since i've first wrote this comment. I think I haven't heard this song in a year now. I was just looking for some music to listen to while working and found this song that made me feel so much. I saw this comment that I did when I was at one of the lowest point of my life, and thought that I could update it, even if i'm the only one to read it, a bit like a diary. So...Years have passed since my previous update and... a LOT of things changed, the most important thing probably being: I finally met my people. After years of spending hours and hours alone, with no friends and this idea that people could never love me, I met some of the most incredible person that showed me what love really was. What it was like to be loved for who you are. I'm still completely lost in life, last year as one, if not the roughest year i've ever been through, but I'm still here. I'm still here and I intend to fight with everything I have to be happy, to live a happy life. I know it's gonna be hard, and i'm probably gonna fail, but I think i'm ready to start taking care of myself. Please, take care of yourself. We'll make it, I promise.

    • @amandalagos4636
      @amandalagos4636 4 роки тому +339

      When I first read your comment it felt like I was the one who wrote it. Thank you, I needed to read that.
      Have a nice day, xoxo.
      (English is not my first language, sorry for any mistakes)

    • @cloudberry7241
      @cloudberry7241 4 роки тому +131

      Have you read Fantastic Night by Stefan Zweig?
      Crying is caused by many things. And it shows that we feel.
      And we all deserve to feel. And even pain deserves to be felt.
      I wish you can catch your teardops, like those tiny moments in life like this song itself, they are valuable, so i also hope you can find worthy things to make them go away, and also find beautiful places to hide them.

    • @hermionegranger4080
      @hermionegranger4080 4 роки тому +134

      Same. I feel sad then I remember how many people have it worse and I actually feel guilty for feeling sad :(

    • @riddhichauhan1458
      @riddhichauhan1458 4 роки тому +78

      Hey, I've felt the same way for a long time, I feel that way today but it gets better, we grow up, life continues, I can say because I've been at a lower point, I have no reasons for it, really, I'm comfortable and happy, and safe, but this empty feeling, a weird numbness descends over us, I would suggest talking to someone, and if you can't find them yet, talk to yourself, see how beautiful you are, how you're you and there's nobody else who could ever replace you, and at the end of the day, I promise, it's okay to feel this way, it's okay to cry, to feel sad, because without knowing sadness, we would never appreciate being happy, to know light, you must you dark, and so let's learn from this, 'there's a day after night and dark before every light' I wish you all the best, and send my all my love. "The universe is made, just to be seen by my eyes." x

    • @itzsk8911
      @itzsk8911 4 роки тому +42

      i feel the exact same. There's nothing rn that should make me sad but i still just feel bad. Most of the time i think to myself i dont deserve to be sad

  • @carolenabosovik6939
    @carolenabosovik6939 9 місяців тому +77

    Recently came across this song. My dad passed away suddenly from a heart attack 3 months ago just 5 short days after I gave birth to my second baby. Going through the postpartum period and grieving on top of that has been one of the most difficult things I’ve had to do and it feels like every day I’m just trying to survive. This song has helped me through this difficult time so much and really helped me realize “how rare and beautiful it truly is that we exist”. Although my dad left us far too soon I’m thankful for all the years and moments I got to have with him. Thank you Sleeping at Last for creating such a beautiful song that so many can relate to. Keep up the good work 🤍

  • @brandoncoyle5330
    @brandoncoyle5330 8 місяців тому +19

    I lost my sister yesterday to stage 4 breast cancer. When I first found out I listened to this song while drinking copious amounts of whiskey. Come full circle I play this tonight out of courage. Her kids need me. Brandy I love you. I hope to see you again. Love Brandon.

    • @RocknathanPika
      @RocknathanPika 7 днів тому

      be strong bro that's so hard i know this feeling

  • @luviesh
    @luviesh 3 роки тому +4003

    "how rare and beautiful it is to even exist" i'll come back to this sentence whenever i feel like giving up bc this truly made me think differently

    • @lizandraramirez7801
      @lizandraramirez7801 3 роки тому +55

      I literally just said this sitting in my car. I wanna get it tattooed to remember forever

    • @zulfiqaradam3850
      @zulfiqaradam3850 3 роки тому +6

      True

    • @iwontbesilenced2321
      @iwontbesilenced2321 3 роки тому +6

      i literally thought that until i read lovecraft and all his pals.

    • @kalparis4056
      @kalparis4056 3 роки тому +39

      It's sad that people can't find it in themselves to see each other as a valuable rare treasure.

    • @avery5602
      @avery5602 2 роки тому +5

      I agree, it is a beautiful quote that hits deep

  • @ethandumple6997
    @ethandumple6997 3 роки тому +2666

    “When you have nothing left, all you have is yourself, make them a person worth being with.”
    -your dear friend, 2020

    • @niamhmulligan5820
      @niamhmulligan5820 3 роки тому +2

      😭😭😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧😊

    • @rosina29
      @rosina29 3 роки тому +11

      Thank you ❤️

    • @herorafat5144
      @herorafat5144 3 роки тому +7

      U are loved ♥️

    • @Muzzlethemuzz
      @Muzzlethemuzz 3 роки тому +6

      Thank you for this.

    • @Tugun87
      @Tugun87 3 роки тому +3

      I still have My God, who vengeance belong. And it come with the SWORD, and the PESTILENCE and the FAMINE and the DEATH and the TRUTH to all those who spilled the blood of my children.

  • @TheOnlyKataklysmAroundHere
    @TheOnlyKataklysmAroundHere Місяць тому +7

    I'm currently 18, and going from 17 to 18 was the biggest face-to-face with reality I ever got.
    However, despite all the difficulties I'll encounter, I know I can still count on music like this one to gather myself.
    I hope all of you can still do or will do the same.
    Keep yourself together and smile, whoever you are and no matter where you come from.
    Please, do it for yourself.

  • @NIIPIISH88
    @NIIPIISH88 3 місяці тому +11

    Sometimes I looked up to the sky and I couldn’t describe the feelings I have when I stare at the stars. But I know it makes me smile and i forget about all the bad things that happened in my life. This song resonates with me so much.

  • @KILLERMEDIACLUB
    @KILLERMEDIACLUB 3 роки тому +9656

    So this is what the universe sounds like

  • @hometatti.
    @hometatti. 3 роки тому +2159

    I fell bad for the people who don't know this song exists..

    • @juanbenitez146
      @juanbenitez146 3 роки тому +14

      I know right. It must be... sadder.

    • @cherryblossom7323
      @cherryblossom7323 3 роки тому +7

      Me too

    • @Eighteen19
      @Eighteen19 3 роки тому +1

      Omg goosebumps ☹️

    • @mortu777
      @mortu777 3 роки тому +1

      They will eventually , no worries.

    • @zackyboi2048
      @zackyboi2048 3 роки тому +1

      And even worse for the people who do know was out but can’t appreciate it.

  • @user-qt6tb5st5x
    @user-qt6tb5st5x 2 місяці тому +7

    People, the comments you write here about your lives and your losses, you make me feel all the humanity of our world. Thank you and be happy friends!

  • @michaelmatthews8327
    @michaelmatthews8327 9 місяців тому +21

    Remember you are all always loved. No matter how dark the world may portray around you. That void of the unknown is always brought back into the light. 🙏🏽

  • @gramkraka
    @gramkraka 4 роки тому +4178

    “The past is history, the future is a mystery, but today, today is a gift, that’s why they call it the present.” - Master Oogway

  • @Gustixa
    @Gustixa 3 роки тому +20936

    I'll tell my future children, this is the most beautiful song ever made in this world.

  • @Drumyrish
    @Drumyrish 4 місяці тому +12

    5 days ago, My dad's gone. It really broke my heart. I wish I was there beside him. I wish I can tell him that I love him so much, I care him so much, thank him for everything. I just can't find the words. ❤ I love you,dad. You're my truly hero. ❤

  • @meowmix8751
    @meowmix8751 2 місяці тому +8

    My grandmother, who was also my neighbor, was so precious to me. In a world where I was drowning, she was the hand that pulled me out of the water. She taught me to swim and how to pull others out of the water.
    When I was 15, I wanted to learn Cajun French, so I would grab a pen and write down everything that she taught me.
    One week before she died, she told me that if I have to cry, that she wants me to cry tears of joy. As an adult, I realize how much pain she must have been in since the death of her 8 year old sister.
    My tears still aren’t tears of joy, but maybe one day someone else can cry tears of joy for me when I’m finally reunited with her.

  • @astrofret4940
    @astrofret4940 5 років тому +3350

    _" how rare and beautiful it is to even exist "_

    • @tanqt
      @tanqt 5 років тому +10

      Sabrina June nailed it.

    • @iamthegoldengod5562
      @iamthegoldengod5562 5 років тому +13

      Wow you're beautiful i am amazed of how beautiful you are. I know we don't know each other but your beauty caught my eye and now i am left breathless.

    • @fioqw4596
      @fioqw4596 5 років тому +10

      I am going to remember this.

    • @iamthegoldengod5562
      @iamthegoldengod5562 5 років тому +3

      @@fioqw4596 i am going to remember her too

    • @astrofret4940
      @astrofret4940 5 років тому +4

      William Ramos Thank you so much for that sweet, touching comment. 😌❤️

  • @kaylakayla4033
    @kaylakayla4033 7 років тому +8272

    You know what I realized? All of the comments on Sleeping at Last songs are supportive, genuine, and kind. There are no swear words, hateful remarks, or harsh feelings. Everyone is at peace and wants to be gentle. I feel that this is strongly because of the type of music Sleeping at Last is. Heartfelt, calm, and sincere.

    • @nataliepadilla8312
      @nataliepadilla8312 6 років тому +3

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    • @cassandra238
      @cassandra238 6 років тому +14

      Kayla Kayla

    • @loudross
      @loudross 6 років тому +11

      Pleb

    • @helenaww
      @helenaww 6 років тому +19

      dvamachine stop, you're not funny

    • @nathanaelvetters2684
      @nathanaelvetters2684 6 років тому +45

      Well, I wouldn't say no swear words so confidently. But they are quite few, and there aren't any disgusting sexual remarks.

  • @kerryowen3791
    @kerryowen3791 2 місяці тому +10

    I come back to this song so many times , it was the song that was played for my beautiful 18 year old daughter as she was carried in covered in flowers a room filled with family , as me and her siblings held on to her coffin knowing it would be the moment we had to leave her , no love is stronger than than a mother and siblings , she is every thing to us , I miss you so much Chloe , I exist only for my children , and one day I will be with you again my sweet beautiful daughter, say her name Chloe greenwood

  • @stevenolvera06
    @stevenolvera06 8 місяців тому +70

    I’ve listened to this song everyday for the last 5 years. Truly changed me as a person. Thank you

    • @karengarcia6028
      @karengarcia6028 8 місяців тому +1

      were two

    • @mEE1434eva
      @mEE1434eva 7 місяців тому +1

      I like ludovico einaudi experience too

    • @stevenolvera06
      @stevenolvera06 7 місяців тому

      @@mEE1434eva I have him on replay too lol. Love his piano skills

  • @lorriestevens1984
    @lorriestevens1984 6 років тому +4834

    I don't tell many people about this song. Some songs are so amazing that the world NEEDS to hear it. This isn't one of those songs. This is one of the songs that has such meaning to you that you just can't share it. You want to keep it to yourself, as selfish as that is. You're afraid to share it, because you know they might not like it. And you can't be mad at them for that, but you will be. Because this song is so full of meaning, and you can't explain why, but it is. It's a song to fall asleep to, it's a song for staying up. It's a song when you're sad, and you WANT to be sad. When you want to just lay down and drown out the world. It's a song for late night drives, a song for thinking about those you have loved. And those you lost. This song is just...everything. And I can't put into words how much I love this song. Sleeping at Last, thank you for this masterpiece.

    • @jasonmero2245
      @jasonmero2245 6 років тому +85

      Lorrie Stevens I think that I do understand what you mean even though you say you lack the words. All I have to do is listen to the music, it speaks for itself and it's a language we all understand. To be touched by something like this is an experience words can't describe, and it makes me feel extremely grateful that there are others that are seeing this universe with me.

    • @lorriestevens1984
      @lorriestevens1984 6 років тому +45

      Cali Mero Thank you, for putting in words what I couldn't say.

    • @QueenDollPCD
      @QueenDollPCD 6 років тому +25

      WOW. That was beautiful!

    • @lorriestevens1984
      @lorriestevens1984 6 років тому +10

      Queen Doll Thank you!

    • @QueenDollPCD
      @QueenDollPCD 6 років тому +11

      Thank YOU!

  • @thelostpeterpan
    @thelostpeterpan 7 років тому +3633

    "With shortness of breath, you explained the infinite.
    How rare and beautiful it is to even exist."

    • @rachelweber3174
      @rachelweber3174 7 років тому +40

      stay strong beautiful, i know how it feels but believe me when i say you are so much stronger than you know and i know how it feels but one day you'll learn to fall in love with yourself and everything around you

    • @asamayahaman8405
      @asamayahaman8405 7 років тому +23

      We love you

    • @marjoreal
      @marjoreal 7 років тому +8

      Izzah Irdina thank you for this

    • @umidbabayev5408
      @umidbabayev5408 7 років тому +3

      🙋🏻‍♂️

    • @silvia9torres
      @silvia9torres 7 років тому +35

      I have the exact feelings since my mom passed away in 2015.
      I feel so much pain inside of my heart and i just want give up of all my objetives from my life. But, i know that i have to fight this.
      Stay strong. All my love

  • @ParyatakParag
    @ParyatakParag 2 місяці тому +11

    Dear stranger, You have great taste in music...!

  • @TheSteg10
    @TheSteg10 3 місяці тому +11

    This has been one of my favourite songs for a few years, it’s utterly beautiful , I’d never faced any real hardship , and I always looked through the comments of others struggling and finding comfort in this song, I’ve very recently lost my dad to cancer after a long battle and the song now hits in a whole new way , he introduced me to science and I’ll forever miss our science talks, his light will forever travel through the universe 💙

  • @MsPinklady79
    @MsPinklady79 4 роки тому +1670

    Dedicated to my beautiful mum who fell asleep on the 7/9/2019. Till we meet again ❤

    • @amys6772
      @amys6772 4 роки тому +30

      so sorry for your loss

    • @MsPinklady79
      @MsPinklady79 4 роки тому +7

      @@amys6772 thank you ❤

    • @kyxms7765
      @kyxms7765 4 роки тому +8

      sending my love towards you

    • @mk67890
      @mk67890 4 роки тому +3

      I pray for you

    • @MsPinklady79
      @MsPinklady79 4 роки тому +1

      @@kyxms7765 thank you ❤

  • @madeleinemcbride2401
    @madeleinemcbride2401 3 роки тому +1455

    We will never meet, but I understand you

    • @gabrieldemouracosta560
      @gabrieldemouracosta560 3 роки тому +26

      and i understand you

    • @madeleinemcbride2401
      @madeleinemcbride2401 3 роки тому +13

      @@gabrieldemouracosta560 thank you

    • @nephele2365
      @nephele2365 3 роки тому +7

      @Madeleine McBride
      A big hug💜

    • @nupur9086
      @nupur9086 3 роки тому +6

      @Madeleine McBride i understand you too. Thank you🥺💝

    • @cheche056
      @cheche056 3 роки тому +8

      it goes both ways. Hope you're doing well, stay safe out there

  • @raheljordi4957
    @raheljordi4957 6 місяців тому +35

    I discovered this song after my boy died. This is my song in memory of him. This music speaks to me from the heart. Thank you for your music. ❤

    • @bruhh9379
      @bruhh9379 6 місяців тому +2

      Im sorry for your loss 😔 Ill keep you in my prayers tonight.

    • @555tchoutchou
      @555tchoutchou 6 місяців тому +1

      I'm so sorry for you...

    • @sophiemiccc4099
      @sophiemiccc4099 6 місяців тому +1

      God I’m so so sorry 😞

  • @finley1604
    @finley1604 6 місяців тому +41

    I have always loved this song. I had this weird familiarity when I first heard it, even though I thought I had never lost anyone before. This is my story:
    As long as I can remember, I've always wanted a sibling. My parents told me I was their only child but this inner longing stayed anyway. As a child, I have always been a mixture of boy and girl (in my behaviour, interests, taste of music, ..). I never questioned it because it felt so natural to me. But other people never knew what to think of me because I was so different from everyone else.
    I struggled with loneliness, jealousy, being bullied, abandonment and I tended to cling to people once I felt I could trust them. Feelings like "I can't do this on my own" or the fear of the unknown got kind of intense there for a while. People told me to just "toughen up" and that made me feel overlooked and I pushed many people away. Because of that I had several depressive episodes and panic attacks in my teen years, no one seemed to truly want to understand me. It all got much better when I reconnected with my best friend from kindergarden and came to share many of the best memories of my life.
    Thanks to her and deciding to go after my dream career, I slowly learned to trust myself and go out of my shell and truly felt like I was on the right path. I was, but nothing prepared me for what my soul was trying to tell me all along.
    Two years ago in 2021, I was going through a rough patch again because of the pandemic and of all the hate going on in the world. After doing some healing and confiding in my friends, I started analysing my dreams and learned a lot about my subconscious. And months later in early 2022 I had this dream:
    _I was in our kitchen, talking to my parents when my phone lit up. It showed a direct message thread with someone I knew from school, telling me she was sorry that I lost my twin... I was shocked and couldn't speak. A lump formed in my throat as I read the messages of many other people I knew, all giving me their condolences. Eventually I broke down in my mother's arms and sometime during that I woke up, with tear stained cheeks while hearing a deep and soothing male voice in my head, telling me "I am so sorry, [my given name]"_
    I never had a dream like this before. It felt almost like a message. So I did some research and there they were, the words "vanishing twin". When I read the signs and symptoms, I broke down again. Now everything started to make sense:
    - Why I was so obsessed with twins my whole childhood (the drawings ...)
    - Why being watched by a ghost was my biggest fear as a child
    - Why I had this deep grief and fear of letting things go
    - Why I am a high sensitive person
    - Why I always identified with characters who had a (missing or dead) brother
    There were also "antecedents" before I had this prophetic dream. From receiving songs ("My Immortal", "Nuvole Bianche", "Spanish Sahara", "Run" by Snow Patrol, "Coming Home" by Falling in Reverse) to movies, series and videogames ("Beyond Two Souls", "LiS True Colors", "Vielmachglas", "Finding You", "Heavenly Delusion") ... they almost seem like guiding lights now, pointing me to the truth until I was ready to receive this dream.
    At the beginning I started to question it ("Is this real?", "Am I going crazy?"). I called out to the universe "Is my experience real?" and the same day there was this song on the radio going "Yeah, you were right, you knew it all along"

    • @kmvoock
      @kmvoock 4 місяці тому +3

      Love you for existing and sharing this. I could feel your ache in questioning your truth, and I could feel your peace owning your truth (Finn). ✌🏼❤️

  • @333ryansmith
    @333ryansmith 6 років тому +19470

    words can’t express how this made me feel

    • @WolfOfTheW3st
      @WolfOfTheW3st 6 років тому +202

      yea i know, because they didnt say any for 2:13

    • @apollokickz
      @apollokickz 6 років тому +25

      Karl Terwissen LMFAO MOOD

    • @kevinmccoy3653
      @kevinmccoy3653 6 років тому +148

      All I know is I can't stop crying........ How lucky are we to be able to hear it?

    • @dimitrisgalanis8170
      @dimitrisgalanis8170 6 років тому +57

      We are more lucky because we live.

    • @s._.3609
      @s._.3609 6 років тому +10

      literally same

  • @minnaarpon4418
    @minnaarpon4418 3 роки тому +2916

    Im a suicide attempt survivor. This song gives me unexplainable feelings. Like HERE I AM - I AM STILL ALIVE. I AM BREATHING. I SURPASSED IT. I am still struggling but I am still trying to live my life.

    • @azula771
      @azula771 3 роки тому +38

      Are you okay? I'm here for you

    • @c.ezequielsoto
      @c.ezequielsoto 3 роки тому +31

      Don't give up, my friend. Just don't.
      Here I'm if u want to talk someday.

    • @nixasteria
      @nixasteria 3 роки тому +16

      I’m glad this song is helping you!

    • @marliesfaber9331
      @marliesfaber9331 3 роки тому +13

      I'm here if you need somebody

    • @that_silent_girl4273
      @that_silent_girl4273 3 роки тому +30

      Hey Minna,
      I hope you're feeling okay. I'm sending a giant panda hug and lots of good vibes your way. I hope you find inexplicable joy in the littlest of things. I'm going through a similar thing in my life at the moment. It takes every inch of my body to hold myself together but I'm hopeful good things will come our way soon and when they do, we should be ready to embrace them with open arms. I'm here if you want to talk someday. :)

  • @AccordionGirl88
    @AccordionGirl88 2 місяці тому +4

    How rare and beautiful it truly is that we exist 💜💜💜

  • @MissionPetAllDogs
    @MissionPetAllDogs 10 місяців тому +21

    I come back to this song every once in a while, when I'm hurting. My dad committed suicide when I was 16 and my mom had a fatal aneurism when I was 19, and even though its been years since I lost them both, I feel like I miss them more every single day. Love you Mom, love you Dad; I hate knowing that someday I'll have been without you longer than I got to have you in my life, but I'll always be grateful for the time we spent together. I hope we get to see each other again someday.

    • @fatfatat444albertkagan
      @fatfatat444albertkagan 9 місяців тому

      It can be difficult to not have any parents but know that life can get better.

  • @rochellenellist7411
    @rochellenellist7411 3 роки тому +1854

    RIP my angel daughter Cheyenne Farewell December 4, 1999- October 17, 2020. You once told me that when you died you would live among the stars. Then I found this song. Thank you for watching over me and sending me signs. I love you to the moon and back again. You are now infinite.

    • @marcoantunes1813
      @marcoantunes1813 3 роки тому +73

      She is looking for you, I know she is. I am so glad you were able to find her in this song. I hope you two will be happy together.

    • @captainjacksparrow947
      @captainjacksparrow947 3 роки тому +37

      Sending you loads of love Rochelle... Glad you found this beautiful song.

    • @channarosenblatt8197
      @channarosenblatt8197 3 роки тому +19

      I don't think she will ever leave you, Rochelle. There are now two of you walking.

    • @salehrebaz
      @salehrebaz 3 роки тому +65

      Hi, I have a son he is 3 years old. He is ill I mean, he is really bad ill. We know that he will only reach 7 years old. And when I read your comment I couldnt resist I had to cry. I am his father I have to stay strong to make his short live as beautiful as possibl. But I have to fight with me every day knowing that I will survive him. I cant imagine what it be like when the time finally comes

    • @salehrebaz
      @salehrebaz 3 роки тому +6

      @LearBhai thank you 😊

  • @analysethomas6981
    @analysethomas6981 5 років тому +14457

    My bestfriend showed me this song. He said, “I used to listen to them when i was depressed” and i didn’t understand. he just told me to sit and listen. and of course i did. we were in his room just listening. then he looked at me and said “we need to talk”, of course i didn’t know what was going on. i thought he was going to tell me he wanted to die or that he was dying or something like that. but, we’ve been bestfriends since like.. 3rd grade. we’re freshman now, we’ve grown up. and we’re maturing.. he looked at me dead in the eye and said “hey, the reason i’m always worrying about you lately and always wanting to know how your day was and idk, just “bursting your personal space bubble” as you call it.. but, Analyse.. i’ve fallen in love with you.” 😭🥰
    i was so glad he felt the same way😌💗

    • @leonardomoura6131
      @leonardomoura6131 5 років тому +97

      Parabéns, desejo toda a felicidade desse mundo..

    • @analysethomas6981
      @analysethomas6981 5 років тому +35

      Leonardo Moura Gracias 😌

    • @shadowisded9366
      @shadowisded9366 5 років тому +420

      Honestly the same thing happened with me but a bit different. Me and a very close friend of mine where at her house and we got to sleep over and me and her were up all the night while our friend was asleep behind us and she was kissing my neck and I wasn’t thinking much of it because I was watching Jason X then she looked me dead in the eyes and then kissed me, we’ve been together ever since and I still remember it like yesterday

    • @analysethomas6981
      @analysethomas6981 5 років тому +98

      Shadowisded SO CUTE!! i wish y’all the best! 🤩

    • @ResTheRemixer
      @ResTheRemixer 5 років тому +269

      @@DaemonTargaryen13 Well, I mean you are a troll. So we understand your need to lash out loud and try to make people angry. The trolling ways of the internet.

  • @AndreaKocziszky
    @AndreaKocziszky 9 місяців тому +20

    It is the perfect musical expression of the realisation of how small human is, how big the universe is, how fleeting our lives, and how much stupid tings we do, when we should be hugging each other while we still can.

  • @ZaeLynMoon
    @ZaeLynMoon 2 місяці тому +7

    This song found me a few years ago. I just kept playing the next song. This song never fails to bring a smile to my face and tears to my eyes. In the beginning it was tears of grief, now it is tears on remembrance and fondness.
    You are still in my heart, my dear, but I promise you it does not ache when I think of you anymore.

  • @saunokchakrabarty8384
    @saunokchakrabarty8384 3 роки тому +3612

    I just realised that the song's named Saturn because Saturn is the Roman god of Time.

    • @thismakesnosense4815
      @thismakesnosense4815 3 роки тому +21

      ooo

    • @cosmicowl4430
      @cosmicowl4430 3 роки тому +63

      Underrated comment

    • @axelcervantes8926
      @axelcervantes8926 3 роки тому +4

      paz teichon
      :(

    • @ZootyTooter
      @ZootyTooter 3 роки тому +13

      Isn't that Kronos, I think saturn is agriculture

    • @chrisliostudios
      @chrisliostudios 3 роки тому +119

      @@ZootyTooter Chronos is Saturn. Chronos is his greek name way long before Romans were even a population. They named him Saturn. Chronos means "time" in greek.

  • @nerdbutokay304
    @nerdbutokay304 5 років тому +2712

    Everyone else: *insert motivational/inspirited stuff*
    Me: *holy crap that editing and photography*

  • @alhsa
    @alhsa 2 місяці тому +7

    My dear friend who passed away due to cancer loved music. He adored it so much that his playlist played during his services. I found this song at the bottom of one of his playlists while I was driving. It has really helped me work through all the complicated emotions I feel. It is one of the most beautiful songs i’ve ever heard. Full of love & loss. life & of death. I miss him everyday, but with this song, i feel like I was meant to find it. There is a reason I did. I wish I could have thanked him for leading me to listen to such a beautiful song. He was a beautiful person so it’s fitting.
    We all miss you.
    🤍

  • @Tru1981
    @Tru1981 7 місяців тому +17

    I lost my Dad last July (2022). I haven’t been able to listen to this song since. Today, my husband held me while the video played on UA-cam and he kissed my head as I cried into his arms. It was one of the most beautiful experiences of my life. ❤ “He taught me the courage of stars, before he left. How life carries on endlessly, even after… death.” Thank you for making this song Sleeping at Last, Saturn it’s truly beautiful. ❤😢

  • @Mattlavis9214
    @Mattlavis9214 4 роки тому +2370

    To everyone who disliked:
    You are loved too.

  • @gabby7256
    @gabby7256 4 роки тому +3092

    Have you ever hurt so badly that it physically hurts inside?

    • @bellaatwi1359
      @bellaatwi1359 4 роки тому +38

      Gabby C. yup. you can just feel your heart melt. as u are crying so hard.💔

    • @RatRiot
      @RatRiot 4 роки тому +23

      Yeah, I stubbed my toe

    • @gabby7256
      @gabby7256 4 роки тому +6

      @@Nemo66577 Yeah, that does hurt, but that's not what I mean when I say that.

    • @RatRiot
      @RatRiot 4 роки тому +3

      I also know what you mean, but I'm just goofy like thst

    • @catzor4795
      @catzor4795 4 роки тому +11

      It's just diarrhea my friend. Shitting will make it go away.

  • @MrMartin495
    @MrMartin495 5 місяців тому +10

    When you feel alone yet you are not lonely 🥺 I know better days are coming. Feelings change, but the truth is you matter. Stay alive and push on.. you will survive ❤️

    • @AngelicZelda444
      @AngelicZelda444 5 місяців тому

      Sending you so much loving and healing energy my friend. I know this feeling too well. I'm trying my best to stay alive as well. 🖤

  • @msrorisangmorena
    @msrorisangmorena 10 місяців тому +13

    Today is my birthday. Turning 21 and immediately came here. Coming back to this in 10 years😌
    “How rare and beautiful it is to even exist”…

  • @takamjob8385
    @takamjob8385 4 роки тому +1901

    "I feel pity for 99% of people out there. For they have not yet found this."

    • @j_edwards6075
      @j_edwards6075 4 роки тому +19

      Wow, just done the maths. It actually is roughly around 99% people in the world who haven't heard this song. Damn, not sure if that was a guess or just shear dumb fucking luck. GG bruv

    • @amirulhaziq3776
      @amirulhaziq3776 4 роки тому +5

      Yup 40m divided by 4 billions x100=1%

    • @j_edwards6075
      @j_edwards6075 4 роки тому +5

      @@amirulhaziq3776 I was going by 7 billion actually, cause that's how many people there are in the world. 7.7 - 7.8 billion if you wanna be more exact. It's closer to 2%, but it's good enough.

    • @amirulhaziq3776
      @amirulhaziq3776 4 роки тому +2

      @@j_edwards6075 yeah I know there r 7 billions people live but assuming not all of them have connection to modern technology and if they have, maybe its not mobile phones. However, dont care still it doesnt matter tho😂

    • @Themanwhocameback2
      @Themanwhocameback2 4 роки тому

      @@j_edwards6075 LOL! Nerds fixated on calculations and exactitudes and who is the smartest. You don't understand this song in the slightest.

  • @luciferishere5891
    @luciferishere5891 3 роки тому +3941

    it makes me so sad to think about how deaf people will never experience music
    hearing truly is a gift

    • @jamesonbornholdt7302
      @jamesonbornholdt7302 3 роки тому +184

      And just like our eyes will be opened one day to God, people who are born deaf and later hear receive a taste of that same experience

    • @cirtydashplz
      @cirtydashplz 3 роки тому +117

      So is .. sight ..but we take that for granted aswell as the touch of our hands ,the scence of smell, feelings we get from one enother

    • @Jeya8
      @Jeya8 3 роки тому +100

      It's all just energy. Other senses become heightened. I heard of a deaf girl who loved to go to raves, and she would carry a ballon in her hands, to feel the beat.

    • @jamesonbornholdt7302
      @jamesonbornholdt7302 3 роки тому +36

      @@Jeya8 of course you can get a sense of the energy but you can never experience the full effects of a song until you hear it

    • @matchaa4a
      @matchaa4a 3 роки тому +8

      Thought I'm already done crying over this song years ago but now I guess not

  • @Ireneakpanyung
    @Ireneakpanyung 9 місяців тому +14

    Being away from home with severe GAD has been one of the toughest things ever. I just broke into tears listening to this music. I miss my dad, my mum, my siblings and their kids. I love them so much. I am happy that we all exist, but sad that one day we will all not exist anymore. I always wonder, will we see each other again? Even if we were to come back in different lifetimes, I hope they are still my family. My journey to healing is so so rough, I am fighting everyday but I don’t know how long I will be able to fight for. No matter what, I’m glad that I exist, and that they exist. I am happy I got to meet the most beautiful set of friends. Until the end, I will keep fighting. Thank you for your music, it soothes my soul.

    • @incognitas29
      @incognitas29 9 місяців тому +4

      You're not alone, remember that ❤ love is our fuel, do not let its flame go down. 💙

    • @Ireneakpanyung
      @Ireneakpanyung 8 місяців тому +1

      Thank you so much ❤

  • @thepurplesugar3988
    @thepurplesugar3988 8 місяців тому +28

    i cry everytime i listened to this the immense emotionality it ivokes towards the universe is unexplainable

  • @kimiandre8300
    @kimiandre8300 4 роки тому +2245

    I've put a small Saturn on the top of my left wrist. Every time I feel the need to self-harm, it's always the first thing I see when I pull my sleeve up. I've been 6 months clean and I'm going to get this tattooed.

    • @jesuslovesyou4862
      @jesuslovesyou4862 4 роки тому +62

      Christ can heal all of your wounds.

    • @ManofLetters
      @ManofLetters 4 роки тому +8

      Kimi André 💙✨

    • @kianac8252
      @kianac8252 4 роки тому +7

      💕

    • @sarahllerena2820
      @sarahllerena2820 4 роки тому +3

      💜💜💜💜💜☁️☁️🌠🌈💙

    • @karisazzz
      @karisazzz 4 роки тому +51

      so freakin proud of you. we are gonna survive this!!

  • @Crocady1
    @Crocady1 3 роки тому +1319

    If a song was proof that souls exist, it's this one.

    • @autist7157
      @autist7157 2 роки тому +33

      @@TRUSTINYAH Bro no one talked about religion, this is why people don't like religion. STOP preaching, no one's going to go like "yes this stranger told me to follow in jesus now I will ignore all the fallacies and scientific inaccuracies in the Bible and follow Jesus"

    • @okwhat3236
      @okwhat3236 2 роки тому +3

      @@TRUSTINYAH religion is a hoax

    • @kittvskarrkr6074
      @kittvskarrkr6074 2 роки тому +2

      @@autist7157 Christianity is not a religion, it is a relationship

    • @autist7157
      @autist7157 2 роки тому +5

      @@kittvskarrkr6074 A set of beliefs is a religion in my books.

    • @yosafatyeo4605
      @yosafatyeo4605 2 роки тому

      @@autist7157 Yep, therefore atheism is also a religion

  • @Gemjack
    @Gemjack 2 місяці тому +6

    Made my wife cry such a moving piece of music

  • @grlyn7736
    @grlyn7736 9 місяців тому +46

    It's been heavy lately. So, glad i found this song and read all the comments. It makes me feel that i am not alone even if i do not know them personally. To those people out there feeling heavy and suicidal i hope the heavens will guide you to this song.

    • @asodalis695
      @asodalis695 6 місяців тому +1

      I feel the same and from time to time I return to this song.
      No matter how sad, tired or empty you feel, you can always find something that worth to keep walking for on the road.

  • @theinfiniteabyss1257
    @theinfiniteabyss1257 3 роки тому +3488

    if this isn't played at my funeral i'm not dying.
    edit: thank u sm for liking and sharing stories below this guys !! i didn't think this comment would blow up but i'm happy i made y'all smile xx

    • @fefek1
      @fefek1 3 роки тому +38

      Ur the only comment which made me laugh in this comment section fir some reason-

    • @eeeeeek
      @eeeeeek 3 роки тому +6

      🤣🤣🤣

    • @peng9940
      @peng9940 3 роки тому +2

      bruh what xD

    • @peng9940
      @peng9940 3 роки тому +2

      @@theinfiniteabyss1257 I know lol

    • @deliaalphonse4495
      @deliaalphonse4495 3 роки тому +2

      Tell me about it !✨@tear stained books

  • @Alphi86
    @Alphi86 2 роки тому +3865

    It's been 6 months since my last comment here, on which i told how close i was from taking my own life and how this song was what kept me alive.
    I think i'm now slowly starting to get living again, and i can't stop crying about how close i was from giving up on everything and how a melody saved me.
    I got it tattooed on my arm to never forget how in the dark you always can find a light
    I'll forever be grateful. Stay safe people.

    • @davedufner6391
      @davedufner6391 2 роки тому +62

      So happy to hear of your progress Alphi

    • @namozahoor7604
      @namozahoor7604 2 роки тому +35

      Iam glad that you found the courage ..for I promise you won't regret it.

    • @darthxardas
      @darthxardas 2 роки тому +7

      \o/

    • @jamie-leetrager3141
      @jamie-leetrager3141 2 роки тому +23

      i‘m so happy for you. keep going, you can do this

    • @redrose963
      @redrose963 2 роки тому +17

      I am feeling same right now

  • @montecarlo7083
    @montecarlo7083 Місяць тому +3

    Appreciating the chance of living despite of all the challenges and problems. Thanks for saving me and appreciating how good it is to live. Gracias mabrother!

  • @SS-uz8lr
    @SS-uz8lr 6 місяців тому +11

    This is so beautiful. Asking for prayers that I can get a job 🙏

  • @Yoyo_ty
    @Yoyo_ty 3 роки тому +1910

    “How rare and beautiful it is to even exist”
    I want to tattoo it on myself so I never forget

    • @JollyBeJolly
      @JollyBeJolly 3 роки тому +11

      Id love to see how it turns out

    • @emmacurrer6441
      @emmacurrer6441 3 роки тому +15

      I actually did tattoo it on my arm with the music and lyrics

    • @JollyBeJolly
      @JollyBeJolly 3 роки тому +1

      @@emmacurrer6441

    • @Larsti
      @Larsti 3 роки тому +21

      I have it on my spine, ”How rare and beautiful it truly is that we exist”

    • @emmab1594
      @emmab1594 3 роки тому +5

      I have it on my chest :)

  • @ln7387
    @ln7387 4 роки тому +422

    “My only relief is to sleep. When I'm sleeping, I'm not sad, I'm not angry, I'm not lonely, I'm nothing.”
    ― Jillian Medoff

    • @BobbyJ1008
      @BobbyJ1008 4 роки тому +11

      Unfortunately sleep does not come easily to some. Sometimes even in sleep there is no escape.

    • @dererlkonig5086
      @dererlkonig5086 4 роки тому

      sleep looks like an escape, before they visit our dreams.., :v

    • @kingdomfreedom8323
      @kingdomfreedom8323 4 роки тому +1

      you are your dreams....

    • @Victoria-jr9qw
      @Victoria-jr9qw 4 роки тому +3

      Then wake up to be something. Only you can make yourself happy. YOU CAN FIND HAPPINESS, AND ONLY YOU. Believe it and look for it, even if you need medical support. You won’t regret.

  • @emem1756
    @emem1756 10 місяців тому +13

    I always have tears in my eyes when I'm listening to "Saturn" 😭My depression and anxiety hits hard this year, because I can't find a job 🥺😩I have no idea how to deal with this situation anymore... I was in the hospital for 3 months because of s.u.i.c.i.d.a.l thoughts and anhedonia. A lot of people is here because they feel pain of living. I'm with you ❤

    • @andydufresne5297
      @andydufresne5297 10 місяців тому +1

      Yes, many of us are going through hard times. I'm sorry for your predicament and am praying for you to find a solution to your employment situation (which maybe would also help your other issues a little bit). Is it possible for you to move to a place where you might get a job or get better medical help than where you live now?

    • @jordanryan5068
      @jordanryan5068 9 місяців тому +2

      i have also been in hospital for the same thing, but trust me it goes away and gets better

  • @chihualmurdia2069
    @chihualmurdia2069 8 місяців тому +38

    I came back to listen to this song after 4 years and still find it magical ❤

  • @brileybeltz8886
    @brileybeltz8886 3 роки тому +2033

    I want to listen to this song while laying on a grassy hill, surrounded by nothing but nature. No lights. No cars. No buildings. No city noise. Just alone underneath the stars and marveling at the universe and nature that surrounds me.

    • @yalenayardeen2925
      @yalenayardeen2925 3 роки тому +7

      Exactly

    • @Danny-dl3cy
      @Danny-dl3cy 3 роки тому +19

      I uslly go to cematry my favourite plce sit don't on a huge stone above a coffin of somone who pass away , surrounded by lot of trees alone watching da evening sun set ... N listen to dis song .... Thinking about wat will happen to me in 10 year wit no clue... On my mind( how beautiful it is to even exist )

    • @zackyboi2048
      @zackyboi2048 3 роки тому +9

      It’s actually on my bucket list to do this in a desert lol.

    • @mausjupitetkindich2659
      @mausjupitetkindich2659 3 роки тому +2

      Doesn someone wanna come with me do that

    • @wandamaximoff7288
      @wandamaximoff7288 3 роки тому +1

      @@raymondkiptanui omg that’s beautiful I wish you luck!

  • @dradramon8392
    @dradramon8392 4 роки тому +2457

    I’m in my bed, but this song makes me feel like I’m sitting on a mountain, with a cool breeze blowing, by the love of my life, and gazing up at the stars.

    • @keelahrose
      @keelahrose 4 роки тому +5

      The love of your life?

    • @sadcat1135
      @sadcat1135 4 роки тому +13

      I feel it too. And it makes me cry even more. I wish it was real.

    • @jazzyb3424
      @jazzyb3424 4 роки тому +5

      Dradra Mon that’s the sensation I get when I bite into the cool refreshing York Peppermint Pattie

    • @elsiryn
      @elsiryn 4 роки тому +15

      I genuinely feel this. When I hear this song, I close my eyes and imagine I'm in the mountains or a big hill surrounded by mountains or trees and just staring up at the sky. Sometimes it feels nicer to imagine being alone than with someone I love. But then again, I'm yet to have found the love of my life.

    • @user-qu1qe7zg9i
      @user-qu1qe7zg9i 4 роки тому +1

      Same🥀

  • @AnonymousRandomGuy006
    @AnonymousRandomGuy006 9 днів тому +5

    This song helped me deal with my first big heart break, now I’m back grieving my mom

  • @sandramarshell7387
    @sandramarshell7387 6 місяців тому +9

    My mother died 5 years ago. And this song reminds me of all this... it's her. Her heart. Her touch. Her scent. Her love. My whole world. Please take this pain away from me, it will never go away ❤️‍🩹

    • @szabolcsambrus523
      @szabolcsambrus523 5 місяців тому +1

      I know this feeling.My Mother died 20 years ago when I was 6.It will get easier with time but there Will be days when you will feel like you are missing something....When you will feel that you are not whole,but it will get easier with time.But the feeling will never go away.

    • @sandramarshell7387
      @sandramarshell7387 5 місяців тому

      ​@@szabolcsambrus523 Im so sorry ❤️‍🩹