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  • @lonelymemories.
    @lonelymemories.  Рік тому +639

    Thank you y'all for the support! Subscribe for more! 💙
    Spotify playlist: open.spotify.com/playlist/2zOGBUPx8zFEP8k0Teo7d4?si=2882dc1098d244df&nd=1

    • @-minicarre
      @-minicarre Рік тому +13

      You made me cry it is so beautiful…..

    • @captainf5262
      @captainf5262 Рік тому +6

      lovely playlist, but where did you get that picture, the aesthetic is too good and fits so well

    • @Brucewayne0_0
      @Brucewayne0_0 Рік тому

      🙂🥲༼ つ ◕‿◕ ༽つ

    • @ji3k
      @ji3k Рік тому

      ​@@captainf5262from the Pinterest app

    • @Masasika
      @Masasika Рік тому +2

      No one loves me hahahah 🤣🤣🤣

  • @calcuholics2023
    @calcuholics2023 Рік тому +10204

    "If you love a flower, don't pick it up, because if you pick it up it dies, so if you love a flower, let it be. Love is not about possession, love is about appreciation. "

    • @Alex-ys4pn
      @Alex-ys4pn Рік тому +146

      This is exactly what I have decided on. The end of something that never happened.

    • @vidim4788
      @vidim4788 Рік тому +44

      Write that down!

    • @Aryannnnn609
      @Aryannnnn609 11 місяців тому +58

      This is the most beautiful quote on love I have ever heard!

    • @Anrry.
      @Anrry. 11 місяців тому +18

      Philosopher

    • @YBG101
      @YBG101 11 місяців тому +8

      dam this line hits hard ngl.

  • @ollie7989
    @ollie7989 Рік тому +30652

    "I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone." - Robin Williams.

    • @critik2909
      @critik2909 Рік тому +225

      facts

    • @eggynuts7735
      @eggynuts7735 Рік тому +249

      Dude being alone is way worse, humans are social creatures you'd go insane and starved for interaction

    • @critik2909
      @critik2909 Рік тому +504

      @@eggynuts7735 Going from alone, to going into a hellhole of terrible people I would rather prefer be alone.

    • @light-poison6154
      @light-poison6154 Рік тому +63

      yeah whenever im with my girl i always left out we were at lunch with her friends and her back was completely faced towards me and to see if anyone noticed i left and to no none surprise i was so i leave t go hang with my friends then she wants me to go back and hamg with her but yet again left out so idek what to do atp

    • @brosorelatable
      @brosorelatable Рік тому +92

      @@light-poison6154 bro you need to talk with her and address stuff like this and tell her how you feel.

  • @whatamidoing3382
    @whatamidoing3382 Рік тому +6971

    “By making her laugh I thought that she’d fall in love with me but instead Every time she laughed I fell more in love with her.”

  • @jaydeephandique5874
    @jaydeephandique5874 7 місяців тому +949

    I miss her voice. Her texts. Her smile. Her embrace. Her stare. Her laugh. Her. Everything that belongs to her, including myself.

    • @Kianishoops
      @Kianishoops 6 місяців тому +12

      😢 I feel u dawg

    • @FeuerflockenTv
      @FeuerflockenTv 6 місяців тому +4

      Spoken like a lion ma boih

    • @Desmos86
      @Desmos86 5 місяців тому +7

      It is unfortunate how reality can treat us

    • @MatildaRosalia
      @MatildaRosalia 5 місяців тому +7

      Ouch im so sorry for you

    • @Hayden6-3
      @Hayden6-3 4 місяці тому +10

      It really hits hard when you thought she was going to be the one 😔

  • @Ble4ker_Official
    @Ble4ker_Official Рік тому +10717

    She's like the stars. Easily seen, but unreachable.

    • @drizzyjjc8765
      @drizzyjjc8765 Рік тому +365

      i wrote a poem about my x (cringe ikk) and i literally wrote what you just did lol
      “You feel like a star
      too far to reach from my little hands
      you stay in one place it seems and yet i cant reach any farther from this big cliff”
      good to know im not the only one who feels that way:.)

    • @Ble4ker_Official
      @Ble4ker_Official Рік тому +110

      @@drizzyjjc8765 Stay strong, brother.

    • @Uzaydaki._.Kadin27
      @Uzaydaki._.Kadin27 Рік тому +105

      @@drizzyjjc8765 that's not cringe !

    • @leithaslan4165
      @leithaslan4165 Рік тому +40

      her name means star💀

    • @Zay-zi2te
      @Zay-zi2te Рік тому +16

      Ain’t no way 😭

  • @MoonLightForsakened
    @MoonLightForsakened 9 місяців тому +3541

    I was never bothered by being alone, never felt like I needed anyone. But once I met her and lost her, I realized the depth of loneliness that only her absence could bring.

    • @timhensley3695
      @timhensley3695 8 місяців тому +25

      This is beautiful 😢😢😢💔💔💔

    • @Gabe-cobalt
      @Gabe-cobalt 8 місяців тому +43

      Wow, this is my exact situation right now...

    • @andrescruz6050
      @andrescruz6050 8 місяців тому +13

      Same bro...

    • @TherealJoeMamalol
      @TherealJoeMamalol 8 місяців тому +13

      @@andrescruz6050me too. I loved her.

    • @DoingDrawing
      @DoingDrawing 8 місяців тому +11

      My man, you sound like a poet❤I’m grateful for your appreciation and understanding

  • @haxnted
    @haxnted 11 місяців тому +1687

    I turned 19 years old today. Out of all my friends, only my google account congratulated me, it's so ironic. But I'm not discouraged, I'm listening to this playlist and enjoying the moment. Have a good day, everyone!💓

    • @shoaibshaikh613
      @shoaibshaikh613 11 місяців тому +78

      Happy Birthday Mate. ❤️

    • @haxnted
      @haxnted 11 місяців тому +29

      @@shoaibshaikh613 Thank you very mach!!!😭❣️♥️

    • @awelaty
      @awelaty 11 місяців тому +34

      Happy birthday brooo🫂

    • @haxnted
      @haxnted 11 місяців тому +19

      @@awelaty THX!!!!Have a great day, friend! :)♥️

    • @kuolich287
      @kuolich287 9 місяців тому +23

      that's the best mindset you can have. I'm happy for you and I'm learning to have that mindset too. Happy late birthday! :D

  • @LostWorld-Comus
    @LostWorld-Comus Місяць тому +123

    To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life 💗

  • @POLJODE-69
    @POLJODE-69 Рік тому +2339

    She will never know how much i loved her :(

    • @Nicolass02
      @Nicolass02 11 місяців тому +14

      Tan dificil son las mujeres?

    • @manuelscott9078
      @manuelscott9078 10 місяців тому +8

      @@Nicolass02si y no

    • @aquinalthomas4875
      @aquinalthomas4875 10 місяців тому +38

      do something before its too late pal :

    • @simgloss
      @simgloss 9 місяців тому

      ​@@k.6267i wish you were her

    • @Nxbula-eg8qx
      @Nxbula-eg8qx 9 місяців тому

      @@k.6267your fault

  • @guesswho6755
    @guesswho6755 Рік тому +1623

    Words alone could not describe how lonely you can make yourself feel.

    • @JohnBaby-rm2ti
      @JohnBaby-rm2ti 11 місяців тому +6

      Тоска

    • @FreEmotions_Real
      @FreEmotions_Real 9 місяців тому

      ​@@JohnBaby-rm2tiахахаха, туда этих пиндосов😂

    • @ElectrooFTW69
      @ElectrooFTW69 9 місяців тому +4

      Real

    • @studyvlogs9357
      @studyvlogs9357 9 місяців тому +4

      💯💯💯

    • @edoomeem8604
      @edoomeem8604 9 місяців тому +13

      Words are also like keys... It can open any heart and shut any mouth.

  • @starkage9987
    @starkage9987 Рік тому +3481

    "You should never chase the butterflies because they will fly away instead, build a beautiful garden so the butterflies would be attracted but if they not, at least you still have your beautiful garden. "

    • @AT.micah_12
      @AT.micah_12 9 місяців тому +132

      And i took this seriously, see you in 5 years

    • @nezz2555
      @nezz2555 8 місяців тому

      @@AT.micah_12 kabari aku jika kamu sudah menyelesaikannya.

    • @error13376
      @error13376 8 місяців тому

      you best respond to this in 5 years my G@@AT.micah_12

    • @rxyaa.2508
      @rxyaa.2508 8 місяців тому +1

      ​@@AT.micah_12same here, see you in 3 years

    • @jvr2011
      @jvr2011 8 місяців тому

      ​@@AT.micah_12 Best of luck

  • @bartoszsliwinski9249
    @bartoszsliwinski9249 7 місяців тому +303

    I'm afraid of how much I've changed. Love has made me more of a bad person than hate could. I don't recognize myself, I've been hurting my friends since I tried to forget this girl. The worst part is that the only times I dont hurt anyone is when I keep quiet, when I talk to no one and pretend to be tired, so as not to tell the truth and hurt my friends. The truth is that I feel alone even though I have so many friends, I felt alone even when I was with her. While she was always good and fulfilled my dream of being in a relationship. Now I feel even more alone. No one understands me anymore and the worst part is that I feel like no one is trying to understand me. I needed to write this to someone. If you took the time to read this thank you I don't need more.

    • @bool00
      @bool00 7 місяців тому +5

      Tell me about her bro what’s up

    • @Geowzzyy
      @Geowzzyy 5 місяців тому +5

      I've always wanted to be in a relationship as I've felt alone not being in one sering couples be happy, kussing dancing and stuff and then There's just me? Loneliness infects the mind and doesn't leave. I just wish i find my way to her before Loneliness found it's way to me.

    • @QasimAli-mx9je
      @QasimAli-mx9je 5 місяців тому +1

      Bro how you doing?

    • @hernandezescobar4570
      @hernandezescobar4570 5 місяців тому +2

      ​@slowedversions284 don't wait bro move on you can't force love it just happens like nature someone will take care of her and someone will do the same for u

    • @KevinMedina-ee9xl
      @KevinMedina-ee9xl 4 місяці тому +1

      It's a journey your story whatever you chasing or plan it's waiting just the moment you have a feeling it leaves or come back ​@@Geowzzyy

  • @tbauacruz644
    @tbauacruz644 8 місяців тому +2002

    This comment section was very eye opening. I hope everyone here finds their person that makes life beautiful with you til the end of the line

  • @aethxathr9327
    @aethxathr9327 Рік тому +1962

    i just want to hear her voice and her laugh even one more time

    • @Fabi_drums
      @Fabi_drums 11 місяців тому +50

      I feel you... everytime I feel sad I visit the comments of this video and they tell me: It's normal to hold on to someone that hates you...

    • @doll16262
      @doll16262 10 місяців тому +9

      Same..

    • @B.CREAT1
      @B.CREAT1 9 місяців тому +6

      This...

    • @allwavenation
      @allwavenation 9 місяців тому +4

      This..

    • @manuelastudillorivas1239
      @manuelastudillorivas1239 9 місяців тому

      Real

  • @GEAR.GRAFFITI
    @GEAR.GRAFFITI 8 місяців тому +465

    "Loving you was like going to war, I never came back the same."

  • @Tommy-ey3hc
    @Tommy-ey3hc 4 місяці тому +107

    I hope that someone will read this and not make same mistake as i did.. We started high school in 2019., she liked me from the beggining, but to me i was still a kid and havent felt anything and done nothing about that, then covid appeared and we skipped 2nd semester. In sophomore year her love to me was starting to become even more stronger and i liked her too, but in that period were just eye contacts, smiles, and again nothing happened.. in junior year, parties, we were older, everything was so obvious, she even told me that she loves me, but i was so fucking dumb, scared to do anything, scared of relationship.. and in last senior year she found bf and everything went to shit.. On the last day of high school, she told me i loved you so much, but she was scared to do anything because she feared of rejection, she hugged me and then she left, i sat on a stair and cried for 20 minutes, she was the most beautiful girl to me, her everything, even now tears come from my eyes, so guys dont be scared, do not fear and go talk to her, if you fail, you know you tried and thats what matters the most, do this and you will not have regrets in life like me, wish you best..

    • @Dimitrije13124
      @Dimitrije13124 4 місяці тому +7

      damn

    • @tanishkbhardwaj9395
      @tanishkbhardwaj9395 2 місяці тому +1

      Brother I am in the same position rightnow . This is exactly the same story i have. It's been few days now since she gone. It is being very hard for me to accept it. I don't know I randomly have tears going down my face whenever I thought of her . I am seeing her as one of my failures . Don't know I just can't help myself and don't know how to deal with this. What can I do now ?

    • @shadowfight2-g1u
      @shadowfight2-g1u 2 місяці тому +1

      Bro

    • @shadowfight2-g1u
      @shadowfight2-g1u 2 місяці тому +3

      My advice is:time repairs everything and u ll forget everything 😢don’t be sad I had the same problem

    • @tanishkbhardwaj9395
      @tanishkbhardwaj9395 2 місяці тому

      @@shadowfight2-g1u Hoping the same brother... Thanks for replying.

  • @itsmarevv
    @itsmarevv Рік тому +3322

    Her smile. Her eyes. Her laugh. Her hair. Everything bout her..

    • @jimmy-fc6dc
      @jimmy-fc6dc Рік тому +100

      Deuteronomy 31:8 - "Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee. So that we may boldly say, The Lord is my helper, and I will not fear What man shall do unto me." I love u dawg and i hope you get over whatever ur feeling

    • @manuperez4230
      @manuperez4230 Рік тому +11

      ​@@jimmy-fc6dcthank you

    • @jaithsowell2726
      @jaithsowell2726 Рік тому +2

      Yea

    • @Phonk_beats360
      @Phonk_beats360 Рік тому +37

      Stop think about it cause she dont think about you.

    • @aiellooo
      @aiellooo Рік тому +5

      @@jimmy-fc6dcAmen brother!!

  • @伝説の戦士アディ
    @伝説の戦士アディ Рік тому +3747

    She'll never know how much I love her.

    • @TheHallowBeanZ
      @TheHallowBeanZ Рік тому +117

      She can know, but you need to tell her. Now if you are in a situation where you literally can’t, I got ya. However, if it’s only you being nervous holding you back just know this, if you don’t tell her you will regret it for the rest of your life. Like I said, if there is other issues then I am sorry man, but if it’s only nerves stopping you, you need to find the courage and tell her how you feel. I wish you luck in the future man.

    • @tigergames1870
      @tigergames1870 Рік тому +57

      @@TheHallowBeanZ she blocked me on everything i just want one more conversation to know what i did wrong

    • @mlplolz
      @mlplolz Рік тому +26

      @@tigergames1870 Damnn that sucks😕

    • @flavioesposito2750
      @flavioesposito2750 Рік тому +9

      Same bro

    • @gigachad9826
      @gigachad9826 Рік тому +41

      @@tigergames1870 Then she is not worth your time. I know it hurts, but suck it up and be tough just for now. You'll be alright, you'll manage, adapt and overcome. Everyone does and so will you! You still have life ahead of you, millions of girls are out there, probably waiting for you! If you give up, I will believe in you!

  • @hellstone115
    @hellstone115 8 місяців тому +324

    Nothing more humiliating than learning that you didn’t mean as much to someone as you thought you did.

    • @cheesysignal
      @cheesysignal 4 місяці тому +1

      found that out last night.

    • @jorgelusarretasantos1054
      @jorgelusarretasantos1054 4 місяці тому +2

      The same man it is horrible but at least she told me and wants to end up well
      Anyway it feels like your whole world smashes into the ground I don’t know if I will feel love again

    • @amur619
      @amur619 4 місяці тому +2

      got humiliated lol

    • @MohamedAmine-jv7yw
      @MohamedAmine-jv7yw 3 місяці тому +1

      😞
      I lose evrythink

    • @Stoned14399
      @Stoned14399 3 місяці тому

      That’s deep had to screen shot

  • @packlesswolf1
    @packlesswolf1 8 місяців тому +197

    I miss my wife so much. She was the prettiest sweetest woman ever. We built our lives together and had a beautiful baby boy. Then she randomly left me and took our baby. Had to fight in the courts to even see him. It was 3 months before i got to see him. It will be a year this February.. she never even said a single word to me she just left... Im still so lonely and miss her with all my heart. To this day she still hasnt talked to me. I sometimes dont know how to even go on. Like what's the point of getting out of bed when nothing seems to be good in life. I just wana give up... But i havent yet. Im still trying to go on. I just wana talk and see her smile again. I just wana hold her and tell her how much i love her. I technically see her a few times a week but shes completely silent and has her mom do the handoff for the baby.... If you are still reading this i thank you taking time to read my life. I could use a friend.

    • @nonameyet4394
      @nonameyet4394 7 місяців тому +9

      I hope everything gets better for you 💛

    • @amiam5370
      @amiam5370 7 місяців тому +7

      You are strong
      Keep going
      Everything gonna be better

    • @James-op17
      @James-op17 5 місяців тому +4

      Bruh its really sad. But hang on have hope everything will work for good for you! I hope everything best for you my guy.

    • @teddy.yellowbuckets
      @teddy.yellowbuckets 3 місяці тому +2

      Keep going God sees what you go through but trust that He will bring you out when you focus on Jesus. You have a big heart I can tell by the wording of your comment

    • @shshahdhh4462
      @shshahdhh4462 3 місяці тому +1

      hey man get outta bed for yourself ......... cz if u don't , who tf will?

  • @KING_GOAX
    @KING_GOAX 9 місяців тому +922

    Her smile, her laugh, her personality, her kindness, her beauty. Everything bout her...

    • @shyblfy
      @shyblfy 9 місяців тому +23

      I missed her bro

    • @shyblfy
      @shyblfy 8 місяців тому +7

      I thank that we were friends but i was just an another shit on his way. I simply tried to be friendly

    • @pilaw818
      @pilaw818 8 місяців тому +4

      I wish i could say her...

    • @Nooneknowsssss
      @Nooneknowsssss 8 місяців тому +5

      ​@@vlj1601 my man love is something else you would not get it

    • @Robertfrost2
      @Robertfrost2 7 місяців тому +2

      It's an illusion

  • @rohansahay1521
    @rohansahay1521 8 місяців тому +1399

    "we're not friends we are not enemies, we are just strangers with a lot of memories"
    `a wise man

    • @42smash36
      @42smash36 7 місяців тому +2

      Keep telling yourself that cope, lonely man

    • @rohansahay1521
      @rohansahay1521 7 місяців тому +2

      @@42smash36 im not lonely lmao

    • @yashdevaliya2898
      @yashdevaliya2898 6 місяців тому +2

      Same

    • @ptrekboxbreaks5198
      @ptrekboxbreaks5198 6 місяців тому +3

      That's deep

    • @mattz8956
      @mattz8956 5 місяців тому +5

      @@42smash36That's a funny way to call yourself a child. I remember when I had that mindset. You'll grow up one day lil bro

  • @Kluzkuz
    @Kluzkuz Рік тому +4586

    Remember: “The more you love them, the more it hurts when they go.”

    • @isabelatafas
      @isabelatafas Рік тому +30

      this hearts

    • @virginmind08
      @virginmind08 Рік тому +26

      I loved them with all my life and now I still left here unhealed

    • @Sarangan.p
      @Sarangan.p Рік тому +6

      True❤️‍🩹

    • @br-4341
      @br-4341 Рік тому +8

      "Allow me to demonstrate."
      **proceeds to drop little pink frog boy out a window and watches a teen go super saiyan god blue beat me up**

    • @thanawutpradipaphalin2385
      @thanawutpradipaphalin2385 Рік тому +1

      My mom😢

  • @allthethingsthataregood8183
    @allthethingsthataregood8183 7 місяців тому +53

    Its so lonely to lie in bed, wanting to talk to someone. But realising that no one's really interested in talking to you. It feels so weird when all your friends have lovers, but you dont even have parents who love you enough.

    • @teddy.yellowbuckets
      @teddy.yellowbuckets 3 місяці тому +2

      God loves you bro

    • @AzraEcrinBicak
      @AzraEcrinBicak 2 місяці тому +5

      Bro If you still want I can talk to you.❤

    • @DibaSingha-diba
      @DibaSingha-diba 2 місяці тому +2

      You are not alone bro..🫂
      My situation is also same😊
      It's not you and me,there are also many people out there they are also like the same😊

  • @harrythebombarry3974
    @harrythebombarry3974 Рік тому +2191

    "Sometimes I never knew if life was with me or against me...Turns out I was against myself." -My quote.

  • @Cl0udPvP
    @Cl0udPvP Рік тому +1962

    “She is silent. Her voice is rarely revealed. You look, and she is there, her name infiltrating your mind, crossing your vision.”

  • @escanortheone1550
    @escanortheone1550 7 місяців тому +107

    It’s been a year and I still remember how much I cried that day.

    • @Youcanbesaved
      @Youcanbesaved 19 днів тому +1

      I too remember, I am always with you whether you know it or not.

    • @Amir-Tianot
      @Amir-Tianot 17 днів тому

      Stay strong i know it hurts but you are brave aren't you?? good luck my friend

    • @zulu-6373
      @zulu-6373 8 днів тому

      same..

    • @SesterSinmon
      @SesterSinmon 4 дні тому +1

      Sadly it will probably be a lifetime😥

  • @rizzradhya
    @rizzradhya Рік тому +488

    Been 4 years now.....finally i have forgotten her voice,her touch, the memories slowly fade..

    • @andnowyouknow3363
      @andnowyouknow3363 8 місяців тому +54

      7 years here. I feel the exact same way. I've finally threw away all her gifts and deleted all her photos which I've been keeping for all these years. In the end, not all memories need to stay with us, you know...

    • @hassanlund1082
      @hassanlund1082 8 місяців тому +7

      That hit hard ngl. Come May it will be three years since we parted ways. I can’t replace her touch

    • @Zombiewaster215
      @Zombiewaster215 8 місяців тому +7

      It's been 3 weeks for me and I'm on my way to you guys

    • @prithujsarkar2010
      @prithujsarkar2010 8 місяців тому

      1week in

    • @Zombiewaster215
      @Zombiewaster215 8 місяців тому +3

      @@prithujsarkar2010 it will pass and you will be a better version of yourself❤️

  • @hellostranger132
    @hellostranger132 8 місяців тому +890

    She never knew how much i cried for her that day

    • @Vik4ng
      @Vik4ng 7 місяців тому +25

      Im sorry to hear that man... Life is such a bitch.. im sorry

    • @hellostranger132
      @hellostranger132 7 місяців тому +48

      @@Vik4ng It's all my fault, maybe if i never had jealousy issues this'd never happen, i wish i can apologize to her but it's too late. She moved on and forgot about me, but i am so happy for her because she's now happy with someone else, but still. It's not the same without her.

    • @wavy5863
      @wavy5863 7 місяців тому +13

      @@hellostranger132my exact situation to a T, except i don’t feel happy for her, which makes me all the worse

    • @gamingvest4100
      @gamingvest4100 7 місяців тому +8

      Not even one day it was days and days

    • @YonkoRaouf
      @YonkoRaouf 6 місяців тому +1

      same thing for me yesterday
      it hurts a lot

  • @___strawberry_____
    @___strawberry_____ Рік тому +702

    "I don't talk to her anymore, but my mind keeps talking about her..."
    UPDATE: Many time have passed and now my heart is healed, i have new nice friends and even more nice partner :). I saw her again but i knew she couldn't hurt me anymore, because i wouldn't allow myself again to give her more than she deserves.

    • @dxnixble
      @dxnixble Рік тому +9

      Fear Jesus

    • @goon.448
      @goon.448 Рік тому +15

      exactly
      it hurts me so f much

    • @kinghaidar8286
      @kinghaidar8286 Рік тому +18

      she hurt my heart, but I love her so much

    • @PatientZero0ed
      @PatientZero0ed Рік тому +3

      true dude.. i love her but i act like i hate her..
      UPDATE: i really hate her and im friends with her biggest enemy now. she made me feel so bad so i did this

    • @jsergut23
      @jsergut23 Рік тому +2

      Every time I look over next to me I imagine her there and in reality she’s not. Then I think of all the memories when we were together and having fun. Then I look away and look down and wonder if I ever cross her head once in a while.

  • @aztecwarrior8170
    @aztecwarrior8170 7 місяців тому +52

    i love her so much. Nobody has ever made me feel the same way she does. God just please let me be with her forever.

  • @ZereWasTaken
    @ZereWasTaken Рік тому +1417

    I’m paralyzed. She’s my best friend and we talk constantly, play games together, laugh at each other’s stupid jokes or things that happen to us throughout the day. I don’t want to ruin that, but.. She’s perfect, to me. All of her flaws just make her more beautiful. Her personality has the depth of all the oceans, and I could listen to her talk about literally anything all day long. She’s everything I could possibly dream of, and I know I’m not her type, but part of me hopes she shares the same feelings I do so that there’s a chance for us to be even happier together…
    Update 9/16/2024: Wow. I didn't think this comment would ever get so popular. Thank you all for your words and your own stories.
    For those asking for an update, we're still friends, and I think that's all we ever will be. I used to dread the thought of that, but I've come to terms with it now. I'd rather have her in my life as a friend instead of trying to force her to have feelings that aren't there and lose her forever. It took longer than it probably should have for me to understand that, but I don't regret the time I was in love with her for a second.
    I've met someone new through my job, and am approaching things with her differently so this won't happen again. I'm hopeful that something will grow with her, but if not, then I know I can still have an amazing person in my life because of my experience here.

    • @thedude3809
      @thedude3809 Рік тому +128

      You literally just typed a comment that describes everything I’m going through ..

    • @MaximilianRoysenberg
      @MaximilianRoysenberg Рік тому +19

      you didn't need to exist to say something i didn't need to hear, or maybe i did. here i am, trying not to think and overthink about her while still writing imaginative 2 para to 2 page poems for her.. sucks rn, but there's no escape, atleast for now....

    • @ٱلذِّكْرَىٰ
      @ٱلذِّكْرَىٰ Рік тому +36

      Do the step men you have the chance Now , i know it's hard for you but you have to move on just do it and tell her you feelings maybe she gonna leave you But she gonna miss you and comback to you and if she didnt comback it's ok cause you should be proud of your self cause you did the step and life goes on ❤❤ i hope the best for you

    • @Xenometer117
      @Xenometer117 Рік тому +22

      Fuck it, we ball

    • @isaacchan5960
      @isaacchan5960 Рік тому +14

      Stay strong soldier

  • @Hexanovayt
    @Hexanovayt Рік тому +1392

    I’ve realized the harder I try to forget her the more I really think about her

    • @aminirfan5924
      @aminirfan5924 Рік тому +7

      facts

    • @CasperTabun
      @CasperTabun Рік тому +3

      that`s true

    • @vypervfx7519
      @vypervfx7519 Рік тому +34

      go with your homies man, play games, study . more important things than her now

    • @warrendivin0
      @warrendivin0 Рік тому +15

      The harder you try to escape the more it haunts you down

    • @Aiden-hd8hw
      @Aiden-hd8hw Рік тому +8

      dont try to force it let it fade away naturaly

  • @induray3736
    @induray3736 9 місяців тому +297

    It's weird that how in this world full of people we still feel alone and stuck with the feeling of numbness and in our deep thoughts.

    • @42smash36
      @42smash36 5 місяців тому

      keep telling yourself that cope, lonely man

    • @abdouamg2845
      @abdouamg2845 4 місяці тому +1

      @@42smash36ha ain’t lonely he got feelings unlike you my dear friend

  • @Frog_4010
    @Frog_4010 7 місяців тому +114

    "Одиночество это когда кто-то из интернета переживает за тебя больше чем кто-либо... "

  • @Goofy-4344
    @Goofy-4344 Рік тому +764

    She took my ability to love again. Just as fast as I fell in love with her. Love isn't scary, its just risky

    • @DylenOfficial
      @DylenOfficial Рік тому +2

      my music won’t disappoint you 😉

    • @nicoley.3001
      @nicoley.3001 8 місяців тому +9

      No one can take something that’s inherent within you. Your ability to love is not gone, it’s just been weakened.

    • @DeltaTDS_YT
      @DeltaTDS_YT 8 місяців тому +9

      I understand how you feel. Just a couple months before our wedding, she left me. I felt absolutely devastated, just wanting the pain to end. That's when I had a few coworkers reach out to me. Now, one of them is the best friend I've ever had. Just keep your chin up and someone will come your way

    • @Goofy-4344
      @Goofy-4344 8 місяців тому +1

      @@DeltaTDS_YT Thanks man, i'm trying my best to wait and i hope it works🤞

    • @TheActualLetterE
      @TheActualLetterE 8 місяців тому +3

      "Love is beautiful, yet it can be merciless. Love can make you happy, yet that happiness might be an illusion." That's what I said to someone not long ago after I told them a somewhat messed up story about my past love experience.

  • @jaelgriesbach1301
    @jaelgriesbach1301 Рік тому +1955

    I’m a girl, and your guy’s comments are making me heart snap. You got this guys! Don’t let what could’ve been get you down. You made dreams with that person, but it came to an end for a reason. It’s okay to be hurt, but just know, there is still a whole world out there for you to build upon and discover. Don’t give up..! Hopefully this’ll reach those who need it, but for those who read this, have a good rest of your life

    • @artik313
      @artik313 Рік тому +49

      Beautiful comment🫶

    • @1804sep
      @1804sep Рік тому +27

      you too ^^

    • @burger_kinginator
      @burger_kinginator Рік тому +63

      what couldve been is exactly the one thing holding me back. didnt know strangers comments on the internet could mean so much to me. thank you

    • @ZtormVibin
      @ZtormVibin Рік тому +31

      Thank you ma'am, means alot

    • @jaelgriesbach1301
      @jaelgriesbach1301 Рік тому +13

      @@ae.bxtman do what? I think you can do it

  • @yumichan1312
    @yumichan1312 Рік тому +2329

    She will never know how much i loved her.

  • @dayanaM2108
    @dayanaM2108 7 місяців тому +116

    this playlist reminds me of him though. he truly doesn’t understand the impact he’s made on me. i’m happy with myself. i’m confident. i’ve grown to be mature and respectful of my body. my smile is so big and genuine when im around him. i’m never afraid to eat around him and i don’t cover my mouth when i laugh or smile around him. he makes me feel safe and comfortable in my own skin. he reminds me that im beautiful on the days i feel horrible and on the days i feel amazing. i can’t lose him. ik its “just a high school relationship” to some people but idk where i’d be if i never met him. he’s the reason im here today. he’s the reason im who i am today❤
    update: after over a year and a half, i broke up w him. the reason why is in the replies. yall are too sweet btw💕

    • @snails0628
      @snails0628 7 місяців тому +9

      Never let the "just a high school relationship" thing bother you. I got told that and I've been with my partner for years now. I believe in you both ❤️

    • @aargreborn
      @aargreborn 6 місяців тому +4

      You're very lucky, theres men out there who haven't even had a relationship, nor men who have friends that are girls..

    • @dayanaM2108
      @dayanaM2108 6 місяців тому +5

      @@aargreborn i feel special in some way because i’m a lot of his firsts too and honestly i can’t imagine life w out him rn

    • @aargreborn
      @aargreborn 6 місяців тому +1

      @dayanaM2108 ey, his lucky too for pulling you 👍 hope yall last forever 🥲🫡

    • @DibaSingha-diba
      @DibaSingha-diba 2 місяці тому +1

      Did you get him finally?????
      Did you guys ended up with each other?????
      Ply say yes🙂

  • @kalissonoliveira6429
    @kalissonoliveira6429 Рік тому +3772

    I don't miss her, I miss who she was.

    • @Wolfsta
      @Wolfsta Рік тому +143

      That hit hard

    • @meowww17
      @meowww17 Рік тому +55

      fr bro.

    • @presmalson3316
      @presmalson3316 Рік тому +76

      Like whyd she go and change after the fact. Was she faking who she was the whole time. I want to think it was the affect I had that made her such a good person but I know it’s not true.

    • @nn.4410
      @nn.4410 Рік тому +13

      It hurts so much

    • @caffeiinated
      @caffeiinated Рік тому +21

      she changed for real

  • @kimjenniexx
    @kimjenniexx 9 місяців тому +273

    When I was little, I thought being invisible was a good power, but I realized that I was actually invisible in everyone's eyes in life.

    • @Arya02837
      @Arya02837 9 місяців тому +5

      Believe in yourself don’t give a f… about them my bro ❤

    • @kimjenniexx
      @kimjenniexx 9 місяців тому +2

      You are so right, I will do it like this from now on❤️

    • @Arya02837
      @Arya02837 9 місяців тому +2

    • @glukoza3905
      @glukoza3905 7 місяців тому +1

      Это жестко, чувак

    • @endlesswaltz9051
      @endlesswaltz9051 7 місяців тому +2

      Harsh.

  • @The_real_onefs
    @The_real_onefs Рік тому +1173

    Miss you mom, can't wait to see you in heaven
    Edit: I love you guys...

  • @Czzor
    @Czzor 8 місяців тому +201

    Stay strong brothers. We're all gonna make it.

    • @42smash36
      @42smash36 7 місяців тому +4

      Keep telling yourself that cope, lonely man

    • @James-op17
      @James-op17 5 місяців тому +2

      Yes you too! 🔥

    • @ddenoo81
      @ddenoo81 5 місяців тому +2

      all of us 🔥

    • @Hayden6-3
      @Hayden6-3 4 місяці тому +1

      Hurrah the grind starts 💪🏻

    • @MrManWithPlan
      @MrManWithPlan 3 місяці тому

      @@42smash36weak people like you bring down others. You are the embodiment of emptiness

  • @shutup.8711
    @shutup.8711 Рік тому +516

    she was the glimmering star in my midnight sky. I hope she gets a sky that lets her shine even more.

    • @Jubycore
      @Jubycore Рік тому +8

      Bruhh i hope u r okayy😢
      Why she leave a person like u

    • @Alex-ys4pn
      @Alex-ys4pn Рік тому +9

      I feel this too hard.

    • @hayan_7
      @hayan_7 Рік тому +2

      No star shines brighter than midnight sky star 💕

    • @starrycat127
      @starrycat127 Рік тому +1

      @@Jubycore dont make them feel too good.. we dont know what they couldve done. my ex acted like this after i left him for cheating on me for our entire relationship..

    • @Jubycore
      @Jubycore Рік тому +4

      @@starrycat127 anyway he is sad and i liked his words and yk the pain in the words so i just comfort him that doesn't matter at all! Not every boys are like ur ex😊

  • @soka7070
    @soka7070 Рік тому +1807

    I remember her saying that she loves the black sky. No stars or moon. I didn't understand it. I did not understand any of her tastes, she was always unique, loved pizza with pineapple, white chocolate with coconut and wrote poetry. So pretty and her smile too. I'm sorry that I didn't even understand her suicide, why she did it.

    • @fireking0730
      @fireking0730 Рік тому +107

      ...... i'm so sorry man... what cause did she kill herself???

    • @speedyyeric665
      @speedyyeric665 Рік тому +47

      Have strength

    • @femox22
      @femox22 Рік тому +112

      I'll think of you today. Remember her lime she was so she will life in your heart forever. Keep it up buddy and don't use your life, like she would have wanted it for you. This is how you honor her.

    • @egg43561
      @egg43561 Рік тому +52

      😭 that made me cry

    • @egg43561
      @egg43561 Рік тому +26

      Im so sorry hope you feel better soon

  • @LxcidOpz-_-
    @LxcidOpz-_- Рік тому +423

    I loved her with all my heart. She didn't feel the same way... 💔

    • @Onajtamocudnogleda
      @Onajtamocudnogleda 11 місяців тому +12

      Ik man ik how u feel😢

    • @sampadilla4542
      @sampadilla4542 11 місяців тому +7

      Same man 😔

    • @bhavyasharma1381
      @bhavyasharma1381 11 місяців тому +4

      "never pluck a flower if u feel it's a beautiful....let it be and enjoy it everyday"

    • @francois9126
      @francois9126 11 місяців тому +17

      It's been a year and I try to convince me that I haven't feelings for her anymore. But I can't.

    • @ravimakwana992
      @ravimakwana992 10 місяців тому +7

      ​@@francois9126its okay bud. I do too.. after one year. But know that somewhere you have an untouchable thought deep in your heart that you have feelings for her. But the truth is, even if you have truly moved on once, even if you really have no feelings for her, that little thought will make you think otherwise and shatter your mind and heart. We always crave for the things we dont have.
      So that little thought you have.. that belief that you have kept inside your heart, and you put it so deep cuz you had to make your feelings true and make it untouchable by anything to say that you didn't truly love her. Put that thought away. And if it pains to do it, just think about how things would never have worked out if anything did happen, and you'll eventually lose that thought.
      Heads up buddy, stay hard. One day you'll find someone who loves you, as purely as you love.

  • @TrusttheJourney33
    @TrusttheJourney33 2 місяці тому +11

    Listening to this while in the gym, makes me think I’m not doing enough for the people around me. I just stare off into space realizing I haven’t put my mom and dad in a better lifestyle yet. I gotta get back to working out.
    Anyone who sees this keep going!

  • @nobody-yb5kb
    @nobody-yb5kb 9 місяців тому +142

    yes i miss her soo much in this christmas time..dear mom i miss you

    • @bnit9
      @bnit9 6 місяців тому +2

      She is always with you brother❤
      Mom's never leave..

    • @Ramon-nz6bu
      @Ramon-nz6bu 6 місяців тому +1

      Be strong brother. God bless ❤️

    • @waleniafs
      @waleniafs 6 місяців тому +1

      Stay strong, she's proud of you ❤

    • @adyskzz5452
      @adyskzz5452 5 місяців тому

  • @thesilentsinger3858
    @thesilentsinger3858 Рік тому +477

    She taught me why I should love myself before anyone else.

    • @oWnaaja
      @oWnaaja Рік тому +3

      @BENDOVER-yk9ty
      1 kuukausi sitten
      not my story or quote but
      Unforgettable
      Your image like a photograph ingrained
      Your eyes, like a novel I want to read
      A forest of questions to explore
      What lurks beneath them, shall perhaps remain mystery
      Like little beams of light they dart around
      Like raindrops unsure where to fall
      It was by chance that you would look at me
      A raindrop would land and startle me
      Like a summer storm I fell
      To run out, jump into the open air
      To swim to an island ashore
      To share a dance with you
      It was a vivid dream, then
      It was but a dream
      I looked away
      But did not forget
      Your smile,
      A childish grin
      So subtle, and foolish, and carefully sly
      I’m watching like a quiet lake, so still
      My reflection of you, is fading ever so
      Into little ripples of the lake
      I looked away
      But did not forget
      Your voice,
      When I heard it first
      It wasn’t vast like the ocean
      Nor was it like the sky or clouds
      Not like the sun, or the trees, or their roots below
      Not like thunder or lightning, not even rain
      But rather, like a treasure hidden in the sand
      Its rhyme, its rhythm, lost in my brain
      Still I remember when it called my name
      Each grain would fall
      Slipping through my fingers, before my eyes
      I longed to hold it my hands
      But I looked away
      Still I did not forget
      Your laugh,
      It was like the rain at night
      It pitter-pattered, rumbled and echoed as it fell
      I watched and listened through a window, a sheet of glass
      A barrier, a wall, I dare not cross
      Like a child and its bedtime story,
      I was drawn to the sound of it
      And never would I have enough
      But I looked away
      And still, I did not forget
      Your hands,
      They were distant planets foreign to me
      I watched them, through but a telescope, wistfully
      If only I could reach out, if so I was willing
      To somehow venture through the void
      But the void, it grew only more as time and space led on
      And soon, I knew, you would be gone
      So I looked away
      But could not forget
      Your shoulders,
      Not bulky, not broad, not epic, nor monumental
      Nor lean to be exact
      But strong, and lightly tan
      Like an architect’s design
      Like a smooth clay figurine
      I glanced upon your physique, your frame
      But only for a moment, a secret glimpse
      Then I looked away
      But did not forget
      Your hair,
      Sometimes hidden beneath your hood
      Sometimes messy and unkempt, disorderly and disheveled
      Always fell perfectly around your eyes
      Framed you, beautifully, charmingly
      Like a work of art, calling out on display,
      That stood out from all the rest
      I loved all your colors and depth
      And when I looked away
      I did not forget
      Your kindness,
      It wasn’t anything extraordinary or strange
      Nor was it the least fake or false
      It was quiet, sweet
      Like hot chocolate, filled with a rising, gentle steam
      It came when least expected,
      Like a tiny flower, perhaps a wild one, that grew between the cracks
      It was cautious, almost awkward, but it was lovely
      And like a flower myself I bloomed, like a star I beamed
      My heartbeat quickened, rushed by butterflies
      My mind raced with thoughts and jumbled with words
      And all I said was the very least, though I longed to say much more
      Perhaps, again, it wasn’t much you did
      But with it, you stole my heart
      You were the only one
      And all I did was look away
      Though, never forget
      You were at last, a beautiful sunset, so surreal
      An experience to have again and again, new to me everytime
      Underneath it all, I longed for your ray of warmth and security
      I could never step into the light, no matter how I tried
      I was glued to silence, held down by gravity
      And like that,
      Gone all too soon,
      Your glow fell beneath the earth,
      Your colors faded into the sea,
      But still, an image I can recall
      You were unforgettable.
      I may of looked away,
      But remember,
      I never forget.

    • @0_wzei
      @0_wzei Рік тому

      in what sense she btoke ur heart or she taught u to lvoe urself

    • @spicewaffles2202
      @spicewaffles2202 10 місяців тому

      she was wrong

    • @thegreatrobin2329
      @thegreatrobin2329 10 місяців тому

      @@spicewaffles2202Bro you’re gonna make me cry at the function cuz you said some real stuff right there.

  • @r1zzleee
    @r1zzleee Рік тому +520

    Her. What can i say about her?
    She was the perfect woman. I loved every single detail about her, her beautiful dark hair, those hazel eyes, and that smile, oh that smile.
    We shared each other's interests, we liked the same songs, we could talk for hours on end.
    I still remember when i kissed her, the whole world stopped. It was just me and her there, no one else or nothing was there.
    Unfortunately, it all ended too quickly, and now maybe she had moved on.
    It hurts me knowing this all ended cuz of my behavior and mistakes.
    We don't talk anymore, i don't even know how's she doing rn, but maybe she is doing better without me.
    Maybe i never deserved her, but i can't keep beating myself over this.
    Idk if I'll ever gonna move on, but it doesn't seem liked it...she is still on my mind, I can still see her in my dreams, waiting for me
    This shouldn't ever ended like this...but I guess I deserve this.
    I really just hope she is happy, she deserves it.
    I'm sorry if i disappointed you in way...
    I will always love you and miss you, Y.

    • @5ymmetrys
      @5ymmetrys Рік тому +45

      damn, how the hell do i relate to this comment so well.

    • @مريمحمزة-ه4غ
      @مريمحمزة-ه4غ Рік тому +10

      Im so sorry

    • @1lljm
      @1lljm Рік тому +19

      Did you talk to her after a breakup?It's selfish to think she's happy when she misses you.

    • @fxangelbs
      @fxangelbs Рік тому +5

      Best comment ever.

    • @The.Y.J.
      @The.Y.J. Рік тому +7

      .....welcome to the gym brother 😀🏋️‍♂️take me ur hand lets moving on together

  • @prodtjofficial
    @prodtjofficial 4 місяці тому +31

    Can't let gang know I fw this

    • @jaytupling8001
      @jaytupling8001 2 місяці тому +7

      Yes my g don't bottle up to much

    • @TEE-YT
      @TEE-YT 11 днів тому

      Keep it on the dl yeah

  • @user-2225jw
    @user-2225jw 9 місяців тому +355

    her laugh,her look,her eyes
    everything about her is perfect.

    • @Robertdacian
      @Robertdacian 9 місяців тому +3

      for me she is in a diff city and i can’t…. she was perfect 😔

    • @EggmondChad
      @EggmondChad 7 місяців тому +4

      Was…

    • @فاطمه-ش2ع4ز
      @فاطمه-ش2ع4ز 7 місяців тому

      هل استطيع ان أسألك؟ هل انت تقصد ما تقول؟ و اذا كنت تقصد ما تقول السؤال هو كيف امكنك ان ترى شخصا منا بأنه مثالي؟ كيف يحدث ذلك؟ ماذا عن العيوب ؟ كل شخص فيه عيوب فكيف رأيت عيوبها؟

    • @Destan032
      @Destan032 7 місяців тому

      @@فاطمه-ش2ع4ز Only Allah is perfect brother. (Subhanallah)

    • @فاطمه-ش2ع4ز
      @فاطمه-ش2ع4ز 7 місяців тому

      @@Destan032 sure , I know that , Subhan Allah, but he say that he see her perfect, the question (how?)

  • @Jesus-Is-King19
    @Jesus-Is-King19 Рік тому +189

    It’s been 10 years and she still crosses my mind. I hope she is doing good in life and happy.

  • @XPak0tiE
    @XPak0tiE Рік тому +263

    I’m gonna let you boys in on something, a few years ago I really liked this girl, I first seen her in my gym I go too and never seen her before, I didn’t talk to her but we caught eyes a few times, I went home and I seen a quote pop up on my instagram saying “In the end.. we only regret the chances we didn’t take, and the decisions we waited to long to make.” so I thought about it and realised we only got one life, so you gotta take every chance you get and step out of your comfort zone every now and then. I went back at my normal time to the gym a and didn’t see her for a few weeks then maybe a month later was working out and lifting heavy and was sweating heaps cause it was the summertime and seen her walk in. I remember my thoughts all hitting me wondering if I should go approach, I thought about it and went with my gut, started small chat and that led to me going to train with her the next day. A few days later led to getting coffee and just talking about life and then watching movies. Then one night we were at a party together and it was like my second time drinking and it was at her friends house probably like 15 people left after the party finished up and she came and got me to ask me to come to bed with her cause she was feeling a bit intoxicated but I felt that I didn’t want to be with her when we were both drunk so went into bed with her waited for her to pass out and put another blanket on top and went home. 3 days later she got into a head on collision and passed away on the spot. I was devastated and deleted all my social media cause I couldn’t cop looking at her social media knowing I’d never see her again. I went to her funeral and it was the first time I had cried in years and was actually the last time I cried. Not a day goes by where she doesn’t cross my mind. I hope she knew that I love her and that she meant everything to me. That was 4 years ago and to this day I still don’t have any social media, just UA-cam really and have a very private life, just work and still keep up at the gym, the same gym I met her at intact so every time I train now I push that extra 20% harder for her. Moral of the story don’t be afraid to take chances, go talk to that girl or whatever it is cause we truely only have one life and tomorrow isn’t promised, no one’s gonna remember what you did in 100 years so just go with your gut and stick to it. I love you all I hope you guys find what you’re looking for

    • @ryoshi3828
      @ryoshi3828 Рік тому +16

      I’m sorry man

    • @nepla21
      @nepla21 Рік тому +12

      It's hard

    • @keviousclark6134
      @keviousclark6134 Рік тому +9

      I pray you find some type of peace and continue to try to live your life to the fullest. You are a dope dude bro. I respect you for how u treated her. I can tell you cared for her a lot. Don’t give up on love. Continue being the great guy u are and you’ll know when it’s time to get back out there again. Love brother❤️ God bless

    • @one10gamer12
      @one10gamer12 9 місяців тому +4

      I'm sorry for your loss man😢

    • @StonerNik
      @StonerNik 9 місяців тому +4

      I’m so sorry for your loss bro. that’s the most heartbreaking comment I’ve ever seen on UA-cam 💔 I hope you’re doing okay brother, You sound like a great man.

  • @CasperTabun
    @CasperTabun Рік тому +200

    i miss my grandma, she was one of the people who raised me. i still think about her.

    • @Zoovilic
      @Zoovilic Рік тому +4

      Don’t know if this is much for condolence but I lost my grandmother as well and I can see how bigger of an impact it has, than people might think. Just because she’s “further away”.
      Hope you’re doing well and I wish you the best going forward :)

    • @CasperTabun
      @CasperTabun Рік тому +2

      @@Zoovilic you to my man, i wish you the best too, stay strong buddy.

    • @aekerai
      @aekerai Рік тому

      me too except my grandpa.

    • @denizzzz_
      @denizzzz_ Рік тому

      Beni gerçekten içtenlikle karşılık beklemeden seven anneannemin beyninde tümör var çok yaşlandı ve bana ilk başta kuzenimin adıyla seslendi sonra komşunun kızı sandı nasıl acıttığını size anlatamam zaten farklı ülkelerdeyiz 5 yıl sonra geldim ve karşılaştığım şey beni çok üzdü biliyorum hastalığından dolayı ama bazı şeyleri kalbin kabullenmesi çok zor oluyor

  • @pavan29amv
    @pavan29amv Місяць тому +9

    her eyes , her eye contacts , her looks , her behavior , her kind personality >

  • @James_N34L
    @James_N34L 11 місяців тому +326

    This made me realize how incredibly lucky I am to have her. To have someone by my side to love, to share my cringe jokes, to confide my depressive thoughts in, to cuddle with when I'm feeling sad... Her hair, her eyes, her smile make me forget everything. I can't imagine my life without her. I feel I don't tell her enough how much I love her.

    • @insaneff5118
      @insaneff5118 11 місяців тому +8

      Stay strong champ,just as usual

    • @julianjaimes197
      @julianjaimes197 10 місяців тому +24

      Don't end up like us
      Let her know how much she means to you everyday and do whatever you have to

    • @polskiziomek8919
      @polskiziomek8919 9 місяців тому +6

      This is gonna hurt bro..😢

    • @bradenfauteux1196
      @bradenfauteux1196 9 місяців тому +3

      Do your best to keep her and don't let go but don't be too possessive

    • @Aniketh021
      @Aniketh021 9 місяців тому +1

      Mark my words........ She will dump you at last

  • @GraveForRent
    @GraveForRent 8 місяців тому +225

    The way she broke my soul is absolutely unfathomable to me. I never thought a person, let alone that girl could change your entire life for the absolute best, and then for the absolute worst. The lies, the belittling, the mocking, i hate her. I hate what she did to me.

    • @Buromir
      @Buromir 8 місяців тому +62

      Forgive her. Not because she deserves forgiveness, but because you deserve peace.

    • @Miranda.19
      @Miranda.19 8 місяців тому +14

      @@BuromirExactly! Took me almost 2 or 3 years to forgive someone. Allow yourself to feel but don’t dwell on kt

    • @MrHunterCss
      @MrHunterCss 6 місяців тому +9

      You don't hate her. You hate what she did to you. And I know this feeling, as you. We'll be alright, my friend. Just need to stay strong.

    • @RicsKeldinTheMaskedWarrior
      @RicsKeldinTheMaskedWarrior 5 місяців тому +2

      Dude, i know how how you feel. I thought she was the one, the only one. She made a promise and broke it. But still wanted me to dance with her with her boyfriend. Girls just love breaking hearts

    • @Hayden6-3
      @Hayden6-3 4 місяці тому +2

      Sad how someone you thought you might marry turns into the one person you hate most 😔

  • @SAITAMA_450
    @SAITAMA_450 5 місяців тому +8

    She is so beautiful her smile,her laugh,her voice,her face,everything about het makes me happy everyday and i can't see her anymore.

  • @Worm_eater26
    @Worm_eater26 Рік тому +726

    I've loved her since the day I met her, and even though we may never speak again i will love her until i take my final breath

  • @iamnotsane
    @iamnotsane Рік тому +226

    i want someone to love me the way i loved her

    • @subfiftybeats6875
      @subfiftybeats6875 9 місяців тому +9

      I want her to love me like I loved her

    • @adamantium4797
      @adamantium4797 9 місяців тому

      ​@@subfiftybeats6875i want to make more money

    • @matti7846
      @matti7846 8 місяців тому +4

      Ever since my grandpa passed away in 2021, I have this feeling of loneliness, I still have most of my family around and have a lot of friends, but the way I felt about my grandpa was different, I fell into a deep anxiety disorder in 2022 and had severe depression, till this day Im in therapy, I guess the death of my grandpa was the start of all this and I think its a wound that will never heal. So what Im trying to say: I think you should try and forget about her if she doesnt feel the same about you, you have your family and hopefully many friends that unconditionally love you, spend as much time as you can with your grandparents, parents and siblings. It took me a long time to realise how much that is worth. I wish you all the best and please reply if you ever read this!

    • @aryanff9735
      @aryanff9735 7 місяців тому +2

      @matti7846 Stay hard bro 🤜

    • @adamantium4797
      @adamantium4797 7 місяців тому +1

      @@subfiftybeats6875 lol

  • @sullydoe
    @sullydoe Рік тому +497

    It’s been 4 years. I can go days, months without thinking about her. Then BOOM, she pops into my mind every once in a while. If you ask me how many times she came to my mind I’d say once. Because once she came, she never left.

    • @NavoTheTrueGod
      @NavoTheTrueGod Рік тому +11

      damn the last part hit deep 😢
      - what she said

    • @aisserraa
      @aisserraa Рік тому +4

      I live the way you live, I miss her so much

    • @Tijsdv_101
      @Tijsdv_101 Рік тому +2

      i always try to forget and try too move on but she never left my thoughts and never will, that will always prevend me from being whole

    • @simeonmayberry9714
      @simeonmayberry9714 Рік тому +4

      Same bro last time we spoke was February 7 2020 I remember watching her leave like it was yesterday

    • @aisserraa
      @aisserraa Рік тому +2

      @@simeonmayberry9714 I don't know when it will pass, I miss it terribly

  • @blueberiz
    @blueberiz 25 днів тому +6

    Before, I used to think that the worst thing in this world was to die without exploring amazing places, people and creating purposes, but i realize it's not. The worst thing in life is to die without exploring yourself. To be dead without knowing yourself is like a life without a soul.

  • @Zoovilic
    @Zoovilic Рік тому +325

    This probably won’t blow up like all the other comments, but anyway :
    I had this girl for a little over a year, and she was my first real committed relationship. She meant everything to me and she understood me unlike anybody had done prior. However there was a quite obvious rift in between us and it was her mental state. When we got together I was ignorant enough to think that I could “save her” and that was initially the mindset I had coming into the relationship.
    Things went on as usual, but around 3 months into the whole thing we went through a really rough time and I contemplated on breaking up with her. But I can til this day remember her words - “can’t we try for us?” - and it gets me emotional every time I think about it. We did, and it was one of the best decisions of my life.
    Things began to switch and I felt like this could be “her”. Everything went smooth and we had a very open relationship in terms of how we communicated and made each other feel appreciated. However things went sour when my grandmother died, this November of 2022, and it ultimately made me feel very empty inside - as she had been one of three people raising me since I haven’t had a mother nor a father. With my mental health going down the relationship soon followed. We broke up right about 6 months ago now and in the end because of me. I thought she was the reason behind why I felt so bad and why it didn’t get better. And in hindsight it might’ve been because everything seemed more aggravating when it really wasn’t.
    Now, 6 months later I’m lonely af and it turned out to be my family altogether. I live with my sister and her family and we’ve started to go against each other quite a lot lately and I think it might be a natural way of me trying to find myself. Either way it was the worst decision of my life, this far, to let go of the one person who understood me.
    I love you Emma, forgive me.

    • @kirito9036
      @kirito9036 Рік тому +18

      Stay strong man

    • @pandalover3224
      @pandalover3224 Рік тому +24

      i teared apart bruh 😭💔 may allah gives you more strength and happiness inshallah 🥺❤️

    • @notathief180
      @notathief180 Рік тому +8

      bro, i love you

    • @carolinefenstermaker4477
      @carolinefenstermaker4477 Рік тому +18

      Emma please forgive

    • @chaitanyamore0422
      @chaitanyamore0422 Рік тому +7

      Find yourself brother, i understand you made some mistakes in the past but now you need to focus on YOU, start meditating and journaling it will help with mental health part of the things and find your calling (your main purpose/goal) and work towards it, you won't feel empty

  • @fonofilijr_
    @fonofilijr_ Рік тому +120

    “Smile doesn’t describe your feelings, you’re heart does.”

  • @Lian115
    @Lian115 Рік тому +510

    I miss everything about her, she was the person who made me feel alive and loved, I hope she’s doing great with her new favorite person.

  • @Cityofdc7
    @Cityofdc7 6 місяців тому +55

    I had cancer in 2015 Ashkins lymphoma , stage 3 , lost all my friends & close family members stopped communicating ! The feeling of being alone only gave me the strength to fight for a better tomorrow , found a friend , that became my soulmate , out darkness there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel ! Never lose hope , never lose faith , stay strong my brothers & sisters that each one of you have a purpose here even if you think you might be at lost today, but you will be victorious, never give up! never stop fighting !

  • @drakovan7896
    @drakovan7896 Рік тому +26

    Imagine falling for someone who never saw you more than a friend, you talk, tell stories, laugh together, provide a shoulder to cry on and all of a sudden, she tells you she’s started seeing someone.. the pain you feel is a a regretful kind of pain. She made me feel more alone than I’ve ever been…
    I understand it’s more myself than her kind of a problem.. the hardest part is letting that person go.. 😞

  • @gus.stviaaa
    @gus.stviaaa Рік тому +119

    She'll never know how much I love her.

    • @Youcanbesaved
      @Youcanbesaved 19 днів тому

      But I do. And I love you even more.

  • @vinaytanwarr
    @vinaytanwarr 9 місяців тому +115

    Her hairs, her eyes, her smile, her way of being herself, her way of talking, her way of making me feel what I never experienced before. Everything about her....

    • @mexican_wbc9946
      @mexican_wbc9946 7 місяців тому +5

      Reading these comments makes me feel we all fell for the same girl😂. Who knows maybe they all have the same blueprint to break are hearts

  • @xo.Cassius
    @xo.Cassius 7 місяців тому +14

    Everything about her was perfect to me...her smile, her kindness, her selflessness. But it all ended one day because I never knew what she was truly feeling. I guess my love for her wasn't enough to affect the decision she made. Rest in peace Seraphina, I love you, forever and always 💔

  • @mmd_rk7701
    @mmd_rk7701 10 місяців тому +210

    It has been 3 years, and she still lives inside my mind...

    • @andnowyouknow3363
      @andnowyouknow3363 8 місяців тому +4

      Give it more time, brother. I've also spent years with my ex in my head, despite having moved on. Try to find the root cause if you can help it. But spend more time focusing on your own life, improvements and interests. Distraction is your best friend. And with time, your brain will learn to let go of her.

    • @Jxfunfg
      @Jxfunfg 8 місяців тому +1

      Same, she was perfect

    • @iHaveChosenGod
      @iHaveChosenGod 7 місяців тому +9

      For me, it has been 9 years...

    • @richakushwah3679
      @richakushwah3679 7 місяців тому

      Oh God
      You know its even bad when you lost her because of a very big mistake
      You know that she was/is the only person who would love you the way she did
      I can understand how my ex boyfriend must feel since he lost me because he hurt me

    • @andnowyouknow3363
      @andnowyouknow3363 7 місяців тому

      @@richakushwah3679 Chill out, narcissist. You don't get to tell random strangers whether it is their fault or not. With this attitude, I can understand why your ex boyfriend left.

  • @Wolfsta
    @Wolfsta Рік тому +881

    Guys, the worst pain I've ever felt was when I had to break up with her... I can't compare it to any other pain I ever felt in my life... But also 1 year later after I finally started forgetting her I experienced the biggest growth in my life. What I'm saying is - if it's hard, the prize at the end is even better. It was all worth it - just don't bend under the pressure and don't look for her.

    • @sebastianjasinski3538
      @sebastianjasinski3538 Рік тому +15

      Thank for telling your story. I am in similiar situation now but i wanna throw up everytime just thinking I will never see her again, i feel physical pain and can't breathe, she was my everything

    • @142-v7c
      @142-v7c Рік тому +9

      Wish i could be like you. Still remember her after 6 years

    • @gio_outchea3750
      @gio_outchea3750 Рік тому +3

      Wish I would’ve did that early but now sadly I am broken but building myself up for my daughter I had with her I have no regrets but you right don’t look for her cause if you do you might hurt the one person you matter to in the future, keep ya crown on king much love

    • @Wolfsta
      @Wolfsta Рік тому

      @@sebastianjasinski3538 i feel u

    • @Wolfsta
      @Wolfsta Рік тому

      @@142-v7c damn thats a long time bro

  • @Hi-is5qe
    @Hi-is5qe Рік тому +427

    While I‘m reading those meaningful comments, no one but her comes into my mind.
    I will never stop loving her.

    • @ivansi156
      @ivansi156 Рік тому +1

      Fuerza

    • @UmJoojadorYT
      @UmJoojadorYT Рік тому

      saaaame :v sad bcuz i cant think of how many time it will take for me to idk "keep going" aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

    • @manuperez4230
      @manuperez4230 Рік тому

      Samr

  • @warcrimes1776
    @warcrimes1776 3 місяці тому +10

    "Real loss only occurs when you love someone more than you love yourself"

  • @equaLx0
    @equaLx0 Рік тому +526

    it scares me, how much i think of her. Knowing im 24 and there is still a long path to go, it really scares me. Fear was temporary, regret is forever.

    • @lieblingsluca
      @lieblingsluca Рік тому +19

      My friend, we don‘t know us, but maybe this lil text helps you :) Btw I am M21… The environments we live in, are sometimes really fucked up. Doesn‘t matter if you think of her after a break up, or you just started getting feelings for her, you are okey. And it is fully okey to have her in your mind like 24h a day. This is called Love. You are SO damn privileged to identify that, and to know this kind of emotions. So a) congratulations if you found someone, who’s worth to get your love and a place in your head.
      And/Or b) if it is a break-up situation you’re in, I still want to congratulate you, because you know now how love feels like. True love is just known for people that found- and lost LOVE in their life.
      Last words: It don‘t have to scare you, when she takes place in your mind this often. It is so damn natural, and beautiful if you let it happen. If she is the one, anything will change that. And if she‘s not the one, you will learn to let this go in a natural way. Do me a favor: Don‘t force anything. Don‘t force to let go immediately when it is not the time for it. Don‘t force to get away the feelings! Don‘t force to suppress your emotions! Don‘t force to go straight out of the process, it is okey to have curves in it. Take your time, whatever it is‘
      You! and just YOU say when it is time for the next step! If you allow yourself to stay unperfect in that process, you will be yourself thankful for the rest of your life.
      The best for you man‘♥️

    • @JimmySogni
      @JimmySogni Рік тому

      how old was she?

    • @sorezelenord7250
      @sorezelenord7250 Рік тому +1

      thanks! carefully chosen words.

    • @alexdelarge8
      @alexdelarge8 Рік тому

      @Lieblingsluca INFJ oder was?

    • @Ur_Crying_bish
      @Ur_Crying_bish Рік тому +1

      I'm only 15. How is life going for you right now?

  • @heavyfeatherasmr4521
    @heavyfeatherasmr4521 Рік тому +726

    u don’t miss her, u miss the version of her in ur head

    • @aaronmcdonagh4604
      @aaronmcdonagh4604 Рік тому +42

      Exactly this, I fell in love with her a couple years ago, I can’t describe the feeling I had for her quite right, maybe the only time in my life where I felt that this person was “the one”. Fast forward two years later, it is like I have no significance to her and now in the rare occasion we do talk to each other, that feeling of love that I had two years ago simply isn’t there in the slightest and at times strongly believe she is lying to me. I sometimes wish I had never met her and I wish I could get myself to hate her, but I cannot do it.

    • @espress0phie.
      @espress0phie. Рік тому

      :(

    • @kkkddd2863
      @kkkddd2863 Рік тому

      So true

    • @donaldmccurry3394
      @donaldmccurry3394 Рік тому +1

      I realized that the hard way

    • @anaosoossmdjkdld
      @anaosoossmdjkdld Рік тому +5

      no. i miss her

  • @KaseNase-z5e
    @KaseNase-z5e Рік тому +162

    I love every single detail about her. she has the perfect personality,perfect face, the best hair I have ever seen in my entire life, her brown eyes that shine like pearls every time i look at her. Her laugh is deadly and cute.Well..she's just perfect.
    When she smiles she shines more the the stars.
    I've know her for almost a year now, she changed in that period of time.
    She was the sweetest but now she is insolent and she now curses.
    There was this one dude that liked her and still likes her.
    He admitted that and she rejected him and said that they can be friends.
    I've know that guy for 9 years now he's the most disrespectful person I ever met, and the most awful too.
    Well couple of weeks ago he ended the friendship with her and she cried for 2 days because of that.He acted kind to her.
    I reassured her it was for her own good because he had a bad impact on her and that she started to change.
    She said she gets it and thanked me for that.
    Well after that she started hanging out with this group of 7 ppl.
    They are almost as bad as him... they are disrespectful awfull they curse a lot and etc.
    I could name more but that's enough.
    I have seen that she changed a lot, she slowly becoming like them.
    Her cousins talks to her about that and she says it fine that she's not changing.
    And she says that she sees they are bad and tries to end it but she doesn't do it.
    Before she was full of life, now she's dry, ignorise me sometimes, before she didn't.
    She's smart has good grades and that group doesn't rly care about school and ig they had the same impact on her and now she slowly doesn't care too.
    I don't know what to do should i stay away from her I don't really know.
    I think about her every minute of every hour of every day.
    I try not to but it doesn't work I just think about her even more.
    I've been suffering from depression this past 3 years it went away for a little bit when i meet her.
    It came back this year when she started to change and bc of that we text less we talk less and so on.
    Now that my depression is back when I think more about awfull thoughts I'm slowly losing feelings for her I don't want to but I can't control it.
    I have tried to pray and I have became even more religious then I was it helps but not for long.
    Shes slowly fading away from my hands and I don't know what to do.
    This past year she had 3 crushes I have waited all that time hoping she will share the same feelings but nothing, I will keep waiting until I can't.
    I don't know how to tell her I like her. I never knew how to express my feelings
    Ima shy person and a introvert.
    Maybe this sounds dumb but I needed to clear my mind somewhere
    I really miss the old person she was
    And I hate the person she became
    She was the reason I stopped thinking about suicidal thoughts but now that she is fading I thinking more and more about that.
    She changed my life, made me feel something but now it's all gone again.
    I'm not the best at English so sorry if u dont understand what I wrote

    • @KaseNase-z5e
      @KaseNase-z5e Рік тому

      ​@@Ryan-xh3kc well it wont work you know.

    • @sach_yt1394
      @sach_yt1394 Рік тому +11

      You are a great person pal, and you are not alone in this, I have a similar expirience and it really hurts, I think its to late for me, but maybe isn't for you, so tell her, there is no guarantee of nothing, but if theres a small chance...you should take it, and in the end, whatever happens if its good or bad, eventually you will learn something, not gonna lie I've been around four years trying to get over it, and I still can't, because I'm stuck in the past and I really miss the good old days, I fell im kinda obssesed and I can see clearly what should I do because my mind its full of thoughts and I can't think clearly, I just hope everythings turns to an end, but happy and joyfull, I don't see it know but I'm still here and you too, I wish you luck and I really mean it.
      Pd: Not good at english either.

    • @izzyking-c9y
      @izzyking-c9y Рік тому +5

      there are millions of girls out there willing to love you how you deserve. if that's the route she wants to go down, let her. you can't change her but you can change yourself.
      your English is also really good, keep it up

    • @Cat-cu2dn
      @Cat-cu2dn Рік тому +5

      You sound like a wonderful person, and if I can share one piece of advice I’ve learned it’s that no matter how much you love someone, you can never change them. I’m the type of person who will always hope for the best in someone and think I can help them become the person I know they can be, but sometimes you have to let go and use that love for yourself. Because there are so many people who are deserving of love, and you shouldn’t waste that love on someone who doesn’t even know what it is. Keep your head up, there are so many people who need people like you to show them what true goodness is. Hope you’re able to surround yourself with people who make you happy, and show you the love you deserve my friend ❤

    • @datdood0
      @datdood0 Рік тому +3

      I really feel you man.. the same thing happened to me.. I was in a relationship for 2 years, maybe not too long but it is my first time being in a relationship so it was really special to me. I thought I knew her well and we'd never break up.. she was absolutely perfect for me..
      But she started to change about a year ago. She was going through depression and I really wish I could've helped her.. I now feel what she felt and I regret not helping her before.. I'll never forgive myself for it. Anyways after that she just wasn't like how I thought she was.. she wasn't the same anymore. Maybe it's my fault.. I didn't do anything for her. But now she's just completely different. I always message her hoping she'd reply but I forget she's not like how she was before. My mind just can't accept it. Maybe she found a better person.. if so, then I'm really happy for her. I care about her more than anything else, so if she's enjoying life then I'm happy.. idc who she is with. But whenever she talks to me (it's like once a week and she doesn't even stay for that long) she always argues or makes things worse. I tried not messaging her for some time but I just can't.. I'm way too attached to her. But the person I knew and loved is gone.. I try to find her but I can't. She's not the same anymore..
      Sometimes I feel like I'm the cause for it.. I know I've changed too.. people doesn't always stay the same, but did I have a bad influence on her? Maybe I was the problem.. if she wants to stay away from me because she hates me, that's fine.. I don't wanna push her into doing something she hates. But she never tells me what she feels about me. I've asked many times but she never says it. Maybe I am the problem.. who knows. I probably should stay away from her life since that's what she wants..

  • @heartbeatsdrum
    @heartbeatsdrum 7 місяців тому +10

    She's so perfect, and every once in a while when she shows up and we share a night of passion, I know that's all it will ever be......

    • @victorvargas9034
      @victorvargas9034 7 місяців тому

      Same here brother…..Can’t go back in time…

  • @ichiro5319
    @ichiro5319 Рік тому +728

    One thing I learned from her. I don’t miss her anymore nor did I ever miss her. What I missed was the version of herself that I thought she was. It was all a facade.

    • @stipebakic868
      @stipebakic868 Рік тому +7

      Just don t become hateful

    • @UmJoojadorYT
      @UmJoojadorYT Рік тому +9

      miss the old "she" bcuz what she is now omg hurts just to think so i miss who she was its like the feeling of nostalgia, u miss the good old days playing games and child stuff but today its just something thats never gonna be the same again, and even if u live this moments again they'll not be the same SRY FOR THE BIBLE

    • @jimmy-fc6dc
      @jimmy-fc6dc Рік тому +12

      Deuteronomy 31:8 - "Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee. So that we may boldly say, The Lord is my helper, and I will not fear What man shall do unto me." the only Man who shall never leave your side is Jesus

    • @JeDi757
      @JeDi757 Рік тому +1

      I say that to myself sometimes, but the truth is I have never been more happy...

    • @albpro1237
      @albpro1237 Рік тому +1

      sounds like your problem

  • @M1i8x
    @M1i8x Рік тому +89

    وليسَ الهَجرُ يؤلمني ولكنْ
    جمالُ الذُكرياتِ يهزّ قلّبيْ

    • @مريم_00
      @مريم_00 Рік тому +1

      ايه والله صادق

    • @user-kd1lp4sv7k
      @user-kd1lp4sv7k Рік тому +1

      حقیقت

    • @y12ii
      @y12ii Рік тому +2

      لو سمحت الابيات لمنو اتوقع عنتره صح ؟

    • @M1i8x
      @M1i8x Рік тому

      @@y12ii نزار قباني

    • @y12ii
      @y12ii Рік тому +2

      @@M1i8x شكرا

  • @Milodoms
    @Milodoms Рік тому +137

    When I met her for the first time, we talked like we’ve missed each others our entire life, it felt like another part of me that was missing, was finely there.

  • @thisworldisgoingtoruinyou
    @thisworldisgoingtoruinyou 5 місяців тому +10

    Boys.... I dont think ill ever love a girl the same way i loved her. i mean she was honestly just the most beautiful girl id ever laid my eyes on ... i would do everything for her
    fromsurprise dates and even her first holiday trip over to thailand where we spent days upon days walking along the beach and sharing meals together. cuddles and movies in bed.
    I truly hadn't been that happy in my whole life. Things came crashing down a few months later and it was hell after the breakup. I deep down truly believe that she still loves me and was the one and my soulmate and if i could re adjust the past i would....
    I havn't met anyone like her since then... at least not someone i could smile with the same way i did with her.
    Its been a year today since i last saw her.
    I miss her every fucking day.
    I feel as though ill be forever heartbroken.
    i cant believe she broke my heart so so fucking badly.
    :( i miss her

    • @melune-8759
      @melune-8759 2 місяці тому +1

      same things happend to me man.hopefully god helps us

  • @megan7292
    @megan7292 8 місяців тому +187

    As a woman who’s been seriously emotionally damaged by most of the men I’ve been with romantically, this comment section is very healing ❤

    • @jeydomo
      @jeydomo 7 місяців тому +8

      Wish you the best.

    • @AussieCunt42
      @AussieCunt42 7 місяців тому +8

      I wish you find peace

    • @iHaveChosenGod
      @iHaveChosenGod 7 місяців тому

      If thats u in your pfp then the men are f**king a holes 😒

    • @Suicide-Notary
      @Suicide-Notary 6 місяців тому

      I'm so sorry you've had such a horrible experience. Contrary to popular opinion, men are not without feeling. We are deep emotional souls, the only difference between us and females is we struggle to express to show our true feelings and remain guarded because we don't want to be left hurt and humiliated.We want what you want. A partner who loves us for who we are, who doesn't cheat and loves us regardless.

    • @bezagebremedhine5102
      @bezagebremedhine5102 5 місяців тому +1

      Girl same 🤷🏽‍♀️God have mercy on us all

  • @shawn5436
    @shawn5436 Рік тому +65

    It's been like, five years since we met. I still see her. Her long hair, her brown eyes, her teeth,her stupidly sweet voice, her smile. Oh, her smile. I remember when we walked together down a corridor, i could feel her hair and hear her breath. The whole world stopped. I remember when we shared the same pack of milk and when she looked at me, her eyes, shining, bright as diamonds. I miss you so much,zy. I hope that you are well. I hope that god will let us meet again. If you see this, please know, that i think about you everyday, and i love you.

    • @volilty
      @volilty 11 місяців тому +2

      i hope he feels like this about me too:/

  • @kamacute4678
    @kamacute4678 Рік тому +521

    I'm a girl myself and I feel so sorry for the guys who go through this :(

    • @Bunny-xq7mr
      @Bunny-xq7mr Рік тому +27

      I accept the fact That I have never lived truly Someday now after I'll suicide

    • @henrikkamarainen9688
      @henrikkamarainen9688 Рік тому +39

      ​@@Bunny-xq7mrbro dont

    • @saninkothe2th
      @saninkothe2th Рік тому +33

      @@Bunny-xq7mrits not worth it bro

    • @amonix8476
      @amonix8476 Рік тому +19

      @@Bunny-xq7mr Bro don't, you can't end on a loss man come talk with us, there is many beautiful things to do and see !

    • @GiCo_
      @GiCo_ Рік тому +15

      @@Bunny-xq7mr come on I know you can be fine,don't worry,don't do it,just keep trying to work on yourself and try to be a better person,and even when it fails,it doesn't matter, enjoy life :)

  • @redacted8567
    @redacted8567 2 місяці тому +3

    I love her, I’m almost certain of it. Every time I see her, I’m filled with joy. Her smile, her laugh, her stories, everything about her. When I’m with her, hours pass like minutes. But I’m a fool. I took the leap too early. I asked her out less than a year into our friendship, and I worry that if I try again, if I tell her how I feel, it’ll push her away. I asked her out when I was 15 years old. I’m 19 now, and we’ve both changed a lot in that time. We’ve both suffered, and lost, and gone through shit that’s changed us. And I worry it’ll seem more real, and she’ll distance herself from me if I tell her I feel the same about her now as I did when I was 15. And I will lose not only her, but one of my best friends. I don’t think I could take that. She’s my light at the end of the tunnel. I’ve had a shitty past year, and the future as a whole looks bleak to me. But going through it with her, even if we’re just friends, is better than doing it alone. But if I take this gamble, and I lose her, then I don’t know what I’ll do.

  • @107ReasonsToStayAlive
    @107ReasonsToStayAlive Рік тому +641

    101 reasons to stay alive:
    1. to make your parents proud
    2. to conquer your fears
    3. to see your family again
    4. to see your favourite artist live
    5. to listen to music again
    6. to experience a new culture
    7. to make new friends
    8. to inspire
    9. to have your own children
    10. to adopt your own pet
    11. to make yourself proud
    12. to meet your idols
    13. to laugh until you cry
    14. to feel tears of happiness
    15. to eat your favourite food
    16. to see your siblings grow
    17. to pass school
    18. to get tattoo
    19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
    20. to meet your internet friends
    21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
    22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
    23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
    24. to see untouched snow in the morning
    25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
    26. to see stars light up the sky
    27. to read a book that changes your life
    28. to see the flowers in the spring
    29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
    30. to travel abroad
    31. to learn a new language
    32. to learn to draw
    33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
    34. Puppy kisses.
    35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
    36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
    37. Trampolines.
    38. Ice cream.
    39. Stargazing.
    40. Cloud watching.
    41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
    42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
    43. “I saw this and thought of you."
    44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
    45. The relief you feel after crying.
    46. Sunshine.
    47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
    48. Your future wedding.
    49. Your favorite candy bar.
    50. New clothes.
    51. Witty puns.
    52. Really good bread.
    53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
    54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
    55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
    56. The smell before and after it rains
    57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
    58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
    59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
    60. Trying out new recipes.
    61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
    62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
    63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
    64.Breakfast in bed.
    65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
    66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
    67. Pray (if you are religious)
    68. Forgiveness.
    69. Water balloon fights.
    70. New books by your favorite authors.
    71. Fireflies.
    72. Birthdays.
    73. Realizing that someone loves you.
    74. Spending the day with someone you
    85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
    86. Someone’s skin against yours.
    87. Holding hands.
    88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
    89. Singing off key with your best friends.
    90. Road trips.
    91. Spontaneous adventures.
    92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
    93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
    94. Thunderstorms.
    95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
    96. The taste of your favorite food.
    97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
    98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
    99. Compliments and praise.
    100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it
    101. Jesus loves you
    Ps: IM PROUD OF YOU YOU ARE A WARRIOR YOU IM PROUD THAT YOU ARE HERE!

    • @red3n383
      @red3n383 Рік тому +5

      Thanks...

    • @milvertony559
      @milvertony559 Рік тому +22

      Bro saved 17 lives

    • @mrsmikaelson_28
      @mrsmikaelson_28 Рік тому +8

      Sending love to you. You have a truly kind soul. ❤️ I believe you save lifes with this.

    • @MonKeAper
      @MonKeAper Рік тому +14

      The fact that this is all my will to live explained by random good guy on the internet bro😭 glad I read it too, thanks

    • @107ReasonsToStayAlive
      @107ReasonsToStayAlive Рік тому +4

      @@MonKeAper Your welcome

  • @Mocha-zy1rl
    @Mocha-zy1rl Рік тому +67

    the sudden laughs when we would just stare into each others eyes is unbearable. It was one of the best things ever

    • @lolstarz2982
      @lolstarz2982 Рік тому +1

      Hey man I was wondering if you're doing well 😢

  • @princessjessie
    @princessjessie Рік тому +301

    It honestly hurts me how many people have been left or heartbroken, I’m so sorry for anyone who’s going through it now and I’m proud of you, you are doing a good job and if no one has said that to you yet. I am here to say it to you. I myself have been through that it actually happened to me in the summer and it was a tiring one but I’m getting better it’s just the truma that still kinda hits then and there

    • @obvGamer
      @obvGamer Рік тому +2

      ty❤❤❤

    • @serbiangodzilla2024
      @serbiangodzilla2024 Рік тому +2

      Im proud of you comrade

    • @Synthpopper
      @Synthpopper 9 місяців тому +1

      Thank you brother. She left me around when you posted this comment so I'm still struggling through the stages of grief in non-linear order.

    • @princessjessie
      @princessjessie 9 місяців тому

      @@Synthpopper it does take time buddy, but just let your feelings feel what it needs to do and don’t rush your grief, just take it day by day. I know you can do it :)

  • @memomemo1795
    @memomemo1795 4 місяці тому +12

    عايشة بحالة وحدة ما في شي عم يصير متل نا بدي بس الحمدلله ع كلشي بتمنى كون بالمطرح الي بحبو بالقريب العاجل بإذن الله وبقدرتو وتوفيقو يارب دخيلك الحياة والقدر الي بتمناهن ببالي يتحققو يارب

    • @AK-tc2il
      @AK-tc2il 4 місяці тому +2

      امين 🙏🏻

    • @memomemo1795
      @memomemo1795 4 місяці тому

      @@AK-tc2il والقايل يارب

    • @Youcanbesaved
      @Youcanbesaved 19 днів тому

      تعال إلي وسأنقذك، قف بجانبي وسأرفعك، ثق بي وسأعيدك.

  • @julietwerkez5689
    @julietwerkez5689 Рік тому +804

    "Sometimes you miss the person not the memories"

    • @abad_yassine
      @abad_yassine Рік тому +66

      pretty sure it's the opposite

    • @08.angell
      @08.angell Рік тому +31

      It’s the opposite

    • @powerjolt7215
      @powerjolt7215 Рік тому +46

      It may be the opposite, but sometimes it can work both ways

    • @passiv1203
      @passiv1203 Рік тому +2

      its the other way around

    • @adamkhalil6238
      @adamkhalil6238 Рік тому +4

      You got that upside down chief.

  • @exitz5159
    @exitz5159 Рік тому +843

    Fear is temporary, regret is forever

    • @davidsyllas9584
      @davidsyllas9584 Рік тому +2

      couine

    • @lebazardetoons419
      @lebazardetoons419 Рік тому +12

      Your words hurt me but I still can't

    • @labeeeb1
      @labeeeb1 Рік тому

      😟

    • @Liam-un7hy
      @Liam-un7hy Рік тому

      I regret everything i did. Most likely it just doesn’t matter now, but what does matter is that i regretted it.

    • @TheVortexPIllar
      @TheVortexPIllar Рік тому +1

      This really cuts deep with what's happened and been happening in my life. Now, I'm at a point where I'm trying to improve myself and turn things around. So even though it's just a youtube comment, truly, thank you.

  • @superwoman983
    @superwoman983 8 місяців тому +24

    The comment box literally made me cry.. how innocently everyone is speaking out their emotions. For me this song will remind me of the midnight night journey.. mountains, cold breeze and some beautiful moments with them ❤

  • @digitalhd4607
    @digitalhd4607 Місяць тому +3

    The thing is, just when you think you’ve moved on, she jumps into your head and crushes you in a second. It's been three months since the end of a six-year relationship. Most of the time, I feel good. I feel like myself, but there are still days that catch me off guard. It’s like you don’t want to think of her because you know it will make you cry, but at the same time, the memories make you smile. It’s a pretty shitty feeling, but in the end, like anything else, it will be fine. To everyone going through this, I wish you the strength to heal, the courage to embrace the memories, and the hope to find peace in the days ahead.

  • @jun-tron1357
    @jun-tron1357 Рік тому +217

    I still hear her laughter, I still see her beautiful smile. It is impossible to forget her voice and her sweet touch. Memories come and go as if I still live in the moment, but those moments are long gone. It doesn't matter how much time has passed. Part of me still beats for her. Unfortunately, she will never know how much I loved her and how far I would've gone just to make her happy. Haven't seen her in ages, but I still remember her like the first day. Wherever she is, I wish the very best for her.

    • @CristoVive1377
      @CristoVive1377 Рік тому +4

      May I ask why you haven't reached out to her? Your love is very hidden inside of you and is clearly very deep in your heart. You never know what could happen if you did reach out...just make sure you never regret about not reaching out :)

    • @f3th11
      @f3th11 Рік тому +1

      Dam man :(

    • @hotlemonadesauce2042
      @hotlemonadesauce2042 Рік тому +1

      What happened, my desperate heart is crying to hear this story please please please

    • @d.hamilton9464
      @d.hamilton9464 Рік тому +1

      Ages are past. He has already a new wife next to him and a joyful life. But he still in memories.

    • @jun-tron1357
      @jun-tron1357 Рік тому +1

      @fabiolapineda3784 Well, she is happy with someone else already, still... I wish her the best.

  • @rithikrajan3262
    @rithikrajan3262 Рік тому +263

    Slowly we all are forgetting her voice, isn't it?

    • @vrlearner3113
      @vrlearner3113 10 місяців тому +6

      Wait ,really i can't remember 😢

    • @allwavenation
      @allwavenation 9 місяців тому +5

      Please don't go

    • @andnowyouknow3363
      @andnowyouknow3363 8 місяців тому +5

      Honestly, I'm fine with forgetting about her voice. She was my first love, but caused me way too much pain in the short 1.5 years of our relationship and the years that followed trying to get over her. Forgetting about her is only a blessing.

    • @TheAWorld69
      @TheAWorld69 8 місяців тому

      Bro look at the comment section yar 🥺💝

    • @leonardoc.1584
      @leonardoc.1584 8 місяців тому

      I barely remember her face anymore, but I know I’ll never forget how she changed my life

  • @exotictoxin8955
    @exotictoxin8955 4 місяці тому +8

    Its a sad realization knowing her voice her laughter her beauty doesnt exist in this life no more.

  • @Mariyabrykailo_sun
    @Mariyabrykailo_sun Рік тому +49

    Her laugh, smile, humor, kindness and voice…just everything about her is like a warm hug on a rainy day! I miss you my friend, I haven’t seen you for a whole year when will I get the chance to see your smile again…