Sinceramente no se como llegue hasta acá. Vi los comentarios y me sorprendió, hay muchos que quieren rendirse pero... siempre hay alguien que sale de la nada para decirle que no lo haga :) . El mundo todavía vale la pena, gracias. ¡Espero que lo logren todo en su vida, a todos!
Ive got scoliosis, the curve causes me to have a permanent winged shoulder blade on my dominant arm, which causes unbearable pain. I live in a developing country and my parents can not afford any treatment. I aspired to be an engineer and a watercolor painter as i respected the fields of mathematics, and enjoyed painting. Im a student with ny A level exams a year ahead of me, now unable to study because i cannot use my dominant hand for anything. I saved up for a box of expensive student grade watercolor paint, not knowing ill eventually be unable to use it. The weight of my family falls on ny shoulders in the future as my parents will be too old to work, and i know i cannot fulfill that responsibility. I previously had a porn and youtube addiction, which i strived to get rid of so i can pave a future for myself and give my parents peace in their final years, only to be stopped by something so utterly out of my control. Reader you couldnt imagine not being able to write, the pain like a man attempting to remove your shoulderblade from your back, the pain of not being able to paint, denied of my wish to put my mind on paper through my brush, the pain of havibg to regress back to youtube and porn to pass the time in hopes of the aching to dull down. I can only hope to put an end to my pain by my own hand, with my little watercolor palette box and a brush pen in my pocket. I tell you this reader, my story, and ask that you take your life by the reigns, know what you can change and muster the will to change it, and have the courage to live with what you can't change. Courage is beyond me. I wish you all well, truly, i know how hard it was to change for the better but trust me. For the few months that it lasted for me, i felt like i could take on the world. Be the change you wish to see in your life, today, at this very moment. Take care.
A strong message and a touching story for people to reflect upon. Hope you get to experience your wishes, perhaps there is chance. Nothing but respect and a wish of good luck for you.
hey man, i know it's easy for me to say (as a stranger) but keep going. You have tremendous strength just to continue to this point and it is okay to be tired, it is not a sin to feel.
Sometimes, it's better not to believe. Sometimes things are inevitable and believing will only make it harder to accept reality. Sometimes it's better to give up before you lose.
@@UA-camCHANNELCLD1appreciate you guys man but i was talking to this girl and i texted her and she sent me a picture of her and some random dude chilling in her bed cuddling. That shit hurt so bad. And to make it worse i found out that the whole time we were talking she was talking to him.
@@Azerk101ok cool. YOUR LIFE was never supposed to revolve around her. Your path and destiny has someone else already aligned to cross paths. When ? Who knows. But it’s only a matter of time. Take care.
@peepeepoopoovdbhxvbcc6683 the whole idea ur supposed to be this ur supposed to be that your ambition is something that's made up by the only species that pay to live here humans. Be whatever you can be but your no supposed to anything life itself does not care u live u make some memories and you die
It is true that life is unjust and will always find a way to hurt you. But to fight on and make the most out of it is gratifying. Never give up, for you will have many opportunities to ascend
Hello. I got it from this instagram post: instagram.com/p/C2VSJRzO3GC/?igsh=emV0ZXFnemlhZzJi Wasn't able to find it on the web. Don't know which Resident Evil this is
I guess it's from resident evil 4 village game, and that's the main character, the whole game is pretty much set on this dark theme. I personally love that game one of my fav.
Sadly, the go for the people that are easy to manipulate. Since kids like to develop some sort of idol for themselves, sometimes youtubers are those idols, they are ready to do anything just to prove their loyalty or whatever. It's just people taking advantage of the most vulnerable
Sinceramente no se como llegue hasta acá. Vi los comentarios y me sorprendió, hay muchos que quieren rendirse pero... siempre hay alguien que sale de la nada para decirle que no lo haga :) . El mundo todavía vale la pena, gracias. ¡Espero que lo logren todo en su vida, a todos!
Resident evil 4 with this music is perfect
"Maybe for you there's a tomorrow. But for some of us, there's only today"
"If I could just forget what happened that night, the pain--even for a second, This time, it can be different.
It has to."
Is this your own quote? If it is, it’s really good :).
(Not trying to imply that it’s bad if it isn’t yours)
@@yellowbacon69 It's not his, it's the character Leon Kennedy, from the game Resident Evil 4 remake (The character in the video)
@@Luck_2405 thank you
@@yellowbacon69 np
Ive got scoliosis, the curve causes me to have a permanent winged shoulder blade on my dominant arm, which causes unbearable pain. I live in a developing country and my parents can not afford any treatment. I aspired to be an engineer and a watercolor painter as i respected the fields of mathematics, and enjoyed painting. Im a student with ny A level exams a year ahead of me, now unable to study because i cannot use my dominant hand for anything. I saved up for a box of expensive student grade watercolor paint, not knowing ill eventually be unable to use it. The weight of my family falls on ny shoulders in the future as my parents will be too old to work, and i know i cannot fulfill that responsibility. I previously had a porn and youtube addiction, which i strived to get rid of so i can pave a future for myself and give my parents peace in their final years, only to be stopped by something so utterly out of my control. Reader you couldnt imagine not being able to write, the pain like a man attempting to remove your shoulderblade from your back, the pain of not being able to paint, denied of my wish to put my mind on paper through my brush, the pain of havibg to regress back to youtube and porn to pass the time in hopes of the aching to dull down. I can only hope to put an end to my pain by my own hand, with my little watercolor palette box and a brush pen in my pocket. I tell you this reader, my story, and ask that you take your life by the reigns, know what you can change and muster the will to change it, and have the courage to live with what you can't change. Courage is beyond me. I wish you all well, truly, i know how hard it was to change for the better but trust me. For the few months that it lasted for me, i felt like i could take on the world. Be the change you wish to see in your life, today, at this very moment. Take care.
A strong message and a touching story for people to reflect upon. Hope you get to experience your wishes, perhaps there is chance. Nothing but respect and a wish of good luck for you.
hey man, i know it's easy for me to say (as a stranger) but keep going. You have tremendous strength just to continue to this point and it is okay to be tired, it is not a sin to feel.
People don't understand eachother.
Nobody will aid that fact.
True my friend
Imagine, sitting in a New York penthouse at the 20th floor, watching the city skyline from your window at night, while enjoying some nice gameplay.
A life like that is worth aspiring for. Manifest your dreams into sweet reality!
@@UA-camCHANNELCLD1 That's the life I want to have
Sometimes, it's better not to believe. Sometimes things are inevitable and believing will only make it harder to accept reality. Sometimes it's better to give up before you lose.
sometimes i jus need peace of mind
It's very important to have the possibility to rest mesntally, spiritually and phisically
kinda wanna sit down next to him, but say nothing. just existing next to each other kind of thing ya feel me
Exactly, I just want to be near her, say nothing and just exist.
i think i crave affection more than others, it makes me anxious to think that maybe i wont get lucky and this is the best it will ever be for me
Always hope for the best and always strive for the best, even if it looks like it's out of reach
Like… esta música siempre me hará recordar a mi mejor amiga
I'm so streesed
Why bro?
Keep strong
We lose friends the same way wounds heal, like scabs seperating from the scar, *Eventually*
i just wanna give up man
There is no fun in quitting. How are you going to piss off people that never believed in you by giving up? So much you could do, so much time...
Me too bro
You Don't need give up, just pause it,then start again
Fall and rise ,dont afraid of to fall ,afraid that you can't rise
@@UA-camCHANNELCLD1appreciate you guys man but i was talking to this girl and i texted her and she sent me a picture of her and some random dude chilling in her bed cuddling. That shit hurt so bad. And to make it worse i found out that the whole time we were talking she was talking to him.
@@Azerk101ok cool. YOUR LIFE was never supposed to revolve around her. Your path and destiny has someone else already aligned to cross paths. When ? Who knows. But it’s only a matter of time. Take care.
Thought about giving up on the thing I wanted then I remembered that giving up shit ain’t who I’m supposed to be
That's the mentality of a winner
@@UA-camCHANNELCLD1 Thank you goat, we carrying on with this one
Your not supposed to be anything
@@adamantium4797 how so
@peepeepoopoovdbhxvbcc6683 the whole idea ur supposed to be this ur supposed to be that your ambition is something that's made up by the only species that pay to live here humans. Be whatever you can be but your no supposed to anything life itself does not care u live u make some memories and you die
Que tranquilidad💝
“Why care ? This damn life ends anyway”
Life just keeps kicking me in the nuts and beating me when I'm down. I'm so tired.
It is true that life is unjust and will always find a way to hurt you. But to fight on and make the most out of it is gratifying. Never give up, for you will have many opportunities to ascend
"YOU DID NOTHING TO SHOW ME YOUR LOVE"
*but
and friendship
You made me smile and laugh like I haven't done in years!
Resident evil... sometimes hits hard..
It's a whole vibe!
Awooo man I miss re4
Greta game, great storytelling
Not even sad, I just need some time to myself from time to time and think.
A human is a being of flesh and blood. A being of thoughts and emotions. Each of us needs and deserves some time alone
@@UA-camCHANNELCLD1 Glad some people can see that
When iam going band to band with bro and he pulls this audio out
Her name is Iris.
Oh Leon...
Yeah me too
♥︎
W
Cool
realʳᵉᵃᴸ
i haven't had a real conversation with someone this year...
I feel you. Sometimes it hits too hard in the feelings, but we must keep pushing!
Never had a real conversation..
Call on the name of Jesus.
Wheres ada when you need her
I love this image, where is it from?
Hello.
I got it from this instagram post: instagram.com/p/C2VSJRzO3GC/?igsh=emV0ZXFnemlhZzJi
Wasn't able to find it on the web. Don't know which Resident Evil this is
@@UA-camCHANNELCLD1it’s 4 i think, judging by the church in the background? idk exactly haha
I guess it's from resident evil 4 village game, and that's the main character, the whole game is pretty much set on this dark theme. I personally love that game one of my fav.
@@spinaltappedi think you're right, just checked the setting and it is re4
@@Prem16xVII need to play resident evil at some point. Game has an amazing storytelling
I am trying
"wdyll"
😔
Re4 leon
Why so sad leon?🤨
is león kennedy?
Yes, this is Leon Kennedy
Meow
I agree
The girl talking in the original ruins this song
True, I couldn't stand it
What is it with youtubers liking minors all the sudden
Sadly, the go for the people that are easy to manipulate. Since kids like to develop some sort of idol for themselves, sometimes youtubers are those idols, they are ready to do anything just to prove their loyalty or whatever. It's just people taking advantage of the most vulnerable
Yeah me too