in thousands of agonies, i exist

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  • Опубліковано 20 січ 2025

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  • @ronikzx1852
    @ronikzx1852 2 місяці тому +49

    Bro, these pictures are amazing as wallpapers. They're so cool!!! It would be awesome if you had like a Drive or something to share them, ngl. Excellent video as always

  • @chairofspontaneity
    @chairofspontaneity 2 місяці тому +75

    dont worry guys the knight is just resting

    • @ElyanMC
      @ElyanMC 2 місяці тому +2

      he slept after eons of agony, of course he needs a rest.... perhaps we all do.

    • @theMEWkiddo
      @theMEWkiddo 2 місяці тому

      ….. Or is he?

    • @kingpatback771
      @kingpatback771 2 місяці тому +1

      Thanks, I was real worried there!! 😅😢

  • @thegrunch6448
    @thegrunch6448 2 місяці тому +6

    I enjoy the bit of background noise. Changes the vibe of the music in a unique way

  • @thewealthofnations4827
    @thewealthofnations4827 2 місяці тому +36

    In a thousand agonies, I exist
    In twisted pains, the breath continues.
    The aching hand and ailing wrist,
    The agony reaches deep in sinews.
    None compares to an afflicted soul
    The miseries of little things that torment.
    The loneliness and longing to behold,
    A lady noble that for a man is so important.
    It's the pain of betrayal and deceit.
    The anguish of lies and lust
    The great inferno the burning heat
    Is born from a broken trust.
    A thousand needles, pins and cuts
    This is the crucible within we cook.
    When all light fades and hope shuts,
    We slump and despondant look.
    But then we rise like diamonds shine
    After black coal has been pressed hard.
    We hold that precious light devine
    And we heal when we are marred.
    We still exist despite the sticks
    And for those with broken souls I admonish,
    When chips are down and we're hit with bricks,
    We are like the marble stone when polished.

    • @SureAsHeckYeah
      @SureAsHeckYeah 2 місяці тому +5

      OKAY WHAT IS UP WITH THIS STRAIGHT POETRY?!
      NAHHH YOU WERE WRITING ON BURNING PAPER THIS IS FIRE 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

    • @thewealthofnations4827
      @thewealthofnations4827 2 місяці тому +8

      Thanks mate. All credit to spiritual brother. He provides the creative space and inspiration and I just follow the trail where it leads.

    • @thewealthofnations4827
      @thewealthofnations4827 2 місяці тому +4

      ​@@SureAsHeckYeahalso, if there is to be a renaissance of the more knightly order let art flourish both verse and prose.

    • @AmrodSurion
      @AmrodSurion 2 місяці тому

      Seriously 😅, you dont write poetry in any social media? If you do I'd like to follow tbh.​@thewealthofnations4827

    • @Hors4TGS
      @Hors4TGS 2 місяці тому +3

      man, straight on point of what I'm going through. Thank you!!! Bless you!

  • @kodoki9977
    @kodoki9977 2 місяці тому +2

    a little break from life. from all the pressure and stress
    thanks for uploading these

  • @JosephsWrld
    @JosephsWrld 2 місяці тому +36

    In thousands of agonies I exist, persevering through the parallels of life which are weighed heavy, so that others may not be burdened.

  • @Mcgif21
    @Mcgif21 2 місяці тому +1

    It's crazy how these videos take me almost instantly to that "Inner Aeternum" is all I can call it, just LIFE abounding and rebounding on itself at the very center of existence.

  • @Watty1Patty
    @Watty1Patty Місяць тому +3

    To live is to die. Everyday I live a small part of me dies

  • @domenikrichter9098
    @domenikrichter9098 2 місяці тому +4

    Like it your awesome cheers guys 🍻🥦🚬🤤😁

  • @PhantomTheObeserver1857
    @PhantomTheObeserver1857 2 місяці тому +27

    Do not let the agony and pain get to you brothers, we must stay strong and move onwards.

  • @bonkchoy5544
    @bonkchoy5544 2 місяці тому +6

    "Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves... live the questions now. Perhaps you will gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."

  • @benjaminstofle13
    @benjaminstofle13 2 місяці тому +1

    Temperance 💙

  • @yanbragin9852
    @yanbragin9852 2 місяці тому +17

    My girlfriend left me today. She was everything I lived for. I gave her everything I had. No one treated me as well as she did. But she promised me she would never leave me, we made plans to live together, we talked about what our children would be like. She said she loved me, but it was a lie. Today, despite my best efforts to hold it together, she left me. I feel like I can't cope and I don't want to exist in this void. I want nothing more than to hold her again and stand there for hours. Maybe it's the only place I can express my thoughts and maybe it's the only thing that will stop me from killing myself. Thank you, take care of the people you love and cherish every moment you live. Peace

    • @thegrunch6448
      @thegrunch6448 2 місяці тому +2

      Damn. Going through thousands of agonies right here.

    • @Starceus001
      @Starceus001 2 місяці тому +10

      My man, this is what shapes you. Trust me when I tell you this is part of the path, just keep walking and you will end up where you're supposed to be, with someone who deserves you. Have faith, stay strong

    • @timothyodeyale6565
      @timothyodeyale6565 2 місяці тому +3

      What a tragedy it would be for you to act with temerity here: there is so much left to live for. Relationships are like a tide that ebbs and flows, in and out, don't rip yourself away from that amazing view just because you got a little wet. Dry yourself off, and move on.

    • @Jay_Hendrix
      @Jay_Hendrix 2 місяці тому +6

      You better delete every pic you have of her and block all her social media if you haven't already
      You're only making it worse by clinging

    • @lukemelo1497
      @lukemelo1497 2 місяці тому +1

      its hard my man... its really hard. ive been there done that. it hurts especially when its someone you wanted to spend the rest of your life with. you have a bigger purpose. one day it will all just stop hurting. you have to be strong and move on.

  • @Marwans
    @Marwans 2 місяці тому

    Each and every video title is more captivating than the other I don't know where to start

  • @blackworld2395
    @blackworld2395 2 місяці тому +2

    New subscriber

  • @jamesmunro6264
    @jamesmunro6264 2 місяці тому +1

    In thousands of agonies, I exist
    Forever this tragedy will persist,
    My journey will end and I will descend,
    Into a maelstrom of that forsaken mist.

  • @dremeld
    @dremeld 24 дні тому +1

    Brothers Karamazov. Real ones know.
    I exist. In thousands of agonies - I exist. I’m tormented on the rack - but I exist! Though I sit alone in a pillar - I exist! I see the sun, and if I don’t see the sun, I know it’s there. And there’s a whole life in that, in knowing that the sun is there.

  • @Fyodor-p9i
    @Fyodor-p9i 2 місяці тому

    Only gets more painful each day. The spirit is near, forward… March!

  • @_ReaI_
    @_ReaI_ 2 місяці тому +2

    He is so me frfr ong 💀

  • @moonie.333
    @moonie.333 2 місяці тому

    not quite there yet, but closer than before

  • @SnivelakFilms
    @SnivelakFilms 2 місяці тому +1

    Where do you take the pics from they are beautiful and evocative, would love to have them for my profile pic, as they and your music look and sound as I really feel.

  • @M1000RR_Tony
    @M1000RR_Tony 2 місяці тому

    The pain you seek is real.

  • @4lunasake
    @4lunasake 2 місяці тому +1

    Dad is gone now, I think I can’t realize yet. I feel him with me but I feel empty. I don’t remember your laugh, your voice. I thought it would be ok I had him, I loved him more then anything i waited for him but I’m maybe not pretty enough, good enough. He also left. I love him still do but he prefers other girls then me. He said he never leave but he did. I was here in his darkest moments but I was in the darkness where was he ?

  • @baronwhite4631
    @baronwhite4631 2 місяці тому

    Echo lies the man surrounded by his fallen brethren. He timeless like the stars. Sees truth with the shallow grave. For he has climbed out. Telling others a new meaning for honor.

  • @violet4239
    @violet4239 2 місяці тому

    We exist in a thousand agonies!!! But we also exist in a thousand blisses… Walk the fine line dear knight… You will live life to the fullest in doing so, for your inherent existence is the balance of both - for if we are not, we would be nothing as we are in human nature.

  • @HolySaint237
    @HolySaint237 2 місяці тому +2

    UA-cam: I’llbehonest The Few

  • @lorddeathspit1124
    @lorddeathspit1124 2 місяці тому

    Take this flask gentlemen.

  • @saaaaall8814
    @saaaaall8814 2 місяці тому +2

    where can I find these types of picture?

  • @annapapa2943
    @annapapa2943 2 місяці тому +1

    Amazing! Would love to know who the artist is behind the thumbnails. I always love the images.

    • @saaaaall8814
      @saaaaall8814 2 місяці тому +1

      do you know where to find those type of images?

    • @annapapa2943
      @annapapa2943 2 місяці тому

      @@saaaaall8814could be AI as it looks like it but I am unsure !

    • @saaaaall8814
      @saaaaall8814 2 місяці тому

      @@annapapa2943 yeah true. Thanks tho for replying

    • @thegrunch6448
      @thegrunch6448 2 місяці тому

      @@annapapa2943 Yeah it's midjourney

  • @Jay_Hendrix
    @Jay_Hendrix 2 місяці тому

    My leg still isn't better after I got hit by that car

  • @Meemitalo_
    @Meemitalo_ Місяць тому

    14:30 I swear there's a random ass edm tune playing somewhere, like Avicii or some shit

  • @kaynhuros2050
    @kaynhuros2050 2 місяці тому +5

    In thousands of agonies i exist, bearing the pain for the sake that others never bear it themselves.

  • @phendylASAP
    @phendylASAP Місяць тому

    6:14 is agony listening to david guetta for all of eternity?

  • @kriggi1990
    @kriggi1990 Місяць тому

    7:20 Wtf is happening? :D

  • @ThePhantomLion
    @ThePhantomLion 2 місяці тому

    Where can I download this track?

  • @mr8282humble
    @mr8282humble 2 місяці тому +2

    Can i hear Avicii levels? 1 min mark?

    • @spiritual_brother
      @spiritual_brother  2 місяці тому +1

      What 😂😂😂

    • @SkullMaster-333
      @SkullMaster-333 2 місяці тому

      I heard the same 😂😂

    • @mr8282humble
      @mr8282humble 2 місяці тому

      @@spiritual_brother I'm sure it's there in the background, haha.

    • @mr8282humble
      @mr8282humble 2 місяці тому +1

      @@SkullMaster-333 glad I'm not completely insane

    • @Trstnss
      @Trstnss 2 місяці тому

      Yeah me too I hear it with the headphones 😭

  • @gabaplays2983
    @gabaplays2983 Місяць тому

    baiano

  • @CraigStCyrPlus
    @CraigStCyrPlus 2 місяці тому

    moms got the lung cancers but stills i exist. the brain and the body are incompatible, we talked. One always goes before the other.

  • @Ark00
    @Ark00 2 місяці тому +1

    what happened to your clothing store?

    • @spiritual_brother
      @spiritual_brother  2 місяці тому +5

      The sales didn’t cover the cost of the shop so I had to close it down unfortunately

  • @meganicky8101
    @meganicky8101 2 місяці тому

    заставку с первого канала слышу?)

  • @VimalKumarAnimelover
    @VimalKumarAnimelover 2 місяці тому

    What is the background Noise..Its somewhat disturbing

    • @spiritual_brother
      @spiritual_brother  2 місяці тому +5

      It’s just audio from my camera roll with reverb 😂 my idea was to create some texture

    • @VimalKumarAnimelover
      @VimalKumarAnimelover 2 місяці тому

      @spiritual_brother 😏

    • @VimalKumarAnimelover
      @VimalKumarAnimelover 2 місяці тому

      Carry on the good work..

    • @Samsepiioll
      @Samsepiioll Місяць тому

      @@spiritual_brotherI actually love it, makes you feel like you’re floating through a million different memories without even realizing

  • @ryancovelski850
    @ryancovelski850 2 місяці тому +2

    He risked his life to save the princess only for her to run off with her prince..

    • @V01d_zz
      @V01d_zz 2 місяці тому +2

      This is so weird 😭‼️ just bc a man saves a girl doesn't mean she has to go out with him... Crazy.