Відео

We're born into light, we die into darkness.

I can only imagine Solarie resting at a makeshift bonfire across from Guts...

Give yourself a day off, brother. Just a single day every now and again. Rest your mind. Recharge, and then head back to the fucking battle with new energy.

I understand that god doesn’t exist nor demons and accept seeing nothing after death.💯

You're gonna make it. I know you will.

I took a decision that led me to my own sadness and anger, I don’t want to be like this anymore I feel like I can’t help my self I blind my self

I took a decision that led me to my own sadness and anger, I don’t want to be like this anymore I feel like I can’t help my self I blind my self

I took a decision that led me to my own sadness and anger, I don’t want to be like this anymore I feel like I can’t help my self I blind my self

🖖✨️🌙 🗡

brothers, my condolences to you all.

just a chill guy who found a place to find peace

I forgive you. Everything youve said, everything youve done, i forgive you

Since I have found this channel, the bitternes of 30+ adult manhood hits totally different.

"Glorfindel was tall and straight; his hair was of shining gold, his face fair and young and fearless and full of joy; his eyes were bright and keen, and his voice like music; on his brow sat wisdom, and in his hand was strength..." This doesn't have anything to do with anything, this track just made that passage spring to mind, and what an epic passage it is

get up bru

"The day that my city was burned, my patreon didn't listen the screams of the innocent. The moment my loved ones left this plane i begged and cried but my patreon didn't care. But now, after all i did in his name, he cares that i left his path. He cares that i ignored his words like he did mine... he cares enough to mark me as an Oathbreaker? The gods are truely the most cruel beings" a broken paladin, a former warrior of a god

Guys, if you're listening to this and read this comment, then give it a like to remind me of this again.

I saw this while scrolling and stopped to enjoy the peace. Didn't expect to see so many here sharing their struggles. It is now 2025 and many of your messages are months old at this point. I hope you are all doing better than when you were last here and I wish you all success and perseverance against your hardships. STAY STRONG BROTHERS!!! 🫡

This is killing me

If you can dream it, you can do it. Always remember that this whole thing was started with a dream and a mouse. -Walt Disney

its ok to rest. its ok to pass away. its ok to do what you want with your life. we are all so short lived, use your time while you have it, but dont be afraid to rest.

Loove the quiet bird sounds in this, fits well with the peaceful vibe! Got transported to a sunny spring noon for a moment

The picture of this video is like the end blood diamond, "I'm exactly where I need to be"

Alone in the field, a warrior🙏

Do one with blunt weapon!!!

Don't give up brothers 🫡

Absolutely beautiful.

Love you bro 🙏🏼❤️

I'm a weary warrior who seeks peace. Thanks for giving me the music to accomplish it.

Truly there is no purpose for me to keep walking any longer…hands are brittle, feet are sore and mind is tired but heart is cold…eyes I must rest for an eternity and body will finally be laid to rest.

this is incredible

hear me out guys-

Since I was 5, I feel like I've lived 5 different lives. So many phases and changes of mind. Changes of perspective. Of my family, friends, those around me, the world. One feeling I'll never shake, and partially because I have no memory before the age of about 5, is the feeling of me not being me. The earliest memory I have is me standing in my room thinking "Wow. This is me." And looking at myself and moving my arms and looking around. Almost as if I had just spawned and took control of a bot in csgo/cs2. Thought about it since then some, but I always shake it off as a weird missremembered memory. But it somehow has always felt so real. I've battled addiction since around age 6. Also, I have had a million battles in my heart and mind since around that age. Is God real? Who are we? Why are we here? Is this real or fake? Does life have meaning? Why do we act the way we do? Where do our thoughts originate? If I'm thinking a thought, and that's the first time the thought is thought, how is the thought even originating and where from? Not to mention my spiritual and mental struggles. I grew up Christian. But I also have a strong handle on science and history and people's behavior. A lot of things contradict, and I don't like it. Yet people go about their business like nothing at all is happening. Also, I have very strong empathy for people. Seeing all the wars and anger and death and craziness in the world had always fucked with me. Another thing I wonder how people turn a blind eye to. Though, in recent months. I've come to accept a lot of this we can not change. And a lot of this will not be answered. Yet I beg and dream of finding out one day. It's tough to accept I will not know until I die. For years as well, I as messed up thinking "ah. Nothing I do really matters in the end. I will be forgotten. All will be turned to dust." Also, the thought of happiness and where it comes from and why we are happy or sad is something I think of sometimes. I haven't been truly truly excited and or happy about something since I was maybe a pre-teen or teen. At the teenage years is when all this shit REALLY started to hit me and become more than just a short thought. Though I will say when I was a child I couldn't sleep at night due to racing thoughts. I helped ease that with music and white noise. But like I said, my teenage years hit hard. Especially didn't help my grandparents were diagnosed with cancer and alzheimers at this time. Put me in a very sad and crazy state of mind. Still continued on and finished school. Got fucked up over some girls. Got addicted to weed when I was 19. It helped numb everything. Until the health effects kicked in. Tried quitting a few times, always coming back to heavy smoking. I just quit smoking heaving again. Figured new year, why not try. My ex left me in Oct and I absolutely lost it. I felt so cold and numb and like nothing was real. Went to therapy not long after. It is helping alot. But there's still plenty to sort through and figure out in my head. I'm trying to be happier. It's kinda working. I was always a glass half empty kind of guy, but now I'm a glass half full type. Trying to be anyways. Being grateful and looking on the brightside helps but like I said, sometimes it's hard to avoid the pit in my stomach. I know I have to face it head on but on occasions it hits hard and puts me in a weird state of mind for the day. I feel like I'm meant for great things. I'm only 24 and I'm a supervisor at my job. I'm great with people, young and old. I'm good at math and programming and the physical aspect of making parts. I'm great at alot of stuff. Yet I feel like I'm not fullfilling my purpose. And also. It kills me that I can't talk to women. I straight up cannot bring myself to approach a women and try to start a convo or compliment her. If she gets the ball rolling or through a mutual friend I'm usually fine. I won't go after them because I'm scared of trying but I'm atleast comfortable talking to them. Text is different because I overthink and don't wanna come off to strong and make them think I'm into them. Even tho I am. It's like I'm scared of what might happen. I know I'll be fine either way but idk what's stopping me from trying. I'll be straight up if you read this far. I've been addicted to porn and cam models from the age of 5 or 6. I think that has something to do with it. I think it changed my view of women growing up, and the expectations everyone has of the men and of the relationship. And for some reason I think I was scared that if I admitted I liked girls I'd be found out and get punished for watching porn. I wasn't dumb. I knew it wasn't for kids. But I was curious anyway. Found it taking all my pass time. My step dad was a horrible father, and my mother worked so much to support us. They also fought alot. So I ended up just using it to pass the time. After almost 20 years it's very hard to just stop yourself. And especially hard to reframe how you think about and see women. I no longer just see a top and bottom. I see a person. But it's hard because now I'm scared of being hurt again, or of hurting them. My self control was part of my break up. I don't hardly trust myself. I always am able to talk myself into doing the shit I tell myself I wont do. I'm on day 3 of no nut 2025. Really leaning into the Bible and my family to help me through this. I know that if I strengthen my resolve and my trust in my self, I can finally begin to trust others. And I can hopefully find the women I'm meant to be with. I also realized I don't need my wildest dreams to come true. It hurt to realize that. But I can find happiness where I'm at. And if I don't get to that point, I guess it just wasn't meant to be. Which will be fine so long as I'm leading the life that makes me and my family happy. God will show me the way. He's already helped me get this far. Also, I will mention, I've had 1 - 2 close death encounters. In 2022 I passed out while driving and had a seizure. Hit a tree doing 60. No seatbelt. Head almost smashed through the windshield same time a branch smacked the opposite side and cracked it. The car was completely totalled and the glass was absolutely spidered and somehow still together. How am I still alive with no lasting injuries or disability? The only thing I can think to say is God told me it wasn't my time. He protected me. And in 24 I had another seizure at work. Hit my head on the desk and fell onto the chair next to my tool box at my last job. I about 3 seizures that were witnessed after my bosses found me on the ground. One of them being a 2 - 3 minute long full on convulsing grand-mal. I woke up a day later in the icu intubated with wires all over my body and head. Part of me doesn't know if this was all a coincidence. And the other part says ssshhh. God did this for a reason. He said it's not your time. You are meant to be here. Because tbh, around the time of the crash, I wanted to die. I wasn't going to kill myself, but I wasn't leading a happy life. Then the next time around, I was in a funky slump, smoking my heart out again. Then. My ex broke up with me and got back with her ex. Who she left 2 times and told me all about how she cheated and was an asshole and this and that. So like I said earlier, that really fucked me up. Then I started to think well, is this the kick in the nuts I needed to wake up from my dream? To really start living? Being happy again? Did God do all these things to get me to see the light instead of the dark? And it's helped alot. Especially therapy. Some stuff still bugs me, but I got through alot of my other programs from the past. Now it's basically women, porn, and weed that are messing with me. That and my missing link. I feel like I'm missing something. Whether that be me not working the right job, or even living where I need to be living to fulfill my life role and find true happiness. I'm working towards it though. Making small steps. Sometimes going backwards. But ultimately, going forward. Well. It's 12:23 and I have to be up in 4 hours. Lately my sleep scheduled has been getting really fucked up again. Hoping to find the inner peace and strength again to start going to bed early again. I'm refraining from porn so far, day 3. Ik I said that earlier but it feels good to say it. And weed. I'm smoking some but trying not to buy it or have it at home or buy carts. I'm finishing the last one I bought. Scared of how imma feel after it's gone since I quit porn. Ik I'll be fine but it'll take a hot min and alot of self confidence. Just gotta keep trucking on and staying strong. I'll make it. And I know y'all will too. Stay strong and fight on! You'll find peace, brothers and sisters!!!!

Keep going, strugglers.

Hello friends

Happy New Year spiritual brother and everyone🧡. Keep making these✨

If love is a sin, then the oath is flawed.

i have a generally good life… with the girl of my dreams, attending a university, but it’s still so hard sometimes. some days are better than others, but on the worse days i can hardly function, i just sit there doing nothing. being nothing feeling nothing. but it ALWAYS eventually leaves, and i work on myself every day. i used to play volleyball and we had a saying “push 1” no matter what happened last point, we just gotta get one more point and keep trying 1 point at a time. one day at a time. please if ur reading this and ur struggling, just get one more day under youre belt, take it one day at a time

Life is so small that only birth, death and few memories fit into it

Squire, rouse, at length has been thy slumber. Rise to see the barbarian gorge and horde on all his plunder. Wake up from sleep, the kingdom's on knees It bows before a tyrant, now I beg thee please. Rouse before the end is nigh, rouse before the kingdom dies. Doubts and fear are always there, but a king is he who tries. Pound the bed thou sleepeth on, Douse yourself in living waters. Adorn thy flesh thy armour don, Let's redeem the kingdom's martyrs! The kingdom bleeds the squire sleeps, How can the sleepy rise to knights? When will he abandon bed and sheets, And make way for the fire and lights? The lights of life and light of Christ It's waiting for your soul to rise. Abandon all sin abandon all vice, And finally see with open eyes.

Many times I have not wanted to wake from a dream! This is beyond beautiful ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

I need these photos... id love to print some of these!